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School:
6 more days until I'm done with high school, my capstone presentation went very well, and I'm not failing a single class!

Personal:
Mack is straight edge and that's really good for me. He's going to Southern Oregon for college and I already have a small feeling of how badly it's going to hurt when he leaves. I'm so incredibly happy right now though. Life is near perfect.
I'm leaving for London on the 19th of June and won't be back until the 5th of July. I hate missing 4th of July, it's my favorite holiday and I wanted to spend it at home this year. It physically hurts me.

I sound like a stupid love struck girl but I could literally talk about Mack for hours. He's way better than any boy I have ever liked. I was at school late one day and texted him saying he should come over and give me just one kiss and then he could leave and he actually did. That was a 20 minute drive just to kiss me.



I know I'm not going to check this until September or even later and I hope when I read this I'm not sad.

]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/12286343/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/12286343/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 16:11:08 PDT
I don't know, I'm bored I guess.
Everything I'm uploading in the next while is from my digital photography class at school (I would download my prints, but I am and will forever be sans scanner).
Basically, at my school all the seniors are doing this huge end of the year project talking about what they want to be when they grow up (essentially, it's more complicated than that), and mine is dealing with zines and photography. So some of these photographs are for that, I guess I'll say if they are or not.

That's it really.

Personal:
I'm sad and depressed a lot, but doing drugs and getting drunk is helping. I cried at school the other day and that was sort of embarrassing, my counselor told me to give up (I didn't know they were allowed to say that). I AM A HIGH RISK TEEN.
Not really though. If you knew me in real life you would like me and relate.

]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/8649830/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/8649830/ Tue, 02 May 2006 08:07:19 PDT ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/8629647/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/8629647/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 10:28:21 PDT
I think I'm stuck in something.

Today I'm feeling sorry for myself because I haven't seen Michael in two weeks and I'm afraid he's going to break up with me.
I really shouldn't be feeling sorry for myself though. Whenever I hear girls at school whining about their stupid boyfriends I make fun of them and think they're stupid "He's just a boy," "You weren't going to stay together forever," "You're in high school, it doesn't mean anything," But here I am, doing that exact same thing. So I don't know if I should sympathize with these girls, and keep feeling sorry for myself, or fuck off and do something productive.

I guess I'm just terrified of change. Fuck being a teenager. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/8023523/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/8023523/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 23:44:34 PST
Boyfriend, gooooood. But I won't go into detail.

Drugs. Eh. Not so much anymore. I never see Ellen and when I do, she's smoked it all.

School.

Friends of different places. I miss talking to them. No one writes back anymore. Except for Anna. What a kid!

I've been uploading Neil Young, a mix that Michael made me, and PDX POP NOW! onto my mp3 player for the past 45 minutes. Tomorrow will be music-tastic.


Should I go to Minus the Bear this friday? I will check everyone's schedule. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/7569604/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/7569604/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 23:25:19 PST
I'm in my old school's production of The Wizard of Oz. I'm really hating it because everyone has changed in bad ways and I feel really unwelcome. Too many new people that think they know way more about my old home than I do. Plus I'm just a person of Oz. I can't quit though because the girls I baby-sit are munchkins.
I've had a boyfriend for almost 2 months now. I thought I wouldn't jinx it if I waited this long. Actually, I never thought I'd be able to jinx it; I wear the pants. Which is weird... I cheated on my ex boyfriend with him. He's tall so its hard to kiss standing up. We have an "open relationship" which means we're allowed to "hook up" with other people, because we think being teenagers and having to be monogamous is ridiculous.
I'm getting ready for college. I've been looking at schools, 3 in Oregon, 1 in Chicago, and 1 in Minneapolis. Majoring it Book Arts and Print Making? I would love to!
I'm going to start applying for jobs. Good Will down, just a few more to go. I thought I would have to stop smoking pot (yes, I do that too) but I don't think I'm going to get an interview with Good Will so, yay!
I've been taking a lot of naps lately and I think it's having a negative effect on my school work.

Update over. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/7160517/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/7160517/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 17:17:37 PST ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/7073526/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/7073526/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 16:27:23 PST ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6971752/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6971752/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 13:09:04 PST "Oh."
"Will you go out with me?"
"Yes of course."



"Bailey, can you give me an example of an alliteration?"
"Bobby is Bailey's boyfriend."
"Uh, yes. That does work." ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6733568/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6733568/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 19:06:08 PDT $15,000 a year
90% of apps. are accepted
2.5 GPA required
no SAT's or ACT's
no grading
5 minutes from down town
3 brand new buildings
hour or so drive to my aunt's house

1. Columbia
2. PNCA
3. Art Institute of Portland ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6530159/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6530159/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 16:02:07 PDT

Braces off count down: 5 days.
There will be no pictures on here.


