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~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/8137886/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/8137886/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 09:30:27 PST
Life is so nice right now.

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/6917684/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/6917684/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 15:31:40 PST
I miss someone...does that someone ever miss me too? Truly doubtful, but sometimes childhood does come back in the weirdest situations. ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/6146132/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/6146132/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:22:44 PDT
I can't say I'm not happy, because I am. I have separated myself from the arrogance and disillusion that lurkes in my past. In but a few months my life went from less than exciting to truly amazing and shocking. The tides turned for the better with each week and amazing things that I didn't dream possible..became not fiction but fact. Dreams became reality and slowly the clouds parted and I felt the warmth of sensibility and euphoria entrapt me in some sort of metaphoric blanket.

I put darkness behind me...I put dishonesty behind me, and now...I have little left to do. I depart for my future a week from tomorrow and I refuse to look back. There is one major thing I have left to do...and I think I might make it a little art project for D.A.

That's all for now...and until I feel this liberation again...goodbye.

~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/4416203/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/4416203/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 22:47:37 PST Anyway...I have a midterm tomorrow in latin I think. Or some other bullshit class, how exciting.
So I have to go to bed to wake up at some point tomorrow to actually GO to this midterm. Soo...C-ya.

~Nyo

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~nyo
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]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/4068286/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/4068286/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 18:42:33 PST Ahhh I just dyed my hair from Reddish Brown..to Black. Ahh I like this change. I can't wait till it dries..i'm like Psyched!! wheeeeee Black hair. new hair always equals an new me...Maybe now one that will Yell at the stupid people instead of encouraging them to be stupid. Lol Yah..Right I'm too nice sometimes...

Anyway...So Weezer music is God...No...Seriously...I think that I am falling more and more in love with Rivers Cuomo...mmm that sexy Geek God of Love... Teehee..Today..Is a good day > ^.^< =W=

~Nyo

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So My journals here might not be as long as they used to. See 2 of my friends made me make blogs....err well they persuaded me. Sooo yah there goes the INTERESTING DETAILS OF MY FUCKING LIFE FOR YOU DAers..ok that's not True...I'm just gonna have three Blogs..that's all I swear...I SWEAR I'M NOT LEAVING YOU! Uhh..yah. Teehee...not much to talk about..i'm not in a ranting mood right now as much as it might seem. Music is good, Life is good, books are good. Soo More or less..I'm pretty content..even if I am super uber stressed out from all the shit that is going on. Fuckers. Teehee

Well I guess that's it for now. Ttyl. Bai Bai

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So anyway....I've been thinking seriously about something for quite a while. And that something is starting a web comic. Now I don't plan on doing it right now....maybe when I have time...college or suffin. But I'm starting to work on Sketches for my main characters...henceforth why I have just purchased a sketchbook. Seee? Nifty eh? OH and i'll be practicing my fanart...Cause there needs to be more ShikaIno fanart on the web....

Ok now onto more shtuff that you really don't care about but I don't give a flying crap and will still tell you about. Drama is all Hell. No seriously...YOU TRY SINGING TWO OCTAVES LOWER THEN YOU'RE USED TO BECAUSE YOUR DRAMA PRESIDENT IS ON A POWER TRIP AND SHE'S LIKE....12! Ok no my drama President is actually 17...but still she acts like a 2 year old...both of them do. BAHH! Annoying. Ah well I just gotta deal with it...And then...Sometime next week I'll try to go and do something spiffy like....i dunno...Teach a fr0sh lights...mmm crow's nest...I CAN'T WAIT FOR COLLEGE...

Ok yah so My randomness took over for a while.

Side note: People have GOT to stop clinging to their past. You're growing up...lose the security blanket and fly free....or you'll never know what life is like. 'sides...You'd be happier without the constant always there when you've changed everything else.

Ok now I'm done.....And I suppose I shall do something like actually updating my ID or be spiffy or suffin sometime later....And for now....I must bid thee adieu. BAI BAI

~Nyo

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First of all...Naruto Rant....

Anyone who thinks that Shikamaru belongs with Temari needs a hole in the head....and I'll be the one to put it there. Seriously..WHAT ARE THESE PEOPLE THINKING?! Ooohhh She's his rival so she MUST go with him....C'mon you crazies. It's Ino that goes better with Shikamaru (And seriously I'll fight anyone on this who wants to fight me....I'll Fight dirty too...) She's controlling and even though she has a CRUSH (Crush as in..Will get CRUSHED anyways) on Sasuke...she matches best with Shikamaru. Why? I'm glad you asked that question. See while she has a crush on Sasuke...she still allows Shika to catch her when she falls. AND she really calls out for hi..very perkily may I add when he's fighting the sound nin in the chuunin exams. Ahh You say but he's on her team..of course she'd do that. Ok...well you see. Ino is a stubborn controlling girl who looks out for Ino and just ino...yet shows compassion to her teamates. Especially Shikamaru. Ok now you're saying "But he says girl's are troublesome" yes you're RIGHT! He still exerts the energy to catch Ino when she falls. The lazy bum actually did something that took energy away from himself to protect someone else... and he listened to her when she asked him to do something. PLUS Nara men marry controlling women. Ino is controlling...Shikamaru is a Nara man....boy..whatever. Hell....I still think Shika's dad would have married Ino's dad...if Ino's dad were female..but let's not go into that. There are more reasons why I think that those two go together....like how both plain boring ish looking charries look perfect together. And plus they're two awesome charries on the coolest team...but that's my opinion. Anyway....Before I get soo into this I write a Songfic to Savage Garden's Crash and Burn. I'll prolly still do that but whatever....
I will say this and I'll always stick to it because I'm as stubborn as Ino....hell I am Ino sometimes...And yah sure my boyfriend is a lazy genius...shut up.
My Naruto couples Are and prolly will always be...
ShikaIno
KibaHina
LeeSaku
NejiTen
OrochiKabu ( I think that's the correct suffix..it doesn't matter... The point is across...Kabuto is Orochimaru's bitch)
And Kakashi is the manwhore of Konoha because it is sensible and possible to make a lemon with him and almost any character in Konoha...Cause he's a manwhore..
Don't fight me on this....I'm too stubborn to change my mind.

Ok...Now that that is over with...for now.

Second of all....Presidental Rant...

I am voting for George Bush today (Since it's after midnight), and nobody is stopping me. I have done my research, weighed my options and have come to the conclusion that if John Kerry wins the election we're all going to either become communists or Die. Whichever comes first..probably death. WHY DON'T PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THAT TERRORISTS DON'T WANT BUSH TO WIN THE ELECTION BECAUSE HE KEEPS THEM FROM HURTING US?! Why don't people understand that Kerry said the threat of terrorism has been exaggerated. I'm sorry...give or take a month ago there were about three terrorist threats in New York in the course of one week. And each time it was PREVENTED (not fake... don't make me go into it) because of the laws that have been passed ny Bush. Kerry has said so many different things we have no idea what he is planning on doing. And one more then...to all you people out there saying you've voting for Kerry because you don't like Bush. You're all idiots. Don't vote for someone you feel confused about because you don't like the other person. Because you know what....You know NOTHING about the person you ARE voting for. He has lied SOO much on his campaign trail it's AMAZING. Plus his wife is Horrid and disgusting. So Yeah..vote for the BABY KILLER and the person who is going to put us into a DEEPER deficit. Or how about voiting for Kerry because all he's said on Gay marriage is "Cheney's daughter is a lesbian" Yah...you're all smart...with your plan to take Bush out of office by voting for someone you know little about. Anyway...I know I've gotten a bit mean in this rant..but seriously I'm tired of a lot of this shit that's going on. People don't think these days. They act then pay for their mistakes later. To the people who actually looked into stuff and are still voting for Kerry...A lot of those decisions are Inhuman....you know that right?? Oh...And one one last note...Kerry already said he's staying in Iraq for four more years....Bush said he wants to stay only as long as the Iraqis need us....keep that in mind.

