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on a side note, how's your day? pleasant enough?
i had chocolate and it was raining today so it's a beautiful day.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad it gets worse. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27793846/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27793846/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 08:36:15 PDT
the business card printing turned out ugly.

my friends canceled our planned sleepover because everyone is busy with their own agenda.

dinner was bad.

i feel disappointed.

i feel sad.

i've been cursing too much.

i've been angry all day.

i feel like crying.

and i never feel like i need a hug this bad but i know i won't be getting one because nobody can actually give me one.

sleeping won't even help it and the only thing i think would slightly help is watching Glee again from the beginning and hope i feel better after that.

today is a bad day.

but at least i still have a 'today'.

life is still beautiful no matter what.

have a wonderful weekend, everyone.

love,
me.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad someone just stole my chocolate. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27790621/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27790621/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 01:02:53 PDT
it's a really big one, i bought it during my trip to Singapore, and i've been saving it because i want to savor every single bite of it.

but someone fucking stole it yet nobody fucking admits it so yeah i say fuck.
sure i maybe just making a drama out of it but seriously though now i really don't want to fucking hear it. don't tell me to just let it go, don't tell me it's just a chocolate. don't. just fucking don't. i will let it go, but right now all i want to do is just fucking rant and fucking curse.

i hate this. i so fucking hate this.

you don't have to say anything, really, i'm just fucking ranting. somebody please just fucking hug me before i make a fucking crybaby out of myself and fucking burst into tears.

damn fucking thief.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad GLEE!! http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27788056/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27788056/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 20:33:05 PDT best tv series EVER, hands down.

for those of you who's wondering what's Glee:
[link] + [link]

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad RIP Stephen Gately http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27699982/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27699982/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 05:30:02 PDT i like Boyzone and he's my favorite. this is so sad.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad 10 Reasons Dogs Hate Halloween http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27661536/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27661536/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 02:26:31 PDT [link]

#2.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad tagged! http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27643492/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27643492/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 00:05:11 PDT Necuno, thanks for the tag.

Rules:
1. Publish these rules
2. Each tagged person must write 10 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Choose 8 people and publish their icons.
4. Comment on their profiles and tell them they've been tagged.
5. Don't tag back.
consider yourself tagged.
you can comment with yours if you want.

i'm allergic to dust and smoke.
i like observing people.
my facial hair grows real fast.
i care more about my underwear more than i care about my outerwear.
i want to dye my hair red or blonde but i'm sure it won't look good on me so i leave it at that.
i think girlfriend-boyfriend relationship is stupid. then again, maybe i'm just a jealous bitter old man.
if i were to have a son, i'd name him Saga.
if i were to have a daughter, i'd name her Aurora.
i used to hate it when people say i'm pretty or beautiful (yes, people actually call me that, i don't know why) but i've learned to take those as compliments. i'm happier now.
i love it when it rains.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad umm.. hi. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27628130/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27628130/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 06:29:53 PDT

lately i feel like i don't improve as much as i want to, artwise. i find it quite ironic because my job revolves around doing artsy things like designing and such but seriously i don't feel like i'm getting any better. maybe i set my bar too high, maybe i'm getting too comfortable in my comfort zone, maybe i'm just imagining things, or maybe i'm just tired.

i don't know.

being sick and having to rest most of the time gives me more time to think about things. i've been thinking too much about too many things already.

btw thanks to everyone who already sent their captions for TDIFMG collabs. i still haven't found what i'm looking for so feel free to participate (again) if you want. i'll try to come up with something too so you could work with a new photo but as for now i think it'd be best for me follow what the doctor said and focus on getting better.

i'll see you soon.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad happy birthday to me! :D http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27482171/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27482171/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 08:23:27 PDT

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad Eid Mubarak! :) http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27294044/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27294044/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 06:36:42 PDT

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad i just have to share this. XD http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27201847/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27201847/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 00:38:52 PDT [link]

i'm not really sure whether it's a 'real' take or a sarcasm, but nonetheless it's really funny (i think of it as a sarcasm though).

