http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:AzN-AnN&section=today deviantART RSS for by:AzN-AnN en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:47:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/28522513/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/28522513/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 05:13:22 PST
Hey guys, sorry for being lame and having no progress in both cosplay and fanfics D<

Gomenasai =3= hopefully this Summer will be more productive.

Life = golf.

However...

I HAD A PHOTOSHOOT YESTERDAY 8DDD

Okay... the thing is... I have NO PHOTOS of myself xDDD Why? 41 fucking degrees weather in Sydney on Sunday the 22nd of November DDD<

The only thing you'll see is a massive group photo where I'm hiding at the back with no gloves on and no shoes XDDD

Okay... to fill in the rest of the details... i'll go into point form.

-No sleep but finished making Halibel (3rd espada from Bleach)
-left home at 6:30am and arrived at Strathfield.
-realised trip planner failed and had to wait an extra 30 min to get to Steve's place
-weather gets warmer
-8:30am ---> start getting ready with deep bronze sun tan lotion
-after tanning self... got onto the dark foundation while wearing boob mask of hell
-put on gangura make up and slowly put on parts of costume on. Put on wig and the rest of the shiz.
-finished around 10-11am. At this time... WE WERE VERY HOT DDD8
-chilled at Steve's till like 1something.
-got to cronulla and just died.
-treked to the sand dunes... in high heels.... barely surviving to get there.
-upon arrival to 2nd entrance.... MASSIVE SANDSTORM WIND BLOWING IN CRAZY DIRECTIONS DDD8
-got really random shots... overall, not that great since the sun was glaring at us in extreme heat, as well as hot wind and sand blowing into every creak and cleaveage exposed D<
-trek back... my shoes broke and I was walking in my socks on the tiny rocks of hell stabbing into the balls of my feet OTL
-back to the car park --------> HEAVEN = cold water, change of clothes + shoes and doritos!!!

Basically... THE WEATHER WAS FUCKING CRAZY!!!! We went to hell and back. We barely survived... well... just a few of us >D Ray, Emily and Steve looked completely fine >D damn those optomistic types >D

Fuck you mother nature. At least now, I no longer feel the cold due to the blistering heat of the 22nd.

Anyways.... the reason to why I have no solo pics is because I couldn't be fucked to wear long sleeve gloves, added to the long sleeve+gloved white jacket, as well as my broke boots and my boob mask that covered half my face down to my boobs. Do you really think I could survive another minute of wearing that while I wore it for like 3-4 hours before the shoot during the 41 degrees temperature heat?!

Yes... in the end... i failed >D

We'll have another shoot to make up for it >D

However...

It'll be in winter this time, so we can avoid the blistering heat >DDD so another 6 months till we have another espada shoot XD

Seriously... Halibel was the most inconvenient costume to wear. just the fact it's REALLY hot wearing the mask ><

Anyways... that is all.... I'm still recovering and wondering how I'm still alive after all that >D

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/27646136/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/27646136/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 07:18:13 PDT
I realised a couple of things...

I haven't had a proper shoot for any of my cosplays other than a few. OTL
Things that need to be done are:
-Kuchiha (come on Aully and Jyo >3<
-Six (Aully >3<
-Majoko (oh god... gotta fix up the wig majorly)
-Bear suit Misaki (lol... weather's perfect for it atm XD)
-Ranka (CHRISTIE <333 You Brera, Y/Y?? Gotta buy my wig tho LMAO)
-Miku (Gotta find the right location with peeps)
-Yoko (Morgan? when are we free?)

The things I need to finish are:
-Debitto (WTF?!! This costume has been on and off for more than a year OTL It's nearly finish... maybe I should finish it soon and get it done for a shoot OTL)
-Bonten (Lol... another nearly there costume XD)
-Tsuna TYL arc (I will get this done very soon... just... get it done when I make his jumpsuit I suppose D<
-Ogata (LOL!!! I finish the top... gotta make everything else OTL For the sake of Mamahara-sensei... GET IT DONE GG)
-Miku (lol... I actually didn't get the complete thing done by SN XD Need to finish it before photoshoot)
- Young. Ver Dino (I started this more than a year ago... I can get it finished in like a day if I wasn't so damn lazy GG)

The things I need to make for stuff before the end of the year:-
-Black Star (SE)
-Halibel (Bleach)
-Akira (TnC)
-DWC Miku (Vocaloid)
-Cendrillon Miku (Vocaloid)
-Jumpsuit Tsuna (Reborn!)
-Lal Mirch (Reborn!)
-Ivan (LD1)
-Kei (RB) *highly doubt, but want to GG*

Next year's plan is even better XD After Waicon, I have nothing other than big projects to work on, it's awesome >D I'm gonna kill myself before that tho D<

Waicon 10
-Echo (PH)
-Shima (Zone)
-Maru (xxxholic)
-Zidane (Dissidia)
-Tsuna (Reborn!)*hopefully*
-HRE (Hetalia)
-Switzerland (Hetalia) *hopefully*
-Korea (Hetalia) *want to do, but will get shot if I take up any more for this XD*
-Saito (HSK) *depends if I get it done after all the main stuff and if Min is still up for it >D*
I hope I'm not forgetting anything else? GG I've written up this list at least 5 times on paper, which all is lost DDD<

Wow... It's ironic that I already have most of the fabric at home OTL I'm such a fabric whore GG anyways... I need to get my act together and start on them DDD< or at least FINISH THEM DDD<

Ganbarre masu =__________=

I can now laugh at myself and go HA!!! You're fscked Rinne... GOOD JOB GG

Oh... on a happy note... I HAS NO MORE DEVIATIONS HAUNTING ME!!! MWAHAHAHHAHA!!!! Down to 0 msgs and deviations >D THIS IS GREAT!!! must keep it this way now XD UP TO DATE, lasr time was in MAY 8DDD

Ah... I think I've lost it... gonna sleep nao =__________=

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/27349886/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/27349886/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 01:08:49 PDT
A lot has happened XD Just very busy with a lot of things... Haven't received my Yoko pictures yet unfortunately, so I can't add those up.
Then again.... who wants to see them OTL Fscking 4chan found them and oh god.... Public humiliation much?! Funnily enough, it was one of the most nicely made costumes in my collection.... but despite that, I failed OTL I wish I was prettier DDD<

Anyways.... moving on....

I haven't had any shoots either...

yea.... I'm a useless cosplayer XD

Last two cons I attended as SMASH and Main Animania. Wore Ranka (Seikan Hikou outfit) on SMASH Sunday. Won best group with as my sexy Sheryl (concert outfit). Didn't make it to Manifest because mum was being anal about EVERYTHING and cosplay OTL OTL Main Animania, I cosplayed Six from Rustblaster with as my sexy Seven <333 Then on the Sunday, I cosplayed as TYL arc Tsuna? xDDD Yea, I was fail hardcore DDD< Didn't get my Vongola version gloves done in time OTL Hopefully get them done sometime this year D<

So yea... anyways, I don't think people really watch my DA, so I'm not too bothered.... I'm up to 800 deviations which all need to be sorted through, but I'm lazy and my computer can't handle the epicness cuz it fails hardcore OTL

Oh god... I need to start on soooooooo many costumes.... even tho technically, I'm suppose to be 'quitting' cosplay.

Yea.... my mum has given the last straw about it.... but you know... we'll see....

Anyways, that's the latest news on my life.

Just busy with everything... hopefully I can crack my head and see if I can bring out some nice fanfics, or maybe FINISH my goddamn incomplete stories/fanfics OTL

The last few costumes for this year are...

-Black Star (SE)
-Akira (TnC)
-TYL Tsuna (Reporn)
-Lal Mirch (Reporn)
-Halibel (Bleach)
-DWC Miku (Vocaloid)
-Bonten (Amatsuki)

Don't really wanna think about next year's stuff.... Waicon is going to kill me OTL Dammit Jill!! I love you, but seriously, it's epic suzacide >DDD

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/26052280/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/26052280/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 20:01:03 PDT 3<

therefore.... I give you lots of them nao!!! before the next hiatus due to overload of con and cosplay creating OTL

Also, thank you to all those people who have faved or watched me recently. Usually I thank people for it, but suddenly, when it hit its 30+ mark, I was like overwhelmed, so I ended up deleting it all due to my incapability to register that number DDD<

So yea.... THANK YOU GUYS <333 I dunno why you all support me with such love and epic comments >///////////<

Anyways, that's all for now. I might post up one more Macross photo cuz it's epic win <3

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/25761786/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/25761786/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:36:34 PDT
I have the following I want to sell:-

- Klan Klein (Macross Frontier)
- Road Kamelot (D. Gray-man)
- Princess Tutu (Princess Tutu)
- Miku Hatsune (Vocaloid)

All wigs need epic touch ups and what not. The conditions of these wigs are quite good.

If you guys are interested, can you please either comment on this or contact me on pixie_in2_trouble@hotmail.com

If you guys are interested, I'll send you a picture of the current wig. We can discuss price and etc. Road and PT will be quite cheap, while Klan and Miku is a bit mid priced.

ALL PRE-STYLED!!!

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/25641069/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/25641069/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 23:23:06 PDT
The whole week leading up to SN was epic chaoticness D< I slept 2-4 hours every night up to Friday, where I didn't sleep from Friday to Sunday. 3 whole days of no sleep OTL

Never will I do that again...

Why? CUZ I ENDED UP FALLING ASLEEP ON THE TRAIN AND ENDED UP IN LINDFIELD!!! "OTL

Anyways... I cosplayed as fail Yoko and fail Miku.

I LOVE YOU MY SEXY GL AND VOCALOID GROUP <333

My Vocaloid Group was sooo much epicness, that SN hated our skit >DDD Our skit gave them the finger and I hope we scarred your audience with our het, yaoi, yuri, shota, twincest and skankiness >DDD

I should be having more photoshoots this month/next month for the cosplays I haven't done them for.

Anyways, that's it for now.

I upload new photos on cure, if you guys are interested XD

Anyways...

HERE IS OUR SKIT <333

[link]

Have fun yo <3

Bye Q ~

P.S: IT'S OVER 9000!!!! *o* I better post something new for that XD

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/25057946/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/25057946/ Sun, 31 May 2009 19:10:38 PDT
I'm just really lazy with DA and slightly busy xDDD

Unfortunately, it's gonna get worse I suppose OTL

It is finally June.... bam Bam BAMMMM!!!!!!!! *le gasp*

Supanova is like..... NOT LONG AWAY!!! *jumps into the ocean and hyperventilates*

Which means.... I WON'T BE AS ACTIVE THIS MONTH >DDD gomen D<

Other than having to think about something for this weekend (cosplay wise), I also need to make 3 cosplays for Supanova.... Especially one of the Saturday ones.... need MUCH progress this week before I go onto making final decisions about entering his costume OTL

So for this month... I need to worry about
- something for this weekend
- Saturday costume
- Yoko (Gurren Lagann - Saturday)
- Miku Hatsune (Vocaloid - Sunday)
- Hetalia (WHICH CHARACTER?!!!)

I totally suck OTL

I'm still not sure about our GL skit.... I'll have to talk to my group and see what their ideas are.... cuz at the moment, I feel like I'm going to die OTL

However, one thing is for sure.... our Vocaloid skit idea is DONE!! >DDD Just need to cut music (nearly there), practice dance and be epic >DDD
I love you Tom <333 You and your epic cosplay ideas FTW >D
Actually, I love everyone in the group, since they're the ones who inputed and made it epic x over 9000 times awesome. I was so worried that I was going to be all bossy or mean, but I'm glad that the idea was made by everyone <3333

Be prepared for our Sunday Vocaloid skit <3 It's not gonna be like the 80% of the crap Vocaloid skits out there with miming Vocaloid songs and crappy improv. We're pulling it all out with het, yaoi, twincest, yuri and Vocaloiding xDDD

Oh ~ We love to touch Kaito's chest *o* xDDD

I'm so excited to work on Miku now >DDDD *gets shot by Tsubaki D<*

Anyways, gotta start on the other thing...

That is all >D

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/24209679/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/24209679/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 20:39:56 PDT DDD

I guess I was too pre-occupied with the fact that I've written it all in my journal entry on LJ?

bahh....

Overall.... Brissy was awesome sauce, minus the stupid humidity and weather, plus crappy Korean food *throws msg at it* and such. Other than that, it was awesome and had a brilliant time ^^

Cosplayed Klan Klein (Klang) from Macross Frontier and had epic photoshoots with , Eugene and

Photos are soooo good *o* I want my own so I can spam on DA with epic Macross Frontier smex <3333 My costume was soooo much fail tho OTL worked on it from Tuesday afternoon to Saturday morning OTL Only started working on it and spazzing from Thursday tho OTL sooo.... it came out horrible and I never want to have to make something as horrible again DDD< I fail so hardcore when the group I was in was made of sooooo much epic winness *A*

Yes Will.... My Klan sucked! *smacks tables and slaps hot pot at you* >DDD

I cosplayed China on Sunday.... which isn't surprising that no one recognised me other than 3 people at the con >DDD I excluded the HoS, cuz they knew about it ages ago >DDD

Got to meet awesome Brissy cosplayers <333 I'm not gonna mention you guys all, cuz you know who you are. Yes Casey... I'M JILL!!!! *beams evil asian death glare*


Well.... other than that... I'm getting better after being sick from Brissy trip.

My weekend was interesting... both fun and bleeeehhhh.... horny drunk guys are NOT cool OTL

On the oh shit side... AHHH!!!! Gotta make Kuchiha by this Friday!!! *shoots self* Gotta buy material tomorrow.... plus have enough money for easter show this Wednesday PLUS save up for Miku wig on ebay DDD< fuck fuck fuck....

Oh man.... need to work hard to save and earn money for the rest of my cosplays and manifest trip DDD< *shoots self to the ground*

I should really be working on the presentation powerpoint... *shoots self once moar*

I'm gonna go read moar yaoi.... *crab walks off DA*

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23972923/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23972923/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:20:43 PDT
Well.... I'm not gonna say much since people have already said so much about it.

I'll just list the highlights of my day:

- hanging out with friends + seeing those I haven't seen in ages
- Talking to with Miyu >DDD She's even moar epic than I originally thought >DDD
- Saw the best fucking Ouendan and Gravitation skit like EVER!!! Okay... let's say the Gravitation skit was prolly the worst yaoi skit in the world xDDD It was sooo good that I was crying cuz I was laughing so much >DDD
- saw some real awesome cosplays yo ;D
- Fangirling about Hetalia with most of the stall holders (oh yea >D)
- I checkmated the britannian King and spread my communism, thus... destroying Britannia >DDD

and best of all.....

