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Thank you, ~Alchemic-Illusion for the subscription! ^ _ ^ It was really thoughtful of you to give me that for my birthday! ^ _ ^ Next time I see you, I'll give you a giant hug for giving it to me!


Also. . . I got featured here -----> [link] I'm excited! My first feature!!!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/27299664/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/27299664/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 12:26:51 PDT
Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

In a world of madness, who is flawed?

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/26336471/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/26336471/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 11:44:01 PDT Alchemic-Illusion and I spent half of the day yesterday in black bayou. We were taking photos and whatnot. . . it was very fun. We were gong to go to Antique Alley, but we didn't get the chance because it was raining. We'll go another day, though. I'll be putting up some funky punk photos and whatnot. ^ _ ^ I look forward to comments from you guys!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

In a world of madness, who is flawed?

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/26061669/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/26061669/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 09:08:49 PDT ninjaSpence I now have the Adobe Creative Suite 3 Design Premium! It includes Adobe InDesign CS3, Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended. Adobe Illustrator CS3, Adobe Flash CS3 Professional, Adobe Dreamweaver CS3, and Adobe Acrobat 9 Pro.

It works like a dream, especially the Photoshop! OMG! I'm so excited! There should be some new stuff up soon from my new Photoshop. Just give me a little more time to figure everything out. I refuse to look up a tutorial because I'm a do-it-yourself-er.

Thanks, once again, to *ninjaSpence for letting me use his software!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

In a world of madness, who is flawed?

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25543995/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25543995/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 15:43:01 PDT

W O W

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25517923/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25517923/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 13:17:13 PDT
[link]

anywho. . . here you go =maimtorturekill that's for you. You're not the only deviant that has embarrassed themselves. . .

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25460033/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25460033/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 19:10:42 PDT
We rushed her to the emergency vet and had to euthanize her. She was buried by the hay barn. . . the place where she was born. She was my best friend.


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25371344/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/25371344/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 11:03:51 PDT
{EDIT}

I've got proof of vampires! Pictures of the undead. . . or maybe just me. Sorry, I got a little hungry right before I took the photos.

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/23612437/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/23612437/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 15:53:56 PDT
1st place (10,000-10,005th pageview) One free full colour, full detail design of your choice. Anything your little heart desires.

2nd place (10,006-10,010th pageview) gets a full colour design of anything of your choosing.

3rd place (10,011-10,015th pageview) gets a free line design of your choosing.

Sound fair? Sound too easy? It's that simple. . . who said nothing in life was free?

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/23491885/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/23491885/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 15:09:20 PST
Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/23254695/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/23254695/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 14:22:27 PST
Can't handle it? Don't like it? I didn't ask your opinion. I don't care what you think of me. No one asked for your input.

My attitude? Haha. . . laid back and solid.

I'm taking a revolutionary spin with my art. I've overcome my artist block. I'm starting on all new stuff. Just wait and see. I'll blow you away!

I love you all!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22943840/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22943840/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 13:14:38 PST
Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn


Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22826059/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22826059/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:04:17 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Superman's Dead" - Our Lady Peace ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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I realize that I've been a bit inactive lately. My apologies. I'm currently running low on inspirations at the moment. I've got the biggest art block EVAR! It's killing me. I haven't been able to think of anything new at all. Can someone please help me out? I thank you.

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22656473/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22656473/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 15:47:04 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Sounds of Silence"-Simon and Garfunkel ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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I haven't updated much in a while. I've been busy. Stressing over these art projects and trying to keep up my chemistry grade.

I want to create something TimBurton-esque but I sadly have lost my inspiratio. . .(yes. . . I meant to spell it that way) I can't seem to clear my head. It's a bit cloudy. The sounds of silence are nice. The visions that cloud my head are slowly creeping in, mingling with the silence. They're helping me with my sanity. Faint music mingling with the silent ambiance and the cigarette smoke clouding my lungs. That's the most peaceful thing. Along with the voice of my own angle. Collin. His face looks as if it was carved by the angles themselves. I sometimes feel like I'm the overlooked one. No, I'm not going on an emo rant again. I'm pretty content being the underdog. Being mainstream is over-rated. Raise your hand if you feel the same. I spend my days contemplating what I'm going to amount to in life. Not that I'm saying I won't amount to anything, I'm not discing myself. I'm just simply saying that I'm not one to live in the moment. I can't do that. I have to have things planned ahead for me. I can't have my life be spontaneous. That's not me. Right now, I've currently put in a job application so I can pay insurance for my truck (that I've yet to get). I'll only be working part time while I'm in school, but during the summer, I can work full time. I'm more than likely going to start out at minimum wage, which is fine for me. I'll be making about 80 bucks a week. My insurance is going to be $90 a month. I'm set.

But back to what I first started to write this journal about. I originally set out to talk about one thing. I'm not so sure If I'm going to amount to much as far as my college goes. I'm just going to go to college here in Monroe. ULM (University of Louisiana-Monroe) . That way I can stay where I know everyone and if I need financial help, my parents will help me out. I'm planning on moving out ASAP and my friend, Carisa and I are going to live in an apartment together so we could split rent and whatnot so it won't be as expensive. Plus, I can't stand to be alone. She's my best friend. I can't stand to be away from her long anyway. So. . . I've pretty much got what I want to do planned out for me for the next years. I'm excited about it. Well. . . I think I'm pretty much done with my rant for now. I'm going on and on again.

'Till next time:

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn


Holding a grudge is like drinking POISON and hoping the other person DIES!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22263344/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22263344/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 15:15:48 PST
I need ideas of what kinds of designs I should make. Hell, I might even start commissioning them if things go well.