"now look at the camera like you're trying to hide something, not like drugs in your butt, but secrets."
i had a good laugh.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad TDIFMG - Collab 03 http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27181036/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/27181036/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 06:16:36 PDT

First and Foremost

it's not a contest so there probably won't be any prizes because at the moment i have nothing to offer, unfortunately.

i do once said that i'm considering to make this series into a book and publish it if i have the opportunity. if i happen to be able to realize that plan, what i can offer you is perhaps a copy of the book and of course your name will be there, credited as contributor/writer/something like that.

i hope the lack of any actual prize in doing this won't lessen your interest in participating.

The Concept Behind This Series

i planned this series in a storytelling way. it's actually inspired by my own experience of forgetting to wear my glasses and not realizing it until late because can't seem to read what's written on the whiteboard.

so this series, just like what the title suggests, is basically a story of someone who forgot his glasses and decided to just continue his day without it. it's a weird experience to him because all this time he always see everything clearly. this experience somehow got him thinking about so many things in life, all related to "seeing differently".

it's more or less like that, i hope you get the idea.

Guidelines

the caption shouldn't be too long. i don't have a rule about how long is too long but if you end up writing a paragraph, yes it's too long.

no deadline. once i find the caption i like, i'll update this journal with the next photo to be captioned and i'll submit the finished piece to my gallery, along with a credit to the caption writer of course.

about the captioning, it's almost like that game where you make a story by adding one sentence at a time.
i already started it with "i was thankful. it was beautiful." and you can continue from there. it's not a must though, you can come up with your caption in any way you like.

once you have your caption, send it to me via note.
(i know i'm not here much lately but i'll try to check my notes at least once a day.)

if your caption is selected, feel free to submit the piece to your gallery. it's a collab after all. i don't see any reason why you can't.

don't put so much pressure on yourself if your caption is not selected. there is no win or lose in this project so don't take this as a contest or competition. this project is about artists working together.

have fun!

The Day I Forgot My Glasses - Collab 03

3rd photo:

The Day I Forgot My Glasses

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Fri, 11 Sep 2009 20:37:11 PDT

i feel really bad for neglecting the series, but the lack of quality me-time (and also inspiration) to work on the series forced me to put it to a halt. it saddens me, really.

buuut... something just crossed my mind.

short version: a collaboration.
long version: i already have some photos available but i'm having difficulty in finding the 'right' caption for it. so i thought, "hey, why not ask people to participate?" and that's why i'm writing this now. it's gonna be like a collab but better (well, at least for me).

i have to say this up-front though: it's not a contest so there probably won't be any prizes because at the moment i have nothing to offer, unfortunately.

i do once said that i'm considering to make this series into a book and publish it if i have the opportunity. if i happen to be able to realize that plan, what i can offer you is perhaps a copy of the book and of course your name will be there, credited as contributor/writer/something like that.

as for now, however, it will be just a collab-like project. let me know what you think.

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Fri, 11 Sep 2009 09:26:30 PDT

how are you?

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Krop Creative Database + earthquake
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Wed, 02 Sep 2009 05:56:34 PDT

krop.com, where you can create a sleek and professional looking portfolio. here's mine btw.

personally, i like krop's portfolio better than dA's. don't get me wrong though, i'm not saying i don't like dA's, i do like it and that's why i'm using it. it's just that i think they totally nailed the 'portfolio' feel. what do you think?

btw no, this is not in anyway an attempt to start another dArama (gosh, how i hate that word) or persuade you to use krop's instead of dA's (no, i'm not their employer really, i'm just a fan) or any other bad things you can think about. i'm just expressing and sharing my opinion without any intention to give bad name to the portfolio system dA have here, so keep your heads cool peeps.

oh, almost forgot. an earthquake just happened recently here where i live. it was the biggest earthquake i've ever experienced. the earthquake, happened at 14:55 local time, is a magnitude of 7.3 in richter scale with epicentrum located at 143 kilometers southwest of tasikmalaya. what an experience. oh, i'm fine btw in case you're wondering. hehe.

have a wonderful day/night!
to all my muslim friends, hope your fasting is going well.

