http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Azul-kitsune&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Azul-kitsune en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 19:22:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/6110038/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/6110038/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 07:55:09 PDT Anyway, Im really upset about it. I've made so many friends who I will never talk to again And also Felouse (my friend from blue wind) just got on here. I don't want to leave, but I have to. Seriously. On blue wind I killed my charracter. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/6033411/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/6033411/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 19:19:55 PDT ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5980147/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5980147/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 18:29:37 PDT
I feel terrible for my stepdad, that is four people this year he has lost. His grandpa, his mother, his older half brother, and now his younger brother. He is coping pretty well it seems. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5961970/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5961970/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 19:40:29 PDT Lol, kidding again, Velocity is just my friend, not boyfriend (Not that I currently have one or ever will) I was really at this portugese festival thingy. It was fun at first until
1. My two little sisters got tired
2. My step-dad got drunk and kept on going back to the stupid beer stand to get more beer (Which meant I had two watch my 4 year old sis with downsyndrome)
3. I had to take my 4 yr old sister to the 'potty' -_-
4. I ran out of things to do
5. The female vocalist in the band that was there started singing a song (I forget which one) HORRIBLY! Lets just say she sounded like a chipmunk from Alvin and the chipmunks

Oh well... ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5926057/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5926057/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 18:32:49 PDT What was I doing?
Getting drunk as hell and fucking my friends boyfriend of course! She still doesn't know, MWAHAHAHAAAAAA!!! Lol, don't worry Im not too hungover... because Im kidding I would never do that... and none of my friends have boyfriends Lol. I actually went to see Batman and it got over at 11:30, and it took me a half hour to get home.
Im especially sorry Gochi-chan.... I WILL FINISH YOUR PIC! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5879774/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5879774/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 18:48:34 PDT [link]
I've actually been worried about this for a while now, but I feel waaaaaay better!
I have a feeling tommorrow might be a good day because
1. The Street fair is tommorrow! Probably won't go, but I still like hearing about it ^_^
2. VELOCITY WILL BE HERE TOMMORROW!

Also, look here:
[link]
Um... it says in the Petz 5 help guide 2 pets of the same gender will never have kittens/puppies. What the fuck?
I got another new sharpie
AND in other news my sonic character on blue-wind.tk just got raped again. Poor Azul ...ANYWAY.... JOIN BLUE WINDS RP BOARD ON THE FORUM! ....please? ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5860352/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5860352/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 19:41:37 PDT Mmkay, then, I know what you're thinking, 'If he's the one with a girlfriend, why are you feeling loved?' because Im not hated anymore ^_^ The people older than me (most of them anyway) hated me because Im sort of like Velocity's side-kick, I follow him around, do what he tells me, and Im just generally friends with him. Well, most people hated Velocity because he annoyed them. I hated him when I first met him, but then I talked to him and we became friends. Anyway, they hated me too because I didn't hate Velocity- stupid people! They are all gone now, and I brought a pad of paper to camp with me since I was 30 minutes early. Everybody loved my drawings, and so I set up a little shop at the beach. One piece of seaglass (Nobody usually brings money) for one drawing. One kid I knew from last year, Velocity's friends boyfriend (I don't think they were REALLY together- they're 9!) named Wolfy, said, "Yanno what, I REALLY love your drawings and you're nice, so I'll just give you this much! *hands me about 5 pieces*" I told him he didn't have to, and he said he made enough trading YuGiOh cards for seaglass, so Im drawing him a dragon and a Sonic style cat or fox later. I've gotten so many Im almost out of paper 0_0' By the way, I do commisions on here, but I probably won't finish your drawings till this weekend. Right now, Gochi-chans pic is #1 on my list.
I've also put that whole cutting thing behind me. I now know cutting solves nothing, and Im happy with the way things are going. I'll never be happy with myself and thats just the way I am.
I really appreciate if you read all this ^_^ Thanks! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5804765/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5804765/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 18:38:14 PDT Thanks so much gochi-chan, you've been really supportive of me and helped me out with all my problems, I'll get around to drawing you something.... aventually! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5784249/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5784249/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 18:17:01 PDT BAD NEWS: I cut myself.
I have no idea why I did. I've just so angry lately, and when Im not angered I've been sad and deppressed. I just sort of lashed out. Now I am officially as low as anyone could possibly go. I am ashamed of it and wish I could just dissapear. It was a very shallow cut, but still a cut. Im pretty sure I won't do it again, but the fact that happened will always be there. I now have even lower esteem then before.... I always try to be strong and help everybody but I always say something wrong or do something wrong and end up fucking it up even more.
Anyway I doubt anybody on the face of the earth cares about that. Im sorry about the lack of art. Petz 5 has consumed me X_x
Now for some better news, tommorrow is the last day of school, meaning I get to see my friend I haven't seen or spoken to in 2 years VERY soon As well as Velocity and another friend I have spoken to maybe 3 times in 2 years. The friend I've only spoken to 3 times won't come to the island until August or late July at least though ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5747130/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5747130/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 18:17:25 PDT
ANGELS624 SAID:
Well accordimg to the fan-fiction agreement\dissagreement form, it read
that I could express myself about other stories in reviews. And so i
did, I'm sorry if your gay, but if you write about gay pairings expect
flames, that's just the way it is.

