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Well alright I finally got (most) of my college/future/happy stress time/ out of the way and while I'm here I'll take a moment to sit down and talk about what I'm working on. Now most of the things that you see when you click on my DA page is not very impressive. I don't have any fancy CSS or five million comments or some pretty ribbon thing around my headlines. But I can tell you what it all comes down to is an artist's work, not the first impression.

Anyway, I think it's time to reviel a tiny bit about my story ideas for TLH. For anyone who might be wondering what it contains, here's a few sneak peeks. The 'test title' (which can change ay any moment) Is Star Ocean: Origins. Star Ocean: Origins will take place anywhere from 300 years, to mere hours before the events of TLH in the shoes of the game's characters and others who accompony (spellcheck?) them. The story itself is a main hub, and different stories will brranch off of that hub in different branches. Mostly because if you take Edge, and, I don't know, Bacchus, their previous life stories (and that of their parents, etc.) are ...different.

Anyway, my 'current' plans for this project at this moment is focusing on Faize. Star Ocean: Origins is still an experiement, so I'm not going to garuntee every character will get a story.

For the moment I'm focusing on Faize. Yes, there will be a lot of writing about Eldar, yes it will be about Eldar, yes it will be about the Eldarians.

Keep in mind that storylines for other characters are not being brainstormed at the moment and probably won't unless this really takes off.

Oh, and I'm happy to reviel that is working on this with me, as editor and advisor, she's been a great help so far so give her credit where credit is due and expect some magic to be happening soon.

(Keep in mind I have a life and if it gets in the way updates might be delayed. When I release the first chapter I will update every two weeks but don't be surprised if there's not an update on the second week, something might have happened to prevent it, anything from the apocolypse to be having a writer's block)

So, that's the news on that.

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In other news, my original story, Tales of the Ancients, the ancient tale of an alternate universe through the eyes of Markyos Mephalis, is NOT DEAD, BUT INACTIVE. It's going through MAJOR reconstruction and revisions. Don't expect any updates but know that IT IS NOT DEAD.
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Let's see, gone through both of those and uhhh...lessee....it's December, so, CHRISTMAS CHAT! LEAVE COMMENTS ON MY PAGE ON WHAT YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS, among other comments of course XD.

Peace out, DA bretherens.

~Bain

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I'm still writing TotA. I just went through some major revamps of the plot and the prologue. I apologize for that too, but I haven't given up on it, I just went through a writer's block so large that I changed a lot of things about it. WHen I am ready for the public to view it I will be releasing information panels about the timeline and storyline, and then finally, the story.


I am also thinking about working on a prologue to Star Ocean: The Last Hope, that will take place appromixatly 10-5 years in the past. I will update if I reason that this topic is ... not so contraversial that I don't get hate mail if I decide to write this.


Take care, guys. I'll be stalking you.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/24548391/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/24548391/ Sat, 02 May 2009 13:02:02 PDT contest, so check that out when you have the chance.

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I'm starting a new story about the huge gap intertwining with my character Markyos's past. It's called Tales of the Ancient and it's a pretty big project so far, as I have schemed. Background info is on my featured article. I recommend you read that to get a short history lesson before you dive into the first part of the prologue, which I will post tomorrow. The prologue is around 100,000 before the 'resent' day. The main story is around 200-150,000 years before present day.

Inspiration list:
Star Wars
Elder Scrolls Oblivion
Tales of Vesperia
Star Fox

Enjoy. All ya guys know I never die.

~Bain

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/23391381/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/23391381/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 23:22:36 PST
Hello everyone, just another update to my journal.

I'm doing the spring play this year, which is why I've been lacking in updates (that and I got a new MMO and the Spring 360 game rush)part 5 of the Prologue of TotA is the last one before I move onto the real story. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HELP OUT IN ANY WAY,(PICTURES, MAPS, COLORFUL CCS..) SEND ME A NOTE ON HERE OR COMMENT ON MY JOURNAL and we will discuss it.

Also, if anyone knows any good sites to post this story on, note me and inform me. When I write enough I'd like to submit my story to them(s).

Good day everyone!



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I'm starting a new story about the huge gap intertwining with my character Markyos's past. It's called Tales of the Ancient and it's a pretty big project so far, as I have schemed. Background info is on my featured article. I recommend you read that to get a short history lesson before you dive into the first part of the prologue, which I will post tomorrow. The prologue is around 100,000 before the 'resent' day. The main story is around 200-150,000 years before present day.