MSI? ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6461148/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6461148/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 17:35:57 PDT I saw him this past Tuesday and he talked about the climate change. I had to stop myself from crying I don't know how many times. It was life changing. I wish everyone could have seen that speech. Especially all the neo-nazi Bush lovers (aka my Grandpa and other family members that live in Missouri).
I don't want to sound like the complete earth child hippy that I really am, but we need to do something about the way the world is going. In 20 years or so you can say goodbye to half of Florida and all the states in the Gulf. I'm serious. The sea level is going to raise 20ft whether we like it or not. It really makes me sick to think how fucking ignorant America is in thinking that nothing bad will happen to us.
Nature is recylcing itself. Every couple hundered years we have ice ages and the world basically starts over. DON'T FUCK THINGS UP THIS TIME.


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On a lighter note school is going well... So far. I hate Mr. Albertson, but I was expecting that to happen. Ohana sucks except for Melissa. She's cool. Aymie is my favorite new friend. I should start making new boy-friends. Next week. Getting up early is making me throw up again, which is very bad. Vitamins please!

Bailey is - a pushover, a shy girl, a horny teenager, a book arts addict, a weird person, fancy in the unobvious way, and way too into boys. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6402010/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6402010/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 00:26:10 PDT I've been sighing a lot. I don't know why. Today I had an orientation for school. I was the only junior. Hm. I'm very greatful that Cole is doing this with me. I think it would be a lot more tough. I'm 3 books behind in lit and comp because apparently there was a reading list that didn't get sent out. I haven't even started school and I'm already doing poorly. Human anatomy is cutting up animals all day long. I almost started to cry when the teacher was talking about it. He said he could fix things up for me and I could work on the computer and with modles instead of doing the real thing.

I'm very sick of talking about myself. Please, if you have anything to say, say it. Please.

If you want to sing out. Sing out. And if you want to be free, be free. There's a million ways to be you know that there are.
-Hope you're getting enough Cat Stevens in your musical diet. I don't miss you anymore.3ex ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6338939/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6338939/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 00:52:02 PDT What an ass. I wish I could give him some tips on how to treat a girl when she is willing to have his hands in her pants.
I did appreciate his honesty, even if it wasn't to my advantage. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6282130/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6282130/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 18:56:24 PDT It was alright. I guess I put sex on such a high pedestal that I thought it would be like some explosive orgasmic event and everyone would cheer my name. It wasn't that.
I sort of regret it, I wish I had done it with someone I really cared about. Oh well. It's too late now.
AJ broke up with me the next day. I was really pissed. I still am.

My mom and dad are splitting up. I didn't see it coming. I thought they were sort of at their happiest, since my mom finished chemo and radiation. All that jazz. Hmm, whatever. I'm living with mom.

My cat got ran over last night. I went outside for just a second to tell Cole something, and I left the door open. She ran out because Ziggy was chasing her and ran right in front of a car. I think I fainted or something because I woke up in my bed later that night. It was sort of my fault since I left the door open.

Cole got arrested for smashing the windows out of some cars down the street. It was right after mom and dad told us they were seperating. He told them to fuck off and stormed out the house and he didn't come back until the cops came. It was crazy. He might go to juvey.

After the whole mom and dad thing I went up stairs and trashed my room, it's a mess. My TV is broken, my record player is smashed, all of my records are in tiny bits on the floor, my mirror is spider webbed. Mom doesn't care though, I've been sleeping in her bed while she sleeps on the couch since dad's been staying at a friends.

I'm thinking of running away.


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Good one. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6229520/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6229520/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 22:44:29 PDT ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6135937/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6135937/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 20:15:43 PDT



Picnic. You. Me. Park. Be there, or I eat alone and look like a loser.







Rant:
Everyday Music is a fucking asshole. I brought in a CD I got for my birthday I already had and the guy was like "I'll give you $4." I said "You're joking. It's never been opened! You'll give me $10 *slams hand on the desk*" "$4" "Fine, give me the money."
I also had a CD I bought there that I hate and he was like "Well I can't give you money since you're returning it. I can give you store credit." "Whatever."
What a cunt. He was such a loser.
One time I brought in 11 CDs. Good CDs. Well, I didn't like them anymore, but I only listened to them a few times. The SAME guy gave me $5.32 "They have scratches on them" Asshole. 11 CDs.
Whatever. I'm never going to work there. They're just music snobs that think they're the total shit because they can get all this free music and what not. Fuck off. I hate EM. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6083354/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6083354/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 23:36:11 PDT Super short mini skirt to wear with shorts: $6.99
Le Tigre record: $5
Nada Surf cd: $6
Neutral Milk Hotel record: $9.99
Stupid stupid musical at the stupid Christian private school: $8.50

Total: Unsatisfied ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6013610/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/6013610/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:15:01 PDT
Sarah is in California. I have $118 in cash.