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22216400/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22216400/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 20:23:56 PST

"Harder Than You Know" - Escape The Fate [link]

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause i'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause i'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
i guess i'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
and I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

and if you don't want me then
i guess i'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
i'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22184029/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22184029/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 07:39:29 PST
Lol here's my list:

1.) PS3
2.) Rock Band
3.) Madden 09
4.) Battlefield: Bad Company
5.) Mirror's Edge
5.) Nightmare Before Christmas: Special Edition
6.) A really cute guitar necklace
7.) A really cute matching hat and scarf

My brother, sister-in-law, and niece came over like usual. But this had to be the best Christmas I've ever had. The company was so nice, we all laughed and had a great time. I'm just happy. And don't forget the real reason for the season: Jesus Christ! I thank God that this Christmas was so wonderful!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22143852/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22143852/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 14:33:31 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Vanilla lollipop (Lil Wayne cover)" - Right Side Of The Tree♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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OMG! Listen to that song ^ It's the most amazing thing I've heard in a while.

I laugh at the feeble attempts to break me down. I've found someone who needs my love and compassion just like I need theirs. We both wear that fake smile. You know, the one that's never genuine. It never holds any merit. But for once in a great while, I feel whole. Pretty solid. I use to cry 'till I was dry. I'd lay awake at night and cry for hours. If he (person who hurt me) ever suffered, I was the one who did his crying. That "if" is also a big word. I highly doubt he did. But that's not what I'm here to talk about. I'm saying I'm not angry anymore. I'm not hurting over this. It's pretty much done with. The guy that I've found this time. . . Collin. . . I can hear the sincerity in his voice and know that he means the things he tells me. I know, because he's been hurt before. Just like me. The warmth of his true smile. . . the one that he says I cause, is like a drug to me. It's like my own little lullaby that helps me sleep at night. That fear of being alone. . . that sadness I get when the receiver goes "Click". . . it was gone last night. That was the first time in forever that I've truly not been lonely. I had a dream. Two actually. I rarely have dreams. One of them was in colour, the other one was in black and white. It's even more rare that I dream in colour. My colour dreams usually depict something that lingers in the back of my mind. They're sort of psychic. My colour dreams 90% of the time come true. I had a colour dream about Collin and I. He came over to my house. A friend dropped him off. Lets just say it was the sweetest thing that's crossed my mind in a while. The black and white dream was just a bunch of nonsense. For days and weeks and months have I searched for a purpose. For the first time in what seems like forever, I'm truly happy. Whole and solid, as I said. That piece of my heart where he use to be and for once since that, that hole is filled. Whole. Solid. For once, I'm not "just another brick in the wall" or a piece of shit furniture in "his" life. I'm so much better now. I'm sure you all are tired of reading my emo rant. ^ _ ^ This is where I leave you.

"I don't need a hero, I don't need a soldier. I did when I was younger, but now I'm so much older. I don't need a father. I don't want to be your mother."

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22047898/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/22047898/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 13:38:13 PST +Kiss on the Forehead = "Sympathy"
+Kiss on the Ear = "Horny"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "Just friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "Gentleman"
+Kiss on the Neck = "Vampire's kiss"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "Compassion"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "Showing the world he's mine!"
+Slap on the Butt = "Mine!"
+Holding on tight = "Hold me and don't let me go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "The window to your soul"
+Playing with Hair = "Calm down. Ease your pain."
+Arms around the Waist = "I'm NEVER letting you go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "Was that a tear?"
+picking someone up off their feet = "Don't just leave my behind!"

--Advice--
+ If you KNOW how they'll react, kiss them without asking. If you are afraid how they'd react, ask. No shame in that.
+If came up with all this and pictured the person you would said this stuff too, if you haven't already, GO KISS THEM NOW!
+The first kiss can NEVER be taken back. Make sure it's on someone you love, not some one you 'want'.

--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

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]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21932588/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21932588/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 14:42:59 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Anyone Else but You" - ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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What I just don't understand is what the hell did I do wrong!?! I can't get over Kip. I just can't. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him. I also can't seen to understand what the hell I did. It's just so frustrating! My best friend of 4 years is moving (Not to mention my other 6 or 7 friends that moved away in the past year) and everything is going to shit. My mom says if I keep up what I'm doing in school, I'm not going to graduate next year. I don't think that's great motivation, do you? My guy friend asked me to move in with him when he gets his new place, but I don't know. The one thing is, it's going to be SO hard to convince my parents. I'll be 18 and everything, but that doesn't mean anything. Lol, they can't stop me, though. I can't WAIT 'till I get out of the house!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21769937/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21769937/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 16:19:43 PST
The raven swooped down, resting on the lamb's shoulder, wrapping its wing around the small fragile lamb. 'Tis a dark world to be lost in. Do not fret. I know the way.' The lamb wiped its tears. looking away. 'romises I've heard before. Promises that lead me here..'

The raven soars up, chanting back. 'I have no need for what you have to offer. I simply offer you a chance at freedom, before you throw it all away.' The raven's image high above could be seen, casting an angelic shadow over the Lamb.

Shall the lamb leave this world behind and trust the raven, or is the lamb doomed to repeat what it's done before. Quote the raven, 'Nevermore'"

A wise person told me to be the lamb under the raven's wings. This I can do. I once compared "you-know-who" to a meteor shooting across my moonless night. "Before him my life was a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason. But then he shot through my sky like a meteor. Suddenly, everything was on fire. There was a brilliancy, there was beauty. When he was gone, the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
I had believed there was a reason, that I was the fragile lamb under the lion's protection. But I realized that a lion's a lion. They're all the same. They're all wild beasts and they're designed to kill. They can't be tamed. So what I need is not a lion, but another lamb. I need someone of my own kind. Someone who can show me love and compassion, not someone who will turn on me. Not someone who will lure me into their trap, only for their own personal masochistic gain, and go for the kill. "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. . ." I love you is an eight-letter word, but bullshit is too! The lion didn't fall in love with the lamb, it wanted the lamb just to use it. It wanted the lamb because it saw it as prey, nothing else. "Go for the kill" the lion tells itself. "It's an easy kill. It won't run far." So I didn't run far. Actually, instead of running from what I saw as a predator, I was running to what I was as a lover. My eyes were too blinded by the light to see. The light was TOO bright. So bright, that I thought I was running toward a lover. I should have been running away from it. I should have. I should have run far, far away before I got hurt. But I was stupid. I was a stupid lamb. Stupid for trusting the sick, masochistic lion. "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb" Ha! I laugh at the irony. . .

