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But my computer is retarded and the deviantart upload process is far too tedious and long and i can only stand to do it for a short while at a time.

SOOOOOOooooo.... I will periodically upload more pictures when i feel like wasting my time with the upload forum.


yayay! three cheers for technology!

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/27632434/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/27632434/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 12:35:26 PDT :>
I'm so excited to see what you all will say about my pictures

They will be on here as soon as i can get a blank cd to put them on.



I also have a college interview on the 19th!!!! Wish me luck!

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/27344654/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/27344654/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 18:09:43 PDT whats hidden so far down inside of me.
I cant help but regress, and think for the best but what the fuck? Is this really your test?
I thought you better than that, someone that could see that bitter part of me.
Its not all personal. It comes from the past.
What once was, is held in my hand, ready to beat down those fuckers who don't understand.
I cant help it, so plain to see, to put in place? Eh, that's another thing entirely.
What to do, what to say, Be my catalyst, if that's okay.
I cant make up your mind.
You have control of what is to be, soon you'll look to me. You will see.
So fucking muster up your luster, glimmer with a light of white spite, show everyone you can rise to the fight.
Lazy fuck. Promises Promises. Like you ever knew. Like you could ever know!
I hate what you mean to me, i hate what you are to them!
But that's not as funny as how i knew you loved me, and i toyed with that fact, wiped my ass with it and threw it in your fucking face!
Ah ha, sweet revenge, but for what? You did nothing to me... Oh but again, that's just me.
I told you from the fucking beginning that it wasn't meant to be, but does anyone ever listen to me? No... no no no.
So suck it up boy, wipe off your knees and don't ever ask me to be your tease.
I couldn't if i wanted to anyway, my skin crawls in your presence. Why? Because I'm just that fucking way.
Don't pretend like you understand, I've been through this hole before, there's no place for us to land.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/25900179/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/25900179/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 13:44:26 PDT they say i can open it soon.
I dont know whats inside it,
but i'll take it and i'll hide it.

In another room is a Triangle.
Shredded and mangled, in a tangle.
I'll put it back together... if they let me.
Fix it so bright, hold it so tight.
Never let it go, never let it show.

In a room right beside it is a Brick,
standing tall and thick.
I'll have that too, jut for the fuck of it.
Mold it into something new, with my box and mangled Triangle.
I put them all together and...
And?

I'm not sure but they're mine.
See look there: Bound in twine.
I'll take my things now; put them somewhere fine.
Some screws to fix my smile,
My Brick.
My Box.
And my mangled Triangle.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/25324683/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/25324683/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:53:52 PDT Life has been turbulent to say the least.
I've had a lot of calming down to do before i wrote in this. I wouldn't want you guys to get the brunt end of my psychoticness. Psssha right.
Its been declared that i am now finally a 'safe' person to be around. Who'd a thought that the quiet little girl who draws creepy pictures in the corner has an actual story to tell! Oh and boy have i got one to tell. Maybe one day when everything seems to be going right, I'll throw a bit of my past in there to shake things up a bit. Yea, that sounds nice. I'll write like the Brothers Grimm, with no shame and no 'harm'
My stories will stick around forever until the end of time, all the while seeping my ideals and virtues into the minds of all the young and malleable children that populate the Earth. Huh, I'll be the next Walt fucking Disney!
Hooray for me, I have finally realized for the first time in my life that i am free to do my hearts' desire. The only thing that brings me down are the consequences. But isn't that true for most everyone? There isn't a lark in the world that doesn't have to bow down to the man at some point, in some form. While I'm here wading in this pool of shit we call reality, in all its infinite luster, i am biting the hand that feeds me. With all its inadequacies right up in your face like that, its hard to miss whats works, and what doesn't.
I'm gonna gnaw that shit off til its just a distant memory.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/23662588/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/23662588/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:01:45 PDT Anyway, with that thought in mind, i've decided to just write about the art stuff in here. No personal crap that no one is interested in.
Deal?
Well its good enough for me.

