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FUCK YEAH!!!

Best game ever!

BROTHER LEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/26725289/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/26725289/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 00:38:18 PDT
On my side was Tyranids (me), Orks, and Chaos Space Marines. The Enemy consited of 2 Ultramarine players, Some Salamanders, and a guy with Night-Bringer and some Necrons. Their objective was to reclaim a dead Marineof particular genetic importance, and ours was to stop them.

The battle began, and we surged forward. I didn't do much in the first turn, and neither did the rest of my side, except the Traitor Marine who had alot of bikers and flamers, oh and a defiler. A Ultra Marine drop pod landed behind my Tyranids and this kids Orks (Who was the one from my previous journal, but he realised his mistake and apologized to me. Mixed up army lists or some shit.). A dreadnought disembarked from it and took a Melta shot at the Ork kids Battle Wagon, into it's rear armour, but only managed to destroy it's big shooter. Thraka and 10 Nobz surged out of the Wagon and destroyed the lone Dreadnought, while my Tyranid Warriors shoal shot it's venom cannon at the drop pod, it'sexplosion catching the Nobz.

Soon, my Genestealers arrived, and wiped out Vulkan He'Stan and his Assault Terminators before they could strike back, before being gunned down by Angry Ultra Marine Terminators. Hannibal the Panzerschreck Carnifex couldn't hit a Valkrie which arrived to bolster the 'good' side who were being thrashed.

It culminated in a show down between my Hive Tyrant and the Night-Bringer himself. After a two turn battle, my Hive Tyrant pummeled the Night bringer with Bio-Plasma and Bonesword while it lay Tangled in my Tyrants lash whip. The Night-Bringers essence dispersed, and we were victorious!

Oh, and when the Valkyrie was brought onto the field, the Ork player protested loudly, and then had a sook, packed his army and left. What a bitch, aye.

Later.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/26641177/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/26641177/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 01:38:19 PDT
I hadn't used Hannibal before (I'd just finished painting him a few nights before tank shock) but i thought he'd do alright, seeings as i designed him for a Panzerschreck role. Well, i was right. In my first turn, i assault and destroy a Stormlord super heavy tank. It didn't explode (Thank fuck!), but it cleared a big open path for me and the other carnifex to pick our targets. I followed up by doing no less than 11 penetrating hits on a space marine predator.

By the end of the game i had taken no wounds, as my Carnifex proved impossible to shoot. And when he took a hit, either his high toughness, or awesome armour save stopped any damage from occuring.

Now i thought i could only take one model or whatever. But some guy had about 7 tanks, and three dreadnoughts, and did his best to dominate his sides turns. Now this wasn't really a problem and didn't make the game any less fun. However, this guy was being a complete dick in general. He was pushing kids out of the way, challenging the co-ordinator when he tried to explain a rule to a newer player, and the worst of it, was trying to over rule the co-ordinator when he let the younger players re-roll dice, or letting them survive certain gun blasts. What a dick.

Afterwards i played a 1000pt game against this guys son. He used Orks against my hastily drawn list (I left most of my army at home, and didn't prepare a list. I only really put other models in the case so Hannibal wouldn't be lonely). I was 2 points over 1000, so i asked the guy if he would mind, and he said he didn't care so we got started.

He trounced me, completely. I wasn't prepared to face an Ork horde (I left my best Ork Killin' units at home) so when my force, except my lictor and genestealers who never made it onto the board, was wiped off the table by the end of turn four i wasn't surprised. Good game, shook hands and that was that. Until i got home after wrestling at wallsend.

I checked up on his army list, because i wanted to know how he could fit so much into his force. I grabbed Julia's Ork codex, and i wont go into details but without wargear and vehicle upgrades his army was 1240points. After wargear and upgrades it was more like 16-1700. No wonder i got mauled so bad. I'll be more careful when i get my rematch thursday.

Oh yeah, and wrestling. I dunno if i said before but i am the AWF young lions champion. Been defending my title since early march. Good fun, hoorah. I start MMA soon, to fight for a living one day soon i hope, which is my life long dream.

Long journal, fuck aye. Anyways before i go, anyone who has my number on here, i got a new phone recently. So text me, and make sure i know who it is!!!

Cya.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/25058291/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/25058291/ Sun, 31 May 2009 19:32:08 PDT
A combination of no time, and simply forgetting to come here.

It's been almost a year since i even wrote a journal. I know why.

So, I have had time to deliberate, look over my work, get back to anyone who has spoken to me here. And i've made some life changes, and philosophical changes moreso.

I have a rash of new songs to express my new view on the world, though new isn't quite what i should be saying. Realised perhaps? These songs will have to wait though, until i pen the music for them. They will be written for my new envisioned musical endeavour, which i should say, is the first i have taken seriously since i was in highschool a billion years ago.

This project shall be named, "The Anvil ov Crom", and will sound like death. It will project my Misanthropy, and desire to see the world in flames. Kill them all.

A Few titles, along with their violent images and scores have danced on the funeral pyres of my mind. I'll list them for the sake of anyones curiousity:

Currency : Bullets
War is my Religion
Extinction
I bleed steel
There is only war
Gungnir
Peace is a Disease
For a Warrior (The only crime is cowardice)
The Mighty
And they shall know no fear
Death Rattle

And these shall be my sonnets of hate. A well read reader will notice some of these as phrases from a particular hobby of mine. Good shit that.

Ignite the very air,
Betrayal burning an Atmosphere in flames,
Ignite the very air,
This ancients last and distant virus.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/19561496/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/19561496/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 19:32:14 PDT
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

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Sooooooooooooooooooooo, The majority of last week was spent at my wonderfully Krieg Girlfriends house in Geelong.

So i get off the train right, which was delayed (COS V LINE IS A MEMBER OF THE GAY!) and i started walking towards where i was pretty sure i saw her and suddenly BOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! M OST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE ALL 9 DIMENSIONS BLASTS ME IN THE FACE WITH OVERWHELMING BEA U TY AND PRETTY AND BOOM!!!! AAAARRGGGHHH IT'S TOO PRETTY!!!! HOW CAN I HANDLE THE PRETTY AAAAAHHHHHH!!! !MY SPACE BAR IS BROKEN!!! OH NOES!!!!

So while my nerves disintegrated, i calmed down and said "Hey" Which was resp[onded by her gorgeou sl y shy cry of "DON'T KISS ME AHHHHH" Cos she was shy, and she is shy! BU T SHE IS BEAUTIFUL! And we hugged like sick bitches for a while, I pukked her Sunnies down and was like "ODINS BALLS! SHE HAS THE EYES OF A GODDESS!" and then walked to her place hand in handddddddddddddddddddddddddd!

We went to Nando's right, which i had never even heard of, but it turns out it's a growing chain, and it's awesome. Julia spilt my Coke, and i got the hot shit up my nose and was crying "It is so good, THIS CHICKEN ROCKS!"

And we went to a PET SHOP and looked at snakes lizards And fish! I bought a Co py of "The Vampyre" at a book shop and i also got a Custard doughnut!

We pretty much hung out and watched movies for the whole time, because we just wanted to be with eachother. Completely happy to be in one anothers company. She's the best.

I had to leave... Airplane taking me away

But i'm going back like Next week or the week after, so it's gonna be alright!

Baby Legs, I'm Coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now to finish with another unmetal song.
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I Love You Always Forever - Donna Lewis

Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists and pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching discovering you

Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness soft spoken words
Say say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most wonderful blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under a blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness a magical time
Say say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything

Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forvever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far cl... ]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/19350715/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/19350715/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 08:27:31 PDT
And i will bring more of my spirit speech to you.

I have reached revelations.

Unholy manifestations.

Breath into me.

And I will lead you to a new place.


