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1. Piss on old high school.

2. Play ding dong ditch with every house in my neighborhood.

3. Make another pine-cone speedbump.

4. Visit a house which is haunted.

5. Do a donut in the parking lot.

6. Actually buy and use fireworks.

7. Eat at all my favourite restaurants.

8. Clean whole house by myself.

9. Do majority of yardwork.

10. Visit Family.

And the new one.

11. Beat best friend with baseball while he is sleeping.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28535101/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28535101/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 18:13:50 PST
ALWAYS

SOMETHING

MORE

THAN

WHAT

IS

NECESSARY

GREAHAHHHHHHAHAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28517309/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28517309/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 19:38:18 PST
It will never be the same.

I'm tired of that guy.

I'm really tired of him.

But I'll be alright, I'm trying to convince myself to not be tired of him.

But I will continue to be.

Also, any time someone asks me an obvious question, I will give them the wrong answer.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28471152/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28471152/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:27:57 PST
I don't like thoe hours.

I like, however, the event, and I'm getting paid well for my efforts in retaining the stupidity of many a state-ian.

State-ian.

I like that.

I wish I could fly.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28381214/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28381214/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 17:50:06 PST
I keep making it worse.

I don't know anything anymore.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28321729/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28321729/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 19:55:24 PST
Optimism and remote happy events.

Consequencial thoughts of both blending together.

Reiteration that it'll all be better soon.

Quiet sarcasm directed at self that it won't.

Lyrical nonsense reflecting my surface thoughts.

Random humour note.

Reminder to all of you that actually read this that you don't actually read this.

Sign off.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28218151/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/28218151/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:47:59 PST
I've been having some strange dreams here recently, which can only mean one thing:

Creative build-up! Which can only mean one thing:

I need a book to read! Which can only mean one thing:

I need money! Which can only mean one thing:

I need a job!

I've been having a lot of strange dreams here recently, therefore, I need a job.

I also need to do my homework, but that's mindless.

Of course, it worries me that all of my strange dreams are only strange less so because they deviate from reality, but more because they rarely do. Here recently I've watched several people die from their perspectives in normal ways, getting shot, stabbed, run over, etc. It's not as horrible as you think it is, until you get into their thoughts.

It's odd being the kind of person I am and loping around in other's heads and thinking to yourself "wow, these are some normal people, they got lives and jobs, and people they love, and people who love them, not a bad gig."

And then they die.

It's like a punchline to a tasteless joke. The thing is, is I don't know why I'm having these dreams, I stopped being fascinated with the prospect of death ages ago, and I haven't watched anything or read anything to push my mind there.

If anything, I don't think "Paranormal Activity," and "The Fourth Kind," should be inducing those sorts of dreams. After all, one's about demons, the other is about aliens.

I don't think aliens and demons are cause-worthy to be giving me dreams in which I watch people die by accident/murder by disgruntled madmen/teenagers not paying attention on the roads.

I should be having dreams about demonically possessed aliens possessing people and speaking in dead human languages because they've yet to get with the times.

We speak English, Spanish, French, Japanese, Chinese, and Japanese now motherfuckers, if you want to communicate while you're terrifying us, at least do it so we can understand.

I mean damn guys, come on.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/27907371/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/27907371/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 14:38:42 PDT
One wonderful weekend with my love. Four long and beautiful days spent in her arms. Two days since I left her standing, a hundred or so before I see her again.

Maybe this time it won't be so bad because this time I've got a plan.

I really shouldn't have left her there though, I shouldn't have left at all.

If there's one place I belong in this world more than in her arms I haven't found it and I don't plan too.

God take me away from this place, let me see my soul with her.

Oh, and God, while you're at it, save the trees.

Thanks.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/27714855/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/27714855/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 20:03:57 PDT
All but three years ago my life was a high school loner's drama.

Now, now it's a fucking college loner's drama.

NOTHING HAS CHANGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And for once the title begets the journal.

AND THE JOUNRAL THUS JUSTIFIES THE TITLE FOR YOU WILL NOW INSERT THE TITLE OF CURRENT ISSUE HERE>

As for the rest of us, things have changed, I'm just screwing around because the one thing that hasn't changed is my boredom.

It's just what I do about it.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/27014134/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/27014134/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:05:03 PDT
Tell me I'm sexy.

Please oh please just tell me...

What's for dinner?

I'm not back, I'm just bored.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/17205690/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/17205690/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:37:27 PST
Unfortunanatly, for no one, it's not over yet.

But it's safe to say that my creativity didn't die...just my interest/faith in this site as being a means of getting me recognised.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/15221769/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/15221769/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 20:31:05 PDT
For those who really want to know why.

That's too bad.

Come see me some time, I'll point out why it sucks.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14982189/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14982189/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:11:49 PDT
1. You get me, the slowest cashier.

2. You have more than 15 items.

3. You have less than 15 items, but all of them are huge and hard to handle.

4. You have shitloads of coupons, for fifteen items.

5. You're using checks.

6. You ask a question.

7. You are not sure of what you're buying.

8. You don't take the bags off the turn-a-bout.

9. I have to point something out on the screen.

10. Your children won't stop bothering you.

11. You don't answer when I ask "How are you? Do you have your Kroger Card Today?"

12. You don't already have your Kroger card out, and you have millions of cards to go through to get to it.

13. You're not old enough to buy cigarettes, and you decide to waste my time anyway.

14. You don't leave when you're finished.

15. When more than 10 people think that the express lane is really express, and they all have borderline 15 items.

16. When I'm not able to use the bathroom.

17. When the front-end supervisor asks me a question in the middle of your order.

18. When someone says the word "bascart"

19. When you decide you want something else...on the other side of the store.

20. When you knowingly waste my time with less than five items.

And more.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14787329/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14787329/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 14:13:59 PDT
If it wasn't for them, my job would be so much easier, but if it wasn't for them I'd be out of a job.

"Can you scan these (5000) coupons?"

"Oh I don't want that." (after I've rung it up and they bagged it.

"This costs [Xamount]" (when I can't scan the barcode the first two times)

The look they give you when you're taking too long because of the customer before them.

They way tehy stare at the screen and look at what's going on.

The way they ask if you do something wrong.

Wanting cigarettes.

How they don't help you bag and there are four customers behind them.

Bastards, all of them...

