http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:666Blasphemous-Angel&section=today deviantART RSS for by:666Blasphemous-Angel en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 16:21:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18478321/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18478321/ Sat, 24 May 2008 11:42:59 PDT Some one who understands, and doesn't get frustrated because they dont. . . .
But, they've all gone.

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So I've recently been going through an artist streak.
Im in the middle of making a drawing, and 4 paintings.

Yup yup.
I use to hate painting with a passion because I just couldn't do it.
I dont know what happend but Im kick ass at painting now!
xD
I've finished one already.
And another one I'll prolly finish here soon.
There's no way Im not going to upload these things.
You guys will love them I promise.
So expect some uploads from me.


]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/13879876/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/13879876/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 21:08:26 PDT Like me.
Im not even going to buy the book till I can get the hard cover set of all 7.
So if anyone's done with it, Id love you forever if you would let me borrow it.
xD

]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/11677201/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/11677201/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 21:58:03 PST Not really.
>.<
Ew.
Anyways, Im currently working on a new 7 sins story.
"7 Different Ways to Die."
It has a plot and every thing!

And as I write it i'll post it up on here k?
K!

]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/9595444/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/9595444/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 07:54:21 PDT Damn!
Anyways, I promise that I'll start uploading!
I have so many picture's that I've drawn.
But I cant what to get back to rowlett and see you guys!
Can anyone tell me where yall are going to sit?
;.; ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/8553963/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/8553963/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 18:52:46 PDT

1. YOUR NAME SPELLED BACKWARDS?
ailam

2. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Terry Lowe

3. THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED ON TO YOUR COMPUTER?
Music
4. HAVE YOU EVER LICKED A 9 VOLT BATTERY?
No that I can remeber. . . .

5. LAST TIME YOU SWAM IN A POOL?
I honestly can't remeber

6. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY?
yes. . . . . . *glare*

7. WHY AM I SHOUTING?
Cuz you can't talk but you wish to be herd!

8. TYPE OF MUSIC YOU DISLIKE MOST?
Country.

10. DO YOU HAVE CABLE?
Yup!

11. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN ON A MOPED?
Yes. Kristin's!

12. EVER MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL?
Yes

13. BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
Um. . . . Girl friend's. . . . and I'm working on the boy friend part

14. WOULD YOU GO BUNGEE JUMPING OR SKY DIVING?
TOTALLY!

16. DO YOU HAVE A GARDEN?
We have a flower bed.

17. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COMIC STRIP?
Love is. . .

18. DO YOU KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO THE NATIONAL ANTHEM?
Is that the same thing as the Star Spangled Banner?

19. BATH OR SHOWER, MORNING OR NIGHT?
Bath and shower at night

20. BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE LAST MONTH?
Hedwig and the angry inch

21. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS?
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE!

22. CHIPS OR POPCORN?
Chips

23. WHAT TYPE OF DEODERANT DO YOU USE?
I really don't know. . .

24. HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED PEANUT SHELLS?
Uhh.....no.

25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A BEAUTY PAGENT?
Nope.

26. ORANGE OR APPLE JUICE?
Apple

27. WHO WERE THE LAST PEOPLE YOU WENT OUT TO LUNCH WITH?
. . . . . .

28. FAVORITE TYPE OF CHOCOLATE BAR?
Nesely Crunch

30. LAST TIME YOU ATE A HOMEGROWN TOMATO?
i hate tomato's but ironicly, I like Ketchup

31. HAVE YOU EVER WON A TROPHY?
I've won a ribbon

32. IF YOU COULD BE A CARTOON CHARACTER, WHO WOULD YOU BE?

ahhhhhh SHUICHI!!!!!!

33. EVER PUNCHED SOMEONE IN THE FACE?
YES! It was my lil sis

34. EVER ORDERED FROM AN INFOMERCIAL?
No...

35. FAVORITE VIDEO GAME?
SSX 3

36. HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO WEAR A UNIFORM TO SCHOOL/WORK?
yes. . . .

37. LAST THING YOU BOUGHT AT WALGREENS?
I don't know...

38. EVER THROWN UP IN PUBLIC?
No

39. WOULD YOU PREFER BEING A MILLIONAIRE OR FINDING TRUE LOVE?
TRUE LOVE!

40. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Yes and no

41. CAN EX'S JUST BE FRIENDS?
It's possible if you both really want it

42. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU VISITED IN THE HOSPITAL?
My cousin

43. DID YOU HAVE LONG HAIR AS A KID?
Yes, then I cut it.

44. WHAT MESSAGE IS ON YOUR VOICEMAIL MACHINE?
I don;t have one

45. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO RIGHT NOW?
To go see Terry

46. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Shy, she was a cat and i still have her

47. WHAT KIND OF BACKPACK DO YOU HAVE, & WHAT'S IN IT?
A GIR messanger bag, and a Metallica back pack

48. LAST INCOMING CALL ON YOUR PHONE?
IDK

49. WHAT IS ONE THING YOUR ARE GRATEFUL FOR TODAY?
I one day closer to being with that S.O.S.

50. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MOST?
My other half ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7856702/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7856702/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 14:23:33 PST And I have my cell phone.
I'm so fucking bord!
My mom is letting me see people every like. . . . 5 day's so gimme a call so we can hang out.
Oh and I have great new's!
I haven't smoked a cigarette for 15 day's now!
That's the longest I've gone with out one since I started.
P:
So I'm proud. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7754549/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7754549/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 18:16:58 PST Well I'm not going to juvii at all, just JJAEP.
Which is like daytime jail.
XD.
And my mom is letting me see my friends once in a while.
And sometime in a few weeks after I start 'school' Im gonna bring home a couple of A's and B's and I want who ever read's this to tell every one I know that in a few week's i want every one to get together at the bolling alley.
Like we use to go to the skating ring.
Oh and I got a new phone #.

