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It feels weird not being pushed into talking all the time, or listening to some selfish blahblahblah of how the person's life has been hard and will always be. This redhead gentleman is somehow very different from everyone I have met. The first person ever to give room for my adoration of silence, giving me time to think, the first ever to seem truly interested in what I have to say.

We're not really a couple yet, but I almost feel like we are. We just met. Perhaps this is some sort of love at first sight. Who knows. We're both artists and have red hair, our birthdays are 28th and 29th of September. You'd think too many similarities could be bad.




Like... three weeks until he comes back. I guess I can live with that. *sigh*

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/23267665/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/23267665/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 08:39:22 PST
but why in the name of all that is sacred must he live so far away? liek in a totally different country lulz. at least he's just studying there, so he'll be back in finland in almost no time. *sigh*





like AAAAAAARGH

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/22978428/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/22978428/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 06:53:01 PST loltagged me. xP

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I like zombies to the extent where you start wondering if it's healthy or not.
2. Sometimes I'm a delightful mix of a geek and an actual human being. I guess that's why I'm so lovely. Sometimes I'm not so delightful mix of anything. That's when I'm not so lovely.
3. The only religion I truly like is science.
4. I AM THE CORRECTOR KID!!!!!1
5. Right now I'm struggling with this: Am I or am I not too shy to talk to that boy at my school who was the reason I had to wear a scarf for almost a week. (Mmmm, push me against a wall and do it again please?) Yeah, today my heart beat like a rabbit's heart for the whole day. Maybe tomorrow. JUST. WTF. IS. MY. PROBLEM? -__-;;;
6. For a person as anti-social as me I have a surprisingly active uhh, love life.
7. I still don't know if it's a good thing to watch Star Wars.
8. I already know that playing WoW is totally rad.


And I'd say that I don't want to tag anyone, but then I'd be lying. I just don't tag because I don't have enough friends I could tag. Maybe. Or maybe I do, cba to count. Also, cba to tag less. Besides, what the fudge is with the number eight anyway? >__>

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/22899783/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/22899783/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 07:45:51 PST


I totally suck at social situations.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/22237601/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/22237601/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 05:34:23 PST
Also, FFVII: "You! I'm gonna throw Materia at you! >8"(" So yeah, I've been wondering why I could never take Sephiroth, Cloud or any character in their category seriously. I wonder why indeed... *rolls eyes and chuckles*

At least the frost outside looks nice.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/21592432/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/21592432/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 05:11:35 PST
By the way I haven't really liked snow for years. I have no idea what's wrong with me. <3

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/21499382/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/21499382/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 10:48:17 PST
Yes, thanks for telling me lolbefore I started to wonder. Next time _please_ tell me what you want and spare me from heartache and boredom. THANK YOU. /eyeroll

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/21382271/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/21382271/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 04:39:29 PST
OLOLOLOLOLOLOL Frost Shooooock!

*rolls around on the floor, bored, ripping her hair out* STILL A FEW MORE DAYS!!!!1!onehitko!!
... ... ... It's raining outside.
I want new shoes... GRARRR BRAINS
He-man is like a paladin with less armor and... ... ... A SISTER!

No no, no need to worry. I'm perfectly AGLPGÖNSFJLHNLJBNKLJJGH
Olololol, braining, not raining.

*rolls around on her bed, ripping her hair out and hugging a reindeer plushie* Arararararaar, why ca't he just say what he wants from meeeeeee~ Idiot, idiot... Grrrrrrh! <3 <3 <3 8"(




That was pretty confusing, I know. Just had to let it out I guess. I also kinda like reindeer and tea. Have a nice day.


I also got an appointment with a psychologist.
...
...Should I bring her flowers?



NONONONONO WAAAAIT I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL OLD LADY WHO HITS ON YOUNGER MEN AND WEARS FREAKY LIPSTICK!!!! AAAAAAAARGH I AM SO DOOMED! MAKE IT STOOOOOOOP PLEASE! x"D

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/20324260/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/20324260/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 13:20:24 PDT
No kidding, I'm really excited. They're cute like My Little Ponies! <3
[link]

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/20021377/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/20021377/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 11:36:58 PDT
So how's me today? I'm not okay. Or rather... I am, but not in the sense I usually mean it. I'm not sure if I can say that I'm physically fine, nor mentally either. I don't think I have the right to say that I'm depressed, but I guess that wouldn't be very far from the truth. I really don't feel like doing anything, I just want to sleep so I don't have to think or eat. No, not sleep either. I don't know.