So now on to the art stuff:
I'm swamped in projects. I've never felt so overwhelmed by art in my life... but then again, i've never liked it as much as i do now either. I'm getting many requests and with schooling in the way, i have little time to do it. So, as something to keep myself on track, i've decided to write my projects all down on a list. And for your benifit i'll describe it a bit.

Here goes:
1. Garboid: Half man half machine, this wheelchair bound clown is stuck in a swamp with gigantic spikey orange flowers towering above him. He is dirty and rusted, from sitting there to long. Frozen in time, if you will.
2.The One With The Eyes: An abstract piece thats hard to explain but easy to look at. In it is an outstreached hand, odd vines, twigs stuck together, spikes flying outward, an a sheet of eyeballs connected and contorted. But its still a work in progress.
3.The Standing Woman: For a 'Big Piece' assignment in class, i enlarged a picture of a woman standing and holding one of her legs up at her side.
The picture in its entirety is made up 18? pages (i call 'em panels) 10" by 14" i think (havnt worked on it in a bit cant remember the exact numbers)
Anyway, each panel is done in a different media (charcoal, watercolor, chalk pastel, oil pastel, scratchboard ect...)
And if thats not enough, i've drawn a bunch of little puppets to dance at her feet and come out of the walls.
4.The Sharpies and The Ball Points: These quirky little do-dads are a political statement... well, i'm pulling it off as one at least.This one is for all you Skinny Bitches and you Fat Fucks. Thats right, i said it and i mean it.
All the twiggish, anorexic, bulimic, the whateverthefuckevers that need to eat a sandwich are the wonderful Sharpies. All the hoarding, wastes of skin whales and what-nots that just need to stop fucking eating are the fanciful Ball Points.
I think i'll do some in between i-tried-to-fix-it ones as well, you know like the Ball Points that got lipo, and the Sharpies that ate themselves to death or something... eh, i dont know, maybe.
This statement is, by all means, ment to insult people. Dont comoplain to me about it though, i'll just ignore you.
5.Rich Tattoo: Three concepts given to me by a guy i met. They are tattoo designs that i've agreed to help him with. So i guess we're like pen pals now.

Wow, that helped.
And, now you guys know what i'm up to.
Killed two birds with one stone.
Die you fuckers!
Nah, just kidding.
Thanks for listening.

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]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/21614296/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/21614296/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 12:55:05 PST I cant wait though, Nebula is almost a year old and i havnt seen her sense the begining of September, she is almost walking now...
My sister Heather is coming out with Samantha and Nebula too, i havnt seen her sense her wedding.
So, all in all today will be a big day, and as much as i'm looking foreward to it, i cant wait for it to be over. I hate visiting family almost as much as i love seeing them.
Why cant we just wait til Thanksgiving? Its just a week away...
Speaking of Thanksgiving, why the hell is everyone celebrating Christmas already?? It isnt even December yet and already all the TV programs are Christmas shows, all the commercials are talking about gifts and discounts for Christmas, not to mention all the decorations people have already put up. Even the grocery stores are foregoing Thanksgiving and skipping straight to Christmas! So Here is my official "HAPPY THANKSGIVING" and may your feast be plentiful and filling.
And to all of you that dont celebraate Thanksgiving, eat a bunch of shit on thursday anyway so you can get fat with the rest of us.... and well happy thursday
Anyway, i have to get back to sweeping, enjoy yourselves.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/21303283/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/21303283/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 15:55:00 PST .....
.......
.........So i'll just chill elsewhere then. Bye Bye!

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/20671572/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/20671572/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 15:47:44 PDT So, on another note, i just posted two? pictures. uhh, my best friend Jessica told me to get some new pictures, so i took some, and like none of them turned out, so i manipulated the fuck out of them, every one except Character2, i just increased the contrast... a lot, set the ISO slow, and stood in front of a plasma tv, its neat when the screen changes and you capture it with the camera.
Yep so thats it

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On a lighter note, school starts on Monday. Yipdefuckindo.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/19515896/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/19515896/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:23:22 PDT
I went to California, to the Redwoods National Park, camped there for a week strait and had a blast. I just really wish i had a camera, or some art supplies, something! Not one picture out of the whole experience!

