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                <title>self Image</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2009 11:17:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I see a young girl with a frown on her face<br />Her once beautiful gown is now blood-covered lace<br />Her once bright eyes are drained lifeless now<br />And I know why&I know how<br />A crimson stained razor is grasped in her hand<br />On her wrist she wears the death band<br />It's carved deep and all around<br />She didn't scream, made no sound<br />I know her pain&know how she feels<br />She finally decided to end life's deal<br />A young dying girl is what I see<br />Take a look closer,this girl is me!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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                <title>Haha i sound like a dog</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2008 11:57:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ RULES: Go to google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense.<br /><br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.<br />A: Sadie needs a good home<br /><br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.<br />A: "Sadie" looks like in Japanese<br /><br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.<br />A: sadie Says - store to buy your funky, kitsch, unique jewellery.<br />Â<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.<br />A:Sadie wants to play football when she grows up<br /><br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.<br />A: Welcome to Sadie does America.<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.<br />A:Sadie Hates Peaches<br /><br />WHATTT i love peaches.<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.<br />A: sadie asks. "It says itÂs from their Writing Instruments department<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.<br />A: Sadie Goes to Heaven<br /><br />Ooops...<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.<br />A:sadie likes, touching, chew, johnson, owner, talk, very, cuddly, paws.<br />Until it starts to hurt!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.<br />A: Sadie eating Frosty Paws<br /><br />popular dog name i see.<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.<br />A: Sadie wears Puma Kids RS 100 Inf<br /><br />And DAMN, don't I look HAWT!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.<br />A:Sadie is arrested for shop lifting<br /><br />Noway!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the importance of (I love you)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:39:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Brittany loved basketball<br />
Friends and parties too<br />
And when it came to painting<br />
That's all she wanted to do<br />
She painted everything she saw<br />
Birds, flowers, the sky<br />
Somedays she sat at her window<br />
And painted everything that passed her by<br />
But lately she'd been feeling woozy<br />
Her muscles ached a lot<br />
And her parents got kind of worried<br />
So they took her to the doc<br />
<br />
The doctor took a couple of tests<br />
To see if everything everything was okay<br />
Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness<br />
And this is what she had to say;<br />
"I'm sorry but you've got leukemia,"<br />
"You've got about 3 months more."<br />
Then Brittany got up and ran out of the room<br />
And slammed the office door<br />
<br />
She ran down the street screaming<br />
And cried her eyes out dry<br />
And stayed up all night<br />
Wondering what it's like to die<br />
Her parents held her tightly<br />
And said, "We love you,"<br />
"We'll make your last few months the greatest,"<br />
"We'll do anything for you."<br />
<br />
So Brittany and her parents moved to Florida.<br />
To live by the sea<br />
Because Brittany loved the ocean<br />
And when she dies, that's where she wanted to be<br />
She spent her days painting<br />
And horseback riding  by the bay<br />
But one day she met this guy<br />
And his name was Jay<br />
<br />
They collected seashells together<br />
And talked about all kinds of things<br />
And then one day while walking<br />
He handed her a ring<br />
It said, "I love you,"<br />
Which brought tears to Brittany's eyes<br />
And when he put it on her finger<br />
She began to cry<br />
<br />
"I've got leukemia, and about a month more."<br />
He said,"No matter what, I love you,"<br />
"And no matter what, you are the one I adore."<br />
So they spent everyday together<br />
And swam in the Atlantic all day<br />
But Brittany was getting weaker<br />
And it was hard for her stay awake<br />
<br />
So one day Brittany painted her picture<br />
And gave it to Jay<br />
She said, "I want you to remember me,"<br />
"Even when I leave this place."<br />
But one day while they were walking<br />
And searching for seashells in the sand<br />
Brittany collapsed and started to lose her breath<br />
And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand."<br />
<br />
"I love you more than anyone,"<br />
"You are my only true love,"<br />
"But now my time is up,"<br />
"And I'll watch watch over you from above."<br />
<br />
Then Brittany's body was lifeless<br />
As she lay in Jay's arms<br />
And he sat there all day<br />
And kept her safe from harm<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new 1</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Nov 2006 12:03:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Her Violet Hair<br />
