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I'll keep it this short and sweet.

~Clyde Dillinger Wright~





Ignore my last.FM I haven't used it in ages ]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/22294297/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/22294297/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 05:07:09 PST
The year started off with me breaking up with my "fling" from last year (sadly they dumped me a week after their dad died) and then ending up in one of the most fucked relationships I've ever had, but we needn't talk of her at all, nor what she did to me.

In between those relationships i tried to finish off my high school education one last time, but sadly I am too old to go through mainstream schooling anymore, I just feel like a square wheel put on a Camry there.

From that led to me wagging school instead of going and them dicking me around with my Exit forms so in all technicality I failed miserably at a school i had told I'd left them but kept me on the books till the year finished. From that spare time I got together with my next and most recent ex, Jess, whom ended up using me for a one night stand, and boy do I regret that sex.

After that came all of my mates in town stabbing me in the back and spreading rumors and the such about me so as to tarnish my reputation, which culminated in me making a 21k trek back to my grandparents at 2 in the morning so pissed off I was ready to go postal on them all.

From there took me back to Morwell after having no job, a screwed sleeping pattern and no schooling, which led me to getting back into a mate I met last year which has turned out to be at least a garnet in the rough, and that led to some good drinking sessions and talk of warfare.

Now we are coming to the end of the year (yes this year has been seemingly short for me for once). Earlier in December I moved all the way up to Queensland after 11 months of planning, culminating my year by being in a house alone, with no smokes, no grog, scant food and a white cat chasing a gecko around the house.

Oh well at least next year is looking to be shaping into one that could be the greatest of my life (sorry guys no details here until later on in the New Year)

Take care fellow deviant little meat bags and drink up, for life is a big party and we should all celebrate it from time to time.





Ignore my last.FM I haven't used it in ages ]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/21823918/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/21823918/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 22:14:54 PST
- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I'll choose Cradle Of Filth just for the fun of it

1. Are you male or female?
The 13th Caesar

2. Describe yourself.
Loathesome Fucking Christ

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Temptation

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
As My Stomach Churns

5. Describe your current relationship.
Babylon A.D (So Glad For The Madness)

6. Where would you want to be now?
Bleeding In Heaven (Hidden message there)

7. How do you feel about love?
Thank God For The Suffering

8. What's your life like?
Heaven Torn Asunder

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Dusk And Her Embrace

10. Say something wise.
Hell Awaits

I'll tag and





Ignore my last.FM I haven't used it in ages ]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/21642703/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/21642703/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 06:26:22 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag your friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Geoff Tate & Others - Silver Bells

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Atreyu - Lip Gloss & Black {Dead on bish}

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Atreyu - Dilated

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Rob Zombie - What Lurks On Channel X

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Atreyu - Tulips Are Better

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Between The Buried & Me - Bicycle Race {Yes I do always say lets have a bicycle race..o.O}

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Mc Lars - Rapgirl {ok this is getting really confusing}

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
BTBAM - Informal Gluttony {It knows i think of food }

WHAT IS 2+2?
I Am Ghost - Buried To Shallow (yes the answer does just seem to be right under the surface)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I Am Ghost - Lady Madeline In Her Coffin {Don't ask but it is close}

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rob Zombie - Demenoid Phenomenon {They sure bloody are}

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Atreyu - My Fork In The Road (Your Knife In My Back){Wow it got one dead on right}

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Powerglove - Red Wings Over Baron{In an alterantive version of FFVI o.O}

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
BTBAM - Three of a Perfect Pair {I'm as lost as you}

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Night Surgeon {Wow they think me homocidal wait that wasn't a suprise}

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Rob Zombie - Feel So Numb {It will as i will be drunk so as not to freak}

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
BTBAM - Colorblind {I actually wouldn't mind that}

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Otep - Filthee {Thats right too filthee to mention}

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Atreyu - Demonology and Heartache {I will not tell you}

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Rob Zombie - Begining of the End {Well we are}

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Atreyu - This Flesh Is A Tomb {Living}

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Otep - Home Grown {In other words I won't which makes the above annoying}

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Rob Zombie - Dragula {Winamp knows my secret}

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Atreyu - A Vampires Lament {No Comment}

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Otep - Requiem

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Mc Lars - Signing Emo {No WA I am not an emo so drop it}

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
BTBAM - Kickstart My Heart {ODing?}

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Rob Zombie - Sawdust In The Blood

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
BTBAM - Selkies: The Endless Obsession {The Future It Seems}

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Rob Zombie - The Scorpion Sleeps

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Atreyu - My Sanity On The Funeral Pyre

