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                <title>Hide and Seek</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 13:12:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">Quick Update</div><br />
So I just moved into a new house yesterday.  Yay for keeping busy!  I will be back on dA sometime here.. I dont know.<br />
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                <title>Moving. - Winonans should read this.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 05:41:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">Update</div><br />
I have been really busy with getting ready to move, ending my semester, and work (we have been really damn busy these past days), so I haven't had a chance to get onto dA for a while really.  Unfortunately when I move it won't be easier to get on... actually harder.  I have to give my laptop back to school today and I am still waiting on a part to come in the mail for my other one... so as of 3:30 PM today I will be computer-less... <i>Help! Geek in need!!</i>  Anyways if you need to get ahold of me, most of you that will read this know how.<br />
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<div class="heading">Moving</div><br />
Saturday I will be moving.  I am leaving many deviants behind here.... most notably (in no particular order) <a href="http://shirukun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shirukun.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shirukun" /></a>, <a href="http://kyrashangea.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/y/kyrashangea.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kyrashangea" /></a>, <a href="http://ez-livin.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/z/ez-livin.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ez-livin" /></a>, <a href="http://merr-child.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/merr-child.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="merr-child" /></a>, <a href="http://angelwalker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelwalker.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelwalker" /></a>, <a href="http://delyera.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/delyera.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="delyera" /></a>, <a href="http://kylamay.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/y/kylamay.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kylamay" /></a> and my boyfriend <a href="http://swimguy1986.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/w/swimguy1986.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="swimguy1986" /></a> (and Kyle... I lost your name on here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />) and others that I have forgotten to add into here during this emotional moment.  But more than that, I am leaving many other great friends that I have made along the year that I have lived here; Lauren, Anand, Amanda, Ericka, Andrew, Jeff, Cari, Raso, Angel just to name a few.  My roommates this last semester have been amazing;  I will miss Molly Lana, Ashley, and Laura greatly.  I have made some of the best friends a person could ever ask for here.  I have never felt as loved as I have this past year.. shit.. I am starting to tear up writing this... it has finally hit me.  I do not make close friends that easily - yet you guys just seemed to fall into place.  Never have I been surrounded by people that truly accept me for who I am... you all have no idea what you mean to me (and this is directed at the deviants listed above and others that I am leaving behind).  I am sorry that I have not been the best of friend to all of you, and I wish that we would have hung out more together over the year.  I have gone through a lot of changes in my life since moving here.. and I think I may have finally decided on who I want to be - and this is probably influenced by those that I have surrounded myself with.  For everything there is a reason.. and I believe that I was meant to meet you all when I moved here.  I can promise you one thing (and even ask Matt.. I almost NEVER promise anything), you have not seen the last of me.  I will be back to visit.. and I probably will force you guys to make a trip up to the cities sometime, haha.<br />
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I don't know if I am leaving for all the right reasons.  I dont know if I am making the biggest mistake of my life... or the best decision ever.  Actually I know that is neither and both at the same time.  I am finally going to be able to start my life the way that I want to.  I was not ready to come to school.  I was more or less forced into it.  If I had the choice to do things over again knowing that I would not be ready for school.. I would still have come here because of the people that I met and the experiences that I had.  <br />
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This is not goodbye.. this is a new beginning.  A new start.  A new life. <br />
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Love always,<br />
Alex<br />
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(PS.  You fuckers better not forget about me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />)<br />
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<b>All The Same</b> by <b>Sick Puppies</b>. Listen <b><a href="http://www.freehugscampaign.org/">here</a></b> by watching the video on the main page.<br />
(it fits my mood... sad yet on the verge of something new.. a breakthrough... new hope...)<br />
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                <title>Gay Marriage or Civil Union?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:27:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">Gay Marriage</div><br />
I think that this journal may piss a few people off - heteros and homos alike.  I do not think that we should try to get gay marriage legalized.  What?  Are you serious?  Yes.  I am.  As much as I would want to have a marriage title... it is not going to happen.  You can argue separation of church and state all you want... but it won't change anything.  The fact is that our country has so many religious people that are against having gay marriages because they see it as a religious institution.  Of these people that are opposed to gay <b>marriage</b> many are for gays and lesbians having equal rights under the law - notice equal rights under the law, not under "God".  I believe that over a majority would approve of <b>civil unions</b>.<br />
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The way I see it, their religious views should not be oppressed onto me because I am in the minority in that I am not a Christian, but I have come to terms that because I am the minority, I do not have much of a choice.  <br />
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<strong>Here is what I think should be done.</strong><br />
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<li>Set up a way for civil unions to be formed (being that civil unions have the same rights and privileges that marriages do except for the marriage name)</li><br />
<li>Get the country used to the idea of gay couples forming unions.</li><br />
<li>Eventually abolish the use of marriages for public purposes and instead make <b>all</b> (gay and straight) couples have civil unions.  Marriages can still be put to use, but only in religious terms and not for governmental use.</li><br />
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<strong>Why abolish marriage?</strong><br />
If marriage is seen as a religious institution then it has no basis in being in any lawfully binding documents.  I am not saying abolish it completely, <b>people can still be married under the eyes of their deity <i>(God in most cases)</i> and have a civil union for legal purposes</b>.  This is no different than getting married by a judge initially and having the ceremony at another time.  In fact, everyone needs to get a marriage license from the government at some point if they are going to be legally married.  <br />
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This is just my opinion on what should happen.  If this country wants to move forward in society and be the "Land of the Free" then we must quit being unjustly bigoted towards our own citizens.  I am all for equality, unfortunately in this case I am not sure that gay marriage is attainable, but therefore we must accept the fact that this country is not ready for it, and probably will never be ready to call it a marriage.<br />
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<div class="heading">Update/response to comments</div><br />
<strong>Response 1</strong><br />
I fully agree with you that gays should be allowed to marry under religious terms, and I know that a few churches (UCC, Episcopalians, etc (well I know they do commitment ceremonies at least)) allow it. The really shitty thing is that most religions will not allow it and probably never will. Personally I do not care for a religious ceremony because I am not religious so I think our perspectives are different a bit. Because they are private (well almost private) institutions, there is not much we can do to change them. I never said that down the road we should not get them to change their mind... if anything our generation is the one that is going to change things around. I can foresee the church endorsing same sex marriages in the future, just as they stopped banning inter race marriages and stopped supporting slavery. Do not ever give up the hope of being married... just don't expect it any time soon.<br />
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Personally I do no think there would be a difference in the status level if my plan is followed and everyone is given civil unions, and if they want to they can get married in the church. Calling it a marriage for everyone just does not make sense because not everyone follows the Christian religion.<br />
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I know that this is a touchy subject for almost everyone involved - and how can it not be? On one hand it is forcing most of the population to change it's thinking, and on the other its a fight for rights. It is reminiscent of the 50s and 60s when MLK was fighting for equal race rights... the only problem is that we do not have a central leader to lead the charge - and I don't think that one is going to come forward and lead the fight. This battle is a new kind of societal change. For our country it was race and before that, women. The difference this time is that you can't always tell who is gay and who is not.<br />