Ok I'm done. By w... ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3658862/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3658862/ Sat, 23 Oct 2004 20:55:28 PDT First I went to take the ACT...which was like...BLAHH let's have crazy desks with bad seating and crazy teachers...blahhh zombies. Then my friend Lizzy and I walked to the train station and went into the city. We went costume shopping for halloween. I wanted an Alice costume..but got a Wench costume instead cause i was like....6 $ short of my Alice costume. GRRRR hehe. But don't worry, I'm going on thursday with the money and getting the costume...dag nabbit. hehe. Then Lizzy and I walked around some more and saw annoying Democrat prostestors. They pretty much were going on and on about how the men of the country had to protect their wives and children who couldn't protect themselves...More annoying people. Hehe Soo we sat in Washington Square park and I fed pigeons, and made an army of them..it was really cool. I think i'll feed pigeons more often. The squirrels were cool too. Lizzy and I ripped down some Kerry/Edwards posters..cause we hate them and thing they're stupid and wanted to rip them down to purge the world of stupidity. So we walked from there to around canal street or so. I came up with..about then a BRILLIANT Idea. We would protest in Union Square against the Protestors. We ducked into a Duane Reade and grabbed oak tag and a sharpie and walked BACK to union square from canal street. We sat down and made this Poster
"Aside from ending Slavery, Fascism, Nazism, and Communism.
WAR HAS NOT SOLVED ANYTHING" - [link]
It got some angry looks from liberals. And Ooohh for that while we sat there...Life was fucking good. Hehe Eventually after talking to enough people and stuff we decided we were cold and headed home. It was a good full day of walking protesting and having fun. It's memories like the ones I got today that will make me remember New York fondly when I leave. ANYWAY I have to go..but more or less...today rocked my socks off. I didn't even go into all the detail. But it was fun and and yah. I love my Izzy!!! Hehe. yah. Well gotta go now....will write later soon or suffin...bai Bai

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3629794/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3629794/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 19:20:14 PDT
Anyway other then that, things are pretty damn good. I have been like REALLY tired recently...probably due to my lack of sleep...I guess

The national Scholastic Writing award competition is coming up. And I of course am Flipping out about it. I need to put together a writing portfolio to submit, along with a brand spanking new Poem. Honestly...I don't think I'm good enough but a lot of people do. Ah well. It would be nice to be awarded a 10,000 dollar scholarship. considering i'm already getting a 4,000 dollar one. I would only have to pay about...4,000 for college. Now THAT would be NICEEEEEE. Hehe.

On another note....I got upgraded in parts for the play. I was the Cocky but small parted Peep-Bo. And Now I am the sweet yet slightly dim but with many more solos Pitti-sing. Still a Little maid..but much more important. Wheeee. I'm happy now. However I knew all of Peep's lines and only VERY few of Pitti's lines when I got the part..so I need to work hard on Pitti. And yes...I worked on another part's lines before..it's just somehting I do...besides I REALLY wanted Pitti to begin with. Anyway, all in all this is good, and needs a lot of hard work...but good nonetheless. I'm quite please with the change of events.

Well I do believe that's it for now. I'll post again soon sooo until them....have fun playing with yourself!

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3574721/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3574721/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 16:14:24 PDT
When I was eleven and twelve I had two very good friends, Tatiana and Patricia. Tatiana was in my grade and Patricia was in the grade below me. They were VERY good friends...and ones I will hold dear to me for the rest of my life. Last night I had a dream that I found myself walkign to Tatiana's house...even though she doesn't live there anymore, and hasn't in five years...I havn't seen her since I was twelve myself. I dreamed I walked up the stairs to her apartment and I walked in. I dreamt Tatiana was there...not as I remember her at all..but as a young woman, the one she would be now. I dreamt she told me that Patricia had died two years ago. And just the whole dream...it killed me on the inside. I was closer to Patricia because she took away a lot of the fears that I harbored deep within myself. She set me free in a way. And the idea of her dying....even in a dream..even if it wasn't real...the idea itself killed me. I havn't talked to this girl in years...and it haunts me that I havn't.

I Miss these girls more now then ever. I have a friend who used to go to school with us, and I am planning on getting in touch with her, and see if maybe I could get ahold of the girls...even if just to say "hello". Sometimes when you lose someone...even if they move away...you still lose a part of yourself, and you don't even realize it until you stop to think.
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3565993/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3565993/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 14:25:03 PDT
Ok things to keep in mind...
The name "Lana" spelled Backwards is "Anal"

Tuna is NOT chicken..no matter what anyone says

Disney music has a tendancy to eat away at your brain

Jesus kinda likes you

God hates you though

And so does life

Oompa Loompas live in antarctica with the Penguins.

Dancing Bananas eat away at your soul..especially if they sing about peanut butter and Jelly

Chorus nerds are pretty bad..but not as bad as Band Geeks

It's easy to fall into a book, it's hard to crawl out

Amish are magical..and they have flying Llamas

Caity has officially lost her mind..because Nestle is evil.

Ok ok I'm done with those randomness stuff....lol. Soo I can't wait till November to start my Novel...W00t. It's gonna be awesome..it's gonna be great..I'm sOOO not gonna finish it..am I? Ahh well..Yah. Ineed to work on Yearbook stuff...Did you know that senior pictures never fail to make me angry. No don't get me wrong..I dont' look bad in them....I just...Don't like them. Lol.

Anyway I am soo..LISTY today...hehe So i'm gonna list a group of my favorite songs as of now....And well most/some/all of them are songs that I proly always will feel soft for

Walking in Memphis - Marc Cohn
Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac
The world has turned and left me here - Weezer
Ready Steady Go - L'arc~en~Ciel
Hey Jealousy - Gin Blossoms
Wonderwall - Oasis
Knock-Down Drag-Out - Weezer
Defying Gravity - Wicked
Belladonna - Stevie Nicks
Revolve - Nine Days
Shadow Stabbing - Cake
You and I Both - Jason Mraz
Meant to Live - Switchfoot
Superman - Goldfinger
Seize the Day - Newsies
Dead Wrestlers - bis
Songbird - Fleetwood Mac
Big Yellow Taxi - Joni Mitchell
Stolen Moments - John Hiatt
Underground - David Bowie
So long Goodbye - Hugh Colocott

Ok ok That's enough for now..Those are only just a few my my wonderful songs that get STUCK IN MY HEAD....HEHE
Anyway I gotta end this now..BAI BAI!!

