http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:BabyonCrutches&section=today deviantART RSS for by:BabyonCrutches en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 17:29:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/29046415/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/29046415/ Sat, 19 Dec 2009 18:19:49 PST The Rules:
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2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

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TEN THINGS ABOUT MYSELF -
01) I'm going to become a game developer, fashion designer, musician, graphic novelist, and cartoonist (possibly the next Walt Disney)
02) I like cheese
03) My life has gotten so much better within the past three months.
04) The fleas won't leave me alone!!
05) I'm working on a few stories
06) I'm a mutt
07) I have the fortune of having the best friends in the world
08) I love music, I'll listen to just about anything, but I prefer melodic metal, pop, classical, and technoish stuff. I really love stuff from Sonata Arctica, and also Enya. ♥ I also don't consider rap to be music, just poetry set to a beat.
09) I will get a vending license in the near future
10) I'm finally going to start classes at MJC <3

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

01) Stop overdosing!
02) Stop using my mom!
03) Stop yelling!
04) If you go near her, I'll kick your ass.
05) Stay away from my family and friends.
06) Buy any new brooms lately?
07)
08) Forget him, you can do so much better! Don't let him continue to break your heart. You don't deserve it. (I'm leaving 7 and 9 blank because there are three people that I would like to say this to)
09)
10) Thanks for keeping in touch, jerk. :/ (I have positive things to say too, but those things I will tell them directly.)


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

01) Intelligent conversation
02) Be nerdy
03) Treat others respectfully
04) communication
05) be able to enjoy activities together, like playing games, drawing, singing, random stuff
06) Can get along with my friends
07) Accept me for who I am without trying to change me. (stole Mommy's answer.)
08) Not super clingy, but not super distant either

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
01) The many wonderful people in my life
02) I'd rather have an alien (space alien)invasion then a zombie attack
03) I'm bored
04) many pictures that I cannot describe
05) random songs
06) Yay! My life is finally getting together!!
07) cheese

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:

01) James
02) Lauren
03) Christin
04) Rachel
05) Unkle Dennis

FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:

01) "In the Dark" by Sonata Arctica (it's soooooo romantic! ♥
02) "Only If" by Enya
03) "Old Time Rock and Roll" by Bob Segar
04) "Rockin' Around the Christmas Tree"
05) "California Dreamin'" by the Beach Boys

Ten people I tag:


]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28953086/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28953086/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:01:20 PST I moved out of the Chamber of Terror. I moved in with my grandparents. They are helping me out SO much. They are helping me do adult things (stuff my mom stopped me from doing, stuff I really needed to know). I applied for MJC. >.< I'm hoping I'm doing everything right. I'm so nervous doing ANYTHING right now because I'm so afraid of screwing up... especially when it will turn out to be a simple task (is always paranoid of stuff being simpler than they seem...).
Anywho, yeah, they helped me and stuff and are still helping me. I'd complain about the fleas, but that'll be fixed soon enough. My mom isn't taking it so well, though.
I also have an awesome bf (not trying to brag in front of the singles, I'm just very happy is all).
It's almost like life went from "I hate you, your life should suck" to "naw, I was just messin' with you, here's your life." xD
I haven't been very depressed lately. I've found myself frustrated, but not depressed. I've actually been busy.
Oh, and I plan to get a vending license so I can legally sell my art. xD

Ooooh! And I'm writing a really scrwed up story!!
I was thinking about movies that I loved back in the day, like Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland, The Pagemaster, and movies like that and wanted to make a story like one of those, originally. Buuuuut then I thought of hidden messages in Disney movies, games like Earthbound that are for kids but have a giant fetus as the final boss, and stuff like that and went into a slightly different direction and was like "I want to make this story really fucked up."
Cailin, a 12-year-old boy, wishes upon a star for some adventure in his life. The star descends and grands his wish. Nothing happens at first, but at 6:00 AM when his alarm goes off, everything starts to change and he soon finds himself in a different world. He meets an elvish woman from a totally different universe. She's sweet and innocent and her name is Julia. She made the same wish at the same exact time upon the same star. They start off with these fun-filled adventures, slaying monsters and finding beautiful places. Cailin starts to have feelings for her. Then a demon shall appear and melt her (yes, in detail, and yes, in front of the 12-year-old boy! xD). He later meets Alva, who persuades him to join an organization to end human suffering. He is sent back to his world, when the years have passed and is returned to his body in zombie form. He kills a lot of people and then gets shot in the head. Alva tricked him into thinking it was the right thing to do, and of course, it wasn't, so he is sent to another area of the same world... which is basically Hell. He is in a different body, a more matured and strong body for hard labor. He constantly has to watch Julia get tortured in this world in so many different ways (like that one method of medieval torture where all the limbs are tied to different horses and they all run into different directions). Her personality was almost doll-like while all this happened, where she didn't seem to care anymore. There will be an almost-rape scene where demons try to rape her and then Cailin grows some balls and saves her. Julia also grows some balls and starts fighting for herself. It turns out that the star they wished upon happens to be Alva, who is an evil warlock. He has no reason for being evil, he just is. Julia changes her name to Astra, because it means star and why they are there and to remind her to start over. They go together to find eternal happiness.
I'm debating on various ways to get rid of Alva. I'm also debating on whether it should end where the way to find happiness is for Cailin and Julia to realize that being together is paradise enough for them, or if they should have to give up existance, or if they actually find a paradise... I might do all three. Like an alternate ending sorta thing.

I swear, if someone reads this and takes this idea and publishes it, I will MURDER that person. D<

Oh, and does anyone else want to go caroling with me. I have one person who agreed. We'll just go to friends houses and do it... we haven't picked the date for it, yet, though... (I've been wanting to for the past few years but everyone usually chickens out... and I won't go by myself.


now I'm debating on ice cream or bed.....

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28387399/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28387399/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 02:00:24 PST
Tagged by
I tag

When's the last time you ran?
Um..... maybe yesterday?

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
Most of them do. ;_;

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
For a while I was getting in 12 hours.... but now that I'm no longer sick I'm barely getting 4 again. :/

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
Depends on who. Most people I will come up with an excuse to get them to go away, but ther are a few that I'd never turn down, so we'd do whatever.

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
No.

Do you own a pair of Converse?
No

Did you copy and paste this survey?
Yes

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
Heck yes!

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Yep

Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
Eh, I rarely listen to the radio nowadays

Do you watch Trading Spaces?
No.

How do you eat oreos?
I eat the cream first and then the cookie part... you know... the NORMAL way to eat an Oreo. xD lol jk

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
Yes

Could you live without a computer?
Technically yes, but I'll go with "NOOOOO!! GOD WHY WOULD YOU SUGGEST SOMETHING TO TERRIBLE!!!?"

Do you wear your shoes in the house?
Yes.

Who or what sleeps with you?
My plushie things and my blankets and my pillow(s)

At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
Oh he's real..... *curls up in fetal position* He's real all right..... very real. *twitch*

How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
I don't know.

What do you do when you're sad?
Talk to friends, listen to music, sleep.

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
Nobody. I wouldn't tell, then I'd buy stuff for everyone and surprise them. ^^

Last time you saw your best friend?
Well, saw in June, last November, and the majority sometime within the past three weeks.... sorry, to lazy to name you all. xP

Are you in high school?
Nope. ^^ ♥♥♥

What jewelry are you wearing?
None.

Is anyone on your bad side now?
No.

What's the first thing you do when you get online?
Check my mail... or get spammed with IMs.

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
No

What are you doing tomorrow?
Hanging with my sister.

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
I don't really care...... well, I might, because my signature for my drawings has an R....

When was the last time you left your house?
An hour ago.

Do you return your cart?
Does this refer to the cart thieves? o.O

Do you have a dishwasher?
Yea... but it sucks. lol

What noise do you hear?
TV and people making noise.

Would you survive in prison?
Maybe.

Who is the youngest in your family?
I do not know, I don't know my whole family. :/

If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?
I don't know. o.o

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Yep.

What's the last thing you purchased?
Uhhh........................... Oh yeah! A belt and socks.

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
No.

What irritates you most on th... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28009810/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28009810/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 10:38:41 PDT
Date: Friday, November 6. 2009
Time: Just come when you can as long as it's before 10:00 PM (unless you have a good excuse o be that late, lol... and I'm pretty lenient anyway)
location My house (Send a note, message, or IM [depending on what source you get this message from], if you need my address and number)

It's a Halloween party, so bring your costumes..... and possibly candy. *shifty eyes* It is also a sleepover, so bring a pillow and your jammies too. ^^

All of my RL friends who can make it (not including the people who live near me that I haven't met) are invited. I need to know who is coming so I can know how many people will be there (sorry, but I can't have people saying they won't come, then suddenly they show).
Like I have said before, if you say you will come, and don't show and don't even call, I will be pissed off at you.