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<strong>Response 2</strong><br />
I see your point about the wording used. Maybe if civil unions are enacted for gays then the populous will get used to it and eventually it will turn from civil union to marriage so the word wouldn't be lost.<br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Links/Stamps/Other</div><br />
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                <title>Lost 30D...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:23:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">Lost Camera!</div><br />
So I lost my Cannon 30D sometime... actually I think that it was stolen...  It is not in my car, its not in my room, its not at my parents house... I am kinda pissed... I just bought it...  I guess I am going to head home and look for it.. again.... the fucker was not cheap... at all..<br /><br /><div class="bg"><div class="heading">Links/Stamps/Other</div><br />
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                <title>New Contest Journal:CHANGES!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:44:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="heading">CHANGES!!</div><br />
<b>CONTEST EXTENDED:</b> I don't know when I am extending it to... but there are no where near enough entrants yet!  Get your friends involved!  Tell people!  Lets get this thing goin!<br />
<b>REMINDER</b>: Entries can be in <u>any</u> format!<br />
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<div class="heading">About</div><br />
Interpretive contest.  Finding inspiration in the same song to see the varied responses.<br />
<b>What:</b> Well, here is the deal. There is a song that we believe could be interpreted a few ways - and I am sure you will agree to that as well. It is I Won't See You Tonight (parts 1 & 2) by Avenged Sevenfold.  You can use the entire thing, or just section(s) of it, as long as its inspired by it.<br />
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<b>Why:</b> Because we can, and it will be interesting to see what you all come up with, and your different interpretations of what we give you<br />
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<b>Who</b> are we? =<a class="u" href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/">31uc1d</a>, *<a class="u" href="http://exdream2k5.deviantart.com/">exdream2k5</a>, and =<a class="u" href="http://kyrashangea.deviantart.com/">KyraShangea</a>. Who are you?.... I can't believe you asked that.. but.. anyone that wants to be in the contest is in, just let =<a class="u" href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/">31uc1d</a> know so he can add you to the list.<br />
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<b>Where:</b> Submit everything to =<a class="u" href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/">31uc1d</a> - he will then send them to the other two for judging.<br />
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<b>When:</b> Well, between whatever today is and <b>EXTENDED</b>. All submissions are DUE in *31uc1d's inbox at midnight on the night of <b>extended</b> GMT (for Americans... because I do not have faith in our country to know timezones all too well... that is 7PM eastern, 6PM central, 5PM mountain, 4PM pacific.) There is no late policy, and we WILL be strict with it. Not a second late, got it? <br />
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<b>You will be judged on:</b> 1. Quality of work presented.<br />
2. A written statement of your interpretation.<br />
3. Remember, this is NOT a popularity contest, and we will not take our friends' work over yours.<br />
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<b>Judging Process:</b> The three of us will each pick our individual top 3, and then from those 9 submissions we will choose the winners. This insures that it will be a fair judging.<br />
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<b>Prizes:</b> 1st place gets a 3 month subscription while second and third get a 1 month each.<br />
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We will not be saying what our interpretations of the song are.. That is for you to come up with, and to tell you would defeat the purpose of this contest. It is completely open. There are no rules as to what CAN and CANNOT be submitted. Hell, you could submit a written response (poem, prose) to it, and you will still be accepted.<br />
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<div class="heading">Lyrics</div><br />
<b>I Won't See You Tonight Part 1</b><br />
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Cry alone, I've gone away<br />
No more nights, no more pain<br />
I've gone alone, took all my strength<br />
I've made the change,<br />
I won't see you tonight<br />
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Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood<br />
All the ones around me<br />
I cared for and loved<br />
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Building up inside of me<br />
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free<br />
Don't mourn for me,<br />
You're not the one to place the blame<br />
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight<br />
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Sorrow sank deep inside my blood<br />
All the ones around me<br />
I cared for and most of all I loved<br />
But I can't see myself that way<br />
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away<br />
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Cry alone, I've gone away<br />
No more nights, no more pain<br />
I've gone alone, took all my strength<br />
But I've made the change,<br />
I won't see you tonight<br />
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So far away, I'm gone.<br />
Please don't follow me tonight<br />
And while I'm gone everything will be alright<br />
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No more breathe inside<br />
Essence left my heart tonight<br />
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<b>I Won't See You Tonight Part 2</b><br />
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Come back to me, this is inconceivable<br />
Breaking apart the ones you love<br />
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us<br />
Left alone through suicide...suicide<br />
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I just want to die, take away my life<br />
Lay by your side, please...<br />
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Come back to me, this is inconceivable<br />
Breaking apart the ones you love<br />
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us<br />
Left alone through suicide<br />
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Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare<br />
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.<br />
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.<br />
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.<br />
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I can see just fine with you in my life,<br />
There by my side as it starts to fade<br />
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream<br />
A nightmare full of sorrow<br />
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Nightmare - full of pain [x2]<br />
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I look back and see the twisted road<br />
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                <title>New Journal Layout+random</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Apr 2007 21:07:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<div class="heading">New Journal</div><br />
Dont kill me, Jamie!  I will still work on one for you.  I will do that before I make my new one!<br />
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Mine sucked so I am going to work on a new one and in the mean time use one already put together.<br />
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This is the 1450th day since Bush declared "Mission Accomplished!"<br />
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Apr 2007 19:03:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <title>I missed you!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 08:01:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<div class="jtitle">I missed you!</div><br />
<div class="jdate">3/27/07</div><br />
Oh devArt, how I have missed you!  I have been unexpectedly busy these past few weeks.  I have decided that I am: quitting school, moving, and starting my career.  That is wow.. a big change for me.  I have to find a subleaser for my house here in Winona, find a place to live in the Minneapolis area, find a new job (full time, yay!), find a new school, coordinate the moving in of 3 or 4 people, finish off the semester here, find insurance for my car, and find a way to move all my shit because my parents sold their truck.  <br />
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Finding a subleaser: might be a bitch to do.. no progress<br />
Place to live in mpls:  I am having Shannon look... so some progress<br />
Find new job:  two interviews on Friday<br />
Find new school: tenative on where I am living and working<br />
Coordinate moving in of roomies: we are still looking for a place<br />
Finish off semester:  little more than a month left<br />
Find insurance: see note beloe <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />*<br />
Find a way to move my shit: haha no progress.<br />
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*  My mom called me yesterday to inform me that because I will not be going to school full time that they are going to drop me from their car insurance plan.  She has known about this change for months now (I almost did it last semester, and have talked about it off and on), and when it gets to the point of no return she drops this on me.  I know it doesn't seem like much, but it was an expense that I was not expecting.  Even though I will still be going to school part time they are going to drop me still.  Oh, did I mention that they still refuse to let me claim myself on my taxes?  It is not like they need the money.<br />
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2007 20:13:23 PST</pubDate>
                
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<div class="jdate">3/3/07</div><br />
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<b>UPDATE</b><br />
<i>MARCH 8 <br />
