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My mom is dead and i'm living at an aunt and uncle's place, school's almost over and next year's high school. i. will. fail. miserably. I feel like everyone's mad at me and everything i do is dissapointing some one. I like my mom hates me cuz she hasn't done anything to tell me she's watchging me. Is this normal for a 13 year old to believe that god's agianst her and he's just out there to make her life miserable? Or am I just insane?

I'm sticking to the cpu becuase there are some places where i'm just a normal kid and my life has nothing bad in it. Why? Becuase then i have nothing to worry about. So just let me put on my mask and pretend that nothing's wrong.

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Anyway, my mom has cancer, she's be fight for about 5 months now and she feels like she's fighting an impossable battle. She's signing on to hospis so she can be as comfortable as possable and so she can rest and stuff like that. I hate seeing mo in so much pain, but i don't wanna let her go, i know i'm being selfish but we all are when it comes to death.

Every time i see her i think of how it used to be, when she looked so strong and proud, and ready to do everything... but now she just looks she frail and helpless, i'm finding it hard to get school stuff done it seems all i want to do is read and draw in school and escape into my little world where everything is perfect...

I need to stop holding things inside and cause myself such destruction, but how i've always been.

]]> ~Al-ua-re http://Al-ua-re.deviantart.com/journal/21265945/ http://Al-ua-re.deviantart.com/journal/21265945/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 13:37:39 PDT 2. Nickname- Tiff, Tiffy, Tie Die, Tiffy Tie
3. Status- single
4. Zodiac sign- 0.o dunno
5. Male or female- Female
6. Elementary- no remeber
7. Middle School- Spart/Tomah middle, Tomah/Sparta, Wisconsin
8. High School- havn't got that far
9. Smart- TT.TT
10. Hair color- DARK Brown
11. Long or short- medium
12. Loud or Quiet- both
13. Sweats or Jeans- neither TT.TT
14. Phone or Camera- both
15. Health freak- sorta... ish
16. Drink or Smoke?- NO WAY NO HOW NO CAN DO
17. Do you have a crush on someone?- yep
18. Eat or Drink- xD
19. Piercings- none
20. Tattoos- none

FIRSTS:
23. First piercing- ears
24. First best friend- Morgan
25. First award- honestly.. xD
26. First crush- o.0 Shawn
27. First pet- Skiler
28. First big vacation- none, sadly
30. First big birthday- What like, sweet 16? not yet

CURRENTLY:
49. Eating- nope
50. Drinking- Pepsi
52. I'm about to- Take the dog out
53. Listening to- nothin
54. Plans for today- o.0 dunno

YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids?- eh
59. Want to get married?- -.-
60. Careers in mind- writer, i guess

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

68. Lips or eyes- dun care
70. Shorter or taller?- dun care
72. Romantic or spontaneous- dun care
73. Nice stomach or nice arms- dun care
74. Sensitive or loud- both
75. Hook-up or relationship- dun care
77. Trouble maker or hesitant- trouble xD

HAVE YOU EVER:
80. Lost glasses/contacts- once, i think
81. Ran away from home- almost
84. Broken someones heart- nope
85. Been arrested- HELL NO
87. Cried when someone died- yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself- no
90. Miracles- eh
91. Love at first sight- no
92. Heaven- YESSSS
93. Santa Claus- -spits-
94. Sex on the first date- ...pervert
95. Kiss on the first date- pah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now- nope
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life- never
99. Do you believe in God- yep
100. Post as 100 truths and tag- Everyone who cares to take the time to read it

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1) Ask the theif KINDLY to credit the origanal owner of the art if they don't mind if other peaple use it
2) ask them to deleat the piece
3) if #2 fails, just report it it the the mods or whjater they call themselfs, and let them do there job

we don't need to kill eachother over something like this ok? and i relize that many peaple before me has posted the same thing but still, we are muture people(or atleast most of us..)and we don't need to kill eachother

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My mom might have cancer, her doctor found two small spots on her lungs, but he says that it may just be infection and to come back on the 27th(i think), in the mean time, she was given antibiotics in hopes that when she goes back for the X-ray, that the spots will be gone. She is also paining in her ribs, but her doctor and our chiropractor says that may be due to her lifting too much. This will result in me venting for a while, so yeah... She refuses to believe that she has cancer, and insists that i do the same. Why would this lead me to post it here? I worry, what else can i say, I'm a natural worrier and I'll most likely be feeling down for a while.

Good News:

I'll be getting the signed edition of the comic for my birthday! I finally asked my mom about it, and after a while of talking about the prices, and how to pay them, she talked it over with Sarah(my mom's niece, Sarah handels mom's money), I'll be getting the comic for my birthday,. Sarah will be ordering it through money order so yeah, this makes me feel less down.

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you can alos read this here: [link]

please, i don't want any sympathy about my mom,she is such a strong woman, and i believe her when she says that she'll be alright

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Mebe soon i'll try an' draw somfin interesting agian...(rember the deer thats hanging in my folder somwhere) yeah, so, i'll try an answer what ever you please when ever i casn, just don't expect me to submit/upload for a while...my art muse is ...SHOT. With me tryng to improve on my RPing skills on the BBA and trying to think of things to keep my mind off of how much i ate hospis(long story, don't want to get into it) it just kills my ideas for art.

But on the up side...I WENT FISHING...AND CAUGHT SOMETHING!!!!! yes yess yeeeees! Last time i went fishing....I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER CAUGHT ANYTHING! *claps*

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