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                <title>Back from the depths....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2008 18:19:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey look! I'm back!   Yeah, so I kinda disappeared from DA for a while. Things have been a little crazy.  I was supposed to move to Baltimore, and umm...didn't.  Instead I'm still here in Savannah, working on my webcomic project (READ IT!!!)  I moved to another part of town, was without internet for about a month, then had to go to a con (Megacon was pretty good), then there was St.Patrick's Day, which is utter madness in Savannah, and then...well...I've just finally gotten my bearings back it would seem, and now it's back to my neglected account here.  I apologize to everyone I normally watch, I'm gonna have to just clear out the HUNDREDS of backlogged deviations and just watch from here, I know I don't have time to go back and look at them all.  I have a few new deviations to show for my absence, and hopefully more to come.  This balancing being a normal person (as opposed to an art student) and also continuing my artworking is tricky.  Wish me luck!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>The website again!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Dec 2007 19:34:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Only this time, it's different!  <br />
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Thanks to the amazing Mat-Cat the website has now been revamped into something more befitting the project - a webcomic!  We'll be updating on Mondays and Thursdays.  I'm so ridiculously excited to be doing this!  Stop by and check it out!   <a href="http://www.ageofnight.com">[link]</a><br />
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On a side note - I've graduated!  Yeah, weird, right?  I finally finished school and now I'm thrown out into the "real world" or something.  Not sure exactly what's happening next, but we shall see...mwahaha!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>A Website - Woohoo!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Sep 2007 19:49:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everybody, I finally have a website for my project up!  Here it is :<br />
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<a href="http://www.ageofnight.com">[link]</a> <br />
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This is where I'm showcasing all the background, news, and some art for my big project.  I'm currently working on the first major installment and if you join the site's mailing list you'll be the first to know once it's done.  Stop on by, look around, tell your friends.  I hope you enjoy! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Getting it done</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:49:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO... spring break just kind of came and went without any warning whatsoever.  I've made so few updates here since I did very little last quarter that I'm actually proud of.  Most of it was work for my Superhero Comics class which I fumbled through at best.  (Oh and the scripts SUCKED.  I think my professor tried to find the worst comic books ever printed to get us scripts for.)  I promised myself I'd do some of my work over Spring Break, and I did, but not nearly enough.   Also, since it is for an ongoing project it's nothing that I want to post right now.  I know that most people who come to this little account are my friends, but I still get paranoid that some random person will come by and steal the characters/scenario of this big project which is totally my baby right now.  *clutches baby closer*  Anyway, I want to get more of that done HOWEVER spring quarter has started.  And I'm taking a class with a professor known as the Drill Sergeant.  Great...first day of classes and I'm already swimming in homework.  I don't mind the homework, per se... it is great practice and I'm having a lot of fun with it.  I just wish I had more time to work on that big mysterious project I keep alluding to.  Oh well...back to work.  Perhaps  this class will at least yeild something post-worthy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Where for the what now?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 17:27:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm going home to the frozen expanses of the North for this season of festivities.  I cannot wait to see my family and friends back home but...it's so COLD!  Living in Georgia (where it's still regularly reaching the high 70s in the daytime) has kind of spoiled me and I'm afraid I'm going to freeze to death.  Perhaps if I don't go outside for the whole time I'm there I'll be fine?  I am very excited to see everyone from home again.  And I'm extra super excited to get away from work for a few weeks.  Maybe I can actually get some of my own work done.  That would be grand.  Speaking of that work - I have pages to draw...bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Rar!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Oct 2006 12:14:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School started back up like, half a month ago and I've been too busy to do umm...anything.  Yeah.  I have been drawing a lot, of course, but it's all been for class and most of that has been so-so.  I don't know what it is about this quarter but I am just about at my limit for craziness and having to work constantly.  Oh well, hopefully I will not explode.  I can't believe I still have two more years of school *sigh* I don't know how I'm going to get through but I figure I have to somehow, right?  