Other than that, I don't mind.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14615975/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14615975/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:17:51 PDT
I'm a dirty dirty person.

That and I feel like hitting the "Random Deviant" button again, you'd be surprised how many whackos you'll get with that thing.

"Random Deviation" however is very interesting, you'll come across crap 4 out of 5 times. But that time you don't get crap, it's like "whoa, that's cool."

Marry and Reproduce.

There is no spoon.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14512956/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14512956/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 06:45:26 PDT
After all, how can I make fun of people who never talk? Hardly.

-=-Outcast-=-
[x] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[ ] You were always picked last for kickball.
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[ ] You tend to avoid mass social activities (i.e.- dances, ice cream socials, football games, etc.)
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[x] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[x] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] You have a large sexual background.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[x] You hold extreme hate towards another high (middle) school stereotype.
[] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = 6

-=-Party Girl/Boy-=-
[x] Lets face it: you like to party.
[] You party every other weekend.
[ ] or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state...world =0
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[x] You've partied all night.
[x] You've snuck out of the house (hotel room) to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[x] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[x] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x] You can dance.
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.
Total = 9

-=-Scene Kid-=
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[x] You have a mirror pic.
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[ ] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[x] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You dont know many of the people on your friends list in person
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[ ] You enjoy photography.
Total = 2

-=--=-Prep-=--=-
[x] You pop the collar [w..t...f...]
[ ] You wont go near the Goths
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic. [leGASP]
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[x] You are content overall with how your life is going.
total= 2

-=--=-Band Geek-=--=-
[x] You have played an instrument before.
[x] You still play an instrument.
[x] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[x] You are/were in Marching Band
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[x] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to classic... ]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14422552/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/14422552/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 08:31:57 PDT
Its the time of year
Now that Spring is in the air
When those two wet gits with their girly curly hair
Make another song for moronic holidays
That nauseate-ate-ate
In a million different ways
From the shores of Spain
To the coast of Southern France
No matter where you hide
You just can't escape this dance

Hold a chicken in the air
Stick a deckchair up your nose
Buy a jumbo jet
And then bury all your clothes
Paint your left knee green
Then extract your wisdom teeth
Form a string quartet
And pretend your name is Keith

Skin yourself alive
Learn to speak Arapahoe
Climb inside a dog
And behead an eskimo
Eat a Renault Four with salami in your ears
Casserole your gran
Disembowel yourself with spears

The disco is vibrating
The sound is loud and grating
Its truly nauseating
Let's do the dance again

Hold a chicken in the air
Stick a deckchair up your nose
Yes you'll hear this song in the holiday discos
And there's no escape in the clubs or in the bars
You would hear this song if you holidayed in Mars

Skin yourself alive
Learn to speak Arapahoe
Climb inside a dog
And behead an eskimo
Now you've heard it once
Your brain will spring a leak
And though you hate this song
You'll be humming it for weeks

Hold a chicken in the air
Stick a deckchair up your nose
Buy a jumbo jet
And then bury all your clothes
La la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la la laaaaaaa"

Do it. Do everything the song describes. Now.

[link]

It is totally 4realz.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13943765/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13943765/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 15:43:23 PDT
I mean I'm even considering playing my rtrombone again (assuming it's still in playable condition. And I really really want a guitar/cello/both.


They're selling Bass guitars at walmart now.

Kill me. Kille me please.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13669393/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13669393/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 09:36:59 PDT
You can ask questions to any of my characters, any single one, alive...or dead, all you gotta do is note me, and they'll respond.

(If they want to or not.)

DO IT.

Maybe I'll get some ideas, my writer's blocks are the worst...

Just interrogate me and the people I created, do it, I command it, make it happen, all of you.

>.> Maybe some of you will read something...

Don't forget my scraps (That one story involving people going mad has been going through my mind, expect to see it updated here soon.)

You can ask any pre-existing aforementioned character anything, please, I'm (we're) begging ya.

Just so's I can have something to do whilst I wait.

The Characters:

(Name) - (Title) - (Profession/demeanor)

The Playground for the Slightly Deranged
Geoffrey Mannigan - The Entreprenuer - Psycho
Emmet Dixon - The Fugitive - Psycho
Cornelia - The Abused - Misguided
Jim Lockhart - The Hollow - Extreme Mental Case
Chris Strange - The Epiphany - Hitman
The Voice - Mr. Strange's Boss - Unknown

Those You Haven't Met in the Series:
The Entrope
The Band
The Lost
Without
With
The Children
The Judge
The Redeemer
Public
Police

The Epics of Inmiel
(Yeah, you haven't seen it, but I use most of the characters to do RPs.)

Jial - Bloodwolf Rogue - Werewolf/Raider
Jikial- Bloodwolf Rogue - Werewolf/Raider
Malice - Shadow Master - Thief Extrordinair
Kiriaga - Ultimate Evil
God - Ultimate Good
Entrope - The Only Neutrality
Katalina - Succubus - Lost Soul of Purgatory
Rishkar - Lith'na Army Rogue Archer - Archer
Mother Nature - (need she be explained?)
With - Servant of Entrope (Good)
Without - Servant of Entrope (Evil)
The Seven Falsities - The Seven False Gods of Inmiel
Heroes of The Ages - Yet to Be Named, a few shown above

ReWritten
(Don't be mad CJ)
Richard - Pyromancer - Nature's Servant
Christina - Necromancer - Don't wanna spoil it
John Paul - Mad Scientist
Sarah - Werewolf - still don't wanna spoil it
Kiriaga - Richard's twin - Ultimate Evil
Mr. Bubbles - Furry Mafia Boss
Silvania - Ninja Assassin
...Others as I think about them...

Random
Andrea Silver - The Last Sacrifice
Asher - A Hovren
(A Hovren is a being that has forgotten and/or lost its purpose, it is immortal until it regains its purpose, in which case it dies instantly.)

Ask about anyone else I've failed to mention, even background characters (e.g. "Yes, Mr Pedestrian #1, Why were you at the gas station when the car blew up?)

