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Yeah that is right I decided not to be lazy today! After a trip to the art store I felt like I HAD to get the drawings done. Boy is it a pile of shit.

DID YOU KNOW- paint pens are expensive as fuck? I used sharpie instead which made the drawings on darker paper suck more. And got me possibly high.

Now because I don't know when I am shipping them off I am posting them on DA for you guys. You will also get them one day, but for now live with the shitty pictures of me holding them up to my webcam because I don;t have a scanner.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/29001854/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/29001854/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 15:18:45 PST Also feel free to add me @ Hblock22 if you have one already.

UPDATED ON MORE IMPORTANT THINGS
Still waiting on Paint pens but I have 3 crappy drawings fully inked. I guess I am still talking orders. One day I will get Paint pens. If not I am busting out the Sharpies!

Also back from Philly, it was great! And I should have new Photos soon. Once I get done being lazy.


PS I GOT DONE READING DIRK GENTLY ON THE PLANE!! 3 YEARS LATER! NOW I AM READING THE NEW HHGTTG BOOK AND IT IS PISSING ME OFF. ONLY 3 CHAPTERS IN AND I WANT TO KILL THE DUDE WHO WROTE IT.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/28828450/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/28828450/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:30:05 PST As some of you know I am doing my Craptastic drawings for people for the low price of FREE! Just because I love you all and want to do something nice.

7 people have already claimed theirs and due to some minor set backs this might take a while longer then I thought. It took me a few weeks to get the paper (which is now cut) and I am currently waiting on a pay check to get some paint pens. Told you kids I was putting work into it. Just because they are craptasic DOES NOT mean I am drawing stick figures. I am putting a lot of hard work into this. IN the end it will wind up costing me more then the drawings a worth. The paper alone was 6 bucks.

Anyways to claim yours just DM me with this info
-Name
-Address
-What you want. Keep in mind I suck at drawing, also if it is something odd it would help to have refs.

I will draw anything even that character you have had since you were 7. Just keep in mind anything other then Star Wars is at your own risk and even then... I will try! Just remember I am a filmmaker.

If anything you will have a one of a kind drawing by someone who might win an Oscar one day.

Cheers
Hil x

UPDATE- Awww I lost my nifty skin!

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/28618379/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/28618379/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 20:17:13 PST
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I'm sick. And I wanted to tell you all that because you all care so much. All that means is My Novel will not get done unless I kick this in the ass tonight and I really don't feel like everything. I feel like my head is HUGE now I know how people with egos feel and man this sucks.

My best friend got into a car crash the other day. She is fine (car was not) , but stay safe out there guys. Had some good laughs while bitching yesterday makes me feel better about everything that had been pissing me off. Came to the conclusion that I have done everything I can and that it was not my fault.

Just a lot of crap going on again.

Now trying to find out if I want to take same Nyquil and play Uncharted. Is it worth it? Apparently I already started seeing things earlier. On a brighter side I'm not hugging my foot rocking back and forth talking to myself. Did that once 103 fever, don't actually remember it.

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Hey guys thought I would give everyone another update on things.

Friday was a Friday the 13th and for those who don't know that is never a really good day for me, I had a very very good friend die in a car crash 4 years ago on a Friday the 13th and it sent shock waves through the school of people dying. Things settled down for a bit until Last year when another Kid I knew was Murdered on a Friday the 13th. This year I got word that another friend decided to take their life. So far I only heard about one person so not sure if the curse took anyone else.
I do know that a bunch of friends met up by the pole that Mark crashed into and did that ritual. I am sad I missed it again. But I will go visit when I get home. I need to give him the car I bought.
I set texts to everyone telling them to stay safe, but checking in here is never a bad idea, so ROLL CALL!

In less depressing news I have been on sets all weekend doing Director of Photography work which has been very tiring but really fun. Was supposed to film on Tybee at sun up, but the Bar run last night made that impossible or we would have had a VERY cranky crew.

Finals are also upon us which I am sure everyone knows because you are all SCADies. I am excited to go home things here have gotten out of hand and I need to pick up the pieces and start over again. I will also be Filming with my good buddy Jason who I haven't seen in a long time. I am now working in the same mall as him so fun times are sure to be had! Didn't think I missed that kid as much as I did. But going home will be nice, I know a lot of people are dreading it, but I would leave right now if I could. I still hope the break will reverse whatever it was that happened this quarter.

I am also behind on my Nanowrimo because of all the crap that has been going on, but you can keep an eye on my progress here [link] I was thinking about loading it on DA in December or so. Maybe, it has gotten a lot more personal then I thought it would have, but based on what is going on in my life right now it is easy to see why. I also put in excepts from my journal so I am not sure if I want the world to see that yet.

ALSO- during December I will be in Philly for a bit seeing my family and friends up there. It has been a long 3 years since I was there last and I am super ready. So thinking about it I really get to go home this break.

