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                <title>An End of Trains</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Nov 2009 23:12:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No more trains guys. I'm done with those. Though I really liked the way this one turned out <a href="http://alcestess.deviantart.com/art/Forgotten-Gear-142888725.">[link]</a> Latest photos are of mantises and various other happened upon natural things. <br /><br />Working on:<br />Spirit animal poetry<br />A little jewelry, a little art<br />A little poetry, a little heart.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Old Problems</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Oct 2009 19:06:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Some old problems never die. You stand still to take things in and they reach up around your ankles like briers. Some people never change. Some never make any sense at all, and having them in your life is like seeing a pile of chewed up gum on a table and sticking your forehead in it. <br /><br /><br />You can't prove your worth to an idiot.<br />You can't be sentimental about hell.<br />You can't help being conditioned if you've already let it happen. <br /><br />Never demand love.<br /><br />Oh, who am I kidding? The insane don't take my advice.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Quiz</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:37:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:<br />1. Chrystal<br />2. Waffles<br />3. Reeder's Retard<br /><br />THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:<br />1. Alcestess33<br />2. tenmei122<br />3. Ms.Anthrope<br /><br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />1. My eyes<br />2. My warped sarcastic dry morbid sense of humor<br />3. My ability to make any moment awkward with science tid bits. <br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />1. overweight<br />2. Feel the need to be brutally honest<br />3. obsessive cleaning spurts with intermittent heaps of filth<br /><br />THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:<br />1. insects with red eyes<br />2. anything in swarms<br />3. the future<br /><br />THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:<br />1. ...smoking<br />2. the internet/ diversion<br />3. reading before bed<br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:<br />1. tank top<br />2. long black skirt<br />3. shoes with skulls<br /><br />THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):<br />1. Kings of Leon<br />2. Flogging Molly<br />3. Aerosmith<br /><br />THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:<br />1. "Empty" by Ray Lamontage<br />2. "The Sound of Silence" by Simon & Garfunkel<br />3. "Save Tonight" by Eagle Eye Cherry<br /><br />THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:<br />1. Going abroad<br />2. Rock climbing<br />3. Kempo<br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP<br />1. Someone who is clever and witty and really gets my humor<br />2. A good debate which can only come from someone who deeply understands me<br />3. Awesome sex....followed by back rubs<br /><br />TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE<br />1. I enjoy chocolate daily<br />2. I have metal pins in my head<br />3. I think bugs are cute<br /><br />THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:<br />1. Great smile (must include sparkling eyes)<br />2. Height<br />3. fun to be around (makes me laugh, is adventurous, is honorable)<br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:<br />1. Go to sleep before 3:00am<br />2. Make ice cubes<br />3. Miss a new episode of the Venture Brothers<br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:<br />1. Blow smoke rings<br />2. Attract stray cats<br />3. Go without soda (yay me)<br /><br />THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:<br />1. Traveling. As much as I love seeing my friends, I also really just love driving. Plus there are more opportunities to explore nature. <br />2. This may sound weird, but I love cleaning. I love transforming something from a cluttered grimy hole into an enjoyable zen room. <br />3. Art (photography, painting, making jewelry), but I rarely get a chance.<br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:<br />1. Have a cold drink. <br />2. Go someplace I haven't been in a long time.<br />3. Have someone brush my hair. <br /><br />THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:<br />1. Environmental Scientist<br />2. Biology Professor<br />3. English teacher in China or Thailand (in Peace Corps)<br /><br />THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:<br />1. Redwoods National Forest<br />2. Yellowstone<br />3. Australia<br /><br />THREE KID'S NAMES:<br />1. Ruby<br />2. Andrew<br />3. Susan (my middle name- sort of a family tradition)<br /><br />THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:<br />1. Find the love of my life (a man...you know you have to be literal when wishing...)<br />2. Have a fulfilling life (house kids etc)<br />3. Pay it forward <br /><br />THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY<br /><a href="http://ginger-ginko.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> ginger-ginko<br /><a href="http://shadowedsable.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> shadowedsable<br /><a href="http://anoneemoose.deviantart.com/">[link]</a>  anoneemoose<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Plan</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:09:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm back from another of my extended hiatuses. There seems to be an outbreak of "photo-crazy" and I'm down with the sickness. But to make sure things don't get buried under one another, I will be uploading 3-6 pics a day. Here's a teaser for you though, I'll tell you the names of the photo-sessions: Computer Bug, Otaku, On the loose, and The Rowan County Reclamation Project. There will be bugs, mother boards, katanas, cat ears, nudity, trees, trains and so much more. Comments encouraged. If I don't thank you for a favorite or a watch or adding me to a collection, know that you are appreciated.