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13544099/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13544099/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 20:28:50 PDT
1. Your Name: Richard
2. What would your name be
if you were an RPG character?:
Vashii Hiri'letton
3. Favorite RPG?: The Elder Scrolls
4. Favorite RPG Character?: Link
5. Japanese or American RPGs?: Japanese RPG's are all the same and AMerican are too unoriginal
6. Does it annoy you when the main female character is the stereotypical healer? Anything Mainstream bothers me.
7. The Final Fantasy Series- RPG God, or Highly Overrated?: Overrated, but not highly, it is great and it has been revolutional, but let's face it, once you begin to pick out the characters who are going to betray you and those who are going to die, you know it's not for you anymore...
8. Final Fantasy 8- Refreshing change, or unforgivable mistake?: What's so final about Final Fantasy again?
9. Magic or Fighting?: Both
10. Why does the main guy always carry a huge sword?: Masculinity, that and no one likes the main asskicker to look gay...as hysterically funny as that would be.
11. What number of party members form the ideal party?: Four, Healer Damage Dealer, Tank and Backup (could be another damage dealer, or healer, or tank)
12. Guns- Cool or pointless?: It's all about timeline..and realism, you don't shoot at somebody fifty times and wait for HP to go down, you shoot at someone once, right between the eyes and watch them die.
13. What weapon would YOU equip?: Axe, bow and arrow, and of course, the backup wicked dagger.
14. Is poison really that bad of a status effect? 10 hp! 10 hp! 10 hp! stoping a turnbased battle to see that is very aggravating.
15. Fire or Ice?: Ice, fire only does so much.
16. Long summons or short summons?: Shorter long summons.
17. 2-D or 3-D?: 3D
18. Claude or Rena?: Claude
19. Is Magus really worth getting?: OF course it is, you wouldn't be a gamer if you didn't (wtf is magus again?)
20. Chrono Cross- Decent sequel, or crude mockery?: Mockery, I liked the original stuff.
21. Favorite RPG Main Character?: Didn't we ask this? Link it will forever and always be the silent hero of countless screaming whilst falling down holes.
22. What's your opinion on the undead?: They're great...but in RPG's they're a bit overdone, zombies should be easier to take down...
23. Could you tell Aeris was going to die before the end of disc 1?: Once again, if you know it by that time, play a different set of games.
24. Are female lead characters acceptable?: Only if they're not complete wimps or completely bossy/violent...too masculine for their gender.
25. Do you usually find the "secret" characters in RPGs?: I only do it if it's beneficial...
26. Ever made your own RPG storyline?: I'm a f*cking writer for pete's sake, almost anything of mine can be used in a game somewhere.
27. Have you ever played a fan-translated or imported RPG?: Fan-translated, no, imported, maybe.
28. What do you think of RPGs based off of popular anime series?: Same way I think of movies based off books, why bother?
29. Which is better, being able to see your foes before you fight them, or random encounters?: Turn based games suck ass.
30. Do you own any RPG soundtracks?: Ha.
31. Was Super Mario RPG a little too much?: Yeah, it was, SM was ONLY meant for platform gaming.
32: Pokemon- Your opinion?: The original 150 friggin rocked, now, it's overdone, annoying, and on top of thos adjectives, it's retarded.
33. If you were an RPG character, what level would you be on?: Whichever level got me my best weapon.
34. What character class would you be?: Well that depends on my background, which according to my name, I'd be part of an elite mercenaric faction, which technically means I'd be a combination of thief/fighter/mage I'd have to know my sh*t to live in my world the way I want too, so f*ck one class.
35. You've just completed this survey!(?): Yes.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13442353/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/13442353/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 05:47:34 PDT
It's like my brain had a massive brainfart that resulted in hemorraging and diarreha.

So my mind's creative side is currently on break (what I didn't tell you is that there are a few draft stories in notebooks around my room, along with poems, another story that I'm working on etc, it just hasn't made it here, yet.)

So I haven't been lazy, just busy, and then after that mainly uncreative, I need a booster.

Oh Well.

My birthday is in a month and two days!

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12982712/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12982712/ Thu, 17 May 2007 13:58:06 PDT
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions


Characters Chosen:
Kiriaga Manar (ReWritten)
Bubbles Malone (ReWritten)
Chris Strange (The Playground)
Jial (ReWritten/Epics of Inmiel)
Cornelia Evette (The Playground)

How Old Are You?
Kiriaga Manar: What? What am I doing here, who the fuck...Jial! You bastard...
Bubbles Malone: I'm the one who asks questions...
Chris Strange: 36.
Jial: *slighty nervous at the glare of his old enemy* Geh...145.
Cornelia Evette: 15

Height?
Kiriaga: *shrinks and expands back and forht* I'm whateva wanna be bitch.
Bubbles: 4 foot 2 inches
Mr. Strange: 6'1'' What am I doing here again?
Jial: Werewolf or human, right now I'm about 5'9'' werewolf..5'6''...whatever system you use.
Cornelia: *sighs* About 5 and a half feet...

You Got Any Bad Habits?
Kiriaga: *just laughs*
Bubbles: I..eh..revert back to the old ways every now and then and...erm..throw certain excreets at people...
Mr. Strange: I chew my toenails and I get nervous laughs...*laughs*
Jial: *hangs head* Oh gods mating season....and the bloodlust...
Cornelia: I don't like talking to people...and I get violent sometimes *looks away ashamedly*

You a virgin?
Kiriaga: *Laughs harder*
Bubbles: *takes out a wallet and flips it open* This is my family, Itell you yes? *starts rambling*
Mr Strange: *blushes* What's that got to do with the price of tea in China?
Jial: I got kids...so I guess I'm not.
Cornelia: *stands up straight looking wild* Why? What are you going to do about it?

Who's your Mate?
Kiriaga: *winds down laghing...* Don't got one...
Bubbles: Yes, and then I have my mistress, and then there is her mistress, and we have fun on Tuesdays.
Mr. Strange: *sighs* I've never really thought about it...
Jial: Yes, and I love her.
Cornelia: *looks unhappy and shifts around her chair so she's not facing the audience*

Have Any Kids?
Kiriaga: *starts counting*
Bubbles: 5...or 6...I can't remember.
Mr. Strange: *sighs again* This is getting depressing.
Kiriaga: 143!!!! Wait....I don't think that one lived *re-counts*
Jial: 6, Jikial, Orven, Aldre and Arek (twins), Wiver, and Siltre *smiles*
Cornelia: Never going to either.
Kiriaga: 59!!
Jial: Will you just shut up, no one cares how many bastard children you have!
Kiriaga: I can't help it if I don't know if every girl I raped had a kid or not...what are you doing here anyway!?
Jial: *takes werewolf form and growls and Kiriaga*
Kiriaga: ...down boy...*backs away*

