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ANYWAYS.

So my girlfriend's parents most likely know we're dating...Which is a big no-no in their book, since her mom is homophobic. ._. So things might get a little rough for me soon...But work with me, okay?

Also, I decided on contest winners. Kind of. The only exception was Eve. I couldn't decide on someone for Eve simply because she's very special to me, and none of the contestants for her really seemed to "fit". So I may considered more entries...But for now, the only way I see her getting a mate is through roleplaying.

Winners -

For Roxubelle: 's Kadaver [link]
For Aram: 's Kairavini [link]

So to the people who won, expect a couple picture of your entry that won and all. Those who didn't win won't get anything. I'm sorry. D: I'm a little crunched for time right now!

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/28516650/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/28516650/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 19:03:24 PST
And I'm leaving Wednesday morning at the crack of freaking dawn to go see my sister and her husband for Thanksgiving. -dies- I'll be away until Sunday night...I'll try to work out getting my hands on a computer of some sort so I can get on and chat still.

But besides that, I HAVE to tell you all something. LOL As you all know, I got accepted into my first choice college and that I'm going to be going with my girlfriend. It's been like a barrage of comments ever since. xD Our college facilitator, Mrs. Martinez, keeps gushing about how cute it is that we're going to go to the same college and be in marching band together and all straight out of high school...And so many people, upon hearing that we're going to go to the same college and come out to our parents after graduate and all that fun mess, have (quite seriously) asked us if we're going to get married. We never answer them. Neither one of us know exactly how to respond to that.

I mean, we're still considerably young...And we've only been dating for a little over 2 months this time around. (Collectively about 6 months all together, counting the first time we dated, too.) Though she keeps telling me how she plans on going nowhere, and she's not going to make the same mistake and leave me like she did months ago. It even got to the point where she was beating herself up over the fact she broke up with me months ago, and how we could of been dating for 9 months if she hadn't of been "stupid" and went on about the whole thing...It took me throwing popcorn in her face the other night to distract her from her rambling. xD

But how do you even know you've found "The One"? It's a stupid and naive question to ask, but I am a naive person. x3 I could go on for hours about Brigette, but never really do her any justice. She's one of those genuinely good people that attracts everyone.

- - - - -

ALSO, my contest is still open! Go enter now!

Contest located here: [link]

Prizes are still the same, unfortunately. The people who win will be getting a couple picture of their entry that won and all. Those who didn't win won't get anything. I'm sorry. D: I'm a little crunched for time though!

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/27721391/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/27721391/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 18:57:13 PST I'll be off in January to go get my schedule, and then I'm off to BGSU in the fall of next year. I can't believe I got in!

I had a meltdown today when I got the acceptance email, since they do emails and regular letters in the mail. I laughed hysterically and was a huge, sobbing mess. But that's okay. I got into the college I wanted, almost like Fate is finally handing me great and amazing things, and I'll be off to Ohio this winter for a visit and then off in the late summer or early fall to get settled in for classes.

Life couldn't get any better than this. <3

ALSO, my contest is still open! Go enter now!

Contest located here: [link]

Prizes are still the same, unfortunately. The people who win will be getting a couple picture of their entry that won and all. Those who didn't win won't get anything. I'm sorry. D: I'm a little crunched for time though!

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/27713481/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/27713481/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 18:47:11 PDT
Things are going well with me love life, too. <3 I'll spare you guys the gush, though. LOL She makes me so damn happy, though. It's a little ridiculous. xD

And since the contest has died, I decided on winners for it.

For Eve: Sage's Felicya [link]
For Roxubelle: Eternalstartrail's Malakai [link]
For Aram: Sage's Oceans [link]

And because I have little time anymore, I'm changing the prizes. The people who won will be getting a couple picture of whoever won and all. Those who didn't win won't get anything. I'm sorry. D: I'm a little crunched for time though!

XO,
Mallory

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/27141522/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/27141522/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 20:49:12 PDT [link]

BUT anyways...Life is so crazy now I don't know which way is up. xD

My college classes started Tuesday...I already have a boatload of homework due for just 2 classes...How fun. -_- My AP Literature class is looking like it might kick me in the behind, too, but so far it's been smooth sailing...Shakespeare, on the other hand, not so good. D: I get so nervous when I go to perform, it's ridiculous. My teacher thought I was going to pass out because I was shaking so badly when I got off stage.

I wasn't about to tell her I was about to pass out. LOL

But marching band season has officially kicked up into high gear as well...My busiest month will be next month. I have a competition on every weekend but October 24th, which is my school's homecoming dance. I'm so excited!

And on another plus side to life, my ex (the good one, not the psycho xD), and I have gotten back together!

Here's the story!

She told me about how she liked me Thursday night, because I had asked her who she liked (since she said she liked someone in a myspace survey)...And she apologized for even breaking up with me in the first place, and how it was a stupid decision on her part and she regretted it and she felt horrible for all the stuff she put me through over the summer.

And she was so stressed out about ruining our friendship, I laughed. xD I told her that I still liked her, and she was ecstatic. She told me she had this huge speech planned out but I kinda ruined it by asking her earlier than she was intending on telling me. lol And she told me that she wanted to ask me out in person on Friday at school, instead of over a computer.

She was so nervous that morning she could hardy speak, so she ended up asking me out during our AP Literature class. It was one of the most adorable things ever. <3

And Friday night at our school's football game, we got into a deep conversation about everything...And I told her about how some of our friends will be upset because they disapproved and told me not to tell her that I still liked her and all, because they were worried that I'd get hurt again. She was quiet for a few minutes, before saying, "Well, I never meant to hurt you the first time and I promise I won't do that ever again...You deserved so much better than all the crap I put you through, and you have no idea what it means to me that you're giving me a second chance."

I about cried when she said that. But I had to stop myself because I was all glittered up for our band performance at half time that night, and I had no time to get pretty again if I had cried. LOL

I feel like I'm floating on a cloud, despite the insanity in my life. <3

With love,

XO Mallory

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/26781270/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/26781270/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 18:14:51 PDT

To whoever enters: You have a choice between 4 characters - 2 mares and 2 stallions. I will provide information for each character, so problems do not arise. You CAN enter multiple times. If you choose to keep the mate who wins that you created, please in form me so we can discuss things. If you choose NOT to keep them, tell me so I can get a web page created for him/her and so on.

Rules:
1. Line art is acceptable, but I'd prefer your own artwork.
2. I'd like stats and a history of your submission to be available.
3. Please keep in mind my character(s) personality, orientation, etc.
4. You can enter already created characters. But I'd like a submission of a picture, stats, and history just like created mates.
5. Have fun!

The Characters:

1. Nevermoroe (Eve) [link] : Faerie Unicorn, 26 years old in human years, Bisexual.

Has never loved before, but had been previously arranged to be partnered with a stallion who died in a war. His death alone somewhat scarred her, and makes her shy away from normal affection. Any additional information and her picture can be found on her website. (The link has been provided next to her name.)

Entries:

1. - [link]
2. - [link]
3.
4.
5.

2. Roxubelle [link] : Desert Pegicorn x Lust Unicorn, Late 20's to mid 30's in human years, Straight.

Has had two previous mates; one who was the father of two of her children, and another who had started as one of her closest friends. She has no contact with either of them now - and both relationships have left her bitter. She's considered one of my "darker" characters. Any additional information and her picture can be found on her website. (The link has been provided next to her name.)

Entries:

1. - [link]
2. - [link]
3. - [link]
4.
5.

3. Aram Ithil Ore (Aram) [link] : Sirène, Appears to be in his 40's, Straight.

Has had multiple mates before, but all have either left him for another or disappeared. He is my oldest... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/26698480/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/26698480/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 18:12:21 PDT
School for me starts tomorrow. Woo! My schedule is all fucked up, so I get to sit in the guidance office for the first 3 hours of my school day tomorrow to fix it because I'm missing 3 classes out of 8. So it looks like I have 2 classes tomorrow, and then 3 on Friday. Isn't that amazing? HAH.

I will try to reply to roleplays tomorrow, my loves! Depending on my stress level, we'll see how that goes.

Also, the contest is still open. I think I'm going to leave it open for quite a while...So keep entering!

With love,
x Mallory

- - - - -

That's right! I decided to go through with my idea, no matter how lame it is.

To whoever enters: You have a choice between 4 characters - 2 mares and 2 stallions. I will provide information for each character, so problems do not arise. You CAN enter multiple times. If you choose to keep the mate who wins that you created, please in form me so we can discuss things. If you choose NOT to keep them, tell me so I can get a web page created for him/her and so on.

Rules:
1. Line art is acceptable, but I'd prefer your own artwork.
2. I'd like stats and a history of your submission to be available.
3. Please keep in mind my character(s) personality, orientation, etc.
4. You can enter already created characters. But I'd like a submission of a picture, stats, and history just like created mates.
5. Have fun!

The Characters:

1. Nevermoroe (Eve) [link] : Faerie Unicorn, 26 years old in human years, Bisexual.

Has never loved before, but had been previously arranged to be partnered with a stallion who died in a war. His death alone somewhat scarred her, and makes her shy away from normal affection. Any additional information and her picture can be found on her website. (The link has been provided next to her name.)

Entries:

1. - [link]
2. - [link]
3.
4.
5.

2. Roxubelle [link] : Desert Pegicorn x Lust Unicorn, Late 20's to mid 30's in human years, Straight.

Has had two previous mates; one who was the father of two of her children, and another who had started as one of her closest friends. She has no contact with either of them now - and both relationships have left her bitter. She's considered one of my "darker" characters. Any additional information and her picture can be found on her website. (The link has been provided next to her name.)

Entries:

1. ... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/26002437/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/26002437/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 15:27:36 PDT Pictures of the car are coming soon.

