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After months of being absent I finally drag up the energy to tell you that I'm back to the Lands of deviantArt. Isn't that spiffy? Thought so.

Unfortunately, I cannot present anything new of artistic nature because RL and procrastination are bitches.
And I have to read and watch my way through over 400 messages and deviations. Err? What's up with you people? Don't you have a sunny day to enjoy far away from art supplies?

Anyway. Fandom has a firm clutch on my being again. There was a time (mainly last year) when nothing fandom-ish could touch my heart thus reducing me to a puddle of fangirlish goo.
I had my moments of squeeing and drooling and selling my first-born to British actors that shall *not* be named but those were not fandom related.

Cue "Heroes" wandering in with its billowing cape of awesomness (yes, we're still in season 1), with its emo-tastic characters, inappropriate sibling touching, glasses-wearing bad-asses, tea cups of homoerotic doom AND! Sylar. He can slurp on my brain anytime. Unfortunately, the only power I have is Migraine-Brain-Splodey.
I loves me some Wednesday Heroes! I want a Sylar Plushie. With sprinkles.
Though I *know* that they're going to cut out the Power That Is Peter's Scream this week. Boy, can he scream. *shivers like an earthquake area*
I just cross my fingers that the network won't introduce scissors to the Dysfunctional Petrellis and their UST with glass shards. Be still my heart, I'm looking forward to the heart breaking sobs and WHY???s when Nathan moles- I mean, hugs his not-so-dead-dead brother to his manly chest. I think a unicorn barfed rainbows in the background. Their wuv is twuuu! *shot and shipped to hell with her Heroes DVD box*

Ahem. This is getting rather long.

Anyways. Expect that sometime, in the near future, I will get around to respond to your messages, journals and comment on your pics.

Love all around, friends!

Niya




]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15944704/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15944704/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 02:12:28 PST
Since I don't know if I have the time next week to write this entry, I wanted to give you all a head's up. ^__^

I will miss teh interwebs but this will give me time to work on some pictures without too much procrastination and random things that grab my attention.

On another note:
I looked up the TV program for Christmas. Normally, it's The Last Unicorn on Christmas Eve, many prayers thrown at the unsuspecting TV watcher and pure nonsense.
Not. This. Year. I just about had a fangazm when I read what will be shown over the holidays.
Kingdom of Heaven (never seen it but David Thewlis is in it. that's enough for me)
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Léon (Norman~! I'm home, honey!)
Lost in Space (hands down, that movie wasn't made of awesome but... for obvious reasons I must watch it again)
and shame on me, Lexa will point and laugh at me for this: Prisoner of Azkaban (though I'm only watching it for the prisoner. again.)

Forget those young pansies. Men, who could be your father age-wise, are for the real. *shot*

Enough of that.

EDIT: *spazz* I just saw the new trailers for Final Fantasy XIII and Versus XIII from the Cloud DVD! Want. Want. Want! [link]

I wish you all a Merry Christmas, a Happy New Year and wonderful holidays!

Niya

:Clubs:


]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15802002/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15802002/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 03:37:02 PST forced me! D:
j/k. don't want Kazuri to hate meee!

THE RULES:
1. Must answer all questions.
2. Be honest.
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: I *think* I mentioned it already... somewhere...

BIRTHPLACE: Germany~ *horrible German accent*

CURRENT LOCATION: the office

EYE COLOR: brown

HAIR COLOR: for the past five years it was black but it will change. soon. phear it!

HEIGHT: 1 meter and 70 centimeters

L/R HANDED: right handed

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Dockers boots

YOUR WEAKNESS: hmm... everything that's on my ID...

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: PONCHO!~

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: uhm... world peace?

YOUR BEDTIME: I don't have one anymore. because I'm old. D:

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: I forgot... *rosencrantz'd*

PEPSI OR COKE: what's available.

McDONALDS OR BURGER KING: again, what's available. but BK's country potatoes own my s0ul!

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: ewww. next question.

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Schokolade.

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: COFFEE!!! RAWR!!

DO YOU SMOKE: but of course. lung cancer is the new black

DO YOU SWEAR: I try to lessen the use of words inappropriate for a young audience

DO YOU SING: I don't want the Armageddon to start early, kthxbai

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: why? do you smell something? *sniff* not me.

