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                <title>So, I kinda forsake this..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jul 2006 22:22:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In a part of my most recent trip, I forsake the idea of being on here.  Going on my travels I found a new reason to be here.  In a nutshell: I'm back and I'm better then ever.  I'm going to say that in order to catch up you need to read a different blog:<br />
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<a href="http://anciensillian.wordpress.com">[link]</a><br />
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And so what does this mean?  It means I have a lot of things that I am going to put together in the next few days to display on here.  And hope that it makes a difference.<br />
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All my photos are for sale not through Deviant Art and are available directly through me.  To contact me please email adi.shakti.s@gmail.com.<br />
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Hope you've all been well, and hope you enjoy my new work.<br />
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\Adi Shakti Singh<br />
\Rob Foulger ]]></description>
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                <title>/cry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Oct 2005 16:32:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Subscription Withdrawl!!! AHHHH!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>wooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Sep 2005 21:04:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm on fire, and now I think I'm ready to bust a move, check it out I'm rockin steady to the beat in my head, oh oh oh oh, cause she's the only one, I wanna waste my life on her!!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flame.gif" alt="On Fire" title="On Fire" /> :<br /><br />Hiiii everybody (echo: Hiiii rob)<br />
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Well, of course, sschooool has started, well past started, is 1/6th done and I only have... what 30 more weeks until I get my degree... fuck yah!<br />
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Teacher Training has started.<br />
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People have started... rapidly<br />
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want info ? <br />
<br />
you know how to find me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Project Update!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Aug 2005 16:18:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" alt="Excited" title="Excited" /> Bouncy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Queen of the Damned/Cursive<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Jane Eyre/Macbeth<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Sin City/Interview with a Vampire<br /><br />Alright, so school has started.  Which for most of you it's the same.<br />
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And to I guess update my lovely following of close companions and hordes of admirers, I have fixed the majority of my problems with my last update, so here it goes:<br />
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School = comfortable, hard, but comfortable, days go by realllllly fast<br />
Rachael = fizzled out, done... Not the girl for me<br />
Dealing with College = I've narrowed down to where I'm applying, and I would reallllly love to go to Washington University in Seattle<br />
Writing = eh... blow me, but seriously my writing time doesn't exist anymore.<br />
Dealing with PE req. = Have a PE waiver for Yoga Teacher Training<br />
Work = It's actually enjoyable now that I'm not there every day, I'm working 2 double shifts this weekend to be trained on how to open the store so that I can start opening next weekend (so yeah I'm promoted offically chaa)<br />
WoW = Uh... I haven't really played much since last time we've spoken, I'm on an onyxia raid on Thursday too (please don't demote me, I like my officer chair)<br />
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Anyways... An old lover has returned to me, and has made my days happier still then they were before.  <br />
I'm doing more yoga then before (I still am being lax about my nightly meditations), and am going to sunday morning sadna's (which may stop with my new work schedule, we'll see, it all really depends on how things turn out) which are at this beautiful garden with fresh obscure fruit, like juujuubies and Asian pears.<br />
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Turban!!<br />
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If you care beyond this, let me know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Why my life is better then yours.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Aug 2005 14:00:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been sitting alone in a file room for about 4 hours at this point and my brain really needed to dump... Enjoy :C)<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/brainless.gif" alt="Brainless" title="Brainless" /> Burned out<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Blower's Daughter/MCS<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Patient Files<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Cinema of ze Rob<br /><br />Okay, so those avid followers of my life may have come to realise that I'm sitting right now on an indian reservation (Navajo to be precise, however it could be misconstrued as Hopi seeing how it's right down the street) working in a Hospital reviewing patient files in the Mental Health department.<br />