Anyway. I got a nice table for my tv and whatnot. I tried putting it together yesterday afternoon. Wow, that was cunt-tastic. I shouldn't get too upset. I bought it from horrible K-Mart. I hate that store. I felt so red neck walking in there. And then I almost started to cry when I couldn't find a cart. I get so overwhelmed in there. It's rediculous.
I felt like an even bigger red neck when I was putting it together though. Not only was I sitting on the floor in my underwear, but I couldn't figure out the 3 step instructions. Goodness. I should find a hobby. Or maybe get a job.

[link] <--I've been living there for the past few days. It's eargasmicly delicious. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5979202/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5979202/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 16:24:49 PDT
I had the best birthday ever (and everyone knows it). I'm so happy. I couldn't have asked for more. I think I'll be living in my room for the next few weeks and only coming out for food and to take showers.

Want to know what I got? Oooohhhhh kaaaayy
.14" flat screen tv (I feel really spoiled saying that)
.DVD player (that makes it worse)
.Califone record player (it's a tank, and it's portable! I'm taking it to every party I go to)
.Rilo Kiley - More Adventurous (record)
.My Fair Lady (record)
.Bag of M&M's (I can play Who Shall Live and Who Shall Die whenever I want!!)
.Kings of Leon - AHa Shake Heartbreak (CD, I love my brother)
.Menomena - The Fun Blame Monster! The First Menomena Album (it's a flip book! Menomena is the coolest local band in Oregon, aside from The Decembrists and The Shins)
.The Life Aquatic Soundtrack (amazing)
.The Rapture - Echoes
.Supergrass - Supergrass is 10
.Yo La Tengo - I Can Hear The Heart Beating As One
.A beach towel! Now I won't feel left out
.Red slip on shoes that I love a lot
.Sew-and-So My Little Pony (I feel so bad for her, that's a horrible name for a My Little Pony)
.A cool t-shirt that has a bull on it
.An amazing mix that I'm listening to right now but it's almost over
.Socks
.Dark purple necklace and braclet
.$50

I'm getting some other cards and gifts from friends in other states and relatives later, but I feel lucky enough to have gotten all that I did.
Bitte shone geburtstag!


PS!!!. I went to Music Time after I worked at the library today and asked the guy if they were hiring and he said no, but he was so nice, and he told me how it's his dad's store but he got really sick so now him and his friend have taken over it and they're going to build and stage and a DJ booth and connect it with Hot Box next door (I don't really like Hot Box because creep stoners go in there and buy porn and pipes and stuff, but they're nice there also), and it's going to be this huge store and what not and he ask if I wanted to do promotions at school blah blah blah. So, I'm very excited. It's not like a real job or anything, but I'll get paid and I'll get to meet local bands!
Gah! It's just such the right job for me. I have too many things to say about it. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5890672/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5890672/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 23:12:48 PDT 16th birthday: 8 Days


This will be the best birthday ever. Just you wait Henry Higgins just you wait.

What's that comic? Something about the best something... Nevermind.



In other news, my room is 50% finished. The main walls are painted, I just have to paint the cubby thing where my bed is going and then get some stuff moved in there (new/old desk, a chair, and the big version of my small sofa that I hate but the big one will be better because it's big so more people can sit on it and have hot sex when I'm not looking). I'm so excited. I think I can get get it done before my birthday. Or actually, if I go to Washington I need it done before then! Eeep! I can do it. You just watch.

I've been contemplating painting the cubby thing dark purple, but I'm not sure now. It's already so dark that I think I would get lost, and the dark purple wouldn't really match the turquoise... But I was mostly going to do it for sentemental reasons. I don't know. I was thinking a brighter yellow than my room was originally, but this means buying more paint and I would get the purple for free. Dear me, I need to do some thinking.

Yay! T minus 8 days ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5821328/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5821328/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 14:05:14 PDT It was sort of creepy how much it reminded me of someone. Maybe if this person hadn't dissapeared I could tell them every bit of the story and they would be amazed and want to be Harold and they would want me to be Maude.
I already am Maude. She's such a wonderful old woman. I like the way she thinks and dresses. Maybe I'll start going to funerals.
Harold wore very nice clothes and I think that's what reminded me most of him. I think if I saw him that's how he would dress. Or maybe that's how he wants to dress.

Watch Harold and Maude. Love her personality and enjoy his cynical attitude.






My birthday is in 16 days. 16 in 16. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5658593/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5658593/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 18:02:59 PDT Mood: a little calm
Listening to: Checking in and Checking out-The High Llamas

I went to the library today after my dentist apt. and I got 8 CDs and I like 2 out of the 3 I've listened to.

