http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:31Enrose36&section=today deviantART RSS for by:31Enrose36 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 19:32:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/28523701/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/28523701/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 07:30:59 PST
Today I am baking a cake and yesterday I made biscuits.
When I go home, I'll be baking bread and cookies.

I love baking. =]

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/28028689/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/28028689/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 12:52:24 PDT Or at least make some design drawings... mind you, I'm dreadful at drawing, but... I have ideas.

Anywho, I was thinking next summer I might get my hands on a film scanner. This will be extremely useful. I want to scan all of my mom and dad's slide film. Perhaps get them a few prints made. Nostalgia is the best gift ever!!

I think Helen and I are planning on doing some photoshoots... well, we said we would over fall break and that didn't happen, but I think winter break will be a better bet. Less work we have to be concerned about! Plus there might be snow... omg. Best eveerrrr...

So I'm rather excited for this semester to end.

Halloween this weekend.

I need to go to Target/Walmart or somewhere and get a large orange shirt... cut off the sleeves... and I'll be Evie Hammond! Yes... from V for Vendetta.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/27926005/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/27926005/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 15:58:00 PDT so recently i decided to do a little bit of extra work on deviantart to complain about the massive amounts of random SHIT on this website. yes, i am aware there are beginning photographers and little artists on the website, so i choose my victims wisely.

this is not meant to be a personal attack on anyone's artwork, unless a person forces me to do so. i am sick of "mirror pics" or shitty self-portraits or random photos of your cute dog or photographs that are not YOURS to put on deviantart. all of these sorts of images are meant for FACEBOOK or MYSPACE or EMAIL. not deviantart.

for example, this is my cute kitten sitting in my friend john's shoes: [link]

here's an image of me, taken by a friend: [link]

BOTH of those images have no business being on deviantart. why?

the first image has no artistic merit. yes, the kitten is cute, yes it's an adorable photograph. but the flash was used, and the image is... just... there. i cannot figure out how to explain how it has nothing worthy of being on an art website. it's cute, not artistic.

the second image WAS NOT TAKEN BY ME. it is NOT my image. my friend used MY camera, i am aware, and it was stored on MY memory card and i downloaded it onto MY computer, but the image is sole copyright of my friend kacy. NOT ME.

for one person, i am now famous on their stupid page:

Ok, Ive had someone bitch at me over the pics of me in my gallery, claiming that they 'arn't my images' because I wasn't the one who actually snapped the picture.. Ok, they are pictures of Me done with My camera, so Yes indeed they Are mine. Same person said that the pics of me are ment for a 'social networking site rather than for deviant art.' Ok, I plan on using about every picture of me to learn how to use photoshop when I go back to college this summer for the record. That's about the extent of defending my images, they violate None of the terms of DA and so I will Not remove them. If you are offended by any of my pictures, then feel free to send me a note and complain, or do what I do if I find an image offensive, Don't look at it.

-Skye

i am that "someone" who bitched at him. for good reason. the photographs of himself are NOT HIS PROPERTY. he may insist so because the photographer used HIS camera and the images are of HIM, but they are not his property. and if he is to post them on deviantart, he needs to place credit where deserved. he needs to state WHO took the photograph and give them proper credit.

i do believe people on this website need a wake-up call.

stop being fucking retarded.

i don't want your shitty self-portraits and your crappy photos or your silly drawings of your friends in class that are meant to be DOODLES.

this website is for critique and i shall critique... i only insult when someone knows better.

these people should know better.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/26606263/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/26606263/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 09:40:32 PDT - Canon 100mm f/2.8 Macro Lens
- Canon 15mm f/2.8 Fisheye Lens
- Tripod

WHY ARE THEY SO MUCH MONEY!?!?!

i'm planning on getting the macro within the next month. i'm just waiting for a coupon for best buy, which is the ONLY place i can find the effin' lens. i want to get the fisheye next summer. i'm planning ahead. sometimes i just go to canonusa.com just to drool. oh man... so many shiny things there.

anywhooo... i'm hoping to go hiking with john again sometime soon. i'll get a few pictures for my "adoring fans" if they exist.

OH! and i'm leaving for chapel hill in a week. for schooooool. i live right across from the arboretum, which means lots of good pictures. and is one of the main reasons i want a macro lens...

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/25963437/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/25963437/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 12:19:58 PDT
The picture list!
A picture for each item.
1. Cat
2. Flower
3. Flag
4.Wheels
5. Headwear
6. In the sky
7. After
8. Keys
9. Shadow
10. Line up
11. Sunset
12. Soft
13. Button
14. Sticky
15. Yellow

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/25899449/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/25899449/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 13:08:41 PDT i'm having a jolly ole time doing portraits... no comments/favorites on them thus far, so maybe they're not as wicked as i thought they were.

anywhooo... trying to be a little bit more active... failure, as you can tell.

um, yeah... that's all.

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]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/25251342/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/25251342/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:40:11 PDT there are good reasons and silly reasons for this occurance.

reason #1: submitting on dA takes forever
reason #2: i could be considered a "lazy shit"
reason #3: i had a ton of AP tests to take in may and couldn't be bothered with dA then
reason #4: my computer is currently broken (this leaves me without the majority of my photos, both new and old, plus a lack of photoshop)
reason #5: nothing much more, really

i promise once i get my new laptop and my edition of cs4, i will love this website again. srsly. no lie.

if anyone cares, i've gotten a crapton of money for graduation. which is lovely. i want to dance in money. but people generally are sending checks. not as much fun as dancing in $1 bills. but i am not complaining.

