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My gallery mostly includes
* Digital Artwork, (sketched by pencil and scanned in, or drawn by tablet, then shading and coloring done in MGI Photo Suite or Paint Shop Pro8 )
* Celebrity digital artworks (started by reference, then continued just like my other Digital Artwork)
* Comic Books (Also same as Digital Artwork, but less detailed and more story driven)
* Photography (Animals, Flowers, Models, Nature)


If there is another style that you would like me to try out let me know, I love to try out new stuff! Feel free to drop me a note any time!
See ya!

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*Listening to: Cascada
*Looking forward to: Seeing Ryan again!
*Currently interested in: ^ *Points to the above setence*
*Working on: Does personal growth count? teehee. Uhmm, right now I'm just brain-storming up what to draw/photograph next. ^_^
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Whew, it's been forever since I've around here! Sorry about that. hehe.
But now I figured I'd update, so here it goes!

This summer has been pretty spectacular so far. Probably my favorite summer break ever (possibly because it's the first summer that I finally got out of school . But no really, it's been an awesome summer! )

It's been a while since I've updated so a lot has happened. Lemme think...
*I went camping and there I had my first try at cannoing. I think we rowed for 5 hours, and man I sure got the worst sunburn ever then. xD Oooh, and I never got wet! Well, until I reached shore at least, then I tripped into the lake! LOL.
*Went to two different amusement park/water park's this summer: Magic Springs and Wild River country. Had a great time! Though riding a dark water slide backwards and nearly falling out seems to stick out in my memory... xD
*Other great stuff that happened was at Camp. I had such a great time all 5 days, it was just crazy and amazing being with my youth group! Priceless! ^_^


Well, I don't really have a huge amount of stuff to say, I just thought I'd let you guys know what I've been up to.


~AngelzTears ]]> ~AngelzTears http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/8357400/ http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/8357400/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 19:23:07 PDT *Listening to: "Reason to believe" by Jaci Velasquez. Some music by BarlowGirl and Avril L.
*Looking forward to: Camping
*Currently interested in: Looking at sweet Asian gals in angel costumes. lol
*Working on: Just finished 'Ayumi Angel' artwork this morning (you can find it in my Gallery). + Trying to find a good routine for school and my other interests to fit together. + Getting ready for a light hearted "Slave auction" that I'll be participating in to help pay for my Summer Camp (In June).
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I've finally gotten the chance to settle down and write a little something today.
My 16th birthday was a few days ago, Wednesday to be exact. I had a lovely time going out to see "8 Below" with some guys from my Youth Group. I didn't tell them that it was my birthday, and yet some of them said they got this overwhelming feeling that they should get me something. lol. I got this wonderful perfume from one of their Mother's and one of the guys gave me a silly looking plush cat that I randomly named "meatloaf".. *Laughs* So yeah, that was fun. In the end I told them it was my birthday right as I was leaving. They all gave me bewildered looks, like it was some huge shock that I didn't tell them earlier that day. It was interesting getting to see their reaction..

The only thing that I have much to talk about other than that would be Ice Skating a week or two ago. I was scared at first, I didn't think I could even stand up. I did pretty good though, so no worries. It was easier than Rollerblades in my opinion, I always seemed to somehow manage to Rollerblade backwards in those things anyway. lol.
I held on to the rail about half of the time that I was there, then I held on to one of the guy's sleeve for a while after that... lol. But, I did go and skate solo after that.
I fell five times. I landed on my bracelet and broke it, then I smashed my hand and it started bleeding. Then most painfully, I broke (or at least chipped) my tail bone. When I got home I was expecting a huge bruise on my backside, when I didn't see anything I knew it had to have been deeper damage. I could hardly walk for about 3 days, then after that it's been more of a dull pain. It still hurts though, and my hand is still scraped. It'll get better soon, I'm sure. My hand, at least. Too bad my bracelet can't heal. And as for my tailbone, well, I wish you could put a cast on it just for kicks, but, unfortunately that's not gonna happen. LOL. Okay, I'm kidding. A cast there would be hilarious. Ack, I sure wish it'd stop hurting though.

Oh, and do you ever get the feeling that you're always saying all the wrong/stupid things to really awesome people? Yeah... I kept doing that this week. It's like every time I opened my mouth to speak it eventually ended up somehow being taken as an insult or offensive. I don't talk much anyway, I want to say really nice or cool things, but nothing seems to have come out right here lately...
I think it might be my lack of sleep that's doing me in, but still, I have to be more careful of what I'm saying. Especially to the people I care a lot about, I really, really, don't want to hurt anyone. I've apologized to several people this week, but they didn't seem even the least bit offended in any way, so... I guess that's good. I should still be more careful in the future, though.