But for now, I will start on those foals I promised you, Callie. x3 If I have your stallions' pictures still saved...

And don't forget about the contest!

Starting this week, I will be away at band camp for the next two weeks. It's only for a couple of hours during the day, but it will still eat away at my internet time - especially one of my prime times. D: That and I'm 70% sure that my captain will be staying with me, or kidnapping me so I can hang out with her. lol So I might not even make it home until late at night.
My band camp schedule goes:
- August 3-7 from 1:00 pm to 3:30 pm
- August 10-14 from 9:30 am to 11:00 am & 1:00 pm to 3:30 pm

Also, on the weekends I will be away either riding or helping my friend adjust to being a flag girl, (yes, I'm a flag girl - or color guard as your school might call it), so my time during the weekends will also be shorter.

AND on top of ALL of that, I start school on August 20th. And once school starts, my focus will be split four different ways - color guard, school, fixing my car, and working my horse. My senior year is going to be a little tough because I'm taking a couple AP classes and college classes, as well as the traditional classes. So if I disappear for a couple of days at a time, I'm most likely drowning in a sea of homework. xD

On a side note, the contest will still run for the next two weeks. So keep on entering! Enter as many times as you want!

With love,
x Mallory

- - - - -

That's right! I decided to go through with my idea, no matter how lame it is.

To whoever enters: You have a choice between 4 characters - 2 mares and 2 stallions. I will provide information for each character, so problems do not arise. You CAN enter multiple times. If you choose to keep the mate who wins that you created, please in form me so we can discuss things. If you choose NOT to keep them, tell me so I can get a web page created for him/her and so on.

Rules:
1. Line art is acceptable, but I'd prefer your own artwork.
2. I'd like stats and a history of your submission to be available.
3. Please keep in mind my character(s) personality, orientation, etc.
4. You can enter already created characters. But I'd like a submission of a picture, stats, and history just like created mates.
5. Have fun!

The Characters:

1. Nevermoroe (Eve) [link] : Faerie Unicorn, 26 years old in human years, Bisexual.

Has never loved before, but had been previously arranged to be partnered with a stallion who died in a war. His death alone somewhat scarred her, and makes her shy away from normal affection. Any additional information and her picture can be found on her website. (The link has been provided next to her name.)

Entries:

1. - [link]
2. - [link]
3.
4.
5.

2. Roxubelle http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25973725/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 21:37:29 PDT
Thoughts?

- - - - -

Looking for roleplays, still. NOTE me or IM me. I actually get rps started that way.

Almost all of my characters' pages are now complete.

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25814568/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25814568/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 10:06:55 PDT
I miss those days where I was in a perpetual bliss and I wasn't receiving threats from family and friends every other day or so.

I know they mean the best. I can't help it if I don't want to eat. I'm not hungry. I'm never hungry anymore. And I can't help it if I can't sleep. I can't help it if my mind is mulling over the possibilities in my head. What if I had tried a little harder? What if she never "lost interest"? What if Bo had never come in between us?

I hope he's damn proud of himself. He made her stronger, but he tore me apart unknowingly. Or maybe he does know. I hope he's happy with himself. Maybe I'll get lucky and the guilt will eat him alive. Or karma will bite him in the ass. Karma is a bigger bitch than I could ever be.

I spent all the time I was awake last night and this morning thinking of nothing but her, and watched the sun start its climb into the sky. I hate myself, because I know the second I call her or she calls me her voice will instantly make me smile - despite the fact how much I hurt inside, and hurt a little more with every hang up. And no matter how damn angry I am, or how much I cry, she can always make me laugh. Where the fuck is the justice in that?

I guess I'm just not getting my fairytale ending.

- - - - -

Looking for roleplays, still. NOTE me or IM me. I actually get rps started that way.

All of my characters' pages are now complete.

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

To Do:

1. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
2. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
3. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25768089/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25768089/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 06:38:18 PDT

And...It's also my birthday today! I'm officially 17! Woo!

Looking for roleplays, still. NOTE me or IM me. I actually get rps started that way.

- - - - -

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

To Do:

1. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
2. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
3. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25618793/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25618793/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 23:38:19 PDT If I died today, would you regret never telling me how you truly felt?

I'll be away from tomorrow until Sunday. Gotta love 4th of July for us Americans. D|

But then again, this little break might be good for me. Because, as of lately, I've been in a very...down mood. My mom thinks I might be depressed. My dad thinks it's just PMS. Hah. Gotta love dads, eh?

Looking for roleplays, still. NOTE me or IM me. I actually get rps started that way.

- - - - -

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

To Do:

1. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
2. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
3. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25503795/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25503795/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 19:53:36 PDT
I swear upon my soul.

I knew I didn't like him. Not one bit.

So, if I suddenly disappear for a few days...You all will know that I went through with my promise.

EDIT: Alright...I think I'm going to confuse you if I don't explain myself further.

There was another reason why my ex and I broke up. She had feelings for someone else, and knew it wasn't right to lead me on. So she ended things. And I appreciate the fact she was honest with me.

But despite everyone's warnings about this guy, who is notorious for being a player, she started hanging around with him and falling harder and harder. All we could do is watch and wait. And be there to pick up the broken pieces once he tore her to shreds and left her used, broken, and all alone. And that alone killed me. Not being able to protect her from a visible threat was the easiest way to cripple me.

And the bomb was dropped tonight. He finally admitted he was using her. And it got around to her, and from her to me. She pissed off, as you might imagine...But I swear to whatever divine being is listening if he shows his sorry ass at a friend's house Thursday, he's getting a earful from and and quite possibly a good punch or two to emphasize my point.

Because, as crazy at is all might be...Whether it be lingering feelings or the fact she's like my best friend now...I feel like I need to be protecting what's mine. I'm tempted to compare it to the animal kingdom. Mess with one's mate, and deal with their partner. Like a male protecting his female. You know?

That's how I feel right now. If I was an animal, all hackles would be raised and teeth bared with snarling to match it.

And of all things, that confuses the hell out of me.

- - - - -

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

To Do:

1. Finish my Satine mare
2. Finish my Middle Eastern mare
3. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
4. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
5. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25335280/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25335280/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:08:41 PDT
Yeah. That's what I feel.

It's sitting on my chest. I feel the weight of it caving my chest in.

- - - - -

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

To Do:

1. Finish Felix's picture
2. For - Ocean's Memories x Aram Ithil Ore Foal (One foal, female)
3. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
4. For Shigeru x Roxubelle Foal (One foal, male)
5. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
6. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25317149/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25317149/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 20:37:18 PDT
They might know why. Or they have a general idea.

If you don't know, don't ask. This isn't my place to share any information.

- - - - -

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

To Do:

1. Finish Felix's picture
2. For - Ocean's Memories x Aram Ithil Ore Foal (One foal, female)
3. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
4. For Shigeru x Roxubelle Foal (One foal, male)
5. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
6. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25233295/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25233295/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 10:29:35 PDT
It means, my friends, I'm single again. Oh well...Better to of loved and lost, than to never loved at all.

On a bright note...I'm looking for roleplays! I need something to fill up my time over the summer. So, if you're interested, take a look on my website and then send me a note or an IM. I'm rarely on AIM, so try to get me on MSN.

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

Also, my breeding season is closed due to lack of interest. I might take a few requests, though. Note me if you're interested.

- - - - -

To Do:

1. Finish Felix's picture
2. For - Ocean's Memories x Aram Ithil Ore Foal (One foal, female)
3. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
4. For Shigeru x Roxubelle Foal (One foal, male)
5. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
6. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25183451/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25183451/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 16:49:48 PDT
On a bright note...I'm looking for roleplays! I need something to fill up my time over the summer. So, if you're interested, take a look on my website and then send me a note or an IM. I'm rarely on AIM, so try to get me on MSN.

Go here for the website: [link]

MSN: bleedingverdict@hotmail.com
AIM: BleedingVerdict

- - - - -

Also, my breeding season is closed due to lack of interest. I might take a few requests, though. Note me if you're interested.

- - - - -

To Do:

1. Finish Felix's picture
2. For - Ocean's Memories x Aram Ithil Ore Foal (One foal, female)
3. For Finale x Pluto Ferdinand Foal (One foal, male)
4. For Shigeru x Roxubelle Foal (One foal, male)
5. For Alique x Nylee Foal (Twin males)
6. For Tatsuya x Brigette Nicole Foal (Twin females)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25074463/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/25074463/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 17:02:57 PDT
Normally, it would just be next week, but one of my best friends decided to run away with her girlfriend. So I'm stressing over her, and worrying that she might do something stupid like get married since her and her girlfriend are going to Massachusetts.

And I get to talk to the police. OH THE JOY.

But...I probably won't be in the best of moods if you do catch me. And if I snap at you...I'm sorry. I apologize a head of time.

ALSO, my equine characters' websites have been mostly completed. Go here: [link] to see them!

- - - - -

I've decided to reopen my breeding season. The listed characters only have 1 or 2 slots open, so snag them while you can. I may open a few more, depending on the turn out.

On a side note, I've been doing alot of thinking lately...And I think I'm going to breed Bella to a few stallions. obviously one breeding is taken by Aqua, (I can't wait for that foal! <3), but one or two more slots would be open. She is my fursona, even more so than Serafina - and thus is very special to me. All of her children, even the "dead" ones (i.e. her twins from Quest, etc), are also very special to me.

Which means I'd be extremely picky over the father(s).

My reason? I doubt she's going to find a mate. Ever. And I've been wanting a Bella baby for ages now, but I don't want her to have anymore illegitimate children. I want them to be able to know their lineage.

So she has 2 slots open in my new breeding season. If you wish to breed to her, submit your stallion's stats and an available picture. I will review him, and either approve or deny him.

