http://browse.deviantart.com/photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/?order=9&q=anxiety deviantART RSS for boost:popular in:photography/darkroom/traddarkroom anxiety en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 18 May 2013 04:02:19 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://charleysmink.deviantart.com/art/Facing-death-with-anxiety-312276139 http://charleysmink.deviantart.com/art/Facing-death-with-anxiety-312276139 Tue, 03 Jul 2012 04:36:58 PDT Facing death with anxiety adult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/alternative CharleySmink http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/h/charleysmink.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 *CharleySmink

]]> http://scarredbutnotbroken.deviantart.com/art/trichotillomania-168554166 http://scarredbutnotbroken.deviantart.com/art/trichotillomania-168554166 Mon, 21 Jun 2010 23:20:26 PDT trichotillomania nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom scarredbutnotbroken http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/c/scarredbutnotbroken.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~scarredbutnotbroken
nikon f100
kodak tmax 400 ]]>
nikon f100
kodak tmax 400

]]> http://ceciliachan.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-169316823 http://ceciliachan.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-169316823 Mon, 28 Jun 2010 10:15:08 PDT Anxiety nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom CeciliaChan http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/e/ceciliachan.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CeciliaChan

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-1-185715865 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-1-185715865 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 13:39:38 PST paranoia and anxiety 1 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-06-336945139 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-06-336945139 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:46:29 PST Sickness 06 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-01-336939386 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-01-336939386 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:41:29 PST Sickness 01 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-04-336944782 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-04-336944782 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:44:33 PST Sickness 04 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-4-146823829 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-4-146823829 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:59:58 PST The Natural Faces 4 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused.

]]> http://thisfallingstar.deviantart.com/art/She-was-not-at-all-involved-78432553 http://thisfallingstar.deviantart.com/art/She-was-not-at-all-involved-78432553 Mon, 25 Feb 2008 15:14:53 PST She was not at all involved... nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom ThisFallingStar http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thisfallingstar.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~ThisFallingStar -milan kundera

working on some pinhole with movement. it needs work but i am happy with the idea! yay!
i told you i was addicted. ]]> -milan kundera

working on some pinhole with movement. it needs work but i am happy with the idea! yay!
i told you i was addicted.

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-5-185717734 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-5-185717734 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 13:56:27 PST paranoia and anxiety 5 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-07-336945357 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-07-336945357 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:48:01 PST Sickness 07 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-09-336945741 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-09-336945741 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:50:57 PST Sickness 09 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-10-336945948 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-10-336945948 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:52:05 PST Sickness 10 adult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://kaitlynuk.deviantart.com/art/mental-state-211191450 http://kaitlynuk.deviantart.com/art/mental-state-211191450 Tue, 31 May 2011 19:15:59 PDT mental state. nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess kaitlynuk http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaitlynuk.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kaitlynuk

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-05-336944925 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-05-336944925 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:45:45 PST Sickness 05 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-6-146824074 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-6-146824074 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:05:56 PST The Natural Faces 6 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused.

]]> http://ashleythedragon.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-371082139 http://ashleythedragon.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-371082139 Sat, 11 May 2013 15:33:52 PDT Anxiety nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/alternative AshleytheDragon http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/s/ashleythedragon.gif?2 Copyright 2013 ~AshleytheDragon
2013
Photopaper and a ton of produce. ]]>
2013
Photopaper and a ton of produce.

]]> http://dekadency.deviantart.com/art/anxiety-365661202 http://dekadency.deviantart.com/art/anxiety-365661202 Sun, 14 Apr 2013 09:45:56 PDT anxiety. nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/alternative Dekadency http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/dekadency.jpg?2 Copyright 2013 ~Dekadency

]]> http://anna-olivia.deviantart.com/art/Performance-anxiety-267837805 http://anna-olivia.deviantart.com/art/Performance-anxiety-267837805 Mon, 07 Nov 2011 18:57:21 PST Performance anxiety. nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess anna-olivia http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/n/anna-olivia.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~anna-olivia

]]> http://hukkapoika.deviantart.com/art/Sielunvihollinen-213552656 http://hukkapoika.deviantart.com/art/Sielunvihollinen-213552656 Fri, 17 Jun 2011 07:15:00 PDT Sielunvihollinen nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/alternative hukkapoika http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/u/hukkapoika.png?8 Copyright 2011-2013 ~hukkapoika
(Title in English: The Enemy of the Soul)
I took this pic to describe my anxiety and dark thoughts; strong contrast between black and white, deep and endless road to nowhere. ]]>
(Title in English: The Enemy of the Soul)
I took this pic to describe my anxiety and dark thoughts; strong contrast between black and white, deep and endless road to nowhere.