Favourite Food?
Kiriaga: Werewolf Stew *narrows eyes at Jial, and then is promptly attack, battle noises ensue*
Bubbles: *Avoiding claws and flying wood* I like the Chinese-type food, is better than berries...
Mr. Strange: *preforms a graceful acrobatic move to avoid getting hit* I've always been a big fan of Indian food, it's nice and spicy.
Jial: *too busy to answer the question*
Cornelia: *gets up calmly and brings her foot down hard on Kiriaga's foot before uppercutting him, catches Jial around the throat*
Everyone: *silence*

Favourite Ice Cream flavour?
Kiriaga: *getting back to seat red-faced* ...I don't have one...
Bubbles: That little girl *is reminded to stick to subject* Oh, yes, Rocky road.
Mr. Strange: I like em all, except the raisin stuff...
Jial: *back at seat* I'm not from around here...
Cornelia: *stnding beside her chair* Strawberry.

Killed anyone?
Kiriaga: *begins counting again, pauses* Hey Jial, how many people lived in the Kavelian Civilization? *is glared at, returns to counting*
Bubbles: I choose not to get my hands dirty...
Mr. Strange: *looks down* They didn't deserve it...
Jial: Yes, but I had my reasons.
Cornelia: *glares*

Hate anyone?
Kiriaga: I think the correct question is..."Like anyone?"
Bubbles: Not so much hate as "dislike"
Mr. Strange: Yeah.
Jial: He sits in the first chair...
Cornelia: My Father, My Mother.

Any Secrets?
Kiriaga: I'm normally a very open person, but it's all the same to me if you want to die...
Bubbles: ...
Mr. Strange: Yep.
Jial: I'm not supposed to be here...
Cornelia: ...

Love Anyone?
Kiriaga: *actually looks sad...really sad...and is quiet !OMG!*
Bubbles: I love my family.
Mr. Strange: ...
Jial: My mate, my kids, and my hom... ]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12965393/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12965393/ Tue, 15 May 2007 12:55:25 PDT
School; yeah, it's almost over.

>.>

I've got nothing much to say, here's to everything endin' well!

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12913036/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12913036/ Thu, 10 May 2007 16:19:34 PDT
Forever shining, one foot foward and the other behind we keep pace with ourselves and our entities.

It just sorta hits you, and there's no reason for it.

We'll trip, we'll fall, we'll live, wll die, but nothing stops us from forever going foward.

I guess lookg back I do have some reason to feel the way I do, I don't like talking about the end of the world...and apparently the year 2007 means something biblically according to a very devout substitute I had.

This constant moving, always going, never seeing, leads the past to repeat past, we all walk in, of course, one big circle.

With certain things in mind, I began to wonder if the world had ended before, and I don't mean bibically, I mean as though we're caught in some loop that makes Earh destroy itself over and over, only a little different each time.

Some take a step from the rut, and look at what we've done, but it is all to easy for that same person to be caught in its own circle.

It's like something we can't control, not even God in all his power, he can't stop the past from desroying the present and beginning anew, because, he might just be part of it.

This path, beaten in tthe ground, leads us round and down until we find ourselves spiraling ever closer to hell.

Then you've got to wonder about remnants, little peices of the lost worlds before ours that have wedged themselves into the creation of this one.

But the secenary never changes, the ground moves with us, the horizon isn't darkened by the dirt we have not tread upon.

These remnants serve to change the future to keep the past from fully repeating itself, in fact, one can say that the past sabotages itself.

Forever blissfully do we walk, through roubled and wonderful times, without going, without knowing, just forever searching for something we'll never find.

Which of course leads you to wonder, what could these remnants be?
What major events have "changed history?"

What major events haven't changed history?

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12781839/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12781839/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 18:25:43 PDT
That and I need to think of two-and-twenty new ways to kill three-and-forty people, cause I feel like it.

Then I need to work on rewritten now,

And schoolwork, and exams and jos, andstuff and OMG ITS HAPPENING AGAIN DOCTOR OCTOR CHECK THE PULSE!

*breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12677543/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12677543/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:14:33 PDT
PROM

lollygaggle!

PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM

3 MORE FRIDAYS LEFT BEFORE I'M OUTTA HERE!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


Damn, youth goes by so fast doesn't it?

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12557771/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12557771/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:20:07 PDT
There are no consequences, I could kill and get away with it, my rage and lust flys out and snatches people who I could have my way with, by God it'd be wonderful.


that's what I'm talking about, thoughts like that that could get me killed or worse...stuck in the loony bin.

Which would actually make a lot of people in that bin very mad themselves.


I want to drink blood that I wrenched from some unfortunaate soul's throat...


Ah, sadly I cannae have my wish(es) for there's no one out there who wants to be my victim, cause that would just be bad to be my victim.

....blooood....

I'll even offer in exchange, my blood for yours, my lust for yours, my rage for yours...


Stop..stop, bad thoughts, NO, bad Richard, bad.


Oh but it'll be wonderful, just drip drip drip, a few licks, and all is right with the world again.

No, bad...

Maybe I'll take it violently and shove them up against the wall hard enough to make it crack, then slice down their...no, bite down so hard they bleed into my mouth....


I have tasted human blood and I want more....ugh

My eye is twitching again...

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12432210/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12432210/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 14:49:31 PDT
This is how a lot of things have been going in the people's around me and my lives.

Just because I don't feel like describing it.

I also forgot

Sickness.

Otherwise I'm fine.


I am in desperate need of a girlfriend -.-

How many ways can one fool oneself before giving up?

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12233672/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12233672/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 14:16:04 PDT
The Playground is on hold for the time being, why? Because I can't think of two more psycho characters (I already know the last), so that's it on this end, hiope everyone is staying...alive at least.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12031971/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/12031971/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 20:03:18 PST
At least, nothing that partains to this world.

In Rakion I'm becoming a god-like figure that everyone hates.

In Guild Wars I'm stagnateing because I'm waiting for Aggeon to get her ass over to me.

In Gaia I'm stagnating once again.

In school things are better than average everywhere, besides my math class.

On Playground I'm expecting to churn out another character by Monday.

Random burst of creativity is gone, so random poems aren't going to be as frequent.

And otherwise, I'm a happy hungry boy and I need to be fed and water, won't someone please come play in the hay with me?