I'm hungry, and I feel really quite weak. Still something tells me that I shouldn't eat. I feel like throwing up, but I'm afraid that it would ruin my teeth. I think I've lost some weight during this past week. Today I think I have eaten less than my dog, who weighs about 12 kg.

I don't know if it's normal, but I can feel blood run through the veins in my wrists and elbows. It feels weird, like I almost have to do something about it. I can see many of my veins, blue under my white skin, as I've tried to keep away from the sun all summer. Both seeing and feeling my blood... it doesn't make me feel like I'm going crazy, but rather that there's something missing.

Funny, I also feel dizzy when I stand up, and slightly shaky too.

I've been trying to grow my nails. They're not very long yet, since I cut them really short some time ago as they chipped so easily. Now they feel a little stronger. I'm glad about that. My hair is also growing. The current lenght is a bit stupid, but it looks quite cute when it's curly.

I want to dig my nails into a person's flesh. A man's back, to be exact. Preferably tall, with hairy arms. Beard and long hair would be cool too.

I went through some photos my friends have sent me. From this summer. I look so happy in them, and so beautiful, as happy people usually do. It makes me sad, and a little disgusted, since I remember who made me so happy. I have no idea how I always meet these guys I fall so deeply in love with, and then they just... Oh well.

I'd like to meet a guy for once, someone who doesn't ask me to say things straight because he can't do it and he feels that at least someone in the relationship has to. I don't want to have to _ask_ if he still loves me after he has ignored me for a week.



I'd like to fall asleep next to someone. Preferably that tall hairy-armed man. With long hair and a beard.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/19181954/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/19181954/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:40:08 PDT
"I have never been this hurt. You shot six bullets to the place a human has it's heart, and I am not even a human... What do you think you have done?"

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/19000378/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/19000378/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 11:36:55 PDT
So yeah, I don't think I've done anything wrong so nobody should be mad at me. >__> Instead, someone is. Vvsskjbsjzjjdbvjdbvdbbwsggääää. Ääää.

And I noticed I like orcs. So I'm drawing orcs. And cowpeople. /moo





...Okay, this makes no sense at all.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/18858769/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/18858769/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 16:51:50 PDT
Ja voi nyt perkele jos tää on joku testi! Siinä on sitten syy päätökseen olla koskematta mieheen enää ikinä... Onhan se kolme päivää aika lyhyt aika, mutta hyvän yön tai huomenen voisi kyllä toivottaa mielestäni vaikka joka päivä. Ja se on muuten aika varmaa että se en ole minä joka jotain seuraavaksi sanon. Jos herra valitsee hyvänyöntoivotukseksi sanat "Hei nättimys, sori nyt on vähän kiire" niin saa kyllä sitten kanssa ihan itse ilmoittaa koska se kiire loppuu...

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/16849046/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/16849046/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 13:48:40 PST [link] Sinne vaan tutustumaan! 8D
(on juu todella köyhä mainos, lol xD)



And also, I'm just fine. My life sucks, I'm busy as hell and my heart is broken, but what the hell!

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/15491691/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/15491691/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:51:24 PST I mean... Oh well.

1.) Eat the skin of your baked potato?
I don't eat some fucking potatoes! Dx

2.) Dream in color?
Mostly. Usually they seem to be part color, part black and white.

3.) Like the rain?
Not one bit, it messes my hair.

4.) Put your candy bars in the fridge?
Only dark chocolate.

5.) Think outside the box?
That seems to happen at times...

6.) Eat Taco Bell?
Nope.

7.) Sleep in?
Sometimes on purpose, even...lol

8.) Read the paper?
Only the page where the comics are...

9.) Fluff your pillow/make your bed/snore?
Duh. And no, I don't snore but I have managed to sing something completely random in Swedish while sleeping.

10.) Have a totem animal?
I'm my own fucking totem animal! YEAH! >D

11.) Have a tattoo?
Nope.

12.) Look at your deviations first, or your messages?
Messages. They're usually more interesting...not to offend anyone's artistic eye or liver or a dog or anything...

