http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:3m0cLoWn&section=today deviantART RSS for by:3m0cLoWn en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 00:33:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/28148414/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/28148414/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 20:44:06 PST
I HAVE PICS NOW FOR RED HEART PLUSHIES!!
[link] [link] [link] [link]
My stuffed animals are called Red Heart Plushies, as each of these sweet 'rescued' creatures have a small heart sewed unto their chests to show they want to be loved by a special someone.

All fabric used is 100% cotton and scraps, and each plush will be different from the rest. Each one I make inspires me to do something different to it, but they all will have one thing in common: they want to be loved! (hence the red heart). Some have plastic button eyes, so please, keep out of reach of small children. Stuffing is polyester fill, while in some plushes a bit of potpurri may be added for a nice scented touch. Please note me if you want one, and I will give you a full price list, creature list and sizes for each. Also keep in mind each one is hand-made by me, none of them were bought, borrowed, or stolen from Mitsukuni Haninozuka.

Or, see details below if you want a drawing~

^{It's for a good cause *sniff* pweeeease?}

---
The power went out five times in a row. at first I thought they cut off our electricity cuz we hadnt paid it. but then, we found out our neighbors didnt have power either. apparently a transformer blew (NO NOT THE COOL CAR/ROBOT KIND! unfortunately) and alotta people were without power. its back on now, but at first I was scared that we wouldn't have power, and we'd freeze. I almost cried. JEEZ Im such a baby.

internet was down for about 4 hours a couple days ago. Thankfully we had just enough to pay for it before it was down for good. But unfortunately now means we have no money for food until at least Monday. Tomato soup ftw?

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I am OPEN for comissions- please, I need the money- bills are stacking up, and my loving wonderful (lazyass) husband found a part-time job sorting boxes at a UPS store. I'll make kitty plushies, I'll draw chibis, realistic art, w/e; but if we don't do something soon, we may lose our car and our house. And no one- NO ONE wants to be homeless this time of year. Even an eskimo *brr*.

~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/27500592/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/27500592/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 03:43:23 PDT SO APPARENTLY SOMEONE GOT THE 7K PAGEVIEW AND DIDN'T TELL ME Who was it?? Please come hither.. ;_;



ALSO- the next THREE people to comment here gets free art. from me. x.x I need practice, and I want to do something for the community. okay. here are the rules:

1. NO BITING! I will not tolerate meanies in the comments.
2. no random commenting like "OH HAI IM 1ST WATASHIWAAA" (>> *stabs wapanese ppl*)
3. YOU MUST do the same and post this or similar in your journal! its only fair, and we're trying to spread the love, remember?
4. NO YAOI
5. NO YURI
6. NO NUDITY
7. BE PATIENT. Im uber lazy, so dont expect big things from me. I wanna practice my art, not win awards.
8. fanart is allowed. note me with links on who you want me to draw.
9. OC's are allowed. note me with exapmles and/or links of what they look like, and a little bit of their personality
10. someone donate premie membership to me plz?? D;

thank you.


1: he's gettin famouss

2: she needs some lovin'

3:

4:

5:




BTW- the first person to catch my 7,000th and 7,777th pageviews gets MORE FREE ART

=^_^=
kodo

http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/27351863/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 06:21:43 PDT
Alot's happened since the last 'Journal Entry'. And I mean ALOT. Heres a summary of 22 things thats happened in the past few months that Ive not been updating:

1. I got married (finally)
2. We got money from his pension!
3. He bought a PC.
4. We lost money from his pension D: (we were hungry and had to pay bills. blah)
5. My PC turned into a hunk of junk.
6. My laptop crashed. (and I lost ALL of my artwork. AALLL of it!!)
7. Apparently alot of people have had their laptops crash as well. (not a good year for laptops, eh?)
8. I gained weight.
9. I lost weight.
10. I lost my will to draw.
11. I lost my will to color with the loss of my Fireworks program ;____;
12. The car might be repoed.
13. I turned 21. (no, I dont drink)
14. I started playing a game called Runes of Magic. (pretty nice, similar to WoW)
15. I quit mabinogi ( )
16. I downloaded PSCS4 and couldnt make heads or tales out of it.
17. Deleted PSC4 and got Corel Painter 4 instead.
18. Forgot about the lame layering thing it had on V.3 and felt remorse for Fireworks.
19. Moved our bedroom into the living room.
20. I gained weight.
21. We fasted Ramadan (visit TubeIslam.com )
22. He plays Grand Theft Auto IV.

There. I might start getting back into art soon. I want to. SO much. Will someone hire me? I might be a bit more motivated if I was being payed money ;-; ???

Till next time,

=^_^=
kodo

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/25392666/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/25392666/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 11:11:32 PDT
.-*~Prices~*-.

One Character = $5 (with a BG) = $7
Two Characters = $8 (with a BG) = $10
Three characters = $10 (with a BG) = $13
--

I will NOT draw yaoi, yuri, sexual instances or the like. However, kissing is acceptable. If anthro characters are what I think the are (human face-like features and animal body) then no thank you.. it's not that I have anything against it, it's just not my style.
--


PAYPAL only, please.

please NOTE me for any questions, inquiries, information, etc, etc. thank you~

=^_^=
kodo


(~is a member of and ~)

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/25139285/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/25139285/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 08:15:50 PDT
Despite my more recent uploads of meme's, I am still *cough*sorta*cough* doing original art. Ive drawn alot of stuff, but have yet to scan and edit anything as of yet. Unfortunately it seems my increase in laziness is finally catching up to me.

This past weekend I finally got to meet my (Lord willing) husband-to-be face-to-face. Now before you start getting all weirded out on 'those moslem(not the way its spelled, by the way) arranged marriages(which arent islamic, by the way)' we met online (through an rpg online, by the way) last September. Now, my dad's met him a few times, and so has my mom, and at first they weren't exactly the happiest campers on the planet but as they got to know ihm and see what I saw in him, they finally began to see things my way (THANK YOU GOD! ^^). Now all that needs to be done is for him to start his schooling, get somewhat out of debt, meet him on the 4th of July weekend (we're all going to Houston/Dallas for that) and then we can sign the papers and live happily ever after. I sincerely hope. For now we sit and sleep thinking of each other in sadness until our lips may meet once again.

PS. I love green gummy bears

=^_^=
kodo

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/24045423/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/24045423/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 17:55:19 PDT uhhh..... >> ... << *no comment*

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
A REALLY BIG, REALLY WET, REALLY HARD2litermountaindewpourerthingyatthetopofthebottle x.x; SPOUT!!

Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
I WILL!

Where was your default picture taken?
-.-; its an anime pic..

Last person you rode in a car with under the
age of 18?
my niece, she's 2

Can you play guitar hero?
no.

