http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:A-B-normal&section=today deviantART RSS for by:A-B-normal en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 01:43:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/24580946/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/24580946/ Mon, 04 May 2009 09:40:32 PDT Or if you want to find somebody else that's better
Go ahead.

If you want to buy a brand new fancy automobile
Or if you want to build a place up in coldwater canyon
Go ahead
I wish you would
Go ahead.

If you want to hold your own hand going up that cliff
Or if you want to just hold back cause you ain't up to it
Go ahead
Be my guest
Go ahead.

If you want to hold on to the first girl that you meet
Or if you want to settle down and plant roses at my feet
Go ahead
I wish you would
Go ahead

If you want to have your cake and eat it too
And if you want to have other people watch you while you eat it
Go ahead
Be my guest
Go ahead

If you want better things
I want you to have them
Go ahead
I wish you would
Go ahead


--Rilo Kiley

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/22996092/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/22996092/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 04:20:33 PST I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Your's is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

---Bright Eyes

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/20646399/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/20646399/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 04:39:12 PDT And stumbling through the street they say, Sir do you have a light?
And if you do then you're my friend
And if you don't then you're my foe
And if you are a deity of any sort then please don't go

Ne Me Quitte Pas mon cher
Ne Me Quitte Pas

Down in Lexington they walk in new shoes stuck to aging feet
And close their eyes and open
And recognize the aging street
And think about the things were right
When they were young and veins were tight
And if you are the ghost of Christmas past
Then won't you stay the night

Ne Me Quitte Pas mon cher
Ne Me Quitte Pas

Down in Bronxy Bronx the kids go sledding
Down snow covered slopes and frozen noses, frozen toes
And the frozen city starts to glow
And yes they know it will pass
And yes they know New York will thaw
But if you're a friend of any sort
Then play along and catch a cold

Ne Me Quitte Pas mon cher
Ne Me Quitte Pas

I love Paris in the rain, I love Paris in the rain

Down in Paris they walk fast
That is unless they're walking slow
And in cafe's they look away
That is unless they look right in
And in the corners I'm getting lost
That is unless I'm getting found
And if you are the ghost of New York City
Then won't you stick around

Ne Me Quitte Pas mon cher
Ne Me Quitte Pas

I love Paris in the rain, I love Paris in the rain

--- Regina Spektor

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/20451740/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/20451740/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 08:48:43 PDT And I'm young & I'm strong
But I feel old & tired
Overfired

And I've been poked & stoked
It's all smoke, there's no more fire
Only desire
For you, whoever you are
For you, whoever you are

You say my time here has been some sort of joke
That I've been messing around
Some sort of incubating period
For when I really come around
I'm cracking up
And you have no idea

No idea how it feels to be on your own
In your own home
with the fucking phone
And the mother of gloom
In your bedroom
Standing over your head
With her hand in your head
With her hand in your head

I will not pretend
I will not put on a smile
I will not say I'm all right for you
When all I wanted was to be good
To do everything in truth
To do everything in truth

Oh I wish I wish I wish I was born a man
So I could learn how to stand up for myself
Like those guys with guitars
I've been watching in bars
Who've been stamping their feet to a different beat
To a different beat
To a different beat

I will not pretend
I will not put on a smile
I will not say I'm all right for you
When all I wanted was to be good
To do everything in truth
To do everything in truth

You bloody mother fucking asshole
Oh you bloody mother fucking asshole
Oh you bloody mother fucking asshole
Oh you bloody mother fucking asshole
Oh you bloody mother fucking asshole
Oh you bloody...

I will not pretend
I will not put on a smile
I will not say I'm all right for you
For you, whoever you are
For you, whoever you are
For you, whoever you are

---Martha Wainwright

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/19383678/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/19383678/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 03:46:34 PDT Of the road, turn out the lights, get out and look up at the sky
And I do this to remind me that I'm really, really tiny
In the grand scheme of things and sometimes this terrifies me

But it's only really scary cause it makes me feel serene
In a way I never thought I'd be because I've never been
So grounded, and so humbled, and so one with everything
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything

Rock and roll is fun but if you ever hear someone
Say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun
Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky
Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye

When I saw Geneviève I really liked it when she said
What she said about the giant and the lemmings on the cliff
She said 'I like giants
Especially girl giants
Cause all girls feel too big sometimes
Regardless of their size'

When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side
Of the road and run and jump into the ocean in my clothes
I'm smaller than a poppyseed inside a great big bowl
And the ocean is a giant that can swallow me whole

So I swim for all salvation and I swim to save my soul
But my soul is just a whisper trapped inside a tornado
So I flip to my back and I float and I sing
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything

So I talked to Geneviève and almost cried when she said
That the giant on the cliff wished that she was dead
And the lemmings on the cliff wished that they were dead
So the giant told the lemmings why they ought to live instead

When she thought up all those reasons that they ought to live instead
It made her reconsider all the sad thoughts in her head
So thank you Geneviève, cause you take what is in your head
And you make things that are so beautiful and share them with your friends

We all become important when we realize our goal
Should be to figure out our role within the context of the whole
And yeah, rock and roll is fun, but if you ever hear someone
Say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun
Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky

Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
And I don't wanna make her cry
Cause I like giants

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/18148472/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/18148472/ Sat, 03 May 2008 12:14:58 PDT -And-
I certainly haven't been spreading myself around
I still only travel by foot and by foot, it's a slow climb,
But I'm good at being uncomfortable, so
I can't stop changing all the time

I notice that my opponent is always on the go
-And-
Won't go slow, so's not to focus, and I notice
He'll hitch a ride with any guide, as long as
They go fast from whence he came
- But he's no good at being uncomfortable, so
He can't stop staying exactly the same

If there was a better way to go then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me, or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine

I seem to you to seek a new disaster every day
You deem me due to clean my view and be at peace and lay
I mean to prove I mean to move in my own way, and say,
I've been getting along for long before you came into the play

I am the baby of the family, it happens, so
- Everybody cares and wears the sheeps' clothes
While they chaperone
Curious, you looking down your nose at me, while you appease
- Courteous, to try and help - but let me set your
Mind at ease

-Do I so worry you, you need to hurry to my side?
-It's very kind
But it's to no avail; I don't want the bail
I promise you, everything will be just fine

If there was a better way to go then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me, or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine

---Fiona Apple

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/17843096/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/17843096/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:55:43 PDT Sympathy

Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don't need
(all I wanted)
And what I chased won't set me free
(all I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees

Everything's all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And now my head's been filled with doubt

We're taught to lead the life you choose
(all I wanted)
You know your love's run out on you
(all I wanted)
And you can't see when all your dreams aren't coming true

It's easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets, yeah
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I'm not sure where I belong
And no where's home and no more wrong

And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies were all the empty things disguised as me

---The Goo Goo Dolls

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/17775051/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/17775051/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 06:02:29 PDT Hope everyone is well x x x

P.S. I'm dying for a good camera. Any takers?

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/16990924/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/16990924/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:10:12 PST Ain't got no money, Ain't got no clothes
Ain't got no perfume, Ain't got no skirts
Ain't got no sweaters, Ain't got no smokes
Ain't got no god.

Ain't got no father, Ain't got no mother
Ain't got no sisters, i've got one brother
Ain't got no land, Ain't got no country
Ain't got no freedom, Ain't got no god,
Ain't got no mind,

Ain't got no earth, Ain't got no students
Ain't got no father, Ain't got no mother
Ain't got no sweets, Ain't got no ticket
Ain't got no token, Ain't got no mind
Ain't got no land.

But there is something i've got,
there is something i've got,
there is something i've got,
nobody can take it away...

Got my hair on my head
Got my brains, Got my ears
Got my eyes, Got my nose
Got my mouth, I got my smile
I got my tongue, Got my chin
Got my neck, Got my boobies
Got my heart, Got my soul
Got my back, I got my sex

I got my arms, my hands, my fingers,
my legs, my feet, my toes,
and my liver, got my blood..

I got life, i've got life's, i've got headaches,
and toothaches and bad times too like you ...

Got my hair on my head
Got my brains, Got my ears
Got my eyes, Got my nose
Got my mouth, I got my smile
I got my tongue, Got my chin
Got my neck, Got my boobies
Got my heart, Got my soul
Got my back, I got my sex

I got my arms, my hands, my fingers,
my legs, my feet, my toes,
and my liver, got my blood..

I got life, and i'm going to keep it
as long as i want it, I got life.....

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/16956459/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/16956459/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 04:30:07 PST The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

--- The Moldy Peaches

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/16009798/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/16009798/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 04:49:18 PST Got a packet of gum and a boy by my side
Windows rolled down to let the breeze in
Cos it’s quite hot and summer is the season to feel alive

Holding hands all day
Makes ‘em quite clammy but its all ok
Cos he makes me smile he makes me happy
Telling me i’m a beautiful girl
The most beautiful girl in the whole wide world

I don’t know if i’m just lucky
To have found a person that understands me
When i say pick me apart
And uncover my heart
It's yours

Walking round theme parks is well fun
When you’ve got the company of that special someone
To go on all the rides
But still be by your side
When that roller coaster looks a bit too high

Steal glasses from the 4-d show
Hide them in our jumpers and see how far we go
Put them on in the photo on nemesis inferno
Cos we’re cool

Jose Vanders

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/15531915/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/15531915/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:05:40 PST The Good Witch Of The North

You pull me down
To the floor
Of our apartment

A little while later
We are laughing at our
carpet burns

I like the way that it
glows outside
As the room gets darker

How I wish we could stay
like this
While the rest of the
world turns

There has never been a time
When I didn't want to be
your boyfriend

There has never been a time
When I didn't want to know
your name

Free falling from a work
in progress
Free falling from a life on hold

There has never been a time
When I didn't want you

My good lover
Is my one good thing
these days

You help me keep it all
From slipping away

I swear I'm going to
Marry you
Someday

I am all alone
And it seems like
All I do is wait
We spend hours on the phone
But it's never the same

No, nothing good ever does
come easy
Nothing good ever comes
without a fight

I am all alone
And I wish I was home
With you tonight

My girlfriend is like
Magic in the hand
When I lose my sparkle
She's the one
that understands

I know I'm going to marry you
someday

-- Everclear

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14953627/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14953627/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 10:13:45 PDT So he hipped her to the funk in exchange for the finance.
Who's pimpin' who if nobody gets a second chance?
This is the story of illusion, coma, pimp & circumstance.

