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Peeka' BOO!

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 03:04:45 PDT

I know im an ass, i have not been around much at all.

im going to submit some stuff, and do some things and pretty soon youll forgot i ever dissapeared again.

right?

right.

CSS made by

swiftly working at opening

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 17:10:29 PDT

I know...
i haven't been around much.
work, life. etc.

creatively I have been working on a webcomic.
NO its not up and running yet, it will be once i get a little money to throw into it.

its going to be sexy.

anyway ill be here off and on.

peace!

On orion, shifting slightly.

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 22:32:22 PST

When a whip of light,
catches that last centimeter of sight
and the focus adjusts to you.

Hope begs that dreams are waking,
and possibility is a digit.

Scribbled that roughly at work tonight.
eh. its been a rough, busy time lately.

I wont bore you with details but work,
love and the mind of a 7 year old
leave little time for much anymore.

not complaining.
though i would like to be around here more.

I'm gaining weight again,
which FUCKING sucks because, i worked so hard to lose it
and..well fuck.

I have just been lazy and too comfortable,
time for a change...

Cue; Catharsis.

A great friend of mine died a few years back,
Val Parker AKA ~painfetish
I sometimes feel im not living up to my goal to never let life beat me,
or give up hope, or forget that my mind is an amazingly intricate spasm
or figuires and ideas, dreams and love.

So i put on my shirt, and my purple tie,
and i head out into masses of people suffering,
wondering, worrying, fidgeting, dreaming, praying.

I smile...
as brightly and magnificently as I can,
to counter all the sadness and ill-tempered attitudes around me,
because I always like that about myself.

I come home and let my mind flow like a river,
paper, napkins, stories, songs.
and i never write it down, or draw it.

Cue;Muse

My girlfriends son, asks;
"draw with me, draw dragons and swords and knights and monsters with me"
Hope eludes to a happy moment of beautiful creativity,
and i could draw worse than i ever believed i had done.
He still wants to put it on his wall.

Cue;Love

The woman of my dreams,
who helps me focus on the reality of living,
the past-tense of fantasy and the actualization of dreaming.
I am learning that pateince, care and temprement
are qualities and benefits of love.
That a real life, sideways from fantasy with all the romance
and laughter i could imagine, is far from fleeting
or shallow depthed.

Cue; Happiness

To all my friends i have lost, missed and heard from again.
Namaste, and all of my love to you.

the trees in my neighborhood harbor fog

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 08:52:23 PST

Outside of my street, and the smaller connecting ones, there is no fog. but around where i live its like a blanket of wet, chilly deliciousness.

must be the trees.

SORRY, i have not been around.
started working again and with the morning, afternoon and evening commute being handled by only one car life gets hectic.

ill be able to catch up with my watch and etc soon i swear.

namaste.

the joys of animal husbandry

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 12:54:47 PDT

I still support this
[link]
do it!

I am going to update with a whole new slew of peices and artists come tonight, but i must be off to pick up the boy from school.
which should be fun seeing as how I kinda threw up 3 or four times today.

Thinking about buying a subscription, dunno yet, ill keep all of you updated.
lol.

By the by, my journal subject had absolutely nothing to do with animal husbandry.

Be The Change.

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 10:05:11 PDT

So, I came across this

[link]

and if you haven't seen it, go take a look.

now on to the point.
After 2 cups of coffee, a smoke and a relaxing hot shower, i dove head into this. I decided recent, incredibly unknown talent was the best way to go about this. I wasn't looking for the next Escher or anything, just people who impressed me.

*LifeOnTheSofa
Tom Heggie,
This guy blows my mind with his traditional sketches,
taken to a whole new level with his endeavours into digital medium.

Now I am not saying hes the stinkiest cheese ever, but I am impressed and can't wait to see what comes out of this guy.
If your smart, you'll watch him and keep your eye on him.

--

Zombie Hunter Girl Doodle By *LifeOnTheSofa

Uni Film Concept 1 by *LifeOnTheSofa

The Great Below Zero By *LifeOnTheSofa
_______________________________________________
-Deviations-
Here are ten randomly beautiful deviations, by some unknowns, barely known, up and comings and well to dos.

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Positive Symptoms By ~RoYBeTTy
This one is dark, as is most of my favourite work. Delving into the coping and existing with schizophrenia, beautifully put and technically very clean.

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Terra Novas End By ~Ideo-geny
This one makes me drool a little. Not much to be said about it, just go have a look at the awesome work done at the lower half, where the destruction is very imminent.

--

Infinity By ~DanNoland
This one touches on something humanity cannot fully grasp, although much time is spent in the elusive want to.
pay attention to the placement of the timepieces.

--

Positive Symptoms By ~Zemni This one touched me, its cute, adorable, fuzzy. But sad and a little reflective of things i think a lot of people can relate to.

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A Jolly Mans Tune By *Sarkastisk
This poem reminds me of my favourite stories as a kid, the creepy ones that leave you a little cold and shivery.
just because the author associates all the sounds and feeling behind the setting and it leads me in to all my dark uncomfortable places.

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Playground By ~SpecialAgentLira
This beautiful poem, while short.. encompasses everything i miss about my childhood. it truly is a gem.

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4-24AM By ~the-jackyll
This ones interesting structure, and tension lay it out to be a quaintly horrifying story.

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Playground By ~needsalifebadly
This one welled me up near to tears, tugging at the auspiciousness of onlookers as you float and dream.
its extremely engaging, and the style and format is lovely.

_____________________________________________________________

Well, That is all for my dipping-dip into the challenge, I really enjoyed doing that again, I used to years ago, but fell out of it.

Please people, if you enjoyed any part of what you found here do this yourself, its not terribly hard and someone will appreciate you taking the time to recognize them.
I...

