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Hey.

You know what's special?

Watching someone with shitty generic art that posts public journals about being hospitalized for a suicide attempt 'for a few hours' and refusing to offer a valid reason for the attempt- try to tell someone with ten times the originality and talent to 'stop posting shit on DevArt'!

Or you could just say someone's insecurity is showing.

Either way I what the fuck'd, and hard. I don't get people.

















people need to get a life :I
(happened to a friend not me. seriously what the fuck)

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I should upload more. so much of this shit is rusty and out of date and what I don't even-- no. I'LL BE ACTIVE AND I'M DRAWING A LOT I JUST DON'T BOTHER TO POST THINGS AND YEAH UH HUHHH ;_;


















the 'lazy' mood emoticon really looks like the green blob is giving the other green blob a blowjob @_@

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/22180030/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/22180030/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 01:57:58 PST

HAPPY CHRISTMAS MOTHERFUCKERS

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/20187380/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/20187380/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 15:53:30 PDT

I'm alive


I swear I am
































asdhfashgd;;;;;

EDIT: nvm school

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/19723157/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/19723157/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 17:39:38 PDT JWenm's fault <____
[1] First of all, what username(s) do you go by?

ERM. Backahasten here (obvsly) and 'hanyuurei' almost everywhere else; namely LJ and email.

[2] Do you role-play any original characters (name them) ?
Yep--

Anke
Blair
Kan-xib-yui
Forseti
Valdis


(I have others, but those are my main ones x: )

[3] Role-play any character's (not original)?
Yes. I didn't initially see the appeal, but it's cute and kind of interesting~

[4] Where do you tend to hang around?
Livejournal and Abyssus Invocati, original RP board ( [link] no this isn't shameless plugging stfu).

[5] Everyone has a favorite RP buddy, who's yours?
... I CAN'T PICK WTF D:

UH

and . Ilu gaiz.


[6] Any other RP friends?

Lesse... is one? O:

, and , though we haven't RPed for a while. c:

[7] Where do you most hate to RP?
Erm, I don't have a 'most hated.' x:


[8] Which of your original characters are you most like?
...... I shouldn't answer this. Most of my OCs have something seriously wrong with them. 8D; In some way or another.


[9] Everyone tends to take a little bit of themselves and place it into their character, tell us what your character(s) inherited from you.

UHM.... well. ._.

Anke took my habit of not being able to take shit without saying something...
Blair has the way I like to watch people be fraggin' idiots...
Kan-xib-yui doesn't like putting UP with the idiots when they're in her face...
Forseti has my habit of pressing buttons...

<_<;


[10] Now, name the same characters again and tell us who their BFF is!
Anke- Athanase. They make a good team. c:
Blair- does not have a BFF, and if he did, I would feel sorry for them or assume he plans to eat them.
Kan- ... does not have a BFF. Hi seclusion!
Forseti- Siku~

(Athanase belongs to and Siku to


[11] Any lovers?
Anke- ... has yet to be seen. |: Verbal foreplay doesn't count. Especially when it's vaguely threatening.
Blair- Yeah, but he drowns and eats them right after. HI KELPIE
Kan- Dilly x:
Forseti- Uhm, none, but I do not think she will have a choice for long. 8|



[12] What do you most hate about role-playing?
Time and brain-consuming. ;_; WHY CAN'T I QUIT YOU.



[13] Now. Be a dear and tag people.

... <.<





IDK WHO ELSE that wouldn't kill me for tagging

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/19148013/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/19148013/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 13:50:23 PDT
It's fucking fantastic. *___*

I'm pretty sure that I have a Viral fetish now ( 's fault btw). Possibly / probably Yoko too. <_< Kamina~~~~~~~~~ ilthemall. I'd do fanart if I could do anything more than shitty sketches atm. :T

Just came back from the dentist and half my mouth is numb. It's awkward and I'm pretty sure that I look like I just got off the short bus.

