http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Autumness&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Autumness en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 17:00:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/22857272/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/22857272/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 05:17:04 PST Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.

1.) Your name?
The name Felicia (a Latin female version of "Felix", meaning happiness) is associated with saints, poets, astronomical objects, plant genera, fictional characters, and animals, especially cats. There are several versions of flowers named after Felicia which include, felicia elongata and felicia filifolia. Both are very beautiful flowers to match the very lovely and beautiful name of Felicia.

2.) Your age?
Purely and simply an alternative to "fuck". The term most likely came out of the Austin, Texas area in the mid 90's when Austin uber alles experienced its new sexual revolution and casual sex became commonplace. fifteen, then, probably refers to the amount of time a good casual fuck takes- 15 minutes. perhaps the reference is to amount of positions.

3.) One of your friends?
Cynthia's are often shy people, but once your get to know a Cynthia they are one of the most loyal and friendly type of people you would ever be lucky enough to meet. Cynthia's love to talk but are often quiet to listen to their friend's problems. Cynthia's do not like sports, and are often too worried about life once but once you get to know a Cynthia you will see little by little that they let loose and have fun. Cynthia' s are often known by there sad looking eyes and that gloomy look on there face, often they have dark hair and a pale dead like face because they are after all named after the goddess of the moon, and like the moon you will soon see their pale beauty and mysterious personalty, know as the invisible girl, a Cynthia can be a great leader,but is always ready to be a team player.

4.) What should you be doing?
Revision. Modern day method to waste time and 'recap' over all those topics you've been 'learning' all year usually in preparation for a text or exam. For most students, resulting in no help whatsoever when sitting the test the next day.

Thus student failing test anyway because revising is innefective due to student thinking about their crush/dinner/myspace/friends for the duruation of the revision period whilst blankly reading through text and making notes they will later misplace.

5.) Favorite color?
Orange.
A bold color, a cross between yellow and red. A spherical citrus fruit of this color.
Of or relating to the color orange, of or relating to the flavor of the orange fruit.
A word you'll never see at the end of a line of a rhyming poem. Punchline of a grade school knock-knock joke.

6.) Birthplace?
Singapore. A country where you can get penalized for virtually anything,even chewing gums.But otherwise a great place with lots of delicious foods and shopping places.The living conditions aren't too shabby either,if you can stand hot and humid climate that is.

7.) Month of your birth?
February is the best month of the year. Its still nice and cold and snowy, but you know that spring is just around the corner if you're tired of all the bad weather. February is also the most unique month. 28 days long,(unless its every four years on a 'leap' year)
Valentines day is also in February. (the fourteenth)It's a fun holiday named after St. Valentine, and it's for cute happy couples. Many single or unhappy people celebrate the anti Valentines day, ie.Singles awareness day.

People born in February are without a doubt the Cutest, Smartest, and Funniest set of people. If you are born after the 20th, you are also a Pisces. This is the best Zodiac sign.

8.) Last person you talked to?
Sister.your sister is the girl that will always be there for you and may save you one day, whether you know it or not. your sister may or may not be related to you and could just be an amazing friend, but either way your sister is always slow to judge and quick to forgive. she will always love you, she might just hide it from you.

9.) One of your nicknames?
Female of the human species. Originated in Chicago, Illinois sometime in the past 100 years.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16971779/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16971779/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 04:12:58 PST
I feel old now. xD I was teasing a friend, whose birthday was earlier than mine by 15 days, that she was old. Now I have no right to do so... Shit.

I share the same birthday as two of my school mates in the same year! W00t! We're triplets. xDDD

Am 15 and sad since I'm growing up so fast. I don't wanna, dammit!

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16749316/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16749316/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 05:06:46 PST
I hope that the year of the Rat will be a good year for everyone!!

My tuition teacher told me that if you wanna see if you turn out to be a rich person and stuff. Find a person 60 years older than you that is born at the same exact same time as you, and see how the person is. xDDD So I assume that our destiny repeats itself after 5 rounds of the Zodiac. Which is 60 years. ^^ I wanna see if it's true. But the person can be anywhere around the world. T^T

Lot of Love!
Autumness~

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16484097/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16484097/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:59:57 PST
I'M GOING FOR A CAMP, DAMMIT!!! *facepalm*

Yeah... Outward Bound Singapore (OBS). A camp at Pulau Ubin, one of the many islands surrounding Singapore. It is full of greenery and nature. At Ubin, there are many kinds of wildlife to be seen. God, I sound like an commercial. Well, as you know, camps do not allow any electronic gadgets such as mobile phones, MP3 players, I Pods, Play Station Portables and so forth. Which means there will be no laptops allowed too. Not that I have one. I should get one, damn. I was told the people will even kidnap your digital watches. So there.

I will be leaving tomorrow, and coming back on the 25th, no idea on the time though. Although I prefer coming back during the afternoon. So I can have computer time. And can update on shit. I'll get photos for you guys. Somehow... I think I can bring a camera... I think? Whatever it is, I pray that I can bring a camera... I love Ubin. It's full of 'stuff'.

That's right, people! It is rumored at Ubin, the place where I'll be camping at, is haunted. For more than 30 years now. I'm not sure how true it is, I never been to Ubin before. But according to my older brother and mother, it has creepy stuff. My seniors had told me some stories too, so I'm all geared up to be scared! Whoopie~ They said that there would be lights following you in the bushes, and that it is not fireflies. Which leaves the answer as... erm. Yup. You know it.

Not very happy about going. But all of the Secondary 3s (9th Grade) have to go anyway. The prefects just have to go earlier. Thus, I, being a prefect, am heading out with my other prefect chumps to Ubin. Missing one week worth of lessons. The rest of the Secondary 3s (9th Grade) would be going in April. But I'll be here in April. There is a reason why we're heading out now instead of April. Te prefects would be planning and taking part in the National Education (NE) camp for the Secondary 2s (8th Grade) and right after the NE camp, it would be the time for our OBS camp. Not wanting to tire the prefects out, the school decided to send us out early. The camp costs a bomb! $200+ per person. So we're figuring out why they're sending us there.

I'll be reporting to school tomorrow bright and early at normal school time, 7.00am, and the school will arrange for transportation to Punggol Point Jetty where we would take a ferry to Pulau Ubin. I love ferry rides, mainly because I won't get sea sick. And I'm going to sit at a open space seat so I can enjoy the wind. I love the wind. There isn't a big amount of us going, around 30. So we'll be going with another school. And we are chums. No schools are chums, actually. So... We'll be split into groups, and if we're unlucky, we get to join the other school in a group. Which is not very enjoyable if you're the only one from my school in the group. Fret not, I'll try to get in a group with my friends!

OBS will not be responsible for any death that might occur. And will hold the activities planned regardless of weather conditions. There is a 10 hours long kayaking activity. So if it's a storm... May we rest in peace. We'll get life jackets, don't worry! And we're going to be jumping off 10 stories high into a water filled quarry. What a camp!

I hope to come back safe and sound. To be able to reply all your comments and update on my fics. God bless me and you all. Just in case I don't come back, I love you guys!!

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16338549/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16338549/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 02:38:14 PST This is very very very late update of my erm... life? xDDD Well, school started. Tada~ zomg... =.= So... I guess everything I'm working on now is going to be slow. Very slow. xDD

I'm leaving for camp on the 21st of the month. A five day camp... No computer access for five days. And I was told that every electronic device would be taken away from us. Even my watch. @-@! ftw... xD Aha! I'm gonna die there... I'll be missing lessons too! Damn. And I suck at maths...

The remaining population, huge amount, of Secondary 3s (9th Grade) would be going for the camp in sometime in Feb. So hopefully, those who went on the 21st could get the extra lessons back. I refuse to do anything else than to catch up on my homework. xD So unlike me...

Hmm... Nothing much now. Nothing much to do, nothing much to play... But I'm sure this year is going to kill me... xDD lol.

I love 2008!!! I'm just saying it. xDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16070437/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/16070437/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:35:31 PST
Don't celebrate it personally, but who cares. You guys do!! xD Hope you enjoy your presents!! xDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/15897944/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/15897944/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:13:27 PST
- Wowzers! I've pass my 6, 600 page view!!

- Am delighted!

- So I plan to present the person who gets my 6,666 page view with a fic!

- Yay?

- Gotta clean up my room and study table.

- This sucks.

- Well, my life does suck.

- And I have lots to do.

- Homework. And more fics...

- ;_;

- I'll strive on!

- Or die trying.

- I shall take my leave now... T^T

- For there are much more to pack in my hellhole home. xD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/15371671/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/15371671/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 04:42:21 PST
I'm sorry for not submitting much nowadays. So much to do, so little inspiration. I'm having a WRITER'S BLOCK. Yeah... So... I might be... slower in submitting stuff. Might have to have an update list thingy for my fics, maybe? More organized. Okay!

Let's see...
Chapter 9, Medic and the Man Whore = 45%
Chapter 1, Trinity & Infinity (My & ~IxiGal62 OCs) life story = 60%
'What Have You Done Now?', SakuSasu songfic = 10%
'Why?', Nymphadora Tonks/ Remus Lupin fic = 5%
'Battle of Singapore', Original story = 100% on paper, 0% on PC
Untitled yet, SakuNeji fic = 5%
Nothingness, unknown = 2%
Boredom, Big White Book of Everything* = 2%

Well, that's all. Really. TT~TT So, I have lots to do. I might be taking requests too! Soon, after I complete Chapter 9 of Medic and the Man Whore. Then I'll accept requests. I'll post up the request stuff in my next entry.

* 'Big White Book of Everything' is actually a huge notebook I have which I write in based on things in real life, like things happening in school and stuff. I came to the decision of posting some entries up here.

Now for something completely random! *laughs*

stolen from

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (It depends though...)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck. *I want happy endings once in life!*
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV. (Badminton and tennis.)
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers. (or.. nothing muahah)

Total = 11!!!

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x]You wear eyeliner. (sometimes...)
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors. (Polo tee... And one or two more.)
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheer leading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheer leading, gymnastics or ---->dance<---.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x]You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total= 15!!!!

So... It seems that I'm more of a girl? lol. Supposed to be anyway... =.=;; lol!

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14949889/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14949889/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 03:06:23 PDT
Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, I'll state what happened. In some extend of detail...

I was reading my notes on DA (Yes, I do get notes!!!) and got a link from a friend to one of the fics she wrote. Her first fic, actually. So I read it. Duh. =.= And I commented, 'cause I thought that my friend would like me to comment. So I gave her some mistakes she made, etc. Some 'constructive criticism', or so it seemed to me. But she took it too harshly. And deleted the fic. So don't bother to find it.

I have apologized to her. And upon reading her newest journal and the comments posted there. I feel... bitched at. Being unrevealed by my friend (I thank her for that!) has cause people to start shouting/typing... 'Who is the bitch/bastard who did that' and something of the sort in capitals. =.= Life.

For the full thing, plus the comment included. You gotta go to my blog. It's new. At [link] . I'll post more stuff there if I feel that it's too... confidential? xD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14599144/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14599144/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 05:56:30 PDT . Just because it's dumb. xDD And a waste of time? xD Yeah.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. (Chewed with my mouth open... =.= )

[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.

[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks. (Teachers just don't get us and funny.)

[ ] You have ran into a tree.

[ ] It is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.

[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same tune.

[x] You just tried to sing them. (Mentally. Counts, right?)

[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.

[x] You have choked on your own spit. (Many, many times. xD And am still alive!!)

[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice

[x] You just looked at it

[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[x] People have called you slow.

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (Using the OHP to light stuff on fire. But held something there by accident... T^T)

[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

[x] You've fallen asleep in class. (When I was around... primary school. 7-8 years old.)

[] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.

[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.

[x] People shake their heads and walk away from you.

[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (For the 9 timetable...)

[ ] You have eaten a bug.

[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important. (Like homework due tomorrow...)

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it. (At home, of course. And momma pointed it out.)

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.

[x] You break a lot of things.

[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you. (Sometimes... Vocabulary ain't strong.)

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused.

[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before. (I know someone who did.)

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.

[Total: 28/38]

F--k... Am dumb. xDDDDDDDDDDD Am most utterly shocked at my own stupidity. lol. This has to be the best... xD

I need ideas for new fics... For these few pairings:
- Sakura & Sasuke
- Sakura & Itachi
- Nightwing/Robin & Raven
- Speedy & Raven
- Lupin & Tonks/Remus & Nymphadora
- Snape & Tonks/Severus & Nymphadora
- Sirius & Tonks/Nymphadora

xDD Yeah... These few. xD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14420630/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14420630/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 05:07:36 PDT
To my teachers!!! Mr Ang, Ms Low, Mr Shah, Ms Nadia, Mr Nasir, Mr Bruce, Mr Chong, Ms Heng, Mr Wong, Mrs Chua, Mr Roy, Mr Siva!!! And the other teachers!!!!!!! w00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shkdfgfhfhdbhbxljdbfl *spaz*

Performed for today's concert for Teachers' Day. xD Was okay... With the Salsa... xDDD But today is great... xDD

Gave out chocolates to my teachers, but 4 got missing. Idiot class actually thought it was for the class party. Morons, and I wrapped them up. =.= Retards. xD So four teachers didn't get the chocolates. I'm so sorry!!!! xDDD

They play an important part in our lives, no? Teachers... They taught us how to behave, and about the world. xD Maths, English, Science. It all leads to the world in the end. Amazing people. And their workload frightens me. lolololol.

