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Love to any I've missed.

Peace to any I've seen.

Banes_Cadre@hotmail.com ; Always available

And Remember:

"I Hold No Shame in the Things I talk to, and the People I do."

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/19737377/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/19737377/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 13:42:04 PDT
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Oh, Mortum take me so, take me so, take me so...
Anywhere you go, where you go, let me go..
I've heard the calling so, tells me no, tells me no...
But my heart already know, my hate grow, I let it grow...

So, Mortum take me so, hold me so, don't let go...
And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, I shall know...
If my love existed so, I shall know, suffer so...
If any hold me low, for I was slow, oh too slow...

And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, yes I'll know
If they cared for me as so, yes I'll know, oh I'll know...

If they ever let me go, if they said so, they did so...
Mortum loves me so, all I know, forever so...

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I wish to be a lord, I wish to hold a throne
I wish to point my subjects to live their very own
I wish to be a saint, I wish to be a tree
I wish to provide shade to leave them cool and free

I pray to free my heart, I pray to free my eyes
I pray I can one day smile without thought to demise
I pray to one day fly, I pray to one day see
I pray I can see my heart seeing naught but others' glee

I know my many wishes, I know my solemn prayer
I know if I descend this throne that I'll become a slayer
I know I've fooled you all, I apologize, I'll go
Perhaps it takes a fool's life to believe I have a soul

But remember all I've taught you, No matter my own fate
Only hearts full of warmth will leave your life sate
For I found a life of my very own
Even though it's false to me, I pray it's smiles I've sewn

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Although it may seem strange to thee
My heart is a vault with no lock or key
My pains expressed freely are your own, you'll see
For your love has strayed into me.

What am I?

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/19623573/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/19623573/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 13:10:33 PDT
Wrote poetry. T_T

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Oh, Mortum take me so, take me so, take me so...
Anywhere you go, where you go, let me go..
I've heard the calling so, tells me no, tells me no...
But my heart already know, my hate grow, I let it grow...

So, Mortum take me so, hold me so, don't let go...
And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, I shall know...
If my love existed so, I shall know, suffer so...
If any hold me low, for I was slow, oh too slow...

And I'll forever know, yes I'll know, yes I'll know
If they cared for me as so, yes I'll know, oh I'll know...

If they ever let me go, if they said so, they did so...
Mortum loves me so, all I know, forever so...

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Okay, not the best...

BUT! I was fatigued, tired beyond wits, and therefore an all knowing god for all that is right.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/19129930/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/19129930/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:50:47 PDT
]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18847688/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18847688/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:27:23 PDT
I only mean in the world that most are subject to here. Actions.... circumstances... things that are visible and felt...

...not thought...feeling... and deeper senses

there's a wierd correlation between the two; what happens underneath in thought and motivation and feeling, affects the world of action and circumstance and surface

...However, some choose to completely block out that underlining feeling

some choose to completely oversee deeper logic, so it only registers subconciously

Reason.
Thought.
Feeling.
Motivation.
Drive.

...when they start focusing on actions instead, and what they are taught are right and wrong actions, instead of motivation, that is the world I can not "play" in too well, or choose not to. It's what most consider the Unfair world.

...and all too often...

...when one's given up on the underlying motivation, and feeling and thought...

they only hurt and take it out on the surface.

They vice themselves utterly by blocking out the underlining values... and Completely subject themselves to the "unfair" world. These are typically the beings that have suffered much in the underlining feelings and motivations... or that have given up utterly / devoted themselves away from it.

It tends to be these souls that begin acting without full thought to consequence. THey make our lives miserable, because They are miserable. When they can't see deep enough, they have nowhere else to turn.

Soon, they take up the taint of the unfair world.

And they suffer forever more, in their beloved feelings.

It's so very simple to show them the way out; Ask them why. And know how to guide them back.

You'll be surprised how much, even without your help, the mind can recover just by learning about itself.

It ends the confusion in much... and brings back that sense of being at peace. Because you know Why you do things.