But I'm stronger. I've learned from my mistakes. No longer will I run to the light-the lion. I will run from it, toward the lamb. Toward the lamb that was meant for me.

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21746642/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21746642/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 10:55:44 PST
This is my last journal entry unless someone can convince me they love me and I need to stay. I don't feel loved, I feel hated. I want to die!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21697020/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21697020/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 10:39:00 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"That's what you get" - Paramore♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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Well. . . I guess I'm happy with everything.
I'm happy and thankful at the same time, because I know that the one person that matters most still loves me! Do you all remember how devastated I was? Well, I feel kind of stupid for being so dramatic because there was no need. XERO STILL LOVES ME!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21659259/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21659259/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:12:26 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Eyes On Fire"-Blue Foundation ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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Even though he admitted that he cheated, to told him it didn't matter, that I still wanted to be with him. He told me "Sorry, I don't deserve you" and then had the NERVE to quote Twilight.
"Stupid lamb!" he said
"Stupid masochistic lion" I said

And so it ended. . .

I was thinking. . . (since I haven't slept in 3 days, I have a lot of time for that) that maybe this whole relationship thing wasn't for me. It always ends up fucking over in the end, but then, out of the blue, guess who calls me at 11:00 last night!?! KIP! The last person I would have thought to call me. We were talking (for the second time since the breakup) and we established that we still have A LOT of feelings for each other! That's one of the ONLY things that helped me cope with what I'm about to tell you.

So. . . I was talking to Bryant last night, right? He was telling me about his friend named Jenny and how she was dating a guy named Kyle. Well, just so happens that both of our Kyles went to the same school and whatnot. A friend of Kyle's told me about him dating a girl named Jenny, and I really didn't think anything about it. (This was a few days after Kyle and I started dating) And so, the suspicion grew. A month's time passed and things started to get suspicious. The random "I'm busy"s and ignoring my calls. Then came the horrible part. He ADMITTED to me that he cheated. He said he wanted to be with me but he can't. He doesn't know who he loves more, and he told me he was going to break up with her, but when I talked to Bryant, he said he was talking to Jenny and she hadn't even talked to him today. . . what a shitty move on his part. He obviously left her for me. . .

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. . ."

{E D I T}
Wow. . . it gets worse! He only dated me for pity because of the breakup with Kip. I HATE PITY, SYMPATHY AND ANY FORM OF IT!!! *pants* Sorry. . . I want to go punch a tree. I shot a cat 3 times and the bastard WON'T DIE! It just keeps coming back and terrorizing the other cats!

So that's it for the update

Eyes on Fire - Blue Foundation
"I’ll seek you out,
Slay you alive
One more word and you won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze

And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace

Felling any foe with my gaze
Steadily emerging with grace
Felling any foe with my gaze
Steadily emerging with grace "

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21423035/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21423035/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 14:50:43 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Brackish"-Kittie♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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Lol. . . . I got to take Kyle to school this morning! I got to take him home from church last night, too! ^ _ ^ I'm so happy! I had just got done reading part of "Breaking Dawn" and I remember thinking to myself "I wonder where Edwar-- I mean Kyle is. . . " I told Kyle about it and he was like "I take that as a compliment!"
Lol. . . ^ _ ^ I'm SOOOOOOO happy! ^ _ ^





Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


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All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21403375/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 12:58:39 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"They" - Jem ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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Aside from the song of the day. . . I stumbled upon a song by Kittie that I've never heard before. It's called Brackish. Check this out. . . I actually REALLY like it! [link]

So. . . I got food poisoning yesterday. . . it was awful. My work and I all went to Alexandria to the zoo down there. . . and I ate some of the food at the zoo and I think it gave me food poisoning. . . We went to Shreveport to the boardwalk afterward and then when we were in McDolands right after we went to the boardwalk, and I threw up. It was grose. . . Even though my skin was really hot, I was freezing and I was nauseated and it was awful. . . I lied down on one of the seats and waited for my nausea to pass. . . finally I got better. We got back at like 10:00 last night. . . I was worn out! Idk what the journal topic has to do with what I just ranted about, but I think it's funny. . .

And pay attention to the video of the day. . . if you miss her pull the plug, you've missed the best part. . .

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21359053/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 14:56:49 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Girls not Grey" by AFI - ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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Well. . . besides the fact that Kyle only lives 5 minutes away from me, I'm happy! I'm back to my old self again, and I feel SO relieved. . . I still think about you-know-what from time to time. . . but that's kind of inevitable. . . I can't help that. I'm actually relieved that he spoke to me, and it was something positive, which makes me even more happier! So. . . despite my former-broken self. . . It's a good feeling now that I don't have stress anymore. . .
So. . . with that said, I think I'm done with my little happy rant for today. . . I love you all!
"Thumbing through the pages of my fantasy. . ."




Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21301410/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 16:36:01 PST ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪"Kiss Me" - New Found Glory♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link]
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Well. . . I'm going to try to get pics up of Kyle and I. . . I just don't know when. I've got to get the time and whatnot. . . I've got a camera. I'm just never with him and the camera at the same time. Hehe. . . you're probably going to notice that our haircut is very similar. . . the colour, however, is not. Today's song of the day is dedicated to Kyle, of course. . . I thought the video to "Kiss Me" was appropriate! It's really fun. . .
Anywho. . . I'm trying to decide what kind of designing I should do next. Since I don't have a subscription, I can't post a poll, so I'm just going to ask you guys in my journal.

Let's take a vote. . .

What kind of designs do you guys think I should work on next?

a) Grunge
b) Emotive core (Emo, Scene)
c) More fractals
d) More wallpapers
e) Punk

Just post a comment with either "A", "B", "C", "D", or "E".

Anywho. . . I'm going to go now. I think I'm done with my updates for today. I'll catch you all on the flip side. "That's what you get when you let your heart win. . ."

{EDIT}
Does anyone even READ my journals? Lol. . . I think not. . . No one replies to what I have to say or answers my question.
Anywho. . . I just thought I would throw that in there. I'll be updating soon. . .

Anywho, I think it's time I did something for you guys. I want to give a little. . . I'm just in that mood. I want to give a little to my newest watcher, ~jakotauro. He's been so nice to me. He gives me compliments on my art and on myself, and he's a real sweetie! He's been giving me MASS FAVES and I just want to tell him "Thank you" from the bottom of my heart. So, ~jakotauro, I'm giving you a free design, compliments of me! Just contact me by whatever means necessary and I will get it to you asap. . .

So. . . with that, I bid thee farewell. . . "Tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent. . . I can feel the pressure. It's getting closer now. We're better off without you."



Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
L<... ]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21250016/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21250016/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 14:23:41 PDT ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪ "Fully Alive" Flyleaf - ♪♫}*` `*{[link]
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Hehe. . . today way GREAT! Everyone was like "OMG! Who beat you up!?!" and everyone wanted to take pictures! I looked like a zombie so some, and a victim of abuse to others! It was AWESOME! I'm posting pictures as soon as I finish this Journal entry.

BTW. . . this is the most hilarious John McCain video ever! [link]

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21233147/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 14:08:46 PDT ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪ "Must have done something right" - Reliant K ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪[link] ♪♫}*`
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Okay. . . Tomorrow is Halloween. I'm going ALL OUT for school. I'm dressing like a dead prep and I'm going to have fake blood and pale skin and EVERYTHING! I'm wearing a sweater vest over an oxford shirt and a mini skirt! It's going to be awesome! Any opinions on something else I should wear?


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land<... ]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21219028/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21219028/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 15:24:16 PDT ☺ Song of the Day: `*{♫♪ "Good Enough" - Evanescence ♪♫}*` `*{♫♪ [link] ♪♫}*`
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☺ Word of the Day: Inevitable- –adjective
1.unable to be avoided, evaded, or escaped; certain; necessary: an inevitable conclusion.
2.sure to occur, happen, or come; unalterable: The inevitable end of human life is death.
–noun
3.that which is unavoidable.
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☺ Problem of the day: What's the frequency of red light with a wavelength of 4.2X10^-7M?
λ=4.2X10^-7M
C=λν
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The Journal subject has no significance to the body of my journal.
Anywho, does anyone know a productive way to ease stress?

This is just an update. . . I'm trying out my new thingy. . . thought it was time for a change.


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21171437/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21171437/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 12:50:35 PDT [link] This is not the official video. This song doesn't have a video. But just listen to this song. This is 80's - 90's in a nutshell. The whole bloodletting album is great! Check it out! [link]

Joey - (Official Video) [link]
Caroline - (Official Video) [link]
Bloodletting (The Vampire Song) - (Official Video) [link]



It is complete now the two ends of time are neatly tied.
A one-way street, she's walking to the end of the line.
And there she meets the faces she keeps in her heart and mind.

They say 'good bye' Tomorrow, Wendy, you're going to die.
They say 'good bye' Tomorrow, Wendy, you're going to die.

Underneath the chilly gray November sky
We can make believe that Kennedy is still alive and
We're shooting for the moon and smiling Jackie's driving by and

They say 'good try'
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.

I told the priest, don't count on any second coming.
God got his ass kicked the first time he came down here slumming.
He had the balls to come, the gall to die and then forgive us.
No, I don't wonder why, I wonder what he thought it would get us.
Hey, hey, good bye.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.

Hey, hey, good bye.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.

Hey, hey, good bye.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die.

Only God says jump,
So I set the time
'Cause if he ever saw her
It was through these eyes of mine!
And if he ever suffered it was me who did his crying.

Hey hey, good bye.
Tomorrow Wendy's going to die

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21169135/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21169135/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 10:25:39 PDT
]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21141617/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21141617/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:30:15 PDT touches her!

So. . . Well, I got caught up in the Twilight series everyone is raving about. I read the first book in a couple of hours. . . well, maybe 3 or 4. I've read the first chapter of the second book, only because the author put a spoiler in the back of the first book. I found myself feeling as if I was actually THERE! Feeling what Bella felt, what Edward felt. I wish I was Bella, awestruck by this vampire, resembling the perfect statue of Adonis, or something to that effect. The very elegance of his being. . . his inhumanity. . . just so magnificent! I wouldn't mind being immortal for Edward. I could see where Bella is coming from. So. . . anyone who has read this book should know that it's just amaz-a-zing!

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21126799/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21126799/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:28:21 PDT 23 (Avogadro's number). We celebrated mole day in chemistry class today. I got like 60 bonus points for doing everything on the list, plus coming in first place in the game we played (which involved measuring out water. Nothing special). So all was good! How many moles of Argon are in 66.1 grams of Argon? Can anyone answer that?