She was older but rich beyond compare
She'd drop a thousand dollars at the saloon just to get her hair did
He was good at compliments, better in the bunk
She laced him with a crib in Paris, he hipped her to the funk

Way to fine he was for her
A dirty dog in expensive fur
As long as she's providing chips and whips
We can do this funky thang
As long as she was playing the host
He figured he would make the most of them hips and lips
He hooked her up, rocked her coast to coast

Ugly...
So ugly, rich beyond compare
She's dropped a couple hundred thousand dollars on a silver whip
Just 2 match the color of her hair
She said "I got plenty of what you need.
Put the spoon down honey, c'mon, let mama feed you"

Where was I? Oh yeah...
A gentleman he was
He never spoke about her nose
So prominent because in the dark it'd glow
If she was only tan instead of so lily white
Her name was Doris but he called her "Fluo"
As in "-Rescent" - That ain't right
Fluorescent every night
A situation bound to fail
As sure a Doris' skin was pale

Money might talk, but what does it say?
You better get busy if you wanna get paid
"Boy, I was fine back in the day"

He spent her money oh so well
Take a bath in cold Kristal
He took a trip to burn an old flame in 'Frisco, like wow
But Doris caught him in her arms
She shrugged her shoulders and said "No harm".
Just put your name on this pre-nup and we can all hit the disco

She knew which fork 2 use but she couldn't dance
So he hipped her 2 the funk in xchange 4 the finance
Who's pimpin' who if nobody gets a second chance?
This is the story of illusion, coma, pimp & circumstance
Now, dance

---Prince

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14336178/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14336178/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 15:12:25 PDT i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

---e.e. cummings

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14209947/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14209947/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 10:57:39 PDT Still hasn't sunk in yet.

So...I'm going to Sheffield Uni to do Philosophy and Psychology next month!

I'm so excited!

(My 2 best buddies got 3 A's too and are both coming to Sheffield with me! Ace!)

Happy Happy Happy.

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14046057/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/14046057/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 15:30:05 PDT
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’99
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it.
The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering
experience.
I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked…
You’re not as fat as you imagine.
Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you.
Sing.
Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.
Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.
Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s.
Enjoy your body, use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people
think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own..
Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.
Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.
Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians werenoble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.
Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen…

---Mary Schmich

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13958817/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13958817/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 15:44:30 PDT You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
Im going back to the start

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13873455/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13873455/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:56:32 PDT
]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13633682/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13633682/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:49:34 PDT Galaxy Song

Whenever life gets you down, Mrs. Brown
And things seem hard or tough
And people are stupid, obnoxious or daft
And you feel that you've had quite enough...

Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolving and revolving at 900 miles an hour
That's orbiting at 90 miles a second, so it's reckoned, the sun that is the source of all our power
The Sun and you and me, and all the stars that we can see are moving at a million miles a day
In an outer spiral arm, at 40,000 miles an hour, of a galaxy we call the Milky Way

Our Galaxy itself contains a hundred billion stars, it's a hundred thousand lightyears side to side
It bulges in the middle, 16,000 lightyears thick, but out by us it's just 3,000 lightyears wide
We're 30,000 lightyears from galactic central point, we go round every 200 million years
And our galaxy is only one of millions of billions in this amazing and expanding universe

The universe itself keeps on expanding and expanding, in all of the directions it can whizz
As fast as it can go, the speed of light you know, twelve million miles a minute, and that's the fastest speed there is
So remember when you're feeling very small and insecure how amazingly unlikely is your birth
And pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space ''cause there's bugger all down here on Earth.

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13137368/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/13137368/ Tue, 29 May 2007 11:32:37 PDT The Perfect Fit

I could make a dress
A robe fit for a prince
I could clothe a continent
But I can't sew a stitch

I can paint my face
And stand very very still
Its not very practical
But it still pays the bills

I can't change my name
But I could be your type
I can dance and win at games
Like backgammon and life

I used to be the smart one
Sharp as a tack
Funny how that skipping years ahead
Has held me back

I used to be the bright one
Top in my class
Funny what they give you when you
Just learn how to ask

I can write a song
But i cant sing in key
I can play piano
But i never learned to read

I can't trap a mouse
But i can pet a cat
No i'm really serious!
I'm really very good at that

I can't fix a car
But I can fix a flat
I could fix alot of things
But I'd rather not get into that

I used to be the bright one
Smart as a whip
Funny how you slip so far when
Teachers dont keep track of it

I used to be the tight one
The perfect fit
Funny how those compliments can
Make you feel so full of it

I can shuffle cut and deal
But I can't draw a hand
I can't draw a lot of things
I hope you understand
I'm not exceptionally shy
But I've never had a man
That I could look straight in the eye
And tell my secret plans

I can take a vow
And I can wear a ring
And I can make you promises but
They won't mean a thing

Can't you do it for me, I'll pay you well
I'll pay you anything if you could end this

Can't you just fix it for me, it's gone berserk...
Fuck I'll give you anything if
You can make the damn thing work.


