http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Ashifter&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Ashifter en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 19:50:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/8859484/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/8859484/ Wed, 24 May 2006 00:03:48 PDT ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/7606265/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/7606265/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 22:38:53 PST ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/7559538/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/7559538/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:23:32 PST
Mood: confused
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yeah, so if anyone would care to enlighten me, it would be nice, im confused.

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OOOOOOo i met a new girl......... k........amy needs to calm down...... mmmmmmhmmmmmmm

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soo.... i went to a girl/girl club for the first time the other night, with some new friends, i had a ton of fun dancing the night away.

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so i got on the scale today,(after having eaten and i had all my cloths on) ive lost more weight and my pants dont fit, wtf, i already lost my ass, what more could i lose?

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my g/f broke up with me. yep. over a voicemail. ive was not been able to talk about her or think about her without crying which is why this entry is kinda late. she kept on saying she didnt want to hurt me, that she knew she had and didnt want to anymore. that she needs to get her life in gear. also shes got some online chick comming over from some diffrent state that she said was platonic. as she said this she put herself in my shoes and told me she would feel jealous and she wouldnt want that of me. she had not proven to me that i should distrust her as every previous person ive been with has. so, i trusted her, and told her so. but she kept on telling me she would not have trust if she were i. i have not talked to her since her voicemail and dont think i can. i dont know what i would do if i saw her right now. she was my first love. i tell my older brother just about everything and he knows whats up, his advice to me is to not take her back again. to much heartache and i could do better. family is so important, they stick by you though thick and thin.

on a wierd note, with all the shit and pain ive been in/was in ive knowticed that ive been teatering more over the fence than i ever have. i thought i had this figured out....i guess ive proved myself wrong.

note 2, ive not lost weight but ive dropped a few or more sizes which is wierd to me, i lost my curvy ass in 2 weeks. went from a size 9-10 to a 5. dont ask me wtf happened cause i dont know.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4764936/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4764936/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 22:30:13 PST
Mood: flirtacious
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so she wants me in her life but doesnt want the g/f status, oh im spun and ive put up my gaurd again. i did see her last night though, that was nice.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4673864/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4673864/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 21:28:25 PST
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my g/f broke up with me over the phone, not only over the phone, but on a voicemail.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4574430/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4574430/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:14:19 PST
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hi, for the first time in my life i have a valentine, her name is selena. I am so happy to have her in my life. she and i have been going for about 3-4 months. i met her at costco when i was seasonal hire. just thought i would share, i hope all is well..

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4476130/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4476130/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 00:16:26 PST
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[link] robin williams stand up comedy on golf.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4470724/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4470724/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 12:12:40 PST
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yesturday i was a bit upset as selena would not call me and she would not tell me whats wrong, only that it had to do with me.... well.... as some of you might know im still living at home... i hadnt eaten for about a day and i was hungry so i went out to the kitchen to make food, my dad was at the computer and said hi.... i have always been daddys little girl and he has always had a way of reading me, even when i block all others out... he can read me... he asked if everything was ok... and i told him... i dont remember my exact words as im not good in that memory dept but after i told him something or other that the person i was seeing wouldnt tell me what was wrong.....i got a she and or her in their and he looked at me and said wow, i thought you were telling me about some secret boyfriend... lol.... he thanked me for telling him and said something or other to a "cool" aspect, lol... i was shaking and i turned arround to finish making my sandwitch he came up behind me and gave me a hug and kiss on the top of my head. i never thought i would tell my dad that i like women, but i knew that if i did he would be cool with it. hes the most liberal person ive ever met and had the privelage to have in my life. while all this nerve wracking emotions ive had with selena have been going on, ive completly cleaned my room, lol. i clean when im emotionally disrupted. lol. anyways, their is a story.