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2009 10:24:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been gone for a long time. A very long time. I just haven't had time to do any of the fun art things that make me so happy.....keep me so sane. But I'm back, DeviantArt. I've been dating this photographer for a while. We've gone out on photo safari, and seeing his creativity really made me miss things. Inspired me. So, I've got to get back into it. I've got the bug, so to speak (PUNS! Don't you just love puns?). I just think photography could be one of those really cool couples activities, you know. *shrug*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>1111, wooo hoo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jul 2006 14:10:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I noticed that I had 1,111 pageviews. If I weren't so lazy I'd draw something to celebrate. But I am. So.... ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Space Lobster</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:38:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well the old journal entry was getting pretty old, so I just thought I'd tell you what I hope to be doing in the near future, aside from physics that is. Coming soon to my page near you are such titles as  "Space Lobster", "STFU BUNNY", the first page/sketches for my manga "Spirit Under Glass" and maybe in the fall the animated short "The Fat Puppy Story". Now I've told you so now I have to do it. ]]></description>
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                <title>SERIOUSLY YOU CAN WIN!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 11:50:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In only 2 more views I will have reached 1000 pageviews and I will be so freakin happy. The first one to comment on my page or drop me a note  about the 1000 (within 5 of 1000) gets to choose what I draw/paint/sculpt/etc to celebrate. Plus I'll award an additional artwork of their choice of absolutely anything- ie free commissioned work. In addition I will be his/her friend for ever and ever and love him and  pet him  and call him  George. ]]></description>
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                <title>1,000 views comin soon</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Mar 2006 11:40:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm getting ready to have 1,000 page views and I can't freakin' believe it. Its awesome (even though it DID take 3 years- my own fault-I'm so lazy) and i was wondering if anyone had any ideas of what I should draw (yes I am going to draw something). Any ideas welcome and also if you are the first to spot the thousand (send a note or something) then I will give you a PRIZE, I will draw anything you request. Yes, you heard right, ANYTHING. I just can't gaurantee it will look anybetter than a pigeon hit by a car. So....um...yeah. Woot. ]]></description>
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                <title>Solice</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:35:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So this week is midterms and I should be studying even now. But I took a rather needed break lastnight and watched Howl's Moving Castle with my boyfriend ("When does it start making sense?") I enjoyed it, he, however, couldn't follow along, or didn't want to. Either way we both loooove Calcifer the flame. He's soo cute. I want one. "Sophie put these here for me"- such an oddly sweet line. Kudos Billy Crystal, Kudos. ]]></description>
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                <title>Riddle Me This Honking Flip Flop Man!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Feb 2006 18:56:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Honking Flip Flop man has a name- James. But I do not feel that he is deservant of being recognized as human, as he is clearly SUB-human. So, for the benefit of time, I shall hereforth refer to him as HFFM. *sigh*<br />
Tonight HFFM, through a series of contradictory statements, arrived at the conclusion that he is a utilitarian- that is- one that believes on doing actions that result in the most good, regardless of the right or wrongness of the action itself. He said that it would be morally right to kill 100 people to save 1. I have no problem with this as it supports his conclusion. However, I pose to him this set of choices to test his position. It is good that you honk as it allows you to breathe and therefore prolongs your life. I find it good when you do not honk and, in general,  living in a world free of your influence. Therefore my preference has two good outcomes as opposed to your one. My preference has the greatest good. Therefore, HFFM, if you are truely a utilitarian STOP BREATHING!!<br />
On another note I pose to you the reader some important questions which you may be able to answer (numbered in situation below).<br />
Lastnight my boyfriend and I were indulging in carnal activities in the back room of his dorm room when suddenly his fat smelly tuba wielding roommate entered the front room. My boyfriend proceeded to yell "Stop, stay in there!" then again "Don't come back here!". Then, giving me only time to grab a  nearby spongebob pillow to cover myself, the roommate appeared, blushed, and apologized. We got down out of the bunkbed, and I began to feel mortified. My boyfriend asked if he had heard us, did he have his headphones on "No, I didn't have my headphones on" So I pondered 1) Why did he come back if he had heard us? No sooner had I thought this (less than 10 seconds) than he reappeared, making no efort to announce himself or divert his eyes "I've got to grab something" he said. I had no time but to flop down on the bottom bed, face down to hide my the majority of my nudity, curling up and hiding behind my, well, behind. He had to grab his headphones. He then left the back room again, sat at his desk and began to do homework 2) Why did he not afford us any consideration and announce himself? 3) What was so damned important about his headphones that he couldn't wait 2 minutes tops to let me pull some clothes on?<br />