I have a right to express my opionions and tell you that you are
frikin' gay! Honestly, the best way not to get flames is not to write about
gay pairings at all.

By the way, you should try skittles, so you can taste the
homosexuality, since you're obviously into that sort of thing.

Have a nice (and hopefully) gay-free day!

I SAID:
I didn't say, "FUCK YOU FOR HAVING A DIFFERENT OPINION THEN ME!!". Im saying just because you have an opinion does not make it the way it is. I DID expect flames. Just because I reply to them doesn't mean I didn't expect them. By the way, Im not gay because I am not in love with anybody, or attracted to them in any way. IM ALONE. Also, did you know that often when people accuse others of being gay, thay are really gay themselves? Just a thought. Also, what exactly are you trying to do by calling me gay? Because if you're trying to insult me, it's not working so you could just save yourself some time and stop trying.
Skittles are gay huh? Wow, really are desperate to insult me aren't you? How sweet, thank you!
Have a nice day once again ^_^


Isn't she a nice little bitch?
Lol, Im actually having fun replying to these ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5737203/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5737203/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 18:47:25 PDT A. Hear everybody bitch about, "OMG? WHY DIDNT U GO?"
B. Listen to my mom telling me I would have had fun
Erm.. well.... my mom would make me go anyway
On Monday's field trip a little 4 year old turned around on the boat and STARED at me while I was drawing. He seriously sat down on the little table thing between the seats so he could stare at me Oo
Then he left and our teachers told us to put on sunscreen, so I started to, then he came back, sat down on the table again, and stared some more, then said to his dad,

KID: Daddy, we need to use sunscreen to protect us from the son
FATHER: *reading newspaper* Mmhmm... yeah
KID: *singing* Sunscreen, sunscreen sunscreen!
ME: 0_0

Creepy children. Then today I was eating lunch in the Social studies room, and I saw the vice principal walking around the field with a 6th grader. They were just walking around, then the kid ran into the woods, and came back a few minutes later, without the vice principal noticing XD Then they left my line of vision, but I didn't see them come back Oo They could have used the main entrance though... ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5716693/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5716693/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 18:12:27 PDT Mood: A little pissed
Listening to: None, don't wanna wake family up
Reading: Mort because I finished Warriors: Midnight
Watching: Movies Suck

WOW! IM GOT SUCH A NICE REVIEW FOR HAUNTED!


Angels624 WROTE:

Okay, well I just have a few things to say:

YOU F*ING GAYWAD! YOU A**HOLE! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD WRITE SOMETHING SO GAY! AMY BELONGS WITH SONIC, AND TAILS BELONGS WITH CREAM. DID YOU NOT GET THE F*ING MEMO!? ARE YOU REALLY THAT STUPID!? DO ME A FAVOR AND GO F*ING DIE! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! I HOPE YOU GO TO HELL!

SO I WROTE BACK:
Oh boo-hoo, Cry me river build me a bridge and get over it. Sonic characters do not have set soulmates. By the way, how do YOU even KNOW that it is in the Sega universe when IM the one who wrote it. Let me point something out to you- THERE IS MORE THAN ONE SONIC UNIVERSE! There is SatAM (hmmm... no Amy or Cream) Archie (Hmm... it seems Amy doesn't like Sonic in that way and Cream is nonexistant) Aosth (WOW! Just Tails, Sonic, Eggman, and that universes characters) and more, so just because your own little world revolves around Sega does NOT mean mine does.
Im sorry that you are so immature and close-minded you cannot accept people for who they are and want everything to go your way. Goodbye and have a nice day



How stupid can you get? Writing in capitals does not make you have any authority. God, SO close-minded! At least I think I made a decent reply for once -_-

]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5706479/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5706479/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 17:07:00 PDT Mood: Muy Bien!
Listening to: None, don't wanna wake family up
Reading: Mort because I finished Warriors: Midnight
Watching: Movies Suck

I saw the new starwars! It was pretty good I guess, a little gruesome (yay!) but still the 2nd or 3rd best one At first it was not going to play here because our sound system sucks, but now it is ^_^
Anyway, today I went on a field trip to a water park. It was pretty fun since I was with my 2 friends all day!
And....... I FOUND MY SHARPIE!!!!!!!! HELL YEAH!