Last time you walked further than a block?
at the airport DX *bad memories* ... *shudder*

Name someone that made you laugh today?
dad. I unno how he does it

When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
number 3? uhh... who's number three? OH!! her.. I saw her on webcam like a couple months ago- does that count?

How late did you stay up last night and why?
like till 3, AND FOR REASONS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!! >.>;;;

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
no, but Ive dreamed I have D;

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
~ does. like 5 hours driving

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
uh.. I unno, depends on the people, I guess.

Do you like calling or texting better?
txting. that way you can actually sort out what your gunna say before you feel like a complete idiot with all that 'awkward silence' and Im all like o____o;;

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
no.


When was the last time you cried really hard?
a couple weeks ago when mom started to say something about that she and dad had some dude picked out that wasnt my hubby. I cried so hard, I couldnt breathe DX

Where are you at right now?
hotel room, bakersfield, california

What was the last thing someone bought for you?
a dress

Who took your profile picture?
no one ._.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
person? or anyone? cuz the last pic I took of a PERSON was me.. (Im so vain XD) but anyone, was of a cat. my sister's brother-in-law's cat named Susu.

Was yesterday better than today?
so far... yea I guess *remembers last night* .... *sigh*

Can you live a day without TV?
yes.

Are you mad about anything?
yes.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
YES.

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
TWO DAYS AGO WHEN DAD COMPLETELY SABOTAGED my PHONE!!! he forwarded ALL calls to MYY phone and hogged it! DX


Are you a bad influence?
D= I unno

Night out or night in?
night in!!

Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person?
...I unno? it really depends on my mood I think

What items could you not go without during the day?
MY PHONE! DX (no thanks to dad >> my laptop, my rings

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
no.

Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
NO.

Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
no.

What does the last text message in your inbox say?
uhh.... I unno, dads got my phone >>

How do you feel about your life right now?
Im completely hopeless, and feel frustrated because I cant be with the one I love

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
NEVAR!

Do you hate anyone?
not anymore

If we were to look in your inbox, what would we find?
inbox? of? my mailbox? nada.. just a buncha bills and junkmail

Will you have a valentine this year?
its over, dude. and no I wouldnt. I dont celebrate it ><

Last person you talked to on the phone?
some dude in sacramento wanting to talk to dad

Can you easily tell if someones fake?
no D:

How's your heart?
pumpin blood!


Say you were given a drug test right now, Would you pass?
IDONTLIKETESTSTHEYGIVEMESEIZURES

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
no, and chances are, no one will


What song is stuck in your head?
are you dont yet? Im kinda tired of this..

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
MYLOVEMYLOVEMYLOVEMYLOVE

Wanna have kids before you’re 30?
course


Name something you have to do tomorrow?:
MORE questions!? jeez!
I DUNNO ASK DAD!

Can you whistle?:
can you STOP!?
..yes >>

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
NONE O... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/23129827/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/23129827/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 21:04:26 PST
[link]

lineart by

SUBMIT YOUR FINISHED WORK THERE!!!

(all lineart belongs to x.x)

enjoy!




=^_^=
3m0 (aka kodo)

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/22857222/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/22857222/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 05:13:17 PST
In Malaysia I got an awesomesauce laptop and a tablet. FINALLY. I love my little white bamboo tablet *pets*. Ive been coloring alot with it, searching around for random line arts to color. I think I've gotten pretty good with the little bugger (if you look at my gallery youll see.. go on, take a look! over THAAAR on the left!! <-------).

In January -wow, thats this month- we went to Qatar on the 16th, then to U.A.E. on the 21st, then back to Qatar on the 26th. We were supposed to go home the first Wednesday, then that Saturday, then Wednesday (today) and now we're SUPPOSED to go home next Saturday. KLJGLIUIUJJHGUCBK!!!!1!!!11!!one!! >.>

When we were at the ticket counter to go to the U.A.E., dad asked the guy with us, "We're going to Dhubai, right?" and the guy said, "No, we're going to Abu Dhabi."
"But I thought we were going to Dhubai!"
"Nuu, thats this weekend. Now we're going to Abu Dhabi. See? On the ticket."
"But that means I have to change it on my websites! They all say Dhubai!"
Here's what I thought: 'I thought we were going to the U.A.E..."
..
..
Dont get it?
You SERIOUSLY need to do geography again.
Look at a map of the Gulf.
See U.A.E.?
What's the capital?
What's a nearby city?
Exactly.
Serious blond moment there.
Thankfully I didn't say anything out loud. x.x"


Till next time-

=^_^=
3m0 (aka kodo)

*still wants a question mark*
-misses someone uber special-

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/21529424/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/21529424/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 05:30:54 PST
in september I met the guy I ended up falling in love with and I (we) wanna get married. details, shmetails, those come later.
in october we moved to our new house and it took FOREVER to do so. finally finished, WOO!
in november dad and I went to tennessee, and I got deathly sick on sunday. wasnt totally better till today- one week later, on sunday x.x we got back from TN on monday and left thursday for Malaysia XD. except- because of my aweful sinus infection it felt like my face and ear was going to explode every time the plane landed. talk about MAJOR. OWNESS. DX< I will not NOT complain if I never set foot in an airplane in my life again. except of course to go back home. I miss my kitties! and my fish.. (and my love of course.. *sigh*) and my family of course.

other than that, lifes been.. blah. *shrug* listening to songs by katy perry, shes pretty cool. well. till next time.

=^_^=
kodo teal (3m0cLoWn)

-I want a question mark.. *wink*-

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/20032719/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/20032719/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 23:17:25 PDT >

quiz swipped from
cuz shes wicked awesome

1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?
3m0cLoWn - my mom and I were walking through a hotel lobby once, and these kids saw us and said 'woah, whatre they, clowns?' and my mom turned to me and said 'we are sone saaad clowns' so I said, 'were emo clowns!' and it stuck in my head. OH- keep in mind, we're muslim, so we dress in black overcoats and headscarves when we go out. so yea.

2. Why did you join this site?
uhm.. it was there?

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
OURAAAN! host club *cant wait for october when people will upload the dubbed eps to youtube and veoh*

4. How many watchers are currently watching now?
uhhhhh... I dunno. less then a hunnerd?

5. Your first gift ever was to?
.... cant remember. ? ? *shrug*

6. List five things you are a fan of?
o1. anime/manga
o2. drawing
o3. writing stories
o4. jonas brothers (but I'll never admit it)
o5. josh peck >//>;

8. List four people you look up to the most?
prophet muhammad, my mom, dad, mr. miyagi... *this space left open* ^o^

9. How many pets do you own?
three bettas, two cats, and a bird. and an imaginary friend, but only I can see him

10. Who is your most played character?
mihkael dream sinclair ..XD

11. What do you prefer, Red or black?
black

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
random, shy, jealous

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
supersonic hearing

14. Who was the last person you talked to?
mom

15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
my bud, cyanide

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
o1. whats adri doing?
o2. guy+girl= $3x
o3. I should change that in my story
o4. hentai manga isnt REALLY bad.. is it?
o5. what time is it?

