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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 06:47:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am happy with life right now. Still wish I had a special someone, but with the new dog (Tony's the most adorable little guy ever) I don't feel so lonely. ... man that sounds pathetic... anyway I wanted to post something that sounded at least a bit happier than what was up. <br />
Lots of changes seem to be going down. I'm working on a novel, parts of which I may or may not post here... still debating. In general, life is good. I'm playing WoW again, on a server called.... MoonGuard I think... for those of you that care. Got several characters, so, if you do care to find me in the game, drop me a line and I'll let you know who's where.<br />
<br />
school.. yes, school is good, even though I don't have the books yet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> stupid slow amazon.... I'm going to bed now<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Tell me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 19:35:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tell me I'm not alone<br />
Let me cry to you my problems<br />
Let me sing to you my joy<br />
Hold me when I'm crying<br />
And I'll hold you when you're sad<br />
<br />
Tell me that you love me<br />
See beauty in my eyes<br />
And no sorrow in my smile<br />
Support me in my ventures<br />
And you can lean on me<br />
<br />
Tell that I'm beautiful<br />
At the early crack of dawn<br />
Tell me that you need me<br />
Tell me I belong<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Feeling lonely tonight, because no one will answer their phone. I've had enough of being alone, I need to go out. I'll try for a movie first. Haven't felt like drinking for a while now, I had a feeling things would change after I moved.... but change kinda hurts, and it's hard. But I'll get through it. Hopefully someone calls back. maybe not tonight but sometime, I'm losing touch with all my friends, and why does making new ones have to be so freakin hard?! Why don't they teach you how to talk to people in school instead of telling you to be quiet and sit still? that's not gonna help you at all in the real world. Except in meetings...boring briefings and such. I was a good student for a while, so quiet, and never speaking out of turn. but later people thought I was weird for not hanging out with anyone on a regular basis. Even to the point of thinking I was stuck up! I couldn't believe it, they thought I was a snob because I barely spoke to anyone. That didn't help at all... So here I am. Quiet and alone, and desperately grasping for any substantial human contact. I feel so pathetic for it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Inheritance</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Mar 2006 02:10:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not mine, it's a trilogy. The first of which I have just finished, only perhaps a few hours before writing this. Eragon is an excelent book, I loved every second. But mostly I just revelled in the thought that I was reading again, and I was reading something good. I was adventuring again. I always feel like I'm with the character in the story. The good ones anyway. Something like how 'The Neverending Story' worked. I swear, I have not had such a grand experience since The Sword of Truth by Terry Goodkind. I wonder if I could ever write that well. I suppose there's an advantage when you have editors and such on your side. All I've got is my family, who say everything I write is very good, but just because I wrote it. Maybe Dreaming Destiny just needs a little polishing up. The problem is, I never write anything terribly bad happening to my characters. Nobody dies, nobody's captured by the enemy, and nobody who matters ever betrays. I guess I'm just too soft for real writing. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>City of Heroes</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Dec 2005 23:30:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ cool game, very cool. I have several characters there already, I love them all... except maybe Shokkah...she's odd, I don't know why I made her that way, I just did. they're all fun to play, anyway. hang around long enough and you'll find some friends, people are always inviting people to join teams and supergroups and stuff. Only bad part is if you're in a SuperGroup, you need to have City of Villians in order to access the base. my group has a message board and pictures, the bas looks really cool, I'm just sad that I can't get in ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Phillip</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2005 21:54:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Phillip is NOT a horse's name! one of the things that got to me the most about the Narnia movie was that durn horse. If you have read A Horse and His Boy, you know that Narnian horses don't have human names, they're not human. And talking Narnian horses are not ridden for silly reasons like chasing a white stag... on second thought, maybe it's ok, maybe the pursuit of the stag was a noble cause or whatever.... ok, I'm done ranting. The battle was cool, that centaur rocked, and the flight of gryphons. It looked very nice, but they messed up some of my favorite lines. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>heavy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Dec 2005 01:32:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sometimes it's too much<br />
it threatens to crush<br />
my spirit<br />
can't take it<br />
can't make it<br />
alone<br />
I reach, but<br />
there's nothing<br />
to grasp<br />
<br />
my hands meet air<br />
hands meet air<br />
<br />
I'd say hello, but somehow can't speak<br />
I'd run to you but then become weak<br />
If nothing else I want to see your face<br />
So that I wouldn't feel so out of place<br />
<br />
Real world pressing down<br />
forcing me to frown<br />
my heart<br />
can't take it<br />
can't make it<br />
alone<br />
I reach, but<br />
there's nothing <br />
to grasp<br />
<br />
my hands meet air<br />
hands meet air<br />
<br />
