deviantART: by:Aaron-Mayhem http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Aaron-Mayhem&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Aaron-Mayhem en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 11:14:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Updated Art, and need help http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/28465390/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/28465390/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 09:25:27 PST



:censored:If some parts of my journal looks crazy, out of place, or has notes! Its just cus I am getting reset up:censored:


:skull: Disclaimer
Aaron says “Working on this disclaimer.”
If anything in my gallery offends you then I am happy, personally I don’t give a shit what you think and will only hide your comment if I don’t like it. So please feel free to note me and tell me how you feel if you really feel the need, I always need to be chipped up by that.
So yes I know things in my gallery will piss a lot of people off because it hits things immoral or might be just be directed right at them, so if you don’t like it….DONT LOOK AT IT HAHA. Wow that simple huh?
Ok well now that you read this, fuck off.
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:skull:Artist Journal
Situation
Not to much to report, just missing a lot of people.

:skull:Art Learning update
Well my tablet pen nib is breaking I think, so I have been doing everything with the eraser part, sad sad.
I updated a few of the files that I have uploaded recently, they just bugged me too much.

The next few things are where I was hoping to get some help from all the artists I know.

:skull:Ref Pic Request
I am collecting reference pic folders if anyone has any to offer me, I would be great fully happy to take and use them. They can be of anything from your collection if you have a collection. I have known that most artist have huge ref material folders but have never taken the time to aquire my own. Now I am building them up. I don't accept Ref pic folders that mixed up unless its of something like all furries; or poses;. Because that in itself is helpful. Thank you in advance for whoever wants to send me some.
(I am not talking about character references, I am talking about pictures or art that you can reference when drawing/painting)

:skull:Custom Brushes
I am collecting custom brushes for photoshop cs3 if anyone has any to offer me, I would be greatfully happy to take and use them. I will post my own brushes at a later date, or I might wait and collect what everyone gives me and then put that up for download so that it's a collective post of cs3 brushes for artists to use.

:skull:Color Swatches
Same goes for custom swatches for photoshop. I am collecting custom color swatches if anyone has any to offer me, I would be greatfully happy to take and use them. After getting a great master swatch and maybe a few extra swatches ready I will post them for dl for all artists to use also.

:skull:Paths
No I am not really looking for paths from people lol, but I will post all of mine after I get all set up, some of which wont be useful unless you are drawing my characters but others might be helpful for you.

:skull:Sunday/Monday update times
I am going to start trying to get into the habit of posting either Sunday/Monday. It would be better for me to start getting into that habit so I will at least finish something per week.

:skull:Anthro Artist Review
This is where I will review anthro artists from time to time, I hope that you all visit whoever I pick.

:skull:Queued Art
OMG THIS LIST IS SO LONG, I think I might wait or maybe make an old journal post link. Cus this might make my journal a mil... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Blah Blah Blah http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/28233622/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/28233622/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:19:15 PST



:censored:If some parts of my journal looks crazy, out of place, or has notes! Its just cus I am getting reset up:censored:


:skull: Disclaimer
Aaron says “Working on this disclaimer.”
If anything in my gallery offends you then I am happy, personally I don’t give a shit what you think and will only hide your comment if I don’t like it. So please feel free to note me and tell me how you feel if you really feel the need, I always need to be chipped up by that.
So yes I know things in my gallery will piss a lot of people off because it hits things immoral or might be just be directed right at them, so if you don’t like it….DONT LOOK AT IT HAHA. Wow that simple huh?
Ok well now that you read this, fuck off.
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:skull:Artist Journal
Situation
Well lately I have been on the job search, my last job didn’t work out quite as well as I had hoped. I have been in a steady place to live but I don’t feel like I have a home. I am not sure I will ever fill like that again. I feel anxious and cant really calm down, nor get comfortable, I get more comfortable when I am out sitting in my truck then sitting at the house. It will get better someday but it has really effected me being able to get in the mood though.

I am slowly getting set up here on deviantart again. I feel all lost with my page looking like crap.

Who all is still around on devart anyways, I am not seeing that many posts by people I am watching.

:skull:Art Learning update
Well I have been painting a little each day, playing with the brushes and new layer options I have now, trying to figure out how some of it works, Thanks to Akira I have a new art program and it is SO much fun to play with when I get the chance.
:skull:Ref Pic Request
I am collecting reference pic folders if anyone has any to offer me, I would be greatfully happy to take and use them. They can be of anything from your collection if you have a collection. I have known that most artist have huge ref material folders but have never taken the time to aquire my own. Now I am building them up. I don’t accept Ref pic folders that mixed up unless its of something like “all furries” or poses”. Because that in itself is helpful. Thank you in advance for whoever wants to send me some.
(I am not talking about character references, I am talking about pictures or art that you can reference when drawing/painting)
:skull:Custom Brushes
I am collecting custom brushes for photoshop cs3 if anyone has any to offer me, I would be greatfully happy to take and use them. I will post my own brushes at a later date, or I might wait and collect what everyone gives me and then put that up for download so that it’s a collective post of cs3 brushes for artists to use.
:skull:Color Swatches
Same goes for custom swatches for photoshop. I am collecting custom color swatches if anyone has any to offer me, I would be greatfully happy to take and use them. After getting a great master swatch and maybe a few extra swatches ready I will post them for dl for all artists to use also.
:skull:Paths
No I am not really looking for paths from people lol, but I will post all of mine after I get all set up, some of which wont be useful unless you are drawing my characters but others might be helpful for you.
:skull:Sunday/Monday update times
I am going to start trying to get into the habit of posting either Sunday/Monday. It would be better for me to start getting into that habit so I will at l... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Commish http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/28161945/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/28161945/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 14:05:23 PST
I will add it to the top of my todo list and only work on it till it is finished, (that way you get it soon and I dont slack off).

If your a faithful friend you might not want to jump at this offer, I prolly already have a few things in mind or in work for you.

If you take me up on my offer i will get with you on what you want to negotiate how much I will do for you.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem starting to get it down http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/27855713/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/27855713/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 14:51:21 PDT
I dont think it will be long before I am posting things.

If you noticed I went to your page recently, its most likely was me looking for a ref for you character.

If I didnt visit your page then I missed it and still want a ref pic, anyways I will post a list later sometime of who I need.

Things to come include
Castle Mayhem,
New female character,
Mayhem of course,
and me being around and posting more!!!

Been missing you all and cant wait to chat, comment, crit, and just hang with you all again.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Timestop Countdown http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/27744301/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/27744301/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 13:05:56 PDT
I have tons of sketches and drawings and no scanner!!!
So it falls down to just learning how to do everything digitally. I feel like I am learning to draw all over again.

Got a few things in work on my laptop, soon as I finish one I will start finally uploading everything again.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Countdown http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/27149313/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/27149313/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 12:17:41 PDT
Count down in begins today.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem New Things To Come http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/25212812/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/25212812/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 08:49:34 PDT
Debating on taking the time to use my tablet but I dont think I will have enough sit down time for that.

Right now I havent done much furry art, I dont know, I think its cus my life is just so weird lately. But there are a lot of fun things coming.

Not really a lot to update on my life,
Cept my truck Abyss. I decided to just fix it up instead of selling it.
It makes traveling so much easier.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Meow and 117 woofs http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/24191454/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/24191454/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 22:56:47 PDT
I am living out of my truck trying to just survive at the same time.

I miss all of you severly, some more than others but i do miss you all.

*Beats the hell out of everyone* Good now that everyone hasnt forgotten me. I love you all.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem The Call http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/22415489/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/22415489/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:57:06 PST I need somewhere to move to and crash.
If you got a friend that needs a roomie, or got a room that you want to rent out,
or just want to give an artist a hand to get back on his feet (and will still help with bills)
Let me know please.
Ask your friends,
I got a ride if its not over 1000 miles from where I am, or you know I always come up with something, but the streets doesnt sound like the best place for me again, say bye to all my stuff if that happens too.
please pass on the word.

Its really starting to be crunch time, so yea help?

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Homeless again http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21957102/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21957102/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 01:23:52 PST
Can anyone help?

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Attention http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21522280/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21522280/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 16:39:50 PST Image Description
PK
Here are some sample pieces by
PK!!! @ :icont3hpk:!!


She has grown tremendously since I first met her, she is now doing all the commishies and you can honestly see why people are commisioning her to draw.
Swing by and look at her stuff, she is amazingly cute and sexy at the same time.
:icont3hpk:
and
Her Sexy Furaffinity Account



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YES YES YES YES
ATTENTION ALL MY LOVELY LIL WATCHERS

Ok so I am jumping the gun just a lil on this but I mean omg this is awesome for me at least.

I DREW MAYHEM!!!!

Yes you all may gasp and if you are confused a lil its because I actually drew him. He is back. Soon as I get back to Waco and get my scanner going you will all get to see many pictures of him.
I think I drew like 10 pictures tonight.
Some of the things that I was working out got thrown out just so I keep my style the way I want and some of it got put into him. I am quite happy with the way he turned out.

So yea that was my accouncement.

I might be getting my hopes up. I know how life likes to get my hopes up and then crashes down but right now I am thinking that my life might be better really soon.