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-7-185718291 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-7-185718291 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 14:01:19 PST paranoia and anxiety 7 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://desdemona-nox.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-Neurosis-3-177503249 http://desdemona-nox.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-Neurosis-3-177503249 Tue, 31 Aug 2010 02:38:24 PDT Anxiety Neurosis 3 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom Desdemona-Nox http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/desdemona-nox.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Desdemona-Nox

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-3-185717162 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-3-185717162 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 13:51:13 PST paranoia and anxiety 3 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://kaitlynuk.deviantart.com/art/ordered-chaos2-211193342 http://kaitlynuk.deviantart.com/art/ordered-chaos2-211193342 Tue, 31 May 2011 19:31:19 PDT ordered chaos2. nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess kaitlynuk http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaitlynuk.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kaitlynuk

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-03-336944667 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-03-336944667 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:43:39 PST Sickness 03 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://crazy-izam.deviantart.com/art/College-Blues-104069875 http://crazy-izam.deviantart.com/art/College-Blues-104069875 Wed, 19 Nov 2008 17:31:07 PST College Blues nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom Crazy-iZam http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/r/crazy-izam.gif?5 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Crazy-iZam

Model is as always!~
And photographer is me, ph34r. ]]>

Model is as always!~
And photographer is me, ph34r.

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-08-336945589 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-08-336945589 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:49:32 PST Sickness 08 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-02-336944466 http://rattus--norvegicus.deviantart.com/art/Sickness-02-336944466 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:42:49 PST Sickness 02 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess Rattus--Norvegicus http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/rattus--norvegicus.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Rattus--Norvegicus To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me. ]]> To those untouched by it, depression must seem to be the trump card of those who can't cope or crave attention. I've thought that way before, and I've been told even by people close to me- suck it up, learn to control your emotions, think of something happy and all of the negativity tying you down will go away. There is no way to explain the sheer weight and power of a disease that infects your brain and turns it against itself. These are not the bad moods that every person experiences now and then; it is an illness that never goes away, and it affects every part of a person's life, warping and distorting reality into something confusing and often frightening. A diagnosis of depression changes everything about your life- and many people will still try to say that you do not have a legitimate illness. In this series, I'm attempting to convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair that those with the disease feel on a daily basis.
Printed on fiber-based paper. Shot, developed, and printed by me.

]]> http://scarredbutnotbroken.deviantart.com/art/choke-168554366 http://scarredbutnotbroken.deviantart.com/art/choke-168554366 Mon, 21 Jun 2010 23:23:22 PDT choke. nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom scarredbutnotbroken http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/c/scarredbutnotbroken.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~scarredbutnotbroken
nikon f100
kodak tmax 400 ]]>
nikon f100
kodak tmax 400

]]> http://coveredinspittle.deviantart.com/art/Smear-Campaign-154844227 http://coveredinspittle.deviantart.com/art/Smear-Campaign-154844227 Sat, 20 Feb 2010 15:50:12 PST Smear Campaign nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom coveredinspittle http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/o/coveredinspittle.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~coveredinspittle

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-8-146849407 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-8-146849407 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 08:58:47 PST The Natural Faces 8 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone Focused. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone Focused.

]]> http://kidnamedchase.deviantart.com/art/Face-Meet-Floor-186450706 http://kidnamedchase.deviantart.com/art/Face-Meet-Floor-186450706 Tue, 16 Nov 2010 19:05:06 PST Face Meet Floor nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom kidnamedchase http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/i/kidnamedchase.jpg Copyright 2010-2013 ~kidnamedchase Nikon FE2.

© Chase Mathey 2010
This image may not be used in anyway without
direct permission from the artist. ]]> Nikon FE2.

© Chase Mathey 2010
This image may not be used in anyway without
direct permission from the artist.

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-2-146823680 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-2-146823680 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:56:40 PST The Natural Faces 2 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused

]]> http://jmart94.deviantart.com/art/Royalty-160205544 http://jmart94.deviantart.com/art/Royalty-160205544 Fri, 09 Apr 2010 23:13:44 PDT Royalty nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom jmart94 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif Copyright 2010-2013 ~jmart94

]]> http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367782451 http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367782451 Thu, 25 Apr 2013 10:33:46 PDT Untitled Multiple Exposure nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess thesolarwinds http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thesolarwinds.png?9 Copyright 2013 ~thesolarwinds @thesolarwinds Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it. ]]> Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it.

]]> http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367782615 http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367782615 Thu, 25 Apr 2013 10:34:35 PDT Untitled Multiple Exposure nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess thesolarwinds http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thesolarwinds.png?9 Copyright 2013 ~thesolarwinds @thesolarwinds Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it. ]]> Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it.

]]> http://westernmassacre.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-319994303 http://westernmassacre.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-319994303 Wed, 08 Aug 2012 19:57:16 PDT Anxiety nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/alternative westernmassacre http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/e/westernmassacre.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~westernmassacre
Endless
calm

so far away ]]>
Endless
calm

so far away

]]> http://hobgoblin21.deviantart.com/art/Seperation-Anxiety-71218599 http://hobgoblin21.deviantart.com/art/Seperation-Anxiety-71218599 Sun, 02 Dec 2007 15:01:34 PST Seperation Anxiety nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom hobgoblin21 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/o/hobgoblin21.jpg Copyright 2007-2013 ~hobgoblin21

]]> http://footwasher.deviantart.com/art/Separation-Anxiety-92379932 http://footwasher.deviantart.com/art/Separation-Anxiety-92379932 Mon, 21 Jul 2008 13:35:10 PDT Separation Anxiety nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom footwasher http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footwasher.gif Copyright 2008-2013 ~footwasher Please... ]]> Please...