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11953815/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11953815/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 21:48:07 PST
I've no idea what the next character for the Playground should be, I have all sorts of ideas for different things but in no organized manner.

I'm having a spontenietous burst of creativity, and it won't let me get it all out.

DEath
Love
Joy
Holiness
Vagabonds
Bandits
Goths
Benign
Joker
Forgiven
Fallen

The list may and will go on.

In my head.

I love it when this happens, but it puts everything to a halt until I can work it out.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11945553/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11945553/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:34:21 PST
It's [link], you can get almost anysong you can think of, as long as you word it right, or whoever uploaded it worded it right, then you can make a playlist, turn on the standalone playlist, and WABAM, music on your computer, provided by teh net.

You can upload songs you want to hear, you can be rated and graded and all sorts of fun stuff.

This means nothing to anyone with a decent subscription for mp3 player music, but at least it's free, and it's pretty much good quality music (there's no static or anything...so far.)

I've got an account, a playlist, and all sorts of other things up and coming (gotta work on my profile).

As for everything else, I'm a homie, school sucks, people are getting better (I'm hoping, and lying to myself), and the depressed are still depressed, God help them, they're polluting the world.

Now to get completely off the initial subject and go on to the one I just introduced.

GODDAMNIT PEOPLE GET OVER IT, IF LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH KILL YOURSELF AND DONATE ORGANS, I'M TIRED OF HEARING IT, I'VE GONE THROUGH LOADS OF SHIT TO GET WHERE I AM TODAY AND GUESS WHAT!

I'M FINE!

Honestly, I'd be a very bad psych, people'd come in and I'd be like, "grab a knife, take a warm bath, slit your wrists, and stfu"

I'd never make any money with that advice.

Things are going to hell here on Earth, being all upset over it is like crying over spilled milk, stupid and pointless, all tears do is add to the mess. So one word to the unhappy and depressed, if you've been feeling that way for more than a month or two, obviously you need a date with a train going 80mph in the middle of the desert.

To be more sympathetic, go live in a country where REAL problems happen, like Africa, all we worry about here is whther or not we're accepted by the general public, obviously I'm not, but hey, I like that just fine, we don't have hunger, we don't have disease, all we've got is hatred, we've been dealing with that for centuries.

Christians hate everybody that's not a Christian because the bible says that everybody who doesn't follow the Holy Book of Wanton Storymaking is a dumbass bitch who doesn't deserve to walk the boring streets of heaven, blacks hate whites because (although all the whites are over it) we put them in slavery, women hate men because they don't realize that our life is just that much shorter because we think they're worth it (and this may seem strange coming from me, the sin of Lust, but let's face it people, women would have nothing to do with men if they could help it, the way I see it, if they're so high and mighty like that, let them, I'd love to see the day the human race dies out because everybody is gay/lesbian, that would be fricken hilarious.)

Face it people, hoping for world peace is like hoping...for world peace, it's in our instincts to hate people, to be intolerant, to be social dumbasses and yet still manage to form a country in which all of us fucktards live.

We've all got issues, we've had them since man first stepped foot in mud and panicked because he thought he was sinking, we've had them all throughout time, and it's getting worse.

Teenagers, scuse me, not even those, -Preteens- are having sex left and right, getting drunk, high, whatever you wish, figure if it goes on like this, we'll have boys and girls getting pregnant before they even reach high school, there will be a lot of miscarriages and ruined dreams, suicides and homicides, laughs lost and hopes shattered, parents will be thrown into ongoing depression, kids will be thrown into depression, life will cease to mean anything.

By 2012 the human race is going to made up of retarded babies that were born from parents that are too young, people who have no more hope, and this, our generation.

The last generation that has any sense at all (and even that's not good enough) because we were born from parents who, tried, at least, to raise us right (and even then some of you will argue against that).

Let's face it, the future is incredibly bleak, and sure we have people all around us who look like they are the shining hope, but, and not to be pessimistic, they can't change an entire society unless they group up, and EVERYONE has skipped the lesson on how we work together.

We've failed.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11886214/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11886214/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 18:29:53 PST
1.FINGERS: Richard

2.CHIN: richzrfc (oh well)

3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: richard

4.ELBOW: richardc

5.NOSE: richard

6.PALM:

:1.) List Four fandoms you have (at least I get to use my hands)
-Weapons
-South Park
-Food
-Drink

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
By myself, yes, with someone, no

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Cut it

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
[Insert four names here]

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
2 lizards, two cats.

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
Why settle for one?

7.) Who is your most played character?
Roleplay; Don't play one anymore than the other
In life; The fool

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
-Being stuck on an island with your best friend
-Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances

Depends on which ones I think taste better with sea salt.

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Cruel
Foolish
Devious

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
I'd like to fly, summon demons/elementals, and weild powers for either the devil or God.

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Dad

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Myself

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
Kyrie (Lord)
Sancta (Holy)
Serena (Serene)
Benigma (Benign)
Amoena (Lovely)


14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Live.

15.) Do you like the way you are?
I do, it's everyone else that has some sort of problem with it >.>

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Summer

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
Rain

18.) Water or ice?
Water

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
-I learn more about people by the way they act and speak than I do when they tell me. (It takes me a few days or so of being around the person for me to have their basic personality down, past that it's all about learning details.)
-No matter what I do I end up hurting myself or somebody else.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11843273/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11843273/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 14:12:32 PST
In fact, I'm just fucking dandy, I know how to solve my problems now, and I am, are, have, and other such verbs.

Next Character of the Playground should be coming out sometime this weekend, if not, someone tell me to get my ass in high gear.

My cheek stings, badly. (face)

I'm going to a movie, dunno which one. I gotta finish a project this weekend (or two). On top of all this, I'm hungry, I'm tired, and I really really want some...

I want a shower, a nice cold, then warm, then hot shower, that, my dear friends and ever-present enemies, would be nice.

Some lies were told out of courtesy today.

You know, I was supposed to ride with Lindsey today, but I will next week, oh well.

I wat some ice cream, and for someone to whisper "ovaries" in my ear lovingly and randomly, for no reason, whilst I walk past them eating my ice cream, that would be hilarious.

Ever wonder how they make shoes that only last you as long as you wear them?

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11740349/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11740349/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 20:09:45 PST
Is anyone listening?

I'm tired.