Anyways... more tired thoughts for the night. Rest well, all.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18733548/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18733548/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:43:48 PDT
I, am Bane Wraith. Pretty much my sole existence online... has been in trying to help and protect my friends, and those with the ability to care.

A lie, is one simple thing; It is a target that does not exist.

When something you care for is a lie, It tells the person one strict thing; There is nothing worth caring for. you've just shown that person that it's not worth it. That they care for nothing... and even hurt others, through deception.

... things you care for, to show caring no longer matters...

...things you fight for, to learn you never truly defended another...

...things you experience, to know that a portion of your existence is based on falsities...

When in full honesty... you'll never truly know if the fabricator of such a falsity, suffers as much as you do. These are the beings that truly need your help and care and meaning... yet they've chosen a path that throws that away.

Does a being that feigns death... truly deserve it?
Does a being that shows false face... deserve a true one?
Does a beign that "cries wolf"... deserve a wolf to cry about?

Truly not, for I am the Blind Fool.

If my love is a lie... then so is my heart.
If her dangers were a lie... then so is my aid.
If her sadness were a lie... then so are my tears.

This pain is the worst pain there is. However, it is my own pain. May no others feel a pain as pure as this. It is a pain that does not exist.

Behold the words of a true love, to lover:

...Everything I've ever experienced with you, is being confronted right now. My entire image of you, and everything I've done. And in every single case... it does not matter. If you are you, I love you. If you have lied about every single bit... Then I would still love you. I'd help pull you away from that lie, or die trying

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18670345/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18670345/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 21:16:06 PDT
Anyways, this is how it went:

Is it to your belief, that you can know any person "Perfectly"?
<>
And why is it that you can not know a person "Perfectly"?
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What indicates to you what's going on through that person's mind?

...

typing, talking, facial expressions, tone, gestures...

All these things allow you passage to a person's mind.

...How are all these things Related to the person's mind?

They are all Created.

Every single movement they have, dream they experience, ...Every single thing that that mind creates, gives us hints as to how that mind works. The trick is to realise how, and why.

Whether it's fiction, RP, direct conversation, or a letter... Every word you read from another online... should be conceived as an image, created by that person. If it's a depressed image, then often that person is depressed. Happy story, that person tends to be happy. etc. Online you don't have the previledge of real sight or smell or tone or voice or eyes or aura...

...However, you never, Ever take a product of one's mind, to be the true thoughts in one's mind. Even written words, and chatting online, because as close as they come, they are still not complete.They are a selection of many, many images (words) in a compilation

Feelings can be represented, or about as close as it possibly can be, through a wide array of images...

Many beings online will post and write only what they wish others to hear. Yet, what they write, is still purely a fabrication, derived from their mind. Recognizing the patterns in their writing gives us moods, mindsets, etc. You know this much.

By toying with that front, you often see what's causing it...

They can, by pure curiosity, take on a lying or depressed persona, Just to see how others React... These personas have one thing that makes them easy to detect; They're "Perfect". Or rather, attempts at a flawless mind. By toying with that front, and reaching out to the mind behind, you often see what's causing it...

...a disability, for example, can vary in depth... ...you can conciusly conjure a disability... very, very, simply, if you know the right array of images to show, to represent it. Words, tone, action, etc... ...but as such, it's often very easy for one to guess it; it's a concious creation, and no matter how well you can back it up, another concious mind has the ability to take it down.

Learn the art well, and you can make a difference in that person's life, by predicting, learning, analysing, and flat out following your gut.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18649770/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18649770/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:34:24 PDT
Potency.
Love.
Care.
Impulse.
Action.
Drive.
Strife.
Trust.
Karu.

Feel, Experience, Drive.

Loomshade...

Confusion
Dissuasion
Panic
Unworth
monster
Hollow
Anguish

Forget, Break, Rest.

When love has lost all meaning
I rest, solemnly, in the pit
Free of all desires
Lost of all feeling...
Yet still chained to this world
Wanting me desperately to be something I'm not
Or am I?