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3537978/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3537978/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 20:38:37 PDT I went on my retreat. It was pretty but I felt suprisingly numb...maybe because I sacrificed spending the 4th with my boyfriend in order to go to this stupid retreat. The 4th was our 4 year anniversary, but he promised (like the perfect boyfriend he is) that he would spend all of saturday after my SAT with me to make up for the lost time on monday. He's soo sweet, I'm blessed with love. Teehee...4 years...and many more to go. It's prettymuch assumed that I only have 5 years to plan this wedding. Lol. Anyway..It's an inside joke thing with anyone that knows how we are. Anyway...yah...Retreat sucked. But it made me realize something. When I grow up...after I teach in Japan, I wanna move to New England. Preferably Vermont....or maybe a Maine fishing town..?? Those towns are SOOO peaceful. Yaah...Don't ask where that came from. I'm kinda out of it right now. I dunno why..just am.
Soo...Does anyone else wanna see I <3 Huckabees? no seriously, I REALLY wanna see it. And a few other movies. But yah..movie time for me is coming up. I must take note of this..and try to make time. Between Forensics, Drama, SATs, ACTs and Concerts...I hope I have time. I hope all this is over soon..because well...I sorta miss curling up at home with a good book (BTW...THE NOTEBOOK KICKS MEGA ASS!!)
Whoa...I just got hit with a mega wave of dizziness...wow....kinda...weirdessness. .Lol. I need to like lay down or go to bed soon...NAAAHH. Lol I happen to like beingon the puter...so Nyah. I'm addicted I know...hush.
Anyway...Not much else to say...not that any of that was interesting. I still want Rivers Cuomo's ass....Seriously..sexy sexy ass. Well I guess that's about it. I'll write and post more when something happens. Until then.....I like Nutella.
Over and Out -Suteneko

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3499519/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3499519/ Sun, 03 Oct 2004 00:29:11 PDT
I love Rivers Cuomo. No seriously...I don't get crushes on famous people...It's not like me...I LOVE RIVERS CUOMO! Ohh so pretty...in voice, in talent, in sexy lookiness....and in poetry..eh Music is poetry in sound. AHHH I love Weezer soo much. And the great thing about it...is each song of what i heard brings me different memories. That is always a good thing.

Addressing a note that might pop up eventually...No i don't care if you who reads this cares about my personal life or not. It's a record mainly for myself. Someone mentioned to me that why would I post on a journal that nobody reads, it's because I read it and it's always good to get out what's on my mind at the time. Teehee..it's like...Therapy in a way..Awesome kinky journal therapy. Teehee ^.^

Anyway...It's Oct now...and I gotta think about Halloween costumes, and at that..what am I going to do since I have school the day after Halloween. Woe woe woe is me. Blasted school. Blast it to hell. Anyway..Costumes. I think I might do somethign Medieval again....or maybe something a bit more...classic...Like an Alice in Dementia Land? That just sounds fun. A blackhaired Alice, or one modeled after the one in McGee's game. I dunno. But in thinking of Costumes I need to think of Cosplay Costumes...since I can't hold it off so long again..that was a BBAAADD idea...So My cosplay choices so far are as follows:
Yamanaka Ino (Naruto)
Pepper (Tiny Snow Fairy Sugar)
Winry (Full Metal Alchemist)
Princess Peach (Mario Bros Games)
Marle (Chrono Trigger)

That's all I can think of for now. I know where to get the fabric (Thanks to my lovely dear Bestest of all best friends Lizzy) and I can start as soon as I can make a costume plan. WAIIII I can't wait. Well That's about it..It's 3:30 and I am a tad tired. I will write and update again sooon....BAI!

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3435594/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3435594/ Fri, 24 Sep 2004 11:18:14 PDT
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Go to those two websights and learn to think straight again. And third of all..precious third of all. Do you realize that Kerry is as Militant as Bush? If Bush were to agree to this bill..most likely Kerry would two. But Honestly..I don't think either is a tyrant that would do that to us. I'm keeping my personal opinion of each man out of this...which is what a journalist usually does...So before I get attacked take that into consideration. I don't mind GETTING attacked for this Journal...but only from people old enough to vote and people that have weighed both possibilities of this.

I have to go now because I'm still very ticked off at everyone going off into some widespread panic over this....Amazing how e-mail is being used as a tool for propaganda now. Usually people ignore fowards...unless it's something completely out there..then they fall victim to that bait. As for me..I'm finishing this now...

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3402827/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3402827/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 21:55:56 PDT
One of my friends did something this weekend...That seriously shocked me. I don't even know if she remembers it...but it happened. And I know that one of my aquaintences is cheating on their significant other. And I know all this stuff..And because of it..they think they're some how...more mature? It's ridiculous. THEN There are the pompous asses who think that just because they do that stuff I care about it. Seriously...I only care about about five people andwhy they do the things they do. Id on't care if you cheat on someone...or if you're popping pills again...or if you fucking killed your pet cat!! (yes...all of these are saddly true....Maybe all not recent..but true)

Fucking world. I am ashamed to live in it and know some of these people....Ok

Done with my angry rant..I'll go back to bed now...damn stupid people. I wonder..what will the druggies get on the SATs...or at that..how they're doing in College...Fucking hell...

~Nyo...RAWR!! ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3390659/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3390659/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 13:10:15 PDT
Anyway...I gotta head out...EVEN THOUGH i just woke up...Fucking hell. I HATE LEAVING THE SECOND I WAKE UP!!!! Fucking hell....Lol. Anyway I gotta get going like I said...I am SOO PSYCHED FOR THIS PLAY!!!!

I am sooo "Dancing through Life" right now

~Nyo

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Okk So on a side note since I rushed out so fast for lunch. As some people know..end if you don't you'll find out now. I'm an Aspiring song writer. It's just a side thing, not something I plan on doing for a living. Also since my best friend plays the Guitar (and she's brilliant at it) I have been starting to work on some songs for her. But anyway this isn't about me
This is actually about this man that lives in my father's building. His name is Hugh Colocott and HE is a song writer (much better then me of course.. ) And I'm listening to his Demo CD right now. The first cut is WONDERFUL. I mean Seriously, I'm am Mega critical on music that is aimed at my age group. But the first cut is Brilliant..utter brilliance. The other cuts are ALRIGHT but..this one is like...GREAT. It's catchy...inspirational. Everything. The Song is called "So Long Goodbye" and if it ever makes it..which it SHOULD!! I suggest that it be listened to. Teehee.
Ok I think that's all for now. But on a last note..GOOD LUCK HUGH!! Hehe...Not that he'll read it..but it's the thought that counts. Well I'm off to try to work on Forensics..Maybe make a new peice from Wicked (the book) Or something...Maybe make some Duct Tape wallets..I dunno..just something to do with my hands. Teehee.

Bai Bai

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3338948/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3338948/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 10:40:30 PDT
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good.

That's just a little mention of what's going on today
Jessica nor I have ANY IDEA what's going on sooo yeah. I'll play it by ear and update later on what's going on. Yay. hehe. I'm sooo extremely psyched. well I gotta go shower and stuff before 2!!! Yeep. bai bai

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3285319/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3285319/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 12:35:14 PDT The last couple years have been hectic and it's like all of the sudden I find myself standing here With a new outlook on life. I don't know how I've changed, but it's for the better. Sure I'm still everyone's therapist, and I don't mind helping people out. It's Seriously weird though, I've stopped thinking about other people as much. I guess I have certain people to thank for that, and they know it.