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~PetitPlat

`ArhcamtIlnaad

Ramadan Mubarak!
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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad HOLY @#$%... 5th DD? i must be dreaming. D: http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/26412136/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/26412136/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 21:37:39 PDT i must be dreaming.
..but i slapped myself. it hurts.

so i guess this is not a dream.
oh my goodness. oh my.
...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!

THANK YOU ~macheli for suggesting it and THANK YOU ^Sander-Seto for featuring it! hugs, kisses, tackle glomps, everything. omg omg, i still don't know how to react. should i scream or jump on the bed or what? because i seriously don't know.

most people might think that the excitement level will go down after the first (hell i even thought that way once) but i could say for myself that it's just wrong. it's still AS exciting as the first. ..wait, it's even MORE exciting than the first i think. haha.

also thanks to everyone who commented, faved, viewed, downloaded the piece. thank you, thank you, thank you. that piece means so so much to me and it means so so much that you guys took a liking or interest to it. again, thank you.

hugs to all!!

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad i should be doing something more useful. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/26392323/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/26392323/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 23:39:00 PDT
0. if you think one or some those are directed at you, despite the fact that whether it's really directed at you or not, then i hope you could take advantage out of it and be a better person.
1. i might not look like it but i care for you. i really do. i always do.
2. you could be such an ass sometimes, you know.
3. there are so many things that i'd like to say to you but i know you won't listen. you'll never change. it's something that i have to to accept. and i'm trying. hard.
4. do yourself, and everybody else, a favor. grow up.
5. be honest. say what you need to say. no matter how bad it is, it will always be better than the silence you cast.
6. assume away. think what you want to think. let your imagination run wild, because frankly, i don't give a damn.
7. let it go. you should have known by now.
8. i'm sorry, can't really talk to you right now, busy as a bee. reach my manager. i need to get ready now, have a photoshoot with Gemma in 5. okay, thank you.
9. will you marry me?
10. daddy loves you.

Nine things about myself:

1. i like observing people.
2. i never thought i'd be the kind of person i am now.
3. there are so many things i want to learn but sadly i never actually take the first step and make those things happen.
4. my "things i ~~want~~ am gonna do before i die" list is getting longer and longer i'm afraid i might not be able to fulfill them all.
5. when i took a liking to a song, i listened to it over and over until i had enough of the song, usually about 300 plays later.
6. i'd rather stay at home than go out. i only go out when i really really need/want to.
7. i want to have a room with a wall-size mirror in it.
8. i find it really hard to get out of the bed.
9. i have an unhealthy obsession towards numbers. it's beginning to scare me.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. you strive for balance.
2. you make me laugh.
3. you're open minded.
4. you love video game.
5. you love books.
6. you love to be photographed and make photographs.
7. you have witty comments to everything.
8. you hate ugly underwear.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. God.
2. life.
3. death.
4. time.
5. love.
6. how to make better pictures.
7. things i'd rather not mention.

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. salat al 'Isha.
2. brush my teeth.
3. wash my face.
4. drink a glass of water.
5. turn off the computer.
6. turn off the light.

Five places I want to visit:

1. paris.
2. machu picchu.
3. london.
4. tokyo.
5. your place!

Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. white t-shirt.
2. red jacket.
3. black undies.
4. jeans shorts.

Three bands that I listen to often:

1. Snow Patrol.
2. The Fray.
3. Super Junior.

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. write a book.
2. publish that book.

One confession:

1. i hate ugly underwear more than i hate bad design and bad indonesian grammar. yes, it's that big of a deal.

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]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad El Mensaje http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/26389567/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/26389567/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 20:34:22 PDT fotologer did a photo series inspired by one of my typography work, "If I". thank you, it's such an honor to be an inspiration.

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~FttSniper

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/25481586/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 19:23:15 PDT About the poll
curcol is a... technique.

