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INSTEAD,

go to my new account: :icontasteslikeanya:

To reiterate:

:icontasteslikeanya::icontasteslikeanya::icontasteslikeanya:
:icontasteslikeanya::icontasteslikeanya::icontasteslikeanya:
:icontasteslikeanya::icontasteslikeanya::icontasteslikeanya: ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/--227599651 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/--227599651 Sun, 21 Mar 2010 06:49:51 PDT ... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Ayem http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Phew-we-have-the-internet-now-227767029 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Phew-we-have-the-internet-now-227767029 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 00:33:58 PST Phew, we have the internet now. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Ayem
126 Deviations, 295 Messages, 10 Notes, 6 Group Messages

Oh poo. Hey guys, I think I'm just going to delete everything and start afresh, 'cause I gotta be honest, I can't come back unless there's a clean slate here. (I'll go through notes, though.)

Also, commissions... damn, I am slagging behind those. I think people will hate me if I do this, so I thought I'd ask what you thought...
Could I erase my current waiting list? Perhaps start again? I don't know what it is, I think it's just so intimidating seeing all those commissions piled up. I don't know why I made a waiting list, I hate them for that exact reason.

-- ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Pimping-moving-etc-228181558 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Pimping-moving-etc-228181558 Fri, 12 Feb 2010 21:57:42 PST Pimping, moving, etc. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Ayem
- Mmmm, check out the awesome pic by :devhibbary: that :devdarkjaguar01: commissioned for me. Thanks so much!

- Also, there is much inactivity. I moved house, see? And there's no internet yet. It's kind of liberating. I feel... free. I have so much spare time.

Which is why I ran back home to Mummy to use her internets.

- Moving house has definitely helped me feel more inspired, though. Living at my parents was sucking the life out of me. I don't want to say: 'Yay! I'm back and I can draw again!' 'Cause I don't wanna jinx it, but for th ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/That-meme-but-different-228496420 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/That-meme-but-different-228496420 Tue, 26 Jan 2010 00:57:32 PST That meme... but different. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Ayem
(That is, if you want to/have time.)

I appriciate any crits and all. And sorry for being terribly inactive with comments etc. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-finally-figured-it-out-I-don-t-like-drawing-228745049 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-finally-figured-it-out-I-don-t-like-drawing-228745049 Tue, 12 Jan 2010 06:24:23 PST I finally figured it out... I don't like drawing. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Ayem
The only reason I ever drew was to illustrate ideas and stories I had. Now that I can create stories with the promise of actually being able to create them at uni, my interest in drawing has wavered.

Story has overtaken my obsession with art.

Of course, this isn't good. It's something I've always been interested in, obsessed with, and of course, good at. It was my one ticket into the industry and all of a sudden, I'm not interested?! WTF.

To boot, I'm no where near as experienced with story. Sure, I enjoy it, but I'm not good enough a ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/YAY-a-quiz-thing-228872785 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/YAY-a-quiz-thing-228872785 Mon, 04 Jan 2010 20:49:00 PST YAY a quiz... thing. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Ayem
1. post these rules
2. each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. at the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. no tag backs

1: There are seven screaming girls around my house right now and it's hard to concentrate on anything. I'll keep this short and only post five things. (Including this.)

2: Holy shit, now my Dad's come into the lounge and turned the TV on full blast! I have to go upstairs to my room if I want to continue this.

3: I'm an avid fan of Heroes of Might ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/THIS-IS-AN-EMERGENCY-229053635 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/THIS-IS-AN-EMERGENCY-229053635 Sun, 27 Dec 2009 05:17:14 PST THIS IS AN EMERGENCY nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHAT IS UP WITH THE COLOUR SAMPLER TOOL IN PHOTOSHOP.
I'm in the middle of finishing the next Dingo White stip, and I got bored and started messing around with the eyedropper tool. Pressing shift while clicking, you'll get a colour sampler tool, or something else obscue which no one would ever use, and you can make four of them. (I think it has something to do with making an average or something...)