]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5688303/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5688303/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 18:52:31 PDT Mood: Sad
Listening to: None, don't wanna wake family up
Reading: Mort because I finished Warriors: Midnight
Watching: Movies Suck

My sharpie is lost ;_; both of them! I WANT MY SHARPIES!
Im starting to sprite again a little bit. My characters such a pain though because of the clothes and all the different colors
In other news, I got my daddy a 25 dollar gift certificate to the video store because he has so many late fees! Hafta give it to him Monday or Tuesday though since my parents are divorced and I only get to see my dad 1 time a week when I clean my Guinea pig cages (he's keeping them until we find them new homes). He's not always there though because he works at FedEx, so he's busy. When he is we usually go out for dinner. I love it....
-End ramble-
Erm yeah. We are not doing ANYTHING in school. Here was our schedule from friday:
Social Studies- Work on project with second graders (Our group was already done) Grrr.... my partners are a nice little second grade girl and that girl who hates lesbians and gays
Math- Take FINAL test (which was easy) then freetime
Science- Watch Indiana Jones
English- Talk about how the teachers friend committed suicide
Art- Draw random things
Spanish- Work on project (which is a postcard that can be finished in 15 minutes, the rest is drawing)

Monday and Friday are field trips! Hate both the places we are going, but at least I get a long bus ride


My friend also got 2 mice she found in her shed! They are named Henry and Benry!

]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5682272/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5682272/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 01:52:40 PDT Mood: Happy
Listening to: None, don't wanna wake family up
Reading: Warrior: Midnight
Watching: Movies Suck

Happy 4:51 am everyone! I got a new sharpie. It's a thin one Yay!
Yesterday was awesome. I threw my math binder away (the teacher said we didn't need it) Im eager to throw my spanish binder away too. My math ones clips broke, so I could only put stuff in the pockets. On my Spanish binder, there is a piece of twisted metal sticking out of it.
As usual nobody read my story (see my last journal) ...blah.
In other news I think Im subscribed because I have all the subscription options, but I didn't but one... strange.
BTW all of Azuls kits are born! I'll do a pic of the third one after I finally get around to doing tailsthekitsune's pic X_x

]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5658347/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5658347/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:29:27 PDT
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~Long lost words whisper slowly~

It had been about a week since he was arrested.

~to me~

I was on my way back home when I heard it.

~still cant find what keeps me here~

The noise was so small and silent to another pair of ears,

~when all this time~

Yet to me it was like a gunshot.

~I’ve been so hollow~

A small rustle in a bush near my home.

~inside~

I was immediatly frightened. No more than frightened... scared out of my fucking mind!

~I know you’re still there~

It was him

~watching me~

waiting for me.

~wanting me~

I prayed inside myself it was just a lost chao.

~I can feel you hold me down~

I ran the opposite direction, to my back door.

~fearing you~

I entered, securing the door behind myself.

~loving you~

I felt him breathing on my neck.

~I won’t let you hold me down~

He knew I had been trying to escape.

~Haunting you~

Now there was none, I was trapped in my own home.

~I can smell you~

He thrust me to the ground.

~all night~

I pleaded for him to stop as he pinned me down

~your heart pounding in my head~

he ignored me, reaching for the knife which was stupidly left upon my counter.

~watching me~

I managed to wriggle one arm free

~wanting me~

He noticed this, making a small slice on my arm which was free

~I can feel you hold me down~

he beat me severely.

~Saving me~

he was about to make the final blow with the knife,

~raping me~

and missed, dropping it.

~watching me~

I grabbed it just in time.

~watching me~

He backed off. “Tails... please... no!” he cried.

~wanting me~

I raised the knife to kill him, but slowly lowered it.

~I can feel you hold me down~

I couldn’t help remembering how I had admired him, he was my hero

~fearing you~

and later my lover

~loving you~

“Go...” I muttered as he dashed off

~I won’t let you hold me down~

leaving me lonely once again.