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: yes.

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: uhmmm...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: insert "oh, woe is me!"-tirade here.

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: yes... *goes green*

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: haha, no

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: especially if I'm somewhere warm with a hot cocoa

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: no... T_T

1. DRUNK ALCOHOL: sure
2. SMOKED: certainly
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: yes
4. GONE TO A MALL: uhm... was a mall a big shopping centre?
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: an entire one? no. ugh.
6. EATEN SUSHI: of course! even with dead fish in it! or what was in there. something frutti di mare. normally I only eat vegetarian sushi
7. BEEN ON STAGE: when I was nine. play was Rumpelstilzchen. do you even know the old fairy tales anymore?
8. BEEN DUMPED: no

DO YOU WORK: in the family company. sounds important, doesn't it?

IS A BOY/GIRL: what? a hermaphrodite?

FAVORITE EYE COLOR: brown

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR: black

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: depends

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: bunny costumes. bees are okay, too.

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: uhm... a lot.

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: five

NUMBER OF TATTOOS: zero

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: *goes emo* D; so much! so much! *faints*

I have six people to tag? Jeez...
and


I hate migraines...

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15716369/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15716369/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 03:53:27 PST It's my Granny's birthday party! Yay!
I will see some people I rather not meet again but it can't be helped.

Though that means I'll have no Interwebs. So if I don't answer your messages and especially the forum replies, don't get mad.
And because of personal matters, I will not get the chance to reply to any of you this afternoon and most probably evening.

I *will* write back as soon as I get the chance but that won't be before Sunday evening, most likely, Monday.

Thank you for your understanding.

That aside, I am planning something for the 5k hit but considering the rate the pageviews pile up and the speed at which I work... uhm... I will probably finish it when it hits 50k, so in a few years... v_v; *too slow*

Anything else? Hmm... Nope.

Regards,
Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15664468/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15664468/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 03:14:56 PST Sometimes it says "no messages" and there are like 7. Other times it says "13 messages" and then it's 10 or 11.

Anyone else having the same problem?

EDIT: Message system is still screwing up! Argh! What's wrong???

Writing comments is way too much fun and I'm glad that I could help some people! *hugs all of you*

Regards,

Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15605051/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15605051/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 12:34:13 PST
Just saw the commercial for the game "Assassin's Creed". They used Massive Attack's "teardrop"!

So beautiful. I love it when they mix rather violent in-game vids and slow music.

Nuff said about that.

On two other notes:

The note system is not my friend.

I am working like hell on a picture of Lev. Pebbles will kill me because I got him more tattoos and piercings... and I had an Epic Fail when drawing his hair. Yep. She'll kill me.

Regards,

Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15515540/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15515540/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 02:48:06 PST
As difficult as my life gets at the moment, I have found new pleasure in drawing and painting. I'm on a roll!

I have different projects on my hard drive which get along just fine.
Some linearts from Pebbles finally get the chance to see some colour and I'm re-working on some stuff which are not coloured to my satisfaction but I liked the sketch so much that I am working on them again. And yes, many of them are NOT on dA.
I'm also working on a painting which I plan to give to my parents for Christmas. It will be a still life and as soon as Christmas is over and I have internet again, it will be uploaded to my gallery here.

I have the feeling that I am finally on a level where I enjoy creating, trying out tools and techniques. Not just let a picture explode out of me because if I don't draw the frustration kills me. I can't wait harassing my tablet and RAM to a point that they yell bloody murder at me!
Best news: Dad wants to give me a computer for the sole purpose of working in Photoshop. That means that I can finally draw a line between my personal laptop and work computer without destroying one of them in the process.

So, inspiration flows steady.

Regards,

Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15100004/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/15100004/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:49:56 PDT
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
when I was about 8 or 9, I took on a battle with a concrete column. Niya: 0, column: 1, bicycle: dead

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
a framed concert poster, lots of Clouds, other posters

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I was told, I sometimes grind my teeth

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
pretty much anything rock from 60's to now, classic, something spiffy like Juno Reactor. can't remember how the genre is called

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
around 11 AM

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
more time and RAM

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
time and RAM...