thank you so much for reading and commenting. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4212085/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4212085/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 12:47:29 PST
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im one away from my 5000th hit on my site, wahoooooooo.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4053494/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4053494/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 21:12:59 PST
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wahooo, hung out with selena yesturday, wow, oh wow. things went fast but wow, fun times. mm shes a good kisser...among other things.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4015615/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/4015615/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 00:00:26 PST
Mood: flirtacious
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The girl i have a crush on at work is bi. yeahhhhhh. i let her know that i am bi and things started moving from their, she told me she had a really detailed temperature rising dream about me the other night, but i havnt been able to get it out of her. ill see her friday when we both work, ive two days off. oh im so excited to have something starting, shes really sweet and pretty. lmao, she was checking out my ass the other day, haha. the space we hold between each other is little to none, so thats cool. i hope things move in a good direction.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3694139/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3694139/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 12:33:47 PDT
Mood: eh
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Ok people's, its almost time for me to be old . Ill be 24 on the 7th of november. Arh, my parents will be in hawaii... I might go up and see my brother and some friends up north.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3646030/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3646030/ Thu, 21 Oct 2004 23:14:12 PDT
Mood: so elaited
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I started my new job today, the costco one. it went well and one of my boss's praised me which was nice. yeahhhh. its a temp job which means ill get layed off at the end of the season and hopefully hired back afterward. I need to keep my safeway job so that when i do get laid off ill have income during those few months.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3577286/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3577286/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 21:57:06 PDT
Mood: so elaited
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I start working for costco friday, ive orentation then. OMG YEAHHHHHHHH took long enought to get a job their, wow. my current work doesnt know yet, and they wont, i put in for my 2weeks vacation and i better get it, ive been refused 4 times. (co-worker was sick, not enought time... bla bla bla.) If they dont give it to me, ill threaten to go to the union, ill put in my two weeks and or ill slam em with a suit that i would have just cause over.... (my on the job accident that didnt get taken care of right away, i sliced the back of my hand open with a box knife, 7 stiches at the E-room at 11pm that my dad took me too) I also got passed over for a promotion in my department to a chick that was a homemaker to manager, oh i was pist. anyways. im so excided for this new job. WOW.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3530650/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3530650/ Wed, 06 Oct 2004 21:40:10 PDT
Mood: so elaited
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OMG i got a second interview for a job at costco, wow, wahooooooo. its for graveyard night shift which i was so bad. omg i cant wait, friday is the big day.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3414685/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3414685/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 14:36:23 PDT
Mood: lonely
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oOo OoO im almost to a page count of 4000

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3388817/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3388817/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 00:20:53 PDT
Mood: pist
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grr. i have such shitty luck with men, why me. why me.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3384830/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3384830/ Fri, 17 Sep 2004 13:48:41 PDT
Mood: pist
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joey told me that he was seeing other people. duh i knew that, hes an attactive person, ha, now hes not single. omg why do i real in the jerks.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3351581/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3351581/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 23:42:52 PDT
Mood: happy
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Ohh i hope i get my new computer tomarrow. this one is shot, not to mention it is old. i bought a dell,

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3307622/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3307622/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 11:35:19 PDT
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His name is Joey. Things are going well so far. We live close together which is nice, especially me living out in the sticks still. lol. OoO, im happy. hehe. He is very kind, hes smart, fun to be arround and on top of it all hes really handsome.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3168788/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3168788/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 22:17:14 PDT
Mood: keyed into mortality
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months, not years.

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one of the valves in her heart is collapsed, doc says shes had corrinary heart desease for awhile. she is 90 so her body is just about used up. they will not risk doing sergery as her body is to frail. he says 6-12yr is how long her body might hold up. he has her on a medication to stop the heart flutters. im sad.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3152375/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3152375/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 01:47:50 PDT
Mood: keyed into mortality
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she had a stroke yesturday at about 2pm western time. She told my mom that she misses my grandpa, he dropped his body when i was 12 in 92. he was 82yrs old. i was born on his birthday, he was a very quiet man, very crafty with little miniatures.... My brother is 26, i am 23, mom is 55, dad is 50. My grandmother has watched her entire family grow up, including her grandchildren, my brother and i. She is a strong wonderfull women that i am priviliged to know and be related to. i love her so much and i am saddend by her failing body, though it is known from a young age that the tools we call bodys do not last forever. i dont know what else to say but i needed to say something,

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3152352/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3152352/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 01:37:54 PDT
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my grandmother is in the hosipital. Her heart is doing weird things. She is residing in a very old body of 90 1/2+ years. I am sad. Im still learning to actually deal with feelings i have. I love her dearly but know that her body is almost used up. She is a beautifull women inside and out. I love her.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3144860/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3144860/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 05:26:09 PDT
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I was stood up again.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3120257/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3120257/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 22:34:55 PDT
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these pictures are crazy cute, they are taken with a fish eye lense, if anyone knows that this is, youll probably like it. oh and Bryan my friend, these are not wearing weird flower petals on their head, lol. here is the link, these pics are funny.. [link] i might just make one of these into my desktop. not sure though. hope you guys get a cute chuckle out of these as i did.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3100885/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3100885/ Wed, 11 Aug 2004 15:32:26 PDT
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if anyone wants to use anyy of my photos for a manip or model, they may. (just so long as you ask) hehe. ty