During these times, I loom in darkness, I record, not my angst, but the rot of time.
And here I'll remain like cloudy sky... as all strife passes me by. I am in essence... Loomshade..

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18365619/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18365619/ Sat, 17 May 2008 10:51:31 PDT

RULEZ!!

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4. In the end tag and name 8 people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.
6) No tag backs >=3

my 8 Facts
1) I have mood swings, at random times, between Powerful, Pained and Pissed.
2) I've witnessed sex, but never had it. (Virginity!)
3) I practically only meet friends through friends.
4) I wear a ring, as the only piece of jewelry I have.
5) I've discovered walks at night to be fulfilling.
6) I am an occultist. I am a poet. I am Wordsmith in training.
7) I plan to fly away to meet someone dear to me.
8) I'm captivated by vampirism.

And I shall tag: (To be updated)

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18360109/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18360109/ Sat, 17 May 2008 00:14:56 PDT
----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Bane Wraith
- Single or taken: A bit of both. This ring says "promised"
- Gender: Male
- Birthday: December 28th 1989
- Sign: Capricorn
- Hair color: Dirty Blonde, turning darker
- Eye color: Hazel, shades often changing
- Height: 6'2
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight. Seriously. I am. Really.

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- favourite place to shop for clothes?: I rarely shop...
- Favorite designer? Don't have one
- What is your sexiest outfit?: ...Please say you didn't just ask that...
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: 90% of all I wear, save a few pairs of dress pants
- What do you usually wear?: Black jeans, black shirts, black hoodie

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: The cheap kind.
- What are you listening to right now? Corvus Corax: Fortuna
- Who is the last person that called you?: My beloved Karu, and her boys <3
- How many buddies are online right now?: 1...2...27. Roughly 4 I talk to regularly.

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Souvlaki, Steak, Pineapples, Apples (Macintosh), wide assortment
- Girls names: ((To be added))
- Boys names: ((To be added))
- Subjects in school: English. I found this wonderful course in short stories..
- Animals: I'm thus far a canine person...

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: Never
- Smoked?: Nope.
- Bungee jumped?: I'll put it on the insanity list.
- Made yourself throw up?: Negative.
- Skinny dipped?: ...You're trying to plant these thoughts, aren't ya?
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Sadly... I can rarely bring myself to tears.
- Pictured your crush naked?: ...This a trick question? Yes.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: ... *sad moment for society* Yes.
- Cried when someone died?: Very much so.
- Lied: Yeah. I take heavy thought on it.
- Fallen for your best friend?: she was... *sigh* Not really.
- Rejected someone?: Painfully.
- Used someone?: ...Eat your words.
- Done something you regret?: For however much I pain, there are only a few things I regret.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: Black jeans, T-shirt and hoodie.
- Desktop picture: Dear Ayame... may you rest in peace.
- CD in player: No CDs.
- DVD in player: Nada

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: Myself
- Hugged: None
- You IMed: Karu
- Talk to online: Mint
- Sex it up with: Kar-...err... Nobody.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: Try.
- Open-minded: To a great deal, I am. To the rest, I try.
- Arrogant: ...Have to kill off that ego a few times...
- Insecure: I'm a blind fool. What do you expect?
- Random: ...It's always appreciated, but sometimes I lack.
- Hungry: Nah. Sated.
- Smart: I don't judge.
- Moody: I love when I am... sadly, not now.
- Organized: where it counts, otherwise no.
- Shy: ..um... I guess...
- Difficult: ...?
- Bored easily: I don't get much chance.
- Obsessed: The Occult, my writings, my spells, and my friends.
- Angry: At Steller. Otherwise, nah.
- Sad: The only pains I see, are between thee... The rest I feel.
- Happy: Sad, and slightly content.
- Hyper: Very, very rarely... but incredible when I am.
- Trusting: I wish it'd stop being used.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

- Kill? Nobody.
- Slap? Steller. Then Zarka. Then Nimron, Renee, Kori, Ria...
- Get really wasted with?: Zarka. Then Nimron, Renee, Kori, Ria...
- Get high with: never tried.
- Talk to offline: My beloved...
- Talk to online: Everyone.
- Sex it up with: My beloved... wait... damn voyeurs...