469-443-0677

So if you wanna hang out then give me a call and ask my mom.
Well hope life treats you good.
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And I miss every one!
Well look, aside from what ever you may have herd, I got in trouble for selling Blake hydrocodone. Or Vikodin.
What ever you wanna call it.
Anyways, Colin Trey's no good preppy friend -(I told you prep's were evil)- turned me in cuz he hate's me for no reason.
And they got the drugs before Blake took them so no harm done really.
And my punishment is. . . . . . . juvinile hall for 3 months.
;.;
Yeah.
The MAX punishment.
But this is my first offense so I should just be going to AEC but NOoOoOoOo!
The school hate's me and apperantly so does the rowlett police department.
But we're getting a lawyer on the case so I might not go.
But just in case I do go:
ADRESSES!
I NEED EVERY ONE'S ADRESSES SO I CAN WRITE TO THEM SO I CAN BE OCCUPIED AND NOT WORRY MYSELF TO DEATH ABOUT BEING BUTT RAPED BY MANLY 15 YEAR OLD GIRLS!


Love to all and you'll hear from me soon and I hope I hear from you.
Good luck with life cuz god know's I suck at it. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7594720/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7594720/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 17:07:49 PST
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
- Rule number c: Never make your smoke out better than it really is.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
- Blinds

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- something on Jack the Ripper

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
- 6:58

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 6:59! HA!

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- the tv

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- Um. . .this afternoon and I plead the fith

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- the computer screen

9.What are you wearing?
- Black pants from hot topic a leatard a west coast choppers shirt and a crow hoodie. . . . and im cold.

10.Did you dream last night?
- Yes. . . . it was about me and trey getting back together. . . . *is shot*

11. When did you last laugh?
- When I read krista's thingy

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- pictures in frame's
13. Seen anything weird lately?
- Trey's xanga. . . apperently he has a girlfriend in pennsylvaina. . . . *is shot again*

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- something to do.

15. What is the last film you saw?
- wedding crashers

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- A dream guitar for Trey. . . *is shot AGAIN!*

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
- I love myself!

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- Kill people that piss me off. XD and preaise the one's I do with money. Oh I'm shallow.

19. Do you like to dance?
- Yes alot.

20.George Bush:
- must die and burn on the stake for he is a witch!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- Something exotic, like Ginger

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- Jason or Jack

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- sure.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
- I dont know what I WANT him to say but he would prolly say 'oh sorry. wrong place.'

25. 4 people who must also do this meme in THEIR journal:
~ done! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7425880/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7425880/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:06:15 PST I'll try to do more though.
Comment's are greatly appreciated. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7402178/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7402178/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 11:03:35 PST It has taken me SO long to clear 300 messages!
Do you know how hard that is to do with a computer that is so slow it's out run by a snail? Sad really. But now I'm done. I'm visiting my stepdad's brother's house in tennesse. It's effing BEAUTIFUL out here! Beside's the fact that the cloud's are darker than my cloth's. Anywho! He has a scanner and i might scan some of my fugly fashion design's on here. . . . mabey.
Well nice to up date.
MAry KrIsmAss! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7214197/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7214197/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 17:50:53 PST
11. You walk really slow when you're with him/her...

10. You feel shy whenever you're with him/her...

9. When you think about him/her, your heart beats faster and faster...

8. You smile when you hear his/her voice...

7. When you look at him/her, you can't see the other people around you... all
you see is him/her...

6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of him/her...

5. He/She becomes all you think about...

4. You get high just from his/her scent...

3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about
him/her...

2. You would do anything for him/her...

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

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post this as "the 12 signs of falling in love"
*and something good will happen to you tonight.* ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6965385/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6965385/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:01:34 PST Well I got my hair done and my ear's peirced again. I got alot of cool things. Thing's between me and Trey are getting pretty good. He's starting to trust me more. Yes I still love him. Yes I'm pathetic. But I need to be there for him. You wouldn't abandon some one very close to you if you knew that they were getting beat at home ;.;. Well anyways enough of that. I'm going to upload somepicture's pretty soon hopfully. Lol. And Danny, stop FREAKING! We don't talk behind your back. Well I don't. The other's can speak for them selve's *glare*. So no worrie's man. ^^ ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6659530/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6659530/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 12:34:27 PDT
You- Why? Oo

Me- Just don't. . . . ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6298082/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6298082/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 14:21:37 PDT