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
tell people what they need- and want- to hear

18. Do you like who you are?
I guess

19. Summer or winter?
winter

20. Rain or sun?
suunnn

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
- I have a broke nose
- theres a weird bump on my back that Ive had since birth- its slowly disappearing, though

22. Pop or Hip hop?
..pop

23. How many scars do you have?
several.. a nearly cut off my finger once when I was little

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, Collars & belts?
not spiked, but snaps and raised bumps.. I dunno what thats called

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
yush!

25. Windows or Mac?
winndooowsss

26. Nyc Trpp or Lip Service?
..whut?

27. What brand of stereo/Amp do you own?
I.. dont. I gotta t10, though. does that count?

28. Steak or Chicken?
my native texan inside me declares t-bone all the way baby!!

29. Favorite Color(s)?
purple

30. Anime or Manga?
depends on what it is

31. Beer or Wine?
NO.

32. Goth or Emo?
emo..-ish? (EMO ISNT GAY!!) ((and I dont wanna kill myself! *has zero pain tolerance*))

33. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
I dunno.. alot?

34. What is the most amount alcohol you ever drank in one day?
never

35. Cold or Hot?
hmm... cold icy storm to snuggle with someone? or hot day in the bahams on the beach to.. snuggle... *cough* with someone?

36. Favorite pair of pants?
dark boot-leg denim jeans ^^

37. Do you like your user name?
sorta kinna

38. Have you tried any drugs?
no

39. If you have? what drugs?
no

40. Do you have a myspace/Facebook page?
yuhh....

41. Pizza or Kebabs?
PIZZA! unless you know someone who'll make a kebab pizza... hmm...

42. Are you are nice person?
uh.. I dunno.. *stabs*

43. How old are you?
... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/19893322/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/19893322/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 08:48:48 PDT > Anyhoo. Ive been drawing only a little since my last update, due to serious rping and playing an mmorpg called mabinogi. But- I have been ding other stuff, too! Im not totally lazy *cough*.

So last night I was roleplaying at around 2 am then all of a sudden I was like- 'SHIT! Im a 20 year old now!' Raven screencapped it and uploaded it here.. [link]

haha.. >>

anyway- thanks for keeping up to date, and I love you all. even if you do stalk me- cuz then I stalk you back >D

=^_^=
3m0

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/19352565/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/19352565/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 10:38:38 PDT
this version 6 thing is so... confusing!! I LIKE THE OLD ONE BETTER!! DXX darn you, dA, for changing.. now I dont have the desire to upload anything! UHHG!!

I got a new cell phone.. and its purple. woooo!

..... lately I havent been up to doing much. I feel like a robot. Ive been working on some polymer clay pins that Id like to sell, and I got the felt I need to make my Hikaru plushie, I joined an orpg called mabinogi, Ive been coloring in my drawings on fireworks- (my mom got me some pastels and told me I should learn with real colors instead of digital all the time) Ive been so active and not tired at night, then sleep for seven hours in the morning. someone is in the process of buying us a house (I LOVE YOU!!) so well probably be movig soon. dad leaves on the 24th for germany (so much crap came along with that deal ..DX) and I turn 20 on the 11th of august. I feel like an old maid >>.

the other day I was wondering why no one was adding me on messenger from my page here because Id had my email up for so long. the next day, I swear, someone added me. I got scared. but he said he was a fan of my art, and that he lived in sydney where I just came from. (of course I immediately removed my email from my dA page)

Im still in the process of doing the art for the comment tags.. mandie, yume.. Im still doing you twos' art. give me time, pleeease..

....~END TRANSMISSION~....

=^_^=
3m0

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/19247434/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/19247434/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 04:36:07 PDT
OKAI- update on the artsss....

1:
A photographer in the making, Jonathan has captured many people's hearts and minds with his works. Not just for fun, but to make you think about what you're seeing as well. Also a cartoonist, he has a wonderful sense of humor that people just seem to want more of. His works include:
A: Sharp Dressed- [link]
B: Sister by the Creek- [link]
C: Prepface and Emoboy- [link]

2:
A random fangirl who loves drawing, Yume has made us laugh at some point or another with her ideas of what's funny. A colorist, she's made up some excellent works which contain:
A: You Will DIE From This- [link]
B: REDUNDANCY It's Redundant- [link]
C: Queen-cy Collab- [link]

3:
Another fangirl, Tyra has made some traditional profile layouts that should definitely be looked at. Her syle at drawing is unique and also should be taken a glance at. Here are a few of hers:
A: Gradient Indulgence- [link]
B: Gaia x3 This is my sn x3- [link]
C: Random Head- [link]

4:
A true artist, Amanda can really catch you off guard with her sense of humor. Drawing from anime style to accurate bodily functions, she's surprised many of us with her ability to create some very creative and emotive pictures that get our minds going and our hearts a-pumpin'. Here are some of her works:
A: Young Severus Snape pen-[link]
B: My Lucky Day- [link]
C: Love [link]

And thus finishes that half. as for the seconf half, your artwork will be in soon- here is the progress so far:

1) FINISHED
2) .... damn
3) FINISHED [link]
4) FINISHED [link]
5) ...uh... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18959221/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18959221/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 06:57:19 PDT > people who posted comments on my time-before-last journal entry.

1:
A photographer in the making, Jonathan has captured many people's hearts and minds with his works. Not just for fun, but to make you think about what you're seeing as well. Also a cartoonist, he has a wonderful sense of humor that people just seem to want more of. His works include:
A: Sharp Dressed- [link]
B: Sister by the Creek- [link]
C: Prepface and Emoboy- [link]

2:
A random fangirl who loves drawing, Yume has made us laugh at some point or another with her ideas of what's funny. A colorist, she's made up some excellent works which contain:
A: You Will DIE From This- [link]
B: REDUNDANCY It's Redundant- [link]
C: Queen-cy Collab- [link]

3:
Another fangirl, Tyra has made some traditional profile layouts that should definitely be looked at. Her syle at drawing is unique and also should be taken a glance at. Here are a few of hers:
A: Gradient Indulgence- [link]
B: Gaia x3 This is my sn x3- [link]
C: Random Head- [link]

4:
A true artist, Amanda can really catch you off guard with her sense of humor. Drawing from anime style to accurate bodily functions, she's surprised many of us with her ability to create some very creative and emotive pictures that get our minds going and our hearts a-pumpin'. Here are some of her works:
A: Young Severus Snape pen-[link]
B: My Lucky Day- [link]
C: Love [link]

And thus finishes that half. as for the seconf half, your artwork will be in soon- here is the progress so far:

1) mostly finished
2) changed subject (sorry, cant do whammy boys)
3) finished, needs coloring in
4) almost done
5) still in progress

I should have them done... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18790644/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18790644/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:17:35 PDT
Well, following the big 5 people to tag last journal (because Im obviously not loved by five other people...) I have actually started on many of their sketches.