	We went back to the house in New Orleans East today.  It was a lot of fun taking down the ceilings.  Seriously how often will I get to demolish a ceiling with a shovel?  That was just awesome.  The teams thing worked out pretty well. There were some issues but we solved them pretty quick.  We did pretty well on that house today  not many people were standing around idly when they had work to do.  The ceiling in the front room sucked, however.  I thought it would be a good idea to get into the attic and start taking it down that way, but Joe thought that it would probably be too dangerous.  I agreed with him because he did have a very valid point.  I was disappointed when I saw a guy from Chicago State up there taking it out.. I really wanted to be one of the people to do that - it seemed like fun.  I had to take out one of my contacts in the middle of the day, and right after I got it out of my eye the wind caught it and it went to the ground.  I picked it up, washed it off with some water, put it back in, and kept on working.  I finally got to talk to the younger guy from Pennsylvania  actually Atlanta whatever.  He is a really cool guy.  <br />
	Today was the first time on the trip that I have been weirded out.  I mean just creeped out to the core of my being.  I went into the house and thought that it was going to be easy  until I found the hallway.  There was a chair under the attic opening, and above that was a hole in the roof where the family got out to escape the flooding.  The sun was shining down on the chair through the opening creating just an eerie scene.  I can picture the family desperately trying to escape into the attic  I can picture it so realistically that it made it hard to go back into the house.  After I saw the attic (I climbed up and saw the water that they brought up and a few blankets as well), I continued on back into the bedroom.  That is when I discovered the cat.  It took me a second to actually realize what it was  and by then I had had enough of the house.  I only went back in once or twice to take a few things out.  <br />
I found out that the males name was Kevin and he worked at an auto repair place.  We also found body armor, a LOT of handcuffs, and army style boots.  I think he collects the stuff.  This just adds a whole new dimension to the situation.  Not only does it make it more real to me, but it also means that there is a higher likelihood that there will be weapons in the house.  Great.  Just one more thing that we need to worry about  guns in the damn house.<br />
     Then the group had a collective emotional meltdown.  I know that even a few tears were shed by multiple people.  Some of the girls were going through the set of nice plates, glasses, etc, and a few felt that it wasnt there place.  The girls that were going through the stuff were intending on just trying to save it but the problem was that not everyone saw it that way, and the homeowners didnt want anything to be saved.  <br />
     I think that the house just really got to us all.  It made us all emotional and it really just heightened all of our reactions to things.  I know that I was just really not in the mood for dealing with it all the vision of the family trying to escape haunts me.  We all are fine with each other now, but while at the house we were at each others throats.   I am glad that we left when we did. <br />
     I still cant get the image of the family trying to escape the water out of my head.  Ronnie and I were talking about it and how she really didnt think about it much.  She asked me why I wasnt thinking about something else to get my mind off of it.. like how to make life better or whatever.  The only answer that I could give her was that nothing else seemed to matter other than that.<br />
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                <title>SNOW!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Feb 2007 14:45:31 PST</pubDate>
                
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<div class="jdate">2/25/07</div><br />
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So I have been snowed in for the past few days... we have gotten 28" of snow so far and it is STILL SNOWING!!! Anyways.. Ill get to my messages sooner or later... it is now time to start the homework that I haven't been able to do yet. <br />
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 13:32:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
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<div class="jdate">Interpretive contest.  Finding inspiration in the same song to see the varied responses.</div><br />
<div class="jdate">2/18/07</div><br />
<b>What:</b> Well, here is the deal. There is a song that we believe could be interpreted a few ways - and I am sure you will agree to that as well. It is I Won't See You Tonight (parts 1 & 2) by Avenged Sevenfold.  You can use the entire thing, or just section(s) of it, as long as its inspired by it.<br />
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<b>Why:</b> Because we can, and it will be interesting to see what you all come up with, and your different interpretations of what we give you<br />
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<b>When:</b> Well, between whatever today is and Friday <b>April 6th, 2007</b>. All submissions are DUE in *31uc1d's inbox at midnight on the night of 4/06/07 GMT (for Americans... because I do not have faith in our country to know timezones all too well... that is 7PM eastern, 6PM central, 5PM mountain, 4PM pacific.) There is no late policy, and we WILL be strict with it. Not a second late, got it? <br />
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<b>You will be judged on:</b> 1. Quality of work presented.<br />
2. A written statement of your interpretation.<br />
3. Remember, this is NOT a popularity contest, and we will not take our friends' work over yours.<br />
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<b>Judging Process:</b> The three of us will each pick our individual top 3, and then from those 9 submissions we will choose the winners. This insures that it will be a fair judging.<br />
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<b>Prizes:</b> 1st place gets a 3 month subscription while second and third get a 1 month each.<br />
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We will not be saying what our interpretations of the song are.. That is for you to come up with, and to tell you would defeat the purpose of this contest. It is completely open. There are no rules as to what CAN and CANNOT be submitted. Hell, you could submit a written response (poem, prose) to it, and you will still be accepted.<br />
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<b>I Won't See You Tonight Part 1</b><br />
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Cry alone, I've gone away<br />
No more nights, no more pain<br />
I've gone alone, took all my strength<br />
I've made the change,<br />
I won't see you tonight<br />
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Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood<br />
All the ones around me<br />
I cared for and loved<br />
<br />
Building up inside of me<br />
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free<br />
Don't mourn for me,<br />
You're not the one to place the blame<br />
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight<br />
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Sorrow sank deep inside my blood<br />
All the ones around me<br />
I cared for and most of all I loved<br />
But I can't see myself that way<br />
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away<br />
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Cry alone, I've gone away<br />
No more nights, no more pain<br />
I've gone alone, took all my strength<br />
But I've made the change,<br />
I won't see you tonight<br />
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So far away, I'm gone.<br />
Please don't follow me tonight<br />
And while I'm gone everything will be alright<br />
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No more breathe inside<br />
Essence left my heart tonight<br />
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<b>I Won't See You Tonight Part 2</b><br />
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Come back to me, this is inconceivable<br />
Breaking apart the ones you love<br />
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us<br />
Left alone through suicide...suicide<br />
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I just want to die, take away my life<br />
Lay by your side, please...<br />
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Come back to me, this is inconceivable<br />
Breaking apart the ones you love<br />
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us<br />
Left alone through suicide<br />
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Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare<br />
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.<br />
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.<br />
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.<br />
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I can see just fine with you in my life,<br />
There by my side as it starts to fade<br />
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream<br />
A nightmare full of sorrow<br />
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Nightmare - full of pain [x2]<br />
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<div class="jtitle">Comments & You</div><br />
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So I have noticed a trend lately.  I am pretty sure that this has always been the case, but lately I have just really started to notice it.  Have you ever noticed that almost all of the comments that are given are just like "oh thats nice!" "good job!" or "Cute xD ^^".   I know I am guilty of doing that a lot too.  Lately, I have started to give more constructed feedback on a lot of pieces - or at least say what I like in the piece.  It only takes one sentence to really tell people what you think of their artwork.  I almost always put "advanced critique encouraged" on my deviations because, personally, I want to learn how to improve my artwork.  I generally don't like to critique their work unless they ask for it, but I will generally tell them what specifically I like in the piece.  I challenge you all to go and start commenting with more than just one or two words - I will do the same.  I hope you all will try to comment on my work with a little more thought and tell me honestly what I should change, or improve.  It would mean a lot to me, and it would improve my art for the future.  Thanks for reading this.. and I hope you really take it to heart.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Alex<br />