I FOUND A SWITZERLAND AND STALKED HER!!!! hur hur hur ~

[link]

She was so nice xDDD her photographer was lawl as well xDDD

Other than all those things.... overall con was too small for the numbers that went .... cosplay comp was quite average.... worse than last year I think D8 I dunno.... especially for guys, there was only 2 males!!! *faceplants* Anyways, the awards went to the right people so I'm really happy with that >3< Congrats to all the winners <333

Other than that.... yes, this was my cosplay for Mini >DDD

[link]

5 days of lots of pain xDDD I can't believe I finished it despite having to work and etc that week....


Now... onto Brisnova...

Let's say I'm fucked?

I decided to just re-wear China for Sunday of Brisnova... but I still need to finish Takagi and make Klan DDD<

I'm actually spazzing about my Klan wig... they sent it last week but it's already Tuesday *whimpers* I'm hoping it's not like oh... it's arriving this Friday.... WHEN I'M ALREADY IN BRISBANE!!! *headdesks like crazy* Seriously... even tho they sent it, I would've liked SOME kind of apology for their failness in communication.... For fuck sake... I paid for EMS and what? they send it like after 3 weeks??? WHAT IS THIS SHIT?!!

Argh... Need to calm myself down... OTL I wish I could finish Klan by this Wednesday.... I would really like to make China's casual clothes T^T kinda intimidating and embarrassing when people stare at me in that cosplay.... they kinda just stop everything and stare at me....

I'M NOT A COMMUNIST!!!! *jumps off a cliff*

Bahh... better go and start on cosplay *sighs*

I hope I get everything finished in time....

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23894825/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23894825/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 05:44:10 PDT
FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK...

Can I say I'm REALLY BEHIND?!!!! *commits seppuku*

I hate you so much anime!!! Why did ep 9 have to finally have the colour for his uniform?!!! IT'S DIFFERENT TO MINE!!! *headdesks* ARGH!!! It's okay.... I'm doing manga version.... BUT IT STILL DOESN'T JUSTIFY ANYTHING TO ME!!! ARGH!!! *jumps off a building* Fuck you... argh ><

Failness.... I guess I love and hate the costume I'm making? Loving the fact it's the neatest one I made so far.... hate it for the inaccuracy >DDD Chose it because I didn't need to buy a wig >3

Still have soooo much left to do FUCK D< Means I'll be staying up tonight and trying to finish it by tomorrow night so I can finally get a decent sleep for Saturday D<


Other than spazzing at my fail n00bness...

I MISS YOU MINNA!!! Not long.... I gets to molest you... I mean *cough cough* greet you with my unworthy presence, because you all will be sooo much epic win I'll be stunned by your brilliance >DDD

Oh... did I mention I love ? xDDD

Oh yea.... *throws a whale @ :iconAmenoKitarou* YOU'RE GONNA LOOK HAWT <333 and I wanna touch your weapon of mass destruction so I can jizz in my pants >3

*goes to check on Lasagna*

OH yes.... hawtness <3333 I fscking love you Tsuki-chan <333 *molests* gonna watch me some QAF while I cut foam >3 ohohoho <333


This is the most pointless journal ever.....

*goes to eat Lasagna*

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23843816/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23843816/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 05:33:53 PDT
Working on my second cosplay since my first one fell through cuz my wig won't arrive in time for the con DDD< Now the priority of that wig shall move towards the back ><

Anyways, just started on my Mini cosplay today.... it's coming along nicely... beyond perfect DDD< it's the neatest one I've made, but oh dear god.... I think it'll be the most inaccurate on made tho OTL *headdesks*

Brisnova is in like 11 days OTL I have 3 cosplays to go for it as well.... fuck fuck fuck DDD< bad bad bad habit of procrastination OTL Anyways, my mini cosplay will be finished this Wednesday *hopefully*, then I can start on Klan and make her all purdy for Brisnova and the hawt HoS Macross Group of epic proportions 8DDD

That is all pretty much...

wow, short entry is short... I guess I don't write much on DA since I do it all on LJ....


Anyways.... for all the yaoi fans...

READ YATTERANEEZE BY KOIDE MIEKO!!!! It's really good... typical school life yaoi story... about an honour student who wants to change himself with the help of a deliquent boii :3 Anyways, it really does depict the realities of life and the social problems that occur from homosexuality and etc. Such a good manga >DDD 7 volumes <333 It's really cute as well... Art is a bit old, it's gotta be one of her older series, but it deserves the recognition of it being a good series >D I loved <333 sooo much awww, angst and lawls >DDD

That is all... back to sewing for me.... *flails off*

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23185729/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23185729/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 00:30:23 PST
Thank you for being there for me. You guys care so much about me that I wonder if I'm good enough for you guys. You've helped me and supported me when I needed you most. Thank you <333 To all my new friends, I couldn't be happier to have met you guys. Everyone of you are awesome and amazing people. I'm so lucky that I got the chance to meet everyone and make such epic friends such as yourselves. This is to everyone in my friends list and all the luff for everyone not on this website as well >w< It's not only about meeting, but also taking time to understand and know me even tho we communicate through email or comments.

I dunno what to say... but.

I love you all <333

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23056557/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23056557/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 08:41:16 PST
I tend to want to ignore these things, but she's such a sweetie, I needed to do it >3

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1~ I'm a bitch. (no surprise in that XD) Which includes being evil >DDD

2~ I love indie style music.

3~ I'm a cosplayer, which is both a love and hate relationship.

4~ I love my friends to death <333 *hugs them*

5~ Obsessed about punk rock, visual kei and gothic loli fashion styles.

6~ I love the colour blue. Loved it since I could remember. Hate pink tho...

7~ My fandoms stay the same pretty much. DGM, KHR, Weiss kreuz, Angel Sanctuary, Hetalia, Bakuman, Amatsuki, Soul Eater and etc.

8~ I get into rage mode really easily.... Which constitutes to me being an epic rabid bitch whore. BAH!!!

I tag?










Seriously, you guys can do it if you feel like it. If not, meh... I don't care.

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23034476/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/23034476/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 05:28:50 PST
Why is it
Smash (assuming it's early Aug) then Manifest 20-23rd of Aug, and finally Main Animania 5-6 Sept?!!!

*dies in firery death*

Seriously, I'll be sewing nonstop and my group cosplays will all have to be completed before hand with friends OTL

Oh WHY oh WHY?!!! *pulls hair out and jumps into a wall*

Oh god.... the wigs.... OTL either I need to save up HEAPS, or just drop cosplays.... gah ><



Oh...

Yes... Perth.... IT'S A TRAP!!!! *gets harpooned by a whale*

Oh god.... the cheapness >w< Icey Ice!!! Anime stores!!! Utopia!!!

WILL!!!! You should've stayed longer!! ZOMFG!!! The anime merch they sell is soooo awesome >DDD I saw the best Naruto plushie ever XD It was soooo lawl worthy >D They also had Miku, Konata plastic dolls, which was awesome >w< soooo much stuff.... I bought heaps of stuff for people, but stopped because I was spending too much there OTL ZOMG!!! SEXY PANTS FOR $40 dollars at the bong shop LAWL >DDD *gets raped by tentacles* Apparently they have a store in Sydney, so i'm going to check it out for the price difference. Sooo much Code Geass stuff xD Code Geass bags, pillows, necklace, pvc figs, posters and etc. I was sooo happy.... could've bought more tho XD GAH!!!! I love Perth, it's a trap!!! *dies* They have better merch there than in cons and even at the places in Sydney *dies in a firery combustion*
ZOMFG!!! The icey ice crepes and shaved ice *A* I LOVE PERTH!!! MUST COME AGAIN!!! *hyperventilates* Transport is so cheap and awesome >W< Unlike our fail expensive transport *chokes on a crab*

GAH!! I will post a better one on my livejournal when I get back tomorrow XD I LOVE YOU MELIA <333 She did my layout for me *molests*

I have sooo many piccies and stories to share with everyone <333 *gets eaten by plankton* Oh god >DDDD I bought literally 15 metres of PVC here.... $8 per metre!!! *mind explodes and showers world with unicorns and rainbows* >DDDD

*feels like in a high*

I miss you all ~ I will see you all very soon >D

I WORK FOR NERV!!! *pulls out a nerv fan* Clearly we all work for Nerv

Gosh... I wish SMASH was on early T^T and that it'll be 2 days!!! hur hur hur ~ But that's my wishful thinking anyways.

BLAH!!! Blame Minhhhhhh *gargles water* for the SMASH date assumption D< I love you onee-chan >DDD hur hur hur ~

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/22773975/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/22773975/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 00:24:17 PST

Here is an update in easy point form:

- Leaving for Perth in 4 days OTL
- Waicon is in 7 days OTL
- Need to take 5 cosplays with me. Two which will be complete tonight. 1 which will be complete as soon as I got boots for it. The other two, hopefully before I leave... or else ALL HELL WILL BREAK LOOSE!! OTL
- Got my Ls >DDD
- Got Uni offers from RMIT and USyd. Deferred from USyd for this year. Prolly can't go to RMIT cuz it's expensive OTL
- Weather's hot and bothersome... apparently it was 41 degrees today *dies*
- Still angry about Hetalia
- Haven't read yaoi in a while....
- No time atm....

I'm sorry for not uploading any stories in a while. It's been hectic trying to juggle cosplay with everything else. I won't mention what I'm doing, but I'll post up pictures from when I get back from Perth

I'm leaving this coming Wednesday!!! Staying at 's place. Spending time with many different people around Australia I gets to be smexed up by and

That's pretty much it. My life's just been very hectic.

Also... I'm really poor atm OTL I need monies.

I don't like spamming on my DA journals, so I usually ramble on LJ

I'll spam cosplay pictures when I get back from Perth <333 Something nice will be nice >D I wish I got some nice pictures from my Goku cosplay.... might have to have a shoot after I fix it up or something.

Anyways, baibai for now ~


EDIT:- Bad news... I had to change my flight due to personal/family issues. I'll be arriving in Perth Friday night OTL Right now, I'm stressed and in serious need of sleep. I don't want to go out tomorrow for CNY, but I'm forced to do that. There's heaps of things worrying me atm. Hopefully they'll all be settled. The last thing I need is an email to tell me to come to some place urgently while I'm in Perth. It's happened now, after 3 months of no signs... this is good, and bad OTL At times like this, I wish I was a better christian OTL...

I dunno if I'm jinxing this or what not... But in a few months time, if I tell you I'm cancelling our cosplay plans, please forgive me... Hopefully life won't be a bitch to cause me this anguish.... but then again, it's done it to me before. It's fucking karma... I'm just giving you a warning, not saying it will happen. Just a slight possibility. Reasons? I'll tell you if I do end up cancelling them. Anyways, I shouldn't be so emo atm... Gonna sleep and get myself some rest, before I go on a all night sewing supree DDD<

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/22444402/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/22444402/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 00:03:53 PST D Unfortunately, it's got a age restriction thing (I think) since little kiddies shouldn't be reading it >D

Anyways, here's the link :

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Basically, it's a community where I post up reviews of different yaoi mangas, with small plotlines and stuff. Of course there will be a link to the scanlators, but that's all. You'll need to find it from there, whether it's to join their forums, or to go on their irc channels. Anyways, I'll see if I can post some stuff up on there tonight, since a few reviews have been completed orz >D

Anyways, this is just for those who are interested of course

EDIT:- So far I've got the rules and links up. More to come this week I've got about 5-6 reviews completed, but I need to edit them a few more times before I decide to post anything else >D

EDIT2: I have uploaded the first 3 mangas!! WOOT!!! Unfortunately, the setting has been changed to 18+, cuz that's the way it's suppose to be OTL. I could get read of the members only so everyone can read it. (Trust me, there's loop holes everywhere >D) Anyways, if people complain, I'll something about it, but I'd rather not get myself into trouble for helping little children find pr0nz >D

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/22154608/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/22154608/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 01:45:20 PST
I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!!! I'm sorry for the n00bness of my works on DA >DDD Hopefully I'll be a better cosplayer and writer next year orz >DDD

I still have a lot to do, such as finishing 5-6 cosplays before Perth, which I'm leaving on the 28th of January for >D I still have a costume to make for Tsubakicon, which I have bought the material for ^^

I promised Ally-smex (who has gone overseas for the holidays) that I'd finish at least the next part of DGM: The bet, so I must get that done before she arrives, which is in the next 2-3 weeks ><

For Perth, I'm taking the following cosplays:-
- Patty Thompson (with as my onee-chan and as my awesome meister - DTK)
- ? (Surprise >D)
- Takagi Akito (with as my smexy Saiko)
- Ciel Phantomhive (ep 3-4 version with blue suit for photoshoot with as Grell and :K-chan009: as Sebastian)

I'm wearing Ogata from Yakyuu Tengoku for Tsubakicon <333 Yakyuu Tengoku is a yaoi manga by Ellie Mamahara, it's been licensed and will be released by BLU next year, April. Also known as Baseball Heaven, is a really cute baseball yaoi story, which has a chapter scanlated by Forevermore (disbanded).

I saw on Monday, which was awesome >D She cosplayed Germany (and she was sooo smexy) and I cosplayed Son Goku from Saiyuki:Gaiden. Hopefully I'll snag a picture from her so I can post it up on DA >D :iconBubblefire: cosplayed Ranka Lee, as cute as ever as well >D

Anyways, that's it for now. I'll post again before New Years to wish everyone a happy new year orz >D

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL ~

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/21975210/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/21975210/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 06:22:29 PST
Other than that... yes, I have been very lazy recently >D I finished my very badly made out of design Yuuki Cross Dress >D It took 2 days, which is my new record >D

Life: been babysitting, reading manga, watching anime and playing PS2 >DDD Doing other stuff as well >DDD Basically, I'm being lazy.

Contemplating about whether to put up the animania pictures for my PT cosplay. I doubt I'll have a photoshoot for it, since it's so dead and I can't be fscked to remake the necklace >_>

I finally got my ticket to Perth! So I am definitely going to Perth!!!! I'll be there for 10 days, staying with who is putting up with me, cuz she's a smexy girl <333 *molests*

I'll be taking the following costumes to Waicon/Perth:-

-Ciel Phantomhive (blue suit ver.) from Kuroshitsuji
-Takagi Akito (casual) from Bakuman
-Misaki Takahashi (?) from Junjou Romantica
-Patty Thompson from Soul Eater

Can't go to Chrissy meet up, which makes me very sad. So I guess it's another cosplay pushed back =< Might not have enough time to complete cosplay for Tsubakicon, so I'll need a back up.

Not going to mention my cosplays until a later date.