Greedy.Lost.Confused.Different.Artistic.Loving. I'm greedy because if there is something that will benifit me, I'll do everything to get it. I am lost because I'm not sure why I'm here or what I'm suppose to do. I'm confused with what my purpose is and who I am. I know I'm different because I've yet to meet someone who think's like me and agree's with the cause's I fight for. I'm very artistic because I see art in everything and I belive that it is the single most important thing in one's life. I'm loveing because I love people for who they are. And in that way I gess I'm forgiving as well. I will not hate for what someone has done. I really can't help that I think that when the power of love over come's the love of power the world will know peace. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6282837/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6282837/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 20:34:14 PDT I'm Stoned! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6199264/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6199264/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 15:20:58 PDT I'am like SO ready for school!
XD.
I'm getting my hair did tommorrow.
I have my nail's did.
I have teh new cloth's and accessorie's!
*w*
And my crush on Aaron Longoria is BACK ON BABY!
W00T!
And since I know I don't have a chance with him it won't distract me!
XD.
Boo-ya!
I are teh sex!
MY self esstem is SOoOoOoOoOoO high right now!
I'm really hyper too!
Elise dost thou have my picture's?
Krista?
And gess what Danny?!
Your gonna be a FISHHHHHHH!
XD!
o<
And we're gonna be Smore's!
lOll
XD.
But Rachel is gonna be a Junior Bacon cheese burger!
(lOl)
XD.
Well bye! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6187972/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6187972/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 12:28:31 PDT School is like totaly HERE!
And it suck's.
But I'm gonna look good.
XD.
I'm putting alot into how I look this year.
Cuz last year I was so like 'I don't NEED to look good. I have a boyfriend'.
But this year I'm gonna look teh sex!
XD.
I'm not desprate anymore though.
P:
I'll just let them come to me.
But if any one hear's about how a cute guy kinda like's me do me a favor and TELL ME!
XD.
Grape's with sugar on them are so good!
Also Iam wishing to go to the skating ring on friday!
I wish to see people.
So go! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6150224/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6150224/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 13:14:15 PDT Our car broke down yesterday.
BUt now my mom is out and we're getting a new one!
It's a Satern View.
XD.
Well.
She's gonna be gone for a while and I thought I'd up date my story.
So here I go. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6142536/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6142536/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 14:18:00 PDT *hypervenilate's*
I want to get back together.
;.;
He keep's calling me hunny.
Oo
It's confusing.
I'm helping Angel and Kevin get back together and she's helping me and Trey get back together.
I hope it work's. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6125895/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6125895/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 19:32:43 PDT Alot of thing's have happend.
For one I'm grounded until further notice.
No phone untill sunday though.
After that then I can use it.
But as to why I got grounded. . . . . .
Only 3 people that weren't there know and that's how I intend to keep it.
Let's just say it wasn't a proud moment for me and that it involved the police. . . . again.
P:
So Fibit.
Also When I got back from stuff today I still had the cellphone and noticed that Morgan had called. . . . so being me I called her back.
And Suprise suprise!
Gess who had IMed her?
Some one we had thought we had lost all contact with and turned into an asshole.
Yes that's right.
Trey.

Le gasp.
And he had asked her for everyone's screen name's.
Yes even mine.
She asked him if he wanted it and he said yes he did.
She kept talking to him and this is what we found out.
He broke up with Kat.
HallaJamaca!
But has another g/f in which I dont know how to say her name.
But Morgan wrenched out of him that he never hated me, he want's to talk to me again, and for the longest time he considered dating me again but then I hit him.
She told him that I had said sorry on countless occasion's, still wanted to date him, still miss him and still like him.
Also that I had gotten a job to pay him back for the guitar.
Which is half true.
But I just got a call from Angel and she said that she had been talking to him and he broke up with his g/f and asked her out.

But she said she called to ask me about it.
I told her that I still deeply loved him because I do and she siad that she figured that.
IDK.
I have butterflies in my stomache and I don't know what to do about it.
Is heart ache suppose to last this long?
*Sigh*
IDK.
What do you guy's think I should do?
Should I give it another shot and if it doesn't work then give up?
Or should I continue to be single and have guy's play me?
:/ ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6058238/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6058238/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 13:15:04 PDT It popped up.
Anyway's.
I went to the mall yesterday!
XD.
i saw so many neato thing's there.
I got an Alice in wonderland perfume that has the old fashoin squirty thingy, a bracelet that say's music=life, another bracelet that has a white line then a triangle then a rainbow line, you know that stuff with light, on it (gay pride!), a poster with baby otis and captine spaulding's mug shot's on it for the devil's reject's, I hung it on meh ceiling above my bed XD, then i bought a black light poster with fuzz on it and it has bright color's and a MUSHROOM on it with bug's on it that are eating it and above it it say's 'EAT ME' XD, and. . . . . . oh a living dead doll fashin victim and it's Syble!
:3
I'm el happy-o.
And I have been drawing me sin's out.
So far I have 3 of Envy and 3 of Greed.
I'll get the rest when I'm not lazy.
Also Elise do you have the one's for me?
:3
I'm oh so egar to see them.
Also people's!
I want to go to the skatingrink!
>.<
Tomorrow!
Try to go.
Unless Kevin start's talking to me again then I might go to isenburg's.
-(however you spell it)-
Rawr!
It's not that I hate him he's just being a meanie.
And i don't know why.
:/
Any who.
Ima go.
I'll try to up date! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6034086/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6034086/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 20:45:00 PDT

1. What is his/her name?
Envy-Ezra/Gluttony-George/Greed-Ginny/Lust-Lacey/Sloth-Simon/Vanity-Vanessa/Wrath-Wane

2. Does he/she have a nickname?
Nope~<3

3. Approx. how old is he/she?
16/16/15/17/16/17/17

4. Does he/she have a zodiac sign/bloodtype?
i dunno

5. Does he/she have any specific likes/dislikes?
Like's- E- Athletic's and compotition/G- Cooking and munching/G- Money and material possetion's/L- Sex and sex/S- Sleeping and singing! -(le gasp!)-/V- Cloth's and modling/W- Street fighting and being left alone.

