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On the plus side I just recently acquired a new job. I am very excited. It doesn't pay as much as my previous job but that's alright. As long as I can help stabilize some of my financial troubles. Ever feel so helpless watching someone you care about stress and struggle over finances? Well that's been me ever since the Six Flags season ended in November. It just recently got worse but now I have a feeling things will pick up again and I can help my mom out.

College Applications: Dear lord. I've been worried about that. I've had two colleges in mind that I really wanted to apply to. Montclair and William Paterson. However, I one, have been too busy to journey to said colleges, and two, didn't have the money for the applications. But I now have the money...I just haven't visited, which I fear will hurt my chances. But i've talked to plenty of people about the colleges and I really like them. Anyways wish me luck .

Fanfiction: I haven't gotten the chance to update my stories which makes me a tad irked. Maybe over Christmas break, but by then i'll be knee deep in work and working on my Concentration for Ap Art. It's so complicated. Anyways, my real reason for popping randomly back onto this site was not only to rant but to finally put some new stuff up. So within the next few hours, possibly after finishing my World Lit Project, and Reading a few more chapters in Huckleberry Finn, I shall post some stuff up here for your viewing pleasure. It's mostly photography, no drawings. . But hopefully you'll all like it anyways. So Ja ne for now!

-Myah

]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/27511109/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/27511109/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:44:03 PDT
So i've gotten a hint that alot of people voted for me for Class artist. I hope i get it. I'm nervous though because there are some other amazing artists in my school.

Anyways i'm nervous because work is coming to an end soon. I'm excited for fright fest but i'm ore excited about Halloween. I'm stuck between being a pirate, a wonderland queen, a ninja, or a female version of Sora in his halloween town outfit! I can't decide but i've got various ideas lurking the corners of my twisted mind.

Anyways hopefully October will be better than sept. After watching a new Ep. of Glee i feel a bit more optimistic ^ ^

Ja ne All!


P.S. my mood is not rage...this stupid thing was taking too long to chnage

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WHAT THE EFF!

Are you kidding me? Please tell me i'm not going crazy and that other people saw the big shadow thingy behind Sasuke with the clawed hand that was sorta holding him in his palm! Then Karin has to go and say that Sasuke's chakra is darker than in his second curse stage. Second Suigetsu says he told Sasuke not to kill anyone. Hold on, reverse, rewind, pause, replay! what? Suigetsu...if Suigetsu knows not to kill people shouldn't Sasuke? I mean a while back it was Sasuke who gave Suigetsu the order not to kill anyone. And then back when he was training with Orochimaru he refused to kill any of the people he fought. I mean come on. Am i being delusional or does this all point to the fact that he was...er is at this moment in time being controlled.

It has to be. Madara should know well enough that Sasuke can't kill any kage. Especially a Kage with Guards beside him. So why not fuse him with a little bit of his power, take over his body and make it look like Sasuke is doing all the work. Make him take the blame. Which brings me to my next point. Now Sasuke is really screwed and I know there are alot of people who will be like 'ew hes an asshole he should be killed'...ladida. But I still happen to see some good left in him. He's just a bit confused...and it doesn't help that Madara is twisting and feeding off his anger. That just makes me more pissed. And the sad thing is...if he is being controlled how will anyone know? They'll think it was all him. God this Sucks!

IN other good news, how beastly did Kakashi and Yamato's enterance seem? Man i love Kakashi...he's so hot! lol I wonder what Madara is going to tell Naruto about Sasuke.

Oh and on the last chapter i must say again, WHAT THE EFF? Jesus can Sai mind his own damn buisness. But at the same time i'm glad he told Sakura because now she knows she can't rest the weight of the world on Naruto's shoulder's all the damn time. It's just not fair. Which brings me to my next point. I am a serious NaruHina fan. Yes eat it all you NaruSaku lovers, i don't give a damn! lol I just reread the chapter where Hinata confesses. Now that is someone who understands that Naruto is human and even though she didn't do much, she atleast tried to help instead of sitting on the sidelines and watching. God I love that girl, she is absolutely adorable. Now i really can't wait to see what happens when the two meet up again, because effing Kishi failed to have Naruto and Hinata have a little chat after her confession...so it's still unaddressed unfortunately.

