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                <title>MUDVAYNE CONCERT!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Mar 2009 21:38:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WOOOOO MUDVAYNE NONPOINT & IN THIS MOMENT!! im going tuesday to see them at the shoreline ballroom in hilton head!!! CANT WAIITTTT!!! RaWR!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Married life and school</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jan 2009 22:08:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ marriage life is great. tho hard at times. only 2 weeks in and the everyday problems that go along with marriage are already here. bills, money, bills, study, etc. its hard work and by no means should be taken lightly. its not like in the movies. some tend to think that. but all in all if your mature enough and both share a common interest and love. it will work. working together in that 3 cord definitely will get you through.<br /><br />School is doing great. Ive startd courses in dreamweaver cs3. its going really well. cant wait to get my laptop and digicam. ill be starting work on my new site in a few weeks. along with that new artwork. wooot! Ive been doing alot of HVAC work. pickin up a ton of xtra cash from that. payin up on the bills. should have a nice chunk paid off shortly. then i can invest as much as i want into the new site. im trying to learn how to screen print so that i can make my own shirts/hats/hoodies/etc. but if i cant i know several local companies that will hook me up. so that aint a problem. ive got to copyright a few things before i start. not having people steal my crap like last time.<br /><br />other than that im at work. being tired. went and shot pool with my wife and some friends tonight. had fun tho i could only stay a lil over an hour becuase of this gay job. which im hoping to quit in a month or so. my wife works for ford and makes a ton of money selling cars so. she said i could quit until i finish school. WOOOO! aint that sweet? got me a suga momma! ahahaha.. anyway! i miss my homies in columbia. all of you. after things calm down in a few weeks ill be up to kick it. i promise. let you all meet the ol' ball'n chain. and ill be up again july 2nd - 5th for the district. so whats everyone else been up to? im about to watch some movies on 66stage. ill ttyl. peace!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>im married!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 19:33:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is true.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>by the by</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Dec 2008 19:35:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im getting married in less than a month. that is all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Cam</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Dec 2008 13:07:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so im walkin through best buy and my eye catches this supa sexy Nikon digicam. and i instantly splooge myself. (dont worry i cleaned up when i got home) it aint too expensive either so i think tonight im gunna go pick it up. then in 2 weeks im gettin a laptop. itll make school so much easier. so expect to see new artwork from me at the beginnin of 09. along with a supasexy web site during the summer. just a portfolio. might have other side projects as well. well just have to see! woot! hows everyone else doing?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Honest Answers</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:56:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ya .. i normally dont do these.. but since im so bored at work i might as well.<br /><br /><br />Can you fill this out without lying?<br />sure<br /><br />What was the last thing someone bought for you?<br />dress shirts and a few ties.<br /><br />What's the last thing you put in your mouth?<br />candy cane<br /><br />Have you ever kissed anyone named Timothy?<br />nah ima dude.<br /><br />Where was your default picture taken?<br />dont even remember what it looks like<br /><br />Name someone that made you laugh today?<br />kyle<br /><br />How late did you stay up last night and why?<br />til 3. sleep is screwed up cuz of this job<br /><br />Ever been kissed under fireworks?<br />nah.. my gf had to work that night. (years back)<br /><br />Which of your friends lives closest to you?<br />matt<br /><br />Where is your biological father right now?<br />in bed asleep at home<br /><br />When is your birthday?<br />jan 7 (turn 23)<br /><br />Who took your profile picture?<br />dunno <br /><br />Who was the last person you took a picture with?<br />LUKE!! my nephew rox!<br /><br />Was yesterday better than today?<br />this whole week sux.. <br /><br />What are you listening to?<br />that show on discovery. with the wreckers<br /><br /><br />Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?<br />one was....<br /><br />What are you wearing?<br />black dickes a black fleece sweater jacker thing. and a black spiderman shirt. lol<br /><br />Where do you wish you were right now?<br />home in bed.<br /><br />Is anything bothering you right now?<br />ya.. one big problem.<br /><br />How do you feel about your life right now?<br />sux. i screwed up.<br /><br />Do you hate anyone and why?<br />dont hate.. jus disappointed<br /><br />Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?<br />ya. wish i didnt tho<br /><br />Are you happier single or in a relationship?<br />either. cant make someone else happy if you arent happy yourself. im good either way.<br /><br />Have you ever been cheated on?<br />ya....<br /><br />Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?<br />ya<br /><br />Have you ever had your heart broken?<br />all the freakin time.<br /><br />If you could go back in time and change things, would you?<br />ya.