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I’m sorry to announce my sudden departure. It is unfortunate but something I must do. I know my 100 theme start will forever hang in the air, unfinished. I won’t have anyone finish it for me. I will let it sit there as a reminder of an unfinished story. There is a slim, and very slim, possibility I will be back within a few years. Till then, and for the moment, I am sure I won’t be back. If you comment on my poetry…I won’t respond. If you watch my account…please don’t. There won’t be anything for you. If you favorite my work…thank you dearly. I’m sorry I never got to see it; if you send me a note…I’m dearly sorry. If your work goes unread or unviewed by me…you know there’s nothing I can do about that.

In a last word I would like to say, yes, I am closing ALL my accounts. I will not take down the work, but I will be busily copying it down since most of it is only on deviantART. My accounts were AlwaysHereToday, YouCantUnderstand, and, yes, Ultimate-Forgiveness. My club is also going to go. I have posed as many people on deviantART, such as fourteen year old Hailie, Wannabe Writer, AlwaysHereToday, YouCantUnderstand, ThingsUnsaidForever, thirteen year old Erika, and many more. There’s only one, and one, person I really am. Another citizen in society. That’s who I am.

You’ve all been somewhat great to me while I’ve been on deviantART. I thank all my commenters, favoriters, stalkers, and friends. They’ve made every day seem just a tad brighter by, when arriving on deviantART, always having a positive comment or word for me. They’ve been very good to me. I am sad to leave but I know it is a must. It’s not just school etc, etc. I’ll put it like this…


If today’s teenagers didn’t have parents who loved them then the world would suck worse than now. And juvi wouldn’t be able to hold them all.


I wish everyone the best on deviantART and hope my friends shall continue on with their fabulous work. It is unfortunate I shall not see it. Farewell, everyone. I had a slightly enjoyable time on deviantART. With a few ruts here and there, but nothing more. I hope some people will remember me and refer back to my poetry. I’d love that ever so much. This is my last closing message before I finish erasing every memory of being here. But I can never erase the memory of my friends and their great work.

Always--

~Another Citizen in Society who’s name is Erika

PS: If you need to keep in touch or send me writing work it’s: wannabepoet4life@yahoo.com. Or catch me on Neopets. Love that site. ^^ streamclan or mysterykat223. Oh—and don’t hesitate to ask about parts of a story or poetry I’m writing. I’d love to be able to share that with you. It’d make me feel elated. Happy, in other words… Hard at work, here, with poetry, school, and writing. If you want to show me a picture, story, or whatever from devART, e-mail it to me.

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]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12624254/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12624254/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:40:07 PDT
It's true.

Okay--update time. I want to say--sorry for not being on this account very much. I never thought I'd spend more time on my other account . Also--running an anti-yaoi club is hard as well. Along with schoolwork, friends, family, and personal problems to take care of as well. So, I'm really stressing.

I have a really painful problem right now. I don't want to talk about it. It hurts way too much.

Only one kid in real life knows what kind of pain I'm feeling right now. He's two grades younger than me and he did the most remarkable thing when I told him about what was happening. He patted me on the back. It was not a large gesture but it showed me he cared and he was there for me. It was really sweet of him and it helped eased my pain a little.

School has become an overwhelming part of my life. I have a test every single day of this week excluding Friday where two major assignments are due. I'll be fine if someone just takes a damned and shoots me right now. I'm stressing so bad.

Friends are something I hold onto with all my heart. They give me strength to carry on, support me in times on need, encourags me go on when I can't, guide me when I can't see, and stand by me forever. I want to return that by being a friend like that only loads better right back to show my friends I love them like hell.

Family I have to keep up with as my busy schedule hits 'Play'. They are respecting the fact I need time right now and so I shall help them out around the house on weekends to repay them for the weekdays I spend locked in my room.

I'm sorry for the delay on the fan-fics! I really am! I don't get to use the computer Sundays, I have two hours everyday on weekdays including Saturday, and Tuesday's I have something from 7-9 PM.

Right now I need to do the following:

Write 'The Moon and the Stars p5 - Final'
Type up 'Scars of the Past - Eragon p3'
Type up 'Freed from the Past p2'
Write a non-fiction story about something that occured today
Write another open letter (topic will be known when it's done)

And that'd be it for now.

Thanks for sticking with me. Mwah.

Always--

Erika

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12370767/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12370767/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 02:52:48 PDT
I'm writing 'The Moon and the Stars p5' as fast as I can. My brain just won't let me, though. I hope you'll all like it. I know the ending and what I want to happen but.... Organization is NOT a strong point for me....

As for my April fan-fic.... -shiftyeyes- I shall be starting a major project come April and so my time to write for you and put things up will be limited. Uh... I have three parts written and currently trying to write part four. I hope you'll like it. I'm practicing my all mighty fight scene skills. Uh... PRACTICING, people, practicing....

I have discovered I have power over my BFF! is her!! her forever!!

Oh.... And on another note I'm completely obsessed with writing my newest Eragon fan-fic. Somewhere in my most recent deviations. Whoot whoot. MURTAGH IS HOT. I'm having fun writing that.