Inspiration list:
Star Wars
Elder Scrolls Oblivion
Tales of Vesperia
Star Fox

Enjoy. All ya guys know I never die.

~Bain

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/20621044/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/20621044/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:04:49 PST

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I'm starting a new story about the huge gap intertwining with my character Markyos's past. It's called Tales of the Ancient and it's a pretty big project so far, as I have schemed. Background info is on my featured article. I recommend you read that to get a short history lesson before you dive into the first part of the prologue, which I will post tomorrow. The prologue is around 100,000 before the 'resent' day. The main story is around 200-150,000 years before present day.

Inspiration list:
Star Wars
Elder Scrolls Oblivion
Tales of Vesperia
Star Fox

Enjoy. All ya guys know I never die.

~Bain

Predicted next update 10/28/08 (note that predicted update may not be exact update)

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/20489131/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/20489131/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 12:38:31 PDT told me to.

Original Character meme
1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag as many people as you'd like!
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

1: Characters:
1. Bain
2. Markyos
3. Samuel
4. Gareth
5. Jacen (maturized)

2: Boy or girl?
Bain: Dude, dude oO;
Markyos: Male.
Samuel: I got the stick.
Gareth: ... what do I look like to you..
Jacen: Guy.

3: How old are you?
Bain: 53, and still young.
Markyos: umm...-gets history papers- 237,556...
Samuel: Barely over 20.
Gareth: heheh, 2...
Jacen: 17..yippie kiyaya mother f**k

4: What's your height?
Bain: 5'9'' Mobian standard
Markyos: Heheh... 6'2''Mobian standard.
Samuel: 5'10'' MBS.
gareth: Same as Bain.
Jacen: 5'8'' MBS.

5: Are you a virgin?
Bain: -rolls on the floor laughing-
Markyos: Ugh oO; ..how old am I...ok...now calculate the chances of me being a virgin.
Samuel: One time, I did this thing, where -silienced-
Gareth: I invented sex.
Jacen: ...No... I did my mom..

6: Do you have any kids?
Bain: One, my son Jacen.
Markyos: I plan to..before I die.
Samuel: H-to the no-to the hell no.
Gareth: An offspring? .. Nah.
Jacen: ... I'm 17..
7: What's your favorite food?
Bain: Hot freakin' wings bitch! =O
Markyos: Oh? ..Bison Steak..with chicken and beef stew and nachos and cheese sauce.. >>;
Samuel: Nothing better then a slice of pizza.
Gareth: I haven't eaten in a while... umm.. a girl part..
Jacen: Tacos! =3

8: What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Bain: Vanilla
Markyos: Ice Cream?
Samuel: Strawberry...I own you.
Gareth: Sexberry.
Jacen: Choco loco =3

9: Do you hate anyone?
Bain: ... Myself.
Markyos: That fool of a man Zyreal.
Samuel: Anyone who talks trash when I kick their ass.
Gareth: Abstinent people..
Jacen: I dunno D=

10: Have any secrets?
Bain: More then I've revieled so far..
Markyos: I'm two millenia old...no sh!t
Samuel: Yes but they don't involve closets..
Gareth: Secrets? What secret could possibly rot my attitude even further..
Jacen: I did my mom?

11: Do you love anyone?
Bain: Dani ~ And oh yes intimus to Omen ~ ..and all the other common loves.
Markyos: Heh.. Aura..
Samuel: My father, he's a very respectable man.
Gareth: Bealze, that bitch is whack.
Jacen: My family..

12: What is your job?
Bain: A radio DJ, TV stuff...I used to airboard, and street race..
Markyos: I'm a.. -reads a paper- lawwwyyerr..
Samuel: Beating people up for cash. That's how we do it here.
Gareth: Kidnapping hot girls, making them hotter, then having them be my slave =3
Jacen: To save teh worldz!

13: Any powers or weapons?
Bain: -smirks- All the powers of Goku and Shadow.
Markyos: My lightsaber...and what he said.
Samuel: My fists.
Gareth: The very essence of darkness...-shrugs-
Jacen: My green sabeh.. gift from Obsidian.

14: What do you do to relax?
Bain: Have sex... simmer down, watch tv..
Markyos: Shimmer in a hot spring..-sigh-
Samuel: Nice hot shower after a fight...watching the blood come off of ya..
Gareth: Hmm... have 5 girls gimme a full body massage..and I mean full..
Jacen: Play Xbox Live..

15: What do you think your life expectancy is?
Bain: If I don't die by succubus...or get that disease.. probably another 100,000...
Markyos: ....good lord...
Samuel: I live till I die...simple.
Gareth: As long as the word sex lasts.
Jacen: Hoping to see the year Rosey dies.