Dislike's- E- Being out run/G- Beign made fun of/G- Tatletell's/L- People who get attatched/S- Being told to do something/V- Discrimonation/W- People who pick fight's.

6. What is his/her favorite color?
Green/Brown/Yellow/Red/Blue/Pink/Purple

7. What is his/her fashion sense?
Athletic stuff/Comfortable stuff/Expensive stuff/Slutty stuff/Comfortable stuff/Flashy stuff/Comfortable stuff

8. Does he/she have a hidden talent?
Yes.

9. Does he/she have any existing family No.

.10. Does he/she have any siblings?
No.

11. Does he/she know anyone they DON'T like?
People who get on teir nerve's.

12. Does he/she have any pets?
No.

13. Does he/she own a vehicle and what kind?
Yes.

14. Does he/she have a job?
No.

15. Does he/she have a place of their own or do they share?
they live in dormatorie's

16. Does he/she have a significant other
Yes.

17. What is his/her sexual preference
Strait.

18. Has he/she commited themselves to marriage?
No.

19. Does he/she have offspring?
Hell no.

20. How does he/she die?
They don't. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5960354/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5960354/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 15:54:47 PDT I'm so bored.
There's never anything to do anymore.
Oh.
I would like to know how those picture's are coming out guy's.

Thank you for putting up with meh.
XD
I know it get's annoying.
I'll be posting the story about them on here.
*nod*
So it you like storie's look forward to that.
And thank you Krista and Danny for being SO supportive in my last journal.
Lol.
It was funny.
But none the less!
My depression is getting worse.

So I need to hang out with people AWAY from my house so I can get all cheerdededed up.
XD
Well that's all. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5936520/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5936520/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 20:16:15 PDT I don't know what to do any more cuz every time i think about what I Should do I feel like ripping my skin off!
>.<
And it seems that every time I call Terry he sound's like he wished I didn't call him.
Or that he's about to go see that bitch bre or what ever her name is.
And he ALWAYS fucking talks about her.
I honestly couldn't give a shit about her!
To put it bluntly- I fucking hate her just for living!
If I ever get ahold of her I'm gonna grab her by the throat and squeeze it as hard as I can so she can't talk and tell her to stay the FUCK away from Terry or else I'm going to skin her alive, wear her skin then laugh sinisterly as i slowly remove each layer of muscle that she has in her body then roast her inteston's like chestnuts on an open fire!
XD
Then throw her down a cliff.
A rocky one.
With water at the bottom.
But then. . . . . Terry does like her back so I should just. . . . . I don't know. . . . I still like him and all but. . . . I just get upset when I talk to him because I feel like he doesn't love me any more.
And I'm SUPER confused about Kevin.
:/
Cuz. . . . I like him.
But I'm not to sure if he like's me.
I have reason to think he does. . . . <.< >.>
But he said he doesn't want to date anymore.
Then Angel's going around saying they still love each other so right now I'm like-
WTF!
And I'm to scared to ask him about it.
Anyways I got to go to the airport.
I'll see you guys on Friday!
Peace out! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5898214/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5898214/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 20:18:36 PDT Yes still in Hawaii!
It's so purty!
*w*
But sand is meeeeeeeeeeeeeeean!
It get's all up in your unmentionable's!
>.<
And OMG!
I have to get up at 6 in the morning to go hiking!
XD
It's gonna be fun.
But oh me goosh!
Im so happeh I broke meh wrighter's block!
Im gonna right aboot the 7 sin's.
^w^
NO ONE STEAL MY IDEA!
Rawr!
XD
But I need favor's. . . . . . . . . . . . again. . . . .
-.-;
Elise?
Krista?
Body gram's again. . . . . .
I will gladly pay!
. . . . With pockey though cuz I'm liek. . . . . teh broke.
AND THEY HAVE POCKEY EEEEVVVVVEEERRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY WWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEERRRRRRRR RREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Cuz we're close to Japan.
:3
Any who if your up to it I need tee's:
one of vanity- so like. . . . . holding a mirror or something.Girl
one of sloth- so like. . . . looking all tired and such. Prolly lieing down.Boy
one of gluttony- perhap's eating. NO FAT-NESS! SUPER skinny and lanky. Like our buddy ole' pal Kevin ^-^.Boy.
one of envy-. . . . . . . eh don't know what to say.Girl.
one of wrath- pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssy yyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Show me teh anger! Grrr! Boy.
one of greed- eh.Mabey sitting in a pile of material posession's.Like pirate gold or something ^-^.-( Heart's teh Jack Sparrow)- Girl
one of lust- Make with the slutty posses! XD.Girl. DUH!
Pea's and lima bean's!
No cloth's or nothing needed.
Call me some time guy's!
IM SUPER BORED!
1-214-418-1934!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peace love and chicken grease! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5565876/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5565876/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 00:33:50 PDT
Mood: Artistic
Listening to: 50 cent's Candy shop