Action in non-action

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 07:55:59 PDT

As for me,
Life is a voyage, and when it began my boat was clean, the wood was fresh and glided across the ocean like that "perfect skipping stone"

Over time, barnacles and other such nuisances has latched on and slowed it down.
However, Alot of that has helped the realization that life cannot be taken for granted, the excitement of events should only add to the joy and experience of life.

I cannot control the ocean, my sails, or the people that jump aboard, but I can steer my way through, and keep my command of my journey.

--

there's something in having the book you choose to read in the bathroom being the Tao Te Ching.

A wise choice i do believe, trying to pass a hot one while reading about passive action strikes me as humorous and intriguing.

--

as I write this a seven year old has just said to me;
"albie did you know I made Super master phoenix? he has 2 lightsabers that attach together, and when he becomes a phoenix he swings them without hands, because of the force. He is the ultimate and he can destroy anyone. even count dookie."

I love this child.
No, hes not mine.
he is my girlfriends and to him I'm " albie thats like a dad"
and that's fucking intense.
Hes wonderful, and my girlfriend well, that's a whole set of soppy poetry and smiling ill save for another day.

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To the joy of discovery, people!

I'm back.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 01 Feb 2008 16:40:11 PST

Oh man, It has been far to long.
So.. who's up for a recap?

turned 21.

Lost 180lbs. WOOO! (thinking i may do another "Skin Of Nails" when i get a decent camera, i don't know if anyone remembers that but its been a while and I would like to finish it.

Spent the last year or two -ish, floating around in a drunken-stoned state, that was fun. Didn't do a hell of alot for my creative side, but then again it did alot for my opinion of humanity as a whole.

Explored the other side of relationships, being you know not being incredibly overweight and extremely self concious about everybody's opinion on me. Went to bars, met loose women, met some amazingly captivating and exotic women, went crazy for all of them, almost every single time.

Decided I need to finish school, because I'm 21 now, when i was 17 i was well on my way to an early start at a good career and now I am.. a stagnant pile of uneducated disaster.

Moved back to california, because well my father isn't doing so great. his kidneys are failing and he is on dialysis everynight from about 7:30pm to 5:30am. takes a lil bit to set up and its becoming increasingly difficult for him to do himself. Not to mention the extensive nerve damage from the diabetes over the last 30 or so years has rendered him unable to walk for long amounts of time.
on top of all of that the dialysis solution is dextrose loaded so his blood sugar is a huge issue, combined with a delicious ( sarcasm ) renal diet it really limits the amount and types of foods he can eat, so i cook.. and I'm not terrible at it but you know.. its diffucult with.. no salt, so added sugar, low fat, no dairy, high protien, low meat, no sugary veggies or fruits.

Aside from all that i am doing well, my health for once in my life in above average.
I try to run everyday, though sometimes i don't but fuck it i lost alot of weight i deserve a couple days of fat-assery.

mentally and spiritually, it's a constantly evolving progress, this whole "not eating to deal with my insanity" really is diffucult, beleive you me.

I'll try to post more, been writing more again which is good.

985 deviations wish me luck!

namsate
albie.

New things.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 31 Aug 2007 00:06:14 PDT

So,
Im writing again, to bad is tacky and heartbreaking.
heh.

thats all good,
anyway.

doing good, a little hungover, but thats to be expected after drinking tucsons entire rum supply!

speaking of rum, i have a sore throat.
it sucks.

and yeah.

I have not said much lately...

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 10 Aug 2007 20:05:10 PDT

I have not said much lately... but i feel like I should at the very least mention that things just, happen.

the thunder outside is screaming holes into the sky.

I haven't had very much in the way of creative, anything.
so i havent been writing, and have been a bit busy moving and such.

Wonderfull weather though!

I moved earlier in the week, the apartment is nice, and i have a candle and that freaking ROCKS!

I hope everyone is ok, i havent been around... and if i have i haven't been the most wonderful person.
things get away from me sometimes.

I'm trying to write or, draw or play my guitar right now...
something.
hah.

how.

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 23 May 2007 14:20:15 PDT

How do you change the last 6 months of your life, before you realised you were going to completely ruin the next 6 months of your life?

Before you pushed everyone away, before you lied and lied and lied and lied until your toungue bled from talking.

Before the one person who made you smile dissapeared, and you wrote clever little lies to sleep with the one who couldn't, no matter how hard she tried.

Before your dreams took ahold of your heart, and you forgot all about that girl and those snowcones, as you dreamed of everything you had been missing.

What if you actually cried when everyone left you, instead of pretending you would be allright. What if you admitted that you dont know what to do anymore, that your lost and fucking scared, and all the horrible things youve always been afraid of are creeping out to make you miserable.

I'm admitting it.
i have no fucking clue what to do.

Devious Journal Entry

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 22 May 2007 21:55:50 PDT

I wonder if you ever felt
this,
beaten down,
held for granted,
spiritually descendant.

I wonder if when you thought it over,
it just progressed into darkness.
If you never fathomed a light,
like I do now.

Aside from the
subtle hint
of yellow
which my latern brings,
these walls creep lightless, lifeless and void.
They hold me,
without farmilliarity,
colour or distinct texture.

They do however,
smell of sulphur and pine
and my head defeats itself again.

I'll keep walking,
because i promised.

the little words

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 14 May 2007 23:08:47 PDT

at the corner of my whispers
feel like gentle, silent sins.
I feel as if fighting became futile,
somwhere along the way.
Right before the paths forked off,
and hints of Frost knocked at my decision.

all ive managed to say..

I climbed in my hole.

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 15 Apr 2007 18:42:10 PDT

I have a lovely tendency to ignore everything else in my life when im depressed. I get stuck in a cycle and i want to keep moving in that comfortable circular motion.

I tal about new beginings, moving, changing, becoming a better person but thats all that ever manifests from it, words, intent, theory.

I was lying outside last night, smoking, looking at the stars, wondering where the stuff that goes into a black hole comes out.

then it hit me; I've been spending most of my life, waiting for change Waiting for the manifestation of something completely revolutionary to shake me and move me from my little hole in the earth.