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
it's a tight between my iPod and computer

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
1,70 m

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
a bit

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK
more paranoid than scared

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
that's a tough one

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
black hair

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
another question: can I see myself being proposed to at all?

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee. energy drinks taste like boiled over gummy bears

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pepperoni

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
sushi

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
unless that one sushi filling was, no

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
can't remember

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY ELSE?
*raises eyebrow slowly*

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nope

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
god, no

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
the invisible kind

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
can't help falling in love, can you?

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
I'm bad at this emotional stuff. actions speak louder.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED
4

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes

32. WHO IS THE ONE PERSON YOU'RE ON THE PHONE MOST WITH?
Pebbles

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
have I been *in* the USA? living in Europe here.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
good actors... who are way older than me...
art, some fictional characters, books, music
I consider those weaknesses since they have the tendency to make me poor.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
not that I know of

37. FIRST JOB?
saler in a company which sells prints

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
nope, not really interesting, isn't it?

41. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
made about a gazillion buttons

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
a small one on my neck

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my thick dark hair. it's silky and glows neon green in the dark.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
yep

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
new sunglasses... since I'm four-eyed it's quite expensive

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
LOL

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no, think not

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
sometimes

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
schauma

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yes

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
chicken

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
gotta get control over my temper tantrums

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
hell, no. I'd hate my guts.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
of course. but are they all that matter? of course not.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
writing, snapping at other people helps too

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
that plush devil with a plushie heart that said I love you

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
that'd be pretty sad if I grabbed my cell now and counted, huh?

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
never

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
I'll take the cheese, keep the rest

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
humour (he'd need it), intelligence

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Niya

68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
of all time? Buffy. at the moment, House MD, CSI franchise and Supernatural l... ]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/14979955/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/14979955/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 02:49:23 PDT Niya: "OBSESSION!!! ... Err, yeah..."

It's not funny anymore... T_T But he's such a brilliant actor! I even like Norman Stansfield although he creeps the hell out of me.

Lexa, got the message that "Beat the Devil" didn't get through the ether because apparently it's too big. Hmmm... I'll try it again this afternoon or I'll burn it for you on CD. Just say what else you might want to have also on the CD so I'm not wasting it for 18 MB.

On another note.

Ratatouille tonight! It's just adorable. Hope that the movie is as good as I think it might can be. Because shiny graphics aren't everything, you know? I want a heart-warming funny story. I'm in the mood for it. After State of Grace on Friday... *grumble* *mutter* dies... again!

Anyway, Ratatouille tonight! So excited to be with my friends again!

Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13964994/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13964994/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:03:21 PDT
But yesterday I went with a couple of friends to HP OoTP. Just let me put my 2 cents into this. And I'll only write a few notes, so it's over before you know it. Also, forgive me because I did not read nor do I intend to read the books. I have no idea what went on that was not shown in the movie. Yes, I'm ignorant. Deal with it.

- Bellatrix was awesome, as was Daddy Malfoy, as were all the other adult side-characters *thumbs up*
- The destroyed roof of Azkaban looked like the logo of the German job center. This disturbed me a great deal, although it certainly explains why the people who are supposed to help you there act like dementors, leave you hopeless and make you crazy. No shit.
- The Kiss (it deserves capitals, doesn't it?) seemed to be longer than the shown "relationship" (if there ever was one) and it was all "wet" *smirks* and mistletoe-y
- Ron = <3 I like him, he's a funny dude
- When Sirius walked around (in nothing but that robe, it seemed) in that room at King's Cross and said "Harry, I have something to show you" (or something along those lines), my initial reaction was: O_o;;; Is he going to...?
- Followed by: "DO take off that robe!!" I like Gary Oldman.
- The Twins = <3
- As Lexa said: "He (Harry) was never prettier when anguished and tortured!" She was right. I just about sat at the edge of my seat because as an author, I love it to see characters I like in pain and suffering *smiles* Loved the eye make-up when Voldy possessed him near the end
- Snape = <3 The hair was only held apart by his aristocratic nose...
Loved his lines and the general "guh"-ness of his acting
- Umbridge = lovely, mental terror in pink. Thumbs up for the actress because I hated this character with a passion although it amused me greatly
-Strangely I have absolutely nothing to say about Hermione...