..well, actually i'm not really sure about it myself since i don't know how to explain it well so let me try by giving an example:

let's say there's A and B. A said she wants to tell B about her problems but then B said he's not in the mood to listen. Annoyed, because A doesn't really care whether B is really listening or not since what A want to do is just rant, A carefully picks some talk topics related to her problems. So, when B responded to topic, A then smoothly change the direction to rant about her problems and wouldn't stop talking until she's done.

it's a little bit annoying actually, but somehow i'm getting used to it.

About you
how often do you take a bath?

it's once or twice a day for me, whenever i feel like it.

most of the time i woke up late so i take a bath at noon. if i were to take another bath, it's gonna be at night before i'm going to bed. it helps me sleep.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad lebay + can't submit + birthday + feature 002 http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/25406140/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/25406140/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 00:02:59 PDT About the Poll
no, it's not a food nor a typo.
it's an indonesian slang for.. overly dramatic!
congrats to everyone who answered (guessed) right.

to use it in a sentence you could say: "aduh, lebay deh lo"
which means: "gosh, you're so overly dramatic".

as for the other options..
cotton fabric = katun
to move with caution = berjingkat-jingkat

Can't Submit!
..because i can't seem to choose the category. when i clicked the button it just went to the overlay background without the category box.

oh well. i'll just wait.

Birthday
no, it's not my birthday.

something just came to my mind. i think it would be great to have some kind of birthday widget here in dA, something like the one in facebook. i'm so bad at remembering birthdays (and also phone numbers) so i find a widget like that really handy. i myself feels happy when someone say "happy birthday!" to me so i guess other people would feel the same way too. it could be about birthday or birth-dA-y, both are equally good.

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/25380780/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 19:31:39 PDT About Me
a beautiful stray cat

-> [link]

About You
do you have a pet? tell me about them.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad hey there. :) http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/25359303/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/25359303/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 18:50:34 PDT i miss you.

you see.. when i look back at it again i admit it was stupid of me. there's no need for dramatizing something trivial like that. ..well maybe i need to be stupid to be better. when i think about it that way, it doesn't seem as bad (and embarrassing). buuut.. as always, everything happens for a reason.

lots of wonderful things happened on my break from here.

i went to a friend's wedding.

i met a girl who made my heart skipped a beat.

i rediscovered my passion for photography.

i participated in photography events and workshops.

i literally made thousands of photos.

i met new people and made new friends.

i feel better!

i've had my break so it's time to fix my problem here. the first step to solve a problem is to identify what the problem is. i did some thinking and i managed to identify three problems that's making me a little bit uncomfortable here.

1st: my drama.
if i'm about to be dramatic it's best that i do it alone. there's no need to involve you in it. ..unless of course you want to join voluntarily.

so from now on, my dA journal will be about dA (like features and such) and you (like questions and such). my personal rants, thoughts, and everything me related will go to my blog or twitter. it's about time i make good use of that personal space of mine. it will be the perfect place that. with that, i could say first problem solved.

2nd: my gallery.
why is it a problem you say? well, truth be told... i actually feel a bit scared to submit something here. when i'm about to submit something, i worry a lot.
"what if it's not as well received as the previous one?"
"what if people don't like it as much as i do?"
"what if it's actually not that good it's not even worth submitting?"
yeah, i'm silly like that. however, i just discovered that the answer to those questions is actually really simple: "so what?" (okay, it's more like a question than an answer but you get the point.)
if i think it's worth submitting then it's worth submitting. whether people will like or not is just icing on the cake.

still, even with that, i can't just submit everything i want to share here. after all this is an art site and i apply my own definition of art to my own collection of images. therefore, i've decided that images that i like will go to my facebook, images that i really like will go to my flickr, and images that i really REALLY like will go here. with that kind of filtering i think it will help me to feel the worth submitting part and avoid the silly worrying part. and with that, i could say second problem solved. yay!