(The Dresden Dolls)

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/12894277/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/12894277/ Tue, 08 May 2007 23:38:39 PDT
You Can Call Me Al

A man walks down the street
He says why am I soft in the middle now
Why am I soft in the middle
The rest of my life is so hard
I need a photo-opportunity
I want a shot at redemption
Dont want to end up a cartoon
In a cartoon graveyard
Bonedigger bonedigger
Dogs in the moonlight
Far away my well-lit door
Mr. beerbelly beerbelly
Get these mutts away from me
You know I dont find this stuff amusing anymore
If you'll be my bodyguard
I can be your long lost pal
I can call you betty
And betty when you call me
You can call me al

A man walks down the street
He says why am I short of attention
Got a short little span of attention
And wo my nights are so long
Wheres my wife and family
What if I die here
Wholl be my role-model
Now that my role-model is
Gone gone
He ducked back down the alley
With some roly-poly little bat-faced girl
All along along
There were incidents and accidents
There were hints and allegations

A man walks down the street
Its a street in a strange world
Maybe its the third world
Maybe its his first time around
He doesnt speak the language
He holds no currency
He is a foreign man
He is surrounded by the sound
The sound
Cattle in the marketplace
Scatterlings and orphanages
He looks around, around
He sees angels in the architecture
Spinning in infinity
He says amen! and hallelujah!


---Paul Simon

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/12777334/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/12777334/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 10:56:21 PDT Such Great Heights

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/12523432/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/12523432/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:58:29 PDT The Dash Poem

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning to the end

He noted that first came the date of her birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years

For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth.
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not how much we own;
The cars, the house, the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard.
Are there things you’d like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough
To consider what’s true and real
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we’ve never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So, when your eulogy is being read
With your life’s actions to rehash
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

---Linda Ellis

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11918957/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11918957/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:03:47 PST How to Save a Life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life.

---The Fray

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11595779/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11595779/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:38:34 PST
And now for something completely different...

Half a bee, philosophically,
Must, ipso facto, half not be.
But half the bee has got to be
Vis a vis, its entity. D'you see?

But can a bee be said to be
Or not to be an entire bee
When half the bee is not a bee
Due to some ancient injury?

La dee dee, one two three,
Eric the half a bee.
A B C D E F G,
Eric the half a bee.

Is this wretched demi-bee,
Half-asleep upon my knee,
Some freak from a menagerie?
No! It's Eric the half a bee!

Fiddle de dum, Fiddle de dee,
Eric the half a bee.
Ho ho ho, tee hee hee,
Eric the half a bee.
I love this hive, employee-ee,
Bisected accidentally,
One summer afternoon by me,
I love him carnally.

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11433262/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11433262/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 10:37:51 PST
Hope everyone is grand, sorry I haven't commented much- still always looking though!

Need a subscription

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11005179/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/11005179/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:16:23 PST Dream a Little Dream of Me

Stars shining bright above you;
Night breezes seem to whisper I love you.
Birds singing in the sycamore tree.
Dream a little dream of me.

Say nighty-night and kiss me;
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.
While I'm alone, blue as can be,
Dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading but I linger on, dear---
Still craving your kiss.
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear,
Just saying this...

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you---
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams, whatever they be,
Dream a little dream of me.


---The Mamas and The Papas

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10876729/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10876729/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:58:23 PST Mr E's Beautiful Blues

The smokestack is spitting black soot into the sooty sky
The load on the road brings a tear to the Indian's eye
The Elephant won't forget what it's like inside his cage
The Ringmaster's Telecaster sings on an empty stage
God damn right it's a beautiful day Uh-huh

The girl with the curls and the sweet pink ribbon in her hair
She's crawlin' out her window 'cause her daddy just don't care
God damn right it's a beautiful day Uh-huh

The clown with the frown driving down to the sidewalk fair
Finger on the trigger let me tell you it's quite a scare
God damn right it's a beautiful day Uh-huh

The kids flip their lids when their heads hear that crazy sound
My neighbour digs the flavour still he's moving to another town
(and I don't believe he'll come back)
God damn right it's a beautiful day Uh-huh

Your mind don't know how you're taking all the shit you see
Dont believe anyone but most of all dont believe me


---Eels

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10817527/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 23:21:24 PST Where We Would Be

Tied - tied to a time
When we knew that the sun would shine
And you were all smiles
And we could just talk for a while...

Of where we would be when the future comes
And how you would paint while I wrote my songs

If I could find you
And tell you about my life
Or maybe just write
And remind you of when we would dream...

Of where we would be when the future comes
And how you would paint while I wrote my songs

Strange how you never become
The person you see when you're young

---Steven Wilson (Porcupine Tree)

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10777386/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 12:09:08 PST Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life

Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath

Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
(Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...