Stories.... yes... I need to start on those orz >D I've been thinking alot about some KHR fanfics, since I've been madly obsessed about this since September!!! >DDD

I'd like peoples opinions on what I should do. These are some of the ideas I decided I want to write on. Yes, I am twisted, thank you very much orz >D Tell me what you'd like to read from this and gave me a pairing you think it'd go well with orz >D

Sexual asphyxiation - XS or DS OTL
Bondage/SM – D18 or 4827 or Lal/Colonello, 10051
Rape – 4827, 6927
Necrophiliac (lul wat?!) – 5027 + 8059 + implied 802759
Fetish – D18

Yes... WTF Fran and WTF Jill. At least it's Rasiel, so if it's written as Jiru, it'll make an understandable nickname than Jill. Anyways, I'm beginning to love Fran >D It's so awesome >D yes... IT. Gender confused thing it is orz >D It's such a trap >DDD KILL THE FROGGY!!! *stab stab stab* Oh man... so much gayness in the Varia >D Can they seriously get any gayer than this?!!! *fangasms* Lussuria is awesome as usual >D Levi is a pedo bear orz >D Bel, oh I love you sooo much >D as evil as usual, but he's even hawter than before *w* Squalo? *fangasms* Fran *dies* Funny how it said muu... I swear I thought it was Mammon... *sighs* RIP Mammon, you have been replaced by Fran... what is this froggetry?!!! *dies roflmaoing* >D

I want to pick up sooo many cosplays *dies* now it's mainly yaoi cosplays >DDD I'm really excited for the cosplays I'm doing for photoshoots, cuz they're awesome :3

Seriously... I've gotten sooo lazy *dies* I should get into something. Anyways, my heart is beating doki doki and my stomach has dropped. I don't want Wednesday and Thursday to come... nor do I want to see my relatives this Saturday >_> *hides in the corner and dies*

*sigh* It's so depressing... nothing to regret, but I'm scared ><

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/21479515/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/21479515/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 03:45:10 PST
Well, I finished my HSC orz >D Don't ask how I went, since what's done is done. I don't really want to think about it OTL

Ahh... let's see now. I promised some cosplay photos and fanfics, right?

Well... I'm still going to be busy doing cosplays for the next few weeks, so there won't be much activity @_____@

Going to start working on fanfics again, while I make my formal dress for my formal next week. I guess that'll mean I'll have photos to post up of my Yuuki Cros Ball gown outfit ^^

Unfortunately, I won't have pictures up for my Mushroom Heartless and Princess Tutu cosplay. I haven't been able to get a photoshoot for them since my photographer is away for the next 2 months. So it'll be about next year late Jan that I have anything to post up of them. Also, I lost my Princess Tutu necklace *faceplant* @ Animania... I must've dropped it when I was getting changed orz >_>

Expect the next part of DGM: the Bet and another DGM fanfic. Also, I was working on a 8059 fanfic, so hopefully that'll be done by December at the latest. It's angst once again.

Also, working on about 7 cosplays for the next 2 months for my trip to Perth orz >D 5 costumes I'm taking and the other two for photoshoots. So I guess I'll still be posting up random cosplays here and there orz >D

Anyways, expect pictures of my Yuuki Cross ball gown outfit. Then it'll be Takagi from Bakuman <333
For those who don't know, READ BAKUMAN!!! IT IS EPIC!!! *fangasms*

Okay, that's about it. Until next time, baibai ~

Note:- Acceptance is an hiatus until next year. I haven't been able to get my writing style up to scratch, so I'm anxious to continue it until I improve. So yea, I'm sorry. Hopefully my fanfics will make up for them >.<

Also, I've stopped writing about personal stuff on DA for everyone's sanity. If you want to read about my rambling and intense fangasming, go to my livejournal. It's on a friend's only lock, so comment if you want to be added. I tend to ignore if I don't know who the person is orz >D

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20869030/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20869030/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 04:36:29 PDT

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enjoy <3

Miyu, Nadleeh, Madara, Ravient, Straw, Bubble and T_Twisted have all made their journal entries as well

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20802846/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20802846/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 02:37:36 PDT
Man, the weather really sucks big time right now @________@ I was dying hardcore today. Like, was 35 degrees usually that hot?!!! >_> Anyways, with the air conditioning broken and all, I'm dying away in my sleeveless top and short shorts =______=

Anyways, on other news... OMG!!! Reporn picnic is like 2 days away!!! *hyperventilates* I'm so excited >w< This is the last time I'm going out for my duration of the HSC period. Sorry to all my friends, I'll be back on track and seeing you all after the 13th of November We shall be partying like crazy and I can finally try for my Ls then XD But yes... I can't wait >w< I get to see soo many smexy girls there <3 I gets to see Madara, Nadleeh, Silver, Harmony, Miyu, Straw, Minami, Bubble, Lauren and Morgan again!!! *fangirls to the EXTREME* I kinda wish I chose Squalo instead of Bel-chan, cuz I love going VOOOOIIIII!!!! Oh well, I'll just embarrass Minion with my horrendously crazy actions XD USHISHISHI XD Still have the crown and belt to complete >< Need to do that tonight, since I'm jam packed from tomorrow and the picnic is on Sunday!!! *shock horror* I wonder what will happen if it rains? Cuz the weather reports didn't seem so good @_______@ Reminds me of the girls only picnic... which rained like hell pass 12 noon that day >_____<

I realised.... I had like $500... even after intense babysitting, I've managed to save up $300... O.o How the hell does that work?!! I guess it's cuz of cosplay and yaoi xD Yes, the two things I spend money on. It's not like I buy myself clothes or jewellery or anything. DAMN YOU KINO!!! Why don't you have 'Oh My God' by Natsuho Shino?!! You fail to even get Kurashina sensei's passion licensed by DMP!!! >< grrr.... *grumbles incoherently* But I am happy that they restocked on Junjou <333 I finally have Vol. 4, so not that long to go till I get the current complete collection! Ushishishi xDDD I'm sooo tempted to buy the Japanese collection, since it's already up to volume 10!!! >w< I need to buy Macaroni this Sunday, since I have the funds for it! WOOOH!

2 more days till I'm back to normal speed =w=

Madara!! You're right! Kuroshitsuji is <3333 I absolutely love it <3 pity it's only scanlated to ch5, when the Japanese tankabons are like up to Volume 5 or something >_> FAIL!! I wants moar sebastian and Ciel love <333 >w<

Been babysitting a lot recently. It's good, cuz it consists of watching LOTR's with the children <3 OHOHOHOHOHO xDDD I'm such a whore for LOTR's XD The parents must think I'm nuts when I talk to them about the scenes they've watched and stuff XD God I love the extended version <3 I need to have a LOTR's extended version marathon in the next holidays <3 Means I'll have to buy the first and second one, since my sister failed at buying those two for us ><

My cosplays for 2008 & 2009:

2008
Mini Animania: Road Kamelot [COMPLETE]

Sydnova Sat: Casual Lavi [COMPLETE]

Main Animania
Sat: Mushroom Heartless [COMPLETE]
Sun: Princess Tutu [COMPLETE]

Other cosplays
- Belphegor [80% complete]
- Yuki Cross Ball gown outfit [for formal]

2009
Waicon
Sat: Belphegor - KHR (remake everything cuz 2008 version is ghetto closet cosplay)
Wizard - Angelic layer (TBC)
Sun: Lal Mirch - KHR (TBC)

Mini Animania: Debitto with smexy Minion as my Jasdero <333

Supanova
Friday: Akito - Airgear
Saturday: Dita - Chobits
Sunday: A.B.A - Guilty Gear

SMASH: Konata Izumi - Lucky Star

Animania
Sat: Lal Mirch with smexy Aully as my Colonello <333
Sun: Yuki Cross with smexy Birdy as Kaname <3

Manifest (Maybe? TBC)
Amaranth: Yuki Cross Ball gown outfit
Fri: Cry - Heaven's Love
Sat: Okita Souji - Peacemaker Kurogane
Sun: Lavi - DGM

Photoshoot cosplays:
- Black Star (SE)
- Hiroki Kamijo (JR)
- young Dino Cavallone (KHR)

List looks like something like that.... Prolly will change, seeing I'm interested in other series and stuff xD Need to do more yaoi related cosplays I think xDDD

So much random rambling crap XD anyways, next entry will be after my HSC >w< Thanx everyone for watching me, I'll have more stuff up after it ^^ The year is nearly over!! *shock horror*

Oh... forgot. The 29th of September marked my year of cosplaying ^^ I'm so happy <3 I've learnt so much and I value the experience of it <3 Much love to everyone I met through it... I can't express my feelings and love to you guys <3 Can't wait for another awesome year of cosplaying with you smexies *wink wink*

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20453082/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20453082/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 10:53:27 PDT
Wow... it's been just under 3 weeks since my last entry. Sorry for the lack of updates and stuff, I'm too busy typing up my life on LJ XD If you want to know what's going on, just add me on LJ and I'll add you to my f-list so you can listen to my rants XD

Anyways... what have I been up to?

Procrastination... being absolutely lazy and slack. I have my HSC in like a month, but I can't seem to get my ass back on track after that crazy month of sleep and food deprivation. Slowly, I've made arrangements for myself to get some study done, so I'm here awake.. 3am in the morning, typing up methodologies and its advantages and disadvantages for S&C. Printed out past papers for english until my computer decided to reject .pdf files for those English papers. LAWL XD So basically, I suck and I fail.

How did I do in trials? DISMAL... don't ask, I know I should've studied and worked harder throughout the year. DON'T BLAME COSPLAYS! It's my own damn fault because I hate school to the point where I want to drop out. But yes, I'm not doing that since I'm graduating in less than 2 weeks! WOOT! I think I'm going to get a good HSC result, but I'm worried about UAI, since Chemistry will fully pull it down. I guess it all really depends on how well I'll do in the HSC exam. I just managed to scrap a pass for my assessment mark. I must really be made of fail. I fail as an asian, because I suck at maths and science XD

Hmm... other than crying myself to sleep every night (lawl XD If that was ever a possibility XD) and falling into a downward sprial of depression (that's a near fact I'm heading to now), I've been enjoying my unproductive study time by catching up on anime XD yes, I fail at trying to concentrate. But but but... Reporn is just too epic >w<

Ahh.... I stopped watching the anime, since I've almost used up all the limit for this month... (it got reset on the 6th O___< so I've diverted my attention towards the manga XD Yea... don't mind the fact I've skipped like 15 volumes of Reborn and I'm reading the TYL arc XD I've watching like 65 eps of Reborn, so that's my 15 volumes worth XD

OH MAN... sooo EXTREME!!! FWOOOOAAAHHH!!! I've decided to join the bandwagon so I'm totally raeping the series now XD It's sooo good XD I've had my epic laughs, lawls, cries and shocks XD It's bordering with DGM, so that's saying alot about it. Thanx to , and fangirling about how good it was, I decided to continue the series. I don't regret the choice now, since it really is epic and made of awesome win!!! XD But I'm not going to rant about how awesome it is now, since i've got like 3-4 entries on LJ about me going on and on and on about how epic Reporn is, so yea xD

Update on cosplay?
Gotta make something quick for my friend's 18th of the 20th of September. Need to dress up with my theme of Mrs Peacock O____o I know... random much? The theme is 1920s, but that's my character, so I need to find a blue dress @_<
Also, the Reporn picnic XD I did tell Nadleeh I'd go as Dino if I finished my cosplay in time, but I highly doubt I will, with the lack of time I have >< I could just go as Mafia clothed Dino or Squalo, but meh... I'm more interested about doing a certain character XD I'm making his full Varia outfit for Waicon (Most likely), but I think I'll be all ghetto and use clothes I have at home for the picnic XD Just means I need to make the red arm things, 2 patches, half vongola ring, crown, white belt and shoes. That pretty much gives away that character XD
Anyways, after HSC I'm going to make Yuki's Ball gown outfit from VK for my Yr 12 formal. Then making Konata (Lucky Star) to wear to school on the day I sign out from that god forsaken place XD Need to leave a definite impession on my teachers before I never have to see them again xDDD
Then, it'll be Black Star, Wizard and Belphegor for Waicon ^^ Need to also finish making Debitto and help Ally-smex with her Jasdero <3 Our skanky costumes will be debuted for Mini 09 <3

Writing+fanfics?
I'm really sorry about the lack of dev... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20162543/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20162543/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 07:38:30 PDT Spent time with different people =3 I was alone most of the time when it came to going to panels. Other than that, I stayed with friends to watch main stage xD

Okay... Saturday.
Arrived at teh venue... had sooo much drama since my ticket disappeared... I dropped it and found it later on, which I had to call my mum to not come XD Had to fight against the wind to get to the con in my costume xD Really, it was hilarious.
Yes, my secret costume was the White Mushroom Heartless from Kingdom Hearts XD Anyways, heaps of people came up to me and asked for photos. With all honesty, I will say I hated getting my photos taken... reason? more of that later on. Anyways, I was in line to get into Animania for 20 minutes or something. Saw some school friends there, which was awesome ^^
anyways, I got into the con and I put my cosplay away after rego... No one recognised me until i took my head off xD Surprising huh? no one would've guessed xD Well, underneath I wore my L costume. It was sad because people were coming up to me and taking photos of my MH cosplay, but when I was L, I was purely ignored xD Only Show loved me xD
Anyways, later... I saw Birdy and fully molested her. Haven't seen her in ages, so it was nice to have a nice good glompage to express my feelings at the time XD Half the time, Birdy, me and Laura when outside to see Mai, Mew, Josh and co.
Really... it remains hazy for me. I saw and , who I fully groped and hugged to death. There, I finally met and . I thought it might be nice to give Aly a surprise, so I put on my head and flailed in front of her XD
Okay... fast forward to 1:30pm. Stayed backstage for cosplay marshalling. Everything went really fast at the time. I talked to K then, as well as other epic cosplayers. Everyone was really nice as usual xD
Got up on stage later, did Mushroom Heartless reaction poses. It was fun, people had a good laugh at my angry pose when you attack the mushroom xD I even managed to do Aero >W< That was fun XD When I got off stage, I pulled off my costume, because I could not breathe properly in it @_________@
Anyways, I stood next to Aly-smex as I watched the cosplay comp.

O...M...G.... Just needs a mentions... , and were in the Togainu no chi (TnC) group.... I was fangirling sooo much. ZOMG!!! Miyu made such a cute Rin >w< Strawz as Akira and Min-chan as Keisuke >w< Oh man... their awesome Shiki (I was flailing all over her from a far), their Inu, Arbitro, Gunzi and Yukihito <333 Oh man... I was fangirling over the arbitro XD I couldn't believe it was a guy when I talked to Strawz and Min-chan >w< Yea... we were standing, waiting for Takoyaki for like 20 minutes. But yes, he made such a flamboyant smexy Arbitro XD Kudos to the Inu, I can't believe she was in character most of them time >W<

Yes, now to the reason why I dislike taking photos in the MH costume... I tried to get away to look at the stalls, but I wasn't able to even move 1 metre because of the influx of photos that people wanted to take. I was being a good sportsman, so I decided to agree with it. Man... 10 minutes and I was still stuck in one position >< So in the end, I piss bolted through the stalls so I wouldn't have to stop for any photos XD Apparently :iconguns-priest: wanted to take a photo of me, but I kept running off >_> Gomen ne sweetie ><

Okay, we finally got out takoyaki, but we missed half of the epic WCS... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20123964/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20123964/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 03:39:05 PDT and on being Australia's first representatives to compete the World Cosplay Summit, held in Nagoya (that's right, right?).

