http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:AcidCryst&section=today deviantART RSS for by:AcidCryst en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 15:15:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/28394173/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/28394173/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 10:32:03 PST (Okay, I fixed the links. They work now.)
Tons of variety going on!
I'm always happy to be of some kind of service.

(If you need a price compromising, let me know, and we'll work something out for you.)

By Default: All of the following EXCEPT TATTOOS are in colour with no extra charge.

CHIBIS - $5 (usd)
- Pay Extra If:
a. 3+ Characters
b. Elaborate BG
[link]
[link]

Anime Style - $10 (usd)
- Pay Extra If:
a. 3+ Characters
b. Elaborate BG
[link]
[link]

Busts/Portraits (realistic) - $20 (usd)
- Pay Extra If:
a. 2+ Characters
b. Elaborate BG
c. Full Body
[link]
[link]

Tattoo - Need to discuss with me.
- Pay Extra $2 For Colour
[link]


This offer is perma-standing. I'm always open. Please help me out by commissioning me.
You can contact me with any questions, issues, or anything of the sort in any of the following ways:

- DeviantArt note/comment (preferably note)
- AIM - Acid Cryst x
- MSN - designed.by.hallucinations@hotmail.com
- Email - ewige.krankheit@hotmail.com

Help me out by commissioning me, please.

SLOTS:
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]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/28166612/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/28166612/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 17:55:16 PST
Would you like to see something other than digital work?
Perhaps some traditional work? Whether it be pencils, markers, or paint.

Tell me what you want me to do. Suggestions, or whatever. XD.
Because my creative juices are stunted, or leaking somewhere. xD.


Anything else you want to say? Have at it.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27890879/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27890879/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:04:46 PDT
Now I'm here to say, that it's got to be the weather that's really messing with me. One day I'm and the next I'm .

And I'm sure it's getting seriously irritating to some of you, because frankly, I'm tired of it myself. Lol.

There's been a change of plans. I've got the flu, but I'm going to continue working, because a lot of very amazing people told me the giving up and being a baby wasn't the answer.
And said I wasn't a failure despite my shortcomings.

Here's to amazing people!

People that make my life amazing:
~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27807716/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27807716/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 00:01:35 PDT I know I was doing so good for about a week or so. But no more.


Within the last couple days, I've come to terms which how much of a failure I really am. Maybe it's just a swing I'm having;
But upon evaluating some of the lives of the people I used to surround myself with, I realized that for the past 2-3 years of my life, I haven't grown up. I got so involved and consumed by what other people were telling me, and how they perceived me, that I forgot to examine myself and find out where I need to go. I got stuck in the "now". And I shut my blinds that viewed out the future.

I feel like I'm standing at the edge of cliff and the path behind me that I took has collapsed on me.
What now?

People my age that I knew finished school, settled for a relationship, got jobs, or are pursuing an actual career. I have nothing to show for my 19 years of existence, besides some shitty drawings and poetry.


Trapped within a mind
On the stake to burn
Thinking of my home
With false hopes to return
-Me

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27583510/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27583510/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:12:10 PDT
For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone.

1. - She is someone that I can't get enough of. SUCH a hard worker, and truly trying to better herself, which she has done tremendously. <3
~ [link] - Green and pink? Hell-to-the-yes. The bright colours capture my goldfishy attention and the expression is lovely.
~ [link] - I love this one for the busy-ness I guess you would call it. Love those lips.
~ [link] - The story behind this one was so sad, but so good. Bold expressions = me likey.

2. - Let me just say, this chica is hilarious. She's always got me roffling my waffles. And she's got so many talents. She can adapt to many different forms of art.
~ [link] - This is probably one of my favorites in her gallery, I personally LOVE shiny moving things. Amazing colours and smooth movement.
~ [link] - This one drives me mad. It's so pretty, and expressive. I used to hate vector work. Then I saw this and realized I had only seen shitty ones. Lol.
~ [link] - Also one of my favs due to the colours. Three things in this picture capture me personally : Eye, snowflake, and wings. So lovely.