Rules:
1) When it comes to jokes, just don't make seizure jokes around my mom and don't make religious jokes around my grandparents. They will not take those jokes lightly.
2) No molesting my bewbs! xD (I bolded that because I'm sure it will be disregarded and people will try to ignore it lol)
3) Let me know if you are coming before Friday.
........I thought I had more....hmmm..... guess not. ^^

I forgot what else I was going to say on this topic. I don't really feel like repeating my wish list. *feels selfish for having one*

Off-topic:
I watched The Magic Voyage last night.
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Does anyone even know what the plot in that movie is? xD And why does Columbus have a telescope penis!? And why does he randomly lose his clothes!? xD

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28009483/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/28009483/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 10:13:41 PDT [ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is your favorite animal. (one of, anyway)
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 7

Elf:
[x] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (ever-so-slightly x3 )
[x] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[x] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible. (I'm very polite, and I at least prefer to wear my more elegant clothes... just don't have a lot of them :/)
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 6

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 8

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 6

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you. (It often involves mechanical oranges.)
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[ ] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 3

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming. (I'm just not very quick)
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration. (well, I would, anyway)
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that. (I'm against any endangerment, but not extremely so.)
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 7

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale. (my paleness came back. x) )
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet. (Have you SEEN a bat? They are so cute!!)
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it. (LOVE garlic, just lot a lot of it because it makes me sick. xP )
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you. (*cuddles with my sword* ^w^ Sharp objects are fun... as long as they aren't needles. >.< )
Total: 6

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items. (I love my silver, ty)
[ ] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27766336/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27766336/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:19:51 PDT Halloween:
w00t! I have plans for Halloween, hanging out with some of the coolest people! x)
Before anyone asks, April and Sarah both talked me into being the Playboy Bunny this Halloween. >///> This is gonna feel odd.. SHEILD YOUR EYES WHEN YOU COME!!!
I also need money to get the costume. I've saved up SOME money so far (thank you so much, April! ♥ ), but not enough yet. :/ I'll discuss how to help in the Money section.

Birthdays:
My birthday is next month on the third, however, I'll be celebrating it on the sixth to make it easier for my high-schooler buddies to make it.
All of my RL friends who can make it are invited, just please let me know whether or not you can come before-hand. Also, if you tell me that you will come and don't show up or even call, yeah, I'm going to be pissed off. ^^
It's going to be a Halloween party, with candy, and your costumes. ^^ Sure it's late for Halloween, but that's what makes it more fun. Oh, and it's a sleep-over. So bring a pillow and/or blanket.
If anyone is interested in attending, send me a note, message, or IM telling me you can come and I will give you my phone number and address, if you need it (I REALLY need you to tell me before-hand, though, so I can know who is and isn't coming. )

I seriously!! I need you to let me know whether or not you will come! I need to know how many people are coming! D<

And I hate to sound selfish by actually wanting something for my birthday, but this time I do. I won't expect them though, of course (especially since they are pretty expensive). ^^
What I'd like (and for the most part, need):
A microphone, a tablet, new clothes, a sexy man or at least money to get one of the above. lol

I also need money to get a birthday present. It was her 18th, so I'm not just going to give her sexy drawings.
Will also be discussed in the next section.

Money:
I'm trying to sell my drawings. I have a few customers, finally, but I need more.
I take money and item bribes. On the item bribes, they can only be items that I really want (so you obviously have to tell me what the item is before-hand). Money bribes, I'll take anything as long as it is $5.00 or above. If you recommend a customer to me, then I will pay you half of what I get from that customer(though, it'll be difficult to split certain items, so you might want to leave out my item bribe deal. lol).

Things I am saving up for (things you can also bribe me with):
Birthday gift for
Microphone
Tablet
Halloween costume (black slip dress [though, I'd prefer the leotard thingy, but I'll get whichever I can find/afford], ad white/pink bunny kit)
new clothes (most of mine are torn up and/or ugly, so I don't have much of a wardrobe)

And last, but certainly not least, for it is incredibly important;

Band:
and I are starting a band called Knights of the Round. We have a few people interested, but we still need to audition them, of course. We need a bassist, rhythm guitarist (may be taken soon, though, so think fast if you like this position), drummer, possibly a pianist and some back-up singers.
Contact us if you are interested.
This is also why I need a microphone. >.>


I may update this, because I am not sure if I have left anything out.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27716079/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27716079/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 21:25:58 PDT I wanted to show my works to the world.

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
It was inspired from the quote "Watch out for that baby on crutches!" from Dr. Tran Toy Cack. I just found it so hilarious.

What is your current icon of?
I don't have one because I want one of my art and no matter what I do, I can't make it the right file size.

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
I watch more people than people watch me. u_u Yeah, I guess my art sucks that much.

Do you have more than one account?
Yes. My original account is

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.


What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
All of my friends. ^^

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
I'm not going to post their multiple accounts, I'll just choose one account from them if they have more than one.


Do you comment, fave, or... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27668569/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27668569/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 13:25:07 PDT

It's her 18th birthday today! Let's all wish her a happy birthday! =3

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27589924/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27589924/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 01:22:28 PDT If so, please tell me!! D; I am in need of a good read with romance... and possibly some smut. >.>

.... and yes... I am Christmas Spirited right now. xD I want December to come NOW!! I wanna carol and stuff!!

Hm... Hey, anyone want to go caroling with me this week? xD

Which reminds me... HEY! KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND STILL NEEDS THE BAND MEMBERS!!! WE HAVEN'T FOUND ANY AT ALL!! HELP!! HALP!!!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27420658/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27420658/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 01:20:54 PDT A bass player
drummer
guitarist (rhythm)
pianist (optional)
and possibly some back up singers

If you are interested, contact us.

To contact me
email or YIM:
holly_reid7@yahoo.com
If you need to call me, send me a note and I'll give you my number, kay?

We also want members who are serious about being in the band. We don't want members who will say that they will join, and then all they do is say "I'm in a band." BE SERIOUS ABOUT IT!! ... oh, but have fun too. ^^ Enjoy what you do.

By the way, the band name is Knights of the Round. You should totally add us (if you have a myspace, that is).
[link]




w00t! This may help me distract myself from depressing thoughts.
I'm the lead vocals and band artist as well. x3

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27418738/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27418738/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 21:55:00 PDT If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of BS.


I fear ...

[] black people
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[sorta] open spaces
[sorta] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

[] being touched
[] fire
[] deep deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[x] tornadoes

[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] scary movies
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up

[] creepy noises in the night
[] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood

TOTAL : 15

What is this.... "normal" you speak of. o.O

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27413414/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27413414/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 16:44:38 PDT So I am really sorry for posting such a stupid message. I thank you all for your support and offers to stay with you. I can't tall you how grateful I am. Unfortunately, currently I won't move somewhere when I don't have my birth certificate, let alone ID. I refuse to be a freeloader of any sort, and without my ID stuff, I'm pretty worthless when it comes to having a job.

On a lighter note, last night, a friend and I have decided that we shall start a band. He'll be a guitarist, and I will be lead vocals and band artist. We are looking for new members, which I'll be posting a journal about not to long from now.
Doing this may help me relieve a lot of stress, so I'm hoping this works out.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27404077/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27404077/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 05:01:11 PDT I'm thinking of taking their pills and ODing on them. I want to show them what they've been doing to me. I'm already starting to cut myself again. I can show you the cuts if you don't believe me. I need help. I need to get out of here.
I'm having a mental breakdown right now. I want it to end.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27202567/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27202567/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 02:44:53 PDT
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"down the last slope, but before he could reach the hill's foot,"
(can anyone guess what book that is from? xD

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Nothing.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I do not know.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
2:39 AM

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2:28 AM

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
"Dancin' With Myself" by Billy Idol

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Sometime between 3:00 PM and 5:00 PM yesterday to get some stuff for chili-cheese dogs.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Rachels journals. Made me sad because she had a bad day and was all sad and stuff and I wish I had long-distance so I could call her. ;(

9. What are you wearing?
Clothes.

10. Did you dream last night?
Not really LAST night, but last time I slept I did dream. I had some weird dreams too. o.O

11. When did you last laugh?
Sometime during Saturday...

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Posters and a DBZ clock that no longer works.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
I don't think so.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I did this one before, darn you RaeRae! I'ma tag you again! xD

15. What is the last film you saw?
Twilight. *cries in an emo corner of shame* It was TERRIBLE!! It was like watching students in French class act! And the person I was SUPPOSED to watch it with *notsayinganynames* left me with people who kept insulting me and picking at everything I did. D;

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'd buy a castle and have all my friends move in with me.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
o_o Now why would I so something like that? ^^

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
smack people and stop them from fighting over religion. :I (keeping this because I totally agree)

19. Do you like to dance?
Yes.

20. George Bush:
Is soooo last year. xD

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Bob.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Bob.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"I'm gonna show you all your holes. Holes you never even knew you had. Like your belly button. Bet ya didn't think of that one! That's a bodily hole."