I guess i just finally realised I can't be passive, i can't sit around waiting for everything to happen right in front of me, i've got to do something.

Something to manifest the change i've been wanting forever.

And that is....

Well i have no fucking clue, BUT im going to get a real job, not that delivering pizzas isn't a real job, but i didnt spend all that time in another country wasting my parents money on education.
So my Resume is almost complete, and im filled with bright hopes, etc.

Also, I wrote
a little.

and it sucked.
been working on music alot lately though, i think thats where all of my creativity is going.

anyway, i am ok, just.. focusing on moving foreward.

Theres No Hope In Abduction.

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 01 Feb 2007 14:38:56 PST

waiting for that, ever present blue feather.
dreaming in morse code, and vivid LCD colour.
tapping rythms against my skull.

I'm getting tired of the same thing every fucking day.
nothing changes.

Im tired of this roller coaster.
up and down, up and down.

eh im just bitching.

music thing

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:29:03 PST

=adimus tagged me, and this is neat so.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. In brackets answer the questions with your own comments on how it relates to the songs best as possible. (Make me.)

How are you feeling today?
Highlander (the one) - lost horizon
"Wish I could fly through the land beloved
Not in my dream, nor by spell then bound
Paradise's here in the fields immense
Here is my life, not above!
How could I leave this place... "
(HAH nice...)

Will you get far in life?
The Prayer Position - AFI
"And in the distance theres a gathering,
That no longer seems so far away.
Pushed to our knees so let us pray,
And all together well bring the real rain.
Watch all thats wasted wash away, so let it come.
Our will be done."
(hmmm very odd.. but ok)

How do your friends see you?
New Radicals - You Get What You Give
"Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget you only get what you give
Four a. m. we ran a miracle mile
Were flat broke but hey we do it in style
The bad rich
God's flying in for your trial"
(heh i used to listen to thsi song liek every hour on the hour)

Will you get married?
Delilah - Dresden Dolls
"at four o'clock he got off
and you called up
i'm down at denny's on route one
and you won't guess what he's done
is that a fact delilah?
larry tap let you in through the back
and use his calling card again
for a quick hand of gin"
( i dont see hwo this could possibly pertain to me, but ok.)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Incubus - A crow left of the murder
"Unlearn Me
Ditch what I read
Behind what I heard

Look. Find. Free.
Yet! Do You get it yet?
Do You get it?!"
(haha. whoa.)

What is the story of your life?
No Poetic Device - AFI
"I've been dreaming,
I've been dreaming, i was lucid.
Blood was seeping, it was seeping from my pores.
Who'd believe that it was all my own decision?

Cracked faces and medicated smiles.
Set fire to my home before I turned and walked back in.
For every needle open my chest and insert ten pins.
I just anticipate what awaits when I awake...break.
I die, I die in my daydreams."
(wierd.... kjinda creepy)

What was high school like?
LIVE - Selling The Drama
"and to love: a god

and to fear: a flame

and to burn a crowd that has a name

and to right or wrong

and to meek or strong

it is known, just scream it from the wall"
(maybe nto the song in particular but live was a huge part of my high school life... man.

How can you get ahead in life?
A perfect circle - Brena
"My reflection wraps and pulls me under
Healing waters to be bathed in Breña
Guide me safely in worlds I've never been
To heal me, heal me, my dear Breña

Vulnerable
It's all right

Heal me, heal me, my dear Breña
Show me lonely and show me openings
To bring me closer to you, my dear Breña

Vulnerable
It's all right

Opening to heal...
Opening to heal...
Heal..."
(brena...hm)

What is the best thing about your friends?
system of a down - Tentative
"Where you're going to the bottom
Do you hear us we are rotting?
We're going down in a spiral to the ground
No one, no one's gonna save us now!"
(haha. were all very un-hopefull for the end of the world?)

What is in store for this weekend?
A perfect circle - Gimmie Gimmie Gimmie
"I know the world's got problems
I've got problems of my own
they 'ain't the kind that can be solved
With an atom bomb"
(heh... wow.)

To describe your grandparents?
Procol Harem - A whiter Shade Of Pale
"And so it was that later
as the miller told his tale
that her face, at first just ghostly,
turned a whiter shade of pale"
(no doesnt make sense)

How is your life going?
The Decemberists - We both go down together
"I found you, a tattooed tramp
A dirty daughter from the labor camps
I laid you down in the grass of a clearing
You wept, but your soul was willing

and oh, my lov...

My Revolution

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 07 Jan 2007 13:14:50 PST

Dreams speak,
mostly in broken toungues and dead lingo, but still at least they attempt.

maybe our revolution is simply fighting, to live, to know, to be.
what if the greatest accomplishment we can achieve is dancing through the misery and pain of being alive, shining through negative space.

ive been thinking alot lately, about why people give up, stop fighting, why i should even bother fighting.

to sound completely arrogant and egotistical.
I have something important to do, that much is clear.

once i figuire that out i'll be ok.

until then, i need a car.
damn car.

*evilfaeries has returned.
if you don't know her, then go know her, cause she makes my pussy so fucking WET!

Filling Silent memiors

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 05 Jan 2007 12:04:04 PST

JOB UPDATES!

NEW CSS AWEOSME HUH?

aGoo is stil there.

i feel motionless, unevolved and completely miserable.

by the way that fancy creative commons thing in the submission box... i told someone about that months ago.. maybe i didnt get paid attention to and the powers that be figuired it out for themselves...but oh well. awesome thing.

i figuire. i lie to much and love to little.

maybe its time to ditch this kid behind and start growing up,
sorry peter this boy needs to find something to live for.

JOB UPDATES!