On top of all that i'm very sick of many people, and the crap they give me because they think they can push me around. People these days are seriously full of themselves. Bitching about the stupid stuff like why is their boyfriend ignoring them, or why my best friend is angry at this guy for sleeping with her then throwing her away (he actually asked me why she was angry). There is WAYY to much drama in the world, and not enough happy people. Just GET OVER YOURSELVES AND DEAL WITH IT.

Anyway..I guess being overly cynical isn't the best way to go about life, but it seriously works..trust me on this one. And at that...school starts soon for me...Senior year, the big one. One more year..one more year and I can get out of this hell hole of a city. Nobody in their right OR left mind could deal with this messed up place. It ruins people and kills morals. Morals...Like trust, and Believe and LOYALTY... Those things arn't known by most people in this disgusting pit. Ah well. That figures. I'm getting out of here as soon as I can get my high school degree.

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3228073/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3228073/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 21:30:55 PDT
So Rachel showed me the porn store of Park Slope...I'll have to visit when I have this hypothetical money that I'm sure I'll have one day..y'know when I pay back all the debt I have..which is really only 18$ rachel's way. Err...yah. Lol. Not much else to talk about really..I'm kinda out of it. Maybe i'll post more..err I know What I'll do...a wishlist

Wishlist (Things to get when I get money or Christmas comes)

Ears peirced some more
Purple Cresant moon tattoo on the back of my left wrist
Guitar (Electric or Acoustic)
Stuff from the Porn store
Tyranasaurus Hives CD
Monster Manual 3.5 for DnD
4 sets of Gaming Dice
Scrap book
Cameras developped
Fabric (any color)
Henna kit so I can get someone (Rachel prolly so she can practice her tattoo art) to do an Alchemy circle somewhere on my body, prolly sternum
Hair dye cause I wanna re-dye my hair
Blank (no lines) Writing journal
New Hat (I can do that with the fabric though...but then I'd need stretchy)
Hmm...Oh yah..White medical bandages..the cloth kind

Ok I think that might be it....hehe. Now I'm happy to get that listed out a little bit more....^.^

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3209072/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3209072/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 09:54:10 PDT [link]
Go visit her account. Awesome poetry and she's an all around cool girl. I'm not quite sure if I filled this out before but I don't really care. Lol

Name = Caity
Piercings = Ear lobes twice in each ear, cartiledge once in left ear
Tattoos = Still thinking about it

Height = 5’3
Shoe size = 7
Hair color = Reddish Brown
Hair length = Down to my lower back
Curly or straight = Straight/wavy
Siblings = None

LAST...

Movie you rented = Hmm When I rented the bunch with Lucas
Movie you bought = uh... I don't remember Oh duh... the Ping Pong Club Box Set counts
Person that's called you = Lucas
TV show you've watched = Sesame Street cause I turned the TV on and that is what was there
Person you were thinking of = Jenna

DO...

You have a bf or gf = Yah
You wish you could live somewhere else = All the time
Others find you attractive = Depends, some say so, I ignore them
You want more piercings = Yah once I get more money
You like cleaning = Depends on my mood, or where I am
You like roller coasters = Of course
You write in cursive or print = Usually print, with a cursive flair
You carry a donor card =Nope

FOR OR AGAINST...

Long distance relationships = For
Killing people = Against
Teenage smoking = Against
Premarital sex = For
Driving drunk = Against
Gay/lesbian relationship = For
Soap operas = I don't need them there is enough drama everywhere else

FAVOURITE...

Food = Sushi or Cheesy Potatos
Song = The World Has Turned And Left Me Here // By Weezer
Thing to talk about = Religious Debates
Sports = Eh...Forensics (Speech)
Drinks = Grape Juice
Clothes = my bedpants
Movies = Dragon Heart, Practical Magic and Empire Records

HAVE YOU...

Ever cried over a guy/girl = Yep
Ever lied to someone = Yes...and Never ever again will I do it. Seriously...I do not lie to people without telling them soon after
Ever been in a fist fight = Yep
Ever been arrested = Almost...And never in brooklyn. Two run ins with the Cops in Long Island. One in Iowa....(QUICK RUN INTO THE WOODS) heh

NUMBER...

Of times I have been in love? = Once
Of times I have had my heart broken? = Now that I look back at it..none..just a lot of pain
Of hearts I have broken? = One...?
Of girls I have kissed? = Two
Of boys I have kissed? = One for Real, a few others from truth or dare
Of girls I've slept with? = I assume you mean sexually. None, or if you mean sleepovers.. A lot
Of boys I've slept with? = Still assuming you mean Sexually..one. Or if you mean like sleeping in the same bed, two that I can think of right now
Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = hmmm Maybe three
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = Twice
Of things in my past that I regret? = I do not regret the things I have done, only those I did not do

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

Pretty = A little bit I guess
Funny = At times
Hot = Not at al
Friendly = Yes
Amusing = Yes
Lovable = Yes
Pessimistic = Yep
Optimistic = Not at all
Caring = More then you know
Sweet = Usually
Dorky = ALL THE TIME! Lol

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) ...

In my mouth: Tonic Water
Wishing: That boys weren't complicated
After this: Watch some Naruto and clean the house. Maybe call Joe
Talking to: Lizzy
Eating: nothing
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? : A girl I used to know. And because she's a lying sack of shit and She'd be more useful as worm food, because she doesn't know the meaning of friendship.
Is next to you: My kitty
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month: School?
Something that you are deathly afraid of? : Graveyards at Night, and being alone

LIKES/DISLIKES

Do you like candles: mmhmm
Do you like hot wax: yah...really calming
Do you like incense: Yes but only some
Do you like the taste of blood: Mmmhmm, it's one of the reasons I get my meat sooo rare
Do you believe in love: You mean there are people that don't?
Do you believe in soul mates: Yes...always have..and always will. I believe I found my soulmate
Do you believe in love at first sight: No. Loving is knowing someone...You can't know someone from a look, that's by reading a book by it's cover ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3186574/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3186574/ Sun, 22 Aug 2004 09:48:07 PDT
Coolness..I just got Weezer's Blue Album and it KICKS ASS! In the Garage is a great song, lol. Hmmm Not much else to say apparently. I need to work on my student profile and read a book or two still, before school starts up again, like the bastard that it is. These months went by WAYY to fast. fucking hell.
Hmm Must find something else to...Ahhh yes why are all my friends lousy drunks? No seriously....soooo many people were drunk last night and I seemed to be caught in the middle of it. It doesn't matter, sept when one calls the others the others get angry. However it's always funny to listen to uber nerds get drunk. Quite amusing.
No I will not go to Quake con...No matter how much Rob begs me...I WON'T! I won't cross that threshold of nerdyness...not that I already havn't but still...however I think I'll go back to playing some d2. It's been a while and i'm out of Practice and RO is trying to eat my brain...mmm zombies..BWAINS!! Lol.

