http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3AAlhadis deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:Alhadis en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 25 May 2013 21:38:51 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://alhadis.deviantart.com/journal/Artistic-Paralysis-240202387 http://alhadis.deviantart.com/journal/Artistic-Paralysis-240202387 Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:29:42 PDT Artistic Paralysis nonadult journals/personal Alhadis http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/l/alhadis.png?1 Copyright 2007-2013 ~Alhadis Written 11/07/2007 12:58 AM, one bleak midnight
This is reflective writing, not creative writing. Don't expect this to be the most brilliantly written piece you'll see from me; I wrote this because I was feeling too thoroughly fucked-up last night to do anything graphical, so in the midst of my stagnation, I fell back on the only thing that comes naturally for me; write.

Each night was the same... that angry voice following my every move, drowning out the sound of my own thoughts with cries of protest with how I was creating my models in 3d. The viewport of 3d-Studio max had become a battleground to thousands of personal ]]>