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new job, Rocking on.
$spyed Stole my saying.
"Hells Yea Mofugga."
oh well, more people will see it if he says it.
werd.
FUCK CSS.
nah kidding. im going insane learning new shit though.
and its crazy...

but anyway.
John's breast physics are apperently a widely researched topic.

Werd To Homies

TODAY

Roxxor My Boxxor.
And...
:thumb26031243:

Working

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 14:31:15 PDT

So, i got a job, as a "cook" (yea sounds fancy doesnt it) at burger king.
eugh, ive had some shitty jobs... but this sucks!

not only do my feet fucking hurt, but i cant get the sound of that fry machine out of my fucking head.

hopefully something better comes along soon.
but in the meantime its money i can use towards my trip.

so.. theres that.

im gonna lay down for a bit.

FINISHED

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 02:36:13 PDT

wicked..
i did it.

all by myself, original code and everything.

fuck im special

[link]

getting there.

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 02:19:51 PDT

slowly but surely..
now i just need a sexy scrollable area for my journals..
or maybe ill just have the blog seperate.. yea.. will do

[link]

Mmm flash.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 29 Sep 2006 05:49:57 PDT

Don't listen to anyone that says flash is for morons.

yea..
anyway

i spent about 30 minutes on this
[link]

for the layout i posted earlier tonight.
obviously the buttons arent fully functional cause it has nowhere else to go to atm, but im working on it.

CSS in journals?

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 28 Sep 2006 22:49:49 PDT

lol, nice just as my subscription expires.. i could use CSS in my journal if i wanted.

man...

first person to buy me a sub gets a fucking pimped out journal.
hellz yea.

walk on my face.

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 00:18:12 PDT

Go ahead, paint me red.
throw me out the door of the palace.

Keep your fucking mouth shut.

Refuse

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 23 Sep 2006 04:44:53 PDT

I refuse,

To feel guilty about this.

to feel like i made a mistake,
the mistake was leaving.

i will say it again MY LIFE IS THERE, 8 years of memories that i don't want to lose.

why am i deciding this today?
because im tired of living for people..
i want to go home.

so damnit im going.
and you cant make me feel like an asshole for wanting to be happy.
im sorry its upsetting some of you, but deal with it.

honestly.
ive beaten myself up all night, but i cant fix the world.

leaving.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 22 Sep 2006 19:47:58 PDT

Im making plans,
to go home to new zealand.

i hate that i have to leave kelli, and that this hurts her so much.
god...

but im doing this for me.. for once in my life, not because someones sick, or because im going to have surgery.

because i will be happy, at home, with my family, and friends and the life i worked so hard to live.

so great long white cloud...
im coming home.

dunno when but asap.

I want to be here.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 22 Sep 2006 17:48:29 PDT

If your unhappy.
you should make steps to becoming happy right?

right.

*inhales*

and again..

dying and the art of declination.

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 10 Sep 2006 14:30:17 PDT

<3<3

Mood: Living.
Listening to: AFI - Clove Smoke Catharsis.
Reading: The Elegant Universe
Watching: When Harry Met Sally

updates

im working on a prosey thing, that will explain the last 3 days.
be ready.

we have set up a paypal account that she has access to.
also, the website Barbara Zietz Is almost set up.

Heres a link to the paypal account to.
read my previous journal for more information.

THE NEW POINTS SYSTEM
gave me a good idea.
Quite a few times i have told people. "20 points, 200 points" just for doing cool things. this started from something me and a friend used to do regarding quotes. anyway heres how it will work.

If someone,
says, does, thinks, types, makes, breathes, pees, drinks, eats
something awesome.

they will be rewarded points.
NOTE THERE IS A MAXIMUM OF 20 POINTS FOR EVERY ALLOTMENT
the rules are as follows

You may not give more than 20 points each day to one person on one thing. say I, do a barrel roll. and you gave me 20 points.
that would be fine. if i smoked some crack and you wanted to give me another 20, that would be fine. but you may not award 20 more points for the barrel roll or the crack smoking.
and if the next day i did either thing, you could award me points for either because i only repeated myself even though you already had given points, this is a new day

You cannot revoke points, unless someone has made a false testimony to recieve points, in which case contact me and i will revoke the points.

The points you recieve must be placed in your journal and/or signature, next to them, you must tally who gave them to you, and why. I will then at the end of the day, tally the points and record them for the day and add the total in my journal.

points can be awarded in the following manner:
Notes, Comments, journal comments, Journals and user page comments.

points must be given for something DONE, you cannot say "*Awi gets 20 points because she rocks" as true as it may be it is against the rules.

If you fake points, all of your points will be removed upon consultation.

if you give someone their VERY first points, they may award you up to 10 points for doing so, if they wish. this can only happen once a day.

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO DO THIS

today is august 27.
on january 27th whoever has the most points will win a 3 month DA subscription.

rules are subject to change.
thank you.
<...

Non Consequencial BS

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 14 Aug 2006 15:51:33 PDT

Mood: Living.
Listening to: AFI - Clove Smoke Catharsis.
Reading: The Elegant Universe
Watching: When Harry Met Sally

Why the fuck can i still nto submit poetry?

who knows.

new poem
Sorry awi i know i suggested the name as a band but it was to good not to be inspired.

42mile Suture Fields

They say (gaspingly in whispers and coughs of tar):
Its only the end of the regrettable.
I forgot the last two lines were broken into melodic refrain.

The shadows, again creep against my skin,
as sleep becomes a hallowed choking motion.

Awoken again by the sound of arterial pulses,
the ignorant have formed a militia outside my cupboard door.

the weak, the surly, the dead,
all of these have raised fists and finance to the flags of betterment.

the trapsing of the flagpoles,
the burning of the pure,
the gentle smell of boiled flesh and ethyl rages
between the caves of air.