When nothing seems right and everything is wrong<br />
I try to find comfort in singing a song<br />
But it's empty in the end, the story's not true<br />
The only way to find that is to find you<br />
<br />
invented legends<br />
dreamed in the dark<br />
my mind<br />
can't take it<br />
can't make it<br />
alone<br />
I reach, but<br />
there's nothing<br />
to grasp<br />
<br />
my hands meet air<br />
hands meet air<br />
my hands meet air<br />
hands meet air<br />
<br />
when I hoped<br />
they could touch<br />
your skin<br />
<br />
<br />
yes, it's a song. I haven't quite got the tune figured out, and I suppose I never will. It doesn't matter. I'll grow out of it, or something. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Halloween Party</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Oct 2005 13:36:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went to two. the first one I stayed at for just a little while. People from work came up with rediculous costumes, all were storebought, most didn't try very hard, and nobody but me had fake blood! There was... a hotdog, a kissing booth, a baby-on-gramma's-back combo..thing, and one guy was lame enough to just wear a mullet wig, uhg!. there were a few good ones, a vampiress, the corpse bride, and a femme-Zorro... that would be Zorra then, wouldn't it? anyhow, not much but drinking and eating orderves was going on, it mighta picked up after I left, but I dunno. the snacks were good.<br />
So then I went to my favorite club, The Pulse, and everyone looked awesome. there was a skesi, and a couple of demon lords, several angels and dark angels and the queen from Snow White was handing out chocolates. there was also a Green Lantern and I think superman was around there somewhere too. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>why</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Oct 2005 21:38:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why is it that I'm the only one who's prepared for Halloween? most of the guys I work with don't have a costume yet, and everyone's scrambling to get something in time for the party on Saturday. Maybe I'm just weird. I've been planning my halloween costume since last year, is that crazy?... I guess it does make me a little insane. drat! my pumpkin still needs carving... well, I'll take care of that this weekend ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>poem</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Oct 2005 01:36:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wrote it the day after I met this guy. I'd been emailing him for a few weeks. When I finally went to see him, I thought he was really cool, he was a drummer in a band and he had a collection of swords, he read the kind of books I like too. But he does drugs, and drinks. The drinking isn't so bad, I drink. But being around maijuana makes me nervous. He has a good core, though, and thinking of that I wrote this when I was bored at work the next monday.<br />
<br />
Enchanted Eyes<br />
<br />
It is here that I see<br />
Who I want you to be<br />
I feel he is waiting inside<br />
Sleeping in your soul<br />
A light in the cold<br />
I see in your enchanted eyes<br />
<br />
<br />
it's something I feel every time I think I'm falling in love ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>more randomness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Oct 2005 21:08:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello!<br />
...Hello?<br />
oh my... oh mymymy... isn't this interesting<br />
What?<br />
he just smiled 'Are you going to the Circus, Dreamer?'<br />
Heh.. do I look like I have money left for the circus?<br />
Hm... what have you got in those bags, hm?<br />
It's my halloween costume if you must know<br />
ooh...oohooooooh...' he reached up into his sleeve,<br />
and pulled out a ticket 'you must be there.'<br />
I just nodded, and he walked away<br />
<br />
do you believe in destiny?<br />
yes.<br />
good... this is yours ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>random story</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Oct 2005 15:38:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "She's beginning to question."<br />
"That's good, very good."<br />
the two men in suits were looking down at a liquid-filled cauldron. They looked more like the type to be sitting behind a desk, looking over papers or a computer screen. Yet, here they were, in the woods with a simmering cauldron, like a couple of evil witches. The scene in the cauldron was of a young lady, sitting at a club with a few friends.<br />
"If she begins to think for herself, we may loose hold on her." <br />
"Calm down old friend, all is going according to plan."<br />
"Are you sure placing that man was a good idea? Their connection may become too strong."<br />
"Trust me, this is safe. The bond between them can never be strong enough to dissuade our success."<br />
"Isn't that what you said about the last one? She nearly saw it. The corporation is still trying to clean up that mess."<br />
The second man, larger and of more status than the first, thrust out his hand toward him, holding the man up in the air by his neck. Looking up at him with firey eyes. "You will NOT question me!" his voice had turned deep and gravelly, what one might expect from a troll or demon. "Insolent curr, as if you could do better?" he tossed the man to the ground as his face began to turn blue, the smaller man coughed and wheezed air back into his lungs as the other appeared to return to normal. "By the end of this year we will have her. I promise." he smiled an evil grin, watching the girl in the viewing pool drink more, and dance, and fall further from protection.<br />
<br />
don't expect to see more, because there isn't any ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>stuff... nonsequitur</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Sep 2005 23:41:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ nonsequitur is the word of the day because it is cool sounding and describes my speech rather well.... especially when I am full of sugar.<br />
<br />