---Eric Idle

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~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10709438/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10709438/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:04:02 PST False Alarm

I'm trying to put this thing to bed
I've drugged it in its sleep
There isn't many memories
I'm comfortable to keep

This ball keeps rolling on
It's heading for the streets
Keep expecting you to send for me
The invitation never comes

Each time I turn around
There's nothing there at all
So tell me why I feel like
I'm up against a wall

But maybe it's a flase alarm
And all the answers sound the same
Just colours bleeding into one
That doesn't have a name
Maybe I can't see
Maybe it's just me

Now the curtain's coming up
The audience is still
I'm struggling to cater for
The space I'm meant to fill

And distance doesn't care

Each time I turn around
There's nothing there at all
So tell me why I feel like
I'm up against a wall

But maybe it's a false alarm
And all the answers sound the same
Just colours bleeding into one
That doesn't have a name
Maybe I can't see
Maybe it's just me

I'm trying to put this thing to bed
I drugged it in its sleep
Remember what you said
Are you comfortable to keep it?

---KT Tunstall

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~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10678249/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10678249/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:07:33 PST slaughteruk bought me a subscription..isn't that nice of him?
Made my day As soon as I get paid I'll get a year one. Not that I submit much anymore, I just can't stand no thumbnails!
Hope everyone's happy, loves xxx

Ant Farm

Hate a lot of things
But I love a few things
And you are one of them

Hard to believe
After all these years
But you are one of them

Walk down the streets
I'm thinking:
Everybody move along
I've got a sad-hearted needing
To belong

Nevertheless
Its all the mess you made
But I cant let it go

Walk down the streets
I'm thinking:
Look at all the ants in a farm
I've got a sad-hearted feeling
To harm

Hate a lot of things
But I love a few things
And you are one of them


---Eels

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10655553/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 06:19:12 PST I'm very sad. Going back to the world of no thumbnails is quite awful.
But I have a job now, so hopefully I'll have the money to get one soon, before I go insane .
Hope everyone is wonderful x

]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10484278/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10484278/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:03:16 PST MySpace Page is.. [link]

=slaughteruk bought me a subscription!! Me's happy. Very nice of him, hu? As soon as I get paid I'll get one for the year..not that I submit much any more..by anywho...this song again.

Coin Operated Boy

Coin operated boy
Sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
But I turn him on and he comes to life
Automatic joy
That is why I want a coin operated boy

Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend....

Coin operated boy
All the other real ones that I destroy
Cannot hold a candle to my new boy and I'll
Never let him go and I'll never be alone
Not with my coin operated boy......

This bridge was written to make you feel smittener
With my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
Can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
I didn't think so but I'm still convinceable
Will you persist even after I bet you
A billion dollars that I'll never love you
Will you persist even after I kiss you
Goodbye for the last time
Will you keep on trying to prove it?
I'm dying to lose it...
I want it
I want you
I want a coin operated boy.

And if I had a star to wish on
For my life I can't imagine
Any flesh and blood could be his match
I can even take him in the bath

Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But I know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why I want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy.


---Dresden Dolls

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10401154/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:47:11 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Daffoldil Lament

Holding on that’s what I do
Since I met you
And it won’t be long, would you notice
If I left you
And it’s fine for some
Cause you’re not the one.

All night long, I laid on my pillow
These things are wrong
I can’t sleep here
So lonely, so lonely

I have decided to leave you forever
I have decided to start things from here
Thunder and lightning won’t change
What I’m feeling

And the daffodils look lovely today

In your eyes I can see the disguise
In your eyes I can see the dismay
Has anyone seen lightning
Has anyone looked lovely

And the daffodils looked lovely today.

---The Cranberries

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10346460/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:56:59 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

I'm in love with this song at the moment, it's beautiful and reminds me of someone very special.

Hallelujah

I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing hallelujah

Hallelujah...

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the hallelujah

Hallelujah...

Baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
But love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah...

Well there was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me do you
But remember when I moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Well, maybe there's a god above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
It's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah...

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10325335/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 12:38:46 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Winter

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose, get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping Beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice:
"You must learn to stand up
For yourself
'Cause I can't always be around"

He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
'Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change, my dear

Boys get discovered
As winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by
And I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was
Mirror, mirror
Where's the Crystal Palace
But I only can see myself
Skating around the truth who I am
But I know, Dad, the ice is getting thin

Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself


---Tori Amos

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~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10292201/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10292201/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:11:25 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Whether You Fall

Whether it's the sunshine
Whether it's the rain
Doesn't make a difference
Until you complain
Whether it's the water
Coming in from the roof
Does it piss you off
That you're not water proof?