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: have morning wood!
- Love is: Worth it.
- I dream about: hazy compilations... becoming a vampire... or other.
- Sexual preference: ...?
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Character, otherwise Attitude.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
- Flowers or candy: Candy.
- Tall or short: Doesnt matter

---------------•... ]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18151939/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18151939/ Sat, 03 May 2008 16:28:16 PDT
Actually, I'm writing this at 999.

Thank you, the first person to see this!

EDIT: And the winner is... Rhynn! Thank you Rhynn ^_^
*Shameless spamming on messenger services also to be thanked*

When souls find refuge, from the evils of binds
When beings find confusion ravaging their minds
There will become a new path, an existence profound
In the order of Bane, life turns around...

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18085589/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/18085589/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:16:53 PDT Sometimes, you just fall.
Sometimes, you gently sink.
Sometimes, you're tugged.
...other times, you let yourself wander into the depths.
but it's almost certain now. The only way for me is down.

...I have friends to pick back up.

Bane, here. A salutations to you all, amongst the occult, who have made their own precious self discoveries, and preparations for the grim (or promising) future ahead. Believe you me, so long as you follow the illusion of time, it is relentless. it begins to weigh heavy on me, as every day I wish the next would hurry up and follow...

...Awaiting the day I meet my love, and discard my fears...

Anyways. I had this odd little journal entry here, that I felt like sharing for some odd reason. Apologies to any of you that find it to just be gibberish, or some deathly sinister warning to the future of all mortals.... but... here:

<<<

Heathens of the heart, Listen:

There is no religion
If you need a god to worship, worship your body
For all the things it has done for you
and all the things you allow of it

For your body is weak and frail.
And you take the bodies of others constantly
It is your beacon to this world, and sensitive.

And your will, is always maliable
Constantly under influence, For you must learn
But it is your environment that decides the variation of your lessons

Deaf of the heart, Listen:

You are not alone
And others have seen the beauty of your existence
But you show them evils
You show yourselves evils
You do not follow your heart
And you toy with the hearts of others
In this carefree world

Betrayers of the heart, Listen:

This is your doom;
Do not hurt what you can not kill.
Your existence persists
Learn

We have felt your pains.
In their nature we have had no choice
You are not benign in heart
You are a virus
But you are beyond the evils you have shown
If you do not follow your heart
And do not follow what is given to you
And do not show balance
You are beyond your own happiness

Feel the pains of one who has hidden his heart
For the one, he finds it painless
And he constantly takes the pains of others
In his triumph, over himself
But the secrets of his heart are never concealed
And he may indeed love
Past all the pains he takes.
And the pains caused by his selfish greed.

>>>


For any of you that have taken the time or interest to read... I wish you well. As for the rest... you'll never hear me say it. But it's there for you too.

PS:
Yes. I do actually think like this. to any of you out there that want to call me a drama king or deranged or deep or dark... just think of it as a wonder that I have learned to speak according to "normalities".

'cause, u no, I cna like so talk like TIHS if i wanted 2, lol.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17893423/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17893423/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:30:22 PDT
Ahwell. I've been tagged. Let's see here...

Tagged by ...

: rules :
1. tag min of 6 peeps & tell them in their page that they've been tagged
2. copy paste the tag and answer the questions
3. you can add your own favourite categories to the list