Xeper - Vader

A scarab beetle which toils through its phases
From an egg through a larva to the protector of the dawning Sun
Out of the Unmanifest into the Matrix of Manifestation
One word which opens the gates to the worlds

Knowledge-not information-grants transformative power
There are as many left hand paths as there are us-stars
The extension of existence to a further level of Being
By powers of the Set that releases from thrall

I have come into being
I have come into being

Meaning can only come from the individual
In the moments of divine clairvoyance and intensification of Being
The utterance of the word which ripples through the fabric of the world
And gives insight and strength to those who want to become

I have come into being
I have come into being

A scarab beetle which toils through its phases
From an egg through a larva to the protector of the dawning Sun
Out of the Unmanifest into the Matrix of Manifestation
One word which opens the gates to realities

I have come into being

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18786338/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18786338/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:42:17 PDT I invoke Thee!
Inside the shrine called life
By the seven wonders
By myriad mortals
That gone
And are to come
Outside!
Outside desert ov restriction
In act ov rebellion
On the sea ov motion
Stability ov matter
By serenity, strength and beauty
By the mighty chant ov every breath

In serpentine dance ov blood cells
In simplicity ov spells
Divine names, meta-games
I greet Thy presence

Oh Snake! Thou art God!
Coiled underneath my throne
With Thee I reunite
With blood we make this covenant
Myself I redefine
Look in and above:
There is more than the flesh
Look careful and Thou may see
The unextinguished flame
The nectar ov Thy rage
I taste from the cup ov fornication
And woman by my side
And scarlet is her skin
She's eager to rise
And so eager to please

Another day
Another eternity gone
And on the stairway to salvation
I walk alone among the falling stars
Looking for company
Where art Thou?
Oh, lacerate ones!

Arise! my sweetest friend
Or be forever fallen
We have finally arrived
From prison ov this life
To Kali's womb
Down to the earth
As angels ov almighty god-
Chaos!
'Tis our last fall
To touch our mother whore
The harlot ov the saints
That spits on the rotten cross
Incinerate the icon
The symbol ov all loss
To stand straight
At the left hand ov god

Samael! be Thou my ally!
Join me among the bright hosts
Wondering neither way ov light
Nor darkness
Ov which seed
Sprouts dispassionately
In the summer ov my life

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Been a while since i done one of these, Might actually write something of substance seeings as i'm up so early.

Life has become more and more Brutal. With Nergal Disbanded (Or whatever, i was never sure with Nergal anyways, i just sang) I have started Stahl (German for Steel). The original idea was to go for a blend of Judas Priest/Manowar/Death, But the way i write and sing, and the way Big Evil shreds, it's looking more Blackened Death every day.

And to be Honest; Fuck Yeah.

I haven't wrote too much by way of poetry recently either. If anyone Cares: Sorry.

I'm adapting my style to write lyrics for Stahl, so i'm trying to be less open, more structured, and just as Christgrinding as ever. Expect to see more Anarchic Rage and Bestial Lust coming from my crypt.

I grade at Dragons den soon too. I didn't know til last night, but my rank is the equivalent of a black belt in any other art. Heh, I'm well aware that most black belts in any other school would be eaten alive by me, Justin or Tim anyway, but this gives me that ego inflation i need to.. Be more up myself. Which reminds me, i need to do my Grading essay.

Judas Priest I love Vader!

I have a few matches coming up in the AWF soon i believe: [link]

My throat hurts. Justin was showing me how Audrey did a Sleeper hold wrong... I don't care if it was wrong, my fucking throat feels cracked again. For those of you who don't know (And probably don't care) i sustained a throat injury a few years ago when kicked in the throat in a wrestling Match in Manly (What an awesome name for a Suburb aye?).

Julia ist Krieg. I'll be going to her place soon She'll bring me all sorts of Joys. She sent me pics yesterday of her before she went out to take more photo's (She's the best photographer around) and even though she was intentionally being silly, man she looked good. I just wanna kiss her! She makes me wanna do more with myself, which is a rare trait. I see us going far, very far. Julia Ist Mein Liebe.

Well i'm going to do something cool, like Play Bloodlines or Outbreak or something.

Hail Metal!

Live the Iron Way ov Life!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18438621/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18438621/ Wed, 21 May 2008 20:59:09 PDT Goddess of battle and war,
All of ye watch me. My sword by my side.
Proudly I sit on my horse.

And I wait for the sign in the sky to appear.
telling me that the moment has come
For me to ride beyond the edge of this world
into the realms where the shadows are strong

Gods of Thunder of Wind and of Rain
Valkyries my soul is yours should I fail.
Let my beheaded and battered corpse lay
and take me where you bring all nordsmen slain.

Gods of Thunder of Wind and of Rain.
Hugin and Munin my eyes in the sky.
Heart of mine thrown in the pit of the snake
I will not need no heart where I go should I die.

Realms of the shadows bring me no fear
I may stand or be beaten and torn
The mountains will stand. But the life of a man
was decided long before he was born.

Leaving the plains where my ancestors hunted
for meat and for hides against the cold.
Here the fire was tamed. Here our sword were made.
And here the elders amazing takes told

I ride into land few have seen or returned from
to tell of it's bleakness and dark
I see nothing but mist and the mountains so tall
I can't tell them and the sky apart

Gods of Thunder of Wind and of Rain
Valkyries my soul is yours should I fail.
Let my beheaded and battered corpse lay
and take me where you bring all nordsmen slain.

Gods of Thunder of Wind and of Rain,
Hugin and Munin my eyes in the sky.
Heart of mine thrown in the pit of the snake
I will not need no heart where I go, should I die.

Realms of the shadows bring me no fear
I may stand or be beaten and torn
The mountains will stand. But the life of a man
was decided long before he was born.

Gods of Thunder of Wind and of Rain
Valkyries my soul is yours should I fail.
Let my beheaded and battered corpse lay
and take me where you bring all nordsmen slain.

Gods of Thunder of Wind and of Rain.
Hugin and Munin my eyes in the sky.
Heart of mine thrown in the pit of the snake
I will not need a heart where I go, should I die.

[Atop a ridge between the two worlds...]
[the untime...]
["Halting his stallion for a brief second, taking a deep breath of cold air,]
[he hesitates for a moment while his feathered friends fly ahead. As the]
[frozen wind tears at his face, he is reminded of his origin, that he is of]
[flesh and blood and not of this world. He, a young man, chosen by destiny.]
[Putting his faith in magic and that subtle thing known as fate. He is]
[depending on an immovable trust in an old sword, a stallion given birth to]
[by the wind and the spells of a wood woman. Not even the cry of the Ravens,]
[urging him on, can take his mind off what lies ahead of him. Feeling smart]
[next to these mountains, so gigantic they unite with the sky, he somehow]
[finds the spirit to continue. Having come this far, already well into the]
[valley of death, it makes little sense in returning.]
[And thus he follows The Ravens..."]



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[link]

^^^ New Featured Deviation, Old Poem, Submitted the day I joined.

Julia is quite the lovely girl, i can't wait to go there

Everyone should praise her! [link]

PRAAAAAAAAAAAAAISE! HEEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18330883/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18330883/ Thu, 15 May 2008 03:56:27 PDT It's called the toxic waltz and it's causing devastation
You're jumping up and down like a psycho circus clown
Slamming with waltzers all the way around
You get caught up in the whip
You're thrown into a flip
You aim for someone's head
To stain the floor red
Give someone a kick
To prove you're truly sick
Bounce back from some blows
And blood runs out your nose

Flailing round and round
And you're injury bound
Waltz it up!
The pit is it!
You can take your chance
On this rough new dance
If you dare!
To dive in!
There are some that try
But they won't survive
They don't hit!
'Cause they're wimps!
And this exercise
Helps you brutalize
With us!
Exodus!

Everybody's doin' the toxic waltz
Kick your friend in the head and have a ball
Come on and do the toxic waltz
And slam your partner against the wall
Everybody's doin' the toxic waltz
Good friendly violent fun in store for all
Get up off your ass and toxic waltz
If you hit the floor you can always crawl!

Used to do the monkey, but now it's not cool
The twist and mash potato are no exception to the rule
So don't be a dunce and dance like a runt
Just throw your elbows with good friendly violent fun
Don't start to cry
If you get a black eye
Just dive back in
And give another try
But too much action
May leave you in traction
So you better get insurance
No matter your endurance!

Flailing round and round
And you're injury bound
Waltz it up!
The pit is it!
You can take your chance
On this rough new dance
If you dare!
To dive in!
There are some that try
But they won't survive
They don't hit!
'Cause they're wimps!
And this exercise
Helps you brutalize
With us!
Exodus!

Everybody's doin' the toxic waltz
Kick your friend in the head and have a ball
Come on and do the toxic waltz
And slam your partner against the wall
Everybody's doin' the toxic waltz
Good friendly violent fun in store for all
Get up off your ass and toxic waltz
If you hit the floor you can always crawl!

Get up on your feet
Don't look so obsolete
And thrash like an athlete!
Don't sit there on your ass
Don't look like you've got too much class
You'll be harassed!
You know we guarantee
This is the key
So rage or get the third degree!
You begin frontal assaults
And start your somersaults
And do the toxic waltz!
Do the toxic waltz!