<br /><br />Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?<br />i believe we should forgive up to 77times (always)<br /><br />Do you believe in love at first sight?<br />lust ya not love<br /><br />Ever want to get married?<br />ya.. once i find someone suitable.<br /><br />Ever kissed your friend's boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />nah i aint a playa, playa!<br /><br />Do you like anyone now?<br />ya<br /><br />What school do you attend?<br />college yo!<br /><br />Are you currently losing a close friend?<br />yes i am.. closest ive had in a while.<br /><br />You like your phone?<br />Its ok i want the blackberry storm. <br /><br />What is your favorite number, color, and animal?<br />7, blue, uhhh<br /><br />What is your IM name?<br />nunya-bidnis<br /><br />Plans this week?<br />meeting, work, sleep, get bad news. ya<br /><br />Your mood?<br />low<br /><br />You own an iPod?<br />pffft losers...<br /><br />What did you do today?<br />i slept. argued. played. worked.<br /><br />Missing someone?<br />yea...<br /><br />You regret anything that has happened in the past week?<br />most def.<br /><br />Who do you like?<br />dont matter she has someone.<br /><br />What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?<br />dad got me a spicy chic sammich from wendys.<br /><br />Would you rather get up early or sleep in?<br />sleep in of course <br /><br />Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?<br />its sic. i got it from islands of adventure in florida. its black and red.<br /><br />What would you change about your life right now?<br />make wiser decisions.<br /><br />Last hair cut?<br />few weeks ago. goin on a month. or maybe more. my hairs gettin long and curly.<br /><br />Would you rather be mad or sad?<br />mad well... ya mad.<br /><br />WhatÂs the worst feeling in the world?<br />...<br /><br />When were you last outside?<br />couple hours ago. gettin out my car.<br /><br />Name one fear you have?<br />...<br /><br />Does the thought of marriage scare you?<br />no. as long as i know the person truly loves me and is always open and honest.<br /><br />What's your favorite color to wear?<br />black<br /><br />Who was the last person in your bedroom besides family?<br />hmm dont remember<br /><br />Do you get bored easily?<br />nah<br /><br />When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?<br />swim son! i tan good while i play <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> dat mocha skin i got!<br /><br />What's your favorite song at the moment?<br />lol i agree wit maggz. decode by paramore.<br /><br />Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?<br />depends on my mood. both are fun <img src="http://e.d... ]]></description>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Nov 2008 03:17:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If all we've ever known turned out to be a bit unreal,<br />Or maybe, make believe,<br />Its all we ever need,<br />A story to believe,<br />And that's all we have<br /><br /><br /><br />contagious<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Sep 2008 20:51:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ working on a few new things. talk of a new site. the original team is back together so hopefully theyll stick it through this time. we have alot more to show. art, video, music. should be exciting.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>chain reaction</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Aug 2008 03:08:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..thats what it is. and just wait til the climax... you wont be sorry... not this time around..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ExploderX</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 23:04:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ is fkin awsum. Favorite and Watch Him. Hes my lil bro. an upincomer in the world of art. hes sic-nastay. <a href="http://exploderx.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> <--exploderx deviant page<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>wheres my life going now</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2008 21:36:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the closer and closer i get to getting my web masters and a degree in gfx design.. thoughts of recreation come to mind. with the proper skills masterd and the imagination cranking out ideas at over 1000 miles a minute.. im left with one question in mind. Should i recreate Hybrid Youth. everything is still in my name. everything is still copyrighted. i do not however hold the domain name. no one does. but at the same time. after the many somewhat failures. im kind of wanting to create something .. .. .  new.<br /><br />a site to promote my designs for clothing, sites, posters, album covers, and yes even cars. also to create a site for our movies. i would not go the old fashion way and go thru someone for hosting. ive been looking at several different servers to buy. run my own. let others get hosting from me. and also run game servers.<br /><br />i want my life to be fun and simple. not mon-fri 9-5 same thing day in and day out. im ready for change. for the next big thing. will i make my life for two. or for one. just for now. right now i need to focus on the meetings, school, and for fun my car <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> . ill be posting a vid of it on youtube soon. word to yo mutha!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Intake</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2008 15:24:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ installed it myself. didnt take long. my car growls now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Exhaust System</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 May 2008 05:24:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ installing it today. look me up on aeriostyle.com ill have pics posted in my garage on there. username is badbloodex of course.