I have recently rediscovered the joy of blowing my enemies to smithereens through a wonderful game called Ratchet and Clank. After trudging through final fantasies 1 and 2 I found it very stimulating. Also, I miss Jak, I need to play that game again. ... there was something else... oh yea<br />
<br />
I am really really trying to finish my story Dreaming Destiny. I just printed out the first two parts so I can reread over it to make sure I don't muck up the ending. Which is really close. The story keeps wanting to get longer, though, and more complicated too. I am proud of myself for getting this far with it, any other time I try writing something as in depth as this, I give up in the middle, or figure that it's not worth it. Well, I may not be getting paid to sell my short story on bookshelves, but I will be able to say I finished something.<br />
Are you listening, Q?! I said I'm going to finish it! And it feels really good to be on the brink of something like this, I'm going to feel fantastic when it's done. ok, enough babbling from me. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jul 2005 01:00:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For some reason I am putting of watching The Fantastic 4. I know I want to see it, but I keep going to see other movies I don't really want to watch instead, why is that? I could have seen it today for instance, but I went to see War of the Worlds instead. Sure that was a good movie, but not the one I wanted to see in the first place. I wish there was someone to go to movies with me. and now I find myself thinking of the past and wishing I had gone to the movies with my friend that one night instead of going out to a nightclub.... oh well, that doesn't matter now.<br />
<br />
I need to call my friends more often. I get bored and feel shitty because I feel like I don't have any friends to hang out with, but that's just because I don't call my friends and tell them when I'd like to do the hanging out thing. Sure it's possible they have better things to do, but I could still call, right? Of course, I think I'll go ahead and call Renee next time I go to the mall. We can go together and pick out clothes and stuff, or wander around the bookstore or something.<br />
<br />
I need to go back to the bookstore, they have a nice little cafe there, and I've been too long without it.<br />
I wish one of the malls over here had a petstore. Then I could buy a mouse and keep him in my pocket and name him Charles.<br />
<br />
Why doesn't anyone else see things the way I do? Every time I ask somebody for relationship advice, like about boys and stuff, they change the entire subject. Maybe I just feel that way because I have a unique definition of love. ... whatever, I'll just do things the way I wanna do things and I'll be happy, right? It's not like boys are that big of a deal anyway.<br />
<br />
I have to go back to the roller skating rink, I met a boy there last week and he seemed really cool. He helped me to stop falling down every two minutes ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Guild Wars</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2005 01:57:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It is an awesome game, I just got it and worked up a stink sitting in front of the computer for 2 days. Then I realized I was really pathetic to be wasting my off time playing video games when I could go out and watch a movie. Anyways, the game is really good, because it's not like one of those pay to play things, and if you can't find a healer or something for your group you can get a henchman instead of a player. My only problem with it is my computer apparently can't keep up with it, because it's all jumpy sometimes, like the character will pause mid-run and when it unfreezes I'll be several feet away from where I started. It mostly happens in cities, where all the other players are at, or if I'm out on a quest with someone. I get used to it, though, usually it's not that hard.<br />
<br />
2nd order of business, movies, I went to see Batman Begins with my dad, and that was really cool, got to see the origin of Scarecrow and Jokers first 'calling card'. One thing bothered me, though. See, in the movie there's this thing that's supposed to vaporize all the water that's in the pipes and stuff underground, but if the radiation or whatever can get underground, why doesn't it go through the human body and vaporize our blood and stuff? I saw Herbie too (after shaking off the patheticness that comes with computer game addiction) It was ok. Kind of makes me want to see the old Herbie movies, 'cuz I know they had to be better. I liked the demolition derby part a lot. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>reality</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 04:16:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wished that it would go away, crumble into a million pieces. I didn't care what happened, I just wanted something. But I had to grow up sometime, realize that nothing was going to happen, nothing at all. I try not to let my imagination run away with me now, I try to keep my feet on the ground. <br />
<br />
Many things going through my head right now, and I started writing another story. which I probably won't finish. I promise to finish the one I've already started posting, though. I know the ending, and I know how to get there, I just need to write it down, type it out, whatever. <br />
My dreams freak me out sometimes, but it only happened this once that they seemed to mean something. I dreamed once while I was on a road trip about sliding down the road and the next day I was in an accident. When I got to my destination I was trying to help a friend find something he'd lost, I wasn't making much of an effort, though, being kind of shy about rustling through his things in his room. I looked at the same place about four different times before I actually reached my hand up and found it. I think I made too much of it at the time, it was just a coincidence, but for some reason I thought I had acquired psychic powers. If my hypothesis is correct about what triggers it, though, it should come back next week when I go to visit my family for 4th of july. <br />