*sigh* ah well, i feel i'm losing steam. I'm gonna go and post a chapter or Fanfic before I go to work so please let me know what you think about this little rant. Do you agree, disagree, do you even know what the hell i'm talking about? lmao.

Oh well

Ja ne!

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Hell I wasn't even home, I had to go house sit at my aunts house because she was away at a wedding. So i didn't get to even sleep in my own bed. It wasn't that bad but that's not what i wanted to talk about...*sigh* I've had this whole plan in my head about what I've been planning to do for college for months now.

But I've kept it to myself because i wanted to make sure i could make it would work. However my mom has been hounding me about it again today and so i told her my idea earlier than i had been planning to.

You see I've got a lot of money save for when i turn eighteen granted to me after an accident I had when i was little. My mom wants to use it to get a car and she's going to give me hers. However I've been planning on using the money to put towards my college funds. I don't want to have to take out a loan or any of that stupid shit. I'm also saving up money from each of my pay checks to put towards my funds. I plan on having a job while im at college too. ( I know you are all probably wondering where this is leading but I'm getting there).

I'm just trying to show her that I am trying to be responsible. I mean who wants to be in debt after they get out of school. At least I'll have a head start on things. I can get a car another time...but my education seems more important don't you think?

Anyways there are a few schools I've been looking at, but one specifically in Chicago. I've read up a little on it, and it has a great English program. I want to major in English by the way, and become an art minor. But anyways, I digress. My mom wants me to stay close, which is understandable but she's thrown crazy ideas at me. Like a month or so ago she suggested that i go to Princeton. I know I am not Princeton material. I am trying to look for a college that will fit me and my educational needs. That sounds reasonable right? I don't know, I'm just *sigh* I'm fed up.

Today at dinner she asked me a simple harmless question about my love life...which sort of exists at this moment *hides*. But you see I'm a very private person ( I know it doesn't seem like this right now but trust me i am). It's hard for me to talk about anything to anyone, except my cousin, but he and I have grown up together. But hell there are even things i can't tell him. My friends don't even know that much about what goes on in my relationships, its just embarrassing for me to talk about. Which leads to my mom freaking out on me. She told me that I am seventeen years old and i should be able to talk to her about topics like that.

Here's where it gets tricky. She told me that one of my best friends, the one I went away with, has a great relationship with her mother. And then proceeded to ask why i couldn't tell her anything. My mom and I have had this conversation numerous times. She tells me I don't talk to her. I tell her that I tell her things when i have something to say. Hell even my friends step dad knows that. He flat out said it to my mom, that if i don't have anything to say, I wont talk. Tell me how a man I hardly know, and only see once in a while when I'm over my friends house, knows that but my mom can't grasp that concept and I've been this way for seventeen years of my life?

Also heres another point, She compaired me to my friend. I'm NOT my friend. I love my friend Alee like she was my sister, just like my other best friend Chanel. But I am not them. I'm not my fucking god sister who seems to be perfect in my mother's eyes. Yes they might have a great relationship with their moms, but that's because they are more open about things. I'm just shy, i'm a private person, i choose what i want people to know and what i don't want people to know. But...but does that mean there is something wrong with me? I wish sometimes i could talk to her like them, but i can't. It's hard for me. But that must sound silly right? Maybe i need help or something? I don't know. I'm just sick of her always making me feel guilty and worthless because i can't talk to her the way she WANTS me too.

I feel horrible because moments after she up and tells me that i can go live in chicago if i want. And I was like It's just a school i'm looking at mom. But she said that after i turn eighteen she won't have to deal with me anymore, that she'll be done taking care of me. I feel stupid for crying, but that hurt. Why would someone...especially a mother ever say that. Me not talking apparently means i'm this horrible block of ice that can't be cracked and...ugh it just hurts. So much.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Please...if anyone is reading this, please respond. I need some serious a... ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/22314224/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/22314224/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 19:57:51 PST
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First of all I just want to wish everyone a Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year.

So oh man, I haven't done this in a while. It's pretty depressing to be honest. But anyhow, I haven't been updating pictures lately because:

1.) Been kinda busy
2.) Too lazy ^ ^
3.) I've been writing a bunch of stories.

Speaking of, just a few days ago I started my first SasuSaku fic (sorry for all those non Sasusaku shippers) on Fanfiction.net. It's called Once Upon a Dare(my sn is SweetMadnes92). I am currently working on chapter 4 if anyone cares to check it out.

