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        <pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 09:32:12 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>ello everyone!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jul 2009 12:08:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok.so, <br /><br />i no its been a while since ive actually done ANYTHING! butttt<br /><br />thats becuase ive been too busy to draw or write anything<br />but, <br />hopefully ill get some art up soon.  not sure yet.<br />ive got a few things ill put up sumtimes soon<br />not sure when yet though <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />well ill put sumthing on lol i promise =3<br /><br />well thank you peace! <br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>drawings</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2009 11:31:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am going to havta start drawing again sorry but i havnt been doing much of anything latly. i let my grades slip dramatically and iv been focused so much on that i havnt had time to do ANYTHING else. i do however have many poems lol. but i wil try and get back on track again. i need to get everything fixed up and organized<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i can put on new stuff soon</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 15:14:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i got a scanner/printer buut i need to get usb cord befor i can even use it. i also got a new digital camera so i gues that would be good if the printer/scanner were to break. but anywho back to the point.lol. but i will put more pictures up soon. thank u all for not giving up on me and watnot. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my own oppinion</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jul 2008 16:39:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok everyone is entitled to their own oppinion so I'm just going to get all this straight and even tell you the reasons behid this... i AM athiest. but there is a reason for this. all my life i have been wondering about this and finally i realized i have no sympathy for god or his ways, even if he is real i dont really care for him much anyway..i mean if he is suppose to be there for everyoe then why hasnt he been there for me. i mean my life has been harder then a 13 year olds life is suppose to be... i prayed to god for about 7 years and none of my prayers were awnsered. so i think he is a fake. when i see proof of this god that everyone is trying to convince me is real then i will believe. but as of now i could care less about that god of yours becuase he isnt there for me so why should i give a rats ass about him..* sorry to put it so harshly*.<br />and dont give me a hard time about this becuase as ur beliefe is in him mine is not. im not tellin noone not to believe in god so dont tell me that i have to.. and anyway... i have christain friends and have nuthing against religiouse people... in fact i only have a problem with them if they have a problem with me. this was just to straighten things up about it.. so stop judgin people and myself about their religouns and beliefs thats their beliefe and it aint like its hurting you any so get the f*** over yourself and move on to a topic actually worth ranting over<br /><br />thank you for reading XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ashley1011</author>
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                <title>this is...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 16:02:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ long distance relationships are hard...very hard. its like you live so close to me but so far. my heart wants me to be with you but my body stays away. I love you and can't stand not being with you. I didnt mean for this to happen. i went against everything i stand for. i told myself i would never give my heart away, never put my life in anyones hands. but with you it changed. i gave my heart to you and i put my life in your hands. you saved my life anyway so why shouldn't you be in controle of it. I'm just shocked. I don't understand what happened. I'v never felt something so strong. im not sad when your around. You turn my worst days into the best days. When i satrt thinking of my family and my friends who are not here anymore and get really upset you know just what to say. you always seem to make me feel better. make me feel normal. you make me feel like a real person who has never had anything wrong. So i try to keep you in my life becuase I can't live without you. But  its hard when you don't live near me , when i can't see you everyday. when the only thing keeping us together is our love and a phone. When I get the chance I'm leaving and moving there just for you. I love it there anyway but you make it better. I love you and even if it kills me i promise i will never leave you and i will amke sure that i don't screw this up.. even if it's hard.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ashley1011</author>
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                <title>my feeling of love right now</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 May 2008 18:27:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my love right now is hard. its hard that ur not here everyday to hold me. its hard not being able to see ur smile every single day  but im not going to let distance get between us. idc if ur mixed or if u can be mean or if u r different. ur imperfections make me love u more then ur perfections do. i love u for u. its hard to live far away but im not letting that split us up. i love u and idc wat my parents say. they say we just friends but i no its not true. my love grows everyday. wen i talk to u its like the world is so perfect. the world is just a happy place and noione will change it. and wen we have to say goodbye i cry. i cant live a day without talking to u and i no one day this will all get so much better and we will live to be with each other. i can promise that. but if u break this heart then i swear im gonna give up on love.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ashley1011</author>
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                <title>Don't jusge me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 May 2008 16:00:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Don't judge me simply becuase I'm not like you<br />i mean why would you want me like you anyway. i thought u didnt like me. If I'm so different then what are you.... your probubly different then everyone else too. I'm not going to change just becuase people think im weird or different. a lot of people like me but you know how it goes.. ther is always at least 1 or 2 people that just hate you. Don't judge me or anyone else becuase they are not your version of perfect becuase when you think about it... noone is perfect. perfection doesn't exist. noone can become it. even after death you cannot be perfect. so when you judge someone for being different you are also judging yourself becuase your different too. everyone is. ther is not one person on this earth who isnt different. i mean you are different from everyone even your parents. noone is exactly like someone else. so dont judge people by being different becuase they are who they are and at least they arnt affraid to express themselves. to be who they wanna be. so dont judge me. its pointless.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ashley1011</author>