What's your favorite:

1.) Time of day?
Evening. At least I know I'm usually awake then...

2.) Dipping sauce?
Depends.

3.) Shoe design?
I like cute heels! Red shoes rule! <3

4.) Article of clothing?
I like corsets and shoes and dresses and skirts and...

5.) Lotion scent?
One that doesn't make my head ache. D= I have one hand lotion that smells like mango and passion fruit <3

6.) Pet type?
I lieks dawgs. 8D

7.) Place to relax?
I'm usually as relaxed as a cooked spaghetti... I have trouble staying awake...everywhere.

8.) Thing to look at?
NAKED MEN! ...that look good and have some muscles...um...yeah.

9.) Movie genre?
Horror and porn. 'nuff said.

10.) Leisure reading genre?
I like comics. 8D

11.) Music genre?
I like most everything.

12.) Soda?
Diet coke.



I don't tag. Go get tagged somewhere else lol

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14854089/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14854089/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:25:41 PDT
Anyway...The one I was hoping to wish me happy birthday didn´t, I hardly got any presents and I´m totally out of money, but I´m happy nonetheless. I had great time since I spent the night at a friend´s house. Everyone was so nice to me. <3

For the ones who had planned to wish me happy birthday but didn´t remember: I can turn 18 only once, I doubt you´ll forget it again. 8D



Boohoo I´m old - I´ll get wrinkles soon! Any day now... D8

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14599249/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14599249/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 06:11:59 PDT
Anyway...Um...Nothing. Nothing´s really happening to me at the moment. I just draw and play WoW, though I really should be playing Castlevania: Curse of Darkness and trying to study and gain some money. I really have no money at the moment - someone please give me some money!!! Now! Please? Pretty please... No, don´t bother, not really. 8"D



I´m also bored and will do art trades. Yeah.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14002724/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14002724/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 14:20:35 PDT
I should really try and finish the prologue to one of my comic projects but now I´m stuck drawing randon BLEACH fanart and thinking of suitable clothes for some of my characters. Since I´ve been reading way too much Kizuna lately, their clothes may end up being a bit 90´s -ish. 8"D I know this makes a lot of people cry, but I really love the 90´s - especially the clothes, no matter how ugly colors they may have had or how high the waistline of jeans may have been. It might just be interesting to have a 1990 vs. far-far-away-in-the-future kind of setting. Not too futuristic, though. ^^

I have some problems with my personal life, but I´m not sharing them here. I´ll just have to concentrate on finding myself a new boyfriend or two. Preferably foreign and wealthy, age 20 to 35. Chest hair included. I decided I wouldn´t think of girls for a while.

I´m fine, really. My life sucks but I´m fine.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14002348/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/14002348/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:49:48 PDT [link]


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13706752/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13706752/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 10:30:09 PDT

Whoever who answers in this journal must put the same game into his/her journal.
I'll answer things like:

1. I will say something random about you.
2. I will challenge you to prove something.
3. I will say a color with which I associate you to.
4. I will say something that pleases me about you.
5. I will say something that I always will remember about/of you / the first memory that I have of you.
6. I will say what animal you remind me of.
7. I will ask you something that always I wanted to ask.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13493476/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13493476/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 02:43:59 PDT
i watched too much bleach last night...you´ll probably see what it resulted in later when i get home. or something. all i can say is that it´s freaking scary. 8D

it´s weird that though i´ve done absolutely nothing while i´ve been here, i didn´t even have time to start my superb costume for my awesome cosplay for this summer´s animecon in jyväskylä. it was jyväskylä...right? 8"D i tend to forget this kind of things. i started wondering why i always end up cosplaying something with a box on it´s head or something. last time i was a blue tetris block. it was...something beautiful. i´ll give you a burnt cookie and a big smile if you can guess what i´ll be this time. xDDD

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13328167/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13328167/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:37:46 PDT
The reason I am in Lapland is actually the fact that my father lives here now. I live on the other side of Finland and it takes the whole day to travel here. Last time I traveled I had a friend with me. Now I was so bored on the train I couldn´t even sleep. She knows I miss her.

I had a budget of about 170 e and I´ve already spent approximately 75. It´s my second day here. I´m not leaving until next week. I think I have a problem. 8"D

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13224220/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13224220/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:34:48 PDT
...
...


...I just know all of you wanted to hear this.