Medic and Man Whore might be on hold for a while, I have other fics to type in. xDD A lot of work. I guess it has caught up to me. The holidays are here, but we've got homework. And there's also badminton training with Mr Shah and Coach. =.= Damn. 2 whole hours... NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

I'm trying to do well for my End Of Year exams. Which is in 2-3 weeks time... So the fics might stop for a while. Streaming year, and I have to get into a triple science class, which only takes in the top 40 students. And it's only one class. And maths is also counted in. Which sucks because I suck at maths. It's pulling my science down... Hmph.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14267956/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14267956/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 06:50:14 PDT Life is unfair as it already is... And people just makes it worse.

I feel most utterly disgusted at what people can stoop to just to get something. And this is not the first time.

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Characters in 'event' : PP, OP, Me, Mimi, Jem, Nat, Aai. ^^ Lovely. Not real names actually, although I do expect some people to know them. Please keep it silent.
Setting of 'event' : Choosing/Changing of partners for the Teacher's Day performance.
Mood of 'event' : Worry, Hope, Boredom.
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So we start off...

Nat was in charge of choosing and changing our partners for dancing. Nothing much to me, but for OP, Mimi and PP, it's was a huge problem. Because... OP has a crush on Mimi, which is a problem I'm handling on both sides. Mimi likes someone else, and vice versa. So OP was partnered with Jem at first, who was not really well liked, while PP was with Mimi. (xD Don't ask me who I'm with. lol.)

OP should be okay with it, but crushes, and PP is one of OP's best friends. Well, you see, from the way OP and I see it, the way PP acts around Mimi is one that says "Hey~ I'm here, pay attention to me!!! Screw them all!!!", together with the fake American-girl wannabe (Which is disgusting as PP is so not American), with PP's fake high pitch voice when Mimi's around. But PP denies so. So leaving it at that...

OP gets all "I don't trust her, do something! Help me get partnered with Mimi instead..." And I, being the 'counselor' I am, helped. (Am always like that!!) Had messaged Mimi with stuff, asking and hinting. So everything was done on Mimi's side, all that was left was to persuade Nat to change the partners of PP and OP. OP and Mimi also had a problem. Mimi got suspended because of Mimi's hair. So it is not confirmed that Mimi would be reinstated into the Prefects' Board/Student Council Board.

So Nat is quite annoyed at Mimi for being so untidy even though Mimi is suppose to set a good example. And is unwilling to get Mimi into the performance...

By today, Mimi got angry at Nat for being obnoxious and bossy. So Mimi was stubborn on not coming in for the rehearsals. After numerous persuasions, we finally got Mimi to join us, although Mimi said if Nat pissed Mimi off one more time, no way Mimi's coming back. Once we were back into the room, Nat got PP, OP and Mimi to stand next to each other for height measurement, since we were going to do the Salsa. She paired OP with Mimi, while PP had to partner Jem. This got PP furious and OP guilty.

Getting pulled out of the classroom by OP hurt, but OP just had to talk to me, privately. Mimi had left the room earlier. OP was too guilty to face PP, OP said that PP was pissed off and that their friendship might end terribly. Also saying that PP looked as though crying was just a centimeter away. I told her that it was normal for PP to cry. Like PP has always done, just to get what PP wants. To earn pity from others. After a long silence, OP decided to tell Nat to change the original partnering back (OP/Jem and PP/Mimi). I warned her against it, knowing PP's tactics all too well, but OP was bent on doing so. I heard talking coming from behind the closed door, voices of PP, Nat and others. I tried my best to listen, but by the time I guessed what they were saying, PP opened the door. And I laughed before entering. PP had this triumph look on PP's face.

The reason revealed itself to me soon. There was another change in partnering once more, the original ones were back in plan. So OP was with Jem and PP got Mimi back. OP looked disappointed once more, but covered it up with a smile. Me, getting mad, left the room in search of Mimi, to be the 'bearer of bad news'. I found him, Aai and Jem in the Prefect's room. I told them about the change. When asked why, I told them my theory.

My theory states that PP had went up to Nat with tear in the eyes, asking if PP could get Mimi instead of Jem. And this was because she was disgust by Jem, not wishing to dance with Jem. PP could have said that she was more 'comfortable' dancing with Mimi. Using tears as a form of attraction for pity and sympathy. And thus, the level of stooping. And it disgusted me.

I returned to the room with Mimi by my side and with a look of disgust and disappointment present on my face. Rehearsal went quite smoothly, except when High School Musical songs came up, which Nat made us dance to after all the formation were done. OP and the girls in the front row got hyper as danced their way through the entire song easily as they knew the entire dance (I have no idea how!!).

We thought that PP would have calmed down and warmed up to OP once again after the switch, but PP was being c... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14221825/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14221825/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 06:18:36 PDT ... lol.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.
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1) I'm a private counselor. xD To some random friends... Like Obsessive Prinecess, Mr Nice Guy, Strawberry Jam, yeah. xDD (Not real names, duh, but for the sake for privacy~ But some of you know... Secrets...)

2) I'm Queen. xDD 's Beaver Princess, plus two more girls (Obsessive and Pink Princess). I named Beaver and Obsessive. xD So I'm Queen. Ha. lol. And I mean it.

3) Have the 'high pitch laugh', same kind of laughter as and my classmate (who started the high pitch laughter.) Got it from both of them. xD What a influence.

4) I'm never nervous when there is an exam/test/tournament/performance coming up. xD Either I don't care, or I don't care... So same outcome and same cause... lol.

5) I wake up to Ice Lemon Tea from Seasons. xDD It'll power me up. Like that time when I slept at around 1 a.m., I just bought a packet of that in school. It woke me up. Like BAM! It's the caffeine~

6) I read Batman just for Robin. xDD I'm a fan of Richard (Dick) Greyson. xD So I'll read the Batman comics just too see Robin appear. xDD Nightwing too. xDD Same person, really.

7) I pull a lot of strings in relationships. xD Not mine, others. I'm working behind the screen, a bamboo screen please. xDD Yeah. I'm so... Manupliating, Ha.

8) I get bored really easily... Like now... Have nothing more actually.

I tag... If you want to, do it. xD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14161010/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/14161010/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:11:05 PDT
That means more fics would be coming up. Once I manage to pull myself away from read other fics. xD Got too engrossed in them, so I'll clear out a day to work on Medic and Man Whore. Yay~ Plus one NejiSaku fic, a nice sad one... TwT Am planning to write some Teen Titans ones, am obsessed with it now. RavenRobin. xDD Or RavenRedX. Either. Or RavenSpeedy. Yay~

Got a new Chinese teacher, who is very unfair. Our class test which is counted in our End-of-Year, that is major for us as it's streaming year, was taken by our class without proper timing and stuff. We should have an hour and a half to get the paper done, but we had only two periods (1 hour 10 min). And we started late, ended early. So... We had only 20 minutes worth of time to do the paper. My chinese isn't strong. So I need more time to do my paper, but no. xD So I failed. With falling colours. Some students, including me, went to find our teacher after school, as she said to find her if we had any problems with her, to talk about the test. She refused to give us extra time to do the test as she said it would be unfair to the other classes. But the other classes got extra time. xD She doesn't care if half the class of 29 failed, which led to only 7-10 passes. xDD

And I'm caught up with crushes. xD Not mine, other peoples. Which got me pulled in as they are both my friends. So I'm her listener and his messenger. What fun roles... But she's angry with him, he doesn't like her, has other commitments, which led to a long long time. xD And other friends and I are suffering in...

Life can't get better... xD

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]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13817992/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13817992/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 07:42:11 PDT . Am in the HP mood, the book and movie are out. But I haven't got either... Niggerish.

Which is your favorite Harry Potter book?
Order of the Phoenix, fifth book. xD

Which is your favorite Harry Potter movie?
The first one, cause Harry was cuter back then.

Who is/are your favorite HP character(s)?
Harry, himself and his sidekicks, Ron and Hermione. And Draco Malfoy. lol.

What house do you prefer to be in?
Slytherin. For the fun of it. lol.

But what house would you think you'll be in?
Ravenclaw or Hufflepuff. lol.

Which ghost within Hogwarts is your favorite?
The Fat Friar, Hufflepuff. xD Cheerful undead.

What subject in Hogwarts do you like the best?
Charms

Who is your favorite teacher in Hogwarts?
Hmm... I think it's Professor Sprout. lol. Happy people.

Which position would you want to be in for Quidditch?
Chaser. FLY!!!!!!!!

Which position in Quidditch do you think fits you the most?
Commentator. I'll make it very lively.

Who do you want to make friends with?
James Potter and gang. xD Fun...

If you were in Hogwarts, who would be your best buddy?
... The Marauders. Can't resist them... xD

Why would he/she be your best buddy?
Because... because.

Which character in the book can you relate to?
xD I dunno. Hermione? xDDDDDDDDD

What pet would you get? A cat, owl, toad, or rat?
OWL!!!!!!!!! zomg... It'll pwn, and I'll call it McTitties.

Yes/No Questions:

Do you think Snape is on Voldemort's side?
Ye-no. xD -.-

Did you cry when Dumbledore died?
Yeah. xD Cried really badly.

Did you cry when Sirius died?
Yeah. But not as much.

Did you cry when Cedric Diggory died?
No. I laughed. xD

Do you like the outcome of the Half-Blood Prince?
It was okay...

Were the romance going on in book 6 bothering you a bit?
Yup. It's her with him. But her2 likes him... xD Like get on with it.

Do you often dream of yourself in Hogwarts?
Yup. xD When I was still obsesed with it.

Would you freak out if you found out you had to come face-to-face to a dragon?
... Maybe?

Knowledge Questions:

Who was the first to ever beat Harry in catching the Snitch?
Hmm... I remember Harry catching them, until he was injured. Ha! Ginny. She replaced him. xDD

What did Hagrid give to Harry at the end of The Sorcerer's Stone?
A photo album of Harry's parents and him. Love~

Whose eyes does Harry's resemble?
His momma. xD Lily~

Who was crying in Moaning Myrtle's bathroom in year 6?
That would be in book 6, right? Draco. xD He was crying about failing the mission that his Lord gave him.

Where does Harry suspect Hagrid's wand is hidden in?
His lovely pink brolly. xD Were there flowers on it?

Who created the flying keys obstacle in the Sorcerer's Stone?
Professor Flitwick.

How many keys were there in Mad-Eye Moody's trunk?
7? I guess...

What spell is used to give light at the end of the wand?
Lumos. xD It's love.

What are the three Unforgiveable Curses?
Avada Kedavra, Crucio and Imperio

What do the Three Unforgiveable Curses do?
Avada Kedavra kills instantly with a blinding green light.
Crucio is the torturing curse. Makes you curl up in pain.
Imperio makes one under the control of another. xDD I want that.

Who said "To a well organized mind, death is but the next great adventure."?
Dumbydooore~ Book 6. ^^

Who was the werewolf that bit Remus Lupin when he was a kid?
Fenrir Greyback. That nigger.

What does Sirius and James used to use to communicate?
The two-way mirror which Sirius gave Harry. xD

How many brothers does Ron have?
5... xD And a lil sis.

What is Ron very good at?
Messing up. xD Goofing around. And missing balls.

What Quidditch Team does Ron like?
Chudley Canons

What's Harry's worst fear?
Fear itself. xD Quotation.

What is Hermione's favorite subject?
Defence Against the Dark Arts... Lockhart

What is the spell used to put out the light casted by the incanation
... Christ... xD ... What did mommy type? Nox... xD

What exactly is Peeves?
An annoying dead clown.

What did Dra... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13717212/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13717212/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:48:32 PDT Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said

Am throughly bored. Nothing much is happening with the club... My lovely ... T^T

Medic and the man whore is half dead... xD Trying to save it by doing CPR. Hope it works... Or I'm doomed for life.

Manga prices are now S$8.50... Prices rose. Thanks to the taxes. Bastards. Used to be only S$7.90. And I thought that it was expensive then... Shit.

Am now obsessed with Teen Titans and Batman. Teen Titans was relikened thanks to the RobinRaven pairing. And Batman, mainly because Robin started from Batman. xDDDD

Been reading a lot of comics recently... Batman, Spiderman, X-men, Teen Titans. xD Old school...

I realised that I get really pissed if I have to skip both recess and lunch. Man, my moodswing killed several people. xD Joke. But once my lunch comes, man... xD An angel. lol... HA. Funny way my mind works...