]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/20858403/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/20858403/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 13:23:05 PDT
Lately I've been seeing the "Children see. Children do" ad again and it's got me to thinking. Are children really that impressionable, I mean do you see a child seeing a murder commited and then going and re-enacting it with their friends? If so then I guess I'll have to strike this off of the record and release an appology after it. But just personally I think those "Family First" Groups should shove their self-righteous heads all the way up where the sun don't shine, as they forget we have these things called buttons and switches (yeah i know the "ever so recent" invention of these slipped by me too) that allow us to turn something off if we think that our children shouldn't be watching or listening to the content being thrown at them. Even from birth us humans have an inbuilt sense of right and wrong, it's just our moral compasses are not always set exactly right (or in the case of some people is way off kilter with the rest of the world). With this moral compass we know whether we've done bad from an early age, as we see the reactions of our parents and instantly know wrong has been done. Therefore why should we have to be dealing with this constant slew of "Christian Moral" fed bullshit, belive it or not people not everyone in this country is Christian, hell some of us aint even religious, just because "Jehovah" apparently said what we were doing was wrong does not mean we have to listen to your shit about it every time we wake up early and flick on our TVs or every time we do something wrong around one of your "flock" (yes i realise i have veered off subject but that happens{stops for a bit to roll a smoke...has run out of papers><}). Well let me finish this before i try tearing aprat this room looking for the fuckers. Nearly all my life I have been called a sinner, merely for the fact I lived my life the way i wanted and that involved Underage (un-wedded too) Sex, Not treating ym body like the temple i should be (The assortment of shit i've put this body through and through this body boggles me to this day) or just downright not beliving in any of your faiths (here is the reason for my divergence) but does any of this make my mother a bad person for "showing me the wrong way". The first one of you to say so better be ready to back their words up with their teeth and maybe a few of their bones. My mother did nothing but treat me like a human being and point out what was wrong to me, I will admit that the only point of the add i agree with is the final moments in which the father and his son beat the wife/mother, seeing violence from your father against your mother can do one of 2 things; either make you act/fear that yourself or toughen you against it and the people that cause it. It is at this point i give up to find something to crave at least one of my addictions/habits.

The Squidlike-Wolf singing out once more


Edit: as my 3000 PV is coming up soon the person who finds it will be repayed somehow

]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/19362361/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/19362361/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 21:23:10 PDT
And as I can't be bothered writing this in the poem itself "Yet Another Not To Be Named" is actually a true story from my life. If you ask I may tell you but I'm still coming to terms with it properly 5 years on, so forgive me if i wish not to speak about it.

The Squidlike wolf singing out

Edit: Well it seems mine and mums friend Nikki has died so in the next few days to weeks I may have to attend a funeral, on thursday this week I shall start housesitting for my mate mark for a fortnight so I may only be on messengers via my phone for those 2 weeks

]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/18862978/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/18862978/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 21:21:46 PDT Leave me a comment on this journal and I will:

a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.

Well might as well also add an update in here.
My life aint gotten too much better and also may be joinging the navy and continuing my families seeming stints in the DFs. I may be putting up a few new subs within the next few weeks and also may be gone more often as me and kaine might be drinking, but if so will try drop here to catch up with you guys.

Well the Squidlike Wolf signs out once more. PEACE!!!

]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/18251689/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/18251689/ Sat, 10 May 2008 03:54:17 PDT

Also subbed three poems (2 of which where Re-Subs from this account and one which is from ES). So please feel free to comment again or in some cases comment for the first time on these pieces.


Well this is the Squidlike Wolf signing off for yet another Journal I'll try and keep in touch more. Peace Out

]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/17874840/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/17874840/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 03:38:02 PDT Fang-00 from a few minutes ago (mainly putting it up here for the sake of prosterity)

20:07:10 Why does it seem parents too stupid to raise their children properly seem to copulate more than the smart ones and produce hybrid creatures of stupidity named Fang-00
20:07:26 * CrimsonCravenheart chuckles
20:08:12 hey i only have 3 brothers!
20:08:39 i mean come on our average IQ is dropping past that of the common chimpanzee for fucks sake
20:09:02 all because stupid fucks just Rote all the shit they hear others say and never think for themselves
20:09:11 but chimpanzee's are pretty smart
20:09:13 AngelOfTheShadows: what's your IQ?
20:09:21 I mean come on and have an original thought once in a fucking while Fang-00
20:09:26 CrimsonCravenheart: round 140
20:09:52 AngelOfTheShadows: wow
20:09:52 i feel stupid now lol
20:09:59 just aint had the guts to sit the MENSA test yet
20:10:22 AngelOfTheShadows: hmmm you seem cranky at me
20:10:24 AngelOfTheShadows: you should give it a go!
20:10:24 now let me continue my rant
20:10:47 yeh it was rather entertaining
20:10:51 I mean if you look at it our brian power is really decided in the first few years of life
20:10:58 brain*
20:11:16 (forgive typos been up since 5 yesterday morning)
20:11:49 if you parents nuture your mind it will have the potential to reach at least close to it's full potential
20:12:25 if they squander any of this time to nuture you you will turn out being just another brain dead fuck with no will to ask the serious questions in life
20:12:51 AngelOfTheShadows: some of my questions are serious!
20:13:17 Fang-00: "who called a tree a tree" is not serious
20:13:48 i'm not gonna waste my good material on here
20:13:49 I mean come on could you not be asking yourself if I'm just an inner voice in your head and your just dreaming me saying this to you
20:14:11 for who says I am not just a piece of your imagination or you mine
20:14:37 cuz my imagination isn't mean
20:14:56 obviously you've never met a schizophrenic person
20:14:58
20:15:13 nope can't say i have
20:15:22 you ignorant fuck my imagination would fucking kill me if I gave into it
20:15:45 we all have the ability of being "screwed" in the head
20:16:08 i'm not argueing that point
20:16:17 it's just some of us can see past all of this to some hidden truths that people tend to want to forget
20:16:37 and all cause we allow ourselves to think outside of this box called sanity
20:16:46 ** Anaiyak has joined
20:16:46 Anaiyak has returned in search of yet another Epic Journey of Epicness and Journeyisms
20:17:01 would you consider me sane?
20:17:06 there is no such thing as real smarts for it is all rote knowledge
20:17:31 from what I've seen fang that and stuck in an intelectual rut
20:18:18 i can be as smart or as dumb as i wonna be, who are you to tell me what i can and can't do?
20:18:44 i'm not saying that you can't do anything
20:18:54 all i'm saying is what your making me see of yourself
20:19:43 I mean just from talking to me here you still don't really know me do you?
20:19:47 everyone has a public personality and a private personality, with some ppl those interlap
20:20:06 yeah mine on a sevre scale
20:20:22 as I see no point in lying here
20:20:32 would be freaking pointless
20:20:46 like trying to eat air and feel full