Well I gotta go and I just made love with your sweet memory one thousand times in my head, you said you loved it more then ever

~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3125628/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3125628/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 16:44:57 PDT
Err.... I havn't lost my mind....Coconut

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3026348/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/3026348/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 11:58:52 PDT Jenna- My bestest (The bestest) Friend in the world. Great person to hang out with and I was SOOO happy to spend the weekend with her. She dyed my hair and everything! Yayness. Jenna and I didn't get to spend as much time as was hoped for pretty much cause soo many hot guys wanted her ass instead. Lucky wench. I love my Jenna still!! She cosplayed as Misato from Evangelion. Uber awesome Misato.
Liz- Another great friend of mine (Don't you love it when people know what the word friend means?) She and I had glomping competitions to see who glomped more people. I'm sure she won because I was glomped out by the end of friday. Mainly cause my shoes were bitches, and also saturday I spent the day with Matt, Joe, and Rob who wouldn't have liked me jumping on everyone ever two seconds, since we had a lot of places to be and places to go. Liz cosplayed as Yukino from Kare Kano. SHe did a great job, I've never seen a Yukino soo awesome
Matt- Liz's boyfriend from Philly. An overall awesome guy. He and I were lost for a while on Friday trying to find everyone. Int hat we discovered that black and white checkered cat girls don't like to wear underwear when they're on their hands and knees in an uber short skirt. Ewwww it was VERY gross. Matt cosplayed as Kyo (sp?) from Dir en Grey. VERY bloody, and it was kinda disturbign that he got his fake blood EVERYWHERE Seriously no one knows how it got some places..and it scares us that he kept trying to drink it. Oh and as a side note, I think he tried to kill me by making me laugh insanely with his UBER funny Arnold impression.
Joe- Matt's friend, also from Philly. He was the tall lanky emo looking dude of our group and also my bedmate for the weekend (Matt and Liz were together, Rob and Jenna (sorta), Me and Joe) He came off as an overall great person. Very funny, and has a VERY naughty mouth. Shame on you Joe! Though I must applaud this boy seriously. He made it up twelve flights of stairs in under six seconds, almost beating my elevator which left at the exact same time. Damn he has long legs. But yes, Joe is very fun to be around, and because of him I will now be answering my phone with the phrase "WHO THE FUCK IS IT?!" Joe didn't cosplay as anything other then the lead singer of Weezer (Inside joke) and the big sexy Joe character.
Rob- The asian of our group, ALSO from philly. Rob's REALLY ticklish and prolly won't ever see this entry cause he hates poetry *Tear* but no Rob and I were the innocents of the group pretty much. We both were going deaf at the end of the L'arc en Ciel concert. SOOO LOUD. Hehe. but Rob's awesome in his own special asian way. The yin to Joe's yang (No not wang...though there are still questions) pretty much cause they're always together but one seems soo much different then the other. rob cosplayed as the asian of our group
Soo there are the people i hung out with mainly at Otakon. My friends, my family, the people I learned to care about. And me...Well I cosplayed as Naru from Love Hina and Makoto from Kanon. I had a blast overall. The L'Arc en Ciel concert was AWESOME like breathtaking and awesome. The Con was great. And I love DvD sales!! Lol Well Not much else to tell. Bai Bai

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2923825/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2923825/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 03:43:03 PDT
Your full name:: Caitlin Grace
Age:: 18 (on thursday 7/22)
Height:: 5' 3"
Natural hair color:: Golden Brown
Eye color:: Brown
Number of siblings:: 0
Glasses/contacts?:: Glasses
Piercing:: 2 one in each ear


FAVOURITE

Color:: Dark Green, or Blood Red
Band:: Gin Blossoms, Nine Days, Weezer
Song:: At the moment? Weezer's Say it Aint so
Stuffed animal:: Kuma the less then normal teddy
Video game:: Final Fantasy VII
TV show:: At the moment? I love the 90's OH and Big Brother
Movie:: Dragonheart and Orange County (just saw it again, damn a good movie)
Book:: Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger
Food:: Rice (RICE BALLS!) and Veggies, yay veggies
Flower:: Lily of the Valley
Scent:: Rain
Animal:: Red Fox
Comic book:: Comic Book? Or Manga? Comic is X-Men I guess, Manga is Hot Gimmick
Cereal:: Trix ^.^
Website:: Web....site?
Cartoon:: hmm Pirates of Dark Water

DO YOU

Play an instrument?:: Nope, but taking guitar lessons soon
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: : oes the math:: Err..no
Like to sing?:: Yah, even though I can't
Have a job?:: At the moment, yes, but not a normal one
Like to play sports?:: Dodgeball and Soccer, that's it I think
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Yes, Boyfriend...or is it pain in the ass?
Have a crush on someone?:: Nope
Live somewhere NOT in the Canada?::Wait..People LIVE in canada?!
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: 2 TVs in my house, only one works
Have any special talents/skills?:: Writing? I have a sick skill for hooking things up
Exercise daily?:: Yes, watch me type, that's finger exersize
Like school?:: To an extent, I don't quite like the people

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Yes suprisingly
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Yep! yay
Speak any other languages?:: Fluent english, Some spanish/french/italian/Latin, Trying/working on Japanese
Go a day without food?: Uh Yah..I just did
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::Yep
Roll your tongue?:: Wait people can't do that? Are these the people that live in Canada?
Eat a whole pizza?:: Uh..no, unless it's a baby pizza..I think only boys could eat a whole pizza

HAVE YOU EVER

Cried to get out of trouble?:: Yeah
Seen a shooting star?:: yep
Been to any other countries?::Just Canada..BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T LIVE THERE..just visit...for long periods of time
Solved a rubiks cube?:: Yah
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Yep
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Not milk, but Cream soda and other sodas...and I think soup once..and water. Rachel has a tendancy to wait to JUST the right time when i'm drinking to make fun of something or another
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Yep
Been in love?:: Hasn't everyone though? Yes I have, and I am
Been close to love?: huh? I love my boyfriend nyah
Been to a casino?:: Yep, when I was like 12
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: I don't drink milk....
Made homemade muffins?:: Yeah, didn't work out to pretty
Been to Disneyland/ DisneyWorld?:: never, want to once though
More than 5 times?:: I shall withhold comments of a certain family I know, because I'll prolly marry into it under my own wishes
Been to Niagara falls?:: No, been PAST it but not TO it

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU

Brushed your teeth:: sometime yesterday
Saw a movie in theaters:: a week ago
Read a book:: a couple days ago
Had a snow day:: Uhh...Shit I dunno....when was winter again?
Had a party:: I will on thursday, that's close enough
Had a slumber party:: Slumber party? Prolly Halloween
Tripped in front of someone:: Sunday with my dad
Went to the grocery store:: Yesterday

PICK ONE

Fruit/vegetables::Veggies!!
Black/white:: Black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: Movie
Car/truck:: Hummer
Body spray/lotion:: Spray
Cash/check:: Cash, though I am a check
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Paint/charcoal:: Charcoal
Chinese food/Mexican food:: Chinese
Summer/winter:: Winter
Snow/rain:: Rain...mmm nice
Fog/misty:: Fog
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing
Cake/pie:: Cake
... ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2827585/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2827585/ Wed, 07 Jul 2004 17:59:46 PDT Good news, I DLed Two Princes by the Spin Doctors and You and I Both by Jason Mraz, so I'm a happy Caity, More happiness you wanna know about? ALRIGHT I'LL TELL YOU!! I'm turning 18 two weeks from tomorrow!! YAY!!!!!!! And In August I'm going to Iowa to see my fwends, The love of my life (Mike) and that boy (lukie) Yah well...Ok Anyway. I'm psyched. I predict more happy poetry coming around AND maybe a couple skit/movie scripts for something REALLY exciting that we're doing. Soo yah, Suteneko be Esckited!! Well I gotta jet now. Bai Bai!!