On another note I have picked up drawing! I make really rough sketches (which everyone thinks suck) and then color them (then they say they're awesome). I'll be putting a few up soon.

On a worse note I may not live to see the end of tomorrow. Mmkay...fine...drama queen but SERIOUSLY! I know something I shouldn't. Can you say....they're going to murder me for knowing? It's my online BFF....

I think that's all for now....

OH! My computer restrictions:

Holiday: All morning and 2 hours in the afternoon
School: Two hours after homework (Impossible when my project starts...)
NO SUNDAYS

That's all.

♥--Erika

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12343585/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12343585/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 22:40:03 PDT
Bakura () -Yu Gi Oh (TAS)
Murtagh (from the movie too. ^^ Character overall)
Kurama () -YYH
Hiei (Uh... ) -YYH
Chase Young (I still love him...somehow......) -XS
Draco Malfoy (STORY CHARACTER ONLY, NYAH!)

YAY FOR FAN-GIRL OBSESSIONS!

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12296117/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12296117/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:10:13 PDT
Always,
--Hikaru or Erika

SISTER DEAR
Three parts written before cancellation
Steal my story and die

[link] PART 3

[link] PART 2

[link] PART 1

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12209753/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12209753/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 17:42:29 PDT

Come on peeps, I got like one or two commenters on my fan-fics and I'm thinking of stopping now. I feel like no one likes them and I take tons of time of my life to write them. I just find it pointless if only two people read them and comment. It feels like there's no feedback and they're not good enough to have more comments. I am just about to work on three or four art projects (including my thank for/request for 1000 page views...damn...) and my fan-fics (The Moon and the Stars, Sister Dear). Also I'm coming with a new fan-fic soon but... I'm not sure... I got to write it, title it, and put it up. I'm also writing poetry. So... -sighs- I'm on two weeks of spring break which will be eaten up because of the work for my devART friends.

Hope I don't have to cancel and stop writing my fan-fics.

Looks like that to me though.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12209423/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12209423/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 17:14:51 PDT
I'm back and going to keep writing on.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12174694/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12174694/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 21:33:33 PDT
I'm off tomorrow!

See you when I get back!!

My Newest Friend who is SUPER awesome and a REALLY talented poet:

My friend who I forgive slightly:

I will miss *no specific order*:





















And anyone else I missed!!

OHHHHHHH! CLAY! YES, CLAY! I SHALL MISS HIM TOO!

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12155214/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12155214/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:59:56 PDT
[link] Love that song!

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12151216/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12151216/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 01:18:24 PDT
:crossfingers:

Let's hope I can! I wouldn't miss this for the world.

I'm writing The Moon and the Stars p3 as fast as I can. Which is EXTREMELY slow because I'm sick. Stupid congestion is the only thing left. My nose is leaking all over the place clearing itself up. That means my VOICE sounds UBER demented now and my coughs are pretty bad sounding. Honestly it's just for the congestion leaving me! It's not a contagious cough or anything!

Anyways, hope to get better soon!!

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Darn Internet germs! Darn sick people! Darn sick people at my school! I am coughing my brains out, having a really hard time breathing, my throat hurts, and I sound DEMENTED to the EXTREME. God damn it as if I wasn't already feeling annoyed with this... I have today and tomorrow to get better! Wish me luck!



EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

OMG! Just as I was going to hit 'Update' I sneezed. My nose is really stuffed up by the way. And guess what happened? EW! Okay, so, this huge BLOB of snot flies out and lands on my PJ pants and I have HUGE globs coming out of my nose. So I am forced to run to the bathroom which is next to my room and clean myself up. I am grossed out AND afraid to sneeze.

Note to self, keep tissues on person at all times...

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12120401/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12120401/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 19:35:03 PST
One reason is my friend KT just made honor roll at our school for the first time.

The second reason is because my GPA turned out something like... 3.88.

Effort: All A's
Overall Grades: A-'s to A+'s and one B in Math

I have a reason to go on.

Thank you, everyone, and I'm just really proud of myself. I never though I could accomplish something like this...

Also, I'm leaving Monday! Don't forget! I have the motivation I need to keep writing like hell BUT my mom is like making me friggin clean up all my room. ;_; So I may have delays.

I AM DETERMINED TO FINISH!

The REST of my day...

Oh. Whoo. The rest of my day. Let's see...

6:30 AM - Woke up
7:47 AM - Carpooled to school
7:59 AM - At school
8:00 AM to 3:12 PM - School
-During this time this is something REALLY eventful...
I got b.......d by these girls who were supposed to take responsibility and come help me during lunch to finish something for Outdoor School next week. Then they start telling me it's MY fault and such on crap. I get really pizzed. I go to the bathroom and just start crying since I've taken a bad week so far. THEN they tell me I have NO right to be mad. AHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA! I have full rights to be MAD. They AGREED to help me and SAID they would be there when I TOLD them about it. IT. IS. AND. WAS. NOT. MY. FAULT. NOR. RESPONSIBILITY. TO. BABYSIT. OR. TELL. REMIND. YOU. IT. IS. YOURS. YOU. STUPID. PEOPLE.
-End-
3:28 PM - Home

And so on normal stuff.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12107792/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12107792/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 15:45:40 PST When boredom gets you...oh gawd...

