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                <title>GUITARRZZZ</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Dec 2004 17:04:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, what do you think of this for a  new acoustic?<br />
<a href="http://ibanez.com/guitars/guitar.asp?model=AJ200CEAV&z=y">[link]</a><br />
<br />
and I'm considering getting one of  these as a bass, and one as an  electric, but having them painted up a  very light, sparkly pink. <br />
<a href="http://fineguitar.com/english/product/base/fsbbase-series/images/fkb-60(mbk).jpg">guitar</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Heyo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Oct 2004 12:25:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sabbatical? I'm edging on 900  pageviews, which means that I'm HELLA  COOL. YO. I've been creatively lazy.  Busy with work and school kind of (I  haven't done shit in like.. two weeks.  Well... work and school, but...<br />
I'm thinking of getting another job. I  love having people watching my back and  stuff. Most of my friends still don't  have a first job. I'm starting to  really like this girl in my computer  applications class. She's funny. And  smart. It's awful. Anyway, heres some  entertainment (************* is my male  cousin):<br />
<br />
************: seeing as how im an  ordained minister..... if in 10 years  we're both single, lets get married for  the benefits<br />
************: I'll do the ceremony<br />
northern jackets: what?<br />
************: we can go into the room  when the others having a baby if we're  married<br />
************: i could just shove a  litter of kittens under my dress and  say im going into labor<br />
************: it would scare the shit  out of the doctors<br />
<br />
<br />
go sox. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>9-11</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Sep 2004 06:17:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ At first, I thought it was a joke. I  laughed, I poked fun, and then, much  later in the day, I realized it wasn't.  <br />
Then I was angry. How could all of  these people die? I thought we needed  to do something. It was ludicrous. What  had they done to deserve it? Nothing.  And that was the discovery that I think  still defines my life. <br />
I did think Afghanistan was necessary.  I mean, at first I didn't realize that  civilians were dying. Even when I did,  we couldn't just sit back. But what  came after? It made no sense. No sense  at all. What had they done to deserve  it? Nothing. <br />
And now, people have died left and  right over the past three years,  because nobody said "Hey guys, this  isn't a fucking game", but shouldn't  that be a given? ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>I'm lazy</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 17:10:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I've finally turned 16. Which is  cool. I bought a guitar over the  summer, which was awesome. I still need  to learn chords and stuff. I still need  to get my permit. I still need to take  drivers ed. It seems like the past 5 or  so years have been clouded over by my  antimotivation, and lack of knowledge.  I really need to get on the ball. I got  a job, I think I may have said this.  It's alright, kinda shitty because it  can be pretty gross, but it's $10 an  hour, which is more than my peers make,  at least my school peers, everyone else  at work makes more than me, even though  they get stoned, and take far more  breaks than I do. Fuckers. Anyway, my  mom has said I can have her car if I  get good grades, and I'm kinda amped  about this year anyway, because it's  like a new chance. Like, not that every  other year wasn't, just that this has  been the least stressful summer in a  long time, and I have something to lose  now, you know? My classes have been  pretty easy. My last block teacher has  already informed me that I will fail,  which is kinda awkward. I understand  what he means though, I've had him  twice before and failed because I never  did the homework.  Also, I'd like to  know if anyone reads this, for serious. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>If these walls could speak...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 15:30:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wouldn't tell them anything...<br />
Don't ask me,<br />
Don't ask me. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Volta</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 May 2004 15:57:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.emogame.com/bushgame.html">[link]</a><br />
I know a few of you will like this.  Fast connection required, pretty much.  I'm now an administrator of something. ~<a href="http://voltafans.deviantart.com/"> voltafans</a> very nice. Umm... yeah, thats  about it. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>::sigh::</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 May 2004 18:49:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I seem to be in the middle of a mental  breakdown. Every day feels like a waste  of time. My emotions are dulling. I  have no passions anymore. I've been  debating whether suicide is a strength  or a weakness, for strength, you have  the admittance that you are a living  walking waste of space and time and  take action on it, for weakness, you  cannot become less of a waste. Not to  say I'm thinking of suicide. I'm just  getting sick of being a waste. And so  my friends, or just people who think  I'm sad are going to be supportive. I'm  not sad. Or maybe I am? Either way, I'm  not liking this. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Today, Yesterday</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 May 2004 12:06:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So... Cats are cute, I wasn another  one. As everyone I talk to knows, I  should be getting a guitar soon. I  think I knocked one of my friends (Jeff  Vilbons) arm out of socket. I feel  slightly bad about it, but he did hit  me in the head. No, we didn't get into  a fight, we're just violent. He wasn't  too bothered by it, he did bitch for a  while, but he might get a sling, which  he wants. Urm... yesterday I went to my  aunts, then to therapy, which I now no  longer need to go too. I need to get a  mothers day present, and I need to get  one for Jeff, since I owed him money,  and fucked up his arm, et cetera. My  chemistry teachers sister died, which  sucks, since I like dearborn a lot, but  I don't fuckin' get chemistry, I still  feel bad though. Maybe I'll get her  something for mothers day, or  something... I dunno. How is everyone? ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>art theory</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 May 2004 12:43:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ doodling is the introduction drug to  harder art. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>bleh</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Apr 2004 14:21:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi everybody! [hi doctor nick!]<br />