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This Reminds me of [link] 's song writing.

Are you Ready to witness the awesome fucking power of CAPS LOCK!?!?!?!

I CHANGED MY FEATURED DEVIATION YOU CAN ALL LOOK AT IT YAY!

I'M ON A WINNING STREAK!

REINKAOS!

JULIA IS LOVED!

I CHALLENGE ALL OF YOU TO A MATCH!

FIGHT ME FRIEZA!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18139077/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/18139077/ Fri, 02 May 2008 19:48:01 PDT Tu pure, o principessa,
Nella tua fredda stanza
Guardi le stelle che tremano
D'amore e di speranza!
Ma il mio mistero e chiuso in me,
Il nome mio nessun sapra!
No, no, sulla tua bocca lo diro,
Quando la luce splendera!
Ed il mio bacio sciogliera
Il silenzio che ti fa mia!

Dilegua, o notte!
Tramontate, stelle, tramontate, stelle!
All'alba vincero, vincero, vincero!
Dilegua, o notte!
Tramontate, stelle, tramontate, stelle!
All'alba vincero, vincero, vincero!

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After hearing Manowars version of this i decided to delve deeperer and listen to other people sing this MASTERFUL piece of music, emotion, power and passion!

Luciano Pavarotti has made me decide that i am DEFINITELY getting Vocal Coaching. If i can Die Singing half as good as that man, i will be beyond happy in Valhalla!

On Another note, i won my tag match last night with overkill Carpe Jugulum Driver, and Max Comic was left bleeding in the middle of the Squared Circle.

The Night Ended well, As The Freakshow left Wollongong with a clean sweep, 3 wins out of 3 matches.

HAIL!

VINCERO!

HAIL!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17891910/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17891910/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 06:56:31 PDT Entrance my mind with thoughts of ancient times.
I wonder...
Did they walk this path?

Open seas...
An endless horizon they seem.
I wonder...
Where did they go?

Nightsky,
source of light and dark.
I wonder...
Did they comprehend?

Did they comprehend?
Did they comprehend?
Did they comprehend?
Did they comprehend?

Seasons running through my veins,
like snow melting on my skin.
They crawl beyond my flesh
and gasp my yearning soul.

Alas!
The force of divinity.
What caused its end?
What caused this?

What caused its end?
What caused its end?
What caused its end?
Oh... the end.

I drown in thoughts.
Yet, answers have abandoned this place
long ago.
Blood runs cold from my arm...

Another one is now to die.
Is he the last to see
the graceful entity of Nature?
Is he the last to have his heart and soul
nailed to Her embrace?

He passes on...

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HAIL EMPEROR!

Protein + Gym + Kickboxing + Wrestling = Tanked Bathory.

I am a machine, designed to smash all in my path.

My interests are Transcendental Analysis and seeing my enemies driven before me.

Also, Every week or so i'm going to change my featured deviation for anyone who cares. I have alot of older work that i'm quite fond of, that no one has seen.

So check it.

My girlfriend is better than your girlfriend, my girlfriend could beat your girlfriend up. And if she can't, i can still beat you up so it's not a problem.

HAIL! GODS OF WAR!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17822310/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17822310/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 21:53:26 PDT She's the only one I love
Let the fat man drop
She's the sweetest honey pot

Will they see the sky again?
Who will sing their blues for them?

Let the factories rust
She's the only thing I trust
Let the virus spread
She's the silk lining my bed

Will they breathe our air again?
Who will sing their blues for them?

When you're feeling moot
You can have your conscience all you want
You can say I do nothing yeah
I put it off

Where you gonna go if they come for you?
Will there be someone left to sing your blues?
Where you gonna run when they come for you?
Will there be someone to sing your blues?


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I am supreme ultimate power.

In anycase, Venin Noir won the other night, so thats another win on my list.

Julia Started a Deviant Art dealy [link]

Check her out, she's an awesome Photographer and when she messes with pics they become very cool indeed.

JUSTIN IS GAY!

Back on Protein.

I burn at gym.

Touch me.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17459704/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17459704/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 14:18:31 PDT You're the one that I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy
Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
the stranger next to me
you promise,
you promise that you're done
but I can't tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
we'll dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole,
We'll both go
You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
the stranger next to me
you promise,
you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish that you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry, you swear it: you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I need your hands to pull me up
(take me)
To pull me up
(so far)
Take the wheel out from me

If only you could see
the stranger next to me
you promise,
you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish that you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry, you swear it: you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close

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Awesome song.

I'm the Twenty one today!

Therefore HAIL!

Not sure what i'm going to be doing todaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Going to buy myself a present or two, and maybe get Justin and Vida those books they need.

Also, in more important news. . .

Julia Asked me out Last Night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I saids YES!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

So i got this girlfriend, right? She's bad ass.

I hope good things happens.

Oh and when i say last night, i technically mean this morning, as it was my birthday present, and at 0015.

I LIVE AGAIN!!!

Messaaaaaaaaage!

WAKE UP JULIA YOU HAVE TO GO TO WORK!

Every one here.. PRESENTS!!!

Jokes, no presents.

NONE!

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17420368/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17420368/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 03:40:30 PDT You got a lot and more when you get caught
You got this thing that follows me around
You fuckin bitch well I hope your insides rot

Liar, Liar, Liar

You see the stars through eyes lit up with lies
You got your stories all twisted up in mine
You got this thing that follows me around
You were born with glue instead of spine

Liar, Liar, Liar

WA hahaha I knew I
WA hahaha try to hide

You got this thing thta follows me around

You got this thing that reallly makes me hot
Yopu got a lot and more when you get caught

Bruise Violet
Bruise Violet
Bruise Violet

You got this thing that really makes me hot
You got a lot and more when you get caught

Liar
Liar
Liar


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Heh, Now do I?

21 in a few days.

Tired as today.

Going to sleep hard tomorrow am i given the chance.

Playing Zombie games really makes me a happy boy.

Starting a new 40k army too, Now that I have more money than know what to do with, It shall be easier. Doing a gamers Tale with my best friends.

Bad ass.

Yup, Outbreak File #2.

Had it for ages, never got far.

Also i have Code Veronica X, but i'm saving that for company

*BANG BANG*

Some one show me your boobs! (Come on it's my 21st soon!?).

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17251603/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17251603/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 07:35:40 PDT And give me a sword forged in the raging Hell's fire
Lend me the eight legged black stallion of Odin and I'll have my vengeance,
oh, I'll kill with desire

Vengeance flows like boiling poison through my twisted veins
Tonight I'll blood shed with wrath and set the night on flames
Invincible in battle, war gods hear my death wish cry
I'll laugh in the face of death, I into glory ride

Snarling breath upon your backs, I'm vengeance incarnate
Now it's time, the moment's comed, stand up now, face my hate
See the fire in my eyes, the final light you'll see
I send you to the darkness with my sword of thunder and steel

Vengeance flows like boiling poison through my twisted veins
Tonight I'll blood shed with wrath and set the night on flames
Invincible in battle, war gods hear my death wish cry
I'll laugh in the face of death, I into glory ride

I let the bodies lie in shame
I let mighty earth drink their blood
I turn my face to eternal sky
And praise my elders' God
Equimanthorn hear my Hail
You're the mighty four winds night and day
Steel in every warrior's heart and sword
The brave and wise in flesh and soul
Equimanthorn, Equimanthorn, Equimanthorn, Equimanthorn,
Equimanthorn, Equimanthorn, Equimanthorn, Equimanthorn!

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HAIL BATHORY!

HAIL QUORTHON!

Into Glory Ride!

I might set this as my new entrance theme song.

This Friday i believe, i have a Dog Collar match vs Toxin, my regular tag partner. Going to be brutal.

Going to be Brutal.

HAIL!

GODS OF WAR!

My Body shape improves once again!

All ye Humans! Fear me! FOR I AM A DEMON!

By The way, *BOOM BOOM* *Reload* *BOOM BOOM* Take that Zombie!

Fucking Zombies!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17204352/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17204352/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 02:59:26 PST But I saw you last night, you held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say "Hello"
Aww you wished me well, you couldn't tell

That I'd been crying over you, crying over you
Then you said "so long". left me standing all alone
Alone and crying, crying, crying crying
It's hard to understand but the touch of your hand
Can start me crying

I thought that I was over you but it's true, so true
I love you even more than I did before but darling what can I do-o-o-o
For you don't love me and I'll always be

Crying over you, crying over you
Yes, now you're gone and from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah crying, crying, over you

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Hahahahahahahaha, Apropos!

APROPOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17114010/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/17114010/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:07:32 PST But you're so young its obscene,
I'll just keep biding my time until you put your little hand in mine,
Oh i can't wait for the day when you finally turn 16,

There are so many rats on a sinking ship,
There's so much of you, I can't wait,
To get to grips, when your halo slips, Oooh!

How dare you call this love,
Ooh thats what they say,
It's that urge I've gotta fight!
How dare you call this love,
Why it flies in the face of all that is good and is right!

You've got it all and you're always my first port of call,
This is the happiest i've ever been,
And i know i should wait,
But you lay it all out on a plate,
And i'm just a pawn in the game for when the laws of nature intervene.

There are so many rats on a sinking ship,
There's so much of you, I can't wait,
To get to grips, when your halo slips, Oooh!

How dare you call this love,
Ooh thats what they say,
It's that urge I've gotta fight! Ow!
How dare you call this love,
Why it flies in the face of all that is good and is right!

Ga-ga-ow!
Yeah. Keep it moving.

How dare you call this love,
Ooh thats what they say,
It's that urge I've gotta fight!
How dare you call this love,
Why it flies in the face of all that is good and is right!

How dare you call this love,
Ooh thats what the say,
It's that urge I've gotta fight!
How dare you call this love,
Why it flies in the face of all that is good and is right, yeeeeeaaaah!


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Best song. Reminds me of a younger me.

I am frozen to the bone.

I think i am going to die.

Someone warm me with EROTIC comments.

Unless you don't want to.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16924228/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16924228/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:16:27 PST Has neither come nor gone, but error moves.
Today we have exchanged eternities
And what is past no novelty improves.

Blind knowledge is working at useless ground
And crazy faith is living the dream of its liturgy
A new god is a word - or the mere sound
Don't seek and don't trust, for all is mystery.

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(The Following is from my sporadically used Vampire Freaks account).

Zoe.

for FUCKS SAKE!!!!

You get your shit from other people, and suddenly i'm the bad guy??

Here's a list of what i've done wrong to you. And Hell, this comment can go private so everyone can see me being honest;

* I lived so far away.
* I wasn't there enough for you.
* I was unemployed and unfit while i was with you.
* I hurt you while playing cos i don't know my own strength.
* I was a shit boyfriend.
* I didn't tell you i loved you enough.
* I tried to make you walk faster when you didn't want to.
* I talked to other girls.
* I didn't fuck off Sophie.
* I talked to Samantha.
* I didn't tell you i was at kickboxing that night.
* I got injured.
* I didn't come to bed when you wanted me to.
* I didn't pay enough attention to you.
* I broke up with you.
* I broke up with you not long after your Grandfather passed on (R.I.P)
* I upset you the day before your birthday.
* I refused to do Christmas.
* I wouldn't let you smoke or Drink alcohol.
* I was born.

So there we have it, you can see what i know i've done wrong.

Lets remind you of something, even though you wont believe me.

I did NOT leave you for Samantha. I Didn't even want her.

And i do NOT remember that phone call you tell me about.

Anything else, you can remind me.

I'm here, and i AM your fucking friend. You know i'd fucking die for you, i'd take a bullet to the fucking head for you. You're one of the most important people in my life, and without you i might as well just expire.

So jesus christ... Fucking hell Zoe... I'm Dead now.

Just call me Dead.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16749107/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16749107/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 04:34:51 PST I almost felt it breathe
But the God of this land DIED
I feel the spirit leave
The dry blood of the cockroach kind
Fill the sidewalk cracks
I blow a kiss and slit my fuckin' wrist
I can see the dark turn black
Twisted coat hanger the abortion of your dreams
Even though your mouth is shut, inside i hear you scream
Feeling the tumor growing inside
What little bit of joy you had slit it's wrists and died
No sunset the horizons black
Standin' on the edge I aint never lookin' back
Why does my soul ache and wish that it would die?
Why when i see pain am i unable to cry?
Can you hear the banging of the plow shears into swords?
Did you feel abandoned when they cut the umbilical chord?
Cut Cut Cut
Can you feel this life inside me?
Can you feel it breathe?
There is nothing here
There is nothing
There is nothing
Nothing
NOTHING


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Brittni, we are going to make love.

I'm officially Proposing to you here

These are most of the lyrics to the song above, some are missing, so i'll do the rest and update it in a future journal.

Brittni found the lyrics for me, after i gave up.

If you wanna have a listen to Golgotha (Basically, Acid Bath Before Sammy Duet And Audie Pitre Joined) Then Follow this link:

[link]

The Song on the Link is Apartment 13, Golgotha were mad awesome!

Someone has to kiss me.

Being employed means i have alot of money.

I loves money.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16668135/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16668135/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 02:30:36 PST Vem har spillt mitt mjöd ut?
Men inget djur i skogen eller grottans djup
Visste vem som hade vällt ut skogstrollets sup

Trollet satt på sten och ropade; HEJ!
Vem har trampat mina svampar ner?
Men inget djur i skogen eller kära himlens barn
Visste vem som hade stampat hela fältet bart

Trollet satt på sten och ropade; HEJ!
Mjöd och fläsk till de vise!
Inget djur i skogen eller grottetrollets barn.
Som visste att det var enda trollet hade kvar

Och råttorna svamlade till trollet;
De kristna har spillt ditt mjöd!
De kristna har trampat dina svampar!
De kristna ha slagit dina bröder!

Sen blev trollet ilsken och steg upp från sin sten
Han gick till kristna landet och brände fula kyrkan ner

[English translation:]

Farce Of The Troll

The troll was sitting on his stone and shouted; HEY!
Who has spilled my mead?
But no animal in the forest or the deep caves
Knew who had spilled the forest troll's drink

The troll was sitting on his stone and shouted; HEY!
Who has trampled my mushrooms?
But no animal in the forest or children of the sky
Knew who had trampled the whole field

The troll was sitting on his stone and shouted; HEY!
Mead and pork to the wise ones!
No animals in the forest or the cave troll's children
Knew that it was the only thing the troll had left

And the rats told the troll;
The Christians have spilled your mead!
The Christians have trampled your mushrooms!
The Christians have beaten your brothers!

Then the troll got mad and left his stone
He went to the Christian land and burned the ugly church down


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I love this song so much.

And now i'm addicted to [link]

We all know i'm obsessed with Zombies, ok, ok, i get it.

SEND ME YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT TO ZOMBIE!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16531746/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16531746/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 04:55:21 PST Keeping to the shadows
Life, hangs by a thread
And I've heard it said, that I'll not see tomorrow

If that's my destiny, it'll have to be
So I'll face the future
Running out of time
I'm on the line
But I'll go down fighting

Felt the hand of justice
Telling wrong from right
Threw me out upon the street in the middle of the night

Cybernetic heartbeat
Digital precise
Pneumatic fingers nearly had me in their vice

Not begging you
I'm telling you

You won't break me
You won't make me
You won't take me,
Under blood red skies

You won't break me
You won't take me
I'll fight you under
blood red skies

Through a shattered city, watched by laser eyes
Overhead the night squad glides
The decaying paradise

Automatic sniper
With computer sights
Scans the bleak horizon for its victim of the night

They're closing in
They'll never win

You won't break me
You won't take me
You won't make me,
Under blood red skies

You won't break me
You won't take me
I'll fight you under
blood red skies

As the end is drawing near
Standing proud, I won't give in to fear
As I die a legend will be born
I will stand, I will fight
You'll never take me alive
I'll stand my ground
I won't go down

You won't break me
You won't make me
You won't take me,
Under blood red skies

You won't break me
You won't take me
just I'll face you under
blood red skies

You'll never take me alive
I'm telling you
Hands of justice
I will stand, I will fight
Never surrender
As the sun goes down
I won't give in to fear

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Brittni LOVES Judas Priest, so i decided to put one of the best songs ever on here just for her!

But The Main Reason for this here Journal is for this: [link]

Everyone who reads this journal, shall be required to view and comment this story, and THEN add him to their watch list.

He's Clever as and you shall all support him.

I take my Leave.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16441785/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16441785/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 05:23:00 PST in listless apathy I gazed at the cold waters … - as he bathed.
I half behold that scenery and its most sensual masculinity.
Yet, disappointment, oh, can't you see, is still the cause and the cardinal symptom of my sick, sad reality.