- - - - -

What will go down is, you will post a comment, stating "I want ____ to breed with ___" I will need your character's name, and a reference picture or detailed description would be helpful. Then, you will make a breeding picture. It doesn't have to be much. After I have received the breeding picture, I will flip a coin and get the basics, and design the foal(s). I will add you to this journal, to show you how the process is going along.

I'll be flipping with a coin for number:

Heads: Single foal
Tails: Twins
If I feel generous enough, triplets will be possible.

A coin will also be flipped for the gender of each individual foal.

Heads: Female
Tails: Male

If it is one child, you will get the character. If two, you will get one character, and if there are triplets, then you will get two characters.

Characters up for breeding:

Stallions:

NEW ADDITION;; Aram Ithil Ore: OPEN [link] [link]
(His large height and massive build may be passed onto his male children. It's very rare his female children will receive his height/stature. May possibly pass on markings and his fins.)
1. Ocean's Memories - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Cobalt Caspian: [link]
(Slight chance that his immortality will be passed on. Markings and horn are possible. All of his children will be demi-gods.)
1.
2.

Pluto Ferdinand: [link]
(Markings and horn are possible. Wings may be passed on.)
1. Finale - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Abhishek: [link]
(Markings are possible. Slim chance of the holographic gene being passed.)
1. Lorstia - [link] - Twins; One male and one female; in design -
2.

Mares

NEW ADDITION;; Rosa Bella: OPEN (Limited Slots) [link]... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24743350/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24743350/ Mon, 25 May 2009 17:10:28 PDT
More doodles are coming. I've been on an artistic streak lately and I have no idea why.

ALSO, my equine characters' websites have been mostly completed! Go here: [link] to see them!

- - - - -

I've decided to reopen my breeding season. The listed characters only have 1 or 2 slots open, so snag them while you can. I may open a few more, depending on the turn out.

On a side note, I've been doing alot of thinking lately...And I think I'm going to breed Bella to a few stallions. obviously one breeding is taken by Aqua, (I can't wait for that foal! <3), but one or two more slots would be open. She is my fursona, even more so than Serafina - and thus is very special to me. All of her children, even the "dead" ones (i.e. her twins from Quest, etc), are also very special to me.

Which means I'd be extremely picky over the father(s).

My reason? I doubt she's going to find a mate. Ever. And I've been wanting a Bella baby for ages now, but I don't want her to have anymore illegitimate children. I want them to be able to know their lineage.

So she has 2 slots open in my new breeding season. If you wish to breed to her, submit your stallion's stats and an available picture. I will review him, and either approve or deny him.

- - - - -

What will go down is, you will post a comment, stating "I want ____ to breed with ___" I will need your character's name, and a reference picture or detailed description would be helpful. Then, you will make a breeding picture. It doesn't have to be much. After I have received the breeding picture, I will flip a coin and get the basics, and design the foal(s). I will add you to this journal, to show you how the process is going along.

I'll be flipping with a coin for number:

Heads: Single foal
Tails: Twins
If I feel generous enough, triplets will be possible.

A coin will also be flipped for the gender of each individual foal.

Heads: Female
Tails: Male

If it is one child, you will get the character. If two, you will get one character, and if there are triplets, then you will get two characters.

Characters up for breeding:

Stallions:

NEW ADDITION;; Aram Ithil Ore: OPEN [link] [link]
(His large height and massive build may be passed onto his male children. It's very rare his female children will receive his height/stature. May possibly pass on markings and his fins.)
1. Ocean's Memories - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Cobalt Caspian: [link]
(Slight chance that his immortality will be passed on. Markings and horn are possible. All of his children will be demi-gods.)
1.
2.

Pluto Ferdinand: [link]
(Markings and horn are possible. Wings may be passed on.)
1. Finale - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Abhishek: [link]
(Markings are possible. Slim chance of the holographic gene being passed.)
1. Lorstia - [link] - Twins; One male and one female; in design -
2.

Mares

NEW ADDITION;; Rosa Bella: OPEN (Limited Slots) [link] [link]
(Markings are pos... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24615975/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24615975/ Wed, 06 May 2009 10:21:26 PDT
My mom had surgery friday. She now has 8 screws and 2 rods in her back to help with the fractured disk. She might be home on wednesday...That's what my dad and I are hoping for.

She's out of work for almost 2 months. And she can't drive for 3 or so months. Which means I'll be getting my permit soon so I can drive her around, since my dad leaves next month to go to Virginia for classes. Oh the joy...

But I'm home now. It's going to be tough to get used to sleeping alone...

Also, my online time on MSN will be limited for a few more days.

With love,
Mallory

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24312386/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24312386/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 19:53:20 PDT
I will not be on much on weekends for the next month, give or take. I have SAT's and Prom next weekend, something the weekend after that, and then the weekend after that (May 16th and 17th) I will be away on a trip until late that Sunday night. And then after that, on Memorial Day weekend, I won't have any computer access.

Oh the joys.

So...I'm going to cram in as much roleplaying as I can. Hit me up in a note or in a IM.

The website: [link]

The pages haven't been finished yet. So all you can see is some of their stats, pretty much.

Enjoy.

- - - - -

Pictures of my available characters are provided. Some are in desperate need of being redrawn. I apologize for the crappy quality of some of the pictures.

So if you wanna rp, hit me up in a note or one of my IMs! I only have MSN or Yahoo.

The Female Characters -

Equines:
1. Devangi [link]
2. Rosa Bella [link]
3. Nevermoroe (Prefers mares to stallions) [link]
4. Angeni Wachiwi [link]
5. Esme Velour (Violent) [link]
6. Roxubelle [link]
7. Aishwarya [link]
8. Jiao Lien [link]
9. Arwen Gwyneira [link]
10. Keahilani (Mare on the left) [link]
11. Brigette Nicole [link]
12. Nephthys Aishe [link]
13. Carmen [link]
14. Nylee [link]

Felines:
1. Stella Corina [link]
2. Rihra Rootdrum [link]
3. Esme Vivienne [link]
4. Crisalide Dellaterra [link]

The Male Characters -

Equines:
1. Aram Ithil Ore [link]
2. Pluto Ferdinand [link]
3. Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares) [link]
4. Cobalt Caspian [link]
5. Abhishek [link]
6. Acelin Mhai [link]
7. Vladimir Lucian (Number 2) [link]

Felines:
1. William Rahe [link]
2. Rasputin Zekial [link]
3. Gwydion [link]
4. Mkhai Ahmose [link]

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24265116/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24265116/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 21:27:35 PDT [link]

So...I've come to a slightly depressing conclusion.

Every time my girlfriend is out of state, due to her dad's check ups since he had brain surgery, I fall into a rut. I can't call it depression, because it's not that serious...But I can't be motivated to do anything. All I want to do is mope around the house until she calls.

Which is sad, considering I've been itching to draw lately. xD

And I realized the night before that I'm extremely protective of her...And I constantly worry about her when I can't see her. Since I stayed up until about 5 am yesterday morning, waiting for her to send me a text to tell me that her and her family were leaving. I was about 3 hours off. lol And I kept stressing until she sent me a Voice SMS message at like, 1 am this morning telling me she had made it there in one piece and everything was okay.

And the dorky thing is...I fell asleep after I listened to the message, after laying awake in bed for almost 3 hours.

I'm so whipped...

- - - - -

Okay. I seriously need some rping. I've been deprived. D:

Side note: Pictures of my available characters are provided. Some are in desperate need of being redrawn. I apologize for the crappy quality of some of the pictures.

So if you wanna rp, hit me up in a note or one of my IMs! I only have MSN or Yahoo.

The Female Characters -

Equines:
1. Devangi [link]
2. Rosa Bella [link]
3. Nevermoroe (Prefers mares to stallions) [link]
4. Angeni Wachiwi [link]
5. Esme Velour (Violent) [link]
6. Roxubelle [link]
7. Aishwarya [link]
8. Jiao Lien [link]
9. Arwen Gwyneira [link]
10. Keahilani (Mare on the left) [link]
11. Brigette Nicole [link]
12. Nephthys Aishe [link]
13. Carmen [link]
14. Nylee [link]

Felines:
1. Stella Corina [link]
2. Rihra Rootdrum [link]
3. Esme Vivienne [link]
4. Crisalide Dellaterra [link]

The Male Characters -

Equines:
1. Aram Ithil Ore [link]
2. Pluto Ferdinand [link]
3. Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares) [link]
4. Cobalt Caspian [link]
5. Abhishek [link]
6. Acelin Mhai [link]
7. Vladimir Lucian (Number 2) [link]

Felines:
1. William Rahe http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24100950/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 19:28:42 PDT [link]

Speaking of my breeding season, I'm closing it. I've got too much stuff from school to be doing anything than what I've already promised. If you've applied, and I haven't answered you....Then sorry. You lucked out.

I have one slot open for a select few characters who didn't get anyone. You must convince me to give you that one open slot. Otherwise they're forever closed, until I have the time to do a new season.

- - - - -

Okay. I seriously need some rping. I've been deprived. D:

Side note: Pictures of my available characters are provided. Some are in desperate need of being redrawn. I apologize for the crappy quality of some of the pictures.

So if you wanna rp, hit me up in a note or one of my IMs! I only have MSN or Yahoo.