This 42 Mile Suture Field,
is sure to snap on cue.
and the brilliance of the pouring out
will be the romance of a muse.

mending

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 13 Aug 2006 21:01:56 PDT

first of all.
remind me to get that "buzz ballads" CD
feeling much better today,
managed to eat 2 meals, and drank my protein drinks, dear god those are like drinking half thick sugar free jello.

yea...walked alot today to..

alive and well

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 11 Aug 2006 07:14:40 PDT

surgery went well,
apperently i was in revovery for 5 hours as my lungs tried to not work as i was under sedation, and my oxygen level went low, but im ok now.

to tired t sit and type alot here now but more updates are coming.

btw..my pants already dont fit HAH>.

new journeys

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:10:29 PDT

ok so,
at 7:30am arizona time i go in for a gastric sleeve procedure.
the next few weeks ill be on very little, whilst im regaining my strength.

my weight has been an issue for far to long, and now im really doing something about it, i will NOT fail this time.

wish me luck.

i love you all.

special thanks to *Awi and `kindred for really being supportive and encouraging me.

to all my other friends who read this but rarely comment or anything,
you know who you are and how youve helped me.

to you:
Im scared as shit brother,
but i know you would have supported my desicions and helped guide me.

cant submit

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 02 Aug 2006 23:32:44 PDT

poetry for some reason so..

<
Login I,
ponder
question
assess
verbalize
confirm
redial.
locate signal begin
up out around forwards
out in
collection.
break turn ride flow seat
dump.
flow,
roll,
engage,
deposit,.
seek
end finalise
descend.
open out back light engage.
check
flirt
enjoy
spark.,
ingition
inhale,
,contemplate exhale
exhale,
repeat.
check
repeat.
desire obtained.
fly
give
sit
hand
ignite.
question,
confirm.

paint
vivid
landscapes

ascend,
engage,
beleive,
subside,
climb. enter. awe. sit.
indulge
let go
be one with all
invade and comfort
end transmission, check for body? Y/N

N.

,

logout, I
Question<

keep runnning.

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 01 Aug 2006 21:25:19 PDT

keep running.

seems like a good motto.

tomorrow si my final doc appointment before the big surgery.
whew.. ok.. keep breathing, if there were no rewards to reap albert...

i leave you with some ATDI

At The Drive In - Metronome Arthritis Lyrics

Strike this match
And let loose the oven's breath
Up the volume that flirts with the UHF

Swipe the
magnet on the audio tape
These arsons of grand larceny
Keep running, keep running in place
Achilles tendon
severed from the race

Quick to the throat in this ink
cartridge funeral
Marble caps lock
Zip code
affiliate
You got a run on your pharmaceuticals
You
better change it before the night grows old

Set the
temperature on delete
Keep running, keep running in
place
Let's hit the neighborhood today

Quick to the throat in this ink cartridge funeral
Marble
caps lock
Zip code affiliate
You got a run on your
pharmaceuticals
You better change it before the night grows
old
You got a run on your pharmaceuticals
You better
change it before the night grows old
Prescriptions
filled
Now cut your suit and tie cuticals
You cut your
fingernails way too short

What if forensics finds the
answers
What if they stole my fingerprints?
Where did
I leave my book of matches?
We'll find you...

onn being an elusive vagina.

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 04 Jul 2006 23:44:34 PDT

WARNING SOPPY BS TO FOLLOW

so lately, as in the last.. oh 6 months or so..
i've been a bit of a cunt to everyone, actually its been about a year.

i got up on a high horse, broke hearts..never bothered to take names.
treated people that i love and respect very much like complete shit,
and i didnt care.

i now have to pull my head out of my arse and apoligize.

i dont have a fucking clue why i have been such a cunt, i only know that i have been.

i have explinations for some things.

1. i left new zealand for 2 reasons.
a. i need this surgery, anyone whos ever tried to lose weight knows its hard as fuck, especially at 380lbs and 5'5. i have a chance to change my life forever and im not just going to pass it up.
b. school is important to me, and if my mother is going to pay for me to get my degreee then hell yes im going to do it.

i hope these things are understood.
i didnt leave because of anyone, in fact i had alot of reasons to stay, only this time no one could convince me otherwise.

2. me being a complete asshole to some of the greatest women in my life.
i hate my body, and in reflection i hated the way i was.. i figuired if i pushed people away i wouldnt bother them, i dunno it was fucked, im suprised i still have people left in my life who dont want me to die.,

so in short, for everything to everyone im sorry.
things will change

question:
why is it that i cant seem to understand my own actions before i do them?

answer:

calllifornniaaaaaaaaa

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 15:24:38 PDT

so... california is..
1.hot
2.filled with californians
3.lacking the herbal requirments for living
and finally

4. lacking complete and total acess to a pc.

nuff said.

SCHWING!

California...here we come...

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 22 Jun 2006 12:42:16 PDT

sometimes i hate that everytime i think of that song, i think of the O.C..
i mean common, thats a classic song.

anyway,
on a plane in a couple hours to sacramento.
NORCAL REPRESENT!

lol,
so ill be on sportatically.

if you need me send me a note or something.

check out [link] please?

the reformation of the red shawl

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 21 Jun 2006 16:32:58 PDT

[link]
3amrevolution.net
is undergoing maitenance,
the basics are up, so feel free to register and look around a bit,
wont be fully functional for a week or so as i work out the kinks,
more content will be added later tonight, and hopefully ill get the forum up tonight to.

if anyone recieved a copy of the manifesto and has it could you send it to me?
i think i lost it when i wiped thedatabase OOPS.

anyway, big plans for the site.

Xoops.org has an awesome content management template that i recommend,
i will also be using the same template to help `jackdirt with the redux of [link]

ciao for now.

and sometimes im awake

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 19 Jun 2006 21:49:26 PDT

sometimes i feel like im writing into an invisible sky, and im painting stars, and connecting universes by words.
sometimes rain doesnt seem ot linger on forver in an attempt to tease me with its

very open
very cold atmosphere.

a subtle violin pierces the sky and send my head deeper into a complex vastness of infinity and substanciated nothingness.

i wash my hands in silk creams, and dangle my fingers into an air of ice.

is

what becomes of burning stars.

shutup, you win.