3rd: my inbox.
...because i easily feel bad about it. i just realized that i don't have to reply to everything, see everything. i'm in control of my inbox, it shouldn't be the other way around. so... if i'm about to view a deviation, reply a comment, say 'thank you', it's gonna be because i WANT TO. no more feeling like i have to, like it's a chore, like i don't mean it, like i do it out of obligation. anyway i just cleared about 4,000 messages in my inbox. never done that before. and i'm surprised, it's actually not so hard. i'm in control of my inbox. that's the key. with that, i could say third problem solved and that means all problems solved! yay!

whew, that's long.
changes are tough but they are good to have. i'll do my best.

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24915059/ Sat, 23 May 2009 21:40:54 PDT
Part I: Rant

though i'm not really fond of it, i decided to give twitter a go because i find it pretty convenient to give short information of what i'm doing when i'm not around (which will be more likely to happen here in the future, i'll get to that later) without having to trouble myself with a blog post only to fill it with a not so important one-liner.

about the rant, well it's just another bad day, a series of unfortunate events started yesterday and apparently still on the run today.

woke up with a sore throat (i seem to be getting that a lot) yesterday so i had to cancel going to a fest with a friend (apparently my friend is not feeling so well either), tried to spend some time by watching DVD but the DVD player decided not play the movie properly (it kept skipping a few seconds each time, i was like wtf) so i slammed it (the DVD, not the DVD player) to the ground and went back to my room grumpily to watch some movies i kept in my hard drive. to my surprise, the movie which i actually want to watch has a corrupted file so the media player won't play it. i've lost my desire to watch movie so i decided to just have lunch and guess what, the food tasted so salty. not to mention i have trouble swallowing it. with all that has been happening i decided maybe it would be best to just go to sleep buuuutt... yep that's right, i couldn't sleep. i then listened to some sad songs because happy songs just didn't suit the mood which, of course resulted in my bad mood getting worse.

my mother came in the afternoon along with some relatives from Medan and we went out to have dinner. i was happy, a decent meal could probably turn this day another way around, or so i thought. sadly, that's not the case. the food came so late i felt no longer hungry even though i felt like i could eat a damn horse before. the food was good (it made me forgot i had sore throat for a while) but it could be better if it came way earlier. we went home, everybody went to sleep, i tried to give myself some only to find i couldn't. not until 2 or 3 hours past midnight.

woke up this morning and found out that my sore throat is not getting better. my mother forced me to eat a chicken porridge for breakfast, i took some pills after, thanks to my sore throat i can't join my family and relatives for a picnic because i should be in bed and try to get another sleep, and here i am writing this while listening to 'Bad Day' by Daniel Powter because strangely the song makes me feel my day is not so bad after all.

whew, that feels good. on with the second part.

Part II: Leaving

while i'm here, lets just continue to the "why i won't be around" part which i mentioned earlier. before you assume anything, let me say first say that i like this place and i still do. it's just that lately i feel like what i'm doing here i do it out of "i don't want to" instead of "i want to".

i submit art because i don't want to disappoint my watchers with the lack of activity here. i check my devwatches, people's journals, news articles, and polls because i don't want messages to pile up in my inbox. i replied to comments because i don't want people to think i'm neglecting them. i say "thanks for the fav/watch" because i don't want people to think i'm not thankful. it's starting to feel like a chore.

i want to do all those above because i want to, not because i don't want to. also, i'm tired of the same freedom of speech over and over because people can say whatever they want to say and forget there's this thing called respect. i don't want to complain and just get over it but fact is, i do complain. i focus on the good things here but i'm still aware of the bad things. nothing is perfect. this place is not perfect, but then again so am i.

i can't always be kind and nice, sometimes i need to be bad and mad. i can't always say proper calm response, sometimes i need to curse. and i can't always be the 'bigger' person, sometimes i need to be the 'small' one. i might regret it later but i still need that. i'm just a human after all, who is still capable of both good and evil, and i'm done pretending i'm all good. if i want to be good then i'll be good, if i want to be bad then i'll be bad, but this is not a good place (at least for now) to try that because this is a community, i'm not the only one here. people judge and people talk. we might not realize it but we pick side.

that's why i decided to give myself a break from this place. (and i hate the "outgoing link - Now Leaving deviantART.c... ]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad Angels & Demons http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24865560/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24865560/ Wed, 20 May 2009 22:16:27 PDT

have you seen the movie? if you haven't then i think you should. i personally think it's so much better than "The Da Vinci Code". highly recommended by me.