The Female Characters -

Equines:
1. Devangi [link]
2. Rosa Bella [link]
3. Nevermoroe (Prefers mares to stallions) [link]
4. Angeni Wachiwi [link]
5. Esme Velour (Violent) [link]
6. Roxubelle [link]
7. Aishwarya [link]
8. Jiao Lien [link]
9. Arwen Gwyneira [link]
10. Keahilani (Mare on the left) [link]
11. Brigette Nicole [link]
12. Nephthys Aishe [link]
13. Carmen [link]
14. Nylee [link]

Felines:
1. Stella Corina [link]
2. Rihra Rootdrum [link]
3. Esme Vivienne [link]
4. Crisalide Dellaterra [link]

The Male Characters -

Equines:
1. Aram Ithil Ore [link]
2. Pluto Ferdinand [link]
3. Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares) [link]
4. Cobalt Caspian [link]
5. Abhishek [link]
6. Acelin Mhai [link]
7. Vladimir Lucian (Number 2) [link]

Felines:
1. William Rahe [link]
2. Rasputin Zekial [link]
3. Gwydion [link]
4. Mkhai Ahmose [link]

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24012682/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24012682/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:22:46 PDT [link]

Roleplay List: [link]

Stolen this from:

I thought it'd be fun to do.

Pick any of my characters in my gallery and I will tell you their:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/23971850/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/23971850/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 16:24:11 PDT [link]

Okay. I seriously need some rping. I've been deprived. D:

Side note: Pictures of my available characters are provided. Some are in desperate need of being redrawn. I apologize for the crappy quality of some of the pictures.

So if you wanna rp, hit me up in a note or one of my IMs! I only have MSN or Yahoo.

The Female Characters -

Equines:
1. Devangi [link]
2. Rosa Bella [link]
3. Nevermoroe (Prefers mares to stallions) [link]
4. Angeni Wachiwi [link]
5. Esme Velour (Violent) [link]
6. Roxubelle [link]
7. Aishwarya [link]
8. Jiao Lien [link]
9. Arwen Gwyneira [link]
10. Keahilani (Mare on the left) [link]
11. Brigette Nicole [link]
12. Nephthys Aishe [link]
13. Carmen [link]
14. Nylee [link]

Felines:
1. Stella Corina [link]
2. Rihra Rootdrum [link]
3. Esme Vivienne [link]
4. Crisalide Dellaterra [link]

The Male Characters -

Equines:
1. Aram Ithil Ore [link]
2. Pluto Ferdinand [link]
3. Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares) [link]
4. Cobalt Caspian [link]
5. Abhishek [link]
6. Acelin Mhai [link]
7. Vladimir Lucian (Number 2) [link]

Felines:
1. William Rahe [link]
2. Rasputin Zekial [link]
3. Gwydion [link]
4. Mkhai Ahmose [link]

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/23887773/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/23887773/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 15:00:18 PDT REOPENED

- - - - -

What will go down is, you will post a comment, stating "I want ____ to breed with ___" I will need your character's name, and a reference picture or detailed description would be helpful. Then, you will make a breeding picture. It doesn't have to be much. After I have received the breeding picture, I will flip a coin and get the basics, and design the foal(s). I will add you to this journal, to show you how the process is going along.

I'll be flipping with a coin for number:

Heads: Single foal
Tails: Twins
If I feel generous enough, triplets will be possible.

A coin will also be flipped for the gender of each individual foal.

Heads: Female
Tails: Male

If it is one child, you will get the character. If two, you will get one character, and if there are triplets, then you will get two characters.

Characters up for breeding:

Stallions:

NEW ADDITION;; Aram Ithil Ore: OPEN (Limited Slots) [link] [link]
(His large height and massive build may be passed onto his male children. It's very rare his female children will receive his height/stature. May possibly pass on markings and his fins.)
1. Ocean's Memories - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Cobalt Caspian: [link]
(Slight chance that his immortality will be passed on. Markings and horn are possible. All of his children will be demi-gods.)
1. Rose - [link] - Twins; One male and one female; in design -
2.

Pluto Ferdinand: [link]
(Markings and horn are possible. Wings may be passed on.)
1. Finale - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Abhishek: [link]
(Markings are possible. Slim chance of the holographic gene being passed.)
1. Lorstia - [link] - Twins; One male and one female; in design -
2.

Mares

NEW ADDITION;; Rosa Bella: OPEN (Limited Slots) [link] [link]
(Markings are possible, as well as some of her colors; may pass the holographic horn. Wings are passable, as well.)
1. (Accepting one or two, but I must approve.)

Roxubelle [link]
(Markings, lion's tail, and horn is possible. Lust abilities may be passed on.)
1. Shigeru - Flipping and waiting for the picture -

Angeni Wachiwi [link]
(Horn and markings are possible. All children will be demi-gods.)
1.
2.

Nylee [link]
(Markings and horn are possible. Very slim chance of passing on her lust abilities.)
1. ? - Flipping and waiting for the picture -
2.

Esmé Velour http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22891607/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 19:00:45 PDT
He will have limited slots. Meaning that, if you wish to breed with him, post a link to a picture of your mare and provide her stats for me. If I like her, I will accept her and then go about designing their foal after I receive their breeding picture.

This means I have full right to refuse your mare if I don't like her. So no bitching if I do. Got it?

- - - - -

So I decided to give this a try. Let's see how it goes...

What will go down is, you will post a comment, stating "I want ____ to breed with ___" I will need your character's name, and a reference picture or detailed description would be helpful. Then, you will make a breeding picture. It doesn't have to be much. After I have received the breeding picture, I will flip a coin and get the basics, and design the foal(s). I will add you to this journal, to show you how the process is going along.

I'll be flipping with a coin for number:

Heads: Single foal
Tails: Twins
If I feel generous enough, triplets will be possible.

A coin will also be flipped for the gender of each individual foal.

Heads: Female
Tails: Male

If it is one child, you will get the character. If two, you will get one character, and if there are triplets, then you will get two characters.

Characters up for breeding:

Stallions:

NEW ADDITION;; Aram Ithil Ore: OPEN (Limited Slots) [link] [link]
(His large height and massive build may be passed onto his male children. It's very rare his female children will receive his height/stature. May possibly pass on markings and his fins.)
1.
2.
3.

Cobalt Caspian: CLOSED [link]
(Slight chance that his immortality will be passed on. Markings and horn are possible. All of his children will be demi-gods.)
1. Shadow Fire - [link] - Twins; females; [link] -
2. De'ja'vu - [link] - Twins; females; [link] -
3. Rose - [link] - Twins; One male and one female; in design -
4. Ami - Twins, [link] and [link] -

Pluto Ferdinand: CLOSED [link]
(Markings and horn are possible. Wings may be passed on.)
1. Paranoia - [link] - Twins; one female and one male; in design -
2. Kiyomi - [link] - One foal; female; in design -
3. ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22597520/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22597520/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:35:49 PST
Oh well.

- - - - - -

I've decided to throw a contest!

It's quite simple, actually.

I want you to take my Bubba, (pictures provided in it's own folder in my gallery, of course), and design him into a character for me.

Please, try to remember he IS a big guy. 18 hands and 1400 lbs is not exactly small. Consider the fact that he's gentle. And please, please keep all of his markings.

Requirements:
1. Keep all of his markings. No exceptions.
2. Name him. I don't want a character to share his name. Don't ask why.

Otherwise, go crazy. If you want, make up a history for him to go along with his real life one. Add more markings, change his eye color, or whatever. Let your imagination go wild. I want to see how different people will make him or how close they'll get to the real Bubba.

1st place will get a hand drawn, re-outlined, computer colored picture of up to 2 characters of their choice. Do keep in mind I cannot do backgrounds with my art program, but the picture will be shaded.
There is no 2nd and 3rd.
Everyone who enters will get a headshot (shaded too) of their choice of character.

Contestants:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Deadline: February 1st. If you have a problem with the date, please let me know.

Post here if you wish to join!

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22373073/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22373073/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 19:32:58 PST EDIT: I have a new horse! <3

He's a stunning paint gelding nicknamed Seth. He doesn't have a registered name, but Mary,(the lady who's selling him to us), calls him Aspen's Sky.

He's sorrel with a flaxen mane and tail, minimal white splashes with 4 white stockings and a half white face. And he has two blue eyes!

Pictures are coming! <3

- - - - -

My thoroughbred, Bubba, is officially sold and gone.

He's going to a great home, where he'll be turned into the amazing jumper I know he can be. But it still broke my heart to watch him leave in the trailer today.

He's had a long history with me. I rescued him as a race track reject when he was just barely 2 years old. He had been abused, didn't trust people, and was claustrophobic. He was 16.2 hands tall and 850 lbs. He was seriously underweight, and was a very shy horse.

He would be my project for the next 3 years. He would become my baby; being my comfort when I needed to cry, and part of my reason to get out of my eating disorder and to be healthy again. However, in he ended up being too "hot" for me and has thrown me numerous times. I had changed my mind, as well, and decided I wanted to barrel race again. I can't exactly barrel race with a 18 hand thoroughbred.

So after months of internal fighting, I told my parents I wanted to sell him. To give him a chance to become the amazing jumper I know he could be, or whatever. He has the potential to go somewhere. He now has a new home with a woman who jumps professionally and has promised to work with him everyday. I've been granted visitation rights, (god I sound like a divorced parent), since the woman knows how hard it is for me to let him go.

- - - - -

EDIT

I've decided to throw a contest!

It's quite simple, actually.

I want you to take my Bubba, (pictures provided in it's own folder in my gallery, of course), and design him into a character for me.

Please, try to remember he IS a big guy. 18 hands and 1400 lbs is not exactly small. Consider the fact that he's gentle. And please, please keep all of his markings.

Requirements:
1. Keep all of his markings. No exceptions.
2. Name him. I don't want a character to share his name. Don't ask why.

Otherwise, go crazy. If you want, make up a history for him to go along with his real life one. Add more markings, change his eye color, or whatever. Let your imagination go wild. I want to see how different people will make him or how close they'll get to the real Bubba.

1st place will get a hand drawn, re-outlined, computer colored picture of up to 2 characters of their choice. Do keep in mind I cannot do backgrounds with my art program, but the picture will be shaded.
There is no 2nd and 3rd.
Everyone who enters will get a headshot (shaded too) of their choice of character.