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Yes here is my rant.
It's not all bad though.
Anyway's I have recently broken my artist's block as of 2:45 a.m. yesterday morning!
I have SO many new idea's that I'm DIEING to buy another camera.
And for those of you who don't already know, yes I shamfully use a disposable camera to take my picture's.
-.-;
But unlike some photoagrapher's out there. . . . . . I do not have enough money to buy a nice camera AND a guitar.
So EX PEE to you!
But anyway's, I'll give you a little 411 in on my new idea's.
I'm going to start a group of photo's that I'm going to call 'Pretend to be. . .'
I won't tell you all of it but krista, elise, danny, and kristie since your on DA and you can tell every one else, will you help me out and grab some magazine's and cut out picture's of eye's and smile's that you like and make sure they aren't tiny.
You can prolly gess what I'm doing from that.
^-^;
Also my other picture's will have to do with broken glass and a hammer.
^-^.
Shhh.
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New rant!
Gess whose B-day it is in 9 day's?
^-^
*point's to herself*
Yup.
And it isn't on father's day this year!
Isn't that just SO ironic?
My birthday is on father's day. . . . yet I don't have a dad?
Lol.
I find it funny really.
Anyway's, for SURE I am inviting Elise, Krista, Danny, Rachel, Kristie and Morgan, to my party.
And I'm sure that you will all try to come since we're eating dinner at Kyoto's and seeing a movie.
^-^.
I'm not sure what movie yet though.
And as is a rule at EVERY party, BRING YOUR OWN MONEY!
I will not pay for your dinner.
It can get expensive.
But as for the movie's. . . . . . at least have 5-10 buck's on you.
Cuz my mom alway's give's me a 20 and send's me with everyone else to get the food and forget's to ask for change.
XD.
I don't really expect gift's either.
I still owe Rachel a cd for her b-day.
But if you do want to get some thing for me, instead of tring to figure out what I want, -( which we ALL know is hard for some reason >.<-, just give me a couple of buck's and I'll be happy.
Cuz I want that guitar more than anything.
But no one can pass up on hot topic or spencer's stuff right?
Lol.
But seriously give me money. . . . . .
:l
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. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Knive's are better! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5552693/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5552693/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 15:08:21 PDT B-A-N-A-N-A-S!

Mood: Dancing
Listening to: Hola back girl

A-kon was alot of fun. But we stood in line just to get in for 3 hour's.
I only bought one thing and I didn't even have enough.
Paige lent me 4o buck's for it.
WEEE!
Paige is teh coolies!
XD
It's a black velvet cloak that is floor length and it has a hood.
It's awsome.
The best costume I saw was a Sessy one.
She had ear's claw's and contact's!
It was awsome!
And I saw those two girl's from firefly path.
They're outfit's were amazing!
Best cosplayer's I've seen.
I recomend you go to they're sight.
[link]
Oh and to let people know, I have blonde root's now.
I tried going straight form black to blonde for my outfit but my hair said no and stayed black.
But since my root's were brown they turned blonde.
Looks really cool.
I'm going to continue to try and dye it blonde.
I'm well aware it will prolly turn orange though.
I WANT IT TO!

I ain't no hola back girl! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5552528/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5552528/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 14:46:13 PDT Mood: Confused
Listening to: Ear Candy: ACDC Highway to hell

Apparently I'm subscribed. . . . .
I don't remember being subscribed.
BUT I SHALL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT ANYWAYS!
It's kinda cool. . . .

]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5523598/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5523598/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:00:26 PDT I'm going to be Eiri Yuki.
X3
All I have to do is dye my hair blonde.
That and borrow my brother's dress shoes and jacket.
Or I could jsut wear a sweater.
What do you think would look better? ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5468985/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5468985/ Thu, 26 May 2005 15:04:18 PDT I'm over at kristie's!
Her mom finally let me come over!
So hopefully I'll be able to see her this summer!
:3
Krista, Elise and Danny dont forget I wanna go to the bowling alley tomorrow.
Bring money and your DDR shoes!
:3 ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5431729/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5431729/ Sun, 22 May 2005 17:35:13 PDT Just like I lost it yesterday.
But the food was shoved down my throat.
Just like the lies were shoved in my head.
People say they love you.
When they really wish you dead.
What has happend cannot be changed.
What has been said cannot be rearanged.
Your words are strong.
My thoughts are weak.
But I know what I like to think.
It may be wrong to me.
To you as well.
But lest we not forget.
You thought it as well.
So pack up your appitite.
Pack up your lie's.
Pack up your word's.
Even the one's that stayed on the inside.
Get out of my life.
Walk out the door.
Never come back.
Unless your word's become something more.
If they change to good.
Instead of bad.
I'll let you back in.
And say I'm sorry for thinking you as some one that didn't know what they had.
Don't think that I hate you I don't.
But what you said hurt me so much.
Your word's are strong.
My thought's are weak.
Please forgive me for thinking your word's were ment to be mean.