I am trying to keep my head up but just as a warning, if you dont see me in two weeks its cus I am jail or worse.
I am at the end of my rope. If I get back and everything comes crashing down again and makes me homeless I am not going to just lay there, I will steal and fight to not be homeless. So I will either loose what lil I have or gain something.
So wish me a lil luck it all helps.

Well I will prolly see you on and off for the rest of this week. I get back to waco friday.




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]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Update http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21499881/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21499881/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 11:23:31 PST When I get back I have a good paycheck waiting on me but I am lost on what I should do with it.
Anyways I am alive and fighting like ussual.
Shouldnt be long before yall see me again.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Still homeless http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21214470/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/21214470/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 09:34:29 PDT
To all of you that I love and love me I have a slight request (other than akira cus I cant take a bus to her),

Can anyone spare some room for me so I can get back on my feet?

(Yes akira I know you would and I love you for it)

I am guessing if things go bad this week I will just sell my truck and take a bus to whoever can help me out, or knows someone tha twouldnt mind.
For those of you that are going to ask, no Aaron doesnt really have family to save his ass. (or I wouldnt be homeless now would I)

Its starting to get fucking cold in the back of my truck too, I am very smart with living on the streets so I got some carpet in the back and a huge sheet to block the wind but if it gets much colder I am never going to get rid of this flu.


Other than that I have been really missing you all, all your art, our talks, just being near you all. I really miss it and feel so disconected and alone. I cant talk to any of you or Raven so its just sad.
Of course I think terrible things lately thats sad to admit (no not hurting myself dummy) things like everyone forgeting me.

If anyone is near Waco maybe we could at least hang out or something. I dont smell, I found places to shower.

I miss you all.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Devious Journal Entry http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20892503/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20892503/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 16:02:43 PDT
No money and walked, ummm sleeping in truck,

let you know when anything changes,

oh and I am in waco texas atm (prolly till I somehow become un homeless)

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Devious Journal Entry http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20682921/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20682921/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:36:43 PDT Image Description
PK
Here are some sample pieces by
PK!!! @ :icont3hpk:!!


She has grown tremendously since I first met her, she is now doing all the commishies and you can honestly see why people are commisioning her to draw.
Swing by and look at her stuff, she is amazingly cute and sexy at the same time.
:icont3hpk:
and
Her Sexy Furaffinity Account



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Out and about, not really knowing where I am going to stay, ummm basically moneyless,
Not in Abilene anymore,
More later when I find a place.





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]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Real Journal http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560681/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560681/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:40:55 PDT Image Description
PK
Here are some sample pieces by
PK!!! @ :icont3hpk:!!


She has grown tremendously since I first met her, she is now doing all the commishies and you can honestly see why people are commisioning her to draw.
Swing by and look at her stuff, she is amazingly cute and sexy at the same time.
:icont3hpk:
and
Her Sexy Furaffinity Account



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First off sorry for all the other journals, I just needed to make them so I can link them and make my journal a lil smaller.

Well everyone knows how my life went just now,

I am moving. Actually I leave tommorow morning.
I will be in Waco, It might be a week before I have internet again, unless the neighbors have an unsecured wireless I can piggyback on. I dont have the programs on this comp to hack encrypted ones, vista doesnt like em lol.

I will start my job monday morning.
Maybe then I can start getting back on track again, hopefully, Or Maybe Twi will more me up there to her lol, Or Akira will fly me over there so I can tie her to the bed at night!

Well on a good note, I am guessing that after I get internet and set up down there I should be a tad happier, even though I will be poor and hungry.
Which that means I will start drawing again, well drawing good again.
I miss being able to draw what I think of. Maybe Mayhem will finally be back, actually I got a big idea that I have to bounce of a few people soon and hopefully you all will get to see some AMAZING stuff.






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]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Coming Artwork http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560564/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560564/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:28:12 PDT
Listings of what I am working on.

Anthro Art
~Gift art
Jake - like 5 pictures now
Akira - too many to name
Raven - again to many to name
Jianre - I cant wait to get inspired again, cus I have a good idea but I can seem to draw it atm

Mayhem Art
Slaughter Background
New Mayhem

Interaction pictures
1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by :iconangelstears87:
Circus Themed with sky ribbon dancers

4. Mayhem and BlackHuskie (?) by :iconmidianbeast:
Seductive BH with Mayhem under the moonlight

5. Mayhem and Kizmit by :iconkizmit:
Classic first time meeting in the graveyard.

6. Mayhem and Akira by :iconakira666:
Mayhem and Akira fighting.

7. Mayhem and :iconkatecullen: as a cat anthro
BDSM picture-my choice on pose

8. Mayhem and Dark Wolf? by :icondarkdyami:
Both in fighting pose, ready to kick butt

9. Mayhem and;
Jianre in lycanthrope form hunting together
Austin, May teaching him how to play guitar
Name?? (her cheetah fox) playing a sport together
Characters by :iconjianre-m:

Ragnarok Online Art
My hunter pictures
My knight Mae'inx
My gunslinger Aaron Mayhem
My Wizard Aaron

Gaming Fanart
Soul Calibur
~Ivy
~Taki
~Kilik
Fatal Fury Art

Comic Fanart
More Catwoman
Tigra
Boomer/BoomBoom

Comic Based Art
Four Covers for my "Fame" comic I am writing

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Ragnarok Journal http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560547/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560547/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:26:43 PDT
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I like to play ragnarok online when I get time and of course I love the art of it.
Here are a few of my favorite ro artists, some I even had the pleasure of knowing for a bit.
Lost touch with most of them when I went awol.
:iconnoxychan:
.
:iconbara-chan:


Few more coming soon, soon as my comp is hooked up at the new place.


]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Pet Journal http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560537/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560537/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:26:01 PDT
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No application necessary, feel free to let me know if you want to be played with.
These in this section hold a special place at my side and in Mayhems bed, or at least chained in that area.
:iconakira666:
.
:iconbloodleach:
.
:iconravenxfromxthexpast:







]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Anthro Journal http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560531/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560531/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:25:10 PDT
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Well we all know we love Anthros.
And here are a few of my friends and people that I just watch that are anthro artists.
:iconwolfattwilight::icont3hpk::iconsy-creich:
:iconsushikitten::iconstickam::iconshadowhuskie:
:iconserenityisthedevil::iconseiyoku::iconsambo456:
:iconravenxfromxthexpast::iconnaon::iconmsabrehaven:
:iconmidianbeast::iconmegs83::iconlost-vampire:
:iconkizmit::iconkittypaint::iconkhodexus:
:iconkarry-chan::iconkakusai::iconk-oswolf:
:iconjianre-m::iconisuka::iconinuangel24:
:iconikuni: *Aaron-Mayhem Zombie Journal http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560509/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20560509/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:23:32 PDT
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I just adore and lust after things so dark and hungry. Just amazing the things that you can get into with a lil zombie loving. Akira is making me a nice playtoy. I never did ask her what she was using to make it but it will be a bit of a surprise to see what she sews together for me.

Here are a few devart zombie artists that make me wet my drawers late at night (j/k)
:iconcadaver-love::iconplayxdead:
:iconglittersniffer::iconfizzgig:

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Also I am looking for a sim that came out around the time that resident evil movie came out. It had little buildings and a bunch of blue dots, when you started it, it put an orange zombie dot in there and slowly (actually pretty fast considering) would turn others into zombies, there was also things you can add in that people made like cops and nuking them. Anyone have a link to this sim?
**UPDATE**
Here is a link to a few of the type of sims I was looking for, although I still havent found the fun one.
Infection Sim
Zombie Sim with Nukes



]]> *Aaron-Mayhem New Feature and Rant http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20495446/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20495446/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 18:59:19 PDT Image Description
PK
Here are some sample pieces by PK @ :icont3hpk:.


She has grown tremendously since I first met her, she is now doing all the commishies and you can honestly see why people are commisioning her to draw.
Swing by and look at her stuff, she is amazingly cute and sexy at the same time.
:icont3hpk:
and
[link]


[link]

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Well I have been trying to draw all day, I feel terrible, everything I try to draw has turned out like shit.

There are so many things I need to take care of and I guess I am just way to freaking out.

I got my paycheck and it was 120$, so now i am just freaking out cus I dont know how I am going to pay shit.

Just me living my shitty life still, I am getting so tired of just surviving, everything was looking up and I thought things were going to get better then I get my ass kicked back down.

Its like an ongoing thing and the fates seem to be having fun making it happen for me too.




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I just adore and lust after things so dark and hungry. Just amazing the things that you can get into with a lil zombie loving. Akira is making me a nice playtoy. I never did ask her what she was using to make it but it will be a bit of a surprise to see what she sews together for me.

Here are a few devart zombie artists that make me wet my drawers late at night (j/k)
:iconcadaver-love::iconplayxdead:
:iconglittersniffer::iconfizzgig:

Also I am looking for a sim that came out around the time that resident evil movie came out. It had little buildings and a bunch of blue dots, when you started it, it put an orange zombie dot in there and slowly (actually pretty fast considering) would turn others into zombies, there was also things you can add in that people made like cops and nuking them. Anyone have a link to this sim?
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Well we all know we love Anthros.
And here are a few of my friends and people that I just watch that are anthro artists.
http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20404615/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:19:04 PDT Image Description
Akira
Here are six of my favorite pieces by Akira @ :iconakira666:.
I tried to pick for that shows you her versatility and how her character loves to act.
She is a great artist that is growing in her artstyle and starting to draw a large crowd.