Stolen from

--THEATER KID--
[x] Ever been in a School play?
[] Have you ever seen a Broadway/West End show?
[] Seen more than 10 shows?
[] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theater?
[] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[] Did you like the Broadway show?

TOTAL = [2] YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

--REDNECK--
[] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[] Do you like to get dirty?
[x] Do you like country music?
[] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[x] Do you live on more then 1 acres?
[] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
-->Do scary wild animals count...?<--
[] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?

TOTAL = [2] WHOOOOOOOOOOO!

-GOTH--
[] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[] Do you think about death often?
[x] Do you want to die?
-->Sometimes<--
[x] Are you a social outcast?
-->Everyone hates me at school <--
[] Are you pale? Paler then Ct
[] Do you own something from Hot Topic?
[] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[] Are you mean?

TOTAL = [3]

--PUNK--
[] Can you skateboard?
[] Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, ect.?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
-->My ears, once<--
[] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[] Have you called someone a poseur recently?
[] Does it piss you off when people say poser instead of poseur?

TOTAL = [2] WHAT NOW?!! OHHHHHHHHHHHH!! BURNNNNNNN!

--PREP--
[] Do you say the word "like" alot?
[]Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[]Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[] Do you laugh a lot?
[] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[] do you want/have a little dog?
[] Do you smile a lot?
[] Do you hang out with your friends a lot?
[] Do you always carry a purse/wallet?

TOTAL = [1] NEVER. CALL. ME. A. PREP.

--HIPPIE--
[] Is your hair long?
-->Used to be.... <--
[] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[] Do you play a ukulele or os?
[] Do/have you ever smoked the peace pipe?
[] Do you wear a peace sign around your neck?
[] Do you just sit in the grass with your friends and play guitar?

TOTAL = [2] This scares me slightly....

--GANGSTA--
[] Do you act ghetto?
[] Do you wear do-rags?
[] Do you like hip-hop?
[] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[] Do you believe he's alive?
[] Do you like afros?
[] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[] Do you like to dance?
[] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?

TOTAL = [0] ERIKA. IS. NOT. GANGSTA, FOO! ((WTH?! o.o))

--EMO--
[x] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x]Do you like hard music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Have you ever cut yourself?
[x] Are you LONELY?
[] Do you like ohio is for lovers by Hawthorne Heights?
[x] Do you think a lot?

TOTAL = [8] Emo all the way. D= There's no denying it now.

--SURFER--
[] Do you surf?
[] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[] Is your hair shaggy?
[] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[] Do you own an... ]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12102676/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12102676/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 07:11:50 PST
]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12100454/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12100454/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 00:17:21 PST Yeah, I admit. Secretly before I've gone to sleep this whole f.....g week I've been reading YYH fan-fics. Most of them yaoi. So my mind is a little f......g messed up. I have barely started Sister Dear p3 or The Moon and the Stars p3. So somehow I'm going to have them up by Sunday. Or else damn me to hell. Gawd.... F....k it all. I've been having a tough week at school and a few other things are not f.....g helping at all. I just started crying before. I have a bad cough so I was hacking away while sobbing quietly. Lucky for me everyone was already asleep. Damn it. I'm just a teensy bit frustrated as you can see. =/

I'm walking through a load of s.....t and it's turning out like a f.....g hell. Damn it all to hell and give me some time for myself. AUGH!! As you can see, yes, I am really exhausted and very sick of everything right now.

Kawaiikittee88, please tell me what you want as your reward for your screenie of my 1000 page views. I'd like to start that before I leave. Unless I have more time over spring break, which is most likely. I've got a few things I still need to finish over spring break. Damn me to hell for being lazy or just yell a whole lot of f.....g curses at me I don't give a s....t Everything is turning out hellish this week and I am in NO MOOD to deal with any crap.

Thanks for listening to me rant.

PS: This is my test of 'I'm Sorry, Hikaru' [link]

PSS: I can't go anywhere without getting some random yaoi s....t. So I'm just going to stop reading stuff like that all together. Also, 'I'm Sorry, Hikaru' shall be Mature Content filtered. Sorry, y'all, I'm not so secure about some parts of it....

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~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12083098/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12083098/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 15:58:08 PST

1. What is your favourite fruit?
-Green grapes and apples.

2. On a scale of 1-10, how much do you like your house?
-8/10

3. What is your favourite flavour jelly bean?
-Green apple

4. What does your screensaver look like?
-Don't have one. Well, actually, it's a black screen that you can use your imagination on...