Ah well, I wish I could chat more, I don't think that I can sit much longer, though. My tailbone is hurting like crazy... That, and there is one last slice of cake begging to be eaten... O_O Yummm... ]]> ~AngelzTears http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/8244186/ http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/8244186/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 08:50:17 PST Curious, stressed, kinda lonely
*Listening to: 'Speak for me', by Jaci Velasquez. 'I will carry you', by Clay Aiken.
*Looking forward to: Ice Skating, my 16th Birthday
*Working on: Eh.. 3D character requests; "Slightly exaggerated Adventures" X-mas party comic (page 2) ; school work.... I forgot the other ones. Oh, I know! I need to working on sleeping... Yeah, that was it. Oh dude, X-TREME SLEEPING!!! (Disclaimer: *Sigh* Yes, I borrowed "x-treme sleeping" from my Brother's whacked out imagination, just so ya know, bro. lol!)
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Hey cyberspace people! What's up?
You know, I typically like writing in online journals fairly much, but the gray Deviant art site... It just looks so boring in the journal section. :s This site needs some nice blue skins, ya know!

*Rude awakening:
Well, I'm up "early" this morning. This past week or two I've been sleeping in since I got used to that from when I got sick. So it's been really hard to get myself to get up in the mornings. Till today, that is. I woke up to the sound of a cat meowing at the edge of my bed. I just rolled over and said "Not today kitty". Sometimes my kitty, Oreo, will come and visit me in the mornings. But the thing is, Oreo never stops moving. She is a wiggle worm and it's impossible to get any sleep when she's around.
Besides, she hogs all of the covers.
So I just ignored her while she jumped on me. It worked, until I moved my feet under the covers. -WHAM!- She pounced on my poor little unsuspecting feet, and she scratched me through three blanket and still made me bleed. Yaaouch! O_O;
I don't remember what entirely I said. I think it consisted of "Ouch!" and "Don't!", though....
But yeah, my Mom came in after my yelling and took the cat outside to get some breakfast. So, the cat gets breakfast while I bleeeeeeddd. lol. I didn't know I was bleeding though. I was just thinking that this scratch seemed to hurt more than it usually would have, so I got a flash light to take a look at it. Meh. It wasn't exactly what I was planning on waking up to, but at least I was awake, right?

It still hurts... Me poor foot! *laughs* Sorry, that just sounds... wrong...
Of course, you probably don't care even the least bit about that. If you do, then... Well, give your self a pat on the back for being an awesome person! *Pat* *Pat*
Unless, of course, you don't care.. Then you don't get any pats. *No pat* *No pat*


*Ice Sk8ing:
Anyway, I was hoping to go Ice Skating this week.. Yeah, me... Ice Skating... That should be interesting! lol. Unbelievably I have managed to injur both of my feet. My left from the cat scratching me, as I just wrote about, and I have not even the slightest clue how I bruised my right foot. All I know is that it hurts.

Well, that was a short entry.. So now you're going to come away from reading this thinking, "Wow. That girl likes to talk about her feet." Gaaahhh.... O_O;



*Disappointments and a hungry little kitten:
Ever get your heart set on going somewhere, and then it turns out that you can't get a ride there? Yeah, that's what happened yesterday. I get why I couldn't go, my Mother was sick and my Father was working late. So I wasn't mad or anything, just reaaaallly disappointed. It took me two hours to get over it, as well. I don't know why! For the first hour I was restless, and for the second hour I was all emotional and what not. *Sigh* Ah, the joys of being a girl...
I've noticed something kinda weird though, every time I get disappointed I want to make Peanut butter Cookies and play Prince of Persia on my G... ]]> ~AngelzTears http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/8140147/ http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/8140147/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 13:48:16 PST Listening to: Ashlee Simpson remixes,
Drawing: Nothing atm.
Reading: 127 new messages (28D, 10H, 22M, 29C, 21F, 17J)
Writing: What I'm typing. No... or.. yeah. yes I am! Stop looking at meh! O_O;
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Chairs and this morning... Ooohhh:
So, I'm just sitting here... In a chair... Why? Uhm, well........ I can't reach the keyboard as well if I'm standing, so there is your reason for everything.
Yep. Well, I haven't been up to much today. I went to Church and my whole usual Sunday routine...