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                <title>whats wrong with different</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 16:40:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why do people have a problem with different.<br />many people have a problem with bisexuals but why? i mean do you hate them becuase they are different i mean its not like they are hurting u any by bein themselves right? i mean cummon. who cares at<br />least they arnt scared to be themselves. think about it .... y would u want them to be the same as you. that would be boring. i mean they are just them and thats fine. we all like different things but so many people judge you for that. why is it that gay people and straight people are judgmental over each other. i dont care becuase thats there life not mine. im emo and no how it feels to be an outcast becuase so many people hate me for loving black and anyway sum emo's dont cut and others do but it doesnt matter. and not even just religion and thoughts but also color. many people say that whites need to stay with whites and blacks should stay with blacks. who cares i mean skin is only a color its not personality. i mean wats rong with it. as long as your happy withh them it shpouldnt matter. and also dont hate sumone cuase they are athiouse. i have been talked about and stuff becuase i am and its not like i dont have a reason. i prayed to god every day to help my friend and he never did so i am really thinkin he aint real. i jus dont believe. dont hate becuase u dont understand the story. so think bout things first befor u actually believe it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my darkness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 May 2008 12:51:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i sit here on my bed just looking into the dark wondering whats it like to be dead. wondering if its like the darkness i see before me or whether its differnt. i wonder will i die and wonder the earth becuase of the pain im enduring now or will i be lost forever. i dont believe i will go to heaven or hell becuase i dont believe in such places. i wonder and try to stop the pain that i feel each day but i never will. it will never leave. I'm tired of feeling and im tired of the lies . people say things they never mean. they say they love you and dont mean it. at least there is one person in my life that does. but the others are all rong. they say they care they say they love but the dont. my darkness is dark but its comforting and painful. the dark is a lace to rest but ther is a risk in it. u may never wake up from ur rest. u may never find ur way out. but id rather be in darkness Anyday. my darkness is my heaven.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my love</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 May 2008 17:06:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i dont no this feeling<br />it cant be love becuase well this love is so strong that it pains me. ur so far and im so close but only in heart. idk wat im goin to do now. its hard but i love u and that will never change. i mena i love u and never want u to go but sumtimes wat if i die or u die id break down and cry and wat would happen to u i mena i love u so much but i dont wanna hurt u. i will never loose u. no i refuse to. never in my entire life did i imagine to find sumone like u. i felt so alone and that noone loved me that i wasnt pretty or cool. then i broke down and was quiet for a long time. i jus sat there and never talked or wanted help.  but i didnt even need it all i needed was u and thnx to u im better im happy and wen im not talkijn to u i fall and u are there to catch me. even if ur not here rite now with me ur still here for me. i love u so much and that i promise u will never change even after im dead i will never leave. i will forever be with u. if i were to die befor u i would wonder the earth until u die so i could be with u forever even after seath. im would die for u and i would go to hell and back a million times befor i leave u. this feeling of love iv never felt befor and now i hav and its so different. jus show me u love me too, as much as i love u<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ashley1011</author>
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                <title>wat is popularity really worth</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 15:31:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ nuthing<br />y would u wanna be populer wen u no that most people only like u cuase u r. and y bother wanting to be wen most people go out with u cuase u are. populer to me means that ur jus prettier then most people or at least thats was most people think. noone really thinks about it. y would sumone wanna be populer and pretty wen ur friends arnt even real. i mean id rather be nerdy and hav like friends that like me then be populer and not hav friends that like me for who i am. beauty isnt everything. cuase wen ur pretty its like guys only like u cuase ur hot and the gurls hate u cuase ur prettier then them. its stupid of u realy think bout it. wat is popularity?<br />i no wat it is,, its sumthin that everyone wants be but cant cuase ther not pretty enough or they are too smart. dont judge people by being populer. cuase bein populer is pointless. be urself and if that doesnt make u good enough to be populer then bump the populer people and find people that wanna be ur friends cuase they like u not ur popularity status.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>death</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Feb 2008 19:18:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ y are people so scared of death<br />y are people to scared to die<br />theres nuthin rong wit it<br />if anythin its better then life<br />life u hav to worry bout murder,rape, and more<br />but wen u dead its likea  big boulder lifted off the shoulders<br />i wanna die<br />i wanna be on the other side<br />in the place of no worries'<br />where i can be happy for once<br />things are so hard<br />im not gonna lie though i like life<br />but im not scared to leaVE IT<br />if i leave ok if i dont ok<br />this world is ful of drama and stuff<br />but not the other world<br />so dont be afraid to die be afraid to live<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ashley1011</author>
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                <title>life</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 18:33:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ life is hard but easy<br />its like there are tough and bad<br />the easy things in life cum wit a price to pay <br />the bad things always have somthing good cuming '<br />out of them so wen u think about<br />it nomatter wat u choose there will be good and bad<br />everything happens for a reason<br />wen somthin bad happenes sumthing good happenes that proly wouldnt of happened if the bad thing didnt<br />its hard to explain jus remember that everything happenes . so if times are hard jus remember that sumthin good will always cum out of it<br />no matter wat.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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