And in other news... I miss forum-style RPing with detailed posts and shite. Anke and Forseti have been clawing at my brains for IDK how long now. :c Do want.

( Also, Dead Leaves? Fucking badass. )

Fetish of the Now: hatesex. IDEK. D:

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/18640351/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/18640351/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 07:18:58 PDT
My Photoshop is being a pissy little AIDS-infested diseased bitch. Not only did I go on a blind deleting spree and uninstall something that it uses for Filters (meaning they're inaccessible; for 5.0, this means no accessing textures or any other Filters. Icon-making and coloring is generally very ornery. :c) but the Brush options has mysteriously disappeared, so I'm stuck at one opacity. Thankfully the opacity is... very low, but it's not enough.

Half a Hatter will probably... stay uncolored. :[ I'd consider asking someone to do a collab but zx,vx first of all I don't know who if anyone I'd be comfortable asking. I get all jittery and...zxbnvxc. <__> So yeah. At least I got to have fun with her design.

....werewolf busts in scraps will probably stay uncolored too. Baw baw bawww.

*sketches her life away~*

EDIT: Also LOL MY TABLET CRAPPED TOO. Hopefully some AAA batteries will fix that. 8Db;

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/18527497/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/18527497/ Tue, 27 May 2008 13:15:50 PDT
I can't seem to stop myself from saying that lately. I love the way people react to the lame. >____>

Bumping the old journal out of the way because it's really negative, and I'm... mostly over it. I think I've gotten into a steady/healthy habit of doing repetitive sketches of character designs. That is... I draw them once, then I draw them again. This helps with consistence AND bits of character design that are better left out or added on. If I can stick with a design by the third time drawing it it's a keeper, at least for a while.

C:~

I'm comfortable with Anke's facial features being more feminine-- and I'm totally at ease with Forseti's design (which is her third). I like to think that I diversify the structure of my characters. >_>; Though I do have trouble with drawing skinnies. /has to erase and redraw them less curvy

~*~*~*~

And now back to drawing MTNN fanart. Neuro you so sexy. |:

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/18234923/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/18234923/ Thu, 08 May 2008 22:35:46 PDT
... for some reason I just get really, really paranoid when someone compares my characters to an existing series. This varies, but usually happens when I'm not even familiar with this series in the first place. (Deathnote, for a recent example)

I know it's not SMURRT or RELEVANT but it still bothers me. Ngh.

And once I start obsessing I start trying to change things. I'm trying to stop drawing my females with masculine faces, which I realize I've been doing lately. ._. Anke's facial features might change a bit in particular.



*runs away somewhere*

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17920719/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17920719/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 00:31:41 PDT
Pick a character, any character.~ If you want female, German and chaos-addicted soldiers, Anke is the one for you. Kelpies? Blair Murdoch can help you out. If you like ghosts then Naiou is also available. Thousand-something year old Mayans~? Kan-xib-yui at your service.

Feel free to ask any questions at all, be them about personal lives, romance, eating habits, measurements...

Anything. ♥ Do your worst, please.

*isn't bored. what.*

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17791645/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17791645/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:33:24 PDT Complete:

Rishid LJ icon moodset. - 100%

mechaverse!Blair + mechaverse!Anke design sketches. 100% (waiting for color)

Kazuo fanart. - 100%

Things to be Done:

mechaverse!Naiou design.

Kaeribana group art. (pending...)

Why Should it Not Be colors. 40%

Naiou Ref-Sheet.

Baku SDL Sheet. (pending, because his costume is driving me fucking insane)

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17667307/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17667307/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 13:05:34 PDT )

Solike. Apparently Blair and Anke like this whole mecha idea. Mr. Kelpie's insisted on having these freaky spider-like extensions coming out of his back and a tail...putinsocket thing. I dunno. You'll all see when I finish and scan. e__e;

And as for Ms. Schultheis. She's completely abandoned the GRs in her original RP for these new dualist thingies. .__. Got an extremely vague sketch of a design in my head-- reptilian, I think. Though I can't be sure. Hopefully I won't fail at mecha again. 8Db;;;;

Iiiiin other news.