Here are the lucky winners, in winning order, and the progress on their sketches (disclaimer-the sketch progress has absolutely nothing to do with favoritism...):

1) (even though he came up with the tag) idea in head
2) idea, started on it
3) idea in head
4) idea in head
5) concept on paper


Also, for these people to be appropriately featured, it appears that I need a subscription (don't blame me, I didn't know) which means that either A: I work without it; B: I find out how to get a subscription; C: I win/someone donates a subscription for the benefit of the situation (c'mon, you know you love me, please???????); or D: I cheat the system somehow and get banned.

But to cut to the chase, the following people won't get featured anyway if they don't post the tag by their 2 week deadline--



You have until 4:50pm Autralia Eastern Time (you do the math DX), Fri June 20 to post it. That's 8 days, including today.


OY. Have fun. *dies*

=^_^=-
3m0 (aka kodo)

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18682839/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18682839/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 13:48:04 PDT Go to Google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense. [Or that is awesome. :B]

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: Kodo needs to sway or get a neck brace. (o.O; do what now?)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: The white kodo looks anemic, the brown kodo looks like..... well brown (why am I being talked about as though Im a race of strange creature?!)

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: Kodo says classes are not enhanced, but they are! (for alimited time only, so get it while supplies last!)

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: kodo wants to update the JDOLOCKX to 1 (DONT ask... ><;; )

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: Kodo does and will always look ridiculous (yes, yes I do! XD)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: A compulsory sidenote: Kodo hates the taste (I couldnt find one with kodo, so I substituted it with my real name- but then I switched to kodo)

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
A: Kodo may at times ask for customers' personal information in order to provide our services, and we will treat that information with the highest standard of ... (because you know.. no spamming here *evil laughter heard*)

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.
A: So a 2 ton kodo goes around a chain.. (O_O)

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
A: Kodo likes to pick things up, bang them together, put objects into containers and take them out again, unzip our luggage and pull out all the clothes, ... (Im not a perv! << >> okay well yea, maybe a little, but- AHH!! you found my secret .__.;; )

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
A: My kodo eats gnomes for breakfast. (because theyre sooo tasty.. mmyeaah)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
A: Kodo wears herself out and feels humiliated. (HAH! and you thought itd be clothes )

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
A: Kodo was arrested several times. Included in the charges were shoplifting in Fort Worth, and robbery in Oklahoma City. (lock down your valuables, people!!


(ps- some of these had to be done with my real name, considering kodo is also a creature on a videogame that I didnt know existed until about three weeks ago )

I tag........


Anyway, I have a special offer for those who cared to read this far:
This is sort of a double feature:

Get Posted

The first 10 (ten) deviants who post in this journal will be featured. I will go though your gallery and choose three of your deviations I like the most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that?

The catch?

You have to put this in your journal as well if you posted. And I will leave this part up for a long time. And remember this: if you don't post this in your journal, I'm not going to put your art up. I'm serious.

And tell me when you post this, you all have about...two weeks.

and

Get Sketches

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch for free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 free sketches, link the journal entry... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18538167/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18538167/ Wed, 28 May 2008 04:48:20 PDT
so- on the third of June.. my dad and I go to new zealand then to australia for a month. I dunno about updating anything, but I'll try. just to letchyall know just in caseI disappear for while. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! *hugs eeryone* and thanks SO much for al of your support- its- supporting!

June 3 - July 1


=^_^=
3m0

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18144146/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18144146/ Sat, 03 May 2008 06:30:45 PDT
Alright- so yesterday started with my dads friend, Mohammed, coming to our apartment with his mom and our driver, also named Mohammed. (But to make things easier we'll call this one 'cheoffer' even though he sucked at that *cough*) we had tea and water and some sweets.. dad and Mohammed talked about stuff, and Cheoffer Mohammed gace his two cents worth about something on computer prgraming.. or something.. anyway- afterward we went to the house of a family that speaks NO english.

The father's name? Mohammed. The eldest son's name? Mohammed.. Oo is it just me or am I seeing a pattern here? The daughter's na I dont think I ever ound out, but she was 20, and even though she knew less english than I knew arabic, and we had no translator, I managed to get something out of her. Thank you sis, for going to Arabic class!! This is what I managed to get from her: she's studying to be a lawyer like her father, she has a room to herself while her three brothers share, and she likes to watch tom and jerry. I managed to tell her that my sister has a niece, Im learning to write books, and I like to draw. I showed her some of my drawings ad she was O-O over them. Then, (Friday is like sunday for the christians- thats the big day for worship) the guys went to the mosque to pray and us ladies stayed behind. We were watching the sermon in their family room, and as always when someone talking like that, I fell asleep. Well not SOUND asleep, cuz I remember thinking about how to draw folded lace and how to shadow it to give the right representation of it beig folded. The girl tapped my arm and offered that I lay on her bed to sleep. So I did. I was up twenty minutes later due to her bed being so HARD. I made a joke about it by hitting the bed then shaking my hand like it hurt. But her pillowwere hard too!! DX

We left there soon after and started driving toward Cairo, where we stopped at a gas station. And unlike the normal gas stations there, this one looked american! We went in and they had the aisles on the right side with the coolers on the walls where they have the drinks. On the right side was a small cafe where people smoked

Afterward we went up to the Giza plateau where the pyramids are, and took a horse-drawn buggy around to see the three pyramids. Did you know that there are actually 12 in the area? And that each stone used is limstone- not native to the area? And that each stone weighs between two tons and ten tons? There's lots to be learned there.. But our tour guide (who's name was -shock- Mohammed) often would say 'Excuse me?' Say something about the pyramids then, 'Do you understand' (thus is why I named my journal as I did ><; ) We stopped to look at a camel a guy had on the side of the road up there, and I wanted my picture took with it. Instead, the guy told me to get ON the camel. I did, but I asked him not to make the camel get up. He did anyway. Let me tell you, that is something to be experienced. First the camel heaaaves backward to get its front legs up, then heaaves backward to get its back legs up. I was holding on to theat saddle horn for dear life. Then Mohammed our guide, told me to put my finger out like I was touching the top of the pyramid so he could get a picture. 'Wait- you want me to let GO?!' I asked, almost shouting. He laughed and nodded. My knuckles werealready white from gripping that saddle, but I did it anyway. Then he said to smile- HAH! He cant see my face, I could have had my tongue sticking out! (which I did for most of the pics XD). Then the camel got down and I got back on the buggy. Dad just laughed at me. After that little tour was over, (I never did get to ride a hirse ;_; ) we drove around once more in the car and went to the front of the pyramids whre Abul Hool (the sphinx) is, and I got a -bad- picture of that from the car wndow. Face of a man, torso of a woman, and body of a lion. He's smaller than I thought he was.. Also I learned why the pyramids are up on a plateau instead of lower down. A long time ago the Nile river would flood terribly, (where Giza and Cairo are now) that the pharoahs didn't want their relatives to be near it, andsomething to do with the dead and water touching them.. or something.. now theres a big dam that prevents flooding to the area.