So please go ahead and visit her at
Devart- :iconakira666:
or [link]


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First off, I dont celebrate my birthday, and I dont really like hearing "happy birthday"

"well why did you post this aaron?" Well become someone always either remembers its my birthday or there myspace lets them know and they post something letting everyone know anyways.

So please no birthday stuff.

Yes I am 27, but this isnt a happy day for me. This is just another reminder of how unhappy life was for me in the past. And no for yall that might instantly have this idea, you cant suddenly make my birthday a good thing. Well maybe you coudl but that would require you to have a lot of money and flying in all my close friends from all the world. Then I would be upset anyways cus you could have just given me that money as a gift and I would have be happy (well maybe not birthday happy) but HAPPY to be out of debt lol.

For those of you that want a date that I actually celebrate, halloween, I celebrate it kinda like yall do for xmas. I have a tree thats black with lil ornaments, and gifts (when I have those close to me)

Thanks for readin.



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I just adore and lust after things so dark and hungry. Just amazing the things that you can get into with a lil zombie loving. Akira is making me a nice playtoy. I never did ask her what she was using to make it but it will be a bit of a surprise to see what she sews together for me.

Here are a few devart zombie artists that make me wet my drawers late at night (j/k)
:iconcadaver-love::iconplayxdead:
:iconglittersniffer::iconfizzgig:
*Aaron-Mayhem Save a Doggie http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20390066/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20390066/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:14:28 PDT Image Description
Akira
Here are six of my favorite pieces by Akira @ :iconakira666:.
I tried to pick for that shows you her versatility and how her character loves to act.
She is a great artist that is growing in her artstyle and starting to draw a large crowd.



So please go ahead and visit her at
Devart- :iconakira666:
or [link]


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Ok go over to :iconsquishy-paws: devart site, read her journal and give her ten dollars through paypal to save her dog.

I know she says she will do commishies and stuff to help save it,
DONT MAKE HER WORK TO SAVE HER DOG, just do it cus I asked and its a sweet thing to do.
I will be giving her 30$ on friday when I get paid.
I am not shy and really since I am finally getting paychecks its a good idea that if you can you should.

I dont even know her actually but :iconwolfattwilight: says shes a good person and if she says she is sweet and good then she is.

Go ahead and pass this on so that others might help.

:skull:

My Deviant Circle
~
:iconakira666:
~~~~~~~~~~~
:iconravenxfromxthexpast:~~~~~~~~~~~~:iconbloodleach:
~~~~~~~~~~
:iconjianre-m:~~~~~~:iconwolfattwilight:
~~
Who's in your Five???
(My five are who I talk to the most)



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Akira
Here are six of my favorite pieces by Akira @ :iconakira666:.
I tried to pick for that shows you her versatility and how her character loves to act.
She is a great artist that is growing in her artstyle and starting to draw a large crowd.



So please go ahead and visit her at
Devart- :iconakira666:
or [link]


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Alright its been around a week and I am here for a little updating.

:skull:
Raven is back talking to me, no not that she was mad or anything she was just really busy for a while. Its great to have her back too. I really missed the conversations her and I were having before she left. And she has great timing, I was feeling a lil down right then and BAM I get this email. <3

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Does anyone happen to be majoring or minoring in engineering? Seriously need to find someone to crunch some numbers and angles for me. I have been working on this design for a bike for like a year. Its a few things others havent done and it will certainly be one of kind. One of those bikes that you look at and go "Holy shit what the hell" (in a good way of course" Its main purpose will be for dragging but I wouldnt be able to resist not taking it for spins. So if you happen to want to help me with it and you know I trust you, let me know. Also if you dont think I trust you or its someone thats a friend that you dont trust, dont suggest it. These plans I am having are top secret till its out. Just cant have everyone stealing a good idea ya know.

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STAMPS
Ok for any of you interesting about the stamps in my journal,
if its clickable as a link have fun and visit that artist because obviously they are kick ass if I am using one of there stamps in my journal.
If its not clickable it means that means that its a Aaron Mayhem Original. My uploads of stamps dont seem to work right so I said screw it and I upload them on my photobucket.
So know you know whos is whos.

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Well if everything keeps up the way it is you should start seeing art from me again. I randomly jump out of bed at night and sketch something with my wacom the last three nights. Nothing majorly good but I am thinking when I have time (since I dont have much lately) I will be drawing up a storm again.

Comic Story isnt on hold, its just on EHHHH... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Comic Names http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20258780/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20258780/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:10:17 PDT Image Description
Akira
Here are six of my favorite pieces by Akira @ :iconakira666:.
I tried to pick for that shows you her versatility and how her character loves to act.
She is a great artist that is growing in her artstyle and starting to draw a large crowd.



So please go ahead and visit her at
Devart- :iconakira666:
or [link]


Image Description


As anyone knows that read my last journal I am writing a mini series comic that I want to submit to Marvel comics based on a dream I had three days last night.

What I need though is help coming up with normal names for the main characters.
Hopefully I can get some suggestions,
PLEASE IF YOUR GOING TO SUGGEST READ THE COMMENTS BEFORE YOURS TO SEE IF YOU LIKE THERE SUGGESTIONS TOO.
Also please try to suggest a first and last name at the same time.

#1 Male Name:???
Age: currently I havent decided 17-25
Scrawny
White
Blonde
Dorky

#2 Male Name:???
Age: little younger then the first guy
Athletic
Undecided heritage, maybe mixed
black hair
loyal and hard headed

#3 Female Name:???
Age: Same as first character
Average build, not super model skinny, b or c cup.
Mexican/White
Black hair, always wears contacts.

Fawn Sullivan
Gender Female
Age: unknown, maybe a lil less than them all.
Very hot
Half asian half something?
Very full of herself, and wanting to impress others.

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Other than that if you want to suggest some villians that you might want to see in cameo in the book just feel free to suggest them. Mainly a new york based. That would be the main place for villians from avengers, iron man, spiderman, and fantastic four. Of course anyone can show up in NY and I might even just make some background lil cameos that you have to kinda spot. I like adding that. So feel free to suggested who you might like to see.

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The writing itself is coming along ok, I found a format page that helps me put it into pages, frames and everything, which makes it a lil longer writing progress.
Update, oh this is a much LONGER writing process breaking it up correctly lol.
Book 1
Page 3 of 30
Book 2
Page 0 of 30
Book 3
Page 0 of 30
Book 4
Page 0 of 30

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Covers wont be coming till I get done wit... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem New Journal Time http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20243089/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20243089/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 20:58:21 PDT Image Description
Akira
Here are six of my favorite pieces by Akira @ :iconakira666:.
I tried to pick for that shows you her versatility and how her character loves to act.
She is a great artist that is growing in her artstyle and starting to draw a large crowd.



So please go ahead and visit her at
Devart- :iconakira666:
or [link]

Image Description

Well its a no duh that my journal is different, as you can well see.
If your curious who drew Mayhem in the Anthro sectioned picture that would be my sweet lovey Hy :icongreyanimebeast: She got a little addicted to WOW and I havent got to talk to her much. Lol I used to have this serious crush on her but sadly she fell for someone else. Story of my life huh?

I have a few things going on,
First- I am back on to maybe getting that awesome job now, I will know something for sure wed or thurs,
If not I will be in Abilene for another two weeks before I get out of this fucking town. YAY!!!!

Right now I basically wake up at 4pm, go to work 430, get home at 2am, devart for 30 to 45 minutes and then go back to sleep till 4pm the next day.
All my art skills seem to be coming out while I am sleeping, I dont ussually sleep this much so I am starting to have crazy dreams, the last three were picking up where I left off and I thinking about making a 4 part comic and submitting it to Marvel Comics. Well writing it that is, Maybe do a couple cover pieces so they get to see what I am going for. Cus she is prolly going to read this cus she is fucking awesome, I am going to ask Jainre if she wouldnt mind coloring the pics I do for me. Please?
She has been helping me out tons in making sure that my art is going to be taking a turn for the better. I am starting to get a little more centered and if I can just find that center I should start to do a lot better and be able to draw soon. I even sketched a plushie Mayhem for the first time in forever, it changed a lil too and he looks.....well like a bad ass actually. More emotion in it tooo.

I am starting to try to find funding for making a temple. Thats a long story that I will prolly write a whole journal on some other time. But I am extremely excited about it and thats a good thing.

