http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:AdolescentSuicide&section=today deviantART RSS for by:AdolescentSuicide en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 06:14:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/23936994/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/23936994/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 16:00:46 PDT sawree for being abscent freggin two months I kinda...well...I wanted to start this new account on here but being myself that lazy fag I didn't had really the time nor the "motivation" to put thus thing up.
that being said, the february was a very...interesting educational...month for yer lil' girl. oh yuzz...let's just leave it that way...so still no time for dA.

also insperation got lost some days between feb 5th or 8th. so: no insperation= no art...no art= nothing to put on here. bugger.

what else...I'm still lazy as fuck...trying to prevent myself from any responsibility I could get. means also that I still did NOT started to learn for my exams in may...which means I'll fail so damn HARRRRRD D:
BUT on my defense: I was sick last 4 days so I wasn't really ABLE to learn anything and if so, I propably would've forgotten it right away. *grins*

so how're you beloved muffins? any interesting news??? have you missed meh?

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/22579816/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/22579816/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 14:40:48 PST
today I drank my bodyweight in rbc. damn this shit is abusive. and makes me veeeery "creative" (ppl use to call me creative when I'm sorta going silghtly mad.) and in the end all that it leaves me is...

at least I managed it to put on some non-depressing music. but this shit is now like running for fucking five min and already driving me mad. well, but this means no music. and no music is even worser than this folk-juno-soundtrack-music-thingie-whatever-it-is-supposed-to-be. (yeah juno. nobody said it would be easy to find "happy music" in my collection. anyways...)

school was cool. besides the learning and teachers...s'just people. too much of them D:

sorry you guys for being absent all this time. but fail to manage my personal life so why should I be able to manage this. things are just...complicated nowadays. so don't be mad at me if I don't answer or thank you for favs and stuff like that. that doesn't mean I'm arrogant or not thankful (lord no!) it's just becuase I fail as a person.

and now so you don't feel worried, some non-important random crap of my ... life:

I want to go to the hairdresser.
I want to get rid of all this mess right upon my head.
I want to dye it turquoise just because I can.

I don't want to ask just fucking everybody all the time if it's okay what I'm doing.

I want to scream and shout.

I want silence.

I want peace.

I want sanity.

...and some rest. not for ever. just a day maybe two.

if somebody want to do me a favour: grab me and drive me to the end of the world. I won't be mad at you. I'd love you for that.

peace out cub scouts, xo failure.

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/22146618/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/22146618/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 16:58:01 PST a very merry and drunk chirstmas to you all : D
snow's finally gone, the streets are free and it's not that cold anymore, tdk is in stores now and slipknot makes this holiday even more jolleeeeh. :3 I hope everyone is doing well AND mostly I hope my chirstmas card will arrive at the right time!

and now: i was TAGGED by the amazingly
[link]
D: so here we go...
1. Do you miss Roadie? ummm I saw her five minutes before..answer enough?
2. What is maidenofwar's favorite TV show or movie? goooood question! I dunno actually...somethins ville vallo related I suppose^^
3. What advice would you give Sal? stay the way you are babygirl! I see a bright future coming for you <3
4. Do you do anything special with Vee? unfortunately nope...though I'd love to visti her one day so we can party hard...really hard : D
5. What was your first impression of Tenshie? why does she knows more about LP than MEH? D:
6. Kat and Tenshie are forced to roleplay out a verbal couple fight. Who gets to play the wife? *grins* 'shieeee. just because I'd love to see that.
7. What would you do if 'fuh and wank were going out? throw 'em a party...
8. Name something you have in common with bcboy? red bull cola OM NOM NOM
9. Would you marry wank? YUZZZZZ. OBV.)
10. Do you think Brit is a virgin? >.< HEEEL yes! especially her. mwahaha.

If you were mentioned in this, you are now tagged. You must click the link at the beginning and do one of these, as well. You must add me. If you've already done one, post a link in a comment on this journal.

peace out cub scouts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
auntey failure

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21717422/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21717422/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 16:07:49 PST
I feel like I've been dead for twenty years...anyways. after all I finally DIDN'T failed my theoretic exam for my licence, which means I'm right on target right now and that I don't have to learn shitty stuff for it, and most important thing of all: I finally have some time for really unuseful stuff. woooza!

anything else? I'm also right in target to get out of hell this...next year because my appreticeship will end then. soooooo my only problem now is to get somthing new for work 'til july 09. and because I'm a lazy bastard I haven't done anything really anything to find something yet.

today was a day full of caffeine. which is...great. at least for me. but my friends didn't quite like the fact that I was that much of a little child which had too much sugar...
the only thing that sucks being overdosed like that is that time is fucking running tooo fast for me, or that's what I feel it does. which is...bad.

and my former school mate just became a mommy. dear jesus she's now the third one in of our final year having a kid!!! and it's name is...felix. what a comedian...of all names in the whole fucking world she choose felix. hahaha... I stop myself now of pretending she named it after some friend she had at school but I confess I had this thought before.

speaking of babys...
our dearest mr. jarhead's also preggie...which is just
I mean what could be cooler that some sort of tiny lil mini-sorrows running arround out there! ^.^
though I thought that torosaurus would be the first one to be a father of them. hehe.

and now that I have now time again to do what I love, I'm open for new tattoo reqests...of any kind! so feel free to ask! just write a comment or send me a note!

peace out cub scouts! xo howie (also known as failure (they just gave me this new nick this week and I'm not quite sure if I like or not...(but who really cares about this...(so just forget everything I just wrote...(or summat.)))))