questions:
write your favorite from the following

01. family member............................ My Father
02. age........................................... 18 years
03. hair color.................................... dirty blonde
04. book.......................................... The Art of War
05. car........................................... None
06. shop.......................................... I don't shop
07. movie........................................ Blood Diamond (just one of many)
08. cafe.......................................... None
09. restaurant.................................. random buffets.... no pref
10. style of music............................. Various; Rock, techno, a few others.
11. band/singer/composer............... Nobuo Uematsu
12. dish........................................... a properly spiced, medium rare BBQed steak.
13. channel...................................... Comedy Network
14. tv show....................................... Dirty Jobs
15. computer program....................... Warcraft 3 (For the game DotA)
16. person "living"............................. Ah boy... must I get the list? Me, since I don't wanna answer.
17. style of photography..................... Whatever my friends make
18. form of art................................... Whatever my friends make
19. city other than ur own.................... I honestly have no clue.
20. country other than ur own.............. USA
21. activity......................................... Writing, RPing
22. sport............................................ Iunno. Maybe badminton.
23. hangout....................................... Walking streets at night
24. season......................................... Autumn
25. month.......................................... April
26. actor/actress................................ Johnny depp
27. game........................................... Super Smash bros.
28. song/piece of music...................... Wings of a Butterfly
29. material...................................... Skin
30. scent.......................................... unsure.
31. perfume/cologne.......................... Don't use
32. joke............................................ Depends on the mood
33. drink........................................... Hot chocolate
34. animal,bird,fish,insect,creature....... The owl and the rodent
35. part of ur body............................... Eyes
36. deviant.......................................... LaughingScarab for his art in jewelry
37. email host...................................... Yahoo
38. time of hour of the day.................... Twilight, before sunrise and after sunset
39. hobby............................................. RPing, caring for friends
40. hotel............................................. my room


I've tagged:
The rest are pending. XD Whoever bothers me first
<,<
>.>

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17859260/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17859260/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 04:17:38 PDT
forgiveness...

...there will always be the other. but it seems, that someone else's love, is the key

between...

...perhaps, it truly is in this sense that I am vampiric...
...and cursed.

Things could have just kept on.
And she would have kept on hurting, deep inside
Until the time came to pass... that she'd realise it went unreturned
Yet she fueled the very side she loved.

Was it worth it?


Bane here.
The Real Bane.

And let there be no mistake... I am a monster to the eyes of many, in the sense that I have just portrayed.

You will not see this side of me for long.
It holds no love.

...yet it manages to find affection

And there comes the Bane that cares.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17763187/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17763187/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 12:22:37 PDT
Heyo. Bane here, again.
Sorry... my ego took a rather nasty beating today. Twice. Seriously... that hurts!

One would not have been so bad. It's the words they use, though. One fellow... you simply can't find his alignment. Follow his words too far, and you can hurt yourself. He can really mess with your head, if you let him. ^_^ . But... friend, foe, malicious, mischievious, or otherwise, it was like a good workout exchanging words with him.

Heh... The second... Well, not too much to comment on. Girl. Good friend. Decided a good malicious attack on faith for no reason while I was aching, was the way to go. I'll get over it... I just hope she's alright.

...Atleast I had my ego shattered enough to let it drop without horrible consequence. XD

So... blah blah blah... while I sit here, resting up...trying my best not to contemplate the meaning of existence, and whether my life is a lie... (which I'm sure everyone does, at some point)... might as well make a journal of it.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17733023/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17733023/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 14:25:22 PDT
Hey guys! Just a random thought... things going back on track

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17602555/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17602555/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:42:31 PDT
April first, at midnight, would have been Ayame's birthday. We should do something special for her... together or alone.

She smiled in her last moments.

A moment of silence, April 1st, at midnight, will be appreciated by any.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17591824/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17591824/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 14:53:47 PDT
I don't expect anyone to enjoy.
Cravings.

The Wraith, squelched and blind
Seeks freedom from a bind
To awaken his blood and mind
The Wraith's spirit, he'll find

Let loose upon this plane
The Beast that is Bane
Humanity no longer disdain
The passion and power, insane.

For this day and night
Let power hear this plight
For allies, the Wraith shall fight
For enemies, Storyteller rid of blight

And once the cravings are sated
In Blood, spirit and eye
Beloved Bane roam free
to serve, protect, and comply

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17439297/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17439297/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:51:37 PDT
*sigh* I'll update soon enough with the whole story...