3. - One of the BEST pixel artists I've seen for his age; he's REALLY got something going for him, and he's going for the gold!
~ [link] - This shat is awesome. There's so much detail in such a small area. You can tell he spent time on it.
~ [link] - This one is just weird. Lol. But it's so awesome.
~ [link] - I tried drawing him and failed. But Rehu did a great job on him. Don't you just wanna hug him?

4. - She is VERY special to me. She comes to the same church as me and she's the girlfriend of one of my best friends in the whole world. She has such a good heart, and just, really someone you'd want on your side. I love her.
~ [link] - This is pretty freaking awesome! Could you picture something like that coming after you!? XD.
~ [link] - O-o-oa-oa! Lol, who doesn't like that song and dance? This girl works with a mouse!
~ [link] - Awesome as hail. If I were a pokemon, I would be like.. whichever one is the craziest or huge ones. XD

5. - My previous journal was mostly about her. Being an all-amazing person. Love her or I'll kill you. Anyway, what mostly draws me to her gallery are pieces like this:
~ [link] - O. M. G. Isn't that gorgeous?! My pictures always turn out like colourful turds. And look at it's thorns! Amazing.
~ [link] - This makes me jealous. Because where I live, you can't see natural beauty like that. Pastel colours are captivat... ]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27499943/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27499943/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 08:20:05 PDT
Well, I'm here to tell you slackers, that it does NOT cut it.

Is that what the world has degraded itself to? Lazy inconsiderates? Who am I kidding? Of COURSE it has!
There are some people, yes, who no matter what, are smiling and being kind no matter what.

I'll give you an epic example.
is someone I haven't known for an extremely long time, but what just about anyone who crosses her path can tell you about her, is that she is ALWAYS a welcoming, warm, and helpful person. I can't tell normally when she's in a bad mood, because she's so kind to people. Always willing to help, pass on advice, and just plain BE THERE in your time of need.
And sure! She's human (or so we think), she has stress in her life, and problems just like anyone else. And bless her heart I've not heard her blow up on anyone.

Why are people only doing as little as they can get away with? I try SO hard to be as welcoming and friendly as Ella-Kayleigh.

Q: Why am I talking about Ella?
A: Because she's amazing.

Q: Why has this subject persuaded me to write a journal?
A: Because on my birthday, I don't like being treated like a real person, if it's just a facade. Don't lie to me, and put on a friendly mask unless you mean it. Because I'm not stupid.

What I'm really trying to say; is be kind to people because when you do, you feel better about YOURSELF. It's not just about the other person. You WILL feel good. Unless you're a heartless sociopath.

If you're not an enjoyable person.. stay the heck away from those who are trying to live their life as a friend, and not a fiend. Fake intentions are annoying.

And thanks for being my guinea pig. XD

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27438770/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27438770/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 23:08:41 PDT
Luckily, I'm piggybacking on someone else's internet at the moment.
And it'll either shut off right as I finish this, or before so.


ANYWAY! This entry says "Invitation" on it because I'm now inviting everyone of my watchers, friends, stalkers, dorks, forks and peeps to add me on aim. Because my new phone makes it super easy to go mobile, whereas my old phone made me want to cry when I had to type something other than "LOL" or "Haha".
I'm a beast now. A speed demon. Rawrrrr.

Anyway, I'm always happy to have someone message me, because I don't have anything better to do half the time.

My aim is Acid Cryst x.

Shocking huh? No.

If you message me, just tell me who you are. Frankly, I don't care, I'm just like "Yay! Friends!"
If you'd rather text me. Leave a note, and I'll give you my celly #.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27335378/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27335378/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 09:35:58 PDT And how coincidental that my birthday is this week too!

Soooo! This week I'm getting my new cell phone, which might be the Samsung Propel (which isn't like.. new) But I also might get the Samsung Intensity in FLAMINGO RED! It's so bright and cute. It's a VERY simple phone, yet it has what I need to keep up with all my texting. LOL.
Here's a picture: [link]
All but 1 review was good. And I think the bad one was just being a whine-baby.
But also, I have a 100$ credit to use, so who knows what I'll find for 100$. xD!


