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deviantART: by:Angelikasan http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Angelikasan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Angelikasan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 21:28:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png A http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/29020215/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/29020215/ Fri, 18 Dec 2009 14:14:29 PST Anxiety attack.

i just had one
i think that's what you call it.

i was shaking, crying and hyperventilating(or whatever)
it was horrible
it was really hard to breathe
i was like that for about 5 or 10 minutes

all because of some stuff my dad said

i can't explain it very well

but anyways my mom calmed me down a bit and i feel a bit better now
but i don't feel too happy

plus, i only got 34,5% on my physics test TTTnTTT
and my final grade this period is 3 (from 1 to 5, i was supposed to have 4)

my life really sucks right now, i'm sad
why does it have to be like this?

on the bright side, tomorrow i'm going to the movies with my friends.... that's not so bad
anyways that about sums up my day

but even with all those sad and horrible things
IM ON WINTER VACATION(OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT)

love you all! <33

]]> ~Angelikasan W http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28980688/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28980688/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 13:15:27 PST Winter holidays in 2 days!! <33

can't waaaaaaaaaait...

scanning some stuff now, i'll upload them later or tomorrow!

this saturday i'm going to watch a movie with my friends!
i think it'll be fun C:

and next week i'm gonna buy some winter clothes with my aunt and cousin!
it's a lot colder here lately, and a lot of rain too

15Â°?!

ITS FUCKING ....ALRIGHT
AND WET

Better than a sharp stick in the eye.

that is all.
love you guys!<33

[EDIT]: ok i'll post them tomorrow, today is too late :u

]]> ~Angelikasan B http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28943822/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28943822/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 14:43:44 PST Bandwagon tiems!

[link]

ask me stuff! anything! c;

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i didn't feel so depressed today, i only have this huge assignment that i have to do all by myself (it was supposed to be a group project)
but i'm almost done! so it's fiiiiine~

s'all fiiiiine

i'm sorry for the huge lack of arts
i shall return to my previous place, in which i post 1 or 2 random drawings a week....hopefully

[ALSO, IMPORTANT!!!] thank you sooooooooooo much to everyone who comments, favs, watches, and those who just like looking at my stuff! you guys are the best!!<333 i love you all

]]> ~Angelikasan I http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28903983/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28903983/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 14:12:28 PST I feel much better now, thank you so much for the support ;n;

i barely ate at lunch because i didn't feel like it
so i went to my bedroom, watched ''Click'' and cried (i cried at the end the first time i saw it - really,who cries with a comedy movie)

but now i feel a bit better

but if nothing changes around me, it'll be like this many times

nevertheless, i feel better

maybe i'll scan a drawing or two later

]]> ~Angelikasan . http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28898258/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28898258/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 08:39:16 PST I'm so tired of all this.

I cried for like 30 minutes straight.
And i felt like jumping from a balcony.
help, i want to get out of here
i don't even feel like drawing anymore
i can't take this anymore

]]> ~Angelikasan P http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28823138/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28823138/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 11:01:54 PST Positivity meme
stolen from

List five things about your work that you like.
You're not allowed to say anything you don't like about it, or be shy about it, or say "I'm good at this but ...". I only want to hear about the good stuff.
Don't worry about whether people will agree with you. Just list the things you're personally proud of.
Yes, recognizing one's own flaws is important, but because so many of us are whiny artistic teenagers we do a hell of a lot of recognizing of our flaws and it's time for a little POSITIVITY amid all the self-deprecation. Okay? Okay.
You can tag people or not tag people. Either way is fine.

1. i like the clothes i come up with.
2. i like the hairstyles i draw.
3. i like the eyes i draw.
4. i like that my drawings always look ''clean''.
5. i like that people usually like my drawings.

that's about it

what do you guys like and don't like about my drawings? i need to hear some criticism :v

]]> ~Angelikasan D http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28726553/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28726553/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 12:01:10 PST Damn...my mom is getting worse
and my dad isn't much better,either

this sucks.so bad...i'm even crying...or maybe it's because of those 3 onions i had to cut into little pieces..no, real tears

my arm hurts- i don't feel like making dinner but i have to

i was gonna scan some drawings but i couldnt because i had to do an assignment...due tomorrow

ill scan them tomorrow,maybe
i just wish i could feel happy, even if just for a little bit, in a time like this,when everyone around me is sick and tired of everything

i used to be afraid of going to the cooler downstairs to get bread, because of the dark
but now i don't feel anything anymore :c

sorry if this sounds too emo
it's hard not to feel like this when...well, you actually feel like this

bye

]]> ~Angelikasan S http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28649669/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28649669/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 11:40:04 PST

^{Same old same old

hi i'm bored :U

ask me stuff
stuff about me,
about my drawings,
about my life,
anything

or just tell me about your day, say something random
i'm just a bored person with nothing better to do
so, there :I} ]]> ~Angelikasan W http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28591402/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28591402/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 13:37:16 PST

^{Who knew a song would fit my life so much c:

Out at the train tracks
I dream of escape
But a song comes onto my iPod
And I realize it's getting late

And I can't take the staring
And the sympathy
And I don't like the questions "How do you feel?"
"How's it going at school?"
and "Do you wanna talk about it?"