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13570537/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13570537/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 22:33:13 PDT
Please go check it out!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! Do show your support by joining it!! The main information is all stated there!! ^^ Please show your support? xD

Have one SakuSaso fic coming up soon, followed by Medic and Man Whore. Yeah.

xDDD Short journal. xDDD Cause I'm working on the fics. =.= ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13521274/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13521274/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 05:42:32 PDT
x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
xxx = huge enormous crippling omg fear

A
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. (Fucking scary, once I think of 'those things!!!'
[xx] Acrophobia - Fear of heights. (Can't do it!!! I get scared of a Ferris Wheel. Not cool.)
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[xxx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. (Can't stand those things!! Triggers images that disgust me. )
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[xxx] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. no one there for you. (I can't be alone. Too insecure.)

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[xx] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. (Can't go down steep slopes.)
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness. (Most of us are.)
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly. (Don't like to be laughed at... =.
[x] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (Someone else might stare back out at me!! ><
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[xx] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces. (They make me feel uncomfortable. And breathless. xD)
[xx] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns. (They freak me out.)
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[xx] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents. (Can't really bear to look at one.)

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. [They crawl *shudders*]

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things. (I like Death, but dead things scare me.)
[x] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night. (They make me think too much.)
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight. (Plans to lose weight, not gain. Am too scared when I gain weight. T^T)
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[ ]... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13467660/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13467660/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 04:29:15 PDT schellen

-School's starting tomorrow.

-And my homework ain't done. Fuck. TT^TT

-My mom's gonna be called. Shit.

-Maybe I shouldn't care.

-Yeah. I'll do just that.

-Not cool. Gonna die on the first day. Christ.

-But I don't care anymore.

-I don't want to. Too stressful for me.

-I'm going old. The years passes way too soon.

-I'm gonna be fifteen next year.

-My class is gonna split. Crap.

-'Streaming', they call it. Overrated.

-I do not like it.

-It means a lot of studying. And less of computer usage.

-Which also means more delay for my fics to get posted up.

-Which means you guys have to wait. Most probably a long time.

-Most probably for another 3 to 4 weeks for Medic and Man Whore.

-Have a new SakuDei and SakuSaso fic. Ha.

-But not gonna post it up soon.

-Have a SakuNeji one too. A nice emotional one.

-It came to me two nights ago.

-Got me crying that night. All the way to sleep.

-My eyes hurt after that. xD

-That fic rocks balls.

-And it's originally miiiiiine!!! Pwnage.

-Like most of my fics. >> <<

-And I got scolded.

-Damn. got to go. Will update soon?

-Byes.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13415812/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13415812/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 23:48:55 PDT
1. Do you ever lie about your age?
... Yeah. We all do. =___=

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
Mixture. Answer is very long, no mood to type that much. Sensitive over tough. Yeah. Sensitive guys might be too clingy, tough guys are thick skulled.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
Dark haired. ... They seem sexier. Ha. Redheads are interesting. w00t!

4. Are you currently single?
In a relationship with Ouran Tamaki, Usagi and Kuma plushie. lol.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
More than those I don't regret.

6. Do you have a best friend?
The Akatsuki gang. Ha. And , &

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A criminal, a murderer sounds good. A scientist, and sleep in my air conditioned lab. A writer, for you guys to buy a copy of one of my books in future (if I am remembered. =3.

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
Hmm? Must have been . Don't remember.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
We all have, in ways more than one. Like sad fanfics. And relationships, and other things.

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
Yeah. xD I admit. Want to get rid of some the flabby parts.

11. Do you like your life?
It's acceptable.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
Don't know where that is.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nope. xD

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
In a joking way... ^^

16. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I guess they are equal. If I'm not wrong, yeah.

17. How long have you had friendster?
Since I was in Primary five, 12 years old. Yeah.

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Nope, and have no intention to.

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
Tamaki is getting it on with Kuma-chan. That bastard. xD

20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yup! ^^ I'm proud of it. But was the best. A punch.

21. What is one of your biggest fears?
Cockroaches. They are disgusting.

22. Have you ever skipped class?
Nope. Good kid, just the usual daydreaming.

23. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
My grandmother and Great grandparents. Not really close to them.

24. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah. xD Sometimes, I cry just for the fun of it. lol.

25. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Hmm? Yeah. Like Itachi and the other snoop dawgs in Akatsuki.

26. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Quite. Although the person can have a second chance, you got to watch over the person. Yeah.

27. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
Once or twice. xD

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Most of us do, I'm no exception. Want to be famous for my writing. xD Maybe acting? *shrugs*

29. Do you ever wish you were a man?
Sometimes. To get out of the difficulties of a girl. xD

30. Do you think any men will open this just because it's labeled "The Female Survey"?
Yup. They might think it's sleazy stuff.

-x-
Taken from THE NARUTARD SURVEY! NARUTARDS UNITE. ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13262052/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13262052/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 07:16:05 PDT Remember to say the magic words!"

OR

"What are the magic words?"

These two statements are quite popular when we were younger, no? Mostly from our parents, or elders. Any guesses to what these magic words are?


Please. And Thank you. The usual. But just how magical are they? Please and thank you don't get you much, apart for the things you ask for. And it doesn't happen often, in my case.

It just amazes me that they are still counted as 'magic words' in my family, which hardly uses them. The term 'magic words' were used to make children remember them, according to me. Children like'magical-ness' in their daily life, I guess it works for them. But as they grow, their minds mature, magic and other things just fade away from their mind.

Some get laughed at when they raise a thought about fairies, some get ignored. To sum it up, they get bullied. And they feel left out. To 'fit in', they give up magic and start to lose faith in it. But fairies may exist, just that we can't see them. They wouldn't want to be seen, or else nobody would have any idea about what would happen.

So "please" and "thank you" should be called ' polite words' instead of 'magic words', shouldn't they? Just what I thought. Random thoughts.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13184988/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13184988/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 04:29:57 PDT "Sometimes the setting will be very important to the story and may..." From one of my English textbooks. lol.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what do you touch?
My computer speaker. The right one. xDD

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Sims 2?? Or Bad Boys II. Pick one.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
7.30pm It's bright...

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
7.11pm Ha. Off by 19 minutes. xDD

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The PS2. Final Fantasy X-2 played by younger sister.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Today. Heading out for badminton training or buying some food. xD

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
's and 's journal. Thus leading to this. =__________=

9. What are you wearing?
A light blue polo tee and grey shorts. Badminton attire.

10. Did you dream last night?
Yup. About some... people? I forgot. I remember colours, but nothing else.

11. When did you last laugh?
Today, at around 4.50pm. When my coach got hit on the head by a shuttle cock.

12. What are on the walls you are in?
Nothing on the wall, Just a lot of book shelfs.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Er... Not recently, except for the light that keeps getting turned on at 11-12pm, and a person taking a bath at that time which unables me to sleep.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Quite annoying, really.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Bad Boys II. Last night till 1am. xDD

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Naruto stuff. And PotC stuff. And Ouran stuff. And other stuff. Yea.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I eat people. Not that? Hmm... I find Chinese songs boring.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Allow homosexuals in the world?? I have no idea, just want to sleep.

19. Do you like to dance?
I guess it's fun.

20. George Bush:
Riiiiiiiiiiiiiight... Everything is his fault. Making me cry. Ha, as if.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Eliza. ELIZA!!!!!!!!!!!! Or...Elizabeth. Or Isebelle. Or Aurora. Or mymonkeyatemymommy.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jack. Or... William. Or Roxas. Or Ryan. Or somerandomcrapname.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yea. Somewhere like Japan or London, or somewhere.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Hey, Wuzzup? Got rice, bitch?"

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
, , , , ,

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13146892/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13146892/ Wed, 30 May 2007 05:43:25 PDT Naruto. Pirates of the Caribbean. Kingdom Hearts 2. Ouran High Host Club.

2- Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
I guess... Mostly dozed off at most.

3- Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Yup. Cut it last December and dyed it the year before, also in December.

4- List four people you look up to the most.
Real people or both virtual and real?? I'm sticking with both. Easier this way.

Johnny Depp ('Cause I want to.), Haruno Sakura ('Cause she pwns), Jack Sparrow ('Cause we all love him) and fanfic writers.

5- How many pets do you own as of now?
Hamsters and fishes. Both of which are in large amounts.

6- Which do you prefer, White or Black?
Grey. xDD Joking. I prefer black. I guess... *shrugs*

7- Who is your most played character?
Most played?? Erm... Sakura??

8- Choose one, or the other, but not both.
I choose the other.

9- Name three aspects that describe who you are.
Troublesome, hyperactive, sleepy.

10- If you could have one power, what would it be?
To be able to absorb other people's powers. Forever in my use.

11- Who was the last person you talked to?
My father. Who asked me to change out of my uniform.

12- Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Maybe my stuff toy? I forgot. It was around 20 hours ago...

13- Write down the first five words in your head?
Pirates. Deidara. Sakura. Fluffy. Ha.

14- What's one thing you could do better?
Play? Yeah, I can do better at playing. That I'm sure...

15- Do you like the way you are?
Quite. But maybe a little dislike along the way. But we can't change it much. =3=

16- Summer or Winter?
Spring. lol. Pwnage. Winter, because Spring follows after.

17- Rain or Snow?
Snow. I want to see snow. Play in snow. Life's fun like that.

18- Water or Ice?
Ice!!! Cooling, Not cold.

19- List two odd things about yourself.
I get bored easily. And I always change my stuff. For fun. xDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13097504/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13097504/ Sat, 26 May 2007 06:47:28 PDT Best Movie of the Year!!!

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN : AT WORLD'S END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg~ I completely think this is the best of the three!!! It is a 'Must Watch', although the media said that it is 'Don't Bother Watching'. How many thousand people were waiting for it to come out?!! Maybe the media doesn't like it, or they suck at rating movies. I go with the latter.

Gah~~~~~ Can't dooooooooo spoilers, can you guys? So I can't tell anything. So sorry!! TwT But I can tell you that Will looks hot at the ending. I said it: WILL TURNER LOOKS HOT IN THE ENDING!

I bet is going to rub it in. Am not a Will fan. =3= Jack pwns more. Jack Sparrow = pwnage!!!!!!! But he looks the same... This ain't counted as spoilers, right?

Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, back to my wonderfully boring camp. ^^ lol. Campfire!!!!!!!!! I will skip the events before that and skip to the campfire. The most important part of the camp. Haha.

It kind of sucked. 'Cause the fire kept dying on us. Damn... xD The cheers were fun, so was the acting/dancing/blah. But our throats died on us. xDD Poor Aainaa lost her voice. TwT I cry for her. =3=

But I'm back!!! ^^ And I had 60 deviations to check out and 63 messages. xDD It took me around an hour. XD I had received nothing on my idea of a fanfiction club =3= Not cool... Please do help me? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee?

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13059062/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/13059062/ Wed, 23 May 2007 04:55:41 PDT
Watched Pirates of the Caribbean : At World's End today and just came back... Damn, it rocked balls... But not telling any spoilers, until I think it's a good time to. Like now................NOT! *0* *DIES~*

Still have to pack, so yea... And will not be able to come online till the 27, camp does not have computers. Obviously... And there is a ton of holiday assignments to complete, dickheads... TwT

Not wishing to go to the camp, but yeah... It's cool... Cause at least I have Leonard in my group, and did not end up alone with some low life classmate of mine. Am throughly happy. I get to sleep with too!!! Yay... Although we are in different groups, our groups get to sleep in the same room. Comfort zone. ^^

I thought of setting up a club, for fanfiction of any kind. Be it movies, anime, or TV shows and stuff... Not quite confident of the response but do give me your support and tell me what you think of it!! Will be grateful for them!!

Am suddenly obsessed with Within Temptation. Especially with the songs "Our Solemn Hour", "Jillian" & "Aquarius". xD They rock, am trying to get most of their songs... But I still can't bring my MP3 along for my camp, spot checks are included in the package. -___-+ Pissed...

The place we are camping at is said to be haunted as it's located at Pasir Panjang. Where the Japanese killed tons of Malays during WWII. No offense!!! But I'm kinda afraid of those seeing as they did not really rest in peace for they were killed. Need a stuffed toy. I don't care. Better pack it in... Right now. xD

See you guys 3/4 days later!! I send my love through this journal. And in case I don't make it back, er... Thanks for all your comments and support?? *shrugs and runs*

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12948570/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12948570/ Mon, 14 May 2007 04:27:44 PDT was with me too. He was a cute baby. Yes, he waaaaaaaaaas~ Chubby, round, cute~ It was until saw the drool from the baby's mouth, did she say that baby was no cute no more.

Since the baby was in front of me, it kept grabbing my bag. Cute, so I humored him and played. I held my index finger out, which he touched. Aww... Soon, I was playing with the baby... Haha, was bored. I would show him my palm and he would high five me. Okay, not really high five but you know...

I realized how small his hands were... And how I was that size when I was that young. How everyone started out that small. A kid that young has no idea what was right and wrong. He doesn't know that drooling on your mom's shirt is wrong. He doesn't know that he wasn't supposed to play with strangers.

Was I like that too? Was I that gullible? Was I that naive? Was I that innocent? Were we all like that?