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                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Ready or Not</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Feb 2007 08:09:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah I am putting the final touches on the project that I have been working on for a while.. It is just some stuff that I have never tried to do before.  Should be fun, hope you like it when it is done.<br />
<br />
Just bought tickets to the Blue Man Group on March 30th.  Section 103 Row 7 :-D.<br />
<br />
Anyways, I am going to go shower or something and head out to brunch on campus... I love weekends <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><div class="facebook"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/p/Alex_Carroll/1274070012" title="Alex Carroll's Facebook profile"><img src="http://badge.facebook.com/badge/1274070012.6.1754199126.png" alt="Alex Carroll's Facebook profile"></img></a><div class="lastfm"><br />
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                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Back?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2007 22:10:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all, I think I am going to be coming back to deviantArt.  Well, back more often i suppose.  It has been two years since i have really been active, and it feels good to be active again.  Anyways I dont feel like making an entry right now, will post later!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:11:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ friends<br /><br />i need some friends on da, damnit lol.  i have been here for three years and i bearly have any.. talk to me damnit! lol, jk.  but ya, would be nice to get to know a few of you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>.</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/6066640/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jul 2005 10:51:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Free Bird. ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>work.. eff it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2005 22:52:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ eff work..<br />
<br />
i work every day from 7-7-05 until 7-21-05 except for one - wtf?<br />
<br />
7-5  10-4<br />
7-7  10-4<br />
7-8  8-330<br />
7-9  8-330<br />
7-10 1-close<br />
7-12 8-330<br />
7-13 330-730 @ Apple Valley (training)<br />
7-14 8-2 (meeting @ 8pm, then bowling)<br />
7-15 3-close<br />
7-16 8-330<br />
7-17 1-close<br />
7-18 8-330<br />
7-19 3-close<br />
7-20 12-close<br />
7-21 8-330<br />
<br />
close is about 830.. ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Blue on Black</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 May 2005 08:06:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Blue on black,<br />
Tears on a river,<br />
Push on a shove,<br />
It don't mean much.<br />
Joker on Jack,<br />
Match on a fire,<br />
Cold on ice, it's a dead man's touch.<br />
Whisper on a scream,<br />
Doesn't change a thing.<br />
Don't bring you back,<br />
Blue on black.<br />
<br />
-Kenny Wayne Sheppard Band ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>prom</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 May 2005 21:00:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ prom was fun and it sucked at the same  time.  oh well ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>done</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2005 23:28:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ enough with it all.<br />
i have had enough of this shit.<br />
im starting over today. ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Untitled</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:55:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Simple Plan - Untitled</b><br />
<i>I open my eyes<br />
I try to see but Im blinded by the  white light<br />
I cant remember how<br />
I cant remember why<br />
Im lying here tonight<br />
<br />
And I cant stand the pain<br />
And I cant make it go away<br />
No I cant stand the pain<br />
<br />
How could this happen to me<br />
I made my mistakes<br />
Ive got no where to run<br />
The night goes on<br />
As Im fading away<br />
Im sick of this life<br />
I just wanna scream<br />
How could this happen to me<br />
<br />
Everybodys screaming<br />
I try to make a sound but no one hears  me<br />
Im slipping off the edge<br />
Im hanging by a thread<br />
I wanna start this over again<br />
<br />
So I try to hold onto a time when  nothing mattered<br />
And I cant explain what happened<br />
And I cant erase the things that Ive  done<br />
No I cant<br />
<br />
How could this happen to me<br />
I made my mistakes<br />
Ive got no where to run<br />
The night goes on<br />
As Im fading away<br />
Im sick of this life<br />
I just wanna scream<br />
How could this happen to me<br />
<br />
I made my mistakes<br />
Ive got no where to run<br />
The night goes on<br />
As Im fading away<br />
Im sick of this life<br />
I just wanna scream<br />
How could this happen to me</i> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Mar 2005 20:49:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ busy with <a href="http://clanhosted.net">ClanHosted.NET</a> and <a href="http://memorymontage.net">Memory  Motage</a> (site not even close to done  lol)<br />
<br />
sorry i havent been on here.. havent  had much time for anything.. hit me up  on aim or msn if u need me<br />
<br />
aim - alexthezephyr<br />
msn - alexthezephyr@gmail.com ]]></description>
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                <title>no money, and new blog</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 12:45:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no money.. no job.. this sucks lol<br />
<br />
<a href="http://blogs.silverfoxradio.com/zephyr.html">my blog is here now</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Feb 2005 11:48:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i cant even relate my feelings into  words right now.  so ill say one thing<br />
<br />
"fuck that" ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>SilverFoxRadio</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Feb 2005 13:41:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b><a href="http://silverfoxradio.com">SilverFoxRadio.com</a></b> now has a dAmn chat  right here on dA@ <b><a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/silverfoxradio">#silverfoxradio</a></b> come  on in and support us, and listen to  some good tunes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>deviantart isnt about the art anymore</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Feb 2005 10:28:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ deviant<b>ART</b> is not about <b>art</b> anymore.  <br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about egos<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about flaming newbs<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about how many pageviews  you have<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about flaming<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about how many watchers  you have<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about if you are a  subscriber or not<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about forum whoring<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about spamming<br />
<br />
deviant<b>ART</b> is about seeing constructive  comments as insults<br />
<br />
I have been with deviant<b>ART</b> for over  two years now.. and it gets worse by  the day.. some great artists do not get  the attentiont that they deserve. My  friend <a href="http://moonlitshadow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/moonlitshadow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="moonlitshadow" /></a> does <b>not</b> get the attention that  she deserves.  With almost 7000  comments to her name, she has managed  to gain little respect for what she has  given back to the community.  Does this  seem right to you?  It sure as hell  doesnt seem right to me.  I know I am  guilty of it too, so don't even start  with me there.  Everyday when i am on  this site, I just keep getting sickened  by it.  Almost anybody with 12,000  pageviews, 100 watchers, or more,  thinks that they are "the shit."  I  think that I need to send them a little  message... "You are no better than the  new deviant who just joined 10 minutes  ago."<br />
<br />
Which brings me to another point.  I  remember back in the day, when one of  our members decided to track some of  the newer members that had been flamed  in the forums for asking, what some  consider, a stupid question.  Most left  comments in their journals about how  this whole site is full of assholes,  and they will never, ever be back.  Who  knows what kind of artist they could  have been?  They might have been the  next `<a href="http://tigaer.deviantart.com/">tigaer</a> or `<a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/">khrass</a>, but, we will  never know now.<br />
<br />
It seems that the bigger the ego a  person has the more pageviews they  have.  Correlation? Maybe.  Is their  ego big because of their pageviews? Or,  do they have a lot of pageviews because  they have a massive ego?  I think that  it is a little of both.  They think  they are better than other people  because they have more pageviews then  the next guy, and, they attract more  people because people have their link  plastered all over deviant<b>ART</b>.  <br />
<br />
And now for my final point (to which I  thank my good friend ~<a href="http://taryn16.deviantart.com/">Taryn16</a> for  reminding me of this.)  People tend to  see constructive criticism as an insult  to their work.  If I am not mistaken,  this community is built on the fact  that we are here to help each other  refine our skills.  That is what a  community is for.  I know that I am  nowhere near the greatest artist on  this site, but that still does not stop  me from helping out one of my fellow  deviants when I see that there is a  problem in his/her works.  But,  sometimes, I, and others, get flamed  for it.  How could you know what I  should have done, you are just a nub.  Or I will just see an  OMGKTHXWTFBBQ!!!<br />
<br />
All in all, I really do love this  place.  But really, it could be a lot  better.  I wish it could be like what  it was back on October 17th, 2002, when  I decided to join this place.  I have  seen it go steadily downhill ever since  then.  I think it is time for deviant<b>ART</b>  to return to what it knows best..  deviant<b>ART</b> should be about the <b>art</b>  again.<br />