ANYway, now these fuckers are STUCK THERE. There are these four points, over my picture and they won't GTFO and it's pissing me off to no ends.

I've tried restarting, dupl ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Mmmmm-I-have-a-blog-now-229252508 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Mmmmm-I-have-a-blog-now-229252508 Wed, 16 Dec 2009 17:17:36 PST Mmmmm. I have a blog, now. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem http://ayem-tg.blogspot.com/
It looks so sleek and white. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Good-website-hosting-229390995 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Good-website-hosting-229390995 Mon, 07 Dec 2009 18:38:57 PST Good website hosting? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Making a website for Dingo White. :D

I know nothing about hosting. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-m-changing-to-animation-from-games-229540465 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-m-changing-to-animation-from-games-229540465 Sat, 28 Nov 2009 03:53:02 PST So I'm changing to animation from games.... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Ahem, why am I changing: Because I feel it will help me get where I want to get in this industry. I'm passionate about games, but more about the story than anything. I also love animation too. I'd love to end up at Pixar one day. Or in a games studio, either is fine with me.

So, will I see any of you there? :D ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Posted-on-Reddit-Didn-t-get-the-right-response-229753395 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Posted-on-Reddit-Didn-t-get-the-right-response-229753395 Sat, 14 Nov 2009 07:53:56 PST Posted on Reddit. Didn't get the right response. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Okay, okay... it's entirely possible that the previous homeowner talked to our present neighbour about the house being haunted, and she's imagined it all because of that.

But then, maybe two years later (recently), a baby-sitter for my neighbour's two daughters saw it. I get the feeling that my neighbour didn't tell the baby-sitte ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Did-you-know-I-love-recieving-notes-with-your-art-229983800 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Did-you-know-I-love-recieving-notes-with-your-art-229983800 Fri, 30 Oct 2009 23:17:26 PDT Did you know I love recieving notes with your art? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
DA is for sharing art. :D ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-sure-I-ll-come-back-one-day-230134275 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-sure-I-ll-come-back-one-day-230134275 Tue, 20 Oct 2009 05:40:19 PDT I'm sure I'll come back one day... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
SO. Temporary hiatus.

Making games. Animating. Living. Life is pretty good right now. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-ve-just-been-awake-for-the-past-48-hours-230351930 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-ve-just-been-awake-for-the-past-48-hours-230351930 Sun, 04 Oct 2009 19:47:07 PDT So I've just been awake for the past 48 hours... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
If any of you live in Brisbane, Australia, and are into games, you probably know about the 48 hour game competition in which you have 48 hours to make a solid, working game.
There was no time for sleep.

Anyway, the basic idea is they give you three keywords, and you have to come up with a concept and produce it. The words this year were love, giant, and storm.

After a brutal two days, our team, Immigration Office, produced the game 'The Great Migration'. We didn't win, but we got best concept, which I'm very ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/TARBOY-is-here-Awesome-short-film-230992168 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/TARBOY-is-here-Awesome-short-film-230992168 Sun, 23 Aug 2009 03:46:00 PDT TARBOY is here! Awesome short film... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem This is an amazing flash animation created by someone who went to my university, James Lee, and Hania. It's worth a look!

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/509092 ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Mini-Brisbane-Dev-Meet-Come-along-if-you-can-231288334 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Mini-Brisbane-Dev-Meet-Come-along-if-you-can-231288334 Wed, 05 Aug 2009 00:43:32 PDT Mini Brisbane Dev-Meet. Come along if you can! nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Interested in film/animation/games? I assume some of you are. :) And if you are looking for a university for next year, come along!

In fact, even if you're not... come anyway, haha.