One day, that baby is going to grow up to be like us. One day, that baby is going to know the cruelty of the world. One day, that baby is going to realize that he was so naive that he thought that the stranger sitting behind him was a fun and friendly person who meant no harm.

Both him and I have no idea if we might meet again. We have no idea if I might hurt him in the future, or he hurt me. After all, it's a small world. For all I know, I might see that little guy tomorrow, or the next day, or next week, or next month, or next year.

I don't know, and I don't think I might see him again however small the world is...

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12772982/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12772982/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 00:03:18 PDT
Exams are here. And my parents are becoming the model 'you-better-do-well-learn-from-your-past-mistakes-no-careless-mistakes-as-your -excuse-this-time' kind of parents.

Ain't it cool? =3= Not.

Going to have to study for this one, Mid-year. Wow. Time goes past fast.

And soon, it'll be the June holidays which stretch over a month. Which our teachers would ask us to study. But we don't. Students go out and chill. Some goes out and commit some stupid crimes and get caught. Mockery.

I promise that once I get my PC back, fanfics will start being posted up. Chapter 7 of Medic and Man whore will be up by then.

Have been tagged by ~ XDDD
+6 weird things about yours truly~+

1- My accessories all come from Comics Connection. Which sells manga, anime DVDs and the merchandise of Anime and Manga. And I get my stuff from there. xD Can't help it! There was a Sharingan necklace there...

2- I hate camera whores. =____= Taking photos of oneself again and again is so stalker-ish. I mean taking a few are okay, but not 6-8 times at a go. That's scary. It's like "Photo time!!!" *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* *Snap* "Yay!!"

I'll scream.

3- I can sleep for eleven hours and yet still be tired. xD Don't know why. It just happens~

4- Am more alert at night than in the day. I'm an owl in disguise. HOOOOOOOOOOT~ Not. xDD But I like it this way, I guess?

5- The amount of money I spend on manga is more than the amount of money I spend on food. *Shrugs* Guess manga is of higher importance than that of food.

6- Lastly~ xDD I can remember voices of people and the things they say from long long time ago. Somethings I can even 'picture' the tone they say it in. Like when I read a letter or a comment from any of my classmates and people, I can actually hear their voice and tone in my head. lol.

Now I tag: , , , , & . lol.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12700513/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12700513/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:10:30 PDT
I hope there might be something to help me dream though... Cause Life is not cool... xDD At the moment...

Parents do not allow yours truly to go for the auditions for the School of the Arts (SOTA)... Since they think I can't make it and stuff... Same stuff, different day~

Talking monotone, not serious, talk too much... Reasons of which I am not going for the auditions. Wow... xDD All these can just ruin my dream. lol.

They ask me though, "What are you going to do when you get in?"

And I answer, "I'm gonna study drama."

They rebut. "What are you going to do when you learn drama? Are you going to be an actress? Seeing the way you speak in monotone, I don't think you can become one."

And I answer again, "I can become a scriptwriter. Or the person who comes out with a storyline."

But I ask myself too... 'What am I going to do when I get in the school? Am I really going to study drama? Can I really make it if I do become an actress or those who write? What is my dream, seriously?'

All these stay unanswered till now. I have been thinking about these, but to only reach a black hole in my mind. Empty. Nothing. Inferring from this, I am sure I have actually no intention to get into SOTA. I wanted in because my junior got in. What a wonderful reason.

And all the excuses I made up... "The class is separating next year and all of us would be spread out through the level. I don't want to be separated from my friends, I'm gonna be alone. So I'm gonna try of SOTA."

But does it help? Ha. No. If I don't wanna be alone, why try to change my school? Even if the class is separated, I'm sure that I can meet them during school. If I do get into SOTA, I might not be able to see them again. We'll drift apart even more. There will be a gap between us that we can't fill. Won't I be even more lonely if I do get in? Excuses. Rubbish.

It's about time I did some self reflection, I'm the one guilty of making excuses here.

-EDIT-
My mom asked me this morning when the auditions for the SOTA was. And also if I felt that I could make it. She was thinking on letting me go once again.

But I told her that I felt that I could not make it.

I'm not stupid for doing that. Although I kindda regret it now, I am pleased with myself for not wanting to take my second chance. The thought of getting into the school was just a want. I can still enjoy life without getting in. I just wanted to get in for the fun of it. I never really was interested in the arts anyway.

So now I am working on living in my boring school, in my boring life...

So much for immersing myself in a life full of luxury.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12640869/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12640869/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:00:24 PDT wants to go with a passion. She has the talent to go, together with and . They excel in the visual arts while yours truly am better in writing.

This years' batch of kids audition to get into SOTA ranges from 12-13 (Primary 6 - Secondary 1/Grade 6-7) years of age, which mean that I'm too old. Jamila, junior, had asked the principal if a 14 year old (Secondary 2/Grade 8) could join in. The answer was yes, but they have to repeat one more year as a Secondary 2/Grade 8 again. Jamila asked the principal just for me! I was so touched when she told me. I had shown her some of my works and she looked through my gallery too, she thought I was a good writer and that I might be able to get into SOTA. I am actually happy that I have to repeat Secondary 2. I want to learn everything that I have missed, but I can’t turn back time. So this is one chance I have.

When told this, I seriously feel like considering to join, so I went to check out the school website. The audition lasts for 2 days, and it cost S$150. S$150 even if you don’t get in.I was shocked speechless. $150!!! =w= Don’t have that kind of money. The school fees are scary too! S$350 per month, till Year 4 (Secondary 4/Grade 10). Wow. Am too poor!!! But fret not, they offer scholarships, financial assistance and Edusave scheme. Edusave is some kind of fund for each Singaporean student which has valued added at the start of every year by the Government. XDDD It’s cool. Me like.

I talked to my mom about this and she said that if I was truly interested, I could try it out. I teared up when my mother said that because I thought that she would object, seeing the amount of money it cost and my older brother is going to a University next year, school fees there are crazy. She told me to talk to my father and convince both of them that I have the potential to get into SOTA.

A miracle had happened, and I am glad it did. I want to be a novelist, and this is the first step in my journey to become one. No way am I going to give this chance up.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12589187/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12589187/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:51:42 PDT floated through my brain...

One should not apologise on behalf of someone else, but to apologise for one's mistakes.

I realized this after I had sent an apology sms to Hazmie for telling him off when I was pissed at him. -____________- Do not feel proud at venting on another uninvolved person. I was thinking that he might apologise on the behalf of his friend for throwing my wallet on the floor when I told him to return it to me.

xDDD There was a case of 'outrage of modesty' during badminton training yesterday. Not a really serious case, but enough to make the girls shout at the guy. The guy which is RAYMOND. xDDD He actually stripped off his shirt in public. Within full sight of the badminton team. Not once, but TWICE!!! I looked. I admit. Not because I wanted to, but he was just there!!

Just realized how I'm struggling with school. I was fine last year, but something is wrong this year. Something seems to get me uninterested. Maths seems boring. Mother tongue was always boring. Art is boring. English, science, geography, history and music are turning boring. Everything is boring. All my interest is lost. Which is not cool, 'cause that affects my work.

So I am slacking now, and life sucks. xDD Yay-ness.

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12562274/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12562274/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 03:21:22 PDT
1 - Sakura
2 - Itachi
3 - Sasuke
4 - Neji
5 - Sai
6 - Deidara
7 - Gaara
8 - Yondaime
9 - Kakashi
10 - Tsunade
11 - Shizune
12 - Kurenai

1. Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
Deidara x Shizune... Never read one before. I don't think I wanna read one in near future... xDD

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Neji~ xDDDDD His hair rocks socks!!! And his new clothes... xDDD Wow... Plus his eyes look cool! Pupil-less pure white eyes... *Sighs*

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
Okay, disturbing. Kurenai gets the Yondaime pregnant... First, turns out the guy gets pregnant. Second, that means that Kurenai is having an affair. With a DEAD guy !!!!!!! >> <<

4. Can you recall any fic(s) about Nine?
Man, Kakashi really popular in the fics. xDD And the pairings with him are crazy. Wrote at least one fic with him in it too. lol. I only read those where his paired with Sakura. Just for fun. I read a KakaSasu one. xDDDDDD

5. Would Two and Twelve make a good couple?
I guess... Itachi x Kurenai sounds unique. xDD With Kurenai casting a genjutsu and Itachi snapping out of it in an instant because of his Sharingan. That is a wonderful couple fight.

6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
SaixKakashi or SaixTsunade? Er... Sai and Kakashi. I guess it seems more likely... -___________- Since they are both so dirty-minded, I guess they'll work it out.

7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
Gaara would most probably freak and die seeing Itachi and Kurenai having sex. XDDD I have no idea how it's goning to happen unless they were doing it in the Hokage's office. Lol.


8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
SasuxTsu xDDD Weird pairing. You would be scared off reading this. But the summary is here…

Tsunade had called for him, saying that she had an important mission for him. Turns out, the mission was 'highly important' indeed. Although it was ranked as an A-ranked mission, he found it too easy to pleasure the woman. Ewwwwwwwww…Dun wanna type no more!!!!!

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
Well… If the dead could come back, I guess Saku-chan could … with Yondy-sama. Have read a few SakuxYon fics, but nothing leading to any forms of lemon of lime. Just friendship.

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
'Loneliness just needs a friend.'

11. What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
Neji would dating Sakura and on a wonderfully cold rainy day or wintery snowing day, they would huddle close to each other under the blanket which leads to god-knows-what~

13. Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
Yup. Sasuke gets paired with a number of people, and the most popular one is with Naruto himself. XDD Which would lead to this and that and everything. Lol.

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
Ahh… I don't think so… Shizune ain't a very popular but I still like her. Pity though, might write something. Just might.

15. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?
Itachi/Neji/Sai. Nope. XDD Threesome yaoi. Wow. Yaoi goodness. Lolololololol.

16. What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?
"Sake outburst!!!! Argh, I need my sake!"

17. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?
Mercy On Me by Christina Aguilera He might want forgiveness from Naruto for sealing the Demon Fox in him, whether or not he is Naruto's daddy. TwT

18. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?
Sakura x Deidara x Kurenai… No idea for warnings. Hmm… Maybe something like 'A super strength explosive illusion kind of story that will pull you in.'

19. What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?
"I'll give you sake, so come over to my side!"

20. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
Dunno. Not recently. XDDD lol. Have read a lot of fics that I lost track. Wahha. X3

21. What is Six's super-secret kink?
He can foreplay at least 3 girls at a time. With his hands. Go Dei Dei~

22. Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or sober?
Yup, when she's drunk and has a day off since she is so busy taking care of Tsunade. And Kakashi has to be able to pull away from his book.

23. If Three and Seven get together, who tops?
Gaara. Sasuke ain't 'powerful' enough to pwned Gaara. Gaara has sand to hold Sasuke down, while Sasuke is most... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12520473/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12520473/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 06:14:06 PDT MY candy. Sluts. So I squished them. Ha. PWNED!!!!!!!!!

Orals are tomorrow. And I forgot about it. xDD Until Eileen, my sweet and clever lil classmate, told me. -___________-;;; Feels retarded. *Does the Lymen (Flares nostrils in 'thinker' position)*

Am amazed with self for typing a continuous fan fiction. I thought I could only type a three shot at most. *Pats self on back* Yay-ness. Am full of latin-ness now. Ricky Martin, old school yet fun songs. xDDDD

After weeks of planning and debating, my class made it to the finals, only to lose in the end. But it's okay. 'Cause... we still rock socks anyway. <33333333333333333 2E2!!!

Raymond is a wonderful 'cheerleader'. He led the cheer for today. Although when the class was called to cheer, he took like 463418678 hours to reach the front of the class. He sat at the back. xDD He had to inform the entire class about the cheer we were doing, so that took at while. When offered the mike, he said he didn't need it because his voice was loud enough. And true to his word, it was VERY loud. But his hand shook, nerves. xDDD Funny though.

We lost with honour, since our debaters were very good indeed. Maybe because today's debate was on stage instead of in the lecture room. So they were nervous. Fauzi won the best speaker award, 'cause he rattled on and on without reading off his information cards which the debaters prepared. He would take a glance and start talking. Wow. Wow.

WOW!!!!!!!!!

xDDD lol. Nevertheless, Ms Low is proud of us. Whether or not we won. Aw... She helped us out a lot for the debates. wanted to get the class to Dog Pile Ms Low if we won. But alas, we didn't. So she survives. x3

Speech Day, the day where prizes are given out for academic performances, is around the corner and everybody who are performing or receiving prizes are acutely busy. And I am not. xDDD

I think I have Hand Foot Mouth Disease. -_________- + Have one little bubble thingy on one of my and and another at the bottom of my foot. Hope nothing comes out near my mouth. Or I'll be charged in the hospital. Don't wanna. Guh.

I DON'T WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But, it could just be me... -_____________________________-;;;

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12383445/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12383445/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 05:13:55 PDT
That cost me S$350+.

Am fucked. Big time. Lost it in school!! Which is the worst place to lose it. 'Cause nobody's gonna return it. They'll just take it and go. And I found out after school. And like said, the culprit would had gone home by then.

Shit.