I got...
Junior Senior
They Might Be Giants (I really didn't enjoy this, I only liked one song)
The High Llamas: Retrospective Rarities and Insturmentals
Nat King Cole: Masters
Elf Power: Walking With The Beggar Boys
TV On The Radio: Desperate Youth, Blood Thirsty Babes (Ahhh!!! Devin got this and I wanted a copy but I never asked)
The Band: Best of
Natalie Cole: Unforgetable

I really really really like Junior Senior and The High Llamas. JS is like dancy and fun and Llamas is like reading a book or sewing music, but thrown into the mid to late 60's while smoking pot.

]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5623198/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5623198/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 23:47:07 PDT Rilo Kiley: June 17th
Four Seasons Garage Sale: June 17th-18th
Last day of school: June 16th
Shakespear in the park: June 18th

I still want to be a firetruck when I grow up ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5556292/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5556292/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 23:55:52 PDT

God damn it fuckers. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5481040/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5481040/ Fri, 27 May 2005 21:58:13 PDT Maybe. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5422388/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5422388/ Sat, 21 May 2005 16:03:02 PDT I hope you're not angry. Maybe we can hang out later tonight or next weekend if you're not doing anything.

Ok, so I'll see you soon? I'll call you tomorrow if we don't get together tonight. Alright, see ya.

Love,
Bailey ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5351381/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5351381/ Fri, 13 May 2005 20:57:04 PDT ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5334312/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5334312/ Wed, 11 May 2005 22:29:10 PDT Don't worry, I'm not giving her away. Never. She's my baby.

In other news, I got 3 (well, actually only 2 because I gave one to my brother in exchange for a $1.50) new pairs of sunglasses today. They're really special. I can't wait until it's sunny so I can wear them! ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5280065/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5280065/ Thu, 05 May 2005 22:44:30 PDT
PS. Did you know today is the first Thursday of May? ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5226086/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5226086/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 23:41:47 PDT
Try using that one on your trig. teacher. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5208640/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5208640/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 23:05:00 PDT Sadly, I wasted a lot of time downloading song that turned out to be really annoying and not good. But, luckily I found some good ones. I want to tell you them so then you can go download them and think I am a genius for liking them.
Them them them them them, them. Them.

Tv On The Radio-Dreams
Hot Hot Heat-Goodnight Goodnight
Cursive-The Recluse
Typewritter-Tra La La
The Velvet Teen-Caspain Can Wait
Xiu Xiu-Jennifer Lopez

Now, be merry. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5134879/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5134879/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 23:21:32 PDT So anyway, a lot of people are going to skip school and come back stoned out of their minds, or just not show up at all. Either way someone's getting arrested.
Tomorrow is also Cole's 11th birthday. I still haven't gotten him anything.... Whoops. Maybe after I finish my essay I'll make him a cool card with some sharpies and glitter.
Yeah. That sounds good.

Also! I just reminded myself, I sort of made this dress... Well, I didn't make it, I found it in the costume box, but I sewed stuff on it. Everyone thought it was really cool when I wore it today, so maybe I'll take of picture and put it up on here.

Goodnight.
PS. Blue spandex pants are my favorite things to wear. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5116353/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5116353/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 22:28:42 PDT I didn't think my first makeout was going to be in the back of a car on the way to someone's house. And then afterwards wiping massive amounts of slober off my face and saying "I don't know what I'm doing."
Ahh!! I really don't know what I'm doing!

jiuiawejkhxfbiuaerbhjdfgiurhuawe4tuhharj kewrui9sfdgnjfbnadfldkrjoaieur09348qlkvn doiuafldjo4aujljvn9e4uaofijaiojvoiejwa09 3j5lkamdlvma'opi4e5094qlkmvf ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5065623/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5065623/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 23:19:15 PDT Come see "My Fair Lady" this Thursday, Friday, or Saturday, or next Thursday, Friday or Saturday!
Starts at 7
$7 for Students/Senior Citizens
$9 for Adults
Matinee Saturday the 23rd!

Enjoy yourself

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11:11! Quick! Kiss the clock 11 times! (It's actually 11:13, but when I wrote that it was 11:11. That's pretty sad that it took me 2 mintues to write that sentence)
I'm so hungry. I havn't had an intelectual conversation in a while. We should get together and talk about the economy, or modern art. On second though, I'm having fun not being an intelectual.
Let's go drink milkshakes and eat frenchfries!
Yum yum yum.
While we're at it, may as well dress up in rediculous costumes and dance about. We have so much fun together!
(11:18) ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5047420/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5047420/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 00:04:15 PDT -hungry
-tired
-dirty
-wanting
-wanted
-curious
-surprised
-juvinille
-thoughtful
-happy
-depressed
-misunderstood
-intelligent
-stressed
-exhausted

All that at once!
So, the boy from the concert hasn't called, nor do I think he will. That's ok. I had a feeling he would just want to fool around anyway.

What do you think I should eat? I made some "burritos" earlier-they were just rice and cheese wrapped in a tortilla-but that was around 6 or 7. It's 12 now.
Cole brought home 12 books form the library about monsters and big foot and some other things. They look really interesting. And they're short. So I think I'll go tell my dad to turn down his stupid Metallica show down, eat some food and read most of them before my dog realized I'm downstairs.