about the movie, well i'm not a Catholic, so perhaps i have a rather different view about the movie because i'm not that closely related. however, i still could relate to it in one way or another. i might not be a really religious person but i do believe in God.

what awed me so much about this movie, aside from its stunning visual presentation (Rome is #2 in my "must visit list" now lol), is how it portrays the relationship between religion and science. i personally believe that religion and science are not two clashing side, i think they complement each other, that's why i really like what Cardinal Strauss said nearing the end of the movie.

i guess i have to read the book too.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad regarding the good looking poll.. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24796833/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24796833/ Sun, 17 May 2009 00:50:05 PDT

did you give the same answer when somebody in real life asked you the same question?
if your answer to the above question is 'yes', how did the person reacted to your answer?
if your answer is 'no', why?

for everyone who answered 'no':

how does if affect your self esteem?

thanks for answering.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad miss california and her answer http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24795252/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24795252/ Sat, 16 May 2009 22:10:58 PDT [link]

i don't know why people are so agitated because of that. i mean surely it's not a really diplomatic answer, but the question is directed at her and she gave the answer based on her view, her opinion. why should she be attacked because of that just because it's something that people don't agree to? she never intended to offend anybody, she was just stating her own opinion.

she could give an answer like "i believe it's up to the states whether they want to legalize it or not" or something along that line and nothing would happen but even if it's not how she answered the question, i still believe there's no need for a drama.

before you make any assumption, i'm not saying that i agree with her answer. i believe people should be able to choose without having to go through trouble to do it if the choice they're about to choose doesn't put others in a disadvantage position. i'm just saying it's really unnecessary to attack something we don't particularly agree.

we have different opinions, different views, different perspectives.
what's wrong with that? we could still all live in harmony if we want to.

seriously though, where has respect gone?
if i'm about to lose my faith in humanity it's definitely gonna be because i feel humankind is no longer capable of this wonderful thing called respect.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad good news. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24762563/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24762563/ Thu, 14 May 2009 22:39:32 PDT thank you everyone for all the well wishes.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad a day at the hospital. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24734261/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24734261/ Wed, 13 May 2009 09:03:08 PDT
the doctor said he maybe suffered a hyper tension because his blood pressure is soaring high and after consulting a neurologist the pain probably caused by a vertigo. the doctor ordered a CT scan tomorrow to make sure that there's nothing serious happening.

he's getting better but i know he's still in pain.
i hope he's okay. ..no, he will be okay. yes, he will.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad OH CRAP. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24697662/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24697662/ Mon, 11 May 2009 04:34:30 PDT

you know i've been spending my time designing and coding my website right?

well i just finished doing that and i was all excited and "omg lets beta test this" and i opened it in Firefox and i liked what i see and then i opened it in IE and it was A MESS. &*^$%#! i don't even know what to say.

i guess i should have designed it in IE in the first place but i don't even use IE, i use Firefox. -_- aarrgg this is so frustrating. i could just turn a blind eye but that mess will still be there and i don't want that because yes it bothers me that much.

this sucks. and yes, i'm listening to the song to calm myself down and so far it helps. a little. -_-

meet me on facebook: [link]

^{My gallery!
My website!
My facebook!

ArhcamtIlnaad is feeling @#*$&%!}

journal CSS by `thespook, stock images used.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad wow, thanks.. ^^ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24643203/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24643203/ Thu, 07 May 2009 21:18:37 PDT thanks for the hugs, i feel much better.

i think it has been a long time since i felt this way (the not so good feeling). back then, the trigger would be something related to college because that's what stressed me the most. but now since i have nothing to be stressed about, i'm not sure why i feel that way. i have found a plan, though it's a temporary one, so the whole plan part is not bugging me as much as it used to. there's so many things about me that i haven't understand yet. sounds weird i know, but that's how the way it is. humans are interesting creatures.

ps. seems like every time i submitted something out of my not-so-good mood it turned out to be so well received.

i'm not sure whether i should be happy or sad.

pps. a very good friend of mine, ~macheli is back here!
drop by on his page and go say hi.

meet me on facebook: [link]

^{My gallery!
My website!
My facebook!