But aside from the phone, I'm getting my hair reshaped and dyed. Cause I don't look good with long hair anymore. And it's falling out REALLY bad anyway.
Look at my Autumn ID to see what I'm getting.

So anyway! That's part of what's going on this week! Besides going out with family for my birthday and all that jazz.


Hope you all have a good week too!
Got any plans?

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27054416/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/27054416/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 12:50:29 PDT
And for those of you, who are tired of my long entries, I'm sorry.

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It was about a pastor that was preaching at a church.
And at the end of his service, a young lady that looked furious, walked up to him and yelled "You're just like the rest of them!"
And he tried to defend Christianity as a whole and let her know that there are genuine people out there. And that she was cared for by Christ. That not everyone acts on hypocrisy.
And she started mocking him, and yelling at him, and he finally said "I have leave now, but can I please pray for you?"
She was acting like it was a huge joke, but she allowed it, and as he was praying her for, he was weeping for her at the same time. And when he was done, he looked up at her, and she didn't look angry anymore. Her shoulders were slumped and he could see tears running down her face.

She looked up at him and said "No one has EVER cried for me before."
And she accepted Christ at that moment.
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That's the love that needs to be spread around the world.

Like.. honestly, could you imagine YOUR world, where no one cared enough ABOUT you, to cry FOR you?
A mother/father weeps for his/her children when they go astray. When they're hurt, or distressed/deceased.

That girl, didn't have a family to cry for her, or care about her existence.
All her anger, and frustration was due to never being shown love, and love was a stranger to her. And upon being shown love, she cracked.

It's so sad. It makes me so thankful that my mom and dad care enough about me to yell at me , and chance mine and their frustration and anger for a single day, or maybe longer, so that I may feel the love later on down the road.

Do you get it? Even without family, there is still love. Christ loved you SO much, that he was beaten, tortured, and KILLED for you. Would you do that for the one you loved?


Even if you didn't get anything spiritually out of this, I hope you at least know now that even if you have bickering parents and siblings/friends, it's because they love you.
And I do too. :]

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26924013/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26924013/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 20:02:34 PDT
Gaia Online is an English-language, anime-themed social networking and forums-based website.
Though it's developed into so much more the past few years.

I joined Gaia in 2004 (created in 03). I have had the privilege of watching it grow, and meeting hundreds if not thousands of unique people.

Some users never make it to 500k, hell, some don't even make it to 5k. Gold currency is what I'm talking about.
I obtained 1.5million, yes million gold on gaia. I know it's not as much as some people, who waft in 5-8million.

But I had a giveaway today. I told myself, I would donate and help out every Gaian that stepped into my Charity thread.
And I did.
In under 45 minutes, I donated to 72 people, who each was requesting one or more items. If I couldn't get the item, they walked away with 8-50k, depending on their avatar status.

I met lots of sweet people, and I don't miss my gold at all.
Keeping up with the thread was a different story, by the time I got to page 2 for donations, there were 10 pages. X_X
But I managed.

Is it because I tripled up on antidepressants? >_> Did I amplify my love for giving? I should do this more often. Haha.

Some of you may be thinking that it's completely stupid to get excited over fake currency, but for some of you who don't know.. There are a few reasons it's entertaining.
1. Some of us aren't fortunate enough to have nice special things, and so free awesome items that we obtain through patience and time, is worth it. People like us need something to hold onto as well.
2. Sometimes boring forums with no pictures gets well.. boring. If you're a visual person, Gaia is great, bright colours, and there's something for everyone. Goth?(got those items) Funky?(got those items) Sunshine and butterflies?! (Got those too)
3. We just don't have a life, or it's the only effective way to communicate with a certain someone. (Devon, *cough* Rudy.) <33
So piss off if you have a problem.

Anyway!!! I had lots of fun. And someone I love very much, Goes by the name of D E M M I T on gaia, and on here.
She drew me appreciative arts.
[link] - By Demmit
[link] - My avatar

I might not be as active, but if you'd like, you can drop me a line on gaia. My username is Acid Cryst x
Just like my AIM.

Sorry to make this soooooo long and boring, but I'm really happy. And it's been a while since I've felt this good.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26802381/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26802381/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:50:44 PDT Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn for they will be comforted.

Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.

Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy,

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.

Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
[Matthew 5:3-10]


]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26495127/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26495127/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:39:57 PDT
You know why?
It's because I got a virus from SOMEWHERE. I had no time to back anything up, or send my IMPORTANT things to a friend.
This particular virus, was eating EVERYTHING I had.

So I have a few words.
Thank you very much, King/Queen of Douche-Baggery.
Now all my artwork is gone.
Something I had been working on for DAYS.
So thanks a lot, I'm working with an empty shell.

I will find your scummy self somehow. I will break your fingers, one bye one. Then I'll slowly cut them off with a butter knife. ONE. BY. ONE.
I will stab your eyes with a letter opener, then I will rip them out and make you eat them.

And until you get those back, I'd like to see you try to create another virus.

Farewell Photoshop.
It'll be a while before I get you back.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26341364/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26341364/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 16:09:05 PDT The Bird That Couldn't Fly

You couldn't understand
Even if you tried
The reason that she cries at night
The reason she tries to hide

Don't try to come close
She'll just push you away
There's something that you don't know
Words she couldn't say

She tries with all her might
To be herself around her friends
But something doesn't feel right
A broken heart that could not mend

She pretends that she's strong
A tough outer shell
But there's always something wrong
She's trapped in her Hell

She wants to speak
To tell you all the truth
But she is way too weak
Broken without any glue

Painfully shy
The bird that couldn't fly
Dying on the inside
A body without a mind

Maybe if you took the time
Find the person she tries to be
Maybe if you looked inside
You'd realize she is me

© By Rebecca Bagley

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26085899/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/26085899/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 11:49:00 PDT 2. The person who have been tagged have to write 8 things about him/her self in him/her journal.
3.In the end of your journal you have too tag 8 peoples and post their icons in your journal.
4. Go to the page of the persons that you have tagged and send a message to them about he/she have been tagged.

1. I currently have goosebumps.
2. I was making origami when I discovered that I was tagged. Lawl.
3. I have like, perma-cotton mouth. XD.
4. I love my kitty.
5. I believe it's my responsibility to announce Florida isn't as cool as everyone thinks, but it's still better than where you live. XD. Unless you're like, Ella. <3
6. I'm skurred of having an "under the bed".
7. This is taking me too long. That should tell you how boring I am.
8. I miss all the rain. Don't you Devon? ; o ;

I was tagged by:


I tag:
The 8 invisible deviants


]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25991771/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25991771/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 18:24:58 PDT *(edited, lawl)

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25549525/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25549525/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 18:26:02 PDT
At least.. MY world is crashing down around me.

Michael Jackson
Farra Fawcette
Ed Mcmahon


And I think Patrick Swayze is next on God's list.

Can we please have a moment of silence for our fallen heros/heroines.
......
Ok

Take 'em away

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25472411/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25472411/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 11:35:41 PDT

1) Post these rules.
2) Post 8 things about yourself on this journal.
3) At the end, you must tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4) Leave a message on the people you tagged
5) No Tag Backs!

A)I don't normally do these things, but I adore Tainted-Aura
B)I'm an extremely picky eater, unless I'm with my best friend. We're amazing.
C)I love Braeden like there is no tomorrow. <3
D)I hate it when dirty guys treat me like an even dirtier prostitute.
E)My favorite colour is red.
F)I'm the biggest idiot ever, but I tend to mask it. (How am I doing? ;])
G)I like music that might make your ears bleed, make you feel like scum or give you nightmares.
H)I suck at taking compliments. Really.


I tag:

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25274273/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25274273/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 13:52:34 PDT
So I'm doing $3 sketch commissions and $5 colour commissions.
I have paypal. >_>

Help a bored sista out.

If you want something more elaborate, I'll do that too. Maybe for like.. $8-10. Depends.
Spread the word homies!

Send a note for questions, or use instant messenger/email.

What's everyone doing this weekend?

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25103714/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/25103714/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 09:16:34 PDT I was so dang bored, and my DS didn't hold my attention for that long.

Anyway, business time!