...


._. Nothin' much. haksjhdgklh school comp

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17267692/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17267692/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:59:31 PDT
8Db


__

Next things to doooo.

Icon moodset for . [ 20%]

Naiou reference. [0% ]

Kaeribana: Group fanart. [13%]

Baku SDL sheet. [0%]

Also, Baku:

FUCK YOU AND YOUR PICKY.

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17167440/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17167440/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:02:36 PST .> No idea what I was writing.

Anyway...

Kobai Audition about half done, I think. Been replacing/updating the file as I go along.

Baku's design has changed a bit... I feel much more comfortable with it now. <3~



And I need to make one of ^----- for Naiou and Baku. *A*

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17141726/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17141726/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 00:48:54 PST

<___________________________>


*can has nothing to do but perv around, since tablet is at home.* FEED ME, SEYMOUR.

___


Also, totally fake tails ftw. Baku, you fox jester person you.



*ISN'T HIGH. WUT.*

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17117306/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/17117306/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:59:53 PST Top Priority like holy SHIT: Kobai audition (much thanks again to Rogan btw. .3. )

2. Naiou reference sheet
3. (if audition is accepted) Kaeribana fanartz


D:

khaklsdghjkl I hate that I have to go to my dad's this weekend. Stupid court and it's stupid req'd times with mum and dad. D< I reaaaally want to stay at my mother's house, if only because I want to freaking finish Kobai already. Pretty sure another day is all I need, but NOOOOOO I HAVE TO GO.

/rantrant

Crossing fingers. >.>

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16864054/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16864054/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 13:11:53 PST .>

<.<



/got bored

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16834533/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16834533/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 14:57:28 PST
You're bipolar.

Go take your bipolar pills.

>.> Hor.

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16826119/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16826119/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 00:42:28 PST
>_>

MEANING. When I upload a new picture for my useravvie, please 2 be actually showing it. THANK YOU.

/rant

/akshglskdghlhslhgd

/just really displeased with DA overall

EDIT: So apparently everyone can see it. BUT me. ):

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16677956/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16677956/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 16:42:05 PST
Number your 12 favorite characters from any fandom (IMMA PICK OUT MY OCs KTHX, MOAR CRACK. Might have SOME canon) and then answer the questions...

1 - Nephamael (Tithe)
2 - Dilios (300)
3 - Anke Schultheis (original; Anarch)
4 - Blair Murdoch (original)
5 - Haine Rammsteiner (DOGS)
6 - Valdis (original, Juxta)
7 - Thane, "Belial" (original; Anarch)
8 - Dante Gabrieli ('s)
9 - David Lynwood ('s)
10 - Kan-xib-yui (original)
11 - Vseslav/Jikiri ('s)
12 - Athanase ('s)

1. Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
....wow. XDDD Valdis/Jikiri is actually...canon? LOL MEME. Anyway.

Yeah. <3 It's kind of sweet, and very deep.

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Blair? Oh hell yes.

Hot enough that he can shapeshift into whatever I think is melty-hot? 8D

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
Athanase...impregnating...Dante.

Oh god. Uh, it'd be like the Second Coming?

4. Can you recall any fic(s) about Nine?
Do RPs count? XD? If so, yuss.

5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?
Dilios and Valdis...

*shruuuuug* I dunno. I mean, she's kinda married, and he has kids with a kindasortanotreallymarriagepartneryeaahhh. But they'd get along at least, I think. XD


6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
Haine/David or Haine/Kan-xib-yui---

.........uhhhhh lemme think for a second there. David is a semi-immortal young man, heterosexual and with his whole life ahead of him for who knows how long. Kan is a thousand-something year old Mayan with the ability to summon giant god-like creatures from her blood. Haine can't die that easily either, even if you grab 'is heart and yank. Uhh.