Way out
Way out of here
Fade out
Fade out, vanish
etc.

Porcupine Tree - way out of here

my mom is doing radiotherapy now
(idk if that's how you say it but i don't feel like looking it up)

she's a liiiittle better, but incredibly annoying
(can you give me that, go get my cellphone, make me a snack.....)
and gets angry veeery easily

she can barely walk, she has to use those things that old people have to use to walk
(with four legs, i can't remember the name)
and she needs help getting up and sitting down

but it's all going ok at school w/ my friends and all that
except there's this INCREDIBLY ANNOYING guy that sits next to me
and everytime i talk to him i feel like punching his face
he annoys me to no limit >:I

anyways...
Happy thanksgiving!
even though we don't celebrate it here in my country! <3
(as if you didn't have enough "happy thanksgiving" journals)

and have a nice day! ' u '} ]]> ~Angelikasan B http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28392138/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28392138/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 11:10:09 PST

^{Bored.

My head wants to eat, but my stomach doesn't. :c

Sup guys, do you like my new skin?
I do <3
I may change it sometimes c:

School's been very stressful for me, i have many assignments to do,
and most of them are group assignments
good thing they're only due to next month.
Also, tests, and studying and all that jazz.

I'll just try to overcome all that anxiety.

Our microwave broke, which sucks cause now we have to use the oven to heat our food
why, microwave,why? you are one of my favourite kitchen appliances <:c

My mom's still in pain
And my dad's still an ass D:<

Also, huuuge thanks to everyone who favs my stuff and wathes me! <33
there are...213 of you,yeah!

anyways, i'm gonna draw and get me some chips to eat
OMNOMNOM CHIPS :U

EDIT: WHOOP! My dad just came home and he has a new microwave! Yay, warm food again! <33} ]]> ~Angelikasan F http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28335541/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28335541/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 15:33:24 PST Friday the 13th, whoot!

so today i had that math test, it went ok, could've been better

and today i also had my first ''experience'' with my tablet in the kitchen, that's when i drew that drawing i posted earlier, it's not as bad as i thought it would be

ooh i can't wait to RP and draw my charaters again ^v^

anyway, i'm sleepy,tomorrow it's weekend, goodnight =u=

P.S: OMG FREE SKINS WHAT!? i'd get one but i'm too lazy ._.

]]> ~Angelikasan Y http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28311420/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28311420/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 11:32:28 PST Yay!!!!
i am so so very happy right now, you don't even know! \'U'/

here's what happened:
i found out how to get the wireless internet to work on the kitchen, so i can go there whenever i want to draw(at least, that's what my dad said) and that's better than not being able to draw at all! <33

this may not seem like such a big deal, but for me it is

tomorrow i have a math test but i think i'll make it =v=
oh, and i've been listening to this old band(kinda old, from 2001) and stuff

also, my dad came later than usual today, so he bought grilled chicken for dinner!
and my mom isn't here for dinner today because she's at the hospitall getting her treatment

OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM CHICKEN :U

]]> ~Angelikasan I http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28120760/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28120760/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 07:59:04 PST I is for If you have a gaiaonline
click here! [link]

follow me,fools!
ok that was lame

anyways i'm gonna finish my Art assignment then imma scan some arts from my sketchbook for you guys C:

]]> ~Angelikasan G http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28087258/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28087258/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 12:49:40 PST G is for
Get On My Horse

[link]

Look at my horse
my horse is amazing.

come on. it's funny c:
ok maybe not THAT funny
nevermind.

i found out that my tablet only doesn't work in my living room, it works on all other rooms
my dad said it was because of all the electronic things we have here
something to do with magnetic fields

my tablet stopped working properly a while after we bought our new TV, maybe it was because of that

but now i don't know where else i can stay
my dad doesn't want me to go to my bedroom :c
now where will i stay? D:

today was okay, my mom felt a bit better
but now she's been having these anxiety attacks that make her burst into tears sometimes :c
i hope she doesn't get worse

baww school starts tomorrow :C
good thing that this week i only have 1 test, and it's only Friday!

anyway, have a nice day ' u '

oh! and i'll be posting some scans, since i still can't draw with my tablet
so i won't be completely inactive c:

]]> ~Angelikasan W http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28049558/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/28049558/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 16:32:43 PDT W is for WHY DOESNT MY TABLET WORK? It worked on the store, why not now!?

stupid broken tablet
maybe i should trade it or something

today sucked
i had Geography test and i didn't study a lot

my mom is really sick and i'm very worried about her
my dad is mean to her even tohugh she's sick and he's also mean to everyone else
he's always bitchin' about every little thing >:C

i missed my tablet but now i'm angry and sad about it at the same time
you know...because it doesn't work properly

....that's about it :I

]]> ~Angelikasan R http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27997533/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27997533/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 15:40:36 PDT R is Remielle, which is the name i chose for that other character c:
update tomorrow(or some other day)

oh and i have a french test tomorrow and french sucks
so...there.

]]> ~Angelikasan H http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27829621/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27829621/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 06:57:39 PDT H is for happy birthday to me!

i'm going to the movies with my cousins after lunch
it's gonna be legendary!!

i hope you all have an awesome day!<33

]]> ~Angelikasan S http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27760913/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27760913/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 11:28:05 PDT letter titles are awesome

so i already formatted(?) my laptop, installed stuff and all that
s'all good

with my laptop, at least
things haven't been going very well here at home, my dad keeps shouting and getting pissed about every single thing
he's always mad at everyone and everything
i've been down a lot lately.this sucks.i just wish it would all end.once and for all.

i'm really sad. plus i think my mom was crying in the bathroom for like 5 minutes.

my dad sucks. angry people suck. other stuff also suck.

on the other hand, my birthday is in 4 days, that's a good thing.

check out what

drew for my birthday [link]
you're amazing, that really cheered me up a bit. I love you, you're awesome! <333
---
also, i made a tinierme( [link] ), if you have one, you can add me, my username is angelikasan
this is my profile: [link]
that's all for now,bye c:>

oh, and this is cool: [link]

]]> ~Angelikasan T http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27634665/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27634665/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 14:34:18 PDT
yeeeeeeaaaaah...
i should probably format my pc, it's kind of slow when it's turning on and it crashes sometimes
i already have all my stuff on an external hard drive, but i'm always too lazy to do it
yep...

Buuut, i've been listening to some old songs i almost forgot about, and that is awesome

At school i haven't started having tests, so i still have some time to study and all that

Now, something totally unrelated...

That character's name.
i'm going to make a list and later i'll choose one(help?)

naems(in no particular order):
-Caitlin
-Cassie
-Lauren
-Liesel
-Lily
-Mairie
-Gloria
-Remusai
-Etienne

hahaha....i suck :I
oh, and should i make her an eyepatch(soo original)? i think it'll look good(it does on my drawings)

and i have an idea... i'll try not to talk to my friends and family about my birthday to see if anyone forgets it (sooo funny....not).

uhm...END!? <33

]]> ~Angelikasan whoop.[edit] http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27598477/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27598477/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 14:31:49 PDT

yay i didnt have school today
oh.that rhymes....sweet.

so my mom is still sick, actually she's getting worse, her back hurts and my dad said that yesterday, when they got home, she started crying :c

but, you know, i always try to stay positive and not everything is that bad
shcool's been ok, and i like my new friends c:>

also, i need some help deciding on a name for this character(which i mentioned a few journals ago): [link]

she's energetic, kind of clumsy, and likes...stuff
she also has some sort of banana on her head for no apparent reason :I
tell me what you think about her c:

i'm thinking of calling her Cassie or Liesel, some unusual name like those
and i'm still not sure about her eyes...

i still don't have my tablet and my dad is still a meaniepants(yes.evil and shit.)

<3 you all!
[EDIT: oh!and it's my birthday in 13 daaays~(that's the 18th you dont need to count). yeah.bye!]

[link]

]]> ~Angelikasan i'm better,yo http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27411134/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27411134/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 14:43:50 PDT Yes, yes i am. I don't have fever anymore. Hurray!

But my throat still hurts and my nose is still dripping so...better but not cured.
My mom called some health line(?) and they asked her some stuff. Turns out i don't have swine flu.

Aaaand...WEEKEND yay indeed it has finally come. The end of my 2nd week of school.

Nothing else to say.
Oh wait-

I don't have my tablet yet-BAWW!
My dad is mean and annoying to everyone-BAW.

Oh!And THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS FOR CARING FOR ME. <333
;v; it really means a lot

(sorry for the un-needed caps <:I )

]]> ~Angelikasan oh nooooes D:> http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27392986/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27392986/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 13:59:51 PDT oh no oh no oh no oh no ....
i have 39.1ÂºC! I never had this much fever!

i spent the whole day with my nose running and my throat all sore...i hope i don't have swine flu or anything <:c

ahhh...my head hurts, and my face feels rally hot, and my legs...ugh...i think i should lie down and rest for a while

i don't know if i'll be able to go to school tomorrow...

wish me luck?....