...needless to say, I may now finally say it loud and proud:

a friend of mine had rough gay sex with a cat demon.
I killed his father.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17353090/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17353090/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:51:40 PDT
...

No, I'm not committing suicide.

...

I can't believe you'd think that!

...

Anyways, yes... Another fine day of having an open mind, and another decent nap from sudden fatigue... I'm finally feeling much better. The headache, that began several months ago, that seemed to take up every moment of concious thought recently, has settled somewhat once more.

Probably be back in the morning. Ahwell. Heartache will probably overule by then. Followed by fatigue. ( Gods I'm optimistic! )

Wrote something random upon waking from my nap. I'm not sure if they're the exact words... but.. Eh...

Nothing Desire lets it Slide, Everything Passion lets it Pass

...Sorry, all, for the lack of beautiful contributions or wonderful poems. The right mood hasn't hit quite yet...

For any of the more "open minded" out there... Sorry to you too! Seriously, I messed myself up pretty bad... And I won't be trying Too much anytime soon, before learning a bit.

*stretch* Everyone... seriously. A rest goes a long way. Be well, mes amis... Be well.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17269894/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17269894/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 11:39:52 PDT
Anyways, even short circuited, my brain spews random rhyme...

Beware the Wraith, he holds vampiric bite...
he'll return one night...
Behold the Storyteller, who's will he forces...
he's learned his courses...
Behind, the Catalyst, who'll surely shine true...
Balance unto you...
...The Meddler, the Wanderer, the Poet, the Sane...
...All unto one, the grand wordsmith Bane.

...I'm cutting myself off for a wee while, before I spontaneously combust...

...Just in case, bring marshmellows.

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Consider me on pause, mes amis!

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17098854/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17098854/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 06:45:51 PST *ish happy*

Anyways, Back to the typical life...

...where are my friends, darn it! I have 0 local friends now, and it's starting to frustrate me ever so slightly. School is ever the more boring...

Ahwell, atleast I have these guys. Life chugs along, lessons being learned, logic an strategy to follow...

Speaking of which, do people typically write journals in the middle of class?
...?
...
...wonder how many people have already done a survey of such.

No... good music... good class... good day... good friends... Man this is good!

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17086340/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17086340/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 09:30:24 PST
1) spells can hurt
3) Cat demons aren't nice when they work for shapeshifters
2) Learning sucks
#) Learn to count
A) Know who your friends and stick with them
*) The next time you simoultaneously try to cast a spell on a trusted friend, while keeping another safe and talking when they're kidnapped... have soda on hand.
0.444) Avoid confessions to the open public.

...well, It's getting harder to keep track of things, now...

Anyways...the typical life is doing well. I can be glad for that. I just need to find a few new friends...

...So far, things sem to be going smoothly either way.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17068824/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17068824/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:55:40 PST DEMONS OF ALL AGES...

Welcome to the first All star brawl of your lifetime!

...In the southwest corner..

...Looming in despair, chaos erupt... the frustrations and pains manifested, friendship and trust issues galore...

Callin for a hurtin, yellin for a hug... Your one and only Demon and Heathen.... Somewhere off in the US.

...The Choat!

...And in the Northwest corner...

...the earthbound souls that just keep on ticking... prophecies of malice and despair, shapeshifters raping small children that turn their boyfriends to puppies... (Incest not being a major factor here)... Ticking time bombs, the ultimate daughter and mom...

...Japan's very own... The Ryu!

...On to the Northeast corner...

The Bystanders of power, tutors and friends of all ages... from necromancer to angel... vampire to human... The ones... the many... the web of fate...

...The Family!

And finally...

Ladies and gentlemen...

In the Southeast corner...

...Standing at a puny 6'2"... tossed to the world of the occult, as a bird to a clear glass window... The organizer of disaster, catalyst to cataclism...

Yours Truly...

The Bane Wraith!

...Let the Games Begin!

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17031267/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17031267/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 19:36:14 PST I ache, I sore
You've caused your pains
Come back for more!

Hear my woes
I live, I breath
You're still my friend
...Underneath...