And that is about it.

Cheers
Hil x

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I started doing more concept art and I filled a sketchbook last year. Hopefully I can start up loading new things that are more traditional. Might start out just doing Remake/ Remodel for a bit, just until I get back into the swing of things.

Man I miss remake/remodel.

ALSO- Nanowrimo is coming up soon. I will be killing myself over it yet again, but if you want you can follow the fun here -----> [link] If you are joining in on the insanity PLEASE add me as a buddy. I love having writing buddies to cheer on and help. I plan on making it to 50k this year because I have less distractions then in years past so it should be fun. I might post it here when it is done, but we will see. I have a really good plot, but it's all true, so I will need to think about it.

Hil x

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/27588972/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/27588972/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 23:04:44 PDT
1- I was born on October 5th at 12.42 am. This was because my father went and had hotdogs with the Doctor so my birthday would not be 10-4. (or okay in trucker) Also for my grandparents because his birthday is 5-5 and my cousin (or evil twin) is 5-10. Also being a HUGE Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy fan the 42 part makes me smile.

2- Every year since I can remember I have celebrated at 12.42 am with candy or cake of some form, lighting candles, singing to myself, and making a wish. When I think of how my birthdays are I think SIXTEEN CANDLES only things don't work out in the end and everyone really did forget.

3- First birthday greetings and most heartfelt today came from New Zealand by my good friends Gibbo, Lani, and Scotty. Also from my internet husband Caleb.

4- I got my first camera in 2nd grade with 2 rolls of film. One roll was spent documenting my day in class the other on a trip to the Dallas Zoo. I had a fear of getting my fingers in the shot or them not turning out. Low and behold that is what happened. (I still have most of the pictures) Now when people ask me to take their pictures I still have that slight fear, but I am also excited that they asked me.

5- I have a fear of clowns. Spent most summer watching clown movies and that one Episode of ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK to try and get over it. I did not sleep for a month. I still have a horrible fear, but I can hide it more so now.

6- I have a lot of stupid fears. Which I don't share because I am afraid people will make fun of me.

7- I feel naked without my jewelry. Most of which I never take off. Started with a neckless.

8- I own 3 guitars, a keyboard, a harmonica and a flute. I can play a little bit on all. Same goes for Clarinet, drums and violin.

9- Likewise I know just enough french, german, latin, Te Reo, Mandarin, sign language, spanish, hebrew, and italian to get me into trouble.

10- I think I was British in a past life.

11- I started reading X-men comics when I was 3 or so and did not read any DC comics until I was forced to read one senior year of High school.

12- I have not seen the two newest BATMAN films. Because I worked on a very bad Batman fan film and am sick of seeing him.

13- I collect ticket stubs from the movies I have seen. Most proud of having all 3 X-men stubs as well as Wolverine. As well as some of my early screening passes.

14- Last time I broke a bone I was in 10th grade it was my foot. I usually say that I fell 15 feet rock climbing. But really I fell 15 feet in a bounce house obstacle course. The brake was so bad the Doctor had no clue what I actually did until after it healed. I was in a wheelchair so it would have been better if it was just a fall from rock climbing.

15- I have broken every finger and toe at least once, my noes, my foot, my wrist, and my elbow twice. I also sprain my ankle a lot. It is not unusual for something (mostly my legs) to give out and me to fall. This is why my mother told me if I break anything else I am going to be shot behind the house.

16- I have won two awards from rodeo riding. I placed 3rd in a show and a trophy for fastest cattle roping.

17- Highest bowling score is 255. But since my arm has gotten worse over the years it is hard for me to bowl.

18- I can be very competitive. Body checked a football player while playing laser tag during after prom. (I love me some laser tag!)

19-I don't know how to ride a bike. I was learning when I broke my arm the first time, then my brother broke my bike.

20- sometimes I can be girly. This includes wearing makeup. (Shock)

21- If I could go back in time I would love to see 1942. I also have a love for fallout shelters. ( I own a sign from one and a period gas mask and bio suit. Also built my schools 50's day bomb shelter.)

Well there you have it. Any questions?

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26879761/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26879761/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 16:29:17 PDT
THERE WAS BLOOD SHED FOR THIS! I would have liked to have had it up earlier, but whatever. With your help I can still try!

Also I will thank everyone in another journal who helps and maybe draw something or make you your own wire man. IDK.

Get on that!
Hil

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26489775/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26489775/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 21:18:25 PDT
Not really sure why except to post stories and things. Because I am out of the habit of writing. And Ian gave me the idea to write something new. Which if the Idea tank was full I would have no problem with. But then Joe said something about LJ having blurbs for writing. That made me think about when I was in Creative writing and I miss those days.

So if have a LJ look me up I guess. I had one before and I didn't get all the code stuff and shit. But I will try and keep things interesting.