Gotta say Haine/David. I think they'd at least be able to relate more. >.>

7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
If Thane walked in on...Dilios and Athanase...

(Athan, you're getting some srs action today >.> )

Thane would walk right out again and the MASSIVELY OOC GAY SEX would continue.


8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
(ksajhgklshgd AnkeKan wut kashlgd)

"Anke isn't afraid of anything, much less a dark woman who spends more time in the forge than out and about stirring up chaos. But there's something old, vicious, dangerous, something mad deep in Kan-xib-yui's eyes that sends a cold shiver up her spine--at the same time as she wants to make that spark erupt into something more."

*shot*

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
Maybe if Nephamael shapeshifted into a female and maybe if Dante had something in it for him. >.>

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
Thane/Athanase.... (JESUS CHRIST ATHAN KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS)

Umm. "Something Wicked, This Way." D: Iunno *shotshot*

11. What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
...oh. That's hot. DDD: A Seelie and Unseelie fae, getting it on-- *shooooot* ANYWAY.

That's easy. They're both kinda slutty and Nephamael likes guys, and Blair is...open-minded. Maybe Blair would mistake him for a human and try to lure him in to feed, cue fornication.

13. Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
Again, do RPs count? D; If so, kinda? It's more heavily implied than anything LOL.

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
...used to write. ;_;

15. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?
Dilios/Blair/Haine? If they were into OOC, rape, gay sex and crack, then yes, probably.

16. What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?

"FOR KUKULCAN!"

*shakes head* Kan, Kan. You deity-worshiping immortal you.

17. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?
...because Dante is ttly a SLU... ]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16588550/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16588550/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 21:56:46 PST
<3


1- For starters, pick (at least) three OCs to work with. You'll be using those three for the rest of the meme so choose carefully! Now, introduce them.
Anke—Twenty years old, former gang-member. Currently a soldier/merc/operative; obsessive, addicted to violence.
Blair—Almost five centuries old, a kelpie. Charismatic, seductive and currently engaged.
Forseti—A little over a century old, a lecherous female werewolf. Alpha of her pack, outspoken, brash and just a little crazy but still pretty damn powerful.

-------------------------------------------------------------
2- What kind of childhood did your OCs have?
Anke: Bumped around ze fucking foster system. Meine Mutter ... Sie wurde getötet. By ze man who ‘created’ me---no, I don’t mean my fucking useless dad.
Blair: Heh… well, it was pleasant. Plenty of food, place to sleep. Mom was pretty out there, but anyway. *shrug~*
Forseti: Ah, might’ve been awesome. The pack was great and the hunt was good even though I was so young. Too bad the bitch of a Beta seized Alpha through filthy means. But I took it back, no worries.

3- What do your OCs do for a living?
Anke: Operative. Mercenary...a job I ‘love.’ *harsh laugh*
Blair: Nothing in particular. I don’t need money, if you know what I mean.
Forseti: The humans think I’m a student, but being Alpha’s my main game.~

4- Who or what do your OCs love/hate?
Anke: Meine fucking bastard Kommandant. I gave him all I had—my body, my soul—and he used all of it until zer vas nuzzing I had left for him.
Blair: Mm? Why would I hate anybody? *easy laugh~* I mean, my fiancé can get on my nerves sometimes…
Forseti: Well! There’s that asshole Laventi who disposed of one of my Betas~! Yeah, I’d just love to rip him apart. Slowly. ♥

5- How do your OCs relax?
Anke: Fucking shit up. Chaos pleases me. *vicious grin*
Blair: I like food? *laughs* Humans are fun.
Forseti: *leeeer* Want me to show you, love?

6- Do your OCs have goals? What do they dream about accomplishing/doing?
Anke: I’m already doing it. But…to live purely by violence, chaos. Possibly to die by it, like David says I shall. Addicted? Ha, maybe!
Blair: Hmm. Well, nothing in the long run, but getting Parasol off my back sounds good.~
Forseti: Winning the damn war already. Hadrianus and Siku are strained, and all the packs still obeying the main are getting…unruly. Damn you, Laventi.