Commissions = Open.
Digital painting/airbrushing. Take a peek in my gallery for examples.
I only accept cash and money orders, because I don't trust your checks. (No offense, but I don't want bouncing checks.)
You do not have to pay me until YOU are satisfied.

If you prefer something traditional(canvas etc.) the price goes up a wee-bit due to cost of material, and postage.
(Easier to do digital)

Please contact me, I need some help.
If I forgot to mention something, please let me know because things tend to slip my mind.
Note me, or use any of the contact info on the front page.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24841214/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24841214/ Tue, 19 May 2009 14:52:32 PDT And for the life of me, I can't remember WHO you are, or WHAT you requested.

PLEASE message me or comment me! I need to know so I can get on the ball.

Also, I'm taking requests. BUT MAINLY to submit as a print and for you to buy.
Commissions I guess you could say.
Just mildly.
Just note me if you have a question.

I need money. FAST. (Why? GTFO of my business. That's why. )

AGAIN. IF YOU REQUESTED A PRINT FROM ME.. LET ME KNOW.

I don't have time for guessing games, if you don't come forward, you don't get anything.
xD
Simple as that!


Don't make me pitch a fit over this!


]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24691120/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24691120/ Sun, 10 May 2009 17:25:12 PDT It's one of the hardest jobs in the world, being a mom only shows the rest of the world how awesome of a woman you are!
Stay strong and keep going!
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Ten Weird Things About Me:

1] I eat green beans with sugar and bacon. (Sometimes ketchup)
2] I can out-rap some of the most "gangsta" kids I know.
3] I will wake up out of a dead sleep to remake my bed if the sheet falls off.
4] I organize everything by colour and size.
5] I always make sure there's an even amount of eggs in the carton.
6] I yell at people who tear/break styrofoam cups.
7] I am terrified of silence.
8] I like petting slugs.
9] I know I should wear sunscreen, but I still go out and fry to a crisp, over and over.
10] I get migraines when I go out in public or to friend's houses.
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Sing Wiff Me.

You know I rep' this shit,
I got it tatted on my skin,
If you fuckin' with my city,
Then you fuckin' with my kin,
You know I rep' this shit,
I got my hands up on your chest,
Motherfuckers best believe it,
That you're fuckin' with the best!

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24617027/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24617027/ Wed, 06 May 2009 11:46:20 PDT They're going to BORE me to sleep!

But it's alright. It's for the best. I might become more productive. But it's still sad.

But I still will have my phone on me at all times. Muahaha.
There's only one person who I really can't live without.
(I love you Pattttttt.)

Uh.. let's see..
I wanted to say something else, but forgot.
OH!

For all of you who are expecting art from me, brace yourselves! It's almost done!
I'm uploading in bulk this time!

I love you


And

As for you -->

Edit: I love you so much !!!

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24519975/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24519975/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 18:57:38 PDT
I'm not angry, or upset.
Just busy.

I'll still be logging on to chat with you all, I just won't be submitting very much.

Expect to see me in the usual chats.
^^

You could also text me if you want, I don't accept phone calls though.
813-777-6514

Message me on aim, msn, or yahoo.
Your best bet is aim though.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24039772/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/24039772/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 12:16:20 PDT
I no longer have photoshop, so I downloaded GIMP. Which is an amazing program. I totally fell in love with it.

My newest deviation is a airbrushed painting I did in about 8-10 hours using GIMP.
You should check it out upclose, it's pretty. :]

Favs/comments and watches are always loved.

I think you'll be seeing more from me!

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23659220/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23659220/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 12:52:50 PDT
2. I know a lot of you have been asking for a tutorial on how I colour. So, after I finish my commission, I'll get right on that. For real this time. It's not going to be anything amazing, just some simple steps. That's what colouring is after all.

3. I'm on a friggin diet. Again. If my parents don't ruin it like they did last time, I'll be okay. I'm low-carbing it. It worked last time (for the month I actually did it).