[link]

UPDATE- Just put my first entry up. If it feels a tad rushed that's because it is. My fan in my room just died and well it got really hot really fast.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26432148/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26432148/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 20:44:02 PDT
If Hillary is being passive aggressive with me I can:

* point out the behavior that indicates passive aggressiveness on their part.

* point out the inconsistency between their words and actions
.
* pay attention to their actions rather than their words, then give them feedback as to what their actions tell me about their feelings.

* ask for their true feelings reassuring them that there are no right or wrong feelings, and that it is OK to share negative feelings.

* ask them what has them so intimidated that they fear sharing their feelings with me.

* reassure them that we can reach a "win-win'' solution in our communication if we are willing to compromise.

* defuse the competition in our relationship. It doesn't matter "what'' we are discussing as long as we respect how each of us "feels'' about what we are discussing.

* remain open to any negative feelings they have and let them know this.

* begin to trust what they "do'' rather than what they "say'' and let them know that I am doing this.

* make myself more accessible to them.

* help them lessen their fear of rejection from me by reassuring them that I really do care.

This has been a Public Service Announcement.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26410138/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26410138/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 19:44:43 PDT
Basically I am trying to enter a photo contest. And because I am indecisive and think all my stuff sucks I want you guys to pick.

Go in my gallery post a link to some pictures and maybe together we can pick one!

THANKS
Hil

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26368454/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26368454/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 21:04:02 PDT
Hey there!

Thank you so much for being one of the first people to apply for a job at Stark Industries. So far, the response has been incredible. You are among the best and brightest and your interest in joining our ranks is truly appreciated.

Already we have an overwhelming number of applicants and we plan to take our time thoroughly investigating each one. It may be a long process, but it is the only way to ensure that we find the absolute best candidates to work at Stark Industries.

We will contact you soon as we narrow down our selection.

All the best,
Kay Baker


If this is a form letter I will be pissed! But it is fun. And I needed to share. Other then that it has been a shitty day. Slept on the couch last night. Now my car battery is dead. BUT I GOT AN EMAIL FROM STARK INDUSTRIES!

That is all

UPDATE- Yeah everyone who fills out the app gets the same letter. Man here I thought I was special. This also makes me think I should stop waiting for my letter from Xavier too.

Unless the Avengers want me?

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26346550/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26346550/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:54:44 PDT
I fully understand that Ian has not run off with a furry. Not sure why I said that, but apparently it ruffled some feathers. Which I tend to do.

That being said things have started looking up and once again I have gotten by. My Last loan came in and when you get an email from SCAD saying, "Nothing needs to be paid out of pocket." It's a good feeling, not sure how long that will last but for now I think I will be back.

We also got Kristy to the vet yesterday and she got her heartgaurd and other vacs. Also her blood work came back negative for worms. She has a Heart murmur, but her lugs are clear. What do you want from a 13 year old? Like I have said she's my best friend so the fact that she is okay makes me happy.

Still not sure what is going on with my Grandpa, but all my medical issues have been fixed. Still dirt poor and might not make it to the Dallas show coming up. But I do have a babysitting job lined up which should pay me with just enough time to head back to school.

My life is a massive roller coster and when it's bad, man is it bad, but then when it's good it's amazing! It's just getting passed the lows which is the heard part. Thanks to EVERYONE who was concerned and gave me advice. That really helped me get pass all this crap. I think this chapter is over least I hope so and I'll see you guys in Savannah.

(Also I have a major Lobster but on the bright side my legs are red and not deathly white.)

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26221232/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/26221232/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 21:20:45 PDT
Basically that last note, that glimmer of hope is somewhat tarnished, as August 1st dawns and I still have not paid SCAD nor have enough money. Which is confusing the hell out of me because a week ago my father said that we had $5,000 in the bank and now apparently we are down to nothing.

Honestly I don't know what is in store yes I ma keeping hope trying to be optimistic that I will be back, but Being locked in my room for most of the summer made my shell and pessimistic point of view come back in full force. If I have no expectation of going back then I can't get hurt when I have to drop out.

I also am sorry for bogging DA with all of this, but this is my last strong hold on the internet where I can voice myself in the hopes that someone will give a shit. Of course if this gets compromised I do have FA...

Honestly going to SCAD was something that saved me, and I fear being home for too long. Sure I have an okay internet support group, but things are just better when I can be myself. You know when I think about it I really am fucked up. Why have they not locked me away in a mental home yet I will never know.

Also I need to say this, I am not looking for any hand outs. Things really are that bad. Even if I crashed with someone I would still need to pay back SCAD. With the only working person in my house making $8 an hour and only working weekends, it's not going to happen.