Then we drove from Giza city into Cairo and saw lots of beautiful old mosques. We stopped at one to pray, and in the courtyard was this somewhat enclosed place with faucets to wash up. It was very pleasant. Afterward we went driving around again, and Mohammed (the first guy) started to complain that he was hungry.. onehing about Egypt is that they're constantly eating, and when they eat, its so MUCH. We got more picture around town, then after sunset we were in the area of Al Azhar universit... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18046848/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/18046848/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 23:48:01 PDT
theres soo much to see and take in here- people honking, driving freaky-like, and such.. but even then- Ive taken lotsa pics, and plan to upload (some of) them soon. unfortunately havent been to giza yet, but- today (the 27) we might go. dad, of course, is here for recording tv shows for a channel, Im along for the ride we've been to tanta (uhm.. west-ish of cairo?) and yesterday spent the day in alxandria, right on the mediteranean. dad got photos of me fishing out a huge piece of driftwood from the water ><;

the streets were CROWDED- not only with cars, but people, buggies, horses, donkeys, vendors, trash... the list goes on. oh yea.. and cats!! those cutesy wittle kitty-witties wif their big earsy-wearsies!! .... <<; >>; uhhhmm.. yea. anywayy..

we got to meet some of my dads old friends from a million years ago- the guy who helped him become muslim (about 17 yrs ago) one guy thay used to live in our area in virginia (and his two ADORABLE daughters who are now 12 and 9) and the guy that lived up in NY that did alot of volunteer work for my dad- he lives in cairo with his wife and three sons- (about 11, 9, and 7) who should be taking me sightseeing today another dude from NY (whom I used to have a crush on x////x) is coming also, becuase hes originally egyptian and was visiting saudi arabia, and is now gunna be here.. (I told myself I was over him, but still.. >///>;; )


also, as youve noticed, Ive changed my avatar! which is strange for me, considering Ive that same one ever since I joined dA... enjoy!

uuuuhhhhmmm.................


ahh.......


I forget what else.

=^_^=
3m0 (aka pikaslap! XDD)

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17983541/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17983541/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:59:47 PDT
(taken from 's journal at [link] read the whole article there.. and if you agree with this, copy/paste into your jounal as well..)


"".... Tragedies: In life, one tragedy is not bigger than any others' and they have a right in thinking so. For them their tragedy is the greatest in the world.

Racists: Here's a BIG one. I was talking to my friend whom is a Muslim... She had this video on youtube with VERY racist comments on Spanish Muslims... I mean COME ON! I'm Spanish and I thought these comments were dreadful! " [link] " So I wrote...
" Okay my dear listen. I am a Christian I disagree with what you are saying. Women were given rights first by the Muslims, not by Catholics considering Catholics still thought that we (Women) had no souls and were just walking dolls used for mens' pleasure. Any one here being racist should remember what we Catholics, Christians, And ANY Other Religion has done.All of man kind is equal and we all have our own rights.If any of us were arrested we would have the right to remain silent, when we're born we are given the right to live. Life is life. All of humanity is capable of the same things. Look at the holocaust for one, it wasn't God who did it, it was man kind. ~Adrienne R. Age 14." and some one replied...
"OMG! Alhamdellah! If ur not In Harvard or Princeton University you should be! I bet ur IQ is soo high. I wish i can have a person like u running our country. Dude u rock! Thats what im Talking About RavenDarknessQueen!!!" .... ""

go read the rest.... theres ALOT more to the story..


=^_^=
3m0

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17920116/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17920116/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:03:57 PDT Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: Dance to each song as they play in front of an open window with no shirt on
Step 6: TAG!!

(SOMEONE IS TRYING TO TAKE OVER THIS JOURNAL ENTRY!! you can guess who... XDD; )

1: Dont wanna be an american idiot (DUH..) - American Idiot, Green Day- guessed by:
2: I walk a lonely road, the only one I have ever known - Boulevard of Broken Dreams, Green Day - guessed by:
3: Memories consume, like opening the wound.. - Breaking the Habit, Linkin Park - guessed by:
4: Forunate is he...
5: Distant flickering, scene of scenery- Imogen Heap- guessed by
6: If you ask me, why do I stand here, so unafraid of everything around me..
7: It starts with one thing: dont know why, it doesnt even matter how hard we try.. - In the End, Linkin Park - guessed by
8: A little boy went first day at school, he got some colors and started to draw - Flowers Are Red, Zain Bhika (orginal by harry chapin ) guessed by:
9: Its happenen more and more each day, these drugs makin my friends crazy
10: How the hell'd we wind up like this? - Someday, Nickleback - guessedby:
11: Ocapla alhamdulilah, syukur kipada Allah
12: Im not a perfect person- theres many things I wish I didnt do.. - The Reason, Hoobastank - guessed by:
13: I wonder how you know- if that it be Tokyo- if you seen it, then you mean it, then you know you have to go- fasobayo! - Tokyo Frift, Teriyaki Boyz - guessed by (believe it or not..)
14: I am unwritten, cant read my mind, Im undefined.. - Unwritten, Natasha Bedingfield - guessed by:
15: In this fair world.. theres no blood... theres no alibi - What I've Done, Linkin Park - guessed by: (SHOCK)
16: I am just a rock, and every day I sit and watch the sky
17: Bimullah kanda la bismillah
18: Did you ever hear about the boy who ate and ate and ate?
19: How great the wonder of the heavens- and the timeless wonder of the night?
20: She wakes early in the morning with a smile, and she holds my head up high
21: In sa'altum an eelahi fahua rahmanu... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17864612/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17864612/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 13:10:50 PDT

>> no one probably cares about thisanyway,but-

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 5. No tag-backs.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
__________________________________________________________________________

I bite my fingernails

I hate spinach (and old sushi.. EW!)

I wear kohl (eyeliner) thickly on my lower eyelids

I have a brown mole on the left side of my gut (under my rib cage)

Im a very jealous person

I want to be accepted for who I am

I love anime like a drug

I wear tons of bracelets


now I tag:


(random deviant... =// )



UHG- Im gunna go die now... x-x


DONT FORGET TO ADD MY LITERATURE ACCOUNT, TOO!!