The other story happens to be a side story. I'm hoping that if I actually finish it then maybe I can work on getting it published. I know it's a long shot but hey a girl can dream right?

On another note I just finished reading Naruto Chapter 430. I don't know why but it seemed so epic the first time I read it. Maybe it was because I was (and still am) listening to Fearless by Brand X Music, which is such an epic song that by default reading anything to that song would probably make it even more epic. >.> Anyways it was a good chapter, just not as realistic as I had hoped for. I mean I imagened that when Naruto came back he wouldn't have been as calm as he was. I mean come on, you come back to see your precious home and village distroyed. Maybe I'm the only dumbass that would have cried. But then again...Sakura wasn't crying...not trying to say that she's a crybaby or anything cuz I love Sakura (she's one of my fav character's)but she's probably the most realistic character in the manga and show. So *shrugs* I'm not sure what to think. And just because they showed Kakashi's body, does that mean he's alive or what? I want answers people! >.>

Also...what the hell happened to Team Gai? I mean I'll admit until Kishi showed them a few chapters back I forgot they weren't even there. But now we haven't seen anything from them. So Kishi...what happened? Seriously I'm starting to become disappointed with this manga and eventually the show. The only anime I've seen so far that blew me out of the water was probably Code Geass. I know there are others...but that one sticks out in my mind the most. Anyways I digress.

So what happened to Sasuke? To be honest for a while there I thought he was going to magically show up at the same time as Naruto, possibly form a team and fight Pein together. I know far fetched but seriously I can't tell anymore with Kishi. *sigh* I'm just not sure about anything anymore. But really I could have sworn when Naruto returned to the village it would have been alot more depressing. It's like Pein's attempts to cause heartache were completely worthless and futile. T T oh and is Tsunade going to die? Will Sasuke, Sakura and Naruto become the new Legendary Sannin? Oh yea and what happened to Kabuto/Orochi? Did I blank out or something or is he still around? *taps chin thoughtfully* who knows, who knows. So many questions and no answers. *shakes head*

So what do you guys think? I'm curious. Also quick and completely random question but I swear everytime I hear The Fray (Such an amazing band! ^ ^) I can see Naruto singing to them. I don't know why...it just seems like if Naruto were to ever do Karaoke he would sing to The Fray. I dunno maybe i'm crazy *shrugs* Oh well.

Ja ne

-Bankotsuluva7
-SweetMadness
-Myah ^ ^

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In other news i want to get school over with now T T lol. Also looking forward to getting a Job. I got my Permit on the 3rd ^ ^ woot woot! Also I plan on writting and finishing all my fanfictions this summer. But most of you probably wont see them unless you got to the same RP i do. But yea thats all for now Folks.

CYA! ^ ^

-Myah

]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/15064774/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/15064774/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 20:05:07 PDT
I've also moved to a new school...again..hopefully this will be the last time i move...its hard adjusting to. But its alright. I made the STEP team at my new school which is shocking cuz i've never stepped before this...Anyways...please comment on my nesw poem and pics. and if anyone likes to rp i'll send you the link to the RP site im on...anyways ttyl bye.

Here is my new poem: A Daisy in December

A Daisy in December
That is what I am
All alone in my cold infinity
I cry to thee…
A Daisy in December
That is what I am
All alone in the cold snow
Left to wallow in my sorrow…
I lie awake in my white abyss
Isolation is now my bliss
So long I’ve waited
Waited for the sun to shine
And to free me from the binds
Yet everyday the cold consumes my green
It freezes over my light until I wither away
To be nothing more than a memory
Hopefully one day someone will remember me

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" those who dont learn from history are doomed to repeat it"

"if winning isnt everything then why do we keep score"

" success isnt measured by what you have but by the opsticals you went through to achieve it."

i love those qoutes there are alot more but i cant remeber them right now...lol.

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anyways once again check out my gallery and please comment and even add some pics..i mean only if ya like them enough.. well im gonna got do something ...i dont know what but imma do it..lol


some quote my world history teacher put up on the board this week

" those who dont learn from history are doomed to repeat it"

"if winning isnt everything then why do we keep score"

" success isnt measured by what you have but by the opsticals you went through to achieve it."

i love those qoutes there are alot more but i cant remeber them right now...lol.