A poem I just wrote for Terry.
Malia Cline~ 7:31 p.m.~ May 22 2005~ ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5419831/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5419831/ Sat, 21 May 2005 10:10:00 PDT ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5383898/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5383898/ Tue, 17 May 2005 15:05:00 PDT ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5364315/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5364315/ Sun, 15 May 2005 12:23:22 PDT ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5348586/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5348586/ Fri, 13 May 2005 14:52:14 PDT I got picture's back!
And they are on the disk this time!
But my brother's computer is gay and won't install the program so it'll be a bit untill I can figure it out.
:/
But to let you know I have some really pretty pic's!
Alot are of Angel though.
They were taken when we were going out.
But they are still pretty so they are still going up!
Bite me!
XD ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5340331/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5340331/ Thu, 12 May 2005 16:04:14 PDT He has windows XP.
XD
AND I have teh COOLEST stuffs! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5278467/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5278467/ Thu, 05 May 2005 19:14:33 PDT I'm hyper!
And I broke my writer's block!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Ok bye. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5250509/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5250509/ Mon, 02 May 2005 19:30:13 PDT OK!
Starting off today I found out Aaron LAUGHED at my note and showed EVERYBODY!
>.<
Well I got over that by lunch time so it's all gravey.
But he didn't have to be an asshole about it.
I gess him and Trey really aren't that different.
Now I know why they're friend's!
They like to hurt people.
;.;
Anyways.
But yesterday,
Sunday,
WE went to Guitar Express a store in Vikon Village.
And I asked the lady if she knew where I could find a left handed guitar,
AND THEY SOLD THEM!
I was like,
'OMFG! *heart attack*
But skipping details,
My mom didn't even put it on layaway.
*pout*
But it's only 230.00!
XD
And it's BEAUTIFUL!
It's black on the edge's and fade's into a copper!
*drool*
But I claimed it so it is MINE!
Ihave 93 dollar's now and I'm going back this weekend,
Since Vikon is only open on weekends,
And putting it on layaway!
XDXDXD!
And it come's with a
FREE guide book for left handers
FREE guitar pick's
FREE guitar stirng's
And the best
*drumroll*
FREE AMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*spaz*
XD
And then Rachel is saving up for her drum set.
And Hope is working on her bass.
WEEEE!
Ok bye! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5213413/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5213413/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 14:19:48 PDT My head.
My heart.
My bone's.
My soul.
Yeah.
I got a note from Kat today and
I just kinda broke down in class and
Hit my head so hard on the desk that my forhead is now bleeding.
And I banged my hands so hard on the desk I bent my 20 DOLLAR! ring.
But it still fits!
YAY!
But I think I scared Aaron off.
:/
Yes.
I like Aaron Longoria at my school.
ANd go figure he's Trey's best friend.
Call me a sucker for guitar players.
:/ ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5177017/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5177017/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 14:07:01 PDT I'm hyper.
SOrry about the no post guys.
The girl at the CVS didn't give me a disc.
So Ill have them tomorrow or so. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5123768/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5123768/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 18:33:12 PDT I'm l33t!
Lol.
JP.
Any ways.
Sorry I haven't uploaded any thing in a while.
I haven't turned in the film :/.
But!
I think I'll have them by tomorrow or Wendsday!
But just as a procaution to ALL who watch me.
That's -Chibiwashuu, Toxic-Kristy, Perttyinblack666, Renegade Kitsune, and Eeekgirl, that I will be posting at most! 75 picture's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes alot I know.
But I have tree camera's that are just itching to be developed!
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
SQUEE!
And I think alot of them are going to come out good.
My ph33rsumlee m4d ski11z are getting better,
And I thank my friendly support group,
Even if it is just 5 ppl ;.;
For giving me a boost of confidence.
^-^
If you guys have any request's or idea's that you think,
Would help me on my quest to find the one powerful ring!
. . . . O.O . . . .
Opps. . .
Wrong moment.
OK!
*scan's through journal*
Ah!
Ok.
-Would help me develop my photogarphy skills,
Plz don't hezitate to ask.
And Elise I think I owe you for request's ^-^.
I'm going to become alot less self centered,
And start thinking about my FRIENDS!
*w*
And that will last a couple of seconds. . . .
But!
I'll try!
^-^. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5089309/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5089309/ Thu, 14 Apr 2005 17:42:57 PDT I feel shitty cuz me and Terry had our first fight.
He prolly doesn't think so.
Or know so for that matter.
I got jelouse because. . .
Well he and his ex -(will politly keep the name to herself)-,
Are talking on a VERY friendly bases now.
Even after he said 'I don't wanna even fucking talk to her any more.'
;.;
He broke his promise.
But I know her and I've been 'assuming'
Or better yet 'thinking' that we were frined's.
Cuz we've talked before.
And she said we were.
And now P00F.
She love's him again,
But promised her sister she wouldn't date him.
And then she find's out that we're dating now,
And so now she hate's me.
And he told me about a convo that they had,
Were he gessed what color pantie's she was wearing
Or something like that.
I didn't want to listen really.
And. . .
Of course I got pissed!
It was something Trey would have done!
But I convinced him that nothing was wrong,
When I started acting upset about it.
But to make it WORSE!
He kept bringing it up!
So on the computer of course I get a bit defensive.
And he said he had to go in a bit.
So I got even more upset.
Then he sadi he had to go,
And that he'd TALK TO ME TOMORROW!
And he KNOWS that every time we get off,
The phone or computer that I wanna comitt suicide!
And I kept telling him to go.
Then I exploded in his face,
Which I was TRING to prevent by telling him to go.
So he said 'you know what since you want me to go so bad fine!'
And logged off.
Which is what Trey did the last time we were on the computer together.
And I feel horroable since it was all my fault.
And I really love this guy.
I don't know.
Mabey we're not perfect for each other. . . . ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4926841/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4926841/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 17:16:59 PST Ok so on tuesday. the 22.
I punched Trey in the face!
YAY for me!
Then on wednsday I smashed up his guitar that he had given me and gave it back to him!
W00T!
And then I was thinking about him and tring to feel bad again
I don't know why O.e
But there was nothing. . . .
SO I hate him now fw00p! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4849963/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4849963/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 22:12:43 PST There was so much shit that just happend.