Anyway, for the uh...maybe two people who actually check my page, I probably won't have much up unless I get something halfway decent done for class.  That's all for now!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Summer!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jun 2006 11:39:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's summer again!  Hooray!  I've basically been running flat-out since January, so  having classes end is a welcome break.  Now I have to endevour to NOT be a lazy bum all summer and get nothing done.  I have big plans, but I do every summer.  And what happens every summer?  I work, I sleep, I watch movies and play Final Fantasy.  *sigh*  I have a new place to settle into and clean up, fun and awesome new roomies to hang out with, and a stack of ideas for comics and illustrations that need work done on them.  I don't really feel like the school year is over yet, though; perhaps it'll hit me sometime next week.  Either way, I should be much less stressed now and have time to produce some more fun pics.  And to all my SCAD friends here - have a great summer!  See you guys in the fall! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Hooray!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Feb 2006 09:22:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I broke 1k pageviews!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Preoccupied</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2006 14:44:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There's been a lot on my mind recently.  With the pressures of school, work, relationships, and social activities I've been all but losing it.  I know I need to just relax, that everything will fall into place if I just focus on what I need to do now and not worry so much.  One of the biggest things that was bothering me was the fact that I spent so much time at work and had so much homework besides that I never felt like I had any time for my own work... projects that are dying to get done, that just want to be realized before they are totally miscarried or forgotten.  Well, I talked about this with someone who is much smarter, wiser, and older than I am and after I got my ears pinned back for being so easily discouraged he made me realize that I just have to learn to set aside the time I need to work on my own thing and keep me sane.  So today, since I had nothing else I needed to do right away, I spent all day working on something of my own.  I feel remarkably good about it, despite the fact that there's still homework tugging at my sleeve saying "Don't forget about me!"  It's okay, homework, I still have two more days to pay attention to you. So the point of this little rant was just that I have decided to put some time aside each week to just work on my own thing.  I wonder how long I can keep up with it? ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Happy Birthday Me!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jan 2006 13:04:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woohoo!  Birthday for me!  I'm no longer a teenager!  How crazy is that?!  I've been a teenager for so long, it seems....now I'm...not...<br />
*okay, get on with it*<br />
  <br />
Anyways, I actually managed to get the day off!  So I'm spending a day just relaxing and doing what I feel like.  (Which included lunch at the downtown Japanese restaurant followed by ice cream!)  I've actually been thinking a lot about what I want to accomplish while I'm at school...I had a rather useless academic advisement meeting today and then plotted out my next two and a half years in response to it.  Some of the classes I'm taking intimidate me, but I'm excited about it.  The thing I kept thinking of was the stuff I'd like to do outside of classes... I've got projects that I keep talking about on here but have made painfully little progress in, I have possible collaborations with several people, and of course I'd like to actually finally GO to a con and get even MORE intimidated and excited.  (Yes, I am shamefully a con virgin.)  I just have to focus, I suppose.   Quit letting work get to me so much.  Anyways, I'm gonna go enjoy my birthday some more. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Here we go!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jan 2006 10:30:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay! New Year, new quarter at school.  Lots of fun stuff.   I had a relaxing break for the holidays.  I went home and visited my family for Christmas/New Years.  It was WAY too cold in Maine, but I lived through it mostly by sitting next to the woodstove or wrapping myself up in big blankets with a cup of tea.  The North Woods are kind of dull in winter (or any other time, haha) so I spent a lot of time drawing and trying not to let the cold greyness of outside depress me.  It's kind of strange going home sometimes - feeling like I'm going back in time to high school.  But it's okay, 'cause I got to see my friends and hang out with my family.  I also got to give and recieve some awesome Christmas presents *squee!*   I went on a little strange drawing binge around Christmas where I just kept coming up with the weirdest stuff!  Things I NEVER drew or imagined.  And the whole time I was experiencing this vague kind of deja vu, as if a part of me had always been holding in these pictures.  Kind of odd, I know.  <br />