~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2723152/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2723152/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 22:09:46 PDT
~Nyo

PS I got a kitten! YAY!!! Pictures soon ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2360149/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2360149/ Tue, 04 May 2004 18:37:02 PDT
~Nyo

Edit: I just found out that I need to write poetry for the school it magazine because no one else did. Fuckers. Well I guess I could give them a couple poems...I suppose... If anyone thinks any of my poems would be good ones to have on my school lit magazine (No naughty) Tell me what you think and I'll hand them over to the school. Teehee. ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2348696/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2348696/ Mon, 03 May 2004 04:12:44 PDT

Ok And uhhhh I have 29 deviatiosn to comment on..I mean seriously dis be a bit much. Oh well not my choice. Hehe.

I hatepainting my nails...gyarrrr

I HATE MORNINGS!!!!!

Yeah I'll definately post a more happy suteneko journal later, jsut had to get this one out. Teehee

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2325180/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2325180/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 16:18:29 PDT I hope she doesn't kill me in her sleep..yes in her sleep..you heard me...don't look at me that way..I might have to bite you...

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Caitlin (Caity...) Grace
-- Birthplace: Brooklyn New York
-- Gender: Femme
-- Eye Color: different shades of brown and amber..some flecks of other colors
-- Hair Color: Brown usually, sometimes it wants to be dirty blond or red...
-- Height: 5'3
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Cancer/Leo cusp..I'm special.
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Irish American
-- The shoes you wore today: Sneakers and school shoes
-- Your fears: Being alone and graveyards
-- Your perfect meal: Hmmm Filet Mignion RARE and then for dessert Creme Brulee
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Getting into UNI, Learning Japanese

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Fuck..History Essay
-- Your best physical feature: My lips
-- Your bedtime: whenever I fall asleep
-- Your most missed memory: Being in Iowa with Lucas
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: WTF mate? Err...How about Grape juice?
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger king but only for the french fries, I don't like fast food burgers
-- Single or group dates: Single dates..more romantic and intimate
-- Adidas or Nike: err...Name brands scare me
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea....I have to say that or I get beaten by the scary future father-in-law
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla by far
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Caffiene
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: np
-- Cuss: Yeah
-- Sing: I'm in chorus, of course I sing
-- Take a shower: uh..Doesn't everyone?
-- Have a crush: Yeah?
-- Do you think you've been in love: Know, not think
-- Want to go to college: University of Northern Iowa
-- Liked high school: No...Fucked up hypocritical bitches
-- Want to get married: Yep...
-- Get motion sickness: No
-- Think you're attractive: Ehh...X.x;;
-- Think you're a health freak: I'm psychosomatic...
-- Get along with your parent(s): Parents..what parents? Oh those people I locked in the closet...
-- Like thunderstorms: I go out in them ^.^ Nature's beauty
-- Play an instrument: My voice...I'll learn guitar soon though
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had Sex: ...::thinks:: no
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: No
-- Gone to the mall?: Err...I don't think so
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I don't like oreos
-- Eaten sushi: Prolly
-- Been on stage: Yeah I work on stage, me being the school's main stagecrew person and all..
-- Been dumped?: no
-- Made homemade cookies: Npe
-- Gone skinny dipping: In april?
-- Dyed your hair: not yet
-- Stolen anything: Nope

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: Blue
-- Best hair color?: brown??
-- Short or long hair?: longishy short but not SUPER long...and DEFINATELY not super short
-- Height: taller then me
-- Best weight: Men are weird with weight so I dunno
-- Best articles of clothing: Boxers

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of piercings: 2 in each ear
-- Number of tattoos: None
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: about three with the local newspaper...maybe more
-- Number of scars on my body: waaayyy to many
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Befriending hypocrites.


Kkkk I'm done!! Waiii yay!!! hehe Yeah yeah I know i'm a pain in the ass...oh well..I had fun with it nonetheless sooo nyaahhhh. Teehee I hope people have as much fun with it as i did..w00t ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2318897/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2318897/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 17:47:52 PDT ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2278562/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2278562/ Thu, 22 Apr 2004 21:38:46 PDT Have you ever noticed that when elmo talks it's like listening to small babies die? Yeah...Elmo was crunchy...and now he's a bit soggy from floating in all the breast milk...damned elmo...

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2247596/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2247596/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 08:41:17 PDT Teehee ^.^ Though...you're right...wasn't there a web comic that never really did anything...Hel-lo!! Gyarr. Oh and for those of you who don't know...which is a lot of you, don't worry...It's just kind of a bad sprite comic that never took off on Keenspace. Ok I'm done

I have recently discovered that I am addicted to many things. No this isn't like "I need to go to rehab" We'll cross that bridge when it comes But no...I'm like REALLY attached to a few things..I just felt the need to list them because I just wanted to get them out and to see how weird these adik-shuns are. ^.^ I love using that spelling

Adik-shuns ^.^
Deviant Art
Neopets
Grape Juice
Mega Tokyo
Winter (The Comic)
Tiny Toons game for NES
"Revolve" by Nine Days
Sleeping
College (Even though I'm not there yet)
Japanese anything
Guacamole
and finally I am 4d1kt3d to my computer.

Ok done I feel a lot better. I will now go close Deviant art, Play on Neopets, drink grapejuice and catch up on some megatokyo ^.^

These are good addictions...I do not plan on going to rehab for them...except maybe the Tiny Toons...I have gotten to a point where I can go through that game sickly well...something is a but wrong with me then...Teehee ^.^

0v3r 4nd 0u7 s41d t3h 3x n1nj4 k177y.

~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2228152/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2228152/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 12:24:06 PDT
Anyway just updating my journal to say what new things are happening. I'm working on a poem right at this moment and I hope to be done with it soon so I can post it and be merry.

Good things that have happened to Suteneko: I got grape juice last night. Lucas loves me. I can finally have Mt. Dew again. Dylan and I get to reminise about old times. I made a new friend ^.^ Trip to Six Flags approaches quicker

Bad things that happened to Suteneko: Vacation is almost over. My Nine Days CD broke.. My Scanner is being a bitch so I can't upload my art. *Blazer-San disappeared.

Ok that's really all i have to post right now...More sometime next week Prolly. Teehee. Bai bai!!!

Just as a side note By the way, I've taken on a new project. Writing essays on Human emotions. It helps me get out what I'm thinking at the moment. I'm working on the first one "Essay on Feeling: Love" Look for it in the near future...