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3062612/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3062612/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 02:13:36 PDT
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ok, i had good, er um.... ya.... men dont suck anymore at the moment. lol

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3031787/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/3031787/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 02:15:30 PDT
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ok, right now my life sucks. i talked with a guy i went on a couple dates with the other day, i asked him why he didnt want to date me, he decided i wasnt his type after 2 dates. wtf? oh another guy, his turn off was that my teeth wernt tight together, arhh... oh he said my bod was really nice though. Oh, and my bootie call buddies, Ph ha. one of them said that sex with me is great but hes not attracted to me. omg, right now. im thinking that if it wernt so hard to find gay/bi women id go gay.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2987399/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2987399/ Wed, 28 Jul 2004 11:00:08 PDT
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ooo im almost at a page count of 3000. wahooo

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2985094/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2985094/ Wed, 28 Jul 2004 02:15:10 PDT
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omg, my brothers car got stollen the other day, from inside the locked garage, he had a 98 acura integra. as he puts it, he feels as if hes been raped, thats his nice car, he put alot of money into the thing and it looked awsome. stupid fucking bastards. hes got theft insurance on the thing and his apt is covering it too.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2942112/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2942112/ Thu, 22 Jul 2004 13:27:40 PDT
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look, its a wooden ferrari f50.

[link]

these are not my pictures, they are the web site owners.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2926504/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2926504/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 12:59:05 PDT
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why is it that when some people come to you site the (subscritption) cookie does not show their screen name as having visited your site? anyone know?

