http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Akuma-Zen&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Akuma-Zen en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 02:25:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18711006/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18711006/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:06:41 PDT . Yeah, i'll be losing all those pageviews i worked so hard for, but what ev. It doesn't really matter. So if you still wanna b friends, holla @ me!!! XD

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Now my new screen name is happy-go-lucky sparkles rainbows love omg galore!~ see you there!!

]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18500909/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18500909/ Sun, 25 May 2008 20:12:05 PDT I've never been, but i hear that it's beautiful. so ... hnn. I think i want to be a video game concept artist designer person... but where would i go to college for that?

Oh yeah, thankies to tacoman: for the new icon (which should be showing up any time now >< ) !!!!



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]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18186464/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18186464/ Mon, 05 May 2008 18:46:32 PDT well, i guess i'm just stressed b/c it's exam week..... god, i gotta get a 5.

]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18122203/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/18122203/ Thu, 01 May 2008 18:02:54 PDT I hate school. i srsly dooooo yes i dooo. i'm just bored. i'm sleepy too. hmm, why am i writing????? i durno. i wanna be a great artist. and a great real estate investor!!! chyah! i'm going to do a comic too i don't know, my life is screwed pretty much... sooo, i hate this boy at school. he's so stupid. i hate him. anyway. i hate school. I hate everything. i'm crazy. I want go to art school!!!!!!! i wanna go out and see the world!!! I want to live in luxury!!! i want to live in hedonistic pleasure!!! well, not the kind that you think tho, pleasure as in drawing 24/7. i really do get pleasure out of drawing. it's my favorite. okay, sorry to waste those few precious minutes of your time, but it was actually a scheme to distract you!! mwahahahahahahaha! Okay, i really need sleep....see yaaaa!

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]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/17120776/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/17120776/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 16:48:26 PST Omigosh!!~ I think i got accepted to AP ART! YAY I'm sooooo excited! I feel so good b/c i've never really taken any classes (except elementary school and one in middle school....but i never really took them seriously) and all of a sudden i'm in ap art! I'm so glad! I'm overjoyed!! It's gonna be a lot of work, but i can't wait! the art teacher said my stuff was really good and that she couldn't wait to see me next year~ Also, she urgently told me to turn in my ap application to the counselor's office, so i feel loved! Sorry if i'm bragging or anything like that, i'm just so happy ^.^

Anyway, on to more exciting things... k, how about this guy asked me out today. o.o I'm not sure what i should have said. I mean, he's never really talked to me alot...he's too 'cool' i guess. He's on the soccer team and he's really somewhat conceited.... It was really weird. He messes with me alot, like he asks me dumb questions and asks i he can come to my house (i know that doesn't sound weird, but he does it in a strange way, like being way too friendly, you know?) So anyway, in psychology class he came up to me and was like 'hey you wanna date me?'... or something to that effect. I was really...at a loss for words. I just kind of looked at him weirdly. I mean, what am i supposed to do? I'm extremely shy and quiet and nervous. How was i supposed to react? So i was just like 'nnnnnnnnno...' because i thought he was joking...but then i don't know b/c he was very unusually quiet for the rest of the class period, so that made me feel bad b/c i might have hurt his feelings. I DIDN"T MEAN TO! I'M SORRY!!!!! TT.TT now i'm rife with guilt. GAH i'm so dumb. urg. but i don't think i like him anyway. He's popular and hilarious and stuff but he's really rude and obnoxious sometimes. He sings about sex and other inappropriate things IN CLASS and right when the teacher is there too. I don't think i'd be his type either. I'm too shy and coy... which i really hate -_-;;
ANYWHO. He'll get over it i guess. and i'll apoligize on monday for being so cold and harsh. it's the best thing to do i guess. Gah! I'm so retarded....

Well, i'll be posting my portfolio! so plz look !

]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/16971075/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/16971075/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 00:38:02 PST i hope i make it in time!~ So, my friends, how have you all been? I really wanna get back in touch!

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]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15655954/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15655954/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 20:48:53 PST . Well, I had a great Thanksgiving. I hope everyone else did too... but i gained too much weight >.< lol. who hasn't? anyway, i wish i could find some inspiration to draw, haven't had much lately. I'm feeling really down. Last night i had a terrible nightmare, so terrible i wish to abstain from speaking of it. -_- On top of that, i've been watching death note and my fave character dies!! Oh well, i kinda sorta knew it was gonna happen anyway. The end of holidays really suck.

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Hey, I'm looking for a doujin group. just to do fun doujin stuff with, or even make original comic series...es. Anyone interested? you have to fill out an application, so just ask me if you wanna do it . xoxo thanks.