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Updates!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 May 2008 23:16:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GOT MY EXHAUST WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!<br /><br />started college. already aced my first exam. 100% BABY!<br /><br />oh on a sad note.. me and my gf broke up. mhmm... ya....<br /><br />ANYWAY!<br /><br />im single and loving life. so. who wants to race?!?!?!?<br /><br />VROOM VROOM VRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mods have begun</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 May 2008 22:51:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ got my new black rims on my Suzuki. its sic. waitin on the exhuast to arrive then ill go and get a new intake.then work from there. YUM.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ahboy lotta new stuff!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 21:37:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ moving out in august.<br /><br />still havent got my effin car back from the shop<br /><br />gettin married next year<br /><br />gettin those abs i love so much back<br /><br />makin the spiritual i always wanted<br /><br />wont be able to pioneer... i did once.. guess i should be satisfied<br /><br />i started college<br /><br />going to get my certificate as a web designer then my assoc. degree in graphics design<br /><br />went to the beach yesterday and got a tan<br /><br />football starts back next sunday. started makin the new flags<br /><br />killed all the drama in my life<br /><br />disassociated myself from all the complete and total morons of this world<br /><br />nip all problems in the bud at the start instead of waiting til they get bigger<br /><br />man just ALOT OF AWSUM THANGS! a few things ive had to sacrifice. but it will all work out in the end. whats everyone else up to hmmm????<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MY World</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:38:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm not comin' back<br />I'm not gonna react<br />I'm not doin' shit for you.<br />I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us.<br />I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial<br />'Cause you're already dead and gone<br />You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you.<br /><br />Welcome to my world<br />Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone<br />Another lesson burned<br />And I'm drowning in the ashes<br />Kicking<br />Screaming<br />Welcome to my world<br /><br />I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink.<br />I'm not doing this again.<br />I'm not another student or a mother to take your shit out on<br />So let's see what you got, let's see what you're not<br />And what ever else you pretend<br />You defended my intention long ago<br /><br />Welcome to my world<br />Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone.<br />Another lesson burned<br />And I'm drowning in the ashes<br />Kicking<br />Screaming<br />Welcome to my world<br /><br />So here I am again.<br />In the middle of the end.<br />And the choice I wish I'd made<br />I always make too late<br /><br />Welcome to my world<br />Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone.<br />Another lesson burned<br />And I'm drowning in the ashes<br />Kicking<br />Screaming<br />Welcome to my world.<br /><br />My world<br />My world (welcome to my world)<br />My world<br />My world (welcome to my world)<br />My world<br />Welcome baby.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>most expensive day of my life</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:11:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 3 errands. cash my check. file my taxes. take my car to the shop. pretty simple... NOPE! first off i goto the bank and they dont open for another half hour? wtf?? wth does your door say 830 if you dont open til 9! MORONS! <br /><br />then i go to file my taxes. i totally blow off the bank thing. get there hey look! im the only one WOO NO WAITING IN LINE! AWSSSSUUUMM!!! get my stuff together,the lady starts doing her thing. then she says what i was dreading. " it says here you owe " omfg!! i hate my cheap boss! then i ask the worst question with the worst answer. How much? $1800!!! SUNUVABETCH!!! then i had to pay $175 on thespot to have em filed. GAWD! <br /><br />ok so im home not in a good mood AT ALL! then i chill for an hour before i have to be at the dealership for them to fix my "small" problem. get there i gotta wait cuz no one seems to like to be at the front desk to help people that have appointments so im pacing the floor trying to contain the veins in my forehead from protruding any further. finally the lady brings her long and linky deep voice having loud speaking self to her desk. and i tell her what my cars doing and shes like ok well take a look at her. THATSRIGHT! she thinks my cars a girl car becuase its BLUE! YOU DIE NOW LADY! but anyway they take it in and about a half hour later she comes back out and is like well. there wasnt an oil leak. but we think theres a problem with the such and such rod. im like ok? shes like i thinkit was going bad andjus finally went bad. im like wtf? its an 07 with only 15000 miles on it how is that possible. and shes like i dunno. but were gonnahave to rip the engine apartto find theblah blah blah. so they haveto keep my car. !!!! then shes like if we find the probably and its blah blah blah well either try and fix itor just put a new engine in it. thhhheeeeeennnnnn she tells me if itstheir fault the warranty will cover it but if its not ill have to. basically shes saying. if we dont feel like paying for your crap well just bill you cuz were cheap whores. so here i am possibly owing about $5000 in a matter of 3 hours. <br /><br />got to love the world we live in.