Contestants:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Deadline: Not set yet. I want to see how many people will join first.

<... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/21426062/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/21426062/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 11:38:22 PST
My thoroughbred will be officially sold today or tomorrow. He's going to a good home, so I'm not too upset.

- - - - -

- Priority
- Major Priority
- Just because I can. xD

My to draw list:

-Nephthys Aishe
-Caspian
-Elle
-Aram
-Nylee
-Abhishek
-Ferdinand
-Esmé Velour, before she was torn up and disfigured
-Aishwarya
-Roxubelle

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/21177481/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/21177481/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 19:31:51 PDT

1. Name: Mallory
2. Nicknames: Anna, Emz, Mal, Max, Lulu.
3. Birthday: July 6th, 1992.
4. Place of Birth: U.S.A
5. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Education: Working on High School.
8. Schools you went to: Camp Lejeune High School.
9. Occupation: Student.
10. Residence: North Carolina.
11. Screen Names: bleedingverdict

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: Auburn.
13. Hair Length: Short and uber curly.
14. Eye colour: Dark Green.
15. Best Feature: Eyes, apparently.
16. Height: 5'7+
17. Braces?: Never.
18. Glasses?: Yup.
19. Piercing: One in each ear. I want my in my ears.
20. Tattoos: Not legal yet. I want A TON though.
21. Righty or Lefty: Right.

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Madeline.
23. First Award: Something for Girl Scouts.
24. First Sport You Joined: Competitive Swimming.
25. First Pet: Sammi the Blue Point Siamese Cat.
26. First Real Vacation: To DisneyLand.
27. First Concert: Souls Harbor and Allele.
28. First Love: Hmm. Good question. lol

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Phantom of the Opera, Sweeney Todd, and a ton of others.
30. TV Show: CSI and Ghost Hunter. I'm a dork. Whoot!
31. Color: All. I love the rainbow. <3 No pun intended.
32. Rocker: Idk.
33. Band: A ton.
34. Song Right Now: I Don't Care by Apocalyptica.
35. Friend: Sarah, Baylie, Arial, and Katie.
36. Candy: Any type of chocolate.
37. Sport to Play: Horseback Riding.
38. Restaurant: A Taste of Okinawa.
39. Favorite brand to wear: Idk
40. Store: Quite a few.
41. School Subject: History.
42. Animal: Horses, dogs, cats, giraffes, pandas..
43. Book: A lot.
44. Magazine or comic: None?
45. Shoes: My rainbows.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Sleepy.
47. Single or Taken?: Happily taken.
49. Eating: Nothing.
50. Drinking: Diet Lipton White Tea. With Peach and Papaya. =3 It tastes delicious.
51. Typing: This.
52. Online?: Myspace.
53. Listening To: The washing machine.
54. Thinking About: Tomorrow. And competition this weekend. Woohoo.
55. Wanting To: Dance.
56. Watching: Screen.
57. Wearing: Clothing.

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: Yes. Eventually.
59. Want to be Married: Yeah.
60. Careers in Mind: Law Enforcement of some sort.
61. Where do you want to live?: Up North. Or in Europe.
62. Car: Smart Car! <3

__Which is Better With The Opposite Same Sex___
[Making this apply to me. x3]

63. Hair colour: Any. Preferably dark.
64. Hair length: Any. I love long hair, though.
65. Eye colour: Blue
66. Measurements: Eh?
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both.
70. Short or Tall: Doesn't matter.
71. Easygoing or serious: A good dosage of both at the right times.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both. And again, at the right times.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship. Hook-ups are awkward for me.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Eh.


___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: Technically, no. Since I knew her name. XD But I don't know much about her, so I call her a stranger.
79. Had Alcohol: Yes.
80. Smoked: No.
81. Ran Away From Home: Not yet.
82. Broken a bone: Nope.
85. Broken Someones Heart: I hope not.
86. Broken Up With Someone: Nope.
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes.
88. Cried At School: Yes.

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: More than one.
90. Miracles: No.
91. Love At First sight: In a way, yes. More like lust at first sight..
93. Aliens: Idk.
94. Soul Mates: Yes.
95. Heaven: Yes.
96. Hell: Yes.
98. Kissing on The First Date: Yes.
99. Horoscopes: Yes!

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have?:
No. Because I have her. Sure, I want someone else on and off...But I can't help that. I'm only human. But would I act on it? No. Because that would be way too awkward. lmao

01. Long or short: Huh?
02. Loud or Quiet: I don't know. Loudness bugs me. Quitness scares the shit outta me.
03. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
04. Phone or Camera: Phone.
05. Health freak: Please? I like my health.
06. Drink or Smoke: Neither.
07. Do you have a crush on someone: No. I'm smitten.
08. Eat or Drink: Drink.



FIRSTS:
09. First piercing: Ears... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/21012209/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/21012209/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:01:46 PDT
So I'm posting while at school.

I have a very bad sore throat/cold thing going on right now....So there might be a sudden flux of doodles in the near future. I'm going home, again, today from school. I'd still be at home, asleep, if I wasn't so damn stubborn. Oh well.

And, as a side note, I'm looking to get actively roleplaying again. So send me a note or an IM or something.

I'll edit my journal later with a list of characters who need to be rped, desperately. Because my CISCO teacher's coming around, and he doesn't approve of us going to other sites besides the CISCO network sites. <_<

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20621594/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20621594/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 15:09:39 PDT
BUT, I have a totally justified reason to be swearing like a sailor. So, hah!

The principal of my school decided to drag me into her office today. I was told that due to "inappropriate" PDA, I was going to be under surveillance. Including my girlfriend. Now keep in mind, I follow school rules to the fine print.

And the "inappropriate" PDA? Two warnings. The first "display" of affection was me with my arm draped across the back of a effing BENCH behind my girlfriend. I was, in no way, touching her. The second warning was because we were seen kissing in the courtyard.

Oh big effing deal. It was a quick peck, not even one, before we ran to our class. I mean, there are straight couples who are borderline screwing each other on the wall and they don't get busted for "inappropriate" PDA?

So yeah. If we get caught doing "inappropriate" PDA on school campus, we're getting suspended.

I think it's unfair. Because, so far this school year, the principal's been really hard on the same-sex couples. Like we're the only ones getting busted for PDA.

Am I completely justified for being this pissed? Or am I just over reacting?

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20325676/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20325676/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:40:12 PDT
Hurricane Hanna is going to be hitting where I live by Saturday night. It's supposed to pick up strength and be a category 1, (atleast), when it hits.

So I don't know if I'll lose the internet or not.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20255070/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20255070/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:59:50 PDT
I trust too easily.

End of story.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20155306/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20155306/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:12:30 PDT
Just lost my phone for 2 weeks, because of joking comment my lover made in a text to my mother. I can't walk home, anymore, except for flag practice days, they can't come over anymore....

Grawr. I wish I could die. Or live on my own. But of course not, I'm not legal yet! Damn the United States and their "18 is the legal age" thing.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20047942/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20047942/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 19:11:48 PDT

So, you won't be seeing so much of me. Maybe? I'm not sure.

Goodness. My school's retarded or something. I didn't get a single class with ANY of my friends or my lover.

Oh, I am so getting that changed. I will not go insane from the lack of socializing!

AND, in other news, I've come a conclusion. I want to get my ears pierced again, since I already have them pierced, and I'm wanting to get snakebites.

Don't ask why. I have a strange fascination with piercings, tattoos, and corsets. I swear I'm going to be covered in tattoos once I'm legal...

- - -

To-Draw List:
Piper (Art trade with Page)
Stripper mare [Furry Anthro]
Mrs. Tanya in equine form. [Requested]
Roxubelle
Stella & Rye [Furry Anthro]
Gwydion

- - -

And, for my single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future between your character and mine. Inform me of such, and I'll definitely make sure I sit my skinny ass down to start/reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -

Equine: Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Angeni Wachiwi, Velour, Roxubelle and Aishwarya

Felines: Stella Corina, Rihra Rootdrum, and Esme Vivienne

Taken Female Characters: None.

The Single Male Characters -

Equine: Pluto Ferdinand (Unsure), Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Cobalt Caspian, and Abhishek.

Felines: William Rahe, Rasputin Zekial, and Gwydion.

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore (?)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20009916/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20009916/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:08:35 PDT

So, you won't be seeing so much of me. Maybe? I'm not sure.

I need some advice. Please, please, please try to understand. I doubt I explained it very well. But work with me here, okay?

Alright, most of you know I'm seeing the most amazing person ever. Well, maybe not most of you. But I've posted about it and my relationship a few times.

Anyways. Last week, I was home when my lover texted me. They were taking a break from Flag practice, and were talking with their ex-girlfriend (who I'm still iffy with, especially after what happened). They told me, after talking with their ex, they realized that their relationship didn't have any closure. It ended abruptly, and horribly at that, since I was there to help pick up the broken pieces and mend them back together.

So I responded with, "Okay...And?" and they asked me if I'd get mad if they did something. I asked what, and they were very vague - all the said is that it would involved some physicality. Wary about it, I gave my consent.

Within a hour of that, (warning bells should of gone off, but they didn't. Call me selfless, I guess), they texted me back apologizing profusely. I asked what happened, and they gave me details. By then I was very upset and crying - which freaked my lover out, because they've never seen me cry nor heard of me crying. Ever. I won't detail to what happened between them and their ex, but it was bad enough to make me extremely upset.

They did, however, redeem themselves slightly by saying it didn't go very far because when things started getting too heavy, they thought of me and how upset I would be, and stopped it. They dug a deeper hole, though, by saying they enjoyed what happened between them and their ex. That hurt me worse than knowing what happened. Because, unfortunately, I'm an extremely insecure person. It was like telling me that I wasn't good enough, even if they love me.