I'm getting back into videogames now, I went and decided to do some serious exploring in FFXI and got myself stuck in Jeuno, I'm about level 11... I think... and all the monsters around here are really strong, somehow I managed to avoid having to fight anything on the way up from Windurst. maybe I can get safely to Bastok? oh well, I'll get over it. In other news I'm trying to buy Guild Wars, but every time I see it, I think it's too expensive. Maybe omi and opa will help me buy it when I come to visit. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>here we go</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:41:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I did it, now all there is to do is wait. What did I do? I told him. I told him what I've been trying to hide from for about... a year and a half. I never wanted to say anything because I thought... I dont know what I thought. Those words mean a lot to me, and I guess I just wanted to make sure I wasn't being premature about it. I think he knew, but I never actually said it. I didn't know how he would react and I was maybe a little scared. I'm not anymore, I want to just let my feelings out in the open. I feel like I've been in enough relationships now that I know the one with him is different. But now that I've said it, is our friendship going to change? Should I cut off communications with him to avoid the sadness that goes with it? It's like having chocolate cake in the fridge but you can never eat it. <br />
I'm sorry.. that was way too sappy for an online journal of any kind... but I had to write it somewhere and my diary has gone missing. None of you out there care anyways<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>freaky FREAKY dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jun 2005 19:38:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ there was a castle in the sky, that 's all I remember clearly, there was a castle, and I was very surprised. I can't remember ever being surprised in my dreams before. Whatever it is, it always seems normal. Everything in my dreams makes sence to me when I'm dreaming. This, this surprised me though. I heard a song about it the next day on the radio. it so sounded like it was a song just for me, of course at first it was just all the normal outcast laments, it was ok, but then "do you ever dream of castles in the sky?" it just hit me, like a rock, like lightning, like I just ran into a wall, a sign, with writing on it, but I couldn't understand what the writing said, and the song went on "Why do we build castles in the sky?" and then the dial turned ever so slightly, I tried to get it back, but the station was gone, I thought I'd found it again, but I wasn't sure, it still creeped me out. <br />
<br />
Do YOU ever dream of castles in the sky? ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 14:44:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know you're out there<br />
Can you hear me?<br />
I can feel it<br />
Find me<br />
Where are you?<br />
I've been calling<br />
I've been waiting<br />
Don't wait<br />
How?<br />
<br />
But this is just a dream<br />
About love, destiny, is it 'just' a  dream?<br />
<br />
it suddenly came upon me to draw some  stuff, listening to my Shrek2  soundtrack I came up with the usual  hopeless romantic stuff. drawing on a  little notepad, I wrode some stuff in  there too. .... I'm not a very good  artist, but I suppose he didn't turn  out half bad, actually kinda cute...  huh... ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>*pout*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 May 2005 14:31:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really reeeeeeely miss my photoshop <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I could come up with such cool stuff if  I had it. as it is, I'll make do with  this walmart picture edit thingy, it  seems alright. Messing with pics of my  friends is fun <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>peachy...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 May 2005 21:24:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ now I'm not only imagining me  disappearing into another world, but  now, most of my daydreams involve Vic  comming along too. haha, the poor guy's  all bewildered and confused an stuff. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  Oh yea, Vic's my new boyfriend if any  of yall's want to know. I called him  and we went out again and it was fun ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>He kissed me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 May 2005 03:25:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't think I'm in love, I never  thought I could fall in love with a  person like him. I have been seeing  this guy for a few weeks, and he seems  like a sweet kind of person. But he's  very real, like, into reality, he  doesn't have his own world that he  dissapears into, he lives in this one.  That seems very strange to me. Of  course, to most people, I'm the strange  one. I'm worried now, though, because I  haven't heard from him all week. The  last time we saw each other, we went  out for sushi, and afterwards, I gave  him a hug goodbye, and he snuck a kiss.  On the cheek, nothing serious, but it  meant something, it meant that he  really likes me, and wants to get  closer. I wonder if I want to, or maybe  I've felt so alone lately that I'll  welcome the company of anybody no  matter who they are. We talked about a  lot of things, and he seems ok, but his  eyes aren't deep, or maybe I'm not  looking close enough. It feels right,  tho, like this is the way it's supposed  to be done. I wonder if I should call  him... I mean, is he waiting to call  until he hears my reaction to his  sneaking a kiss? Or would I seem to  forward if I called? Is he having the  same kind of dilema that I am? He  probably hasn't thought twice about me  this whole week. Well, I think I'll  call him, not to ask him out or  anything, but just to say hello and see  how he's doing. That seems reasonable.  And if he wants to do anything this  weekend, he can bring it up, I'm the  one who asked him to go out last time,  it's his turn now. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>So long, and thanks for all the fish</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 May 2005 19:49:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, an  interesting, if bizzarre, movie.  Haven't read the book yet, but I would  guess that it is better (as books  usually are better than the movie) I  would have bought it the last time I  was in the bookstore, but I got a  Klingon dictionary and a witches  cookbook instead ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>I need a new avatar</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Apr 2005 12:26:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yea, that little picture of  whats-her-face from Bedknobs and  Broomsticks just ain't cuttin it  anymore, and me without my photoshop  *pout*I miss you.... I can't make  another... not one that looks any good.  *shrug* oh well, like it really matters  anyway, right?<br />