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2181832/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2181832/ Thu, 08 Apr 2004 20:12:02 PDT
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2110349/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2110349/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 16:54:08 PST -nicknames: Cai, Gracey, Kitsune, Naru, Kitten, Cat, Neko, Kaichi, Yaoi Girl, Poet
-sex: female
-birthday: July 22, 1986
-color: Green and black
-star sign: Cancer/Leo
-place of birth: Brooklyn, NY
-current residence: Brooklyn, NY
-hair color: Light Brown
-eye color: Depends, light brown with flecks of gold, red, and green sometimes
-height: 5'3"
-writing hand: Righty, but training to be Ambidextrous

-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-

-do you bite your nails: Yah
-can you roll your tongue: mmmhmm
-can you blow smoke rings: Nope
Can you blow spit bubbles: Nope
-can you cross your eyes: Yes
-tattoos and where: If I got one it'd be a Purple creasent moon on the back of my left wrist.
-do you make your bed daily: Make...my...bed??
-what’s sexiest on a guy: Wet t-shirt and swim trunks or just bed pants..mmm
-what’s sexiest on a girl: Uhh Well uhh...O.o Err...I dunno
-do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: Twirl
-what utensils do you use eating pizza: Hands..duh
-do you cook: Yep, sometimes

-GROOMING-

-how often do you brush your teeth: 1 or two times a day? I floss and Rinse too O.o
-do you shower/bathe: Every Day
-how long do these showers last: from 15 minutes to 45 minutes
-hair drying method: Air
-do you swear: When I'm hot O.o
-do you pee in the shower: Not since I was Little O.o
-what color is your bedroom: White
-do you use an alarm clock: Nope, my mom calls me on my phone to wake me up.
-name four things or people you're obsessed with: My writing, Getting into UNI, Lucas, Books
-What’s your sleeping position: My side??
-in hot weather do you use a blanket: yeah...or a sheet..I can't sleep unless I'm covered
-do you sleepwalk: Nope
-do you talk in your sleep: Sometimes I do actually...frightening
-how about the light on: Nope

-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-

had sex: Do you REALLY think I'll tell you about my sex life??
watched bambi: Uhh..when I was 10
cried: I got teary when I listened to a song today
talked on the phone: Today
read a book: Today

-MUSIC-

is music important to you: Yes, very much, hehe
do you sing: Yep, Select Chorus Baby
what instruments do you play: My voice....o.o
what do you think of Eminem: Bahhhhhhh
in your opinion what band is the best of all time: Fleetwood Mac, and then Gin Blossoms

DO YOU LIKE-

pop music: Depends
rock music: Older stuff
punk music: Deoends
rap music: NO!!!
hip-hop/RB: Not Really
country: Only like 2 songs....so not really
jazz: Yepparz
classical: Mmmmhmmm
new age: Yep
hardcore: Depends on the mood
indie rock: Yeah
emo: It's country with more drums....."Oh my girlfriend left me feel sorry for me" Bahhh it's crappy

-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-

What do you notice first? Eyes
Do you have a crush on anyone? I'm going out with the person I'm going to marry, nuff said.
Easiest to talk to: Guys.

- DO YOU/ARE YOU-

Could you live without the computer?: Yeah, maybe..not really.
What’s your favorite fruit?: Peach
What hurts the most? Physical or emotional pain?: Emotional, Physical pain fades while emotional pain remains forever
Trust others way too easily? Not anymore

- NUMBER-

Of times you have had your heart broken? Once
Of hearts you have broken? None..well...that's not entirely true...I just can't explain
Of girls kissed? One
Of boys kissed? One for real, and three on a dare
Of drugs taken illegally? None
Of tight friends? Two?
Of CD's owned? Uhh I dunno..A lot
Of scars on my body? Yet again, I dunno, but it's a lot

-OTHER THINGS-

I know: What I'm taught
I want: Happiness
I have: True Love
I wish: I could get into College
I hate: Liars, snobs, cheaters, and attention whores
I fear: Being alone
I hear: voices
I ache: In my thighs
I care: About people
I always: tell the truth
I dance: When I'm alone, or when I'm wild
I cry: every now and then
I write: about the things I know
I confuse: My boyfriend
I can usually be found: in my room, reading or on the puter. If I'm at school and Missing, look in Mr. Herron's room.
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: Let's not go into it.

-ARE YOU A...-

Wuss: Nope
Gang member: Lol Nope
Daydreamer: Yeah
Alcoholic: No, I'm Irish, get it right, but really, no I'm not an alcoholic
Freak: mmmmhmm i... ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2090530/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2090530/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 17:01:54 PST ances through life, Skimming the surface, gliding where turf is smooth::

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2077883/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2077883/ Wed, 24 Mar 2004 18:14:27 PST
On a good note however, my cousin, Amber, Just had a baby girl!! I'm sooo happy. I can't wait to see a picture.

Anyways yeah so there is my rant, deal with it

~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2047843/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2047843/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 17:37:11 PST
BUT then I woke up this morning and realized that I should post a new journal cause I'm awesome and yah. Hehe, sooo not much is going on in the Suteneko land...just a lot of stupid people, baahh. I just can't A) wait until tommorrow, and B) Wait until May...May is gonna be a supa rockin sockin month, dontchaknow.

I have to babysit tonight for 2 kids, one is a baby and the other is eight...I hope I can survive...Don't get me wrong..I LOVE KIDS!!! I really really do. I just...Damn I'm gonna be tired as fuck. But it'll be worth it for the $$ and the fact I'll be doing something. Maybe I'll read more Count of Monte Cristo (My new fave book..mmmm I want Dantes' sweet sweet ass) and write more POETRY! W00t poetry makes people happy. Heh.

GYARR!! Ok frustration reaching it's high...gyerrr. Heh. I hope the eight year old doesn't attack me...I know it will...Gyarrr. ANyways Just gotta take everything slowly....and then I'll inform you tommorrow on my sucess or death. But I have to go put pants on cause I'm getting picked up to go see Passion...so I'll talk to you later. Bye bye!!

~Nyo


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500..that's half a thousand...w00t people love me. If anyone wants I'll write them a poem..I guess...first come first serve...kk

Bai bai

~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2012755/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/2012755/ Sun, 14 Mar 2004 18:10:09 PST
1.What are most of your dreams about?: Adventure and Love

2. What is your favorite arcade game?: Hmm, DDR? Crazy Taxi

3. Do you wish on stars?: Yep I do....And most come true, the ones that havn't are ones for the future

4. Which finger is your favorite?: My ring fingers

5. What do you think about the person who sent this to you?: I found it

6. Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes, It's REALLY messy, and I like the fact it's hard for people to read so they don't know what I write

7. What is your favorite lunch meat?: Olive Loaf...Don't look at me like that

8. Any bad habits?: I bite my fingernails and get REALLY loud sometimes

9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?: uhh I dunt have a shelf, but if you're asking what is the most embarassing CD I own...Prolly Clay Aiken, though I <3 Him! hehe

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probably, because I respect honesty

11. Are you a daredevil?: Sometimes, depends on my mood, and how daring it is

12. Do looks matter?: Not really, but sometimes, in a reverse way, someone who cares too much about how they look on the outside is more often then not a bad person on the inside

13. What is your biggest turn on?: Hmm, my Boyfriend shirtless

14. Who do you miss most right now?: Lucas

15. What would you do if you found a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Look for a leprecaun and ask him for his lucky charms

16. Do fish have feelings?: Fish feelings? Like wanting to be in a small cramped place and blow bubbles at people? uhhh Sure?