Whether you fall means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
It's whether you get up

And you hate the silence
As it fills up the room
And there's not much to say
To your blushing groom
Maybe all eyes are on you
As you finish the race
And the world sees you struggling
For last place

Whether you fall means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
Whether you get up

--Tracy Bonham

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~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10268957/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10268957/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:41:02 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Oh Happy Days

Where I End and You Begin

There's a gap in between
There's a gap where we meet
Where I end and you begin

And I'm sorry for us
The dinosaurs roam the earth
The sky turns green
Where I end and you begin

I am up in the clouds
I am up in the clouds
And I can't and I can't come down

I can watch but not take part
Where I end and where you start
Where you, you left me alone
You left me alone

X will mark the place
Like the parting of the waves
Like a house falling into the sea
Into the sea

I will eat you all alive
There'll be no more lies
I will eat you all alive
and there'll be no more lies

I will eat you all alive


Mwahhahaha

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~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10247875/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10247875/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:25:18 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Black Hole Sun

In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguise
As no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
The sun
In my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
neath the black
The sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And I'll hear you
Scream again

Black hole sun
Wont you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Wont you come
Wont you come

Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind
Tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
And sometimes
Far too long
For snakes
In my shoes
A walking sleep
And my youth
I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings
Like you
Anymore

Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just
Disappear

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http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10210690/ Thu, 28 Sep 2006 02:55:25 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

I love this song. It's a bit on the mushy side, but what can I say. I'm in love . (Still. I know. Crazy weird.)

Head Over Feet

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~LenoreLovers~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian =TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10182078/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 12:11:32 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Listening to: The Levellers
Reading: William Blake...meh
Watching: Simpsons

What a Beautiful Day

What a beautiful day,
I'm the king of all time,
And nothing is impossible,
In my all powerful mind.

Was on the fifth of November,
When time it went back,
Some say that that's impossible,
But you and I, we never looked back,
And wasn't it incredible,
So beautiful and above all,
Just to see the fuse get lit this time,
To light a real bonfire for all time.

I was drinking in my nightclub,
It felt good to be back,
When Hepburn said, "I love you",
And Flynn said, "Make mine a double, Jack"
Was then we planned the revolution,
To make things better for all time,
When Guevara said "That's crazy",
And ordered up a bottle of wine.

In there on the big screen,
Every night I've seen,
The way all things could be,
For me,
For me, for me, for me.

The news broke after midnight,
That we'd pulled the temples down without a sound,
But the generals they were hiding,
And the ministers, well, they'd all gone to ground,
Wealth re-distribution,
Became the new solution,
So I got a paper bag,
But you got the one with all the holes.

---The Levellers

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian =TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10109953/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10109953/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:48:58 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Mood: Moo
Listening to: Radiohead
Reading: William Blake...meh
Watching: Black Adder

I just love this song, it's the cutest thing in the world. Go listen, it's by Everclear. Sweet lyrics .

Birthday soon, I'm excited

The Good Witch of the North

You pull me down
To the floor
Of our apartment

A little while later
We are laughing at our
carpet burns

I like the way that it
glows outside
As the room gets darker

How I wish we could stay
like this
While the rest of the
world turns

There has never been a time
When I didn't want to be
your boyfriend

There has never been a time
When I didn't want to know
your name

Free falling from a work
in progress
Free falling from a life on hold

There has never been a time
When I didn't want you

My good lover
Is my one good thing
these days

You help me keep it all
From slipping away

I swear I'm going to
Marry you
Someday (someday)

I am all alone
And it seems like
All I do is wait
We spend hours on the phone
But it's never the same

No, nothing good ever does
come easy
Nothing good ever comes
without a fight

I am all alone
And I wish I was home
With you tonight

Yes, my good lover
Is my one good thing
these days

You help me keep it all
From slipping away

I swear I'm going to
Marry you
Someday

My girlfriend is like
Magic in the hand
When I lose my sparkle
She's the one
that understands

I know I'm going to marry you
someday

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club ~Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/10087104/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 02:59:32 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Mood: Shrug
Listening to: Portishead
Reading: Clockwork Orange
Watching: Bottom

Silent Sea

I was happy in my harbour
When you cut me loose
Floating on an ocean
And confused
Winds are whipping waves up
Like sky scrapers
And the harder they hit me
The less I seem to bruise

Oh when I
Find the controls
I'll go where I like
I'll know where I want to be
But maybe for now
I'll stay right here
On a silent sea

---KT Tunstall

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club ~Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9985919/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 08:09:43 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Mood: Shrug
Listening to: Eels
Reading: Clockwork Orange
Watching: Bottom

Weird

Isn't it weird, isn't it strange.
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes.
Isn't it hard standing in the rain.
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
You feel all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it strange how we all get a little bit weird sometimes.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin.
So you don't stand out. And you don't fit in. Weird.
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird
Strange, 'cause we're all just a little bit weird sometimes.

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club ~Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9917122/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9917122/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 09:55:32 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]

Mood: Shrug
Listening to: Eels
Reading: Clockwork Orange
Watching: Bottom

Motherless Child

Sometimes I feel like a motherless child
A long long way from home
Sometimes I feel like I’m almost gone
And I know my time’s not long
Sometimes I feel like I’m heaven bound
And I wear a golden crown
Sometimes I feel like my soul is on fire
And I’m about to die.