5. Look at something randomly..what is it?
-The curtains are closed, if they were open I'd say tree.

6. What are your uncles' names?
-What. The. Flipping. Hell. I don't know nor care.

7. What is your favourite dark drink? (if you dont have a clue what this question means, its like cola and blueberry juice, not sprite or soda-water)
-Cherry Coke

8. What are you having for dinner?
-Dunno.

9. Do you like flash games?
-I think so....

10. Do you know what Oden is?
-HUH?!

11. What kind of camera do you have?
-Digital, baby, all the way. I love my lil' digital too.

12. What food do you hate the most?
-Rotten food that makes me gag then throw up...

13. Do you like Sonic characters?
-No...

14.What is your favourite kind of kitty?!!
-Dun have one. xD

Friends I tag: , , .

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12075485/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12075485/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 00:45:02 PST

Okay. Here's what's going down. My brain is fried mush. Here's what I do every day.

1. Get ready to leave next week
2. Clean up my room (some parts)
3. Do homework
4. Study
5. Draw
6. Write Sister Dear p3 (4-5 pages MINIMUM)
7. Write The Moon and the Stars p3 (8 pages MINIMUM)
8. Do thank you for 600-1000 page views

MY BRAIN IS DYING AND SO AM I!!!

Okay, now on a happier note I plan to land my 100th deviation on my 1000th page view. I think you all know the stuff for that but let me review.

1. You screenie it
2. You put it somewhere in your deviations
3. You don't cheat
4. You send me a note (please don't spam my inbox....)
5. I reply

That's basically it. I am a busy person. The prize if you catch my 1000th is either:

-Mixed Media Project (gawd no please...)
*name
*two fave colors

-Drawing (my skills are limited... -.-")
*what you want it of
*color or not
*certain background or just white

-Flower (I love these ^_^)
*name
*three fave colors
*if you want a due date tell me

-Fan fic (Oh mi gawsh...)
*what about
*characters
*plot outline
*done by (whenever would be good...)
*character descriptions unless you want me to do that and all the other stuff
--**--IF IT IS ANIME TELL ME--**--

-Poem (Yayz)
*topic
*type (spoken word, rhyming, or open)
*particular message if there is one (kinda goes with topic)

And that's it. My brain is dying here so please be kind. I'm working really hard to have both p3's done by...Friday/Thursday. Report cards are on Friday and I'm STRESSED. I am swamped with school and desperate to make sure I can balance everything out. AKA school, family, friends, drawing, deviantART, and writing. Ouch. Feel bad, feel very bad.

Anyways for now enjoy staring at my current deviations, I'm working super hard!! Thanks for your patience!

I also do flower requests, the info you need to send me is your three fave colors and your name. Or if you don't want your name I'll use your username. I don't mind it at all because they don't take very long.

ALSO...

Our school *may* have a talent show so wish me luck! I may sing I Need You by LeAnn Rimes dedicated to my fam and friends. Speaking of friends Clay is doing awesome and I'm really happy for him.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12038228/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12038228/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 22:59:39 PST VERY SPECIAL NEWS

Okay, so I am really good at drawing flowers I guess. I am doing requests now! OMG YAYYYYYYYY! Anyways, just send me a note with the subject 'Flower' and then include in your message your name and three favorite colors. If you have a preference for when it should be done by I will gladly do that as long as it's not too rational. So, that's it.


Nothing in this world could keep me away from deviantART. But for now I'll remain invisible for the rest of the weekend. I need to write fan-fics and figure out how to react to this...shock... Anyways, I will be answering messages and notes. I am a bit shaken. I also never have used my block list till now. I never had a reason. Anyways, yeah, as you can see this is just going on and on. So, I'll be invisi, answering messages, and just lurking. Thanks to everyone who's sticking out there for me. I'll be back.

IMPORTANT

If you catch me at 1000 page views then SCREENIE it and then upload it. Send me a note of who you are. Then I shall do a request for you. It can be poetry, a fan-fic, or a drawing. If I can do the fan-fic about what you want then I shall do it otherwise I'll just make you a thank you. Same goes for the drawing.

UPDATE NEWS

I can and will do a mixed media project for you if you are my screenier. I just need to know your two favorite colors and your name. Then pick either a heart, star, yin and yang, or smiling face symbol. If you want a one to four word message then tell me. Title the note you send me 'Mixed Media' if you are my 1000th page view screenier. I will gladly do that if you want.

PLEASE DON'T GET MAD, MY WRITING SKILLS AND DRAWING SKILLS ARE LIMITED.

CHEATERS WILL BE DISQUALIFIED, MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A COPYRIGHT ON YOUR SCREENIE, AND PLEASE HAVE FUN.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12033139/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12033139/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 21:57:32 PST
For a while at least.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12032625/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12032625/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 21:42:38 PST AlwaysHereToday,

1 deviation of yours, listed below, has been removed from deviantART due to a violation of our policies:

Title: Thanks for 550
URL: [link]
Submitted: 2007-02-23 5:47:45 pm

Your deviation was removed due to violation of one of the following policies:

An administrator has removed your deviation as being a violation of copyright.

Your submissions may not contain material or images which were not created entirely through your own effort; this means that you cannot simply collect photographs, artworks and other images, writings or scans from printed books/magazines and submit them to your account. You are not allowed to submit “reworked”, “edited” or otherwise “modified” material which you obtained from other sources.