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>8 - 0 HAHAHA</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Apr 2008 18:25:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok comepletely destroyed  96 honda civic friday night. and then saturday morning this guy in a nissan frontier (pffffft) wanted some. whoopt em doin 120. yay! then i ran over sumthin later that day that jumped up and his sumthin. now i gotta freaking knock. GAY! takin'er to da shop soon. get that badboy fixed. got BIG races comin up in this summer. thats right. HARBISON IM COMIN FOR YA! COLA CITY HERE I COME!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>TeHZukI Aerio</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 19:00:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FTW!  i am now officially 6-0. undefeated in tehzuke. (suzuki) completel destroyed a 08 scion tc. what a buncha posers. stoppd at the red, waited fr da green and just smoked em. after about 4 miles of him revvin his engine and speedin past me and slowin down. i decided to take em, and came out the victor. after which we raced for another 4 miles or so. rollin starts at 45, 55, and 60. i won everytime. he was a nice guy tho, pulled into one of my homies neighborhoods and stopped and talked for a bit. then raced back into town and i won again. lol. what a great way to start the night. gota goto work here in a few so. yay.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>somtimes..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 04:51:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..living in a dreamworld is the only time i feel alive.<br /><br />escaping this tragedy called life. maybe.. someday ill break free from all this pain and strife, and start it all over in a new kind of life. maybe.. ill finally see the signs that lead me to a better of living. for now i can only take what the world keeps giving. maybe. one day ill look at you like im supposed to. youll be the one i love, and cherish, cause thats why i chose you. sometimes i wana run away and leave it all behind. at the end of the path drama ill still find. maybe. we could work things out so we dont always gotta scream and shout. maybe.. we can become a better friend and not be leaning towards a bitter end. or maybe. if we tried hard enough, left those feelings in the dust, tell the liars just hush, no baby dont rush. we can make it til the end just keep those feelings deep within ill be there as your friend, to see that all your wounds tightly mend. so tell me. do i still smile like i used to? the same way im supposed to? our the one i drew close to. you know the reasons why i chose you. these words they sound so true. thats why i speak these things to you..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Stoledid it frum magz!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 01:45:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Name your top 10 most played bands on iTunes:<br />1. As I Lay Dying<br />2. Soilwork<br />3. Still Remains<br />4. All That Remains<br />5. In Flames<br />6. Mushroomhead<br />7. Anberlin<br />8. Falling Up<br />9. Finger Eleven<br />10. Saosin<br /><br /><br />What was the first song you ever heard by 6?<br />Solitaire Unraveling<br /><br />What is your favorite album of 2?<br /> Stabbing The Drama<br /><br />What is your favorite lyric that 5 has sung?<br /> <br />Shot for shot<br />Many bullets penetrate me<br />Embrace me<br />Tell me stories of golden gods<br />The precision in your voice<br />Pierce the walls that I've built<br />Your eyes reach deep in me<br /><br />How many times have you seen 4 live?<br />none yet!<br /><br />What is your favorite song by 7?<br />Paperthin Hymn<br /><br />What is a good memory you have involving the music of 10?<br />Seeing them live at headliners!!!<br /><br />Is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?<br />nope<br /><br />What is your favorite lyric that 2 has sung?<br /><br />Now you tell me what it was worth<br />Was it meant to be broken<br />The circle that wouldn't shed a single tear<br />And now you wanna redirect me from the face of the earth<br />Not willing to share your time<br />Not near<br />Not far<br />I'm just a spectator, once loved<br />Just fear<br />Just scars<br />A sheer introduction to what I've lost, to what I've lost...<br /><br />How did you get into 3?<br />going thru diff record labels bands. love doing new metal band research <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />What was the first song you heard by 1?<br />94 Hours<br /><br />What is your favorite song by 4?<br />Tattered on my sleeve<br /><br />How many times have you seen 9 live?<br />none =/<br /><br />What is a good memory you have involving 2?<br />driving around columbia with weston. <br /><br />Is there a song of 8 that makes you sad?<br />ya. True Love<br /><br />What is your favorite album of 5?<br />love em all buuutt Come Clarity<br /><br />What is your favorite lyric that 3 has sung?<br /><br />i cant revive him. with my own two hands.<br /><br />What is your favorite song of 1?<br />hmmm i love all there songs.. umm. i guess This Is Who We Are.<br /><br />What is your favorite song of 10?<br />Voices <br /><br />How many times have you seen 8 live?<br />neva<br /><br />What is your favorite album of 1?<br />An Ocean Between Us<br /><br />What is a great memory you have considering 9?<br />chillin wit my homies speedin down 180<br /><br />What was the first song you heard by 8?<br />Broken heart. ITS AWSUM AND SO IS THE REMIX<br /><br />What is your favorite cover by 2?<br />they did a cover?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>5:13am</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 02:15:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ working nights again. mhmm mhmm. readin up on car parts. listening to music. laughin at dumb vids on youtube. yep... the usual.. less than 2 hours remaning....