But the film was a good popcorn movie and I don't regret spending money on it.

Niya

EDIT: My hand, which hurts as a whole now, drives me bonkers. It's frustrating and it *hurts*. Dad's this close to drag me to a doctor because he thinks it's not normal that the pain is increasing instead of decreasing. Mom wrapped it up a few hours ago. I could crawl up a wall and over the ceiling...

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13922820/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13922820/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 04:28:17 PDT
So it's an open secret that I bruise quite easily but this is ridiculous.

The palm of my left hand is completely blue and slightly swollen, so it's rendered unusable. My right hand is bruised in a few places.

And this comes from clapping.

My body's such a wuss.

But STOMP was awesome.

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13756921/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13756921/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:31:46 PDT
Reeve from the FF7 Citadel wrote a mail and asked me to draw a banner for the upcoming Theme. Apparently he remembered my Cloud chibi (which is in the gallery).

I feel, well, excited because no one ever asked me to draw something for them (friends not included).

*scratches head*

Well... Huh.

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13421716/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13421716/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 15:56:02 PDT tired.
tired.
tired.
yawn.
asleep.
not.
just for a moment there I thought it would actually work. guess not.
my brain's fried. or being fried since it's about 50 degrees celcius in here. not a pretty sight anyway.
and... gross! my sweat's being absorbed by the paper.
too many thoughts running through my head.
change the music.
maybe I need some whale singing or wave rushing sounds. I heard jungle sounds with some birds thrown in it are supposed to be calming too.
or the cackling of cyborg rascals.
I like cyborg rascals. I think.
too tired. chewing on the bottom lip again.
too tired to hold pencil.
I like the not-so-brand-new SP song. wasn't it called "shut your eyes"?
feel the irony. something's clearly mocking me...

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13235140/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13235140/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:32:41 PDT run around
scare the child
and follow my shout

empty glass is turning blue
hollow smile becoming true

make a difference, let it scar
on your skin that was bloody so far
steal the happiness, take it in
pretend it's your own, believing again

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13174102/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13174102/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 08:31:08 PDT Fuse is short.
So's read my eyes.
Shh...
Pictures to find. Formats to choose. More difficult than it sounds.
Still hungry.
Must concentrate on the slash. Must concentrate on the slash.
Channel the slash. Feel the slash. Taste the slash!
Threesome?
Change song. Bring out the gunpowder. We like it all 'splodey.
Drink.
Doesn't really help. Still hungry.
It's fulfilling to write about crap. Try it.
Channel your inner iPod. Being penetrated on both ends while constantly getting your tummy rubbed and poked. Being filled with useless information about album covers and song titles. Cool, huh?
Need coffee. Need food more.
Growl, growl. Sputter. *die*
Kiss me, I'm deranged.
Of course I know what a fuse is. Mine is running out.

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13145021/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/13145021/ Tue, 29 May 2007 22:49:01 PDT
Here's an insightful, coherent opinion:

Holy..! Sweet Mother of...

Awesome.

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/12613142/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/12613142/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 00:46:28 PDT
Just a quick message to all of you who send their best wishes to me yesterday (my time) because time difference is a bitch. ^___^

Thank you all!

Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/12317962/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/12317962/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 03:26:51 PDT
Nah, it's not that bad. I was actually under my limit.

Yesterday was excellent. Happiness came with a prize (sometimes literally) now and then but all in all, excellent. We all had fun, I think.

Now I'm nursing my sore neck, brutal headache and squirmy stomach which I got yesterday evening because of my bag. Yep, all that. It's a chain reaction. Heavy bag -> sore neck -> headache -> nausea. *slowly munches on gummy bears* Later I'll try that magherita pizza which peacefully rests in the fridge.

Parental unit are due this afternoon around 4.

But back to yesterday.

You see, we always say "This year, we do it right. Just go with the flow, do this and that and we'll be dandy, right?" Wrong. So utterly wrong. Because *every* time something goes not according to plan, is frustrating and/or plain dumb. Why should this year be an exception?