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal



]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27096814/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27096814/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 14:54:14 PDT
My moms new "daughter" (I call her that because my mom and step-dad treat her more like a daughter than me) lives with us now. She's nice and all, but I do not want to get involved (she's nice but I kinda don't like her that much... it's difficult to explain). My parents are involved with this motorcycle gang that's affiliated with the Hells Angels ( -_-; I actually had a nightmare about it a few nights ago). My step-dad is almost always at their new friends (the "president" of the club) house. He's been snorting coke too. -_- He and my mom lie about it, of course. They tried to get me to join the "club" but I refused, so my step-dad has been talking even MORE crap about me to everyone, including the wrong people to say that to.
With their new "daughter" staying, I've felt even more uncomfortable in this house than usual. I used to at least go into the living room, relax and listen to music or watch movies. Now I can't even do that, because she's there. I haven't even felt comfortable going into the kitchen to do make food (I ended up losing three and a quarter inches off my waist within a week and a half... It isn't healthy. I've told people that I'm not going anorexic, but I might be starting to, considering I only eat when I'm at a friends house, or if they are all asleep, which hasn't been often lately. I've been getting the equivalent of one meal a day)
I'm also stressed out about the damn institute that I am attending. I'm attending it online. It's not even Week 4, yet and I'm already behind. They spammed me with calls for two years, even though I told them that I wasn't going to be ready until a year after I graduate from high school, but they kept pushing and pushing until eventually I just said "Fine, I'll join." They started me a few days late, I missed the orientation because they'd schedule calls according to the time over here and didn't bother explaining that the orientation would be according to THEIR time schedule. I didn't get my financial aid grants until the end of Week 1, so I had to order my book late. It is only a few more days until Week 4, and I STILL don't have my book yet, which is why I'm already behind!
Let's just say, if I get dropped, I'm not going back. I'll go to a NORMAL college/institute. Screw the online bull crap!
I'm still going through a lot of drama trying to get my birth certificate so I can get my I.D. I'm getting so sick of not being able to handle things myself! I WANT AND NEED to be independent!!
I'm sick of the fact that my mom can't let go!!
I'm also sick of my mom and step-dad taking to many of their pills (more than prescribed)! I'm not going to do it, of course, but I've considered taking to many pills to show them what they are putting me through each time they do it... Though, it wouldn't work, because they don't care about me at all. All they want me for is to take advantage of me and control me.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27061282/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/27061282/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 19:31:05 PDT 2ND : TAG 7 PEOPLE AND PUT THEIR ICON IN YOUR JOURNAL.
3RD : TELL THE 7 PEOPLE WHO U TAGGED THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
OK LETS START!

1. Who is your celebrity crush?
Meh, nobody currently.

2. What are you most excited for?
Getting my birth certificate sometime, and then my I.D., then I can get the |-|3|| out of here.

3. What was the last thing you bought?
Dog food.

4. What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
My grandmas kitties, especially my little Trunks. x3

5. Does the weather affect your mood?
Yes and no

6. Tell me 5 things you can't live without:
- air
- friends/family
- eye-candy of some sort
- art supplies
- food

7. Say something to the person who tagged you:
Hello, me. ^^



]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26986590/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26986590/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 21:15:57 PDT .<

{---Basics---}

1- Name: Holly
2- Nickname: Hollylujah, NekoChan, and any Christmas pun you can think of.
3- Age: 18
4- Birthday: November 3
5- Birthplace: Fontana
6- Current Location: In a room, on a chair
7- Eye Color: Blue, sometimes greenish
8- Hair Color: Dirty Blonde
9- Height: 5'4"
10- Weight: I no longer know.... nor do I want to know.
11- Lefty or Righty: Both, depending on what I'm doing
12- Zodiac Sign:
For Month/Day: Scorpio
For Year: Metal Horse (whee I'm a motorcycle!! xD)

{---Favorites---}

13- Color: Lavender
14- Number: Don't have one
15- Music Genre: I like a wide variety. ^^
16- Movie: Way to many.
17- Kind of Movie: fantasy, mystery, comedy... well, I like many genres
18- Food: I don't know.
19- Ice Cream: I don't remember the name of it. I just remember that it was made from a purple potato.
20- Cereal: Honey Bunches of Oats, and Trix (even though they went all mediocre and got rid of the shapes)
21- Candy: Hello Panda, Yann Yann, and Pocky.... and tootsie rolls. >.>

{---Do You---}

22- Have any siblings: Yes
23- Have any pets: Well, he isn't really MINE, but I have a dog... and will soon have a cat. x3
24- Have any special talents or skills: Drawing, kinda singing, writing (though, it doesn't show when I roleplay xP ), I'm flexible if that counts as a talent.... Well, I have plenty of talents, but I don't feel like remembering them nor typing them all down.
25- Have any fears: Oh no. None at all. I think you confuse me for being human. ^^
26- Have a bedtime: No.
27- Sing in the shower: Yea, sometimes. xD
28- Have any piercings: Not anymore.
29- Have any tattoos: No.
30- Swear: Oh no, not at all. Cursing is a baaad f***ing habit. ^^

{---Love & All That Crap---}

31- Been in love: Yes.
32- Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: No.
33- Are you single: No.
34- Are you in a relationship: o.O *slaps whoever made this survey for redundancy*
35- Do you have a crush on someone: More than that.
37- Ever been dumped: Yes
38- Ever dumped someone: Yes

{---This or That---}

39- Black or White: Depends on my mood.
40- Lights On or Lights Off: Depends on the situation. o.O
41- Cookies or Muffins: BOTH!!
42- Hugs or Kisses: BOTH!!

{---Have You Ever---}

43- Smiled for no reason: Yes.
44- Laughed so hard you cried: Yes.
45- Talked to someone you don't know: um... duh?
46- Partied 'til the sun came up: No
47- Been in a wreck: Not that I can remember.

{---Random & Silly Junk---}

48- How many languages: English and some French
49- Ever regret anything: Eh, not anymore. I occasionally do every now and then, but They are nothing more than lessons in life nowadays.
50- Are you happy: I'm neutral right now

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26949692/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26949692/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 03:01:25 PDT Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True. (shouldn't this be "yes" or "no?" considering you declare something "true" or "false" if it is a statement rather than a question. o.O )
Q: Been arrested? False.
Q: Do you like someone? True.
Q: Held a snake? True.
Q: Been suspended from school? True (only in-school suspension though)
Q: Sang karaoke? True.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False.
Q: Kissed in the rain? False.
Q: Sang in the shower? True. (lately I've been singing "Love Potion No. 9" xD)
Q: Sat on a roof top? False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False.
Q: Broken a bone? False.
Q: Shaved your head? False.
Q: Played a prank on someone? True.
Q: Shot a gun? Not sure.
Q: Donated Blood? False.

Last Person
1. You hung out with? Heather and Andrew.
2. You texted? Nobody.
3. You were in a car with? Andrew and Heather.
4. Went to the movies with? Sarah and Deonta.
5. Person you went to shop with? Um.... I don't remember. I usually shop alone.
6. You talked on the phone? My moms friend. D<
7. Made you laugh? Travis.
8. You hugged? Um..... I don't remember that either.

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Winter (though, just like the sun/moon question, it really depends on the environment)
3. Left or Right? Left.
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy.
5. Where do you live? Modesto, Ca.
6. Club or pub? Club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes.
8. Do you want to get married? Yes.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? No.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? To be successful and to be able to aid my friends/family when in need (whether it is mentally/financially/etc.)
13. Do you cook? Yes. I'm still kind of a newb, but I'm a decent cook so far. ^^
14. Current mood? Neutral.... but more toward the depressed/irritated side..
15. Color of underwear? Faded black.

In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang? I think so.
2. Listened to music? Yes.
3. Danced Crazy? Yes.
4. Cried? No.
5. Liked someone you can't have? No.

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? Never went to prom.
2. Who was your first roommate? Well.... nobody yet. I need to move out. ;_;
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I've never been drunk.
4. What was your first job? Some retarded job at the San Francisco Chronicles for folding newspapers.... not technically a job though, considering I never got paid, really)
5. What was your first car? None. I'm a pedestrian. xP
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? I've never been to a funeral...
7. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. McKow..... I think... well, I know how to pronounce it, I just don't know how to spell it.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Nowhere. *has never been on an airplane*
10. When did you sneak out of your house for the first time? No idea.
11. Who was your first best friend? Hmm... Well, I kinda had two.. Michael and Alyssa. ^^
12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school? Well, Lauren was still/and still is my best friend (well... non-biological sister) throughout the years... but I'll say that as for befriending someone new in high school, I'll say Randall. ^^
13. Where was your first sleepover? Um.... I dunno.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Depends on who is available to talk to.
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? I've never been one.
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Went into the kitchen to bake a potato.
17. What was the first concert you went to? Some church concert.
18. What was the last concert you went to? Technically, the last concert of last years choir (well, last semester, really, but because most of you who are reading this are into the new school year in lower school I'm stating "last year" to make it easier on your brains)
19. First tattoo or piercing? I got my ears pierced when I was 10.... let's just say they are no longer pierced. <.<;;
20. First celebrity crush? Does Link count for a celebrity? xD
21. Current celebrity crush? Meh, not really a celebrity fan (though I am a Jade Curtiss fan girl.
22. First crush? look... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26653857/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26653857/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 16:02:04 PDT

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves.
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal.
4. Then go back to their page with a comment saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
Here we go

1) I've tried to make an icon for myself, but every time I make one it turns out to be 27 kb and I don't know how to make it smaller. D< (tried it with three pics so far and it's pissing me off)
2) I'm trying not to give into my emotions.
3) I need my ID.
4) I might not get into the college I want to get in until next year because of difficulties with my connection and finding a proctor and the frikkin courses start on the 20th and I'm really stressed out about that.
5) I want to move out of this house and move into a place where people are at least DECENTLY mature and don't act like a bunch of annoying, whiny, druggie, rebellious teenagers (not the rebels that stand for something, the kind of rebels that rebel because they think they are just being cool).
6) I want a vacation
7) I'm utterly bored
8)I should update my other journal (I've tried updating it 3 times already and every time I do my stupid connection dumps on me)

I tag:









]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26592117/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26592117/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 14:58:03 PDT

1. Be one of the first 14 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the "Promotional List".

2. For each of the first 14 people answering this journal I will put his or her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his or her gallery on the list.