Silver equals chill, but that suits me just fine. I'm shyly sipping
water … while he drinks whole jugs of wine. He likes all kind of women, and I … I only HATE … men.
He marvels at all things new to him … - and I only wait … for all things in this sick world … to end.

The water pouring down his spine, caressed his strong physique, oh, so well-defined, calm like a rock he stands, oh, behold his beautiful body and soul a friendly God must have built this man to an all well-balanced whole.
What sad bewilderment this brought, physical clearness, alas, still so much abhorred:
an ancient ghost awoke and fiercely arose in me:
it was that old, savage, yet half-forgotten ideal of perfect neutrality.

Silver equals chill, but that suits me just fine. I'm shyly sipping water…
while he drinks whole jugs of wine. He likes all kind of women, and I…
I only HATE… men.
He marvels at all things new to him… -
and I only wait… for all things in this sick world… to end.

I somewhat envy this naturally beautiful man, he never knew or encountered the hatred and shame that I bare.
The doubt, the cloak of disgust and the all-devouring dread, and if I told him about it,
he might only shake his head with kindly amused, melodious laughter,
he then would perhaps merely smile at my … oh, so stupid silliness …
and the BEAST that is raging inside.


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New Character based on this, for masquerade.

Anyone guess what it is, and i shall deliver upon you some sort of gift.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16410794/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16410794/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:51:51 PST To follow a ghost from Galilee
To kill for Christ in the name of peace
And die alone in poverty.

Raise the cross so all can see,
For you must crawl and follow me,
You kneel in shit before my throne
For I am God and God is Rome.


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Hail the Hammer!

I'm waiting for the call.

To Change my life.

Yip.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16352203/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16352203/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 01:59:54 PST Special effects by Loonatik and Drinks
The graveyard scene
The golden years

She's in parties
It's in the can
She's in parties
It's in the can

Freeze frame screen kiss
Hot heads under silent wigs
Fall guys tumble on the cutting room floor
Look-a-likes fall on the cutting room door

She's in parties
It's in the can
She's in parties
It's in the can

Learning lines in the rain
Special effects by Loonatik and drinks
Freeze frame, screen kiss, hot heads, lights and power
It's patently obvious

She's in parties
It's in the can
She's in parties
It's in the can

Hot lines under a rain of drum
Cigarette props in action
Dialogue dub, now heres the rub
She's acting her reaction

She's in parties
It's in the can
She's in parties
It's in the can
She's in parties
It's in the can
She's in parties
It's in the can

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Depression is a song that Crawls.

I have all kinds of sores.

Slow death.

I wish for lightning.

I curse this world.

That it should keep turning.

After i have passed away.

Gonna leave an Ugly skull when i'm gone.

I wonder who knows?

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16235314/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16235314/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:02:21 PST Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee,
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

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Hey Zoe, Remember this one?

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16199370/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16199370/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 03:30:56 PST "He's gay, isn't he mrs. Mitch's mum?"
"YES!!!!" *Sobs Uncontrollably*
"There's nothing we can do... he likes the cock"
"I don't want my son to be a cum guzzling knob jockey, Mr. Bathory. What should i do"
"Take him out back, Hose him down, then beat the frenchy poof fag nasties outta him"

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16132215/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16132215/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 00:52:59 PST She pushed food through the door
And I crawl towards the crack of light
Sometimes I can't find my way

Newspapers spread around
Soaking all that they can
A cleaning is due again
- a good hosing down

The lady whom I feel maternal love for
Cannot look me in the eyes
But I see hers and they are blue
And they cock and twitch and masturbate!

I said so
I said so
I said so
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana

Black windows of paint
I scratched with my nails
I see others just like me
Why do they not try to escape?

They bring out the older ones
They point in my way
They come with a flash of light
And take my family away

And very later I have learned
To accept some friends of ridicule
My whole existence is for your amusement
And that is why I'm here with you!

To take
Me with
You're right

Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana

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Long Day,

MINOR bike accident.

Damage mostly fixed.

Bathory remains unharmed.

HAIL BLACK METAL.

Also,

Mary Lou left Marks on you, She just screams at the walls.

Writing a song.

Expect one.

It's Hard to write.

Cos i'm not particularly sad today.

No Recess.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16066014/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/16066014/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:41:54 PST Everything Here Is So Dark
I Remember It As From A Dream
In The Corner Of This Time

Diabolic Shapes Float By
Out From The Dark
I Remember It Was Here I Died
By Following The Freezing Moon

It's Night Again, Night You Beautiful
I Please My Hunger, On Living Humans
Night Of Hunger Follow It's Call
Follow The Freezing Moon

Darkness Is Growing, Eternity Opens
The Cemetary Lights Up Again
As In Ancient Times
Fallen Souls Die Behind My Steps
By Following The Freezing Moon

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So, I'm now the vocalist for the new Black Metal band Bolthorn.

Credited as Apep, along with two Definate Members, Korvek and Minatur, as well as two session members.

So, i've wanted this for a while, a long while. Now i have it, i'll make it work.

HAILS!

By the way, Freezing Moon is our first cover.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15976472/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15976472/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 17:10:09 PST I could feel the dark embrace my soul
Agony was no more, and so was pain
At this point of solitude I knew I was there
There where I belong
Thus far a long journey through my souls infinity
It has been a journey far beyond mortality
I have found what I wanted, tranquility
I'll thrive on evil, eternally

I flew over crystal ground
My existence, numb
Over orchards of grievance,
sorrow and tears
This beautiful silence
calls me now
Black fog devours me but I can see it all
The monument of my past,
this land of seven horizons before my eyes
I reach the land of spiritual rest

Its the dawn of descending
- I am the Somberlain
down to evil divine domain

Lord of infernal, gather my strength
Carry me through the gates

Its the dawn of descending
- I am the Somberlain
down to evil divine domain

For I'm eternal night
- I'm the Somberlain
Precede my evil divine domain

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Li Odio!

Ti Amo!

E Non Crederò Negli Angeli Più. . .

Fuck you.

This is what i am to be.

Nothing like you imagined.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15856576/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15856576/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 01:37:26 PST
Believe the Hype.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15712349/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15712349/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 18:53:05 PST Secretly she sneers
Another corporate show
A guilty conscience grows
I'll feel a guilty conscience grow
I'll feel a guilty conscience grow

She burns like the sun
And I can't look away
And she'll burn our horizons make no mistake

Come let the truth be shared
No-one ever dared
To break these endless lies
Secretly she cries

She burns like the sun
And I can't look away
And she'll burn our horizons make no mistake

And I'll hide from the world
Behind a broken frame
And I'll burn forever
I can't face the shame

And I'll hide from the world
Behind a broken frame
And I'll burn forever
I can't face the shame

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God Damn it. . .

Isn't what you think.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15659611/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15659611/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:08:42 PST Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...


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Gragh, Cut me rape me, make me free.

I hate myself and i want to die.

Some one kill me.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuck.. .

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15624931/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15624931/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 17:38:40 PST Alone one night in January... or February
It's like in an old movie from some other land
It lasted for hours

Only streetlights
And the grating of gravel in pedestrian subways

I remember some trees which stood black and naked
Weatherbeaten hollows of snow
With sparse lumps of ice,
Been scraped off by the wind alone
And on the stairs before I left
One of the girls had surprisingly given me a kiss
Stung in the cold long after


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Stung in the Cold Long after... Long, Long after. . .

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15599778/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15599778/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:11:31 PST
I can legally Ride Motorcycles on and off road.

And i have one.

A 2007 Virago, that i named Sleipnir.

I love my bike!

And For all those who didn't already know.

I have a Wonderful Girlfriend named Tonielle.

She brings to me happies, and is something else!

Work at Westhaven has been good.

I hate Aged care workers.

They should Die.

Old people are lovely though.

THIS IS MY LIFE BEING GOOD!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15366498/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15366498/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 17:57:35 PST To wash me of my sin
To take me from this place
To heal me of my wounds
I need him
To clean your mark off me
To wipe you from my eyes
To strike you from my heart
I need him

I know, not what, I do or say
But I, do what, I say and believe

You need him
To take you from this place
To heal you from your wounds
You need him
To clean my mark off you
To wipe me from your eyes
To strike me from your heart
You need him

You are, nothing to me, anymore
I hope, I mean, nothing to you

I want a place to hide, somewhere far from your side
There is no stopping you, there's nothing you won't do
You're killing for your God, the stench that you have trod
The world is black to you, until you slay me too

I'm wasted under you, I meant nothing at all
Thank God I wasted you, no longer will I fall

I will live again
your grasp on me has gone
your downfall and your end
At last my peace has come

Before I end let me tell you
Never lay down for anyone at all

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This is easier than i thought.