I finally have a date for the county fair that will be here around my birthday time. It was great when I was a lil kid to have a fair every year to go to. Anyways I got my hair cut by an old friend today and my fav place to get it cut. Funny that she works there lol. And her bf and her broke up so now we might be able to go as friends... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Change Test Journal http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20239537/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20239537/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 16:45:32 PDT
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Art to come:
Gift art
Jake - like 5 pictures now
Akira - too many to name
Raven - again to many to name
Jianre - I cant wait to get inspired again, cus I have a good idea but I can seem to draw it atm

Mayhem Art
Slaughter Background
New Mayhem




Interaction pictures
1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by :iconangelstears87:
Circus Themed with sky ribbon dancers

4. Mayhem and BlackHuskie (?) by :iconmidianbeast:
Seductive BH with Mayhem under the moonlight

5. Mayhem and Kizmit by :iconkizmit:
Classic first time meeting in the graveyard.

6. Mayhem and Akira by :iconakira666:
Mayhem and Akira fighting.

7. Mayhem and :iconkatecullen: as a cat anthro
BDSM picture-my choice on pose

8. Mayhem and Dark Wolf? by :icondarkdyami:
Both in fighting pose, ready to kick butt

9. Mayhem and;
Jianre in lycanthrope form hunting together
Austin, May teaching him how to play guitar
Name?? (her cheetah fox) playing a sport together
Characters by :iconjianre-m:
***and if your curious why she gets three there are many reasons, first off she is challengeing me artistically with these, second she is a good friend :heart: , and third she has helped me a ton with my art***

Image Description ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem >. http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20128701/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/20128701/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 11:05:11 PDT
That job I was waiting on getting all this time, the person who was supposed to get it for me decided to say fuck you to me and not help me get it. So I have been here in hell for no fucking reason this entire time.

I have a job I got last week at a sprocket company. I feel like Goerge Jetson lol. No really this job sucks, lifting huge pieces of metal into a maching for 9 hours every day. Oh yea sooooooo fun. At least it pays good. So a few more pay checks and I am getting the fuck out of this shit hole.

Sorry I am just venting, I cant seem to get my head straight atm. I just feel like my entire life is spiraling out of control. And seriously it pretty much is.

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Art to come:
Gift art
Jake - like 5 pictures now
Akira - too many to name
Raven - again to many to name
Jianre - I cant wait to get inspired again, cus I have a good idea but I can seem to draw it atm

Mayhem Art
Slaughter Background
New Mayhem




Interaction pictures
1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by :iconangelstears87:
Circus Themed with sky ribbon dancers

4. Mayhem and BlackHuskie (?) by :iconmidianbeast:
Seductive BH with Mayhem under the moonlight

5. Mayhem and Kizmit by :iconkizmit:
Classic first time meeting in the graveyard.

6. Mayhem and Akira by :iconakira666:
Mayhem and Akira fighting.

7. Mayhem and http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19987664/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 12:52:01 PDT
Life- same as its been the last month.

Job- Still waiting on that super job, monday I go to a job agency cus I need money right now.

Art- I have all these ideas in my head, but nothing is coming out the way I want.

If you want an idea that challenges you I could describe something for you to do. Only problem is that it might not be your ussual style.

Mayhem is kinda coming together, but isnt coming together. He has two different types of wings now. Either he has the wings like you have all seen now, or they turn to chains and dangle behind him. That allows me actually put clothes on him easier.
He has a lil mini hawk looking thing that leads to a lil more hair.
I love his feet the way he they are coming now, sadly because he has paws instead of feet I am still working on that whole pants thing lol.
I think I will have a duster or trench coat on him. Maybe a cape lol. Just kidding but I want some more cloth to work on it.
I am debating other things of giving him, so that there is more detail in him two when I draw him in clothes.
I wish I had msn,aim, and everything right now so I could bounce ideas off people and maybe even write some stories with people.


Other- For those of you that are close to me, I am just kinda out there lately. Hell I am just like I tell everyone, "surviving". Which means I am just living but not living for any reason. I was trying to think of what my fav food is, or what cartoons are my fav, and other questions that people ussually just pop up with an answer. I dont realy have an answer to most those.
I really got to get out of here soon, if I dont have about this job by the end of the month I have got to move.
If any of you want to get an appartment together just let me know.

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Art to come:
Gift art
Jake - like 5 pictures now
Akira - too many to name
Raven - again to many to name
Jianre - I cant wait to get inspired again, cus I have a good idea but I can seem to draw it atm

Mayhem Art
Slaughter Background
New Mayhem




Interaction pictures
1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by *Aaron-Mayhem Devious Journal Entry http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19961971/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19961971/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 23:37:56 PDT I just really need someone to talk to.

:skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull::skull:

Art to come:
Gift art
Jake - like 5 pictures now
Akira - too many to name
Raven - again to many to name
Jianre - I cant wait to get inspired again, cus I have a good idea but I can seem to draw it atm

Mayhem Art
Slaughter Background
New Mayhem




Interaction pictures
1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by :iconangelstears87:
Circus Themed with sky ribbon dancers

4. Mayhem and BlackHuskie (?) by :iconmidianbeast:
Seductive BH with Mayhem under the moonlight

5. Mayhem and Kizmit by :iconkizmit:
Classic first time meeting in the graveyard.

6. Mayhem and Akira by :iconakira666:
Mayhem and Akira fighting.

7. Mayhem and :iconkatecullen: as a cat anthro
BDSM picture-my choice on pose

8. Mayhem and Dark Wolf? by :icondarkdyami:
Both in fighting pose, ready to kick butt

9. Mayhem and;
Jianre in lycan... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Free Art http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19899625/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19899625/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 14:54:21 PDT I left it up for quite a while just to see if I could get anyone else interested. Wow you think if someone offered free art more people would jump on it.

Well thank you all of you who wants it. I will keep it updated on how much stuff I have lined up and who wanted what.

Well that aside I am still stressed as hell and cant seem to draw anything, I think later tonight I will post some stuff in scraps to show you what it looks like when I draw with out being in the mood.
Which of course makes me wonder if I actually have any talent, since it comes and goes?
Oh and I think its still there somewhere cus I am starting to dream, ussually I dont do that that often, but I dream now. Maybe my art side is trying to get out somehow.

Art to come:
Gift art
Jake - like 5 pictures now
Akira - too many to name
Raven - again to many to name
Jianre - I cant wait to get inspired again, cus I have a good idea but I can seem to draw it atm

Mayhem Art
Slaughter Background
New Mayhem




Interaction pictures
1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by :iconangelstears87:
Circus Themed with sky ribbon dancers

4. Mayhem and BlackHuskie (?) by :iconmidianbeast:
Seductive BH with Mayhem under the moonlight

5. Mayhem and Kizmit by :iconkizmit:
Classic first time meeting in the graveyard.

6. Mayhem and Akira by :iconakira666:
Mayhem and Akira fighting.

7. Mayhem and :iconkatecullen: as a cat anthro
BDSM picture-my choice on pose

8. Mayhem and Dark Wolf? by :icondarkdyami:
Both in fighting pose, ready to kick butt

9. Mayhem and;
Jianre in lycanthrope form hunting together
Austin, May teaching him how to play guitar
Name?? (her cheetah fox) playing a sport together
Characters by :iconjianre-m:
***and if your curious why she gets three there are many reasons, first off she is challengeing me artistically with these, second she is a good friend :heart: , and third she has helped me a ton with my art***

(prolly ganna have to update this later cus I know I am missing a few things, but I didnt bring my list with me.) ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Everyone (updated) http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19776281/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19776281/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 20:23:14 PDT
Ok since I am redrawing Mayhem so that he can show more emotion and I can draw him better. I am putting a few things on hold.
Due to stress and the large amount of oh fuck hate everything thats going on in my life.

Here is the thing though, I want to draw Mayhem interacting with people.
So here is the deal,
If you want a picture just
1. Tell me you want it,
2. Tell me how you want to interact with him
3. Send or include a couple reference pics
This basically applies to everyone. So feel free to jump on this.

Now there are a few pics that I am not abandoning but I kinda want to wait a lil bit on them so that my art doesnt suffer.

Mayhem's new look is in the works, Jainre gave me a TONS of things to think about and he keeps changing everytime I draw him atm. Its still him but the changes are kinda important.



1. Mayhem and Raven by :iconravenxfromxthexpast:
She already told me what she wanted before, hopefully they unban her at some point.

2. Mayhem and Addrianna by :icont3hpk:
Addrianna pestering/being playful with Mayhem while he is doing something.

3. Mayhem and Cassidy by :iconangelstears87:
Circus Themed with sky ribbon dancers

4. Mayhem and BlackHuskie (?) by :iconmidianbeast:
Seductive BH with Mayhem under the moonlight

5. Mayhem and Kizmit by :iconkizmit:
Classic first time meeting in the graveyard.

6. Mayhem and Akira by :iconakira666:
Mayhem and Akira fighting.

7. Mayhem and :iconkatecullen: as a cat anthro
BDSM picture-my choice on pose

8. Mayhem and Dark Wolf? by :icondarkdyami:
Both in fighting pose, ready to kick butt

9. Mayhem and;
Jianre in lycanthrope form hunting together
Austin, May teaching him how to play guitar
Name?? (her cheetah fox) playing a sport together
Characters by :iconjianre-m:
***and if your curious why she gets three there are many reasons, first off she is challengeing me artistically with these, second she is a good friend :heart: , and third she has helped me a ton with my art***

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Is that really everyone that wants one?

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Hair http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19760959/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19760959/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 22:14:18 PDT
So well I let me friend cut it off, now its all only 2 inches long, which means I got a long ways to go to grow it all out but I can get a job.

People laugh when they talk to me about it, but most dont realize how much they like to look a certain way. People like to look and have the people with the same tastes like them. But if I dont get that fucking job I will decide wether I will hawk it or grow it out.

Nothing else to note really, took a few peoples advice and started drawing Mayhem ripping people apart, Its the new Mayhem also, I will post it on here after I finish it, Hoping that it will be wallpaper size.