This behavior is known as plagiarism, copyright infringement, or by the slang term of "ripping" and is an illegal behavior. Your submissions and all the material within it must have been created entirely by your own hand and through your own effort.

If you continue to violate our copyright policy your account may be suspended for a period of time or banned.

If you feel this removal was in error, or have questions regarding it, then please visit the deviantART Help Desk in order to submit a Copyright Violation Inquiry. Be certain to include the above link and title of your deviation in your inquiry for a prompt response.

Please do not reply to this note as it is an automated process and will not be answered and please do not bring these issues into the Forums or other areas of deviantART.

Thank you,

deviantART staff

My Words

Wow. I am shocked. I have never once ever done something like that. I know a lot of you know I'd never do something like that. I'm just really...shocked. I could've received a warning or something but noooooo they had to slam me with it on a Friday night. A while after I submitted it to deviantART in February. I was sitting here with my friend and answering my deviantART notes and messages when I get this note. I read it over slowly and then the gravity of it made me just really annoyed that I could get accused of this. I honestly would never do this, have never done this, and didn't do this. Please comment whether you believe me or deviantART. It would be helpful. The picture is the one labeled 'Hikaru-The Moon and the Stars'. Thanks.

I'm about to quit. I'm through. If you people don't have any compassion or advice then I don't need to hear your rude criticism. I'm trying my best and that's all I have. I am seriously going to leave devART soon.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12019468/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12019468/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:59:30 PST
He ran away because he got a mail from Parker- the guy he fought with that I liked- saying he was gonna go after him and kill him, and then come after me. THATS why he ran in the first place. Parker had some of his friends with him- they beat him up, and then shoved him out from the 2nd story window into an alley way... His mom was over here apologizing ...

And...

The doctor told us that a lot of his ribs were broken, he had internal bleeding, a broken arm and collerbone- along with a blunt head injury. They said as long as he's kept under servailence he should be alright in about 2 weeks to a month.

I can't blame myself. He's sorry. He's hurt. He'll recover. I'm just thankful he's okay.

PS: Did I also mention if I knew Parker in real life he'd be long since pummelled by me? Well, he's safe. In jail.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12006590/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12006590/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 20:25:39 PST
As maranight said, one of my best buds from Neopets, Clay, ran away a few days ago. Two or three. We hadn't seen him for that time. Just today we learned he ran away after having a few...violent spasms...they just found him....he's in the hospital... I'm writing this without crying. But truly I am crying inside. I'll write poetry for him. He's not dead. He lives on forever and ever even if he dies. He's such a great guy. He's kind, thoughtful, honest, trustworthy, and one of my all around greatest friends ever. Even though I only have known him for a little I've been able to open up to him and talk about things that I could never have before with my other friends. I'm hoping and praying he's okay. God keep him safe. I don't believe in God. But I'll still pray to him to keep Clay well. A guy like that doesn't deserve to have this.

I know I wanted to run away today. Randomly after a few things this morning. I almost decided to. Clay gives me a new definition to 'run away'. Leave all the pain behind and hurt everyone at the same time. I don't want to be mean to him here. I'm not trying. If I am, I'm sorry to him and his friends.

I hate myself right now because I knew something was wrong with him before. I knew something that had happened before. Yet I didn't say anything. I blame myself for letting it run this wild. I can't keep blaming myself, I know, but I still do. It hurts to know I could've made everyone care before this happened. Care enough to stop the hurt he was feeling and have him stay. I blame myself so much right now.

Clay; my best friend ever, my first friend who's a guy, and someone I trust more than anyone else right now. Be well, stay safe, I'm here for you always.

This is what truly happened. From Kali.

He ran away because he got a mail from parker- the guy he fought with that I liked- saying he was gonna go after him and kill him, and then come after me. THATS why he ran in the first place. Parker had some of his friends with him- they beat him up, and then shoved him out from the 2nd story window into an alley way... His mom was over here apologizing ...

End the nightmare

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12005203/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/12005203/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 19:05:11 PST
I'm not.

I never will be.

I can't remember I ever was.

I don't even think I ever should be okay.

I'll always be far from it.

Especially after three events linked, one after the other, occured.

It's tearing me apart inside.

I want to cry.

I want to scream.

I want to die.

I want to make all this pain go away.

I just don't want to suffer anymore.

For other peoples mistakes, other peoples pain, my mistakes, my pain, and all the regrets in the world.

I just don't want to anymore.

When I smile at you look beyond that smile.

I'm verging on crying out loud.

In class.

In front of my mom.

Outside waiting for my carpool.

Late at night when everyone CAN hear me.

I'm not going to tell you what's going on.

You won't understand.

You won't get it.

You'll only make it worse.

Leave me be for a little.

I need to sort through things.

For a long while.

PS: I am sneaking on so it's still unknown when I'll be back.