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WTF? NO SUICIDE? I know this story sucks... please be constructive! I had a choice to make, originally I was going to have Sonic rape or attempt to rape Tails, but then I would stupid people saying, "WTF? SoNiCs NoT a R***Er BiAtCh!!!" so I didn't do it. This was especially hard for me since I read so much suicide fics and occaisional rape fics.


I need an actual life -_- ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5649190/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5649190/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 18:17:51 PDT Something on a Ski trip our grade took was very freaky. You see, the first night of our stay in New Hampshire, we could either go to the pool at the hotel, go tubing, or see a movie. Well, about 5 people stayed and went to the pool. A girl Im friendly with had been getting changed out of her bathing suit (she was alone in the room) and after she was done she opened the door, and there was a fat bald guy who had obviously been looking into the room through the little eyehole thing ._.
Anyway, he walked away like nothing happened, the girl slammed the door, screamed and started crying. This is true, because her friend came into the room and spoke to her, and everybody who had stayed heard her scream. Then a few weeks ago on the news she saw a guy who had been arrested for rape and looked just like him O_O
Anyway, it's sort of become a joke among those who know about it, including the girl. We call him Shorty, and whenever somebody is strange, we say in some way he is related to 'Shorty'.


Lol
LINKS:
[link]
or
[link]


[link] -my site..... Im confuzzled on putting stuff up for download. I did what P5hng told me to but it's not working.....

[link] - You know you want a dog or cat from me ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5623882/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5623882/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 02:39:06 PDT I had dream. It was very strange and even a little disturbing Oo You see I usually take my dog for walks around this big circle going in between a field and the woods. At my house there is a large meadow in front of it, and woods in back. Anyway, I was walking my dog listening to my iPod (as usual) but the song I was listening to was 'Sweet Dreams' by Marilyn Manson but it was the version from [link] (It had no lyrics) So I was just about to walk onto the part of the circle that's paved road, when I heard something in the bushes. I turned around, and there was a strange guy walking from the woods onto the path I was following. Then I woke up, when I woke up I was sweating, curled up in a ball. Felt like I had a fever..... but I didn't. Scary.
The disturbing part is how realistic everything was. There was a VERY small pit in the meadow, a bunny in the meadow (like always- damn overpopulation >< A grocery bag that said, "Happy Easter, from Stop and Shop" with a bunny piccy on it caught on bush, swaying in the wind.... everything was so real...
Another disturbing thing is I've had the guy in my dreams before. They always end when he appears. What's it supposed to mean? (Don't say, it means you need a therapist) I just find it odd.
Another weird thing is got out of bed at 5:00 am. WTF?


If you read all this- THANK YOU for your time. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5612763/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5612763/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 19:46:48 PDT Then later in the same class, a few people were talking about how our art teacher can't come back to school until next year. One person mentioned the woman filling in for the regular teacher is a lesbian (which is actually true). The girl was INSTANTLY like, "SHE IS?? OMG! THATS LIEK SO GROSS! EW EW EW!"

What


the

FUCKING HELL IS HER FUCKING PROBLEM DAMNIT? Being a lesbian does not make her ANY less of a human. She should respect the teacher filling in, because
1. She is an amazing artist
2. She is kind
3. What did she ever do to her?
I do respect that the girl does not like the "other" type of person, but it's not gross. By saying that she was showing her immaturity and stupidity. Note she also asked our Health teacher if cooties were real, and was serious.

Sigh, that makes 1 person on my hate list.... yes I did remove the other 2 people since I just dislike them...... alot. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5591783/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5591783/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 18:04:09 PDT Tommorrow might be the same way since Im drawing more clipart and going to a hotel and animal shelter to get my picture taken for the newspaper, since those were what my articles were about ^_^ I have clipart mostly of Tails and chao, one piccie of Azul, and one pic of a random hedgehog getting hit in the head with a basketball! Then all the other crappy clipart.....
Also, at blue-wind.tk my character is giving birth right now and it looks like my character is probably going to end up with Felouse, since Ruhiel seems to be with Vee. Me and Ruhiel both wanted to hook up with Felouse ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5563217/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5563217/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 18:24:19 PDT < "Where's your kitty? Why? Why cant you draw that? Why are you eating breakfast? Why do you draw on the computer? Why can't I pick the kitty up?" GAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! Erm, in other news, at blue-wind.tk 's Romance RP board, my charrie has just gone into labour and is on her way to the hospital! Yay ^^ ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5554480/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5554480/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 19:26:56 PDT 1. They have 2 kids, ages 3 and 5
2. The 3 year old is a whiny little bitch
3. The 3 year old is allergic to cats, so poor Max is gonna have to stay in my room this whole time!