Basically this is how I'm seeing life in my pessimistic world: All my friends hate me and I have no idea why. Ian got married to someone he met at Anthrocon, but is not going to tell me. The Jersey Crew have filed for Chapter 7 and my grandfather has no idea what is going to happen to him. (This bit is actually true) My dog has been off Hearworm meds for two months and right now she is my only friend. (This is also true)

Okay I am on the verge of another panic attack so I am going to stop this now. But yeah things are not good.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/24926540/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/24926540/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 22:52:44 PDT
Of course it took 2 bulk faxes, 3 phone calls, TONS of emails, 2 advisors, a bunch of yelling, me losing my voice from said yelling, Almost tossing my laptop, and tears. Yeah sadly there was a bunch of that. I was a teary snotty mess. (Great mental image I know)

I sent out one lass email because we thought I owed $5,000 on the 1st which was a mistake. And my award would not cover all of that. (But it is only $2,000 so I think I'm still good.)

But like I said until I find out otherwise I'm still a SCADie.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/24734777/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/24734777/ Wed, 13 May 2009 09:47:01 PDT [link]

Following in Ian Jay's footsteps. There are places I left out because I am not sure where they are. Also I am feeling lazy.

Enjoy.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/23609256/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/23609256/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 13:14:18 PDT [link]
But it seems like every time I plan to edit something and put it up, something goes wrong. THIS HAPPENED TWICE ALREADY!

I need to learn how to edit real fast and you will get an animation and an interview with our very own !

ALSO- Once the doors to the Asylum open I promise we will crank out some more stuff and hopefully faster.
[HINT- SNAAAKKKEEEE EEEEAAAAATTTTTEEEERRRRR!]

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/23362138/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/23362138/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 12:23:06 PST
I have made it to Round one of 's Working Man's OC. Yeah you know that Shark thing sitting in the gallery that thing. I am up against . I spoke with RD this morning and he assures me it will be a bloody but fair fight.

Also last night we had the Oscars, Now I have not been on DA for that long but for anyone who knows me in the RL knows that I always watch the awards and follow it up with a rant posted in various spots on the internet. This year I am not doing that because I feel that the awards were cursed. For anyone who knows Jack Nicholson has a reserved spot, in the first row. And they always cut back to him at least 20 times. He also gets to present. But last night Jack was absent from his throne forced to sit in row D next to the reporters while Brad Pitt was in his seat and cut to every 5 seconds. Also I think some of the politics got in the way.

Lastly probably the most important bit of News comes out of our VERY OWN Crazy Ivan Studios! which I mentioned briefly in the last journal. Right now we have the bare bones of a youtube channel here ---->[link] which is going to get more as soon as I finnish my Sound final.
I am also doing something that I hardly ever do, I just hammered out another draft of ALBATROSS and would like for script dr. If you would like a PDF of my baby send an email to Hblock22@gmailcom and tell me why you should read my script. PLEASE put you name in the Email because you WILL GET A CREDIT in the final cut for helping me out.

speaking of scripts MISFITS is next in line to be imported and I am going to work on ending it. ALBATROSS 2 is being developed and I think I came up with something cool to tie in 4 to the rest of the trilogy.

Basically get ready because it is going to happen

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22963424/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22963424/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 12:34:59 PST I was going to go on this bitchy rant about how Ian lost Law of Talos. But looking back I came off as a winey bitch with nothing better to do. And frankly it is not my place to bitch since I was just the kid pushing buttons.

But I will say some things because I am PISSED.

ONE- We did a LIVE ACTION FILM which takes more time and effort then a flash. Also more people. It was not just Ian that lost it was all of us and we are a small army if you look at it.

TWO- I know we had sound issues that were beyond our control, (trust me I have been thinking about this for weeks) BUT at least we had two tracks of audio. WHICH is fixed in flash. Unknown could have looped the track on the right and had two tracks. DON'T FIGHT ME ON THIS POINT I AM IN A SOUND CLASS AND JUST GOT DONE STUDYING FOR MY MIDTERM!!

THREE- Sound issues aside. Unknown's entry was LATE! Which is not right. I was there at the zero hour with Ian trying to find a site that could host the footage. I know Ian had better things to do but put it off until the video was up. The looks on our faces each time the video was rejected by youtube was pathetic and sad. BUT WE HAD A DEADLINE. If I would have known I would have told Ian to fuck it and do it later.

Also the massive Karl circle jerk going on at the result page is making me sick. I could only read 2 pages before getting pissed.


I am going to stop my rant, because like I said it is not my place, but I do feel that a giant dump was taken on us.

I made that rant about half an hour after I found that we had loss, I have cooled down a bit. Sorry if I pissed anyone off, I am not here to make enemies. Thanks to all who watched the video, and right after filming everyone agreed they wanted to make more films. I have a few lined up! While they won't contain Chimbley we have zombies! And other films to boot.


IN OTHER NEWS---
[link] It is going to happen! I just need to get my stuff up there.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22803271/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22803271/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 12:45:15 PST [link]

I know half of you are SCADies and have either seen it already or were in it. Anyways, I am pleased with the end result.