Happiness Fills me.

But FUCK Slamming my finger in the shed door hurt!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15278836/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15278836/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 19:52:57 PDT If I could see me smile again

I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence

Like a disciple of a witness
I judge upon my sacred eye
Still found the origin
In what's left of me inside

Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly ?

I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again

Weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away

And is my life as bare as it is ?
Cold and lonely enough ?
Have you achieved what you were longing for ?
Sad enough this cannot be undone

I drop my eyes and shiver as I see
The reflection in the mirror of me

Have you given up, my friend ?
Forgiveness be mine

Have you given up, my friend ?
Forgiveness be mine

I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly ?

I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again


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Ok, So i'm cool with the break up. In Fact, under my own power, life rocks way hard and I'm looking forward to living it.

Hello? Are you listening to me?

This is my life. No one elses.

I don't need someone else to complete who i am!

I Am The Eternal Power!

Hello?

Watch as i make myself a better man.

Because i will.

Then if it hurts, you can kiss me where it's sore.

Then i'll feel better.

I'm waiting.

Like i promised.

But i know now, that i need myself.

You need to live more of your life.

And I need to live my own.

But when we're done living our lives. . .

I would love to spend the rest of it with you.

I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again. . .

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15152792/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15152792/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 05:16:26 PDT
Now i am Sad. . .

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15138217/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/15138217/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 03:51:23 PDT I see what you are
You wanna kill the sun
Blot out the stars

I know you, you're nothing
You're so small
You're fucking nothing
Nothing at all

The sun burns on
It reminds me of you
The slit wrists of the sky
Bleeding into the blue

We twist beneath forever
Cause do you know what you've done
Ants in the afterbirth
We're slugs under the sun

I could not wake the dead man dreaming
Acid party, murder at the late show
Mutate me and breed yourselves a savior
I could not kill the dead man screaming
Eat my dead cock
Eat my dead cock
I have fallen deep in love with the sky
Fragments of a sunbeam glaring on a kitchen knife
Leaves will fall as everything must follow
Kill your idol, come on, jump into the void
Eat my cold shit

Everybody whispers where birds fall dead
I smell the yellow sickness churning inside your head
Wiping flecks of foam, twisting with rabies
Bloody, we run through these fields of dead daisies

How can I ever
Make you know what you've done
Ants in the afterbirth
We're slugs under the sun

I have fallen deep in love with the sky
Fragments of sunbeam glaring on a kitchen knife

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She's back and i am Happy.

I was happy anyway.... But now i'm more happy.

I am Falling for the sky.

Come on Death!

I have you Cornered.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14836072/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14836072/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 04:09:12 PDT Fucked Dolly Parton
Fucked Loretta Lynn
Fucked Barbara Mandrell
And fucked all of her kin

I've fucked Danny Pearl
I fucked Elvis Presley's little girl
I fucked the Judds

Paz: You fucked the Judds?
Maynard: Hell yeah!

My cuntry boner, it won't go down

Maynard & Paz:
It won't go down, it won't go down
My boner, my boner, my boner won't go down
It won't go down, it won't go down
My cuntry boner, it won't go down

Paz:
I fucked Willie Nelson
I fucked him deep inside
I fucked Elvis Presley in the bathroom where he died
I fucked Dwight Yoakum

Maynard: Johnny Cash grabbed his ankles and he hollered when i poked him
Paz: I fucked the Judds!
Maynard: You fucked the Judds?

My cuntry boner, it won't go down

Maynard & Paz:
It won't go down, it won't go down
My boner, my boner, my boner won't go down
It won't go down, it won't go down
My cuntry boner, it won't go down

Group... sex
Group... sex
Group... sex
Our cuntry boners, they won't go down

Fucked Alabama
Fucked the Oak Ridge Boys
Fucked Randy Travis with a 12-inch plastic toy
I fucked the cast of Hee-Haw
I fucked Glen Campbell, fucked him on a see-saw

Kenny Rogers thought it crass
When I fucked his big white ass
I can't help it....

My cuntry boner, it won't go down

Maynard & Paz:
It won't go down, it won't go down
My boner, my boner, my boner won't go down
It won't go down, it won't go down
My cuntry boner, it won't go down

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14719662/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14719662/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 18:45:08 PDT If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it

If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all...

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14583791/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14583791/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:25:29 PDT Doch merken's andere menschen kaum

Es steht die luft hier in der schwebe
Als ob der wind-h-auch nicht mehr lebe
Die stille schmerzt in meinen ohren
Ich wunscht ich hatt dich nicht verloren

Wahrend traume sich erinnern
An die zeit vor unserer zeit
Vergibt du alle sorge
Was dir ein wenig kraft verleiht
Du enthalst dich vieler dinge
Erklarst dich klug als philosoph
Du entehrst so viele dinge
Bist dir horig wie ein zof!

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Keiner mag dir mehr vertrauen
Schenkt kein wort dir edler gunst
Siehst deinen schatten schon verschwinden
Dort am horizont im dunst

...Denn es ist zeit, fur eine neue melodie,
Fur eine neue phantasie, fur eine neue harmonie

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Ich stehe auf und geh nun fort
An einen fremden, fernen ort
Gesichter reden auf mich ein
So werd ich nie zu hause sein

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

Wirst du mich nie verstehen?
Wirst du denn nie verstehen?
Hast du noch nie gesehen...
Wie meine augen glitzern?

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14449043/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14449043/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 00:00:45 PDT My fingertips are more then proud
To touch your skin, to feel your face
I'm drowning in your sweet embrace

Emptyness and incompleteness
Endlessness and in-defeat-less
Has never been this little since
No longer I could spare a thought

Read my lips and speak out loud
My fingertips are more then proud
To touch your skin, to feel your face
I'm drowning in your sweet embrace

You said I'm welcome anytime
Be sure I know all flaws are mine
Your promises are never lasting
For longer than it takes to say them

Read my lips and speak out loud
My fingertips are more then proud
To touch your skin, to feel your face
I'm drowning in your sweet embrace

Ease my pain and say again...
Tell me that you think the same

Read my lips and speak out loud
My fingertips are more then proud
To touch your skin, to feel your face
I'm drowning in your sweet embrace

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14298754/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14298754/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 05:23:42 PDT He was the greatest fighter that the world ever knew
You could travel everywhere but never would you find
a man who could throw Gene Lebell

Great Gene stood alone, for a mighty man was he
The battles on the Judo master, an awesome site to see
He took them one by one and threw them all away
In the Dojos of the world we was the king

His legs were as strong as an oak tree so they say
His skin was thick as leather, his eyes quick and small
There never was a man who was born with fighter’s hand
who would ever be a match for Gene Lebell

Along came a man Milo Savage was his name
His fists were strong as iron and boxing was his game
He claimed the Martial Arts were no match for his skill
Until he met the man Gene LeBell

Around did they fight to the death so it seemed
Two giants dealing deadly blows to see who would be king
The crowd held its breath for what would happen then
For sure to change the thoughts of many men

In a moment it was done, Milo Savage made no sound
Gene blocked his punch, and choked him out, and threw him to the ground
In victory he stood with his foot upon the man
Who had dared to raise his hand to LeBell

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14025889/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14025889/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 08:39:45 PDT DAMN DAMN THE BITCH IS DEAD THE BITCH IS
DEAD IT’S PULLING ME BACK TO THE OTHER
SIDE NO NO NO I WILL NOT GO EGO NON IBO
HORA IGNIS VENIET ET IMPERATOR REGIONS
INFERNI IPSUM OSTENDET. AS CRIANCAS
G~MEAS-SOULED DO JADELEVANTARAM-SEDE
SUAS SEPULTURAS E ESPERAM A HORA QUE
VARREa AFASTADO AQUELAS CUJAS AS
ALMS NAo SA0 DIVIDIDAS. A TEMPESTADE
HERALDS A HORA DA DBmuICAo, E SEUs
VENTOSVENTI~OASFJAMASSEMPREMAIS
ALTAMENTE* HEAVEN
VAGUEIA, CEGA, NO REIN0 DA MORTE MAS
SUAVISTAEAFIADA~CARNEMARcIAECoWER
MARC10 DI ANIME SOlTO I CORN1 DI ANIMA.
FEUER REINIGT UNS NICHT, UND UNSERE
KNOCHEN SIND ALS SAND. QUI EST?QUINOMEN
MEUM INVOCAT? QUI