It might not be too bad, because the 5 year old is a good little girl
Also, yesterday I got my braces tightened and saw my cousin and 3 kids who had been getting high off pixie stix a few days ago (see my journal, Fundraising and a lil bit of a breakdown ._. ) I also got a 3 on my presentation, which is like a B, yay! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5545640/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5545640/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:24:45 PDT 1. It's Going to be like reopening a cut that's nearly healed, it's going to make everything hurt again
2. SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T WANT A FUNERAL OR A SERVICE! SHE SAID, "I don't want a bunch of people standing around crying over me." DOESNT THAT MEAN _ANYTHING_ TO _ANYONE_?????

No, Im not being stupid, because if she didn't want it then she shouldn't get it. It's like if you go to a feast and then after you eat more than you can bear, your friend shoves another 10 pounds of food down your throat, even though you didn't want it.

w00t, I fucking suck at similes.


Go me -__- ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5523847/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5523847/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:31:35 PDT In an RPG I recently joined, my character just got pregnant! (She was the whole time, just revealed it now) The RPG is at blue-wind.tk, lots of fun! Hmm, I've already designed her first two kits, (boy and girl) but Im not sure what gender to make the third one (leaning towards girl). Should I just make it an even four? Cant have 2.... EVERYONE has 2! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5514776/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5514776/ Tue, 31 May 2005 18:41:29 PDT Anyway, I forgot to post this last week (too pissed). I had this goddamn project in LA where we had to analyze the lyrics of a song and play it for the class. Easy, right? WRONG! She (the teacher) was interrupting people and taking points off when she 'had' to do it, and yelling at people. I did, "Imaginary" by Evanescence. While I was standing up there and the song was playing, I was seriously sweating. I even was shaking a little bit. When the song ended, I just hit the stop button and said, "um.... yeah ._....... the first lines a metaphor...." and the teacher goes, "HOW DOES IT RELATE TO THE MEANING OF THE SONG???" (Not yelling though, I JUST LIKE THE CAPS LOCK BUTTON) Jeebus! Give me fucking seconds to tell you ya stupid asshole! In the end, she said I did an excellent job... YAY!
Also, today was odd. First, in Art kids were gettin high. They were snorting pixie stix Oo Then while I was waiting for the bus with a few guys in my class, another guy in my class ran up to us and yelled, "IM AN AIRPLANE BITCH!" right in front of a bunch of 5 year olds! Everyone said at the same time, "What the fucking hell is wrong with you??? Are you on crack again?" Lol ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5487830/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5487830/ Sat, 28 May 2005 18:45:22 PDT Listening to: Sweet Dreams by Marilyn Manson, the one from starlightmks.com

Im sorry for flipping out. I was pissed about a lot of things yesterday, and I always keep my anger bottled up inside me in RL. And I just... flipped out. Good news is, Im back to 10:30.
Now then, why am I still pissed? Because on Zetapets I just lost 20,000 zp because Im a stupid fucking moron and chose the wrong swap in the swap center, so now I have a few stupid goddamn fruits instead of 20,000 zetapoints. OH, AND I GUESS MANY PEOPLE HAVE JOINED FROM THE LINK IN MY SIGNATURE? NONE! ZERO! ZIP! Gee, isn't that GREAT? SINCE EVERYONE is using it in my siggy, I'll post it here too!
[link]
OR
[link]
Oh, and I cried again for no damn reason last night too! Once again, no idea why, just feel so fucking lonely and hated...
Blah... I need to read something deppresing... that always cheers me up (seriously) ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5479689/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5479689/ Fri, 27 May 2005 19:01:27 PDT LISTENING TO: The version of 'Sweet dreams' by Marilyn Manson from Starlightmks.com

WHAT THE FUCK?!
Alright, first, my parents decide, no internet until 8:00 which is fine, NOW I ONLY CAN BE ON TILL 10:00 ON WEEKENDS??? THAT'S TWO FUCKING HOURS!!!! WHAT THE HELL??? OH, and I have to be off by 9:30 on weekdays. DAMNIT! I know everybody's going to say Im being stupid, and I agree, but what the goddamn hell? IT TAKES TWO HOURS FOR ONE FUCKING GODDAMN PAGE TO FUCKING LOAD!!!!
Oh, and dont say I just wasted time writing this, because I give a fucking shit about what the fucking hell you think damnit. Are'nt I nice?