All three of my cats go it a fight which never happens.
And I'm expecting Morgan to come over.
Her kristie and ken are at a missunderstanding.
And I had to help kristie understand how morgan felt.
The convo went like this:
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : O_O? wat the fuck... all we did was talk about pizza
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : she is the one who 3wayed me
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : wat are u talkin bout?
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : DUDE
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : WTF
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : i want to know wats goin on... morgan never said anything to me!
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : about bein uncomfortable... i even told her that if she was uncomfortable to tell me and id break up with him
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : and i would
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : id do anything for her
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: well she told me that ken called her and told her to 3way you so that you guys could talk and you guys started talking about what went on between them two she got pissed hand hung up twice on ya'll but even still it just make's me mad that you won't just not even mention him around her unless she says some thing and it would be better if they didn't ever really hang out together when its a 3 person thing
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: but thats just me sayng
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: she's just really up set ok
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: she doesn't want you guys to break up but she just doesn't want to be the third wheel like she says
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : she is the one always saying we are goin to hang out with each other
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : when i was there
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : she always said...
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : lets have ken over
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : and lets sneak out with ken
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: well then tahts her saying that but if you know morgan so well you should be able to see taht she doesn't like it when she's left out even for a few seconds then just don't even try it
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: she does that
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : i told her the last time i was there, i wanted it to be just me and her
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : but she said no
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: she wants whats best for her friends even if she knows she's going to get upset left out or jelous
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: cuz she like's him and wants to see him but doesn't want to be left out
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : i know that... but i wish she would tell ME these things and not you, like just so i dont need to do this all the tome!
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: not even a bit
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : i told her we can do a 3sm thing... i was seriouse
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : ken is thinkin bout it
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : XP
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: but did it turn out that way?
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : wat way
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: does it ever?
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : he is still thinkin
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: look it should never be a 3sm thing
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : well then i dont know wat to do
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: thats why i was tweaking out over the odd number thing
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : i WILL break up with him if she doesnt want us goin out
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: she does!
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : i know
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: but she doesn't want you guys leaving her out or talking about what happend
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: ok
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : thats why i dont know wat to do
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: can i put you in a senario?
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : we dont
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : he doesnt like talkin bout it
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : so he doesnt
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: ok look
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: 5 frineds go to the movie's
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: right?
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : ok
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: your one of them so its you and 4 frineds
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: your single
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : ok
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: it's you
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: emily
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: jason
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: ashley
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: and mike
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: emily and mike are dating
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: ashley and jason are dating
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: what will they be doing at the movies?
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: paying attention to each other right?
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : dude, ive been with couples befor...
pertyinblack666@sbcglobal.net : it doesnt bother me\
i_l0v3_t3rry7lowe: and you will be left... ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4845638/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4845638/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 12:25:16 PST That go through my head.
I sometime's like them.
But this one filled me with dread.
I want to think of Terry.
No one else.
I can't belive you even went through my head!
Do I still love you?
Or do I wish you were dead?
I can't take this any more!
I need to know now!
It's driving me insaine!
I need one of you by my side . . .
And the other out of my life. . . .
But I love you both.
I'm so confused.
I don't know how I can love some one like you.
Your cold and harsh.
But for a year you have been my life.
It's hard to let go.
To just say good bye.
To some one you loved.
And who loved you back.
But what do you do.
When they say they hate you?
Out of no where.
You gave no reason for the cold shower.
But they say that you ruined their life?
It's hard to forget.
I don't care who you are.
You would cry.
If the week before they said that they.
Wanted to spend their life with you.
Then they go and find another.
Right after they dump you on the ground.
You want to kill them.
But cry in their arms at the same time.
I want to kill you.
I want to choke you.
I want your eye's to fade away.
So that they will no longer peirce into my soul.