Anyway, now I'm back in the South where it's nice and warm.  And classes are starting back up.  I actually have one more to run to today - eek!  But I put up some new pics - hooray!  Hopefully more will follow, but we shall see.  Classes look to be pretty demanding this quarter (as usual.)  Hopefully I'll get a little time for my own devices - mwahaha! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Applause for the STUPID</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 18:09:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes I want to punch myself in the head.  <br />
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I had a bit of a problem with my computer a couple of days ago, and had no idea how to fix it.  I went through a few things with an expert helper but nothing seemed to work.  (I'm being vague because I know NOTHING about computers.)  This expert friend then told me to try something else...a last ditch effort.  Well, in case you weren't paying attention before I know NOTHING about computers and succeeded in accidentally overwriting my hard drive. <br />
<br />
Yeah, that's brilliant.  <br />
<br />
So...all the stuff I had saved on here is either gone or buried in the bowels of my harddrive so deeply that it might as well be gone.  And the worst part is that I have no one to blame but myself.  I'm trying not to dwell on what I lost, or the fact that I suck at installing stuff and so my computer is acting all buggy for lack of proper components right now.  I'll get someone to look at it soon.   <br />
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Aside from being annoyed about all that I am consumed by Christmas thingies.  Mostly making cards and presents for the various peoples that I give a crap about (hahaha!)  Some of my projects are quite ambitious, but shhh...no telling.  Never know who may be reading <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />  I'm also very very pleased that Mat is back in town (hooray!) Now I have someone to cling to and bother again.  Umm...that is all for now.  I'll be updating with some stuff as soon as I ensure that people have gotten them.  Don't want to ruin any surprises. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Somehow survived...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 11:05:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh my goodness...could it be?  Could it be that I actually survived?  Yes!  It's true!  Finals are over, and I'm still alive!  I don't know how this happened, but it did.  <br />
Anyways, I'm taking a vacation (first one since school got out in May) in Florida right now.  I'm staying with my aunt, relaxing for the first time since I don't even know when.  It's nice but very strange...not having anything I need to do, that is.  Funny thing is that although I just got done killing myself over artwork for SCAD I really really want to draw and write and such for myself right now.  All this stuff I've been neglecting for the sake of school is just dying to pour out.  So, I'll probably spend this week letting it.  I'm such a masochist.  <br />
I'd like to actually make something finished for myself over this long break we get, but I know how it goes.  I'll end up just working and chilling and playing Final Fantasy and doing nothing productive whatsoever.  I hope to beat that habit, but I know myself too well.  I am lazy even if I am crazy about drawing.  <br />
And hey, since I have some time off I might actually update some stuff around here.  Last deviation I posted was in, what?  October?  *sigh* While I'm in Florida I am unable to scan in any of my work, so actually posting will have to wait til I get back to Savannah.  But I'll be working on some new things, as well.  (hooray!)  Hope I haven't bored everyone to death by now.  Bye! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Query</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Oct 2005 21:00:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so I just had this rather random thought today and was wondering if anyone had anything to say about it: <br />
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I work at a convenience store so I see a lot of people everyday.  Some of these people I know by name or at least by face since they are at the store almost as much as I am.  I tend to notice some people more than others, though, like certain personalities, people who ask me about school, people who look funny (horrible, but true) and of course, the people with distinguishing tattoos. <br />
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I LOVE tattoos.  <br />
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I don't have any myself, but I still love to look at them, love their artistry, the way they are permanant and yet change over time.  Anyway, there's quite a few regulars that have tattoos, some of them are practically covered.  One guy even has tattoos on his face, which is quite interesting.  Perhaps this is what started this thought in my head, or perhaps it was just my brain wanting to be anywhere but at work.  But for some reason, as I was stocking Advil and trying to stave off boredom I got the thought: <br />
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"What would happen if someone heavily tattooed had to go into the witness protection program?" <br />
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Okay.  So that's not the most groundbreaking thought, and it's certainly not like it's an unanswerable question, but it's fun to ponder.  I know that a couple tattoos could be removed or covered or altered, but what about people who have the full-arm, full-back, full-chest jobs?  Or the one guy I mentioned who has these things on his face?  What would they do to not stand out in their new environment/identity?  Granted, my knowledge of the actual workings of the Witness Protection Program is limited to what I've seen on TV and read in a couple of crappy novels (I hated "I am the Cheese") but it just seems like a bit of a conundrum to me.  Anyway, if you have any thoughts, I'd like to know, for this puzzles me.  <br />