ArhcamtIlnaad is feeling better.}

journal CSS by `thespook, stock images used.

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad X-Men Origin: Wolverine http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24610703/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24610703/ Tue, 05 May 2009 22:47:10 PDT is nice but..

..THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN MOAR GAMBIT!

i demand X-Men Origin: Gambit next. highly unlikely though since he already made an appearance in "Wolverine". i wonder who's next. maybe Storm. or Rogue. i like Rogue. but still, i like Gambit best.

.let's play a game!

since ~~we're~~ i'm talking about X-Men here..

- go to [link]
- put in your name
- comment with your result

mine is Crossfire and my mutant power is earth manipulator.
not bad.

featuring

=ENAM

i'd love this on my wall

can't afford the print though.

well, one can dream.

eye candy

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24592727/ Mon, 04 May 2009 21:18:35 PDT wondering why..

apparently someone i featured last time has been permanently banned from dA. i'm talking about !cggp. anybody know why? i'm just curious because the time frame seems so short. was he stealing art? i googled him, found his blog, and saw the same pictures he submitted to dA so i guess that's not the case, but who knows. the i found the name 'slickgreek' and it reminded me of the *enayla incident. maybe it's because of that? and yea, i have too much time on my hand to play detective.

.question!

what's one place that you always want to visit but still not having the chance to?

mine is definitely Paris. i've been wanting to go there ever since i was in elementary school. it's on my "Things I ~~Want To~~ Am Gonna Do Before I Die" list (i'll share the list some other time). i hope i could realize it soon.

featuring

=ENAM

i'd love this on my wall

can't afford the print though.

well, one can dream.

eye candy

`ArhcamtIlnaad we have a pandemic. http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24558440/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24558440/ Sun, 03 May 2009 01:54:00 PDT stay healthy, okay?!
..it's like avian flu all over again.

..on a lighter note, the website design is going well. have some trouble with the codes but i'm working on that. never been a big fan of that ever since college.

i'm not really fond of revisit but since i'm desperate for inspiration i made some changes on my old works and i'm gonna be reuploading them here later so if you see something you've seen earlier you know why. this artblock is getting too big and long. though it may be good for some other (i'll leave that up to your imagination) it's definitely not good for this one.

oh, and i LOVE Lady GaGa.
i've been listening to "Just Dance" for hours.

.let's play a game!

- go to wikipedia: [link]
- type in your birth date in the search box
- pick one event that interests you the most
- pick one famous people with whom you share a birthday
- comment with your result
- i'll guess your birth date!

sounds nice? let's play then. i'll start with mine.

"The asteroid 4179 Toutatis passes within four lunar distances of Earth" and "Won Bin". can you guess my birth date?

featuring

*cggp

eye candy

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24456561/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 02:55:47 PDT

..but we're not gonna discuss that here.

how are you guys? is life treating you well?

i still haven't invented any plans for my future yet BUT i've made one little step because at least now i have something to do. i'm gonna make my own personal website!

i've been thinking about it for a while actually but i've just realized that now is a good time to work on that. plus it will be perfect practice for my coding and designing.

there are still so many things to be done right now. i'll let you know once it's up and running.

have a wonderful day everyone!

.let's play a game

here's six random things about me:

1. i wore braces for two years

2. i can play video game for 15 straight hours

3. i have gaydar and it's working

4. i still have trouble with 'left' and 'right'

5. i had afro hair when i was a baby

6. i run around in underwear when nobody's home

five is true but one is false. hmm.. which one is it..?
..then again i could be fooling around and put all false there. or, surprise, all truth. i'm not gonna tell though. that would kill the fun in the game now wouldn't it.

you could also tell me one of yours. whether it's gonna be true or false is completely up to you. i'll do the guessing.