16: What is your opinion of the opposite sex?
Bain: Professionals in not understanding... but yet...very very hawt...and awesome...and hawt..
Markyos: If they know their roles, they can be pleasent people to talk to.
Samuel: They don't know how to fight, but they know how to make you tap..
Gareth: The best thing in the world.
Jacen: Hmm...I'll get back to ya on that.

17: Now what are you going to do?
Bain: Gonna try airboard sex..
Markyos: Get back to my meditation that you interupted..
Samuel: Get my money... from you.
Gareth: Slither back in the darkness? And no I'm not talking about WoW addiction.
Jacen: Sneak off to Obsidian's place.

18: What is your color?
Bain: Blue.
Markyos: White.
Samuel: Blood.
Gareth: Purple.
Jacen: Green.

19: Got a theme song?
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I'm going to try to get something started up here..

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School started two weeks ago for me and my mood right now is like a damn short fuse.

I missed the bus again, second time in two weeks. My new bus driver is an idiot and always stops the fucking bus at different times just to piss me right the fuck off. It's only a matter of time before my heart turns black.

Shout-out to all the friends who so solemnly forget me when I'm gone, oh yeah well if you think I'm bitching my weight around let me ask you this..do you so oftenly say...hi? ...then I'd say hi back.


Shout out to my failure fuck self, no one reads my story and after 5,000 requests to different people no one has kept their promises, thanks guys, I'm laughing in fire right now.

I'll be seeing you later..[/s]


Sorry, I blew a fuse...meh and I apologize.

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Whassup, and the reason why I've been gone, well, honestly I have no reason, I was a lame, lazy SOB to go on here and do my thing, to my partners that makes me sad. Oh well.


I have a YouTube account now, 00BainStriker00, check out my funny vids, COMMENT!

I'm going to try to be more active, can't garuntee it, tata for now.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/13265193/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/13265193/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:28:23 PDT because of certain issues >>; *cough* family *cough*


So anyway I went to the dentist yesterday and he said I can take my braces off by August or something, mewww!!! ut I had to take what he called the shortcut..

So here I am with 1 booster, 2 energy bands, and 2 ten gauge 'rhino heavy duty' elastic in my mouth.

Thenk god it's summer >>;

I'll be writing more of my story as the summer progresses, but right now, if ANYONE has Phantasy Star Universe, they are going to be celebrating Sonic's 16th birthday, they'lll be food, parties, and...parties ^^ dun miss it.

I'm off to play Halo 3 before it dissappears bye bye.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/13093485/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/13093485/ Fri, 25 May 2007 20:29:14 PDT






ANyway, around June 3-4 is going to be my true return to Deviantart, last thing on my list I have to take care of..

is a vacation


I'm going to Disney World for a week, basiclly to re-shape myself and have a lot of fun. If your reading this I'm probably in Florida right now. But I have a camera, and I'm bringing it, so I'll be documentarying my trip.


Also, they have this place called Disneyquest where I can probably acess the internet, so I'll place logs in this journal about how my trip is going.


Peopl on my cell phone, expect calls.


And I'll seeyah around June 3-4~

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12941146/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12941146/ Sun, 13 May 2007 11:48:58 PDT
To who may concern, I'm doing alright, stress level is lowering and summer is coming so that means more Bain on DA! ...I hope is good o0;

Umm, like I said before, I'm going to Disney World between May 30th and June 4th, 5th, or 6th, so I'll probably be gone unless I get my hands on a laptop.


I got exams next wekk but I believe I have skipped them all! 8D Not sure yet though, I have to check, but if I do then school next week I'll do nothing, then summer. This week is the final normal week of my school year. I can't wait to get out damnit.

well... enjoy my chapter, be seeing ya.

~Bain


PS: Does anyone know how to use CSS and can teach me? Much thanks

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12720817/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12720817/ Sat, 12 May 2007 00:12:37 PDT

I'm gonna try and take it easy over the couple of days. I have a total of 2 weeks until summer break for me, I cannot wait expect me on every day then. I'm going to DISNEY! BETWEEN BARCH 25- TO JUNE 3RD, SO YEAH. I'm gonna try to bring a laptop with me.


You friends are my life and my love. I need to get some rest now, so bye.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12607905/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12607905/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 15:57:58 PDT

I want to apologize for my absense.