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 14 Jun 2006 12:52:22 PDT

allright im back, fuck you i didnt really ever leave.

eh
i just get annoyed.

anyway, expect more from me..
and less from.. whatever the hell crawled up my ass and died.

Well always have, Geneva?

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 13 May 2006 23:45:54 PDT

Well, its been 4 years, since [link]
Then there was [link] where most of you remember me
then [link] was born, tragic as it all was.

its funny going through all that old work, watching myself grow, seeing and remebering the moments when i had actually changed.
looking back at collaborations with friends, lovers, soulmates.

seeing all the remnants of past dramas, the rock hard deviants, angry key deviants, the old admins staff and seniors that got together to do some absolutely crazy stuff. I remember the news post about the stock photography section needing more images and then all of a sudden like WHAM stock hit this place like an infected toenail.

I remember !pisschrist and his bobby cutter story (if anyone has that e-mail it to me i loved that)
~jesusbite and the link of the night, `snowmask before she got insanly popular, I lost touch with alot of good friends on here throughout the years, some of them for reasons i dont want to get into, some because they just forgot me in the wake of the sudden rise in the awarness of their talent, some because well they werent really friends in the first place.
I remember ~distramutarkal as crazy as that was, i remember my first conversations with and how eye opening they were.

I remember =ladynyk and ~painfetish completely changing my entire outlook on reality, and ~111uminate giving me something to beleive in, i remember the little influences, `fuzzydemon was the first person i remember inspiring me on this site, with those comics of his.

=Awi and her beautiful words that connected me to her in ways that arent expressable in print.

=kittynn who showed me the beauty of photography, `missmisery before everything fell apart.

There are many more, and many newer faces ~prettyinpain is a new friend who i will cherish for a long time to come.

these are just a few, please dont feel left out when i say these things, if nothing else in my heart you are remembered.

the point of all this my friends is simple.

I am leaving da, maybe not for good but for a long while.
5 years ago when i joined it was fun, it was exciting people gave a shit about this place. now? its the lowest form of idiocy i have ever seen and i am almost embarassed to take a part in it. from the whiney self-abusive lying children that loiter the poetry, to the absolute lack of respect for an artists individuality and effort this place has become what it NEVER should have.

I will not blame this on the abscence of the leaders, because this is a community, and the simple fact is it is the community that fucked it up.
even i have played my part in the downfall of this once great expierince.

Now da is a breeding ground for paedophiles, perverts and a haven for self obessed masochistic teenagers who have comfort in trying to "outcrazy" theyre peers.

call me ignorant, call me mad, but dont call me unappreciative.
i appreciate all i ahve learned here, the friends i have made and my expierinces, but honestly....

Grow the fuck up DA.

stay in touch.
MSN : nephillim93@gmail.com
AIM: The Nephilim 93
Y!: Ameas93

E-mail: Albert@3amrevolution.net

Website: [link]

withering.

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 10 May 2006 20:42:14 PDT

did you know it hurts when you lie to yourself,
try to convince yourself everything is ok,.
you made the right decisions, your here because you needed to be.

when in reality, you haven't been around anyone who truly inspires you in a long time, your social life doesn't exist aside from getting a little drunk with your mother after dinner, you havent seen your girlfriend in going on a month now,
sex is almost irrelivant because the stale stench of your aftermath is slightly comforting, as vile and perverse as that makes you feel.

you feel... unimportant, unappreciated, the very aspect of your artistic integrity rest's on "should i drawe/paint/write/photograph sdomething? anything?"

you never do because the world is slowly spinning into a halt and youll be in this place forever, you remember the gentle embrace of the one you love most, even the ones you never loved and the ones whos love was so integral to your existence that you find yourself lost without them.

my muse is a million miles away, and i feel like crying.
i really hope there is a point to all this suffering.

I still May.

close your eyes It gets better.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 05 May 2006 12:52:39 PDT

Well, im feeling better lately, going away for the weekend to babysit 2 darling little girls. should be a barrel full of laughter, tears and screams.

the whole, coping with death thing is going ok, i have alot of people who are very supportive of my grief and who care alot.

going to the doctor today to talk about weight loss surgery, apperently i ahve to see a psychiatrist before the surgery to., this frightens me.

kinda bored lately, as i have no friends over here to hang with and i live like 4 million miles from everyone.

i may be going to school in phoenix, which means itd be easier just to move there, or san fransisco.. dunno yet.

peace.

btw =Awi has a birthday on the 15th, give love.

almost breakdown

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 29 Apr 2006 00:02:28 PDT

settled in in az.
doing ok, dealing with the loss of an earthly angel,
and missing another one terribly.

I tried to be strong brother, i tried not to let it affect me, but slowly as it took i finally realised you are gone this is forever this is, my eternity without a wing.

I need you man, i need you so badly right now i'm so confused and so scared i finally made the desicion to change everything and risk it all and i don't have you anymore, you who would tell me to just follow my path and do whatever made me happy.

I heard your whispers tonight, in the gentle trickling of an irigation system, maybe it was just me hoping that i could hear you wherever you are, or maybe it was you telling me that it was ok. i wish i knew brother, i wish i knew more i wish i had been there more., had more of you to remember, what i have is more than enough but i have always been a bit of a glutton.

Val, My purple brother;
I will always love you, and i will never EVER forget the things you taught me, i'm sorry i can't be stronger about this but im doing my best and i know you know that, i have comfort in what lynn has said, that she knew you knew how i loved you and how much you meant to me.

Less Than Three brother, always.

subtle pieces of the moon fell gently upon my back. - Val Parker

3am revolution recruiting

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 10 Apr 2006 17:26:30 PDT

[link]

Go there and read the latest post.
recruiting. whoo!

dream, child.