<br />
<br />
<a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/community/complaints/367999/">Here is the forum thread that goes with  it</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>art</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Feb 2005 22:14:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ deviant<b>art</b> isnt about the <b>art</b> anymore ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jan 2005 23:45:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <sub><b><a href="http://ghouldaddy.deviantart.com/journal/4261684/">What is love to you? How do you see  it? Capture love and win a  1 yr sub <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" />  Print sub and more in the "Love me True  2005 Contest"</a></b></sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
<br />
<br />
Anyways.. there really isnt much that i  want to say today... i am sick.. and  that sucks....<br />
oh!<br />
<a href="http://silverfoxradio.com">SilverFoxRadio.Com</a>  was updated  today...   visit, tune in, and join the  forums!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.brax.us/~prophet/music/angelsson.mp3"><b>Straight Up - <i>Angel's Son</i></b></a><br />
Life is changing<br />
I can't go on without you<br />
Rearranging<br />
I will be strong<br />
I'll stand by you<br />
<br />
You were fighting everyday<br />
So hard to hide the pain<br />
I know you never said goodbye<br />
I have so much left to say<br />
<br />
One last song given to an angel's son<br />
As soon as you were gone<br />
As soon as you were gone<br />
<br />
I have a new life now<br />
She lives through you<br />
What can I do<br />
I feel so alone now<br />
I'll pray for you<br />
We still love you<br />
<br />
You were fighting everyday<br />
So hard to hide the pain<br />
I know you never said goodbye<br />
I have so much left to say<br />
<br />
One last song given to an angel's son<br />
As soon as you were gone<br />
As soon as you were gone<br />
<br />
One last song (I can't believe you're  gone)<br />
Given to an angel's son (I can't  believe)<br />
As soon as you were gone<br />
As soon as you were gone ]]></description>
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                <title>-</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Jan 2005 20:39:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Unity Divides<br />
Division will Unite<br />
--<br />
Think about the Love inside the  Strenght of Heart<br />
Think about the Heros saving Lives in  the Dark<br />
Thnk about the chance I never had to  say<br />
"Thank you for giving up your life that  day" ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Dec 2004 09:30:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Merry Christmass ]]></description>
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                <title>Administration</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2004 19:10:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am just a little angered by the  administration right now.  I report  somebody for ripping off of a site, and  i get yelled at.  What is the logic in  this?  I was trying to do a good deed,  and I am the one to get into trouble.   Something about that just doesn't seem  right to me. ]]></description>
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                <title>been a while</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2004 22:51:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it has been about forever and a  half since i have updated this beast...  Lets see... a lot has happened since  then, I guess.  I no longer work at  Fleet Farm, I now work at Best Buy....  Oh! my computer blew up... that was  fun, took almost 3 weeks for me to get  it fixed.  Anyways...  Friday night I  finally got her working.  Then my  dumbass was up until 1:45 in the  morning.. knowing that I had to be up  at 5:00 to get to work by 6:00.  Good  thing Moses called me at 5:40...  otherwise i would have kept sleeping..   I swear it took me about half a minute  to be ready and out the door... and the  amazing thing is.. I got there in under  10 minutes... a normal 15 minute drive  :-/.  Oh well.  I found out that I  don't have to work the day after  Thanksgiving.. Yay!  I am about the  only person in the store who doesn't  have to!  Then yesterday.. I was really  tired, so I decided to take a "nap" at  around 4:30 or so... I woke up at 8:30  this morning..  yah, I know.. wow...   and now I am off to get some food, then  to work, peace!<br />
<br />
Something isn't right<br />
I can feel it again feel it again<br />
This isn't the first time<br />
That you left me waiting<br />
Sad excuses and false hopes high<br />
I saw this coming still I don't know  why<br />
I let you in<br />
<br />
I knew it all along<br />
You're so predictable<br />
I knew something would go wrong  (something's always wrong)<br />
So you don't have to call<br />
Or say anything at all<br />
So predictable (so predictable)<br />
<br />
So take your empty words your broken  promises<br />
And all the time you stole cause I am  done with this<br />
I can give it away give it away<br />
I'm doin everything I should've<br />
And now I'm makin a change<br />
I'm living the day<br />
I'm giving back what you gave me<br />
I don't need anything<br />
<br />
I knew it all along<br />
You're so predictable<br />
I knew something would go wrong  (something's always wrong)<br />
So you don't have to call<br />
Or say anything at all<br />
So predictable (so predictable)<br />
<br />
<b>Everywhere I go<br />
Everyone I meet<br />
Every time I try to fall in love<br />
They all want to know why I'm so broken<br />
Why am I so cold<br />
Why I'm so hard inside.<br />
Why am I scared<br />
What am I afraid of<br />
I don't even know<br />
This story's never had an end<br />
I've been waiting<br />
I've been searching<br />
I've been hoping<br />
I've been dreaming you would come back<br />
But I know the ending of this story<br />
You're never coming back<br />
Never..never..never..never.....[echo]... ..</b><br />
<br />
I knew it all along<br />
You're so predictable<br />
I knew something would go wrong  (something's always wrong)<br />
So you don't have to call<br />
Or say anything at all<br />
So predictable (so predictable)<br />
<br />
<b>Everywhere I go for the rest of my life  (so predictable)<br />
Everyone that I love<br />
Everyone I care about<br />
They're all gonna wanna know what's  wrong with me (so predictable)<br />
And I know what it is<br />
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                <title>2 Year B-Day!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Oct 2004 08:02:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today is my two year deviant birthday!   and it also happens to be the day that  my subbie runs out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" />  what a shitty  b-day present lol<br />
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anyways, i got to go to work, peace<br />
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i got to thinking, i am going to work  more at helping out the community from  here on out, and i will renew my subbie  when i get some money (just spent  almost $900 fixing my car lol)<br />
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                <title>autumn...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Oct 2004 15:55:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Riella44: bad song...very bad song<br />
Riella44: *spanks the song*<br />
alex the zephyr: lol <br />
alex the zephyr: OMG<br />
Riella44: lmao<br />
alex the zephyr: wow<br />
Riella44: *spanks the writer and  singer(s) of the song as well*<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> !!!<br />
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                <title>Gothic Prep</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Aug 2004 01:46:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am now a Gothic Prep.  After much  encouragement from Taryn ( <a href="http://taryn16.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/taryn16.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> ), I have  decided that instead of becoming Prep,  I shall go Gothic prep.  I will wear  Gothic clothes, with makeup.  I will  wear American Eagle with chains.  I  WILL wear Aeropostale with "666" all  over it.  If you are a GOTHIC PREP,  join us, we are GROWING!!<br />
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(can you smell the sarcasm?)<br />
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(a quote.. ya.. its long lol)<br />
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"The paradox of our time in history is  that we have taller buildings but  shorter tempers, wider freeways, but  narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but  have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.  We have bigger houses and smaller  families, more conveniences, but less  time. We have more degrees but less  sense, more knowledge, but less  judgment, more experts, yet more  problems, more medicine, but less  wellness.<br />
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We drink too much, smoke too much,  spend too recklessly, laugh too little,  drive too fast, get too angry, stay up  too late, get up too tired, read too  little, watch TV too much, and pray too  seldom. We have multiplied our  possessions, but reduced our values. We  talk too much, love too seldom, and  hate too often. We've learned how to  make a living, but not a life. We've  added years to life not life to years.<br />
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We've been all the way to the moon and  back, but have trouble crossing the  street to meet a new neighbor. We  conquered outer space but not inner  space. We've done larger things, but  not better things. We've cleaned up the  air, but polluted the soul. We've  conquered the atom, but not our  prejudice. We write more, but learn  less. We plan more, but accomplish  less. We've learned to rush, but not to  wait.<br />
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We build more computers to hold more  information, to produce more copies  than ever, but we communicate less.  These are the times of fast foods and  slow digestion, big men and small  character, steep profits and shallow  relationships. These are the days of  two incomes but more divorce, fancier  houses, but broken homes.<br />