**the mood of this journal is merely what i imagine your mood to be, because can you really live without the wonderful amazing morgan?

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/23016860/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/23016860/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 08:44:17 PST so like...
tomorrow i am leaving in the morning to go to huntersville for regional swimming and diving competition where i shall take lots of lovely photographs for you peoples.

e'cited?
i am.
^_^

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/22995838/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/22995838/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 03:41:45 PST i have gotten really lazy lately.
my room is a mess and i haven't been really checking dA much.
so while i might have had 365 deviations to look at (some from months and months ago) when i came online today... i now have 0.
don't get me wrong, i really wanted to check out all the new stuff you peoples have been coming up with, but i guess i'm saying i don't really have the time/patience to do 365 deviations. lo siento.

it's a really busy semester.
i have three ap courses, plus spanish iv honors; not to mention swim team and om are kicking it up a notch. when i get sleep, it's restless.
lucky for me, today is a snow day (with very little snow, usually it glows outisde my window). i think i might clean. yes. cleaning is good. then read for english and whatnot. yessir.

and for those of you who do not know... i won TWO gold key awards for my photography. basically that means i rock. one was for my portfolio and the other was for the drain photograph with all the food peelings in my sink (bizarre, right?!). ^_^ i'm proud of that. it's going on to nationals where i may win a $10,000 scholarship. yessss... that will help plenty with paying for carolina.

that is all, if anyone still watches me.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/22628830/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/22628830/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 08:02:47 PST you should be scared in amongst desire
i'm a spark to set the truth from fire
yes, i am, i'm here, i'm the antichrist
i'll be leaving alive, i'll be leaving alive





so... i've decided on college.
i'm going to chapel hill.
my mom's pretty excited - she wants to go shopping for college stuff soon. of course. haha...
i'm just chill about it, i guess it's not important for me to bounce around and tell everyone. i guess.

i suppose now i'm just waiting for the school year to end.
i graduate june 6th... it's so far away.



the county meet is today.
which is good that it's not mac, because i am so sore from pulling all this week. my knees are still sort of killing me, but the doctor said i had to have some physical therapy and that i could still swim at meets, but take it easy in practice. so no kicking in practice for morgan. which made friday's practice hell, since i couldn't make most of the intervals cause i was pulling. sheesh.

anyway... i'm swimming:
- the 200 medley relay (freestyle)
- the 200 freestyle
- the 100 butterfly
- the 200 freestyle relay


hopefully i don't die, haha...
and i'll attempt at taking photos.
i guess lately i just haven't felt like taking them at meets so much. oh well.




oh, and i'm injured like crazy, i have a stye, plus a cut from where i slammed my thumb in a car door, my knees are messed up, and i burned my mouth on super hot beans. haha... i am a klutz!

anyway, that's all for updates.
hope you enjoyed the new deviations.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/22333386/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/22333386/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 13:34:46 PST my anxiety is driving me crazy right now.
i'm so tired of thinking about college.
i don't know what i want to do with my life.
so deciding on a school is horrible.



i don't know...
this day has been a fabulous day to start off the new year.


i'm going to go sand a desk.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/21985735/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/21985735/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 18:01:11 PST YESSIREE BOB!
(bob browning that is)



i finally submitted all of my photos for my portfolio.
so i figured i could put them up on here now.
but you bastards (who live in asheville) should still go to the art show, so you can see the shit i'm up against.


time to put the finishing touches on my senior project.
ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....



kthnxbai.
-mooooooorg.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/21454646/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/21454646/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 13:46:38 PST alrighty.
for anyone wondering about where MORGAN and HER ART has gone... well...

i'm currently working on a HUGE photographic project.
(two, actually, if you include my senior project)



and i am taking photographs, but i shall not reveal them until after they're in an art show on january 15th.
this is simply so you guys will all go see them at the civic center in downtown asheville.
and so anyone else doing the portfolio will not copy my idea!!


(it's genius, i tell you, genius!)




and yes, i know that this journal makes little to no sense.
do not mock me.

so yes, the photographs will be up sometime soon.... ish... enough... HUSH!!


<3 for all mai peeps.
-----moeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssss

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/21038167/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/21038167/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 20:34:12 PDT prettiest place in the world, i swearrrrrzzzz...


so i brought my camera on the field trip.
took pictures when we weren't collecting bugs or salamanders to contribute to the research going on there.


it was a fun trip.
i hope you guys enjoy the photographs.
i certainly enjoyed taking them.



-------mooooooeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssss

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20625878/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20625878/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:05:30 PDT so... though entirely exhausted n whatnot, this year hasn't been bad.

as for news, i've been especially busy. i have new prints from my photography class, but i haven't brought them home yet to scan them. i'm trying out for o.m. tomorrow with my silly styrofoam hat which sucks balls (more than you, i know). i hate statistics, it's a fake math, everyone says so.

hm...oh!

and i got nominated for the morehead-cain scholarship.
which... if i win, will pay not only for my college, but for EVERY little fee at unc-ch. damn, it's ridiculous.
my dad's reeealy proud.

i'm just happy.


life is good. <3




[i'll try to get more photos up soon... i swearzzz. school is just kicking my ass majorly lately.]