Man... it was intense... Today really was exhausting and stressful for these girls. They really deserved it and I'm sooo happy for them <3 I love you guys sooo much <3 Really, I was crying when I heard that. and I was crying because we were so happy, and I were clapping sooo much that our hands turned red XD

3rd place was Helena and Catherine from Oh my Bollucks group. Man, their skit was epic and the costumes looked amazing *o* Who would've thought... Rem and Ryuk xD Such good cosplay xD
2nd place was Asham and Melanie <3 Theirs was really good too <3 But Asham and Melanie always makes awesome looking cosplays <3
1st place was Love and Peace Movement <3 They were Ed and Al from FMA xD Full body armour suit made of epicness <3 They really did it...

Man... I want to cry again.... I love you guys soooo much. I'm sooo happy for you <3 I hope I can be there to support you guys all the way in doing your best for the WCS next year <3

Once again, congratulations and you know you guys deserve it <3 All the hard work, effort and stress you experienced has paid off in the end <3 I love you guys <333 Love & Peace is made of epic win <333

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20026868/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/20026868/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 16:46:05 PDT
Okay, I don't really feel like typing because my finger tips are covered in cuts from sewing for the last few days of the horrible week I had. Anyways, here's the last clue to my secret cosplay ^^ I know most of the people know who it is by now... but for those who don't know, here it is:

- I come from a game, designed by Squeenix <3 (square enix xD)
- Like I said before, I'm friendly and I don't fight back. I will disappear if you anger me.
- My name starts with a M. Two words to my name. Last letter ends with a S.
- I'm in all different worlds, but I'm always in the same locations.
- I sway side to side and I flail xD

That should be obvious signs to who I am. If you still don't get it, go to my third last journal entry on LJ, I talked about the things left to do on my list for the secret cosplay. Hopefully it's not locked for the general public *sweat*

Anyways, I'm off to cosplay work =3

Have fun guys!

I'll see you all @ Animania <3

Rinne ~

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19767019/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19767019/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 08:47:05 PDT
I've given in my PIP, which is a relief. There goes 30% of my HSC for S&C complete! *phew* I have 4 more exams this week. Then I have my practical MTP due on Thursday next week, then the folio due on the Sunday of that week. After that, just 1 more exam, which is society.

So not confident with English... only thing I absolutely despise and cannot be bothered to do. I guess I'll try to scrap some marks. I don't know how I did for Paper 1. Epic fail prolly, since I didn't study for it at all... It's all cuz of my PIP, and all the dramas I've had with it. It took away 4 days of my life, where I expressed the first ever stressful situation. Anyways, it's out of my hands and I'm happy with it =3

Can't wait till after my Society exam. It'll be cosplays all the way from then till Animania. So I have 5 days to work on it?

I need to buy cushion foam for Saturday's cosplay. Plus extra material I think >< Also need to complete a lot of Tutu's costume. I have to make beads, necklace, wigs and head piece. The overall construction of the tutu will take a couple of hours, since I've already made all the parts half a year ago. Hopefully I'll make it in time XD It'll be no sleep, but I guess it's inevitable XD I prioritise my major works, then trials, then cosplay ><
ARGH! Soo much left to do in my Tutu cosplay >< I don't know how the necklace will turn out >< which is a worry. Also, I need to buy a balloon and make paper mache mask for the head part for Saturday. Geez... is that enough drying time for 5 days?!!! Oh god >< I might buy them earlier and start sometime this weekend or next week, during my construction of my MTP prac and folio =3

I was thinking about this for a while... I actually considering putting my Road cosplay into the cosplay market to be sold. I don't know though... it's so ghetto and crap. It'll mean I have to restyle the wig again, overlock the insides to make it all nice and pretty. but I doubt anyone would buy it... it'll just be more luggage for me to carry on Sunday. I'm definitely not selling Yuna, cuz that's epic fail of a costume. Too much to fix... not enough time. Yea... I'd sell the top and skirt for like... $30? I doubt anyone would buy such a crappy thing anyways XD The hair taily thing is even more ghetto, since I was being too cheap and asian to buy red ribbon XD.
But if I did sell Road... It'll be like:
Wig: $30
Outfit (top, skirt, ribbon, socks): $35
Lero: $35
= $100.

I doubt anyone would buy it at that price XD Obviously without Lero, it'd be $65... which is still expensive. Without wig, it's not so bad I guess... but still... I need the money. I might have to think about it. I actually don't want to depart from my beautiful Lero, but I guess money is a priority in some respects.

Okay... I'm sitting here trying to think of another related text for Powerplay... I only have Cruel Intentions... which is good, but I need another one. I just can't think of another one in this point in time >< Wait... it just hit me.... HURRAY!!! I've found my 2nd related text XD Hurray for Modern History yo XD

/sighs... I wish I went to Smash T^T Everyone seemed to have fun there... I have to wait a whole year for that con now!!! *growls* I miss everyone >w< It's good that they all had fun =3

Other than that... This is the list of cosplay for 2008 and 2009:

2008
Animania Sat: Surprise cosplay
Animania Sun: Princess Tutu from PT

Year 12 formal: Yuki Cross (ball gown outfit) from VK

2009
Waicon Sat: Wizard from Angelic Layer
Waicon Sun: Lavi (first coat) from DGM (with Catty and Tsuki-chan as OT3 smexness)

Mini Animania: Debitto from DGM (together with Ally as my sexy pants Jasdero)

Sydnova Fri: TBC
Sydnova Sat: Dita from Chobits (in big chobits group)
Sydnova Sun: Ulquiorra Schiffer

SMASH: Okita Souji from Peacemaker Kurogane

Animania Sat: Akito from Air Gear (TBC)
Animania Sun: Yuki Cross (school uniform) from VK (TBC)


Other conventions are unconfirmed.

List of costumes to be made also during 2009:
-Black Star from Soul Eater (with Tsuki-chan as my Tsubaki (hopefully xDDD))
-Cry from Heaven's Love (YEAH for yaoi manga)
-Young ver. Dino Cavallone from KHR
-Zexion from KH:final mix (TBC)
-Omi Tsukiyono from Weiss Kreuz (smexy uke boii FTW <3)
-Fujioka Haruhi from Ouran (photoshoot with Tsuki-chan, when she's finished making her costume)

Lawl XD I have 2010 also XD But I don't think that's necessary any time soon X... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19510989/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19510989/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 02:42:46 PDT
I'll just be clear about this to those who read my fanfics and stories...

I'm currently in my final year of High school. My trials are 3 weeks from now... Straight after that, I have 2 days worth of conventions to attend to, with two costumes I'm currently making for them. I'm also working on two major works, that are to be submitted by early next month.

Luckily... My HSC starts mid October, while animania is on during 23-24 August. That gives me September to work on stuff and to slightly relax from over stressing.

So if I do happen to get writing, September will be the month. If not... It'll have to be late Novemeber, when my HSC is over. Even then, I'll be busy with a job and cosplays for Waicon. So lets hope I get my lazy ass moving to write some nice angsty yaoi smex for you peoples <3

Okay... The current progress of those stories:

Acceptance: part 15 [Ongoing - Not dead]
DGM: The Bet [Ongoing - Not dead. Seriously... people... This isn't finished, so don't ask me whether I'm going to continue it or not. If it was the end, I would put it into my comments]
KH2: Double mind [Ongoing - Not dead]
DGM: Why Kanda doesn't moan [Complete! No sequel]
DGM: Within one's grasp [Complete! No sequel]
DGM: Androgyny [Planning process... One shot most likely]

So there... I really shouldn't touch any of these stories because of assessments and exams coming up, but I'm so tempted to continue KH2ouble Mind, after finishing KH2 >W< Most likely I'll write more for Acceptance and DGM: The Bet during September.

So yea... Please don't ask me about it now. This is my final entry for this month... which is about to end in a week or so XD
but yea, my next deviation work will be of cosplay/textiles: costume of my MTP (Major textiles project). Hopefully I'll be finished by the 11th of August, so I'll take piccies and stuff >w< But... I won't submit the photos in, until my MTP has been sent to the BoS.

That's about it. Other than that, I'll miss all my friends >w< I'm going to try stay off DA so I can concentrate and not get distracted XD I'll limit my activities on Auscons as well. Only thing I'll frequently check is my LJ and emails.

I'll miss you guys all <3 I'm online during the weekends only ^^

Rinne ~


Secret cosplay hint:-

-I'm very friendly, I do not fight back...
-I'll give you special items, when you correctly act.
-My indication will provide you with the correct actions to take.
-7 actions I will provide, with 3 chances for you to correctly guess.
-I'm hard to find, but not impossible!

If you know who I am, please keep it to yourself. First person to find me on the day and say my name (Rinne), I'll give them pocky. My next hint will be during the week before Animania xD

Note: Don't try ask any of my friends, because I haven't told them. One person knows, but they made a promise to not tell.

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19212999/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19212999/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 03:33:20 PDT
Okay... I'm on holidays *celebrates*, but I go back to school next week *celebration dies*... I currently have 2 major works to complete these holidays, which are due in week 3-4 of next term... I have an assessment task first week back, plus lots of homework due by then, as well as study for my trials, which start in week 3.

I had 3 cosplays to work on, but I think I might not actually do it now... I have all the material which is a pity, but there really is no purpose in doing it. Originally, I was going to sneak to SMASH! since I wanted to see everyone and it would've been awesome. Had a perfect plan set out and everything... Just realised that... Wait... rewind that...

Okay, my sister is coming tomorrow!! YAY <333 I haven't seen her in 4 years because she's been studying over in England for that long. It'll be great to see her since I really did miss her, and I'm wondering what she looks like now xD Prolly skinner than me ><

Okay, back to moaning and whining about SMASH! Okay, I won't be able to attend SMASH! because the 2nd of August, is the day my sister leaves to go back to England. Okay, fine... it's the 2nd of August, I can come for SMASH! in the morning or afternoon, right? no... My sister's plane is at 3pm... I can't go before since I'll have to spend time with her and the family... I can't come after since my parents strictly told me I couldn't go to any other con other than Animania Sun... My sister said it was alright, but I can't miss seeing her off at the airport. God knows how long it will be from when I could see her again in the future. She's my dear loving sister, so I guess I must sacrifice 2 cosplays... Might still make it if I have time, but I won't be going to SMASH! *sighs*

Other than that... Yay, it was a Saturday and I went to school. Was working on my MTP, which is in progress and I'm loving it right now ^^ I think I might wear it to SN or something ^^ It's coming along really nicely =3 It'll become a potential cosplay and I'll take photos of it to put into my portfolio for my prac. The photos will be up late August since I submit my MTP during my trials, and straight after trials is Animania ^^ I'll start on Tutu the week before since I need to concentrate on everything I have for the trials.

Next week I have school on Tuesday and Friday =< Monday I'll spend time with my sister, or I'll work on my MTP or PIP >< I'm looking forward to Wednesday since I'll be seeing all my friends again >w< I love you all <333 This is practically the only time I'll have free since I need to work on my major works and study like hell...

Other stuff...
- SHS sux for being so slow with releasing more DGM stuff...
- Aarinfantasy released the final ep of season 1 of Junjou (ep 12)
- VK anime is on break as season 1 has finished.
- Rumbel subs are slow with the release of Soul Eater. Currently waiting for ep 11... god it takes them a long time @.<
- haven't written anything more in acceptance... currently on break since I'm crazily working on other school related stuff.
- currently on break from writing my other unfinished fanfic writings... But I'm currently writing "Bookman", a fanfic which is to be emailed to the SMASH! fanfic comp. Thinking of a potential DGM fanfic regarding gender confusion.
- LAWL <333 Just finished Black books and it's the funniest british comedy ever >w< I loved it <3 I wish there was more, but I'm glad there isn't XD

That should be about it... nothing else to ramble on about I guess xDDD

SHOUT OUTS
Hope I can see you soon >W< Miss you very much <333 Miss your smexy ass lots <3
Misses you <333 Have a good time seeing your Nana and going skiing <333
Will see you very soon >W< Huzzah for ice-cream <333
Miss... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19071498/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/19071498/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:23:47 PDT
In my opinion, SN as a convention sucked. I'm not much of a sci-fi fan, the merch was overpriced, DDR was goddamn $2 for 3 songs >=[ , the sound system sucked so cosplay comp was a blow and there wasn't much to do in my opinion. Maybe it's a biased judgement, but I didn't like it either way. Doesn't mean I won't go next year, because I had an awesome time... just that the convention sucked.

I started my day off by waking up @ 6am in the morning. Getting ready and etc. I was tired because I had just finished my costume the night before since I totally forgot about some of my stuff XD I ran out the door @ 8:30pm as I just finished painting my boots >W< (which died anyways as I got into the car.... It died completely by the end of the con)

Anyways, I met all my friends @ 9am @ Town Hall steps. We were being random and idiotic. We got on the train to Lidcombe, had many conversations and stuff. I was in a group with Birdy, Ally, irina, Page and James =3 We got to Lidcombe and changed to the Olympic Park train. I forced questionnaires on them, because the whole reason to why I could go to Supanova was because of my PIP stuff ><

nyways, we arrived at 10. None of us bought tickets, so we had to wait in a massive line, which literally took an 1-1.5 hours >< We got into the con and just ran around doing random crap. Didn't really enjoy con at this point in time, because was running around facilitating my questionnaire methodology for my PIP. Anyways, by the time I finished, it was 12:30pm. During this time, I also found all my other friends. I ran into who I glomped, and hurt very badly.... I felt really bad because it was my mistake ><

Anyways, I was so dead by the end of giving out 35 sheets of questionnaires to random people. Birdy, Ally and I went to go practice our skit, then we decided to go see who was sitting outside relaxing with a bag of chips.
Then as I felt relaxed, some randoms approached me and I was quite startled. They were talking to me and I was like who....? Then it hit me and I was stoked to realise it was and . I was sooo happy to see Juunana because it was my first time meeting her in real life. I didn't recognise her at first, which I feel really bad for. We talked and it was really enjoyable to be in her company, but it was already 1:30pm, so we needed to hurry to the main stage.