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>In Flames + Soilwork =</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:28:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soundtracks to my life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>canceld my trip...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Feb 2008 21:12:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..gma is coming to town... yay... /sarcasm off<br /><br />so whats everyone doing. im jammin to caliban before i goto bed. dont wanna goto work in the am. think ill find some excuse not to go <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> anywhoza. RaWK aHN!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>ROAD TRIP!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2008 21:03:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ headin back home this coming weekend. visit my old friends and family. possibly to never return. woo. cant wait. should be a blast from the past. heyuk yuk yuk. anyway.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Forever And Always</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:50:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That time is here again<br />Prepare to be apart<br />And it drives you crazy<br /><br />Each time i go away<br />The distance gets longer<br />But it makes us stronger<br /><br />Should it all come crashing down around me<br />Would you be there should I stumble or fall?<br />To pick up the pieces...<br /><br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Forget about the shit that we've been through<br />I wanna stay here forever and always<br /><br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Standing here in front of all of you<br />I wanna stay here forever and always<br /><br />These days are dead again<br />It's empty from the start<br />And it drives me crazy<br /><br />The hour drifts away<br />Tt hurts to remember<br />This will soon be over<br /><br />Should it all come crashing down around me<br />Would you be there should I stumble or fall?<br />To pick up the pieces...<br /><br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Forget about the shit that we've been through<br />I wanna stay here forever and always<br /><br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />standing here in front of all of you<br />I wanna stay here forever and always<br /><br /><br />Forever and always...<br /><br />Forever and always...<br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br /><br />Forever and always...<br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Woooo ohhh ohhhh<br />Forever and always...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Personality Tests Scare Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 20:56:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its somewhat accurate as well. mmhmm..<br /><br />---------------------------<br /><br />Openness<br /><br />You are much more intellectually curious and sensitive to beauty than most. Your beliefs tend to be individualistic and frequently drift towards the unconventional. You enjoy your imagination and the exciting places it takes you!<br /><br />Conscientiousness<br /><br />You avoid forseeable trouble through purposefully planning and achieve success through persistence. You are reliable and in control of your life.<br /><br />Extraversion<br /><br />You are energetic and active. You enjoy and actively seek out social occasions, and especially enjoy talking with a big group of people.<br /><br />Agreeableness<br /><br />People can find it difficult to get along with you as you are suspicious of their motives when you first meet. Over time though people warm to you, and you to them. That doesn`t stop you telling them "how it is" though<br /><br />Neuroticism<br /><br />You tend to be self-conscious. You react emotionally to situations more than most, and can find it hard to control your negative feelings.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>still sick...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:14:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..feels like its going into my chest. i was feeling sooooo good the past two days and now this.. great. i was thinking i finally get rid of a cold in less then 2 weeks. AWESOME! knew it was too good to be true..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Lover's End</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 22:16:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hands cover whispers of the lovers' fright<br />
Fear-cloaked renditions of that autumn night<br />
Digging up rumors of the kids in the park<br />
What awful things happened in the dark?<br />
<br />
Take just one last dare<br />
Pretend you don't care<br />
Till twilight falls<br />
Wait, is someone else here?<br />
And I can't stop my tears<br />
I've never been so scared<br />
<br />
In the cellar buried 6 feet deep<br />
The lover's shaken from a dreamless sleep<br />
Nails clawing splinters from the ceiling and floor<br />
Shrieking like the witches til his stitches are sore<br />
<br />
Take just one last dare<br />
Pretend you don't care<br />
Till twilight falls<br />
Wait, is someone else here?<br />
And I can't stop my tears<br />
I've never been so scared<br />
<br />
Calling for the other<br />
Searching for her lover<br />
Secrets she discovers drain her face of color<br />
<br />
1, 2, 3, 4, underneath cellar floor<br />
