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I, uh, I don't really know anything.
And, whilst awesome, am not that good at anything.
So, comma, I'm entering the next arc in my saga.

It's been bad.

Timeskips don't happen in real life.
They do happen in my head, though.
I live through that every so often.

It's been slow.

Sleeping and not moving doesn't seem like me.
I'm a sleeping boar.
Am I also boorish?

It's been real.

I don't want this freaking dog that I love so much.
He's an asshole like no other.
I miss being special.

-Peace

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/21967110/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/21967110/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 16:36:39 PST ---

Both of my apartments have been broken into.

I'm getting engaged, huh?

It's snowing in Lewiston.

I think I should go.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/19157657/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/19157657/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:22:31 PDT I really want Oreos
I'm on a shitty diet just to prove a point
I'll bust my ass to compete against people who aren't competing against me
When will I be able to play guitar well?
Dancing is my best friend
I used to think I was ugly as sin
Push ups are fun for me
I still want to be a Power Ranger
Yeah, I still wonder what Lissette is doing
Kayla too
Michael is great
Luke is stupendous
I'm better than Luke, though
Even though he's better than me
I never felt like I had a family until I came to Idaho
A girl that I fooled around with for a while convinced me to clean, buy nice pillows, get a car, and a better job
I should thank her some time
I like to look nice
I don't feel good unless I have music in my heart
If I could, I'd sing instead of talking
I never really liked holding hands
Well...maybe a little
Don't you fucking stare at me
My brother is bigger than me
He's my bigger brother
I wonder if I'll ever see my father again
I wonder if I really want to
What the hell is my sister doing, anyway?
Jamelle is cool to me, even though she rubs everyone else the wrong way
I guess that's why we get along
I wonder why people get so damn mad at me
Then I remember that's just the way of the world
I absolutely have to be more than I am constantly
Must've been something I picked up as a kid
Was it something my father said?
One day, I'll be big
...
Still
...
I'll probably die young
That's the way things go
Am I HIV positive?
I'll find out in a few weeks.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/18812545/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/18812545/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:48:35 PDT
Uh, if someone wants me to draw them something, let me know and I'll do it. Lora, I'm talking to you.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/17079871/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/17079871/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 19:40:14 PST
I'm died.

Blargh-rah.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/16931198/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/16931198/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 14:37:44 PST
In addition to loving myself, I love things/people that remind me of myself.

Anyway, she remarks that I at least know the basics(I'm scribbling stick figures to plan out certain sequences for my upcoming movie project) and she'll show me that she has actual manga-level work. Uh, okay. Bring it. She starts drawing some kind of SD Inu-Yasha or Sailor Moon thing. I can't even identify it because it's so generic and bland. Then, I start drawing for realz and she sorta just stops. I'm still flirting around with her, and things will probably happen later. I haven't decided just how much I'm willing to let slide for the sake of gettin' some.

Is it bad that she became infinitely less attractive to me because she likes Invader Zim and Inu Yasha?

Oh, and I'm going to try to get 6%-8% body fat in the next 30 days. It's not so much that I or any ever needs to get in that range, but I kinda want to just to rub in the face of people who talk about wanting to lose weight and just never commit. Why do I have to live this way? Can't I just exist without imposing on others? Do I even WANT to?

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/16697839/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/16697839/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 21:34:45 PST
Also, if the descriptions put anyone off, please understand that these are just my opinions for myself and NOT the way in which I view others. Y'all can do whatever you want and I'm not gonna start talkin' about how fanart sucks, anime blows, or that

Poetry
When constantly written this way
When forever produced in this manner
When allowed to go on like this

Sucks

'cause I do that, too.

lol

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/16651002/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/16651002/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 21:03:17 PST
New stuff by the end of the week. It'll still suck like always, but it'll be a different kind of suck. Not the super-long face kind of suck. More like the "way too much Vance" kind of suck.

That sounds just as terrible as it is.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/15196788/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/15196788/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 02:16:13 PDT
So, I'll be putting together a few compilation pieces to show what I've been doing incorrectly and what I've produced lately. I'm still not where I want to be, but I'm more confident, humble, and hopeful when it comes to this drawin' thang.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/12020330/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/12020330/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 22:24:00 PST
I mean it.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/11043311/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/11043311/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 18:03:14 PST
I opened up the comments on the junk in my scraps because I really wanna produce something off of my old work so I don't feel as though I have a bunch of half-assed sketches on my HD.

SO, go on ahead and give me some feed back on what has some good composition or seems like it might go somewhere cool.

I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about. I forget where I am sometimes. I'm thinkin' I oughta talk to someone about it or write a book.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/10801778/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/10801778/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 15:42:31 PST
Okay, now that I've gotten that out of the way, I'm gonna put some junks up now. If anyone wants to get some lineart from me, just send me a note or somethin'. Yeah, I don't exactly have anything to show in terms of good lines, but I oughta be able to whip somethin' up in short order.

