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                <title>Worst Withdrawal</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:25:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really, really hate this. I've been wasted for 9 months, 9 months I will never get back. I hate the way I've done things, I hate the way I've been rejected, I've hate all the bad things leading up to what happened today.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>In need of encouragement.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2009 19:26:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello, again<br /><br />Man, this is gonna be one of the biggest challenges I've ever had. How will I attract Honey again?<br /><br />Obviously, I'm not gonna simply move on, as it just makes me like a lazy quitter, which won't really make me any better. I wouldn't simply submit if I wanted something really badly; I'd have to work for it. I need to try harder, even though the odds are stacked against me.<br /><br />I will admit the guy's got the advantage of attracting her away from me. He is also assumed to see her at school every day, or may even be a neighbor. I can't even tell what the more probable reaction is.<br /><br />I'll admit I may only see her 1-4 times a week, but I do have some, even if a little knowledge about her. I guess I can assume what makes her tick. I also have a potential advantage/disadvantage of being around her parents. Maybe God could even be on my side (who knows?).<br /><br />I guess I could try to think of ways to re-attract her, maybe like:<br /><br />-putting on some sort of good performance (ie: acting, singing, etc.)<br />-setting a good example around her parents (esp. stepdad)<br />-improving social skills (must-have)<br /><br />I guess that's all I can think of. I'm hoping to go against these sudden obstacles. Wish me luck, I guess.<br /><br />P.S. I accept any suggestions.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Into Imagination</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 19:58:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi.<br /><br />Lately, I've been delving into my imagination more often. It seems like I either don't want to get back into real life, or my imagination gets mixed with real life. I'm also getting pounded by home and school. I wish I could just be my own person for a while. I dislike this point in life. I wish my parents never had these stress problems they usually have. I am just repelled by my parent's behaviors over the past few months. I guess all I have left is the Holy Trinity (God, Jesus, and the Holy Ghost) my 11 close friends (Manny, Michael, Jonathan, Kevin, Julito, Gerardo, Nena, Vicky, Mike, and Tevin), and my girlfriend (sort of) Dtahany. I wonder when all this misery and anger will end. That will be the day...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Worsening Within.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 14:02:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, my problem with Da 5 has been resolved (for the most part). However, I have been told by my girlfriend Dtahany that she will be leaving back to Arizona or Mexico in a year or two. Just when I thought I had a miracle, I guess it was temporary. Well, since I don't have any taste on any other girl I've known, I've decided tackle a near-impossible task: seriously devote to my band, and try to make a nationwide tour, starting in Camden, my hometown and current city, and ending wherever city she moves to. This will take a few years to work, but it could happen. In the meantime, I will try to make her next year or two here feel great. I hope to see her again out west, and I hope we're both still together again. I mean this as a personal promise.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>AAAAGGGHHHHH!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Aug 2008 20:20:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My 8th grade year just went to hell!<br /><br />A few weeks ago, I told a fellow classmate that her friend (the one I formerly loved) was a whore, and I didn't care if she told. And so, she got very pissed and started flaming my inbox with threats, blasphemy, a bunch of names, and saying gay comments.<br /><br />I would have came up with better stuff had I have thought of it at that time. Well, I'm not really mad, as shrieked by her. I simply built up my defense of words and set up plots against her, one of which gave me the inspiration for "The Dickrider", calling her little group "Da 5" (NPMNS) a bunch of dickriders.<br /><br />Where it got worse:<br /><br />As I got to school for Orientation (sucks, right?), I was told that I might potentially be in the exact same class next year because we have to do Spanish II. I believe there might be a 3 on 5 fight, with my boys and I winning, because of our high quality structures. Before that, though, my friends and I got some pranks to pull next year.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My School Life.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:01:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School would be, for the most part, boring if I was the same as everyone else. I am one of the only 3 in my class to be, for the most part, different. I am different from everybody for the good of my life. These are some differences:<br /><br />For example, everybody in my class listens to the pop of today (hip-hop, rap, etc.), and I may listen to it sometimes, but I am more of a rock/alternative person, along with my 2 friends.<br /><br />Another example that sets us apart is that we all have social places in the class. When a few people in my class gets supported by the rest of the class, we three get opposed by the class. However, we get highly respected by the rest of the grade, which is pretty much balanced out.<br /><br />A similar example is our different social groups. Everyone else gets to theirs with no problem, while we get name-called and yelled at by the rest of the class. If a girl group calls us homos, we call them dikes. If a guy group calls us the same, we say touchÃ¨. They also tell on the teacher so he/she can separate our little group (that's so b/s).<br /><br />Another example is the negativity of the class. My class is so negative, you'd have to say "no homo" after each sentence. At that point, that's a serious negativity problem.<br /><br />Yet another is the extreme hypocrisy of the class. All of them curse just to be tough. However, when one word slips out for some people, it is a ratting strike (if you know what I mean), and it is just awful (girls in the class predominantly do these things). Also, they claim to be rockstars (doing the "rock on" sign, listening to Party Like A Rockstar, wearing hoodies, bookbags, and belts with a guitar on them, etc.), yet when we go to put real rock music, everybody dislikes it. That is just retarded.<br /><br />Similarly, another example is the snitching of the class. Most people out on the streets follow some sort of no snitching policy. They don't rat on their little friends. We don't rat out on them, yet they try many times to rat on us, with little success. This is just wrong.<br /><br />Finally, one example is taking advantage of others' morality. They take advantage of free items given away by generous people. They do this to the point where we have to take away things from people. It's like Capture the Flag, except it is in real life.<br /><br />These are the major differences that set my 2 friends and I apart from the rest of the class. I am so ashamed of my class because of these things. Hopefully, my 8th grade class next year won't be so disappointing. My 2 friends are:<br /><br /><a href="http://ModernYasha.deviantart.com">[link]</a><br /><br />and<br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/359458519">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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