5, 6, 7, 8, lover will suffocate<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>1-13-08</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 20:01:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi my name is eric and im an addict.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>hmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2008 23:21:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ since i decided to be active again on dA i guess ill put some of my old work back up. mmk.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>breaking up sux..... </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jan 2008 01:02:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...sometimes. 2 years of off and on all boild down to a mutual break up. hmm.. looks like thats more money in my pocket <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> no expensive ring to buy or a dress no having to clear up all her credit debt. ill be fine. so .. whats everyone else up to??<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Death of a Kingdom</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Dec 2007 15:58:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hybrid Youth's subcription runs out tomorrow. i will not be renewing it nor will i continue the name, logo, company any longer. with a new year comes a new perspective on things. when i created hybrid my focus once again went from art. to the forums. i slacked on designing and creating art and web templates. so.. with 2008 rolling i will create sumthing completely different, hire a whole new crew, and completely change the face of my company. the name and the exact content is yet to be announced. but when we have definite plans as to a name i will be sure to let you all know. i have however designed a sweet template for the site. all that is needed is some minor tweaking once we have decided on a name. not only will the art of the team be posted but also the movies that the team has produced. most of which are on youtube for your enjoyment. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/dethmasta">[link]</a> subscribe to us and keep up to date on our latest creations. while all this is underway i will be starting school again this march. this also will advance my skills further. i have alot to do and little time to do it all so i will be very busy this coming year. with work, school, my car and so on and such as. so ill keep in touch with everyone and let everyone know whats up. peace & love.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>New Movie From Team Xiled</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:17:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Batman<br />
<br />
Part 1<br />
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_7CST8NnUU">[link]</a><br />
Part 2<br />
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5mJJZaOBLQ">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
all the guys from team xiled are featured in this movie. its our best one yet. lol. and a sequel is already being discussed. let us know what you think.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>incase your wondering</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Sep 2007 22:47:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no im not dead.. tho i feel like it. im hard at work working hard. both on my outside job and my web design job. ive got several local shops and bars wanting me to design a site for them so thatll keep my pockets full for a while. also updating HybridYouth.com which at the end of the year will no longer be called "hybridyouth.com" it will be changed to the name of my actual company. hybrid youth will still be alive. just on the forums. got alot of emails from folks thinking im running some kind of child porn site or some religious community lol. anyways. added a new wall i just made gonna make em for the entire band and then move onto other things that will be posted on hybridyouth. btw join up on the forums HybridYouth.com/forums admins are pretty cool and artwork and voiced opinions are always welcome. we got the accounts activated by admin only so it may take a few hours for you to actually use your account. had a few problems with some kids playing around with accounts. theres usually always an admin on so you should be good to go. later<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>me + my friends = retardedness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 22:24:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ example: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VkuzZp4VnM">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
thank you<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>New Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 19:32:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Made a few new pics. posted on Hybridyouth.com. Still continuing to update and make new art as you can see. process is slow but ongoing. Trying to make time apart from work to get it done. So many other things going on all at once its kind of retarded but check it out. May is almost over the new series is almost complete!! <br />
<br />
<a href="http://hybridyouth.com">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<a href="http://hybridyouth.com/forums">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Peace!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Hybridyouth.com</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 May 2007 18:42:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sites up and running been up for a while. tho ive been realy busy with other things in life this past month. this summer has much instore for many of the members. with the launch of a new series and later on the launch of Team Xiled's clothing line im sure there will be much to look forward to. so check it out <a href="http://hybridyouth.com">[link]</a> and be sure to register on the forums so you can be part of the hybridyouth community. plenty of contests with prizes on the way. laterz<br />
<br />
 badbloodex<br />
  team xiled<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>1-09-07</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Jan 2007 21:48:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ive seen horrors horrors that you have seen but you have no right to call me a<br />