I guess just take it as proof that I know how to work a camera and can DP a film.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22331857/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22331857/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 12:28:46 PST
Draw, write, and film more.
But looking for quality not quantity.

Learn how do Direct.

Ask more questions

Get my Grip kit in order

Buy a Gel pack and rememorize all of them.
I have forgotten a good majority of them mostly in the greens.

Play with angels and lights more.

Take more pictures.

Take more pictures of Humans.

Learn Photoshop but don’t use it.

Figure out moon pictures.

Splatter paint more/ the giant piece.

Read more camera manuals

Buy a camera

Get a job at the Cage

Watch more movies, both crappy and not

Watch the commentaries on my Dvd’s again.

Break down shots better while watching movies but still be able to enjoy the film. (Aslo don’t rant about continuity)

Get on more sets.

Ask questions

Observe

Watch more films ion theaters. BONUS if you can get it on a reel. (Find out if the VFX club is doing any more 35mm showings.)

By the filters at the antique shop

Get new filters

More to come….

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22268271/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/22268271/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 20:10:14 PST This intro is also being written before I start making the list it might be funny or it could be pathetic, or you might never get to see it and I delete it like so many things I write intending to put them online. So let’s get to it.

FRIENDS- you guys know who you are, and I really don’t think I need to type all your names. If you have known me for over a year I am surprised you have kept me around and sometimes I wonder why. I am a drifter and there are a few of you that have known me for some time. For the new friends I sometimes don’t play well with others. Just warning you. Sometimes I need my space, but I will tell you one thing if I have talked to you for an hour or more I think of you as a friend. And I truly mean it when I say that I would take a bullet for my friends. Now this is where I feel like I should stop talking about my friends, but I am going to lump someone in this category, I don’t know if this is allowed, but truth be known I am making up the rules as I go. So yeah, Ian. You started off as a friend and I think of you as one of my best friends. Come to think of it there are only two other people who know more about me then you do. I miss you so much and it seems like everything reminds me of you in some bizarre way. Just thinking about you (and writing this) makes me make my Squee face as only my oldest friends know. And I revert to hand gestures because words cannot describe what is going on. Which try as I might are not working really well in print.

ELEMENO P- Yeah you guys Lani, Scotty, Justyn, Gibbo, and Godfrey. I actually decided to write this while listening to The Benjamins. I have talked to you guys several times and have told you a lot. But Thanks your music has helped me so much not only in getting up for 8 am classes. But in just everyday life. Who would have thought that being a fan of a TV show, tracking down a movie with one of the Actors, would lead me to a band, and would then get me in contact with the Director of said movie. If only I could network like that in the states. I am proud to be the only fan in the US though I hear there is a girl in NJ. I am doing my best to get more Elemeno Peeps maybe next time you play SXSW you will let us know okay! Anyways like I said Gibbs you have helped me a lot and we have talked about that, we come from the same place and you have really helped me. Songs like SOS really do feel like you are speaking directly to me. And hopefully I can catch you online sometime soon instead of this back and forth Myspace thing we have been doing. Also, L&D is awesome now when is the 3rd album going to be on the US itunes?

RED BULL- I don’t drink you as much as I used to, because you have gotten expensive, but you are still my drink of choice. I have tried everything else and some people think you taste like ass. But I don’t mind!

TWITTER- Yeah sure sometimes I abuse you and I feel bad, but think about how much time you are wasting reading this I am over 140 right now think of the other thing you could be doing! I am addicted and proud of it and for the people who don’t know about Twitter I am tired of trying to convert people. It is a special club and you are not allowed. Also Twitter you have helped me network somewhat. Sure it is with Marvel, but I do follow some filmmakers. As for my Tweeps thanks for following me, why you do it, I don’t know but thanks. You manage to always make me smile!

MY CON BUDDIES/ BROWNCOATS- haven’t seen you guys in ages. Except for Chuck at the concert and really you should be lumped with the friends (come to think about it so should my Tweeps) But you are a special breed of friends, friends who stand in line with me for 3 hours to meet Tom Jane. Friends who watched me run around after finding the Dark Phoenix book I was missing. Thanks for letting me help run your tables and for mentioning me in your web comics. You are truly the people who understand me at my best. My other friends make fun of me, but you strap on you cunning hats and join me in singing Hero of Canton. Or think nothing of it when I asked Mace Windu if I could touch his light saber. End of the Line thanks you.

PROF MAY- Thanks for not failing me in Prepro. Your class was a bitch but I hope it pays off.

Dane, Annie, and the rest of the Operation Kindness PSA shoot cast and crew-
Thanks for letting me on set! Have I said that enough? I learned so much about making coffee and Ironing. And I got to be in the same room as that sexy, sexy, sexy, sexy, Red Camera. (I learned a lot about that too!) Being on SC... ]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/21631835/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/21631835/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 13:30:48 PST
For some reason DA hates me at SCAD so I have been waiting to post the few photos I have. Expect some until I run out and when I do I am sure I can find more. I am also bored out of my mind so I am sure I will go out on some photo expeditions other then that it will be kitting and paint by numbers for me. Now that I think about it I have tapes I could edit.