So it's been a week since that's happened. I've forgiven, because it needed to be done so we could go on in our relationship, but I can't forget. It hurt way too much to forget, and it hurts when we drag it up. Since either I drag it up while we're playing a questioning game, or they bring it up as an example for something.

What do I do? D: How do I get past this?

Sorry for the epically long complaint/rant-ish thing. I just need some help. And don't say dumping them is my best bet. Because leaving them doesn't feel like it's the right solution. It feels like the easy way out of this, without even trying.

- - -

To-Draw List:
Piper (Art trade with Page)
Stripper mare [Furry Anthro]
Mrs. Tanya in equine form. [Requested]
Roxubelle
Stella & Rye [Furry Anthro]
Gwydion

- - -

And, for my single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future between your character and mine. Inform me of such, and I'll definitely make sure I sit my skinny ass down to start/reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -

Equine: Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Angeni Wachiwi, Velour, Roxubelle and Aishwarya

Felines: Stella Corina, Rihra Rootdrum, and Esme Vivienne

Taken Female Characters: None.

The Single Male Characters -

Equine: Pluto Ferdinand (Unsure), Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Cobalt Caspian, and Abhishek.

Felines: William Rahe, Rasputin Zekial, and Gwydion.

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore (?)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/19240113/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/19240113/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 19:10:13 PDT
As of tomorrow, it'll be one month!

To-Draw List:
Piper (Art trade with Page)
Kristine in her own dominatrix costume [Request/Demanded]
Mrs. Tanya in equine form. [Requested]
Roxubelle
Stella & Rye
Gwydion

- - -

And, for my single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future between your character and mine. Inform me of such, and I'll definitely make sure I sit my skinny ass down to start/reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -

Equine: Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Angeni Wachiwi, Velour, Roxubelle and Aishwarya

Felines: Stella Corina, Rihra Rootdrum, and Esme Vivienne

Taken Female Characters: None.

The Single Male Characters -

Equine: Pluto Ferdinand (Unsure), Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Cobalt Caspian, and Abhishek.

Felines: William Rahe, Rasputin Zekial, and Gwydion.

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore (?)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/19133094/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/19133094/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 18:12:19 PDT
I found out this weekend that one of the kittens at my barn passed away. We called him Chuckie, after Chuckie from Rug-Rats, because he was afraid of everything. lol

He drowned, unfortunately. He fell into a horse's water bucket and no one knew until it was too late. Poor thing.

And then later that day, my thoroughbred gelding decided to be a jerk and rear while I was riding him bareback with only a halter. -_- He's pretty tall, (pushing 18 hands), so needless to say I was shaking a bit when I slid down after he got back on all fours. I ended up pulling something and jacking up my hip, so I've been hobbling for the past two days...And it's one more thing added onto my growing list of reasons to sell him. I'd hate to do it, because I've had him since he was 2 and we got him as a Race Track Reject, but right now I can't handle him. He's too "hot-blooded" right now, as our barn owner says.

But, I do have good news amongst the bad news! lmao

I finally got brave, and told the person I like how I felt. I meant to tell them face-to-face when we were hanging out, but I never got the chance...So I sent a text, which I'm kind of kicking myself for because I'm a die-heart romantic and wanted it done right. But, anyways.

They sent me one back a few minutes later, while I'm starting to panic thinking "OMG, I just screwed everything up, they won't want to hang out anymore", saying they already had a good idea that I did and that they felt the same, too. I got confused, and asked why and how, and they explained that they originally told a friend of our's, Vince, that they didn't so Vince wouldn't play Cupid...They wanted me to be confident and tell them, because I have confidence problems.

I realized what I idiot I'd been, laughed about it, and talked with them...And now I'm seeing the most spectacular person I could ever ask for. <3

- - - -

So. I've decided to get more...proactive about drawing my characters.

If you wish to see a certain character of mine, request it. =3 I'll probably draw them if you do.

Otherwise, here's the list (so far):
Fluff Art
Esme Vivienne (Furry anthro)
Roxubelle (Undecided)
Stella (Undecided)
Gwydion (Quad & Furry Anthro)

And, for my single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future between your character and mine. Inform me of such, and I'll definitely make sure I sit my skinny ass down to start/reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -
Equine: Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Angeni Wachiwi, Velour, Roxubelle and Aishwarya

Felines: Stella Corina, Rihra Rootdrum, and Esme Vivienne

Taken Female Characters: None.

The Single Male Characters - Pluto Ferdinand (Unsure), Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Cobalt Caspian, and Abhishek.

Felines: William Rahe, Rasputin Zekial, and Gwydion.

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore (?)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18930881/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18930881/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 21:34:41 PDT
I just remember, today, it's been a year. It's been a year since Red's death...And it just about killed me. I was so happy, bouncing off the walls because I found out the person I like likes me back and wants to be with me, and then this....This made everything crash down really fast.

I feel horrible. I'd completely forgotten about him.

Am I a bad person for doing something like that?

- - - -

So. I've decided to get more...proactive about drawing my characters.

If you wish to see a certain character of mine, request it. =3 I'll probably draw them if you do.

Otherwise, here's the list (so far):
Venting Art
Esme Vivienne (Furry anthro)
Roxubelle (Undecided)
Stella (Undecided)
Gwydion (Quad & Furry Anthro)

And, for my single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future between your character and mine. Inform me of such, and I'll definitely make sure I sit my skinny ass down to start/reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -
Equine: Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Angeni Wachiwi, Velour, Roxubelle and Aishwarya

Felines: Stella Corina, Rihra Rootdrum, and Esme Vivienne

Taken Female Characters: None.

The Single Male Characters - Pluto Ferdinand (Unsure), Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Cobalt Caspian, and Abhishek.

Felines: William Rahe, Rasputin Zekial, and Gwydion.

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore (?)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18833051/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18833051/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 06:16:11 PDT

Leave a comment and I will:

a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18655983/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18655983/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 03:54:47 PDT I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you



Sometimes I hate people. Particularly people who are popular, or have been dubbed as such.

They've made poor Kristine's life a living hell. Now, I didn't agree with the events leading up to her getting a new girlfriend - but, hey, I was happy to see that she was positively bouncing off the walls and over Bridgette. Ariel, the new girlfriend, on the other hand I was iffy with. Ariel had left Cole, another one of my friends who's a guy, for Kristine.

Then someone gets the nads to say that Kristine and Ariel have been going out for 2 months behind Cole's back. For some reason, I wasn't really surprised by hearing that.

And now they're on the rocks. Kristine consulted with me yesterday about how she feels that Ariel isn't comfortable in their relationship. So, I simply told her to talk with Ariel - no harm, no foul. Right?

Apparently not. I have this irking feeling that something happened between them because I haven't been able to get a hold of Kristine, yet. That's something major, because Kristine's very, very talkative.

Am I a horrid person if I want to beat Ariel's ass? I have a justified reason for Cole's behalf, but now....God. I'm not a violent person, (typically). So this gives you an extent on how bad things are.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18546240/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18546240/ Wed, 28 May 2008 15:39:23 PDT
The houses around me were too, but a few were built on family cemeteries from when our area was first settled.

So, that must explain a few things, doesn't it? The reason why our doors always close by themselves, or lights are on when we get home late at night, etc.

And I swear I've seen one or two things from time to time, but I can never be too sure. xD I'm always half asleep when I see them.

- - - -

And, for my single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future between your character and mine. Inform me of such, and I'll definitely make sure I sit my skinny ass down to start/reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -
Equine: Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Angeni Wachiwi, Velour, Roxubelle and Aishwarya

Felines: Stella Corina, Rihra Rootdrum, and Esme Vivienne

Taken Female Characters: None.

The Single Male Characters - Pluto Ferdinand (Unsure), Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Cobalt Caspian, and Abhishek.

Felines: William Rahe and Rasputin Zekial

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore (?)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18533061/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18533061/ Tue, 27 May 2008 18:56:48 PDT

-am I?

[] smoked weed or cigs..
[x] consumed alcohol..
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[]made out with someone of the opposite sex..
[] made out with someone of the same sex..
[x] had someone in your room of the opposite sex.
[] watched porn
[] bought porn
[] done drugs..

TOTAL: 3

[x] taken pain killers...
[x] taken someone elses prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents..
[x] lied to a friend..
[] snuck out of the house..
[x] done something illegal.
[] cut yourself.
[x] hurt someone...
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 11

[] missed curfew..
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself...
[x] been to a therapist..
[] been to rehab..
[x] dyed your hair
[] recieved a ticket..
[x] been in a wreck..
[x] been to a club..

TOTAL: 17


[] been to a wild party..
[x] seen the Mardi Gras..
[x] had a summer break in Florida..
[] sniffed anything.
[] wore black nail polish..
[x] wore arm bands..
[x] wore t-shirts with band names..
[] listened to rap..
[] own a 50 cent cd..

TOTAL: 21


[] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed prep.
[x] dressed punk
[] dressed grunge..
[] stole something..
[] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a crush on your neighbor..
[] had someone sneak into your room

TOTAL: 26

[] snuck into someone else's room..
[] had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] been to a concert..
[] dry humped someone..
[] been called a slut..
[x] called someone a slut...
[] installed speakers in your car..
[x] broke a mirror..
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house..
[] brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush..

TOTAL: 29

[] consider ludacris a rapper..
[x] seen an R rated movie in theaters..
[x] cruised the mall..
[x] skipped school…
[x] had an eating disorder..
[x] had an injury..
[] gone to court..
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying..
[] caught something on fire..
[x] lied about your age..

TOTAL: 35

[] owned an apartment..
[] cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend..
[] been cheated on..
[] got in trouble with the police..
[x] talked to a stranger..
[x] hugged a stranger..
[] kissed a stranger..
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger..
[x] been sexually harrassed
[x] been verbally harrassed

TOTAL: 39

[] met face to face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 12 hours straight..
[] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight..
[] watched tv for 12 hours straight..
[x] been to a fair..
[x] been called a bad influence.
[x] cursed...
[x] prank called someone..
[] laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex..
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 45

[x] cheated on homework...
[] recieved/given a handjob...
[x] been pushed into a pool..
[x] played pool..
[] watched 5 hours of mtv straight...
[] had a crush on someone 10 years older than you..
[] had a crush on someone younger than you..
[x] wear eyeliner..
[] skinny dipped..
[] laughed at someone who was seriously hurt..

TOTAL: 49

GRAND TOTAL: 49. Hmm....I wasn't expecting that. xD


10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebellious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18452979/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18452979/ Thu, 22 May 2008 18:51:17 PDT really need to pass in a class so I won't have to go to summer school.

And, unfortunately, I've probably relapsed. So...Don't expect much from me for a little while longer. Atleast until the middle of June.


However, I'm not alone on the relapse boat. One of my friend's, (Sara), mothers had to be put into rehab for some time as well. Her mother is an alcoholic and bulimic, so I know I'm not alone. I feel horrible for Sara, because she's too young to have to raise her younger sisters since her dad is away working and her mum isn't stable enough to do it herself.

But...Shoot me a message. I'll try my best to reply, I swear. I'm trying my best at staying sane and stable, though both are slowly slipping backwards..

Au revoir.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18326066/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18326066/ Wed, 14 May 2008 18:38:57 PDT
RULES
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the text post 8 more people to be tagged.

1. I'm a mutt, literally. I'm German Jew (don't ask), Italian, Irish, British, Austrian, Native American and Hispanic.
2. Every time I see a baby, I have the urge to run over and hold with him/her.
3. I love children. As bizarre as this sounds, I want one a kid of my own at my age. (But I'll wait, thank you.)
4. I'm a beast at Guitar Hero.
5. I love ghost stories, and I know there is atleast one ghost in my house. My house was built over an old colonial cemetery, which is exciting.
6. I love tattoos. I'm going to be that crazy hippie with like, 10 kids - (9 out of the 10 will be adopted) - and covered in tattoos. I think sleeve tattoos are awesome.
7. I am not a huggy person. If you receive hugs from me, then you're pretty damn special.
8. Despite the fact that I'm single, one of my best friends - Kristine - and I call each other lovers. (Jokingly, in the beginning.) And everyone believes us. How pathetic, really.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18214418/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18214418/ Wed, 07 May 2008 15:58:12 PDT
I'm beginning to see the effort they have to put out to be friendly.

And, I'm beginning to look all around me, and becoming frustrated. Am I the school's designated bachelorette?
[[Yes, I can be shallow, too.]]

Amongst my friends, I'm the only one singled out. A few of them know why I've remained so, because of my past dilemma over liking more than one person at once. Yet, they know I'm done with that nonsense.

Argh. I'm just so....frustrated. That's not the word for it, I know this, but I refrain from ranting further. I have to save my anger for my final project in English - an autobiography. Oh the joy.

And, I've been debating whether or not to just stop roleplaying all together. I no longer receive messages/notes/whatever to roleplay anymore, nor do I get comments on new pictures.
[[Is my time up?]]

Maybe it's time I retired from DA.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18022016/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18022016/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:22:49 PDT
Anyways, today was...interesting.

I participated in the Day Of Silence, (and still participating at this moment). Almost all of the kids I came across in my classes today had no idea what DOS was. So, I carried around a paper explaining what it was and what the silent people were doing it for.

(Since, after all, I wasn't alone today. I know of atleast 5 other people who participated with me.)

My teachers, except one, weren't very...understanding. I got sent to the Principal's office once, threatened with it another time, and just ignored the third time. Only one teacher was cool about it - he thought that we, because one of my best friends, Kristine, is in the class and was participating with me, were doing something great. He's earned himself some kudo points today. ;D

But, there were a few - uhm, jerk-ish people today. One girl in my last period asked if I was a lesbian since I was doing the DOS thing, and numerous others mentioned something about being a lesbian and another girl accused me dating one of my bi-sexual girl friends. Kristine, my bi-sexual friend, heard about it and let me know. So, most of today we decide to mess with the closed-minded kids and walked around holding hands and stuff.

Hehe. I love messing with the ignorant people at my school. <3 They are my Anti-drug, I swear.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/16733352/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/16733352/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 18:23:31 PDT
And, I've come to the conclusion that I'm dropping all of my characters off my roleplay list. The ones I'm keeping are:
- Rosa Bella
- Roxubelle
- Abhishek
- Aishwarya
* Nevermoroe
- Stella Corina
- William
* Rihra Rootdrum
** Esme Vivienne
** Rasputin Zekial
I might bring in a few others as time goes on, but most likely I'll recreate old ones into new ones with tweaked designs and stuff.

Also; if you have some sort of issue with this, let me know.

EDIT: Added a few more names on the list, (marked with *'s), because I felt guilty about tossing a favorite character or something.

EDIT 2: Added two more names onto the list, because I've created two more felines. Esme - the daughter of Will - and Rasputin.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/16578400/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/16578400/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:58:33 PST
'Why?', you might ask? Call it hormones, but I have no effing idea why. Ever since I've had the use of my computer returned to me, I've been very pissy with everyone. I guess it's because I feel kinda left out..?

Maybe. Since I can't seem to keep up with Var's Pride anymore, and it's useless for me to even roleplay on the Magischer boards anymore. Too many things happened; too many things between of what I had going on there so that I can't keep up.

And not to mention the impending art block. I can't draw anything that I like. I've had Roxu and Carbon pictures in my head, but I can never get them down. Nor can I get down new character ideas, or anything else. I've only been able to draw half-assed humans that I hate to look at because I know I suck at them.

But whatever. It's not like anyone's going to read this, anyways.

Maybe I need a permanent hiatus? Or just a short one?

I have no effing idea. Maybe I need a therapist, again. Though nothing was accomplished with the other one, except I started to eat again.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/16120777/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/16120777/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 16:22:53 PST [EDIT:]

GRAWR!

Why is it that you can never find Warmblood bridles whenever you're looking for them?! D:

My thoroughbred, Bubba, is in need of a new bridle. Yes, I have to get a Warmblood type because he's so freakin' huge. 54 inch reigns are too short for his neck, and the noseband on his current bridle is almost too small. We've actually made holes il fit. xD

So, all I'm asking is that if you know where good Warmblood bridles can be found, let me know? Pleeeeeeeeassssseeee? <3

You have no idea how frustrated I am because of this.

- - - -

I've decided that I'm going to start drawing a few, (or several), characters of mine furry anthro or completely human-ish. xD

I've already decided I'm going to work on Ferdinand sometime before I go back to school, which is January 3rd.

And I wanted to know...Do you want to see a specific character furry anthro/completely anthro?

Because, I've already drawn Roxu, Athena, and Stella. I drew Bella about a year ago, but she needs to be redrawn.

So my list of furry anthros so far is:
- Ferdinand
- Bella

Comment if you want me to add a character. ;D I might do couple shots, like Roxu and Carbon, or a pairing of another two. Like Ferdinand and Saenic.

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/15377933/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/15377933/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 21:55:35 PST
My computer crashed, much thanks to 8 Trojan viruses. >_<

Everything's fixed....But, I lost everything again because we completly wiped our computer. So, to the RP sites I was apart of, can ya'll send me the URL?

- - - -

So, after sitting here for over 5 hours, I've decided that I'm bringing back the "dropped" characters. And, to make things a little more lively for me, to open all RPs for characters that currently have designs.

And, for the single characters, you can tell me if you think there'd be a romantic prospect in the future. Inform me of such, and I'll definately make sure I sit my skinny ass down to reply to our RP. xD

The Single Female Characters -

Equine: Athena, Xquiao, Dancing Kenna, Irreelle, Musique Pluie, Katy Bri, Rosa Bella, Nevermoroe (Likes mares more than stallions), Nylee, Christine, Angeni Wachiwi, Toxic Trist, Esme Velour (New!) Baylie Vittnoire (New!) and Aishwarya

Hydromorphs: Keenarosa and Keetioda

Canines: Fae Rose

Felines: Crisalide DellaTerra, Stella Corina, and Rihra Rootdrum

Taken Female Characters: Roxubelle and Iszobellia


The Single Male Characters - Ithil Fea Maethor, Cevik, Damis Fateh, Drihtan Fydan, Pluto Ferdinand, Spring Roll, Elle Daphne (Prefers stallions to mares), Lovesick Admirer, Tiane, and Abhishek.

Felines: Inkosi and William

Taken Male Characters: Aram Ithil Ore and Cobalt Caspian

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/15224500/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/15224500/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 03:48:04 PDT

But, I lost everything. ;-; All my saved URLs, outlines, pictures...

So, if I was apart of your site, send me the URL, please?

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/15206903/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/15206903/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 18:56:55 PDT
After almost a effing week of rerunning scans, calling our anti-spyware/virus companies, and trying to iradicate the buggers ourself.

And nothing's worked.

My dad's seriously thinking about bringing home an external hard-drive for the computer tomorrow, transfer all the files we really want/need onto it, and completly wiping the computer clean.

Which means, in short, I'll lose everything. URLs, saved pictures, current in-progress outlines, name lists....

Our only other choice is to buy a whole friggin' new computer. Grawr!

Whoever made Torjan viruses, watch your effing back. 'Cause I'm out to get you now..

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14872435/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14872435/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 15:38:01 PDT
I think I managed to get rid of them, not so sure yet.

So if I disappear for a few more days again, then you know what's going on.