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20352658/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20352658/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 06:59:23 PDT my birthday was fantabulous.
i didn't do anything special, my mom didn't even make a cake, she didn't make me anything special, nothing unusual in the celebration.

it was just a good day.
i went to coach the middle schoolers and mrs. lindsey had made me CUPCAKES! and gotten all of the little middle schoolers to sign this card for me. it was ADORABLE!! i got sung happy birthday THREE times and all of the little kids kept on wishing me a happy birthday.

i went home with four extra cupcakes and we opened presents.
my mom got me a new purse (which looks nice for holding my camera), a big box of 30 sharpies, and some of that clinique face lotion. my dad got me a lovely, LOVELY Speedlite 430EX FLASH!! which is A-MAZ-ING.



so it was quite a lovely day. my dad went off to poker and my mom and i went out to five guys (which was alright food, good fries). i went home, didn't study for either of the two tests i had the next day.

it was quite nice.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20260497/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20260497/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 21:06:42 PDT hi, my name is morgan.

there is a reason for my giddiness and that is called pure adoration. i think my feet are over my head and i'm completely upside-down and i love it. i think i've spent all of today smiling and i feel like a total 'tard. i just... i just... keep thinking about next summer. i think that makes me happy in a totally bizarre way.


because then there might not be an ocean between us.





my name is morgan and sunday is my favorite day.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20127113/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/20127113/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 09:17:52 PDT HEAR YE, HEAR YE! ALL SHALL CELEBRATE THE BIRTH OF OUR AWESOMENESS: MORGAN ALEXANDER ON SAID DATE OF THE THIRD OF SEPTEMBER.

CELEBRATIONS MAY INCLUDE: VIRGIN SACRIFICES, FEASTS, CUTE MESSAGES, COMMENTS, FAVORITES, AND GENERAL WORSHIP.

OUR AWESOMENESS MAY EVEN HAVE A SMALL CELEBRATION IN WHICH EATING, GOOFING OFF, AND GENERAL AWESOMENESS SHALL OCCUR; THE DATE OF WHICH HAS NOT YET BEEN RELEASED TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC.

OUR AWESOMENESS UNDERSTANDS YOUR EAGERNESS FOR SAID CELEBRATION, BUT REMINDS YOU THAT WREAKING HAVOC ON THE GOOD CITIZENS MUST BE CONFINED TO WEEKENDS ONLY.

SO CELEBRATE IN GOOD TIME, GENTLEFOLK, ON SAID DATE OF THE THIRD OF SEPTEMBER, A GLORIOUS DAY FOR OUR TIMES.






(god i am fucked up)

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19941216/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19941216/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 19:41:18 PDT now that is the question.
because it's finally come into perspective:

i shouldn't be here wondering what i want to be but rather what i want to do with my life.
instead of stating plainly: "i want to be a _____"
i find myself saying: "i want to do _____"



the difference, you ask?
profession vs activity.


so i have figured out what i enjoy to do and i want to do for the rest of my life -- create.

whether it be in photography, architecture, design, whatever... i will be MAKING THINGS in the future.
that is what i want to do.
college is the time for me to decide what i want to be.




now if i could only figure out what college can best help me with said career...

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19767927/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19767927/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:44:53 PDT i swear i've eaten my weight in mexican food this summer.

[why do enchiladas and quesadillas and chips and so much... taste sooo good?]


le sigh!
i am getting fat... fatty mcfatterson. yep.
instead of sticking to my plan [lose weight] i gained like 6 pounds this summer... dammit.


uh... yea... morgan needs to shed the fat. grr...

imma have to quit the mexican food [dear lord, how will i survive?] and get back to the gym.





]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19614123/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19614123/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 21:25:06 PDT SCHEDULE!!

- English IV AP + Cole
- Statistics AP + Glover
- Photography I + Clark
- Environmental AP + Keen





i'm excited for photography, been trying to figure out what does and does not work on my camera (my shutter speed dial is fucked - can't read it; plus they don't even make them anymore) and it's quite amusing. ^^

i have to go out and get some RC paper and film... but i'm sure it'll be fine.






(p.s. i have spanish lyrics stuck in my head...)

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19485805/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19485805/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 16:29:43 PDT sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
summer is B.O.R.I.N.G.



so i am spending a majority of it on cs2.
oh em geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....



<3

like the new deviations?

YOU BETTER, BITCH.




they rawk.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19407610/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19407610/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:43:47 PDT john stopped by today (i would've gone over there, but i am GROUNDED) and gave me photoshop cs2.





ORGASM

so yea... sorry helen... for being grounded for the most retarded thing ever (obviously my parents don't ground me from my computer, just... going out) but at least i have someway of making awesomeness... ^^




but yea... I LOVE JOHN HALVORSEN.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19287829/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19287829/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:04:10 PDT i saw it coming -- leia's dead.



i'm not in tears, i'm glad. she was not doing well. the only thing i don't like is that i was gone for so long. i didn't really have a chance to make her last few weeks enjoyable. i've been gone for most of her suffering.

we're holding a little funeral/ceremony once i get home [yes, leia is in the freezer, my dad said he'd look too ridiculous trying to bury leia].



no more rats for morgan.
they live too long and college is in a year.

no pets allowed.




R.I.P. princess leia

[and for some reason i can't change my mood, wtf]

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19149729/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/19149729/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 15:31:37 PDT that's right.

i'm in texas.





wanna fight about it, punk?

don't mess with texas.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18814626/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18814626/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:45:51 PDT adios todos!!

yo voy a salir para mexico en domingo.



voy a tomar muchos fotografias. ^^






mi espanol es muy malo. muy...

adios!!