murderer you have a right to kill me I have a right to do that but you have no<br />
right to judge me its impossible for words to describe what is necessary to<br />
those who do not know to know what horror means horror, horror has its face and<br />
you must make a friend of horror, horror and moral terror are your friends, if<br />
they are not then they are enemys to be feared, they are truly enemys<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Badbloodex Returns</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Sep 2006 11:43:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ from a long vacation and journey in finding myself, i finally decided to return to the world of art. ive got new personal models and a new sense of direction. also with the launch of my new web design company the next series i release will help build the excitement. so leave me comments for more updates on the sites release.<br />
<br />
Love&amp<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />eace<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>and to all...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jun 2006 22:45:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ a good night... sept for those of you i wish would just die.. you know who im talkin about you fake people. the liars. the backstabbers. the users and abusers. those who dont want to be your friend but want to have the priviledges friends do. you can rot. i dont need your friendship anyways. you mean nothing to me now. worthless life.  you are below me. another step stool in this life. now come here and let me place my foot upon your face to achieve my next goal. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>One More Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Apr 2006 12:53:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cancelled compasion<br />
This our ignorance<br />
Light everlasting<br />
Much less eminent<br />
Daytime is everything<br />
One more day to regret<br />
One more day to regret<br />
<br />
In my eyes i see<br />
Free deleverance<br />
Light everlasting<br />
Such is punishment<br />
You take me higher<br />
Than the lowest place yet<br />
<br />
One more day to regret<br />
(one more day)<br />
One more day to regret<br />
(one more day to regret)<br />
One more day to regret<br />
(one more day,one more day)<br />
You take me higher (one more day to regret)<br />
Than the lowest place<br />
You take me higher<br />
Than the lowest place<br />
(both) you take me higher<br />
Than the lowest place yet<br />
(than the lowest place yet)<br />
<br />
(than the lowest place yet)<br />
<br />
Cancelled compasion<br />
This our ignorance<br />
Light everlasting<br />
Much less eminent<br />
Daytime is everything<br />
One more day to regret<br />
<br />
One more day to regret<br />
(one more day)<br />
One more day to regret (one more day)<br />
(one more day to regret)<br />
One more day to regret<br />
(one more day,one more day)<br />
You take me higher (one more day to regret)<br />
Than the lowest place<br />
You take me higher (one more day)<br />
Than the lowest place (one more day)<br />
You take me higher (one more day to regret)<br />
Than the lowest place yet (one more day to regret)<br />
(one more day)<br />
One more day to regret<br />
(one more day to regret)<br />
One more day to regret ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Sway</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Feb 2006 06:55:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When the sun comes down<br />
When the rain wash away<br />
All the hopes I can bring<br />
To another day<br />
Another day<br />
<br />
When your trees start to sway<br />
And the wind makes them move<br />
<br />
I can tell that<br />
You don't know<br />
<br />
To all the fights I've conquered and beyond<br />
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly...<br />
But through it all I still feel lost without you<br />
Hard to find a new soul<br />
The silence takes its toll<br />
<br />
Just sway<br />
You don't know...<br />
Just sway<br />
You don't know...<br />
Just sway<br />
When all you want is to find home...<br />
<br />
Theres a light pausing<br />
Feel the volume of the sky<br />
Mark your place in time with another question why...<br />
<br />
Tiny flickers in the night<br />
Always lookin to be right<br />
<br />
To all the fights I've conquered and beyond<br />
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly...<br />
But through it all I still feel lost without you<br />
Hard to find a new soul<br />
The silence takes its toll<br />
<br />
You don't know<br />
Just sway<br />
You don't know<br />
Just sway<br />
When all you want is to find home...<br />
Just sway<br />
And you don't love<br />
Just sway<br />
And you don't know<br />
Just sway<br />
When all you want is to find home...<br />
<br />
Ooooh ooooh ooooh ooooh<br />
Just sway<br />
Just sway ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Anti-Love Song</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jan 2006 06:44:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's not over but it's over now<br />
<br />
Take time away<br />
Go rage my friend<br />
Everyone goes far here today<br />
And I can see the change come here ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>through struggle</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jan 2006 13:39:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ remove from me..<br />
this deception.. <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
that i called love...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
you liar...<br />
you will remain in my heart nevermore. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>New Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Dec 2005 18:20:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Up on <a href="http://www.hybrid-youth.com">[link]</a> check it out. For more art and info be sure to register on the forums!<br />