Oh well, memories are what really count right?

I'll keep telling myself that haha!

C-ya!

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18969656/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18969656/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 16:07:55 PDT it is with a genre that is scarce
unless you look in all the right places,
and i have found none of them.

If you can help me find out
info on SteamPunk, or if you know
anyone that can help me that would be
great.

Also, if you know of anything
related to this going on in the Las
Vegas area, that would be great if you told
me about it.


]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18820848/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18820848/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 13:03:07 PDT
[x] The dark
[] Staying single forever
[] Being a parent (not afriad...just dont wanna)
[] Giving birth
[x] Being myself in front of others
[] Open spaces
[] Closed spaces
[] Heights
[x] Dogs
[] Birds
[] Fish
[] Spiders
[] Flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[x] Being touched
[] Deep water
[] Snakes
[] Silk
[x] The ocean
[x] Failure
[] Success
[] Thunder/lightning
[] Frogs/toads
[] My boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[] My boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[] Rats
[x] Jumping from high places
[] Snow

Total so far:7

[] Rain
[] Wind
[] Crossing hanging bridges
[] Death
[] Heaven
[] Being robbed
[] Falling
[] Clowns
[] Dolls
[] Large crowds of people
[x] Men lolz!
[] Women
[] Having great responsibilities
[] Doctors - including dentists
[] Tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[] Hurricanes
[] Incurable diseases
[] Sharks
[x] Friday the 13th
[] Ghosts
[] Poverty
[] Halloween
[] School
[] Trains
[x] Odd numbers
[] Even numbers
[] Being alone
[x] Becoming blind
[x] Becoming deaf
[x] Growing up

Total so far: 13

[x] Creepy noises in the night
[] Bee stings
[x] Not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] Needles
[] Blood
[] Dinosaurs
[] The welcome mat
[x] High speed
[] Throwing up
[x] Falling in love
[] Super secrets

Final Total: 17

wow. paranoid much?


... If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears".


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18659776/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18659776/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 10:18:49 PDT Comment away!

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18168336/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/18168336/ Sun, 04 May 2008 16:34:05 PDT I should have some ceramic pieces up if i can get a good enough picture of them. I just finshed my 1 point perspective with the two ninja's and the window behind them leading to the streets of a major city somewhere in the united states. That should be up by the end of the month. I just started my 'evil chair' and i am a little less than half way finished. It is going to be cool. Well, as far as all that is concerned, there is nothing left to say except live long and prosper.

Thanks for taking the time to read my bullshit.

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Long time no update...... ummm well guess what? I just got accepted into the Art Instructions School. It is going to be expensive but hopefully the next two years will be exciting and influential to me and my counterparts. My odds were seventy to one and i made it! Right now i am really loving myself, and i hope this high never goes away. I start my first lesson immediately and it looks like they are starting me out with the basics.

Wish me luck!



Also, i just got five new pictures, tell me what you think.

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/16828230/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/16828230/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:37:15 PST
Nothing really new here except my growing anticipation.

Yep, you heard right... more pictures are to be here soon, and i cant wait to hear your reviews.

Umm.... Well, when i have more to say i will say it. So TTFN, thats ta ta for now!

]]> ~Athenap http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/16216678/ http://Athenap.deviantart.com/journal/16216678/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 00:32:52 PST Hey fellow Deviants!
For starters, i would just like to wish you a happy new years and whatever other holiday is going on... like i dont know Kwanza? Any way, i just wanted to ask you a quick question:

I need to find a few books on porportions of the hands, feet, face, and body. And also a book of anatomy, and foreshortning. I need these cheap, like $20 bucks each cheap. I am willing for barter so dont be absolute on the price. If they are used, thats ok, i just want them in good condition. Please, if anyone can help that would be fantastic.

Thank you very much and again, happy new year!


I want to send a shout out to ~Dr3d5 for making me a totallyfreakinawsomeoutofthisworldcooler thancool Avatar.

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