-morgan-

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18735103/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18735103/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 17:29:19 PDT so like.. here's the dealio.

anything that's been submitted recently will probably go down as soon as i get my photoshop back.




no lie.

mexico from the 15th to the 22nd.




there will be pictures.

lots and lots

-morg

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18692174/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18692174/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 06:37:03 PDT so we got ninth.
out of sixty-five teams.


not bad at all.

anywho, after graduation practice and then graduation, i am TOTALLY free for the summer. i'm kinda excited about it. my mom and i are planning a trip to texas to visit family (and do bunches of other stuff, like Schlitterbahn). there are also other awesome trips i'll be doing, such as mexico with kacy and bumming a trip to florida with my neighbors.


besides all of that, something is weighing really heavily on my conscience. boo conscience. yeah... whatev.



bai
morg

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18549776/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18549776/ Wed, 28 May 2008 19:12:22 PDT and there i was all misty eyed just licking it up
what became of your self-inflicted wounds
and then the blood started running and a running right from your nose
but you just let it flow because the color's so beautiful





I WANT MY PHOTOSHOP BACK.

i think catherine's gonna let me have hers, so... it won't be long. but anyhow, that's the reason for lack of new photos. it's not like they're not AMAZING before i upload them, but... i gotta do a few tweaks.



kay, so... FRIDAY!!! i leave for om worlds in maryland.
[and yes, the 40d is going with me]
so there shall be LOTS and LOTS of photos of idiots wearing matching shirts, trading pins, and being total nerds.




IT'S GONNA RAWK!!









plus there's this huge chance we could get a medal.
now that's raw.
so raw it's got salmonella.


----moes
----------------denial feels so good; we don't have a problem at all; oh, denial feels so good.
--------i guess that's why we have hands, so we won't masturbate with our arms... [kacy]

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18491481/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18491481/ Sun, 25 May 2008 09:00:58 PDT likes to run through the intersection




so... in the next week or so... i may manage to rediscover my love life.







also: OM WORLDS this next weekend in maryland.
we shall kick ass. i swears. i want a damn metal.


after that -- mexico

sweet jesus, this summer's gonna rock.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18257194/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18257194/ Sat, 10 May 2008 12:32:56 PDT computer finally fixed.









i love coopah.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18092559/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/18092559/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 19:41:36 PDT my computer exploded.






okay, i lied.
but it might as well have.

so i'm on my mom's computer right now, just was doing some homework, and was like "hey, i probably should bitch on dA about this!"



point is: i just tutored my neighbor for over two hours after being at school until 4:40PM. i just finished my own damn homework ten minutes ago. i'm taking the SAT this saturday. uggghhhh. then i'm going to a concert later that night. i think my head is about to explode. ap tests are next week. hey, guess what? i'm taking three.



sometimes i think i do too much.

-moes-

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17900258/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17900258/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:23:09 PDT and from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
one good stretch before our hibernation
our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well



this week has been amazing yet so terrible.
does that make sense? let me clarify.




i am having a fabulous week despite the looming deadlines on the horizon.


-------------------------------------------moes
---i watch you spin around in your highest heels; you are the best one, of the best ones; we all look like we feel

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17827290/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17827290/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 07:41:21 PDT i can't control myself
when i see you there's no one else
when i get down all by myself
you're the one that i think about


i must admit... prom wasn't as bad as i thought it might be.
i went dateless and it was just fine! i got to dance with two guys [one only once, cause that douche couldn't keep his hands off of my ass] and it was quite fun! so yeah, i guess i'm glad i went.
OH! plus beforehand kacy [~tehfrenchi] and i went downtown before prom! we saw the "free hugs for obama" people and held signs with them. we got a lot of hugs. ^^


now that prom's over with, the only things to look forward in my life are:
- national history day state competition [april 26th]
- secret lives concert at stella blue [may 3rd]
- om worlds [may 31st thru june 3rd]
- SUMMER [+ mexico & sleep]


so yeah. pretty raw stuff.

and that's it!



------moes
---if the feeling's right you can see it, it's the same, don't hurt. if you can't stop yourself when you feel it.... ooooooh.
------------------"but how could anyone have sex with a cow?" [diane]

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17749267/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17749267/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 14:32:19 PDT am i going? or am i not?

but most importantly: why do i care?
i may go... haven't quite decided yet. it's on friday at the biltmore estate, so i guess that's pretty cool. though i'd have to find a dress... ugh!!




anywho!
why i really am having a journal:
my mom has come to the devestating conclusion that i have celiac's disease.
[AKA, i can't have gluton, which is in wheat products]
and with her conclusion, i've come to the conclusion that i REALLY REALLY love gluton products. cereal, bread, donuts, bagels, chips, etc. without gluton, my life seems... tasteless. though i have come to appreciate all sorts of fruits and vegetables. yum yum!
so yeah, that kinda blows.
let's see how my gluton-free diet is gonna go!
yay!


oh! and on saturday i may go with kacy and her new man-toy to the skate park. so i can take photos. yessss.... ^^ plus, i may meet my own new man-toy. who doesn't want one of those?



yeah, so look forward to awesome skating.
though i'm pretty sure it's supposed to rain on saturday. oh well.


-moes-

[oh! and we got second at om state. not first... sad.]