Daddy's going to kill me. Together with my mom and my older brother. Plus am throughly displeased with self for losing it. Am utterly suicidal right now.

Can even picture what parents would say when they find out. I don't intend to tell them, but... I have no choice. Maybe keep it down a few days and shit. >.<

Hope I don't die from the scolding and nagging. Or break down to tears, at that. Hate crying because of small stuff.

How can I be that careless?!

It seems that the person which I like (liked?) ain't really... let's say, responding. Yeah. o_O

Thinks that he likes someone else. Not my business there. So I'll leave it at that. Never intended for him to respond anyway. ^///^

Have no idea what to do now. Life sucks already. Plus all my homework all piled up. What else can I do apart from drowning in my sorrow? Nothing. Will head off now and kill self. Will type one more fic for today, before killing self. Okay. So if I don't post any fics within... 2 weeks, you'll know I died. Unless I update my journal. Yup.

Mm... It was Haruno Sakura's birthday yesterday!!! So now... she's a year older.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! SAKURA-CHAAAAAAAAAAN~

*EDIT*
I found my mp3. In the weirdest place ever. Not in school. Not on the floor. Not in my room. It was in...

The toilet. I left it there today. And did not bring it to school, but my mind was in such a blur, I didn't know.

I'm so sorry for making all of you worry!! Uber sorry!!!!!!! My bad. Guh. I'm a retard. *bangs head on wall*

Havta finish my script for a contest: 'History of Singapore'

WE have to write an event or issue that happened. So yea... When the whole thing is over, offically, I'll post that thing up. xDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12293516/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12293516/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:00:25 PDT
Maybe even a fic request for the one who get my 3100 kiriban~

But you need to prove it!!! Just screenshot it and note me, i'll go to your gallery to check on the screnshot if you had submitted it there...Or you can send an email to me and attach the screenshot to it. Send it to westsiderockz@hotmail.com... Yea. xDDDDD

I have a few more fics coming up soon... And a script to type. And another to write... TwT Guh. Life...

3100!!!!! Remember~ 3100!!!!

Fic request, most lovely if it's a Naruto one. But I think I can handle others... Depending on if I know lots about it... lol.

PWNED!!!!!!!!!!! I like that word. Haha.

*EDIT*

Has reached my 3100 kiribaaaaaan!! It's 3101 when I last checked it. xDDD Not sure if the person who caught my 3100 has got a screenshot of it... Yea. xDDDD Worked on a fic as a present to all who pageviewed me... Aww. Love~

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12165358/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12165358/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 05:50:42 PDT and today. Many bad thigs happened, I swear.

1. Painted my nails red, but they look like crap. T^T Gyaaaaaah.

2. Was late. Planned to meet at 11, but I left the house at 11.20. lol. But she was late too.

3. Was the first one to spend money. lol. Count that as a wrong move. But somebody had to spend first!!

4. Wore heels. Horrid. Plus it rained later. It made my feet huuuuuurt!

5. Overspent. Guh. Bought two more extra things at Daiso. Can't count... TwT Havta return my bosom buddies $2 each...

6. It rained super heavily. That was the worst, with our aching feet, we had only two small umbrellas and 3 people and bags to shelter. So and I walked 'shoeless'. We stripped ourselves of shoes.

7. I missed part of my Hana Kimi. TwT Like the show so much that I was pissed off with self that I came back late.

That was mostly what happened today...

Am going to the national museum tomorrow. thinks it going to be a killer, cause there are so many stairs there. Guh. Legs are already half-dead from today. Have absolutely no interest in going to the museum, but have no choice, seeing that the script writing competetion is coming and we have to get off our butts being the Secondary 2 (8th grade).

The contest's age groupings are Secondary 1 and 2 and another group is for the Secondary 3, 4 and 5. So being the older ones of the group that is going to be formed for our age groups, the script is mostly our work. Kyahhahah. What fun.

History of Singapore. Theme. How horrid, seeing as we are studying that this year and if the script gets short-listed, there is an act to be produced. And once again, yours truly is going to have to act.

Guess it's a big rol this year, with all the experience from last year and stuff. The Secondary 1s would havta watch and learn. xDD Teacher is planning to get an instructor for our acting. lol. Not appealing to me now. All the... Guh.

Have to get my letter writing fic up soon. xDDD Not much time left, but am currently working on song fic. xDDD Unique pairing, Team pairing. Yesh!!!

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12113478/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12113478/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 02:15:32 PST
xDDDD From disipline master.

But I bet nobody cares, 'cept for the hard working ones. Which are few.

Have to get back to school for my Home Econs practical... Not that it's not fun or whatsoever... But it's intruding in my relaxation time!!! Have to cook. Not good at cooking... Haix. Might burn things.

Like paper. Which I did today. Yay. Must have been really bored, like said.

Have to cook dinner. The potato salad I am preparing for my practical, will be cooked for dinnr today! By yours truly. Just hope nobody dies from dinner. That's just horrible!

My coach just got married today. So I doubt he would be going for badminton practice tomrrow. Wedding night. xDDDD lol. Gonna tease him tomorrow if he comes. YEA!

Hmm... Am working on more fics~
1. A SakuxNaru fic which is going to be completed on paper if I manage to find the time.

2. A SakuxGaa fic for the letter-writing contest there at . xDDD Something like a continuation of 'Ignorance', I guess.
*Do check the club out if you are a fanfic writer of Naruto.

3. A SakuxSasu one. Which I only have the first paragraph down on paper. Guh.

4. A Team 7 fic which is already done on paper but not typed in.

5. The second chapter of 'Unimportance'. Decided to make it a twoshot. Done on paper, not typed in.

6. An a SakuxKaka fic. Done on paper, not typed in.

7. Planning on one more SakuxNaru fic later. Based on emo Christina Aguilera's "Hurt".

8. Somehow, a 3000 kiriban fic... Yea. One day.

For those that are not typed in yet, I'll will do my best to get them in fast. Cause I might forget all about them and stuff... xDDD Hope that I manage to submit them in soon.

Gyah. Will try to type in as much as possible right now... T^T

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12063409/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/12063409/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:00:15 PST
But they had ended last Thursday with a Home Economic (Home Ec) and a Design and Technology (D&T) test, depending on which one you are taking for this first six months of school. For us, the even numbers go to Home Ec first and odd numbers go to D&T. Really depends on the class teacher actually. xDDDD For me, being register 8 in class, I am currently happily studying Home Ec with Ms Nadia, an attractive teacher of ours!!! All hail, Ms Nadia. Notonly is she strict, she's uber kind too!

Got some marks back, english and maths. Our class didn't do quite well. Only 15 passes for english, which in fact all of us have to pass if we want to go up to Secondary Three. And maths was not so good either, with 10 failures... I did fairly well. I guess.. TwT I've got 16 out f 30 for english and a 35 out of 50 for my maths. I lost to in both subjects, just by a mark. Gyah... All your fault , Beaver Clan. m throughly unhappy with this.

Planning to join one more competition for my school for drama. We would have to finish our script first and then if we get short-listed, we have to act it out. The script has to be something about the history of Singapore, which I am currently learning in history at the moment. Yay!! This could be the second last year I have to compete... So I have to be very interested!! My teacher was thinking of giving me a leadership role in the English Club or in someway Drama Club. Being one of the little amount of Secondary Twos around in the club that is truly interested and not like some who come and go as they please, a leadership role is more suitable for those who are truly interested. Hope to get it soon!!! Next year, when I become a Secondary Three.

Going to buy bento boxes for White Day with and ... CNY is over and money is all colected!! All waiting to be spent~

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11943947/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11943947/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 06:46:20 PST and were here for my birthday!! was actually going to Sentosa with her friends and was unable to make it. But managed to contact her and learnt that the trip was cancelled because of the fear that it might rain. So grabbed her to my house as a surprise!!!! I had no idea it was that was my surprise. I thought it would be my Tamaki plushie... xDDDDDD

Nothing much happened after that... walked like L, left early because she had to go else where. And we had abalone. xDDD Thick slices!!!!

I got quite a number of red packets on my birthday, extra for me!! xDDD Not much presents though... Ain't really happy when I think about the number of presents I got.
1. Pencil Box from my fifth Aunt and cousins.
2. Black Forest chocolate bar from Cynthia.
3. Little jewellary holding thingy like a wardrobe from my momm's friend.
4.Tamaki plusie from which I asked for by force. XDD
5. Senior Honey Hani plushie from which I am still expecting.
6. Birthday card from Qiu Xuan which I had to ask for. lol. Meanie.

xDDD Now my birthday's passed... And Mr Ang's wife is gonna give birth soon!!! The child was expected on the eighteen but it was delayed up till today... -____-;; So she has up to the 28th to get out of Mrs Ang's tummy or Mrs Ang has to be cut opened and the baby has to be pulled out. I heard that from momma, but I can hardly remember it. So it should be exaggerated. xDDD He was going to name the little daughter "Phoebe" but changed it to something like "Fransica" or something. xDDDD Unique. But Funny. xDDD Not my place to speak. I ain't the baby's anything. lol

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11863075/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11863075/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 03:38:01 PST
My family went visiting today!! Had to go back to my grandparent's places. With almost everyone there, we coud get all our red packets at the same time!!! Makes things faster. But that means we have to plan where to go for the second day... Guh.

Woke up really late today. At around 9.30 am... Maybe later. But that's cause I slept at 3am in the morning last night. Didn't want to become retarded or stupid. I'm too god for that. Kidding. Couldn't sleep anyway, ate sago. Had no idea it was that effective. Should not eat it if am planning to sleep. Reminder. xDDD Lucky for me, I have no eye bags. Thank goodness, havta look really good. Took photos at home, the usual process. But we ran out of time, so we had to leave out the 'oranges-giving photo session'. Man, I love that session. You get to stick the oranges out to your parents and smile at the camera. Once the camera snaps, you'll get your red packet from both parents and you get to run and hide it. You won't bring them out with you, cause the red packets from your parents would contain the most money. Seriously. xDDD I checked.

Well, we all got red packets from our aunts/uncles. Not much... We've got 3 from my grandma's house and 4 from my grandpa's house. But I hope the amount of ka-ching is a lot. Only then can I go shopping. I only get to keep half the total amount for my own. Other half goes to the back account. I kapt the whole amount last year, my mom's mistake as she says. Yea...

Going over to mom's friend's home tomorrow for dinner. She's kindda rich so usually there's a lucky draw. Yay!!! xDD Am very excited. We also get lots of red packets there cause many of her relatives are coming over and they give little kids, me included, red packets...

Can't count the amount we get until the end of day three... Can't wait. Plans for shopping with and after CNY. But it would be our exam week. xDDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11850921/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11850921/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 05:29:54 PST out of boredom, telling her I was "pwned by boredom". Quote on quote.

Oh yea...I fell on the stairs on my way up to my grandma's. Was like 'Fuuuuuuuuck.' My momma said that if I fell three times... She didn't manage to complete the statement cause I interrupted with a "I will have to eat a cactus." There were a lot of cactus at my grandma's neighbour's place. xDDD Therefore the cactus. Knees still hurt. And was wearing a skirt. *gasp* I hope my older brother didn't see anything.

Before I started messaging , we had to mess up the Yu Sheng. Which is mountain of vegetables covered in plum sauce and stuff. Not sure how it tastes like. I mess them up, then leave the area, never eating it. I was standing beside my uncle, who was quite close to me physically... With the hugs and stuff, yea... Because I was playing with my chopsticks and lazy, I did not hug him today when he asked me to. As a result, he whacked my ass twice. TWICE!!!! As close as we are, I was totally not comfortable with it. Uncles don't go around whacking your asses, that's gross.

So I felt violated. Totally, utterly, completely VIOLATED!!!!!!!! It's like sexual harassment. Nobody touches my ass, except for my younger siblings, when we play and stuff, and me, maybe my older brother. NOBODY else!!! Not my other relatives. Not even my Dad. It's so... Guh. Fucked up. Am not happy with it.

My mom told me that my uncle is someone who is a womanizer. Sees a hot babe with chest and butt, and on his lap she goes. My aunt and him almost had a divorce because of that. And my grandmother doesn't care about it at all. I'm like "wtf. Keep that creep awaaaaaaaay from me. Or I'll have to kill him with chopsticks. They can kill. I swear."

Apart from that, the evening was really boring. As I said earlier. Hoping that tomorrow would be better, and that I will not be groped in the ass by my ass shit uncle again, since I have to go back to my grandma's for CNY visiting...

RED PACKETS!!!!!!!!!! MONEEEEEEEEEEEY... Yayz~ I get to go shopping with and . AM excited about the amount of money I can get. The average each year is around $300. xDDDDDDDD But half goes into my bank account, while the rest goes to Comics Connection where I will spend it.

Am planning to get the Ouran high Host Club plushie of Senior Hani Hani. is getting the Tamaki one for my birthday which falls on the third day of CNY. 20th of this month. 3 more days. Am throughly pleased with the survival of 14 on Earth. My mom's friends are coming over on Tuesday for a lunch and at the same time, I get more red packets as presents!!! Yatta!!!!!!! Am very happy.