17. How many people have a secret crush on YOU right now?: Hmm I only know one guy that's even had a crush on me..and he's married now...I TOLD HIM NOT TO MARRY HER...I DID! Bad news...damnit

18. How do you release anger?: Cry, scream, talk to Lucas, write angsty poetry..uhh Hit things, throw things, cut things...yah

19. Where is your second home?: Iowa

20. Do you trust others easily?: Depends on the person's Character

21. What was ur favorite toy as a child?: Barbies

22. Are you in love with anyone?: Yes I am inlove with my muse ^.^

23. What's your favorite color?: Green and Brown

24. What is your least favorite thing in the world?: Self-centered people who care about how they look more then who they are

25. Have you ever been on radio or television or in the newspaper?: I was on TV once when Pocahantas first came out, at the Central Park preview for it. I've been in the School Newspaper, and the Brooklyn Heights Newspaper

26. What's your favorite thing to do when you are sad?: Cry, and talk to Lucas

27. Do you use sarcasm a lot?: Nooo Not at all -.-

28. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: Nope, not my style

29. What are your nicknames?:Cai, Caity, Gracey, Gracey Lou Freebush, Caitigrace (one word), Cat, Kitten, Neko, Suteneko, Kitsune, Naru (yeah the love hina just drips off of me), Wenchie and Cookie Crumb (Long story)

30.Have you ever bungee jumped?: Nope..

31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?:not since 1980!! Bahhh stupid shoe laces

32. What are you worried about right now?: Whether Someone's calling me while I'm online...gyarr ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1983209/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1983209/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 19:19:19 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1959695/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1959695/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 22:15:45 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1929664/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1929664/ Sun, 29 Feb 2004 20:02:53 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1910210/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1910210/ Thu, 26 Feb 2004 14:00:01 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1896123/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1896123/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 20:12:36 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1830717/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1830717/ Wed, 11 Feb 2004 21:17:06 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1758845/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1758845/ Wed, 28 Jan 2004 19:34:33 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1740408/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1740408/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 16:48:12 PST Mood: Anxious
Listening: Curbside Prophet by Jason Mraz
Food: EVIL! Lol
Talking to: Nikki my dearest! hehe
Drinking: Iced tea

Anyways lets see..anything new in my life? Nope well I'm signing up charries like mad for Nikki's Message Board RPG called The Vampire Clan
[link]
Join It! It's uber awesome. hehe. Next weekend I'm going to Long Island to go Ice Skating with Andre and Jenna. Damn Andre, he's making me a preppy geek...isn't that a bit of an oxymoron? Hehe. Anyways not much else to talk about..soo yeah. BTW w00t to the J! hehe. Yeep, I just said something questionable to Nessa when her dad was around..Meep. Good thing he doesn't know me. Teehee ^.^ Anyways I guess that's all for now...Bai Bai!
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1714988/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1714988/ Tue, 20 Jan 2004 20:40:22 PST I dunt wanna go to religion..I don't wanna go to SCHOOL. Damn school, no one likes it anyways, it smells funny and there are nuns..who make us wear uniforms. Damn I'msoo tired I can't even think straight. I WILL HELP JUSTIN!! Gyarr. Ok ok beddy by time before I pass out from lack of sleep. Nah Night!
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1685663/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1685663/ Thu, 15 Jan 2004 15:38:27 PST Oh yeah one more thing before I go...I finally know the classes i'm taking next year, YAY, one is Advanced Algebra, which anyone who knows me, knows I SUCK at math, but it's all ok. Hehe. Taking advanced algebra will help me get into college sooo yay. I hope the next year and a half goes by really fast, then I'll be out of New York...Thank goodness. Anyways I gotta go now, Bai Bai
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1675312/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1675312/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 17:10:17 PST Song: Hey Jealousy by the Gin Blossoms
Game: DLing Snow War O.o Cause lucas is a freak of nature
Drink: Diet Pepsi...oh sweet pepsi...
Yearning: To sew...damned sewing machine needs cloth..and thread...Damnit.

Yeah so I'm incredibly bored..and have I mentioned yet how much I hate Emo? I HATE emo..with a passion. Really who gives a flying fig tree if some scruffy haired glasses boy is depressed? Really...REALLY!!! Lol, The irony in this people is my boyfirend is scruffy headed with glasses...But not depressing! Dang I hate emo...who the heckle came up with it anyways? I bet it's Dashboard's fault. They had 1 maybe 2 good songs, and then got too depressing. Damned people.
I broke 1000 on my PSAT...got higher then all my friends and the majority of my year, w007. Heh. This means I can take College English next year, which is all I really care about right now. Yay...Hehe. Next month I'm heading my ass to Iowa (AGAIN!) To visit UNI. I'm going for the February 16th Preview day. This should be interesting. I hope they let me hang around campus on my own for a while...I wanna look around...well Actually I wanna see Lucas' hall and shtuff and meet people, but same difference, ne? Damn I'm gonna be in college in 1.5 years...where has the time been? AND WHY THE HELL AM I GETTING OLD?! Damn I'm such a fogey. And my junior prom is coming up. Yay though Lucas is gonna come and be my date, yayness. I may need a dress..the one I have now is getting big...Dangit. Ok ok I'm talking about nothingness now...blasted. hehe. Well I'll be going now. Bai Bai
~nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1660525/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1660525/ Sat, 10 Jan 2004 21:02:59 PST "This room smells like Mendacity" My dad went to see Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. He liked it. I'm happy. Hehe, I should read that sometime. My dad's bugging me about reading more Tennesee Williams stuff...I've already read Street Car Named Desire, and Glass Menagerie...Maybe i'll get Cat on a Hot Tin Roof sometime just to make him happy. Damn that reminds me I have to go read a book for the great books club sometime...damnit. It's on tuesday too isn't it. Dang nabbit. I need to go tell that to Ms. Doria, that I couldn't make it. I'm sure she won't be angry. It'd end up being just the two of us anyways. Hehe. Well I think that should be enough for now Over and out from the Suteneko of life. hehe
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1654183/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1654183/ Fri, 09 Jan 2004 16:55:30 PST ) Actually before I head over to my dad's for the weekend. I need to pack still as well. Oh phooey. I'll post more crud when I get to my dad's I'm sure he won't care about me abusing his laptop...mmm laptop goodness.....Hehe. Oh oh oh!! And and Yeah, damn I forgot...I need to lessen my stress.....I NEED TO LESSEN MY STRESS...forget it, I need to get laid Oh well. That sucks alot doesn't it, considering my boyfriend is 1,000 miles away, damnit. Well I suppose I always have my poetry...maybe I'll take my sexual frustration out on that...except Kai0 might like that too much. Lol.
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1654026/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1654026/ Fri, 09 Jan 2004 16:25:07 PST ~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1649117/ http://AmaiSuteneko.deviantart.com/journal/1649117/ Thu, 08 Jan 2004 16:23:31 PST I guess being ill is bad, at least I didn't go to school though, YAY! Yeah, my forensics coach, Michael, is a nazi...he eats small children for breakfast. SO at least I missed out on seeing him today... but I have to go tomorrow with my tail between my legs and ask for a forensics peice, cause well.... everytime I start to write one for myself....I shrivel up and start playing Final Fantasy VII... I'm such a minion Hehe, well nothing is bad about that, I suppose. I don't think anyone has read my poem on here yet...oh well...I'll make my presence known somehow... someway... meeheekee. Maybe I'll write this fantastic story and post it and become famous.... naah, too much effort on my part. Hehe. Well... enough of that, before I completely go insane.. but then again... is being insane that bad?
~Nyo ]]> ~AmaiSuteneko