<333 love you all

~

]]> ~Angelikasan tabletless BAWW http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27340077/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27340077/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 14:27:25 PDT
i took my tablet to the store where i bought it on saturday because it wasn't working well

it's been pretty tough for me especially because i wanted to rejoin the RDA group on Tegaki, and i'm scared that it'll close the apps before i get my tablet back :<

i have this new spiffy character i wanted to use D:

i'm so lame, caring about this so much :I

wel anyway, school's been okay for me...very boring but i can handle that >:
and at home...well...let's just say 'insane' is a good word to describe how everything is

k, thanks, bye <3

]]> ~Angelikasan sniff http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27262241/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27262241/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 12:53:43 PDT
heeeeelp~ i can't stop sneezing
my eyes are watering
my nose is sooooo runny
and it hurts
this is horrible! seriously you don't even know D:>

i can't even imagine how it'll be at night
i don't think i'll be able to fall asleep T^T

so....
today was a better day at school...kind of.
the kids in my class are nice, now that i know some of them c:>

damn, my tablet is glitching really bad, i'll have to reinstall it

well anyways thank you everyone for your support
favs, watches, comments, everything
it means a lot to me C:>

]]> ~Angelikasan presentation http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27228750/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27228750/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 14:29:53 PDT today was my first day of school(classes only start tomorrow, though), i met one of my teachers and some new classmates

when i got there in the morning, i went straight to my last year's "friends", i said hi to everyone but only some of them payed attention, that kinda got me down

but, since 2 of them are in this new class, it was fine afterwards (or so i made myself think, 'cause knowing 1 or 2 people is better than not knowing anyone)

a guy from my new class said that me and my buds(that's how i'll be reffering to the 2 guys that stayed in my class(yes,guys :I )) are gonna be teased('cause we usually get good grades, according to him) you know what i said? i said that they can go to hell, i ain't gonna let myself down 'cause of some jealous people i barely know >:I

well anyway, i think my dad's not gonna let me stay on this computer as often as i usually do(but i'll still come here everyday, at least untill he gets home from work)

i don't wanna go to school anymore <:C

i have a bad feeling about this school year
some motivational comments would help Ã³nÃ²

[sorry if you get lost. sometimes my journals don't manke much sense. A.K.A i make mistakes too, i'm not english :I ]

]]> ~Angelikasan i bet you cant eat this really hot pepper! http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27114595/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/27114595/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 16:15:53 PDT

bawwww, school starts on the 15th

goodbye sweet,sweet summer vacation

and also.

i'm kinda pissed
i had just finished an LCC on Tegaki(spent about 40 minutes on it,(cause it had alot of writing) then suddenly, when i change tab, internet explorer crashes, and i hadn't saved! <:C

i wish i had at least print-screened it 'n'

oh well i have another sketch i can work on (the one that was on the save spot)

so i'll just write what was on the entry right here, kind of....well, what i can remember

i'm going to the 9th grade, i'm kind of excited but the thought of having to study really hard for exams , and being on another class this year(where i don't know anyones :c) makes me very anxious and stressed.

but what i wanted to ask was, how do you manage to balance studying and having fun, and how do you deal with stress(i usually listen to music(speaking of which, i'm looking for new bands to listen to) or draw, but it doesn't seem to work sometimes)

it would be nice if i could get some tips c:>

sorry if the text is confusing, i get confused with what i say and write too, so yeah @n@

P.S: 09/09/09 , not that awesome :I

P.P.S: i should get a new browser, recommend any?

P.P.P.S: sorry for all the edits u.u

]]> ~Angelikasan back C: http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/26227903/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/26227903/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 07:44:22 PDT whaatt!?
i've only been gone for less than a month and i already have 2,173 deviations and 1,070 messages!

sorry, i'm too lazy to watch it all,so i'll just delete most of them(i'll watch some though) :c
so if you had a deviation or a journal that you wanted me to see, just show me

i was gone for a month 'cause i had that summer camp kind of thing, it was fun but it was the last one i could go (next year i'll be 14 and i can't go anymore P: ) so i'll miss my friends :C

but i'll see them again in the 10th grade, 'cause most of them will go to the same school as me, yay C:

i also went to my grandma's house for 3 days(in Leiria), my cousins were there too, so it was fun

how is your summer going?