It seems that I now have time to do what I want to do, so I'll be on DA more. Yeah I gotta get into Sonic again, I've spent too much time away from the thing that gives me purpose on this planet. MY STORY! lol, So I hope to get some of that done. Well, gotta rest again, I'l see ya tomarrow or something.



~Your friendly neighborhood hedgehog, Bain.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12238287/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/12238287/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 21:01:33 PDT
My story is coming along very slowly for one reason: Because every time I have spare time, I'm too worn out to write. I gotta be in the writing mood to write. So I might release Chapter 1 and 2 at the same time in payment for you people waiting too long for my story. I apologize for that. So far, the writing's been slow and choppy.I gotta edit tons of things in it, and gotta revise it back and forth for it even to make sense X.X I should have at least one chapter out in a couple of weeks.


I gotta head off now, hope you guys are patient enough to withstand all this, seeyah.


~Bain out.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11988984/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11988984/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 21:00:16 PDT
My story is coming along very slowly for one reason: Because every time I have spare time, I'm too worn out to write. I gotta be in the writing mood to write. So I might release Chapter 1 and 2 at the same time in payment for you people waiting too long for my story. I apologize for that. So far, the writing's been slow and choppy.I gotta edit tons of things in it, and gotta revise it back and forth for it even to make sense X.X I should have at least one chapter out in a couple of weeks.


I gotta head off now, hope you guys are patient enough to withstand all this, seeyah.


~Bain out.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11337709/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11337709/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 14:23:52 PST All of my friends are talking about how happy they are and crap, how lucky they are or some @#!@#$!; and they totally left me behind. Can you believe what happened, they just left me. Like this one friend I had, Charlie. he's a total ass now ever since he got his lubby dubby gf. He's not even a ladies man, he does nothing for women, yet the little @#!@#! gets his peices, and I'm left with jack freakin' nothing.
I shoved him into a trashbin and chalkboard yesterday. I want to fight him, I want to beat him up, I want to break something in his skull because I can't hlep myself, I'm so envious, I want to make him feel my pain inside..

Valentine's Day...heh...thanks for the memories!....they sucked.


I've decided to change the rules for my character recruiting. The only thing I'll change now is the current situation they are in. The offer still holds: Send me a message about your character, or yourself, describtion, personality, and lifestyle, and I might put it into my series. I only got 2 so far, so...it would be nice if I get around 6. Although I will have to think about it before I put them in.



Oh, and another thing. I am...slightly better portraying male characters. I can portray female but not as good as male.(duh, I'm a guy) so yeah..

~Bain out.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11229069/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11229069/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 00:24:20 PST
I will start writing the prolouge for my series, but I don't know how to advertise it properly. I just hope more than one person reads the damn thing, I'd hate to work on it for nothing..



I'm stressed out, even when I'm off of school, because the htought of coming back....tears me apart. Things aren't what they used to be..all my friends that used to be all cool with me and crap(online) are now just ...distant, and the fac that Mega still hasn't come back...still..




I miss him, I really do...and I miss the summer...damn...seems like I'm never satisfied with what I get...I feel so alone 'cus no one is on and I've been alone the entire week...and it sucks, I want company...I can't reach my friends on the phone and..it just sucks.



So yeah I might get my lazy ass moving sooner or later...but I have to overocme this feeling I have first..

Need support...Bain signing off.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11119722/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11119722/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 18:15:59 PST

Umm...well Chrismas Break ends Wednesday, so I'm gonna start drawing then. And I'm planning on writing a story, it won't be a fanfic style story though, and it has to do with our favorite black and green hedgehog in his years as a Freedom Fighter ((0-25 or so years AA which is After Ark)) it won't be in fanfic style though, I will explain further later.

Current Art Projects: starting one on a Christmas Contest

Current Story: The story I'm talking about, sorry, no hints on what it is yet!

Current life?: Ok..coul dbe better but thank god it's not like it was..


Current Mood: School goes out tomarrow till the 4th!



Current Role? Sonic, no duh!



I'm trying to learn all of the tricks of the trade with DA, got any advice? Comment!




~Bain_Striker

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11119701/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11119701/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 18:13:57 PST

Umm...well Chrismas Break ends Wednesday, so I'm gonna start drawing then. And I'm planning on writing a story, it won't be a fanfic style story though, and it has to do with our favorite black and green hedgehog in his years as a Freedom Fighter ((0-25 or so years AA which is After Ark)) it won't be in fanfic style though, I will explain further later.

Current Art Projects: starting one on a Christmas Contest

Current Story: The story I'm talking about, sorry, no hints on what it is yet!

Current life?: Ok..coul dbe better but thank god it's not like it was..