-----

SO ON SUNDAY 9TH OF AUGUST

If you're interested in coming to Griffith University (Queensland College or Art)'s open day:

I'll be around the South Bank campus of Griffith University doing generally helpful th ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-may-take-a-while-231388721 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-may-take-a-while-231388721 Thu, 30 Jul 2009 03:39:57 PDT Commissions... may take a while. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem ANYway, commissions are kind of at a standstill. Drawing full stop actually...
Not looking for sympathy, don't want to talk about it, just thought I'd give you all the heads up. And apologize to all my commissioners for being tardy. X(

ALSO, Griffith open day is on August 9th this month. I'll be out there to help with games design. So if you're looking for something to do, come a long.
It'll be at the South Bank campus, Queensland College of Art. If you're on the lookout for a uni course, why not try griffith's animation/game design/film/etc? :D

I'll be the one in the tartan jacket/p ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Awesome-231499011 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Awesome-231499011 Thu, 23 Jul 2009 08:00:58 PDT Awesome. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
It made my day. :) ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Who-wants-to-meet-up-in-Brisbane-231761366 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Who-wants-to-meet-up-in-Brisbane-231761366 Tue, 07 Jul 2009 02:51:00 PDT Who wants to meet up in Brisbane? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Okay, basically, I've been thinking: Wouldn't it be cool to meet up in Brisbane some time? Make a time/place, and then just, I don't know... 'hang out' for lunch, or something?

This of course, depends on how many people would be interested. Also, I don't know how any of my watchers reside in Brisbane. I don't want to go unless there are at least three people besides myself wanting to go.
I haven't thought about when/where or anything like that... it's still an idea. BUT if you are from Brisbane and interested, please discuss it with me? : ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Does-no-one-remember-the-Anzacs-in-WWII-231947057 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Does-no-one-remember-the-Anzacs-in-WWII-231947057 Thu, 25 Jun 2009 17:42:32 PDT Does no one remember the Anzacs in WWII? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Give me a fucking Hetalia representation of the Anzacs, you ignorant bastards. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-hay-Guess-who-s-probably-back-232176191 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-hay-Guess-who-s-probably-back-232176191 Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:51:20 PDT Oh hay! Guess who's probably back. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Many of you are probably wondering what happened to me, ay? I mean, I went from one picture a day to almost complete inactivity. I had a bit of a breakdown. Got super depressed (more than I had in my life) and lost all interest in art and life as a whole.

But things have definitely shaped up lately. I'm still a little bit off, but no where near the anguish I was feeling in the past.

I actually feel like in the space of a few months, I've grown u ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/No-art-still-232893992 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/No-art-still-232893992 Sat, 18 Apr 2009 15:56:32 PDT No art still... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Also trying to move out of home, so that eats out of my browsing time. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-damn-inactive-233616929 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-damn-inactive-233616929 Sun, 22 Feb 2009 23:30:07 PST So damn inactive. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/O-o-233753093 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/O-o-233753093 Fri, 13 Feb 2009 00:08:21 PST O.o nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
On a more serious note, my thoughts are with those who are dealing with the VIC fires. Those bastards who lit the fires should do the human race a favour and throw themselves off cliffs to remove themselves from the gene pool.

Also, in case anyone was wondering where I was, I was on holiday at the beach for nine days. Many card games. Many mosquitos. Much shenannigans. Never give a possum cheese. Ever. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/What-the-internet-has-told-me-233898762 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/What-the-internet-has-told-me-233898762 Mon, 02 Feb 2009 15:32:13 PST What the internet has told me... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
This is what the internet has told me.

1. Squidward-esque one liners make you appear smart and cultured.
2. There is more evidence of a cat in my roof than there is of a god.
3. Foxes and fire are more popular than I remember them being.
4. You don't need to go to Rome with google maps.
5. If you can't customize it, ditch it.
6. :iconiseewhatyoudidthere:
7. You cannot excape 'lol'.
8. It's okay to be a jerk - you have a screen-name.
9. There is no such thing as culture... there is only internet.
10. There is nothing you can't obtain.

Some of those are serious, some of them are more sarcastic I need breakfast ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Ratatouille-is-awesome-233963810 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Ratatouille-is-awesome-233963810 Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:41:12 PST Ratatouille is awesome. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
In fact, after watching that movie, I walk outside and I appriciate the stars 70% more. I don't exactly know why, but it happenes every time.

I think I want to go to America no matter how much it costs.