]]> ~Angelikasan catch the wheel that breaks the butterfly http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25569473/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25569473/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 14:47:40 PDT why, Oasis? why? why don't your lyrics make any sense?

so i cut my hair yesterday, it's just like i wanted: short in the back and longer in the front, but a bit too short(i'm thinking of taking some pictures, but i never like them :I )
i'm not very happy with it right now but i'll get used to it eventually

i'll post stuff tomorrow :I

P.S: 99.97% of the journals in my inbox were about Michael Jackson, yeah he died, yeah it's sad, but you don't have to make a journal about it
What about Farrah Fawcett?! she died too, poor her :c

]]> ~Angelikasan WHOO! + tumblr http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25275730/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25275730/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 15:16:50 PDT FFFFYEAH! FINALLY! NO MORE SCHOOL!

yesssss!

...yeeesssss- ok enough :I

all the cool kids were doing it
i got a tumblr!
[link]
follow me, fools! >:V

and if you have one, please tell me too c:

]]> ~Angelikasan Inside meme and 'hey i'm back?' http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25143562/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25143562/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 13:02:28 PDT
Bandwagon, YEAH!

1. Yellow got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
A cat, she's a sneaky one.

2. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Narco or Addy?
Narco, so we could eat cookies together.

3. Will Addy eat those green eggs and ham?
Not if i eat it first!

4. Have you dreamt of Red before?
Yeah! We were on a boat! It was awesome! Everyone was there!

5. Is Affluenza your best friend?
Nope, Affluenza's a good friend, but Red's my bff.

6. Liver just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
OMG! Get the first aid kit, fast!

7. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Hep-C and Liver, and why?
Liver, and Hep would be the bad guy, 'cause hes bad, i dunno.

8. What is one thing Ana isn't exactly made for?
Eating, obviously.

9. What's Tongue to you?
He's nice guy with a cool hat!

10. What would you do if Ron confessed love to you?
I-i-i-i don't know...first off, i don't think he would, no one confessed before so...yeah

baww, everyone else's memes were funnier
Penny is boring sometimes :I

anyway,

FRIDAY! FINALLY! YEAH!

i think i'll be able to be here more once again

remember that french test i was supposed to have on monday? guess what, i overslept and woke up at 9:45(i was supposed to be there at 8:30)
talk about super failure >:I
well, i ended up doing it today( and receiving it too; 85% hell yeah!)
and i also received my Geography test, i got 92%, whoo-hoo!
but i got 66% in the Chemistry one :<

ah well, next week i only have 3 days of school( monday, tuesday, and friday, stupid i know)
and 2 tests, Biology and Math
now i just need to study...which i wont....not much

so,yeah that's it :Y

]]> ~Angelikasan 30°?! ITS FUCKING HOT /EDIT http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25050206/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/25050206/ Sun, 31 May 2009 14:07:03 PDT EDIT: my parents said that because of all the tests i have this week, i'll only be able to go on the computer a bit before dinner and after, so i'll be on a lot less
...i'm sad D:>
sorry guys <:C

[link]
WELL IT IS! :C
i think 30Â° Celsius is about 86Â° Fahrenheit
time to crank the AC

so i had just finished writing a journal and i clicked preview instead of submit, and then i closed both windows
haha i'm so clever

i haven't been updating my blog for 2 reasons:
-lack of 'topics'
-i'm lazy

UGH! ANYWAY, i have 5 tests next week which sucks a lot... and two of them are in the same day(english & french, but i only have to study for french)
many of them are one after another

goodbye nice grades ;n;

good thing there's only 2 weeks left 'till it's over =A=

also, what are you guys doing for the summer?
i'm going to some stupid summer camp in July :V

]]> ~Angelikasan Blog http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24618634/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24618634/ Wed, 06 May 2009 13:30:26 PDT

i made one [link]

<:

now that i have it i don't know if i should post life stuff only there or if i should post here too :I

should i?
y/n?

]]> ~Angelikasan stuff and things http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24569289/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24569289/ Sun, 03 May 2009 15:46:26 PDT hi c:

i think i should make a blog, for IRL stuff and other drawings and photos maybe :I

i found a couple of websites where you can make one but can't decide between these two:

[link]

[link]

if anyone knows others, please tell me C:>

i'm looking for something that's easy to customize

also, when i make one, what should i name it?
i'm not very good with nicknames/titles so i need a little help there... :I

anyway good night c:

]]> ~Angelikasan ugh http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24512472/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24512472/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 11:42:18 PDT

so i had that midterm/test/thing/whatever today

it went pretty well c: only 12 questions

yesterday i had PE

and GOD my legs hurt like hell!! i was the only one in my class who did the run for 10 minutes warm up! my legs shouldnt hurt! >:I

and i have to go shower but i do NOT FEEL LIKE IT

ALSO ALSO!

TOMORROW I DON'T HAVE SCHOOL!!
YAY!
SAY WHOOP WHOOP!?

PS: am i updating too much?