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She sat down, her dark violet hair lushed with the winds silent breeze. Pressing the razor against her soft white skin she carved the letters of pain. Moving the razor to her wrist she took a deep breath and started slitting across, her breath grew faint.<br />
Thats not the first time she tried to kill herself, and from what she though it wasnt her last. She failed again, but she was going to do it over and over until she achieved her goal. We are healed of a suffering only by expressing it to the full she said to herself waking up to the mornings sunshine. Come on come on, your late for school again her mother said grabbing her purse and heading out the door. I hopped in the car seconds after her. We pulled up to the front of the school. Maeze please, stay out of trouble and no self-inflected harm, today She opened her door and slammed it after her and headed to the front doors, and then inside. Welcome back maeze, Mrs. Cooper said passing her in the hall hallways. Maeze Yelled Kyle, maezes closest friend, giving her a hug and kiss on her check. welcome back he said. Thanks she said forcing a smile to her cold plush face. The bell rang and they headed for class.<br />
After school she walked to the lake and sat at the little bench surrounded by trees and bluebells. She was alone in the abandon place. I wish I could be as beautiful as the bluebells she thought, and then I wouldnt be judged for my mistakes and for my cuts and scars, my pain. She took out her blood stained razor and cut into her leg. To feel is to have the pain. Thats all she wanted was to feel, to be someone and not feel worthless, but she couldnt seem to do that, to feel again after her life became downward. After striking her legs and watching the tears of her crimson blood flow down her legs she stood and headed towards her house. She had to by home by seven for her probation or they would send her back to the suicidal hospital and thats the place she puts all her hatred towards. Worry gives a small thing a big shadow, as Kyle once told her and its true. Too many people are thinking of security instead of opportunity. They seem to be more afraid of life than death<br />
She went straight to her room refusing dinner. She sat at her computer desk bored and feeling lonesome, needing to talk to someone, even if they were random. No one was online, so she searched for someone to talk to. She left a message to some boy that she recognized from a class. Not expecting to be heard back from he wrote, infact they wrote back and fourth for hours, days and then he asked her the<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hh</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Nov 2006 07:31:24 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>more sry peeps</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:51:14 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>things for myspace</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:40:25 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>yup</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:29:03 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>more more more</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:27:26 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:07:28 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>yup</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:56:38 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>Broken</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:58:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Torn apart broken thoughts<br />
hurting soul never to stop<br />
wanting to run run so far<br />
and so fast till your very last breath<br />
dreaming free never to be<br />
hells gates are welcoming me<br />
the razor shines so bright with light<br />
it lays on my wrist<br />
with a twist of pain<br />
i slit it fat so it wont last<br />
blood drips like plum lips<br />
she drew cold<br />
and now shes breating her last breath of hate<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:57:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The darkest blue broken through<br />
with the razor of truth<br />
my blood drips as the razor slits<br />
through my whitened skin<br />
i lye in the bathtub as my pain begins to fade away and the water turns a ray of red as<br />
i say goodbye to life of hurt i always shamed to live<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new story</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Oct 2006 12:47:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Her Violet Hair<br />
<br />
She sat down, her dark violet hair lushed with the winds silent breeze. Pressing the razor against her soft white skin she carved the letters of pain. Moving the razor to her wrist she took a deep breath and started slitting across, her breath grew faint.<br />