Yup, this journal is pointless. Deal. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Yeah-Virus-thing-233981824 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Yeah-Virus-thing-233981824 Tue, 27 Jan 2009 22:03:55 PST Yeah, Virus thing. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem DON'T CLICK IT or you will be infected. Just in case you don't know. You will get a comment on a deviation (journal maybe?) saying this, then linking you to a page that will automatically send the same comments to other random people, apparently from you.

Also, if anyone knows I have a few questions:
Is this 'virus' restricted to DA?
Does it get other information like e-mail/paypal passwords? (In other words 'cookie grab'?)

Go http://news.deviantart.com/article/69057/ there for more info.

Edit: I'm pretty sure, thanks to reassurance from a DA staff member, that this does not grab cookies, but ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-open-again-234075585 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-open-again-234075585 Thu, 22 Jan 2009 02:56:17 PST Commissions open again. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Also, I think my mention of :devdarkjaguar01:'s contest may have been drowned out by all that... ahemDRAMAahem. So, I'm mentioning it again. http://darkjaguar01.deviantart.com/journal/22580255/

In college news, still weighing up if I want to go to the states or not... the only thing it has going for it really is the 'experience' of studying abroad. But that could be enough to make me go. XD ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Question-about-American-colleges-With-added-edit-234175031 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Question-about-American-colleges-With-added-edit-234175031 Thu, 15 Jan 2009 21:09:29 PST Question about American colleges - With added edit nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
I ask, because I thought it could be cool to continue my education in the states, and do animation there. But if it turns out that going to college there meant taking up maths and english again, I think I'd pass.

Secondly: I've ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Can-t-thank-you-all-enough-234288790 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Can-t-thank-you-all-enough-234288790 Tue, 06 Jan 2009 02:55:24 PST Can't thank you all enough. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem Flash has been solved, as has Maya.
And thanks to everyone who offered to help, too. I didn't think there would be such a big response... it really made my day. I certainly didn't feel 'pissed off' afterwards.

:hug: :heart: :) all those damn emotional emoticons.
I think I'm going to take a break from drawing, and practice animating. It shall be awesome. :D

*Edit = actually, only have flash for thirty days. I'll figure this out yet, though. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Damn-I-m-pissed-off-today-234303426 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Damn-I-m-pissed-off-today-234303426 Mon, 05 Jan 2009 02:17:05 PST Damn, I'm pissed off today. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Ayem
Yeah, basically, REALLY want to do some animations. See, my passion doesn't lie with drawing or art... it really lies with telling stories and bringing them to life. Until now, I've had no means of doing this except drawing. But now, I want to REALLY bring them to life - with actual movies and stuff.
I want flash and maya... but they don't sell Maya anywhere for a student price, and I'm way too poor to afford the regular p ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-lost-234397949 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-lost-234397949 Tue, 30 Dec 2008 05:27:01 PST I'm lost. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
My first thought was to maybe finish my games design course (and I have every intention of seeing it through 'till the end) then taking up animation at the same college afterwards. But that's six years all up. Do I really want to do that when I could be going into the industry? Waste another three years when I could be working in what I most love?

I'm passion ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Kinda-234464488 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Kinda-234464488 Thu, 25 Dec 2008 00:13:26 PST Back... Kinda. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
But, merry Xmas everyone! 8D I hope everyone got (or is getting, has got by the time they read this) nice presents!
Kung Fu Panda DVD. Huzzah! It cam with a free bopper. 8D But I bopped it too hard, and the water kept comming out from the bottom.

Geez, I always make these jourals, forget to put something in, and say 'next time I'll put it in'. What the freak did I make this journal for?

So tired, must sleep/play games. Either is good. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Merry-Xmas-in-advance-234539729 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Merry-Xmas-in-advance-234539729 Fri, 19 Dec 2008 20:46:49 PST Merry Xmas in advance nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Thanks for all the wonderful gifts everyone! Have a merry Xmas! Get all the present you want.

This journal is kinda pointless.

...