I would have cried if I could have stopped laughing at my luck long enough. My final question, to HFFM and the roommate is this 5) Why aren't people considerate anymore? ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate you honking flip-flop man!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Feb 2006 18:06:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I just took an essay test in my environmental ethics class and it happened. Have you ever had to take a very difficult test next to the most annoying person in the world? Then you must have been sitting next to someone like honking flip-flop man. Honking flip-flop man is the guy who asks irrelevant questions to get the professor off topic, and delay the test half an hour whilst the limited knowledge seeps out your ears. Honking flip-flop man is the guy who wears flip-flops every day. Today it was 30 degrees and he wore them. Last week he wore them with, I kid you not, BLACK SOCKS.- FLIP-FREAKIN-FLOPS AND BLACK SOCKS!!! He must die. But beyond that he apparently has a sinus infection (probably from his inappropriate choice of foot wear in February- in the SNOW!!!) and as a result sat honking through the entire test. Not just sniffing, not clearing his throat, honking like a retarded goose. I was concentrating on making my essay coherent but could not because I wanted sooo badly to slap a tissue on his desk and yell " You are finished with the test and you are annoying the crap out of me with you g**d***** honking! Go away and blow your damned nose! And by the way, I don't know if you've realized this (no wait I know you haven't because you're an idiot) but you might not be sick if you would take the time to put on some g**d**** shoes you stupid m*****f*****!"  and then proceding to beat him sensless with his own flip-flops<br />
HONKING FLIP-FLOP MAN YOU WILL PAY!!!<br />
 (* used to avoid anger over profanity in journal) ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>snowy day</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Dec 2005 19:31:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So finals started today. It was snowing and it reminded me of taking the ACT once, it was snowing then too. The hills now have a light layer of snow, it reminds me of what the Jacqster used to say "The hills have back hair."<br />
Put a note on my door lastnight saying "finals week = please be quiet, I beg of you" addressing the loud bitches, they replied "Bitch, Get a Friend I Beg you!!". Whatever. I'm sorry to complain, but it just wouldn't be the internet if I didn't. So expecting people living in an honors dorm to show courtesy to their fellow residents by keeping the noise down for finals week makes me a bitch. Its not like they've been quiet for any of the finals or midterms for the past year and a half anyway. I'm just getting tired of waiting on them the shut the hell up. <br />
I almost got hit by a garbage truck on the way to my first final this morning. I was on the sidewalk! So I start yelling at it and shaking my fist "I'm walking here! Can't you see this is the goddam sidewalk?" It made the burly black man i passed laugh. <br />
*Sigh* Brian cheered me by giving me my x-mas gifts early. I got Eyore slippers, a skirt, and the complete Cowboy Bebop soundtrack (sweet). Andy gave me a note book like the one he keeps all his jokes in, I consider it a compliment. <br />
Brian's going on tour with his band this summer, they have some really great music- like I'd actually pay for it, and the lyrics are great. Its so hard to believe that Brian and Andy could come up with them. Still I'm kind of jealous I wasn't invited, but then I'd just be one more mouth to feed, and a voice of reason. <br />
Moral of the story: Survive. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Hell's Kitchen</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2005 19:55:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ New obsession: Avatar the Last Air-bender<br />
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Does anyone else watch Hell's Kitchen? Did you see tonight's episode. Elsie didi not deserve that, she won the challenge fair and square and they get all jealous and treat her like shit, Ramon even had the audacity to lie and say he was happy for her, lying sack o' shite! Then they treat her like crap and she even lies to Ramsey and says that she felt supported when hardly anyone would help her. And that Jessica is such a bitch! *Warning unrelated thought to follow* Did anyone else seem to think that Ramsey was kind of crushin on Elsie, he was all nice to her throughout the show and said she touched his heart and that her smile lights up the place. I thought he was very sweet to her, it was soo cute. I heart him, so cute and brittish and sexay. Plus he can cook, lol. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>mind butter</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jun 2005 19:40:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Listening to: Twelve Girls Band (again) and FLCL soundtrack<br />
Watching: Secretary, a disturbingly romantic movie about a massochistic secretary<br />
New favorite quote: "Wearing a condom is like washing your feet with your socks on" ala my bf's dad<br />
Mood: 78 with patches of fog<br />
Conquesting statement of the day: "Thats my cheese"<br />