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 04 Apr 2006 21:19:53 PDT

I am reminded of his most beautiful parts,
as the smoke rises from the ashtray
almost to afraid to pick it up to let myself give in to tears.

Listening to: At.The.Drive-In - Napoleon Solo.
Yea highly suitable soundtrack.

I keep seeing him, random places all over, little fragmented memories come back to me.

I'm being as strong as i can, he would have wanted that.
he would have wanted me to at least try to keep going.

I haven't stopped moving brother, i just had to take a breath.
I am convinced now he knew i loved him, i am at peace, and so is he.

if you read my latest poem, you know i have found a new strength, it seems like i have been searching for years for the willpower to actually acheive my goals, in a bittersweet moment I have found it.

I want the world to know the beauty in him that i so often expierinced, the beauty that shone through his work and his words.
He truly was beautiful.

i feel a bit like a broken record, but lately words come short for me.
that's a very rare occorance. so i say what i can when i can.

getting a tattoo soon after i get to the states, for him.

<3 in purple.

It may not mean much to anyone except for him, and me, and the few who knew about that idea.
but it means the world to me.

Goodnight Val, See You The Next Time We Shift

At.The.Drive-In - Napoleon Solo Lyrics

cut and paste
were you sitting down
on the beaded impotence of new orleans
a hint of suspense when that telephone rings
this is forever

it paved a wave of distance
between the syntax error
from austin's yellow brick road
this is forever

from this texas breath exhaled
no sign of relief
cause this you know, this you know
this is forever

march 23rd hushed the wind, the music died
if you can't get the best of us now
it's cause this is forever

march 23rd hushed the wind, the music died
if you can't get the best of us now
it's cause this is forever

makes no difference
your alphabet is missing letters
seventeen, embalmed and caskets
lowered into the weather
a drizzle, brisk and profound

from this texas breath exhaled
their relief
this is forever

march 23rd hushed the wind, the music died
if you can't get the best of us now
it's cause this is forever

march 23rd hushed the wind, the music died
if you can't get the best of us now
it's cause this is forever

strum this broken harp
we were struck by the chords
set from their hearts
yes this is forever
this is forever

cut and paste
were you sitting down
on the beaded impotence of new orleans
a hint of suspense when that telephone rings
this is forever
this is forever
this is forever

makes no
makes no
makes no

seventeen, embalmed and caskets
lowered into the weather
a drizzle, brisk and profound
from this texas breath exhaled

strum this broken harp
we were struck by the chords
to your heart

this is forever
this is because
this is forever

this is forever
it is because
this is forever
but you can't get the best of us now

Tape My Eyes My Love.

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 02 Apr 2006 19:28:24 PDT

Words don't make the same sounds,
I will always love you.

Xiqual Choyofaque, My Purple Brother.

oh yea!

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 30 Mar 2006 06:54:27 PST

Pale runs the ghost
Swollen on the shore
everynight
in every pore
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from

NOW!

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 07 Feb 2006 01:40:33 PST

[link]

just go,
just move your lazy ass to my site and look at it.

AWIII IS BAAACK!

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 17 Jan 2006 14:03:04 PST

hey eriq, ERIQ AWI IS BACK SHES BACK SHES BACK SHES BACK!

today is already starting to be a gooder day than i thought.

[link] is up and running, check it out my homies
for dissapointment shall so not be there when you get there.

yay for php and mysql lessons.
yay for awi coming back
yay for stanley kubrick
YAY FOR ICED TEA!

90's Kids Untie!

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 13 Jan 2006 16:14:12 PST

[link]

Oh hell yes.

SHOT THROUGH THE HEART AND YOUR TO BLAAAME BABY YOU GIVE LOOVE A BAD NAME (bad name)!!

if your a 90's kid and you dont remember at least 3/4s of this list,
gte off my planet you insolent media-defunct swine.

by 90's kids it generally means you REMEMBER the 90's
not you were born in the 90's.
wow its 2006.
if you were born in 1990 you would be 16.

WHOA!
i still say NKOTB own you...

Airplanes, Golf carts and minimobiles.

=Ameas-Qua — Sat, 07 Jan 2006 21:21:32 PST

so ive been away,
in arizona actually and california.

played some golf, met some new people.
drank some,
smoked some.

watched some good sunsets.

long story extremely short.

im moving back to arizona, to finish school and get a

*drumroll*

gastric bypass surgery.

im fat, i know, thanks people.

doing it, no stopping me, im like a train.

in other news im good.

Chaos Inspired.

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:19:39 PST

Ok here we go.

First off.
AV Music Video Assingment.
2 minutes (a little more) music video, with digital effects and a sufficent amount post production work.

Song(s) The Mars Volta - Son Et Lumiere, Inertiatic ESP.
if you dont know the story Of Cerpin Taxt or the de-loused album in general, look up the mars volta on [link]

the video will show Cerpin as he injects himself with the morphine,
a dazed look at life from the last part of the story, and then the contemplation at the bridge.

also inbetween all that a band playing,
wich will be shot on monday at my school i have the drummers kit in my room at the moment and its really cramped.
Ill let you knwo when i finish it.

Secondly,
Web Assingment.
Painfetish.net redesign and such.
just going to rework vals entire site and give it a different feel as well as an easily updatable database.

darkness in the rainbows. and 3-s

=Ameas-Qua — Thu, 20 Oct 2005 02:57:02 PDT

So i just got the new version of the darkness in the rainbows from dennis.
[link]

if you havent already, please check out his music well worth it.

anyway, soon enough were going to be launching spunslide.. more on that later.

my personal portfolio site is being revamped.
and themed.

ttheres 6 stories.
one ' the boy and his guitar"

A story of an artist, drowning in his muse, expressing what he can with only his guitar. this will be my visual art, and some spoken word poems i have done, as well as shitty music. also my film, and animation peices obviously will be the biggest part of the site.