	Two days later she woke up with a deep heartache and fearful wondering where she was. She was in the hospital she noticed as she read Mycenae hospital on a map on the wall in her tiny room. She had many gadgets connected to her, somebody must have saved her before her deathbed. But how she thought thinking she was alone and far from people. Leaning up in the bed they have put her in she moved her tender arms to the button to call for an assistant. A couple of minutes later a nurse appeared with the greeting of hello dear, did you sleep well. Who brought me here? she asked with her weekend voice. A young man the nurse said His name remains anonymous. When can I leave I said right after her You have a while to wait hun She hissed back You lost a lot of blood and need to recover that, plus you have much paper work to do and questions to be asked, so please be patient with us. No I want to know whats going on, I want to leave now she yelled pulling cords off her body. Mam please stop it and settle dow.. she started to say but a voice behind her interrupted Im detective Antonio he said and flashed a badge of some sort at the nurse. I would like a minute alone with Alex please Yes she smiled and left the room peacefully. Hello Alex he said. do you know why youre here? He asked in a friendly voice. When can I leave She yelled once more. I know how your feeling, but we cant let you go if you dont work with me, why were you planning on bleeding to death? he shoved the words at her getting a little upset of her not paying attention. Because of f88king people like you she blurred then said lifes f88ked up a pause of silences I dont have anybody to she stopped Im suffering from pain of people, cruel people. Alex this world is filled with cruel people, and Im sorry it has to be this way for you but in the end you will be happy youre standing on earth alive and well. Im not a therapist and I dont know all your problems but work with me, the hospital isnt going to let you go until there sure youre going to be safe and sound, Alex listen to me I can protect you from whatever your hiding, I can help you. No, leave me alone, go away, nobody can help me, im better off dead. She yelled standing up then falling hard to the ground. I know you better then that he said after helping her back to the bed. She refused to speak after he said those words and turned away from him. He left the room.<br />
Three days later She was back on her feet. She was able to keep her balance when she walked and she filled out her paper work the day before, promising them she wont conduct self-harm. Hmph like she was going to listen to anything they had to say she thought, ill just fill out the dam papers get out of here and finish my death wish, it was that simple. But there was one thing bugging her who was it that saved her, who was there with her, who knew she was going to kill herself. Somebody must have wanted her alive or did they just fell bad about it. She was a mess when she returned home tired and confused about a lot of things.<br />
She striped her long gown off, and headed towards the shower. As she stepped in the steaming water her breath grew nice and relaxful. After her long hot shower she put on her blue jeans that were ragged and had holes in the knees, but that was the fashion. She put her black tank top on over her head and then her black gothic trench coat and sat down at her computer desk. All of a sudden an instant message popped up. She replied back. She was online chatting with a mysterious person for almost 8 hours, until her drunken mother came home. Her mother came and slammed open the door, with her new boyfriend beside her. Alex what the hell is wrong with you, are you trying to ruin my life she screamed We argued for about 5 minutes then Larry Slapped his cold numb hands against my face. My nosebleed and my face was a bright pink with a hand mark. She was against the wall on her knees now catching the blood from her nose. My carpet, Alex get to your room now her mother yelled. She stood up and headed towards the stairs to her room. She layed down on her bed as she heard Larry yelling at my mother, that I needed to be punished for my selfish acts. Then he must have hit her, because she stopped complaining and I heard Larry heading up the stairs. He budged into my room all angrily and then started to take of his belt. I looked over at him petrified, frozen solid. He moved towards me stripping his pants off along with shirt. I wanted to scream for help, but I knew it was no use nobody cared anymore. He layed his large body atop mine. I struggled and told him to get the... ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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                <title>violet</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Oct 2006 13:42:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ She sat down, her dark violet hair lushed with the winds silent breeze. Pressing the razor against her soft white skin she carved the letters of pain. Moving the razor to her wrist she took a deep breath and started slitting across, her breath grew faint.<br />
	Two days later she woke up with a deep heartache and fearful wondering where she was. She was in the hospital she noticed as she read Mycenae hospital on a map on the wall in her tiny room. She had many gadgets connected to her, somebody must have saved her before her deathbed. But how she thought thinking she was alone and far from people. Leaning up in the bed they have put her in she moved her tender arms to the button to call for an assistant. A couple of minutes later a nurse appeared with the greeting of hello dear, did you sleep well. Who brought me here? she asked with her weekend voice. A young man she said His name remains anonymous. When can I leave I said right after her You have a while to wait Hun She hissed back You lost a lot of blood and need to recover that, plus you have much paper work to do and questions to be asked, so please be patient with us. No I want to know whats going on, I want to leave now she yelled pulling cords off her body. Mam