In case you haven't noticed, I swear alot when Im pissed off. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5450498/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5450498/ Tue, 24 May 2005 17:29:57 PDT Also, I should get more art up this week because since we have MCAS (Its like the SATs, only easier and less important) our teachers are being nice and not giving homework ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5432013/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5432013/ Sun, 22 May 2005 18:12:08 PDT Heehee, Im spaztic
Also went to the arcade for the first time this year (it's only open in the summer). I played Soul Calibur the whole time Xx
Also, Amy plushie is looking very stylish! I made her a red and white dress, and used a bag my mom gave me that her bracelet used to be in as a purse XD I also finished Tails plushies jacket, but his hands are to fat to fit through the sleeves, so Im making it into a vest! I'll post pics AVENTUALLY! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5414681/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5414681/ Fri, 20 May 2005 18:39:59 PDT 1. 2 Sonic Plushies (One of them is from the restraunt Denny's)
2. An Amy plush
3. Shadow plush
4. Knuckles (Finally found something to take my anger out on ^^)
5. CUSTOM Chao plush
6. Tails plush (I love it! Now I have my very own Tails plushie to hug and squeeze and moles- I didn't say that last part oO)
Heehee, I went from having 2 plushes to having 7, 6 of which I got this year. Now I have something to do with left over sewing material from when I made horrid little chao. MAKE CLOTHING FOR THEM! They might get cold when it's -5 degrees this winter ^^