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9895830/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9895830/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 12:17:00 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Shrug
Listening to: Eels
Reading: Clockwork Orange
Watching: Bottom

Both Sides Now

Bows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

Oh but now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well something's lost but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9874193/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 14:37:14 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Wonderful
Listening to: Eels
Reading: Clockwork Orange
Watching: Bottom

My Beloved Monster

My beloved monster and me
We go everywhere together
Wearing a raincoat that has four sleeves
Gets us through all kinds of weather

She will always be the only thing
That comes between me and the awful sting
That comes from living in a world that's so damn mean

My beloved monster is tough
If she wants she will disrobe you
But if you lay her down for a kiss
Her little heart it could explode

--Eels

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9860608/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 10:23:27 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Hurrah
Listening to: Eels
Reading: Clockwork Orange
Watching: Bottom

Let's Do It (Let's Fall In Love)

But that’s why birds do it,
Bees do it,
Even educated fleas do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

In Spain the best upper sets do it,
Lithuanians and Lats do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

The Dutch in old Amsterdam do it,
Not to mention the Finns,
Folks in Siam do it,
Think of Siamese twins.

Some Argentines without means do it,
People say in Boston even beans do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

Romantic sponges they say do it,
Oysters down in Oyster Bay do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

Cold Cape Cod clams ‘gainst their wish do it,
Even lazy jellyfish do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

Electric eels, I might add, do it,
Though it shocks ‘em I know,
Why ask if shads do it,
Waiter bring me shad roe.

In shallow shoals English soles do it,
Goldfish in the privacy of bowls do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

The dragonflies in the reeds do it,
Sentimental centipedes do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

Mosquitoes, heaven forbid, do it,
So does every katydid do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

The most refined ladybugs do it,
When a gentleman calls,
Moths in your rugs do it,
What’s the use of moth balls?

Locusts in trees do it,
Bees do it,
Even overeducated fleas do it,
Let’s do it, let’s fall in love.

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9803616/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 11:32:09 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Hurrah
Listening to: Eels
Reading: On Beauty
Watching: Black Adder

Got my AS results on Thursday...

Psychology- A (Hurrah!)
Philosophy and Ethics- A (Hurrah!)
English Lit- B (5 marks off an A, dang it)
Geography- C (Omg I didn't fail)
General Studies- A (What a waste of an A...)

So all is good with the world.

Trains

Train set and match spied under the blind
Shiny and contoured the railway winds
And I've heard the sound from my cousin's bed
The hiss of the train at the railway head
Always the summers are slipping away

A 60 ton angel falls to the earth
A pile of old metal, a radiant blur
Scars in the country, the summer and her
Always the summers are slipping away
Find me a way for making it stay

When I hear the engine pass
I'm kissing you wide
The hissing subsides
I'm in luck

When the evening reaches here
You're tying me up
I'm dying of love
But it's ok

---Porcupine Tree

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9700054/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 08:38:50 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Not Bad
Listening to: Eels
Reading: On Beauty
Watching: Beauty And The Beast

I Like Birds

I can't look at the rocket launch
The trophy wives of the astronauts
And I won't listen to their words
Cause I like
Birds

I don't care for walking downtown
Crazy auto-car gonna mow me down
Look at all the people like cows in a herd
Well, I like
Birds

If you're small and on a search
I've got a feeder for you to perch on

I can't stand in line at the store
The mean little people are such a bore
But it's alright if you act like a turd
Cause I like
Birds

If you're small and on a search
I've got a feeder for you to perch on

---Eels

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9690396/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:11:37 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Not Bad
Listening to: Eels
Reading: On Beauty
Watching: Beauty And The Beast

Grace Darling

You have been my lighthouse
In every storm
You have given shelter
You have kept me safe and warm
And in my darkest nights
You have shone your brightest lights
You are my saving grace
Darling I love you.

You have been the pilot
Who guides me home
You have been the my rock
As on the seven seas I roam
And when I was becalmed
You were the strength in my arms
You are my saving grace
Darling I love you.

And when I found my back
Was torn and broken on the reef
You sailed your tiny boat
Across the dark seas of my disbelief.

You have been the anchor
And I the chain
Straining as we hold ourselves
Together in the rain
I have found you ever there
My constant keeper's daughter fair
You are my saving grace
Darling I love you.

---The Strawbs

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9604148/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9604148/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 02:29:35 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Ill
Listening to: Johnny Cash
Watching: Beauty And The Beast

Hard Drive

This is the town I'm living in
This is the street I'm walking down
These are the friends I'm visiting
These are the clothes I'm wearing now
This is the house I'm building here
This is the girl I'm marrying
This is the chord I'm strumming now
This is the faith I'm leaning on

This is the child I'm bearing now
This is the love that I've always had
This is the face I make when I'm sad
This is the town I'm living in
This is the hard drive...
This is the ocean
have you ever felt yourself in motion?

These are the feet I'm standing on
These are the hands that build a world
This is the bed I'm sleeping in
This is the shirt I'm buttoning
This is the pace I'm moving at
This is the tune I'm humming now
This is the road I'm walkin down
These are the lips that form my words

This is the stone that I wanna turn
These are the people that I love
These are the eyes that look above
This is the town I'm living in
This is the hard drive...
This is the ocean
have you ever felt yourself in motion?