---

I took apart some collages that were in my room the other morning, and I found this one cut out that says
"Happiness is not a destination... But a manner of travel."
I'm not sure what it means, but I love it. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5030763/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/5030763/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 01:48:31 PDT
The Minders= pretty good. Not eargasmic, but pretty good. I'd download some of their songs.

First band that had the silly lead=danceable, but not too great.

Anyway, cool stuff that happened-I'm not telling because of superstitions that I believe in. Sorry, let's wait a week or 2.

So, now I'm going to fall asleep at the keyboard and you will see one letter over and over again.
gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ggggggggggggggggggggggfhdggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gergggggggggggggggggggggggghrhgggggggggg ggggggggggggggggggggggggggjyjvgggggggggg ggg
Goodnight, I love you sleep tight my feet hurt you smell bad sweet dreams my hair is messy

Oh, PS. Ich bin fantastisch. Ja, das is so richtig. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4980647/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4980647/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 15:08:52 PST [link] - Comfort Control


So I told my brother the easter bunny, santa clause, all those make believe things weren't real. He was pretty pissed. I feel a little bad because it's like as long as you still believe those things are real, you can be an innocent little kid.

I remember when I found out. I had lost a tooth and woke up in the middle of the night and my tooth wasn't next to my bed, so I got up and my mom was in the living room and I said "mom, my tooth is gone!" and she hugged me and told me the tooth fairy wasn't real. I felt really lied to. I always wrote little notes to santa, and the the easter bunny. I even mad the easter bunny a huge salad and a big bunny drawing.

Oh well.



April fool's day was such a waste this year. I couldn't think of any really funny jokes. I just got my mom once. Poo. I'll have to wait until next year now. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4918696/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4918696/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 19:47:43 PST AND I GOT TICKETS!! AHH!!! I'm so happy, Sarah and were about to wet ourselves when we were waiting in line. GOODNESS GRACIOUS! I'm so excited, it's going to sell out I know it, but it's ok because I got the tickets!
Sha sha!

Anyway, I'm writting letters to all of my friends who live in states that aren't the same as the one I live in. I love writting letters because I know how happy I get when I recieve letters and I want everyone to have that feeling.
So, if you'd like me to send you a letter I'd be more than happy to!
Send me a note or talk to me on aim.



PS. I believe that Interpol and Kings of Leon have extremely fascinating band members. I'd be very greatful to spend days with those gentle men. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4903899/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4903899/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 20:01:15 PST
Oo, that's so exciting! ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4894250/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4894250/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 19:23:22 PST Everytime I go to Fossil I try on every pair of oversized white sunglasses I can find, and beg for $60 so I can finally feel complete as the undeserving teenager I truly am.
Well, now that my brother is trying to dress like me (um, like me in the way that I'm very mis-matchy and layered) he found the sunglasses bin - I did not know this exsisted - So, we were trying on every pair and I dug to the very bottom and saw something white and plasticy. Ah yes! White sunglasses for Bailey!
They're not exactly like the $60 ones from Fossil, but they only cost $1.49, so I promised myself I'd buy them when I get a job.
Congratulations.


I also got a bright orange Che shirt (which was so lucky because there was a boy and girl who were extremely cute but I was jealous of their cuteness so quietly snickered when I found it and ran off to show my mom), a very long black scarf that I love with all my heart, and a purple and light yellow knit hat with an oversized white knit flower on the side. I think I might do away with the flower... Or maybe I'll make another one that's smaller.
It's very... Gaudy.



I'm very proud that my brother is trying to get his act together fashion wise, but it's getting a little annoying. He won't listen to me when I tell him what looks good and what looks bad, and he's obsessing over my vintage pins that I won't give to him.
"Bailey do you want my bass?"
"No. It's a piece of crap, and it's broken."
"Well, me and dad fixed it."
"It's still a peice of crap. Leave me alone I'm reading about this band."
"What band?"
"That's not the point, what do you want?"
"Well, if you take my bass then you can give me some of your pins in exchange."
"Yeah fucking right."
"BAILEY!!!!"
"No."


Oh well, my food is ready. Soy tacos, yum! ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4874713/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4874713/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 17:23:47 PST HAVE LOTS OF FUN!'

Hey Bail,
Have a great Easter. We love you darling. God bless you.
Grandpa + Louise"



Oh geez.
Sometimes I wish I could be the little kid my grandpa thinks I am.
Well, I'm $10 richer... Now I can go to a concert ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4865199/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4865199/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:12:32 PST It's a pleasant little letter. Not too long, not too short.