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17521605/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17521605/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:46:13 PDT as for now... i'm not going to worry about deviantART's policy.

i couldn't find anywhere to share my artwork otherwise... that is community-based like dA.



so, that's right... dA, you win.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17481574/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17481574/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 19:42:20 PDT about deviantART's policy.

statements like:

License To Use Artist Materials. As and when Artist Materials are uploaded to the deviantART Site(s), Artist grants to deviantART a worldwide, royalty-free, non-exclusive license to do the following things during the Term to display, copy, reproduce, exhibit, publicly perform, broadcast, rebroadcast, transmit, retransmit, distribute through any electronic means (including analog and digital) or other means, and electronically or otherwise publish any or all of the Artist Materials, including any part of them, and to include them in compilations for publication, by any and all means and media now known or not yet known or invented

or

Artist also agrees not to assert against deviantART any privacy, publicity, moral or similar rights held by Artist and on behalf any other person(s) whose name(s), photographs and/or likeness(es) and/or performances are embodied in the Artist Materials. Artist also agrees that any persons other than Artist appearing recognizably or otherwise in Artist Materials will not assert of any privacy, publicity, moral or similar rights) under the laws of the United States and any other country in connection with the exploitation of the materials as described in this Agreement

or

DEVIANTART DISCLAIMS ALL RESPONSIBILITY AND LIABILITY FOR ANY THIRD-PARTY USE OF THE ARTIST MATERIALS MADE AVAILABLE ON THE DEVIANTART WEBSITE BY THE ARTIST PURSUANT TO THE TERMS OF THIS AGREEMENT. ARTIST SHALL BE SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR SEEKING RELIEF FOR ANY UNAUTHORIZED USE OF ARTIST MATERIALS BY A THIRD-PARTY, AND NOT FROM DEVIANTART. THIS MEANS, AMONG OTHER THINGS, THAT IF ANOTHER PERSON OBTAINS ARTIST MATERIALS FROM DEVIANTART (WHETHER OR NOT WITH DEVIANTART'S PERMISSION), AND USES THOSE MATERIALS IN A WAY NOT AUTHORIZED BY THE LICENSES GRANTED UNDER THIS AGREEMENT ARTIST WILL SEEK REDRESS OR RECOVERY FROM THE OTHER PERSON AND NOT FROM DEVIANTART, AND THAT ARTIST WILL NOT HOLD DEVIANTART RESPONSIBLE OR LIABLE FOR SUCH UNAUTHORIZED USE.

or

...IN NO EVENT SHALL DEVIANTART'S TOTAL LIABILITY TO ARTIST UNDER THIS AGREEMENT FROM ALL CAUSES OF ACTION AND UNDER ALL THEORIES OF LIABILITY EXCEED $5.



just so you know, if you haven't read the fine lines of the deviantART submission policy, you probably should. i know a lot of people who just skip over the fine print because it's so tedious. i did originally, but i'm glad i looked back over.

so as of now, i'm looking for a new home. don't worry, i'll still come back here to like... chitchat, but as for my photography, it needs someplace a little bit more protective.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17416410/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17416410/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 19:28:08 PDT the bass, the rock
the mic, the treble
i like my coffee black
just like my metal



i was having just a fine day, fine damn dandy day.
waiting for someone else to IM me.

then you did.



and i don't know why, i had been expecting it for awhile now.

i wanted to and at the same time i knew it would hurt.



dammit.


---moes



u do hate me tho, dont u?
I'm a little infuriated.
still huh?
Hey, what'd you expect?
i didnt expect u to even talk

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17354698/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17354698/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 21:58:58 PDT CloudRider17 (12:44:18 AM): Sometimes I've felt like it, but... it's like.... I always feel like I'm not mature enough to know what love is.

--

CloudRider17 (12:51:54 AM): I think sometimes love is unexplainable... that's what grips me about it. I don't know exactly how to define it or how to know it; so I refuse to awknowledge what may or may not be there. I just... let things lie and go with the flow. I don't care to think if there is love in any of my relationships, be with friends or whoever, I just... let them be. No definition. I don't want to define them. Because that's exposing myself.

--

CloudRider17 (12:53:57 AM): For all of the times I've come off as a total bitch, it's totally just a defense mechanism. Beacuse it's easier to be mean than to express myself. It's easier to pretend to not care than to explain how I do care or why I care. It's something I feel cursed with, the ability to fear other people's opinions, rather than accept them.

CloudRider17 (12:57:19 AM): I wish I could do the same. I think people are afraid of me here... that I've dug myself into this hole and the walls are so soft that I can't get out... that people wouldn't believe me even if I did turn out to be nice somehow. That I am too stubbern myself to change.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17274352/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17274352/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 16:15:56 PDT SameDifference24 (7:09:03 PM): hai
CloudRider17 (7:09:13 PM): hai
CloudRider17 (7:09:21 PM): i just fucking pulled my shoulder
CloudRider17 (7:09:28 PM): ; ;
SameDifference24 (7:09:28 PM): haha
CloudRider17 (7:09:35 PM): guess what i was doing
SameDifference24 (7:09:47 PM): better than dislocating it like it did when i played badmitton a month ago
SameDifference24 (7:09:54 PM): reaching for something?
CloudRider17 (7:09:56 PM): no
CloudRider17 (7:09:58 PM): taking pics
CloudRider17 (7:10:01 PM): of benji
SameDifference24 (7:10:02 PM): lol
CloudRider17 (7:10:13 PM): when i scooted back and nearly fell off of something
CloudRider17 (7:10:34 PM): for some reason the shock of holding a $1500 camera and almost falling causes one to severely hurt their shoulder.
SameDifference24 (7:10:41 PM): lol
SameDifference24 (7:10:52 PM): i just reread that and it's even funnier
CloudRider17 (7:10:54 PM): sonova... it hurts bad.
SameDifference24 (7:11:00 PM): CloudRider17 (7:08:52 PM): hai
CloudRider17 (7:09:00 PM): i just fucking pulled my shoulder
CloudRider17 (7:11:06 PM): lol
CloudRider17 (7:12:16 PM): i'm going to go get a few of my huge horse pills
SameDifference24 (7:12:38 PM): eww
SameDifference24 (7:12:38 PM): steroids
CloudRider17 (7:12:57 PM): no
CloudRider17 (7:13:04 PM): 800 mg of ibuprofen






the sacrifices i make for you people.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17246080/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17246080/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 19:54:33 PST so here it goes
back to the start


the life of a psychotic bitch: scene 1.
bitchcomplainkillmurdergossipdramarinserepeat



so i just realized how much life sucks.