We fixed up our bindings for the last goddamn time (this was my 3rd time @ the con I fixed it up) >< Then we went to wait for them to put us in order. During this time, I got to properly hug and molest and everyone >w< My group was tired from running around and being random. We sat down and enjoyed our selves.

The cosplay competition started....

It was horrible... the sound was muffled by feedback and the bass was too loud. Someone went and complained, they fixed it. It made things only worse >< The sound was sooo low that you couldn't actually hear anything. We were worried about our skit, and my god, we really did have the right to ><

Our group was skipped when they called for the groups. Then it was interrupted so we were called up. Then our skit didn't work because we couldn't hear a goddamn thing. We were in the verge of just walking off stage. Though, I decided that we shouldn't miss on our one chance to do this, since it was the whole reason that we even came to this goddamn convention. So I grabbed the mic and we were off. Okay... people might think "okay... it's a not a big deal... people use mics all the time..."

Our skit was pre-recorded, we didn't even know our lines properly AND the skit consisted half of music ><

So... even though that happened, we decided to do it. We had to pass the mic back and forth, which was annoying. I had to sing "It was... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/18722406/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/18722406/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 22:50:33 PDT
Now... I guess I should recount my life so far xDDD

I got my report back... Chemistry was actual better than I hoped for, but it still sucked. All 5 of my subjects I ranked top 10, which is quite good. I'm quite pissy about Textiles the most, because I should've ranked first, but my teacher is too goddamn stupid to accumulate the marks together to make an average. So she ended using just the half yearly mark, which my friend beat me by 2-3 marks, making my rank for that exam 2nd. However, I came first for every other exam, so it shits me... Modern Hist I got 2nd in rank >w< That was good, because my friend beat me by 1 mark in the half yearly. 2nd is pretty damn good for 3 classes xDDD I'm quite happy, but this makes me feel more competitive about everything at the moment xD S&C wasn't as bad as I thought, since I'm in the worst class... I was 7th, which was surprising, but I hope I do better than this tho... English is quite weird... I'm actual surprised I got 9th from 33 students. The marks were quite close together, and english isn't my strong subject anyways. I have a feeling the half yearlies saved me.... but I totally bombed the last part for it, because I only had like 20 min to finish writing an essay, which totally sucked. Either way, I'm happy with my results for Modern hist, Textiles and S&C... I need to improve for English and Chem...

Other than that... I've been progressing alright in my Lavi casual cosplay. It's been an on and off thing, which is both good and bad. I have the wig to style, pants to hem and add waist band, top to make and finally, the boots to paint and add buckles =3 Supanova is in 2 weeks.... which reminds me.

I'M GOING TO SYDNOVA SAT!!! WOOT! My mum agreed since I need to facilitate 1-2 methodologies for my PIP ^^

Okay, I need to work on PT cosplay, but I won't do that until I've progressed significantly through my major works. So this might mean I'll be going on an all nighter streak from the 18th-23rd of August to finish it off. I need to compromise something, so I guess it'll have to be my PT cosplay, since my trials and major works are much more important at this point in time.

Now that I look back, my one year celebration of cosplaying is quite far off xDDD I started cosplaying on the 29th of Sept, so I've only been cosplaying for like over 8 months now ^^ I love it <3 Cosplaying really has helped me experience new and different things. I'm so happy I got into it.

Other than that... Life has been meh... I can't stand some of the people in my life... they really do get to me. Sometimes I feel like an outsider, so I feel displaced and alienated from my surroundings... I can't wait till HSC is over, because that means I can start afresh and new.

I'm so excited >W< We're in the process of cleaning the study room. It's being changed into my textiles room ^^ Now I can move all my cosplay stuff there xDDD no more cramped room xDDD So we moved all the stuff and mum's just cleaning all her stuff to make room ^^ I need to move all my stuff very soon It makes me very happy ^^

Also, I realised that I haven't submitted any literary works in along time. Acceptance is being isolated, emoing in the corner with no resolution. I've decided to work on it tonight and tomorrow. So I promise that it will be submitted by tomorrow at the latest. But if I do break this promise, it'll prolly take me about after SN that I'd submit the next part. However, I really do promise that I'll submit the next part by tomorrow, since it's the long weekend at the moment ^^

Other than that... Highlights so far:-
- Going to SN Sat, and Main Animania Sun
- Cosplaying Casual Lavi and PT
- I'm obsessed with Soul Eater <3 Such good anime xDDD
- Shinsen subs continuing DGM, along with Yuurisan subs ^^ Apparently DGM DVDS are being released early 2009... pfft, that's waaay too long >_> Thank god they decided to continue the fansubbing =3
- Moving my cosplay stuff into a bigger area xDDD
- finally being able to meet Juunana <333

That's pretty much it. I miss everyone at the moment... I miss you ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/18459714/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/18459714/ Fri, 23 May 2008 08:08:00 PDT
Mum and dad has finally passed an ultimatum to me. I hate them for doing it, but I can understand their disposition. They are worried, but it upsets me very much.

The choice is this... I must choose 1 costume and 1 convention for this year... This makes me VERY SAD and FRUSTRATED. I felt like crying when my mum told me this. She also clearly spelt it out to me as well... If I do not abide by her ultimatum, then the consequences will be devastating... by devastating, I mean they will collect every one of my cosplay stuff and throw them out.
People always think their parents are kidding when they threaten them this way.... Oh no.... Trust me, my mum is pretty serious when she means this. I have been threatened to be kicked out of the house for being late home @ 11. My mum is the type to disown her own child if she pisses her off. My dad is the silent type who does things if it upsets him. My mum is a bit more tolerant about me cosplaying, but my dad absolutely despises it. So he would be more than glad to get rid of all my cosplay stuff....

Okay, the hardest would be to choose only one costume and one convention... This is virtually impossible. This also means that I won't be able to hang out with all my friends ;_______; Now it just hurts to think about it ><

Okay.... I wish people can help me with this. What choice should I make?

21st of June - Sydnova....
- Planning to do Casual Lavi with Birdy and Ally who will be my casual Kanda and Allen. - We planned a skit for it as well.... the one where we get kicked out of cosplay comp due to epic mansexness >w<
- If I cut out of this, then the skit won't be able to happen and that would be letting the team down ;__________;
- I want to see Juunana before she leaves to go to Japan
- I want to see my friends again after many months of being held captive at home
- I want to grope my sexy Kanda ;_________;

2nd of August - SMASH
- Plan to do Princess Tutu, which I have been working on since last year.
- Planned to enter individual cosplay comp with a skit of me dancing to Caramelldansen
- I wanted to meet Asham, Yiji and Lexis for the first time ;_______;
- I wanted to hang out with my friends after many months of being held captive at home.
- I want to go to the yaoi panel >W<
- If I cut out, my hardwork on my Tutu will be to waste ;_____;

24th of August - Main Animania (Sunday)
- Hang out with my friends and to finally see them after so long.
- enter group comp with Ally as her being Jasdero and me as Debitto
- support Tsuki-chan and Catty in their finals in WCS
- Finally get to meet Aly and K for the first time
- Get to see Jazz again, my smexy kinky cloud >w<
- If I don't go, that means I won't be able to see Australia's first WCS finals; I won't be able to support Tsuki-chan and Catty who will need helping out that day; I will be letting my friend Ally down because she was stoked about doing Jasdero; I won't be able to wear Debitto whom I wanted to do for ages.

From looking at all of them, I will still regret one or the other... I have 3 costumes I'm really happy with, but it makes me sad that I can only choose one ;_______;

What to do? I hate this... I don't want to have to choose one costume and one convention. In the end, I lose one or the other ><

I have till the end of next week I think to decide this... I don't know what to do ;________:

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And yes... my time is running out... I have less than 2 months to finish off all my major works.... 1/2 of my PIP is done, while 1/8 of my MTP is done >_< I'm pretty much screwed, meaning that the next few weeks will consist of sleep deprivation and lots of emotional ups and downs >< This is my fault for procrastinating and having bad time management... I wouldn't be in so much crap if I suddenly drop all my cosplays... but I'd rather my effort not go to waste.

Now that I think about it... My room has been cluttered with sooo much material and crap O_________o; For the last few months, I've managed to spend around $400, which was suppose to go into my Perth trip, which all went into cosplay and etc. I have 3 wigs in a bag, and lots of Spotlight bags with mountains of material in them >< I've been working on Debito, but even that... I've been procrastinating on so much. I'm going to start Lavi this weekend, along with my MTP... I need to finish Princess Tutu asap... Debito I'm not so worried about, but I'm quite worried about Tutu since I haven't started on her necklace and head piece >< Everything else I'm alright with....

Lawl xD I've been painting my boots because I failed to polish them properly xD Surprisingly, it doesn't look crap I've tried putting one coat of acrylic paint on and it looks fine after it dries up ^^ Unfortunately I ran out of paint O.< So I need to get some more black paint... I keep forgetting to buy that every time I go to spot light. I really don't care how the boots look, cuz I'll be covering them again after Supanova for Debitto cosplay anyways. They're nice boots tho ^^ They make me feel tall, so I'm very happy

Since the last time I posted a proper journal of my life, alot of things have happened. I've had a massive fight with my mother, where I'm left feeling displaced and unwanted. Everything is good now, but I feel a lack of trust with my parents and family... our relationship feels so superficial now.... It makes me kind of sad, because it shows how my lack of trust for human beings are being crystal clear to me. *sighs* Never mind my emoness....

Oh lawl... My parents found out about my yaoi obsession. Damn my GP for being sooo damn perceptive about my yaoi bracelet >< first thing mum asked was "Are you a lesbian?" WTF?! So are guys gay if they like yuri or lesbians??? Jesus christ, it pisses the shits out of me. However, I just told them to ignore it and leave me alone. They get annoyed with it all the time. Oh well... It's my life after all xDDD

Oh! I'm sooo excited about SN >w< I hope we manage to finish recording the skit.... It's so hard to record it because it feels so awkward xDDD Our purpose: to get kicked out of the cosplay comp @ SN xDDD WOOT! Hardcore yaoi here he come >w< Yes... I wrote the script, so you can imagine what kind of D Gay Man skit it will be I love it, I get to grope my Kanda with legitimate reasons xDDD <3 you Birdy >w<

Other than cosplay and school life, I haven't really had much progress with my writing due to lack of time. I'm hoping to get some done tomorrow since I have a double free tomorrow I've started on a new fanfic, which I'm entering into Smash fanfic comp. It's going to be a drama from DGM, which revolves around Lavi. It's angst, but you're really able to connect with him. Then I'll write a crack one with LaviYuu yaoiness.... under PG rating xDDD hmm.... that's going to be a challenge >_> which means, no more orgasmingness xDDD Lets see if I'm up to the challenge, shall we

haha xDDD I need to paint my doink doink xDDD God, Larxene's such a rabid bitch xD It makes me lawl ^^ She's the one who throw the freakin' doink doink at Vexen's head, because clearly, no one cares about what Vexen thinks xDDD 's work is amazing I love it >w< Her Orgy comics make me lawl in my pants. Demmy makes me squee ~ SAIX PUPPY <333 My new obsessions: Lexy x Zexy and Marly x Vexy xDDD Another one of my favourites would be the Orgy comic drawn by http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/18391778/ Mon, 19 May 2008 04:40:59 PDT
It has happened.... I did not want it to happen, but it did....

D. Gray-man has finally been licensed ;__________; I'm not talking about the manga... I'm talking about the anime! All the torrents for D. Gray-man has been removed and now, we will just have to wait for the DVDs to come into release in our respective areas...

I am very upset... I will now wallow in self pity at the fact that they happen to stop subbing right when Jasdebi was introduced.... Just when they get into the good stuff, they decide to license it.... Damn you!!!

I'm going to cry now, literally.... Now I can't get my DGM anime fix everyday.... *sighs*

This isn't a journal update, it's more of an announcement update with ranting ><

I am truly upset with these news....

EDIT:- It is true that it is licensed... Shinsen subs and Yuurisan subs have both dropped it due to the license by FUNimation.

However... There are still those people who fansub by themselves, who do not know, or either clearly chooses to ignore the fact it is licensed. I'd say there might be some legal implications in the near future, but who really cares xD I'm not the one subbing it xD

Luckily, Yuurisan subs have subbed up to ep 83, which is noted that they have finally decided to drop the project.

However... Your-mum subbing are still subbing it, there is no word about it being dropped due to licensing at the current position we are facing. So our only chances are to go there to find torrents and pray that ch33ster is going to continue with the fansubing >w< In my opinion, I think this person does a good job of subbing, and the fact that that it's done by one person

Veoh has some traces of DGM subbed eps, which is due to Your-mum subs. Raws can be found but youtube doesn't seem to have any traces of subbed DGM ep 82 or 83.

Torrents can still be found from yuuri-san from ep 1-70. Other than that, your-mum subs would be the best person to find. Veoh is the only recommended place to stream off because they tend to have people uploading ch33ster's fansubbing.

So people, there are still hope for us!!! Believe and we will persevere! YOSH!

EDIT:- I could post up a new journal entry.... but I choose not to until I have something valuable to say....

I have finally been caught...

My parents have found out about yaoi and my love for gay boys xDDD Oh dear me... at the moment, they're not saying much about it, but would the outcome be? My parents are asian, narrow minded, religious and unaccepting....

Oh dear me... I fear for the future xD

First thing my mum asked was "So, are you a lesbian?"

WTF?! So is a guy gay if he likes yuri then??? sheesh, I'll have a proper rant about this in my next journal entry xDDD

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Sorry guys, I've been busy with school *cough cough* and cosplays... Progress wise, I guess I'm not doing so bad. Unfortunately, I'm in the situation of having to drop one of my cosplays because I haven't been working on my MTP >_> It's terrible since it's 50% of my external mark I think.... either way, IT'S VERY IMPORTANT!!! It seems like my cosplays have become my number 1 priority in comparison to my HSC. I hate HSC and I hate Year 12... That's all I can really say. Cosplay and textiles gets my mind away from the troubles in life... only troubles I get from cosplay is the frustration and lots of back pains ><

I need to finish off Princess Tutu. I managed to attach elastics at the back of the pointe shoes for extra support, will need to buy ribbons later. I need to attach the tutu skirt to the bodice. Need to make headpiece, necklace, crown, wings and etc. I still have heaps to do, but I'll manage to finish it before Smash.

Lavi hasn't been going too well.... I need to either make a pattern for his top or buy a pattern and modify it. Either way, I also need to buy his pants material, which I haven't found yet.... need to go to Rockdale Spotlight to buy it. I'm worried about casual Lavi because I have around a month to finish him while I'm too absorbed with my other cosplays and my MTP.