3. IF YOU COMMENT YOU'LL HAVE TO DO THE SAME THING IN YOUR JOURNAL, PUTTING ME -AND YOUR THREE FAVES FROM MY GALLERY- IN AS THE FIRST OF 14 PEOPLE!!! Then you just wait for people to comment and you feature them!


1) I knew her in high school, but never knew how great of an artist she was. We were in choir together, so I knew she could sing, but I didn't know she could draw as well, and she's a great photographer.

#1: Marina: [link]
#2: Nicole: [link]
#3: Bought: [link]

2) She's my childhood friend and non-biological sister. She, too, is a multi-talented artist. I've always looked up to her work and am always at awe with her work (It's hard to choose a top THREE, so if you don't think they are her/your best, sorry. I'm bad at choosing peoples bests lol)

#1: Seriously Joking: [link]
#2: Gaia Art Contest: [link]
#3: The Greatest Adventure: [link]

3) She's been a great friend to me since my Junior year in high school. I've envied her amazing skills at coloring. She draws EVERYTHING sexy. If she drew a tree, it would be sexy. lol Maybe I'm exaggerating a bit... maybe I'm not. <.<; lol Anyway, she draws sexy men, women, AND chibis. xD She does a lot of avi art for Gaia and other avatar sites.

#1: GaiaOnline: Nihilistic Dream: [link]
#2: GaiaOnline: Yuna De La Lune: [link]
#3: Heartless: [link]

4) My Geometry teacher during junior year, and the coolest teacher EVER! x3 He has an awesome sense of humor and supervises the best clubs. x3 He has a lot of works posted of his students, inside jokes, his sock puppet named Jeremy (one bad ass sock puppet), and waaay more.

#1: King of Monsters: [link]
#2: Rainbow Hair: [link]
#3: Holly and the Space Pirate (<3): [link]


Come one you guys! Comment!! ((Also, remember, when you comment and get posted, you .... just read the rules and follow them. xD))

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26415238/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26415238/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 02:22:02 PDT because I read it. lol

CIRCLE ONE: ABOUT YOU...

1. What's your name:
Holly

2. How tall are you:
About 5'4"

3. What color are your eyes:
Blue.........sometimes green....... sometimes both.....

4. What color is your hair:
Dirty blond

5. Are you Male or Female:
Female

6. What is your best feature (Physical.):
Um..... my hair, I suppose

7. What's your shoe size:
8 1/2 wide

8. Glasses, y/n:
No

9. Did you ever have braces:
Nope. I was once told I needed them, and years down the road, I never got them, and they said I didn't need them. ^^

10. On a typical day, you are wearing:
Clothes

11. When you go to bed you're wearing:
Clothes

12. Work out/exercise about how often:
Nearly every day now.

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC...

1. Name five of your favorite bands:
Sonata Arctica, Rhapsody of Fire, Queen, the Beach Boys, Blue Oyster Cult

2. Name five of your favorite singers:
Tony Kakko (Sonata Arctica), Jarkko Ahola (Teräsbetoni), Motoo Fujiwara (Bump of Chicken), Simon & Garfunkel

3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop:
o.O Um.... I can't really be playing three songs non-stop currently, but some songs I've been listening to a lot are "False News Travel Fast" by Sonata Arctica, "Don't Fear the Reaper" by Blue Oyster Cult, and "Good Old Fashioned Love Song" by Three Dog's Night.


4.Name one song that best describes your life right now:
"The Cage" by Sonata Arctica

5.Name one song that best describes your life one year ago:
"The Show Must Go On" by Queen

6.When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio:
I don't drive yet.

7. What's the last CD you bought:
Um....... I dunno...

8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD, or a mix?:
A mix.

9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like, but do:
Psh! I like what I like! I have no need to be embarrassed. I enjoy my weirdness.

10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be:
;_; None.

11. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of:
ADEMA. I used to love them. I still think they are okay, but I sorta got bored with them.

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION...

1. Name your favorite actor:
I don't have one.

2. Name your favorite actress:
Same answer.

3. Name your favorite television show right now:
Robot Chicken, Family Guy, and Teen Titans (I'd say Swat Kats, Smurfs, and some others, but I no longer have the channels)

4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen:
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, Beauty and the Beast, The Little Mermaid, Interview With the Vampire (hey, didn't say they had to be new movies)

5. Your favorite canceled television show:
Sooooooooooooooo many, but I'll just say Tiny Toons.

7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently:
Twilight (only saw some of it, but I don't like whiny teenager romance chick flicks, and I hate the popularity of it, and people are STILL trying to get me to watch it when they know it's because they won't shut up that I refuse to watch/read it!!!)

8. You would never watch a movie with Zac Efron?:
I don't watch movies because of specific actors, nor will I not want to watch it because of specific actors.

9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with:
Um............ I dunno

10. Three favorite TV channels:
Boomerang, VH1 Classics (though, last I saw they are getting boring like VH1 and MTV), and............ I dunno, I really don't watch much TV. o.o

11. Favorite reality show:
None.

12. Favorite character on a reality show:
None

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word)

1. Coffee: mom

2. Dog: doggy

3. Slut: whore

4. Candy: cotton

5. Pole: STRIPPER! OMG

6. Ocean: breeze

7. Brave: courage

8. Love: <3

9. Cookie: Yummmm

10. Death: Yay!

11. Life: cereal

12. Child: children

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life?
Ten guilty men go free.

2. Eate... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26137833/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26137833/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:56:37 PDT

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes/ipod, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button, and the title of that song is your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in (brackets) after the song name

Are you male or female?
"Au Revoir" by Malice Mizer (I apparently don't feel comfortable answering the question. xD)

What do people feel when they're around you?
"Raspberry Beret" by Prince (o.O *scoots away from people*)

Where would you like to be now?
"We Live For Love" by Pat Benatar (.... love is a place now. xP)

How do you feel about love?
"Foolin" by Def Leppard

What's your life like?
"Full Moon" by Sonata Arctica (preeeetty much)

What would you wish for if you had only one wish?
"Evergreen" by Hyde

Say something wise.
"Waltz for the Moon" from the FFVIII soundtrack (w00t!)

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say:
"Gardenia" by Malice Mizer

How would you describe yourself?
"Let's Go Crazy" by Prince (well... I am pretty crazy. ^^)

What do you look for in a girl/guy?
"Bicycle Race" by Queen (I want your bike!!! D< Gimme!!!)

How do you feel today?
"The Worlds Forgotten, The Words Forbidden" by Sonata Arctica (pretty much)

What is your life's purpose?
"Black Sheep" by Sonata Arctica (It SOMETIMES feels that way. lol)

What is your motto?
"One Way or Another" by Blondie (well, I've been a pretty good stalker in the past. ^^)

What do your friends think of you?
"Fade to Black" by Sonata Arctica (remake of course)

What do you think of your parents?
"Picturing the Past" by Sonata Arctica (pretty much also)

What do you think about very often?
"Warrior of Ice" by Rhapsody (yes, I do think of epicness)

What is 2 + 2?
"I'll Keep Your Secrets" by Trans-Siberian Orchestra

What do you think of your best friend?
"Akai Sabaku No Densetsu" by Hitomi Shimatani

What do you think of the person you like?
"Love Is A Battlefield" by Pat Benatar

What is your life story?
"Wish I Had an Angel" by Nightwish

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"The Revenant Choir (New Take)" by Versailles

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"The Cage" by Sonata Arctica

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Transylvania" by Malice Mizer (OMG SMEXEEEEH!!)

What will they play at your funeral?
"Somebody To Love" by Queen (Jeez, I'm dead over here and you guys are just worried about findin' love? Thanks you guys! I feel the LOVE!! xD)

What is your hobby/interest?
"Take On Me" by A-Ha (totally)

What is your biggest fear?
"Vestige" by T.M.Revolution

What is your biggest secret?
"Wolf & Raven" by Sonata Arctica

What do you think of your friends?
"Feel Good Inc." by the Gorillaz

What kind of Super Hero are you?
"Winter" by Banya (a bad ass cold one!!)