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These are days of quick trips,  disposable diapers, throwaway morality,  one night stands, overweight bodies,  and pills that do everything from  cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time  when there is much in the showroom  window and nothing in the stockroom. A  time when technology can bring this  letter to you, and a time when you can  choose either to share this insight, or  to just hit delete.<br />
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Remember; spend some time with your  loved ones, because they are not going  to be around forever. Remember, say a  kind word to someone who looks up to  you in awe, because that little person  soon will grow up and leave your side.  Remember, to give a warm hug to the one  next to you, because that is the only  treasure you can give with your heart  and doesn't cost a cent.<br />
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Remember, to say, "I love you" to your  partner and your loved ones, but most  of all, mean it. A kiss and an embrace  will mend hurt when it comes from deep  inside of you. Remember to hold hands  and cherish the moment for someday that  person will not be there again. Give  time to love, give time to speak, and  give time to share the precious  thoughts in your mind."<br />
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-George Carlin<br /><br />admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 08:15:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b><i>Atomship  Pencil Fight</i></b><br />
This life spreads like cancer as  nothing here is real. <br />
Leave me here by the bus stop with my  pencil made of steel. <br />
So it's time. It's just time.... <br />
Well I'm not much for the classroom  teacher teach me if you care. <br />
I can't pay much attention with that  ruler in your hand. <br />
So it's just time. <br />
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Cause I'm thinkin' Pencil fight, here  we are. <br />
Pencil fight, break me down. <br />
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Well I'm not much for the schoolyard  teacher catch me if you can. <br />
Ya leave me here by the swing set with  my pencil broke in hand. <br />
Oh it's fine. Shattered shards of  graphite as they're flying through the  air. <br />
I'll open eyes quite slowly with the  splinters in my hair. <br />
So it's time. <br />
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Cause I'm thinkin'. Pencil fight, here  we are. Pencil fight, break me down. <br />
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It's just time, oh my, oh my..... <br />
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"In this world no one leaves alone. <br />
For the only way we leave is in death  and in death my friends ya leave with  one thing and that one thing is pride. <br />
And pride throughout changes in time  between the sky that you love to the  ground that you hate. <br />
Pride between everything that once was  your pride, can never die." <br />
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Pencil fight, here we are. Pencil  fight, break me down. <br />
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Don't you see we have problems here?  Problems here at my home<br />
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So anyways, it has been a long ass time  since I have updated this beast.  I  have had a lot of stuff going on, and I  really shouldnt even be doing this  right now  as I have a 5 to 7 page  paper due on the first day of school  for AP European History, which I  havent started to write yet.  I have  most of the research done.. I just have  to write it.<br />
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Hmmz what to write about<br />
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Well for starters, lets just ignore  that last entry<br />
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What next?<br />
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Oh yeah.. I have started applying for  new jobs working at fleet farm is  giving me a headache (quite literally).   I have had two interviews at best buy  and the G.M. is trying to find a place  in the store that you can work in  so  he says.<br />
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Ooooo  another topic of interest.   Last week I went to Nebraska, to see my  dad and go to my sisters wedding.  I  am so tired I dont even want to write  about it.. but I am going to.   On  Thursday  I think lol.. it has been a  blur,   I left for my dads house in  Lincoln.  After that 7 hour drive, we  finally made it, only to wake up in the  morning and drive up to my sisters  house in Broken Bow, which is three and  a half hours away from my dads.  <br />
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When we got there, I realized that I  did not have signal on my phone, so I  borrowed my dads to call Laura and see  what is up.  (she sent me a text  earlier saying that bad stuff  happened.)  Basically what happened was  that Kristin got fired (our department  head, and a friend) and Lindsay got  demoted to cashier, and she is soon  leaving.  Nobody knows why, because  they cant tell us why.  GAR!<br />
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(so I thought I would insert a song..  random? Yes.. I know)<br />
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<b><i>Unloco  Drowning in it</i></b><br />
Why are we here I always seem to ask  myself<br />
Question averted by the thought of  someone else<br />
And I'm hopelessly done with the things  that I have tried to do <br />
Should I give up and let the weight  just fall on me<br />
Day by day I struggle endlessly<br />
There's nothing right <br />
There's nothing good about this<br />
There's nothing right<br />
There's nothing great about this life<br />
And I will never know <br />
How it's supposed to be<br />
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I keep fighting with the things inside  head<br />
I used to feel so much better than this<br />
I should be laughing but instead I'm  just a mess<br />
It's not right, it's not right to feel  this way<br />
I keep fighting with the things inside  head<br />
i dont know how much I could take of  this<br />
And now I feel I'm so drowning in it<br />
It's not right, it's not right to feel  this way<br />
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So you're gone what are we supposed to  do<br />
I told myself not to care through and  through<br />
And all this time seems so wasted <br />
When in the end it was all for nothing<br />
There's nothing right <br />
'Cauz I'm in a fake fantasy<br />
There's nothing right <br />
'Cauz I'm in a fake misery<br />
There's nothing right <br />
There's nothing good about this<br />
There's nothing right<br />
There's nothing great about this life<br />
And you will always be<br />
Another fake part of me<br />
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Why do I always feel this way<br />
And why do I always feel this way <br />
And why do <br />
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I keep hiding but drowning in it<br />
And I keep hiding but drowning in it <br />
And I keep, and I keep drowning in it <br />
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That is a great song, you know that?  Meh.. what do you care, lol.<br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 11:57:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im done.<br />
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Done being nice<br />
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Done helping out<br />
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Done being fake<br />
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Done with it all<br /><br />admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>wow....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2004 12:59:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As if Andy being in the Hospital wasn't  enough, Life decided to pull another  fast one on me today. I was just  curious to see how much money I have in  my Checking Account, so I went online  to check. I pulled up a page... well..  here.. take a look. <a href="http://brax.us/~prophet/transactions.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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Put it this way.. I didn't even leave  the house yesterday, and yet, my  account was billed 3 times, with 2  overdraft charges. And the day before  that, I didn't buy ANYTHING. I  supposedly went to the gas station 2  days in a row, honestly, who does  that?! So I called the bank, and they  decided to refund all of the Overdraft  Charges, and refund i think 3 of the  payments, which is fine by me, because  I am now closing my checking account,  and cutting up the debit card.  Honestly.. This week just keeps getting  better EVERY FUCKING DAY.<br />
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Anyways.. Andy called after he got out  of surgery, even though i couldn't  understand some of the stuff he said,  it was really nice to hear his voice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.  All went well, and he should be out  Tomorrow, or Friday.<br />
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Anyways... (again) - I got to go... I  have to sign some papers at my bank,  and then i have to make it to work in  an hour (ya, fuck that, there is no way  I am making it, lol. Have a better day  than me, to all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jul 2004 10:09:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know what's real without you,<br />
How can I exist without you?<br /><br />admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>typo.. LOL</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jul 2004 18:27:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Brax33: btw... dl and play thunder  rolls ( a country song) but one of the  few good ones<br />
alex the zephyr: that is a good song<br />
alex the zephyr: <b>clit</b> black, am i  right?<br />
alex the zephyr: clint*<br />
alex the zephyr: WOW<br />
Brax33: hmmm<br />
Brax33: LOL<br />
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                <title>world sucks</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jul 2004 23:59:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, today was a complete suckass day.   It started when i woke up, I was  supposed to get a call from a friend,  that never came.  Then i went to work,  oh joy!  People are assholes, and lets  leave it at that.  There was some fun  in my day after work, when Laura and  Kelly decided to come over.  Then I got  to talk to an online friend on the  phone.  But, after that, it started to  suck.  I managed to somehow piss a few  people off, and I honestly do not know  how I managed to do it.  And here i sit  online, nobody to talk to, nobody that  would care to talk to me.  Oh wait,  Mike just got on, I will talk to him.<br />