]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9692356/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9692356/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 15:12:41 PDT
well in other news i've been singing and dancing a lot more, i also got another
picture for yall cominmg as soon as i finish it, im actually coloring it in, normally i dont like to color my pictures in cuz i never no what colors to use, but this picture i need the color, i got the idea to draw it a few days ago, i was at the beach its like 7 pm and im sitting there in the sand and i forgot what song i was listen to i think it was paradise by vanessa carlton , there where some evanescence songs to like taking over me, with that pretty piano part in the beginning and also the song eternity memory of lightwaves, from ffx2 its mostly a piano song no singing in it, anyways i was look at the water and listen to the music totally feeling it when i got the idea of drawing a girl sitting at a piano in the middle of the ocean.. hey it maybe old but its my own piture.. and i'll put it on the da soon... also if anybody knows what i can name the picture please tell me!

also im ghetto and i dont have all that fancy stuff to make your pictures all nice , and whatever, all i got is crayons..lol


please comment and check out my gallery aslo if ur a danity kane fan pick up there album in stores august 22 dont download support them igght, thanks ^_^ ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9595284/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9595284/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 07:30:26 PDT i cant wait to watch "SHOW STOPPERS"

I also cant believe that the season finales next wee but then again once you make the video wut more do you have left to tape?

I have watched all 3 seasons and im so happy the made the band they made some awsome ass hits and im busying THAT MOTHER LOVING CD on AUGUST 22

if ya love Danity Kane go and buy the cd dont download their songs, come yall support them ^_^ heh im broke as hell and im still gonna get that cd, i dont care how many time i have to dog sit =_=!!! ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9323524/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9323524/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 16:50:45 PDT yes i kno im not italian but my godmother aka aunt is and man it was so much fun to watch it with her... it was intense.... im glad italy won..i got nothing against france althought i must say that headbunt that the france captian pulled was uncalled for and not cool at all!!! but anyways great job to both teams..GOOO ITALY....VIVA LA ITALIA!!!!


i cant wait to see pirates of the carribean dead mans chest 2morrow.dat iz going to be awsome... JACK SPARROW!!!! lol cant wait man!!


please visit my gallery love yall...peace out ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9271869/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/9271869/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 14:14:54 PDT
Also i just wanted to say happy 4th everybody

also

PLEASE CHECK OUT MY GALLERY!!


Love ya!!!!! ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/7424243/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/7424243/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 16:35:03 PST ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6876581/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6876581/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 20:46:15 PDT wutzz poppin???? lol


GOOD

Heyyy wuts poppin kiddies..lol...j/p...anywayz...so i've had a shyt load of h.w but im still holdin strong!! hellz yea!!! halloween is coming close...yuppzz and me n mah crew r gonna get it crucked dis weekend..and PARTY NY style...yeaaaa.... den on halloween we gonna get our grub on u no!!! FREE CANDY!!! yupp we all gonna dress up like ganstas lol...not wangastas...gangstas...yes dats right...u heard me..lol....oh n mah b-ball teams...cyo (st.doms) is kickin it up dis weekend...we gonna kick some u no wut...n mah aau team( lady jokers) is gonna kick some ass there too..lol...yupp n da best part about it is we gonna kick some ass in VEGAS BABII YEA!!!! u heard me...V-E-G-A-S!!!!! lol...yuppzz..so dats been mah week so far...lol...oh one question y r madd pplz trying to hook me up wit ppl...oh well..w/e..lol

BAD

ok so starting from thursday the 20th my life has also been a livin hell...this boi i started talkin to on myspace...so fuckin hot right and only 15...he wanted me to send him a pic of me naked...i wasnt down wit dat so..he got pissed and started actin like a dick and was all lyke u lied to me...i dont like liers and shyt like dat n im all i didnt fuckin lie to u u motha fucka so get it striaght...uggghhh hes a pain in my ass but...now were cool..he apologize n shyt but...im still not gonna send him no pick...ohh yeaa and one of my friends back stabbed me..im not gonna mention who..but they no who they r...ohh...and i found out dat this boi who i've known mah hole life has got a thing for me..yes a crush....he lykes me...but hes too shy to tell me let alone ask me out....idk wut the hell to do about it...ohhh and this other boi..his name is ummm....u dont need to no dat...but hes so damned fine...and hes madd funny...hes a reall cool down to earth kinda guy...yea i got a crush on him..but i dont no how to tell him...hes like my best friend..oh n he asked me to draw him a pic...so i am ...i hope he likes it..lol...

well i'll have a pic up lata...
ohh n some more poems...lol..im madd tired sooo..im going to bed now..lol..peace out!!!