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It's against the law and my contract to say any specific details of what I'm reading, so I'm somewhat in a pickle because a few of these are really quite interesting.  The dramatic things that you see on Law and Order SVU and those shows that document "crazy" people actually do happen.  Incidentally I'm so completely burned out here because of some damnable incompetiance by people who take care of the files that they're a complete mess (It took me about an hour to work halfway through one file (roughly 20 entries or so, at full speed I can run about 3 entries a minute))<br />
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So why, am I doing this at the very tail end of my vacation?  Simple really, I'm getting paid more then all of you are, I'll almost guarentee it, All my expenses are paid, and how many of you can say that you have had a job working close and personal with patient files (giving you an introduction into the basic diagnosis/medication etc.) or any sort of way in a field that you really are in love with?<br />
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Incidentally, I also have a heavy courseload... I don't have my schedule yet (since I've been out of Austin since last Tuesday, and won't return until Wednesday afternoon) but the classes that I applied to aren't nessacarily the ones that you have a hard time getting into:<br />
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AP Physics II<br />
AP English IV<br />
AP Euro History<br />
AP Bio II<br />
AP Economics<br />
AP Government<br />
AP Calculus BC<br />
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I also have been offered a promotion to Assistant manager at Pizza Hut, which means once again I'll be making more money then the majority of my following (Incidentally I also make more then you because of tips)  However... keeping that job is low on my priority list that includes right now:<br />
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(in order of importance)<br />
School<br />
Rachael (all but ties)<br />
Dealing with Collage<br />
Writing<br />
Figuring out how to get around the PE req. (Fencing likely)<br />
Work<br />
WoW...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Indian Reservation</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Aug 2005 11:05:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/disbelief.gif" alt="Disbelief" title="Disbelief" /> Amazed<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Endangered Species - Deep Forest<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Patient Files<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: HBO<br /><br />Well guys, after much long talk about how I'm going to the Arizona reservation I'm finally here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Upturned Luck</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 14:39:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" alt="Dancing" title="Dancing" /> Enjoying<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Hysteria - Muse<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Constantine<br /><br />Let me begin by saying that I am a self acknowledged liar.  I accept that, there are many facets, aspects, of my life that I have lied about to make myself feel better, to make others feel better, to fit the conversation better, or to explain things that I simply cannot.  This presents an interesting problem as I am also brutally honest.  Let me explain:<br />
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I lie, only about things that have happened, or in what order they have happened In a word, I amplify the truth.  Ive gotten good at it, there are some lies that I made several years ago that I still keep track of.  If you do not catch on quickly, odds are you will be lost between the thin line of truth and delusion.  However, when placed into a situation where a person would be provoked to create a white lie, I do not.  For the sake of what I am trying to create here, I will do my best not to pollute the events.<br />
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<br />
Hi people... I've had an interesting upturn of good luck that I'm going to try and sum up in the 5 minutes that I have before I have to leave for work... So the time that I should spend looking for my name badge so I don't have to go by David again I'm spending going on about my life.<br />
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First off.. the above two paragraphs are the introduction to my latest creative works.  Odds are, if you've talked to me in the past week you've read them.  Otherwise, the rest is about 4 pages long thus far and has gotten me as far as last November.  I'll be putting out bits and pieces that I feel are well written in later entries (Mostly stuff about my mediations and what not).<br />
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Second, I had my wisdom teeth out a week ago today, and I spent the following 4 days on a very much tripped out Hydrocodine binge and enjoied it tremendously.<br />
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One minute... I've had 3 people come into my life, seemingly out of the blue, one from this website, one from another and the third a friend of the second that have made my life incredabally interesting.<br />
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If the above has made any sense to you, congrats because I just went back and re read some of it, and I've confuzed myself.<br /><br />Ah shit, I'm late! ]]></description>
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                <title>..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2005 16:38:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/beer.gif" alt="Drinking" title="Drinking" /> Coping<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Atreyu<br /><br />I was once told, that everything in the world belongs to somebody else, so that you need to either talk them out of it, or take it away from them...  Everyone that I want, belongs to someone else, so I need to either convince them otherwise, or take them away.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Uh... Update!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jun 2005 12:03:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" alt="Confused" title="Confused" /> Whoa, what was that?!<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Hysteria - Muse<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: World of Warcraft<br /><br />So, for those of you who care... This is my life the past 13 days.<br />
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Since I've come home I've starting picking up a lot more yoga and daily meditation sets... Which isn't saying much because during the school year and before it was a pretty fuckin sporatic thing at best.  So Now I have about a 10-20 minute set that I do daily... Funny since at one point I was a Yogi who doesn't do Yoga... Anyways.<br />
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A new person has entered my peculiar life, I'll let you guys ponder this one (as if it's really important to the majority of you).<br />
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I finally hit 60 in WoW (if you're not an addict, or a gamer, you might want to skip this next part) and my guild is the only guild capable of clearing Molten Core on the server so I've spent a considerable amount of time working on that.  I'm also running 2-3 raids a night and so this will lead into the next part:<br />
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I've decided to give up considerable sleeping, how?  I'm going to test to see how many days I can go with 2-4 hours of sleep a night, and see how long before I start seeing the shadow people, and how long I can just maintain without passing out, unfortunately I drive a lot, so I might be dying soon.<br />
<br />
Jones soda is good.<br />
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I'm not going to go out to the reservation as soon as I thought.  There's going to be atleast another 2-3 weeks spent in austin before I go off, and given how things tend to work around events in my life that may change tomorrow or by the time I'm done typing this sentance... Nope, still that way...<br />
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If you feel compelled to comment, on anything you see above, do so because it gives me something to do. :C)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Times Have Changed</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 01:19:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devilish.gif" alt="Devilish" title="Devilish" /> Bad Rob, No Biscuit<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Everything is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Jane Eyre<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Call me<br /><br />So, I've subscribed... And I find the whole cell phone image thing to be very cool.<br />
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Now, my life... tis rather cool the last two weeks.<br />
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Friday after school let out, I went on a 2.5 week road trip, and experienced a few of my future homes.  Sedona, AZ (which is a Vortex - Vortex: Area of absolute beauty, or as the book described it, it's healthy here)  I didn't get a chance to take any pics of there, but I will soon (see next part).  Flagstaff, AZ... Which is basically described as taking all those reallly cool things in Austin, and throwing them everywhere removing all the bad.  Likely: family moving to either after this next school year.<br />
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While I was there, I managed to get a paid internship with Sigma | FOCUS at a hospital in Tuba City (Navajo indian reservation).  So I will be disappearing for a month to there - from the physical plane, odds are I'll be updating here more often.<br />
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I went to Salt Lake, which, despite the Mormans, I rather enjoyed.  They have literally NO traffic.<br />
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Drove back here from Denver in 14ish hours, actually, 13 exactly come to think of it.  Read the majority of Jane Eyre and I'm rather amused by it surprisingly.  Also read all 5 of the Hitchiker's Guide Trillogy, Memnock the Devil, Autobiography of a Yogi, and a airline safety pamphlet.<br />
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Took two pictures while there, once I get stuff developed I'll post them, one of them I rather like.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ponder</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 May 2005 22:51:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I ponder what it is that I'm to  discuss, because a few things have  happened to me in the past few days  that I have bouncing around in my mind,  despite the fact that the majority of  you don't care, I will ramble anyway in  hopes that somehow, this will allow my  mind to shut up so I can sleep.<br />
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Pin Pricks from my past keep showing  up, and only one of which is barbed to  tear out my skin.  How is it that  someone and various ones of those who I  don't care about seem to try so  desperately hard to make it not that  way.  <br />
<br />
I went to Alternative prom (not the one  with the live bands, the one for those  of gay/lesbian/bi/trans nature) for two  reasons, well three but two that I will  publish, The first being to support a  friend who came out to her family via  this, and the other was in hopes that  something different, radically thereto,  would cause a jolt of inspiration.  It  worked, kinda.  I couple of opening  lines popped into my head, but nothing  too good, the only thing that is still  there goes something like:<br />
"I look across the room and she is  taken in and out by the movement before  me, atleast that is the way that this  would sound if it was a romance novel.   But in reality this is a story that  begins with me smoking next to a car."<br />
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Now, only to find a story to go along  with it.  I think I might actually have  enough ideas to write a basic plot  outline but I don't know what will go  beyond that.  Anyways, don't expect -  as if anyone does - anything anytime  soon, I will be leaving Thursday night  and not coming back until the  middle-end of June.<br />
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Not Depressed since March and going  strong, I am not a depressive anymore  and they can't use it against me. ]]></description>
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                <title>So..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 May 2005 21:01:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't understand why I'm screaming.   Loving someone means that by being away  from them you feel so distant, even  when you feel them with you every  moment.<br />
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That brings me to my more interesting  idea.<br />
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Relationships, especially those that  I've been involved in or witnessed all  have a strong single pillar that they  revolve around.  Sex, a common trait,  similar family background and all that.   And once that falls, things slowly  begin to crumble around it.<br />
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Anyways, I enjoyed yesterday  tremendously.  Crash is a very highly  reccomended movie by me.  <br />
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I'm tiiiireedd.. But I get paid  tomarrow... And that is good.<br />
I think I got 4 hours of sleep today,  spaced out.  One of those I was passed  out and so it's not really sleep.<br />
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Napoleon Dynamite is over-rated to the  max.  The next "Vote for Pedro" shirt I  see is gonna get attacked.  It's not  that fucking good or worth that much  fucking promotion.<br />
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My CD burner sucks.<br />
Sexual Harassment certification while  hung over sucks.<br />
Making 30 pizzas an hour sucks,  especially when you're teaching someone  how to do it and he keeps thinking that  you're losing your mind because you are  just focusing on how awesome the chesse  is.<br />
East of Eden sucks when it comes to  having to read it because of a strange  obsession.<br />
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Don't talk to me unless you speak  american. ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Distraction of Existance</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2005 12:34:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What is this purpose?<br />
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The purpose of existance where you work  everyday for what?  The ability to  live, continue to live.  You save up  money for what, a distraction from that  living.  You save it up for your  children, so that they have a better  life then you did... However, it's all  the same.  No matter who you are, what  you do, it's all about distraction from  the every day things that you do.<br />
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Existance, is pointless.<br />
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I can't stand repitition, living by a  phylosophy of never doing the same  things twice and if you have to do to  it in a completely different way.   However, there's only so many ways to  breathe,  blink, circulate blood, cry,  sleep, and purely just exist.  And yet,  I'm a creature of habit.<br />
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If the meaning of life is to indeed  learn, why?  To what good will it  serve?  It's all just going to be the  same thing every damn day.  Even if you  don't believe me, what are you doing  right now?  Reading this exact w o r d    a s   i t  i s  t y p e d  out?   Indeed.  You've been here before  though, but what else are you doing?   You're breathing, you're tired, your  blinking, you're awake... You are,  indeed, the same thing every day.  In  it's simplist form, wake up, eat, fuck,  eat, sleep, fufilling all needs in one  simple day.<br />
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Now you may ask why?  Why be so  cynical?  <br />
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I haven't felt this way before, but  it's not good, I have no motivation to  move.  My mindset is completely changed  over the past week.  <br />
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And to what end? ]]></description>
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                <title>Arrrg Fuck.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Mar 2005 09:23:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, I know I'm breaking a record, but  I'm pissed as shit right now...<br />
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So... I woke up and found a phone  message on my cell phone... Odd... I  listen to it, it's Brett... the guy  who's incharge of the employment for  SXSW... FUCK !! I missed a job because  I was sleeping.  He called at 730 and  told me if I wanted the job I needed to  call him back in 15-20 mins.<br />
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So yeah... I woke up to that... ]]></description>
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                <title>Crazzzy !</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2005 15:05:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah, this is the first time in a  month or so that I've actually posted  soon after another post... <br />
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I've decided that life doesn't suck as  much as people decide that it does.<br />
I've decided that I'm still going to  sit down for the pledge and be an  american doing it.<br />
I've decided that I still hate stupid  people.<br />
I've decided that I'm going to enjoy  Cirque du Soleil still.<br />
I've decided that I need to go get  another bloody stretching earring  because this one is too loose.<br />
I've decided that being depressed  really sucks<br />
I've decided that WoW is great as long  as I can take a break every once and a  while<br />
I've decided that I'm better then all  of you because I don't do ... (fill in  the blank with some trendy thing that  you do)<br />
<br />
That... and Yun... Somehow I want to  have sex with your camera just to  spooge on it's innerds and watch your  facial expression when it happens.<br />
<br />
Um yeah... That aught to do it for now.<br />
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<a href="http://www.ptocheia.net/piss/stupid.html">[link]</a><br />
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(For WoW people, I am currently level  50 and will prolly be 55ish by the end  of the break due to my lack of anything  to do...I have a walking pet bomb which  blows the shit - pun intended - out of  your cat/mechanical  squarrel/owl/lifelike toad/snake/prarie  dog/worg pup or dragon because it's so  fucking cute.  My guild is better then  yours, and unless you bribe me, no you  can't join.) ]]></description>
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                <title>Today.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Mar 2005 11:29:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Keeping up with Tradition, relationship  shit always happens to me over spring  break... And this would be the 3rd year  that that is the case.<br />
<br />
Angie and I left our relationship  together amicabally last night, today  would have been our 6th month thing... <br />
<br />
I'm leaving today to go down to South  Padre for a couple days to get the fuck  out of Austin.<br />
<br />
I've been asked to be interviewed by an  austin couple who made the "shadow of  the blade" thing along with Coker and  Stucky making the currculum for it... ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>WEEE!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Feb 2005 11:39:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I fucking hate Anime... <br />
That is all. ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>FANTASTIC!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:16:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For those of you in AP English III,  this is regarding our current project,  skip ahead.  For those of you who  aren't, read below:<br />
<br />
So in English we have been assigned a  project where we have to take the name  of a person who died in Vietnam and do  a project to make them, come alive.  I  was assigned a pilot who was shot down,  rather miraculously from the sky over  Laos.<br />
<br />
IF YOU SKIPPED ABOVE READ HERE<br />
<br />
So my guy had an email address to  contact belonging to his commanding  officer from his Troop.  I emailed him  and was expecting a response similar to  "I'm sorry, I can't talk about Vietnam"  or something like that.  This is what I  get back:<br />
<br />
"I'm touched by your interest and  desire to research Zeke's<br />
contributions.  He was a very special,  selfless person, and an<br />
unforgettable influence in my life.   Your desire and effort helps keep<br />
his inspirational legacy alive."<br />
<br />
When I read that this morning my jaw  dropped, at this point I was expecting  an online interview, maybe over the  phone, maybe.  I read down...<br />
<br />
"  live in Schertz, TX. and now work  with Embry-Riddle Aeronautical<br />
University on Randolph AFB."<br />
<br />
He lives just outside of San Antonio,  fantastic!!  No way he'd go for an  inperson interview...<br />
<br />
"my best window of opportunity is next  Friday afternoon.  I can get you on<br />
Randolph AFB if you desire to travel  this way."<br />
<br />
YAAY.  I get to interview a close  friend of my projectee, and I am going  to be able to do it on an Air Force  Base!!  Fuck YA!!<br />
<br />
So yeah, I'm rather excited.  I am not  sure what they are called, but this  guy, if I understand what I've read  correctly, is the Air Forces Equivilent  to the Green Berets.  This squad used  to fly Search and Rescue missions, so  I'm going to be interviewing one of the  best of the best.  I'm happy.<br />
<br />
~ a|s ]]></description>
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                <title>Heh, so...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 20:06:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, looking at my past journal entries  you should be rather accustomed to the  long wait that is always accustomed to  the wonderfully delightful updates  about my, incoherent, life.  At any  rate I don't feel the need to post upon  every minor detail about my personal  life, so it's not a big surprise.   Anyways, enough babbling, time to get  down to business.<br />
<br />
What I've been doing: <br />
Mid-December` After the long fun time  of fantastic magical school, also known  as the finals situation that somewhat  stressed me out beyond all reason, I  settled down to fall into the coma that  is often associated with winter break.   During this coma I met Angie's family  (Sister, Uncle, Cousins, Aunts)<br />
~<br />
I was rather rudely interrupted by my  useless computer class teacher<br />
~<br />
During this coma I met Angie's family,  blah.  And I took up playing World of  Warcraft as the addiction that it was  made out to be.  At any rate, for those  of you that are interested, I have made  it to level 40 almost 41, out of 60.  I  have a ram mount and pet Bear named  Gillinburst.  By some strange mill of  the run thing that you also play WoW  (Oddly enough I saw a charecter named  Darkrune) I am Adi on Cenarian Circle.   <br />
<br />
Hmm, I'll add more later. ]]></description>
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                <title>Bipolality</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Dec 2004 21:52:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, to put it simply, I am  fantastically happy... I haven't  stopped smiling most of the weekend,  and I doubt I won't stop for a long  time.  *wink*<br />
<br />
~ a|s ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Long time no See</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Dec 2004 18:07:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm trying to figure something out.   Today, midday I, for reasons that I'm  not going to go into, had my heart and  bascially my innerards and soul freeze  up, and since then, I have hardly been  able to operate.  But that isn't  nessacarily the problem.<br />
<br />
When my conflicts lead me to have such  a problem I normally just go and find  comfort, in one way or another but the  course of the events in this make it  much to painful to even relate it to  the closest to me.  I can barely move  and function.  <br />
<br />
It's being on the edge of tears and  unable to cry, on the verge of  screaming and losing your lungs,   bleeding to death and frozen cold, yet  my veins seal up, stuck in this limbo  of life and death unknowing where I'm  going to go.<br />
<br />
Now, here is the reaction that I'm  either going to get or would expect to  get:  OMG Rob ?! Are you okay??... Yes,  I'm fine, this has nothing to do with  my immediate life that the readers of  this know of, and no, I really doubt  that there's anything that you can do  to really help.  Leading me to the  second clause of this statement,  why  did I write this?<br />
<br />
I wrote this to rant and bitch, I  normally do this with a person or  something, but I feel that it is more  viable for the situation to just let  this all out in an open air.<br />
<br />
I am so tired of misconception, and  deception, both on my behalf and moreso  upon others.  Me being told direct  things then being directed another way.   Holding my hopes high that I cannot  bear to let them lower, just to find  them crashed down upon the ground like  so many glass shards<br />
~ a|s ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>I'ma gonna have some fun</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Oct 2004 18:20:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ [01.] Who are you?<br />
[02.] Are we friends?<br />
[03.] When and how did we meet?<br />
[04.] How have I affected you?<br />
[05.] What do you think of me?<br />
[06.] What's the fondest memory you  have of me?<br />
[07.] How long do you think we will be  friends?<br />
[08.] Do you like me?<br />
[09.] Would you date me?<br />
[10.] Would you kiss me?<br />
[11.] Would you hug me?<br />
[12.] Physically, what stands out?<br />
[13.] Emotionally, what stands out?<br />
[14.] Do you wish I was cooler?<br />
[15.] Give me a nickname and explain  why you picked it.<br />
[16.] Am I loveable?<br />
[17.] How long have you known me?<br />
[18.] Describe me in one word.<br />
[19.] What was your first impression?<br />
[20.] Do you still think that way about  me now?<br />
[21.] What do you think my weakness is?<br />
[22.] Do you think I'll get married?<br />
[23.] What makes me happy?<br />
[24.] What makes me sad?<br />
[25.] What reminds you of me?<br />
[26.] If you could give me anything  what would it be?<br />
[27.] How well do you know me?<br />
[28.] When's the last time you saw me?<br />
[29.] Ever wanted to tell me something  but couldn't?<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm prolly gonna be more amused by this  then anything else.<br />
~ a|s ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Fiend</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Oct 2004 19:31:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been on a somewhat of a writing  binge recently, spending all my free  lunch time in the libary on the  computer typing so, here is my  progress.  Part one of Jessica is  written, I'm going to proof this  version, correct then post it,  hopefully tomarrow if I can zone out  enough to edit it.  The majority of  you, actually, since the only two  people who have seen any of Jessica  aren't on here, none of you have seen  Jessica so you will find a nice treat  since normally my stories circulate  among people I know long before they  hit the web.  As for Kyrin, it's going  through it's v3 editing now with  Jessica, so I'll prolly repost that  along with Jessica tomarrow night.<br />
<br />
Until then,<br />
<br />
`ancien|sillian<br />
Old Devil ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Thus the writing begins</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Oct 2004 22:29:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I have 3 photo manip ideas in my  head but I can't put them down for the  very simple reason of photoshop doesn't  work on my computer right now.   Unfortunately I'm hardly capable of  making my computer obey me as of late.<br />
<br />
I'm determined to Finish atleast a  draft of Jessica (part two of  Eisenhower) during Marching Fest, since  I'm not actually doing anything during  the bands themselves I should be able  to pull it off, hopefully I can write  Part Three (Olivia) during the time  too.  Expect them to be polished  hopefully by Monday, Wednesday by the  latest.  Once I get those two Polished  I'll work on the remaining 4 pieces.   If anyone wants to help me write really  bad poetry let me know, I'm going to  need it for John (part 5).  This is  somewhat confuzing so let me give you  guys the part List.<br />
<br />
Part 1-Kyrin *featured*<br />
Part 2-Jessica *drafted*<br />
Part 3-Olivia *storyboard written*<br />
Part 4-Catherine and Scott  *conceptualized*<br />
Part 5-John and Sarah *also  conceptualized*<br />
<br />
Hopefully I won't fall behind, I've  found that with no worthful people in  my lunch I now have a large timeslot  that I can fill with writing.<br />
<br />
Until my Insomnia hits again,<br />
~a|s<br />
<br />
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                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>Nyarr</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Oct 2004 20:47:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn this week is queerly playing into  my favor.  I was supposed to be working  everyday but Thursday, but I didn't  work today.  Which lead to swinging  while looking over a cliff then playing  in pebbles.  <br />
<br />
At any rate, I'm working from 7.5 am  til 12am which for those of you who  don't believe in time travel... that's  *does math* 16.5 hours...  In a  closet...  With a freezing artic wind  on my bad knee... <br />
<br />
Hopefully I'll scribble random things  down during that time and be able to  have something when I come back on  Sunday.<br />
<br />
Rest of week:<br />
Wed, free at 7.5ish<br />
Thurs, free all afternoon<br />
Friday, game home long after midnight<br />
Saturday, see above.<br />
<br />
So yeah, I'm not really happy about  Saturday cause I'm passing up a paying  job to do it, but whatever.<br />
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~a|s ]]></description>
                <author>~AncienSillian</author>
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                <title>mmm.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2004 20:35:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well first of all, I can't see out of  my right eye, so if my depth perception  of letters is off... that's why.<br />
<br />
After a rough start I think I've  finally gotten a hold of the collective  rectum of deviant art.  Not to mention,  I've had amusing bits and pieces of  inspiration here and there.   Unfortunately I'm stuck with work all  next week with the exception of  thursday afternoon, but I have to be  there in the morning anyway so it's  irrelevent.<br />
<br />
I have two photomanipulation ideas in  my head once I can gather the stock and  actually make my bloody photoshop work  I'll chisel them out.  One's romantic  and one's depressing, kind of an  explicitive pesonification of my  general emotions.  Romantic in a gothic  sense anyway.<br />
<br />
Apparently there's a movie thing going  on this weekend involving megan and  mika... you two know where to find me  if this is still going to go on.<br />
<br />
Infinately, <br />
~a|s ]]></description>
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                <title>so to recap</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Sep 2004 17:12:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi... I'm known by a group of people on  this site, and I've considered the  majority of them absolutely idiotic for  buying into this whole site as an  absolute and utter social clique.  But  I'm running out of webspace wherever I  go. So yes, that's my story for the  moment, and I'm sticking to it.<br />
<br />
~ |2 || f ]]></description>
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