<br />
onward to other topics, I am working on  the second part to my Dreaming Destiny  story. Not sure how many of you  acctually read it, and liked it for  that matter, but for those of youy who  did; yes, there is more to it. Not sure  how long it's gonna take me to get to  the end, but I will, eventually, I  promise. Oh yea, and that title does  mean something, it's not there just to  sound cool. <br />
Also, I am trying to finish my Jewel  Riders (90s cartoon that I really liked  when I was younger, but only got 2  seasons) fanfic. It's about the origin  of the Pack and Forests of Arden.  Figured there had to be a reason why  the knights rode on large wolves. Once  that's done, I'll put it up here. <br />
As for artwork, I think I'm done  drawing for a while. Maybe I'll try  again when I get photoshop back on this  computer *shrug* maybe some pictures in  the meantime, if they're any good. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>well... that was weird</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2005 21:16:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went out to a club last night. I got  home about 3 am or so, I was tired so I  went to sleep. Only I didn't wake up  until just now, 9:30 saturday night,  I've been asleep, like 18 hours! How  did I do that? maybe it's that I  haven't been getting much sleep this  week. Work sucks lately. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>random something</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Apr 2005 17:12:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I found it when I looked through my  email drafts, I guess I didn't have any  paper and was working on someone else's  computer... or something...<br />
<br />
Destiny<br />
It's calling me<br />
Singing it's sweet melody<br />
It tells me that I don't belong<br />
I struggle to say that it's wrong<br />
<br />
But still the tune it calls me away to  where I do not know<br />
And all the times I tell it be gone it  comes back to myworld<br />
<br />
Destiny<br />
sings to me<br />
a sweet enchanted song it sings<br />
But it won't tell me where to go<br />
why must I always be so alone?<br />
<br />
ooh that's kinda.. um... depressing...  when did I write that? meh *shrug* none  of my poetry is happy, and if it is,  it's just silly. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>St. Patrick's</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Mar 2005 09:30:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ everyone ready to get drunk on green  beer? everyone who can that is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I've  been green all week. well, almost, I  couldn't find a green shirt yesterday  and I'm probably gonna have a hard time  tomorow too, unless I wear the same one  from monday. that one was a pretty good  one. <br />
<br />
new subject.. I was talking to my  sister the other day and we came up  with something very interesting. We  wondered why that girl in The 10th  Kingdom tried so hard to get back home.  She had nothing there that she liked  anyway, her father was with her, so she  didn't have to go back to her family.  Seriously, if I was in her situation, I  would stay there. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Valentines Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Feb 2005 20:08:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sure the rest of youall absolutely  love this holiday, don't you? All of  you who have somebody to spend it with,  anyway. I, however, get no-one. I have  a friend who's ok, but still a bit of a  weirdo, he tried to cheer me up, but it  didn't work very well. I was riding in  my car and started thinking of some guy  I knew when I lived in Alaska. He was  great, and the only decent guy I've  known... the only one who LIKEd me,  that is. Most of my buddies are decent  guys, but they're 'buds' not  boyfriends, see the difference? I keep  on waiting for someone to send me  flowers like my boyfriend in AK did,  but I don't think it's gonna happen  that way. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Feb 2005 09:08:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I miss you, Like the deserts miss the  rain."<br />
"I can feel his approach like a fire in  my blood"<br />
"Where is the man of my dreams? When  will he come to me?"<br />
"We were meant to be, supposed to be,  but we lost it"<br />
<br />
Damn romantic sucker. *sigh* it's times  like this I just have to slap myself,  and I tell me to wake up. It's hard to  be optimistic when you work with a  bunch of idiot jerk-offs. They just..  erg... and then every once in a while  someone will pause the conversation to  ask me if I'm offended. Like they  really care pft, they just want to make  sure I won't get them in trouble. They  all secretly despise me. Except a few,  this one guy's kinda cool, but he's off  at school or something until next week,  so I just try to put up with the  idiots. They're lazy asses, is what  they are.<br />
I must be, like, bipolar or something,  because every time I try to bring  myself back down to earth, I get  depressed, then I try to cheer up and  fly away into my own little world. As  if any of you care, right? I wonder if  anyone even reads this journal. It's  just as well if they don't, it's not  like I write anything important.<br />
<br />
bumper stickers:<br />
"Abandon the search for truth, settle  for a good fantasy."<br />