I havent decided if I am going to give it a shot at coloring or if I am going to try to get someone better to do it (that way it looks a lot better lol).

Hmmmm I dont have a lot more other news really. Just still about the same, stressed out.

Oh maybe good news, I might be getting a free cell for a month, if I do I will tell everyone the number and when my free time is (I think it might be the unlimited number though) so that you all can call me.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Stressed http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19708359/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19708359/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 21:36:06 PDT
I am extremely!!!! stressed out and its really effecting my art. I cant seem to draw anything new or even draw anything good at all right now.

I should just blame it on lack of sex. Yea thats prolly it, lack of any sex due to the fact that I am used to a ton of sex.
And the fact that I get to hear how worthless I am and how I cant do anything right everyday.
I know this job chance is worth going through this though but I just want to kill someone.

Anyone want to come and let me $@^@ you all night (literaly)?

Well I dont have much else to say really, just stressed and down right now. I cant even borrow the phone anymore cus I pissed him off cus I talked to K for an hour. Even though it was free minutes and he doesnt get calls that late. Fucking ass. She made me smile though (yes you did lovey)
Thats prolly the problem also, being cut off from so many of my friends.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Friends, Help Me http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19660093/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19660093/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 11:51:58 PDT
Mayhem *looks at my drawings* Hmmm He just isnt how I want him. I love my character and the design of HOW he is, but I dont like my facial structure, wing structure, coloring scheme (I want it dark but I want to be able to show detail), and also I dislike how I do his eyes now.

I just barely got back to drawing him you know and I dont think its up to par with how I can make things look now.

So I am looking for suggestions on what you think I should do.

Should I make his wings look realistic?
Should I make him look more like a panther and get away from the cartooney?
How should I color him? What colors should I use to keep him dark but still show detail? Should I lighten part of him to give him a tummy color?
Should I give him more realistic eyes?
Should I lean more to realistic, cartoon, anime, american comics?

I am just a lil lost on what to do about him. I am looking for my artist friends, specially the ones that know Mayhem best to give there input on what they think. As it stands now I seem limited in my style, and cant express things the way I want to.
But sadly I am at a loss for how I should change things to be a better artist, I mean I could do all those ways and just keep trying, but it would be a better idea to get people opinions and just try that style for a while.
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This is a different subject, but if you can find time to do it to I would be very thankful for it.
I just posted this journal below so I am going to copy and paste it so my friends will know I need help with this too.

"""""Catwoman. Catwoman Catwoman, she is just frustrating the hell out of me.
I know I did a good pose and shit like that, and its a scantily clad woman,
but I FORGOT how people use doing fanart of american comics to get popular.
So now my catwoman is my most faved, most viewed, most commented, which is kinda frustrating being a furry artist most of all.

You can find it on my featured dev now, I am wondering if someone would tear it apart for me. It would be nice to get some good artist feedback on it since all the random people keep faving it anyways.

So please give me feedback on it, pros, cons, things you think I should have done differently, etc etc."""""

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Frustrating http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19657389/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19657389/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 09:09:01 PDT I know I did a good pose and shit like that, and its a scantily clad woman,
but I FORGOT how people use doing fanart of american comics to get popular.
So now my catwoman is my most faved, most viewed, most commented, which is kinda frustrating being a furry artist most of all.

You can find it on my featured dev now, I am wondering if someone would tear it apart for me. It would be nice to get some good artist feedback on it since all the random people keep faving it anyways.

So please give me feedback on it, pros, cons, things you think I should have done differently, etc etc.

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach::icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven::iconrunaway101::iconsambo456::iconseiyoku:
:iconwolfattwilight::iconnaon::iconk-oswolf::iconfiraphoenix::iconshadowhuskie::iconescafanatic421:
:iconsamron::iconserenityisthedevil:

Pets
:iconravenxfromxthexpast::iconbloodleach: *Aaron-Mayhem Seriously http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19643178/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19643178/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:52:34 PDT
I even tried uploading a few things withh css (WITH DIAL UP CONNECTION, you know how long that takes) and my journal still looks like shit in my opinion. Nothing that I used to be able to due in it will work anymore.
I think my page looks pretty bad now, I wonder if I can make it look worse.

I feel like I am in the military again, cus as long as I keep my mouth shut and dont say anything I will be able to not get in trouble and end up on the streets. Which is hard for me to do cus I am very opinionated, but I almost am at the point of rather sleeping in my truck at the walmart parking lot instead of putting up with this shit.

Anyone want to lend me money to come to them and let me move in?

Oh the job thing, I am still waiting to hear about it. I have to wait for the guy who might get me in to see if he made supervisor, then right after that, wether he makes it or not he will get me in, Hopefully.
Over 20$ an hour, I will bring home (after deductions) ummm well around 1500 every two weeks, so 3k a month. Also I only work half the month, so I get 15 days off a month. So everyone will see tons of art out of me, well unless the next thing I say ...

That I am going to get back into Ragnarok Online when I get up and running cus I miss that game. Its just kinda addicting, so simple but addicting. If I really get into it my art will kinda still be here but I tend to spend a lot of time on it. I will still be online if I do though and everyone can talk to me and inspire me.

Right now with all thats going on I am about as inspired as a mouse in a mouse trap. "Just get me out of here"

I miss Raven like crazy cus she was fun to talk to.
I dont get to talk to everyone else as much as I want to either thats even still on.
I seriously miss everyone on here,
and talking to people,
and I miss furcadia and getting to rp openly with people on Mayhem,
And well my life leaves me missing a ton of things I used to do all the time.

Ok Well I love you all, and I hope that I get to talk to you all soon.
Twi, I need you to send me your number again.

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach::icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven::iconrunaway101::iconsambo456::iconseiyoku:
:iconwolfattwilight::iconnaon: *Aaron-Mayhem Save the World http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19591492/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19591492/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:46:28 PDT
There are tons of people on death row at the moment and they are sucking down millions of dollars away from us, just to feed them and have them wait to die. Some get sentenced and processed fast, but most are held in jail for tens of years trying to fight it. It should not be this way, the death sentence was something major and to be feared, it should be that way now, AND I am not heartless. Instead of it being the next day at noon I think they should give them a week, a FULL week for whoever needs to fly in and say good bye to them.
(This in itself will free up millions of dollars that can be put to teachers and schools, making Americans futures more bright, Also look at later bullitens from more on how to reform the school system so this money isnt wasted)
They should be killed with something that is painless but doesnt disturb there body for consumption. OH wow, you didnt see that one coming did you. There are tons of starving little ethiopians that we can feed, we will just grind them all up, grade it grade A meat product and feed all them some semi tasty bologne and hotdogs.
Of course if you just let me do the next thing then the world would be a great place,

Now if you commit a crime I thought this would be fun too, since the public would hate these ideas even though they are completly sane.
Well you did the crime and now the hottest thing to you is a nice piece of hairy poorly cleaned mans ass,
Wouldnt it be nice if President Mayhem decided to give you a little treat,
My present to all those lil people is.....
Sending Cadavers randomly like a lottery for those who want a lil female to fuck,
Yes thats right promoting ded sex to the voluntarily involuntary very desperate.
Its a great way to make ton of necrophilacs and destroy the world just a lil more.
Yea it might be twisted but I can actually picture there being a huge demand for this,
"I get a woman (still kinda warm) and I dont have to worry about breaking her???"
Hehe, this thought actually came around by me thinking about (single) men and women on death row getting some action with each other before taking that final walk. Yea thats a lil less sick considering the norm, but hey after a few years on death row, wouldnt you want some pussy/dick before you die?
I think its more around the way I want it if it would just be dead sex! Oh and it opens more jobs, someones has to clean and deliver that person to the jail, and someone has to clean up afterwards (that would be a new sick job right there)

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Well ok if your going to read this you need to read ALL of it, dont stop half way through or just read the title.
This is the typical debate I have with people against abortion. Ok first off to fuck with your head a little, at what moment does it become a child inside her? Some say when it has a heartbeat, other say they dont know. Its when that damn sperm gets inside the egg thats when it happens. You ponder that question for yourself. Just let it roll around in your head for a while and you will know I am right. Soon as that egg and sperm sing happy birthday thats when its a baby and she is preggo.

So the day after pill is what children? *Children in background all yell, "ABORTION!!! YAY!!"* Seriously I dont know how those kids got there. But really the day after pill must be abortion then. Wait, dont shake your head at that, you take the day after pill becuaaaaaaase......ok you didnt finish that statement. Because if that fuck got you preggo you want it to go away. That is no different from abortion.

Ok now onto the real thing, I am all for peoples rights to do what they want to there own body, Abortion or Suicide. We can talk about Suicide some other time. Now however we are talking about me being ok with people going to have an abortion IF (omg there is an if!!!) Yes there is an if, I want there to be one stipulation to it. If someone gets pregnant through there own actions (not real rape) and decides to get an abortion it should be added on that they have a hysterectomy. Really if you want to give up on one child I think your rights to have other children should be taken away.
This in itself will change how everyone thinks about abortions and also make them think about it long and hard before they decide to have one. Girls would then think hard about should I never have kids or should I have this one. Also it would make them think hard before even having sex. You cant say this is really a bad idea for it, I know you are still thinking you would rather them not happen. Well the problem is they do, so I would rather just change it to where its a harder decision. Also I think any male that reads this that had someone decide (cus we dont get a choice in it) that they would rather that girl never have a kid if she would just give up any of them.
Now of course I am saying there should be stipulations to this, I would never want someone to have to live through rape and have that kid, nor would I want someone to have to have a hysterectomy just because they had to have an abortion due to it being a life or death situation for the mom.