So, now I feel like writting more letters. Maybe I'll write a letter to myself. No, I don't think we have enough stamps... Hm. I suppose after I rent movies and drop off my poem entry forms at the library tomorrow I'll head over to the post office. Man, it's so lucky for me that they're so close together. To bad I can't drive yet.

Well, spring break '05 is sucking so far. Wa-hoo. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4832702/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4832702/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 21:37:46 PST At practice today we ran through the whole effing thing so I had a lot of time to kill. Luckily Grace had pick up sticks in her backpack, so her, Ty, and I played.
Then Colin and Elise joined in, and I almost started to cry because Colin was telling me how much he didn't want me to go to ACMA and that I couldn't go because it's a horrible school, yada yada.
*sigh*

The new German exchange students arrived at our school today. Lord, Germany pumps out some fine looking kids. Sarah said one rides our bus! Oo, that reminds me I have to get up early tomorrow.

Also, it rained for the first time in almost a month today. I usually hate rain. But today it was so beautiful. The sky wasn't like a stupid ugly light grey, it was a dark grey and the sun wasn't poking through clouds. I almost ran outside and danced about after school.

Hm, things are jumbled and awkward everywhere right now. Being a teenager is harder than I was expecting. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4804931/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4804931/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 18:55:09 PST God, I wish I was mean sometimes. I'm a jellyfish.

Here's a little tip that you're going to need for the rest of your life:
NEVER get in a limo with Danielle, Breanna, Levi, Blane, Erin, Chris, and Nicole.
That was the most disgusting brithday "party" I've ever been to in all my life. Who gives blow jobs to gross boys that are high in limos? Sick sick sick.

Speaking of birthday parties. I've decided I'm going to ask Kylie if I can have my brithday at her house because everyone knows where it is and I like it there.
So, you're invited. Presents aren't necessary, but I'll give you a kiss if you do get me one.
PS. It's not until june. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4789848/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4789848/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 22:00:55 PST

-I got new apple flavored oganic chapstick
-It's been over 70 degrees
-Sarah spent the night
-Before practice everyone was laying on the ground on top of each other, I got to lay on Colin's leg
-A pretty boy sat behind me and looked at my hair
-Sarah and I laughed and reminiced about past sleep overs
-I got lots of freckles
-Mom and I watched the last hour of Kill Bill Vol. 2
-I wore Colin's Tilly and The Wall shirt
-Sarah and I went down town
-I could see stars when I took Ziggy out
-Jackets were not necessary, ever.
-I got stuck in a metal thing and couldn't stop laughing while my mom tried to take it off me


It's going to be an amazing spring. And you know what? It's not going to bother me if I spend another summer with out a boyfriend. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4755979/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4755979/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 21:52:13 PST HEADLINE: TEENAGE GIRL KILLS SELF IN THE MIDDLE OF MATH FINAL-DETAILS INSIDE

I started to cry while I was doing my math homework today. I don't get it. I haven't had this much trouble with math since 5th grade. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4736505/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4736505/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 17:20:53 PST

So, last night, as you don't know, I went to Kylie's party. Everyone that was there was from drama, so that was cool. Kylie has the ULTIMATE party house!! We played stupid games and danced to Back Street Boys blah blah blah. After the boring people who didn't want to play any really fun games left, and Morgan showed up (boy), then we found our "sex spots"...
That was SO cool. I didn't know what it was, so Morgan had to show me (not like he was molesting me and sticking his hands down my pants), so my ears are what get me. He touched them and I made a weird nose that I've never made before, so he kept touching my ears, and then I was horny.
So, we played spin the bottle and I kissed all the girls and all the boys!
(note: there were 2 boys and 6 girls)


virgin lips no more! ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4704743/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4704743/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 17:36:55 PST

Sarah and I are going to run away to California in the summer. I'm pretty sure this will happen. We're going to be in so much trouble, but I've never been to California and no one will take me.
I'd rather go to Canada, but that would take a lot of money and time, and I hear California is very warm.
Hey, wanna come with? Yeah! It'll be so much fun, Sarah will drive and we can play travel boggle, and magnetic checkers. But you'll have to teach me how to play both of those, because I don't know how.
Bring some CDs too. Oh, and some money for gas. And probably some snackies because I know I'll be hungry on that long drive and no way will we be stopping at McDonalds or Burger King.
Yay! I'm so excited you're going to join us. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4697123/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4697123/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 20:50:28 PST What's new? I've failed all but one of the tests in that class, and I don't do test corrections. Fuck geometry in the face with a knife until my hands bleed.

Ms.Hill slammed my test on the desk and said "You HAVE to do test corrections or I won't move you up to Algebra 2" Uuuuggggghhhh. Finals are a week away. Yay
Let's go celebrate!

But, tomorrow I'm going on a feild trip so I get to miss math! Bwahaha
Assholes.