--Evan Dando

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans ~montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club ~Alice-fanclub *DisneyDreamers ~TalesOfALibrarian ~TheFairestSex *ThePencilClub


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9596985/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 10:51:45 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Ill
Listening to: Johnny Cash
Watching: Beauty And The Beast

Desperado

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out riding fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
But I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasing you,
Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy,
She'll beat you if she's able.
Know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me, some fine things,
Have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the things that you can't get.

Desperado, oh, you ain't getting no younger:
Your pain and your hunger, they're driving you home.
And freedom, oh freedom,
Well, that's just some people talking
Your prison is walking,
Through this world all alone.

And don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow, the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosing all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling,
Goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, and open the gate
It may be raining, but there's a rainbow above you,
You better let somebody love you,
Before it's too late.

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans *montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9501281/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 13:05:56 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Listening to: Eels
Watching: Finding Nemo :)

How Sweet It Is

Needed the shelter of someone's arms
And there you were
Needed someone to understand my ups and downs
And there you were
With sweet love and devotion
Touching my emotion

I want to stop, and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you

I close my eyes at night
Wondering where would I be without you in my life
Everything I did was just a bore
Everywhere I went
You know I've been there before
But you brightened up for me all of my days
With a love so sweet in so many ways

I want to stop, and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you

You were better to me than I was to my self
For me there is you and there aint nobody else
I want to stop, and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans *montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9474391/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9474391/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 02:31:07 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Wonderful
Listening to: Eels
Reading: The Road Less Travelled
Watching: Cruel Intentions

Twilight

I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face
Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change
Whatever came within these shallow days

As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen
Twilight

--Vanessa Carlton

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans *montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9330475/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9330475/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:12:30 PDT MySpace Page is.. [link]
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Mood: Wonderful
Listening to: Eels
Reading: The Road Less Travelled
Watching: Cruel Intentions

Guest List

Are you one of the beautiful people
Is my name on the list
Wanna be of the beautiful people
Wanna feel like Im missed

Hey you with the walkie talkie
I know my clothes are not right
I wish I had my own walkie talkie
That reached to God every night

Everyone needs to be somebody
Everyone needs to find someone who cares
But I dont know if you know what I mean
Cause I'm never on your list

Are you one of the beautiful people
Am I on the wrong track
Sometimes it feels like I'm made of eggshell
And it feels like I'm gonna crack

Everyone needs to be somebody
Everyone needs to find someone who cares
But I dont know if you know what I mean
Cause I'm never on your list

---Eels

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans *montypython ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~bassist-club


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9293056/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 14:17:38 PDT Mood: Wonderful
Listening to: Jose Gonzalez
Reading: The Road Less Travelled
Watching: Cruel Intentions

I carry your heart with me

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in
my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

---e.e. cummings

Clubs I'm In/ Pending...

~dirgefans *montypython ~Nirvana-Club ~BallpointPenClub =Nature-Club *DisneyDreamers ~TheBurtonSisters *Pure-Placebo *ThePencilClub ~Nirvana-Lovers ~FootprintsInTheSand ~da-dinks =evillittlegirl-club ~eye-freaks ~TalesOfALibrarian ~virgo-club


My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me


~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9281781/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9281781/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 13:15:53 PDT Mood: OK
Listening to: Jose Gonzalez
Reading: The Road Less Travelled
Watching: Cruel Intentions

All You Deliver

On the verge of ruin
You'll see it all clear
How steep the fall is
How long way back is
on the verge of success
It's all white and fluffy
Horizons are blurred
Horizons are blurred

By the time you reach you goal
Tongues will be twisted
To the point where you'll lose
track of your soul

--Jose Gonzalez

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<... ]]> ~A-B-normal http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9259196/ http://A-B-normal.deviantart.com/journal/9259196/ Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:49:23 PDT Mood: Wonderful as always
Listening to: Tool
Reading: The Road Less Travelled
Watching: Cruel Intentions

Fever

Never know how much I love you,
Never know how much I care.
When you put your arms around me,
I get a fever that's so hard to bear.

You give me fever,
When you kiss me,
Fever when you hold me tight.
Fever, in the morning,
Fever all through the night.

Sun lights up the daytime
And moon lights up the night..
I light up when you call my name
And you know I'm gonna treat you right

You give me fever
When you kiss me,
Fever when you hold me tight.
Fever, in the morning,
And fever all through the night

Everybody's got the fever
That is something you all know
Fever isn't such a new thing
Fever started long ago

Romeo loved Juliette
Juliette she felt the same
When he put his arms around her he said,
"Julie, Baby , you're my flame

Thou giveth fever
When we kisseth
Fever with thy flaming youth
Fever! I'm afire,
Fever, yeah, I burn, forsooth."

Cap'in Smith and Pocahontas had a very mad affair
When her daddy tried to kill him
She said,
"Daddy, oh, don't you dare!

He gives me fever
With his kisses
Fever when he holds me tight
Fever! I'm his misses, So
Daddy, Won't you treat him right?"

Now you've listened to my story,
Here's the point that I have made:
Chicks were born to give you fever,
Be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade

They give you fever
When you kiss them
Fever if you live and learn
Fever, 'till you sizzle
What a lovely way to burn

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My Friends, Stalkers, and Other Strange People That Watch Me