Debitto is going.... originally I would've said great, but at the moment, it's bad.... I'm not too sure because I made it too small. I don't know if I can get away with it, so I'll have to see with the finish product. I am quite worried since he's quite expensive... I've spent $115 for material, $25 for shoes, $25 wig and I still need more stuff for him.... so it'll be around $150. This is the most I've ever spent one cosplay. I think I must've spent around $300 for all my cosplays, maybe even more, which is a worry. Stupid spotlight in BJ ran out of the material I needed. I bought it on Friday afternoon and I came back on Saturday afternoon to get more.... apparently they 'sold out'. Fucking hell... it means I'll have to go all the way to Rockdale to buy that along with the fluffy white material for the boots and jacket. Pissed off and irritated.

FUCK... PVC is soooo hard to work with. Sewing is hard yo.... Everything I've done before was easy.... but when I make a mistake with PVC, it leaves a massive hole or little holes, that eventually becomes a tear on the material >_> If PVC is this bad, I'm worried about doing the exorcist coats with Pleather xDDD I'm using sooo much pleather for my cosplays next year, so I am quite worried >< I'll have to practice heaps...

Life has been quite average. I'm quite pissed off that I've been getting so many subs for many of my classes. I mean.... we're in Year 12, yet Year 7's get more of a priority than us.... It's just fucked up.... It's like they don't care about us anymore.... Jesus.... why can't you deal with it for another 4 months?!!! Pisses the shits out of me.

Because I've been busy with school life, babysitting and cosplay, I haven't had enough time for writing >< I'm sorry to everyone who wants to read the next installments for some of the stories. I really want to write more of the DGM: The Bet, but I'll have to leave that out till next holidays or when I get some time. While for Acceptance, I will eventually release another part sometime this term. Maybe sometime this month. However, it'll have to be after Week 4, since my assessment tasks are during that time of the term. Just to keep you informed, the story is all planned out. If it's fleshed out into paper, it'll be about 70-80pages in total. So far, I've done around 34 pages and I'm no where near the next phase. Due to my lagging/lazy attitude, I will tell you what will come next in the next part I release:
Continuation of Akira's life. He's quite confused with his life. He encounters with Kushina at school. Akira tries to avoid him but Kushina won't let him. We get to find out more about Akira's feelings in this installment.
Just to note, I usually get the next part done when someone pushes me or annoys me to do it. Funnily enough, I got the last installment done because of a random person who asked me when I was releasing it ^^ Thank you to that person.... if it weren't for you, who knows when I might've released that part xDDD

Other than that, that's about all that's happened in my life xD I practically rant about all kinds of crap. Pretty boring but hey.... it's my life xD

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Yes... everyone should know by now that I only write in my journal for three reasons...

1. Because I am updating my journal because of my deviations...
2. From sheer boredom...
3. Procrastination from school work...

From the looks of things, it's at column 3. I don't feel like writing 3000 words regarding Popular culture, so I'm procrastinating by writing a journal entry.... again >_>

I realised how much I haven't written in my LJ, so I need to update that before I get back to school next, I mean this Tuesday ><

I guess I should talk about the stuff I want to since I won't have much time after school starts...

People are know that I'm on a break from writing for now... I will get back into it sometime in May, if time permits. I will update Acceptance and The bet... I'm not too sure about Double Mind, since I've gotten a little bored, and no one seems to be reading it anyways. Other than that, I would like to write a story about Lavi, in a Lavi x Allen pairing... but that will have to wait since I won't have the time. It actually is my fault that I have no time, since I've been putting things off for a long time. Quite sad actually, but I guess that's what life is like.... *sighs*

I'm planning to enter the fanfic comp for SMASH, so I'm going to enter 3 stories. 2 for comedy and one for romance... Actually, I'm not too sure... but I'm going to definitely write a comedy for LaviYuu pairing, a romance for Pip and Sera from Hellsing and a drama for Allen and Lavi... Knowing me, I'll have to becareful of the word limit... I overwrite, so it'll be a challenge for me to keep in line...

Other than that... I guess this is my cosplay list for this year

Mini Animania - Road Kamelot (DEBUTED)
Sydnova - Casual Lavi (which Birdy as my casual Kanda)
SMASH - Princess Tutu
Main Animania - secret DGM cosplay
- Debito from DGM

It's quite ironic.... originally, I planned only 2 cosplays for this year... which became 3.... which is now 4.... well, 4 1/2 xDDD

I've realised I'm regressing on my path to save up to go to Waicon T^T I've spent too much money on yaoi manga recently, which is quite sad... but I'm loving it I want more, but I know I should save up >w< But there's sooo much more I want, like the one by Sakuragi Yaya.... it's so cute >w< At least I have a kino card now, but still.... I've spent like $130 in a week >_> I just.... love it too much <333

I think I am a terrible person... I've fallen a sleep in church, fallen a sleep during the projection, thought about yaoi, prolly have said the Lord's name in vain, prolly swore without thinking and many things. I don't really enjoy it, like I'm pretty much forced to go. During the sermon today, all I was thinking was about was cosplay >_> I was thinking about lavi's hammer and how I was going to go about making the cylinder part of the hammer... Like... I'm not agnostic or anything, since I believe in god and in Jesus.... but I just don't care....Maybe I might after I get it my mid life crisis and think I need to choose the 'right path'.... Whatever... I don't care

I've realised something quite important over the last few days... I wasn't this happy and cheery when I was with my boyfriend. I was actual quite timid and quiet... True, I became a bit arrogant and sarcastic, due to his influence. But after we broke it off, I became much relaxed and somewhat 'genki'. It's crazy since I was more obsessed about yaoi after we broke it off, that's when it went crazy. Now... I'm just this crazy little asian yaoi loving fangirl.... It might be because of the hardcore yaoi, or Tsuki-chan and Catty, or DGM.... most likely it was the DGM and cosplay.... Cosplay has made me more happier and I enjoy what I'm doing. I've met some of the best people, whom I can relate to easily. I'm actually really happy to have met these amazing people. Even though I'm a complete n00b with a cosplay count of 2 costumes xDDD I still love all the friends I've made Hopefully more in the near future <333

Oh dear.... D Gay Man... hmm.... what to say?? yuuu.... Yuuu... YUUU!!!! Hnn.... It's just so epic xDDD I love Birdy, she makes it even more epic. I'm so glad that people are starting to like DGM, cuz it's sooo awesome and not enough people know or support it. Hopefully I'll get the message across about DGM after my cosplays this and next year http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17967660/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 21:17:38 PDT <, yaoi and lots of other things. Bleh >_> Oh well, I'll get started on my MTP as soon as I finish this journal entry >W<

Okay... The holidays have been good, quite relaxing ^^ Been out a couple of times, mum nags about it all the time. I am currently in my second week and my school days are drawing closer ><

Now, I might as well recount about the epic Monday, where I met up with couple of my awesome friends I met through Animania forums and cosplay

Yesterday, I arrived at MC, waiting for Birdy as I watched people play DDR. She arrived, we were gossiping as usual xD Then we decided to play some DDR!! Then Will came, then Roxas came... but they weren't part of the group xDDD They were just together going cosplay shopping or something, but anyways. Michelle (Luxxey) came then Hayley (Mewtwo222) came. Cailin was late, so the four of headed to play HoTD4. Man, such an epic game <3 Mish and Birdy are sooo obsessed with it. The guns @ MCGW totally fail tho, I wasted 2 bucks and the trigger wouldn't work >_>

We went outside so I could get money out. We waited for Cailin and Mew was talking about a gay tone that she was talking about from FFVII:AC... ironically enough, it's the one I liked and wanted to get xDDD Victory Fanfare ftw <333

We headed to Regal where we had yum cha. Man, yum cha is always chaotic... All the carts went by, nothing came that we really wanted. Later it started pouring in xDDD We had heaps of stuff and it was good <3 Luckily enough, Birdy and I weren't fighting over the food, but she stole the sauce that I claimed as my own xDDD We had quite a few discussions, bitchings and gossiping, which were all fun ^^

Afterwards, we headed to TZ for DDR Sn2 and HoTD4 Man... Mish and Birdy was epic as they went all the way to like level 5 or 6; up to the magician guy who just wouldn't die >_> I have come to the conclusion that I can't DDR anymore.... I suck too much and it's a waste of money Birdy and I decided to get ice-cream at Gelatissimo. We headed to Maccas toilets first... another epic moment of Yuuing and moaning and hnning....

We headed back to TZ once we got our ice-creams, I told her that we should head to kino to check out mangas and stuff. So Birdy, me, Mish and Mew decided to go. Birdy dropped her ice-cream, it was hilarious xDDD Epic fail Birdy!! xDDD

Mish had to leave and the rest of us went to Kings comic to check out if they had VK and DGM... The yaoi stuff they had there was pretty good, but I'm not satisfied with the shipments they get from June. I will rant more about this further down. We came upon a cosplay book. It was epic fail... I've seen so much better cosplayers than the one I saw in that book. They make sooo many mistakes and typos that it was not funny. Like Matsumoto Rangiku was named for the cosplayer who was doing Ise Nanao. They made stupid mistakes like that and they wrote Tushio Hitugaya.... IT'S TOUSHIRO (or Toshiro) HITSUGAYA!!! Jesus christ... get it right. Lawl @ Birdy and my fan girl scream when we got to DGM cosplayers page xD The guy behind us actually told us to settle down xDDD We kept staring and went... FAIL! Kanda was fat.... The other Kanda looked good, but no one could be better than Min.... She's like epic win when it comes to Kaname and Kanda xDDD but who knows, I can't wait to see Tsuki-chan do Kanda <333 *flails* We also noticed the Lavi/Rabi cosplayer's butt in the other photos, it was funny

Afterwards, we headed to Kino... It started to rain >_> Crap Sydney weather... it's been like this for the last 2 weeks >< It's like a monsoon season or something... *sighs*
Anyways, we got to Kino and we met Cailin there I was helping Birdy find Vk... which failed. I started to look at the yaoi sections... June itself doesn't fail, but the shipment that we get from June in Australia is FAIL!!! I've been waiting for Kino to get Kurashina Sensei's Passion for the last year o... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17890304/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17890304/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 02:59:42 PDT
Anyways, I'll update whats been going on in my life so far

Well... from the 3rd of April to the 11th, I've been in my exam period - Half yearlies. Don't wanna talk about it, I was in a really bad stage at that time. Procrastination, lack of motivation and will.... blah blah blah, you know.... stuff...

Anyways, I'm on break now.... YAY <333 It was nice to sleep like a normal human being after 3 days straight of lack of sleep and constant cramming. My back was hurting from using the computer and my head had a migraine during the exams. Anyways, moving on... life goes on as per usual.

Yes, I have been in a slump. I realised that I can't write anymore... so I'm taking a break from writing since I realised while I was writing the next part of acceptance, my language use was very awkward and poor. This is due to my lack of reading. I haven't actually read a proper book since Year 9.... so yea.... That is my downfall.... Anyways, I'm going to start reading again since I was enjoying a couple of books which I didn't finish over the years =3

But yes, I have started writing the next part of acceptance, I will finish it tomorrow and post it up on DA. I can't seem to make it any more emotional due to my lack of writing skills... But I hope people like look at it and think my god.... that's so sad.... poor Akira -spoiler- xDDD But yes, I have a feeling that people instead, might think WTF?! What a twisted person for writing that... yes, I may be a twisted person....
Other than acceptance, I will continue The Bet since it doesn't require too much sophisticated language use.... I noticed that my use of language for the yaoi sex scenes are getting overdone and overused. Maybe this means I need to read more fanfics and yaoi material.... *thinks*

Oh yes, the collaborated that Birdy and I did <333 DGM: Why Kanda doesn't moan... started off as epic quotes that Birdy and I made over msn, then we decided to make it into a story xDDD Hopefully she'll be able to draw it into a Doujin <3 That would be epic. It's such a gag fanfic, but awesome one <333 Gotta love LaviYuu pairing xDDD

Oh yes... I've been reading lots and lots of yaoi manga recently.... oneshots seem to piss me off because of all the PWP. I need the plot for me to sustain interest. But smut is always good tho. I love Haruka Minami... she makes me very happy... The newest translated releases of Bitter and Honey Boy Spiral made me very happy. "I don't even like you, but I want you to f**k me hard" that's quite ironic.... but yea....

Damn.... there was a forum I tried to join... but it won't let me post >_> If I don't post, I can't download the yaoi manga I want to read. WTF?! I tried so many times but it won't work.... I officially hate it now, I might as well just use IRC cuz it's sooo much better than those stupid forums that won't let me download their crap ><


Other than the ranting and etc... I should recount the epic girls meet up that was held on the 13th of April

I got there about 12pm @ Hyde Park. All the sexy girls were in their lolita, having a picnic (so adorable). Since we had a theme, I decided to pimp all the girls by crossplaying an uke boii.... That was sooo much fun, but I binding problems >_> Most of the time, I was glomped and taken by the smexy Tsuki-chan (who was cosplaying as school boii/Naruto) xD it was epic since I was always on the floor when Tsuki-chan on me xDDD Then later, Birdy, Tsuki-chan and I went to the bathrooms cuz they needed to go to the bathroom and I needed to fix my binding. I swear, everyone kept telling me to stop touching myself xDDD
Anyways, while we were in the bathroom, I was having one of those great DGM moments with Lavi and Yuu <333 I started to quote the things I wrote like Ahhh.... Yuu!!! The thrusting and the mansex. When I got out, Tsuki-chan and Birdy was laughing like hell.... apparently, there was a woman in the bathroom when I did that xDDD I went O___________O *runs out of maccas* Yes... I must've scarred that woman for life with the epic mansex in the bathroom xDDD
Anyways, there was this massive strike thingy with all these Chinese people going down elizabeth or something st.... When we got back, I decided to glomp Acey and scream "F you! I'm seme!! MWAHAHAH!!!" At the same time, my ass virginity was violated by Naruto and his 1000 years of pain attack >_> Lawl @ Tsuki-chan for attempting it and succeeding T^T She has stole my ass virginity xDDD Damn Naruto! *shakes fist* poor acey and his bad back due to random glompage xD
The weather sucked so we had to change location, so we ended up goin... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17678805/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17678805/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 06:47:14 PDT
as you all know... I like to write stories... yes, stories.... For those who actually do read them, I've been slowly writing stories that are yaoi related, fanfics and what not.

However, I need your help now. Since I'm n00b and I can't make polls... I'll ask you guys to comment on this journal for your responses.

Lately, I've been wondering what kind of yaoi people want to read. I focus a lot on the development; from that, you begin to notice that I avoid the yaoi. People might think "WHAT?! There's plenty of yaoi..." Actually.... I should be able to write 5-6 solid pages of hardcore sexings between the hawt bishies.... But my mind hasn't been through fire so I'm lacking in that department.