Student conference trip + The Band:
Oh! I just realized that I never posted about what happened at my trip a few weeks ago. Interested? *Looks around - the people who are still alive from hearing me type so much are hiding under the couch* Great, you all look so enthusiastic today!
Well, I won't bore you with details, but I had an amazing time. I really got the chance to talk about some much needed things... I tend to let things build up inside, you know. So it was good to let go.
*cough* so yeah, that was awesome. It was a student conference, and I think I learned a lot while I was there.
Not to mention I got to MEET and get ARUTOGRAPHS from the band, 'By The Tree' (Never heard of 'em? ... I hadn't either, until the day that I met them. Gehehe). They were awesome, I got their CD too (Signed). That was great....

So-called "Hotel" + Sleepless + Meh poor chaperone's:
The one downside to the student conference was that we had to stay at a hotel. The conference lasts two days, and we were 5 hours away from home.
Gag. The "hotel" was so lame we could barely open the doors. We paid good money for our hotel, then got transferred to another one that was totally cheap looking. Holes in the walls, stuck doors, cold shower water, alarm clocks that were missing buttons... Coffee pots in the bathroom... Clothing irons on the walls... Weird place.
I couldn't sleep there either, so I stayed up the whole night and never slept. Ugh. But that gave me a perfectly good excuse to cry if I should need to. hehe. I mentioned that I might be a wee bit emotional from the lack of sleep (and I was). That made the trip a little bit more exciting for the chaperone's though, watching me nearly pass out in my salad from lack of sleep. You know, the whole 'ssspppllaaaattttt' thing was totally going on with me and that salad.
Uhm.... Errr.... Totally... Dude.... Or something..
They kinda freaked out about my shaky health and all. They're still following me around church to make sure that I'm "alive" and everything. lol. O_o
-Anyway, yeah that was a great time that I had there at the student conference and with some amazingly sweet people. My wubs 'em lots. :3

Slowly the end of ramblings come (yes, it's true. After reading so much already).
Since then ^The student conference^ I've pretty much just had the flu. lol. Wooh that was fun. <_<
Other than that, I've finally gotten back to working with 3D art and getting on the PC within the past few days. I'm working on a Resident Evil based level (Been working on it since 2004) and it's going pretty well at the moment. Though I've got a lot of work left to go. Bleh. It's so slow going. X_x Small steps eventually get to the finish line, riiiight??? I hope so.
Anyhoo, I think I hear some peanut butter cookies calling my name. So I shall go search for them (Knowing that we don't have any. - I'm waiting for them to magically cook themselves for me! O_O). Great. So now I'm a cook.... U_U I shall go cook then! ^_^;

Be free! (but not cheap. yo. :3)

~@t. ]]> ~AngelzTears http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/7984251/ http://AngelzTears.deviantart.com/journal/7984251/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 19:10:01 PST Listening to: 'Flag' by Rachael Lampa, 'Angel' by Kelly Clarkson...
Drawing: An under-water diver art piece.
Reading: 81 new messages (25D, 4H, 20M, 23C, 3F, 6J)
Writing: What I'm typing right now.
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Humm... I guess it's about time that I tried out this whole journal thing. *Ponders*
Not that I really have a whole lot to say at the moment. Normally if you gave me a pencil and paper, or let me jump on my computer and go online, it'd be hard to quiet me down.
I don't talk much in "real life" though, you'd be lucky to get me to say even 10 words on a good day. Online I usually have something to say... Today everything seems to be in shut down in me, moving slow to make sure I don't upset any thoughts..
Feels like I'm treading through water, not knowing if I might slip under or if I'll find higher ground... All I know is that at the moment my head is above water, I just don't know how long that will last.
It's been a rough week.

I was going to paint a picture of how I was feeling. The sketch looked good, but not postable quality. I was going to add color to it, but nothing looked right and I felt uninspired with it. So left that one alone and I started working on a picture of a diver underwater..
Actually, I still seem to have painted how I feel in that picture anyway. Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to change what I was drawing after all, the diver picture turned out pretty well I think.
I'll upload it in just a minute, then post a link to it.
(Edit: ) Okie dokies, here it is! [link]

So... What else? Oh, I won't be back online till Sunday evening. I'm going on a trip tomorrow and I won't be back until then. I'm really looking forward to it. I know that it's going to be a lot of fun and I'm really looking forward to it.
And at this point in time, I could really use a boost of something really positive. It'll help the way that I'm feeling a lot I think. Not just the trip it's self, but also just to be with the people there. They're really carrying me through right now.. I hate feeling like a dead weight to someone, but I'm determined not to just let myself slip away.
I'm not afraid of what the future holds. I'm afraid of giving up. Hopefully fear of that will keep me far away from that destination...

Anyway.. If you read all of that, thanks for reading it! I guess I just needed to talk or whatever..
Oh, but do know that I'm usually not this morbid! *laughs* Hopefully I'll get back up on my feet soon. ]]> ~AngelzTears