... ... Don´t worry, me neither.

8DDDD

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13001012/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/13001012/ Fri, 18 May 2007 12:56:24 PDT
A friend made me draw again and now I´ve been drawing like crazy for a week or so. Yes, these things reach your ears a bit late. All he had to do was pay me some money. Quite a lot actually. lol Poor Osmo - losing his money to someone who never finishes anything... But I´ll try my best. I luv you anyways. <3

Um yeah, and when I haven´t been drawing (or sleeping) I´ve been playing SH2. It (and Pyramid Head) makes my brain go all sponge-like. With a lot of holes and stuff. 8"D I´ve also drawn some fanart and I seriously hope I´ll finish them since I really like them.

My mom has invited someone to visit our house tomorrow. A priest. 8"D I´m a bit scared since I know that person and she used to like me a few years ago. I have changed quite much since then. I was supposed to draw something for her but never did... A priest. I wonder what she´ll say if I show my most recent drawings to her...You of course haven´t seen them either but they are... fairly interesting. At least compared to the stuff I have here on DA. And she´s a PRIEST! 8"D I´ll have to make some sushi tomorrow, now I´ll go and make something else - COOKIES! And what´s more - I hate cookies and everything sugary and sweet.

Are you bored or something? You must really not have a very interesting life since you´re reading this...

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/12775172/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/12775172/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 06:40:00 PDT
And for the part about my plans: I´m going to study to become a hairdresser instead of an animator. It seems like I have a bigger passion for hair and fashion than I have for anything else. I´m such a Bratz, really. lol Not that I think it´s a bad thing, really.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/12604237/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/12604237/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 10:55:20 PDT
I can´t draw nor write. On Friday I had to write an essay about Oscar Wilde´s the Picture of Dorian Gray and it was literally a catastrophe. I love it too much to write about it. This will so totally lower my Finnish grade. And YES FINNISH IS SUPPOSED TO ME MY FRIGGIN' MOTHERTONGUE!!! It seems kind of funny since I think in English. And what´s even more horrible, I can´t finish a single drawing unless I´m drawing it for somebody else. So art trades, anyone? I need to finish something or my motivation will drop even lower than it is now. I feel actually depressed at the moment and that is pretty rare.

I still haven´t received my blonde wig which I will defnitely need before summer in order to cosplay. Unless of course I´d settle for cosplaying Matt instead of Mello. Well, I have goggles two striped shirts already, the thing is I can´t fit into my old jeans. But I guess that´ll be fixed since I´ve actually lost 15 kg since last summer.

And I bought a bottle of shampoo, which is supposed to smell like strawberries. It sucks since it doesn´t leave my hair smelling like strawberries.

Adding to that, it sucks to be a woman. Guess why? Because my double-D sized boobs hurt for half a month and then I bleed and feel fat for a week and when it is over, I need to buy new shoes because it makes me happy and that´s fucking expensive. I mean do you know how much shoes cost?

Well, I suppose this is enough for today. Yippee.

No, actually, guess what makes me happy. I wrote an ironic essay about nerds on... Thursday. It was fun.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/11730813/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/11730813/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 04:19:49 PST tagged me. Um, yeah.

"The Rules
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose
the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours..."

1. I don´t gain any weight no matter how much chocolate I eat.
2. My main sources of energy are pineapple, tea, fish and chocolate.
3. My favourite animal is fish.
4. I hate sugar.
5. I ´m obsessed with intelligent people and intelligence altogether. (I have a high IQ myself.)
6. I have a serious obsession of Mello from Death Note.

And I´ll tag no-one. Really.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/10983613/ http://Apinapiraatti.deviantart.com/journal/10983613/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 12:53:40 PST 07.55 - 1/2 of my nephew´s breakfast (his whole breakfast was two slices of fair bread with turkey on them and a cup of hot cocoa. he only drank the cocoa and ate half of one bread, gave the other half to my dog and the other bread to me)
10.30 - 2nd cup of tea
13.20 - 1st cup of cold cocoa
19.30 - 3rd cup of tea
21.20 - 4th cup of tea
21.45 - half of a rice noodle bag boiled in milk ("what´s the point?", you might ask. if you knew me you would get it.)
22.10 - 1st glass of cold milk


And no - I´m not on a diet.

]]> ~Apinapiraatti