Anyways... What I want is for people to give me pairings they want to see in the stories Obviously, if I don't know them well enough, I'll just have to study them more <3 I'll put up a list of preferences of anime /vg people like to see pairings of. So yea, please give me response to which anime/vg and the pairings they'd like see being written about.

List of anime I could write:-

- D. Gray-man
- Bleach
- Weiss Kreuz
- Kateikyo Hitman Reborn!
- FF series
- KH series
- Naruto
- Ouran High School Host Club
- Evangelion
- Full Metal Alchemist
- Deathnote

Btw.... I'm also going to start writing slash, so you can integrate characters you want to see together xDDD

Also... you may put normal pairings as well, since I enjoy writing stories where the girl falls in love with the guy, and they fall into a reckless abandon xDDD Makes me want to write Pip and Seras fan fic <333 They're so cute together xD Pity tho...

But yes... I want your voices to be heard! Please tell me what you want to read with which pairing from which series xDDD

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Went to Mini Animania 08 @ Citigate Central on the 29th of March. Pretty fun but soooo crowded >_> Got to see sooo many awesome people that I don't get to hang out with enough and uber great cosplays that I could drool by staring xDDD ZOMG! That Eva 01 and plug suit was like nosn;oanf;kndf;lsdnf!!! That plug suit as soooo sexy, I was so transfixed at staring at it xDDD

On other news.... YAY for and winning prelim round 1 in Sydney Mini <333 Good luck to you guys in the finals! I will support you guys all the way even though it's my HSC year.... Screw that, HSC will not rule my life!!! grrr.... But yea, I'm so stoked that they did D GAY MAN.... I mean, D. Gray-man *cough cough* Akuma Allen x Allen yaoiness xDDD I love you guys <3 Yes... groped lots of men.... yes... men *cough cough*

you make teh sexiest Dark ever >w< Needs more gropage xDDD The jacket was sooo sexy, I'm so proud of you <3

Everyone I met at Animania, you guys are soooo awesome <3 All the cosplayers there, you should all be proud of yourselves. it's not about winning, it's about showing off your character and to show what you can do as a cosplayer. Sure, we may not all be that great, but it's the effort and the love that counts >w< I'm not that good nor experienced, but I learn new things every time, that motivate me to become better and to do better cosplays xD However, I seem to always want to choose to stay with the easy ones *sweat* Maybe I should scrap Van and Omi.... nah, I love the characters. Road Kamelot was pretty easy, but I did it because she was an awesome character. I love her as well as my love for DGM <3 Man.... I was such a fan girl on stage >_> Yea 1....5....4!!! DGM 154! You cruel person, but I'm glad It was such a good chapter xDDD

Okay.... now for post Animania.... Went to Galaxy to meet up with Mish, Mew and Birdy <3 Got changed in Galaxy cuz I was too lazy to get changed in the bathrooms xDDD played some DDR, then met up with randoms from Animania. Headed to Ramen shop, had Ramen there.... ZOMG!!! I swear... you were trying to give me a nose bleed with that hardcore yaoi story, weren't you??? I can handle my yaoiness, but that kicked the boundaries and my head was filled with unnecessary content xDDD Nevertheless, it was awesome xD Like mind overblowing orgasm thing? xDDD Then you violated me with a phoenix down near my cleavage xDDD But the ramen dinner was awesome, the fact we were all displaying our love for yaoi <3 Soubi Kamelot <3 Yes... our love for DGM <333 Hmmm.... That shop must've thought we were really weird when we sung "If you were Gay" out loud xD It was so much fun tho xD

Then we headed to French Rivera with Mish, Mew, Cailin, Birdy, Jazz (kinky cloud), Sara, Mim, Liam.... two more people, I know who you guys are... but I forgot the name xDDD L cosplayer who was really tall and the same asian girl who said she was full seme xDDD

Birdy and I wanted to be fat so we bought $16 of ice-cream, which everyone stole from us >_> But all was fun. From our destination of the Ramen shop to French Riv, we skipped our way and I received a surprise Butt sex from Femme Cloud xDDD Also, she violated by ear xDDD Made such a weird noise, between a squeal and wtf noise?

After that, we headed back to Marketcity for some DDR Then I left since I'm asian and my parents are strict... no, I'll just stick with asian xDDD

Overall, it was an awesome day with full of cosplay, yaoi, DGM, ice-cream, Ramen and surprise Butt sex.... just the way I like it mmm... yes xDDD man sex XD
... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17373295/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17373295/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:49:01 PDT

Here's the rules:
1. you've got to type the rules
2. When you get tagged, you have to write 8 things about you
3. You must write all this in your journal
4. Once you're done, you've got to tag eight more people
5. If they don't know you tagged them, go to their profile and tell them

Eight things about me, in no order of importance:

1. I've been dancing since I was in Year 8, but quit when I was in Year 11. So I've danced for under 3 years That was for ballet (cecchetti style) and contemporary <3 I've done Grade 5 and 6 for ballet only tho. I had to quit because of studies and the fact my mother didn't like me doing it.

2. I don't have a best friend, because I believe that sometimes it's best not to trust people too much from past experiences. You get hurt the most in that process...

3. I go into obsessive phases in life. Like I seriously played DDR for 6 months where I spent all of my summer holidays of 07 going to Galaxy world with the DDR crew to just play DDR. Now my obsessive phase in yaoi and cosplay... but I have a feeling those two might be more than just phases.

4. I'm in the outcast group of my year. This doesn't mean we're social rejects, but we just don't fit into the clique groups at school, even though we get along with everyone in our year. We are known to be the muso geeks because of our passion for music. Also, we're geeks because we talk about games and cartoons most of our time. We <3 our games xDDD

5. I don't read... I have the worst attention span where I can stay focused when reading books. Unless it has a really upbeat exciting plot, I won't read it. This goes the same for manga as well... unless i'm really in the mood, or it's really addictive, I won't read it.

6. I love writing. In Year 9, I was scared to write after I got cut from hearing I just barely passed my writing task. It was a good story since it delved into the whole psychological aspect of depression on a individual, but I guess the teacher marking it thought it was too depressing (same thing happened to a guy who wrote about homosexuals).I was so scared to write so I didn't write until I entered the writing competition for the State uni comp thingy that happens every year for most subjects. I entered in mid Year 10, I got high distinction... from then on, I was able to write again.

7. I love yaoi *no surprise in that* xDDD However, when I first realised I liked it in Year 10; I went into depression. I thought it was abnormal to feel something towards (and like) the interactions between two men. I got into when I read a yaoi fanfic about Weiss Kreuz members xDDD When I went into my depression stage, I was so scared of my friends finding out and judging me, where I actually went as far as to emo myself into a corner and cut all ties with reality. Friends were really worried. 3 months later, I came out and my friends were happy to hear and understand. Now, I'm waaay too open about it in my opinion *sweat* Even though it may be weird, I love the moments I have with Tsuu-chan about yaoiness xDDD

8. Last one... I love the new friends I've made over the forums and cosplay. Each of you are such lovely people. Not just that, but also the people I met over DA, you guys are all so awesome. There are times where I feel like I don't fit in, but thinking of you guys makes me remember and feel like I'm not useless and that I do belong somewhere.... Thank you everyone <333

hehe.. now to tag peoples

http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17325875/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:21:45 PDT
It took me a while to post up part 10 since I was very unsatisfied with what I had written for it. Nevertheless, it's done so I don't need to dwell on it! *yahoo!!!*

Because of this, I'm appeasing to your needs by releasing part 11 together with part 10! I thought we needed another dose, so that's what I have done

So far, we have them rebuilding their relationship slowly. I have planned in this phase; revealing Akira's past, Kushina's past, their relationship, Akira's feelings towards their relationship and dramatic events unfolding! *dramatic music*

I won't say much since those who want to read it should have an element of surprise I wonder, is it too cliche? I hate cliches, but it sounds so much like one xDDD

Also, double mind is my yaoi fanfic of KH2! I'm currently writing the next part which will be released hopefully by the end of this weekend, or early next week I actually really like the story, since Riku x Sora is soooo adorable xDDD

Man.... I've been reading soooo much yaoi this week that it is unbelievable xDDD I love it tho xD I've found some really good ones that I love so much. But rather than the plot, I love the mangaka's who write them.

Gotta love them:

-Hinako Takanaga
-Haruka Minami
-Ellie Mamahara
-Yaya Sakuragi
-Mio Tennouji

They have really cute stories and great drawings >w< Gotta love them I swear.

These are the mangas that I'm really ecstatic about xDDD I can't wait till more gets released

- Yakyuu Tengoku (licensed ;___; but I have the Jap ver. manga, so I need to learn Japanese asap!)
- Okane ga Nai (zomg!!! I want Volume 6 ch 25 right now >w< What does Kannou do???)
- Brother x brother (Souichirou is sooo cute >w<
- Kibun wa Joujou (waaaaah! so cute >w< need moar!)
- Boys Love (based on the movie, or was the movie based on the manga? either way, I want them both >w< Such a cute story between a model and a news article writer xDDD)
- Kirepapa (zomg! Gotta love this one. The anime OVA was great, but I love the manga more since it has more and it's much more detailed )
- FAKE season 2 (drawings cute... but what happens to Bikky??)
- Bukiyou no silent (Takanaga-sama!!! I <3 you >W< Such a cute story)
- Kohitsuji Hokaku Keikaku (I wanna see a 4some in this one xDDD)
- Honey boy spiral (so adorable. <3 Minami's work <33)

I won't mention the ones I have finished reading... since the list won't end... I just have waaaay too much yaoi on my HD xDDD but yea, those are the ones I love at the moment and can't wait till more gets released by the scanlator groups xDDD

Anyways, that's it for now ^^ Hope you guys like the new releases of acceptance ^^

Rinne ~

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17186770/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17186770/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:33:41 PST
Anyways, back to update!

For those who I've sent the contact doc. to, you may still order but they'll come in late April. Tsuu-chan's blue ones are coming in, as well as Ani's violet ones. They're both $99 guys They might arrive mid this month, if not, maybe mid April >< But I'm trying really hard to push it for mid this month

Okay, I haven't had the motivation to write acceptance. I've written some, but I'm just not satisfied with the way I've written in. I have the idea, lack the skills I guess >_> So to take my mind off things, I've started writing fan fics for the first time <3 YAY xDDD

First one is double mind. This is a KH2 fan fic based after Sora's adventures. It's based on Destiny Island, and it delves into Sora and Riku's intimate relationship However, it's more BL or shounen ai because I want to explore the plot, so it lacks alot of smut xDDD It's dedicated to Tsuu-chan and Catty due to their obsession for KH+2 game and characters I've always loved KH+2, but my appreciation for it has increased ever since I met them and the KH+2 cosplayers Thank you guys ^^
However, this fan fic isn't just a Riku x Sora pairing... you'll have to find out the rest

Another one that is in planning stage is a Bleach fan fic. Unfortunately, I don't know which character pairings to do... So I need some suggestions for this I'm planning this to be a yaoi fan fic so it'll be hardcore like my acceptance story xDDD So yea, I need to know what people want to read, because I honestly don't know who to write it on xDDD

Next thing, my cosplays have been on halt as I need to try working on my textiles work for my MTP. I'll try to get PT cosplay done asap during the holidays, but for Road, I feel uneasy. I'm thinking whether or not to enter the cosplay competition for it. It's not an overly good job, plus it's an easy cosplay so I'm debating whether I should enter it or not.

Lately I've just been in such a lazy mood, doing none of my school work, being neglecting it and always surfing the net. I really need to get a move on it. I need to take active measures to do well in my HSC...

I fscked up in my Modern History essay. I wrote 4 pages when I could've written 6; I wrote too slowly and now I'm screwed.... I did so well in modern and now I've done it ><
Got my textiles assessment back..... 29 1/2 out of 30.... I lost that 1/2 mark and it's giving me the shits. Same as the one before, I got 19 1/2 out of 20.... that 1/2 mark will haunt me for the rest of my HSC year I swear ><

I'm having a pissy term I swear... I've been so irritated with everything that I can't stand school. I just hate it. But I hope it's all worth it in the end.

Thinking about my future, the only courses I want to do is:
Bachelor of Design, Fashion & Textiles - UTS
Bachelor of Science in Textile Technology - UNSW
Bachelor of textile management - UNSW
Bachelor of Arts in Fashion (design) - RMIT
Bachelor of Arts in Textile Design - RMIT
any form of textiles and design - ANU

Only problem is that I don't think those courses in UNSW exist anymore =S So only choice I have is pretty much UTS because mum doesn't want me to go far away. I'm quite worried actually.... I should study more, but I lack the motivation... *sighs*

]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17068033/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/17068033/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 03:59:54 PST _> Even though I'm procrastinating like usual, I'm constantly thinking about it non-stop. The work load is big, but the assessment Tasks are worse in comparison. Just the fact that EVERYTHING COUNTS just scares me. The rank is so important that I have to keep up with everything =.=;;

WEEK 6 - Modern Hist Research Essay, in class task
Adv. Eng Module B: Speeches (listening and writing)
WEEK 7 - PIP part 2 due
WEEK 8 - ??
WEEK 9 - Chem prac exam - Titration?
WEEK 10-11: HALF YEARLIES >_>

I hate my schedule for for my exams.... They always put Chem straight after Adv. Eng >_> Why can't they do it on different days! Those are the two hardest subjects for me, and I want the time to study for it T^T

I feel like I'm in the closest for Textiles... the teacher doesn't do much to teach us, I'm actually quite scared.... I'll have to check on bos website to get the syllabus to self study (again...)

Society and Culture is okay, we finally got to the next topic! POPULAR CULTURE <3 *woot* Now this will be slightly helpful to my PIP ^^

I like Modern History, but I'm finding the Weimar Republic and the great Depression really boring >_> Come on! I wanna study about the rise of Hitler and the Nazi party

History Extension is SOOOOOOOOOO BORING >_> I need to catch up on the work on Post Modernism and etc. I just can't read it because of how boring it is. Depending on my results for my half yearlies, i might drop it. It just doesn't interest me, the way historians view history.

Chemistry is as hardcore as always Acids and bases are fun and they keep me occupied in understanding the work. I understand equilibrium, but I'm a bit confused with the experiment we did a while ago...

Adv. Eng >_> OMG! The speeches are soooooooo boring >_> I can't believe we have to know all 12 speeches for Module B is the HSC @.@ Keating, Lincoln and King's speeches were easy enough to understand. I don't find I can connect with them because they don't interest me. I liked Levernotv or something; her speech really got to me. I like it alot since it shows a common person's views about society and the context of the time, how it affects her views. It's better than hearing a nation leader telling us what we want to hear so that it makes sure their place in the parliament is secured for the next election. Either way.... SPEECHES ARE BORING >_> TECHNIQUES ARE BORING!!