I'm worn-out, and I don't know why.

I don't know love, I've never dated in high school, and here are all theese girls and guys I know going out, getting laid, messing up, making mistakes, learning, experiencing and growing, and somewhere I missed that train.

I do know what it is to love someone who doesn't love you, I do know what it is to feel like no one cares, and I do know what it is to be held in...I'm not allowed to feel

If I feel I get moody, if I get moody people don't want to hang out, no one wants to be around me, because for once I'm doing something that's human.

I'm tired.

If I'm doing that, then no one cares, I've got to go it alone, I have all my life.

I'm tired.

Sure there's parents, but what good are they really? they make suggestions, tell you about past experiences and if worse comes to worse, you get mentally evaluted.

See what I mean, being down makes people around you put you down more, or you end up hurting them, somehow, like I have; proposition, if that's what it means, bottle it up inside.

I'm tired.

I've got to deal with it, cause there's no one who could help, I'm taking big enough risk as it is admitting all this.

Someone somewhere will just get mad and belittle this somehow, or expect me to feel beter instantly ("It's all a lie" to them and)

I'm tired.

I've got noone to share anything with really, noone but a few people, and I'm afraid to do that with them, cause they're still people, nd I know what people do, I just descrbed it to you.

Is it wrong that I feel this way? Take a look at it yourselves, you must've felt this way at some point or another.

I'm tired,

I'm tired of caring about people and not ever being cared for back,

and if I am, lord tell me now, cause I sure as hell ain't feelin' it,

All I'm feeling is worn, tired, loveless, hurt, pained, strained, stressed, agonied, deathly, pitiful, pathetic, humilitied, coursed, lost, heavy, tender, broken, shattered, fallen...

Take your goddamn pick, get a number, get in the fucking line and make me feel stupid again.

I'd like my heart well-done and a side order of depression please...

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11579288/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11579288/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:11:41 PST I Pray my body my soul to keep,
If it doesn't I know nowhere,
That would keep my living air.

You know it's jsut really strange that I come up witha lot of stuff right off the top of my head.

If in morning I shall not wake,
Then pray my love my soul will take,

IT just comes and comes and comes, I think there's someone dead that over takes my brain.

If no love shall claim I,
Then let me live these days by,

And he/she/it sits there and goes gaga with my imagination.

For if no love I possess,
Then I will not die so loveless,

Then it seeps into my hands...

And turn my back on God I will,
To learn the Devil's work and fill

And I come up with some crazy shit...

The world with pain, sorrow, and grief,
Trying to find a lover's relief,

I mean stuff that if "thinking is as good as doing" in god's eyes I'm going to hell more than fifty times over...

For all I want is a lover forever,
Someone to which my soul will tether,

No matter how many good intentions I have or how lonely I feel or how many people are there but aren't and how many of those things I think and don't do, etc. etc.

I don't want to be so alone,

It's like I'm realising for the nth time in my life that there's nothing I can do really, I just have to go with it and see where it comes out.

When I finally reach my spiritual home.

And that's the happiest thought I've had all day.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11545457/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11545457/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 18:36:24 PST
That's what I get for being sick AND tired (not the cliche, I really am sick, and I really am tired).

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11515721/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11515721/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:32:38 PST

I'm piss-my-pants excited, why? because I actually DID SOMETHING OMG!!!!!

Now Christina's gotta draw it and colour it (although I say we just leave it black/white) and scan it and send it and I put in the speech bubbles and then upoad and and WABOOM.

Comic page one done, just 10047 to go...and more.

Now if only everything worked faster.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11415600/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11415600/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 21:21:47 PST
The answer to both of those is yes, although that won't answer the first, don't ever ask my "why," you'll never get the right answer.

So who's involved and what is this test?

Ain't telling, but it's got to be modern, so it is not no damn plague.

Unless it's metaphorically speaking. But that goes usually without saying.

So. What. Am. I. To. Do?

Grin and bear it. Like most of my life I have to face my trials with a smile on my face, a bitterness in my mouth, and a whole helluva lot of hatred.

I'm also tired of having christian shit rambled in my face. If I cared. I wouldn't be pegan.

You don't see me making remarks about God, Jesus, or religion unless someone else brings it up, and my comments are usually satirical and fake. I say what I say cause everyone's too damn serious about religion, I don't even take mine seriously, it's just not worth it.

But everyone thinks that some of the stuff I say I actually believe and will fight for it. Totally wrong. MY religion is based on IDEALS not BELIEFS, technically IDEALS and IDEAS can be changed faster than BELIEFS and CUSTOMS, and not only that, there is not one damn right religion, mine isn't right, yours isn't right, no one's, not a single damn person's religion, is right.

No matter what you're getting something wrong, my religion encompasses this and says "roll with it," you can't get everything right, so stop stressing. It doesn't really matter how we got here (and here I'm making my serious comments), what matters is that we ARE here, and we have to do what we can to enjoy life.

Doing that is the closest thing people have found to the question of the Right Religion.

We also need to stop finding blame in everyday things. People die. It's just what happens.

Nature isn't evil. Natural disasters happen because frankly it is a sort of population control. Not only that, but everynow and then an area needs to be wiped clean so it can regrow. That's how it goes, Remember that we're expendable in the eyes of the Higher Powers.

Other than that people do need to be punished, but we can't push all of the blame for the bad people on Satan either.

Believe it or not the only power Satan has is the ability to suggest, which is good enough to destroy continents. He doesn't posses people, he doesn't use his hands. He sits down and chats, you thank him for the time of day and when he leaves you make a choice, will you follow his suggestions, or will you think he's just another loony out for a walk?

He never once dirtied his hands, after all, he was an angel, he knows how to keep them clean.

As for demons, they do get their hands dirty, they're the corrupt spirits of Man, and for that they torture us.

As for angels, they're almost like God. All around but never there. But they play a more active roll than the Almighty in our lives than He does.

That's where the blame is. That's where it should stay.

So that should clear things up, as to asking "why," well that's like asking me, it's never the right answer and it's never a straight answer.

Get used to it. We're not supposed to understand.

And in all that I just outlined the beliefs of my religion indetail, in short; things happen, for a reason, but it's never worth it to try and find out why, so just enjoy life to your best, and the reasons might come to you and they might not, it's not really that important anyway, cause what is is that it happened, and you may or may not have gained something from it.