Guess what my second favourite colour is! :D ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Hmmm-Ayem-not-replying-to-comments-234604766 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Hmmm-Ayem-not-replying-to-comments-234604766 Sun, 14 Dec 2008 14:01:34 PST Hmmm... Ayem not replying to comments? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem No, she found conceptart.org. I haven't felt like I've been improving for the last year or so. But after just two days on concept art, I feel like I could draw something that's way beyond the skills I have now.

I'm still here, I just finally learned how to not reply to every comment to save time. X) ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Guess-who-wore-out-her-engine-234681290 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Guess-who-wore-out-her-engine-234681290 Mon, 08 Dec 2008 02:19:36 PST Guess who wore out her engine... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Good news is I think I improved a ton since I started. (I'm not sure it's visible to others, but I definitely feel it.)
I'm going to try and work on some oil painting to get away from the computer. Huzzah! Would anyone be interested in buying original paintings that will be mailed to them? It was a spur of the moment idea, so I'm not sure if I'll do it at all. I've naught even thought of costs. But just to see if anyone would be interested. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Yay-CSS-234751085 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Yay-CSS-234751085 Mon, 01 Dec 2008 21:53:22 PST Yay! CSS nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
Also, a question: Is this journal, with all its bits and bobs, too long? If it is, I'll try and shorten it. X)

And any suggestions for what I should put in all these nifty tables would be awesome. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Phwee-new-header-234787900 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Phwee-new-header-234787900 Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:55:48 PST Phwee new header. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
Anyway, I was searching something up the other day, you know... on the searchbar for DA, and instead of searching for what I was meant to, I decided I'd search up 'Ayem' and see what came up. I never knew I'd inspired all those people. It was... a really fuzzy feeling inside. :love:
I also found you could search journals, and did the same there.

Thanks so much... everyone. You really wanna make me draw more. (Which... probably isn't healthy again. XD)

In honour of this, the first three people to comment on this I'll draw something for. The same style as the header up there I just did. (If you comment, but do ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/High-res-Ratchet-and-Clank-concept-art-234816718 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/High-res-Ratchet-and-Clank-concept-art-234816718 Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:47:34 PST High res Ratchet and Clank concept art? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Heh, if you're not into ratchet and clank, you're prolly going 'Whoa, what the hell?' in fact ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-think-I-m-unhealthily-addicted-to-drawing-234882331 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-think-I-m-unhealthily-addicted-to-drawing-234882331 Fri, 21 Nov 2008 03:51:15 PST I think I'm unhealthily addicted to drawing. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem I reply to my messages in between drawi ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Am-Sick-234921654 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Am-Sick-234921654 Mon, 17 Nov 2008 14:51:40 PST Am Sick nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Bleagh... wanted to go back and work at Animal Aid for the summer, but I freakin' can't now. ;_; Least not for a while.
Making a journal about it 'cause it means not as much productivity as I would have if I were one-hundred percent healthy. So I wouldn't ask for any commishes around now. XD
Also, I'm in that secret santa thing, and I needed to post that wishlist thing. Sounds like so much fun!

Hum. I feel AGAIN like my art's getting worse instrad of improving. Does anyone else look through older submissions and wonder why the arts they submitted about three months ago is so much be ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Why-did-they-redraw-a-scene-from-The-Lion-King-SE-234963044 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Why-did-they-redraw-a-scene-from-The-Lion-King-SE-234963044 Thu, 13 Nov 2008 22:59:57 PST Why did they redraw a scene from The Lion King SE? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Kay, so I was going through and watching the 'new' lion king, the one with the Morning Report in it... (No, my question ISN'T about that part...)
I was near the end of 'I Just Can't Wait to be King' and one of the short scenes was COMPLETELY redrawn! Fot the wuck? You know the part of the song where the crocodiles sing and say 'Let's hear it in the herd and on the wiiiiing?' And when they open their mouths, blue birds pop out?
Check this out...

Old scene:

New Scene:

My question is... WHY? The old scene looks better anyway! And what was the point of redrawing something that goes un-noticed? It's plain weird!