Havta choose clothes for tomorrow's visiting. Have to look pretty for CNY's family photo taking. I can't wear black because I wore black last year and because we are not supposed to wear black for CNY. xDDDD I like to break the rules. And my mom didn't scold me last year, but I got a warning from both her and my older brother this year. Am wearing brown and orange dress. I guess I look good in it. I hope. Will post up family photos up when I can. Chose a new purple dress of mine to wear on my birthday, cause it's my favourite. No idea what to wear on the second day though. TwT Better plan it out.

Still not comfortable with the fact that my uncle groped me. Maybe attempting to look at my chest too, am wearing a tube and a spaghetti top so chest is mildly visible. Have to take a long cold or hot bath later. Yea. To cleanse off the funky feeling. Brr...

Update!!!!

Forgot to wish all of you a...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!!

Yays too all of you!!! xDDDDD Hmm... Remember not to sleep until it's 12 in the morning!!!! You'll become mentally retarded or insane. If I'm wrong, don't complain to me. Complain to Mcdonalds for giving out such l... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11837166/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11837166/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 01:13:23 PST . I thought it looked cute!!!

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[ ] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 2

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 4

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 6

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak spanish or some.
[ ] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 2

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named natasha.
[ ] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 1

African American
[x] You say n****/n**** casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[ ] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 4

Asian
[x] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[x] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 5

German
[x] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[ ] You're over 5'2
Total: 2

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 3

American
[x] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[x] You hate abortion.
[x] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 5

So it turns out that I'm part American, Asian and Italian from what I base it on. If it's more than 5, I guess that's one part!! xDDDD Had fun with this... Had no idea~ xDDDDDD

Naruto: Shippuuden episode 1 starts with the Sasuke arc instead of the Gaara one... Why?!!!! I wanna see Gaara. Sasuke looks like a dork at first. And the anime is making Sakura look weak!! They start by showing us Naruto, Sakura and Yamato running around openig doors, attempting to fin... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11808408/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11808408/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 03:58:03 PST
Gave out lots of presents and recieved some too!!! Listing~

I gave:

1) 21 chocolates to the many people... Ms Low, Mdm Chong, Ms Windad, Hazmie, Aaniaa, Man Qing, Daniel Ong, Coach Daniel, Theresa, Xin Yi and Paolo stole one.. Most of which are from my badminton team...

2) A Loveless wrist watch. To my one and only Beaver-clan, Bevvy... !!! She saw it that time I went to Comic Connection to get the super cool looking poster of Trinity Blood. She was like "OMG!!!! Loveless watch!!! Gyah... S$19.90... I have to get one! Together with blahblah..." And I was 'Okay. I know what to get you now... And I know you'll love me for this.' I got one for myself too!! Bad thing is that her battery died... ;___; I kept lying to her and said I got her a pair of undies of her ex-crush. xDDDDDDD lololol.

3) A Final Fantasy: Advent Children watch!! Which belongs to now. It turns out to be too big and also the battery died... She passed it to my friend who is able to remove some of the links to make it fit her. Yayz~ Cause it cost meee S$30. I was so sad to give it to her... Can't bear to give it... TAT But I did in the end, of course.

4) A Death Note to who plans to sleep and drool on it. xDDD Joke. He loves it so much, so I got it for him, I wanted to get him a smaller one costing S$6.90 but they were sold out. Left with only the bigger one at $12.90, I bought it. I had no idea what else to get him!!! Yea... He's going around and threatening people to kill them with it... Would not let it go or anybody touch it 'cept for and me... looooool...

5) A bar of 'Cadbury Black Forest Millk Chocolate' for her, Could not afford blueberries for her... And she liked chocolate. What kind of girl doesn't? Right? Maybe it's just me who thinks so... xDDDD Yea... She was kindda shocked at the size of the bar. It wasn't the giant one, the medium one... xDDDD I think she likes it.

6) A box of cookies!!! Four cookies only to be exact, for Mr Ang~ When I was giving it to him, the crowd of kids around him was like "Cheeeeeeeeer, I want one, can?" (standard Singlish xDD) He just smiled and nodded, which caused the box of cookies containing around 15-20 to become a box of cookies which is now full of space and only four cookies. Was upset by that, so he ate one in front of me. xDDD Yayz~ Was told by that one of the 'Sluts/Bitches/Annoying/Les' in our class actually touched it!! OMG... She asked who was the cookies for, which she answered and then she was saying that "someone had a crush on Mr Ang and blahshitass" which was me, but it was a last year issue. told her that, but she said she didn't believe her. xDD When I heard, I told that she should have asked whatshername if she was a bitch, and if she answered "no" tell her that she didn't believe her either. xDDD Get even, not revenge. Wahahahahah.

What I got in return:
1) Loveless 1000 piece jigsaw from !!! I bought it together with her yesterday, so I knew what she was going to get me... Waahhaha, cheat. xDDD I fell in love with it when I saw it and she hadn't gotten me a... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11766855/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11766855/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 23:31:05 PST

Single or Taken: Am currently single... xDD
Siblings: two brothers,older and younger, plus a little sister
Eye color: Brown. Dark brown. You can only see it in the light that's brown or else it looks like black.
Shoe size: ... 2 sizes bigger than my mom? I think 7-7 1/2
Height: 1.52m tall. Shooooooooort
What are you wearing right now? My pyjamas?

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FAVORITES

Kind of pants: Camo prints. I don't really like pants...
Number: 13 and 8
Animal: Kittens, puppies, hamsters, rabbits... cute stuff. And snakes, tigers and stuff... xDDD
Drink(non alcoholic): Orange juice or chocolate milk
Drink(ALCOHOLIC): Want to try Vodka or something...
Sport: Badminton
Month: February and December...
Juice: Orange Juice
Favorite cartoon/anime character: Haruno Sakura and Uchiha Itachi

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Have You Ever...

Given anyone a bath: Yea... I think my little sister. Hmm...
Bungee Jumped? Want to!!!
Made yourself throw-up? wtf. NO!
Gone skinny dipping? ..... No.
Eaten a dog? Ewwy. No~
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes... Kindda.
Broken a bone? Don't intend to.
Played truth or dare? Uh-huh. Most of my music lessons last year, we were playing that. Wahhaha...
Been on a plane? More than once.
Came close to dying? I almost died drowning when I was five or six. I had a cramp in the deep pool cause I didn't warm up... Couldn't really like focus when I was drowning. Just had to come up to breathe.
Been in a sauna? Want to...
Been in a hotub? Nah... I forgot!
Fallen asleep in school? Yea... In primary school. I was really tired in the morn.
Broken someone's heart? I guess... I did somehow dump the guy...
Cried when someone died? Nope. I was too young to know what was happening, just follow the crowd around for the funeral and stuff...
Cried in school? Yea. the clearest memory of once was when we had to take our injection in the 6th grade. When the needle went in, it was fiiiine. Once the needle came out, fuck. Your whole arm became numb. Too numb for me, I started crying for five minutes straight.
Fell off your chair? Nope. I don't want to!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? Only for messages from and our relief teacher, Mr Ho.
Saved IM conversations? Yea. It was on auto.
Saved e-mails? I hardly do that. But I do save messages on my phone.
Used someone? For reasons and situations more than once. xDDD
Been cheated on? In what way? I don't think I have.

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What is ...

Your good luck charm? My wallet, MP3 player, some other random stuffs and my closest friends. Good things always happen with them around!
New fav. song? Hurt - Christina Aguilera
What is beside you? A blank wall and my sister.
Last thing you ate? Cheese covered baked potato.
What kind of shampoo/conditioner? Herbal essence
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Ever Had..

Chicken pox? When I was a baby. Spread it around the family!! xDD
Sore Throat? Yea... Whahaha... I can't get my original voice back...
Stitches? Nah... I don't think so.
Broken nose? Nooooo...

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Do You...

Believe in love at first sight? Nope. Love has to be developed.
Like long distant relationships? I don't think it will work out.With all the worries of cheating on each other.
Like school? Yea. I get to see all my friends!! And it ain't boring like being at home.
Who was the last person that called you? My dad. He asked me where I was with my siblings.
Who was the last person you slow danced with? My younger sister. We were bored...
Who makes you smile the most? . He's funny. Mr Ang too. Weirdo. xDDD
Who knows you the best? Myself. Yea~
Do you like filling these out? It gets... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11667690/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11667690/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 06:12:03 PST
Bevvy, your present is something I cannot reveal just yet. Wait for 11 days, Beaver! All I can say is that you lust for it. Wahahha... Fine, I'll tell you. You St. Valentine's Day present is........

CHAO JIAN'S UNDERPANTS!!!!!!!!*gasp* Went to his house and stole it for ya. Yay for V-day!!!

Totally joking. lololololol. Won't got to his house for shit. xDDD You'll love the present. Remember, you want it. And you'll get it. On V-day. And use it. Anyday. Wahahahahahhahahahahahahahhaha... Ha. TwT

Grandmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... Maybe your Sephy watch. Then for your birthday, something else. Ya? Okay? xDDDD Will get it soon. I'll try. Save up money... You love Sephy so much!!! But there ain't Vinnie's... Or I'll kill for it, just for you... xDDD

Hazel says she love blueberrys... So I thought of getting her some... But they cost quite a lot here... TwT Havta save money again... But she's my 'wife'~ Our Swit Family. lol... Am a guy in the family. Second generation out of five. Am old... TAT So either she gets chocolates or blueberries... She's special... Yea... Fine, blueberries. Okay. Will get her those.

Pao... Pirate stuff. Ideas? Cause I dunno where to buy them!!!! TwT Or what to buy, actually... Maybe more chocolates... Yea. lol. Okay, Pao?

Overall, I have to get like 30+ chocolates for all them at school. And teachers too~ xDDDDDD Am let a teacher's pet. In a annoying eay. Wahahaha. Yea. I'll be giving out chocolates on Total Defence Day which actually falls one day before V-day, but we're going to be starved on V-day instead... xDDD Only selected people get chocolates, so get ready to show off, guys...

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11595408/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11595408/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 04:37:48 PST again~ Long long quiz. Bear with it~

01) First name: Felicia
02) Your nickname in dA: Autumness
03) Birthday: February 20
04) Horoscope sign: Pisces
05) Birth town: I dunno... TwT
06) Religion: I'm a freethinker. And I hate God. Yay.
07) Nationality: Singaporean~
08) Parents: are still alive and together
09) Do you love them: More or less
10) Brothers or sisters: 2 brothers and a little sister.
11) Do you like the place where you live: Yea... I guess so.
13) Color of your eyes: Light brown?
14) Height: 152 cm~ XDD SHOOOOOOOOOOOORT!!!
15) Weight: Around 50kg?? Am quite chubby~
16) What school/grade are you going to: WRS, 8th grade
17) What marks do you have: Mostly As or Bs. But I get C for chinese... Ain't good in that... TAT
18) Do you work anywhere: At school. Child labour...
19) What do you want to be in your life: Myself. Most of the time, that is... xDDD
20) Your life: is a rollercoaster...
21) Personal quote: "Chicken Maki Maki, my pet fishball!!"
22) Lucky number: 13 and 8
23) What are you interested in: Haruno Sakura! Writing & reading fanfics, singing/ listening to music, manga/anime, badminton. That's all... xDD
24) Good side of your character: I quite a good friend. Quite sporting... xDD
25) Bad side of it: I talk too much... lol...
26) Is your life happy: Quite. Just quite.
27) Do you think that you are crazy: Often. I think I'm from another planet.
28) What is the time: 7.33 pm
29) What is the date: Sunday, January 28, 2007.
30) What’s the weather like: Cooling...
32) Favorite music: OST, Rock...
33) Singer: Christina Aguilera
34) Band: Evanescence, Gackt
35) Song: Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay tooooo many
36) Best concert you have been: Never been to one... No really intending to go to one.
37) Actress: Angelina Jolie
38) Actor: Johnny Depp, Leonado De Caprio
39) Film: Final Fantasy Advent Childeren, Death Note Catch Me If You Can, Titanic, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Bad Boys 2
40) TV serial: Hardly watch TV.
41) Theatre play: Nothing that I know of.
42) Film director: Don't care of the director, as long as the movie's nice...
43) Do you want to be famous: Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: That's if I can't be a researcher...
45) Do you want to be a singer: Yea, if I fail becoming a researcher again~
46) Book: Too many...
47) Colors: Red and black
49) Food: Japanese
50) Drink: Hmm... Starbucks? And maybe orange juice.
51) Sweet: Grape flavoured candy. Most of the time...
52) Fruit: Grapes!! And apples.
53) The worst food: Vegetables and spicy food.
54) The Worst drink: There are a lot...
55) The worst Singer: 2 girls in my class, Paris Hilton
56) The worst Band: Hmm... Dunno much.
57) The worst Actor: Naaaaaaaaah
58) The worst Actress: There are many, none of which are my concern...
59) The worst Movie: There are some...
60) The worst book: God...
61) Do you drink alcohol: Underaged~
62) Do you smoke: It smells. I don't smell.
63) Do you take some drugs: Me medicide?
64) What do you adore to wear: Clothes.
65) Do you think you're pretty: Nah.
66) What languages do you speak: English, some chinese, little japanese, a handful of malay and french...
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: I think Copach Daniel, my school badminton team coach. XDD
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female?: lol.
69) The most beautiful person on dA/MALE: I don't think I know..
70) The most beautiful person on dA/FEMALE: Er...
71) 5 your best friends on dA/MALE: I only have one...
72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: Not in any order~ , , , http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11572502/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 05:19:56 PST

The first player of this game starts with the topic "Six Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their six Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their user names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...