Anyways sorry in advance for all the photos. (Of course now that I post this it will total 5 and not an uncontrollable mass like I am imagining.)

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/21006103/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/21006103/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 17:49:28 PDT
RICH KID
[ ] You go tanning.　
[ ] You own something from coach
[ ] You have over 10 pears of jeans.
[ ] You own something from Prada
[ ] Usually when you ask your mom for money she gives it to you.
[ ] You like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] you love Starbucks. (OH GAAAAAWD )
[x ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
[ ] You have more than one house
Total: 2

GOTHIC
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[x] You've attempted suicide
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair was/is dark. (But it is natural)
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You have/want piercings. (I don't think 1 ear piercing counts >_> )
[x] *You're going to*/or have a tattoo. (one day)
Total: 6

PUNK
[ ] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[x] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want/wanted blue, red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
[ ] Shop at Pac Sun
Total: 6

GEEK
[x] You love the computer.
[x] You like Star Wars.
[x] You are supposed/wore/wear glasses/contacts (used to)
[ ] You get straight A's
[x] You like reading.
[x] You were/are in band.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 4


EMO
[x] You've been depressed.
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep a journal/diary
[x] You have written a sad poem
[x] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[ ] You think emo kids are hot
Total: 5

GHETTO/GANGSTA
[ ] You like rap
[ ] You are in a gang.
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[ ] You have had a freestyle battle.
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: Nip

HARDCORE
[x] You like loud music
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes.
[x] You love Normal Jeans.
[x] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] You love to 'hardcore' dance
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 6


PREP
[ ] You love The OC
[ ] You have a tiny dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright or cheery colors
[ ] You LOVE buying shoes
[ ] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F
[ ] You love/like to shop
[x] You like jeans.
[ ] You like Paris Hilton
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You wear big sunglasses
Total: 1

Athletic
[x] You watch the Super Bowl
[ ] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[ ] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[x] You have/had posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[x] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[x] You have a space in your room for awards and/or plaques.
[ ] You have a large amount of medals.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[x] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[x] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
[ ] You are/were on a select team
Total: 6

Wait so I am a Hardcore Athletic Punk Goth?!
I really thought geek would be in there.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20924407/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20924407/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 16:46:21 PDT ago. Usually my birthdays are crap filled with me singing happy birthday to myself, but not this year. (And thanks to everyone who make it kick ass, you know who you are!)

But that is not the point for the journal that has really no point. Seems that when you turn 20 you gain all sorts of skillz. Like the power to actually work DA! Check it out kids I have an avatar and it moves! Guess what I did a google search for colour and I got freaking blinking lights! Yeah this is more exciting then it really should be.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20630298/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20630298/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 05:09:29 PDT
Hey guys this is not me asking for money because I would never do that. But yesterday I came across a poster for a Photo contest, and I think (maybe) I might have a shot.

But because I think everything I do is crap and I can find all the flaws in all of my photos. I want you kids. I want you to look and pick the ones you like.

BUT WAIT THERE IS MORE... If (Like most of you) go to SCAD and know me and love me. You can come to my room and look at all 1,000 something of my photos.

Thanks for the help

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20345253/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20345253/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:18:37 PDT
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Looks a lot like Jackson Pollack right? I like Jackson Pollack, no do doubt it. The way he moved around the canvas in a dance of paint. Pollack had a connection to the canvas and that is something that I admire.

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Now I am going to tell you a secret, Marla is 4 years old. And yet she is selling paintings and showing in galleries. Some have speculated that her father paints for her or at least directs her, there is a lot of controversy, but I will not go into that now.

So can a 4 year old who paints in her PJ’s be compared to Pollack? I am all for modern art, and I am influenced by him and even created paintings much as Pollack did. But is a 4 year old capable of understanding what he did? I am kind of ranting but what do you think.

MY KID COULD PAINT THAT trailer [link]

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20200006/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20200006/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 10:55:54 PDT 1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here(in YOUR note) for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it correctly and the name of the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDB/ Wikiquote search functions for those of you guessing.
6. If no one can guess after a couple a weeks you may ask or I’ll just post the answers.

1. "Tonight's lecture: How many brain cells did I kill last night?"

2. "Everybody was talking about Jackson Whitney and Commander Courage. And I'm sorry I wasn't here for that time, but you know, I was off saving America and freedom and making the world safe for comic books."

3. "If you have the tooth of a whale, you must have the jaw of a whale to yield it."

4. " Like finding a needle in a fuck-stack."

5. "Now you fucks have gone too far! Goddamn heads landing on cars while Long Island families are singing 'Found a Peanut'! They found a peanut, all right, honey. They found a peanut of death!"