<br />
Peace,<br />
 badblood ex<br />
  Team Xiled ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Forget to Remember</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Nov 2005 19:47:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What have I done?<br />
Where have I come from?<br />
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass<br />
did I seal the loss that's become me?<br />
<br />
Feeling undone<br />
What have I become?<br />
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on<br />
myself and became this machine<br />
<br />
Thoughtlessness<br />
Selfishness<br />
Hopelessness<br />
Arrogant<br />
<br />
I feel it on the inside<br />
Twisting and contorting<br />
Memory has shaped me once again<br />
<br />
Still feel you on the inside<br />
Biting through and stinging<br />
Will I ever forget to remember?<br />
<br />
Shadows in the sun<br />
Filter through us<br />
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child<br />
Confession rejected<br />
We grow up<br />
To give up<br />
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back<br />
Through the words of surrender<br />
<br />
Emptiness<br />
Loneliness<br />
Listlessness<br />
Worthless<br />
<br />
I feel it on the inside<br />
Twisting and contorting<br />
Memory has shaped me once again<br />
Still feel you on the inside<br />
Biting through and stinging<br />
Will I ever forget to remember?<br />
<br />
Can you save me?<br />
From myself<br />
From these memories<br />
Can you save me?<br />
From myself<br />
From these memories<br />
<br />
Surrender<br />
To the shadows<br />
Haunting inside<br />
Bleed through you<br />
Surrender to the secretes...inside<br />
Lies within you<br />
<br />
I feel it on the inside<br />
Twisting and contorting<br />
Memory has shaped me once again<br />
Still feel you on the inside<br />
Biting through and stinging<br />
Will I ever forget to remember?<br />
<br />
Can't feel you on the inside<br />
Set down the bag and left it<br />
Lost memory has left me<br />
One again<br />
Open up the inside<br />
Admission for the cleansing<br />
Now that I've forgotten to remember<br />
<br />
Surrender<br />
To the shadows<br />
Haunting inside<br />
Bleed through you ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>No Transitory</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 May 2005 08:14:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm in a constant state of getting cut<br />
So why don't I feel anything?<br />
<br />
This is a violation<br />
<br />
Maybe I forgot what it was like<br />
Before it entered me<br />
<br />
So this is what they call<br />
Another endless night<br />
So tired of believing<br />
If this is wrong or right<br />
I think this cause is lost<br />
I wish that I could sleep<br />
I feel like some kind of shadow<br />
Another slave to the week<br />
Imagine if we lived<br />
Under the weather<br />
We would never be found<br />
Never discovered<br />
If everything goes wrong<br />
If it's one more endless night<br />
You know there always tomorrow<br />
And tomorrow...<br />
They'll know there's always tomorrow<br />
<br />
And this knife, this knife<br />
It is my most important appendage<br />
<br />
So now that your whole world<br />
Has gone up into flames<br />
This night is still never ending<br />
Do you think you're still safe?<br />
Seems everything went wrong<br />
We were discovered<br />
But this time there's no tomorrow<br />
And tomorrow...<br />
<br />
And this knife, this knife. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 May 2005 18:15:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ slit...wrists......... ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Hybrid-Youth Version</title>
                <link>http://BadBloodEx.deviantart.com/journal/5240912/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2005 18:25:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ started working on version of  hybrid-youth. this will prove to be a  new and more exciting site. with a  completely different look then im used  to doing. i will have more staff, more  content, and whole lot more art and  videos to keep everyone happy. not  really gonna put a def launch date on  it. but were pushing for a mid spring  launch. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>Machine Head</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2005 11:00:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tho its been out a while the latest  Machine Head album Through Ashes of  Empires is still awesome. I cant get  over it, its constantly in rotation in  my room. Everyone should check it out. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>future...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Jan 2005 17:28:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ to become one with the path of  darkness....or step into the light. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>New Site, New Art</title>
                <link>http://BadBloodEx.deviantart.com/journal/4132278/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Dec 2004 23:38:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ want my art goto <a href="http://www.hybrid-youth.com">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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                <title>New Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Sep 2004 10:44:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ being that i start work this coming  monday, i will finish making the next  set of pieces of work for in the Adored  Series. 4 pieces remain in the series,  all of which should be complete by  sunday evening. ]]></description>
                <author>~BadBloodEx</author>
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