Oh course any body that wants to chat about it feel free to.

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:iconravenxfromxthexpast::iconbloodleach::iconakira666: ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem GRRRR http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19572991/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19572991/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 12:50:35 PDT
Ok well if anyone wants me to make you an id card like that I have on my main page just let me know. I use the marvel comics power scale. Its on a scale of 1-7, Just think of whose butt you could kick in the marvel universe and it should help you figure out where you are on the scale. (Marvel is the makers of Ultimates, Xmen, Hulk, and Ironman, well also Spiderman of course.)
I just felt like having some fun with it last night.

I got tons of art coming pretty quickly, I am abusing having the spare time at night and a cool place to work and use my comp.

I have dial up here at the house and its driving me nuts. Its hard to research what peoples characters look like, so if you want fanart (cus if I get bored I love drawing new people) you can SEND ME YOUR CHARACTER SHEET link to my devart and it would save me a TON!!! of time and I wont give up on it.

:iconjianre-m:, I would love to do something for you, cus I know that I should. I owe you so much cus your a good friend and a great artist buddy. But I cant find a character sheet so I dont mess up.

Speaking of messing up I have got to stop doing that. Cus I keep messing up and not putting important things on characters, like on the first one I did of twi, I left off scars and the star on her forhead!!!! Kicked myself for forgetting that.

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:iconfiraphoenix: *Aaron-Mayhem Too much to name http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19407046/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19407046/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:09:36 PDT
Well first off I would like to say as an artist I feel extremely limited atm, no phone, no comp, no scanner. Its like taking away my pencil. Oh goddess please dont take that too. I would cry seriously, like break down girly cry. Right now art seems to be keeping me sane.

Now ok on a good note I have something to announce. I am MIGHT be getting a job. This is an extremely good thing, (would rather get out of texas but....). I dont see a down side to this job for its one of those that people just WISH they could have. Its a job working for a fuel company. I would sit and stare at a comp for 12 hours straight and get paid 26-28$ an hour starting out.
Yea and medical and I would work 8 hours overtime a week, and also guess what, I would bring in 4k a month home and only work half the month.
The way the schedule goes I would even have a week off every month. So yea lotsa visiting everyone on the week I am off, or people coming to stay with me to visit.
Its kinda sad cus I wont be moving out of texas and I actually move to a shittier town, which is hard to do. But the perks of this job kinda outweight it. which also means more time for art also. Hoping some people come move in with me. Cus damn it I am ganna be lonely. So the stuff I bitched about earlier is going to change to having it all if I do get this job.
So everyone please give me a LIL bit of luck, cus I dont seem to have any luck anymore.

I finally heard from Raven, it was a stupid ban, she doesnt know how long it will be till she is back. I was really happy to hear from her. Yes to answer you in advance, I do have a crush on her. Its normal to get crushes *nods*. I just keep finding people that are taken, like K and her. They are kinda perfect for me too. Well for the most part are perfect for me, but both taken and worlds away.

I have this total obsession now (no not them) (ok well them also) (ok back to my point) obsession now with black things. I saw a black widow the other day. I forgot just how pitch black they were, also Ravens, they can be this deepest black. I am just so loving looking at them. I have always liked em but I found a new devotion to things like that. I want to get a few black widows now and a nice large lens to take pictures of them. Maybe on a white table or something, Cus talk about contrast lol. hmmm white marble..... Ok having so many photo ideas.
Maybe this is why I dreamed Raven up. I am still thinking she is all in my imagination in a self torturing sort of way. I know insanity runs in my moms side (since she tried to kill my step dad and I when I lived with them a six months ago) and I have gotten so much from her side. Good looks, spiritual heritage, now insanity. I mean I never thought I would want to hurt myself but it explains it better that I dreamed her up. Since as most that actually read my journal know that I dreamed about her the day before.

Oh I was thinking about love last night (btw for you who dont follow change of subjects well this is one). I was mainly thinking about the SUBJECT of love, prolly due to watching the 2005 Casanova. I started to actually listen to what they were talking about in the movie instead of just relaxing. I have been called Casanova many times in my life and I actually paid attention to the character and thought process, since its been so long since I actually read it. The search for a moment that lasts a lifetime. *nods* Yep that sounds like me. And I think thats what I keep trying to explain love as. As wonderfully heartwrenching as it is. Yes yes I am romantic. There is an arguement in the movie that I found wonderful.
A. All love is true, to say I love falsely is self contradictory as saying I believe falsely.
B. Ideal of love is sensuality, both domeneering and domenating.
I think both are true. Love is so many things.
Love makes everything less.... Its like staring into the sun, beyond it you cant see anything.
Womans rights and people that fight for it without thinking of what they are losing has killed love in a few ways I realized.
Most dont like the idea of a man saying that a woman is his, but in love that woman should be his, and of course vice versa. She should be a prize that is shown off, and treated like the prize that he loves, also again vice versa, I think its when they stop seeing each other as prizes that people start to loose that wonderful feeling. Then again I dont get into those types of relationships anymore.
Generally I get with girls wish as much a insatiable lust for women as me and we both enjoy others together. I used to be that romantic fool falling for every girl that I see but I have changed into someone that is more of a dom and looking for someone to accept that.
So with that it got me thinking of what exactly that kind of love is. It above all else and people that know they... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Big Step coming soon http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19275706/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19275706/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 14:35:08 PDT
Visit his page and fav all the stuff, its awesome.

Well if you look at my gallery I have come a long way with a lot of my art, specially characters, cept in one way. Back grounds, I really dont take the time to figure them out or even think of them when making a character.
I would love to have more artistic feedback on anything you all think I should be doing to improve.
Currently I am exploring how to do hands better.
Stay away from the first raven peice though, to many probs to name.
But Soon I will be doing backgrounds to most my coming pics and I would love to get TONS of feedback when I do, cus I will need a lot of improvement when I start.

Well now that out of the way I think my lovely Raven has gotten banned for one of her pictures, which I must honestly say if thats the case is a load of bullshit, cus her pics she was covered and shouldnt be rated anything more than 18+.
Devart always screws people around. Even Akira and I have gotten banned but lol we deserved it, kinda fucking around for the hell of it.

We have internet at the house, well should be on be the time I get home, I might even hook up my comp till I sell it this coming weekend. Which gives me a few days to update, do some css, maybe a few other peoples, and even get some direct art going, Also a lot of chatting with my lovelies online (even the guys).

I seriously miss having a phone and internet connection, I love being able to type or talk to my friends online. Specially talk to the ones that out of country, cus it cost so much to call when you have a prepay phone.

Well I might have a Harley lined up, its that evil color that follows me around. Red. I have nothing against red cept on my vehicles, cus it keeps ending up being the color of the vehicles I can avoid, and ussually ends up with the car blown up or something equally as bad. I see red on my car or bike and I just see it as a bad omen. Even though its a killer paint job I think I am going to kill it with spray paint!!!!!!

Laptop should be here sat I hope, if it is I will be buying a internet card for it and have internet all the time, the only down side to that is that I will have to have my art scanned at kinkos or something cus I wont have a scanner anymore. Or I will just draw it directly on the comp, which is a hightly likely idea cus my sketchbook only has two pages left. I killed it with Mayhem sketches when I came back to dev.

I am still not feeling in the mood to finish those pics, but I got a few that I will, Like Jakes for sure. And an answer to Ravens pic, of course. I got a ton of ideas that have been coming at me and I just wish I would win the lottery so that I would have enought time to do all the ideas for art. Actually everyone should hope I dont cus unless a girl tied me down (which would be hard to do cus she would be tied up most likely) I wouldnt stop moving or siteseeing enought to complete it all still, Dont worry I wont be leaving devart again unless I am forced to by stupid policies, then I will just be on a different art site.

I have found that since I came back to devart, my journals have gotten longer and longer, like to the extreme long. I am amazed at the fact that some people read them, but it makes me feel all fuzzy inside that some people do, and lets us talk about weird things.

I have learned alot about some people that I just love on here, and I keep getting to know them better and better, and it makes me really happy to be back here with yall.

A big *hugglefuckorgy* to you all.

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*Aaron-Mayhem Bitching and Updates http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19255166/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19255166/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 13:22:42 PDT

Update to my Update

Well that list is put on hold, Someone here on devart kinda pissed me off, and it kinda jaded a lot of things I was doing. I also realized lately that my art really has to do with my emotional stance atm. Like if people remember back when I was with Alice, Mayhem thrived as a colorful happy creature, I only realized that how I draw him almost directly shows how I am feeling, Lately he is plain and kinda without purpose, he no longer has his band or is ruler of hell. But also it has to do with the people around me and how they make me feel. Some one made me mad and I dont feel like drawing all those atm, wont be long till I am back on the horse of that and drawing, I want to draw some people some stuff.