What is your special power?
"Shanty" by Hitomi Shimatani

What would you do if you saw Godzilla approaching?
"Heart of Glass" by Blondie (Fall in love with him and find that he's a douche? o.O)

What would you say to a group of Asian tourists?
"Kagerou" by T.M.Revolution (LOL)

What is your favorite kitchen implement?
"The Harvest" by Sonata Arctica

Are you afraid of Clowns?
"Little Lies" by Fleetwood Mac.

What about Mimes?
"The Tide is High" by Blondie

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26123083/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/26123083/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 05:49:55 PDT
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes/ipod, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button, and the title of that song is your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in (brackets) after the song name
5. Tag at least 4 people to pass this on.

Are you male or female?
"Dancin' With Myself" by Billy Idol (I'm apparently to horny to answer the question. xD)

What do people feel when they're around you?
"Gimme All Your Lovin'" by ZZTop (Woah, now! I know you all love meh and all, but jeez.)

Where would you like to be now?
"Under Your Tree" by Sonata Arctica (xD well, at least it answered the question)

How do you feel about love?
"Flames of Revenge" by Rhapsody (lol nice)

What's your life like?
"Running" by No Doubt

What would you wish for if you had only one wish?
"Wild Side" by Motley Crue (well, I do need to let mine out a little. xD)

Say something wise.
"Wild, Wild West" by The Escape Club. (very wise indeed. ^^)

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say:
"Champagne Bath" by Sonata Arctica (Wow, I'm an ass, apparently xD)

How would you describe yourself?
"Midnight" by Trans-Siberian Orchestra (well, I AM a super-insomniac)

What do you look for in a girl/guy?
"Broken" by Sonata Arctica (xD *grabs the guy and shakes him* He broke. ;_; lol)

How do you feel today?
"What Good This Deafness" by Trans-Siberian Orchestra

What is your life's purpose?
"The Vice" by Sonata Arctica

What is your motto?
"Ben Bernanke" by Lemon Demon (OMG! That's the BEST motto EVER!!)

What do your friends think of you?
"Black Sheep" by Sonata Arctica (jeez, thanks you guys)

What do you think of your parents?
"Dream Thieves" by Sonata Arctica (SOOOO FRIKKIN TRUE!)

What do you think about very often?
"Livin' On a Prayer" by Bon Jovi (well, it does get stuck in my head)

What is 2 + 2?
"1999" by Prince (sorry, Prince, but that is NOT the answer. xD)

What do you think of your best friend?
"Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen (lol)

What do you think of the person you like?
"Girls, Girls, Girls" by Motley Crue (o.o He' a girl? lol)

What is your life story?
"Over the Hills and Far Away" by Nightwish

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Delirious" by Prince (o.O Do I now?)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Let's Get Rocked" by Def Leppard (xD WTH iPod!? Why do you say such things!?)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"I'll Keep Your Secrets" by Trans-Siberian Orchestra

What will they play at your funeral?
"Caleb" by Sonata Arctica

What is your hobby/interest?
"Tush" by ZZTop (AGAIN!! xD)

What is your biggest fear?
"Windress" by Versailles

What is your biggest secret?
"White Breath" by T.M.Revolution

What do you think of your friends?
"Holy Thunderforce" by Rhapsody (my friends are EPIC!!)

What will you post this as?
"Open Your Heart" by Madonna

I tag:


]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25956269/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25956269/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 03:38:56 PDT
1. Tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. Answer all truthfully
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free(Nah)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (I have a few here and there)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school (well... in college soon anyway)
[x] I have a job (I am self-employed, though, so I need to find a normal job)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years(no such thing)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (almost)
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower. (I'm always to busy ;_
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am. ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25873532/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25873532/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 04:23:51 PDT
]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25818890/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25818890/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 13:46:06 PDT

Yes, I know, I MUST be careful. Online dating can be dangerous, and I barely know him. It's okay guys. I know. I WILL be careful. Don't worry.

Some people may call it dumb, but I simply see myself as having an open mind to relationships. It may or may not work out. But that's the adventure of it. ^w^

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25799045/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25799045/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:58:06 PDT
Crushes? Well, here's how THEY feel!
They feel like those butterflies are eating at your damn heart while burning it with EVERY flame you can think of! Then while it's burning, they toss in every poison in the damn world onto it! They watch it burn, but have that cutesie "I'm a sweet little butterfly" act. They seem so damn innocent! Damn butterflies!
Stupid butterflies! I'll destroy you all! FEEL MY WRATH!!

*sigh* I have an internet crush... That's why this entry was made. lol

I'm going to draw my description of a crush sometime... xD

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25743183/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25743183/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 21:37:35 PDT
The past few weeks have pretty much screwed me up mentally when finding out that my step-dad is a cocaine addict and finding out more lies him and my mom tell me. Them being greatly acquainted with a motorcycle gang (they are sorta part of it... I dunno) also doesn't help, especially since they take so many illegal actions already.

I obviously want nothing to do with this gang, so I do not want to be around them, of course.
I didn't have any plans anyway for this day/evening/night. I'm just sitting here, alone, while most of my friends are busy. I have been taking care of my parents since last night. My mom, as usual, had a seizure, and my step-dad had his diabetic issues. So I was alone, taking care of them last night. I've been taking care of them all day as well. I've been trying to get my mom to rest. My step-dad tells me that his legs are hurting that he'll need my help a lot today. I kept having to tell him to go back and rest because he wouldn't stop getting up ((like a damn kid, I swear!)). I went to the store for them, took care of them, and all the usual.
Now they plan to go to their new "friends" house to watch fireworks. I will not go, because I want nothing to do with them, as I've said before.

So, I'm here alone, with NO fireworks, listening to my iPod, trying but failing to hear the other people with their fireworks and having a good time with their families. I'm obviously depressed, and alone. I even feel like crying, for once. I don't know why, but I do.
I do not like holidays anymore because I'm tired of being bored and alone while hearing happy sounds outside.
I think I'd rather be using a Ouija board right about now. *glares at a certain someone who I will not mention*

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25652457/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25652457/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 13:34:07 PDT

1. Your Name: Holly

2. Age: 18

3. Single or Taken: Single

4. Favourite Film: x.x Can't choose.

5. Favourite Song or Album: Same answer.

6. Favourite Band/Artist: Same answer

7. Dirty or Clean: Clean. ^^

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: neither.

9. Do we know each other outside of dA? Yes.

10. What's your philosophy on life? -_-; I have

11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? It's poisoned.

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? Yes.

13. What is your favourite memory of us? Hmm... all! =^-^=

14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure? ........ lol

15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I can lick my elbow.

16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they? 1. A hot sexy nerdy guy
2. to bring my art to life 3. .....um... That's a bout it xD

17. Can we get together and make a cake? OOH! SOUNDS FUN!

18. Which country is your spiritual home? Sprek sei Engles? Um... I dunno. (stole Isa's answer because I agree)

19. What is your big weakness? Pshh! I'm not telling you! Smooth way of trying to destroy someone though.

20. Do you think I'm a good person? Yep. ^-^

21. What was your best/favourite subject at school? Choir, Art, French, geometry, and any science class

22. Describe your accent: .....just me...

23. If you could change anything about me, would you? Nope. ^-^

24. What do you wear to sleep? Whatever. xD Depends on what I feel like wearing.

25. Trousers or skirts? Both

26. Cigarettes or alcohol? NEITHER! (also stole your answer because I agree 100%)

27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Whatever you wish to do. =3

28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you? Certainly. ^^

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25436861/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25436861/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 14:58:57 PDT I broke up with my bf a few weeks ago. ;_; I'm still trying to get over it, and it sucks. He says he'd like to get together again in the far future, but I can see past those "I need time" lies.
My idiot for a step-dad had to go to the hospital last night because of diabetic issues and taking too much soma (though, my mom will deny that, of course. Even though right after she denies it I hear her yelling at him about it.). Now we find out there was cocaine found in his urine. I am SUPER pissed off right now about it and I know they lie to me every time they see me, but THIS is ridiculous!!

Good news now:
Well, on Tuesday I had my first water park experience! I went to Sun Splash.
IT WAS FUN!!!!!
I never imagined that there were so many types of slides. *_* The wave pool was AMAZING!!!!
The food there was great too. =3
We stayed at the arcade after the water park closed.
At that arcade there was this hot nerdy looking guy, perfectly my type looks-wise and his body language made him seem like my type. He was tall, linky (at least I think that's the term... duno ), nice hair (shortish, but very nice, I wanted to run my fingers through it.... SHUT UP GUYS!! xD), glasses ♥♥♥ and he worked there (so, there's a slight chance at seeing him again). I was stalking him with my eyes. I don't usually do the things where you get tickets for prizes anymore, but that's where he was working, so I got tickets just to talk to him (unfortunately, it wasn't him the took my tickets ;_; ). Well, when Heather and I were watching Andrew play a game, he walked by (I think he was on break), I smiled at him, he gave me a super-gorgeous smile that melted my heart... then he said something, but I didn't hear him. ;_; I wish I knew what he said.. When he was working again, we were in a position where I could see him, so I stared, and stared, and STARED, then he started staring back, so I slowly backed to Heather where I couldn't be seen. Then I look back, he's talking with people and he points in my general direction, so I'm like "oh sh*t! He probably thinks I'm a stalker" so I look away, then I look back a few minutes later, they're on the phone, so I'm like "F*CK!! HE REALLY DOES THINK I'M A STALKER!!" But nobody came to take me away, so they were probably on the phone for other reasons. ^^ *phew* Then he was cleaning up, and he walked by me PLENTY of times. One time we made eye contact, so there was my chance! I said "Hello" and he sheepishly said hi back. It was CUUUUUTE! x3
So I plan to save up to go back there sometime in the future, and my plan is that I will bring some sketching paper and a pencil, if he's working, I'll draw him. Then I'll slyly add my email address to the picture, then give it to him.... then RUN LIKE I'VE NEVER RUN BEFORE!! Because I know they'll be all like "Heeeey she likes yoooou" and with my luck he'd have a girlfriend. xD Epic fail plan, eh?