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2877103/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2877103/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 00:42:22 PDT
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(1) What is your name?
Amy
(2) Are you happy with it?
yup
(3) Are you named after anyone?
nope, but my parents came up with my name the exact same time, and they were in 2 diffrent places
(4) Your nicknames:
aim, aimers, hun, cutie, sweety...
(5) Your screen name:
Ashifter
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?
no
(7) Then what would you name your children? I dont know, i like the middle name of levi though.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you have been called?
Tate, bleck, im glad im a girl.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be?
not sure, jonna, jaima....
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name?
um no...
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?
Id go by a pen name
(12) Your gender
female
(13) Straight/gay/bi?
Bi
14) Single?
yes
(15) do you want to be?
hell no
(16) Your birth date:
nov, 7th 1980, i was 2 months premature poping out at about 4lbs.
(17) Your age: 23, yes we can add...
(18) Age you act: im hopeing 23
(19) Age you wish you were:
not sure
(20) Your height:
5'5 1/2
(21) The color of your eyes:
green, but on my lisence they are posted as blue, ive worn contacts since the age of 2, i have slightly tinted blue gas permiable contacts.
(22) Happy with it?
mmm hmm
23) The color of your hair:
right now? red, born with? brown
(24) Happy with it?
ya
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous?
lefty but semi ambidextrous
(26) Your living arrangement?
with family
(27) Your family:
is ok, needs to let me grow up and other such things.
(28) Have any pets?
yes. 2 cats, a dog, and we have a saltwater aquarium.
(29) What's your job:
coustomer service/video/lotto counter
(30) Piercing?
ears
(31) Tattoos?
not yet, want one on my upper back or lower back.
(32) Obsessions?
eh
(33) Addictions?
addictions? eh no
34) Do you collect anything?
shoes, cute shirts, purses, stuff like that...
(35) Do you speak another language?
not really
(36) Have a favorite quote?
na
(37) Do you have a web page?
this one, facethejury, hotornot, and thedilly
(38) Do you live in the moment?
er sure if u command
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
yes
(40) Do you have any secrets?
yea
(41) Do you hate yourself?
no
(42) Do you like your handwriting?
its mine no one else has it so of course..yes
(43) Do you have any bad habits?
yea.. sleeping in late, ... oh i could list but i wont
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?
pretty hair, nice smile... those such
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
(46) What's your biggest fear?
being alone
(47) Can you sing?
if i got back into using my signing voice, yea.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
no
(49) Are you a loner?
yes when im around my family or ppl i dont know
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life?
try to stay happy
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
ya
(52) Are you a daredevil?
sometimes, those that know me really well might say i am, depends on what it is really.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
that im shy when it comes to dating, that ive got to many hormones.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?
both.
(55) Have you got a journal?
no
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?
my art, would be strenght, and weakness, my father would say writing things down... among others...
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
become more outgoing
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?
to a point, i tend to keep things out or push them away.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing?
yea but oh well done and gone
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?
sometimes
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?
dont let your parents try to "make" you who yo... ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2852537/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2852537/ Sat, 10 Jul 2004 22:57:17 PDT
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i want to get a tattoo on my lower back, that or my upper back between my shoulder blades. im going to draw one but would like some ideas, if anyone has any ideas let me know.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2814205/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2814205/ Tue, 06 Jul 2004 01:53:53 PDT
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wahooo went up to south center and then to alki beach. fun times, oo and we, (my best friend and i) had some simple fun times with the guys we met the other night.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2806569/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2806569/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 02:14:31 PDT
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ooo went out to seattle last night, was a ton of fun, went with my best friend. We went clubbing and dancing. the guy i was dancing with, oo hot, i saw him just standing their so i went up grabbed his hands and pulled him to the dance floor. we danced for about and hour or more. fun fun. my friend attracted his friend and we all went out to eat, yummy. i wish i lived closer to the city. arghhh.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2768229/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2768229/ Wed, 30 Jun 2004 00:32:55 PDT
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wahooo, went up to seattle the other day and saw my brother and his g/f's new place, its nice. i also got to see my brothers bike, ooooo fun times. We went walking arround pike place market, thats fun. Oh and we ate on the water front. seattle is fun, i dont get up to it very often, i probably should. hehe. anyways. hope all is well with everyone. ty for reading.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2716073/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2716073/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 00:41:21 PDT
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yeahhh im taking a painting class this summber, first class was today. The teacher is young and quite handsome, lol. i got my self portrait painting back from the art show, wahoo...but grrr too, someone picked it up and got a freaking white finger print of paint on it, ohhhhhhhh im going to have to fix it somehow, either get out the paint remove and gently take it off or paint over it, grr, i dont remember what shades and colors i used, arhh. people have such respect, now dont they? HA. anyways.... oh many it was so hott out today, almost 90 degrees in the city. and thats where i was driving, im trying to get a job at costco. so im checking in alot. push push push..... oh and im going to get trained for our gas station at the store i work at. one more thing on the list of many im trained for, i just wish i got payed more, im working on that with the costco deal... anyways. im board. ttyl.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2659781/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2659781/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 15:33:07 PDT
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[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Paine
[ 2 ] Last word you said: you
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: some song in my car..
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: my best friend
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: some joke
[ 6 ] Last time you said I dont fucking remember: I don’t fucking remember….just now
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: not too long ago.
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: 1: evenessance 2:Linkin park 3: .... and 3 more of some sort, those are in my car, my room player? um... im too lazy to look.
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: white
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: An under the bed storage bin.
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: 10: something.
[ 12 ] Current taste: carbs
[ 13 ] Current hair: bright red, was blonde, ek, i look horrible as a blonde
[ 14 ] Current clothes: Tight pants, black boots, fitted t-shirt and fitted hoodie zip up.
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: My fucking parents.
[ 16 ] Current longing: To talk to josh, and to get away from my parents.
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: a humming bird picture.
[ 18 ] Current worry: how to stay away from my pist parents
[ 19 ] Current hate: hmmm, i think you already know.
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: my tight jeans
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: face and hair
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: dont remembers..
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: in anothers arms.
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: arround a pist parent.
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: 10:00 11:00am anywhere around there
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: not sure.
[ 27 ] Favorite color: dark or bright colors
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: Helll yaa.
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5’5”1/2
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying:
[ 31 ] Favorite book:
[ 32 ] Favorite season: summer
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Matthew heppner, the guy i had my first kiss with.
[ 34 ] Favorite day: friday

[[[ FUTURE ]]]


[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: australia
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: something my father doesnt want me to do. (can you tell im pist at my dad? lol)
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: i havnt a clue.