- - - -

Getting rid of a few characters, because I've got too many to deal with right now. Too many of them are mateless, RPless, or are flat out ignored.

So, the names with the *'s are gone. For now, anyways.

Female characters -
Athena (ix_AthenaBelladonna_xi) ~ Open, Single
*Xquiao (Xquiao) ~ Open, Single
*Ena (Keenarosa) ~ Open, Single
*Tio (Keetioda) ~ Open, Single
Irreelle (Irreelle) ~ Open, Single
Roxy (Roxubelle) ~ Open, Taken (Unoffically)
*Kena (Dancing_Kenna) ~ Open, Single
Lou (MusiquePluie) ~ Open, Single
Katy (Katy_Bri) ~ Open, Single
Bella (ix_RosaBella_xi) ~ Open, Single
Eve (Nevermoroe) ~ Open, Single (Likes mares more than stallions)
*Bellia (_Iszobellia) ~ Open, Single
Nylee (Nylee_) ~ Open, Single
Tris (ToxicTrist) ~ Maybe, Taken
Christine (ix_Christine_xi) ~ Open, Single
Angeni (Angeni_Wachiwi) ~ Open, Single
Fae *Lupe* (FaeRose_) ~ Closed, Single
*Lila (SalilaAmbuja) ~ Closed, Single
Crisa *Lioness* (Crisalide_DellaTerra) ~ Open, Single but not looking
Stella *Lioness* (Stella_Corina) ~ Open, Single

Male Characters -
*Thor (IthilFeaMaethor) ~ Open, Single
Inkosi *Lion* (Inkosi) ~ Open, Single
*Cevik (Cevik) ~ Open, Single
Fateh (DamisFateh) ~ Open, Single
*Drih (Drihtan__Fydan) ~ Closed, Single
Ferdinand (PlutoFerdinand) ~ Open, Single
*Rin (SpringRoll) ~ Closed, Single
Will *Lion* (Sweet_Little_bit) ~ Open, Too Young *He will only be RPed with Crisa, Inkosi, or Stella in company*
Elle (ElleDaphne) ~ Closed for redesigning, Single (Prefers stallions to mares)
Kadmir (LovesickAdmirer) ~ Closed for redesigning, Single
*Tiane (Tiane789) ~ Open, Single
Aram (AramIthilOre) ~ Open, Taken
Caspian (Cobalt_Caspian) ~ Open, Taken

The Ones that'll be put off for a while are: Xquiao, Ena, Tio, Kena, Bellia, Lila, Thor, Cevik, Drih, Rin, and Tiane.

If you have any comments about the list, inform me somehow.

Clubs I'm in:


]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14814617/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14814617/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 14:21:09 PDT
My cousin sent me something over Myspace, talking about a quiz that asks you a bunch of religion based questions - and in the end, the results tell you what religion would be best for you. What creeps me out a bit, is the fact that they've pinpointed my number 1 religion branch as the one I want to join. xD Because Neo-Pagan consists of mostly Wicca.

[link]

The link if you wanna check it out for yourself. Otherwise, here's what I got:

Your Results:

The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.

1. Neo-Pagan (100%)
2. Mahayana Buddhism (97%)
3. Theravada Buddhism (88%)
4. Unitarian Universalism (87%)
5. New Age (83%)
6. Hinduism (71%)
7. Jainism (67%)
8. New Thought (65%)
9. Scientology (62%)
10. Liberal Quakers (60%)
11. Secular Humanism (56%)
12. Reform Judaism (52%)
13. Sikhism (52%)
14. Taoism (51%)
15. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (51%)
16. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (46%)
17. Orthodox Quaker (42%)
18. Orthodox Judaism (32%)
19. Bahá'í Faith (31%)
20. Nontheist (31%)
21. Islam (18%)
22. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (18%)
23. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (16%)
24. Seventh Day Adventist (14%)
25. Jehovah's Witness (11%)
26. Eastern Orthodox (9%)
27. Roman Catholic (9%)

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14748564/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14748564/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:52:35 PDT
During the course of a year, I've made two awesome friends at my high school who'd I'd do anything for. One, who's name shall be abbreviated to "B", is closer than the other one, "V", because we clicked so well and we do so much stuff together. But V has helped me figure out a bunch of things, including of my feelings for B and some other...Err, romantic issues.

Now, only four other people know of my feelings for B, including V, and B no longer goes to my high school - though we still keep in touch and see eachother as much as possible since they're still in town. Now that B is gone, V has gotten to be a little closer than they were last year. As of lately, V has been sort of..well, clingy to me even though V is dating someone else, and keeps joking about taking me to Homecoming, (which is in a month). Even the friends in our little circle keep telling V to quit flirting and hanging all over me because they're seeing someone else. It's really that bad. xD

But, because I'm a little insecure, I haven't really minded the attention that V has been giving me. Especially since B hasn't been around lately, I guess I'm starting to feel something for V as well. So now I'm stuck - trying to decide what to do about my feelings, especially since if I tell either of the two about my feelings for them, I could potentially lose a really great friend.

Advice?

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14633186/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14633186/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 16:09:31 PDT
Which means, Kay wins by default. And I love the design anyways, so it all works out. <3

So expect Bella's design to abruptly change again in the Forest of Woes, for everyone on Magischer. And the arrival of Aishwarya and Abhishek! x3

]]> ~AnnatheVampire http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14518612/ http://AnnatheVampire.deviantart.com/journal/14518612/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 15:22:58 PDT

Well, I shouldn't be as excited as I am. But I can't help it!

One of my friends that I've known for years called me a few days ago and informed me that she was almost 6 months pregnant. Now, it's not that I'm saying teen pregnancy's okay...But still! lol

She left me a text message on my phone this morning saying that'd I'd probably be the Godmother of her son once he's born, as well. <333 I luff babies! I can't wait. I'm going to spoil him sooooo rotten it won't be funny. As well as my niece(s) or nephew(s) once my sister and her husband start a family. x3

Anywho, Bella's contest is still open! If I get more contestants the deadline will be extended. And my roleplays are always open. Take a glance at the list and note me for which character you'd be interested in RPing with.

Annnnnnnnnd, I've got another few new designs coming sometime soon. I finished the doodles in Chemistry, since we didn't have our test today. I've got a basic idea of the colt's design for a plot Kay and I are thinking about doing, and I've decided to make a character based off of my closest friend. Her design is nearly finished too; I just need to redraw her into a cleaner outline before I download it.

- - - - - -

Female characters -
Athena (ix_AthenaBelladonna_xi) ~ Open, Single
Xquiao (Xquiao) ~ Open, Single
Ena (Keenarosa) ~ Open, Single
Tio (Keetioda) ~ Open, Single
Irreelle (Irreelle) ~ Open, Single
Roxy (Roxubelle) ~ Open, Taken (Unoffically)
Kena (Dancing_Kenna) ~ Open, Single
Lou (MusiquePluie) ~ Open, Single
Katy (Katy_Bri) ~ Open, Single
Bella (ix_RosaBella_xi) ~ Open, Single
Eve (Nevermoroe) ~ Open, Single (Likes mares more than stallions)
Bellia (_Iszobellia) ~ Open, Single
Nylee (Nylee_) ~ Open, Single
Tris (ToxicTrist) ~ Maybe, Taken
Christine (ix_Christine_xi) ~ Open, Single
Angeni (Angeni_Wachiwi) ~ Open, Single
Fae *Lupe* (FaeRose_) ~ Closed, Single
Lila (SalilaAmbuja) ~ Closed, Single
Crisa *Lioness* (Crisalide_DellaTerra) ~ Open, Single but not looking
Stella *Lioness* (Stella_Corina) ~ Open, Single

Male Characters -
Thor (IthilFeaMaethor) ~ Open, Single
Inkosi *Lion* (Inkosi) ~ Open, Single
Cevik (Cevik) ~ Open, Single
Fateh (DamisFateh) ~ Open, Single
Drih (Drihtan__Fydan) ~ Closed, Single
Ferdinand (PlutoFerdinand) ~ Open, Single
Rin (SpringRoll) ~ Closed, Single
Will *Lion* (Sweet_Little_bit) ~ Open, Too Young *He will only be RPed with Crisa, Inkosi, or Stella in company*
Elle (ElleDaphne) ~ Closed for redesigning, Single (Prefers stallions to mares)
Kadmir (LovesickAdmirer) ~ Closed for redesigning, Single
Tiane (Tiane789) ~ Open, Single
Aram (AramIthilOre) ~ Open, Taken
Caspian (Cobalt_Caspian) ~ Open, Taken

- - -

Contest time again! Since Ferdinand's contest bombed, I decided to throw another one.

This time, it's for Bella. She's the mother of Kena, Ferdinand, Roxubelle, Angeni, and Tris.

Bella's been through alot. Seriously. I know she's been known to leave someone suddenly, but I'm sorry. Alright? For those of you who haven't dropped it, deal with it. Bella's like me.

So, Rules are the same. Keep in mind of her personality and what she is.
- Bella's blind, but is a "Queen". I wouldn't really call her a Queen, since she's more like a leader or a Chiefess.
- She lost her memory a while back, after Ferdinand went back in time to keep her from comitting suicide. She hasn't quite realized she's a mother of 5 children.
- She's insecure, and always yearning for the Love that she had "long ago". She hasn't realized that "long ago" was with Dusk, Ferdinand's father, and that it was very recent.
- She also tends to be vicious, and always ready to jump into a battle if necessary. Which, for those of you who know her, is where Roxubelle gets the same thing from.

The Prizes:

1st Prize: Two hand drawn, computer outlined and computer colored pictures of your choice with the maxium of 2 characters per picture. It inlcudes shading and highlighting as well. I can't do backgrounds yet, since... ]]> ~AnnatheVampire