Working on 4 hours of sleep, 3 cups of coffee and two cigarrettes, I about hauled Pebbles into the train to Leipzig because she was almost too late. But she made it, for what I am eternally grateful.
Too bad about 1 million other people (teenagers, really) had the same idea that our train is perfect and so we sat for 1 hour 40 minutes on some stairs before we arrived in Leipzig.
First thing we did? Bought some coffee in some Starbucks-y establishment. We wanted to grab something to eat but waited until Ko-chan's train came.
Eating some student friendly McD's, we looked for our train which would bring us to the fair. Sounds easy, doesn't it? It would be if Leipzig didn't decide that this weekend would be great for rail road inspection and busses replacing trains with nobody having any idea what is going on in the first place. At least we got a free tour of the station. Feel the sarcasm.
Arriving on the fair's station, we promptly faced our next problem, getting our jackets into a checkroom. With as much a hassle as humanly possible (again, free tour of the area) we got that sorted out, too and could finally start the day.

Conventions and book fairs are always an experience. It's like your merchandise mecca fantasies come true with a shitload of crossovers you wouldn't even think of. The characters of Bleach playing with One Piece charas Go? While Axel (Kingdom Hearts) chases Sailor Moon? Priceless. Which brings us to the most popular fandoms. Rank #1 was without a doubt, JRock/Goth/Punk, followed by Naruto (much to Lexa's dismay *grins*), Kingdom Hearts, One Piece, Bleach and more Naruto. And some Clouds. That brought squeals of delight out of Niya.
Cute was also that deflated Pokéball with a sign saying "Please feed".

I didn't make that much purchases this year but still managed to spend about 100 bucks. I bought an Advent Children mobile strip, a necklace which features a detailed cross with the Cloudy Wolf on it, an artbook by Temari Matsumoto which is so guh! AND The Reunion Files of Advent Children. Lexa, my love for you is forever established. Thank you so much! It's insanely cool and... and... well, you heard my squeals yesterday.

Part Two is for later this day or tomorrow.

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/12202898/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/12202898/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:02:11 PDT
First dad, then mom, now me. Sick. At least my temperature is as low as ever.

My head's driving me insane, as does my stomach, am sleepy, can't sleep though but my imagination is kicking ass. How come I'm creative when I'm sick?

I need something to eat, seriously. Last time I ate something was yesterday at lunch. Which is now more than 24 hours ago. But the mere look at the fridge is nauseating.

Bah.

Let me crawl under that convenient placed rock and DIE.

Just let me be okay again by next week. Book fair, baby! Poverty, here I come!

Regards,
Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11930514/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11930514/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 05:06:22 PST
...

okay, okay, I've watched too much Secret Fun Time.

Dad made an offer yesterday which I accepted today. Next week he will ask some high profile people and if they think it's a good idea, I will be a Business English tutor for administrators, MCSEs, MS Trainers and the like and I will teach keyboard typing for everyone who's interested, including folks like secretaries, aforementioned trainers and administrators and company staff. Ph3ar MEH!

This all will be really exciting because I like to teach stuff, there will be no kids whatsoever and the people who come are interested in the subject.
Needless to say, I'm scared shitless and somehow have to get my act together before I faint. *cough*

Now that you're all informed, I'll hunt down some food and lol some more over SFT because it's so cracking me up.

Regards,
Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11783836/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11783836/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:18:08 PST
Anyway. My throat is raw, and I don't know if I screamed in my sleep because no one was here, and I want it over with.

So this dream I will tell you about has me pondering where exactly my subconsciousness stole the idea from. I can't remember.

Hm, okay. So my parents and me sit together on a big balcony with a white wood fence surrounding us, we want to watch a horror movie (don't ask why, I have no idea whatsoever) but suddenly my little brother (which does not exist. single child here) comes running at us, wanting to join us. I know instinctively that this is not a good idea, but the reasons left me puzzled in real life. Because in the dream I knew that at this time in the movie someone will fall from a balcony and die a gruesome death but I wanted to shield the eyes of my little brother because a woman stood at the other end of our balcony and just... toppled over, I guess, falling from our house.
My little brother squealed in delight, thinking I wanted to play with him and I put my hand over his mouth, beckoning him to be silent so we could watch the movie.
Suddenly I find myself in flashbacks of my dream-life. Everytime a small hand touches water (be it in a tub or in a little river) and the water begins to boil. I grab the hand and tell my brother that it's okay, nothing more will happen, it's over, don't be afraid. And he smiles at me and a shadow falls from his eyes like I took a heavy burden from his shoulders.
I wake up from the flashes and am again on our balcony. My parents look at me happily and I realize that everything is alright, not that I know what was wrong before.
It lasts only for a moment when suddenly my vision becomes black, the sight in front of me slowly then rappidly spins into darkness and I scream but my voice is sucked right out of my throat till I can't speak and see anymore. The last picture I saw was one of my parents' horrified look.