Sincerely Yours,

Erika/Hikaru

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11968306/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11968306/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 15:22:13 PST
Edit

I have the epilogue written, part 1 of my march written, and my thank you for 600/650 pageviews ready almost. Thanks for all the pageviews. I really appreciate it. I am sneaking on every now and then to talk and update as much as possible. Ilu all and thanks for sticking with me through this. Hope to update/get my internet back soon.

Edit 2

As you can see the epilogue is out. As soon as March be ready for the newest fan-fic I already wrote. Hope to be back again soon.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11967060/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11967060/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 20:40:50 PST
H-Hinder
I-
K-
A-Avril Lavigne (cause breaking rules is fun)
R-
U-U2

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Hell no.

3) What song makes you cry?
Untitled by Simple Plan.

4) What song makes you happy?
Here (In Your Arms) by Hellogoodbye

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Here (In Your Arms) by Hellogoodbye

r I g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: Pain by Three Days Grace with a Wolf's Rain music video
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Orange flavored chocolate
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Rainy and night time
HOW ARE YOU?: How the hell do you think I am

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Duh
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yes, I'm a chocolate a holic, a spazz, and I'm a neat freak
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Somewhat/alright

f a v o r i t e
TV SHOW: Xiaolin Showdown/Yu Yu Hakusho
MAGAZINE: M
SODA: Cherry Coke
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sleep and go on the computer
ANIME: Yu Yu Hakusho
LEAST FAVORITE ANIME: Uh... Don't know don't care
POCKY: ...what...?
MANGA: ...don't know...don't care...
WEBCOMIC: ...don't know...don't care...

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: There is no law for me
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Wanted to never have though
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: No
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Never have and not planning on anytime ever
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: I think so...
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: What the hell...no...
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Wish I could but no
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Almost did
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes and I sounded like I had some southern accent gone wrong...it was Tom Sawyer...and I was the priest...
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes, all the time
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: Yes because I make so many mistakes

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: Don't have one
GIRLFRIEND: I'm sorry...I don't roll that way
CHILDREN: They're okay...as long as I have my chainsaw handy...
BEEN IN LOVE?: Thought so, never was though...
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: As a friend yes as a boyfriend no (that goes for girlfriend to... -.-")
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: Not telling someone I loved them before it they died
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS?: No....

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No!
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Nothing
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Black cause I'm emo and mysterious like that
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Random funny things like this quiz
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: My BFF's KT and Rachel
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Snow Patrol or Simple Plan
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: KT, Rachel, Hannah, Kari, and Ricey
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE BUG YOU?: Annoying people, selfish people, stupid people, and whiny people. Why? Are you one of those people? -.-"

w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: Yesterday
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: A while ago...two weeks...
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Yesterday
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Two minutes ago
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Don't know....

y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: What the hell...? O_O
TEENAGE SMOKING: Stupid
SPICE GIRLS: They can go die
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: Your choice
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: Who cares...

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11960503/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11960503/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 12:02:22 PST [] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You dress how you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 6

[] You have over 50 friends on myspace/msn
[] You have pictures on myspace/msn space.
[] Your parents let you have a myspace/msn.
[x] You get allowance
[] You collect something normal.
[] You look forward to going to school.
[] You don't wish you were someone else.
[] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 1

[] You own a car.
[] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[] You are happy with your appearance
[] You aren't self-conscious at all
[] You have never got a failing grade in your life
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 1

[] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 5

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "MY LIFE IS _% HAPPY"

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11927938/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11927938/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 21:31:02 PST FOR ALL THE WOLF'S RAIN LOVERS...
You will cry possibly.... [link]

Hey Everyone!!

It's the fabulous Hikaru with a few messages. I think.

Okay, first off as you can see I am ONE part away from finishing My Little Fantasy. THAT'ST STRESSFUL BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'LL LIKE THE ENDING TO IT!! Part 14 especially sucks for some reason. Anyways, part fifteen will be a tad longer, edited a few times, and lengthened from time to time. There will be an Epilogue!! Whoo! Look out, world, I'm almost there!

GUESS WHAT I FINISHED MY LITTLE FANTASY OMGWTHBBQLOL SPAZZNESS! Here it is: [link]

I figured out why part 14 was so sucky, I was half asleep when I wrote it...

Second of all, thanks so much for the 525+ pageviews. You guys rock my sox. Thanks so much for being there to comment, support, favorite, stalk, and friend me.

The third matter is basically just about sleep and other health crap. I have not been getting enough sleep lately so I am off my rocker with mistakes. I'm sorry! Also, my legs are really sore from our intesne PE unit sooooo I am glued to the computer unless I want to hurt myself walking somewhere else in the house.

Fourth of all my term ends tomorrow (Friday). Joy! At last, term two is OVER! But then comes term three which is my fifth matter and shall not be discussed in the fourth. End of term means end of stress and time to actually write quality fan-fics by getting enough sleep.

Fifth of all is term three. As soon as that hits you'll see less of me. I WANT THAT 4.0 GPA IN TERM THREE AND GOSH DARN IT I'LL DIE TO GET IT! Anyways, yes, I'll be busy to the extreme when that hits and stressed times a thousand.