I was really inspired by :iconravenxfromxthexpast: and decided to do something for her, , and it turned out horrible, I owe her something a ton better when I figure out what to do, This picture just totally disapointed me, I havent dont humans in a long time, so to get me back in the mood I drew and it for some reason turned out wonderful, maybe cus I was relaxing and not really worried as much as with Ravens.

(note dont freak out just keep reading)
I was thinking last night and I realized something, it kinda hit me. "I could commit suicide" Well The Ataris - Beautiful Mistake was playing and he was talking about standing on a bridge and my mind began to wonder like it always does. Now dont start getting scared or thinking I am being emo or am actually going to do it. I AM NOT. Its just I realized that I am capable of it. My life being as shitty as it is and my with each girl I date or get to know my heart gets broken a lil smaller, I started to realize that that wouldnt make me commit suicide, I honestly NEVER thought I could. But I was thinking of the impact a death can make on a world, only if in the right venue of course.
Would you die to change the world? I realized I would. If it changed someone life or changed something important I think I could do it. I mean yea I always knew that I would jump in front of a bullet for someone, or situations like that, but I realized last night (on the fourth) that I could plan out something that ended in my death and I would actually go through with it.
I doubt many people today actually think about that at all, would you rather let death come to you or plan out your own? or would I let myself die if it would change something important? Most dont think about it hard enough or want to lie to themselves.
Dont worry peoples I think about things like this and other things all the time.

I need someone. I figured that out as much, why is it so hard to find a hot, fur loving, zombie girl?
When I have my camera I take pictures of models, but sadly they dont seem to fit the bill, and really its just hard to find that person of your dreams. Well I found Raven, she is literaly right out of my dreams and I havent figure out if I made her up in my head or not lol. Ok the story behind that is that the day before I looked at Her gallery I had NO idea what she looked like, well the night before I did look I had this crazy dream about my bgf and me going shopping at hot topic, well the girl behind the counter was a HOTTIE, looked just like raven cept she had fake black wings and this feather thing in her hair and of course I hit on her a ton. Also she got along with Jnel in the dream which was just kudo points for my dream girl lol. Well the next day I was a lil freaked out when I looked at her gallery. Anyways back to my lil ramble of meeting someone. I know a ton of people ussually tell me "Dont worry she is out there". You just fail to realize if you tell me this that I have already been to almost every single on of the 48 states, canada, and mexico looking for this girl. By looking for this girl, that means I spent (added together) a year ACTUALLY out just looking and talking to girls trying to find that one person. You know... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem About The Artist http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166399/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166399/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:32:37 PDT
!!!!!!Disclaimer :It takes time to truly get to know someone.
If you think you can read a few words like, I like "ded sex" and think you know me, your stupid and don't know me at all. If you dont know me, well then who gives a fuck if you dont know the difference, and if you do get to know me, then obviously you will figure me out for yourself. Now that doesnt mean I wont tell you some things about me, but I just wanted to state that unless you do take the time to know me you will just come to the wrong decisions.


What sin is Aaron Mayhem? Lust, NOPE. Good guess though, since the sins deal with each other so close it means that he would deal with lust a lot. Anyone that actually knows me, knows I can do without as well as with. I love it but don’t live for it. Oh your getting tired of reading already, well the answer is Envy. I love to make people envious or to have them envy me. I even wear the cologne Envy (by Gucci). Envy Function: noun Inflected Form(s): plural envies Etymology: Middle English envie, from Anglo-French, from Latin invidia, from invidus envious 1 : painful or resentful awareness of an advantage enjoyed by another joined with a desire to possess the same advantage 2 obsolete 3 : an object of envious notice or feeling -- -- Oh now doesnt that just sounds scrumptious. hate, love, fear, want, adoration, deference, glorification, reverence, veneration affection, fondness, liking, love esteem, regard, respect approval, condemnation, disapproval, disfavor, dislike, dismissal, disregard, hatred, loathing, scorn *spins around laughing maniacally* Oh the emotions! *Smile huge and happy as he stops facing you with a smile, head falling to a small tilt* Dont you think its wonderful?


Hmmm lets start off with I am a nympho. All kinda of sex, It all has its place, I am into it all, I am a nympho, I like sex thats just so magnetic it seems like we are raping each other, but then again I like slow love making and caressing that ends in a heated orgasm. Holding each other till passing out. I like the fun of using new things and doing it in new ways, the dominance and the pain, the joy of bringing pleasure to someone in a way they cant see, and mixing pleasure and pain like paint on a canvas. I like the hot nasty things that happen that aren’t meant to be, cum on the face, things in places that aren’t meant to allow things, Making someone lose their breath to what you are doing as they come harder then ever before. I like someone accepting you to do things and trusting you to do them. The excitement of outdoors sex, or the chance of getting caught with a blowjob at a movie theater or a cunt lick at a restaurant. *sings* and these are a few of my favorite things
!!!!!!Disclaimer Reminder: You prolly have already forgot what I first told you and now think I have one brain with the penis running things, oh the misjudgment, They work together for the common goal lol. No really sex isnt everything (you hear my friends feint) cus there are so many other things that are more important. Still doesnt mean I cant love getting it.
Hopefully you get now that I am not shy and I am pretty blunt in the things, Hmmm things that you might want to know.

Oh I am pretty goofy most the time, I do things and have fun, Dancing in walmart or at work, Yelling marko looking for someone to say polo when in line or to just find my friends at the big W. I also think that if you can laugh then you can be happy in life, plus if you can laugh and have fun during sex it will give you (well the girl at least) one of the biggest orgasms of her life, I am so not explaining why, just go try it with your siggy other and try it. Oh and tickling doesnt work btw.


7 things that the opposite gender attracts me.
1) Something I learned recently and its true, its my main turn on and THE main thing that attracts me to most girls, Thier voice. Its just something about the tone, resonance, and I just havent quite figured it out yet. Some girls are super hot (like some of the models I shoot) but when I hear their voice I just want to puke (not literally, figuratively)
2) They have to have mastered there own sexuality. I hate it when people don’t know what they are doing or even how to please themselves. Although a willingness to learn partially or sometime fully makes up for this.
3) Instincts, maternal or not, just instincts on when it would be a good idea to just hug me and lie to me to tell me it will be alright. I think that is one of the greatest traits someone can have. Not everyone has it. That caring instinct to make someone they love better at all costs and even sometimes a firm tone to make them do what is right for themselves.
4) Being absolutely messed up in the head. I have strange morals and strange thoughts all the time, its great to turn to someone and say "The sp... ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem When? http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166357/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166357/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:30:10 PDT What about me makes you think that I am such a nice guy, Everyone seems so shocked when they fuck up and I just tell them to fuck off and kiss my ass.
What makes people think that I wont look them in the eye and tell them exactly what I think? So many times I said I dont lie when I tell them how pretty or hot they are, so why be so surprised when I tell you exactly what I think?
Honestly I dont get it,
In the military I couldnt just be blunt and say whats on my mind, why? Well because I was the lowest ranking and I wasnt supposed to be blunt and use profanity (which I dont really use now to unless I am getting annoyed) so I had to tell them while "not" telling them. Going round and round on a subject till they got the point.
When it only concerns me and I really dont have to worry about other peoples sakes, I would rather just walk up to someone and tell them exactly how I feel.

On another note, when is a good time to do that?
Someone is sick, that a bad time?
Well then how about when they are running around super happy?
Oh thats bad too, well how about when they are about to try to get sleep or ready for work, hmmm another bad time?
I think you just have to do it when both people are there, soon as possible, and regaurdless of how either of you feel.
If you think you are going to do it tommorow, dont let anything stop you as far as that goes I think, I mean it could go anyways, hell they might start a fight with you by then and you can just bring it up.

I will shit in anyones cheerios, why, because honestly I dont give a crap.
Its just how I turned out, I am not a complete asshole but what the fuck is wrong with all these people thinking I am sweet.

So just for record, FUCK YOU, just so you get the point.

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:iconfiraphoenix: *Aaron-Mayhem Stupid Labels http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166344/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166344/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:29:31 PDT Of course I am just going off my thoughts on the subject, its not my fault most people agree with me, punks started off being the one that were rising up against something, mainly the establishment. Yea I know that makes them sound like mean hippis and in a way they where. Causing mayhem and shit everywhere they want, well cept for the places they hung out (had to add that in for all you little fuckers who think its kool to fuck with the club you hang out in!!!! Stupid little cunts, go break shit at city hall not in the club). They were punk, they listened to punk, and as you know mainly because punk bands said exactly what they were against.
Now adays, punk is defined to the extent of me not even wanting to go into how many words people have thrown in front of punk to try to make it be something different. "I am gothpunk, no dont just call me punk I like black" Stupid Cunt, Just admit it, your here for the cakes.
Now adays its all about being a poser, being punk and not wanting people to notice you, or wanting people to notice you but saying you dont.
Emos being the worst.
A prime example of being a poser is labeling yourself. And also using yourself as a prime example of how someone "should be". Also most posers talk shit about how wrong people are with the way they are and how other people give a bad name to what they think they are.
I know I talk alot of shit about people and talk shit about how they dress, but thats just cus I hate everyone. Like I thought one person on my friends list was emo only to find out she was pretty damn kick ass, and I only saw her on a bad day.
Clothing doesnt define you,
Who you are defines you.