Dude, I swear, the song I'm listening to is a FLUKE!!! It wasn't intentional at all!
And yet again, moods won't work.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25423264/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25423264/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 20:08:55 PDT 1. Holly
2. Neko-Chan
3. Hollylujah

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. HappyKi-lin
2. NekoChan
3. Innocent_Ariadne

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Replied to comments
2. Waited (still waiting) for my dad to call
3. Sat on my lazy bum bum

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. My hair
3. blank

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My stomach
2. My acne
3. My chest

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Irish
2. French
3. Cherokee

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Being alone in a closed off dark room
2. Demons
3. Terrible things happening to the people I love

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Black tang top
2. torn jeans
3. UNDERWEAR

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. water
3. Friends

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My computer
2. My art supplies
3. My birth certificate *glares*

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Sonata Arctica
2. Trans-Siberian Orchestra
3. Mannheim Steamroller

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Being granted food
2. Friends listening
3. Getting away

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Don't Say a Word - Sonata Arctica
2. Karma - Bump of Chicken
3. Hello - Northern Kings

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Attend MJC
2. Get a job
3. Get a life

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Not being able to help my mom and step-dad
2. Not having a real job
3. I'm not willing to share any more

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love
2. Happiness
3. Care

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. My respect
2. My loyalty
3. My care (even though, many people I care about don't want to accept that I care for them )=< )

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I have mixed negative emotions.
2. I need to clean my room.
3. I'm into Satanism. (lol, yes, I stole yours, Lauren. xD)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Nice jaw structure, neck and shoulders
2. Nice hair, long or short, as long as it's well taken care of
3. glasses are HOT!!!!

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Kind
2. Funny
3. Intelligence is a HUGE plus ^-^

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Drugs (the bad kind)
2. Be a model
3.

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. My high school and junior high school friends
2. A swimming pool
3. My dad

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. My own tablet
2. Material and lessons for sewing
3. A hot nerdy guy xD

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. I've dealt with the terrible and wonderful aspects of life
2. I have amazing friends and family members to look up to
3. I grew up with lots of art varieties like music, animation, illustration, etc. ^^

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Writing (though, I'm the biggst procrastinator when it comes to my stories)
3. Singing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Karaoke
2. Cosplay
3. Sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Graphic Novelist
2. Fashion Designer
3. Singer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Disneyland/world
2. France
3. Italy

THREE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:
1. Mickey Mouse
2. Peter Cottontail
3. Candle Jack for th--

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Raphael
2. Didier
3. Harry Potter xD

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Sarah
2. Hana
3. Renee

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live.
2. Travel to various areas of the world
3. Be everything that I am interested in being

Three people to tag:

1. Lauren (Yes, do it again. xD)
2. Kary
3. Susan

Once again, no, I am not tearful, the mood thing still isn't working.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25384980/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25384980/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 00:36:55 PDT
I stole this from

01. What is your pen name?
I don't have one, really.
02. What made you choose this name?
I'M INDECISIVE. (yeah, Kary, xD I stoll your answer here too)
03. Do you use PC or Mac?
PC, though I don't really have a preference.
04. What programs do you use most often?
Corel Painter Essentials 3 and Adobe Photoshop Elements 5
05. Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Tablet ♥
06. What color or color combination do you find yourself using most often?
o.o I don't know.
07. What part of a picture do you put most effort into?
Usually the hair. Dx And the blasted eyes! Eyes are a pain!
08. How long does it take you do draw a picture?
Depends on the picture.
09. Do you keep your rough drafts?
If I like them.
10. What font do you use most often?
Depends on what I type in.
11. When you scan your image, what DPI do you use?
;_; My scanner broke a long time ago.
12. Do you do anything else when you're drawing?
Chat with friends, listen to my iPod, take internet breaks like right now
13. Approximately how many pictures do you draw in a month?
Depends
14. What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Whatever paper is in reach.
15. What kind of paper do you use for rough sketches and drafts?
Printer paper and binder paper
16. How long does it take you to ink something?
As I have repeated, it depends on the picture.
17. Do you do comics, or fan comics?
I would like to.
18. Do you like comics? Are they fun to make?
Yes and yes.
19. Have you ever submitted anything to a magazine?
D=< Yes! Don't ever do it!
20. Did it get published?
NO!!!! Stupid-heads, they are.
21. Who are your favorite artists?
I have far too many to choose from.
22. Do you like anime/manga? If so, what are your favorite series?
Yes, and same answer as above. It would be easier to display the anime/manga that I dislike. I dislike Naruto (it's a good anime/manga, I won't deny, but when it is no longer over-rated is when I'll watch/read it), Death Note, and I never got into One Piece.
23. Do you like cartoons/comics? If so, what are your favorite series?
Way to many to choose from. I LOVE comics and cartoons.
24. Any artists that you wish you could draw like?
Totally!!
25. Do you read a lot of books?
Yes
26. Did you ever buy a book to inspire or teach you to draw?
Yep.
27. Any video games you enjoy?
*_* Sooooooo many!
28. Any favorite characters from video games?
Jade Curtiss!!!!!!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
29. Do you have a favorite writer?
Not really.
30. Any books you really enjoy?
I love the Harry Potter series, Anna and the Duke, Tess and the Highlander........ I need to read more. xD
31. Do you draw fanart?
Yep
32. Do you listen to music while you draw?
Yep.
33. Any recommended songs?
Well, no specific song, but I listen to FF music, Sonata Arctica, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Rhapsody of Fire, Nightwish, Mannheim Steamroller ....... anything. xD But Sonata Arctica, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, and Mannheim Steamroller inspire me the most. ^^
34. Any other art websites that you really enjoy?
Pixie Hollow, though, I haven't posted my art there yet. I'm working on stuff to post there.
35. Are there any websites that you go to everyday?
DA, Gaia, *long-ass sigh* myspace, yahoo, and google. xD
36. What is your dream website like?
No motion ads!!!! NONE!! Dx Or at least calm down on them SHEESH! They slow everything down!
37. Do you like your own art?
Hit and miss.
38. What do you enjoy watching on television?
i don't usually watch TV anymore.
39. Favorite celebrity?
Sonata Arctica (the whole band)
40. Favorite color?
Lavender
41. Favorite food?
Depends on my mood.
42. Favorite drink?
Iced tea.
43. Do you like to go shopping? If yes, where? And for what?
Buy Rite (clothes), Big Lots (poorly animated cartoons), Winco (food), and once I get a normal job or when I sell more art Wal-Mart (material to make clothes)
44. Can you cook?
Yes, though, I should get some new skillets so my food looks better (I make awesome [in my opinion] pancakes and omelets but they come out destroyed due to the skillets we use [yes I'm doing everything right, it's just size and being old and used up problems])
45. Any devices you use often for email? Any e... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25096530/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/25096530/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 20:06:02 PDT I've also had so many stressful things be piled up on me for the past month (not willing to speak of them publicly, so note me if you wonder what's going on). I've been crying almost all day, and I'm trying not to. I don't remember the last time I got THIS emotional.
D:< STUPID EMOTIONS!!

On the lighter note, like I said. I'm very happy to be out of high school. I love the idea of having a choice in the matter to go to school (which I will, of course). I finally have MY OWN life to live!!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24623004/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24623004/ Wed, 06 May 2009 17:36:09 PDT Mainly because I'm the quiet person, but still. So I was making comments like "Mmm, good eatin'" and "I'm using them for science experiments.
OH MAN it was hilarious. People were like "Do you really kill babies?"
Even my teacher took me seriously. xD Of course, I let them know it was just a joke ((jeez, people are really THAT stupid. xD))

ANIME CLUB TODAY WAS AWESOME!!! We started a mosh pit in the middle of the classroom. lol Dun' worry, no one was injured and we didn't break anything.... I think. I have a decent-sized red bruise. lol

-_-; Anyway... I'm also sorta crushing on someone, and I am going to let him know today, hopefully.... wish me luck?