6. "Don't you people ever die? "

7. "Don't call me a mindless philosopher, you overweight glob of grease. "

8. "Come on Chief, this isn't no boy scout picnic. See ya' got ya' rubbers!"

9. "They say show me the evidence. I say show me the non-evidence."

10. "Can I make a suggestion that doesn't involve violence, or is this the wrong crowd for that?"

11. "I'm gonna break your face!"

12. "I feel a hate crime coming on."

13. "Ah, the Light mage with a Dark past has come... just the one I'm looking for... "

14. "When you're slapped, you'll take it and like it."

15. "Shit!" (This is the best part of the whole movie!)

You people can yell at me later, but let's see if anyone can guess the movies.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20024200/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/20024200/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 14:14:27 PDT
Wondering what is was talking to I looked out the window to see a baby bird sitting on the large sandstone rock just looking around. We have now named him Baby Patrick and he is a cutie! I think I spend more time watching him and taking pictures than anything else. He is really young and must have just learned how to fly and fell into the atrium.

At first I was concerned for him and tried to scare him back out into the wild, and Patrick has not learned that he can fly up, I also think we can’t fly that well yet. But we are working on that.

The next morning I thought he had flown away, but their Patrick was sitting on his rock. And then I saw that his Mom flew into the atrium and fed him something. So really he still is kind of in the wild I have a strong feeling that he will be fine. Some nights I actually think he flies out and everyday flies back in just to visit. Of course he could just be hiding.

It is also nice because after J died we stopped having a bird chirping. And the house was suddenly VERY quite, now we have Patrick and it is nice to have that. He is sitting on his rock right now chirping away!

As selfish as it sounds I don’t want him to leave, of course I do want the best for him so it is a double edge sword. But I have taken a ton of pictures and some are really nice despite being taken though glass. Like I said he is really funny, and you can see it in his eyes. (He loves playing with a fake plant in the atrium and that might be where he sleeps.)

So keep an eye out for the Pictures!

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/19687441/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/19687441/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 19:34:55 PDT
LOTS of Bodies...

This has nothing to do with film or it is nothing for SCAD, it is for fun!

And it will go something like this but with a twist...
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Get Ready!

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/19283020/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/19283020/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 22:39:42 PDT
IDEA ONE- I love fireworks, Blowing shit up on the fourth of July! And I have always wanted to take pictures of them. Few years back my dad got a new camera. He did not really know how to use it so I stole it and it has been my friend ever since. But playing with the thing I found that it had a fireworks setting, ZING! Course it would be about 3 years before I saw any fireworks.
Which brings us to this year, I was at a baseball game which, since I have taken photos at games before knew it would be nice, But the fireworks were awesome. And I got them on camera! Looking back over the footage just gave me shivers, because it was also my test as a filmmaker. Because I had to time everything just right and I DID IT! (pictures will be up one day)

IDEA TWO- Decorate a cake. I tried it once, but I was so excited I didn't let the cake cool all the way. So my Mom's birthday cake became a mound of cake and frosting.
This time knowing that I might ruin a full cake I had my mom bake cupcakes! I went out to buy the frosting while they cooled and then ate lunch (just to make sure they we cooled all the way) And then the fun began, They looked better then the last time I tried but I will not be working in a bakery anytime soon. ( I also have pictures of them)

Anyways I start work tomorrow night. I am a store gremlin! So I should get some rest!

PS-Still can't change mood, DA is worse the Twitter! Yeah I said it!

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/19173779/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/19173779/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 21:17:26 PDT
Yesterday I got sick of all the stuff happening here and missing people WAY too much. So I decided that I had enough and I was going to paint. Because I love to paint!

After a job interview I went over to my local art shop, sadly it is not as cool as Primary. Knowing that ALL of my painting crap is nicely tucked away in Savannah I started looking around. Then I remembered paint is expensive and I have most of the stuff I need already at school so I did the next best thing.

(Before I go on let me say that I have been painting and I have been feeling somewhat better, when I can't write I paint. Sometimes I have to be in the right mood to paint. Also let me go on to say that I know what I am doing is wrong but it was cheap and is serving well.)

I bought a paint by number! Now here me out for one it was cheap. ( I just spent $35 bucks on paint at school)
Two- it had paint, a brush, and canvas al things I would have needed to buy.
Three- I have to MIX paint, it is not a Paint by Number for a 6 year old.
Four- Some of the sections are really tiny and hard to read the number so I am just guessing half the time.

For punishment for a SCAD kid buying this cop out I sat in 100 degree heat for 4 hours yesterday painting BY MYSELF with nothing but my iPod. And you know what it was fun! I am not as bored because I wake up with something to do and it is relaxing because I don't need to think as much.

But next year when we get back to SCAD I have a plan it involves free scraps of mat board from Ex Liberis, Silver Paint, and bubbles. If it works out I am going to do it larger so I might need some help. My new goal at SCAD is to paint more, because I used to and on days I miss it.