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http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166330/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:29:03 PDT Its just weird though when in a group of people that want to talk to someone, I seem to be the only one that has enough guts to just say what everyone else is thinking. It was like that when we decided to talk to our roommate, and when I went to massage school, everyone wanted to talk to the teacher, so I got nominated to do it.
I dont really see the point in pussy footing (where did that term come from?) around the subject and leading up into it, I like the straight forward approach. If someone is doing something wrong and an entire class or all your roommates think its wrong and such, I just tell the person, well after everyone has decided if they are sure they just want me to.
I am not really the caring type for the most part, I could just let it continue and well its just to fucking bad for those who have to deal with it later, or those who have to live with that person. Its just so easy to finish school or just to leave. Yes there are tons of other examples but its just so easy only using two.
I dont get people though, and please dont try to explain this to me, I just see them as pussies (I use the term derogatoraly for once). I mean if you talk shit I have always thought you should be able to back it up. If I walk up to a guy and talk shit, well I should have the guts at least to throw the first blow. If you talk shit behind someones back, I think you should have enough guts to confront them headon if confronted by it. Or if someones says that they think you should just tell them to there face, Either way its a call to put up or shut up.
That kinda leads me into the talking shit and not backing it up, that drives me nuts too, I actually forgot I was supposed to kick a guys ass so I need to make plans for that tonight. Same thing though that if you talk shit you should act on it. There is no halving, either you can pull the trigger or you cant.
Oh well back to the subject at hand again, this being able to speak whats on my mind has always served me good in the past, its just not up till the recent that I lose heart and dont feel like doing it. Not like backing down, just out of boredom its not fun or I dont care enough. Or because I am surrounded most the time in half hearted people that I dont know if thats truely what they think. So I think I might stick with beating down on the things that I know I hate with a passion and not even worry about things that are just boring and mundane.
We will see how long that last I guess.

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach:
:icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven:
:iconrunaway101: *Aaron-Mayhem Words equal Shit http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166309/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166309/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:28:00 PDT Its just weird though when in a group of people that want to talk to someone, I seem to be the only one that has enough guts to just say what everyone else is thinking. It was like that when we decided to talk to our roommate, and when I went to massage school, everyone wanted to talk to the teacher, so I got nominated to do it.
I dont really see the point in pussy footing (where did that term come from?) around the subject and leading up into it, I like the straight forward approach. If someone is doing something wrong and an entire class or all your roommates think its wrong and such, I just tell the person, well after everyone has decided if they are sure they just want me to.
I am not really the caring type for the most part, I could just let it continue and well its just to fucking bad for those who have to deal with it later, or those who have to live with that person. Its just so easy to finish school or just to leave. Yes there are tons of other examples but its just so easy only using two.
I dont get people though, and please dont try to explain this to me, I just see them as pussies (I use the term derogatoraly for once). I mean if you talk shit I have always thought you should be able to back it up. If I walk up to a guy and talk shit, well I should have the guts at least to throw the first blow. If you talk shit behind someones back, I think you should have enough guts to confront them headon if confronted by it. Or if someones says that they think you should just tell them to there face, Either way its a call to put up or shut up.
That kinda leads me into the talking shit and not backing it up, that drives me nuts too, I actually forgot I was supposed to kick a guys ass so I need to make plans for that tonight. Same thing though that if you talk shit you should act on it. There is no halving, either you can pull the trigger or you cant.
Oh well back to the subject at hand again, this being able to speak whats on my mind has always served me good in the past, its just not up till the recent that I lose heart and dont feel like doing it. Not like backing down, just out of boredom its not fun or I dont care enough. Or because I am surrounded most the time in half hearted people that I dont know if thats truely what they think. So I think I might stick with beating down on the things that I know I hate with a passion and not even worry about things that are just boring and mundane.
We will see how long that last I guess.

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach:
:icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven:
:iconrunaway101: *Aaron-Mayhem css http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166252/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19166252/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:25:21 PDT would someone make me a css so that it looks better, and hopefully its by someone I trust cus I need to give them account access to update it cus I dont have a comp of my own atm.
Anyone up for it?

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach:
:icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven:
:iconrunaway101::iconsambo456::iconseiyoku:
:iconwolfattwilight::iconnaon::iconk-oswolf:
:iconfiraphoenix::iconshadowhuskie::iconescafanatic421:

Alpha Pet
:iconakira666:
Pets
:iconbloodleach: ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Coming soon http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19129471/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19129471/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:11:34 PDT Akira
Mayhem
Jake
Kallie
(whoever wants one)

Pictures:
2-3 of Jake pose
Jake cute dress
jake cute
Jake tattoo
Mayhem dev id
Death min x3
Mayhem pain series
mayhem curve the bullet
mayhem puppets
asphyxiation
candy
candy, asph, and mayhem
mayhem fight club
mayhem and malice
Others as I figure out who and what I want to draw for them.


Coming soon in XXX to furaffinity
3some jake akira mayhem
akira and jake
akira from behind
sailor seat akira
up against the glass akira
bunny pie
akira washer
doggy akira

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach:
:icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven:
:iconrunaway101::iconsambo456::iconseiyoku:
:iconwolfattwilight::iconnaon::iconk-oswolf:
:iconfiraphoenix::iconshadowhuskie::iconescafanatic421:

Alpha Pet
:iconakira666:
Pets
:iconbloodleach: ]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Updates http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19039500/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19039500/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 13:24:50 PDT
Thank you so much my lovely :iconakira666: for getting me a sub again. I will make tons of use for it I am sure. I will get your art done and start on a request for you soon.

My life is a lil hectic right now, cus I need to sell my comp and my truck.
Comp = traveling money
truck = motorcycle- right now I have a guy thinking about trading me his bike for it, I hope that goes through.

My friend is going to try to get my a camera soon, its a nikon with a TON of perks to it, like 6 pics per second. If she does get this for me I am going to start doing photography again. Hopefully I will get on with godsgirls, I just done have a profolio anymore or I would have already talked her into hiring me. So if that happens you will start to see a bunch of photos in my gallery too.

I cant get my hopes up to much about any of this, cus I just dont have any luck anymore with anything.

Friends:
:iconakaila-dareal::iconakira666::iconbloodleach:
:icongreyanimebeast::iconjianre-m::iconkarry-chan:
:iconkittypaint::iconkurai-jaz::iconmsabrehaven:
:iconrunaway101::iconsambo456::iconseiyoku:
:iconwolfattwilight::iconnaon::iconk-oswolf:
:iconfiraphoenix::iconshadowhuskie::iconxsweetsuex:
:iconescafanatic421:

Alpha Pet
http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/19020123/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:33:27 PDT
Also I uploaded some new gallery art, feel free to comment on all of it. ALL OF IT!!!

Again if anyone would like to buy me a sub I wouldnt mind doing art for it, kinda miss being able to do more on here.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem Oh noooooooo http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/18930120/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/18930120/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:46:53 PDT ok really my luck is NOT turning around at all. So yea unless I suddenly have a turn of luck it might be a lil bit before my grand return happens.

Currently:
*Trying to find somewhere to live, I am running out of time crashing on my friends couch
*Trying to sell an old truck while the gas prices gets higher and kills the price I can ask
*Sell my comp so I can get a laptop
*Get financed for my camera so I can take pics (it cost over 1500) but it will be worth it for the return I can charge of photoshoots.
*Trying not to freak out while my life totally crashes around me
*Trying not to freak out cus I am single and have to sleep alone

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem BEWARE!!!! http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/18837190/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/18837190/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 11:47:42 PDT There will be over 100 images and it might just be easier to scan through them later at your convienence.
Most of them will be things you have seen listed by hear that I did them.
Also will be some real life pictures for those of you that know me and want to see how things have changed and also for yall who just want to see me.
Just thought it would be a fair warning cus when I get to start uploading it will take a while.

]]> *Aaron-Mayhem New Start http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/18784234/ http://Aaron-Mayhem.deviantart.com/journal/18784234/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:44:47 PDT For me I have many in my life. Now I find my life full circle and living on the streets again, without a girl friend, my pets are dead, blah blah blah, it would sound bad if I kept going on with whats wrong with my life.
I had many friends on here before I took off, which was just over a major heartbreak of my life. Think of that perfect loving moment that you all want. You know that seems almost heavenly. I had that type of love or at least thought so for many months before it all came crashing down. I left devart, and basically left everything. My life had basically shit on me in that sense.
I hope I can make up leaving all my friends back then and that they will forgive me for just leaving.
I changed names cus I also got tired of people calling me arcane. Again just for those of you you all that meet me,
My characters name is Mayhem.
My name is Aaron Mayhem,
makes it so much easier to figure out if your talking about me or my character.
I should have some new art up at some point, right now I still have a drawing pad, no where to scan it, and using the public library to log on.

During my lil bit of hell, if anyone wants to buy me a sub for a bit I would be happy with it.
Just let me know if you do, I seem to be dishing out artwork so I might actually finished something for someone this time.

If you have a furaffinity account you might as well add me if you want to see the naughty things that devart doesnt allow.
[link]

For those bored they can find me on myspace if they search for the_snowtiger@yahoo.com

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