My Friends



http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6658075/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 09:07:11 PDT



PLEASE CHECK OUT MY GALLERY!!

OH AND CHECK OUT THE CLUBS I JOINED
clubs:




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PLEASE CHECK OUT MY GALLERY!!

OH AND CHECK OUT THE CLUBS I JOINED
clubs: adult-swim-club [link]
enter-taijiya-sango [link]
clubinuyasha[link]
kikyou-kagome[link]
bankotsujakotsufans[link] ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6370198/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6370198/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 15:02:36 PDT but i got hit on so much. my cuz and i where walking down the street when we saw these 4 really hot guyz. i no sounds weird but its ok cuz my cuz is guy. anyways. so we were walking and all of the sudden this one guy is making these moaning sounds like he was haveing an orgasm right there on the opossite side of the street. he was all like. "hell yeah, damn girl," while still moaning and one of his friends was like "yo man look at her ass". and i turn around and she the guy making the moaning sounds staring at my ass then his eyes travel up to mine and he has this big ass smirk on his face. normally i might be affened but they were hott. anyways when u think things caan get worse. i get hit on by a 10 year old kid on his bike. hes riding by right and he says to my cuzin "ur girl friend is kinda cute". then as he kept on going he turns around and says an "sexy too." wow. this is in sain. alll this happened in one day. i mean i never... well ... any ways thats not even the half of it i can talk much more because my mom has got to use the computer. i talk more about this later.


PLEASE CHECK OUT MY GALLERY!!

OH AND CHECK OUT THE CLUBS I JOINED
clubs: adult-swim-club [link]
enter-taijiya-sango [link]
clubinuyasha[link]
kikyou-kagome[link]
bankotsujakotsufans[link] ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6314343/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6314343/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 10:17:14 PDT im so happy though that people are actually answering me. this is the first site i've join like this and now i wish i found it sooner only except for the fact that i only start to draw anime in september 2004 when my friend chanel (unwanted-princess) told me about anime and about this show called inuyasha that her and my other friend watched. we were all going to enter a manga contest call Rising Star of Manga in january but when the mdterms were caming around that time we disided not to do the contest. i was kinda disapointed but me and (unwanted-princess) are thinking of doing a new manga together and she has some really good ideas, and she is a really good artist. she is one of my best friends and i just want to thank her for telling me about the Da and and thank her for telling me about anime and manga. It has changed my life i mean not to sound self centered but i never thought i could draw. but she and my other friends at school had faith in me and thats why i cant wait to go back to school.
this year has been the best. starting high school and beening in honors math and science, finding out i could draw and singing. and im not the shy little girl everyone new back in middle school. im not shy to show who iam anyone. i no how to speak my mind and be stupid but have fun doing it. my friends are abig part of this and i am happy to have them thats why this entry is call OMG!!! not only for the fact about the things That happened to me on the da but the stuff that happened in seventh grade and now i cant wait for the 8th grade cause all of this stuff happened so quickly.AND IAM SO THANKFUL FOR EVERY MINUTE OF IT.


PLEASE CHECK OUT MY GALLERY!!

OH AND CHECK OUT THE CLUBS I JOINED
clubs: adult-swim-club [link]
enter-taijiya-sango [link]
clubinuyasha[link]
kikyou-kagome[link] ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6295044/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6295044/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 20:13:52 PDT
in other news i just found out that Inuyasha 2nd movie:Castle Beyond The Looking Glass is premiring this saturday at midnight on adultswim. i already saw the movie but i guess i just want to see it again. also this time i wont have to pay to see the movie like i did when i got it from blockbuster.