Last night was odd though. I was laying in bed, and started crying for no fucking reason. WHAT THE HELL?? I couldn't stop though, I was crying for an hour! Over nothing! Then aventually I picked up my iPod, listened to 'Breathe No More' by Evanescence twice, and stopped crying. But then I just felt like I needed a hug... but nobody was there. Sort of lonely and hated, which is very unlike me. It was SO weird. I know Im pretty much hated by everybody except my friends, but I don't usually get upset about it. *sigh* just felt really lonely for no reason.... ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5358508/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5358508/ Sat, 14 May 2005 18:44:03 PDT Anyway, tommorrow our school is having a fundraiser for our trip to England next year. Basically, it's a brunch thing that's all British styled. They call it, "A British Pancake Breakfast", I call it cheesey. Whatever brings in the cash for our school though... Im helping the little brats make crowns with my 2 friends, and some other people from 8:00 am to 2:00 pm, so it's not likely I will put any art up tommorrow.
Also, I wrote a new story called "Missing". How come Tails dies in all my stories? Anyway, it doesn't really follow the song, but that's okay.
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Also, please join Zetapets! It's where the kitsu's are from. It is a fun FREE virtual online pet game that is just like neopets without the idiots for mods. I REALLY want referralls, so please sign up! Im Azul on there.
[link] ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5296328/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5296328/ Sat, 07 May 2005 19:16:41 PDT My Kitsu's- (Anyone play Zetapets, zetapets.com? If you dont, this is one specie of pet, the kitsu. It is a four tailed kitsune with wings, but the wings got in the way so I erased them on these)
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Avatars, I cant decide on which to use!
[IMG][link] -My current one animated
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Blinkies, my first two animations!
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Also, I had quite a scare today! I went with my stepdad and stepbrother to get ice cream. When we got back home, my mom told us our kitty had gotten out! I was very scared, because right now there are 40 mph winds, rain, and light hail outside. Also, we live right near the woods. All I could think of was my poor kitty, out there, scared, cold and confused. Me and my stepbrother went out to search for him. We went down every road, looked in every tree and bush, but couldn't find him. We were out there for a half hour when my mom came up to us in the car. The kitty had been in my stepdads closet, under some clothes with the door shut. God, I was so relieved. He's sleeping on my bed now, warm and safe ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5287472/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5287472/ Fri, 06 May 2005 18:44:04 PDT I lost just about all ability to draw it seems. I don't know what's wrong, my circles are squares, Sonic is Tails, Shadow just looks fucked up. My self esteem has gone down a bit (trust me, it wasnt exactly soaring to begin with), but my friend gave me a bit of encouragement today We were looking at Tailsgurl's gallery, and I showed her the pic of Danny with his guitar. I said, "I could never do that in a million years.". She said I could definately do it. Lol, yes I like being told I CAN do things because I NEVER think I can. It was kind of funny, I showed her and one other friend the pic of Danny with his kite, and they both went, "AAAAAAAAAAAWWW! HE'S SO CUTE!"
Also, my step-grandma died yesterday. She had lung cancer from second hand smoke. She was only in her 50's On Wednesday I knew her end was near because it hurt her to talk and she was so weak she couldn't even move her head. Just in time for mothers day
Im deppressed now, so Im done... I guess... ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5212805/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5212805/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 12:55:31 PDT Good News: I got a kitty: MAX!
Bad News: My Guinea pigs have moved in with my dad until they find a permanent home.
I have to go NOW because Im at school and it is now 4:00. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5170254/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5170254/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 19:00:23 PDT We were there two hours early (at the airport) we waited in line for one hour for the stupid baggage check, then security took another hour. When we got there they were about to take off and had to set the door thing up again for us (Note we are a family six- if there was just 3 of us we probably could have just left but my two sisters are ages two and four, and the four year old has downsyndrome so she acts two). And when we got to the gate the lady goes (In a smart-ass tone) YOU should have been here. I was surprised my step-dad didn't flip out, he has a BAD temper. Instead he just said, "Well, we were here two hours early, and the baggage check took at least half that time. " That really shocked me. Normally he would flipped out and got himself kicked off the plane. THEN they had given away our seats, so they had to have some people give up their seats, but we all sat a bit far away from eachother (we ended up in groups of 2). That was okay though, me and my brother ended up flying first class and drawing pokemon the whole time, which was lots of fun because that's practically the only interest we have common we both know alot about. I drew Eevee's, Espeons, Flareons, A lickitung brushing it's teeth, my Jolteon the way I like him (with a mohawk and sunglasses), and a bunch of other stuff.
Wow, I talk alot ._. ... about stuff nobody cares about.
At disney naturally, me being me, I got sick the day we left for Orlando from Naples with a sore throat. Before we left, I went to the hospital/clinic/whatever and got an prescription of ammoxicilian (sp?) thank god. They think it was (early) strep throat, Im not surprised- I get it 2 or 3 times a year usually. I skipped disney the next morning even though I felt much better (As in- I could talk) . I went in the afternoon instead. That was kind of nice because I called my dad ...and threw some gold fish out the window since we were on the third story.
Oh, and I got a website a little while ago, it's not Sonic related and Im still adding things (including links) to it, but please take a look at it- Im still trying to figure everything out.
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Im also going to make a series of drawings about my trip to Florida, I think I'll do one for each day I was there.
God, I must stop talking. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5063392/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5063392/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 18:20:53 PDT Oh, and I had fun at Velocities house. We were swordfighting, and it was me and Velocity vs Jim and Bob (names changed). Jim and Bob used Baseball bats, Velocity used a stick, and I used a 5 foot metal pole. Velocity kept on making the call of the 'sandpeople' from Starwars when we chased them from our territory (we arranged territories). Aventually, Velocity switched from a 2 foot stick to a thin tree (about 20 feet long) XD Some guy walking by looked at us and asked if we lived here. When Velocity said yes, he got a 'oh shit' look on his face and walked away.
Then when we played manhunt, it was me and Jim vs Velocity and Bob. It was me and Jims turn to hunt down Velocity and Bob. We waited at his house for about an hour (we figured they'd come back) and then I went to look for them. I walked to my Aunts house (it's a 10 minute walk) and they came out of the bushes. They had gotten lost and wound up at a farm 2 miles away, lol
That night, I made it "rain". Don't ask. We also mixed drinks. Here is our recipe:
Milk, Italian Salad dressing, An unholy amount Kool-Aid mix, Diet Coke, Sprite, Salt, Pepper, crushed red peppers, water, and mustard. I drank it. It actually wasn't bad, but when my throat started burning, I thought I should stop. I wasn't there (I slept in his sisters room) but at about midnight, Velocity drank about half a container of Kool-Aid mix. He left an egg in Jim and Bobs sleeping bags and slept with a baked potato, which that morning we threw at eachother, lol. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5037040/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5037040/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 19:03:38 PDT And I saw Fever Pitch today. I now know my future proffesion... a drunk obsessive New England patriots fan! YEAH! DYNASTY! Erm... sorry... I love the Patriots *twitch* ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4936518/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4936518/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 17:37:21 PST