"I live in my own little world, but  it's ok, they know me here." ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>um... yea</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jan 2005 09:19:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wish I had a scanner, then maybe my  art wouldn't look like such crap on the  computer. I think I might be getting  better at it, though. at least, I think  I know how I want to do eyes, now I  think I'll work on how to draw hands ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>slowly discovering myself</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Jan 2005 15:00:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love sushi. MUSIC=LIFE. I can listen  to anything but I like rock/pop the  best. I like to wear either white or  black, and enjoy going all out with  whatever style I'm in the mood for. Men  are jerks and nightclubs are more like  spiderwebs than parties. Goth is  something I get into every now and  again, but not the core of my  personality. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Previews!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Jan 2005 02:49:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know what I need? cover art for my  writings. I mean, it all looks the same  if you're just browsing the gallery. So  if anyone has ideas or can draw  something for me it would be much  appreciated. I would do it myself, but  all I got for art programs on this comp  is MS Paint <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> and even if I wanted to  use some of my own drawings, I don't  have a scanner for it. Oh yea, I have  started drawing, it doesn't look like  total crap, but it's not professional  work either. I'll probably get my  sister to scan it in eventually. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>advice for guys</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Jan 2005 18:51:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ some lines you should avoid if you plan  on putting an add in the personals:<br />
<br />
"I know how to treat a woman" this  assumes that every woman should be  treated the same, when everyone knows  that each individual person is an  individual and has her own likes and  dislikes.<br />
<br />
"looking for someone who likes to have  fun" again, each individual is  different, your definition of fun and  hers may not be the same<br />
<br />
"I am a nice guy." with a period and  nothing else, this is just stupid,  rather like phone numbers on bathroom  walls. Of course, this is perfect if  you put up a picture and want to rely  on that to get you someone who only  cares about how you look<br />
<br />
hmm... guess I didn't have as much to  say as I thought I did. oh well, in  closing, treat each individual  individually as their individualness  individualizes<br />
yay I made 0 sense ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>yay presents !!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Dec 2004 19:39:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ guess what I got for Christmas... I got  Jak3, woohoo!! It can't be healthy to  love a video game character like this,  but at least this one's the concluding  chapter. oh, and I also got a digital  camera, so prepare for an influx of  pictures. and I just bought Kingdom  Hearts Chain of Memories the other day.  the only other game which I drool over,  mainly I think because the song is so  cool. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Jak... and oh yea, did I mention I'm insane?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Dec 2004 12:10:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My eyes glazed over and my jaw went  slack. I would have screamed in delight  had we not been in the mall. I did not  want to alarm people around me, so I  only let out a small "eep".  This is  what happened the first time I saw it.  Right there in front of me sat what I  have no doubt will become one of my  most prized possesions. It happened  again when I found the website, and  surprised myself by drooling a little.  I'm not sure it's healthy to be this  much in love with a video game  character, but I am. My heart leaps at  his achievements, and my mood falls  with him in his dark days. What's all  this about, you might ask. Jak. Jak so  totally rocks. I played Jak and Daxter  and he was cute, Jak II put him through  torture and made him strong, I have  recently realized, after going home for  Thanksgiving, that Jak 3 is now out. I  was just today drooling over  screenshots and short clips on the  'net... that and Kingdom Hearts, must  have that one too. *gathers video games  together in a protective pile* MINE!  All mine.... and I love you all!... <br />
<br />
any of you who still don't think I'm  crazy.... well, how about this, I dress  kinda goth sometimes and I collect My  Little Ponies.. oh yes, and all kinds  of RolePlay interest me. Now there is  absolutely no denying it. With evidence  like that, how can you say I'm not  crazy? If you're still not convinced:  Sailor Moon, night club, square  dancing, attempts at art (failing  miserably), Miyazaki, classical music.  I bet no one else can use all those  words to describe themselves. If you  can, I'd like to know where you live,  because I've never met a doppleganger  before and I would like to. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>I said yes</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Dec 2004 01:21:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ He was there, came apparently out of  nowhere. He held his hand out to me and  I took it. Against all proper common  sense, I took it.  He asked me to go  with him, to the ends of the earth and  right out of this world. I said yes,  betraying all reason, I said yes. I  followed him away from what I knew, far  from comfort and far from my home. I  took his hand and let him whisk me  away. Against reason. Contrary to  common sense.  Opposite from reality.  He came from nowhere, shadows of night,  in the blink of an eye, the mists of  forever. He asked if I would join him  and I said yes. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>ooh Sluggy-ness :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Dec 2004 03:16:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Nosce te ipsum" -know thyself... not  the quote I chose, but I thought it  sounded cool, enyway, here's the big  surprise:<br />