4. I'm writing a book.(Yeah, I'm going for it.)I've already got the first chapter done. Now I just need more time. I can't really tell you what it's about, because every time I reveal something that's unfinished, it comes out the opposite of what I want. So we're going to say it's crappy for now. I have a feeling you guys would read it. If you REALLY want to know, you can note me, and I'll drop you some hints. But I'm not going to tell the masses. XD

5. Ever since the breakup with my (ex)boyfriend, I have like.. NO inspiration. NONE. He gave me a lot of neat ideas. Whether I actually worked them out or not. But! I went on a date the other night, which was EXTREMELY awkward; and it made me realize that I have been out of the dating field for SO long, that I don't even know how to present myself in public anymore. XD. So I've decided to not care. I'll end up being single for my entire life, and like my BEST FRIEND Devon told me, I'm a great person no matter what, and I don't need a man to validate me.
Thank Dev! <3

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23419880/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23419880/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 16:55:53 PST
My bf and I have broken up, after over 4 years.

What am I suppose to do now? I don't want to sit and feel sorry for myself, but... I'm bored, and every-time I go to bed, I see the bunny plush he gave me. I refuse to get rid of it, because I love it.
And the markers he bought me? I don't want to use them, but.. I LOVE markers.

And all my lip-glosses that his mom got me. They smell so good. >_<

This stinks, but at the same time, it's so refreshing.

What now?
DX

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23158029/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23158029/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:55:54 PST Nothing too huge that I can't make friends.

Doesn't have to be anything specific. Does anyone have any suggestions? Anything my art could fit into?

I'd really appreciate it.
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Commission information: [link]

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23070546/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/23070546/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 21:07:35 PST I missed you guys a lot, and I'm still trying to get through messages.

Now, down to business. Heh.
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(USD)
(Before you go any further, I don't recommend you ask me for legs. I'm much better at upper bodies)

$2.50 Sketches are open.
$3.50 Inks are open.
$4.50 Basic colour is open.
$6.50 EVERYTHING is open. (Includes colour, effects, background, and whatever else you want)

If you need examples, view my gallery.
If you have questions, note me. Or message me via: aim, yahoo, or msn.
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(Also)
I colour lineart.
If for some reason you can't colour worth crap, and need something coloured, I will do so.
Or if you just think it might be fun to collab. Come to me.


FOR EXAMPLE:
I took this: [link] and turned it into this: [link]
(With permission of course.)

Things like this will cost $2.00(USD)

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/22844532/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/22844532/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 14:04:25 PST
My laptop is no longer working (FUCK YOU GATEWAY!). You know what that means? No music, art, friends, and a general deprivation of knowledge. How sad.

I'm using my sister's laptop, and this is probably the last time you'll see me until mine is fixed. I don't have the money to get it fixed, and this time, my parents can't bail me out, due to their own financial difficulties.

I do stay mobile on yahoo and aim. Constantly. I encourage IMs because without a computer, job, and school; I just sit here feeling sorry for myself.

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I really miss all of you. I don't know how to come up with money right now. Jobs are tight around here. I'm doing all I can.

If you have any ideas as to how to how I could raise money, IM me. I'm dying for social interaction.

I invite ANY and EVERYONE to message me.

I love you all!

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/22201518/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/22201518/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 23:03:55 PST 4 years, all my family was together for Christmas. It's not about the gifts to me. It's having fun with my family, and being grateful. Mostly it's the celebration of Christ.

Gifts are nice, trust me. But this year, I didn't even care. I have grown up and changed a lot recently. Being with my family the last couple days, has moved me greatly, and I really hope I'm not the only one.
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I know it's not about gifts, but tell me what you got? What were you excited about? Anything funny happen?

I Got:

*Bamboo Wacom Tablet (I love it. It's silver. It came with a nice mouse and a bunch of cool programs)

*A nice sized fish tank that lights up pretty colours.(I told my sister I wanted a fishie)

*Pretty marbles and such for the tank.

*Markers, lip balm, and a bunny plushie from my boyfriend.

*Two pairs of jeans.

*Four pretty shirts.

*A soft hoodie.

*Cash.

*Gift card for a movie theatre.

*A bunch of candy X_X

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/21922073/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/21922073/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 20:16:28 PST She stayed under the bed until sunday, only coming out every now and then.