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     I have been working a lot lately,  and as a result, i have lost touch with  a lot of my so called friends. God,  life is a bitch! ]]></description>
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                <title>Summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jun 2004 07:06:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok,  I'm done)<br /><br />On Friday, our school had Spring Fest.  That kicked ass. My friends and I  played some basketball for a little  bit, then we played some Halo in one of  the rooms. People brought in 4 X-Box's  and we had a LAN goin... probably the  only time I will ever see that in  school. After that we went and played  some DDR... I got my ass kicked lol.<br />
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Well yesterday marked the begining of  summer for me. The night before i spent  the night at a friends with some  people. We got up at 5:30 and went out  to breakfast before school. That was  fun. Then after school, we went to a  friends house and carried out our  tradation of burning all of our school  work from the year. This year we had a  special treat, as i had "borrowed" a  text book.. that thing burned forever <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.<br />
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I lost my wallet today... and i have no  clue where it could have gone.<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2004 20:50:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "deep inside her soul theres a hole he  dont wanna see, covering it up like a  cut for the likes of me"<br />
-offspring<br />
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'steal the sun from the sky'<br />
-shinedown<br /><br />hmmz...<br />
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i have been really busy with  school/tennis lately.. sorry for the  inactiveness<br />
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<3 to all<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Apr 2004 20:47:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "deep inside her soul theres a hole he  dont wanna see, covering it up like a  cut for the likes of me"<br />
-offspring<br />
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'steal the sun from the sky'<br />
-shinedown<br /><br />ok..  so today we had our first tennis  match of the season...  we lost  horribly.  maybe cuz my doubles partner  had his first match ever... maybe cuz i  couldnt hit, or maybe cuz i am still  having to tape my wrist every damned  day i play.  <br />
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anyways.,.. i found a pic that looks  exactly like my car..  <img src="http://www.wrights210.com/1995_Grand_AM_GT.jpg"><br />
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so thats what i drive if any of you  were wondering..<br />
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welll i better go... another match  tomorrow... wish me luck!</img><br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>wow</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Apr 2004 22:05:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "deep inside her soul theres a hole he  dont wanna see, covering it up like a  cut for the likes of me"<br />
-offspring<br />
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'steal the sun from the sky'<br />
-shinedown<br /><br />soo many messages soo little time<br />
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                <title>Terrorism</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Mar 2004 21:37:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 'and evertime it rains, i feel her  holding me<br />
and evertime it rains, are the angels  crying?'<br />
-Cold<br />
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'please dont ever tell the world that i  dont belong'<br />
-Cold<br />
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'steal the sun from the sky'<br />
-shinedown<br /><br />*takes wrist brace off for journal  entry*<br />
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today i saw posted on the dA forums  this "Let us hope the majority of  Spaniards decide they hate terrorism  more than the USA." <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/devart/general/179196/">[link]</a> on that  thread<br />
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wtf do you want?<br />
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if somebody killed citizens of your  country i would think that you would  hate terroism also... and honestly i  dont think that any TRUE AMERICAN (not  those pansies that live here but are  not patriotic, they can go to hell)  would love to personally harm the  indivituals responsible.  i know i  would.<br />
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u know what i feel? any american that  is against our government should just  leave the country.  if you think that  we shouldnt be going after those  responsible, you dont deserve to live  here. there is no reason we should  harbor you.  go live in a different  country where criminals run rampid, and  i hope you cross paths with one of them  and lose. and have a very very painful  loss.<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>comp back</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2004 20:43:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 'and evertime it rains, i feel her  holding me<br />
and evertime it rains, are the angels  crying?'<br />
-Cold<br />
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'please dont ever tell the world that i  dont belong'<br />
-Cold<br /><br />"In this life, its just him and her  who are present at the birth of the  world. All that we knew before in our  lives...well..life is turned. I am he,  and you are her for all simplicity. The  day I knew you would leave. That day I  died inside. I can barely breathe. I  see you there, moving, breathing....can  you hear me scream? In this torrent we  are thrown in all directions. In a  senseless world, You are there. You  epitome of perfection! Where is he as  she's lost her will? In this world  where time is standing still. Then all  the sudden, He walks, her, home. There  she is...then...he walks a-lone. As he  wanders aimlessly through the void, the  days they turn into years. Those  eyes....those beautiful eyes of his.  The eyes they drown in tears. The  anguish, the pain...can you hear me  scream? There is no solution for this  torture of the soul. The way we are the  way they were. Nothing can change what  is real. It's just a shadow of what's  wrong. But as time flows, The time with  you the time is stirred. Nothing is  ever the same again. My heart  confesses, I love you for , so long.  And we realize a greater truth, through  the deepness Nox withholds that the  hearts they turn, they turn away when  turned to. And as they turn, as we turn  she says to go please don't you cry. A  change of events since that Love lost  was found, night turns to day. In that  moment once again. Time is standing  still."<br />
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i got my comp back...<br />
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thats after deleting 20-some comments  and 8 messages, not to mention 3 or 4  notes, and like 3294823094 journals lol<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>grades</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2004 22:36:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 'and evertime it rains, i feel her  holding me<br />
and evertime it rains, are the angels  crying?'<br />
-Cold<br />
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'please dont ever tell the world that i  dont belong'<br />
-Cold<br /><br /><b>edit 2</b><br />
i have worked on homework all day, and  i did not finish, it does not look  likely that i will be able to use the  computer tomorrow.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /><br />
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<b>edit</b><br />
i am posting from school... i can get  my computer back on monday if i get all  my missing work in, wich is about 20  assignments... ill try my best <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lick.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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mom found out bout my grades<br />
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that means im afk for a while<br />
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sorry guys!<br />
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peace!<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>click the link!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Feb 2004 14:41:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://obliteratexme.deviantart.com/journal/1849033/">[link]</a> <-- exactly what i think<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Feb 2004 15:27:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK.. so today i am going to have a lan  party at my house with like 3 friends  coming over... at the same time (just  outside my door) my lil bro (5th grade)  is having a birthday party... with 8  friends... spending the night...  yay....<br />
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anyways.. if you havent listened to the  song Last Train Home by Lost  Prophets... im me or somethin.. and ill  send it to ya.. it is really kick ass<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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                <title>News</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2004 12:58:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>edit</b><br />
my mom is a fucking whore... she only  told me i had a 2.8 to have an excuse  to ground me.. i found my report card  this morning.. i had a 3.1<br />
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2.8 gpa.. lowest ever...<br />
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working more...<br />
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subscribed, yay!<br />
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bored all the time.. <br />
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standardized tests suck...<br />