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24550377/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24550377/ Sat, 02 May 2009 15:07:34 PDT
[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[X] You are very competitive.
[ ] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[X] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[ ] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[X] People have often called you insane.
Total: 3

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[ ] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[ ] You are very generous.
Total: 7

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[ ] You don't mind getting dirty. (depends)
[ ] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 3

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[ ] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly. (totally, I wouldn't have to deal with people that way)
Total: 8

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[X] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc. [depends on the show, though)
[x] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies. (if only they'd make good ones -_-
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 7

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence. (I like playful violence, but I am not fond of serious violence)
[x] You hope for world peace.
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 7

W00T!! I'm WIND!! (Air)

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24522190/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24522190/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 21:39:09 PDT FLAGS!!
I shall start this when I no longer owe anyone art!
Now, ALL the countries in the world will cause me to lose patience, so I'm only doing a select many.
So, I'd like to ask if my watchers will kindly list the countries that they'd like to see me do. Preferably unlisted from the list below. I'll keep updating.

[]Britain
[]Canada
[]United States
[]Japan
[]China
[]Mexico (dun' worry, my pic won't give you the swine flu.. xD)
[]France
[]Ireland
[]Poland
[]Spain
[]Finland


((jeez, I think I may need to post this on other sites to get suggestions from other people. ^^))

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24365962/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/24365962/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 18:28:45 PDT =_= And I've been wanting to lose weight and would like to lose at least some before I graduate from high school (in a few months).
Out of the people who live decently near where I live, is anyone interested and has time?

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23703505/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23703505/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 23:13:39 PDT
1. do you think you can get through this?
Yes.

2. are you on your period?
Not currently

3. do you get cramps?
Occasionally

4. have you had sex in the last month?
No.

5. who did you lose your virginity to?
Nobody.

6. what's something you would change about yourself?
I'd tone up my tummy a wee bit *Caramelldanses's like crazy (that actually is a fun and useful exercise =3)*

7. what's something you really like about yourself?
My eyes and my pale skin =3 (I looked at the camera monitor thingy at Wal-Mart the other day and compared to everyone else I looked like Death. xD It didn't help the fact that I was wearing all black either, it was so awesome!)

8. ever watched gay/lesbian porn?
Nope.

9. do you like answering personal questions?
It really depends on the personal question and who is asking.

10. are you cool with talking about sex?
I try to avoid the subject when I can.

11. what's your favorite break up song?
"These Boots Are Made For Walkin'"-Nancy Sinatra ;D

12. what's your favorite love song?
"Born To Be My Baby"- Bon Jovi

13. ever cheated on your boyfriend?
No. I'm not into that.

14. ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Yup, my mom. x3 (Pshh, what were YOU thinking, you perv?)

15. ever done something more than kissing with the same sex?
I hug my mom and other people. >:3

16. do you lie ALL THE TIME?
Oh yes, ALL THE TIME. Never said a truthful word in my entire life.

17. do your parents even know what you're really like?
They don't pay enough attention to know.

18. ever smoked pot?
No, but I get sick whenever I walk by the idiots who do, I get sick.

19. what about a cigarette?
I already have enough problems with the smoking from my mom and my grandma. -__-:

20. ever done any drugs other than pot? which ones?
I tried hookah, and it was seriously overrated... that was way back when I had a terrible taste in boys. -_-;

21. any one-night stands?
Nope (shouldn't this have been asked BEFPRE the virginity question?).

22. do you masturbate?
No.

23. what's the last thing you cried about?
I don't remember.... I think it was the idea of my mom literally screwing up my life.

24. for or against gay marriage? explain.
I'm for it. I have plenty of gay friends, plus people give some dumb excuses. I don't feel like giving a huge wall of text to explain my views, so I'll just say I agree with and more.

25. for or against abortion? explain.
I'm for it. It's the woman's body, therefore her choice. If you want to force someone to have a baby (especially in serious cases like rape, or a pregnancy that risks the mother's life), then why don't you, man OR woman, have the damn baby and be forced to have it exactly how you are forcing her to have it. D=< And I hope it's super painful and has to be c-sectioned out! Especially to those bastards who threaten a break-up or loss of friendship!

26. do you know anyone with homosexual parents?
Yes.

27. when you party, are you the type that dances on tables?
I don't party.

28. ever taken naked pics for someone you liked?
Hell no.

29. do you wish your boobs were smaller or bigger or are you okay with your size?
I suppose they're okay. I refuse to get surgery just to change something like that, so I will need to get used to it sooner or later.

30. ever been called a slut?
Maybe, I probably wasn't paying attention if I have.

31. what about a bitch?
Plenty of times. ^-^

32. ever said something racist and meant it?
Possibly.

33. ever gotten paid for doing something sexual?
No.

34. ever played spin the bottle?
No.

35. what about seven minutes in heaven?
No.

36. if you've played spin the bottle, who did you enjoy kissing the most?
N/A

37. if you've played seven minutes in heaven, what'd you do for seven minutes?
N/A

38. are you into humping inanimate objects?
xD wtf? Nope. But I know people who are.

39. do you like breaking hearts?
No.

40. do you constantly crave attention?
Depends on the attention and from whom.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23619004/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23619004/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 22:35:57 PDT Wish me luck?

Those who know me:
If you'd like to help, can you inform new people about the commissions I'm selling (not currently selling online, sorry, only in real life)? You don't have to, but it would be nice. I should have some new stuff up eventually, so you'll have better references.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23499633/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23499633/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 23:05:49 PST
1. Where's #1 on your top 8?
o.O Obviously before #2

2. What is your favorite possession?
My awesome journal that Lauren gave me.

3. Do you own a gun?
Nope, I own a ninjato.

4. If you could tell your last ex something what would you say?
Hello....? o.O

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
No, but I wish the doctors would at least be hot for once (I'm sick of waiting for hours just to get told that there is nothing wrong with me, yet get overwhelmed with pills that don't work and have NO eye-candy. >=[ )

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Carol of the Bells, Rockin' Around the Christmas Tree, Deck the Halls (it's like people are worshiping me MWAHAHA jk), What Child Is This, Sleighride, Grandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer, (>.< I cannot choose!! There's too long of a list!)

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water or milk, if anything.

9. Can you do a push up?
Yes, but not very well

10. Is your bathroom clean?
Decently

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
Anything that looks like it belongs in a fairy tale.

12. Do you take painkillers?
Nope. Medication screws up your system just to make you feel addicted (very few actually work these days).

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
I have none

14. Do you have A.D.D.? (Attention Deficit Disorder)
I believe so

15. What's your name?
Holly. ^-^

16. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment
1.Tired, 2. hope I get the part in the duet in choir, 3. Jade Curtiss is effin' smexy!!

17. Name the last 3 things you have bought
three different sized boxes of chocolates ^-^

18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink
Water, Chocolate Milk, tea

19. Current worry?
Being able to buy my cap and gown for graduation.

20. Current hate?
Money, it screws up your life!

21. Favorite place(s) to be?
My room, my sisters house, places with food and hot nerdy men and books! ♥.♥

22. How did you bring in the New Year?
..... I think I slept that entire day.

23. Where would you like to go?
England, France, Ireland, Japan, and Saipan.

24. Do you own slippers?
Yep, soft red ones.

25. What shirt are you wearing?
I'm wearing a night gown, actually.

26. Favorite color(s)?
Light lavender (I like too many to list, but Light lavender is my all-time favorite)

27. Are you gay?
I am pretty happy, yes.

28. Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, but very quietly.

29. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Ghosts (still do occasionally.)

30. Best bed sheets as a child?
The Lion King!!

31. Worst injury you've ever had?
Sprained my wrist in the sixth grade (the dogs tripped me twice while I was trying to get the phone and I fell on the same arm both times)

32. Who is your loudest friend?
^-^ Okay, it's Kary.

34. Does someone have a crush on you?
Nope

35. Do you wish on shooting stars?
Yeah, I know it's silly, it is fun,though.

36. What is your favorite candy?
Hello Panda @.@

37. What song(s) do/did you want played at your wedding?
Well, that depends on if I ever get married, first.

38. What song(s) do you want played at your funeral?
OOH! "Ha Ha Ha Song" by Jaurim!!

39. What were you doing @ 12 AM last night?
Sleeping

40. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
"OMG! THAT ALARM SCARED THE S*** OUTTA ME!!"

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23206744/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/23206744/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 23:02:42 PST You know, a break that you save up for just to relax and maybe spend time with old friends?
You know, if you play your cards right, you can easily find ways to do all of those.
> Just because we're legally grown ups, doesn't mean we have to be workaholics!!

I have a few great friends that don't live in the same state. One I never see, and one I see very rarely, but we still keep in contact almost every day! And when we start our careers, we'll be able to save up to afford to visit each other... at least I'll save up, I cherish every moment with my friends. I refuse to think of it as a "this is the last time" thing. I look at it as, this will be a great memory for the future!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22947437/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22947437/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 16:02:26 PST again.

Rules

1) Choose a one of your own character (OC).
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then tag three people.

Character: Didier Rastus

1) What gender are you?
"Can you not tell by my tall rugged and handsome figure? I'm a man of course!"