She was about 45 pounds and healthy. Now she weighs about 35. You can see her bones, and she won't eat anything you offer her.

My sister and I took her to the vet on tuesday, and the vet thought she was having back pain. So she gave us some pain medication to give her.

When we gave it to her, she didn't get better and actually got worse.

Early this morning, she went to the vet again, and had some blood-work done. From 11am til about 6pm she couldn't get up off the floor, and she was pretty unresponsive. She could only move her eyes.

We got the results back to find that she has Addison's Disease. Which is a rare endocrine disorder. There isn't a cure. The vet told us to come in immediately to start her on IVs.

This is a picture of my dad holding her : [link]
After about 10 minutes with the IV, she got a little perkier.

She now resides under the bed, shaking.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/21414022/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/21414022/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 00:08:46 PST Someone made a VERY grave mistake when talking to me the other day. This person, was blown up on harshly, and I refuse to call this person out because frankly, he/she isn't worth the extra words.

Here are some tips you might want to look over before you cause me to flip my lid.

Number one: I'm SEVERELY bipolar.(Please don't test me, it's not a joke, it makes me feel horrible when I have to come down on someone.)

Number two: I refuse to laugh at physically/mentally handicapped individuals, so before you make a joke about it or send me your intelligence-lacking youtube videos ; know that I have several mentally handicapped family members.

Number three: If you beat animals or children, you better pray to your maker that I don't find you before the cops do. (I'm serious. I will not stand for such treatment if I can prevent it.)

Number four: Do NOT say "Yer Mom" to me, thinking it's funny. I don't disrespect your family. You don't know my life and I don't need comments from the peanut gallery.

Number five: If you don't already know my religion, I'm a Christian, and though I'm not perfect I will admit and proudly tell you that my feet are firmly planted to my plan of salvation. I welcome friendly testimonies and discussions, but don't ever diss my God or religion in my presence. If you don't share the same religion, that's okay! I'd love to hear what you believe, I have an open mind, but don't try to convert me.

Any questions?
Some of you don't realize how serious I can be. I'm generally friendly, and happy; but this is what happens when people don't know when to shut their mouth when they are only bull-shitting themselves.

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/20826768/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/20826768/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 14:22:37 PDT Finally got my printer/copier/scanner.

I think that things are going to get better from here.
I was so under motivated due to the fact that I knew I couldn't effectively do art on my old computer.
So I stopped for a while.

I'm getting back in the swing of things, and you should be seeing more art from me.
Hopefully I'll make some progress on my style. Since I haven't really got one.

I have got some drawings I'd like you all to take a look at. The next few things that I upload will be what I was working on after I got my motivation back.


And I know I said I was doing commissions before, but now it seems to be official.
My prices will probably change, for the cheaper.
But if you're interested in trade, free requests, and such, let me know.

I love a challenge.
Ask me!!

I'm not perfect by any means, so.. let's see what we come up with!

I thank those of you who have supported me. :]

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/19903289/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/19903289/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:35:28 PDT IT'S STUPID!



I am now accepting commission requests. Please help me, for I am willing to put forth ALL my effort to give you what you want.

I have for the longest time, been working with an old computer. Windows 98 - 6GB; to be exact.
It's finally started falling apart and dying, basically. I need this computer for schoolwork most importantly, and other things. I am in urgent need of a newer computer. Nothing fancy. My parents aren't able to help me in this quest.

I have figured, that I need at least $300 at this point.
My prices are very cheap, so hopefully more people will request art from me.

Payment:
- Paypal
- Money Orders (through mail)
- Cash (through mail)
(NO CHECKS!)

How to order:
- Send me a Note/PM/Message telling me what you want. Please add a little bit of detail. If you want to, give me a reference.

Best way to contact me is by Note/PM or Aim.


Will Do
- OCs
- Singles
- Couples
- Partial Nudes (See "Will Not Do" for details)
- Some Animals
- Fantasy
- Antro Stuff
- Some Fan Art (See "Will Not Do" for details)
- Plants (<3)

Will Not Do
- Industrial Buildings
- Sex
- Naruto/Inuyahsa/Other Lame Fan Art
- Huge Robots/Gundam-type Things
- Men With Huge Muscles
- Extreme Blood/Gore

If you didn't see something in either of my lists and want it, just ask me. I may have forgotten or overlooked something.