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21111421/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21111421/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:10:51 PDT may be a little clingy, the good thing about him is that he openly admitted that he was slightly clingy as well. So. . . all is good. He's emo. . . but plays football. I don't know how that works, but he manages to make it work. He's 5'7 and. . . let's just say he's not skinny! I don't like skinny guys anyway. . .
So. . . any opinions?

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21035197/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21035197/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 17:01:03 PDT
I love you all, and it took the death of friends, multiple failing suicide attempts, and a broken heart to realize that it's NOT worth this crashing down on me. My heart can't take anymore pain. These wounds, they will not heal. But that doesn't mean that I can't give up. . . right? Right. So, here's the thing. Kip. . . if you happen to read this, I want you to know that I'm sorry for blaming you for all the things I just couldn't do. I love you, baby!

So, with that out of the way, I shall move on with my life. I'm doing that whole "Casual dating" thing. I'm not going to get serious with ANYONE. I've already got about 5 guys interested since I am now single. Kyle, Bryant, Robbie, DJ, and Josh. I'm only interested in about 2 (Kyle and DJ) but I dunno. . .

Song of the day:

Hurt by Christina Aguilera (For Kip)

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call ya
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh yeah

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21017950/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/21017950/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:36:47 PDT _{I wish it would have. . .} Someone told Xero something that I did while him and I were dating, and I'm sure it wasn't true. I'm sure he's still pissed at me for bitching at him all the time (I'm talking about a guy named Jonathan)
Anywho. . . I apologize for the lack of devious-ness. I just haven't been in the mood for anything this week. Life is a living hell right now. . . I hate myself for ever loving Kip. I'm such a fucking screw up and there's nothing I can do now to get him back. I don't deserve it anyway. He told me to go rot in a hole and to fuck off. Like I said. . . I tried to grant his wish a couple times, but sadly. . . it wouldn't work. Would he raise an eyebrow if I had actually succeeded? No, of course not. Would he sympathies for me? Hell no. So why should I even care about it? I shouldn't. . . right? Exactly. I wish he would just talk to me about it instead of being immature about the whole situation and start drama. Junior High called. . . they want their drama back! So. . . if you see me not on or answering your comments. Feel free to come to the conclusion that I'm no longer living.

I'm a suicide risk. . .


I am ill-prepared . . .
Sprung and fixated,
Ill-prepared for the matter at hand,
And stubborn for trusting it,
I watch the lies make their way,
Through your fingers and into your soul,
It's like a permanent tarot card,
That sheds, frighteningly, one single tear,
Fears,
Angst,
And hostility,
Personal, masochistic thougts,
Shrouding in the sea, over and under
With the pressure,
Forgiving and forgetting, trying
To fill in those shoes,
Smoldering the last remaining resort,
"Thanks for the memories"?,
Or,
Thanks for picking meh up,
Just to leave meh behind?
Artistic ability,
or,
A trans-lucent, feeble mind,
Easily bent and
Clear as a crow,
Pain and love . . .
Mind-over-matter,
or,
Fear of the fusion,
Your eyes in-tells the window
to the soul,
It's like a war,
And everyone's in juxtaposition
together, with a '45 in one hand,
napalm in the other,
And a 30 o 6 in the dirt.


~Fin~

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20988717/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20988717/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:03:29 PDT

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhymes
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beauiful oblivion
Rendaivu, then im through with you.

Burn, burn like a wicker cabinet
Soft white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale

The tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I wanna tear it off the wall

I hear words in clips and phrases
I fake sick like Ginger-ale
My stomach turns and i had tail___
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhymes
But the lack there ofwould leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendaivu, then im through with you.

So Cal is where my mid states
But it's not my state of mind
Im not as ugly sad as you
Or am i origami?
Folded up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head__
I would swallow my pride
I wouls choke on the rhymes
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendaivu then im through with you.

Ooo ooo
I alone know your the one, you don't, no you need to keep to feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes both sink
When you get close, tie me to the bed post

I alone know your the one, you don't, no you need, no you don't know you need me
Make me blind when your eyes both
Tie me to the bed post!

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhymes
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside-out
Find nothin but faith in nothin
Wanted for my tender
Heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendaivu, then im through, then im through with you!

Through with you!

Rendaive, then im through with you.

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20971140/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20971140/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:47:59 PDT
Btw. . . I'm leaving dA later. I can't take it. He deleted my from his friends list. . . I think he blocked me. There's no reason for staying on dA. I love him, but he doesn't have to do this to me.

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20932517/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20932517/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 07:52:56 PDT xero-sama and ~AliceXinXchains 4 EVER!

The title of my journal got cut off. it's supposed to be "Una pequeña actualización (A little update)"
Hey, everyone. I'm just updating to let you know that I HAVE NOT fallen off the face of the earth. I punched a NEW hole in my head Thursday night. I pierced my cartilage. It hurt like a bitch and it kind of grossed my out when the needle going through my cartilage made my cartilage go "pop, pop, crunch". That freaked me out a little bit. So, anywho. . . How is everyone? Anyone have any exciting news? I don't. As for my love life. . . not so great. It's terrible, actually. I don't know what's going on with him anymore. I think there are things he just won't tell me that he needs to tell me. I don't think he realizes that he could tell me anything and I would probably not get mad. I'm sitting here with a broken heart as we speak. I also don't really think he realizes how much he is hurting me. . . I haven't talked to him in a month (except for 5 minutes 2 Sundays ago), he refuses to call me, and I have no way of communicating with his besides on here and he's never on when I'm on. Everything is SO difficult. Me pregunto si Kip los amors inmóviles yo. . . Porque estoy en amor con él. . .
"I will go down with this ship. I won't put my hands up and surrender. There will be no white flag above my door. I'm in love and always will be"<------ For Kip


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20744119/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 15:24:00 PDT xero-sama and ~AliceXinXchains 4 EVER!