1.My ideas for fanfics usually come at night, when I'm on the brink of falling alseep. XDD Little phrases can become an entire fullscap paper long!! Mm... Please wait for next fanfic!! Titled 'Ignorance'!!!

2.I wirte during lessons when I realise that they are really boring. Or when I have completely no interest in them. Wahaha... I usually take an entire week to complete one, cause you will have to pretend that you are listening in class.

3.I base all my compositions on my fanfics. XDD So I feel that I'm actually writing fanfics for exams and tests instead of actual compositions. Makes writing easier, and always makes me got WAY over the word limit by a few hundred. TwT I'm gonna faaail...

4.I can no bother listen in lessons, but am able to grasp the idea when I look that the problem, sometimes~ XDD

5.I'm more active at night. Too bad for me, I have to stay on my bed at night... So I waste my energy away be yawning and thinking of deas for fanfics. And once I feel sleepy, I will start to pull up my blanket then sleep.

6.I think I'm bisexual... Shuddup, Paolo!! Hmm... Not sure about that one... I don't really feel a strong attraction to girls. Just the usual hugs and stuff. TwT

I tag... , , , and

My older brother got me Death Note stuff!! Directly from Japan!! I was like "ZOMG!! FOR MEEEEEEEEE?! GYAAAAAAAAAAAAH~ HAPPY!!!!!!" So I got the...
1)Death Note attached Misa Misa voodoo doll
2)Death Note attached Ryuuk's half-eaten apple
3)Death Note attached L's coffee filled with sugar cubes

They all come with the Death Note attachd, no complains there! I have to remember to get my brother something nice... He got a pair of black and red goldfish handphone straps which are also from Japan... Uber kawaii~ He says he might be getting more next time. The guys has a credit card, thus all the online shopping... I still have around 5 years maybe? TwT Uber jealous at times... Although, I prefer getting the presents from him!! Yay~

Valentine's Day is coming quite soon... Andthe hateful thing is that it's before Chinese New Year, meaning no extra cash to buy the presents I wanted to give away... No choice the. Maybe chocolates, for my dearest friends!!! XDD Gotta start saving... Gotta work on V-day fic too... Got it done, but I don't think it's good... Hmm... And my birthday's coming soon!! On the 20th of Febuary~ Yay! And I'll finally be 14. How glad!!! *jumps around doing victory dance*

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11526078/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11526078/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:15:39 PST
Is the most reproductive day of school!! XDD And it's a Monday... Cool... Cos I got drinks and a pencil from my relief teacher... Sucker...

He did teach something class today, problem is that it's a tad bit noisy in class. So nothing really went into my head... TwT

I got his number... Wahhah... So we could locate him after school... And the Public announcement for the staff room was screwed... Yea... Because I suddenly became the Science Rep... How did that come around?

Soon, school ended after music... Which kindda rocked... I think... >> << And I had to actually call his phone... Which he did not answer. TWICE!!!!! Left with no choice, I had to crawl up the stairs and manually find the guy, stupid teachers... Relief teachers are the hardest to find, bacause they are relief teachers! Not many of the actual teachers in school know them. At all... But lucky for me, he was behind us when we were already desperate to get him out. That ass could only ask me if my number was a private number... He thinks that I would whip out my cell and call him and say: "Get the fuck out of the staff room! Where the hell are you?!" I didn't even bring it to school... Ass sucker...

So off we went to the school library and stayed there for like an hour and a half... studying science. But I managed to finish all my trash ass homework, so I can't complain~

He broke my pencil!! That ass... But hey, it was already broken to begin with... ANd I took away his pass into the staffroom, so he had no choice but to...

GET ME DRINKS AND A NEW PENCIL!!!!

Wahahah... The trump card is in my hands. Yay. So he seriously went to get me a drink and got me a new purple Shaker mechanical pencil which cost S$2.70...

Hey, he earns S$65 a day! I'm just trying to teach him to control money... So I have just earned stuff worthed... S$3.10. Money making day~ And I was starving... Didn't eat lunch. XDDD

Tomorrow is my badminton tournament... I think we're going against Mayflower... Then there's also St Nicholas Girls. Which is hard, from what I have heard from my other coach... TwT Not nervous, just excited! XDDDDD It's not everyday you get to come out of class early... Yayz... My heart was pounding when I was typing about the tournament... Is that nervous or excitement?? I dunno...

Am currently designing my character for 's fanfic... Which looks quite cute~ I like it... Will be posting the bio up soon... Gotta blast~

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11501371/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11501371/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:30:01 PST
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, GAARA-SAMA!!!!!!!!!

T-T Totally forgot yesterday, I ain't a big Gaara fan... but whatever... Gaara the Kazekage!!!! All hail~

Badminton News Updates!!

Our school boys won their match against some other school... Well, that ain't bad... But our senior girls lost... And on Tuesday, it is time for yours truly and the junior and senior girls match... This is my first tournament... But it ain't really scary... Just kinda funky weird... Cause we get to come out from class 40 min earlier!!!

Was told some shocking news... Our coach might be getting married soon!! It hit me like a big yellow school bus... It just reminded me that our coach will no longer belong to us and only us... TAT How sad... But whatever... He's getting old anyway. XDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11406517/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11406517/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:57:51 PST
All emo now... With my hurting legs and hand... Badminton... TAT Coach... All your fault la.. I never do warm up then I go play... Fiiiiine, my fault...

I feel like going back to my primary school... But we have to inform our teachers before we are able to enter the school, cause of safety reasons.. T-T Is really sucky though... You can't see your teachers even if you wanted to...

TwT I'm done emo-ing cause of the funny e-cards I'm looking at... Wahha... XDD All better...

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11358029/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11358029/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 04:10:32 PST

Are you emo?

[ ]You hate the world.
[x]You hate society.
[x]You think vampires are cool.
[x]You write poetry.
[ ]You have colored your hair black.
[ ]You wear black/blue eyeliner at times.
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.
[x]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[ ]You think love is a waste of time.
[ ]You've given up on the world.

Total - 5

[ ]You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ]You wear more bracelets than a Russian
[ ]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog.
[ ]You're extremely pale.
[ ]You are a member of a poetry site.
[ ]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x]You are an atheist or agnostic.
[x]You don't believe in god.
[x]Your screen name has/had Xs in it.

Total - 3

[ ]You have been referred to as scary.
[ ]You have been referred to as demented.
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[x]You have been known to hate teachers.
[x]You have been known to cause trouble.
[ ]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[ ]You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[x]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[x]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total - 5

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind.
[x]You have screamed before.
[ ]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[ ]You've seen The Exorcist.
[ ]You liked The Exorcist.
[ ]You've seen Saw.
[ ]You liked Saw.
[ ]You've done voodoo.
[x]You hate sports.
[ ]You dress up as the most morbid thing possible on Halloween.

Total - 2

[x]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[x]You have an obsession with fire.
[x]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[ ]You're not afraid of spiders.
[ ]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[ ]You've painted your nails black.
[ ]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[x]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[x]You like art with negative meanings.

Total - 6

Now add up your total and multiply by two
21 x 2 = 42%

42% emooo... I win you, Bevvy!! Yayz... Didn't know I was that... emo? TAT Never would have thought...

Rambles... (Mostly complains...)

My badminton tornament is next Thursday, the first match!! For us girls... Remember I said that our jersey was a horrid yellow and blue? Maybe I didn't tell you guys... My bad. But we have gotten another jersey!! Black and red~ My colours... Well, not really mine, but you know~

And Andy refuses to change my seat from the window! I CAN'T effing SEE!!!! I told him, he checked. He said ot was fine. Then I said to him loudly and he checked again... And he asked me to move backwards during lesson... TAT I wanna sit somewhere else... I hate the window seat! Make him change my seat...

Rambles, rambles...

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11251704/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11251704/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 23:26:43 PST in school. Together with and and they told me about DA. And because I was writing some fanfics in school in my little noebook, I decided to post up my first fanfic, A peaceful Autumn which was my first ever fanfic.

Up till now, most of my gallery is full of fanfics which was either my original idea or some idea which came from other fics I had read and had modified.

Quite happy with most of the things I submitted this year!! Hoping for better results next year and for years to come and stuff...

I know this is early, but Happy New Year!!!!!!!! I'm not sure if I'll be online tonight so just for not wanting to be late, like on X'mas . XDD School is starting in 3 days... Yayz... Gonna be surprised by my new teacher who I have no idea who, except for my form and co-form teacher. I hope they aren't like 'I'm the teacher so respect me! And do your bloody homework or I'll fail you!' kind... Cos I ain't done with it... TAT

*Edit*
Have just been tagged by

The Rules

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...


1. I spend more than I save... Duh~ I DON'T save money... TwT
2. My room is stuffed full of comics which I had read. A lot of times. =A=
3. I live on candy. I must have something to nibble on throughout the day.
4. I am addicted on drinking milk or juice or soft drinks after meals... ^w^
5. The colours that I like tend to depend on whether I am more girly at that point of time. XB
6. I hate sports... XDD and I'm still in badminton... -A-

2007 Resolutions
1.Get nothing lower than a 'B' for my exams. With the exception of mother tongue.
2.Win badminton tornament at the forth place. Cause Coach said so.
3.Have more bonding with my family and friends.
4.Ignore bitches that stand in my way instead of trying to physically harming them.
5.Not to swoon over some people... =w=
6.Enjoy school and start doing homework.

I guess that's all... XDD Don't think I'll be able to like...do the things I want to... TAT Whatever... Will try, for the fun of it...

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MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!!!

So sorry it came soo late... Most people usually say it the day before... X-X But I had to get off the computer when I wanted to type this journal... TT-TT I so uber sorry!!

Christmas. My defination = Presents. Joy of giving. Greetings. Alot of SMS. Emails. Presents. Food. Log Cake. Presents.

Whatever it is, I never get presents for X'mas cause my mom always says "We DON'T celebrate Christmas, so we don't go Christmas shopping. No presents." GYAAAAAAAAAAAH... No presents... Damn... So pitiful... TT-TT Gonna cry soon... Nah... XDD

Mm... Nothing much to say...

My family is going to my dad's workplace cause there's a celebration night there! And... well... Nothing much to say there...

Everybody's going back to school soon... on the 2nd, I guess. And we're all makeing sure our uniforms still fit us and that they are in perfect condition... Books have to be bought, shoes were tried and fitted and stuff, everything is ironed. So the only thing left is homework. YES, homework. Which is always left at a corner until the last day... Gotta get started on it...

Death Note: The Last Name is now in cinemas for the sneak preview!! XDD Can't go watch it cause of the whole lot of 'back to school' stuff going on... TwT Wanna watch... But I know most of the story... Thanks to the manga!! XDD Yayz...

Man... I couldn't get the bag I wanted... It a huge stuffed cat with it's stomach as the storage compartment... T-T Well... I can't have it... *Goes off to cry*

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But I said 'Nadah~' and I pointed out my standard red and black, but my momma said no right after I pointed to them... T-T Then it came to purple... Then gold... Followed by red and gold, then it landed to purple and gold before reaching red and green, finally to....


RED AND GOLD!!!!!!!!!!! Yayz... For New years... XDD


But the best isn't here yet!! When we were on the train back home, a man, YES A FULLGROWN MAN, collapsed. He must have been heavy cause the sound produce was "THUNK!!!!" Yea... And everyone was "Omigod! I wanna check it out!!" While Momma, like all the other people stood up to make sure he was still alive. He was on the floor, kindda like having a fit, but it was quite obvious he was alive. Instead of becoming a bustbody and caring about the guy, I just proceeded to look out the window. Cause it ain't my business, although it was quite shocking and fun...

Rare though... My momma says it cause that dude didn't have enough rest. Men. God... Somebody please tell them ego is nothing compared to health or they deserve to just faint on the train and well leave them there to rot...

Got two new comic books yesterday!! 'Sensual Phrase' and 'Blaue Rosen'!! XDD 'Sensual Phrase', I bought by accident cause I mistook it for 'Blaue Rosen'!! Man... And I had spent all my money~ So... I borrowed!!!! Argh, once again... But the two books ain't bad! Especially 'Blaue Rosen'!! It's one good funny romantic comic! Recommendation by yours truly!! XDD

Gonna read it again~ Wheeeeeeeeeeee....

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11101490/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11101490/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:07:50 PST
I'm heading off for JB tomorrow, so I'll be back... er... Thursday... Yea. TT-TT Don't wanna go, cause on Wednesday, it's the friendly match for the girls against Christ Church... I wanna gooooooooooo...