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17804319/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17804319/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 23:11:27 PDT







PLEASE add me here... it'll be a slow transition, moving everything over, but please be patient. I already have some new stuff over there, if ya wanna go check it out. ADD ME PLEASE!!

reason? uh.. mostly I dont like my username, its hard to remember, type, spell, and explain to people why I have it. SO- is the place to be, yall!! XD;






=^_^=
3m0
aka kodo
aka mariam
aka marioomah
aka nekodo

I HATE having so many nick-names >>;;

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17595729/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17595729/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:08:25 PDT ....
....
....
ok, Im good now... *ahem* so... theres this brick building in downtown falls church (virginia) with the words 'anime pavilion' on the side. its been there for over a year, and it never, EVER occured to me what it was until about a week ago.... 'ANIME' and ' PAVILION' .... DUUUHH!!! :smack: I felt like a retard, but- today I had meh best buddie wendy take me down there, and it. was. AWESOME!! forget that it was in a basement, they had anime, manga, shirts, posters, pins, patches, PLUSHIES, hats, cards, CD's, and SOOO much more!! I was starry eyed the ENTIRE time. I got the second volume of meru puri, a couple of fruits basket pins and a bleach keychain. I was soo excited!! also,there were alot of geeky teens there who played the yu gi oh card game- they were so cute, talking about which cards were stronger and whos could beat whos, and I was just like *__* the whoole time. the workers came up and were like, 'you need help with anything?' and I shook my head and said, 'nope- Im in heaven right now..' *heavy sigh* ahh.... so that was my day... omg, I wanna go back now...

=^_^=
kodo aka
3m0 aka
nekodo aka
kathryn aka
mariam aka
maryoomoh

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17339330/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17339330/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 22:15:31 PDT
well- first off, we have an xbox 360! I know it sounds corny that we got one just now, but it was SO time for an update. along with the 13 games it came with, we got elder scrolls IV: oblivion (I LOVED morrowind ^^), lego star wars (the original trilogy- anyone for cinnamon buns? XD; ), and eternal sonata (I still cant get past the stupid rat boss.. >> ) and Im loving every minute of it ><.

okay, now that Ive stated my happy news, I have.. other news in the world of Kodo-chan. yesterday at about 12 am I was taking out the garbage when I slipped and fell, slicing the skin from my knee off, along with some skin from my left thigh, making it incredably painful stand for very long. I also hit my head on my left temple, creating a throbbing swollen area over my eye. also the palms of my hands were scraped, too. talk about owie. but now I cant lie on my left side, which is the side I lay on to sleep. double owie, because when I wake up tomorrow morning I am going to be CRAMPED.

lessee... ah yes... we're planning on moving. and not just an in-town move, either. it seems we'll be goin to sunny california!! san diego area, to be exact. the plan is to move in summer, about june or july, so right now the house is up-side down from our crap that just keeps getting piled higher and deeper. my room is a disaster area. Im on my (dads) laptop right now because I cant get on my desk top... mom says it WILL be finished tomorrow. except about my leg, you ask? work a while, stop a while, work a while, stop a while... and take ibuprofen. sympathy? uhm... not really. just checked to make sure my eyes still worked... love you too, mom...

on another note, I have two additions to my plushie collection!! theyre both monkeys- the boy is samson and the girl is julietta. shes from that thing called the littlest pet shop- my mom got her for me, even though according to her I should be acting more my age. makes ya wonder how she expects that to happen when she keeps buying me plushies, dont it? but now at least pookie and checkers wont be so lonely. not to mention poor kyo. hes still mad I left him on my bookshelf on top of my fish's aquarium.

hmm... dads overseas, which means I have about a month to get things organized here online and in my room and go through my stuff (ie clothes, etc) to git rid of and to clean in general. unfortunately the entire kitchen is DIS-GUST-ING. I wish I could stand to clean it.. Id be doing that instead of sitting on my bed burning up in my 200-watt power lit-up room wishing I had sheets on my bed and a floor to walk on. for those of you who have noticed I havent been on lately, you now know why. 1: I cant get to my desktop. 2: we have a new toy now- the 360. and 3: were moving. so, gomen. sooooorry

is there more? no, I dont think so. for those of you who have come this far, I love you for caring. for those of you who deleted the message saying that there was a new journal entry for 3m0cLoWn, I wonder- whyd you subscribe in the first place? Oo; yea... ohh!! there was one more thing.. I have more pics I want to upload, but I just havent had the time to yet. I will, dont worry, just be patient! unfortunately I havent done anything original by pen or pencil, or else Id be putting that up instead. uhhhhmm.... yea. now thats it. sorry for writing so much, but I really feel better now that Ive gotten this out. yeaaa... love you all!! ^^

=^_^=
kodo aka
nekodo aka
kathryn aka
mariam aka
marioomoh

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17121277/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17121277/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:24:37 PST >>; I didnt need to be tagged, but- I felt the luurve only a little brother like you could give. ><;;

first- eight random things no one really cares about hearing from me:

1: I like to roleplay on messenger

2: Im lazy

3: I like to cook, but hate cleaning

4: Im a homophobe

5: I speak three languages- english, texmex, and stupid

6: the most common nickname I have is ninja. go figure

7: I hate spam mail

8: I dont like strawberries

so...nobody gets tagged for that one. I kind of think it's rather lame.

next-
I like this one, behold! a DA quiz-thing!
DeviantArt Survey
Just answer the following questions.
yea... >>;

1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?
3m0cLoWn. my mom and I were walking through a hotel lobby once and some kids saw us- (keep in mind we're both all dressed in black from head to toe) and one kid said- 'what are they, clowns?' my mom turned to me and said 'we are some saaad clows..' I replied- 'we're emo clowns! ^o^'

2) What is your icon/avatar?
the cast from ouran high school host club

3) Why did you join this site?
I found it one day and didnt actually use it till fall of last year

4) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
ouran high school host club

5) Were any of the fandoms you have currently brought about by this site?
yes- jet set radio future!! XD

6) Look into your stats. What is your:
- Most Favorited Deviation:
pyro maniac- 11 favs XD

- Most Viewed Deviation:
haruhi-tamaki is love wallpaper with 193!

- Most Commented Deviation:
character meme- 59 comments Oo..

7) How many watchers do you have at this moment?
16! >.<

8) First ever watcher?
uhm.. I forget her username, but it was Aisha Thompson down in NZ ^^

9) How many pageviews do you have at this moment?
1,062- thank you all, BTW!

10) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"?
Deviously Deviant (ehich I really dont think I am..)

11) What is your most "meaningful" work?
Hikaru-Haruhi Valentine, probably ^^

12) Best COMPLETED piece you ever did?
same

13) Work that took the longest?
mm... same?

14) DA artist who has influenced you the most?
eh.. ?

15) What is currently the funnest thing to draw?
anime, of course!

Easiest thing to draw?
leaves XD;

16) Your first ever giftart was to:
it was actually a trade

First ever giftart received was from:
she hasnt gave me mine yet! ;_;

17) How many clubs are you in?
one, but I did ask to join in a bleach one

18) How long have you been here?
Jul 25, 2007, 10:30 PM!

19) Are you on any other art sites?
nawh, but Im on a couple of writing ones!