]]> http://southpawroaming.deviantart.com/art/Ghost-Diaries-2-Anxiety-349973571 http://southpawroaming.deviantart.com/art/Ghost-Diaries-2-Anxiety-349973571 Tue, 22 Jan 2013 13:49:42 PST Ghost Diaries - 2, Anxiety nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess southpawroaming http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/o/southpawroaming.jpg?3 Copyright 2013 ~southpawroaming [link]

.... ]]> [link]

....

]]> http://desdemona-nox.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-Neurosis-1-177503167 http://desdemona-nox.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-Neurosis-1-177503167 Tue, 31 Aug 2010 02:37:00 PDT Anxiety Neurosis 1 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom Desdemona-Nox http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/desdemona-nox.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Desdemona-Nox

]]> http://desdemona-nox.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-Neurosis-2-177503215 http://desdemona-nox.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-Neurosis-2-177503215 Tue, 31 Aug 2010 02:37:40 PDT Anxiety Neurosis 2 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom Desdemona-Nox http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/desdemona-nox.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Desdemona-Nox

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-8-185718577 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-8-185718577 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 14:03:57 PST paranoia and anxiety 8 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://hellfreedumb.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-is-a-full-time-job-199083820 http://hellfreedumb.deviantart.com/art/Anxiety-is-a-full-time-job-199083820 Sun, 27 Feb 2011 09:08:50 PST Anxiety is a full time job nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess hellfreedumb http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/hellfreedumb.gif Copyright 2011-2013 ~hellfreedumb

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-23-185716752 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-23-185716752 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 13:47:36 PST paranoia and anxiety 23 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-6-185718116 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-6-185718116 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 13:59:56 PST paranoia and anxiety 6 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-4-185717382 http://purplegrayscale.deviantart.com/art/paranoia-and-anxiety-4-185717382 Wed, 10 Nov 2010 13:53:21 PST paranoia and anxiety 4 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom purplegrayscale http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/purplegrayscale.png Copyright 2010-2013 ~purplegrayscale

]]> http://transfuzja.deviantart.com/art/Niepokoj-115310323 http://transfuzja.deviantart.com/art/Niepokoj-115310323 Sun, 08 Mar 2009 14:53:25 PDT Niepokoj nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom transfuzja http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/r/transfuzja.gif?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~transfuzja

]]> http://sarah-mac.deviantart.com/art/Scream-107666943 http://sarah-mac.deviantart.com/art/Scream-107666943 Sun, 28 Dec 2008 12:55:06 PST Scream. nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom Sarah-Mac http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/sarah-mac.jpg Copyright 2008-2013 ~Sarah-Mac

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-3-146823771 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-3-146823771 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:58:45 PST The Natural Faces 3 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens ->50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone focused. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens ->50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone focused.

]]> http://emerica48320.deviantart.com/art/Big-Brother-Is-Watching-208011408 http://emerica48320.deviantart.com/art/Big-Brother-Is-Watching-208011408 Sat, 07 May 2011 22:54:56 PDT Big Brother Is Watching... nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess emerica48320 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/m/emerica48320.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~emerica48320

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-1-146823553 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-1-146823553 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:53:12 PST The Natural Faces 1 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 film

Zone focused.

]]> http://0-sen.deviantart.com/art/angst-305329587 http://0-sen.deviantart.com/art/angst-305329587 Wed, 30 May 2012 12:44:10 PDT angst nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/alternative 0-sen http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/0/_/0-sen.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~0-sen no digital editing ]]> no digital editing

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-5-146823998 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-5-146823998 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:04:05 PST The Natural Faces 5 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone Focused.

possibly my favorite part about this image is that, if you keep looking at it you realize that ther'e two faces in the shot. the guy wearing the hat, and the old lady

i love that bit. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone Focused.

possibly my favorite part about this image is that, if you keep looking at it you realize that ther'e two faces in the shot. the guy wearing the hat, and the old lady

i love that bit.

]]> http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-7-146824110 http://arizona2919.deviantart.com/art/The-Natural-Faces-7-146824110 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:06:59 PST The Natural Faces 7 nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom arizona2919 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/r/arizona2919.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~arizona2919 Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone focused. ]]> Camera -> Konica-Minolta XD
Lens -> Minolta 50mm f/1.7
Fuji Neopan 400 Film

Zone focused.

]]> http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367781757 http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367781757 Thu, 25 Apr 2013 10:32:19 PDT Untitled Multiple Exposure nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess thesolarwinds http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thesolarwinds.png?9 Copyright 2013 ~thesolarwinds @thesolarwinds Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it. ]]> Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it.

]]> http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367782718 http://thesolarwinds.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-Multiple-Exposure-367782718 Thu, 25 Apr 2013 10:35:13 PDT Untitled Multiple Exposure nonadult photography/darkroom/traddarkroom/tradprocess thesolarwinds http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thesolarwinds.png?9 Copyright 2013 ~thesolarwinds @thesolarwinds Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it. ]]> Please excuse the crappy photograph of this print, I used my iphone to take it.

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