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21404200/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21404200/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 12:07:07 PST last time I excused myself for being not here all the time. same here again. like I said, too much shit in my head in need to be put in the right order.

so here I am with another try to do this properly.

how've you been my beloved muffins? what are you up to at the moment??? hope you had the most awesome halloween ever!!

yesterday lil failure was at the barber shop. again. hehe. I kinda have this desease where you have to change your haircolour every two weeks.
so now we moveed from purple fringe to blonde fringe with a lil mowhawk n...stuff. I dunno how to describe it. it's just...diffent. ^.^

then I'm on job search mostly. hoping to get some invitations for interviews soon. I really do. that or I have to stay in this looneybin. bah.
my babygirl and applied for surgeon's assistant and nurse and I'm on search for tattoo parlors to work there too...so at the moment everything is very very busy.
and remember that skull guy? fuck 'em. I'm not running after pps who meant me to hook up with me becuase I made some art for them. thanks.

and did ya see my bloody mary stuff?? besides that I've started some art but I'm so damn lazy I could've finished it already. well we'll see.

and then a completely new project popped on my mind...more to come soon!

peace out xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
keep the faith, failure

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21105129/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21105129/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 04:14:36 PDT : D (s'not that I am stalking him but it just makes me wanna
hehe.

sorry for my absecne muffins. I had...well there's not a very good excuses for leaving you all alone but I had some struggling with myself and stuff. just bullshit. bah. but now it's like I don't really fucking care...Im tried of it.

so...have I missed anything? how was your day flist? I feel like I was dead for a couple days so tell me everything!!!

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failure

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20616438/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20616438/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 09:20:43 PDT it's official. I have a chough. goddammit!
and I'm sitting here in top and my most awesome ultra-sexy PJ pants not freezing a bit.
what kind of a twat am I?!

AND THE MOST SHITTY THING 'BOUT THIS IS: I PUT THREE DAYS BEFORE THIS FUCKING HEATER IN MY ROOM BECAUSE I LIVE IN A GODDAMN FRIDGE!

bugger.

yesterday was a hell of fun! we went to the affenberg watching monkeys and to switzerland to get wet! and bus driving and get drunk becuase of all the beer we had! lololol
I've never been to suisse before! and the people there have a really really strange way to talk, especially on english! I swear to god there's no funnier thing on gods green earth than a swiss who tries to speak english!!!

and I still got some homework to do. which I hate to do because next year you can't use it anymore because of the stupid changes that will come to this.

super-mega-bugger.

AND (there are a lot of and's in this one trust me.) I just realized how much great plans I already got for the next year:
- go to rock am ring with steffi and anja and some more
- go to kuRT with roadiegirl
- visit Sal in the UK (I'M GOING TO ENGLAND AGAIN!!! TO ENGLAND!!!)
- finish my shitty job and start a better one
- get more ink
- do some more art, because I had not much time for it in the last weeks

and (<---- there you go, another and) it's still sept, so we'll see what I else I got in dec! *grins*


kopf an ohr. I love you all.
KISS KISS

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20457883/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20457883/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 16:13:20 PDT king pornstache sends his greetings to all of you. and special greets to Sal (my thoughts are with you and your tooth )

today, I decided to tell you something about the stuff I do nowadays...
but first: I am dying. dying because of all these moskito bites I have collected while I'm writing this...

- mostly I've been working. in the looneybin. with retarded people. but my bine came back from her holiday again, so everything's fine now.
- I was thinking a lot about getting a new accont here on dA but I dunno what kind o f new name I shall choose. any good ideas? oO
- I have a head full of projects. nice projects, awful ones, impossible ones...and no fucking time to realize them. bugger.
- and learning. goddamn learning. for my goddamn licence. bah.

aaaaaand: I'm back in school. and I realized that I can't sleep much during the lessons neither sit down and draw. because we have all this kind of new teachers who are super concentrated on ppl who are disturbing their sessions. bugger.

one day's got just not enough hours to do shit. damn it. what do you do in 24 hours? huh? working, eating, pooing n sleeping. great. I got more to do than this....I wouldn't call it stress, but I just need a couple hours to get some rest.

that's the story so far.
ihr könnt euch als gerockt betrachten.

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20241440/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20241440/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 19:04:28 PDT after doing a lotta shit lately...A LOT, I've developed the great side of me again. kinda some rebirth of my rebirth. some freaks will call it insanity, but I'm damn fine with it. because CHAOS is the only fair thing out there. ^^

like some sorta rest from all the fuck that was going on.

and all just because this thing right here
[link]
my kind of therapy. I needed.

how are you all? I feel like I've been away for years. any news?

AND: is anybody in the possesion of a pic from the joker with nurse clothes on?
PLZ. I needitneeditneedit.

random: driving through the city with you head hanging outta the window is fun fun fun. just so you know.


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I want my knife back. just to play...

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19917068/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19917068/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 19:27:38 PDT gawd. I want to see TDK...NOW! horrid german cinemas.

[random junk that amazes me:] boys sleeping on earnie n bert pillows rock!
mr. (better)BeGood? wanna marry me? fuck no you don't!!!*giggles*
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be a good citizen.
be a good customer.
be a fucking fag.

"someone save us?"

from what?
your own pathetic dignity. unable to help yourself?
a modern society destroying itself. how pathetic.
go. die in hell.
I'm done with all you cunts. lies is all what you can tell. just right for your own thing.
selfish pricks. I hate you.
back to hope.
hope: a word for something that should always be left. something awful little knob can hold on to if they eraned a grad less this month.
the spider goes haunting. is a web full of lies. lies that keep the world thogether. awesum....

the misery begins. no it already started. and we're all in the front row to watch it it all gone for good.

be a nice kid. do what they say to you. don't start thinking. or you'll see that the great humanity is bullshit.
yeah, children. that's the sad truth. you're best friend, at least for the winter season; was invented by the people who are selling your favourite fuzzy drink. WAY!

so raise your glass high for tomorrow we'll die.

I'm missing people. real human beings who are REAL. who care about you. not shitty little asshole who talk behind your back. who always want to be a little bit better than you. who are make you feeling you are worth nothing. who are fucing lying arround when your life's at the end and your don't really see a purpose for going on.

but it's all a pice of cake. all what counts is the next party where all the hot guys are going to. because if you're not there you're so TOTALLY done, girl!

and their ignorance amuses them.

ever felt like your life is worth nothing? like all you lived for is a big old childhood dream which never comes true?

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19664470/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19664470/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 15:36:29 PDT CUNT.

man merkt dat es der Föni grade lw is.

nun denn. ich kann euch leider kein lustiges darth vader lied ma eben dichten und och singen. aba wie wärs wenn ick euch alle ne runde auf meinem pet hate reiten lass?? oO huh? dit wär doch ma wat neues wo ihr euren enkeln noch von erzählen könntet. es naturellement auch erinnerungsfotos für 5€ dit stück. na?

dit kleingedruckte: (streicheln und rufen: "MAMI IS DAS SÜß!" is nich...sonst beißt et. und der eisklumpen hockt zwar im gatter wird aba nüscht jefüttert sonst fliegt man vom gelände. für stürze vom tier und jeglichle art von verletzung wird keine haftung übernommen. wenn et so is ham ses warsch verdient und wissen det nä ma dat man mein tier nich süß nennt.)