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]]> ~AngelOfTheShadows http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/17420113/ http://AngelOfTheShadows.deviantart.com/journal/17420113/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 02:57:07 PDT
1. Opening Credits: Close My Eyes - Pain
Not seeming too well

2. Waking Up: Macy's Day Parade - Green Day
Dear god my life must be screwed up

3. First Day At School: Dawn of the Fall - Silverstein
I'll take this as leading up to a fall

4. Falling In Love: A Scarlet Witch Lit the Season - Cradle of Filth
Very Ominous love

5. Fight Song: Rational Gaze - Meshuggah
Surely sounds like fight music

6. Breaking Up: The Revolution Exodus - Deathstars
OK I feel sorry for anyone breaking up with me

7. Prom/Formal: Coma - Apocolyptica
Very sombre Formal I reckon

8. Life: Ascendancy - Trivium
Oh yeah I'll ascend past life and see the ruins of this world

9. Mental Breakdown: Never Again - Kittie
I'll fight back against the breakdown and those that caused it

10. Driving Far Away: Black & White People - Matchbox 20
o.O

11. Flashback: Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold
Kinda fits in

12. Wedding: The Heretic Anthem - Slipknot
Ok I belive there will be no wedding

13. Birth of Child: Play Dead - Pain
Ok seem to be leaving my childs life forever and pretending to be dead

14. Final Battle: Medium Pace - Adam Sandler
Ok WTF man o.O

15. Death Scene: Menocide - Otep
I'm going to die at the hand of a female

16. Funeral Song: Explosivo - Tenacious D
Lol one of the songs I want at my actual funeral

17. End Credit: At the End of August - 36 Crazyfists
ok how this relates is lost on me


Random Info Stuff


How are you feeling today? Angry Neurotic Catholics - Carnivore
Pissed off at religion (kinda true)

Will you get far in life? Skrying - Mudvayne
Seemingly so at the cost of others

How do your friends see you? Ender - Finch
Ok I would hope my friends don't see me this way

Will you get married? Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights
I reckon this makes it a maybe

What is your best friend's theme song? Tree of Pain - Soulfly
The name certainly describes how she feels at times

What are your sibling's theme songs?
Sibling 1: The Siren's Song - Parkway Drive
Sibling 2: Mobscene - Marylin Manson
Sibling 3: Call It Karma - Silverstein
ok not the best for them it seems

What is the story of your life? The Day I Left the Womb - Escape The Fate
Basically a broken family that is drifting further and further apart

What was high school like? Common Streets - Hilltop Hoods
The regular highschool experience

How can you get ahead in life? Porphyria Cutena Tarda - A.F.I
By working with others to take others down o.O

What is the best thing about your friends? Burn in Hell - Dimmu Borgir
They'll follow me all the way to hell

What is in store for this weekend? I Want To Fucking Break It - Static-X
Yeah it being my body in the pit

How is your life going? The Story - 30 Seconds to Mars
Don't know with this song

What song will they play at your funeral? Straight To Video (Velvet Acid Christ Loud & Tripped Up Mix) - Mindless Self Indulgence
Ok fuck you guys then

How does the world see you? Sleeping With the Light on - Busted
As a lonely man

Will you have a happy life? Beat it Upright - KoRn
Hard to tell

What do your friends really think of you? Can't Break Thru - Busted
That they can't always get through to me

Do people secretly lust after you? The Heirs of Error - Boys Night Out
o.O

How can I make myself happy? Disconnecktie : The Faithful Vampire
Ok this is just getting weird

What should you do with your life? 1:19 - Lacuna Coil
Hmmm seems that I should bow to my fate and loose all sanity

Will you ever have children? Bloody Kisses (A Death In The Family) - Type O Negative
bad protents of outliving my children or dying before I can rear them

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