20) Can you remember the old DA layout?
there was an old one?

21) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site?
if not more..


I tag- because I know she LOVES being tagged *hides from her wrath*

=^_^=
kodo aka
3m0

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17082666/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/17082666/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 01:10:08 PST <;;
ps. Im going to michigainthis weekend. BUUUUUUTT!!! dads buyin me an apple laptop!! WOOHOO!!! XDDDD

RULES:
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you


1. The age you will be on your next birthday:
[link]
=___= aug 11, baby!!

2. A place you'd like to travel:
[link]
buy me a ticket for my b-day, anyone? >3<

3. Your favorite place:
[link]
I technically should be in mine right now... (its 3:31 am o.o)

4. Your favorite object:
[link]
manga... manga... manga... =_= I love life

5. Favorite food:
[link]
and its not just cuz I like Japan, either!

6. Your favorite animal:
[link]
but my shippo's prettiest of em all!!!


7. Your favorite color:
[link]
purple PWNS ALL!!


8. The town/state/etc in which you live:
[link]
this is right by the train station


9. Name of past pet:
[link]
... my kitten was rosie....

10. A dream come true:
[link]
dads gettin me a real tomorrow! (hopefully)

11. Your nickname/screenname:
[link]
apparently kodo is sone kind of creature in a video game? Oo...

12. Middle name:
[link]
theres an anime girl named louise. okay. ...

13. Favorite Smell:
[link]
this stuff... mmm... soooo niiice...

14. Bad habit of yours:
[link]
I thinkyou get the idea...

15. Your first job:
[link]
except our bags were on rolls, and were plastic- we also had boxes..
"would you like a box with that bag, mam?"

16. Favorite Movie:
[link]
haha... ahahaha... love that movie

17. What are you doing right now?
[link]
trying to stay awake at 4 am

18. Whats The Weather Like?
[link]
cold and windy

19. Favourite Sport:
[link]
booyeah

20. Favourite Music/Style/Band:
[link]
XD

....and thats all I havetosay about that. to all a good night, and may God bless

=^_^=
kodo aka
nekodo aka
mariam aka
kathryn

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/16974311/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/16974311/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:00:11 PST >; so... pics were... bleh. I took pics of kiwi and a little of outside and the apartment, but other than that- bleh... nothing DX. and I wanted to see the sears toweeeer!!! GAHH!! oh well.. *disappointed*

NOW FOR ZEH BAD NEWS! tomorrow we go to san diego- that means were leaving again. URGH. but its only till sunday, so its not too bad. I'll update when we get back. and HOPEFULLY I'll have some decent pictures!! pfffft... >> anyywaaaaayyy.... till I get back- ja ne!!

=^_^=
3m0 aka
kodo aka
nekodo aka
kathryn aka
mariam
._.

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/16755860/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/16755860/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 14:39:04 PST