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This is your brain on midterms. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Mind all over</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Oct 2005 14:19:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm feeling much better now, had a few weeks to recover, although I don't know if I'll ever feel exactly the same as I used to.  I don't know if I want to, though. In this time I've done a lot of thinking about things, in the moments I get to devote to thought while I'm rushing from one place to another.   I've been wondering about identity, relationships, friendship, what it means to live versus exist, lots of deep philosophical type crap. Through all of this I've found very little in the way of answers, but have gained some peace just by recognizing these issues within me.  Maybe that means I'm getting better - maybe it means I'm going insane.  Who knows.  <br />
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Oh, and after a few hours of drawing skeletons for class, I went to a barbeque gathering thingy this weekend.  It was possibly the most relaxing thing I've done in a while - the combination of drawing and then eating and hanging out with friends afterwards.  I just felt so releived there, in the company of people who are not demanding something of me - be it attention, work, artwork, affection, etc... Some may say there are other reasons that I was relaxed (food is good.)  But lately, between running between work and classes and dealing with a variety of personal and social problems, just being able to chill was welcome.  Perhaps I should do it more often.  <br />
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Bits: <br />
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"She's being a cat about it." <br />
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"Just a bit of practical magic."<br />
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"Hey, why you walkin' so fast?  Nothin' gonna happen!" <br />
<br />
Using "teh suck" half a dozen times in one sentence. <br />
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Zombies! <br />
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Seven people huddled around a 24" grill toasting marshmellows. <br />
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Double feature - corpses and spaceships! <br />
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1337 Katamari <br />
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New Gamer's Guild Pres! w00t! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>What the hell?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Sep 2005 18:46:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't really know what to say.<br />
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Life is very strange right now.  School is starting again, I have work to deal with and my own place to keep going.  And I am still stressing about missing Derek, which just makes things worse. <br />
<br />
So I told him I wanted a break.<br />
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I don't know if it's good or bad, or what...I was sick with stress (literally physically sick) and I still am a little, but it's getting better.   I just don't know if I did the right thing, I know everyone is telling me that I have to do what's best for me but I can't stand hurting him when he's done so much for me. <br />
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Don't know if any of you care...just had to vent all that. I'm still out of it. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Summer's creeping by</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Aug 2005 17:29:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, this isn't really about anything other than the fact that I am waiting for my honmei to get home from work and I'm bored and lazy.  And I just realized today that it's August and that that means SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER!  Which is good and bad.<br />
<br />
Good:  Classes start again, and I love class.  Learning is fun, yo. <br />
           I won't have to be at work 40 hours a week.<br />
           I will see all manner of peoples that I have missed for the last few months, such as my old roomate Sara, Mr. T, Mr. Mike, Super-Sam and Rad Ryan. <br />
 <br />
Bad:    Derek is going home...no more honmei for me til Christmas. <br />
           I have to start balancing work, school, social life, and roomates again - lots of stress.<br />
           This whole sleep thing I've been enjoying - no more. <br />
           I don't have the money I need for books and supplies yet, crap. <br />
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So...yeah, things are kind of crazy and I'm trying not to let it get to me.  I've been trying to work on stuff all summer long but it still hasn't gotten through the bulk of conceptualization.  Blah... I guess it's just gonna be an unproductive summer *shrug*  Anyway, there's no point to this posting.  Bye now! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Woo! Updates!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Jun 2005 19:55:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey look, I actually updated some stuff.  I hope they all worked, 'cause it took freakin' forever to fix from the crappy scans and upload them all. Anyway, it's a bunch of stuff from my Intro to Sequential class that I realized I had on disc and could thus upload without a scanner. GASP!  <br />