]]> ~Angelikasan F*k trees i climb buoys mothaf*a http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24494850/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24494850/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 10:33:39 PDT heyyy!

well sorry for the swearing on the title...i just find that sentence funny

anyway how you all doing?

i'm ok <:

though i have some sort of midterm soon

oh wait, it's tomorrow............crap.

gotta study!!

gahh! i suck at studying it's like i've never done it in my life(i raaarely study <:I )

ah well wish me luck, or something

ffff i hope i don't get a bad grade

gonna eat now, bye c:

whoop,whoop, i said whoop whoop

]]> ~Angelikasan whoop whoop http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24411625/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24411625/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 14:00:21 PDT
just to take that emo journal away

today was okay :I

my mom & dad were in a good mood

i started doing the stained glass drawing, fun tiems , now i just need to color it

for some reason i think today will be good too C:

god, Inside is so awesome, i love everyone in that

ffff i need more music!!

i'm tired of listening to the same songs over and over again >:I
it's kind of hard for me to find music that i like, because i like so many kinds of music(alternative,rock,pop,electronic,funk,ALOT OF STUFF)

i've been listening to 'Owl City' and 'Swimming With Dolhpins' and i'm in love with their songs
and Second Person too [link]

also, Breanne DÃ¼ren, i love her voice <33

]]> ~Angelikasan real life with real stuff - ignore if you want http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24237538/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24237538/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 11:53:38 PDT

First day of school ended. It was alright, same as always. Hi... -ignore- maybe it's because i always talk so low(sp?)

I started reading this manga a while ago [link] and i started crying because...it's exactly how my life is right now...except the part with the cute guys noticing the girl or whatever.

Its about a girl who is ignored by her schoolmates and noone ever notices her; she has a blog where she talks about her day and how she feels; and two good internet friends who help her feel better.

Maybe it's because i can relate to the story that i cried...everyone ignores me, my parents always yell at me for ''being too long on the internet'' or ''not going outside'', and all i have is the internet to make me feel better.

Whenever i'm feeling down i come to the computer, read my messages, comments and draw for a while(which takes some time) and it always cheers me up, that's why i'm always here. I wish my parents could understand that...

I'm really shy, and i'd rather be with people indirectly or drawing other than 'hanging out' with my friends. I've always been like this, and i'm happy, i don't care if anyone thinks i'm weird or insecure, if i'm a nerd or something heck, i don't even if i'm always left out...

i just don't care

all i need is my tablet, my laptop, my internet(& internet friends), a paper and a pencil, nothing else.

i'm happy that way and i feel depressed to think that my dad only thinks about 'my future' (which has to do with drawing because i want to be an illustrator) and about me being always on my computer.

might as well enjoy the time i get to be here

'cause my dad said that if i keep spending this much time on the pc(like when i was on vacation) he'll take my laptop and won't let me go to the internet. at least, that's what he says (i hope he doesn't)

Anyways thank you if you even read all this crap

...i really love everyone here

]]> ~Angelikasan Hay http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24222008/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/24222008/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 14:35:55 PDT The End of Spring Break

tomorrow school starts for me

...bummer >:I

i always feel really stressed and sad after some days of school, dunno why

anyway, i probalby won't be as active on week days

more on weekends

but still i'll try to

only 2 months to go... <:c

--

thank you all for the favs,watches and comments c:>

and all that

]]> ~Angelikasan your noise is messing with my head http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/23832252/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/23832252/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:21:31 PDT Updating because i haven't made a journal since....valentine's day

dunno why. i'm not very good at making journals :/ ah well

i've been pretty down lately, kind of, my mom has a weird disease and my dad is always stressed about everything.sucks.

my 'friends' at school keep ignoring me sometimes for no reason, it's like im not even there

oh and i spent the weekend at my cousin's house

um....i went bowling for the first time yesterday on her birthday party, it was fun, actually

aaand... i saw ''Marley & Me'', it was cool too

so...211 deviations and 117 messages, yay ._.

i dont really look at pageviews but...i have almost 5,000; thank you C:>

]]> ~Angelikasan hurrah http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/23195269/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/23195269/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 12:13:00 PST

Happy Valentine's day everyone!!