Lookie at what ~Aborro made me! [link]
OMFG! Such an INCREDIBLE poem!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


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All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20720484/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:52:13 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when I skinny dipped at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I told my psychiatrist about the cocaine abuse .


Go burn,
-Tyler Rankin-


I tag YOU!
`xero-sama
*IX-Demyx-IX
=n8iveattitude1
*AsaLegault


Here's the rules

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-


1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity<... ]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20702436/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20702436/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 09:55:24 PDT xero-sama and ~AliceXinXchains 4 EVER!


Well. . . I officially have given up on all hope of happiness. My best friend moved away Thursday. I've come to finally realize that NO ONE can be trusted. I've been back stabbed so many times in the past week, that I have a persisting thought of never being able to trust ANYONE again. I'm sick of feeling like my widdle heart is this numb, cold lifeless thing that sits in my chest without a purpose. I just want that feeling of love again. The feeling that I know there's someone there who loves me for me, and not how many piercings I have, or what I look like, or how I dress or act or think or speak. Just someone who loves me for the person I am. Just someone who tells me they love me daily. Is that too much to ask? I've really been struggling in school, due to the fact that my geometry teacher can't teach, and people think it's funny to say stuff about me right in front of my face. People just don't know when to shut up. It effects my school because in the middle of the day in class, I find myslef in tears in the middle an American History lesson or something. I HATE people. I'm just so stressed and it's hard to focus on school. Money is still tight around the house and the fact that we just spent $1,500 on shingles for a new roof at Home Depot doesn't help the matter at hand. I keep hoping and praying things would get better, but it seems to me it's getting me no where. I've dug myself into a hole with the whole volunteer thing again. I'm in the JR. Civitans club at school. I've had to work at the friggin fair 3 days this week. I worked Tuesday and Thursday from 6-8 PM and I worked Friday from 8 Am - 12 pm (yes I know I wasn't at school for half the day) I'm literally exhausted because along with the volunteer work for the club, I still volunteer at the zoo. It's driving me crazy, but that part's my fault. We sold my barrel horse yesterday. Money is just tight and we can't keep them. We're going to sell more soon. I ask God why I don't get to talk to my babe, but I've yet to get an answer. He's the only one who manages to keep me sane, and since I haven't talked to him in almost 2 weeks, it's a little hard to keep my sanity sometimes. I know he's stressed, and I understand that. Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish about it. I just want to be with him so bad! It hurts me every second that I can't hear his voice or see him. Maybe I'm sounding rediculous, but at this point, it wouldn't matter. He's the only thing that matters right now, and I can't even be with him. Sometimes I lay awake at night, wondering why and crying myslef to sleep.

"I have become cumbersome to this world"

[E D I T]
I just realized what I said about not having anyone to love me and GOD I'M SO STUPID!!! I do have someone. . . one person. I just am currently distant from him at the moment. I really don't think this boy realizes how much I love him, either. I KNOW I love him more than he loves me! Haha, you hear that Xero! I just won the battle! I love YOU more! ^ _ ^
Anywho. . . I'm sorry for going all emo on you guys, it's just I was feeling like shit and I thought I would vent through telling you guys the 411. I'm just beating myself up over how I could just let the best thing that's happened to me slip right through my tiny fingers. Or. . . at least it feels like it's slipping through my fingers. I'm hold on as tight as I can, but for some reason, I'm getting the feeling of defeat. So, Xero, if you're reading this, I love you so very much. I don't want to ever let you go! I don't know if you realize this, but the more I think about you, the happier I get but at the same time, am sad. I do realize what a miracle I have in my arms, but I really don't think you realize what you have. So, "Take time to realize that you're worth this crashing down on me. Take time to realize that I'm on your side. Didn't I tell you? And no I can't spell it out for you-no it's never going to be that simple. No I can't spell it out for you. If you just realize what I just realized then we'll be perfect for each other and we'll never find another, if you just realize what I just realized then we'll never have to wonder if we missed out on each other."

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add... ]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20687731/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20687731/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 14:06:45 PDT xero-sama and ~AliceXinXchains 4 EVER!


No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'"


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20620584/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20620584/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 14:08:54 PDT xero-sama and ~AliceXinXchains 4 EVER!

Yes, it's my sweet 16. . . I had a fun day today. . . except for the fact that my ex won't quit hitting on me. He shoved $4 in my face, walked me to my class, hugged me, and then kissed me on my head!*shivers* He keeps trying to get back with me and he is epically phailing! I laugh at it! Anywho. . . I just wanted to let you guys know I had a good b-day. I managed to rack up like $7, got a couple of presents from my friends (not to mention the ones I got from ~chocolate-freak OMGSH! anywho. . .I love you all!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20591964/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20591964/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 20:49:26 PDT H E L L and that's no lie. People just don't know when to keep their mouths closed! But anyway. . . My birthday's Monday, and I'm really not that excited about it. Another year goes by, I get one year older. There's no reason to celebrate that passage of time, is there? Like the title of my journal, it's pointless. I've come to realize some things just aren't worth fighting for anymore. I try to give out love, and it's like it gets eated by the kracken from the sea and then spit back in my face. Getting hit by a truck full of hot garbage juice, getting my heart ripped out and have it vindictively shoved in my face would be expediently cooler than trying and failing at love.

]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20572004/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20572004/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 16:51:52 PDT xero-sama and ~AliceXinXchains 4 EVER!