Oh, and by the way, I am so freakin' in love with the kittens that live under my building.  I'm going to take one (or two...) in once they're old enough.  The rest are going to the humane society or to other good homes.  But first they have to be fixed so we don't have a million kitties around here.  As much as I love kitties that would be bad.  Anyway, hope you enjoy the comics, tell me if they're funny, 'cause I suck at humor.  Thanks! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Out in the world....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jun 2005 19:21:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello everyone.  My name is Amanda, and I neglect my deviant account.  <br />
<br />
Everyone say "Hi, Amanda!"  <br />
<br />
But anyway...it's summer!  No classes to drain my time and creative energy - now I just have work to do that.  Well... I have been drawing and doodling and just generally recovering from this school year, however now that I'm not attending school and surrounded by scanners it may be a while before I can update again.  Heh, heh....Oh well.  <br />
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I am now in my own apartment, and it's very strange...I am having to take care of all my own stuff.  And I'm working all the time in order to pay all my rent and bills and stuff.  I have two roomates, but they're still at home for this part of the summer, so right now it's ust me and my honmei, who's staying for the summer.  It's really really nice living together, but I'm sad it has to end with the summer.  *sigh*  But we'll enjoy it. ]]></description>
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                <title>Bleh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 May 2005 12:31:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So it's been, what?  A month since I  updated anything?  Like even changed my  status or thought to update my journal.   Well, things have been crazy...I can't  remember ever having so little free  time.  Today I remarkably have some and  then - work calls and needs me to cover  a shift...you've got to be kidding  me...<br />
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Anyway, other than that crapful  development it's been an okay month  *blink blink* since I've done anything  on here.  My honmei came down and  visited me for a week, which was  absolutely awesome.  I got an apartment  for next year with two of my friends.   I've been working and drawing like mad.   I pulled my first all nighter ever.    (Sure I had worked late nights before  but I had never actually neglected to  go to sleep at all.)  I haven't been  doing much of my own stuff which makes  me quite sad...although my assignments  are usually flexible enough for me to  basically do whatever I want as far as  content.  Hopefully I'll get some of  those posted if I ever get them back  from my professor.  Anyway...that's  about it...ummm....yup...I don't really  know what else to say other than I am  neglectful of my poor da account. Bad  me. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>It Lives!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Apr 2005 07:41:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've finally got my laptop up and  running again thanks to a new harddrive  and help from my friend and  computer-whiz Jeff.  Of course, all  this means is that I'll be able to  waste MORE time on my computer than I  did on my roomate's and that probably  means getting less done...sigh...but  I'm happy I have Final Fantasy again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />   Deviations...??? Sometime  soon...honest... heh. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>*Squee!*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Mar 2005 23:18:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just found out the greatest thing and  I'm still squeeing with joy despite a  couple rounds of DDR to calm me down.   MY HONMEI IS COMING TO VISIT!  I'm in  Georgia and he's in Maine, so we don't  get to see each other very often, but  he just told me tonight/this morning  that he bought his tickets and is  coming to visit me in April.  I'm so  excited!  He's too good to me...really.   I am full of happy right now, so if  you can't stand ecstatic ramblings then  I apologize.  *Squees some more*  Yay! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Vacation?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Mar 2005 12:05:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What's this?  We have a spring break?   Wow... I'm amazed. I can't even  comprehend this notion of having a week  where I don't have to do anything or go  anywhere.  No classes to stress about,  it's great.  And I don't have to go  home and go through all that traveling  crap.  As much as I would like to see  everyone at home (and especially you,  honmei) I am going to enjoy goofing off  here for a week.  I do have to work,  but, eh, oh well.  <br />