please stop it and settle dow.. she started to say but a voice behind her interrupted Im detective Antonio he said and flashed a badge of some sort at the nurse. I would like a minute alone with Alex please Yes she smiled and left the room peacefully. Hello Alex he said. do you know why youre here? He asked in a friendly voice. When can I leave She yelled once more. I know but we cant let you go if you dont work with me, why were you planning on bleeding to death? he shoved the words at her getting a little upset of her not paying attention. Because of fucking people like you she blurred then said lifes fucked up a pause of silence I dont have anybody to she stopped Im suffering from pain of people, cruel people. Alex this world is filled with cruel people, and i'm sorry it has to be this way for you but in the end you will be happy youre standing on earth alive and well. Im not a therapist and I dont know all your problems but work with me, the hospital isnt going to let you go until there sure youre going to be safe and sound, Alex listen to me I can protect you from whatever your hiding, I can help you. No, leave me alone, go away, nobody can help me, im better off dead. She yelled standing up then falling hard to the ground. I know you better then that he said after helping her back to the bed. She refused to speak after he said those words and turned away from him. He left the room.<br />
Three days later She was back on her feet. She was able to keep her balance when she walked and she filled out her paper work the day before, promising them she wont conduct self-harm. Hmph like she was going to listen to anything they had to say she thought, ill just fill out the dam papers get out of here and finish my death wish, it was that simple. But there was one thing bugging her who was it that saved her, who was there with her, who knew she was going to kill herself. Somebody must have wanted her alive or did they just fell bad about it. She was a mess when she returned home tired and confused about a lot of things. <br />
She striped her long gown off, and headed towards the shower. As she stepped in the steaming water her breath grew nice and relaxful. After her long hot shower she put on her blue jeans that were ragged and had holes in the knees, but that was the fashion. She put her black tank top on over her head and then her black gothic trench coat and sat down at her computer desk. All of a sudden an instant message popped up. she replied back. She was online chatting with a mysterious person for almost 8 hours, until her drunken mother came home. Her mother came and slammed open the door, with her new boyfriend beside her. Alex what the hell is wrong with you, are you trying to ruin my life she screamed We argued for about 5 minutes then Larry Slapped his cold numb hands against my face. My nosebleed and my face was a bright pink with a hand mark. She was against the wall on her knees now catching the blood from her nose. My carpet, Alex get to your room now her mother yelled. She stood up and headed towards the stairs to her room. She layed down on her bed as she heard Larry yelling at my mother, that I needed to be punished for my selfish acts. Then he must of hit her, because she stopped complaining and I heard Larry heading up the stairs. He budged into my room all angrily and then started to take of his belt. I looked over at him petrified, frozen solid. He moved towards me stripping his pants off along with shirt. I wanted to scream for help, but I knew it was no use nobody cared anymore. He layed his large body atop mine. I struggled and told him to get the off me. He was way stronger than me and held my hands... ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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                <title>story</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 May 2006 13:14:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a world filled with many species like vampires to the basic creatures like the cats and dogs, both on goods and evils side. Most people would think vampires or werewolves would be evil or sinful but in this world vampires battle vampires and ghouls battle ghouls. One thing I can say for sure is everything is half human. I am vampire. <br />
I was looking my familys dinner. It was my turn to fetch something good to eat but it seemed I always had to do everything for my lazy family. Of course she loved them but she could hardly stand their nasty remarks. Snap Whos there she yelled not very scared of what she heard but still she was curious what was still up and awake at this time of night. A boy stepped out from behind a tree. He was a vampire, but he had abnormal markings on his arms and face, markings I have never seen before. After I saw him clearly I noticed they were scars with bloodstains. He was holding an infant in his arms. <br />
He stood there staring at me without making a sound. Hello there I said what brings you here.<br />
He stood there with pure silence, and then stuttered, Let the pain guide you as a blade dropped and fell to the dusty ground. I grabbed his wrist to see if there was a pulse. He was still alive but would surely die soon without help.  I picked him up and threw him over my shoulders and I glided home. That night all I could think of was his last words before he fell.<br />