]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Can-anyone-else-access-their-Journal-Enhancements-235032306 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Can-anyone-else-access-their-Journal-Enhancements-235032306 Fri, 07 Nov 2008 23:39:12 PST Can anyone else access their Journal Enhancements? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
I was gonna draw something really awesome... I was really inspired. And then I get some lousy virus. It was nothing major, and my anti-virus took care of it, but it just pissed me off so much. Too angry to draw now.

In other news, Wind Waker is one of the best games I've played. It stole some of the ideas I wanted to put into my game, though. XD Great minds think alike, perm ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Where-can-I-get-good-textures-from-235105215 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Where-can-I-get-good-textures-from-235105215 Sun, 02 Nov 2008 02:56:20 PST Where can I get good textures from? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Yum... textures. I have no idea where to get any good ones. Looking up 'texture' in DA's search didn't give many pleasing results. (At least for what I was looking for.) ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-saw-Pan-s-Labrynth-235193186 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-saw-Pan-s-Labrynth-235193186 Sat, 25 Oct 2008 05:13:56 PDT So I saw Pan's Labrynth... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Wow-this-DOES-look-like-fun-And-a-question-235234265 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Wow-this-DOES-look-like-fun-And-a-question-235234265 Tue, 21 Oct 2008 06:49:44 PDT Wow, this DOES look like fun! And a question... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem :thumb43774654:
Out of every picture I've ever seen on DA, that is my favorite. I can never ever get sick of looking at it. It was close, with anything http://ayem.deviantart.com/favourites/#My-FAVORITE-Favorites there being among my top favorites ever, but, man. That cerberus pic by :devTraditionalDanimatio: really gets me inspired everytime.
Also, do you have a favorit ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Back-from-Holiday-235398690 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Back-from-Holiday-235398690 Mon, 06 Oct 2008 04:02:39 PDT Back from Holiday nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem I used to live there, see? But I moved four years ago. Geez, I miss it. I mean, I cry everytime I think about it I miss it that much. It's so beautiful there, and I had wonderful friends and everything.

It was so wonderful to go back, though. I mean, when I wasn't crying. My friends must have thought I was ignoring them or something since I didn't talk as much... but I felt I would burst out crying sometimes. I seriously felt like abandoning games design and just moving back there. Which is weird. I should get that stupid th ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Two-unrelated-journal-topics-235522994 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Two-unrelated-journal-topics-235522994 Fri, 26 Sep 2008 01:37:17 PDT Two unrelated journal topics. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
So, yar. Asketh awayeth!

Also, I was curious to know from all of you... what, for you, makes a movie really enjoyable? Is it the acting? The subtle camera angles? Character development? Guess I just wanna know what everyone out there likes.
I woulda made a poll, but there are too many things that make movies cool. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-gotsa-tablet-C-235616845 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-gotsa-tablet-C-235616845 Thu, 18 Sep 2008 05:55:16 PDT I gotsa tablet. C: nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
I've had enough practice with the uni ones to hopefully do something pretty cool. I mean, after trying the tablets out things are... just so much faster and easier. It's be good to get the stuff I need done on the tablet.

But dang thing, it's all blocky. ;_;

But inspiration still runs strong! I've naught been this inspired for a long while.

Not to worry! I d ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/TARBOY-is-coming-235730626 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/TARBOY-is-coming-235730626 Mon, 08 Sep 2008 03:48:20 PDT TARBOY... is coming. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
It is gonna be EPIC. I'm really excited to watch this soon-to-be web series.
One of the people who made it went to my uni, so I've seen some of it. And it is just... awesome.

I hope he doesn't mind me pimpin' him here. ^^; But it deserves it.
Go see the trailer now! ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Trades-open-with-a-twist-235764153 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Trades-open-with-a-twist-235764153 Fri, 05 Sep 2008 06:31:34 PDT Trades open... with a twist. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem I'll check tomorrow or the next day or something everyone's characters and decide.