Either way, I'm happier for this outlook, I'm not trying to convert cause that's just a stupid thing to try and do to people, convert them to a religion...why? As long as they're enjoying life the way that religion is outlining then that's damn fine with me, in fact in a sense everyone's a part of this religion, everyone wants to enjoy life.

But the blaming has to stop, it rests in the hands of Free Will, demons, and the Power of Suggestion. Nature does what she does for the betterment of her world, not just mankind. God's there but that's just what he is, there, you've got to learn only to rely on him when you REALLY need him, cause that's usually the only time he'll actually respond. Any other time, any small grief or petty pain in your life. You could look or a person for help. Other dieties are there too, but they're just doing their job.

So tell me, how many of you who have read this think I'm totally wrong and I need to shut up who have found themselves wondering about the questions I just answered? How many of you think that I'm spouting blasphemy off at the tongue a... ]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11368979/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11368979/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 22:17:16 PST

Him: Good thing it's all fake then right? Cause when that luck runs out all it means is you stop coming or make a new account...lol...I'm glad my luck works in both the real and the online world, although I honestly don't get as many ladies (there's none around worth going for) but the ones I have gotten haven't gotten pregnant and all of them were like me...using each other just to feel good again and then wed be on our way...

Kinda sucks everytime I think about it, none of it meant anything...and yet how I find myself looking for something in there, so I come online, and what do I get, the same emptiness with a whole new twist.

What a wonderful world we live in...

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11339774/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11339774/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 16:39:50 PST
It has a few parts, but so far all I know is two (it comes to me over time you see).

A Qualitative Description describes all of the main characters.

The Game is the story they're dragged into.

The Game is the one with multiple parts.

That's what I got so far, written down, in my head I'm still being introduced to the cast, and I'm slowly learning more about the game they're being dragged into.

My my my, it is a happier story indeed.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11304786/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11304786/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 18:01:08 PST
I don't know why, but sadness is the one feeling everyone and everything connects to.

We've all experienced some sort of tragedy, oss, disheartening, disillusionment...

We've all experienced sadness, no matter how shallow that sadness might have been, it was there, it made our heart ache and made us question things.

It's because of sadness, that most of us are who we are, write what we write, draw what we draw...the reason we do it is to escape...at least that's my reason...but it can't be motivation for everything, to escape sadness.

Sadness is that feeling we ignore, and cautiously let people see.

It's always there though, it haunts.

Even the most apathetic person you know is sad somewhere, most of them are sad because they no longer know how to feel (if only they recognized that sadness they'd know how to feel again).

Sadness in a glass box, showcased, isn't a good thing. It's one thing to show your emotions, it's another to expect anything to come of it and then take advantage of it.

So where do our other feelings derive from? Instinct. Natural Reactions. Soul.

Happiness is where we aspire to be, no matter what the cost sometimes. Love is what everyone wants, even if it means going through sadness to get there. Anger is just a variation on sadness, it's out reaction to something that would otherwise upset us, and in the end it only ends up hurting us more.

So what do we do?

I think I'll write a happier story for starters.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11258446/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/11258446/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 12:47:00 PST
...It was actually quite fun. Apart from a small identity crisis (only God knows what I am, and he ain't talkin').

How's it going for me and REsolutions, I don't have any...well that's not true...

I want to find a girl out there that I like and likes me back, so the whole bf/gf thing, that'd be nice. I'd also like to go to England, and the Ireland, god how I want to go to Ireland.

And Scotland.

Also something's up with next year, one of those crazy vibes I get, like when I remember a date that otherwise has no meaning, or I don't know what the meaning is (like Dec. 18, something either happens or happened on that date, cause I have it stuck in my head for some reason.)

2007 always seemed like a strange year to me, for years, like we hit it and something major happens...

I hope to God I'm wrong.

Either way the human race is long long overdue for one of many natural disasters, and priding myself as being Nature's Junky as is, I say it's probably that, some plague, or earthquake.

Something's going down in 2007...

I've never felt this way about any other year (except 2500, but I'm not going to be alive then so it do3esn't matter).

Maybe I'm caught up in one big case of Deja Vu cause I'm already in hell and I'm just reliving the days of my life until I die over and over again. Which may make someone smirk, but if I'm in hell and you're in my life, you're in hell too.

Don't forget that.

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Give me one word...

1. Where is your cell phone?: Counter
2. candy?: Please
3. Your hair?: Messy
4. Your mother?: Sleep
5. Your father?: Shower
6. Your favorite object?: Things
7. Your dream last night?: Lovely
8. Your favorite drink? Tea
9. Your dream car?: Wanted
10. The room you are in?: Living
11. Your ex?: Abusive
12. Your fear?: Frustrating
13. What do you want to be in 10 years?: Elsewhere
14. Who did you hang out with last night?: Relatives
15. What you're not?: Good
16. Muffins?: Banana
17: One of your wish list items?: Hard
18: Time?: 10:48
19. The last thing you did?: Music
20. What are you wearing?: Socks
22. Your favorite book?: Book
23. The last thing you ate?: Food
24. Your life?: Going
25. Your mood?: Tired
26. Your friends: Alive
27. What are you thinking about right now?: Stories
28. Your car?: Grand Am
29. What are you doing at the moment?: Worrying
30. Your summer?: Long
32. What is on your tv?: Documentary
33. When is the last time you laughed?: Today
34. Last time you cried?: disremember
35. School?: Too...

HEre we go, here we go, oh here we go again...

1) Name: Richard

2) Name Backwards: Drahcir

3) Were you named after anyone?: Grandpa

4) Does your name mean anything?: Ruler, My ful name means "Just Ruler"

5) Nick Name(s): Call me anything you want, I only respond to Richard

6) Screen Name(s): Errawr, the_3rror, fifehin.

7) Date Of Birth: July 24, 89

8) Place of Birth: Myrtle Beach, South Carolina

9) Nationality: American

10) Current Location: Bumfuck SC

11) Religion: Pegan

12) Height: 5'11''

13) Shoe Size: 10 or 10 1/2

14) Hair color: Goes from brown and dirty bonde in winter to blonder in summer

15) Eye color: whatever shade of blue my eyes feel like being

16) What do you look like?: Attractive

17) Innie or Outie?: Rhymes with tinny, might be mini, oh so skinny, it's an innie

18) Righty, Lefty, Ambidextrous: Lefty, we'll rule the world one day

19) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Wait a minute? since when has there been an "other"...(necrophiliacs) oh, nvm. I'm straight.