clubs i joined:enter-taijiya-sango[link]
clubinuyasha[link] , kikyou-kagome[link] ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6291921/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6291921/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 21:08:36 PDT
1period on a days- chorus
1peroid on b days- health ed
2 period - technology
3period- algebra Honors(that was a big suprise. i though i failed math but i guess i didnt thank god. so i think that it means i m in 8th grade taking 9th grade math.)
4period- soc studies
5period- english
6period- lunch( my fav part of the day because i get to hang with all my friends, eat and if i didnt do a homework for a class in the after noon i can do it at lunch. i mean wuts better than that?)
7period- Earth science Honors(once again im in 8th grade taking a ninth grade class)
8period on a days- Earth science Honors lab (what ever that means. i mean is it like the class before it only we do a bunch of labs?)
8period on b days- phys Ed
9period- spanish


Sping time

1period on a days- chorus
1peroid on b days- art
2 period- home and careers.
3period- algebra Honors
4period- soc studies
5period- english
6period- lunch
7period- Earth science Honors
8period on a days- Earth science Honors lab
8period on b days- phys Ed
9period- spanish

for some reason i cant wait to get back to school. to see my friends,my new teachers, get new people in my classes, oh yeah for the basket ball and track season to start up again, the dances, the games, halloween, b- day parties, new years, christmas, thanksgiving, to start learning new things, ect. the works. ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6266554/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6266554/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 23:03:49 PDT
Abroken angel's vocie shutters in an endless night
a life filled with family and friends
a broken angel cared for the world and everything that was going on
a broken angel loved her family, husban, children, and grand children
even though that broken angel loved everything
that broken angel had broken wings
and then one day without a whisper good bye
that broken angel started to fly
you wonder why she was talking away
that lovely angel that sat at gods door every day
she fought so hard to try and stay
and though she looked strong she would fall apart the next day
so when you think of it
you want to pray
and thank god for taking her away
because that broken angel had broken wings
now that shes in heaven she can fly again


i wrote this peom the moringing after my aunt died. it was hard for me to take in. i cryed my self to sleep. she was my favorite aunt. she truly was an angel. but she had so many problems. especaily with her heart. i'll always miss her. the reason i wrote this peom is to remind my self of what an amazing loving person she was and that even though i miss her, her body and soul are in a better place now. she can finally be at rest and not suffer from the pain that was going on while she was alive.

i love u anut jocey. may u rest in peace. ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6256172/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6256172/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 20:49:52 PDT
lying here
eyes wide open
bleeding into a pool of nothingness
dying here
with ever breath that i take
crying
but no one hears me
my voice is like a whisper in the wind
trying to move but nothing happens
paralyzed to the world above me
im slowly fading away
away into the darkness
away into my fears
my nightmares ar crepping up beside me
but no one hears my tears
iam in visable to the world
invisable to my friends
invisable to my family
iam now nothing but a shadow in the wind
i walk around like a ghost in the shell
i'm there but no one sees me
i'm feeling cold now,colder than ice
my body is freezing up inside.
my voice like a whiper in the wind
trying to move but nothing happens
paralyzed to the world above me
im slowly fading away
away into the darkness
away into my fears
my nightmares ar crepping up beside me
but no one hears my tears
iam in visable to the world
invisable to my friends
invisable to my family
iam now nothing but a shadow in the wind


this is a peom i wrote one day when i felt like i was so alone. ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6196996/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6196996/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 10:42:02 PDT ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6191911/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6191911/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 20:36:50 PDT
Inuyasha: oh Man im so pissed off because i missed last saturdays episode of inuyasha(a Float on the lakes surface:the barrier of Hijiri island) because i was at a sleep away b-ball camp at manhattan college. i tryed to pre record it while i was a way but someone took out the tape while i was away i didn't tape it. DAMN IT MOTHER FUCKER OF HELL. i really want to see that episode. THIS FUCKING SUCKS. oh well i'll catch it another time. but i tell u this IM NOT missing this saturdays episode.

Hot guys from inuyasha: Inuyasha, miroku, koga and last but not least BANKOTSU!!!!!!!!


OMG not only did i miss inuyasha i missed samuri champloo, s-Cry-ed, Paranoia Agent and Fooly Cooly. But thank god for repeats on thursdays adult swim.


other then a few bad bumps my summer has been pretty good so far. hope fully it will stay good. ]]> ~Bankotsuluva7 http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6121009/ http://Bankotsuluva7.deviantart.com/journal/6121009/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 09:15:41 PDT ~Bankotsuluva7