Sixth of all is the weekend. I have a four day weekend! Time to sleep, write, and hibernate.

Seventh of all is real life. It's calling me. AUGH! Anyways, I may not have things up some days and others randomly will get tons of deviations.

Eighth of all is VACATION. Or fan-fic vacation. At least for a bit for me to think up part 15 and the epilogue.

Ninth of all is friends. Real life friends. I've got a lot to catch up with them on. Plus, GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN SOMETIMES!

Tenth, and hopefully last, of all is my favorites. BROWSE THROUGH THEM AND FAVORITE SOME OF THEM HOPEFULLY OR DIEEEEEEEEEEE!

I think y'all already know who my friends are. Cause I gotta go to sleep now and I'm tired. See ya!



]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11924537/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11924537/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 16:56:22 PST

1.) List four fandoms you have.
Uno, Xiaolin Showdown.
Dos, Kurama.
Tres, Hiei.
Quatro, fan-fics (writing and reading).

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
-Hell yeah-

3.) Have you recently dyed/cut your hair?
-Guilty as charged, gonna soon though...-

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
Uno, OMG ILU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH HANNAH-SAMA!
Dos, you pwn beyond all words Rachel!
Tres, Kari I have three words for you 'You pwn forever'.
Quatro, Clay cause he's just awesome like that.
Cinco *cause me cool like that*, Ricey cause she's just cool like that.
Seis *cause breaking rules twice is fun*, KT-luff my BFF.

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
-Ah, two.-

6.) Which do you prefer: white or black?
-Black, cause I'm emo like that.-

7.) Who is your most played character?
-Uh... In roleplay it's... -thinks- Erika and Arie. In fan-fics it's Hikaru.-

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
1] Being stuck on an island with your best friend
2] Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintances
-One-

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
-Emotional, kind, caring.-

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
-To be able to make things clean up for me.-

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
-My momma.-

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
-I...I...don't remember... -

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
-Sandwich, cry, pain, understand, hope.-

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
-Get good grades in math.-

15.) Do you like the way you are?
-Hell no.-

16.) Choose: summer or winter.
-Summer.-

17.) Choose: rain or snow.
-Rain cause no one can see if I cry in it.-

18.) Water or ice?
-Water. (no comment on why)-

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
-Oh, lol, well... I'm someone who's obsessed with organization sometimes and then there's the fact I love to sing when I stink at it.-

20.) Now list 4 people who should do this quiz:
-HAHA! DIEEEEEEEEEEEE!-

1.
2.
3.
4.
5. (cause breaking rules is fun)

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11904980/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11904980/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:01:03 PST So, I have it handwritten I just don't have the kind of time to put it up. Part one of my March fan-fic is already written. Don't worry, I'll get an A on this project and close up the fan-fic on time. Promise. Well, enjoy the eerie silence while I'm off for a little!!!

I just wanted to notify you all YouCantUnderstand is indeed me. My poetry account.

For the Wolf's Rain lovers... [link]

For the FMA fans, [link]

, friends forever.

, uber super special best friends forever and ever.

, friends forever.

, best friends forever.

, best friends forever.

, friends.

, friends forever.

, she picked up the pieces of what was left of me and now is bringing me back to show me friendship.

There is also broken_hearted101169 who doesn't have a deviantART account but a neopets account and that's it. Best friends forever and ever.
THEY ALL PWN!
(in no specific order)

TWO LOVELY DEVIATION POEMS DONE BY ME!

[link] You Can't Understand

[link] Keep Holding On

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11880126/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11880126/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 16:12:01 PST I am getting ready to bring My Little Fantasy to a close so I can start my March one as soon as March starts. If you walk through my gallery like so: , then you will find my spoiler for March. It's a weird idea but I hope it'll be good. The title is 'Sister Dear' and I'm just going to write it as I get the ideas. Thanks for all the comments, stalkage, and support from my friends and outside people. All the pageviews, support, and comments give me strength to keep writing on. I think I've planned the titles of the fan-fics all the way to December. Joy to the world!! Anyways, I'm thinking of how to bring My Little Fantasy to a close. I'll be posting part 10 today and Valentines Day Disaster today also. If I have time... Dreadfully swamped with homework... Oh well, I'll try!

PS: For the Wolf's Rain lovers... [link]

EDIT FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I just wanted to notify you all YouCantUnderstand is indeed me. My poetry account.

Yay!

EDIT FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN X2!!!!!!!
Sorry, had to do that. Anyways... I'll put up part eleven...sometime either today or later.

MORE EDIT FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
For the FMA fans, [link]
And then, I would like to say, yes I promise you part eleven will be up today.

, friends forever.

, uber super special best friends forever and ever.

, friends forever.

, best friends forever.

, best friends forever.

, friends.

, friends forever.

There is also broken_hearted101169 who doesn't have a deviantART account but a neopets account and that's it. Best friends forever and ever.
THEY ALL PWN!
(in no specific order)

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11859847/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11859847/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 20:06:48 PST
Ricey's hamster died

She's one of my really good friends.