2) What is your age?
"I'm older than time. ^-^ *whispers to reader: I'm immortal*

3) Do you want a hug?
"Sure, my adoring fans need some fan service every once in a while." ((OOC: He's really sarcastic in a playful way, so no he's not really arrogant))

4) Do you have any bad habits?
"Of course not. ^-^ *quickly hides cooking supplies and various science experiments* And I never once defied the laws of physics just to scare away some of my annoying adoring fans. Honest! ♥"

5) What is your favorite food?
"Human flesh! ^-^ Now now, human flesh isn't all that great... in all seriousness... I have none, currently."

6) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
"Drumstick flavored, because it's simply amusing to have an ice-cream-flavored ice-cream."

7) Are you a virgin?
"^-^ I'll pass on that one."

8) Have you killed anyone?
"Of course."

9) Do you hate anyone?
"I don't care enough about anyone right now to hate them."

10) Do you have any secrets?
"That's a secret. "

11)What is your favorite season?
"It all really depends on where I am."

12) Who is your best friend(s)?
"I have many."

13) What are your hobbies?
"Destroying worlds so that my lazy brother can re-create it."

14) What is your favorite drink?
"Water"

15) When is your birthday?
" I don't remember."

16) What age did you die?
"I haven't died yet, why do you think I'm so amazing!?"

17)Are you nice or mean?
"I'm neutral ^-^"

18)What do you think of your parents?
"......."

19)What’s your weakness?
"Weakness? What makes you think I have a-- *some idiot riding a motor scooter losses his balance and bumps into Ariadne, knocking her to the ground.* Hey!!! *he throws every sharp weapon imaginable at the idiot, then straightens up as if nothing happened* ^-^ See, I have not one weakness. ^w^"

20) How long can you stay under water?
"Depends on the circumstances"

21.) What do you do on a regular daily basis?
"o.O Wasn't that already answered in the hobbies question?"

22.) Do you love someone?
"Yes"

23.) When was the last time you wet yourself.
"Well, I went swimming this morning."

24.) What’s your favourite band.
"Anything with a collaboration of classical and some other type of music."

25.) Ever worn a dress?
"This is yet another painful topic that I'd rather avoid due to some terrible drawings made by my creator. ;_;"

26.) Willingly?
"..... -_-;"

27.) What do you consider fun in the day-time
"Playing in the jungle gyms at parks and schools... though, I get asked to leave because they think at my age I'll be molesting everyone there... Could it be my monocle?"

28.) At night?
"Jungle gyms, I don't get kicked out or accused of anything then. ^-^"

29.) Ever kissed anyone?
"Of course! *readily grabs Ariadne* Would you like to see? *grins devilishly*"

30.) ...Of the same gender?
"o.O How does that work? No!"

31.) It’s clear you're gay.
"I don't understand the question"

32.) What’s your favorite thing to touch?
"Heehee, do you really want to know? ^-^ Well if you must, I like this cute little kitten. *picks up a digustingly cute kitten shaped like a a ball* It's so squishy and soft!!" ((OOC: I'll be making a comic with it))

33.) Anyone love you?
"Who doesn't? ^-^ I'm irresistible."

34.) What’s your favourite colour?
"Blood red... yes, that's it, I see it enough."

35.) When was the last time you cried?
"Honestly, are you incapable of paying attention? *points to question 25*"

36.) Are you crazy?
"Noooo........no... ]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22724240/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22724240/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 23:02:14 PST tagged me.

8 random facts, huh? Hmm....

1) I find Jade Curtiss SEEEEXEEEEH!! (which is saying something because I'm usually not that kind of otaku. lol)

2)I'm now in the P.A.L.S. program.

3)I have a huge attraction to tall, older, nerdy men (glasses really = ♥ in my book xD)

4)I usually don't start listening to music until I see the "Listening to" part on the journal (it makes me want to listen to music).

5) Don Bluth is one of my all time FAVORITE producers.

6) I just got out of a super SEXIST church meeting. D<

7) I really refer using markers, pens, pencils, paint, make-up, and glitter rather than digital art (I'll get copic markers eventually lol).

8) I need to charge my iPod and I realise that I gave more than eight facts (including this one). xD


Now it's time to tag.... I tag...

EVERYONE!!!!!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22536130/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22536130/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 01:11:42 PST
You know, I may not be good with words, but at least I'm trying to help. I bother to listen to whoever needs me to listen and like I said, I'm not good with words (I SUCK with words) but at least I TRY!! So if I listen to you and give advice, I'd like you to either take the advice, or at the very least THANK ME for my help.
You know, I know I may sound a bit selfish, but I'm sick of trying to help you through a whole bunch of crap, and then none of my efforts are even acknowledged. Even my own parents barely acknowledge my efforts unless they want me to do something for them! I'm sick of being treated like this.
I'm also sick of people calling themselves my "friend" and completely ignoring me unless we're face-to-face. At least have the decency to tell me that you've grown away from me as a friend. I'm not saying that BS to them because I am not the kind of person who will throw away our friendship just because we're growing up, so I'm sorry if you're the type who want to miss out and never see your good friends grow up and change with you, but that's YOUR decision, not mine!
Don't get the wrong idea now, I'm not mad. I simply don't care anymore. Why? Because I'm sick of caring about whether or not people like me. If they don't, that's THEIR problem.
Don't mistake that either, I may not care whether or not I'm friends with someone, but that doesn't mean I don't care about those who remain my friends. I'll do anything to help my REAL friends, I just don't care much for those who dispose of REAL friends.
I don't do that, but I'll no longer seek friendship for those who treat me like absolute sh*t just because I bother to make them happy.
Also, I don't like when people treat me like I know nothing! They sit there and repeat crap that I already know (regardless if I say I know it). It does NOT make you look smart! So quit it! I also am sick of people insulting other aspects about me. Like calling me emotional (honestly, I don't know why it comes to me as an insult, but I just get defensive, so just don't do it), or commenting on certain body parts (You ALL know what the hell I'm talking about. The conversations about my chest area NEEDS to stop. It really IS pissing me off). I've had an incident just the other day about that, but I've already forgiven her, but I don't want to hear it any more.

And for those who knew me in my fourth-eighth grades and such (you know, the time when I was an abusive b**** to my friends) and are growing apart from me because I've changed "too much" then obviously you weren't true friends to me because I was SUPER unhappy back then, and now I'm growing more confident because I'm not trying to bully my friends anymore. I'd think you'd be happy for me!


If you have known me before that time range (third grade and before), this message does not apply to you. It also does not apply to , , Deonta, Sarah and (besides the boob conversation part). Sorry to put your names on display, but I don't feel like typing a huge explanation.
I repeat: This does NOT apply to you guys!! DO NOT MISREAD!!


If you guys need an explanation on why I'm telling you this, it's because:
These actions that I have listed are what make me feel WORTHLESS, PATHETIC, STUPID, and IGNORED!!
If you are a real friend, then you will read this, and at least take it into consideration.

Also, remember that if you have a problem with me, TELL me. I won't know what I'm doing wrong if you say nothing!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22344326/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22344326/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 23:14:42 PST

BTW, sry for my last entry, I was just really peeved about that day.

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22201777/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/22201777/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 23:33:02 PST
BULL SHIT!!

All the holidays have ever shown me is that you'll get your damn hopes up for some stupid family time that will NEVER happen in a life time!! Why? Because some stupid fat ass has to ruin everything by causing a big fight because his fat ass is hungry and can't keep his temper down because dinner isn't at the PERFECT time for him! Oh whoopdey doo!! He didn't get his way!! So even though we just got my mom to feel MUCH better after almost a week full of seizures, just to go back into that problem because of some fat idiots stupid greed!! Right now, I really want to kill this fat bastard!!
This is what the holidays are about for sure!! Financial stress, fights, more stress, and more fights! That's what it's always been about because people are too stupid and blind to see that there is something more important than their own needs!!

Don't try to give me that "Oh Christmas is a time for family and giving" bullshit.
Everyone can take their holiday and shove it up their ass and have a merry fucking Christmas!!

Oh, and before any MORE people ask what I got for Christmas, NOTHING! And I don't even give a rats ass about that because the only thing that I really looked forward to this year was completely ruined. That's why people shouldn't wish for stuff, even if it's just something STUPID like wanting the family to be together, well and happy, because apparently, that will never EVER in the face of existence EVER happen!!
(I actually was told that I'd get gifts, so sorry to offend the person who said I had one, but that probably won't happen because of the idiot!! But in all honesty, I really don't care anyway.)

Once again, merry fucking Christmas!!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/21406683/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/21406683/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 14:34:01 PST I can now work at most of the walking-distance places now, so I shall go hunting for jobs pretty soon.

@.@ I'm still trying to save up for a damn tablet, so once that ever happens, I will be posting many pieces of art!... Including the many avi arts I owe on my other account. T_T

]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/20879077/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/20879077/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 18:11:36 PDT
]]> ~BabyonCrutches http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/20150722/ http://BabyonCrutches.deviantart.com/journal/20150722/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 15:08:06 PDT visiting and hanging with , nothing really happened..... oh well... better luck next year.
My schedule isn't bad either. I just have to retake one semester of World History and then I won't have a seventh period next semester. ^-^ w00t! Senior year! ONE MORE FRIGGEN YEAR!!

]]> ~BabyonCrutches