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scored a 29 on a pre-act.. (gpa  compared to that score dont look  right.. i know.. i just dont do my  school work <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" />)<br><br>admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> <- greatest deviant ever.. (not  measured by artwork alone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ) also my  adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> my adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>immm back!!</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1774976/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Jan 2004 23:26:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok.. so i went afk for a while.. kill  me<br />
<br />
anyways.. i got a new car.. a 95 grand  am gt.. oh ya<br />
<br />
been getting more involved with  counterstrike.. i am in CAL for the  third time...<br />
<br />
i have been working a lot more  lately...<br />
<br />
i have been getting more school work to  do<br />
<br />
and i have lost passion for all online  communities.. but i think im gonna be  back for a while atleast <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
--<br />
admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> <- greatest deviant ever.. (not  measured by artwork alone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ) also my  adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> my adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>car... dead</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1671317/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2004 21:46:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ driving to work today.. car starts  smoking...pull over... check  radiator... NO COOLANT AT ALL.. weird  thing is that i checked it a few days  ago... weird... this is not my day at  all..<br />
<br />
as you can imagine my car is probably  dead... gj me<br />
<br />
<br />
--<br />
admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
<br />
<a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> <- greatest deviant ever.. (not  measured by artwork alone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ) also my  adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> my adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>inactive - sorry</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1604991/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2004 20:46:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "please dont ever tell the world that i  dont belong"<br />
<br />
--<br />
sorry i been inactive.. christmas and  the like is my reasoning<br />
<br />
i have a lot of catching up to do tho..  over 700 messages <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> but ill try to get  to them all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" /><br />
<br />
--<br />
admin <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a> <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a><br />
<br />
<a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> <- greatest deviant ever.. (not  measured by artwork alone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ) also my  adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> my adopter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1554170/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Dec 2003 20:43:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ do you wanna take my picture?<br />
cuz i wont remember.<br />
<br />
---<br />
moderator of <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a> <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a><br />
<br />
thanks to <a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> for adopting me as his 5th  adoptee (ur a great friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br />
and to <a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> for adopting me as well<br />
<br />
lol, i get a kick out of this.. i can  do the matrix!!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a><a href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/3/1/31uc1d.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="31uc1d" title="31uc1d" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>so damn insaine</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1532791/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Dec 2003 09:17:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "we got him."<br />
<br />
finally.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
moderator of <a href="http://american.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/american.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="american" title="american" /></a> <a href="http://the-dark-arts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-dark-arts.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="the-dark-arts" title="the-dark-arts" /></a><br />
<br />
thanks to <a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> for adopting me as his 5th  adoptee (ur a great friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br />
and to <a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> for adopting me as well<br />
<br />
lol, i get a kick out of this.. i can  do the matrix!!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a><a href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/3/1/31uc1d.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="31uc1d" title="31uc1d" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>afk.. omg rofl!</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1504630/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2003 22:04:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ a convo between me and a "nameless  deviant" lol.. just.. wow<br />
<br />
nameless deviant says:<br />
ok I'm like, totally clueless but what  does afk mean?<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
OMG<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
OMG<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
ROFL<br />
nameless deviant says:<br />
I've been trying to figure it out  forever and still don't get it<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
LOL!!!<br />
nameless deviant says:<br />
lol I know, sad<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
Away From Keyboard<br />
nameless deviant says:<br />
ah<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
that is SOOOO going in my journal<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
rofl<br />
nameless deviant says:<br />
NOOO<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
lol<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
omg<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
lol<br />
31uc1d says:<br />
it has to<br />
nameless deviant says:<br />
use my nickname damn it<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
thanks to <a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> for adopting me as his 5th  adoptee (ur a great friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br />
and to <a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> for adopting me as well<br />
<br />
lol, i get a kick out of this.. i can  do the matrix!!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a><a href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/3/1/31uc1d.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="31uc1d" title="31uc1d" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>srry</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1490906/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Dec 2003 18:06:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ya.. ive been ignoring DA for a while..  cuz of the database sync problems... i  quit bball cuz it aint fun anymore...  first yr not playing for like.. 6 yrs..  crazy, huh?<br />
<br />
anyways.. ill try to get caught up  here.. might ttake a while as i got  400+ messages <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
thanks to <a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> for adopting me as his 5th  adoptee (ur a great friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br />
and to <a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> for adopting me as well<br />
<br />
lol, i get a kick out of this.. i can  do the matrix!!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a><a href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/3/1/31uc1d.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="31uc1d" title="31uc1d" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>tired-rundown</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1464485/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2003 22:09:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yet a new season of basketball.. and  allready am i tired of it.  our coach  is a proffessional conditioning  trainer.. so put 2 and 2 together  there.. practices are a bitch, im  falling behind in school, and i think  im going to be layed off.. ya.. bad  week.. how bout u?<br />
<br />
thanks to <a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> for adopting me as his 5th  adoptee (ur a great friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br />
and to <a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> for adopting me as well<br />
<br />
lol, i get a kick out of this.. i can  do the matrix!!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a><a href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/3/1/31uc1d.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="31uc1d" title="31uc1d" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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                <title>gone</title>
                <link>http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/journal/1420847/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2003 19:15:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ imma be gone from wednesday till friday  night, peace out yall<br />
<br />
<br />
thanks to <a href="http://khrass.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/h/khrass.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="khrass" title="khrass" /></a> for adopting me as his 5th  adoptee (ur a great friend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br />
and to <a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a> for adopting me as well<br />
<br />
lol, i get a kick out of this.. i can  do the matrix!!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://machine-gunner.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/machine-gunner.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="machine-gunner" title="machine-gunner" /></a><a href="http://31uc1d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/3/1/31uc1d.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="31uc1d" title="31uc1d" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~31uc1d</author>
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