She didn't deserve this.

I wrote my fiftieth deviation to her.

I will put up my 300 pageview thank you soon.

I am so depressed right now.

RICEY:

I am always, always, always here for you. To comfort you, to hug you, and to make sure you'll be okay. You're an awesome friend and I am so sorry this had to happen. You're super special and as my friend it makes you one of my main priorities. ILU FOREVER AND ALWAYS BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT FEELING WELL AND ALSO CAUSE YOU JUST ARE ALL AROUND SPECIAL AND GREAT!!

[link]


, friends forever.
, uber super special best friends forever and ever.
, friends forever.
, best friends forever.
, best friends forever.
, friends.
, friends forever.
There is also broken_hearted101169 who doesn't have a deviantART account but a neopets account and that's it. Best friends forever and ever.
THEY ALL PWN!
(in no specific order)

PS: I will put up My Little Fantasy p10 and Valentines Day Disaster soon.

EXPECT THE NEW WRITING PIECES:

Valentines Day Disaster

ABOUT:

Valentines Day Disaster
It's about Chase Young (Xiaolin Showdown) and my roleplay character Rae (Raven - Eyes of a Raven). It's Valentines day and...yeah...

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11845793/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11845793/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 17:49:04 PST
I have a new icon. I have the weekend slightly free to write. I finally picked up the guts to favorite something I was debating on. My test is over. I have a new fan-fic writing notebook. I am writing part eight of My Little Fantasy. I also am going to write the sequel to 'Two Girls, One Destiny'. It'll be two parts or three and called 'New Beginnings'. Probably two parts though.

Bad News:

Next week is end of term and I really need to kick it up to get a 4.0 GPA. I have writers block. I am stressed. I am worried no one will like my fan-fics anymore. I am really tired from lack of sleep thus causing me to fall asleep writing.

Well, there's good and bad. -bangs head on wall- I am exhausted and completely disabled beyond my mind. Oh well, I have the power of.... -drumroll-

(You're thinking 'friends' or 'good' aren't you? )

SUGAR! -pulls out 14 oz bag of M&M's and other chocolate bars-
HAHAHAAAAAAAAA! It'll keep me on spazz enough to be able to write.

I know I never really have a lot of friends because I'm so dang weird sometimes but this girl really changed that a lot. Thanks so much , you're my new friend and you PWN!

Don't forget these people!!

My BFF
My other BFF
My other BFF
She pwns like crazy
She pwns

I *may* be forgetting someone. Oh, just send me a note if I am. Don't forget if you have a question to just send me a note and I'll add it to my Q and A. If you wish to just talk then also send me a note. I won't kill you.

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]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11821553/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11821553/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 19:57:16 PST I am SO mad my song fan-fic is not up today.
I have been reading some "interesting" YYH fanfics lately and it finally gave me a nightmare. Enough to remove some of them from my favorites. I'M SORRY! But it needed to be done. I was just a little scared and it haunted me everywhere. Please browse my favorites, there are talented people in there!!

, SHE'S NUMBA ONE!
, my buddy.
, my other buddy.
, my other other buddy.
, in my faves AND my newest buddy!!
, also in my faves.
, also in my faves.
, also in my faves.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11821534/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11821534/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 19:55:38 PST
~Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever

~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything

~Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute

~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you

~Kiss on the Neck = We belong together

~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you

~Kiss on the Lips = I love you


What the gesture means...


~Holding Hands = We definitely like each other

~Slap on the butt = That's mine

~Holding on tight = I don't want to let go

~Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain love you

~Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me

~Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go

~Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you



***Advice***

*Dont ask for a kiss, take one.*

**If you were thinking about someone while reading this,

you're definitely in Love.**



**Requirements**

*Post this again after reading!!!

Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.





*****If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now

and can't get them out of your head

then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are

missing will surprise you!!!

***Repost this as: What Every Kiss Means

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11801538/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11801538/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 16:24:24 PST
1. My Little Fantasy p5 or p6
2. Two Girls, One Destiny p2 (final)
3. Ataski's Plan
4. Eyes of a Raven (a history about my made-up rp charrie Rae)
5. My song fan-fic for KuramaXHikaru
6. My Valentines Day writing piece for RaeXChase Young
7. Another song-fic for RaeXChase

THAT'S A LOT!
All handwritten.
See ya later!

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11766773/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11766773/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 23:19:26 PST
Read my fan-fics while I'm gone too.

]]> ~AlwaysHereToday http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11759430/ http://AlwaysHereToday.deviantart.com/journal/11759430/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:32:13 PST Things change for me. Sorry again and thanksf for all the pageviews!

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♥--Hikaru/Erika

PS: I am delighted to be a deviant and for everyone who's reading my writing work. I love to write and I work hard.

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1. Emotional pains
2. Friendships problems
3. Tough decisions
4. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK
5. Tests tests tests
6. Drawing (duh)
7. MORE HOMEWORK
8. Reading (for homework...)
9. Writing (for homework...)

Anyways, I'll keep you as posted as possible!

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