Yesterday I had my last class of winter  quarter and when I went back to my room  I was just amazed that I didn't have to  do anything.  A couple of my friends  were over and we just sat there and  stared into space, remarking  occasionally that we COULD do something  but that we didn't HAVE TO.  It may not  sound like much fun to some of you, but  I suppose some might understand why  that was so awesome.  I'm glad I get a  whole week of that. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Uh-oh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Mar 2005 09:53:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess what!  It's finals weekend!  Wee!   I have a ton of work to do and yet  here I am updating my journal like a  fool.  Well, I just wanted to let you  all know that I don't know how long  it'll be before I update again for a  couple of reasons.  Finals is a big one  of them, but the other - MY LAPPY IS  DEAD!  <br />
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Yeah, so my laptop bit the dust...my  local computer whiz friend tried to  help me out by reformatting it but that  fix only lasted for a day.  It turns  out that I need a new harddrive.  Well,  I also need books and supplies for next  quarter so guess which gets priority?   Anyway, it  may be a while before I get  my poor lappy fixed, until then expect  updates to be even more intermittent  than usual. ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Awesome Weekend</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Feb 2005 12:38:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All right, so this weekend I was kind  of worried.  Thursday morning I  thought, oh, great, I have all this  homework and I have to work on Friday  and miss Gamer's Guild and I'll never  get anything done OR have any fun this  weekend.  <br />
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I love it when I'm proven wrong like  that.<br />
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To start things off, I got a lot of  homework done Thursday afternoon.    Also, I had agreed to help a friend of  mine run a murder mystery for his Game  Design class.  So that night I got all  dressed up, had no idea what I was in  for and headed out to the game.  On the  way my friend told me that I was going  to be the bartender/rumor mill at this  gallery opening full of important and  aparently volatile people.  In all  honesty I wasn't too sure about this,  but I went with it.  And it turned out  that I had an awesome time.  About  20-30 people attended the event and  everyone got into it, including myself.   I loved spreading all the rumors  between the characters and watching the  mayhem insue as bodies dropped and  plots were hatched.  The best part was  that several people started making  their own subplots which greatly  enhanced the game.  <br />
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Okay, so after that I had a day where I  had to work, which was not so fun, but  not so bad because I'm making a lot of  friends at work.  Most of the people  there are rather goofy so it can be  fun.<br />
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Then Saturday I spent the whole day  getting more homework done, which was  not as unpleasant as it may sound  because much of it involved researching  games and painting.  Saturday night was  reserved for a LARP that was being run  by another friend.  I had heard that  his games were the best, that he was an  awesome storyteller and gamemaster.  I  was really excited for it. <br />
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So Saturday night at nine I hitched a  ride with one of my fellow players and  we showed up at another friend's house  which had been converted into the  spaceship "Dragonfly."  An interesting  mix of people I knew only by sight,  those I talked with casually, and those  I was friends with showed up for the  game.  There were three crew members  (including the captain) and seven  passengers.  We aparently all had  secrets, (except for one noble, he was  just on an economy trip to  Pandemonium.)   As the game unfolded we  had realized we had a parasite on board  which killed one passenger a la  "Alien," but we killed it.  We also  found out that we had a much bigger  scarier ship after us.  And as it  turned out - IT WAS MY FAULT!  <br />
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You see, my character was a noble who  was running away to hide in a convent  on the planet Grail.  She was escaping  a different noble who was trying to  force her into marriage in order to  take control of her father's feifs as  she was his only heir.  Well, aparently  they planted a spy (another passenger  who was questioned and later killed  himself) and knew where I was and were  coming to force me into marriage right  then and there.  <br />
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I got so into the character at that  point that it was almost scary.  I was  faced with a dillemia - do I risk the  lives of these poor people on this ship  who have nothing to do with it, or do I  turn myself over to the nobleman and  let him take over all my family's  domain?  (Not to mention, from what I  gathered he would make a pretty crappy  ruler.)  I consulted a fellow passenger  who was strong of faith (in game) and  who happened to know about it anyway  because he could tell when people were  lying.  He didn't give me an answer to  my dillemia, but after much worrying I  decided to tell the Captain that it was  me they were after.  The Captain made  the decision to try to evade/fight  them, that he wasn't going to just let  me be given over.   "He truly is an  honorable captain" I thought breifly,  followed quickly by, "No, you dope,  he's just really playing the part  well!" <br />