that was a lie: i've known for awhile.
but no matter.
i guess i'll get over myself, right?


for any of you who do not but are my myspace friends, you should read my blogs on there. they are a lot more personal and a lot more confusing than these ones. and in a different format. you may or may not like them. whatev, apparently they entertain some people.

helen has reminded me once again that i do not have a dress for prom either nor a silly little date [curse those rancid boys!]. joy joy for me me. i love dresses. not. ugh.


um... i went goodwill shopping today. awesome. in a round-about-way.
i have also discovered my ability to sleep in and miss math competitions.
[...or my planned ability...? ^^]


i am rather distressed about something completely silly.
i'd say what it was, but then again, it's not too silly. i hate boys. all they do is confuse you and make you wanna do crazy things. isn't that what guys say about girls? i dunno, maybe i'm just dramatic.



life blows is my point.
i could talk for hours about why.



>>>>>>>>>>>>>>moes
>>>>>>>>if only you knew what you've done to me.
>>oh my darling, you should know by now; oh my darling, you should know by now, i can't help myself

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17080560/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17080560/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:28:04 PST it was you, everywhere but here.
it was you who paints the day red



FASTFORWARD >>
PAUSE ||
REWIND <<
PLAY >




i want a remote control for my life.
plzkthnx.






a year and a half is a long time to wait to get out of trasheville.




---moes
------CloudRider17 (7:49:45 PM): I dunno. My problem is that I throw myself into relationships but I don't make it obvious.
CloudRider17 (7:50:03 PM): So when someone breaks up with me, it's like "whatev" but they don't know it really does affect me more.
---------------------you were lonely, i was calling out Hallelujah - energy.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17039805/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/17039805/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:41:02 PST sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
it calls me on and on across the universe


it's called morgan acting strange;
it's called morgan being insane;
it's called morgan being morgan;
would you please put her out of her misery?



i am going bonkers.
maybe it's just my brain again and maybe i'm just imaginging all of this, but...
i am going bonkers.

everything, everything i'd ever thought was possible is no longer there.
my ground has fallen out from beneath me.
and i'm falling fast.
even though i had already fallen.
will a second fall hurt as much when my legs are already shattered?
i don't know... i don't know anymore. i don't know anything anymore.
and that bothers me.


what happened to the days of being able to control my life?
that control has slipped away and my brain can't handle it. i've lost it all.
i'm not afraid, but i'm confused...



can i wait this long?



=moes
==jai guru deva om; nothing's gonna change my world

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16928165/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16928165/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:11:36 PST cause i'm wasted
face down on the floor
can't take anymore
gave it all away
lately i can't find the eyes
help me realise
that i'm in love
i'm in love i'm in love


our nhd [national history day] project rawks.
[link]
[to fully appreciate the genius, ignore the fact that there is no real information on there yet, even though it's due this tuesday]


hmm... what else can i say?
air traffic is a rawesome band. check them OUT. now! [link]
[i commandeth ye!]




i made pancakes today. they were very delicious.
i also danced like a maniac to secret lives of the freemasons... [link]
[kacy and i are going to go see them at stella blue for their new cd... i forget on what day]

i think that is all.

------------------------------------>>moes
---->>junioritus sucks
------------->>tell me, do you feel the same? are you glad I came? can I walk you home?

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16886321/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16886321/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:12:15 PST let me write it, least i forget it:

dear dad
put down the fork
put down the spoon
stop eating all fucking afternoon
you're killing yourself slowly
[and you know it]
love
your daughter

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16851025/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16851025/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 15:50:08 PST there's a void that i can't fill
an empty space i can't replace
with anything at all



something's wrong: i can sense it.
i just have something dreading inside of me, everything's so wrong today.

it was quite when i got home, my dad was sitting alone reading; my mom wasn't home. she still isn't home. i guess that's why it feels so wrong. i dunno, when your parents aren't together on their anniversary... it just feels so wrong.




then there's the food that mysteriously has made it's way into our house. a diabetic house. the cheesecake sitting on the bottom shelf, the icecream my dad single-handedly ate this weekend, the chocolate covered pretzels, the trail mix with m&ms inside... this isn't right. it's like i'm watching my dad commit suicide.

and maybe i am.


i don't know, i feel sick thinking about all of this.
has there been a fall-out of some sort and i just wasn't informed?



i dunno what to think anymore.
no one's happy anymore.


---moes
----------is there anything like love out there?
---------------------they say they told us all along but we were busy getting laid

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16773473/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16773473/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 16:56:16 PST there’s a fly stuck on the wall down in the hall (she sees it; she knows about everything… the throwing the pillow and all of the mess…it’s not my best, but i swear i can do better)

stephanie's id = god
[they're a local band and they are the SHIZZ]
so you should totally check them out on MAHSPAYCE. [link]



anywho, wanna know something COOL?
i just sent off two of my pictures to get featured in the citizen-times.
i know it's not like... huge big [like mitchell may's ass] but it's still pretty cool to me.


mah, today was funny and strange.
this kid on swim, sam, we told him that this guy on the team liked him. and he was like "seriously?" and i was like "dude, just ask anyone." and he was like "you ask!" so i did; i asked mitchell may and his huge fat ass. he was immediately like "oh, definitely, no doubt about it." and sam was like "ack... that sucks." and kacy is like "mitchell, have you noticed him flirting with sam?" and he's like "duh, everone noticed."