Also, go ride a bike. If you can kick ass like me, you can get 40+ mph. Word.

]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/9782385/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/9782385/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 12:33:58 PDT

If Captain Planet was an anime, he'd be some kind of mech. I dunno if he'd still have a mullet, though. Oh, and Gi would be the leader because she's Asian. How *did* Wheeler help nature out with FIRE? I know coniferous forests need to have fires to clean up the bed of dried pine needles and pop pinecones, but he never did that. Ever.

"HARHAR--we're gonna stop TREES from GROWING buy NOT burning ANYTHING!!!"

"Nuh-uh, numbskulls! I'll light your fire! FIRE!"

That never happened. Nope. All he did was melt asphalt and occasionally burn some ropes. ]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/9614661/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/9614661/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 06:11:51 PDT
I don't have any money for college. It's not like I'm shooting for some big-wig university, but I literally have 0 fundage. All the bills are late, my mom is working from sunrise to midnight seven days a week, we don't get groceries unless money permits(of course), and things don't really look like they'll be getting much better. I have to work to put the family back to some kind of make-believe stability, now.

I don't even want to go to school anymore. It all seems like a big hassle and waste of time for a guy like me. There are plently of smart folks out there who are consistent enough to get their money's worth. It doesn't matter if I'm more talented than them, I don't have any will to do those things. Rather, I don't place the same value in all of that anymore. I want to breakdance, play capoeira, and pretend to be an artist in my spare time. If I could live in a bubble and get paid to do just that, then I'd be golden. You know what? All of this is what peeps expect in the first place. I always start out all right and then fuck everything up. I clearly have all the ability between me and my little bro, but he's the golden boy. He hasn't even produced anything above average other than his height and weight, but he gets all kinds of praise. I get equated with my no good felon of a father just on looks. No lie. Because I look so much like him, no one other than my mom gives me much thought. Dammit, even SHE has a weird complex about me. I got hit with all kinds of random threats of group homes and junk since I was ten. I still don't understand if I ever did anything so terrible that I would have to be removed from my family BY my family. There's just no hope.

I can't even go to Indiana because then I'm just a punk ass oreo rich boy who ain't bred for the streets. You know, be cause slingin' rocks and killin' people is what makes a man over there.

I'm just gonna run away from it. Thats all. There ain't anything over here for me. I'll work up enough money to buy a car to get me places and sleep in, buy some gas, and enough to pay some light rent if I can find a roof somewhere. I'll change my name and head west or somethin'. It will be like starting over. I'll NEED to get things done right the first time. I won't worry about my family or all of those fucking flakes and assholes I've been sticking around. It's one thing to head off into the unknown with no support...but sticking around home turf with fake support? No thanks. That's like fishing with a net of newspaper.

In summation, I've been perpetually disgusted with my upbringing and surroundings while constantly hopeful that things will be different and totally cool one day. I still feel so torn about this. I know the direct counters to all of that stupid bullshit I just typed up, but I feel so strongly about both sides of it.

I can only do what I can. People are created equal but we sure as hell don't start off in the same place. We can be victims of our environments and can still overcome the most adverse of situations. People born with silver spoons in their mouths can still figure out a way to destroy the most wonderful foundations laid for them. It's 50/50. Everything is. You do or you don't. There's nothing to cry about. I'm responsible for me before the world is. It gives me everything and I decide what to take.

The world gives me everything and I decide what to take. There really is nothing to worry about. I can just let it go. It doesn't have to be so hard...I really can just shrug it off.

I really do envy people who can wallow in self-pity for a while. I can't do it for more than a couple of minutes.

Cool, we're good. ]]> ~B-BoySquid http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/5587968/ http://B-BoySquid.deviantart.com/journal/5587968/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 10:16:56 PDT
Jin&Blodia/Kyo
Ken/Robert
Cody/Terry
Akira/K'
Leona/Cammy
Chun Li/Mai
R. Mika/Shermie
Yang/Kensou

Ryu/Takuma
M.Bison/Vanessa
E.Honda/Hinako
Yun/Xiang Fei
Balrog/Andy
Sagat/Joe

Dan/Yuri
W.Daigo/R.Iori

O.Yashiro
Urien
Vega
Geese

That's like...a million things to draw.

"No Tears, No Whining--PUNK"

Kazuma(yeah, but his boy got shot and he's gettin' kicked around for being black--I mean, an alter-user)
Naruto
Ranma
Yusuke
Son Goku

These guys are pretty cool to me 'cause they aren't your typical angst-ridden fools in anime. They get stuff DONE. Sasuke? Punk. Whiny punk. "I enjoy few things and hate many things." Shut up, you suck.

I think that's all I'm gonna do for fan art. Ever. Again. Ever. That's 36-40 pics for just the VS deal. Whoa. ]]> ~B-BoySquid