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So the Captain told the crew what was  up and they still decided to fight to  keep me safe.  We were shuffled around  the ship as they tried various things  and it eventually came down to an  actual conflict.  The part that got me  was that the navigator "Theo" locked us  up in the crew quarters for safety at  one point and said to me, "I sure hope  you're worth it, miss."  Right after  that, he was killed in the fight.  The  pilgrim I had consulted with also died  and the man who had been after me was  killed as well.  So I had three deaths  on my conscience.  We did eventually  get out and later learned all of each  others' secrets.  <br />
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At the end of the game I told the  Keeper that if we were going to  continue this storyline I'd like to try  to have my family get the remaining  crew out of any trouble and get them a  new ship.  They did save my ass.<br />
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After the game we all went out to a 24  hr diner (it was about three in the  morning.)  I was still all dressed up  'cause I had nothing to change into.   My head was still buzzing and st... ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>It is done!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2005 20:24:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey!  Guess what!?  It took me all day  and a lot of fried nerves, but I did  it!  I finished my Shoujo Phonebook  submission!  I did some serious  procrastinating (not all of which was  voluntary, homework is always the  priority) but I got it done.  <br />
The comic is collaborative work with  fellow deviant (and fellow SCAD  student) ~darkbastardangel.   He wrote  the story and I illustrated it.  It  looks like we'll be in the publication,  so I'm happy.  Anyway, more deviations?  ...soon ...soon ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Happy Valentine's Day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Feb 2005 08:55:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woohoo for original subject lines! <br />
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       Anyway, I'm far far away from my  sweetheart this year and I'm wishing I  could be there, but I know I can't.   I've been so busy lately that I haven't  even had the time to get my friends  here at school anything (oops!)  I'll  make it up to all of you somehow! <br />
        I finally got that still life  posted, hopefully now I'll have some  time for some of my own stuff?   (Hahaha! My drawing professor laughs at  my pitiful hope.)  Anyway, hope  everyone has either a wonderful day or  at least a not too depressing one.  <br />
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~ I love you, Derek-koibito! ~ ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Still lives</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Feb 2005 17:49:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so as my profile says, I'm an art  student and lately I've been losing my  mind over this one still life that's  going to be due shortly for my midterm.   I don't know how that's going to go,  but I hope it goes well because I've  spent unbelievable numbers of hours on  it.  (Not leaving much time for much  else.)  But I've got something in the  works that if I get the time should be  posted soon.  Yay! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Wishing I could be there.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2005 19:22:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm many miles from home.  So far that  I can't possibly just make a weekend  trip to see everyone and I really wish  I could right now.  We all just lost  someone that we cared about and we  really need each other.  I can't say  that I always liked being around him,  but I could always tell that there was  so much more to him than he acted most  of the time.  I wish he could've been  the best turnaround story I'd ever seen  instead of the best start of one.  His  influence has been felt by just about  everyone he ever met.  I know we'll  miss him, even if he did drive us crazy  from time to time.  Everyone, stick  together.  We can get through it.  <br />
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~ R.I.P. Todd Christian Roesing ~ ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Yay!  Birthday!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2005 20:12:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey Everybody! <br />
  Guess what!  Today's my birthday!   YAY!!!  My friends really went all out  and made this a very special day for  me.  (I love you all - Sara, Sam,  Tegre, Heather, Mike, Ryan, Eric...so  many more!)  Also - I finally got last  quarter's projects onto my hard drive  (thanks Sam!)  and shown how to make  the pictures from the digital camera  look more like the actual pieces  (thanks Tegre!)  So here they are: hope  you like them!  Hopefully more updates  will follow more frequently, but I'm  just starting a job so I have to  relearn some time-management.  So...I'm  gonna go ride around in circles on my  new bike - yay! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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                <title>Ack!  I'm such a newbie!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 17:25:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I just started here and I have no  idea what I'm doing.  I'm not exactly  computer savvy and sometimes my lappy  has a mind of its own.  I've posted two  things and I'm excited!  More to come  soon (I hope!)  Aside from that,  homework, work, school, comics...that's  my little life for you.  Anyway, hope  whoever looks at this enjoys and I'd  love to hear from you! ]]></description>
                <author>~Amandriel</author>
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