Hope all of you couples have a great time!

and in case anyone wants to know, my eye is all better now!<3

]]> ~Angelikasan hurts. http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/22611327/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/22611327/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 09:32:17 PST so.uh.

i hit my head and now my upper eyelid is swollen.

and its very big.and it bleeds sometimes.and it hurts a lot :c

i put some ice on it for a while but it didnt do anything so.yeah.

i cant open my eye too much.

gonna eat something bye.

ow. :C

]]> ~Angelikasan happy new year http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/22303846/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/22303846/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 12:59:29 PST yep, another one of these, just to spam your inbox or something like that...

no,really happy 2009 and let's hope this year doesn't suck as much as 2008

(even though its not 2009 here yet)

oh and merry christmas

oh and i just won the lateness award for that last one

ok bye C:

]]> ~Angelikasan woo http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/22069974/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/22069974/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 15:41:16 PST -hoo! Yesterday was my last school day, i had so much fun after class with my friends we stayed behind a building in a tall place and screamed stupid things at people that were passing on the street

in short- WINTER BREAK!!! it feels like it's weekend every single day

no more waking up at 7:30 am,more time to draw and such!

so...how's everyone going...

~

]]> ~Angelikasan My life is 69% happy. http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21533564/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21533564/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 12:12:07 PST Obviously stolen.

Count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ___% happy."

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend. (no need C

[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an iPod/mp3 player.(i listen to it ALL the time!)
[x] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends. (Don't have one :c)
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.(i wish C8
T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to. ...(duh)
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (also no :c)
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. (no but there will be C:...maybe)
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. (i cry alot :c)
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. ( hell yeah 8D )
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.( i hope not)
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 8

[ ] You have over 50 friends on Myspace. ( lol i dont have a Myspace)
[x] Your parents let you have a Myspace.(they let me but i dont want one)
[ ] You get allowance. (nope but my parents give me money when i need sometimes )
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport. (badmington! LOL)
[x] You do something after school. (computer,music,draw,etc.)
T 0 T A L: 11

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.(i fight a lot, unfortunately :< )
[0.5] You are happy with your appearance.(sometimes i'm not)
[x] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends. ( YAYYYYY )
T 0 T A L: 14.5

[x] You know what is going on in the world. (i wish i didnt XD)
[x] You care about so many people.
[0.5] You are happy with your life.(sometimes)
[x] You know more than one language. ( English,Spanish and Portuguese yay C

[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.( i used to)
[x] You know the words to 5 songs. (or more)
[x] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person. (i guess sp C

T O T A L: 23

My life is 69% happy-hurrah
o...kay byebye

Now YOU do it C:

]]> ~Angelikasan deviousjournalentry. http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21483731/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21483731/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 11:44:18 PST Stolen from: *yoghourt

"If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, youÂre fearless.
People who donÂt have any are liars."

I FearÂ

[ ] the dark
[x]being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others(i cant cause people always say i'm weird :< )
[x] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants (noone is afraid of plants!they're like...plants!)
[ ] being touched
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places (fun)
[ ] snow(never saw any :c)
[ ] rain(rain is

!!)
[ ] wind(also

!)
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ]death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling(if its from a high place)
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x]tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school (its a pain)
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x]bee stings
[x]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat(fff what)
[ ] high speed(also fun c

[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets(they are super to keep)

total: 20
paranoid yeah right...

I have nothing better to do ._.

kkthxbye

]]> ~Angelikasan Bored http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21419889/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21419889/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 11:46:37 PST Bah! I'm bored so i stole another quiz thing...

1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnÂt make sense. NO CHEATING!

4. Tag 4 people.

5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

--

1. How are you feeling today?
Fair to Midland - Orphan Anthem 86
i guess so...

2. will you get far in life?
Escape The Fate - Not good enough for truth in cliche
whaat!? not good enough...that doesn't sound good...

3. How do your friends see you?
The All American Rejects - Move along
Pfff wut

4. Will you get married?
Reel Big Fish - A-w-e-s-o-m-e
yay my marriage is gonna be awesome!

5. What's your best friend's theme song?
Saliva - Black Sheep
I dont have a best friend... :c

6. What is the story of your life?
Jesu - Dead Eyes
my life sucks so this song fits perfectly :c

7. What was high school like?
Saliva - Weight of the world
it IS! D:

8. how can you get ahead in life?
Saliva - My goodbyes
...does it mean i'm gonna die?

9. what is the best thing about your friends?
Three Days Grace - over and over
ok, now THIS doesnt make any sense

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Fair To Midland - An Occurance during the restoration process
wut! >:C

11. To describe your grandparents?
Fair To midland - vice/versa
wtf!idk!

12. How is your life going?
Escape The fate - the guillotine
im dead again!

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Escape the fate - the day i left the womb
well thats fitting

14. How does the world see you?
Fair to midland - kyla cries cologne
i cry alot...?

15. Will you have a happy life?
Escape the fate - harder that you know
whaat! will it be that hard!?

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Escape the fate - there's no simpathy for the dead
why do my songs think im dead or dying D:

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Third eye blind - deep inside of you
...what...