I'm amazed that out of all the coaches I have from the private training I have for badminton, only one coach realized I was wearing braces. Coach Danny Daniel... Wahah... I thought Justin would notice cause I talked the most with him... Damn... I think I like Justin... Shit... *shoots self* Damn.. He's my coach!!! Well... He is only like... 3years older than me... But he's my coach... T-T Gotta go and clear my mind... XP *Goes off and bang head on the way*

I think I'm okay now... XDD Well... Gotta go.. And think of Justin... And badminton.. And stab Justin.. XDD

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11056735/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11056735/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 22:28:56 PST calculated how much I had spent this year one manga and anime merchandise... It turns out... I have spent a total of...







$659!!!! Yayz... I was that rich before all my money went 'bye bye' to the shop... They already earned this much just from me... OMHFG... Gotta learn how to save it ALL up... Boo... Gonna die cos I ran out of money... But...

New mangas are coming out!!!!!! Fruits basket 21, Ouran High Host Club 9 and Vampire Knight 4, which was on hold for around a year, english versions... Cause I suck at Chinese... lol... And How to Read 13!! Deathnote!! Wanted that for a loooooooooooong time!! Yayz... Gonna save up money... If I can...

Want my room to be black and red! So Akatsuki!! Gotta love them... And Sharingan too... But my mom says it's too striking... So it has to be a really pastel light colour... In other words, pinky, girly, grossy colour... Ewwy... I don't want that... So I'm gonna see if I can grabbed a small area and make that red and black!!

Gonna choose tomorrow... Can't wait! Yay... I just don't want another pink room... That's why I have to go, or else my sis will go 'I want pink! And purple...' and it will look like a room from Barbie... So fucked up... Yes, it ain't my room. It's the Girls Room, which I share with my sister and maid. Damn.. I want my own room... Have to clear up everything in my closet, mangas, posters, clothes, photos, and other stuff which I would not want to name... Don't think there will be space to keep them... lol...

Man... They are going to Orchad... Boo... lol... Gotta take the train... Wanna eat fun stuff... Like cookies... But can't... Braces... T-T Nevermind... I think I have Ben & Jerry's in teh freezer... going to eat it... Now.. Wheee...

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11032997/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/11032997/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:41:25 PST !! ^^

The Honest Emotion Survey

1. Honestly, what color is your hair?
I guess brown. Some red. And some other colour... My dye is coming off!!!

2. Honestly, what's on your mind?
Breakfast... This quiz. Badminton. The song that is playing...

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Typing my answers. Listen to music. Eating.

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
Nah. Seriously blah..

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Yea. I woke up late, talked on the phone for 18 min, eat in the study room.

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Nope. Don't have Disney channel~

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Yea.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
My computer. Naruto. Yaoi. Chocolates. Candy. Evanescence. Music.

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
I don't eat my veggies... XDD

13. Honestly, do you want to meet someone this minute?
Yea.

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Wahahah... I have more than one.

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
Yup. But ain't saying!

17. Honestly, are you loyal?
Yea. I think. -.-

19. Honestly, who do you want to be with right now?
Atiqah!! Ei Leen! My friends... TT-TT Miss them.

20. Honestly, do you like someone?
Yup... lol...

EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
Shout. Go PMS-ing on everyone. Have all those wonderful banned words coming out of my mouth. Maybe get violent...

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Scold my siblings with baned words and got violent... Yea...

*CRYING SECTION*

1. Honestly whens the last time you really cried?
Er... I guess a few weeks ago?

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yup.

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yea... I think... Actually, I don't think so.

4. What usually makes you cry?
Really really emo stuff... And when I get scolded real bad for nothing... And maybe getting caned.

*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
Yup!! Super hyper in school. Though not so at home...

2. What can make you happy?
My friends. My computer. Some fanfic. And yaoi. lol.

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Yup!! Really happy. Cos they are actually the only people I can talk to.

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. Do you believe in yourself?
Yup... Most of the times.

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you say thank you?
Of course! Not that I can remember that actually had happened before... XDD

3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, or gross?
I don't think I'm dumb or gross... But maybe a little ugly... lol...

Finally! End of this lame quiz... Now we shall move on to the more interesting part... About my friendly badminton match. We were against Northbrooks which is in Yishun, Singapore. And we had to assemble at 8am in school once again. The worst thing that happened that day was that I had a stomach cramp on the way to school... Stoopid stomach... Anyway, we got onto our bus and headed of to Northbrooks.

The school was really pretty but the hall was really small... Boo... After our warm up, Coach wasn't even there yet! Not fair!! So he was late and becoming bored, a whole group of us went to practice our strokes... And at a point of time, I really tired that I didn't even want to hit the shuttle cock... Dunno why though, but I was okay later on. Feeling that I could win this time, I was disappointed that Coach told us if the C division girls did not arrive by 10.30, my group of C division girls don't need to play anymore. That is way unfair! Everyone else came except for the C division girls! The whole B divison came, so did the C division boys! But not the girls... That is so unfair to my school team cos all of us came!

In the end, all we did was to cheer and sit on the stairs of the stage to chat. It was really boring and all of us were tired. We woke up so early in the morning just to get our butts to school on time and we didn't even have to play in the end. What a waste of moi time... Ain't happy about this...

By the way, I'm gonna get my teeth extracted for my braces to be put in and I have my seperators put in. It really a funky... ]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10979152/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10979152/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 01:55:09 PST Beatty Secondary... Beatty... So the whole lot of us had the idea that we could win!!! ^^

So we gathered at school at around 8 in the morning... I met up with my fellow badminton player cause she lived just next to my block at our appointment time opf 7.00... But the night before, I slept at 2.30. Cause I was watching a movie!! You can't blame me... I wanted to watch it... Plus I wasn't tired. Then my alarm clocked rang once I set my head down on my pillow... Kidding. It felt like that. So I woke up and turned it off. So *plop* I went back to sleep... And my friend had to gimme a morning call and asked me where was I, turned out it was already 6.59... So I rushed to get changed and style my hair and ran down... I did my warm up just to meet my friend!! Yay...

Moving on to the results... I had to play both singles and doubles and I ain't bad... Fine~ I suck. TT-TT I lost my singles at 21-9 and 21-19... Wow... I had increased by 10 points... Cool... And for my doubles, we lost 21-4 and 21-2... Damn, we're like SUCKY... Being polite as we always are, we went to shake whole group of player's hands. You should see how anti-social they were. We just wanted to grip slightly tighter like a normal handshake and they pull away... So we got our photos taken and went off... But before we stepped out of the hall, they were cheering for us... Aw... We were so touched that we cheered for them too... So touching...

New Works
Song fics for Evanescence's Taking over Me and The Only One. Both based on Naruto. One Vincent Valentine fic, which is on hold... Yea.. That should be all... And both of my new ideas for dream thingy... Hope I can finish all these... TT-TT YOSH!! Let's work hard!

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10863307/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10863307/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 01:14:47 PST

1. What color are your kitchen plates?
Simple white with some flower pattern on the side.

2. What book are you reading now?
DeathNote volume 4

3. What is on your mouse pad?
Don't have a mouse pad...

4. Favorite board game?
Cluedo!! Maybe Game Of Life...

5. Least favorite smells?
Those that are way too strong, be it perfume or rubbish. I just wanna puke when they are way too strong...

6. What is the first thing you think of in the morning?
'Shut the Hell up and let me sleep!!' or 'It's another day, I want it to end...'

7. Favorite color:
Black and Red!! My most favourite 2!!

8. Least favorite color:
Really dull colours... Yea...

9. How many rings until you answer the phone?
Depends... Around 5?

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
Too many to list... If you really want to know... Well... Not in any order:
11. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate!! It makes you happy! And fat...
Vanilla ain't half bad too... I guess both~

12. Do you like to drive fast?
I want to...

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Yep! My lil Andy turtle~

14. Do you like thunderstorms?
Sometimes...

15. What was your first car?
Can't drive!!!

16. What is your sign?
Pisces.

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
I hardly touch my vegetables...

18. If you could have any job what would it be?
God!! lol... Maybe a chemist...

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be?
Red!! Maybe purple...

20. Is the glass half full or half empty?
HHalf empty most of the times.

21. What is your favorite movie(s)?
DeathNote, Bad Boys 2, first Naruto movie...

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
Mostly... I have to see what I'm typing cos I can touch type...

23. What’s under your bed?
My sister's bed.

24. What is your favorite number?
13!! And 8...

25. Favorite sports to watch?
Badminton and Volley ball!!

26. Your single biggest intense pain?
When I got this bi cut on my leg. Maybe whenever I whack myself with my badminton racquet while I smash the shuttle cock back to my opponent...

27. Person most likely to respond?
My friends? Respond dammit!!

28. Person you sent this to that is least likely to respond?
People who watch me for my works?

29. Ketchup or mustard?
Ketchup!! I'm purely a ketchup girl!!

30. Favorite big city?
Kyoto? Osaka? Tokyo? London? Paris? Never been there...

31. Hamburger or hot dog?
Hot dog!!

32. Favorite season?
Spring and Autumn

33. The best place you have ever been?
A lot of places... Like... I DUNNO!!

34. What is your screen saver?
All my avatars...

35. What is your favorite fast food place?
Burger King!!!

36. What is your favorite breed of Dog?
As long as they're small and cute, they're fine by me...

37. Your nicknames?
Er... I'll tell you only one... Fe Fe... Like a doggie's name... TT-TT

38. Have you ever been kissed by the opposite gender?
Once... Or twice...

39. What annoys you the most?
Tons of stuff... Not bothered to list...

40. What’s your crushes name?
... Ain't saying...

41. What’s your best friends’ name(s)?
Not in order!! Beverley, Atiqah, Paolo... Best friends?? That's all...

42. Which celebrity annoys you the most?
Those who are cuties-wannabes... Hate those... And those who dress like sluts...

43. What type of music do you dislike the most?
Jazz... Blues... Boring old stuff...

45. What is currently on your wrist?
Nothing...

46. Okay, If you and one other person could be alone on the entire planet, which would you choose?
The other person... Let him suffer of loneliness... Wahahaha

47. Are you a righty or a lefty?
Righty~

48. What's your favorite TV show?
I dunno... Hardly watch TV... Ah!! Princess Hours/Goong

49. If you could make-out with any cartoon character, which would it be?
Damn... Well...
L/Raito/Near from DeathNote
Itachi/Neji/Gaara from Naruto
Soubi from Loveless ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10818774/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10818774/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 03:23:37 PST
Oh!! I need to ask for your opinions!! I was thinking of a new storyline for a story and I have two ideas in mind!! It's either a Naruto fic or a fantasy one... Each catergory has a different content... So I would like to ask for a littlw vote to decide whichever I should do... I'll state the rough idea of each one below and you guys can help me choose!!

A) Naruto fic - A SakuraxGaara fic!!
Summary: Gaara has problems sleeping, now that the Shukaku has been extracted out of him, because he had not slept for the past few years. Being a reknown medic-nin, Sakura was asked to help him out with this problem.
Length: Not very long.. I think it's quite short actually...

B) Fantasy fic - A OC fic...
Summary: A plain girl at the tender age of 8 has awakened her abilities to weave dreams.It seems that almost every child could do so, but at the age of 5-7, they had disregarded that fact and lost their abilities of dream weaving. She begins using her abilities on her ill father to help him get a good night's rest and he had gotten healthier by the day. As the tale of her powers were leaked out to the village, people came to her for help to have a good nights' sleep. The dreams that she creates ends with a tragedy and they also caused her to slowly fade away from existance. The dreamers would suffer the tragedy at the end of the dream once the dreams stop. So the dreams must carry on until the little girl dies. How can she stop herself from disappearing and at the same time making sure the people would not die?

C) I could do both... But I have to make sure I have the time... And I have to plan everything out...

Please help me out!! I just want to post something pleasant for you guys to read!! Just tell me which one you guys want when you comment!! Thanks~

]]> ~Autumness http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10784316/ http://Autumness.deviantart.com/journal/10784316/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 01:49:53 PST

y= yes
n = no
m = maybe

W0ULD Y0U...

[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] let me take you out to dinner?
[] let me drive you somewhere?
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] let me buy you a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go aone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[] lick my cheek?
[] dance with me?
[] let me make you breakfast?
[] tap me in the ass?
[] help me with homework?
[] tickle me to death?
[] let me tickle you?
[] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[] carress my body?
[] play strip poker with me?
[] say yes if i asked you out?
[] get wasted with me?
[] instant message me?
[] greet me in public?
[] hang out with me?
[] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...

[] think im cute?
[] think im hot?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...

[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?

AM i...

[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] loveable?
[] adorable?
[] compassionate?
[] annoying?
[] great to be with?
[] attractive?
[] mean?
[] odd?
[] hyper?

HAVE Y0U EVER...

[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
[] grabbed me?
[] had a crush on me?
[] idolized me?
[] wanted my number?
[] had a dream about me?
[] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...

[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

^^ I don't really expect any replies... TT-TT

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