Recent realization: There can be no true "punk" fasion because punk itself is about nonconformity, therefore conforming to a set of black, safety pinned and pink striped clothes is not only reliving the same fasion as the 80's but is very non punk. Its like being a hippie in designer jeans. <br />
Today's beefs: socks with sandals ("Old man you are wearing socks with sandals and for that you must DIE!")<br />
and spyware which currently has my pc all fu. <br />
name a freaky animal: the tarsier<br />
 The store didn't have my creamy cheesy cheesy cream. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>ahem</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 May 2005 08:52:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i'm putting off the tons of papers i  have to write and choose to do this by  browsing DA. I'm supposed to be writing  about how i went to the Vagina  Monologues, but instead looking at  pretty pictures, when i come upon this  page of invader zim yaoi and, ahem,  flaberghasted (sp). and i'm not saying  thats wrong or weird or sickening, its  just....i don't think i can write about  vaginas after that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>OMG</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Apr 2005 21:31:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ woo hoo, 500 pageviews- and it only  took over a year.............man i suck. ]]></description>
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                <title>ARGH-to borrow a term from Charlie Brown</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Mar 2005 07:39:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ARGH! Why won't anyone comment on my  stupid crap?!? I know it's crap , but  at least tell me its crap! Tell me you  hate it, tell me you love it, tell me  it makes you queesy, tell me it made  your dog wet your laptop, or the baby  Jesus in you cry, I don't care, but  SOMEONE PLEASE LOOK AT MY CRAPPY CRAP  AND GIVE ME FEEDBACK! ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>The Happiness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Mar 2005 17:01:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The happiness. The intensive borderline  illegal happiness. The happiness that  glows with the ultraviolet radiation of  a thousand suns. I can't tell you why  but I'm smiling so hard my ears are  touching. Goals achieved, conflict  resolved, a great burden lifted.  "Relief."               <br />
-Don't hate me because I'm happy. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Forehead Hickie</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Feb 2005 21:40:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Because, as is often the case, arousal  negates discretion. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>philosophy:</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Jan 2005 12:46:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes life just throws things in  your lap; sometimes they vibrate.   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>true</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Oct 2004 13:00:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An eye for an eye leaves the whole  world blind-Ghandi ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Tee hee</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Oct 2004 07:48:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm in lurve. well maybe not yet but i  feel it coming on like a head cold. it  could be fun to be with a nice guy for  a change. Spent the night in his  spongebob pjs, lol. much hugging, very  cozy. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>now</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Oct 2004 19:33:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seeking the future with trepedation, if  only as solice from a past that will  not die. Logic is not always wholesome.  Sex without love is unfulfilling.  Solitude once embraced is jaded. Can I  ever find happiness if I don't know  what it is? ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Benjamin of my dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:32:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Congratulate me everyone! My household  has been brightened with the pitter  patter of tiny feet- tiny grippy feet.  Yes indeed my little one is really  unuque, from his sticky tongue to his  curly cute little tail. Have you  guessed what he is yet? Well in  addition to being something i've wanted  all my life and now love with all my  heart (well the parts that aren't  reserved for my kitty anyway), Benjamin  is a CHAMELEON! Woo hoo, things are  looking up when you have a friend that  can look up and down at the same time. ]]></description>
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                <title>bestest day ever!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2004 16:41:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well it all started with the guest  appearance of Mr. Sonny "freakin'"  Landham  at the Ocular Innovation's  video debut. You may recognize the name  from such films as Predator (where he  drags a big arse knife across his  chest) or 48 hours where he is shot by  Eddie Murphy. Well after his awesome  speech we all went out for dinner at  the Chinese resteraunt (which i suspect  is run by mexicans) anyway we all joked  around and then we were talking about  stuff that he's done and so he brought  up his work in the porn industry, which  we knew about but didn't want to  mention because we didn't want to  offend him. Well, Shannon convinces him  to make a movie with us and so the  scene calls for me to get mugged by  Clay, Sonny opens his truck door  causing Clay to smash into it and fall  to the ground, and then Sonny returns  my purse. Well all went well and Sonny  gives me this big politician kiss on  the cheeks (we did two takes lol) and  all is well, he does a plug for his  campaign for senator, and one for the  good old OIC. Then we're all joking  around that i'm the next Lewinsky or  something, and i run around saying "I  got kissed by a Porn Star!" and Shannon  is all orgasmic about "I directed Sonny  Landham!" Also i won the fortune cookie " in bed" game. (where you add "in bed" to  the end of your fortuen and see who has  the funniest) Mine was "if you cant  decide between up and down, try moving  across- in bed" LOL. Too great. So then  today my lab partner breaks my scalpel  and i go to buy a blade and end up  scoring a free scalpel, and i now love  the lady who gave it to me! Yay  scalpel.Plus i've dropped a pants size,  eeeeee! OOOh and I made the Dean's  List. Too happy to to have good  grammar, got to go. ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>grr</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2004 14:34:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today is headache day here at the not  so okay corral. many tests today and  tomorrow too. had lots of fun at home  this weekend, (went home for first time  in like a month) mmm lime drink. well  the hermit crabs are calling, may you  live as long as you want and never want  as long as you live, my pretties! ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>Its My Life!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2004 12:14:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is my life and the only one I need  to be happy is myself! I can't believe  I denied my own values so much as to  let one person have such a hold on me.  I have far too many important things to  do to worry about how other people   have fucked up their lives. I know one  day he will be unhappy again, and have  no one to blame but himself for the  decisions he has made. And maybe he'll  look back one day and realize how right  I am. No, I know he will. I refuse to  waste any of my time on him anymore! ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>its my life</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2004 12:10:55 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>the day after</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2004 07:14:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well yesterday i asked a whole lot of  questions that i didn't really want the  answers to. is she attractive? did you  kiss her? do you ever still think about  me?<br />
i also recieved a message from masha  that he had been telling everyone that  he had slept with her, which he denies  flatly, but i have no reason to trust  him ever again. i don't know if i want  to be his friend or not, how can i be  friends with someone who can treat  people as insensatively as he does?  *sigh* i can not ever forgive him, but  i can try to get on with my life,  despite how we ended, we did, and he  never deserved me anyway! here is my  horoscope from yesterday, Beware of  sentimental troubles that you might be  led to live! To thorny questions of  interest will be added problems  concerning the choice of lodgings or  the education of your children. Your  business affairs will have all chances  to prosper. You'll feel the beneficial  influxes of better material luck.  Beware of jealousy; this feeling, that  makes you compare yourself constantly  with others and always at your  disadvantage, is not only painful but  also sterile and dangerous.<br />
 i guess i may have been being jealous,  but of a 16year old with pink hair- god  that irks me, another girl, so soon  after me, he wasn't even upset about  losing me. of course he met her while  we were still happy- she was undressing  in public- so maybe this does have an  explanation after all ]]></description>
                <author>~Alcestess</author>
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                <title>new jan 14</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jan 2004 16:52:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok, so after a long hike in the woods i  came to realize that i was just being  silly and rude. but i mean what did he  want me to say, that i loved them. he  brought it up. i was quick to judge and  closed minded, and tried to create a  reason to hate her work. i mean they  don't have much emotion at all, but  they are good ( despite their being  created on an inappropriate art tool).  i even went so far as to attack what i  later learned was a type, which was  wrong of me. anyway, why should what i  say matter? i guess i was just so angry  that he could bring her up, after  neglecting me and taking me for  granted. i mean by the end of our  relationship he barely remembered me. i  can never forgive him for that, and i  guess i just lashed out at the first  outlet he sent me- her drawings. ]]></description>
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                <title>jan 14</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jan 2004 12:08:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well today has been a rather nice day,  so far. i'm starving. still haven't  heard from the angry ex, but don't  really care. His "friend"'s art is posted  on this somewhere, she says its  digital, i know better. and even if it  is, there is still much better on this  (not mine of course lol) ]]></description>
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                <title>today</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2004 11:01:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, free as i am from the tyranny  that is boy, i am still quite anxious  about his being angry with me, simply  because i may have "bad mouthed" his " friend"'s "art. while i am sorry that he  is mad, i refuse to withdraw my  opinion, which shouldn't matter to him  anyway since we are no longer together.  oh well, what you going to do? ]]></description>
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