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19448248/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19448248/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 14:49:01 PDT yeah right. world's a shithole. everyone is aware of that.

so I am fucking asking myself why there are always people who care somuch about the fact that eveybody arround them kids aware ofthe one and only fact that they are suffering all the time!! I mean c'mon! are you fucking serious?? I read profiles of 13 yrs old suicidal girlies and things like "...I can't avoid the little voicer in my head that says kill me, kill me!!" now I can't avoid my little voice in my head that says stab them, stab them.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and not just that. these days are full of people who are always whining arround because of things a bug wouldn't give a shit about! but they want to be in the midst of our being so they hafve to find something they can cry arround about it!! instead of being understanding and just think about the other person...no. it all has to go their way. well thanks...I am really sorry that your life is much that wasted. but I am not fucking responsible for it! goddammit!

do I fucking cry arround?? my life is far from perfect...I hate my current situation too. I want to have annother job because I am not made for removing tartar...I have friends I shit about because they don't care about me. (except for a few peeps I wopuld give my life for. you know who you are.)

so? now? what can I do?? jump out of the next window I see? fucking likely...

I was the last fucking 4 yrs of this life depressed and all that stuff. now it's my turn. fuck you! I don't wanna always see the black things in life! I decided to be happy. so fucking deal with it! there are people out there who have REAL problems. so be fucking happy!

and keep it. godamn it! keep it, bitches.

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19410930/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19410930/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 14:02:33 PDT grrrrrrrrr. gawd it hate it. hateithateithateithateitHATEit. bah. sorry it's not my fucking fault that I can't draw men heads. and if you look at it like that for what do you need men with heads anyways. that's where all the problems start.

oh and yeah. I'm a lesbian because I like to slam paper boxes. damn right. bravo. *sarcastic clap*
HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY! end of story.

this whole drawing misery makes me want to backstab schumi. hell yeah.

FIRST RULE IS I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT IT!

oh and I'm still accepting tat design comissions. just so you know...making all these was a lotta fun!!!

x's and oh's. keep it.

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18928607/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18928607/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 10:44:36 PDT muffins, I decided to go for it. otherwise I have to suffer an eternal lifetime between cavites, root treatments and tartar. bah.

so...I want to try something. I want do a few tattoo designs. just for practising and for my map. so I accept any commissions you send me. just comment here or send me a note.
I will try my best...
keep it.

[edit.]
happy perthday tooo meeeh.
it was never my intention to brag but just to party. having one day off is just like medicine... WAY!

[funeral edit.]
well pumpkins...what can I say.
5 words: the black parade is dead.
release: 1 st july 08.
1st july my ass!!! I bought it on 28th of june. in the record store near by. no pre-order noting. so what's wrong?? huh? waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. nothing. I had freakin 13 orgasms while watching it. oh yesh...
and second good thing. I got so much responses of the commission-thing. hug and kisses for that!!! I'll do my best. it just will take a little while until I'll submit them. have patience.
jinx removing. xo

ps: is everybody aware of the fact that mr. torosaurus is a daddy??? a real one with changing dipers n stuff...?

[junk edit.]
well muffins. I decided to go to england for my vacations...but the problem is I need someone to go with me there because alone it freaking sucks. and I need a place to stay when I'm there.

so knows anyone a good not that expensive place to stay near london? please.

and second good thing: circle tsunami rocks. end of story.

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18908138/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18908138/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 09:14:47 PDT I was an awful pet today. I just ran away. but rachel (meaning fwank (~SaintSorrows's fault. 'twas her excellent ff.^^)) and I prefer to be alone than which such douchebags.

today was the best day ever since weeks!!!
drinks all arround! love you guys! (random but the truth.)
keep it. just keep it.
x's and o's

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18733517/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18733517/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:41:41 PDT glittersniffer (who is btw my newest favorite artist. damn she's so good.):
people will try get you down out of jealousy..
be happy and respect who you are, because there are alot of people out there dying to make you suffer
to make you feel like shit
because they can never be happy for you,
never be close because you are so beautiful and free.
people will wake up, and it will be their regret, their sleepless night to have.

noting more to say except for: thank you all for the huge response on my motherfucker-problem.
I feel like having a famliy in here aswell. thanks.
kisses and black stuff. xo föni.
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ummm...has someboday a good idea for a theme for my invitations for my 18th??? plz. I thought sumthing about EA. what do you think???

kisses and black stuff. carry on.
the teakeeper, mistress hope.
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18664096/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18664096/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 12:21:47 PDT godamn wednesdays. who invented that shit? huh? bah. I honestly ask myself what kind of friends I have!!! I mean. you can call me 24/7 when somethings not alright, I am there for you I share my very last fag with you. you can come to me at fucking 11 pm when your fucking parents aren't talking to you againthough I need to go to bed because the next day I have to work an learn for my freakin licence!!! and all I do get is shit like today!!! right I got several piercings. and of course I do NOT look like everybody else. but I don't want to. damn it. it's funny how people get exchanged nowdays. grrrrr.

right. I got this friend of mine. a really difficult friend. because everything has to go how she tells it. and if not. yeah...then she gets depressive and locks herself up and yeah. d r a m a. but I'm the one who's suicidal she always says. right. I really am. fuck yes. she surely must know, because she knows me all my life...for 1 and a half years now. yays! kudos to her. for being a fake ass friend! so. we're in school. her and me, like always. I sit next to her. she starts complaining 'bout my septum. "blah...it looks terrible! how can one person disfigure herself like that...you're retarded!!!" yup thanks. I know it after you said it to me fucking 50 times today. maybe I am a bit overreacting. maybe I am the one to blame. that's the reason I write everything down here so you can tell me if I 'm right or really retarded.
so here's the next thing. I, as you can see, draw all the time. creepy stuff skeletons mostly doodles on paper, lighters pens everything. everytime when I am bored I scribble something down. so here's the thing: that's also not normal to her. no. why on earth should one NORMAL person do something boring like that. sry I live outside from the city. I always had to search me somthing to do. so I did art, made music or wrote. that's the way I am. I don't sit the whole fucking day in front of the tv and wonder myself when my day went away. bugger. so...I am crazy. offical proved by the normalest girl on earth. who has a boy fried who's 2 years younger than herselfand whose she treates the same she does me. who loves her job but doesn't want to pay the attention in school to learn it properly. ('comon girl! you're a goddamn apprentice! not a damn lazy face!)

sorry for the freakin essay. but I had to get rid of it before it drives me mad again. and we won't start on that point again.

feedback desperately appreciated! is she right? or am I and she is the worst friend you can have???
hugs and kisses.