Later the next day the boy awoke with the infant beside him. I glanced at the boy. Whats your name? I asked. Cassius He answered back with a cough. I thought to myself when he said Cassius. It meant blood in Latin. Please rest, and Ill go get some blooded tea, I told Cassius as I walked into the other room.  Whats his name? my mother, Ruri asked nervously while she poured the hot tea. His name is Keiichi I lied Ah Ruri wondered. I walked back into the room with Cassius, lifted his head, as he sipped his tea. Can I ask where you are from? I asked curiously.  Im from a faraway land, he said with his rough voice. What brings you here? Thats a very, very long story, let me rest, and I shall continue tomorrow. He said then turned over and went to sleep. <br />
Silviya called Ruri Fetch tonights dinner. Yes mother I replied. Why didnt he say anything about the infant she thought. It looks ill and weekend maybe I should. No she then finished and walked out the old wooden door to fetch dinner. When she returned 3 hours later with bottles of blood she took from cows and mice she caught to chew on, she noticed a letter on the kitchen table. Silviya we went out of town for the week. Your uncle is dying from old blood symptoms and needs our help. Be responsible and greet our guest, love you, mom, is what the letter read. Now I was scared, not knowing exactly why, but I was and I knew it. I sat staring at Cassius. <br />
The next morning I awoke to a clash of dishes being washed. I walked into the kitchen to find Cassius doing last nights dishes, which there wasnt much. Oh, thank you I said still waking up from my last sleep. Yes, my pleasure, its not much but after you took me in and safe my life and Michiyos. Michiyo I asked. Oh yes, I forgot to mention Michiyo that is the infant I carried with me, hes the only thing that matters, hes of much dangers. Michiyo means three thousand generations, he means everything that will happen in the future and past he is meant to be the next gates king, owner, whatever you guys want call it. The next Lucifer. The gods put him in my hands and said he shall be destroyed. Theres only one place you can destroy a god and thats the fires of hell, the crimson lavas of Satan, the Hells Pits. Asuka and I traveled tired and hungry for 7 days living off of small portions of wild animals and fruits from the bushes. The 8th day we arrived at hells gate. Thats when I pulled out my blade. She went Insane she ran over to me and sliced me, almost to my death. I stabbed her through the heart. I was to continue and not look back in the past I went to the gate and realized that its a baby and can be taught to be one of us. I couldnt kill it plus there were to many dangers past that gate. Everyone would be looking for Michiyo and to spill my blood. Thats how we ended up here. Im looking for the mountains of light so we can settle and no hells demons can go there, the lights to great and shall turn them to dust. He explained. I stood up with hardly any breath and said Oh my god, you poor thing, we must be going before they find you, but first let me clean your wounds before they get infected. What do you mean by we miss?  I mean i'm coming with you, you need my support I can hunt and get you food and I can sew you clothes for warmth. She said excitedly Its to dangerous for you i'm coming weather you like it or not she sighed and started to the medicine cabinet. Cassius Sat down on the sofa getting ready for the sting... ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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                <title>pain is real</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 May 2006 13:39:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hurt myself today to see if I still feel.<br />
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Who is this girl,<br />
In my mirror,<br />
Staring back at me?<br />
Her eyes are clouded,<br />
With painful memories.<br />
Events of the past,<br />
Have bruised her forever.<br />
Instead of emotions,<br />
She feels bloody pain.<br />
Deep inside she asks herself why,<br />
Why doesn't anybody care?<br />
Yet they care too much,<br />
And this is her only,<br />
Way to escape from,<br />
Their over-protective control.<br />
She lets out her frustration<br />
With the swipe of a razor.<br />
This time she's done it,<br />
It's gone to deep.<br />
The blood keeps flowing,<br />
As she weeps.<br />
Lying in a puddle of blood and tears,<br />
Her face turns pale,<br />
She drops the mirror.<br />
As she's dying,<br />
She looks at those eyes.<br />
It's then while lying,<br />
I despise,<br />
My own dead eyes. ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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                <title>pain is real</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 May 2006 13:39:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hurt myself today to see if I still feel.<br />
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Who is this girl,<br />
In my mirror,<br />
Staring back at me?<br />
Her eyes are clouded,<br />
With painful memories.<br />
Events of the past,<br />
Have bruised her forever.<br />
Instead of emotions,<br />
She feels bloody pain.<br />
Deep inside she asks herself why,<br />
Why doesn't anybody care?<br />
Yet they care too much,<br />
And this is her only,<br />
Way to escape from,<br />
Their over-protective control.<br />
She lets out her frustration<br />
With the swipe of a razor.<br />
This time she's done it,<br />
It's gone to deep.<br />
The blood keeps flowing,<br />
As she weeps.<br />
Lying in a puddle of blood and tears,<br />
Her face turns pale,<br />