"the girl and her heartbreak"
the story of a girls tragedy, her broken heart and longing for love and understanding of god. this will be my poems, prose, letters, journals.

"The Man and his regret"
a story of a man, looking back on all the things he wished he could have been.
seems a rude place to put this stuff but i dont think so.
this will be pages of my favourite and most inspiring artists, bands, figuires.
people such as, maynard james keenan, david bowie, dennis ramirez (tcn) Val Parker (painfetish, violent-beauty, slitscan)and many more.
this will probobly take place after the launch of the site as it is a fucking lot of writing.

"The Imagination Of John Lennon"
My personal favourite
a smallish section dedicated to the song "imagine" mostly.
where people will write letters, send pictures, songs, poems, art anything at all
that portrays the beauty of the world and the true meaning of brotherhood.
also a place where you can find hopefully up to date info about things like.
cancer research, diabetes research, the space program, Quantum physics, hallucinagenics, paranormal activity, occult activity.

"The Muses Library"
another favourite. hah.
Place where you can find where to buy, aquire or download (legally sorry)
books, information, documents that may inspire you.
Aelistar crowleys books, texts from other occult researchers, and philosophers.
basickly anything I or anyone that mentions it agrees to be inspiring and worthwhile holding.

and the final
"The Collective Concious"
A community side if you will, forums, chat, purchasable shit you know the goodies.

So thats it, thats going to be the new 3PointSpiral.
Im looking for anyone who knows a fair amount of PhP, maybe some
Mysql stuff.. can help me with databases scripts and the like.
if you want to do these things. (obviously free) you will become
'one of the team'

if your interested e-mail me at
nephillim93@gmail.com

kebabs.

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 16 Oct 2005 15:05:45 PDT

and here i thought a Burro from Adalbertos was my hangover cure.
fuck that.
beef kebab with chilli sauce.

my heavenly ethereal body that was amazing.

thanks tim.

oh yea.. went to a party sat night,
got smashed had a great night.

shaun said :
"women are like a fine wine, the older they get the better they taste"

my butt hurts.

Homosexuality

=Ameas-Qua — Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:25:25 PDT

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

I Am the fag who gets shouted at for wearing a little eyeliner.

Repost this (add your own if you like) if you realize homophobia is wrong.

Damn you Super!

=Ameas-Qua — Fri, 07 Oct 2005 16:34:44 PDT

I got tagged, right in my ass.
By =repus

So i shall tag in return
=Awi =Tepara ~cradlesnatcher ~thiscatharticnail ~asolitarylesson :devm79_gl:

grrr

1.I enjoy cheese, obsessivly, i have thisd fascination wit the taste.

2. I want to be a pirate.
3. Sometimes i drink to much and forget where i am, not often though.

4. i Once dressed up as a undead skateboarder.

5. When i get stoned, my voice changes and i sound like slater from dazed and confused. Yea Man.

6. i Dont like walking very much.
7. i Collect dragons and wizards, and crystals.

8. I enjoy the smell of coffee and cigarettes.

9. i cry sometimes, it feels good.

10. My favourite drink ever is cactus juice with lemon water.

11. I am really starting to regret reading =repus's journal.

12. beer is good food... ( i agree)

13.I flash my penis far to often.

14. little people frighten me, unless im drunk then i want to eat them, and i suppose i frihten them.

15. i am very far from perfect.

16. i am normal & you are the strange one.

17. I am stealing some of the rpevious dudes things so

18. Legalize It! why? I can honestly say i have never commited a violent, crazy or harmfull act stoned, that i wouldnt have done otherwise.
I would not sign the same piece of paper saying that about alchohol though.
think about it.

19. my stomach feels like oop

20. I Davey havok

stupid bitch.

=Ameas-Qua — Wed, 28 Sep 2005 17:44:02 PDT

Dis-en-sa-gen-et says:
hey you
harmony- how far do i have to go to make you understand i wanna make this work so much it hurts? says:
?
Dis-en-sa-gen-et says:
?
harmony- how far do i have to go to make you understand i wanna make this work so much it hurts? says:
leave me alone you fat ass faggott
Dis-en-sa-gen-et says:
what the hell?
Dis-en-sa-gen-et says:
what did i do?
harmony- how far do i have to go to make you understand i wanna make this work so much it hurts? says:
you were born....
harmony- how far do i have to go to make you understand i wanna make this work so much it hurts? says:
and you gained alot of weight
harmony- how far do i have to go to make you understand i wanna make this work so much it hurts? says:
your ugly
harmony- how far do i have to go to make you understand i wanna make this work so much it hurts? says:
i dont talk to ugly people
Dis-en-sa-gen-et says:
jesus christ
Dis-en-sa-gen-et says:
where the fuck do you get off saying that shit?

yea, fuck that.
her msn addy is Harmonyf_7@hotmail.com
Paybacks a bitch honey.

Damn i wish i was in LA.

=Ameas-Qua — Tue, 20 Sep 2005 03:31:13 PDT

SO i have an AV assingment due soon,
still ahven't started shooting, need confirmation on actors.

good actors.

so if there are any of you in wellington,
dont mind kissing a boy or a girl (depending on which you are) and are confident
in front of a camera.
for the love of god send me a note.

Wester!

=Ameas-Qua — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 02:44:49 PDT

Hey gang,
How is everyone?

I;'ve been busy, school and such.
also sick.

Recently madly fucking love with this song

Wester - AFI

I can feel you waitin' for me when the sun retreats to the hills and I,
below the blanket of a burnin' sky, wrap myself within.
Embraced by dead leaves as the rain leaves trails of black down my face, and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now...
I can feel you dreamin' of me and the time when our steps are retraced and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place, beyond the lonely.
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us...
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, beneath a dream, beneath a dream.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, lost in a dream, lost in a dream.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us...

Beautiful isn;t it?