<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.users.drew.edu/acopelko/sluggy/sluggy.html"><center><IMG  SRC="http://www.users.drew.edu/acopelko/ sluggy/torg.jpg" ALT="I'm Torg!"  BORDER="0"><br><font face="courier new"  size="2"><a href="http://www.users.drew.edu/acopelko/sluggy/sluggy.html">Which Sluggy Freelance  Character Are <i>You</i>?</a></center></font></br><br />
see, I thought I was gonna be Kiki....  Q probly thought so too, didn't ya,  crazy? but maybe I'm just too drunk  right now to choose the truthfull  answers<br />
<br />
.... ok, so the pic is apparently not  working on my compy, I'll figure it out  later when I'm less drunk and more awake</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>oh drat</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Dec 2004 19:30:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I did it again, wrote about my real  life that none of you really care  about. Well, it wasn't technically REAL  but it kinda was, I mean, I really did  imagine that it happened while I  slept.... oh well. Hmm.. looking back  I've done that quite a lot, even when I  said I wouldn't in that entry that I  deleted. I guess I just don't want to  turn into one of those people who  shares her miserable love life and  depression with the whole world, when  the whole world doesn't need or even  want to hear about how horrid I think  my life is. I don't right now, by the  way, think my life is horrid that is.  .. but seriously, do you really want to  hear me rant about how depressed I am  whenever I feel a little down? Of  course not. I just need to remember  that this is not my personal journal  that is allowed to contain the inner  workings of my soul. NO ONE is allowed  to read that, and death by orange  pelting to any who dare!<br />
<br />
oh yea, picture comming soon, whenever  mom decides to mail my camera back to  me (left it at home while I was on  vacation) and then whenever I decide to  develop the pictures ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Dreams and Strangeness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2004 19:21:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is it normal to dream about a person  more than once? I have a friend who I  have dreampt vividly about twice. In  the first dream I was calling something  out through a portal, some kind of  giant horse or a unicorn or something.  Anyway, he was there in that odd outfit  he likes to wear when he's trying to be  different, kind of a cloak and a hat  with a feather in it. He said  'Welcome'... to what I'm not sure, but  after that he got on a train, I  followed but the dream took a different  sort of turn after that. More recently,  I deamed about him trying to be a  superhero or something, and he had a  jacket with my mothers maiden name on  the back. That one was really bizzar  because then there was something about  mirrors.... I think I must be just  obsessed or something, because he was  the last friend I had before I came  here and I don't have any really good  friends here.<br />
<br />
Kepoepehah Laa ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>typical</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Nov 2004 10:56:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are standards to everything on  tv. I'm talking about stuff like the tv  shows and movies and cool shit like  that. For instance, groups of people  are always made up of a few basic  types. (oh yea, this applies to video  games too) You have the tough guy, the  loner, the joker. There always has to  be one smart person who knows how  everything works, and one person who's  always getting into trouble. Then  there's the nice one, this is  especially true in video games and  usually ends up being the healer or  white mage type, and is always female. <br />
Stories normally follow the same  general pathway. We have a hero, who is  normally forced into the situation  (because, lets face it, nobody wants to  risk life and limb for a small chance  at saving the world) He gets used to  his hero status 'Yea, I'm gonna save  the world! I can DO this!' then  something happens, the bad guys take  somebody he cares for hostage, manage  to capture him, or something of the  sort that gets him REALLY mad. then he  beats up the bad guy and saves the day.<br />
Let's see...what else? Oh yea,  sitcoms...um.. nothing happens. It's  just, life... kindof. I mean, my life  never seems as interesting as the lives  of people on tv. of course, thier lives  were scripted<br />
Oh I just thought of something else. I  used this as my catch phrase for a  while to rationalize why I went out  adventuring in the woods. 'nothing  interesting happens until you go  someplace you're not supposed to' It's  like X-Files, you won't find aliens  unless you go poking your nose around  lookin' for them ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>rAndOM</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Nov 2004 10:13:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I thought about it for a while and  decided that the difference between us  and animals is that animals do not  wonder about the meaning of life, and  they don't imagine things. They might  do little things like pretend they're  stalking prey or think about what might  be over the hill, but nothing as  expansive as creating people or worlds  inside thier heads. Animals don't tell  fairy tales or love stories. They just  accept that life is what it is and  live.<br />
<br />
~<br />
<br />
It's not fair! That should be me. When  do I get to do something like that?<br />
These thoughts go through my head when  I'm watching a fantasy movie, or  reading a novel. I want to fall through  the rabbit hole, I want the hero from  another galaxy to crash in my backyard,  I want to find the dragon egg. I want  so much for something amazing to happen  to me, and I've been wishing and hoping  for a long time. I want some kind of  proof that there is more to this world  than what we can see. I fear that if it  doesn't show up, if I don't see  someting soon, I will turn into just  another person. I might give up looking  and take life as I see it. Maybe I'm  just being silly and there's no such  thing as... well whatever it is I've  been looking for. Maybe I need to grow  up and live.<br />