She drops the mirror.<br />
As she's dying,<br />
She looks at those eyes.<br />
It's then while lying,<br />
I despise,<br />
My own dead eyes. ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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          <item>
                <title>story</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 10:39:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a world filled with many species like vampires to the basic creatures like the cats and dogs, both on goods and evils side. Most people would think vampires or werewolves would be evil or sinful but in this world vampires battle vampires and ghouls battle ghouls. One thing I can say for sure is everything is half human. I am vampire. <br />
I was looking my familys dinner. It was my turn to fetch something good to eat but it seemed I always had to do everything for my lazy family. Of course she loved them but she could hardly stand their nasty remarks. Snap Whos there she yelled not very scared of what she heard but still she was curious what was still up and awake at this time of night. A younger looking boy stepped out from behind a tree. He was a vampire, but he had abnormal markings on his arms and face, markings I have never seen before. After I saw him clearly I noticed they were scars with bloodstains. He was holding an infant in his arms. <br />
He stood there staring at me without making a sound. Hello there I said what brings you here.<br />
He stood there with pure silence, and then stuttered, Let the pain guide you as a blade dropped and fell to the dusty ground. I grabbed his wrist to see if there was a pulse. He was still alive but would surely die soon without help.  I picked him up and threw him over my shoulders and I glided home. That night all I could think of was his last words before he fell.<br />
Later the next day the boy awoke with the infant beside him. I glanced at the boy. Whats your name? I asked. Cassius He answered back with a cough. I thought to myself when he said Cassius. It meant blood in Latin. Please rest, and Ill go get some blooded tea, I told Cassius as I walked into the other room.  Whats his name? my mother, Ruri asked nervously while she poured the hot tea. His name is Keiichi I lied Ah Ruri wondered. I walked back into the room with Cassius, lifted his head, as he sipped his tea. Can I ask where you are from? I asked curiously.  Im from a faraway land, he said with his rough voice. What brings you here? Thats a very, very long story, let me rest, and I shall continue tomorrow. He said then turned over and went to sleep. <br />
Silviya called Ruri Fetch tonights dinner. Yes mother I replied. Why didnt he say anything about the infant she thought. It looks ill and weekend maybe I should. No she then finished and walked out the old wooden door to fetch dinner. When she returned 3 hours later with bottles of blood she took from cows and mice she caught to chew on, she noticed a letter on the kitchen table. Silviya we went out of town for the week. Your uncle is dying from old blood symptoms and needs our help. Be responsible and greet our guest, love you, mom, is what the letter read. Now I was scared, not knowing exactly why, but I was and I knew it. I sat staring at Cassius. <br />
The next morning I awoke to a clash of dishes being washed.<br />
I walked into the kitchen to find Cassius doing last nights dishes, which there wasnt much. oh thank you I said still waking up from my last sleep. ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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                <title>story</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Apr 2006 06:54:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a world filled with many species like vampires to the basic creatures like the cats and dogs, both on goods and evils side. Most people would think vampires or werewolves would be evil or sinful but in this world vampires battle vampires and ghouls battle ghouls. One thing I can say for sure is everything is half human. Silviya a young vampire girl who loves to wonder the dark and silent fields at night was looking for her and her familys dinner. It was her turn to fetch something good to eat but it seemed she always had to do everything for her lazy family. Of course she loved them but she could hardly stand their nasty remarks or their laziness. Snap  Whos there she yelled not very scared of what she heard but still curious what was still up and awake at this time at night. A younger looking boy stepped out behind a tree. He was a vampire but he had abnormal markings on his arms and face, markings I have never seen before. After I saw him clearly I noticed they were scars with blood stains. He was holding an infant in his arms. He sat there staring at me without making a sound. Hello there I said what brings you here.<br />
He stood there with pure silence, and then stuttered, Let the pain guide you as the blade dropped and he fell to the dusty ground. I grabbed his wrist to see if there was a pulse. He was still alive but would surly die soon without help. She picked him up, through him over her shoulders and glided home. Four hours later the boy awoke with the infant beside him. I glanced at the boy. Whats your name? I asked gentle and calm. Cassius He answered back with a cough. I thought to myself when he said cassius. It meant blood or vain in Latin. ]]></description>
                <author>~A-Poor-emo-vampire</author>
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