Oh, and happy easter everyone. ^^ ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4912242/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4912242/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 19:18:29 PST And in Spanish today something made me laugh again that usually wouldn't. A kid wasn't paying attention, and the teacher asked him to describe himself in Spanish. He said, "Yo...... blanco?" which means 'I white'. Then she had to ask him to say it right over and over again. He said I are white, I is white, I or white, then he finally got "I am white". No idea why I laughed, but it was funny, sorry if I offended anyone
Wow, that was hard to understand Oo ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4884405/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4884405/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 18:35:25 PST ........I think Im okay now ._.
I couldnt login for a few days. Sorry. I went off-island (to the cape) and went shopping. Here's what I got:
1. Colored Pencils (OMFG! MORE THAN 10 COLORS)
2. The 'Hybrid Theory' CD by Linkin Park
3. 'Anywhere but Home' by Evanescence (2 discs- one DVD, One CD)
4. SOCKS! w00t
I also got my report card back- I got an I or S in almost everything 'cept some stuff in math. It feels good to be doing better in school. In fall, I just sort of gave up. Fall sucks, I always seem to go through deppresion (last 3 years) in fall for no reason. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4848378/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4848378/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 18:15:21 PST On the way to the library, I was standing behind a kid, and a 6th grader came running out of the 'special' child room and started speaking gibberish to him, then said something about her brother Oo Then she went into another room and said something about football. When we got to the Library, he said those were the scariest 5 minutes of his life, lol. She was staring at him the whole time. Then when we left the library she came back and just... stared at him... then went back to the 'special' room. Everyone was laughing so hard ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4822215/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4822215/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 17:30:00 PST She's getting help now but I should have been able to figure it out.... ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4788605/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4788605/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 19:01:42 PST I had fun yesterday, I took out all my stuffed kitties and played with them, I haven't done that in a while Aaaaaaaaannnd I got 97 on my social studies test. Can't wait for Report cards (which are being mailed out Tuesday) because if I get a better grade than last time in homework (N was my grade) I CAN GET A KITTY! Today was good too because I got all my Austrailian Shepherd pups adopted today, but their mom's pregnant again >< ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4763019/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4763019/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 18:18:14 PST I'll draw something to celebrate later. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4745235/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4745235/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 17:40:12 PST ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4736942/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4736942/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 18:22:16 PST
Here's the URL:
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I am a HORRIBLE writer, so I would REALLY love some constructive criticism. I might write more tommorrow... I might not. Depends on if I have any inspiration. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4672412/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4672412/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 18:10:54 PST
I changed my avatar, and love my new one ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4632021/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4632021/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 19:22:59 PST I had fun this week though. I went to my dads house for three days, so that was cool, because I hadn't seen him in a little while. He let me paint on a canvas, but it turned out pretty crappy. He also gave me some paper, paint, and another canvas, so maybe I'll paint the chao garden or something ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4624417/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4624417/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:28:54 PST Sorry for not making anything new, but lately I've been using a paper and pencil instead of Paint Shop Pro 9. I DO NOT have a scanner, so I can't put all the stuff I've been doing on here. ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4557146/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4557146/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 19:28:17 PST I hated the skiing, but oh well... the bus rides (4 hours each way) were fun...
We had to share beds, and I suck at sharing so I slept on the floor.
One kid (who I HATE) wet the bed. I dont usually hate people but he's a wannabe. On the bus a girl was making fun of him and saying they were married and owned a mansion together and he was cheating on her with a piece of crap which he calls beyonce Oo riiiiiiiiight.....
3 people threw up today. A kid named DJ who hates me (I think), a 'popular' girl who probably hates me, and my friend threw up on the last 2 minutes of the boat ride
I also went tubing, and a creepy lady walked over to everyone and said "Have thfun, I almosth fell offth the thskilift!" Oo
Im HYPER right now! ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4439217/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4439217/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 17:30:46 PST Also, for watching my 2 year old sister for about 10 hours (5 at a time) I got a new GBA/Gamecube Cable AND I got to rent Paper Mario and the Thousand Year Door
On the slightly bad news, in Petz 5 I was breeding two kitties and I realized they were siblings from different litters. Now I feel like a pervert At least the female didn't get pregnant, or I would have inbred kittens -_- ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4397012/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4397012/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 19:08:16 PST ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4362856/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4362856/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 18:05:18 PST ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4345529/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4345529/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 17:58:08 PST ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4264487/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4264487/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 18:32:12 PST And thanks tailsthekitsune for all the comments. Im sorry about your pets

Its been a rough few months for his family. My friend had two goats that there youngest German Shepherd (and only male) and there Austrailian Shepherd killed, and his hamster also died at 3 years of age. I only met Ana a few times, (I live on an island off MA, and he lives 3 hours and a boatride away), but she was one of the sweetest dogs. She NEVER bit, and was good with the other dogs.

I'll miss her ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4248261/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4248261/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 17:57:06 PST ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4214958/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4214958/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 18:48:03 PST
Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I slept over a friends house ]]> ~Azul-kitsune http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4172235/ http://Azul-kitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4172235/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 19:25:32 PST ~Azul-kitsune