it made my day for some reason. poor little sam.
lol, i know that didn't make ANY sense, but i don't care. i decided to share.


alright, state swimming this weekend. gonna be fun. oh yeah.
totally taking my 40d, OF COURSE!
i'm still looking through all of my swimming and diving pictures from last weekend: don't worry.
there will be pictures.



anywho, that's about it, i think.
[poor innocent little sam]

-------------------------------------------------------------------->>moes
----------------->>spaghetti with cheese... mm... cheeeeeese
---------------------------------->>i’m your happy-happy-joy-joy girl, but if you got a minute (while i fly down the open road)… i tell you gotta lighten the load, ‘cause we’re headed for a cold cold side of the road.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16706279/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16706279/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 12:05:00 PST cause perfect only makes you crazy
there is now way that it could save me
i'm sick of feeling like a trader
is this the price for good behaviour?


i can have happy hitler too, helen. so there.


anyway, went to regionals this weekend, i took a hella lot of photos, swam terribly in the 500 [i went out much too fast, my first 200 was only 3 seconds slower than my normal 200, 2:32, so... my bad] but my relay BARELY qualified in the 400 free relay. holy shiznit! so i'm... going... to... STATE!

so when i'm there i'll get to see megan and cooper [sweet] and take more photos. yay!

so i'll try to get some of those up in the next few days.



i love swimming, i get to see hot guys walk around half naked all day. it's fantastic.

oh... and we have 3 weeks until om regionals... oh shit. we don't have ANYTHING done. that might be a problem...

-------------------------------------->>moes
----->>nekkidness is hawtness.
------------------------>>oh my naked skin feels the warmth of the sun; my eyes are open to the brightness of life

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16603740/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16603740/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 20:15:49 PST i stood on the edge and looked down to see
the light of a new life, shining up on me
...with a wish that I had
the sand blew in my eyes

so here's the dealio:
i took a crapload of photos of battle of the bands.
[thank god for hot drummer; i'd bang him any day]
but then there's morgan's stupidity,
aka morgan thinking she put all of the photos on her computer, but actually only putting about half [up to just before fury in the sound went on] and then formatting her card before realizing that she didn't have all of the photos on the computer


shoot me helen.
but the good thing is i have a ton of photos of the hot drummer.
but not any of the really good bands.
sonavabitch.



oh.. and morgan's giving up her precious internet time.
it's stopping her from sleeping normal hours.
and she likes her sleep.

so expect less of her online.



oh, and she'll probably give it up for lent like she did last year.
rawesome, right?

------------->>moes
---------------------->>you are one of god's mistakes: you crying, tragic waste of skin; i'm well aware of how it aches and you still won't let me in; now i'm breaking down your door to try and save your swollen face, you lying, trying waste of space
----->>sleepz0rz iz gud 4 u

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16528201/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16528201/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:57:37 PST to hell with everybody else
all i care about is you
and that's the truth
they don't like me
yeah, i can tell
but you do
so they can go to hell


apparently heath ledger is dead.
overdosed on sleeping pills.
which makes me incredibly sad.
i loved his movies.

but on a brighter note:
we won mac championships for the 6th year in a row!!
we went to la carreta's to celebrate.
it tasted like poop in tortillas.
so i just had some icecream to wash it all down.

i took a kajillion photos, though i'm sure none of them are fantastic enough for this wonderful site (i mean, no one here EVER submits crap deviations, never, ever!).

i still haven't qualified. sad day. but i'll get over it.
i need to let my shoulders heal anyhow. and focus on om. because what's more important than that? not swimming... ^_~

hm... i think that's all.
maybe i'll go on some nature adventures or something this weekend. maybe.

------------->>moes
---->>"this race is going to be bleeding after i'm done raping it"
------------------------------------>>i wants sex.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16454823/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16454823/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:58:31 PST alrighty then.
i woke up at 7:05 this morning, totally freaked, and then found out that we got a 2-hour delay. thank god. i was about to desecrate my bedsheets. that would've been a nasty morning, don't you agree?

so just spent the last forty minutes folding/hanging up the mound of clothes that have accumulated in my chair.
i dunno, i guess i got tired of digging through it to find underwear in the morning... seems like a good way to spend my extra hour. sleep is overrated.

uh... let's see... i hope everyone liked the ice pictures. i think i'm going to put the ones i didn't put on here on my stock account. mostly cause i think they aren't GREAT but they could be if someone was amazing at messing with them... ya dig? i dunno. i'm just throwing them out there for use. whatev.

i deleted that swimming picture. i wasn't awfully fond of it. too dark, not a good crop, etc. there's another meet this saturday (i'm swimming the 200 and the 500, i forget if i said that in the last journal) so i'll be sure to try harder. plus it's a better pool with great lighting! i'm sure the darkness won't be as big of an issue.

so, i hate thinking. our lives are filled with doubt and insecurity. i wish i could know what others were thinking... or at least i would sometimes.

whatev.