Current Mood: School goes out tomarrow till the 4th!



Current Role? Sonic, no duh!



I'm trying to learn all of the tricks of the trade with DA, got any advice? Comment!




~Bain_Striker

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11043697/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11043697/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 18:37:37 PST
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Every single day something good happens in the beginning but then something just bad happens, just plain BAD. My temper and my conscience have been in a big fight since I don't know when..everyone thinks I'm holding up and everyone thinks I'm fine but hell, I ain't. I had a chance in my life and I just blew it. Like one said "Kicking shadows down the street for every mistake I've ever made.."

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I can't help but just hate myself...jeese you know others feel that but if you'e seen what I've been through you would think differently...god I hat ebeing depressed near Christmas time...I have no Christmas spirit what so ever....I got only like 2 people to say "Merry Christmas" to...hell I can't even get myself to say that. I haven't compliemented myself in 8 months...and I'm sick of people going up to me and pushing me around and making fun of me..they rub it in and always remind me of my mistakes..


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I'm sorry if this entry made some people mad about me..or sad..but I can't help it I need to get this out I can't..hid eit all the time...I actually cried on a good friend's cell phone call last night..I can't..friggin'...stop it.

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Sometimes I smile and sometimes I might seem like I'm doing fine but every day it always comes back..and now my closest friends are starting to have problems, and deaths are starting to occor..I feel so sorry for them...I wish I could do things more than just type "everything is going to be ok" I wish I could be the hero..instead I'm just lonely and...left, and, I just feel that way so bad right now this house is so quit..>.>..

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And now I can't get any support because the people that supported me before are now miserable themselves...and they just want to shove me off because they are sick of listening to me...I'm sorry, jeese...I can't freaki'n' help it, I'm tough enough to take it but not for this long, AND IT'S CHRISTMAS!


One of my closest friends hasn't been on in a month and...it scares me...I've planned for months on what to do on his birthday, well his b-day was december 4th, and he was still gone. And tha tonce again devestated me, and made me realize how long I've gone without him....let's see...2 and a half months now..and to think, his last e-mail was about how everything was gonna be fine and that he would be on the next day..he never got on..


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Just so everyone knows, if I'm doing fine? The answer is no I'm not. i've lost nearly almost everything that kept me going back then..and things keep reminding me and it just makes it worse...I don't what to do, like..I'm so tired of suffering...


I won't kill myself or anything...that I can garuntee you...but right now my Christmas time has so far been black..I am in no Christmas spirit..it's supposed to be the happiest time of the year but it ain't...-sighs- who the crap is reading this anyway?



I gotta go....I've said enough...I just wanna, I don't know, rest...bye everyone, if anyone.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11018987/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11018987/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 15:20:50 PST .> so..it sucks, big time..


Been thinking about writing another story but I don't think it'll have any impact..I'm not involved in anything yet. And the only thing I can think of right now is hate, and that's not cool..I should wait until Christmas break before doing any writing or voice acting..or basiclly anything..//:: I've also been thinking of another SRPG story but whatever, it's not like they'll co-operate with the story, I always gotta raise my voice to keep the order there, but most of the people who are still there are reasonable.

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Why do people who deserve popularity don't get it? Or people who deserve recognition. Like the time I was on the baseball team and we became District Champions..they blamed one player for it and left the whole team behind..I played First Base damnit, and I made up 1/4 of the team's effort, but they gave it all to one guy, all to the 'hot baseball jock' ....teh, whatever.



I'm trying to figure out how to pimp my profile page out...like add pics and backgrounds and all that....anyone help me? I feel very un-reconized >.> <.<.



I got sooo much homework and I am sooo stressed out right now..I have a Spanish project that I have to do in one day, one friggin' day and the teacher won't stop yelling at me, telling me how 'lazy and un-responsible' I am..she should see this page...I am responsible damnit but I don't like being forced to do things, then I get lazy. -sighs-...work sucks, agreed?


I gotta do my damn homework and it'll take hours...I hope I feel comfy here soon....signing off.

]]> ~Bain-Striker http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11007636/ http://Bain-Striker.deviantart.com/journal/11007636/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 15:28:19 PST
I got some friends here, hopefully they'll know I joined and add me. err...feel nervous..


I have a forum called SRPG, a free place to just post your fan character and roleplay. Unfortunatly, with someone HACKING MY WEBSITE! I had to re-create it, so it's not that big right now but we are working on it..


I hope to be a fullt-ime member..and uhhh I feel alone here so I'm just gonna end this right now.Bain signing off.

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