http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Alfiryn&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Alfiryn en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 17:36:17 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/21789769/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/21789769/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 19:15:39 PST
When I had dreams, I wanted to be an artist recognized...

....GAME OVER.... said the machine of life...

But, I'm wondering if like in the other games, I could have another chance to continue a lil' bit and share more and more with you...

I miss you on DA, you are my only friends, my only family, my only distraction, my only link with real world... It's sad to say that, but it's the true, that's worse...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/20469684/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/20469684/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 10:16:01 PDT
When I'm alone I feel so much better
When he's gone I saw I was stronger

If someone wants me to feel fine
If someone is waiting for me

So that's the way I feel alive
Then I'll give my life, my soul, I wanna dive

I feel free

But sometimes I'm cold and lonely
If I'm driving crazy; tell me

I know I'm not perfect even if I try
But I also know that I'm not alone if I fall, if I cry...

I feel free, hope to be like that until I die

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/20319911/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/20319911/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 06:52:55 PDT Where is my mind ?

Am I back home ?
Why everybody's gone ?

Is there somebody here?
Over my face, just a tear

Am I wrong ?
I'm driving crazy,that's a fact

Where am I ?
Am I back in this dream ?

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19384329/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19384329/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 05:11:54 PDT
]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19366271/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19366271/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 04:51:19 PDT
]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19229077/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19229077/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 02:43:58 PDT I'm blue
I'm down...

I feel like you
I feel lonely
I miss you

I wanna sleep
I want a kiss
I would runnaway

I will stay in my reverie
I will lie in my bed all day
I will dream about better times.

I know this is my birthday
But nothing changes today
I won't fly away...

I know this is a new day
But nothing makes me fine this sunday
I will hide me behind this cold day.



Ankris wish you a sweet and nice sunday...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19102985/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/19102985/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 02:38:15 PDT
I'm single again... but we are best friends

I hope some of you will pay attention to my words and/or my pix and don't hesitate to criticize...

My reeducation go on... I can walk better than before and go on stairs... sometimes it's difficult but one said a long time ago that we had to suffer to be beautiful ^^

Well, I don't care, I'm still alive guys !!!


Hope talk to you soon... I try to be present, to see your works and follow everybody in this way, to answer after comments or remarks...


I'm waiting for you now



Bye bye and take care everyone... hope you are fine, if it's not the case, you can talk me; I'm a positive person now... I have changed. So, If I could help you it makes me happy... sincerely... just by words sometimes, even if we are far away, it could help... not each time but, if nobody tries...


So, kisses and see ya soon

P.S: Hope you will appréciate the pix

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/18798684/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/18798684/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:06:08 PDT what a shame..
In that center the computer doesn't show me what I want.. When I'll go home for a week end I could take a look at...
but if your post so much then I will have to stay a long time sitting in front of my computer... imagine.. 1000 deviations.. how long ? hours ? days ??? ^^

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/18794885/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/18794885/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 02:02:20 PDT
Now I'm in a center to recover myself, to walk again, to try to have a new life, to start all over. Now I know who are the good people, who are bad... I felt lonely, I cried sometimes.. It's hard but I don't give up, I promise that I do my best and I hope to come bak and send new works and hope that you will appreciate...

I think about you outside... in vacations or working..

I try to answer to the comments, to have a look to your pictures but it's difficult, I have 700 deviations to look at.. sorry if I'm absent...

there's jusr one computer in that center... and I have so much activties, I'm tired...


I work physically... but don't worry, mentally I'm fine. I'm still alive, I have to fight...

I'm alive, and glad to be there...


kisses everybody; hope your fine...


I hope too that you believe me and that you don't forget me... I'm not dead

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17924131/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17924131/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 08:15:22 PDT
They drive me crazy

I'm in the mudd...no money...no friends...no one to trust

no camera...

nothing...empty and wanna get away !!!



The spooky girl is tired...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17694470/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17694470/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 06:40:32 PDT

Fuck that !!!

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17651076/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17651076/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:48:53 PDT
... Tonight I feel empty, scared, lonely...

don't know what to add just...

When I'm tired I cannot sleep or I do nightmares... I can have my camera but don't have my computer... don't have so many music to listen... people are strange and I can't trust them...


I wanna be an artist...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17498719/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17498719/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 19:06:41 PDT
See you everybody...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17359900/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17359900/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:09:03 PDT
Nothing to add...

Just sleeping and listening to music, to bring my soul in a better world...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17309588/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17309588/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 23:04:51 PDT
I wrote new poems...

I listened to music all night

Now it's time for me to have a rest... smile...

When people wake up, then children go to school, others go to work, birds sing...

o_O booo I'm so tired... But I feel better than yesterday...

Good morning everybody ^^

and sweet dreams for me now...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17298700/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/17298700/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 09:37:51 PDT
So that I submit old pix, it reminds me good times; I keep it in my memories, deep inside in my heart.

Nothing new in my life, nothing happens...

I'm single, lonely, time is passing, I'm just in a waiting period.

My body is still being here, but my mind has gone far away from here.

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16748047/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16748047/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 01:23:11 PST I'm gonna see 'Kill the young' with some people.

Don't really have new pics at the moment,... I'm just having a rest before a short night.
Lying in my bed, listening to music... Good morning everybody !




Booo but I'm so tired...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16684913/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16684913/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 04:28:13 PST
You know,when you're in trouble; you cannot read or watch something, concentration is really hard so you cannot do anything.

Just look at your computer as a vegetable waiting to be eaten

Today, this is saturday... hope tonight there will be a party or something like that...wanna see people, wanna dance and turn in circles like a child, moving my skirt, my hands, and just have a good time listening to music...

Don't know if I'll go outside... It's cold but the sun is shinning...

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16639641/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16639641/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 06:57:29 PST
'waiting for something,
waiting for someone to arrive' [ from The Butterfly effect's song ]

What can I do?

What I am suppose to be ?

Pictures, writing, reading, watching movies, smoking, having a coffee...

But what else ?

We try to runnaway but it's always the same. Even if you change your look, your city, etc.
The past follows you. The problems you cannot resolve. You feel so weak and empty. Everything seems to be so boring.. You hurt yourself to kill the pain inside you. But you can't. It's not the solution.


Voices haunting my mind, a shadow behind me...

I cannot control anything..

People do mistakes, that's the way we are; this is the human race. But apologizes do exist, when you beg pardon to your bestfriend or lover.

A kiss, a caress, a smile... or just a look to make you feel better...


[ CONFUSED ]

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16596125/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16596125/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:48:14 PST Moreover I'm sick. I was in bed all day.
I don't have new pictures for the moment.

Coming soon...

Thanks for the comments, criticizes and people who appreciate my works.

Kisses and have a nice week

]]> ~Alfiryn http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16473110/ http://Alfiryn.deviantart.com/journal/16473110/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 10:28:46 PST
En attendant de reprendre les cours...

J'espère que ça plaira à certains d'entre vous qui passez par là...


Bonne route à tous !

]]> ~Alfiryn