----------------moes
-----so i fell like that girl from a balance beam, a gymnasium of eyes all were holding onto me. i lifted one foot to cross the other and i felt myself slipping, it was a small mistake. sometimes that's all it takes.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16438048/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16438048/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 19:57:31 PST you get me closer to god

alright, so i heard like ONE nine inch nails song yesterday and i can't stop listening to their songs. i believe i found the most beautiful band ever. besides radiohead. and other shizz. but you know what i mean. i found a new favorite. i might need to go purchase a few cds this weekend, ya dig?

even though i did all of my homework, i'm kinda hoping for a snow day. but with the snow i saw that started at 9 tonight, i'm kinda doubting that snow day will happen. seems unlikely when your snowflakes are the size of ant turds. but i can always dream, can't i?

this weekend is mac conference. i'm swimming the 200 and 500 free. awesome, right? wrong. i gotta remember to do all of my exercises in order to do well, otherwise i run the risk of screwing up my shoulders really bad. which is awesome. right? wrong.

anywho, my camera's going with me. it's gonna be sweet, cuz i only have two events (and one alternate spot on the 200 free relay a, but whatev) so i can take a lot of pictures. hopefully much better than the last ones i took at a swim meet.

hm... and i hope you all enjoyed my dupont pictures. i might have to take down my most recent deviation... that is a TERRIBLE picture. shoot me for even putting it up.

anyway... that's my life at the moment.

it's freakin' amazing, isn't it?

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16353295/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16353295/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 05:34:33 PST i got a stock account, btw.
haven't put but one picture up, but... i'm sure i'll get all into it sometime soon.
~moes-stock

i also reached 10,000 views!
dunno who got it, but who really cares? all that matters is i got there.

besides that... my back is still all taped up.
i have physical therapy for the next three or four mondays.
my room is a wreak...
and...



i am totally confused about like... a bunch of stuff that happened this past week.
all i know is that someone else is confused.
and since we are separated in our confusion and the confusion is extremely different... it is not working out very well.
if perhaps we were to mold our confusion together we could both find a happy medium.
however... i don't know if that's going to happen.
and i'm not sure if i'm sad about that.



------------>moes
---->i need my motrin
------------------->and maybe some drugs
--------->that might be good

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16306175/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16306175/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 18:38:05 PST I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset

so i was thinking that since i take SOOO many pictures now (and i hate cluttering my gallery) that i should make a stock account.
as of now, i'm not going to, but just give me your opinion in a lovely comment below.




oh, and i went to physical therapy today.
apparently my shoulders and spine are FASCINATING! my mom and the pt dude kept on making me do these different things and they'd stare at my shoulders popping in and out. isn't that great??? i thought so.
basically i got all of these awesome exercises to do and my back was taped so i'd keep my good posture. trust me, that's the most painful thing i've ever done. my shoulders hurt like hell.

my parents are going out of town on wednesday to florida for a coin show. my dad likes coins. i like having the house to myself. kristen's gonna stay with me. can you say mac n cheese, pancakes, and crazy dance parties?

i think you can.


anyhow, i'd really appreciate your imput on the stock account.
there are so many good images i don't use that someone may like.

- moes -

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16278098/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16278098/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 22:30:57 PST i wish life was like a movie
where we were together
sharing this misery called life
and loving every moment of it
because you and i
were made for each other
i saw it in a film
which ended
'happily ever after'
and i believed it
because i've seen it
when you and i
flash matching grins
at one another
with hands fitting
together
like you and i
forever
in a movie
called life

oh god.
my back hurts so bad from having perfect posture all day.
you have no idea.

as for this crappy poem:
i don't even know where it all came from.
it's a mixture of just... me wanting to be creative and probably being up late at night. whatever you wanna go with.

last night i painted.
it's still drying.
hmm...
strange.

but whatev.
---------------------------------> moes
-----------> i love 800mg motrin

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16256911/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16256911/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 14:50:40 PST you don't know awkward until you sit at a red light with your ex in the car next to you.
especially when you know he's probably going to go see his new girlfriend.

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16222289/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16222289/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:49:15 PST I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, when I get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

so like... it snowed today.
YESSSS....


point is i skipped swim after i went to the doc.
i might have a hairline fracture on my neck.
if joey's stupidity ruins my season, i'm gonna kill him.
swim meet on saturday.
gonna swim, even with the fracture.


took some hawt pictures of mowgli.
[link] & [link]
check 'em out.




hopefully snow will melt a bit... refreeze overnight... and no school tomorrow.
that would be a lovely thing.
very lovely indeedy.


<333
happy birfday to helen, too. ^^


]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16173460/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16173460/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 21:12:26 PST it's time i reconsidered
what i'm doing here
spending all my time
with you

alrighty, so... as of now, i'm having a difficult time following the resolutions.
but i'll get used to it.
(all of the icecream is out of the house... )

plans for this coming weekend:
(after i fail mr b's test)
RIP APART THIS ROOM.

i am so effin' sick of having all of this random crap.
so what am i doing this weekend?
dumping half of it on the salvation army or whatev.
cause i don't need some of this crap.
it just sits around useless.
(as for the stuff that can't go to the poor?
i'm totally burning it.)

it's gonna be rawesome.

oh! and i'm gonna go buy some CDs, cause... they rawk.

can't imagine how
i will sleep alone tonight
it can't be that bad
without you, without you, without you....

]]> ~31Enrose36 http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16130950/ http://31Enrose36.deviantart.com/journal/16130950/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:07:27 PST i want to improve myself; not just physically but mentally.
so here are my resolutions:

1. quit the gossiping.
2. spend my time more wisely.
3. be happy
4. be more honest.
5. quit the cursing, it's not lady-like.
6. sleep more (i need mah beauty)
7. be more outgoing and make more friends.
8. be healthy and eat healthy
9. follow resolutions, rinse, repeat.


so i dunno if i can follow them all.
but i want to improve myself.
and this is what i think will help... (hopefully)


remind me if i mess up any of them.
(a good smack will do, but tell me why, please)

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need i say anymore??

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