Then I woke up. Raw throat, wide eyes and so not turning around because I thought someone stood behind me.

Let the analyzes begin, please!

Regards,
Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11707875/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11707875/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 09:30:42 PST
Went to a movie with Lexa on Sunday. Was really cute. Can't remember the original title though and I'm too lazy to check it up. Let's just say that I developed an unhealthy obsession with Jude Law's jaw for the period of 2 hours.
Afterwards we tried to watch Eragon. Don't kill me, Lex, but... so not my cup of tea. But I promised you that you could drag me to the new HP movie, so all should be good. But that dark haired "I'm such a flawless stud and fighter" guy was kind of cute. Don't ask what name he had, I just about realised that the blond dude is Eragon.

Watched Buffy vs Dracula yesterday with mom. She's all over Rudolf Martin and James Marsters. Don't ask me why.
But it's just too adorable when your mom gets all squealy over Spike. Sort of terrifying but in a sweet way.
Well, we figured that our little family is "unexpectedly scary in a positive endearing way". And that just makes sense if you know us.

As you can not see from my "listening to" entry, I'm deep into my old school rock phase. Again. It's nice once in a while.
And I dig a perfect circle so much, it's not even funny. Listen to them! Niya told you to!

Tomorrow I can hold my new shiny ID in my hands.

Regards,
Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11480333/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11480333/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 09:47:37 PST
Ahem.

So. After a particularly bad nightmare I fell out of my bed. And got myself a nice bruised rip. Yay.

It's windy outside. Mom's cigarette was the first victim. It was ripped from her mouth. O_o

After 5 years it was time again to get myself a new ID. 8 bucks just so I can prove I am myself and not someone else. And they wanted my birth certification. "My what?! Do I even have one???" I do have one but it currently has another zip code and is about 400 km away from me. But you can't expect more brain capacity from me at 7:30 in the morning, freezing my ass off and 2 hours of sleep.

Insomnia strikes again. I think my last undisturbed night was some time before christmas. I'm tired. But sleep doesn't come. Which sucks. Seriously. I mean, in a few days I'm crawling up the wall because my brain's fried from lack of sleep.

But in the meantime I'm enjoying The Crystal Method.
Two portraits are in the making. One of Fia, who is absolutely adorable and one of... you'll see. *evil cackle* WRINKLE!!!!

See? It starts... be careful.

Regards,
Niya

]]> ~AsylumImmaculate http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11363709/ http://AsylumImmaculate.deviantart.com/journal/11363709/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 14:42:56 PST

How was everyone's new year's celebration? Mine was fun! I got to spend it with the best friends one can have. Feel the adoration for my friends here.

Resolutions, not in order of importance:
- find work
- maybe care for my health more... or the others will kill me
- work on, plan, write Godless
- save money for a new laptop. 17" UltraSharp Wide Screen, 2 GB RAM and 4 MB cache, bitches!
- save money for a new external hard drive with at least 200 GB capacity
- save money to finally buy that damn Deleter program
- explore the abyss that is Pebbles' music collection
- pray to Universal that they pat MUCC and ask them nicely to not release so much stuff!
- overcome identity crisis
- care more for the people I love and let them know that I care for them greatly
- don't stumble so often into weird fandoms when I'm mentally instable.

Yeah, that was it.

Impressive list, don't you think?

I'm not sure but I think my kidney throbs.

So I let my New Year's depression wash over me, get over it, enjoy life the best I can without memories trying to catch me and let Lexa know that I am the orange emoticon in my current mood.

Good night, kids. Take care, don't talk to strangers, try that new ice cream you've always wanted to know how it tasted and don't take words of an almost 21-years old paranoid manic depressive too seriously.

Regards,
Niya

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