=^_^=
3mo aka
kodo aka
nekodo aa
kathryn

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/16540406/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/16540406/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 16:59:07 PST [link]

~~~

heres my DA family list so far:


husband:


wife:


daughter:


son:


brother:


sister:


uncle:


aunt:


niece:


nephew:


grandmother:


grandfather:


boyfriend:


girlfriend:


mistress:


lover:


dirty little secret:


BFF:


WFF:


person I am currently stalking:

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~will update this when I have time~

...yea...
I tag... whoever reads this. >_< XD

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3m0 aka
kodo aka
nekodo aka
kathryn

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it first started when I joined a roleplay group on a website- and invited a special friend of mine, cya (real name not mentioned for any of them), to join, too.we had a lot of fun there, and often would talk to theothers of the group and bacame fast friends. soon after, moribelle began talking often to cya, and they hit it off quickly. I didnt know they would rp (roleplay) by themselves until I saw cya had something mentioned in her ID name on messenger. when I asked her about it, she said that she and moribelle were rping together- soon afterward moribelle IMed me, and we began talking, and rping.

then raven and lari were often speaking, and I was feeling a little alone- left out. I then noticed none of them would talk to me unless I said something first. one day raven IMed me, because she was bored- lari was at work, and couldnt be on. raven and I began rping for about a couple of weeks until she was grounded. she began calling me every day, and asked for laris number- and didnt ever call me again. as soon as she had her computer back, she didnt IM me. when I talked to her, she said she was busy and had a life- but it felt the way she said it was very cold and hurtful- even if it was typed.

it wasnt until about a month ago I realized that when moribelle took cya from me that I was jealous. I often didnt want to talk to her because I was afraid I would get upset at her and she wouldnt understand why. she was always nice, optimistic, and friendly to me, so I felt a little guilty- but then recently she said she was giving up anime, manga, and roleplaying, because it was tearing her life apart. I'll admit the first thing I felt was relief- that Id have cya back for myself again, but immediately felt bad about that- and a little sorry she was leaving. afterward I was a little glad moribelle was gone, sad she was gone, but happy I had cya back again. two days later, I saw on cyas tagline that moribelle and her were rping again. when I asked moribelle- she said she wasnt giving up anything after all. she didnt even tell me. she went straight to cya. I felt left out- again.

also, lately lari hasnt been talking to me, period. when I had put in my tagline that I felt like an empty shell of a jealous girl, she put in her own tagline that apparently I needed to learn what it was like to be an empty shell. when I put in my own for her to shut up, that she wasnt making things better, she blocked me and put: "Meh. Fine then. Remind me next time to wonder why I even need motive to unblock you, Kathryn." I nearly cried. never- in the entire time I knew her, had I EVER been mean to her, or said bad things to her, unless we were playing around. and the second I did, she blocked me and hasnt responded. she may be the most pessimistic of people, but I would never hold a grudge against her. I told her once that Id always be there for her, and that I didnt want her to be hurt, and I meant it. I still feel that way, even if she does block me from her life. I made one mistake and she thinks Ive turned against her- which isnt true. I was feeling upset and alone- she knows Im not a depressed kind of person, so when I told her to shutup, why didnt she realize something was wrong? instead of asking me what was the matter, she threw me away!

also... I noticed that belle and cya had made up a story about their characters, and used names that cya and I had thought up for our story. 'saruwatari' being one of them. I remember looking that name up, too. we would have made our story, too, had it not been for my awful memory span. Im jealous, cya. not just playful jealous, either. Im upset jealous, and Im upset you used stuff that we were going to use for our story, and from different rps that didnt have anything to do with belle.

all I want is someone to be there for me and to understand me and be concerned for me. ever since I can remember, Ive always that been the one left out, and no one would play with me, unless I asked them to. now... I feel like a burden to them all. I havent talked to any of them unless I IMed first; except for moribelle. perhaps... I'll drop them all? considering Im the odd one out, the fifth of the group, I might. would they notice? moribelle might. I think out of everything, I feel invisible. a 'mister cellophane', if you will. the saddest part is, Ive never rambled on and on so much about myself and had so much self-pity that it made me cry for an hour straight.

Im usually not this self-centered, but- I feel like I need to say something- guys, Im sorry. Im sorry Im a burden to you, Im sorry if I wasted your time, and most of all, lari, Im sorry I made you feel worse than you already do. please, find it in your heart to forgive me- all of you- and do... ]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/15874797/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/15874797/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:58:02 PST _>. when I do post that entry, Im going to put up pictures of our work, too. those were a hard three days, and Im still feeling tired over it. but- wendy did take me, joehn, and marissa lasertagging yesterday. that was really fun, but- poor john was so jealous and feeling left out because he thought I was spending more time with marissa. I tried explaining to him that I knew how he felt (I really do... *shudders*) and that I cant devote ALL my time to him, and I cant devote ALL my time to her either, because theres two people to share the time with. but, hes 10, what can I say? personally I think he needs to stop acting like a baby and try to get along with marissa. just because she picked the crap out of him when they were little doesnt mean he should hold this grudge against her now. they dont get along, but john can give some of the dirtiest looks known to man. we went to cicis the other day and wendy had put me in charge while she and my mom went up to starbucks. him, me, and marissa were in the game room (along with a whole lot of other kids) and john decided he was still hungry and was about to get some more to eat, but I told him to stay in the game room because we were almost done and was about to go. he kept walking, so I went up and grabbed his shoulder so hed stay in, but he turned quickly and hit me, glaring at me with such hatred in his eyes I thought he was about to hit me again. I pushed him against one of the game consols (<--- *doesnt know if thats spelled correctly*) and told him not to hurt me, and that he had to do waht I said, his mother put me in charge. he said I wasnt, and that I had no right to stop him. I replied that he it was the truth, and that if he had a problem with that, hed have to talk to his mother. so, when they came back, he told her (I forced him to, because hes intimidated by her) and she told him that I was right, and that I had the right to drag his ass out of the damn store (her exact eords) when hes acting like a two year old, and treat him as such, in front of God and everybody. I agreed, and when thye walked ahead of me, he turned his head back adn glared at me once more, pushing all his hatred toward me with that one glance. I stared back, not berakinghis gaze until he looked away. he was jealous, thats all. but because he has no siblings and lives with his mother alone, hes not used to having peoples attention go anywhere except on him. and when I, knowing him since he was four, gave my attention to someone else in his presence (that he especially didnt like) became so furiously jealous he began making a scene and doing bad things just for attention. because even bad attention is still attention. he stillis upset with me, but I dont really care. hell get over it, I know he will. its a part of growing up.

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3m0

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Age- 16

Sex- f

Hair- long black, almost blue

Eyes- bright yellow

Clothing- navy blue skirt and white and navy sailor shirt

Extra Accessories- thin rimmed eyeglasses

Worn outside of school- anything comfortable, but stylish

School Background- an excellent student, Kotoko spends a lot of time studying, and tries to be mature, but often finds herself acting oppositely,
despite her best efforts.

History- lives with her elder brother, Komari, and her parents who are often on business researching the history of blind three-tailed multi-colored
round-eared four-eyed dream dragons.
kotoko's often lead a carefree life, and doesnt really care what others think- if shes happy, thats all that matters.

personality- has a hard struggle keeping her inner chibi from appearing. it will often come out when she's in a weak state- hungry, tired, etc.
she has a good heart, but most times will do things to reach her own goals and desires, often defying others.

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/15644748/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/15644748/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 04:32:27 PST
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 10

ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just "brown" or "pink", you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[ ] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 9

MUSICAL NERD
[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 0

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours
[ ] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 8

COMPUTER NERD:
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[ ] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online
[ ] You can type really, really fast.

COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 7

total points: 34

am tired nao. me sleep.

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/15600887/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/15600887/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:00:35 PST dad left yesterday for india. mom was supposed to go with him, except the idiot who was booking the tickets misunderstood something somewhere and deleted her ticket. I was SOO looking forward to soe time alone. while I love my parents dearly, I dont think I could take much longer. first of all, my dad is one of those control freaks- he wants everything done the way HE says... no exceptions. then mom is nosey. she wants to know who Im talking to, what their names are- etc. etc. etc.... Im 19, for heavens' sake! leave me alone! >_> anyway, dads in india for about a month, and mom has health problems, so probably is going to in bed alot. -__- which is fine by me. I want my space- even if it is about 6' by 7' of walking space. speaking of which, my sister is coming next month with her daughter. shes been gone for six months, and we miss her (the baby ) alot. and shes getting the larger room which hasnt been occupied for six months except for some boxes. I originally had that room, but when sis got pregnant, we had to move everything of mine into the small room. which was a pain, considering my desk is huge, and the doorway isnt. I scratched the hallway trying to get it through! its hard to get to my books, which are in a tiny cubby between my desk and wardrobe. I just set up my printer about a week ago, which I didnt do since I got my computer back in march. I didnt because I didnt thinkthere was enough room on my desk- but Im glad I finally did, because theres a scanner. if only id known sooner 9_9... oh well. Im just babbling now. and now I sound so self-centered, but- I suppose thats what happens when theres problems in your life and you dont have others to worry about.... except mom. she leftfor her doctors appointment this morning and left me behind. I was up late last night, but I had thought I was going with her. she thinks that she'll be okay onher own, but- she's not as young as she once was. suffering from MDS, or Milo Dysplatic Syndrome- or something. the medication shes taking is only slowing down the process of her dying, but there is no cure for it. dads currently trying to get some meds for her while hes in india, because its very cheap there, and he knows doctors who live there. for now, though, we wait. that is all.

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3m0

ps. am currently taking requests for drawing (am currently brain dead for it, but- my fingers are itching to draw....)

]]> ~3m0cLoWn http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/14968568/ http://3m0cLoWn.deviantart.com/journal/14968568/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:17:24 PDT ___< Im so getting in trouble for that... >_>; page, then you would've notice I was first on her list. why, I wonder? *shrugs* she's a weirdo like I am, I suppose. we both have infatuations on ouran and (me somewhat) on labyrinth... which reminds me- I got the manga for it and cant WAIT until the second one comes... I hate cliffhangers. x_x another thing- I am currently studying to be an author myslef, and hope to one day write many great things... ^_^ *hope against hope* also Im teaching myself how to draw, and use the program called fireworks to color in my stuff- which is a pain in the ass, considering I only know the basics... anyhoo, my favorite animes are ouran high school host club, fruits basket, code geass, tokyo mew mew, and chibi vampire. my mangas are dnangel, host club and fruits basket, along with return to labyrinth. if youd like, you can visit my blog page at [link] ciao!!

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3m0

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I may be either hyper or emo, but never both atthe same time... sad, aint it?
aaand yea. Im perverted. so what?! arent we all in some deserted place in our minds?

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