how is everyone doing? Really, comment,  fuckers. But Please, dont' be all like  "Life is so gr8. im so HaPpY!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D" I  only tolerate that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> from one  person. adding numbers into your  english unnecessarily is off limits.  I  hate having to name journal entries. I  already have enough trouble naming  deviations. maybe I should start  numbering... whatever. (@ >{<br />
I like sparta<br />
And Mars Volta better, <br />
but spartas pretty good. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>arg</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Mar 2004 17:31:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've realized how bad most of my  deviations are. give me your opinions  of them. Here! I've compiled a list to  ease efforts:<br />
<br />
Techna:<br />
She is the lantern: <br />
Une femme de colour:<br />
Serial: <br />
shimmer:<br />
luna de la monde:<br />
scifidream:<br />
Frances Farmer:<br />
Frances Farmer 1:<br />
The Darkness:<br />
The Mars Volta v2:<br />
The Mars Volta:<br />
kate_test:<br />
caesar:<br />
ships to sea:<br />
ciel:<br />
The Cup:<br />
tastesmellseehear...feel:<br />
Chase THIS Dragon:<br />
Peiceneedle:<br />
Sleep:<br />
the darklight:<br />
Obsession: <br />
This door is closed:<br />
O, Insomniac:<br />
A summers night in mexico:<br />
Insective: ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Devastation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2004 14:12:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mall Monkeys has ended. God Damnit. God  Damnit. God DAMNIT!... Now I absolutely  have to start my own e-comic. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>getchohandsoffamywoOomanmoOotherFuUUcker</title>
                <link>http://Apparaticus.deviantart.com/journal/1848989/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Feb 2004 09:54:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the "subject" is from a song that is  stuck in my head, albeit pleasantly.  but yeah, caesar still needs a new  picture. so someone do one for me.  Please? you can put it on your page,  but mind you, it shall be on minE! ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Damn</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2004 08:25:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, does anyone want to do a picture  for my latest creation? Because I do  kinda feel bad for stealing something  from the wall. I know someones gonna be  like "YOU MOTHERFUCKER" too. But yeah, if  you want to, send me stuff, please do.  You should know my email, if you don't,  instant message me on AIM, I'm usually  on. Once again that screen name is  apparaticus, the same as my deviant art  name. <br />
Oh, and happy valentines day ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Huh</title>
                <link>http://Apparaticus.deviantart.com/journal/1803330/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2004 11:08:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I still need a name for my comic.  I'm not posting the pictures of  characters, since I'm paranoid. anyone  who wants to see the characters, IM me,  it's the same as my dev-art name, if  you don't have it. Also IM me if you  want to have a comic version of  yourself. I need pictures though. i  also still need need the tools to  create it and be able to put it online.  that and a website. then I need a bunch  of people to do random stuff (like  morality check, and writers) since I'm  not good enough. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>too little too late</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2004 12:05:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, today was a day off, so I'm  working on a new thang. It's lookin'  pretty cool. More MSPaintworks. should  be up by the end of the day. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2004 12:39:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just downloaded the mars volta font.  it makes me beaucoup heureux. I'm  downloading AIM, real aim, not this  trillian bullshit my mom has. and...  I'm ordering some Gold Standard Labs  stuff, and if anybody wants any vinyl  (records, for the retro-illiterates),  or just some cool new "underground" music  they should totally check out <a href="http://goldstandardlabs.com/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>unghhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2004 16:52:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I feel sick to my stomach. maybe just  sick to my bones. <br />
I feel like dying. maybe just dead. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>....????</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2004 13:22:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ have you ever pointed at the computer  screen, said "ooh, I getcha", and then  realized you're a moron? WELL DON'T  MAKE ME FEEL ALONE, YOU BASTARDS! ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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                <title>Beginners fucked</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2004 14:22:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HERE COMES JOHNNY! or maybe not. ]]></description>
                <author>~Apparaticus</author>
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