Will I ever use the distance formula to find the b side of a triangle? When am I going to need to know the proporties of a rectangle?
Seriously, if you know, please tell me because I can't think of one single place in my life EXCEPT for geometry. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4685815/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4685815/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 15:48:53 PST I also got 3 pairs of earings (3!!! On are yellowishy hears, then these wavy light blue squares with pink squiggles on the corners, and the last ones are just turquoise circles), and 4 pins
"Happy 4th!"
"How's Tricks?"-There's a whitch kind of thing, with a wand and there's a frog with a crown. Oh so magical
"Vote Nadar-2000! Stop corate control"
"iBesame! Yo hablo Espanol"-I can't speak spanish

They're so neat, I put them on my kitty bag. Man, I can't wait for everyone to see my pretty new things. I feel cheap today.
Meh ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4666486/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4666486/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 21:56:35 PST
"You're very pleasant to observe, we should go be intimate"
"Cool"

But I want to be cute. It doesn't sound like something I would do, given the situation.
It's just not kosher!
Maybe I should be honnest with myself. I'm a horny teenager who's never going to get any as long as I act like myself. I'm not willing to compromise. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4649443/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4649443/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 21:59:06 PST

I wish your name was Johnny. Then I could call you Sweet Cakes Johnny and buy you an oatmeal cream pie. Yum.
Or if your name was Gilligan, then I'd call you Little Buddy and hit you on the head with my hat.

Wanna makeout? ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4624022/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4624022/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 18:29:58 PST
-20 minutes later-

Anyway. If I don't get into that school I will be depressed for a very long time. I will refuse to go to school, and if I'm forced to go I'll sleep the whole time, or skip. I need to go there.

The whole shadowing dealy was pretty cool though! My girl was quiet so I didn't talk a whole lot, and I was hoping to make a new friend but I didn't. The kids aren't pushy and mean like the ones at my school. You walk down the hall and no one is fighting or pushing. It's so laid back! Woo.
When I went to practice Colin said he was going to hack in the computer system and change all my grades to F's so I wouldn't get in. He's so silly.



PS. I went to the Shakespear play Much Ado About Nothing at PSU's theatre last night with Sarah. It's the funniest play I have ever seen. They mixed Shakespear language with modern day talk. It was hillarious, I want to go see it again! ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4601397/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4601397/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 19:18:44 PST So, get your tissues ready.

Less sexy note: I'm wearing green underwear *friggin' books it* ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4585211/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4585211/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 21:40:42 PST
So, even though I'm not Valentineistain, it's like Christmas to me.


We got this sheet in German today that had all of these pick up lines, and sexy German sayings on them. Mrs.Freeborn cracks me up.
All the German 2 students made valentines for all the German 1 students, and we got them today... Mrs.Freeborn would take one out the bag and say
"Oooooo!!!! Bailey 'Ich liebe dich!'" and then you'd blush and look to see who it was from and what else it said (mine were stupid. They said something about dancing, and flowers, I didn't want to ask. The people didn't even write their name in them.)
It was funny though. I that class.

I made cake. I put red food dye in it, but my mom got yellow cake, so it's sort of orangish-salmon.... Happy valentines day? ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4561543/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4561543/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 11:18:37 PST -I'm going to skip all the before the dance stuff because none of it is terribly interesting even though I had a lot of fun. And I'm going to start in the middle of the dance-
blah blah blah. I have no clue how a person is supposed to dance to rap and hip hop. So I was just being my crazy self and doing what ever I felt was right. And then Kylie and Stookie and Ashley all were dancing with people and I was alone *tear* so I told Kylie I was going to go get some water and she was like "no! Dance with him" and pulled this guy over. I didn't know what to do so I made a very confused face and said I didn't know how to dance. And this girl was like
"You can dance!"
me: "How?"
her: "here let me show you."
and she grabbed my hips and started to move them. It was very..... umm, sexual I guess you could say. I kind of liked it a little. Then this Travis kid we've been hanging out with came over and was like
"yeah you can dance"
then HE grabbed my hips and started to dance with me. Eehhhhh. I could feel things. I'm not a huge fan of his because he's sort of annoying. I don't understand this kind of dancing... Does moving your hips on a guys crotch feel good? I think I would have liked it more if I was dancing with that one guy with the black hair. He was pretty. Or maybe that girl. She was pretty too.

I got to slow dance though. That was... Tall. I've never slow danced before. Well, once in 8th grade but I don't count that because his hands were practially on my shouders and we didn't look at each other.
Brandon sang while we danced, and it kind of hurt my ear. I'm glad he's not in choir. He's so tall though. I didn't dance with anyone that was atleast 7 inches taller than me.

Bah! So, I'm not sure if I'll ever dance that like again... But if I do, I know "it's all in the hips"

PS. Art Institute open house today! Yaaaaaaaaay!!! ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4541726/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4541726/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 20:37:11 PST If you answered no, then you're a complete idiot!!!
If you answered yes, let's go make love.