<br />
~<br />
<br />
I'm such a terrible liar. Pretending  like I don't know who I am when really  I have quite a good idea. I am a  reckless, messy person, who is just  quiet around people because I'm afraid  of how they'll react. And why shouldn't  I be? I'm terribly rude, I only clean  when it is absolutely necessary, I do  rediculously off-the-wall things (like  drawing on the message board at work),  and my fasion-sense has no center. I'm  not exactly the kind of person  everybody loves to be friends with ....  but I'm fine on my own, really I am.  Imagine how much more hectic my life  would be if I had friends who wanted to  hang out all the time? I'm behind on my  video games as it is, and even though  my room is clean now the drawers are  cluttered. I would have absolutely no  time for anything if I was hangin' with  friends every weekend....having fun.  But I can have fun without friends. I  went horseback riding saturday morning  and that was lots of fun, I didn't know  anyone there.<br />
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~ok I think that's all I got for  randomness right now. If I come up with  any more stupid stuff, I'll be back ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>candyCandyCANDY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Oct 2004 21:51:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Trick or Treating rocks! I love getting  free candy, and it's so much fun coming  home to see what you got. I only wish I  could have had someone to go with me.  Everyone else went out drinking. I  mean, seriously, what kind of person  chooses beer over chocolate? oh well..  the Haunted House was cool. It was  really great because they didn't just  have dummies, they were real people,  who really came after you! So they  could change it every time, it's never  the same twice.<br />
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Oh yea, and I can't find my camera, so  nobody gets to see my halloween costume  until later. Next month, when I go home  I'll take pictures of both my Halloween  and Birthday Party costumes. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>TRICK OR TREAT!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Oct 2004 17:07:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What should I be?<br />
There's so many sides to me<br />
I could be an Astronaut a Robot a King  or a Clown<br />
An Alien Creature going out on the town<br />
What should I be?<br />
What could I be?<br />
What should I be?<br />
<br />
I could be a scaaarryyyy vampire<br />
and turn myself into a bat *flap flap*<br />
Or I could put on some blaack pajamas, <br />
And go as a big fat halloween cat<br />
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From Garfield's Halloween (my very  favorite haloween cartoon)<br />
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I think I am going to go  trick-or-treating this year. and why  not, really? I feel like going out and  getting random candy from strangers.  What's wrong with that? I am going as a  Nuwisha.  and if you don't know what  that is, you're just gonna have to wait  for the picture. I got fangs for it,  they're so cool. I wish haloween  happened more often... or lasted  longer. Maybe I just feel that way  because I didn't do haloween last year.   I'm doin' it double this year, because  I get a costume party for my birthday  in December. I'm gonna be a fairy  princess for that one. yea, yea, it's  kinda overdone and for kids and all  that, but it's my birthday. I should be  some kind of royalty for that, don't ya  think? ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>I understand</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Oct 2004 01:05:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I understand now, I've figued out why I  write stories with no endings. Why none  of them seem to be any good to me. They  have no meaning. There is no plot and  no moral to any of it. I am so busy  trying to come up with crazy 'what if'  s and situations nobody has even  thought of before, that I don't put any  real thought into it. But how do I fix  something like this? How do I come to a  whole new way of thinking?... I believe  I will start off by writing something  that I have been avoioding, but I love  the idea so much. I've been avoiding  it, because I think the storyline is  kinda corny, and been done before...  but I always think it's been done  before. ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>Links</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Oct 2004 07:26:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yea, everyone loves links, right? ok,  so, here are websites I frequent:<br />
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<a href="http://www.chatalot.com">[link]</a> -- where I chat. it's a rp site,  where I like to pretend to be someone  else<br />
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<a href="http://www.sluggy.com">[link]</a> -- Sluggy Freelance, webcomic,  totally rocks<br />
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<a href="http://www.xombified.com">[link]</a> -- yea, Xombies are cool,  infrequently updated cartoon... thingy<br />
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<a href="http://www.illwillpress.com">[link]</a> -- Home of Foamy the squirrel,  who rocks... most of the time..<br />
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uh...yea.. that pretty much does it for  the daily check ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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                <title>ok, so.. here I am</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Oct 2004 05:38:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, this is kinda nice. I like the  art and stuff. but, I'm not much of an  artist myself, so, I'll just write.  (that's what I'm good at) ]]></description>
                <author>~Ahkita</author>
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