[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]


[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: ] –laughs- hell yea
[ Been to New York?: ] no
[ Been to Florida?: ] No
[ San Diego, Cali?: ] no
[ Hawaii?: ] YES
[ Mexico?: ] no
[ China?: ] no
[ Danced naked?: ] yea
[ Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] yea
[ Wanted to be the opposite sex: ] once

[[[ RANDOM ]]]


[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ] yes….
[ What book are you reading now?: ]
[ Worst feeling in the world: ] a uti, lol
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: ] arhh, i dont want to get up
[ How many rings before you answer?: ] one
[ Future daughter's name: ] not sure
[ Future son's name: ] i like the middle name of levi
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: ] no
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ] something in the marine science, that or something in the tropics.
[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: ] lefty, we think in our right minds, thank you. lol
[ College plans: ] im in it.
[ Piercings: ] Earrings

[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]


[ Do you do drugs?: ] nope
[ Do you drink: ] yea
[ Who are your best friends?: ] Maria
[ What are you most scared of?: ] you know old westerns? where their rasors for men are switchblade thingys? omg, those give me the freaking shivers.
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ] my thong
[ Who is the last person that called you?: ] crystal
[ Where do you want to get married?: ] in a the tropics
[ If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?:] be less passive.
[ Who do you really hate?: ]
[ Favorite number: ] 21
[ Been In Love?: ] no
[ What Type Automobile Do You Drive: ] 2000 ford focus.
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: ] always llate
[ Do You Have A Job: ] yes
[ Do You Like Being Around People: ] ya
[ Bes... ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2654213/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2654213/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 21:33:40 PDT
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wahooo, i fixed my modem. i was playing arround with my settings and i screwed up my connection. alllllllll fixed.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2653535/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2653535/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 19:54:54 PDT
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my wireless modem in my room isnt working, i think my dad put a block on the thing. If i upset him in any way....(even on my own screwup that should not affect him, my schooling for example) he turns off the modem, or other such things, arhhhh i need to move out, he treats me like a little kid, grrrr parents...

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2625776/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2625776/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 01:28:21 PDT
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almost at page count of 2000 cool.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2616476/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2616476/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 21:13:19 PDT
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ooooooo i found my health cards

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2616471/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2616471/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 21:12:45 PDT
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ive got the darn hickups, and they wont go away.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2613657/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2613657/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 14:41:16 PDT
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one of my medications says to not go out in the sun, oops. i guess it makes me photo sensative. Another wierd thing, one says to take with milk or food, the other says to not take with calcium. arhh. i cant wait untill my meds are done, they suckkkkkkk. It says to take with food too, i havnt been hungy latly, grrr. i want to be all better. this sucks.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2613649/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2613649/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 14:40:45 PDT
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one of my medications says to not go out in the sun, oops. i guess it makes me photo sensative. Another wierd thing, one says to take with milk or food, the other says to not take with calcium. arhh. i cant wait untill my meds are done, they suckkkkkkk. It says to take with food too, i havnt been hungy latly, grrr. i want to be all better. this sucks.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2609719/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2609719/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 01:41:18 PDT
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ooooo im almost at 2000 coool. haha, im easily entertained.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2608094/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2608094/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 20:19:05 PDT
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0. What is the ring tone on your phone? i have a diffrent one for all my friends.
1. What time do you get up? I get my ass up at lazy times.
2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would
it be? Mathew
3. Gold or silver? Silver.
4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Ladykillers
5. What is/are your favorite TV show(s)? Survivor
6. What do you usually have for breakfast? i usually run out he door with nothing. i know its horrible.
7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? Conservative ass'd people.
8. What is your middle name? Christine
9. Beach, City or Country? BEACH
10. Favorite ice cream? hmmm, um, something with caramel.
11. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? salt and butter
12. Which would you prefer to buy: shoes or purse? purse, wahoooo
13. Price not considered, what kind of car would you
drive? Subaru wrx turbo charged, or that new mazda rx8. oooooooooooo niceeeee..
14. Favorite sandwich? its all good
15. What characteristic in people do you despise? Closemindedness, that and those that "know" they are right, and that other opinions are wrong.
16. Favorite flower? plumaria
17. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Someplace tropical
18. Favorite brand of clothing? Ones that fit my shape, lol
20. Where would you retire to? im 23, ive bairly started my life.
21. Favorite day of the week? friday
22. What did you do for your last birthday? Saw family and i worked, b-day pay on top of working = 12 or 13hours of pay in one day.
23. Where were you born? Portland oregon
24. What's your Favorite sport to watch? Gymnastics
25. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? not sure.
26. Person you expect to send it back first? dont know.
27. What fabric detergent do you use? hmm, uh, not sure. i think its tide.
28. Coke or Pepsi? Diet coke
29. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night freaking owl, mornings are torture.
30. What is your shoe size? 8
31. Do you have any pets? Dog named snickers, 2 cats, tropical fish and all the animals that come into our yard, squirls, birds....that such.
32. When is your Birthday? November 7th, i was a 2 month premi though.
33. E-mail or card in mail? email
34. Who do you look up to? My older brother.
35. What would you do if you were guaranteed success? laugh at whovever guaranteed it to me
37. What would your friends say is your best quality? that i care a lot ( about ppl that is)
38. If you were to take inventory of your characteristics which ones would you throw in the trash and which would you keep? Not be so shy when it comes to my attraction to another.