[edit.] yep kids. it's over. after a long ong day today with again my dearest friends comlainings 'bout me and (yep AND) the world in last period she got a message. her boyfriend "it's over. we're not the same. bye." ummm yeah. I never thought sumthing like that from him but that's another story. the thing is, that I don't felt one second sorry for her. I rather found it kinda amusing. honestly I had to hold myself back from laughing. am I that could? ok it was obvious that that part would come one day. because after treating him loke her goddamn dog. but I didn't had thought that it would come that soon.
so do I have to worry that my feeling became numb? or do you think after all this it's normal???

sorry for cleaning out my fucking closet in here but I don't know who I could ask it. and since you don't know her. love you all. xo

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18580182/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18580182/ Fri, 30 May 2008 16:31:08 PDT I have my m o t i v a t i o n back. kinda. *hrhr*
I'm working on my second piece of the BP marcher right now. so you can be excited!!! bahaha. and I kind have to finish the tattoo design I promised. the girl is waiting

kids. I had a blast yesterday!!! partying. drinking. smoking (don't do it it's silly.) hot guys. les paul guitars. I want to day that day every day!!! thanks.

today I go to the hairdresser 10.15 am...going bald. mwahaha. kidding. just a little shorter. I feel like a hippie right now.

keep the f u c k i n g faith. I do it.
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18512693/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18512693/ Mon, 26 May 2008 14:44:16 PDT damn. I need a change. I need a freggin change. even the hair on my head annoys me. goddammit! what do you think of going bald? huh? bugger.

I have to get me some time. somewhere in the lack of time in this week. fuck yeah. and then I'll be drawing. so nice things...some shitty things. maybe I'll do Gee's fist how I promised it to Rin-D. maybe...blah.

m o t i v a t i o n.
desperately needed. thanks.
f a i t h. n stuff. xo
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18428164/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18428164/ Sat, 24 May 2008 15:56:42 PDT damn. I really don't wanted to say this but people gave me no choice. after the suicide of 13 yr old british girl (I dunno her name) they are blaming MY CHEM and the BLACK PARADE to propagate suicide. what bullshit. the black parade is just a concept album and NOT real so fucking nobody believes to go there one day when they die. goddammit!! also nobody in fucking my chem is for suicide nor self-harm in any way!!! and if you listen closely to the lyrics you see that it's "...I am NOT afraid of keep on living..." you peeps know the little word not?? it's very short but makes a HUGE difference!!! FUCKERS! gawd how I hate those peeps who have no idea of anything but they meant to explain the world. shitty sad little creatures.

or in gee's own words: "Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive." what do have more to say? (~maidenofwar sorry for abusing your sig.^^ but it's for a good cause.)

I don't want to be preachy but cutting and suicide is shit. I know that. I know it: there is absoluetly no use of throwing you life away. for no reason. there's no reason on earth that would legimite such thing. EVER. if something freaks you out scream the shit out of yourself, kill flowers or talk to somebody. you just have one life...

keep the fucking faith. honestly.
lots of x's and o's Föni.

[edit:] happy birthday Lyn-Z. I'm busy working on yourself belive me. but I just haven't finished you yet. shame on me.
if anybody's in london on may 31st. go and join the demo against my chem haters.

[massive edit.] ok, right. tell me that this is not the most retarded thing you ever heard. some fans have considered a MASS SUICIDE!!!! c'mon? where do you people life!!!?? there'S no fucking use of them to slit thier fukcing wrists. that only will prove that those ignorant pissers from the newspapers are right. how stupid came one person be??? whose idea was this? a 4 yr old? damn. have you people forgotten wha mcr is all about???

[the-I-know-you're-sick-of-edits-but-it-has-to-be-because-of-stupid-ignorant-kids-edit.]
my dearest ~maidenofwar send it to me (the link unfortnately doesn't work. just go on youtube and search black parade march.) accompanied by mcr's heaven help us. well the song fits. there's a comment on there which I think fits perfectly: "Yeah, you're right!
Gerard Way, a man who has said numerous times that this band saved his life and is here to save other's lives, would want his fans to die to prove a point. Good job. Gold star, A plus on that one dipshit. " I don't know this guy but he's right.
and if I get any more comments of you shitty fashion emo kids I fucking come over and *****. damn. so young and no idea. that's the future of our world. thanks for listening.

but finally, here is the statement I've been waiting for: try to carve that into your fucking wrists. maybe you learn something while doing it!!!
may 24th, 08: My Chemical Romance's Message:
"We have recently learned of the suicide and tragic loss of Hannah Bond. We'd like to send our condolences to her family during this time of mourning. Our hearts and thoughts are with them.

My Chemical Romance are and always have been vocally anti-violence and anti-suicide. As a band, we have always made it one of our missions through our actions to provide comfort, support, and solace to our fans. The message and theme of our album "The Black Parade" is hope and courage. Our lyrics are about finding the strength to keep living through pain and hard times. The last song on our album states: "I am not afraid to keep on living" - a sentiment that embodies the band's position on hardships we all face as human beings. If you or anyone that you know have feelings of depression or suicide, we urge you to find your way and your voice to deal with these feelings positively."

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[edit:] dammit. there weren't any hot guys at ALL. bugger. and I bored myself to death. anyways where are all these fine hotties these days?? huh? I honestly wanna know. or is all the we got nowadays fat ugly douchebags who want ti fuck you??? (I hate it. I really do.)
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18354769/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18354769/ Fri, 16 May 2008 16:41:03 PDT man. world's gone mad. fer sure. I saw it. now I want to hide. anywhere far from here.
I totally understand you frustration. but I don't want to be an expertiment. especially when I don't feel nothing. so I'm sorry I can't help you. and stop freaking me out!!! goddammit!
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18131100/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18131100/ Fri, 02 May 2008 10:28:01 PDT this is so freaking rad. the best thing they could do for me:

muffins, the black parade dies. this monday.
------------> and the funeral will be on MY birthday!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!
thank you geegeemikeyfwankiebawbnray. I love you guys!!!

more infos (on monday) at: [link]

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18102405/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18102405/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 13:51:14 PDT " oh nein.
schon wieder mittwoch.
ich hasse diese ausgehpflicht!
erzähl mir nicht was ich verpasse.
es interessiert mich nicht!"

yeah I won't go there. not to day and especially not on thursday. goddamn maifest. don't get me wrong: I love bernloch. fucking likely. and if that means I have to stay at home doing nothing instead of making party. then I don't care. before I ggo there, I start listening to ashley PISSdale. end of story.

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18051638/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/18051638/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:28:29 PDT ...and all that stuff.
but first: HELP MEH! right now a group of veeery very sad people also called my realtives are taking over our house. and I have to hide from them because they're nuts. really. worser than the looneybin in which I work.

ok now the FEATURE-Thing.
For those of you who don't know what this is, this is the Comment and Request Journal. How this works is you comment to me in this journal that you want a spot on the list below. By commenting, you are requesting me to go through your gallery and pick out my THREE favorite devaitions from you and I will feature them in my journal. :}

Please note that if you make the request, it's part of the rules that you post a journal with 10 spots as well. [And when you do, you may add my name to your list ]

Sounds like fun, doesn't it?

1. ~TakeItReal
2. ~Roadie2606
3. ~Little-miss-punkette
4. ~oma656
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but don't go away. I got some big news!!!

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everybody should fave this! because it's the funniest thing for weeks. fei.

thanks santa for making the MSN messenger.^^ and ~TakeItReal

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/17945903/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/17945903/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 14:29:31 PDT ...ich hab mein loch wieder gefunden...

join me? anyone? we can have a midnight tea party. with muffins and woka. sounds fun, right?
"...and without you is how I disappear. and live my life alone. forever now."

...the black parade is dead. and so am I. so long and goodnight muffins. see you in psych ward no. 7

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/17725451/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/17725451/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 02:44:37 PDT well muffins, finally I'm about to write a new journal. and I really think it's 'bout time for it.

and now the best thing at first: föni geht die ärzte besuuuchen!!! fei. *hrhr*
hell yeah. rock am see 08. camping in the swamp. no showers. covered in dirt, grime, shit, piss, everything. wasted. yes yes yes!!!

...ich geh jez sitzlaola üben.

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16819272/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16819272/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 15:09:31 PST wir ham uns wieder lieb!!!
und es ist soooo schööön!!! *jubel*

(sry for the german. but I'm too happy to write english. but I'll translate it for everyone who'll ask me what that means.)

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16598532/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16598532/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:21:53 PST (OBWOHL fee grad au dr fasnet war.)
world's full of assholes!!! goddamn them!!!
rite I see ur the freaking coolest bastard on the planet...oh yeah. GAWD!!! I hate you...


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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16288974/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16288974/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 15:42:15 PST "well, do we have to go out with you to get you the right shoes???"

no. thanks, anni. I don't wear hooker boots like you.

I work in a fucking looneybin.
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16153433/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16153433/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 14:02:15 PST (stolen from )

Your real name: Abbs
Age: 25
Height: 5'2
Natural hair color: black
Eye color: poison green
Skin color: like a corpse...only brighter.
Glasses/contacts?: Glasses
Piercings: ears. nose. lip (twice). stomach.
Tattoos: yeah. A lot..
Braces: Unfortunatley..but not anymore so HA!!
Mannerisms: FTW?
Other distinctive markings: Standard: scars. And birthmarks over all me.

FAVOURITE
Colour: Black
Band: any band of one of my boys.
Video game: ehm...sims2?
Movie: PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!!
Book: eh...I don't read alot. Hehe. The last book I read was the umbrella academy.
Food: freaking everything.
Game on a cell phone: tetris. Mwahaha.
CD: geez. I dunno. the black parade.
Flower: lilys...funeral flowers.
Scent: frankies...RAWR.
Animal: cat...rite bawb???
Comic book: the umbrella academy. Everything with e the strange.
Cereal: I dont eat cereal
Website: Youtube.com!!!
Cartoon: homer rulez!!!!

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Guitar. And drums though I suck at them.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: I don't watch tvee.
Like to sing?: yeah. But able to?? I dunno.
Have a job?: yeah.
Have a cell phone?: yeah. Obviously.
Like to play sports?: taping bob. Mwahaha.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes.
Have a crush on someone?: bob. Bahaha. Joke.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: yeah at home. With all my imaginary friends.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no.
Have any special talents/skills?: I dunno.
Exercise daily?: yeah...I breathe in and out.
Like school?: fucking likely.

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: I think so.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: outch!
Speak any other languages?: german. (and french. (but not anymore. I'm on stirke))
Go a day without food?: normally when I'm too busy making art.....so: always.
Remember your dreams: sometimes.
Roll your tongue?: ohhh yes.
Eat a whole pizza?: I could. If it just wouldn't be gone after I ate one piece. (thanks frank!!!)

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: No.
Snuck out of the house?: ehm. Next question...
Lied to get out of trouble?: All the time.
Had a computer crash?: Yes damn it.
Gotten lost in your city?: Im not that dumb. I just ask myself how anyone could get lost between three houses...
Seen a shooting star?: No. stars all the time just look at the sky. but I never saw one that had a gun. *mwahaha*
Been to any other countries?: yup. A lot.
Had a serious surgery?: well I broke my toe once. Was the worst pain I ever felt.
Stolen something important to someone else?: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?: no. I don't have the patience to do stuff like that.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: all the time. my skull pants rooooock!!!!
Cried over a girl?: No. why this?
Cried over a boy?: ummmmmmm...................................................yeah. Though he didn't deserved it.
Kissed a random stranger?: no.
Hugged a random stranger?: no.
Been in a fist fight?: yeah. He cried afterwards. Bahaha. (yeah. I'm the SHIT)
Been arrested?: hell NO!
Done drugs?: nope.
Had alcohol?: yes.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no. I don't drink milk. This often.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: hell yeah. One time when we were in the hospital and then we ended up in the anatomy. That was freakin cool.
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: I do this all the time.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No.
Swore at your parents?: No.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: yes. Though it is mean.
Been to a casino?: No.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: bugs...yeah. Other no.
Broken a bone?: no. But my toe.
Gotten stitches?: No
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: No. (but good idea. )
Made homemade muffins?: Mhm. but they were... ]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16046087/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/16046087/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 14:52:44 PST "...and it tasted freaking good..."

hehe. feeling jolly right now. riiiiiight now. in this moment...hehe. only one day left 'til it's christmas.
CAN'T WAIT TO GET GEEGEEKINS!!! (yeah that's her name now... choose it. and I like it. oh yeah.)

ALSO: I don't got any holidays for chirstmas because my job sucks BUT I don't have to work from monday 'til wednesday...still appreciate this, right???
so I'm trying to out all my creative ideas on that three days. because I'm feeling that I got an creative explosion in my head...(what the fuck am I writing here??? anyway.)

so, friends of good music...I'm hoping everyone is having the most awesome christmas ever and may all your wishes come true. mine do. I know it...my sis told meh all about the presents I'm going to get. but ssssshhhhhh!!! u don't know nothing rite?

a lot of x's and o's. keep the faith. (even though it's x-mas)
yours truly AdS

EDIT: I also want to say that I want to join the contest that ~MCRdeviantClub is running rite now...just for the love of bob.

2nd EDIT: just got a pre-present todaaay. (don't ask.) it's (sry for the german) ein GRÜÜÜÜÜÜÜNÄÄÄR ARAFAT!!!! (meaning not the dead politican) *yay* I always wanted one!!! and now I got one!!! AND IT'S GREEN!!! (for anybody who doesn't know what an ARAFAT is, I'll put some pics of it up, soon.)

biggest freaking EDIT ever: I got it. IIIIIIIII got it. I got got gooot it!!! meaning geegeekins. oh yeah. my new baby, so from now on I'll be having.........13 kids!!! (because I also got a fresh sweet new pair of awesome CHUCKS!!!) geez. quite alot if you think about it. hehe.

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15941546/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15941546/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 08:07:59 PST boredom don't even stops before germany

I'm just fucking working all the time and don't get much time for doing my art which sucks completely. also my boss wants to change our opening times which means a lot more work and stress for me and more money from him. but he won't stop crying around that he's just a poor poor dentist who cares 'bout people. not enough my last two exams I wrote in school I fucked up. (I don't got them out so far but I know they will. I had no freaking idea of the questions so I just made up shit.) what else? well we have now snow here which even sucks more because I can't wear my vans outside anymore without getting wet cold and blue toes!

AND: I going to fucking freak out here. I just got godamn brainless girlies every fucking way I go. and the drive me mad. they really do. how on earth can one human being be this stupid like them. and you just can't do anything against them. because -------> they all are coming to my boss. great. so I'm not really allowed the speak out my mind in public because everytime I go out there's at least five fucking patients of me who'll see that and tell it to my boss!!! I know I should be glad by just having a job, but it don't really fits onto my lifestyle.

so now the good things. I'm so much on LEATHERMOUTH at the moment. I found them randomly on the internet and DAMN. I love their stuff. also frankie's with them too. so perfect band for me. hehe.

a lot of x's and o's for you my friends.
keep the faith
yours truly AdS

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15766483/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15766483/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 14:41:42 PST I'm sick... I'm freaking sick!!! goddammit!!! I hate it... I do nothing else than getting fucking fits of choughing!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrgh!!!
so pleeeeeeeeease say something to that will make it better!!! PLEASEEEEE I'm desperate!!!

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15665715/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15665715/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 13:50:56 PST pt 1 : while I was completely bored today I said to myself: well fuck it and sign up to myspace... hehe
so here we go --------------------------------> [link]

and now random shit pt 2 : FRED is back!!! hooray!!! and now he's fixed and he works and everything is fine fine fine... (feel like I'm on drugs right now...) plus I got potc3 today!!! so you could just go and blow gunpowder in my ass and light it up... I wouldn't give a fuck!!! bahahaha!!!

soon there'll be more new stuff... I managed it to get some time to draw tomorrow (because then I'll be in school mwhaha)

so AY matey's full canvas and head out to open sea!!! ARRRR
keep the faith
xoxo AdS
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15477335/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15477335/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 10:52:03 PST ugh... ummmmm... yeah well... while I was takingmy shower today I was accompanied by two spiders which were REALLY REALLY in love... I don't explain you now the very details but I looked nasty... really nasty...

but now I 've got this question: are spiders having sex?? and how??? I always thought that they come out of eggs like most insects...

so does anyone knows the answer??? I need to know it!!! before I go mad...

and: yeah I know I'm weird.. so what???

oh and before I forget... world became even more fucked up this day... after the fact that they don't allow us to wear red eyeshadow, now we're even not allowed to have holes in our jeans today... just so you know!!!
everybody's gone completely mad
so, keep the faith (with red eyeshadow and holes in your jeans...)
xoxo ads

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15407119/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15407119/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 14:05:39 PST "das leben ist zum lachen da... drum nehm ich psychopharmaka"

the wise words of die ärzte...
just got stuck in my ear and I think you all need to know...
from my side there are not much this big news... just go to work everyday... which means I don't have much time to do art really... but we'll see...
just two days left 'til it's the weekend...
so I not promise you anything but maybe I have finally time again for what makes me fun...
oh boy I'm so fucking in love with the new album of die ärzte...
I alway said I like pizza... (everyone who has the album know what I mean...)

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15364147/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15364147/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 15:14:47 PST I got my 1000 hits!!!
hehe... I never really thought that I'll get more than 30... but now: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa AAAAAAAAM!!!
so thankies to everyone who visited my page even if you just wanted to have a look on this deranged foolish freak who makes all this weird stuff... mwahaha...

--------> I shake you warmly by the hand!!!!

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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15350585/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15350585/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 18:38:33 PDT Dear Friends,

I have just read and signed the online petition:

"Fans against My Chemical Romance Lawsuit at University Of Maine in Orono, ME"

hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition
service, at:

[link]

I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might
agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider
signing yourself.

xoxo yours truly ADS

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15319935/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15319935/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:49:55 PDT "well hello.. what a pleasure..."

does anybody knows this??? its from corpse bride... just got stuck in my head... but whatever...
yesterday the fuckinh horrabule shitty emas took place in munich... well in the first place I was very sad that I couldn't go there too but now it's not that bad anymore... I watched it on tveee and I think it's better that I wasn't there...

just one question??? WHATS WRONG WITH THE WORLD???
I mean whats that for a world in which tokio hotel the worst band in the whole fucking world, the band whos responsible for thousands of daft and degenerate human beings on this planet ("...yeah I REALLY hate them!!!"), is winnig and award in a category in which MCR also was nominated???? hello??? I don't get it... after that I went upstairs and draw sumthing... that shock was toooo big... and because of that I missed the performace of MCR... dammit...
world sucks... the only god thing is that at the end of the show the new awesome band BEDWETTERS won the new sounds of europe award!!! well I never heard sumthing of them but I have to say they're cool!!! it was sooo chyoot to watch them celebrate!!! that's how these whole fucking show should've been!!! damn music television!!! but imma watch the repeat again and again until I swaw the freakin performance of my boys!!! savy???

so thats all for now!! I hope everyone had a freaking awesome IEROween!!!

xoxo
keep the faith
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]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15160834/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15160834/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 15:42:24 PDT umm well the internet is full of weird things... like this: found this on wikihow... (btw I didnt even know that a site like that exsits...)

How to Be Like Frank Iero

Frank Iero is the guitar player for the rock band, My Chemical Romance. He is totally awesome and if you want to be totally awesome here are some tips on how to achieve the Frankie persona.

Steps
- Dress like Frank Iero.
- Get a bunch of screen tees and semi-tight jeans (preferably black but acid wash is good too).
- Get a black studded belt.
- Buy some fingerless gloves; plain black ones are fine, but so are skeleton gloves.
- Get Chuck Taylors or skater shoes (Etnies, DC etc.).
- Buy a tight black hoodie; perhaps buy a Black Parade hoodie to show your love of the band.
- Wear eyeliner and try to imitate Frank's makeup as much as possible.
- Style your hair similar to Frank Iero's hair. Keep your hair short in the back and on the sides, and let the front grow all the way down to you're face.
- Admire, or at least like, Billie Joe Armstrong from Green Day.
- Become a vegetarian.
- Achieve Frank's build by working out once in a while.
- Have tattoos, if you can, as Frank Iero has the most tattoos out of the whole band. You can write "HALLOWEEN" on your knuckles, the words "KEEP THE FAITH" on you’re back, "NJ" on the inside of you’re lip, "Search and Destroy" on your back, an anchor on the lower part of your right bicep with an "N" and "J" on either side, a flame and the word "Hope" on the left side of your chest and a scorpion on the right side of you're neck.

Tips
- If you are too young to get tattoo's go to a tattoo parlor and ask for custom made fake tattoo's, they're a bit pricey but they're worth it.
- It is okay to take Frank's style and mix it up with something of your own. You keep you're individuality but don't strive away too much.
- It's also helpful to know guitar or at least actually listen to MCR's music.

Warnings
- Tattoos are permanent. Make sure you really want to have one for the rest of your life before you get one.
- Do not go around school and brag about you're likeness to Frank Iero. You will just look stupid, and you people will be annoyed. And other My Chemical Romance fans will call you a poseur.

Things You'll Need
- A tattoo artist you trust [optional]
- A good hair stylist
- Screen Tee's
- Semi-tight jeans
- A studded belt
- Fingerless gloves
- A good hoodie
- Eyeliner, and other make-up
- Skate/Chuck Taylor shoes

I completely wet myself by reading this... its too good!!! there are also tips how to be an MCR fan or how to decorate your room MCR themed... ohhhh man...

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clubs -------->

the best place on earth ----> wanna join??? we got cookies!!!!

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15160139/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15160139/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 14:53:09 PDT
weird...

because in the first place I couldnt stand them with their fucking suits and everything...
okay...
I still hate their fucking suits but I freakin like their music...
but its the same with 30 seconds to shit I absolutely HATE fucking jared leto and his gay brother but their music is awesome...

yeah I know Im weird anyway...

xoxo keep the faith

----------------------> only 10 days til its IEROWEEN!!!!

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clubs -------->

the best place on earth ----> wanna join??? we got cookies!!!!

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15088710/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15088710/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 14:27:12 PDT
whos got an fucking awesome journal... everybody should have a look!!!

A
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[x] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[x] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[x] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[x] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[x] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[x] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.
[ ] Hexakosioihexakontahexaphobia - fear of the number 666

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[x] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[x] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[x] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[x] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

P
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.


ummm well... I dont mind... I have friends who are protecting me from these!!!

______________... ]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15075202/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15075202/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 15:11:55 PDT KIDS SOON THERE LL BE HALLOWEEN!!!

which means not only a hell of good time!!
--------------------------->no...
it means also that the veeery sexy bad ass handsome cyoote shaweet wonderful awesome adorable .........SPANKEY FRANKIE IERO is celebrating his 26th birthday!!!

so what we re gonna do on this special day?? well what you do... I dunno.. but I will have one week holiday!!!
WOOHOO!!!

um well kids... I dont really have important thing to say now... Im just like a litte bit on drugs ummm... no. I just had to much glucose today...

just say so much... soon there ll be some new tampon art... I know its chlidish disgusting awful and then some but its fun to make them
and maybe I ll start my very first comic... but well... (because Im not this good in writing stories...)

ummm yeah... well whatever...
alright kiddies -----------> keep the faith
xoxo ADS

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clubs:



FTW??? join our town... --------------->
we got cookies...