Well. . . here's to another school year starting off okay. I'm really liking chemistry, and people aren't being as evil this year. There is the typical teasing. . . as always, but otherwise, it's kind of peaceful! I just got the pamphlet and the order forum for my class ring. It's going to be really pretty! Anywho, I just thought I would update a little. I know you guys haven't heard an update from me in a while, so. . . anyway, just to let yall know, my birthday is Monday! Anywho, I love you all and I'll catch y'all on the phlip side!


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20305114/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 14:02:15 PDT ♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫ Together 4 Ever ♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫

Wow. I remember Xero telling me about we weren't going to get SHIT from the hurricane! Well, we're flooded. There's water all the way across the road with 3 foot long catfish swimming across the road. It's so bad, people have boats out. It's knee level in their yards. It hasn't hit our house yet, but then again we're expecting a couple more feet! It always floods a couple feet down the road before it floods at out house! Remember how I told you guys Monroe floods easy, especially this part!? Well, yeah, it does! It's REALLY bad here! We're having to move our horses because it's going to eventually get to our horse pasture. Yeah, we're moving them all the way to Calhoun. Which is like 45 minutes away. So, just keep us in your prayers that it doesn't get too bad! "You always find a way to keep me right here waiting."

[E D I T]
Okay, peoples! The rain has come back and it's about 6 inches to a foot across the road and waste deep in some peoples yards! You can't even get a small car across the road without it getting up in your car! Right across the street is a 50 acre cow pasture and the whole pasture looks like a lake! You can't even see the grass! It's really bad and we're all worried! So, Xero, if you're reading this, call me ASAP cuz it's possible it's going to get to our house!
And I'll put up pictures as soon as I get them off my dad's camera! You're going to be SHOCKED at what you see! I'm telling you! Everywhere we go, it looks like a lake! The rain is back and we're getting more and more in the red as I type this! I have to go now, because seeing Monroe's past, it's going to be worse, and I need to go help out with stuff for the flood and whatnot! So, just keep us in your prayers as we go through this.
Love you all!
"Who's that lounging in my chair?"

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Lhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20274498/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 15:13:31 PDT ♪♫♪♫♪♫♪ Together 4 Ever ♫♪♫♪♫

Well. . . The hurricane has hit land. It's effecting Lafayette WAY more than it has effected Monroe, but still. . . I'm scared shitless of storms! Please pray for us, especially for those in the Lafayette region! I love you guys, and I'm going to have to unplug my computer momentarily. So, just bare with me as I wait out the storm! I love you guys!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20128899/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 11:17:36 PDT jaykoya's birthday present. Since his birthday is 3 days before mine, we've decided to do each other a birthday present. I'm working on a digital portrait for him. Since I've always wanted to, I see this as a good opportunity to start. He's requested a portrait of my boyfriend and I, and I said it would be neat to do a portrait of him and I kissing. Since my boyfriend does live 5 hours away atm, there is no way I can get a reference picture of us kissing. I have pictures of him, and I have pics of me, but I'm not sure how I'm to do this. If anyone knows, note me about it! Your help is greatly appreciated!


Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Landhttp://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20098907/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 15:53:23 PDT я `xero-sama+я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяяя

Okay. . . so. I'm thinking about leaving dA. All my stuff sucks! What's the point in having a dA when your stuff sucks? I really don't guess there is a point. So, what do you guys say? Is my stuff good or bad? Is it mediocre or is is awesome? I want your HONEST answer. If you were to rate my art on a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) what would it be? I give myself a 2.

Anywho. . . Kip and I are doing great, still! I lurve him so much!!! ^_^




Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20020591/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/20020591/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 10:51:01 PDT я `xero-sama+я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяяя

Well. . . I forgot to tell you all last Wednesday, but they put my doggy to steep. There was a less than %10 chance she would ever walk again and they weren't sure surgery was going to fix it. I miss my doggy. . .

Anywho, `xero-sama and I are doing fine, ftw. ^_^ I'm still missing him dearly! I love him a lot, and I wish there was SOME way to get him up here for my birthday. . . *prays to God and makes wish on lucky star* Seriously. . . I thank God every day for what and who he has blessed me with. A good home, loving parents, a caring boyfriend who loves me, clothes, food. . . I'm just so grateful! Kip has taught me to appreaciate life more, and not to worry about the little things. I'm living every day to it's fullest! No regrets!

School. . . erg! I start tomorrow! SUCKS! The only reason I want to go is to see my friends. . . I just want to hurry up and get it over with! Hopefully, these next two years will go by so fast.

So. . . I think I can conclude my journal for this time. "He's got all my heart my soul my wishes all of my love my hugs my kisses everything that means anything at all. All of my life I spent hopin’ I could give someone such devotion Every sweet memory I can recall he's got it all"



Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
Land *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19931737/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19931737/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 10:07:17 PDT я `xero-sama+ я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяяя

I can almost count on 2 hands how many people get into KYCE (Know your CEan)
A total of 12 people out of 17,000+ members have gotten into this (including myself)! It's basically interviews of the most popular people on crazyengineers{dot}com! So. . . if you want to go read my interview. . . here's the [link]
Lol! I'm SO excited. . . I'm even on the front page! Lookie! [link]

Tell me what you think about the interview!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19900114/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 15:22:22 PDT я `xero-sama+я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяяя

Hai everyone!
I'm back. . . I had a great time! There are SO many inside jokes between me and my work now! Lol, "It's the magical leopluradon, Charlie!" (Excuse me if I spelled that wrong. Correct me if needed.) But yeah. . . we went to the beach, I found a whole bunch of shells, I even got Xero a shell! ^_-
I'm bummed though. Xero's parents cut back on his phone time, and He can't talk to me during the week AT ALL! I mean. . . I can kinda understand where they're coming from, but NOT AT ALL during the week? That's a little much! Also, my dog is very sick. She can't get up. We tried to pick her up, but her back end was just limp. She can move her legs, but her back, we think, is broken. If that's the case, then we're going to have to put her to sleep. I love that dog to death! I don't know what I'm going to do when she's gone! Her name is Shelby, and she's part Shelty part German Sheppard (We think). She's a pretty rust and black colour.
Anywho. . . I love you guys so much! Thanks for being there! Especially `xero-sama, =jaykoya, ~Fox-Badger, ~Aborro, *Pixie-Wildflower, ~Saria135, ~Abhishrut, ~zim143, *BloodshotProductions, and =PyrO-PrOfessOr! Thank you guys SO much for the support! That means so much!
"Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes"