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14025462/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/14025462/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 07:55:02 PDT And I can't go on without you
You're the one, that I love
And I can't go on without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

If I could relive my life
I know what I would change
All the times I made you cry
All my thoughts
That caused you pain
I know that I'm sorry's not big enough
To tell you how wrong I've been
But I don't know where to start
To live my life without you

You're the one, that I love
And I can't go on without you
You're the one, that I love
And I can't go on without you

As the days go passing by
My feelings stay the same
I have you always on my mind
I'm living constantly in pain
I know I really should be moving on
But the memories won't go away
I have you always in my heart
And when I close my eyes
I find you

You're the one, that I love
And I can't go on without you
You're the one, that I love
And I can't go on without you

You're the one, that I love
You're the one, that I love
You're the one, that I love
You're the one, that I love
And I can't go on
And I can't go on
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13933860/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13933860/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 22:22:43 PDT Kisses the bones pushing through
Everybody here seems to be in their head but me
Twitching, twisted
Beyond alone
Spiritless and out of context
Ultra-violet beam
Everybody's eyes seem to move from their faces
The sunset's in reverse
The devil's gonna dream when he gets home of the ants upon the bones
Germs on public telephones
Lady bug, lady bug
Kisses the bones pushing through
Swaying with this wicked city
Twisting and turning with you
Everybodys eyes seem to move from their faces
The sunset's in reverse
Lady bug, lady bug
Kisses the bones pushing through
Swaying with this wicked city
Twisting and turning with you
The devils gonna dream when he gets home of the ants upon the bones
Germs on public telephones
Lady bug, lady bug, lady bug
Kisses the bones pushing through

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13740370/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13740370/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 03:58:40 PDT
So, I have to let everyone know, that i used Deviant ART and Vampire Freaks only.

If you find a Myspace or any other profile that is under my name, you can either check here, or VF, or add me to MSN and Ask me about it.

Chances are, No I Do not have one. I can Guarantee that i will never have a Myspace as I am straight. Yes, VERY Straight.

Not to mention i would never join the pack of dullards that swarm that detestable site. Especially not with such an obscene name as i have been told it is under.

Thank you and good evening.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13560959/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13560959/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 07:42:03 PDT
Father says it, mother says it
Sister says it, brother says it
Uncle says it, Auntie says it
Everyone at the party says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The horse says it, the pig says it
The judge in his wig says it
The fox and the rabbit
And the nun in her habit says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

My mate Bill Gates says it
The President of the United States says it
The slacker and the worker
The girl in her burqa says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The general with his tank says it
The man at the bank says it
The soldier with his rocket
And the mouse in my pocket says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The drug-addled wreck
With a needle in his neck says it
The drunk says it, punk says it
The brave Buddhist monk says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

Hit me up, baby, and knock me down
Drop what you're doing and come around
We can hold hands till the sun goes down
Cause I know
That you
And I
Can be
Together
Cause I love you

The blind referee says it
The unlucky amputee says it
The giant killer bee
Landing on my knee says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The cop with his breathalyser
The paddy with his fertiliser
The man in the basement
That's getting a taste for it says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The fucked-up Rastafarian says it
The dribbling libertarian says it
The sweet little Goth
With the ears of cloth says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe' I'm on fire

The cross-over country singer says it
The hump-backed bell ringer says it
The swinger, the flinger
The outraged right-winger says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The man going hiking says it
The misunderstood Viking says it
The man at the rodeo
And the lonely old Eskimo says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

Hit me up, baby, and knock me down
Drop what you're doing and come around
We can hold hands till the sun goes down
Cause I know
That you
And I
Can be
Together
Cause I love you

The mild little Christian says it
The wild Sonny Liston says it
The pimp and the gimp
And the guy with the limp says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The blind piano tuner says it
The Las Vegas crooner says it
The hooligan mooner
Holding a schooner says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The Chinese contortionist says it
The backyard abortionist says it
The poor Pakistani
With his lamb Bhirriani says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The hopeless defendant says it
The toilet attendant says it
The pornographer, the stenographer
The fashion photographer says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The college professor says it
The vicious cross-dresser says it
Grandma and Grandpa
In the back of the car says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

Hit me up, baby, and knock me down
Drop what you're doing and come around
We can hold hands till the sun goes down
Cause I know
That you
And I
Can be
Together
Cause I love you

The hack at the doorstep says it
The midwife with her forceps says it
The demented young lady
Who is roasting her baby
On the fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The athlete with his hernia says it
Picasso with his Guernica says it
My wife with her furniture
Everybody!
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The laughing hyena says it
The homesick polish cleaner says it
The man from the Klan
With a torch in his hand says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The Chinese herbologist says it
The Christian apologist says it
The dog and the frog
Sitting on a log says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

The foxhunting toff says it
The horrible moth says it
The doomed homosexual
With the persistent cough says
Babe, I'm on fire
Babe, I'm on fire

Hit me up, baby, and knock me down
Drop what you're doing and come around
We can hold hands till the sun goes down
Cause I know
That you
And I
Can be
Together
Cause I love you

The Papist with his soul says it
The rapist on a roll says it
Jack says it, Jill says it
As they roll dow... ]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13464629/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13464629/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 20:43:50 PDT
I don't like Clean look Bathory. . .

Flo would wanna love me too.

Though I'm hoping she doesn't like it, cos i wanna grow it back ASAP.

Feel my Shaven wrath!!!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13245277/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13245277/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 21:28:55 PDT [link]

Whoever delivers unto me In Sorte Diaboli Shall be rewarded!

The Serpentine Offering

My descent is the story of everyman
I am hatred, darkness and despair
My descent is the story of everyman
I am hatred, darkness and despair

Evoked and entertained through centuries
Wrathful and sullen -- Dormant still

The ferocity pervades everywhere
Waiting to be released at last
Hear my offering
Ye bastard sons and daughters
Share my sacrifice
Share my sacrifice.

My descent is the story of everyman
I am hatred, darkness and despair
My descent is the story of everyman
I am hatred, darkness and despair

Reconcile not with the fear of the snake
But embrace it as your own
Inject its venom into your veins
And replant the seed that gives growth
Still shrouded in mystery
Until you arise above perception
A veil of ignorance is in motion
Continuing throughout generations

(A veil of ignorance is in motion
Continuing throughout multiple generations
Let me be the one that deliver you from the deceit
And back into perfect accordance with the laws of nature)

The snake is notoriously tempting
But the snake is fair
What is worse than not knowing?
To live or disappear?

The ferocity pervades everywhere
Waiting to be released at last
Hear my offering
Ye bastard sons and daughters
Share my sacrifice
Share my sacrifice

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13234902/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13234902/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 00:29:06 PDT
I was born with a birthmark of cinders
Debris cast from the stars and Mother
A ring of bright slaughter, I spat in the waters
Of life that ran slick from the stabwounds in Her

Dub Me Lord Abortion, the living dead
The bonesaw on the backseat
On this bitter night of giving head
A sharp rear entry, an exit in red
Lump in the throat, on my come choke
The killing joke worn thin with breath

I grew up on the sluts bastard Father beat blue
Keepsake cunts cut full out easing puberty through

Aah! Nostalgia grows
Now times nine or ten
Within this vice den called a soul
Dying resurrection
I dig deep to come again
The spasm of orgasm on a roll...

I live the slow serrated rape
The bucks fizz of amyl nitrate
Victims force fed their own face
Tear stains upon the drape
I should compare them
To a warm Summer's day
But to the letter, it is better
To lichen their names to a grave

Counting My years on an abacus strung
With labial rings and heartstrings undone

Dub Me Lord Abortion, the living dead
The bonesaw on the backseat
On this bitter night of giving head
A sharp rear entry, an exit in red
Lump in the throat, on My come choke
The killing joke worn thin with breath

Horrorscopes My diorama
A twelve part (so far) psychodrama
Another chained I mean to harm Her
Inside as well as out
A perverts gasp inside the mask
I'm hard, blow My house of cards
All turn up Death, Her bleeding starts
In brute vermilion parts...