PS- I need to catch up on Astonishing X-Men Warren Ellis Started his run today!

PPS- DA won't let me change my mood.

PPPS- I am now a Twitterholic and you should be on it so I am not alone.

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/18919447/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/18919447/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 20:22:55 PDT
Sunday I went to SIx Flags with my friend Ashley. Six Fags is always fun for me, not because of the rides but because of the park. See it is divided into different themes and each has a flavor. Add the people walking around dressed up for the sections, and Hillary has fun talking photos!

This trip sadly only lasted 3 hours instead of all day. I am in Texas! And on this day we broke the 100 mark hitting 101 while I was in the park. As the heat set in Ashley and I started feeling sick, so we packed up and started the drive back home. We had just gotten off the highway when the car stalled, so then we were trapped in a car. And the sun was brutal!

I made it home safe and sound,but tonight I decided I wanted to go out and take pictures of the moon since it is full tonight.
This as always is a bad idea, and yet I still try.

So I have 20 some blurry photos of the Moon. But as I was walking around I did find some cool things. I went out right after sunset (favorite time of day, next to the golden hour) and had a blast messing with the flash and the practical lights mixed with the sky.

Like I said I will get them up soon. As I was walking I thought of this long heartfelt note of Photos and Film, but I seem to have forgotten most of it. Oh well. That is life and another adventure I suppose. ( I also don't really see the need to ramble on because unlike most people I don't have tons of people watching me, but "Hi" to the Turner Kids Yeah I know it is you! I miss you guys!)

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/18345949/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/18345949/ Fri, 16 May 2008 02:53:05 PDT
But did you see I have an avatar! I was excited about this, and well Ian, (yeah I am calling you out on this) I hope you like it. Basically I am working on a Mac book and I love it to death, but there is something that I am missing. Aka a photo editor. Sure iphoto has worked for what I want but DA needs to have an avatar that is only so big. So I got a free download of Mockphotoshop. One because I am poor, two because I am at an art school and three because I have to listen to a certain boyfriend and his problems trying to get photoshop.

And the bitch that I am lovingly messed with him the entire time about not having photoshop. And now here I am wishing that I had photoshop or another okay photo editor, because even though I look the picture of the disco ball that is my avatar. It still has a fucking watermark!!!!!


I sleep now
Hil

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/17607287/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/17607287/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 14:06:07 PDT I am killing time before my Intro to Vid class (as apposed to film which I worked on last quarter) and I feel the need to tell about something that bugged me this morning.

I HATE public speaking! I can't do it, I love theater, but for me to act is never coming to happen. Just like I love to film but you will NEVER see me on camera. So I went to the Elevator and my Professor was standing there and she asked me how I was feeling for the 3 minute speech over myself. I flat out told her I was scared shitless. She said everything would be okay and I had nothing to fear.

YEAH RIGHT! So then came my turn I stood up and said "Fuck you notes." And just talked about being a filmmaker, I worked in my favorite quote about stilling in the theater and taking a ride. And 3 minutes later it was over. Then she gave us notes.
"Hillary- you were fantastic, Why were you worried? You are a natural. You did something but I didn't make a note on it so never mind. And your ending needed work, but gret job."

Say what?! Yeah I only missed 2 points because I was rushed at the end to make time. But it was cool. So Vid is starting soon so I gotta run, We are screening our 1 minute shorts. (Yet another thing I hate, watching my movies that I made) Who knows it might go awesome. And I had a great actor!

In other news Albatross is fighting.

Cheers
Hil

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/17369415/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/17369415/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 19:38:27 PDT
Anyways, as a last addition to my carry on bag after a long chat at 3 am with some really good friends (who I need to find on DA) I decided that I should pack my sketch pad. I used to draw in High School and I was okay. Then I stopped, but that conversation inspired me. The Vast amount of talent in that one room was epic and to be apart of it made me want to start to draw. Don't get me wrong I love filmmaking and taking pictures, but the amount of equipment and the waiting. I need other people. Sketching is something I can do on my own in my own head, kinda like writing, which I love even though I suck. And I want to say thanks to Karen, David, Julie, Kit, and Ian for this revelation. As long as they don't laugh when I show them my mangled sketches.

The sad news is though I will try to draw every night. ( I have said that about writing) The truth is I have a lot to do and only a week to do it. (And I killed my iPod so that will take some time) But let's get back to the point my scanner is back at school so it will be a week before I have drawings (crappy drawings) on DA. And I feel bad, actually I don't I mean is anyone actually lurking in the shadows looking at the two Photos I have up?

Cheers
Hil x

]]> ~Agentorange19 http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/17161998/ http://Agentorange19.deviantart.com/journal/17161998/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:45:23 PST
I have to go off to class in a bit but I thought I would say hi. I am a filmmaker and can't draw, but we will see what this thing holds for me.

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