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19850420/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:15:33 PDT я `xero-sama+я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяяя



Hai everyone. . .
For those of you who are faithful watchers, then this journal is directed to the general vicinity of you selected few.
So. . . for that general audience of my watchers, I want to say that I'm leaving. . . for the weekend! Lol. . . I'll be going on a trip to Gulf Shores, Alabama. I'm leaving Saturday at 9:00 AM and I won't return till Sunday around 10:00 PM. It's about a 6 hour drive from Monroe, Louisiana to Gulf Shores, Alabama. YAY, I'm so excited! I'm going with the Monroe Zoo (I work there) and we're going down to the Alabama Zoo to help with remodeling because the zoo was destroyed by Hurricane Rita. Saturday, we're going to the mall and to the beach, while Sunday we'll be going to the zoo. My mother unit handed me $140 to go on the trip with. I had to pay the $50 for the trip, but she gave me $140 just for spending and eating and whatnot! WOW! How awesome is that!?
Anywho. . . hopefully, you all won't miss me that much! "I can feel it coming in the air tonight."

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

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<... ]]> *AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19829616/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19829616/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 14:56:34 PDT я `xero-sama+ я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяя


lol. . . Apophysis 2.08 came out today. I'd been having problems with my other version and thought that the new one would actually work. . . it's being a bitch and won't cooperate with me! *Keeps says I need a reformat. I DON'T WANNA!!!!!!!!! I keep getting these weird errors. . . I don't even know what that's about! So. . . you know what Apophysis!? EFF YEW!!!

Sorry for my little non sequential ranting about the screwy-ness of my dell. On a brighter note, school is starting back on the 19th for me. Yay! I can't make below a C or I get my phone taken away for 6 weeks. So that means, Kip, if you call me one day and I don't answer, that means I probably got it taken away. Anywho. . . "Let me go and throw me into the dead spot again."

I'm done with my random non sequential ranting. . . lol



Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


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All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


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*AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19775331/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19775331/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 16:44:16 PDT я `xero-sama+ я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяя


Well. . . for those watchers of mine who also know `xero-sama then you might know what is going on. And since I doubt any of you do (although he is quite popular), I'll fill you in on what is happening.
As I have ranted about before, I'm currently in a serious relationship with `xero-sama! I couldn't be more happier, and frankly, at the same time, I'm not. I'm happy with my relationship, but not so happy with the situation. I haven't been myself for about a week. The distance between Kip and I is getting to me. He lives 3 1/2 hours away from me right now. . . When we started this relationship, I said I was going to be able to stick it out, and I still am, but I'm finding it harder and harder to deal. Yes, I know, two years is an awful long time to go without seeing him, (the time it will take for us to be done with school) but I've realized now (since Kip has convinced me) that I've got to be strong through it, just as he is. He's suffering the same amount of pain that I am, but he just doesn't express it like I do. I just want to be with him. I know our parents won't understand, so that's why we don't tell them the things that go on between us. Yes, I know we're young, but that should never have anything to do with love. I seriously LOVE Kip! That's all I have to say. . .


[EDIT]
Guess what!?! I took an IQ test. . . actually, I tooka couple of them. There was one I took several weeks back, that I made a 142 on. A couple of days ago, I took two. On the timed one, I made a 128 and the non timed one, I made a 132. Get this. . . my average score overall is(does math in head 142+132+128/3 138! Dude. . . do you know what the IQ scale is?

IQ Ratings of Over 140 - Genius or near genius
IQ Ratings of 120 to 140 Highly intelligent
IQ Ratings of 110 to 119 Very intelligent
IQ Rating of 90 to 109 Normal or average intelligence
IQ Ratings of 80 to 89 Dullness
IQ Rating of 70-79 Borderline deficiency
IQ Ratings Under70 Definite feeble-mindedness

That means. . . with my 142 IQ test score the other day. . .I'm like borderline genius! That is awesome! How awesome is that!? I'm so excited! Like, seriously! DO I come across as that smart? Be completely honest!

Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends:
*AliceXinXchains http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19682790/ http://AliceXinXchains.deviantart.com/journal/19682790/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 14:53:37 PDT я `xero-sama+ я
я Music = life я
яяяяяяяяяяяяяяя


So. . . I'm currently working on this new project. I'm making a homemade speaker cabinet! I'm putting 2, 10" speakers and 2, 12" bass speakers. The cabinet's dimensions will be 2.5 X 4 X 1 (that being 2.5 feet in width, 4 feet in height and 1 foot in depth). It's going to have volume control for both different sets of speakers, along with many audio/stereo plugins.
If anyone has any tips and/or ideas for me and what I should/could do, please tell me. Has anyone made a cabinet before?



Best regards,
Tyler Rankin AkA Lily Starr

So, with that, I conclude my entry for this time.

I reject your reality and replace it with my own

　 ／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

ÆNEMA


All rights reserved®
All of my work is MINE and reflects the thoughts of ME™
NOSTEALINGYOU!!!©

Koяn

I would like to add that commission sails are as followed:
Wanderingdarkness205

So, If you want some artwork, come stop by and ask me!
(P.S. Tell me what you think about my prices!)


Friends: