http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:AndreaVictoria&section=today deviantART RSS for by:AndreaVictoria en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 01:40:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/27997358/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/27997358/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 15:31:30 PDT Dont you?

Well, my muse didnt only kiss me, she kicked me as hard as a mule.
Started to collect photos of my model already and as more as I find, as more Im sure, there are always better ones, I could miss, if I stop choosing.
And now I got a video! Like if it isnt worse enough with the photos and my memories.
Awww....I fear I wont sleep again, untill I can finish a drawing.

My model has no idea. Otherwise I could simply ask, wich modelphoto I shall take. But I dont want to scare this person. It feels like a soapbubble, that would disappear, if Im too unmindful.
I know I have waited for this chance since I started to draw people. Woah, thats creepy.

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/27358893/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/27358893/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 14:56:43 PDT [link]

Today I got the final note, that my favourite band broke up. I have seen this coming since march 2007 , when their van and all their gear was stolen in Montreal. No injurance. They never recovered from this.

Three of them were my models. Denyss McKnight, Adam Becvare and Jahmeel Russel.
But most of all the whole band were friends for me. They played MY music.

I remember the day when I saw them the very first time. At M-TV.
The music kicked me off the chair and I run to the computer to see if theire on myspace.
I bought the first Black Halos -CD the same week.

We became friends. I still have their first messages.

Didnt have to wait too long until they came over to tour Europe.
We met the first time in Düsseldorf. Never saw them in person before, but they treated me like friends. We spend the evening together and they gave me a gift. A poster, that they all signed and wrote alot of cute things at. I still own it.

Then the van got stolen and we didnt know if the next tour would be possible.
But they made it over again and I drove 6 hours to see them. This time we had a bit more time and spend many hours together. We made a fire in the backyard and drunk alot of beer.
As I said goodbye, I knew, it would be the last time, when I see them. I felt the sadness.
I was right.

We are still in contact.
But the news today -even if I expected that already- made me very sad.
Never had a band I loved that much.
I still do no cardrive without their music.

My head sais, I should looking forwart. To meet Adam again with his new band, wich I like also alot.
But it is not the same. Some things wont ever come back.
Im thankful, that I had the possibility to meet them. I see it as a gift.

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/24478311/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/24478311/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 10:53:43 PDT One of my last comments was like: "he looks too female for a boy".
I said, he looks exacty as he should, cause for me it is a sign of beauty if a boy looks that way.
Then the question of the year: Are you bi????

What the fuck....

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/23843780/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/23843780/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 05:27:58 PDT Unfortunately a few months ago I needed to be in the hospital where the doctors made countless tests and stuff and decided that I have Rheumatism.
I got besides many different painkillers a brandnew med and they said it would need atleast 3 months until it can start to work.
But until now it doesnt.
Besides the pain I got stomachproblems because of Ibuprophene, Novalgine, Cortisone and Tramal and started to puke.
They gave me injections into my joints.
For all who have no idea what Rheumatism means: Horrble pain in my bones. In particular the hands and fingers, the feets, the back and hips. It feels actually like someone tries to turn the bones out of your joints until you stop thinking and want only to scream. But you cant scream because the pain is that horrible that you havnt enough breath to do. I cant sleep, because the hurtds wake me up. So I come up every day early to get my painkillers and wait until it becomes a bit bearable.
Im usually not a whiny person and had hard times to accept my new situation. Every day is a new fight. I go on moving, working and thinking positive, even if its not everyday easy. But I can choose: new big motorcycle or someday a wheelchair and you can bet, I know exactly what I want. Actually Im glad if I can walk, but I wont give up hoping that the meds start to work.
Another "great" news is the fact, that I m not longer able to have kids. The meds who are supposed to take the pain away are also fatal for a fetus.
So.
Maybe you understand now why Im not as often writing or here be online. I have to do another fight.
I do not desperate. I will keep on shining. And being just me. All I want is to go on with the artwork and a big black motorcycle.
Kisses
AV

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/18848811/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/18848811/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 13:28:27 PDT Unfortunately their
motto "F.F.T.S." (fucked from the start)striked again.
At 16 March their van with all their stuff in got stolen. Now we try to find some of these things back.
I hope you all have a myspace page...Check out my blog and see the pictures of all the stolen stuff.
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]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/15238890/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/15238890/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:36:15 PDT Love
A.V.

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/15113981/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/15113981/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:58:15 PDT I have to let you all know that my computer got hacked and is completely broken. Ofcourse I can use another one of friends sometimes but not that often unfortunately.
I have to buy a new computer and will let you know as soon as I´m back again.
Have all a good time and I´m looking forwart to hear from you again, okay?
Always yours
A.V.

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/14016242/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/14016242/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 14:22:51 PDT I will give you the reason and tell a little story:
after lots of works with great and beautiful models I was searching for a new adventure and one wish got bigger and bigger in my head: to find a couple twins. Beautiful and unique in their expression.
I couldn´t believe as my wish came true and I meet two awesome guys. Kain and Dalsten Vynarde from Canada.
I simply loved both of them. Í noticed every similarity and every difference in their personalitys and after weeks of writing and thoughtexchange we got friends. Sometime I didn´t need to look who writes me ´cause I knew it because of the style he wrote. Kain was a bit reckless and a heartbreaker and Dalsten the quiet one with a great sense for all kind of art.
I was sad as Dalsten had an accident and broke his arm and rips. But they were overwhelmed as I asked them for working with me and promised I would get all the photos I would need. I couldn´t believe my luck!
It didn´t need long and I really got the photos. They were perfect so I had a hard time to find oout the one I use for my drawing.
I started my work -still in contact with both of them.
After a few days I could see that it would be a great work if its finished.
And then the shock came:
A journal on their page came out with the truth: Kain and Dalsten Vynarde doesn´t exist! Fake! All. A girl from somewhere in USA invented them just for fun and just to see how far she could play that game with people.
I readed it and couldn´t believe.
And I needed a time for me to say goodbye to the twins who never existed.
I burned the drawing and took a photo while I did it.
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A scream was going through the rows of my friends and "fans" why I do that and I wasn´t able to believe in any person for a while.....
Heres the myspace page of Kain and Dalsten Vynarde: [link]

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/11210520/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/11210520/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:21:59 PST I wasn´t here for a long while and today I had the courage to look in and found 282 new deviations to look in and 28 messages. Ugh!
Please don´t be angry to me if I havn´t the time to write and to comment all your wonderful works. I still have it here and will definitely go and look in but at the moment my day should have 40 hours and it wouldn´t be enough!
The Witches On Bikes Club takes my time and I have lots to do there. Its my online ladies biker club in US. (www.myspace.com/witchesonbikes) One of my sisters there is in the hospital to get a new heart. I think of her every minute and can´t stand the feeling not to know what is happened meanwhile...
But I am an artist and I´m not happy if I havn´t the time to draw. Hopefully I can do it again soon. There are a few new interesting models...
Okay, I hope you all had a wonderful X-mas and I wish you all the very best for the new year. May your guardian angel never leave you.
For all who wants to catch me: I am at yahoo: AVKnippschild@yahoo.de
Say hello if you want.
I am with you all and hope to see you soon again.
Yours
A.V.

]]> ~AndreaVictoria http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/10008440/ http://AndreaVictoria.deviantart.com/journal/10008440/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 11:51:09 PDT At first I uploaded and nothing happened. So I tried again and DANG! both pics up. Arrrgg!
So I tryed to delete one of them. Doesn´t works
So I have done one of them Inactive.
Today I had some nice comments to both. Tried again to delete one. Doesn´t works.
Now I think I have finally one away. Unfortunately the comments too. Don´t be angry - it was not because of your comments. I think actually I have both still on my profile but one of them are inactive. No idea... ]]> ~AndreaVictoria