20) Best friends: People

21) Best friend you trust the most: JP

22) Best friends {your sex}: JP

23) Best friends of the opposite sex: Jocelyn, Christina

24) Best Bud(s): JP duh

25) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Meh...

26) Crush: v.v

27) Parent(s): Dale and Stacy

28) Worst Enemy: School

29) Funniest friend: can't tell

31) Advice Friend: For me: Don't need advice
To them: I've very few serious moments

32) Loudest Friend: Homies

33) Person you cry with: Nobody

34) Any sisters: Sid

35) Any brothers: Dead

36) Any pets: Cat, Dusty

37) A Disease: Society

38) A Pager: 8675309

39)A mp3 player/ipod: RCA Lyra

40) A laptop: Acer

41) Gaming platform ie nintendo/xbox: Playstation Dos

42) Surround sound: Always

43) A Personal phone line: Fruit

44) A Cell phone: 555-5555

45) A Lava lamp: Mine faded

46) A Pool or hot tub: Hot tub

47) A Car: MCL4500

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Passive, humourous, and coldhearted when you're on my bad side.

49) Driving: When you hve to abide the law, do it, whne you don't, don't.

50) Car or one you want: Black sleek aerodynamic sports car, wo seater.

51) Room: It's a room, with clothes on the floor

52) What’s missing?: It's what's not that bothers me.

54) Bed: Single

55) Relationship with your parent(s): Distanced.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: Well yeah

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: I believe you'll see someone important, but love hits ya later.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: To certain people

60) Get along with your parents: when they're not being bastards

61) Save your e-mail conversations: nope

62) Pray: Never.

63) Believe in reincarnation: Of the bad things

64) Like to make fun of people: Never to their face

65) Like to talk on the phone: HAHAHAHAHAaaa...nope

66) Like to eat?: It happens

67) Like to drive: Yes.

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A romantic comedy.
A horror extravaganza. (Already titled, "The Playground for the Slightly Deranged")
Macabe and Morbid.

Good stuff

Sci-Fi

It's...as the icon says, frustrating.

]]> ~A-Beasts-Lust http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/10918707/ http://A-Beasts-Lust.deviantart.com/journal/10918707/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 21:26:09 PST To have everything you need but want more. Greed.
To constantly want for pleasure. Lust.
To hold yourself above all others. Pride.
To do no work and expect results. Sloth.
To indulge yourself greatly. Gluttony.
To hold unnatural anger for anything. Wrath.

Is a sin able to love?

Is a sin able to turn around?

And most importantly, why does love hurt so much?

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The reason: I didn't feel like going, and when you get me around too many devouted Christians I begin to speak in tongues, REAL tongues, not this "luhluhluhluhluhluhluhluhluhluhluh" bullshit, I mean I speak in a language I have no business knowing.

So far it's made three pastours look at me funny and get a little afraid of me, it's made me act funny (I don't want to open my mouth so people come and ask me questions). So I avoid churches, it's obvious I'm not meant to be there, so why go in the first place?

If anyone disbelieves me, try me sometime, forcefully drag me to a church and watch me squim til I can't hold it in anymore and someone points and screams at me "He's speaking with the devil" like the ignorant christian fool that they are.

I answer to no devil.

It's not that I don't like God, it's that I don't like Jesus. (God and I are buddies)

Don't ask me to explain.

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Okay, about this death thing, each Sin will meet their ultimate death...if something doesn't happen first.

Pride - Will suffer the betrayal of all the sins. Like mutiny.

Greed - Will die by Envy's hands, and in which case the Envy wil become the new Greed.

Gluttony - Death by overindulgence.

Sloth - Death by inactivity.

Wrath - Either killed by Pride for insubordinance, or death by burnt-out couped up rage.

Lust - Kiled by envy for one of a few reasons, envy is jealous over the attention lusts gets, envy is jealous that lust is giving out attention to everyone else..and so on.

Envy - Taken by his/herself because they feel their life is too empty and give up.

And that's the way we do it down here.

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I feel like being really random though, really really random, so random in fact, that I can feel my fingers go up into the sky but not back down again.

The universe only knows what I'm going to say next, and it has something to do involving feet.

Either way I want sex, lots of it, here, now.

Or something.

Like BBQ.

That's right, I'm in the mood for BBQ flavoured sex,, maybe even a foot rub.

Maybe.

And then we'll go outside and parteh, and not any party, sexy party, we make sexy time with eeach other.

The world needs more casual sex and less aids.

That would be nice.

Maybe.

But then again it would be nice if I had some chocolate chip cookies right now, but nobody is going to do that for me and I don't exactly feel like battling aids, the people who catch it shoulda known better.

Maybe.

Lust is weird.

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I'm tired, my back hurts, I vant vomen, I feel the need to hurt someone and my head hurts just a little bit.

I'm about to add a rather...erotic...peice from a longer work, that han't been started on yet, I feel kinda bogged down.

I have to do ReWritten (for those of you who don't know what that is, ask Aggeon) I need to finish my story (currently in Scraps, what I got so far) Lust, and I need to do the longer story this short peice I'm about to put on is from.

So yeah, being a writer is great, I've random poetry come into my head and an audience to share it with, I could actually give a flip if I felt like it, but I only give a flip when someone says it's bad...



It's never bad, it's just not revised...


Either way I'm doing things, and remember people, IT TAKES TIME TO WRITE GOOD WORKS. So don't suddenly go all "oh hey he was updating and adding so much at first...why isn't he now?" come a few months in, that's because I'm finishing things, editing things, revising things, brainstorming, doing school and currently in the proccess of having only the life that Aggeon desides to let me in on.

I still need my liscense and a job, go figure.

The cruelest thing about life is that no matter how muc hyou want it to stop, if only for a moment, it just keeps going, this is what drives people to be suicidal, but goddamned if that doesn't work, cause all that does is make life more miserable for those around them.

So there you have it, a ramble, from this you should get that I'm intelligent, have a sense of humour, lustful, philosophical, and all sorts of other things, if you don't, then you're not good at catching the obvious, but I'm pretty sure you state it all the time.

Now it's time for me to put up my little story, don't everyone get all offended, it's erotic and describes sexual acts, but it's still pretty good for smut.

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