I want to slit your throat.
I wish to see what color your blood is.
So that I can bathe in it.
So that you can feel the pain you laid apon me.
I want to beat you until your skull cave's in.
So that I can play with your brain.
Like you messed with my mind.
But I still love you.
I don't see how I can.
But I do.
But I love Terry as well.
He protected me from your lie's.
But I miss your touch.
You never held me tight.
But you held me close.
I felt safe in your arm's.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO!
I DIDN'T DO SHIT!
I DIDN'T DO JACK SHIT!
IF YOU HATED ME THAT MUCH!
YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME!
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE PULLED!
ME TWOARDS YOU!
IF I WAS TO CLINGY!
THEN YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE MADE ME THINK!
I WASN'T CLINGY ENOUGH!
'HOLD ON TREY I'LL BE RIGHT BACK!'
'NO DON'T LEAVE ME!'
'BUT I'M JUST GOING TO BE GONE FOR A SECOND!'
'NOOOOOOOOOO!
YOU'LL MAKE ME SAD!'
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!
WHY THE HELL DID YOU ALWAYS DO SHIT LIKE THAT!
IF YOU DIDN'T WANT ME AROUND YOU!
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE MADE ME FEEL LIKE YOU DID!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT!
. . . .I. . . . just want . . . .
One. . . . . . last. . . . . day. . . . .
With. . . . . . . . you. . . . . . . . .
Like. . . . . . . . we. . . . . . . use. . . .
To. . . . . just. . . . . . . . . . . . . me. . . . .
And. . . . . . . . . . . you. . . . . ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4809844/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4809844/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 10:54:12 PST That's if I get the film back. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4794319/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4794319/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 13:27:57 PST I bought 2 new camera's and so there are going to be ALOT more pic's to come!
:3
I think they will be pretty good.
I got to use my fake blood!
XD ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4750107/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4750107/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 09:35:55 PST I told Trey about Terry.
He got pissed.
I told Terry about Trey.
He said he'd love me no matter what!
At this point which one sounds better?
TERRY!
Damn right!
Then Trey broke up with me for no reason.
I was sad at first. . . ;.;
Then I was like 'Well fuck you. I'll just make your life hell !'
So now me and Terry are dating and we are VERY happy together mind you!
So with all this change I've been under pressure and I've been depressed.
And I don't eat when I'm depressed.
I think that's bad. . . .
Is that bad?
Any ways,
So I've been depressed and shit and I STILL had time to post my pretty pic's!
IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111111one one one one one one seventeen
And my mom says she's gonna get me a digital!
BOOYA!
XD
So instead of this being the worst part of my life as I had belived it to be on about Thursday,
It's acctually the BEST!
Cuz every one knows that Terry is the best thing EVER!
Well every one whose spoken to him ^-^. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4221600/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/4221600/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 14:43:45 PST I am almighty!
I took some kick ass pics at a new years party I went to and Im SO about to post them!
In like. . . . a day or two!
Muwaha! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3919222/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3919222/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 18:32:38 PST I havent made a journal in a while so I thought I'd post just for the heck of it......
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA LALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
SPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAM SPAMSPAMSPAMSPAMSPAM
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ok I lost it............. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3480505/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3480505/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 13:14:06 PDT ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3347694/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3347694/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 13:32:23 PDT ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3332319/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3332319/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 13:33:30 PDT ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3284125/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3284125/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 09:32:28 PDT tired! I went to our favorite hang out yesterday and we danced the ENTIER time!
it was a lot of fun though ^_^ and I had this sexy shirt on that showed of my hardly noticeable bewbies @_@ but it kept me cool. the bad thing is that Trey didn't go cuz he loves hockey more than me XP! and he missed out ^_^ soooooooooo not my beef!
cuz last time we went IIIIIIIIII know for a fact that me and my friend were turning him on cuz he thought how we were acting was *ahem* sexy. yes I am BI and I was purpously trying to do that to him ^_^ I'm so evil! ne ways and this time he missed me sucking water out of her belly button.... and my shirt ^_^ oh well! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3233073/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3233073/ Sat, 28 Aug 2004 16:04:37 PDT MI B/F KEPT GRABING MEH BOOBIES! xd
with is odd cuz he's very shy but we haven't kissed yet T_T
OH WELL! I WAS STILL TEH HORNY XD! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3179628/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3179628/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 11:19:32 PDT T_T BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT its getting cleared up so we might stay together! XXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDD
but my friend hope who ish mine and his ex g/f is always telling me to break up with him and that he's a fag and stuff andthat she shouldn't have gone out with him but I herd differently!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
I HERD THAT SHE WANTS TO GO BACK OUT WITH HIM SO SHE'S TRYING TO SPLIT US UP!!!!!!!!!
.................damn thats shallow dont you think?.............. ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3124143/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3124143/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 12:42:04 PDT This ish a list of alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll llll
the ppl I hate right now and why! ^_^
READ WITH CAUTION!
..........you might be on it...............

KRISTIE TRIPODI- because she hangs out
with a whale that lives down the street....
MORGAN SINK- because she is the whale....
MORGANS PARENTS- because they art teh ass holes....
and last but NOT least
TREY FREEMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!- because he's
my boyfriend and he's not stopping me from hating him ^_^.... ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3092696/ http://666Blasphemous-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/3092696/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 16:23:06 PDT I'M NOT GORUNDED ANY MORE!
XXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDD! ]]> ~666Blasphemous-Angel