This merely an outreach to a (you've guessed it) dear friend out there.

May he find his pains once again. Life beckons.

To the rest of you, heh, this isn't really a journal entry. I'vebeen getting intense headaches lately, and prolems all over... so... yeh.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17006081/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/17006081/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 14:36:53 PST
Amazing, that no more than 4 months ago, perhaps 5, I was still the same as every other human around me.

...Now, out there, I have a passionate friend... a glorious ally... a pseudo sister an her family... a blessed dark finesse with fangs... so many friends, allies, family...

...Then... the not so pleasant... demons trying to control free will... Not to mention my own mistakes, very similar in nature... ruthless attacks by one being or another, by the strange company the family attracts...

I know so much more. I have learned, and am learning...
Yet I still know nothing

"I leap, I dance, I kick, I pose... But it'd be nice, to feel more than my toes"

...Where's a teacher when you need them?
...Hope they enjoy my poetry.

...Ya. I'm going to stop there, for now, as it seems every time I ask for a lesson... I kind of get it the Hard way. XD

Ohwell! I hope I can get in touch with my local friends again. Gods I miss them all... I can't stay online forever. Even if the online world Is My domain... What would I have if someone decided they needed to come over and beat the shit out of me?

....you know... other than a really big stick...

---Update---

Yes... apologies to all the unfortunte eyes to read this
I apologize, for having written something in one of my incredible hubris moods... And in example, being subject to my excessive pride at the time.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16989971/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16989971/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 08:43:11 PST
...Meh. Honestly, Just when you think you have someone's ultimate demise all wrapped up... your friend gets raped by a shapeshifter. Woohoo for luck! Bah...

Anyways, those words have been cast, I don't know how well they'll be, or if they'll be set in stone... but Someone's seriously got to die, now. -_-

And bonus! My wiser friends are shifting in and out of the web. Ahwell. Atleast I Am learning something. Wish it'd be something that could help...

Bonus #2: Mundane life strikes again! Calculus test...Ugh...

Alright... I think I'm good in terms of rants, then. The poem I mentioned... Is done, is to my liking, but I don't think I'll post it quite yet.

This out to all my friends... Be well, mes amis!

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16974632/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16974632/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:31:59 PST
I've won.
...But at what cost?

There'll be a poem concerning my victory coming up soon, but it's not all too worthwhile.

And this... to the rest..

Sorry for the crappy work everyone XD "Eagle Eyed Sacrifice" didn't turn out Quite as well as I expected... seems I hid the emotion a Little too deep. Ahwell, Still something to read out of boredom. I should really try to limit myelf to "Quality" poetry, on here. The ones that take a period of time, a build-up of emotions and inspiration, to write. "Eagle Eyed Sacrifice" was conceived based on the concious will to put my emotions into a poem, rather than "letting" the words flow.

Maybe I should remove it... but it matters not. Plus, now I feel like posting random poetry around my school.

Enjoy guys!

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16958212/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16958212/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:02:47 PST
...The bastard that did this can feast on his own inners, for all that matters. For anyone actually keeping record of the poems I write, I thank you. This is actually the first place my works have been recognized at all. And I plan on future stories as well... as soon as life gives me a break from being a part in them!

For now, my journal's going to be on standby. This bastard hurt me deep... Confidence wavering some. But no matter, Perseverence.

Also, I wrote this:

Searing wrath taken, bestowed through shouts
Bits of trust earned, in minute bouts
Mayhem ensured, lessons divine
What wonderful things, these words of mine.

Votes, please, on whether to make a small deviation of it, or just a sig ^_^

Be well, all

]]> ~Bane-Wraith http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16940711/ http://Bane-Wraith.deviantart.com/journal/16940711/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 06:30:39 PST
Alright... I think I'll bite. Thanks, Jill, for inroducing me to DA, by the by... for... whatever reason you decided to drag me in here for. Hope you guys enjoy my works... I should REALLY get around to writing those stories...

Ahwell. Be well all. A safe journey to you.

]]> ~Bane-Wraith