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Oh yeah, and my subscription ends today Good bye special features. I shall miss you so!
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Peace Out ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15521319/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15521319/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 14:08:02 PST

I was up all night doing a term paper and i think i'm going to die right now. OMG. but i can't b/c i have four tests tomorrow, so i gotta get the smackdown on it . anyway. Nothin' new, just updating the crap that's been goin' on in my life. I might compete in the Beta Club color pencil art division, but i'm going to get real color pencils (the blendy kinds ) and then i have two months to practice, but it shouldn't be that hard to adjust.... I hope. Anywayz, still in love w/ my history teacher but he's been seeming sad lately...so therefore I feel sad too. Well, the good news is that he told me my shoe was untied ( He really does care!!! X3 lawl, jk.) I obsess too much.
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Peace Out ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15332363/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15332363/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 14:14:23 PDT

I got a new icon! yay. pretty nice, eh? lol, jk. I just felt like changing my old one out. k, anyway. I hate dA. it sucks up too much time and worst of all i just can't resist!! grr. i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! lolz.
Life is so dull here in my town. I can't get any excitement around here. I want to go somewhere else wonderful without having to do the work. I'm so lazy. At least my diet is going good. I'm actually happy now! Well, not fully satisfied yet, but i'm getting there. Anyone else on a diet? (so that we can sympathize w/ each other XD lol jk) I'm bored. I didn't go trick-or-treating this year, but my sissy gave me a load of her candy yum! I'm surprised i haven't gobbled it all up yet. o.o and very very thankful. *praise the lord!! I'm still in love with my history teacher TT.TT and it's quite odd feeling. He wasn't here and i felt very disappointed. It's wierd saying that, even in my head or on the web, but it's true. I wish I could tell some of my real friends, but that would be even wierder, so i'll just ramble about it here. I like having an online journal *or in my case, diary...* b/c ppl are actually listening and it feels good to have someone, anyone, listen...no matter how much you hate people! lol. jk. ummm. yeah, anyway. I think i'm done eliciting my emotions. I feel much better now.
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Oh yeah, and random question: Why is sex so vilely portrayed? It shouldn't be forbidden, but sacred. That way kids and teens wont be tempted to cross the line in rebellion. That's how I think. Either that or set a punishment for kids who have babies. Take out the sex organs lol, jk. that's inhumane, but something ought to be done rather than just handing out birth control pills and condoms. That's really not helping anything much.
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Peace Out ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15277637/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15277637/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 18:32:29 PDT

Hey Everyone~
I figured out my life! I'm going to be a Neurologist of some type and write books and draw as hobbies. Yesh. That's what I shall do. That's my life plan for now. So what do you think? Thanks for listening.
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Peace Out ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15250345/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15250345/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 22:15:18 PDT

It's one in the mornin' and i'm sleepy but contented because I just reached two hundred (count 'em: 200!!) page views! yay! Time to celebrate!
anyway, on a less cheerful note, I'm feeling pretty depressed because there's this Indian guy in my class and he's so smart. He's smarter than me and he probably draws better than me too. I actually never seen anything that he drew, but everyone says he's good. so it makes me down in the dumps. I feel so inferior. I know I'm not going to be an artist when I grow up, because I don't think I can handle the lifestyle, but yet when I think of it that way it makes me want to put a bullet in my head. I just wanna be locked away where I can eat, sleep, and draw in peace. Of course, I'd need internet access and a computer as well to survive. When I grow up, I'm going to own a castle like mansion and then I'm going to have the tallest tower in my neighborhood built onto it, and in that tower I shall be left alone to revel in my own whimsical and fantastical idiosyncrasies in peace, isolated from the ugly, filthy outside world.
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Hearts 'n Love ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15233271/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15233271/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 18:03:01 PDT

Ahh, Friday is here at last! The art workshop was an amazing experience! I got to witness first hand a professional in the act, and man was he talented! His work is phenomenal! It was totally inspiring. In other news, I think I failed the Psych test! yay! Yep. and now i am
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Hearts 'n Love ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15204138/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15204138/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 15:45:02 PDT
I can't wait for tomorrow! Art Workshop!! yay! so excited! I really shouldn't be on here, i'm loaded down w/ homework, but i can't stay off of dA for more than a week, i've found out. It's all I think about! GAH! lol. anyway. I think I have a crush on my history teacher o.o;; and a guy in my history class too and also my friend's crush, but not really< .
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Hearts 'n Love ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15148146/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15148146/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 18:47:13 PDT
Yay! I've reached 100 Pageviews! ~W00T lol
My first hundred: Kinda special to me.

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Hearts 'n Love ]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15134808/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/15134808/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 20:23:33 PDT
Hello~

I am so happy! Someone gave me a subscription!! Of whom i must hunt out with every fiber of my being and every last ounce of strength, so that I may thank him or her . As you can see, I tricked out my journal! What do y'all think? I'm proud of the simplicity!! ~I'm gonna have to settle for it cuz I don't know nuttin' 'bout CSS (though I've tried tirelessly and eventually gave up )
Anyway, I'm competing in the Beta Club Convention for art! YAY!!! I'm entering in the colored pencil competition. Wish me luck!! I can't wait. Oh, and next week I'm going to an art workshop. How awesome is that? And on top of that, I got nominated for Governor's Honor's Program at the state level!! WAHOOO!

*ahem. Anyway....Yeah. It's been a good day~

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]]> ~Akuma-Zen http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/14961760/ http://Akuma-Zen.deviantart.com/journal/14961760/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 20:04:21 PDT Who ever is out there caring to listen, My name (well, pen name) is Zen! So nonchalant, no? lolz. I wish my name were Zen, but oh well, we can't have everything we want...but I digress. I hope there are a lot of nice people here at DeviantART. I hope to make lots of artsy friends! well, here's a pic of me or what ever.

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It's me and my two brothers at a Braves game looking bored. It was my first and only baseball game I ever watched and it was so horrible. I liked the food and everything but it was just boring. Period. Anyway, I'm the one in the yellow hat! Just so you know a little bit of who I am (or at least what I look like, anyhow...)

I know I'm not as great an artist as many people here, but I hope to get better! Please don't leave hurtful comments.

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