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14713569/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14713569/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 15:56:23 PDT because now every fucking thing SUCKS!!!

you know what??? I just start my own town... there are all just people I like... and everything is black there... and you are allowed to smoke EVERYWHERE you want!!! gerard would be the major of it and spankey frankie would be the canellor of eatin´ twizzlers mwhaha...
there will be a cemetary in every street and a creepy old house in which just vampires life... and skeletons and bones and blood everywhere... and just coffee all around all the time!!! and every wednesday there would be a black parade at twelve o´clock... hell yes that would be fuckin awesome... so I dont have to freak out anymore... this would be perfect... who wants to come with me????

btw if we start this we need a name for our awesome world... I m open for your ideas... well I thought monroeville but it still exits I think... so that sucks...

hmmmm... what would you say ´bout PANSYville...

BIG FAT HUGE EDIT: in my gorgeous town... which I m startin in a few days (hel yeah) are no DENTISTS allowed... at all... if you got a prob with it stay the hell away from my city... savy???

just like to say that this town is now at the moment a bit too small... so if anyone wants to join me and my town and has some ideas what we can add to it, dont be afraid to tell them to me!!!

-------> another EDIT: in my town as well you ARE allowed to wear fucking red eyeshadow for gods sake... no better: you arent allowed at all to come in this town without it... -.- well
it was again awesome today... my boss told me that my eyeshadow is frightening the patients... and that I look like fucking marilyn mansons video set... thanks a lot you dickass!!! well at last he got some style!!!

"they´ll gonna clean up your looks with all the LIES in the books to make a citizen out of you..."

anyway kids Im still dreaming... dreaming of an better world... like PANSYville... (btw we need a place for it... ideas?? which country???)

BIG FAT HUGE GREAT E-D-I-T:
so kids... we have now a name for it... thanks can be sent now to (and Tim Burton) for helping me finding a name for our/mine little creey town... yes you heard right we got one...

-------------------------> HALLOWEENVILLE <--------------
hell yes.. well if thats not a good name then I dont know...

and we also found a motherfucking kick ass place for it!!! DOWN UNDER!!!
again Mia gave us the permission to put it up there... WOOOHOOO!!! anything else?? well... I dunno... we could maybe add some new things to the citiy... because it has to grow so we can take over the world and make every fucking city like HALLOWEENWILLE

and btw: thanks Mia for saving my ass twice this week... girl: YOU ROCK!!!

and another btw: Im fine... for everyone who cares...

LAST EDIT on this (I promise): well folks.. I did it...we re now existing as an official inofficial city... pics can now be send by note to ~Halloweenville

and now some shit from me (if anyone cares) soon there will be art from me again... I just got so much goood ideas in the past week now I just have to put them up...

so... keep the faith!!!
xoxo ads
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-----------------> clubs: http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14702408/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 14:38:33 PDT not even that you arent allowed to smoke on the school court now the food in the cafeteria is now really disgusting!!! and for that not enough, the price for it has gone up agian!!!
hmmm... alright I though, whats next??? uh... my teacher is now oficcially suffering from the menopause , I think *yay*
so, short from of my day ---------------------> BULLSHIT!!!
and tormorrow I am allowed to go to work again... but I dont want to... my job sucks... no not my job... my boss...

alright kiddies hope you re at a better place...
xoxo
AdolescentSuicide

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14674619/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14674619/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 14:19:09 PDT
I the weird, insane AdolescentSuicide am now married to handsome little BAD-ASS Frank Iero

well I think thats all... just wanted you to know...
if anybody wants to contact me.. Im on honeymoon... I think for the next five days... savy???








edit: NO I didnt took any drugs... I had to much coffee today... (oh boy...)

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14347024/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14347024/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 10:11:57 PDT
"Pogo ist der einzge Standarttanz den heutzutage jedermann beherrschen sollte."
- Johann Wolfgang von Goehte

now for the last days I was really busy working so I had not much time to take new photographs or to sit down and draw... but I hope I get next week a bit time to rest... see you guys!!!

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14118763/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14118763/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 11:50:00 PDT
alright... I think its really nice if you like a really difficult person like me... but its absolutely fucking not cool at all to call me at like fucking 5am just to ask me if can go out together!! thanks...
because now I completely fucked up this day because I had not enough sleep...

so for the next one who wants to wake me up ------->

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14031630/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14031630/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 16:46:20 PDT especially the wierd things you get to hear of people you thought you knew... xD
folks, I got finally all seasons of the lovely NCIS-Series... and I am sooo happy... ok I wasnt available for no one this weekend but now I know every fucking episode!!!

and the fucking best handsome cool shiny whatever I love it KOHLTALFESCHD (for all who dont know: kohltalfeschd is a big party in the wood which is always fun to go there!!!) took place!!! And I wasnt drunk!!! not that I am always drunk when I go out but the last time I think I drank really a lot of booze... so much that I severd sonmething for me to puke on my bed... well it was funny at night at like 3.00 am changing your blanket while you are drunk...
now for the report: I WILL NEVER EVER DRINK BACARDI AGAIN!!! right... now you know...

and before I forget: "Niveau ist keine Creme!!!" (Sportfreunde Stiller - Alles Roger (I fucking like this damn song!!!))

(so long and...) GOOD NIGHT!!! (I go to bed now)

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13912639/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13912639/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 10:30:50 PDT -----------------------------> I am a bad bad bad girl... *haha*
I don´t get it... I just asked this degenerate person not to call me cute (I hate this) and now I am a bad girl... really great... this bastard is about to freak me out!!!
as if the worlds not horrabule enough!!! I had to watch fucking casting show idiots singing linkin parks what I´ve done... (my question: what have I done to deserve this???)
anyway... "das leben ist ein baumarkt... und du bekommst nichts geschenkt..."
I´m off now: -----------------------------------> fucking drawing

]]> ~AdolescentSuicide http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13901535/ http://AdolescentSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13901535/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 13:21:46 PDT
over the last year I´ve been watching all the good work in here and finally I got the time to suscribe here...

well now just something over me by the way:
I am a girl from Germany who like to take photographs of every shit that is in front of my camera ^^ and when I not playing the lazy girl I draw a lot, everything from portraits to monsters every fuck you can imagine...
currently I work at a dentist to be his assistant... sometimes this job is really stressful but on the other hand you see a lot of blood every day *lol*

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