Now I slither through the hairline cracks
In sanity, best watch your back

Possessed with levering Hell's gates wide
Liberating knives to cut Humanity slack

My ambition is to slay anon
A sinner in the hands of a dirty God
Who lets Me prey, a Gilles De Rais
Of light where faith leads truth astray

I slit guts guts and free the moistest faces
Corrupt the corpse and seize the choicest pieces
Her alabaster limbs that dim the lit carnal grin
Vaginal skin to later taste and masturbate within

"My heart was a wardrum beat
By jugular cults in eerie jungle vaults
When number thirteen fell in My lap
Lips and skin like sin, a Venus Mantrap
My appetite whetted, storm crows wheeled
At the blurred edges or reason 'til I was fulfilled
Whors d'oeuvres eaten, I tucked Her into
A grave coffin fit for the Queen of Spades
She went out like the light in My mind
Her face an avalanche of pearl, of ruby wine...
Much was a flux, but the mouth once good for fucks
Came from retirement to prove She had not lost Her touch
I kissed Her viciously, maliciously, religiously
But when has ONE been able TO best separate the THREE?
I know I'm sick as Dahmer did, but this is what I do
Aah, aah, ahh, I'll let you sleep when I am through..."

"You Fucking Whore!"

The suspect shadow sher they least
Expect My burning grasp to reach

The stranglehold, the opened arms
Seeking sweet meat with no holes barred

Rainbows that My razors wrung
Midst Her screams and seams undone
Sung at the top of punctured lungs
I bite My spiteful tongue
Lest curses spat from primal lairs
Freeze romance where Angels, bare
Are lost to love, bloodloss, despair
I weep, they merely stare...
And stare, and stare, and stare, and stare.

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13135345/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13135345/ Tue, 29 May 2007 08:01:50 PDT
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It was a miracle I even got outta Longwood alive,
This town fulla men with big mouths and no guts,
I mean, if you can just picture it,
The whole third floor of the hotel gutted by the blast,
And the street below showered in shards of broken glass,
And all the drunks pourin' outta the dance halls,
Starin' up at the smoke and the flames,
And the blind pencil seller wavin' his stick,
Shoutin' for his dog that lay dead on the side of the road,
And me, if you can believe this, at the wheel of the car
Closin my eyes and actually prayin',
Not to God above, but to you, sayin',

Help me girl, help me girl
I'll love you till the end of the world
With your eyes black as coal and your long dark curls

Some things we plan, we sit and we invent and we plot and cook up,
Others are works of inspiration, of poetry,
And it was this genius hand that pushed me up the hotel stairs
To say my last goodbye,
To her hair white as snow, and her pale blue eyes,
Sayin "I gotta go, I gotta go, the bomb and the bread basket
Are ready to blow,"
In this town of men with big mouths and no guts,
The pencil seller's dog spooked by the explosion
And leapin' under my wheels as I careered outta Longwood on my way to you,
Waitin in your dress, in your dress of blue

I said thank you girl, thank you girl
I'll love you till the end of the world
With your eyes black as coal and your long dark curls

And with the horses prancin' through the fields,
With my knife in my jeans and the rain on the shield,
I sang a song for the glory of the beauty of you,
Waitin for me in your dress of blue

Thank you girl, thank you girl
I'll love you till the end of the world
With your eyes black as coal and your long dark curls

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13121633/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13121633/ Mon, 28 May 2007 06:13:30 PDT
It was a wild trip, last night was hectic.

I stressed loads.

Had a fun match, managed to Not injure my Jaw further.

I'm burnt out now though.

I owe mum $500... Gay.

I didn't get to see Florence tonight, but i'm gonna try see her tomorrows, so i'm excited

I care muchly for her, And she owes me 5 days of hugs and kisses!

AAAAAAAAAND I finally get to save the new pics of her to my PC

I need COffee...

Badly.

I will possibly Detailize more... Should i wake up.

Love to all!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13093215/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13093215/ Fri, 25 May 2007 20:00:42 PDT
It was a handicap match, Me and Toxin vs Massive Q.

Toxin was pinned in the end, so we lost.

But it was a great match and really fun.

Except for the Insurance collector.

The Insurance collecter is when one guy is on the back of a much larger guy, piggy back style, and the large guy break falls.

Q did this to Toxin.

On top of me.

275kgs (Thats 601lbs for those who use the other weight system) Of man landing on me.

Dislocating my jaw.

Hello worst pain ever.

I popped it back into place by Yawning once i got backstage.

But Goddamn it hurt like a mother fucker.

Tomorrow night it is Me and Toxin vs Nick Ferno and Chris X.

Should be a fun match!

And for Florence.

I miss you muchly.

I'll be home in 2 days!!!

*hugs the Florence*

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13054042/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13054042/ Tue, 22 May 2007 17:28:01 PDT
Going. . .

At like 4pm this arvo. . .

I wont be back. . .

Til Monday.

I am wrestling stupid!

For information on the shows go here [link]

I wont be checking here or anywhere online for a while.

I might be online briefly after work.

But to those i love *HUGS*

April and Jen you guys rock!

Danny and Justin and all you jerks rule too.

Those of you who i don't knows nameses, Much love!

And the others. . .

And Especially my Florence!

I will miss you most of all!

I will see you at rep on monday sweety.

I love you!

Catch you all later!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13040183/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13040183/ Mon, 21 May 2007 15:50:48 PDT
That Brochure i got didn't help. . .

I don't think that i can handle this. . .

I know about Confusion. . .

And I know Corruption. . .

I have been hurt by one thing. . .

Thrown a curve ball by another. . .

I. . .

Don't. . .

Know. . .

What. . .

I. . .

Want. . .

Well i know what i want. . .

But i don't know how long i want to stick around to see if i ever have it. . .

April. . . Help me?

I'm hurting. . .

Like the whole world has imploded and i'm the only one who knows. . .

Thats how it feels. . .

I need. . .

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13022820/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13022820/ Sun, 20 May 2007 08:03:20 PDT
All i require is that they have the Slogan, "Morir es Vivir" somewhere on the Logo, and that they are simple enough to have made into a shirt .

Thanks you beautiful people!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13020924/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/13020924/ Sun, 20 May 2007 03:35:40 PDT
Thinking they can convince you, though they know you know that they are lying, That they are telling the truth.

Never thought they'd lie to me.

Don't like this flux of liars I have been surrounded in recently.

They Oughta Stop.

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In other news, I'm extremely happy!

I have HAPPINESS IN ME!!!

FEEL MY HAPPY WRATH!!!

...Squirrelly Wrath!

You're All Gonna Die!

Nothin' You Can Do About It!

EMBRACE MY NOSTRILS!!!

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/12939157/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/12939157/ Sun, 13 May 2007 08:23:51 PDT
But it rocks nonetheless.

Had a Dream where i killed Justin.

He was dying of Cancer or something.

And i couldn't bare to let him die a weak death.

So i stabbed him with a Knife (Not sure what style, but it's brand was Muela) Three times and screamed.

"TO VALHALLA BROTHER!!!"

And then i woke up crying.

INTENSE!!!

And last night i had a dream where i got mad head.

INTENSE!!!

Gym Tomorrow.

Gonna pump the iron.

And do Zyseks new training thing.

Zysek Started Wrestling.

He is in my opinion the best in his class.

INTENSE!!!

My lady is pretty.

But deprives me.

Of Coffee.

I need my Coffee Dammit!!!

INTENSE!!!

Also, i am Convinced this following song is about Morning wood.

And i love it.

It's teh cool!!

But Daniel Johns looks like a douche these days.

Straight Lines - Silverchair

Breathing from a hole in my lung,
I had no one
But faces in front of me.
Racing through the void in my head,
To find traces
Of a good luck academy.

Sparks ignite I'm trading for thought
About no one
And nothing in particular
Watched the sick and stuck in drove
Resent nothing
As good will inside of me

Wake me up low with a fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But I'm walking in a straight line

Something that I'll never forget
I felt desperate
And stuck to the marrow
Invisible to everyone else
I'm a sex change
And a damsel with no heroine.

Wake me up low with a fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But I'm walking in a straight line

I don't need no time to say
There's no change in yesterday
But if we keep talking in
I keep walking in straight lines

Wake me up low with a fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But I'm walking in a straight line...

]]> ~Ass-Soul http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/12907401/ http://Ass-Soul.deviantart.com/journal/12907401/ Thu, 10 May 2007 04:18:30 PDT
Am...

So...

Fucking...

Angry...

Please...

Let...

Me...

Sleep...

You...

Fucking...

Disease...

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

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