Ok, so I have these slipper shoe things I got from the chinese grocery store (they're like mary janes, but they're a peice of velvet and a plastic sole) and I realized today how freaking tappy they were! Every step I take "tap-tap tap-tap tap-tap". So I'm sitting in biology making my "mystery island" (mine's going to kick so much ass I can't even tell you. Everyone's is like a weird circular shape, and then a stupid name like "rock island" or "death island" something uber dumb. But mines a TOP HAT!!!! And it's going to be called "The Magical Button No One Knew About, So Ha Island" (I always say 'is-land' when I type or write it) and I've got a glacier right next to a tropical rain forrest. There's a river called T-Rex River. Here I'll just name all of the places I have so far:
-T-Rex River
-Muffin Lake
-The Water Bottle Mt.Range (The Water Bottles for short. Like The Rockies, or The Andes)
-Mt.Elephant
-Jelly Bean Forrest
-Loverly Oasis (it's in the shape of a heart)
-Ginormous Glacier
And that's all I have for right now, but there's also a desert and a temperate woodland and shrubland.)
and I shake my foot sometimes because, you know, I can't help it, I just do it. Some think it's because I have ADD a little bit, and other's 'say' it's because you're horny (but I don't really believe that, because if it were true I'd be horny like all the god damn time... wait, what?) but I just think it's because I'm a fidgety person and today I was extra fidgety and hyper. So as I was saying, I'm shaking my leg and then my foot taps on the ground and I think "That was a fun sound!" so I do it again and again, and then I eventually make a little dance while I'm sitting in my chair. I then realize Danielle (who comes in everyday because she has wood shop and finished all of her projects and hangs out with Erin who is the TA) is staring at me like I'm a total freak. We laugh for a bit, and then she asks me what I was doing. I then tell her that I'm a tap dancing 5 year old today. She laughed, but I wasn't joking.
Fast forward to lunch *fast forward noises*
Jordan, Chris and I were all sitting on the bench in the hallway talking (blah blah blah) and Jordan always pokes and pulls on me, I don't know why, but he's done it since like 7th grade. So today was no different. He lifts up my leg and takes off my shoe. I tried to get it back but then he took off his shoe and put it on. We decided to trade shoes and it was really funny because his shoes are those skater kid kinds and they're HUGE (well, I mean, his feet aren't that much bigger than mine, but it's so over stuffed and large. You've seen skateboarder shoes. They're fluffy) so I run around a little bit and almost trip a couple times. And then I decide to tap dance. But it didn't make any noise so I stole back my shoes and put them on. I was like "Hey guys, want to see me tap dance?" and Chris laughed and Jordan stared at me with his jaw open (he always makes that face when I say something weird) so I did! Chris thought it was pretty funny and Jordan called me a freak and pretended to kill me. I liked it though (the dance, not Jordan pretending to kill me. Except I usually find that pretty funny because he makes really good sound effects)
Fast forward to when I get home and am watching an EXTREAMLY stupid TV show with my mom (I don't even know why we were watching it. We hate that show!) I was like "Hey mom, you wanna see something cool?" and she says "Sure honey" but she doesn't turn around or anything. I'm just standing there in the kitchen. I whinned a little bit until she turned around and I was like "Ok! Watch!!" then I started to tap dance. I've never seen her laugh that hard, which made me laugh really hard, and I kind of messed up on my routine. But it was ok because the grand finally rocked!! (I tapped danced the whole length of the kitchen which is like 10 feet... I think, I'm horrible at guessing lengths and heights).


So, to conclude my story, I totally rock at tap dancing and I've never had one lesson. *moon walk then tap dance and then leap. Oh! And suuper tricky tap dance move that anyone but me would break their heads open if they tried, unless you're a special person whos name I just said in my head and if you can read minds then you know who you are!* ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4525182/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4525182/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 22:07:04 PST But if you feel the urge to make me feel like shit, and want to talk about what kind of food I eat and how I live my life and my family, then why don't you be a fucking man and say it to my god damn face. I'm not a baby, if I deal with your vegetarian-indie music-weird clothes-weird friends-organic lifestyle-trash talk every fucking day (even though you're still too pussy to say it to my face) then I think I can handle you telling me you don't like it when I don't say the pledge of allegence.
So, to sum everything up, fuck Nick Ford in the face with a knife. ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4514376/ http://BaileyNinjaPower.deviantart.com/journal/4514376/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 17:55:13 PST
Our furnace is broke, so I'm cold.

I was going to tell that asian boy that works at fredmyers I wanted to be his friend. He wasn't there though. Maybe next time.

Oh yeah, today is the superbowl. Go.... Um... Football. My mom made some cheese dip stuff. It was good at first, but then it gave me a stomach ache and I threw up.
Happy sunday.

I feel like making out with something. Where's a cute young person when you need em? ]]> ~BaileyNinjaPower