7- Have your OCs ever committed any serious crimes?
Anke: Zer is… plenty ze law could apprehend me for, if I didn’t have a certain immunity. *smirk*
Blair: Ah, I’m pretty sure killing people isn’t so bad when you need to eat, after all.~
Forseti: What the kelpie guy said, hehe. ‘Course, being a wolf, I don’t think there’s much I didn’t do.

8- Your OCs are listening to music. What songs are they listening to?
Anke: Hah? If you’re curious… Puscifer’s Rev 22:20. Eine Schande, dass David nicht über eine solche Stimme, ja? Zat vould be fucking sexy. Oh, mm—and perhaps Shiny Toy Guns’ Le Disko.
Blair: Haha, lemme think—ah, Gym Class Heroes, Clothes Off! Fun song...~”
Forseti: Heh, that’s pretty easy. Kelpie boy stole my song, but another’d be Fake it. Seether~

9- What animals would best represent your OCs?
Anke: Hyena.
Blair: A horse. *grins at some private joke*
Forseti: …I’m a werewolf, babe.

10- Your OCs find a million dollars on the street one day. What do they do with the money?
Anke: Use it to feed my pets, all fifty of zem.
Blair: Leave it. I don’t really need money.~
Forseti: Two words, babe. Strip. Club.


11- Your OCs are stuck babysitting a whiny baby/kid. What will they do about it?
Anke: Vhat ze fuck vould I be doing babysitting—uh, kill it?
Blair: Calm it down…and then eat it. ♥
Forseti: Give the little brat a noogie and watch R-rated movies with him. 8D

12- If your OCs were suddenly turned into the opposite sex, how would they react?
Anke: …I vould rip ze perpetrator apart.
Blair: But I do that all the time.
Forseti: Mm! Well, nothing about my preferences would change.~~~ Tummy is tummy.


13- What would your OCs do for a Klondike bar?
Anke: Fuck shit up.
Blair: Do you and your boyfriend.
Forseti: Do you, your boyfriend, your girlfriend and your girlfriend’s mom. 8D


I tag... Occhan, Kakatots and whoever else wants to do it. ;D

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16582139/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16582139/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 13:48:30 PST
Why must you return right when I'm about to go on restriction? Sigh.

ANYWAY.

Whole bunch of ideas running through my head right now, higgledy-piggledy. Anke is forming her own story as an anti-hero, with a so-far nameless 'brother' stepping along right beside her. She isn't a good protagonist on her own--someone would need to keep her in check. Twins? Siblings? Somebody she's stuck to, or can't keep away from? She's obsessive... Hmm.

The story wants to call itself "Anarch" which I think is pretty good in it's own right, depending on what I do with it. I'm thinking gangs, maybe a few robots (low-scale, small-scale? I have no idea). Some high form of technology, maybe a virus or two... yeah, Anke and a few others (a fraction of a country, maybe the world~?) would have some of that strain. Whatever it is.

Oh, and mutants. Not the WOO SPESHUL POWARZ but probably deformations, possibly with some enhancements. Nothing like throwing fire--or maybe powers would be a good idea, I have no idea or organization right now-- but perhaps adrenaline boosts. It would wreak havoc on the body, understandably, while giving a certain amount of strength.

Yeah....

*babbles*

]]> ~Backahasten http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16573133/ http://Backahasten.deviantart.com/journal/16573133/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 21:07:30 PST
Extended LoA. Failed math class and bombed my Spanish final; mum isn't pleased and to be honest I can't say I am either. Internet is cut off for at least a month from my room-- at least, that's what was said. :B Who knows how the situation will go, lawl.

Now, while this means a lot less activity, I think I might be able to upload arts. 8D No internet might mean more of that, too, so...

Lawr, Ari, I'll try to post at my school computer. D;

Much love.~

]]> ~Backahasten