Man, these comments are piling up fast. D: I won't reply to these ones, kay? I'll send you a note if I want to trade with you. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Serious-Business-235838147 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Serious-Business-235838147 Sat, 30 Aug 2008 04:52:32 PDT Serious Business. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
I got the Spore creature creator too. It is heart. In biggest art block of my life. Need Mi Goreng noodles. ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Kay-so-I-m-all-excited-about-my-PS3-235851018 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Kay-so-I-m-all-excited-about-my-PS3-235851018 Fri, 29 Aug 2008 00:53:57 PDT Kay, so I'm all excited about my PS3... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem I was so excited... more than I had been for a long time. And it didn't work. :(
I did everything the manual said... make a new internal memory card, assign a slot... I even searched troubleshooting online and am trying everything I can find. (I'm currently waiting for it to reformat... it's taking 4-5 hours.)

Is this a common problem? Am I doing something wrong? Is there some magic button I have to press to get it working? Am I really stupid and th ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Animation-or-games-Fizzbit-D-235885760 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Animation-or-games-Fizzbit-D-235885760 Tue, 26 Aug 2008 06:47:42 PDT Animation or games... Fizzbit. D: nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem BUT I also love animation. A lot. My love between games and animation fluctuates frequently. But recently I've been feeling animation is the way for me to go. I... dunno why exactly. Even as I speak now I'm thinking if it's just a stange and I'll go back to liking games more.
I love writing the stories and the aniamtion is so fun. I could sit there all day and animate. (And I have, and I'd do it again.) Seeing all these short films out there ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/SO-18-235913356 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/SO-18-235913356 Sun, 24 Aug 2008 00:42:09 PDT SO... 18. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Went to a farmstay. It was fun. They had various farm-related activities. Like sheep. 8D And fluffy scottish cows. And dogs. Many dogs. Too many dogs. Puppies. Lotsa hay, which I jumped around in, and eh...
Yar. That's why I wasn't here. I was jumping around hay.

Gah... I lost my USB which had this picture I was in the middle of doing. And i was so proud of it, too... *searches* ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Is-anyone-having-trouble-with-their-favorites-236012664 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/Is-anyone-having-trouble-with-their-favorites-236012664 Sat, 16 Aug 2008 06:25:50 PDT Is anyone having trouble with their favorites? nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem In other news, I've never been so uninspired. Everything I draw lookes like it's made of wood. And everytime I try to colour something it turns out looking lazy and crap. It's not that I can't draw... it's just I don't know what to draw.
I've heard listening to music helps. Perhaps I should start doing it... Do you all listen to music? *makes poll* ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-start-my-new-job-tomorrow-236089794 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-start-my-new-job-tomorrow-236089794 Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:38:00 PDT So I start my new job tomorrow... nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem It feels really good to be doing something like this. Bwahaha... I start with the cats tomorrow. There was this little kitten in there tho other day whoose owners I think didn't care for him properly and was very sick. Poor little kitten... I hope I can take care of him tomorrow.
And this po ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/AHHH-time-travel-236178894 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/AHHH-time-travel-236178894 Sun, 03 Aug 2008 01:02:07 PDT AHHH time travel! nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem
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What the hell? ]]> http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-saw-The-Dark-Knight-meh-236242355 http://ayem.deviantart.com/journal/I-saw-The-Dark-Knight-meh-236242355 Tue, 29 Jul 2008 05:15:57 PDT I saw The Dark Knight.... meh. nonadult journals/personal Ayem http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/y/ayem.gif?3 Copyright 2008-2013 ~Ayem Am I seriously the ONLY person on planet Earth who thought that movie was just... okay? Not increadible, not amazing - I honestly thought it was pretty average. I mean, it was alright. I'd give it a 6-7, around there. But I REALLY don't see how this is thought to be the most amazing movie ever.
I thought I might like to hear what other people thought of it. Since everyone in my class was all like: 'OMG Batmaaaan is awesomely 1337.' I really prefered Iron Man... Batman was too serious. (Yes, go on. Comment 'Why So Serious?'. You know you want to. XD) Kind of a 'geez when is this going to end?' for me.
But, yeah. What did you t ]]>