STYLES - VERY IMPORTANT! : What style do you want? (Ex. Anime, or realistic?) Style does NOT affect price! If you do NOT choose a style, I will use whatever suits what you want.
(If you want a perfectly realistic drawing, don't ask me, I add my own twists, but I assure you won't be disappointed!)
- I can draw in MANY different styles.

PRICING: PAY ATTENTION
I believe my prices are fair, if not crazy for the quality you'll be getting.
Lowest Price - $3
Highest Price - $26
SPECIAL OFFER AT BOTTOM!


Sketches (includes minimal shading)
Headshot - $3/ 2 Characters - $6
Full - $6/ 2 Characters - $9

Inked (includes detail)
Headshot - $4/ 2 Characters - $6
Waist Up - $6/ 2 Characters - $8
Full - $9/ 2 Characters - $11

Basic Colouring ( does not include elaborate background, ask me for more details)
Headshot - $6/ 2 Characters - $9
Waist Up - $10/ 2 Characters - $13
Full - $13/ 2 Characters - $16

Ink/Colour/Extras (extras include effects, and super cute details)
Headshot - $10/ 2 Characters - $14
Waist Up - $15/ 2 Characters - $19
Full - $22/ 2 Characters - $26

Chibis
- All will be inked.
- All will be coloured, but not TOO elaborately.
- All will be full-body.
- All will be cute.
- All will be $5, unless you want 2 chibis. Then it's $7.

Special Offer!! - Photo-manipulation
Send me a picture of you, or a friend and I will manipulate the photo.
Photo Requirements:
- Must be a headshot.
- Good quality please. (meaning.. not too dark, or blurry. I CAN FIX HIGH CONTRAST!!)
- All manipulations will cost $4.

If I didn't cover something, let me know please. I can't afford to lose customers. Please send me a note if you need something.

Thank you. I hope to be of good service to you!

Do you want to donate to my cause? (anything counts!)
Donate through paypal? Here's my email address: Ewige.Krankheit@hotmail.com
Donate with cash/money order (through mail)? ask me in private for my contact information and first and last name.
ALL donators will get "Thank You"-art. And are deeply appreciated!

]]> ~AcidCryst http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/18336714/ http://AcidCryst.deviantart.com/journal/18336714/ Thu, 15 May 2008 13:28:44 PDT Embarrassment..
(They don't seem so embarrassing to me.)

1. Disney movies still make me cry: True

2. I've glued my hand to something: True

3. Some kind of beverage has came through my nose: True

4. I've had my pants rip/drop in public: False

5. I was born with a disease/impairment: Does impairment of the eyes count?

6. I've sat in a doctors office with a friend: True

7. I've had my wisdom teeth removed: False

8. I've had a serious surgery: False

9. I've had chicken pox: True

10. I've fallen from my chair in class before: True



If I were a...

1. If I were a month, I would be: July

2. If I were a day of the week, I would be: Saturday

3. If I were a planet, I would be: Uranus

4. If I were a sea animal, I would be: an Angler Fish

5. If I were a direction, I would be: WEST SIDE WALK IT OUT!

6. If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: a Wobbly Stool

7. If I were a liquid, I would be: Coconut Rum

8. If I were a tree, I would be: a Whispering Willow

9. If I were a bird, I would be: a Flamingo!

10. If I were a tool, I would be: a Hoe

11. If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a Flute

12. If I were an animal, I would be: a Seahorse

13. If I were a colour, I would be: Turquoise

14. If I were an emotion, I would be: Ecstatic

15. If I were a vegetable, I would be: an Eggplant

16. If I were a sound, I would be: a Calm Wind

17. If I were an element, I would be: Carbon Dioxide

18. If I were a car, I would be: a Crossfire

19. If I were a song, I would be: "Silence" by Rabbit In The Moon

20. If I were a movie, I would be: Pulp Fiction

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