*physical traits**
1. How tall are you? 5'5 1/2
2. What color are your eyes? blue-green
3.What color is your hair? brown
4. Do you wear makeup? sometimes
5. What are you wearing right now? slacks, white shirt and a cream colord hoody sweater.
6. Do you get your nails done? yes, just manacured though, no fake ones, ekk.
8. What size shoe? 8
9. what is your bust size? 36 b but they don't look like it.
10. Big hips or small? big i guess, though i fit into pants that are 7-8-9-10 size.
11. What is a word to describe your body? freaky curvy, im not big but my waist is tiny so i look curvy.
12. Who is going to fill out this survey next? not a clue.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2604794/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2604794/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 12:53:34 PDT
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uhhhh finals coming up, i dont know if ill even pass my darn classes.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2600655/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2600655/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 22:23:33 PDT
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i went to the urgent care today, i woke up in excruciating pain. Turns out what i have is a uti. ewwweee, and ouchhhhhhhh. Since today is sunday i had to go to the urgent care unit, i wasnt going to wait another day, i did some research and if you leave a uti to go, it can go up into the kidneys (which it did in my case) and that allows the bacteria to go through the blood stream. It also can really screw up the reproductive systems, YI, I want to eventually have kids ty. lol. Also going the bathroom should not hurt, thats for damn sure. I got antibitotics administered their and i got 2 perscriptions. She jabbed me in the ass with 2 full doses of antibiotics, the jab didnt hurt so much, the freaking antibiotics hurt going in, ouchh....and its mixed with lidocane too. For all you men out their, you guys are lucking to urethra longer than 2inches or so. NO more excruciating pain, yeahhhh!!!

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2596489/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2596489/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 12:03:36 PDT
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arghh i need a doc, im in pain... i wont describe it its not hte place to describe it, my damn health card i cant find. and my union is closed on weekends, grr.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2586155/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2586155/ Fri, 04 Jun 2004 23:15:50 PDT
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arhh i cant find my health card. grrrrrrrrr
its health coverage from my work.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2567800/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2567800/ Wed, 02 Jun 2004 16:18:04 PDT
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ohhh ya, and her statment was that people shouldnt have sex at all. PALEASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEE it is known, at least i hope so that people areee having sex.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2567599/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2567599/ Wed, 02 Jun 2004 15:49:41 PDT
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today in my english class we debated, the subject i chose to debate on was pro-choice vs pro-life. If you havnt gathered by now that i am very liberal, then now you know. This is a debate that will not sway one opinion to another, that is already known, it was just fun tying to see them re-but against my statments. Within the three people we were debating against was one of the little blondes that i had a crush on at the start of the term. When she spoke she stared straight at me and tryed to convise me that here beliefs of early term abortion is killing a child, that i do not believe. When it was my turn to re-but and i stared straight at her she swayed her eyes elsewhere getting uncomfortable with my statments. I said flat out, i am a very liberal person and do not like any of my rights as a person to be abridged. then she came back with the right of the child, so again i re-but'd her statement. I just found it interesting that she geared her statments to me and not to rebecca or the gentlmen next to me. corse it might have had to do with my "riske" hair, i dont know. when she said her statment, her eyes went to me, when said my statment and my eyes went to her, she swayed her eyes away... hrrrnmmmm. lol. that was the interesting and fun part of my day today, i discovered that debating can be fun, hehe.

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2562745/ http://Ashifter.deviantart.com/journal/2562745/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 23:12:08 PDT
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wahooooooooo more fun times last night, lol. :wink:

thank you for reading. ]]> ~Ashifter