.worth mentioning

wish `insaneone a fast recovery! -> [link]

DAIA voting is open! -> [link]

about community and respect! ->[link]

*hiredeviantARTISTS

~typoholics

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24368663/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 21:22:38 PDT

just finished tidying up mine: [link]
i shorten my username to make it easier to type.

btw i've just realized that there are "add to friends" and "watch" button and they give different result.. i've been clicking "add to friends" all the time without realizing that (well, i don't even realize that "watch" button is there, silly me). -_- oh well. it's always good to have more friends. :]

anyway, how's your day? anything interesting? i woke up early today i even managed to have breakfast! not something that i should be proud of actually but it's nice to have a different start for a day.

still have no plan (not a surprise i guess) but i've passed the point where i worry about it much.

but that point will come again sooner or later and i better have something by then.

oh and i watched "Australia" yesterday. beautiful movie. i almost cried during one particular scene i had my vision all blurry and that big-lump-down-my-throat feeling (not a single tear though lol). it's that good imo. you should watch it if you haven't.

have a lovely day everyone!

http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24336523/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 01:59:22 PDT

if you haven't i suggest seeing the video first: [link]

that's just.. wow, i don't even know what to say. i'm not gonna lie. when i first saw her i was so sure she's gonna ended up humiliating herself in public. but right after she started singing i felt a huge slap on my face. can't believe it's that easy for me to judge her just because of her appearance. i feel so ashamed because of that. so glad i had that wake up call.

meet me on facebook: [link]

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¢mindfuckx - Simple Letter Journal Skin CSS
if you think you're not viewing this journal correctly, try this..

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad GRADUATION! http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24318891/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24318891/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 03:21:12 PDT

OMG I'M OFFICIALLY JOBLESS!

~Arimbi

(left) ~t0bu - (right) =li29, who graduated with honor (cum laude). looks can totally be deceiving.

a march to our campus after the graduation ceremony.

"hat toss" celebration.

the graduates.

more photos in my facebook if you want to take a look. hehe.
a plan is really really really REALLY necessary now but
i'd like to not worry about that for a while and
enjoy this bliss while it lasts.

cakes for all!

meet me on facebook: [link]

credits
¢mindfuckx - Simple Letter Journal Skin CSS
if you think you're not viewing this journal correctly, try this..

]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad i have so much fun :) http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24273329/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24273329/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 12:31:46 PDT

tonight i went to the celebration for the upcoming graduation day. despite my lack of costume (it's not glam/vintage enough i think) it wasn't that awkward not following the dress code correctly because most people didn't really follow it. a friend actually came with t-shirt and jeans and she was doing just fine.

after graduation it's gonna be hard for us to meet each other due to people getting back to their hometown and or looking for job opening so i tried to make the best out of this gathering.

the happy crowd.

=li29, me, and ~Arimbi, photo taken by ~plummie.
i always suck at posing.

=li29, ~t0bu, and me, photo also taken by ~plummie.

~plummie and ~t0bu doing something silly.

saturday is THE day. can't wait for it. hehe.

ps: today (april 17, it's already past midnight here, hehe) is my sister, ~NuuSplendid's birthday! give her your best wishes.

pps: i think i'll go with either white shirt + reddish burgundy tie or light blue shirt + blue tie. thanks everyone for the suggestion!

ppps: still looking for pupils: [link]

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... ]]> `ArhcamtIlnaad need another fashion advice lol http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24238112/ http://ArhcamtIlnaad.deviantart.com/journal/24238112/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 21:58:17 PDT

so.. there's gonna be a party-like event tonight held by our junior to congratulate us people who are about to graduate. the theme of the party is glam vintage and dress code follows the theme.

i could just go with t-shirt-sweater-jeans combo as usual but it's gonna be awkward to later find that i'm the only one with the wrong costume.

the females seem to take it really seriously (i heard it from ~Arimbi when she asked me what she should wear, which of course i have no idea).

any idea what i should wear?

ps: i think i'll go with either white shirt + reddish burgundy tie or light blue shirt + blue tie. thanks everyone for the suggestion!

pps: still looking for pupils: [link]

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