18. How can I make myself happy?
Escape the fate - something
well that didn't help

19. What should you do with your life?
Escape the fate - this war is ours(the guillotine partII)
...8C

20. Will you ever have children?
Fair to midland - gaining one
idk what this means!

21. What song would you strip to?
Reel big fish - star
pfff,nah

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Escape the fate - it's just me

23. What does your mom think of you?
Robots in disguise - turn it up
my mom actually hates loud music so...yeah

24. What is your deep dark secret?
Tenacious D - break in city(storm the gates)
pfff, yup, i robbed a bank or something

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Fair to midland - walls of jericho

26. What's your personality like?
Escape the fate - my apocalypse

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Thousand Foot krutch - phenomenon
i love this song! C:

so yeah...my winamp thinks im dead/dying and/or a criminal

yippers!!

TAG: WHOEVER IS BORED LIKE I AM!

]]> ~Angelikasan Birthday http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21042419/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/21042419/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 06:00:57 PDT So it's my birthday today,i'll be 13; hurray!! I haven't been here a lot 'cuz i've been on Tegaki E its very addicting and fun!
[link]
and here's my account: [link]

]]> ~Angelikasan So I herd u liek memes? http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/20598614/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/20598614/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 09:15:00 PDT [x] You don't like public speaking.
[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers. (That's why they're strangers.)
[x] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[x] You hate to go shopping alone. (I hate shopping.)

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say. (:C)
[x] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex.
[] You hate to be teased. (I ignore the people who tease me.)
[x] You hate answering the door.

[x] You can't stand people watching you. (OH NO!AFGHSD)
[ ] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[ ] You don't like to ask people for help.
[ ] You hate to read out loud. (I always read to myself)
[ ] You don't like answering questions.

[x] You dread ordering food at restaurants. (ITS DEATH OVER THERE ASKING ME WHAT I WANT FOR LUNCH!)
[ ] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. (Sometimes so,no)
[x] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say. (Always)
[x] You wish you were more outgoing.
[ ] You hate being in the center of any room.

[ ] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[x] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.
[x] You blush easily.
[x] You don't like singing in front of a lot of people. ('Cuz I suck.)

TOTAL: 15/23

Oh Em Gee im uber shy...but i already knew that...

NOW YOU DO EET!

]]> ~Angelikasan Letter Meme http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/20579621/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/20579621/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 05:38:07 PDT Dear ~Splatterpus :

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert.
I think I realized it when I quoted santa at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my penpal in Ghana.
I'm sure you're high
enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist.
I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory.
You should also know that I always will remember our friendship .

Greetings to your frog Leonard,
~Angelikasan

(don't take me seriously, please Cx)

Tags(i hate tagging so i wont tag 5 people like i should

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your b... ]]> ~Angelikasan One word http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/20436332/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/20436332/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 09:58:50 PDT

^{Tagged by someone i forgot :C

Rule:
You can only type one word.
-------
1. Where is your cell phone?
drawer

2. Number of true friends?
some

3. Your hair?
awesome

5. Your father?
annoying

6. Your favorite thing?
mp3

7. Your dream last night?
none

8. Your favorite drink?
juice

9. Your dream/goal?
unknown

10. The room you're in?
empty

11. A hobby?
drawing

12. Your fear?
spiders

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
home

14 Where were you last night?
bed

15. What you're not?
ignorant

16. Muffins?
omnomnom

17. One of your wish list items?
headphones

18. Where you grew up?
portugal

19. The last thing you did?
type

20. What are you wearing?
t-shirt

21. Your TV?
off

22. Your pets?
sold

23. Your computer?
broken

24. Your life?
boring

25. Your mood?
neutral

26. Missing someone?
not

27. Your car?
non-existent

28. Something you're not wearing?
socks

29. Favorite store?
Bershka

30. Your summer?
internet

31. Love someone?
nup

32. Your favorite color?
red

33. When is the last time you laughed?
today

34. Last time you cried?
yesterday

35. Who will resend this?
dunno

Are you tagged? Yes.

Oh yeah it was} ]]> ~Angelikasan *Edit* Art Block http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/19517007/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/19517007/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 10:38:12 PDT
I'm having an art block. Which sucks 'cause i can only draw stuff like this: [link] .

I cant draw anything else except stupid spineless cats.
So,im asking you,please give me some ideas so i can draw something useful(that means ideas,requests etc...) C:

P.S:Im still working on stuff, though.

]]> ~Angelikasan Progress http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/18629447/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/18629447/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 15:00:21 PDT Well at least im trying and i hope i get better.
RAWR!!
(though noone cares for what i do or stop doing)

]]> ~Angelikasan Meh http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/16944341/ http://Angelikasan.deviantart.com/journal/16944341/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:12:26 PST
Anyway im gonna add more stuff sooner or later just wait :3

]]> ~Angelikasan