Okay, I haven't had the time to continue writing my story (sadly ) I don't know if I'll have the time this weekend but I'll make sure to post up Part 10 on Friday I've written a page of it but it's not enough to finish the scene in that story. Maybe I'm not angsty enough to motivate myself to write xDDD Oh well, I'm just busy with stuff I guess xDDD

Okay, this is the 3rd meeting for my Anime and Manga club at school *yay*. I've prepared a cosplay presentation for them which is made of awesome and cool pictures. I'm so excited, but worried that it won't show on the projector like all the other times the teachers failed to do @.@;; It's quite sad actually now I think about it... I should've started something like this in Year 10... but now that I think about it, I got into anime again when I got broadband and got into the whole anime community with cosplay and everything included in the package. It's just sad that I'll be the leader of the club only till Term 3.... even then, I won't be able to facilitate it well because I'll be busy with my studies >_> Either way, I have to transfer my authority and power to the next person, who's in Year 11. But still, I'm going to visit those kids after HSC so I can show them all the cool cosplays I've been working on in the holidays and what not >w<

Overall, I hate school... it's so boring and I hate the atmosphere of it. We finally decided on the jersey design, so we're getting our jerseys in the beginning weeks of Term 2 It's so exciting actually ^^ I'm so stoked about that I'm going to have AzN AnN xD on the back, in memory of the Year 12's of 06 ^^ good times good times... I wanted to have something with yaoi in it, but I guess AzN AnN would've been the best to do. MANSEX... lawl xD Yaoi addict >w< But if th... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/16987306/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/16987306/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 02:57:34 PST
my friend has been taking orders for contact lenses. She gets them from Thailand and they have the correct measurements and everything. Some has to be ordered from Korea and stuff so they may take longer than others.

So if you are interested, just give me your email and I'll send you a document with the prices and pictures of those contacts.

They vary in style and colour. They also last different time lengths.

If interested, just give me your email and I'll send over the details

Rinne ~

NOTE: This is really only for Sydney area people. Anyone interstate and interested, I will have to charge extra for postage and handling.

Also, the more orders I get in in a bulk, the faster I can get them for you

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My textiles teacher pisses me off >< She makes me want to change my MTP because of the way she makes everything her business... She's controlling us so much to the point that I'm going to crack. Today was the worst, the machines weren't working properly, all the screw drivers and things were gone and stuff.... It took a whole period trying to find everything in that god forsaken room because the teacher decided to change everything side to make it 'easier' for us.... Sheesh, I was losing my cool and it really irritated me...

I want to change my MTP.... It's frustrating me and I don't want to use the school machines cuz they suck. Also, we should the senior class get the older machines while the juniors get the newer ones??? Makes no sense! Also, why should we share our room with the juniors when we have $100 of material in that room with an assignment that is 50% of our HSC??
I miss the old teachers I've had in the past... But I guess this teacher means well.... doubtable tho.... A comparison between a 17 yr old to a 10 year old can be demoralising.....

Anyways.... back to the real point in my journal entry.

YES!!! We're going to Part 10! Woot! Quite a development don't you think *winks*
Just to notify you all, we have just finished phase one and going into phase 2 We had the introduction, now for the complication However, I'm going to have a total of 4 phases for the story. I know we're up to page 20, so I'm find of worried it might go over 50 pages O_____o;; There's going to be Introduction, complication, resolution and climax. Yea, I added a climax because something happens after resolution. It might be an omake? Who knows, you'll just have to keep reading.

Anyways, for the development, we've seen quite a bit going on. The introduction of many characters in the story, along with the revealing of their 'dark' pasts xDDD The growth of intimacy between characters with a hint of 'love'. It hasn't developed that far, but it's inevitable. God, I've read too much yaoi for my own good to know how it always goes xDDD

The complication (which is in Phase 2), will mainly be angst. No real yaoi action, thus why I had the Part 9 being 5 pages full of hardcore yaoiness (with no penetration) xDDD This will be the growth of emotions and character for Akira especially. We get to know Yuki's memory of the past, along with akira's and Kushina-sensei. I'm so sick of writing Kushina sensei at least a bazillon times in this story. By the time I get to the resolution, it will be first name based *shock*. But yea, I enjoy writing angst, but I won't get as far as to wrist cutting.... because I'm not here to kill off my characters... *thinks for a moment*

Anyways, just to express my thoughts to you, I'm still not use to writing the sexual themes in the yaoi story. Despite reading many fanfics, doujin, yaoi manga, watching yaoi and playing yaoi/BL games; I'm still not use to it. I find it hard sometimes because it's hard to express what you're thinking into words, worried about whether it comes out right or not =/ But yea, I'm actually loving the development of my characters ^^

So how did you like Part 9? Interesting, aye? We found out Kushina's age and he's soooo old xDDD 29 xD He'll be turning 30 along with Akira turning 18, the legal age as well *cough cough* Figuring out this age difference would've been the hardest for me since I needed to make sure.... never mind, can't say because it'll ruin the story See, I shouldn't write these cuz I don't want to spoil it. It annoys me cuz I know what happens in the story, but no one else does xDDD

hahaha.... Butt crack, I'll never get over that xD Also, once it got to my attention, i never actually thought about the character designs for these guys. I guess I'm starting to imagine Akira having more of Tidus-ish kind of hair. The play boii type one? The one who always gets the girls, but because he's smart and studious, it kind of contradicts itself xD Oh well, it's hard to maintain good looks and good grades xDDD Kushina sensei is the type who had his hair down and neat when he is being the teacher, but it's ruffled up into Squall-ish hair when he has a shower and stuff. I guess Kushina sensei is a character inspired by Minato sensei (Shinichiro) from Sukisyo and Kurashina sensei from Kurashina senseis passion. When I think about it, Kushina sensei's hair resembles Kurashina sensei's hair the most xDDD Oh well, character designs can be... ]]> ~AzN-AnN http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/16909177/ http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/16909177/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 05:17:25 PST

Had the best night out with Tsuu-chan, Cailin, Catty and her friend It was so much fun, full of K, DDR, yaoiness and pizza hut xDDD God those guys were hawt; not only that, they were gay! I mean come on! They have to be gay; one of them was wearing really short shorts and the other was wearing tight purple top, laughing like a girl xDDD Man, we wanted some live yaoi action, but Cailin didn't comply to our pleas xDDD
Man, you guys are trying to make me get back into DDR >_> I quit, but I'm still occasionally playing.... NO!!!! I really love that K place, they have the best songs by the best bands. I mean, they have SOAD, muse, Franz Ferdinand, Placebo and etc playing!!! Rock genre stuff!!! *hails* Got to go again xDDD

I'm writing my third page of the next part for acceptance. Will post it up tomorrow (most likely) since I want to finish writing it tonight and start editing tomorrow We finally get some sort of hint for Akira's 'dark' past. Full of angst and confusion =3 Sorry guys, no hardcore yaoi sex for a while. No pleasurable activities either Kushina is in the same room as him
I know it's killing you, but bear with me. The story will be good xD It's all planned out so I'm driving this thing into whatever chaotic environment I want it to be in xD
I've realised this... I seem to write alot of stories with angst and depression. Does it subtly imply that I'm a bit emo...? *thinks* nah! I can't be emo if I'm asian xD That would break the balance of things in life xDDD

I guess the main reason to why I wasted so much time today was because I was working on a cosplay for next year. I'm making a cardboard katana ^^ It looks dodgy, but we'll have to see the results later

Plans for 2009 cosplay

Fujioka Haruhi - Ouran High School Host Club
Okita Souji (Soshi) - Samurai X? Rurouni Kenshin? Peacemaker Kurogane?
Haruhi Suzumiya - The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Van Freiheit - Zoids: chaotic century
Rukia (school girl) - Bleach
Hinamori (shinigami) - Bleach
Lavi: 1st and second coat - D. Gray-man
Shuichi Shindo - Gravitation
Omi Tsukiyono - Weiss Kreuz
Psylocke - X men 3 (movie)
Zexion - KH2:Final Mix
Ulquiorra Schiffer - Bleach
Alice - American McGee's Alice

If Wai-con goes for two days, I'll take Lavi and -secret- cosplay
Lavi is the sex, i want to rape him xDDD I want Lavi x Allen and Lavi x Kanda yaoi xDDD Allen will always be the uke, but who's the seme for Lavi x Kanda pairing? I suspect it's Lavi who's the uke, but Kanda is such a beautiful beautiful man... the femme bishounens should be the ukes xDDD

Golden Bride finally finished. It was a good ending. That marks the end of my korean drama phase for this year. I've watched pretty good ones over the years. The best ones I saw was from last year Coffee Prince and Bad Couple were the best ones Kimchi radish cubes were good, but not one of the best =3 It ended on a happy not tho ^^ But yea, korean dramas are so melodramatic and depressing. So emotional, I cried watching Golden Bride many times xDDD Coffee prince was one that you didn't have to cry so much.
Just to give a brief description...
Coffee Prince is about a girl who gets mistaken as a guy because of the way she dresses and acts. One day, she wants to work at a cafe but the guy hires her thinking she's a guy. Basically, she hides her gender and works at the cafe. Later, the manager develops feelings for her and questions his sexuality as he doesn't know she is a girl xD Funny and witty, a bit angsty in the middle. The ending could've tied a few loose ends, but I loved it. The ending could've been better but the story line was great http://AzN-AnN.deviantart.com/journal/16874318/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 03:15:57 PST

Journey was abandoned once I got overly obsessed for my yaoi story. It was inspired by the Shogunate era influence of Japan. So basically things on the Shinsengumi, Bakamatsu, Ishin Shishi and etc interested. I love Japanese history so after remininiscing about Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X and Peace maker Kurogane, I decided to write the story based on the time before the Meiji Restoration period. Once again, full of angst, the protagonist of this story is a girl. Funnily enough, I forgot her name xDD

Story for you is about..... I actually don't remember xDDD I found this last night when I was going through my lap top. I started it in Year 10, but never progressed further than 2 pages >< The story started off well, but I guess I'll continue on with it. Despite unknowing the contents of the story xD

Another story that will be posted up is Seven Deadly Sins. Inspired by... duh! the seven deadly sins. Also, what influenced me to start this was from watching FMA xDDD I wrote this during Year 10, currently up to 12 pages, i managed to finish one chapter I'll post that up sometime in the weekend after editing xD

Hmm.... other than my stories, I should give an update of my life.

School sucks... period.

I was unable to change Society and Culture classes due to the small number in my class. The class is falling behind and it affects my work, but like the teacher said, I should just do things on my own =3

Chemistry kills me.... the work load is enormous....

Modern history, I'm so over WWI. YAY for Germany, I like that area of study >w<

Textiles is killing me because I absolutely abhor my teacher. She thinks we're incapable and stupid. Thinks we don't know what vlie-so-fix is >< Don't mock me women! Trying to tell me I don't know how to do boning... I mean, hello? I'm making a Princess Tutu cosplay! DUH! I need boning for my bodice, and I know how to gather. I've been doing it since my first cosplay and what not >< She frustrates me bad >_>

Adv. English.... I hate techniques.... Most of all, I hate poetry and speeches.... period.

History Ext. OMG! You bore me to death >< The stupid debate that kept contradicting themselves. I'm over Herodotus, Thuycidides, Bede, Gibbon and etc. Screw historians, I wanna learn about Appeasement NOW!! >w<

Other than classes, I haven't been working on any of my major work. Well.... I'm doing society cuz my topic is awesome and I love it <3 Thanx to Catty and Tsuu-chan, I'm able to do one of my primary research chapter ^^ Yay for cosplay <3

Other than that, I need to fix my Road Kamelot cosplay. Lero was damaged T^T
I'm about 70% done of the Tutu for Princess Tutu. I might get the wig this friday, but I might wait a bit tho xD

I've been baby sitting recently again. I've been saving up so I've got roughly around $200! Yay <3 Saving up this year for 2009 cosplays and my trip to Perth as a end of School trip. I want to go to Wai-con so I'm saving up for it I'll work after HSC to get more, but currently, I'm doing quite well

Sydney's weather sux.... It's been raining, windy, cold.... then bright and sunny.

So far, that's the update to my life. It's not so bad... Just frequently tired and fatigue. I guess it's part of a life of a teenager. Full of angst and emoness >w<

Oh yea, need to write this up as well...

TOMORROW'S THE FIRST MEETING OF THE ANIME AND MANGA CLUB AT SCHOOL!!!

*celebrates* I'm quite happy that I'm able to establish a small community. The library supports it which is even better ^^

Okay, that's my ranting for this week

Rinne ~

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So far, I've gotten about 10-11 pages done, but I've only skimmed the surface with that. Currently, I'm adding them in parts so that it doesn't look bad as I try to edit a massive blob of writing every time I want to add something

Okay, part 1-5 is complete and edited. Maybe need more editing but I'm satisfied with it so far. I've got 3 more parts ready, but not edited so that might take me a week to do if I'm not busy (impossible, but I make the time).

So lets get into the story shall we? Here's a little blurb:

Akira Shinomori is a 17 year old guy who feels no intimacy towards anyone or anything. The usual quiet bishounen type who gathers people, he's actually an anti-social ass who likes to keep to himself. Usually a cool character, his mind is wavered by a guy he meets at school. He feels a strange feeling from the guy and starts to feel strange and awkward. Unable to come in terms with his feelings, he runs away from the situation.

The story progresses on where his relationship develops with another guy. At the moment, there is no signs of 'love', because I've planned some good stuff for the events to occur.

It's not PWP story, it's more of the progression of mutual emotions. The development of love regardless of gender. The focus of human nature and our prejudice against people who are 'different' to 'us'.

However, I'll add some sizzling lemony goodness in the later half of the story So far, it's about the development.

I've read heaps of fan-fics and yaoi to know what PWP brings. It gets boring so I wanted to write something that makes you go "WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! What's going to happen next???" -suspense-

but then again, that's prolly just what I want to think it'll be like.

Either way.... I hope you guys like it

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My purpose for using this isn't to post up pictures of drawings... I might occasionally post up photography and such, but it's main purpose is for my literature work and cosplay pictures when I get them done properly with a proper camera and landscape rather than my messy room =.=;;

At the moment, I'm more focused on posting up my yaoi story that I've been working on. Unfortunately, due to the lazy ass I am, I don't edit my work *sweat* That's why I decided to post them into parts so I can revise each part before I post them up onto deviantART. I dunno about part 1 tho *sweat* I haven't revised it properly so if there are many grammatical errors, just post them up onto the comments so I can revise it again

Many thanks guys <333

I'll try to keep up to date with my literature work ;

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